Cloudsdale High Doodle Diaries

by MissSeddieSunshine


Flutter's First Entry

Dear Diary,

I’m really shy and can’t speak to anyone properly. I have not made any friends yet really and I can’t speak about my feelings about anything to anyone. Every time I try to speak to somepony, none of my words even begin to come out.

I have decided that a diary is the best way to go with this. I can write down all my feelings in you and you will never judge me. I really hope that all in all this helps, because I feel so lonely right now.

My name is Fluttershy and I am fourteen years old. When I grow up I would love to actually be out of the sky and on the ground. My dream is to look after animals down there and be around animals as much as possible. I have never really felt quite as special as I have with Animals. They listen to me, and understand me fully. No pony else seems to even want to do that really...

"Some animals I want to look after when I am older! Mr.Fluffy Bumble Bea! Cute doggie Fluffy Bunny!

I have just made a little information page at the beginning of my diary, I hope it looks pretty enough. I really used my best felt tips from this that my daddy sent me.

My parents love me very much. Even though they sent me here, they only sent me here because they thought I would have the best education possible. My mother never really went to school, she was too busy taking care of her family to do anything more. She is now a nurse at Canterlot Hospital, regardless of her results from school. My father is a Doctor, they met each other in their work. My mother always says it was love at first flight.

When she says this, she really actually means it. They ended up working side by side as partners in a program called “Heart in Flight” Where basically they would fly over to any ponies that were injured and cure them right there wherever they were.
My father always says that when my mother was my age, she was exactly like me. He also says that I look just like as she did when she was my age. Although I don’t believe him too much, my mother is really, really pretty.

"My very pretty mother helping others!

She doesn’t like to talk about it, but from what I can gather with what my father says, quite a lot of stallions wanted to date her when she was younger, he always states how lucky he is to have gotten her.
I hope one day I might have a love like my parents.
I have been in this room alone for a whole month, but today I’m getting a roommate. I don’t know who she is, but I hope I don’t annoy her. In public, I really, really have problems talking to other ponies.

Yesterday I was in the cafeteria and I was trying my very best to choose between a daisy sandwich and a poppy pancake

I guess I was taking too long because these three colts came up-to me and pushed me out of the way while I was looking.
It was my fault for taking far too long though. I wish I could stick up for myself though. I wish I could just speak to other ponies with no problems. I would have gone right up to them and said “Excuse me, but I was looking first. Please will you just wait? I’ll only take a second...”

But instead I went right to the back of the line again, and this time made my mind up on a daisy sandwhich, so nopony else would be angry at me when I got to the front of the line.
Maybe I might be able to speak to my new roommate. That would be nice. Maybe she would really like having lunch with me! Because well... I find it really hard walking upto other ponies. I’m quite lonely here at the moment, but it really has only been a month.

Always look on the Brightside!

I’ll write more later,
I can hear hoofsteps coming closer to my dorm, I think it’s my new roommate.
I’ll write more later when I am able.
~Flutters