This is Heaven
Fluttershy's Perspective
I tried to walk slowly, but began gaining speed as I drew closer. I simply couldn't wait; this fact couldn't wait one second longer than it had to before it simply burst out of me. I had to say it. I had to tell her. I simply had to.
Suddenly, I noticed a fluffy white shape next to my right hindleg. "Angel," I spoke quietly as I slowed down to talk. "You simply must go back.
Angel simply shook his head in refusal.
"Angel, I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but you need to go back to my cottage. You know why I'm here. You know what I'm doing, and I can't do it when anypony else is around. Not even you, Angel.
Angel's head slowly slumped forward, before he sullenly nodded and walked off, ears drooping. "I'm sorry, Angel," I whispered to myself.
I almost turned around at that point, turned back and ran off to the safety of my cottage. But I didn't. I couldn't. What I needed to tell Twilight simply couldn't wait.
I dashed across the nighttime streets of Ponyville, hoping I wouldn't forget the way. Bah! I shook that thought out of my head. I knew I would never forget the way to this house. After all, Twilight lived there. Twilight...
Bam! I shook out of my daydream, dizzily walking around until my vision was restored from bumping into the side of a building. I shrugged off the pain and continued charging toward my destination.
I was truly ill-prepared once I got there. I knew what I wanted to say, but not how to say it. Should I simply tell her? Should I increase suspense and then tell her? Should I tell her to meet my by some other place later tonight and tell her there? I had no clue what I should do, so I decided to just knock on the door to the tree-library and wing it.
I gave three light taps at the door. Tap tap tap. Then, I waited. I waited for twenty seconds, and was about to knock again when the door slowly opened to show Twilight on the other side. Twilight...
I shrugged the thoughts out of my head again. I couldn't risk crashing into something else. Not when she was around.
"Fluttershy!" exclaimed the purple unicorn excitedly. "Come in!"
I trudged in, wings beginning to cramp.
No, Fluttershy! I thought to myself. Not now! Please not now! Unfortunately for me, being around Twilight, all alone, in the middle of the night, about to confess my love for her, added up to be a romantic enough situation to make my wings begin to firm up. I fought the wings back down, trying to make it look like nothing happened, even as they began cramping from wanting to rise up and unfurl themselves at my sides. Stupid wing cramps. What do they even do? What purpose do they serve other than embarassing you at the worst possible times, just like this?
"I, um, came to, tell you something..." was all I could stammer out.
"What is it you need to tell me?" she asked.
Once again, I found myself lost daydreaming. Twilight... she stood in front of me, all alone. Her mane was beautiful, and her eyes were even more so. I couldn't stop staring at her. Her legs, her form... her flank.
I tried to stop my eyes from traveling there, but I could not. Her flank was perfect, it was shaped excellently, it...
"Fluttershy? Are you all right?"
"What? Oh, yes, I'm fine, Twi."
I had to tell her. I had to tell her right now. If I didn't say it immediately, I might never get another chance. I took a deep breath and began.
"I'm... I'm... Twi, I'm... I'm a... I... I'm a... fillyfooler..."
I began to worry that Twilight didn't approve of fillyfoolers, mares who liked other mares such as me. But she simply smiled and walked closer to me.
"It's fine, Fluttershy. There is nothing wrong with that. Anyone who thinks there is happens to be an idiot."
"I've been..." I quietly spoke, gaining confidence. I was able to stop stuttering, even if my wings were now in pain. "I've known this for quite a while. For around a year, now. Ever since I... met someone..."
Twilight smiled and nodded. She didn't hold any grudge against me, fillyfooler or not. "Who was it?" she asked calmly.
"It... was you..."
Twilight appeared confused, knowing what I said, yet not quite believing it. I decided that I should elaborate and continued on.
"Ever since I met you, I've had this strange... feeling... whenever you're around, I feel all warm inside of me... being near you, it... it's strange, it turns me on, even..."
Even now, I can't tell you why I said that last part. Spur of the moment, I guess. I unfurled my wings to prove to Twilight that I was not lying, though; my wings were still aching from keeping them from erecting, but it felt far better to have them out now.
Twilight seemed even more confused, just for a second, before her eyes became wide. I closed my eyes, waiting to hear her tell me how she didn't feel the same way.
But she said nothing of the sort. She gasped, and spoke to me, quietly but forcefully. "Flutters, how long were you holding your wings back when they were...um... like that?" she asked.
I stifled a laugh. Typical Twilight. I knew she would have simply told me if she didn't like me, so I decided there was still a chance. I told her that they had been like that since I walked in.
Twilight appeared shocked. "Fluttershy, that can seriously damage your wings! How do they feel?"
I told her the truth. "They ache a bit, but I'm okay, Twilight."
"No, you're not okay! You might not be able to fly for days! There is only one way to help you..."
"Twi..."
"Flutters, you have to believe me here. Just do what I say and you'll be fine. Lie down."
"Oh, su- wait, what?" I gasped incredulously. I had absolutely no clue what she was thinking; if she wanted to sleep with me, she wouldn't rant about wing erections, she would tell me, or say something else, or... oh, I don't know, but she wouldn't say THAT.
I chose to humor her, laying down back up. My wings were still at my sides, jutting out at the perfect angle to get in Twi's way. I sighed inwardly and hoped she truly did have feelings for me.
Even now, so long after all this happened, I can't tell you what I thought she was going to do. However, everything I thought she would do, hoped she would do, even, paled in comparison to what she did; she began to massage me. Starting with my wings, she slowly brought her hooves across my back in a pleasant, tender, and probably sexual fashion. The cramps from my wings evaporated like morning dew off of the grass surrounding my cottage, along with other pains and tensions I had been carrying for weeks without even realizing it. I closed my eyes slowly and did everything in my power to avoid passing out from pure glee.
Those efforts proved futile when her hooves touched my flank.
She only lightly prodded it, somewhat reluctantly moving on to the next section of my body for the massage. Even so, the situation I was in with Twilight only truly happened upon my mind at that point, and pure ecstasy filled me as I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep.
I woke up several minutes later, the dream already escaping me. What happened? I could only remember a few things. One, Twi was in it. Two, I could remember what I did to start off the series of events that followed after Twi came in (like I said, those events themselves were lost to me). Three, I could remember that if they happened in real life, I would be the happiest mare in equest- no, in the whole world, who ever lived.
Twilight was still massaging me, pretending to work over my entire body but really only doing anything with my flank. I honestly didn't care whether or not she was still working; this was the most romantic scene I could have dreamed of, and now my wings were even more outstretched than before. Twilight was able to work around them, and when she passed my open eyes, she too appeared to have an almost gleeful smile on her face. Yes! I thought. Could she really... love me?
"Twilight... how long was I out?"
"Only a few minutes, Fluttershy. You didn't miss much."
"Miss much?" I asked as my stomach growled. Motherbucker! Just because I was too nervous to have dinner doesn't mean you can just interrupt this! Bucking sto- I was cut off by Twilight asking me something.
"What was that?" I questioned. "I didn't hear you."
"I asked if you would like something to eat."
"Oh- well..."
"I mean, if your wings are feeling better now. Are they?" I could tell Twilight was struggling in this situation, and it almost comforted me to know I was not alone in that aspect.
"My wings... they're fine. A lot better now." I tried to flap them to prove to her that I could, but at this point they were so erect I could barely move them an inch.
Twilight simply smiled at me.
"But... sure, I am rather hungry..."
Twilight smiled again and slowly trotted into the kitchen. I SWEAR she was trying to get me to look at her flank here. If that was the case, she undoubtedly succeeded. Luckily, my wings didn't firm up more, although at this point I doubt they could have. I followed her as she brought out 2 daffodil sandwiches, my favorite food flower. I doubt she knew that, but I wouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth, no pun intended.
After sitting down at the small table in the middle of the room, Twilight lay the sandwiches down and did something I never expected, or even dreamed of (although that was happening a lot this night); she used her magic to bring a few candles down from the cupboard near the top, and lit them.
The aura of the candles was divine, but the pony I was sharing it with made it all so much better. If my wings could have firmed up more at this point, they undoubtedly would have. Twilight and I stared into each other's eyes before beginning to eat.
I, however, could barely taste the sandwich, because my mind was elsewhere. The dream I had... it started out in a situation very much like this. We had just finished eating in the dream, and then I...
Twilight shook me out of my daydream with her voice. "Flutters, you're drooling! Are you sure you're all right?"
"Huh? Oh, yes, I'm okay," I mumbled. I delicately took a bite of the daffodil sandwich, but I chewed quickly. I had to see if what happened in the dream could happen here, too.
The meal was mostly silent, Twilight and I simply eating and looking at each other. This gave me a few minutes to think about Twilight's potential feelings for me. I was increasingly confident that she did like me, what with the meal and the candles. Even so, I rather wanted her to simply admit it. Beating around the bush like this was starting to get old. I stopped myself from asking her, though. If I did, then the dream wouldn't happen.
I bit down on the last bite of my sandwich, then watched as Twi did the same. It was a very enjoyable meal, even if it was quite simple. Twilight smiled at me once again, and then spoke. "So, Fluttershy, is there anything else you'd like to do before we go to bed?"
The word bed confused me for just a second before I realized she meant literal bed, not sex. Even so, if I was to reenact the dream, actually nodding off wouldn't happen, at least not yet.
"Yes, there is one thing..." I mumbled.
"What is it?" she asked me.
I brought to mind once again the steps I took in the dream. Right. So first I...
I leapt toward Twilight, grabbing her with my forehooves. She appeared to be surprised, but didn't fight back. Then, I slowly leaned forward and kissed her lips, enjoying every second. She returned it, and as we embraced, we slowly walked back into the main room, near the couch by the wall. Just like in my dream, we toppled onto it, still kissing and hugging each other. As our actions became more and more dirty and sexual, one thought continued bounding back up in my mind, again and again: I'm in heaven.