Pinkie Pie felt her body getting slower and slower. Her usually fast, sugar-fueled, drum that was her heart was feeling sedated.
She knew that she was going to die.
Pinkie didn't want to accept it. But in the end, she knew that she was going to have to. There was no way she was going to live through this, the pain, and the injuries, were to severe.
She heard everything.
Everything that her friends had said while they visited her in the hospital.
She was awake. She could hear everything. She just couldn't move. Couldn't speak. Couldn't communicate at all. There was nothing she could do, except listen as her friends cried and cried over her. It broke her heart.
All she wanted was for her friends to smile. She knew that it wasn't top priority to them right now, Pinkie Pie's actual health was. But to her, they were wrong.
She didn't want this moment to be sad. She wanted her friends to be happy. Happy that she was moving on with her life. Her time has come to an end. She is able to accept that, and she hoped her friends would be able to as well. The smiles of her friends was all she wanted right now. Although she couldn't see them smile, she could still feel it. She could still feel a smiles embrace. That's what smiles do to her, they wrap her like a cozy hug. Keeping her warm on the inside. She loved the feeling more than anything else in the world. Besides her friends of course.
She felt like crying herself after listening to her friends' constant sorrow. The crying. The tears. When Fluttershy must have fainted. It made her feel terrible that she was the sole reason for all of what was happening. She didn't care so much about her condition as much as her friends feelings.
If she could tell each one of her friends one thing...
She forgives Rainbow Dash for what she said the other day to her. She can't get upset over Rainbow Dash. She was busy, doing who knows what. Pinkie can't help that. She also heard Rainbow Dash explain how sorry and upset towards the way she acted toward her, but Pinkie had already forgave her the moment she expressed her guilt. She wanted to let Rainbow know that it was alright, and that there is nothing to be upset over.
She wanted to let Applejack know that she always loved her sort of like a sister. Applejack was always there for her, and she was always there for her. They both worked hard. They both put others before themselves, Applejack did it physically why Pinkie did it emotionally, that's why Pinkie respected Applejack so much. She would really miss Applejack.
She wanted to let Fluttershy know that what she told her the other night is true. It doesn't matter how many friends you have, just the quality. You can have a million friends, but only a handful of them will be there for you when you truly need it. It took Pinkie a while to realize that. Pinkie is friends all over Ponyville, but out of all her friends, how many showed up? The ones who did were quality.
She wanted to let Rarity that even if life gets you down, when sadness dwells in every step and breathe you take, keep on going. When work is killing you, and when everything becomes unbearable, just keep going. Everything always works out in the end. She learned that after a while of working in the rock farm when she was a filly. Some days she felt like the misery would never end, until that fateful day.
And finally, she wanted to let Twilight Sparkle know, that Pinkie will never forget her. Ever since Pinkie met her the first day she came to Canterlot , she knew a special bond will be made, and she was right. Twilight is definitely one of her best friends, someone that she will never, in a million years, forget. It made Pinkie sad that she was leaving Twilight behind.
Pinkie hated herself for putting everyone, including her, in this situation. It was her own stupid fault...
~*~*~
Pinkie sighed as she sat stepped out of the window of her room out to the rooftop of SugarCube Corner. She liked to sit out there at night, stargaze, and just think about life itself. Sort of relive the day, minute by minute, in her mind. It was one of the things she liked to do.
It made her smile.
It was almost midnight, when almost every pony else was asleep.
That was how she liked it.
She took a seat on the rooftop right outside of her window and thought about her conversation with Fluttershy that day. She hoped that she didn't seem to rude for eating over and then leaving out of the blue. But she needed to leave to help Mrs. Cake with the cupcake order that she had due the next morning. It was a large order. Some pony had asked for over 60 cupcakes for a party that was going on near the park.
The night was beautiful. The moon shone very brightly, almost illuminating the area, and the stars twinkled like christmas lights. The summer breeze was cooling, and very relaxing.
She loved these kinds of moments. The moments when she can finally tone down and relaxed. During the day she's usually all hyped up on sugar, not really letting her relax and enjoy the daytime. So that's what makes these times so special.
She doesn't stay out there for long though, she would like to get some sleep, however. So she stood up to retreat back into the comfortable territory of her bedroom.
However, the night dew had made the rooftop slippery, much to Pinkie's dismay, she slipped.
And was sent tumbling down the rooftop in a rolling fashion, finally falling off the roof entirely. She felt nothing but air for a good three seconds. She felt her heart drop due to the g-force that she was sustained to, until her fall came to a painful end. She landed on her chest, and heard a terrifying CRACK as she hit the ground, she smacked her head against the ground, Hard. She stayed conscious for a few good seconds. She took note of how much it hurt the breathe, and the dull throbbing pain in her head.
The pain...
It hurts...
So bad...
~*~*~
It was her own stupid fault that that had happened. And now both she, and her friends had to suffer for it. But she herself was okay with this. She was in no hurry for her mind to her mind to shut down.
Her senses began to fail her. Her hearing began to dim. She wished her friends would come back. She knew she wasn't going to live for much longer. She didn't wish it, but it was almost time.
Everything was beginning to darken. Her whole world. Her mind, her thoughts were lessening. She felt like sleeping.
Just remember, you're all my friends. My very best of friends.
Her last thoughts, as she gave her dying breathe.
Smile with me.