What If I Knew EVERYTHING

by Maze Tail


Backround

Twilight P.O.V

Dear Diary
Everything was going smoothly at the castle. Discord and I were planning out what to change. I am going to get to change my destiny and Discord is going to get his love. As for my love, he was called Blade I met him as a filly. We had a child a year before I went to Ponyville. King Blade and I were in love but when I found out I was pregnant I gave up Moonlight to him, now maybe I could go back and raise my child but…. I have a destiny to complete. I am going to spend more time with her this second chance. I am going to introduce Moonlight to Spike, her (step) brother. Moonlight became queen after her farther died and joined forces with Equestria after 1000 years of isolation. Her talent was balance of dark and light magic. She discovered new magic of balance. One of the special rulers that will be remembered 100s of years after she died. Since she is half bat pony and half unicorn she had a shorter life span. But she continued to rule for about 308 years so then my grandson, Thunder Frost, took rule over after her passing and many generations continued yet none did not want anything to do with I that is my own doing I guess. (Note- Batponies usually live to 400 years and Twilight was a unicorn when gave birth. Before you ask how nobody not even her parents knew about pregnancy is due to the Great Flame that speed time up for Moonlight to be born quickly within seconds. Yet all of time around was just went normally. Moonlight grew up normally not rapidly aging after that event.)

My sister Midnight when I created the first year of Celestia’s school for gifted unicorns she was an Alicorn. That’s when we decided to hide her wings out of fear or what will come if anyone found out. Midnight was sent to the orphanage but we remained her identity a secret but that story is for another time. Anyway she and I never got on since we kept the secret. Her powers was extraordinary with the powers of chaos, dark and arcane magic. Years later around the same time as me, Midnight had a son, Dusk Spruce, with her husband Timber Spruce. Dusk Spruce was a bat pony with a horn, having both magic of his mother and father. (Note: Timber is a bat pony). Dusk was always the athletic type. He won many awards like swimming, country running, gymnastics, flying completions, you name it. Then around about now she had another son, Mystic Night, which was an Alicorn. He was the quiet yet scary all the same. Magic was his specialty was particularly dark magic, not just magic the power of knowledge is what he craved. Funny enough he never turned evil but used his dark magic for helping other.

Anyway years later when Timber die, Midnight was never seen again. I tried to look high and low for her but nothing. Her children couldn’t find her but again they could be lying. I have a theory she could have either killed herself which is REALLY difficult since I tired myself a few times or just went in a deep sleep to never wake up.

For some reason my friends never found out about my little secret or my parents or brother or the princesses, I think. I believe the only ones that found out was Flurry Heart, Spike, Midnights adopted parents, Discord, Timber, Blade, the kids, Midnight and I. Spike is going to love being a big brother once I tell him. Plus I know Flurry Heart got on along with Moonlight probably because of that adventures they both secretly had with Spike they thought I didn’t know about.

Anyway as for my friends they got married, had children and questioned why I haven’t. I guess some secrets will remain secret. I really should have not erased there memories once they caught me and Blade’s secret. In my time they still live on. To conclude I don’t understand why I wanted to go back. I had a good life. I had my children. I had friends. Yet as I say this I wasted a lot of my life in isolation after children and family die around me. Cadence became evil, after my brother died, trying to get rid of all love. She was killed by Celestia and Luna with the elements after I… refused to. I hadn’t seen my niece or the empire for ages after that. This was just after Moonlight died. Celestia was willing to kill and get her sister along with it. I bet Celestia didn’t even cared about my friends either. Thought out her teachings, she was training me to be used me as a weapon to defend Equestria. I was a puppet and once I fulfilled my purpose she just toss me away until I was needed again. The effects of negate started as soon as all my friends died. Where I needed it most she wasn’t there. But I had Cadence and Midnight though out the difficulty. Years later when Timber died came Midnight disappearance and are secret meetings, she never showed up. I blamed Celestia making use that stupid spell to make me immortal yet I questioned why Midnight was an Alicorn to begin with. The spell that I used to create Midnight was to separate my dark side not really to make her at all to be honest. Probably I put too much power creating a conscious. Maybe some destiny thing I am unware. I guess I will never know. After that I turned to Eclipse and nearly killed Celestia. Never a day goes by that I regret it. I fled Equestria for 94 years until I returned broken. I hide out with Spike and his family for that time but most of the time I went to hide in the stars of the night crying. I took control of the stars which Luna raised the moon after my last friend, Rainbow Dash, died of old age.

For my students future they lived on with their lives. Sunset married Flash Sentry from the other world. I got to remember to help her soon so she can find happiness. Starlight and Sunburst got together. Oh, how I knew it. I may not be Cadence but of course we all knew they loved each other. That reminds me I got to get them together. Yay I am match maker and a time traveler.

Oh Diary I wish I couldI don’t… I want a change that’s why I came. I don’t need these grudges of things that might me. Not many can have a second chance yet I have. I will NOT waste it even if I have to build it from scratch. All my accomplishments I…I…I erase that for some selfish purpose. Years of experiences and strength I gained I got rid of all of this. I will earn nothing fairly due to my knowledge of what will. Never regret the past they say never regret yet I did. No Twilight you can’t start the regret now you are too far deep, I say. One day I will learn but not today.