I know a lot of you expected this to be some kind of magical adventure where everything is straight-forward. Instead over the course of 3 years I've told a convoluted mess of a story. So much so, it seems that one of the rudest things was just mailed to me. "I'm going to make my own version of this story."

If that's the case, let me explain the real truth behind the mess.

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I want to take a moment to take a break from writing to thank 3 very important individuals that have been here for me providing support behind the scenes on discord for years now. Every frantic edit, every OCD prepared paragraph. Every "How does this feel reading this?" or "Can you understand this character's pain, happiness?" For every mental breakdown at 11 at night, for all the tears shed for not being sure how to proceed. They've been here for all of it.

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I'm stuck. The current chapter is roughly 1/3 done, though I know exactly what I want to say, just not quite how to convey it. I can see the scene in my mind, but the words aren't coming in order; this may be due to my autism, or perhaps one of my several other mental disorders. Just be aware I am still working on it, and as always am dedicated to giving the best quality as possible.

your idiot,
zakyria/doug

Due to just how much tale is to be told, I'm done predicting my own story ending, so let's all sit back and enjoy the ride like always. A new chapter is in the works.

That I underestimated how much story was left to tell. So once again, I'll be splitting the final chapter.

Here's the deal, I just took two weeks off from gaming, writing, and making youtube videos. I needed a mental break from everything. I am back to writing as of today and am currently 1/3 of the chapter done. Please be patient, I am still writing it, but it may take a bit longer.

I haven't forgotten, just trying something new. This chapter is going to be massive, almost 3x as large as my normal ones, possibly larger. As the final chapter in the story I plan to tie everything together. The full picture as it were, and it is taking longer than I anticipated. I do appreciate your patience, it is looking like the chapter will be done around mid-late march at the current rate.

<3 Zaky/ Doug

No bad news here, work has begun on the climatic reveal that will change everything you think you know about the story so far. Thank you for your patience. As Always, I appreciate each one of you, thank you for your support.

/)c^ Doug/Zakyria

For those who don't know me, I live in HUD housing, also known as section 8- low-income housing. I have been frantically preparing for an inspection that HUD does once every several years known as REACT. This is where a representative of the actual US government is selected and sent to inspect the HUD commodities by inspecting every resident apartment. They do this to ensure living conditions are up to snuff. This has had my anxiety set on boiling these past few weeks. As a result-

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I finished the chapter, yay! Well, not yay actually. I hate it. It doesn't flow nicely with the story, it feels lazy and even horribly cliche to me and frankly, I feel it would be an insult to me and you, my faithful readers, alike to publish. So I've scrapped it and started on a new version. This version is currently 1/3 done and looks a lot more polished. Celestia willing, I will have it done by month's end, as originally planned, but just know I am working on it; you have not been

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