The prescription decongestant is working like a charm, I can actually do stuff instead of lay in bed suffering. So that's my infection on its way out the door.
Just a transgirl hoping to read some awesome fanfics and get inspired for writing
The prescription decongestant is working like a charm, I can actually do stuff instead of lay in bed suffering. So that's my infection on its way out the door.
So a few days ago, about the last couple days of June, I started to get a cold thanks to the weather. It hadn't been so bad, I was able to take decongestants and stuff and basically function. But now it's escalated into a sinus infection, and it feels like my sinuses are on fire. No, more like every bit of congestion has turned into napalm.
Happy 4th of July everyone. Yippee. So excited. Missing the annual barbecue at a friends' place.
I hate being sick on holidays.
Many thanks to Kudzuhaiku for giving me the idea that sparked this blog, and ultimately this series of blogs.
So I had an idea while I was laying down just now, about making a series of blogs that pertain to some pieces of fanon that seem somewhat compelling and how realistically it might be placed into the shows actual canon. This would be based purely on evidence given within the show (not the comics as I have never had the opportunity to read them), no matter if themes within certain pieces of fanon would never be present in a children's show.
Dysphoria (from Greek: δύσφορος (dysphoros), from δυσ-, difficult, and φέρειν, to bear) is a state of feeling unwell or unhappy; a feeling of emotional and mental discomfort as a symptom of discontentment, restlessness, dissatisfaction, malaise, depression, anxiety or indifference.
Source: Wikipedia
So I just had a couple of hours filled with utter rage. Because I'm totally disrespecting someone by asking them to give me a little bit of freaking courtesy.
I am not fine with kids. Not in the least. This is partially because I know enough about child psychology to know that I don't know enough to not say the wrong thing. And partly because, in my experience, they are horrible little monsters that get into everything and destroy things.
Me: "Hey, Minecraft helps me to think, and thinking helps me to write, so maybe if I play some Minecraft with occasional work on the story my writing will be better! Yay logic!
~some time later~
Me: *yawn* "Well I think I've done enough for the night, might as well head to . . . wait a second, it's awfully bright behind that curtain. Wait, what's the sun--??
. . .
Me: "Goddamnit, Minecraft!
So much for waiting 'til tomorrow.
I have dependent personality disorder. But what is dependent personality disorder? Well, according to psychcentral.com . . .
I woke up today feeling . . . great. It was odd. I felt genuinely normal. I cleaned up, got breakfast, did stuff, went over and hung out with my mom a bit and . . . I feel genuinely happy. It was hard to place it, not having felt this in a long time.