Hi · 5:13am Oct 19th, 2019
Long time no see. Im now usually on reading whatever catches my eye on here. I just lurk. That's all
a 21 year old mexican who likes ponies, gaming, and the occasional annoyance to the human mass
Long time no see. Im now usually on reading whatever catches my eye on here. I just lurk. That's all
Happy birthday to me. I decided not to go to school. Today is wonderful
Meh its not too bad, the only thing that sucks is British Literature since I suck at writing. :P
As the title says, I might try and be on more often to have something else in my life to balance it out. I think its for the best with only 1 week of break until school and oh fucking hell, it will be crazy. Finally finishing up high school, Trying to be more committed with my YouTube channel, and catch up on some anime I missed as well as maybe some mlp. My interest in the show has come back and I'm not surprised. The same happened to me when I stopped watching WWE out of nowhere. Then years
I'm not getting into details, but there's a lot happening in my personal and school life that has me up to my neck in stress and its worse when I cram time for doing Youtube. It's all getting to be overwhelming and I hate it.
I guess after being away so long from here made me realize it was a stupid choice. Reason being is that in a way, i abandoned the people I considered friends here. Yeah I left for many reasons that maybe only made sense to my immature mind back then, but now just seem foolish. Yeah, I still suck at writing a fucking story. I'm not into the mlp fandom as much anymore as I was before, but that doesn't mean I had to stop being friends with the people I met just because I lost interest in one
Every time I get back on after so long, I feel out of place. Like the person that feels alone in a large crowd. You feel like you don't belong.
Well for those who don't know, I have a YouTube channel that I post gaming videos and has about 14 subs. Currently I do this as a hobby but My dream and goal is to make this channel something and be successful on it. My intention is to not be rich off of it but to at least be able to live off of possibly doing YouTube full time and not a hobby anymore. However, due to many circumstances ( education reasons, job searching, and housing) its very difficult to find the time to be able to make
Welp once again my nature of being anti social not only hinders me from everyday life at school, but now even on here as i don't talk anymore to anyone here. It sucks