Life is worthless. · 2:22am Jun 14th, 2015
All right. Depression sucks. A lot. Also, Seriously....my dad is driving me up the wall.
I am starting to really lose it, and I lost it so much that I had a dream of where I did something I liked doing that scared me.
My dream self was loving the fact that he was choking his dad to death. scary huh?
That's from a dream, and I felt happy about it but scared at the same time.
My god.
He says so many things that piss me off and annoy me. But, do I care? Not really, I can't talk back or tell him if it's wrong what he is saying cause then he'll say "I know what's true when you're complaining, I am not lying, so stop making things worse." He said this yesterday.
Yesterday.........I am the one making things worse? ......Mother..fucker.
Dad is literally going to drive me insane into killing him. Know how the dream ended? With the dream version crying and saying "What have I done?"
It was weird, cause it felt lucent too. You know, felt real?
It really scared me.
Have I forgotten to mention how much I hate my dad?
I'm going to send u a pm in a minute
3147209 Why?
One time, I dreamt I died a cannibalistic suicide. It was horrible.
Well seems like a dream and a drunk father has got you to go pinkamena on me again
I know what that means. It mean therapy is needed fast before you go insane and kill your parents or a vision from the future (yes it happens. Don't believe me? Go ahead and ask Google or Luna same answers there.). The dream is to represent the amount of sanity You have for Your dad. If that sanity runs out the thing in the dream will come to reality and make You kill Your dad. After the kill the Temporary-Insanity would fade away as you realize what you done. What happens after that is up to Your imagination (hopefully You and Your Mother will bury the body instead of You going to jail/asylum).
3147339 I never have dreams about my mom.
I wonder if it's because my mind of sanity towards her is in peace?
Probably.
But yeah, I know them time's of when a dream can come true. It happened one time to me ;(.
3147481 The lack of bad interaction from Your Mom means no problem with him at all. It's all Him the dream is pointing at nothing else. Trust me on this if you remember all Your dreams you can get a head start on anything. I once had a dream where a man would walk in my room and try to rape me. 10 years later after the dream it happened and the man died instead. A little bit after that fate decided I should listen to this song after killing him
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3148098 I know this song.