Commissions Closed, Update, Feelings · 11:59am Feb 17th, 2015
This does not apply to the people in queue.
I've just had a hard time staying awake past 7pm most nights, cutting off the time I would usually spend working on a piece. Why am I so sleepy? I think it's my bedroom being so cold, and giving into the comfort of my heating blanket, which makes me sleepy.
But all of this is about to change. I've got a new job, in which I'll be working third shift. So I'm going to change my schedule completely. Mondays might not even be my Mondays anymore. To top it all off, I'm going to move again, soon. I might take small commissions here and there, but I'm going to go through some hardcore changes soon, here. It's kind of tough but whatever. I can handle it.
I've also been speaking my mind a lot more, recently. Probably because I'm tired of being abused for being so tolerant or giving. I'm tired of being the friend who is ONLY visible when people are sad or angry. Or when people try to scrape off free art from me. The sad thing is, I was aware of it, but it always worked. Well, thank you anyways, for being my friends, even if you might be doing it for art, because there's a little bit of magic, even in that kind of friendship. I know there are some of you who purely like having me as a friend. Well, whatever. I love all of you lots.
I've learned so much in the past year, and I have you to thank for helping me through it.
I'm not going to be very active here for a while, save blog posts for any of the artwork I'm going to finish up/have finished up.
Thanks for listening, anyways.
Ayemel
Grats about your new job!
Though it's kinda unfortunate that you're stopping commissions for a while, I understand and wish you the best.
But once I get some money at a time when you have commissions open, I'll be happy to commission from you again :)
Until then, may your job be lucrative, fun and full of opportunity!
Congrats on the new job! I've said it before and I'll say it again, I am glad to count you among my friends. You talented artist you.
Great to hear about the new job! And I hope your move goes smoothly. I hope I've made the ranks of your friends (and not just the "only when you're art-ing" friends), because I certainly count you among mine.
Stay warm in that blanket!
*hugs* I completely understand those feelings. if you need to talk i'm on skype just search my penname
Oh, geez, now I feel bad for not having checked in for a while. Sorry you've been feeling kinda down, Ayemel, if you ever wanna talk, hit me up on Skype. Just look up my pen name (or PM me for it). I hope your new job goes well.
I swear Ayemel, you were never just a chance for free art to me. I am so angry at myself right now for not having seen this blog when you made it. I hope you start sleeping better and feeling better, though I do believe one shouldn't feel bad for sharing how they feel.