Because I remember, I despair. Because I remember, I have the duty to reject despair. - Elie Wiesel
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>>23982232398223 Little stressed from yesterday. Trying to change my sleep schedule to something with more sun in my life. Slept well enough but got up early. Improvement.
Yesterday, one roommate had a "meltdown" of sorts and we sent her to the hospital. Her problem put us in danger and could have been bad for all of us. Wasn't paying attention and should have seen the cracks. But, you can't control everything and hindsight you can only learn from it. Not our finest hour.
Mentally I'm stable because what goes though my head on repeat is: "If you fuck up, you screw up other people's lives. Hold the center." Not the most healthy attitude to have but it will pass into something better. Though, I'm less afraid and more happy.
Body health wise I'm a little weak but stable. Minor heart problems, hips that don't work, minor arthritis, minor gut pain and I'm just not warm enough. Cold outside and the weather bothers me. That too will pass.
I'm doing okay but I want something better.
You doing okay?
Looks like I won't be editing my avatar to match the holiday. I'd really wanted to make a mistletoe tiara, too! Oh well. How about you, do you ever season-ify your avatar?
I like stories to have a beginning, middle and end.
Flurry Heart is a time traveler. Just a guess. Putting this here so I can say: "I called it!" before someone else does.
I'm most likely wrong.