I keep having dreams of Romania, I don't know why. The latest was interesting and involved a small village deep in the woods. I'm, hopefully, going to be able to finish writing a short story using that dream as inspiration.

I say 'hopefully' because the ever-present darkness that ensnares me has been getting worse and it makes it near impossible to do anything productive. Every decision is filled with doubt, and it's hard to even get started sometimes. :(

Oh well.

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The other night I forced myself to work on my story that has been languishing in Limbo with a handful of paragraphs left to write and/or type out. I don't think I'd wrote a single word for it in weeks, if not a few months. I don't even know. It's hard for me to keep track of time. This past year has been brutal.

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This one started out fairly normal and went crazy fast. In the beginning I was at an ice cream parlor. The parlor was letting people bring in fresh fruit to make their own ice cream. I had strawberries and it was served to me in a waffle cone with a chocolate lining.

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Update: Aha, venting about it may have helped. I think I came up with a better angle, one that still uses the characters that were involved but isn't as lore-intensive. Only problem is it will need some re-writing, of a section I just re-wrote. :/

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I went back to what used to be my summertime home-away-from-home today. It had been years since I had been out there; a quiet little place along one of the most beautiful lakes in the world.

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I talked about it before, but the other night I had a chance to 'play' the My Little Pony game again. Nothing too exciting, I was exploring somewhere outside a village and used an ability that called in somepony to help you. There was a choice of three, Spitfire or some pegasus that helped you move faster, an Earth that helped you find more/better items, and Princess Celestia

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Around 15 minutes to go before Reaper of Souls goes live on US servers!

This is both good, and bad. The bad is that I should have had The Mare With the Golden Horn finished way before this momentous day, and that makes me even more depressed than I have been. I don't want to go into it on here, but things have been really, really crappy for me for the past months. And I know it's never going to get better, and in fact will only be getting worse as each day goes by.

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Do parallel universes or alternate realities exist? I'm not sure if any one on the planet could tell you a definite answer to that question, but it sure seemed like I visited one in my dreams last night.

I was in what was obviously 'my' house, except it wasn't any home I have ever lived in. The dream began with a focus on an autographed baseball which my mom explained to me I had caught at a game. Of all the baseball games I went to I never got any foul balls or had one signed. :(

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With Christmas and all that going on I haven't been able to get much typing done on Mare, even though I really want to get this finished. If I could magically transcribe it from my thoughts it would have been finished a long time ago. :(

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The weather here has gone to winter already, although not as bad as previous years (had a blizzard on Halloween once), and I haven't been feeling so hot. I hate when I can't get to sleep when I want to, the other day I was feeling warm, turned on the fan and opened the window, finally got to sleep at 11 AM. Woke up shivering because I had the window open. :(

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