My best friend shot himself Saturday. He was my first friend here in America, and I was heartbroken that he had done it. He was always so happy and cheerful, I would've never thought he would... Just end it all. I'll miss him. But I almost made a mistake as well. I was going to delete my account and take a handful of pills, but I couldn't. I have a friend here and he helped me these past two days. I almost left him, just like my friend left me. I can't do that, so I will stay. And hopefully use

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I wrote a story. The start of one, anyway. Please critique me, as i am a glutton for punishment. It's my first real foray into recreational writing and i want know how my performance was. Also, i hit publish and it doesn't appear in my stories section. do i just wait? or have I buggered it somehow?

If any of you would like to play, I'm always looking for more friends. Please let me know if interested!

Black boots clacked on the cracked pavement. The heavy footfalls echoing along the dark alleys and off the grimy brick walls that lined the sidewalk. They stopped after a time, the iron grey toes of the jet black boots coming to a stop inches before a plastic trash can. Gray hands came out of leather pockets, reaching towards the garbage bin. They dug through the mess, grimy fingers clutching around anything metal. Copper, tin, even some tarnished silver. The metal pieces clashed and scraped

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Have you ever felt like everything in the world was against you at once? Like the gods themselves conspired against you? Recently, my aunt and Grandfather passed away, both barely recognizable when I saw them before the final moment. My mother, who was a recovering alcoholic, has fallen into her old habits, as well as some new drug related ones if the foreclosed house she lived in is any indication. The only way I hear about her now is through businesses calling about debt collection, which I

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After trying multiple personalities and characters, I've picked one: Baron Rivendare! So look out, loving scum, the Scourge will consume you!

I will actually write something, it's just that i have mental conditions (no, I'm not retarded) that prevent me from writing. Plus I'm realllllly lazy. i plan to write some fetish fuel and a story involving my O.C. (sorry i know that these can be confusing). So yeah expect something soon