Bloody font system, I had a whole post here, and now there's nothing. :/

Soul stuff, blah blah blah, finding myself, yada yada yada, and now I know to just be myself

That about sums up what I had written before.

*Shakes his fist at the font system*

Working on stories, working on stories, working on stories, somethingsomething!~

Well I was :P

I think I need to get more bed rest................

I want to get back to the way I was when I first found the fandom. Back then I had all of this hope just pouring out of me. This mindset of mine back then was unstoppable, and there was nothing that could bring me down. I was ready for the worst and anything that came my way I would've overcome in glorious victory. I didn't know that the little things are the ones you have to watch out for. They dragged me down to where I am right now. Down in the bottom of that pit. The worst part is I don't

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I hate feelings. I get them all the time, and they always contradict each other. "Eat this, do that, complain about this, **** that." And most of the time, they fight me. They fight who I am. Because no one else will. I never have anyone who just flat out dislikes me, and I hate it. I'm paranoid all the time, thinking that people talk behind my back, and the only relief I have from it is to ignore it fight it forget it. Because I think. That is all I ever really do. When I talk

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I wonder, does anyone ever get that feeling? Its like you see something, like the future of something, and you just feel sad. This uncompromising sadness that swallows you whole, and you can't escape. Like a pit filled to the brim with possibilities, you're stuck at the at the bottom, and all of the worse possibilities have comedown to see you. And you can't look away, you can't block it out, because deep down you know they have a point, They show a future that looks dim and you can't look away

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