Obligatory Merry Christmas people...

Hope you have fun with your friends and family, get nice presents and be happy....Cause I'm not sadly.

It's my birthday today...but hey at least I'm not as depressed about it like last year so...yay?
Still alone though..but oh well...

Happy Thanksgiving everyone, hope you all have thanks to give and eat plenty of turkey with your family
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Cause I know I don't...

So a lot of you know Thanksgiving is coming up and are ready to spend time with family eating food.

Well I barely have a family at this point.

My mom and grandpa are dead.
My mom's side of the family is dead to me because of severe bullshit I don't want to get into at the moment.
My granny is slowly losing it.
My dad now lives at Las Vegas because of work
One of my brothers is figuring stuff out with his wife, his wife's mother and grandmother while he's still living in an apartment

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I'm always alone...always sad...bored nine times out of ten...and feel like I can't do anything. I have friends and I talk to them...but when I'm alone with my thoughts I'm just sad...whatever...sorry for wasting your time...

My main coot cat named Missy has probably been gone for a solid three fucking days. Me and my older brother are scared shirtless while my other brother doesn't give a flying fuck and my own dad (that lives far away now) gives zero shit's and laughs at our plight because the asshole brother that leaves fucking doors open for cats to escape can do nothing fucking Wrong! UGH! It's infuriating and I don't know what to do cause she could be anywhere...shit...I know a lot of you might

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I forgot to post a link about what Joy looks like

And that’s basically what Joy looks like. Hope you find him adorable.

Joy: I am adorable!

Joy get back in the story darn it.

Okay so I have seen people start talking about the new site changes...and all of them are absolute crap in my opinion. And here’s some of the things people point out that’s ‘bad’.

1. ‘I can’t find (insert something here)’. I’m sorry but apparently you don’t look left. Somethings have been shifted to the left and that’s at.

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I want to help those I care about yet time and time again...it feels like I can't do anything. Words can only do so much and I'm always afraid that I'll just fuck everything up. All the god damn time whenever a friend is in need I try my best to calm them down but I always fear that it's just me spouting nonsense and they'll just go back to being upset or...hurting themselves...god damn it all.

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I'm a failure. Want to know why? Candy see's me as her older brother...and I'm supposed to be there to help her out no matter what. But I failed...miserably. She's long gone, already said good bye to everyone and I'm sitting here wondering why she just left everyone that cared about her, and how I managed to fuck up in a huge way...

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