i miss the friends, i miss the fandom, i miss when i was just a little less cynical, i miss learning lessons about how to be a better person from working here, i miss writing fic and i wish i wasn't so sensitive to rejection so i would have continued. i still have ideas for that one piece thing i was writing

send me your favorite fanfic if you read this please, i want to read something that inspires you

why did anyone put up with this shit lol

sorry to anyone who i ever made feel like shit or anything like that, not that too many people even remember who i was. if you're wondering who i am i'm Poultron, a real old mod who aint on here no more

cant believe the stuff i would say in public

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I'm gonna randomly go through old posts/comments/blogs and probably prune some stuff. I've grown and changed a lot as a person and frankly readin' some of my old posts makes me go "man that person sure does stink!!" Sorry to anyone I was ever rude to. This place taught me a lot about how to be kinder and articulate myself better when dealing with administrative issues. Sometimes I miss it! If there are any truly awful posts you think I should delete just let me know.

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I hear that some people are still mad about that.

now that he is gone i can make some real change's around here

Yes I know knighty posted this news on April Fool's of all days, I think he thought it would lessen the blow. I'll be making a full blog update later with some of the changes that are gonna be coming out.

I would have already prepared it but as usual knighty springs things on us without telling anyone! That's one change that'll be coming out for sure.

Since I've been back from my hiatus I've been getting less PMs and comments on my page. Remember that I am always here to answer any questions I can regarding the site. This includes concerns about the site or suggestions! I promise you I read all PMs and comments I get, but I typically don't respond to all of them. I do try, though.

I was gonna make this a site post but knighty would probably get mad at me.

i like this one

EDIT: if you really give a shit which stories i liked out of the ones recommended just CHECK MY FAVRITS DOG

some guys on IRC offered to actually donate money to me after i said my car wouldnt start... i think im flattered but i feel really really awful accepting money or gifts from people. i dont deserve any of that shit because i dont do anything special. are people seriously so willing to donate money to a nobody on the internet? someone offered to buy me a shirt also, those things are really expensive.