I suppose this is the best place, other than a 1st blog post, to explain at least somewhat who I am. Several years ago, I gotten into MLP after seeing it around the Internet so much back when it took things by storm. And here I am, in 2022, seemingly after the hay day of the fandom is over. The 5th gen is already underway and I don't think it'll be nearly the same unexpected bloom that FiM was.

I'm heavily into gaming, with PC games being my primary platform. Wouldn't surprise me if the majority of this fandom are gamers. I rather keep stuff like my Steam account separated from this website, mostly for my own protection. I don't need trouble because someone didn't like what kind of horse words I've written, especially with specific fetishes.

I'm a 35-year-old autistic black translesbian. I know that's a lot, but, things happen. I know a lot of assumptions will be made about me based on those details. I also know the whole "love and tolerance" thing is not exactly what it appears at first glance. I'm not here to make enemies, but I feel when I get opinionated enough, I might not exactly be the most likeable person. I lean more toward the center-left than plain left or further. I don't have the patience for any extremists, regardless of what side they're on. Which ends up making me quite an outcast. On one side, I get told I'm lying about who I am, that I must "really" be white, because the so-called "good" guys won't accept a minority can have a differing opinion from the norm. On the other side, I'm told I'm delusion for being transgender, that it's all made up and I can just simply not be transgender. Being transgender is not who I want to be. I would take it back if it were that easy, but it's just one of my greatest burdens to deal with. And I don't exactly find comfort or belonging in the transgender community since I have so many disagreements with them on things like clothes, biology, and what's considered transphobic or not, just to name a few.

I feel very conflicted and worried. I haven't had IRL friends since 2010. People online seem to be becoming much more divided than ever. People will become targeted for the most stupidest of reasons by so-called "good" guys on social media. It seems people are easily offended over the smallest things. I'll do my best not to turn my stories into soapboxes, but I might soapbox in blogs, although this part is already a soapbox. And it's probably not the most effective way to introduce myself, but hey, you get my imperfections despite my attempts at perfectionism.