Hello everyone, Noah here.

First, happy birthday, Mom! You turn 47 today. I wouldn't be where I am today without you. I love you so much.

My depression is, well its not worse, but it hasn't really improved that much. I've been sporadically posting on X.com and my discord server, but I am trying to get chronic tech dependency under control. My therapist thinks I can do it.

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Hey, everyone. Noah here.

I caused a bit of a ruckus three days ago, when I said that I'm leaving fimfiction for good. I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know that I am okay.

I didn't fabricate the fact that I need to take some time to fix my tech addiction, but I realized that I can't just go cold turkey with social media; I need to learn how to use it in moderation. I am seeing a "tech addiction" counselor and it is helping somewhat.

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Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

Twitter and Discord have both been deleted (2 weeks for Discord to permanently delete, and 30 days for Twitter to permanently delete).

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Helll everyone, Noah/Clock here.

My mental health is meh, but the bigger issue is that I had gastro today, and I threw up.

I'm also going to see a new mental health counsellor next week to help mitigate my depression and tech addiction.

Glim fic revised chapter 1 will drop tomorrow.

Take care

Hello everyone, Noah/Clockwork here.

Sunday went quite well. I went out for coffee with a friend today, and I got to baby-sit my two cousins. 8/10 mental health stability.

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Hello, Noah/Clockwork here.

Happy Mar10 day to all who celebrate. If you are reading this, odds are we just had daylight savings time. This means I beat winter depression! Woohoo!

This past fall and winter were one of the worst in my life, and I am happy to be (mostly) better.

My Clockwork advice? Exercise for 30 minutes six times a week, and one day a week with no internet connection.

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Hello, everyone, Clockwork here.

I got a very pleasant message from someone about the Starlight fic I wrote when I was 18. I might just reboot the fic now, especially since my writing has improved. Kind notes of appreciation go a long way.

P.S., I am on Twitter @Clockrelativity. I talk about AI and machine learning.

Hello everyone, Clockwork here.

I am still holding strong and keeping my mental health in check. On a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being amazing and one being bedridden with ennui, right now I straddle between 6 and 8.

I have begun working on that aforementioned Clockwork lore fic/ponyfied "Loki". I expect chapter 1 to be finished and uploaded by Friday.

Expect Starlight Glimmer as the main protagonist in lieu of Loki!

Stay kind and stay curious.

Good evening everyone.

Still holding strong today, and overall I am doing better than I was in December. I am still riding the Vitamin D high of my month in Florida :)

College is going well, and I have a 3.5 GPA. Woohoo!

I find that doing a minimum of half an hour of exercise daily helps to keep my mood in check. 3x a week cardio and 3x a week strength training.

How is everyone else feeling today?

Hello,
I have a possible idea for a new MLP fanfiction. I'm going to share it here.

As those of you proficient in Clock lore know (looking at you, IllinoisMapper!), Clockwork Relativity is both a time traveler, and a multiversal anomaly. Various text-based adventure games have riffed on MCU's Loki, so I thought I'd ponify it.

Minuette/Colgate, Time Turner/Dr Hooves, and Fruity (a batpony oc) are all TVA agents.

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