I had been blankly staring at its words for days and reading them out loud with my writing teacher. The fixing and rephrasing have been sluggishly slow and it hurts. Life has also been getting in the way, and I have been losing motivation. I want motivation for writing but my real problems drag me down and my feelings for this work keep growing more negative. I want to get back into things but I don't know if I really can. I want a helping hand to encourage me to get back into writing. I loved

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So I posted a doc link to the discord server. Of course, I was shocked about HOW MANY mistakes were in the first chapter. Honestly, I had a breakdown and a bit of an overreaction. I was about to quit but told myself "Don't throw out the towel! your story is great! you're still a noob but you got people to help you!"

So yeah this story is not canceled, it's having some renovations. I'm learning and growing and yes it hurts to learn the hard way, but yet I still learned.

I really hope that those who have been reading it enjoy it. Honestly, even though I'm getting ZERO feedback I can still tell from the stats people are reading the chapters. Also, there will be a sequel, It will take about 5 years after. I'm also doing my own little editing then and there, retconning stuff and fixing some awkward things. Also if you have thoughts about the story leave them here. Also, I would be glad if this got featured (i only could dream )

you may be wondering why I'm starting to have a 2-week gap whenever a chapter is posted. Well it's because I mostly do this with my writing teacher and she having some scheduling issues because she is having another student once per week. So you guys have to wait longer unfortunately, unless if we change our date.

SOooooooo I haven't been posting that much.
why? Because I'm also sick and stuff outside of this site.

I got the story pre-planed but I have a hard time trying to execute some scenes. It's like some mental fatigue or some other stuff like mental health gets in the way of thinking.

I mean I LOVE my story and I'm very passionate, but my dear reading, I'm a flawed human like you, and I STRUGGLE.

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japan was fun

got to eat sea urchin

the men and women there are 10s

beautiful nature and wildlife

wonder if there are Japanese mlp fans

you may be like: wait why?

well because I'm heading to Japan in about 2 days

so you may also be like: whoooaaa!! But hus, for how long are you going to be gone?

well, 3 weeks. But don't worry ill be back on July 7th

the truth is im depressed as fuck. Ive reached adulthood about a month ago and my life feels like shit. I love writing my story and actually, I've been thinking a lot about it. just i feel like absolut shit because so much bad shit is happing in my life. I just want one moment where i feel like I'm winning and actually feel like I achieved something

so I know this song isn't really related to my Fic, but coincidently it dose lyric wise. AND IT FUCKING SLAPS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUPwskTqBps

I’ve never expected my fanfic to get this much attention, I mean like on 60 different peoples bookshelves!?! But then again only a 11/3 like to dislike ratio -w-