• Member Since 15th Aug, 2018
  • offline last seen Last Wednesday

Saintkartano


I have an intense dislike of drive-thru ANYTHING.

Dec
25th
2019

Despair. · 8:38am Dec 25th, 2019

Despair, noun

The overwhelming desire to vomit, after you spend thirty minutes trying to write a meaningful blog post to help free your mind and get your thoughts down ... only to accidentally close the FIM Fiction tab and lose the whole lot before you post it.

See also: Control-eff-four syndrome.

Report Saintkartano · 11 views ·
Oct
22nd
2019

Compassion exhaustion. · 4:07am Oct 22nd, 2019

The title is self-explanatory.

I have reached that point.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compassion_fatigue

Report Saintkartano · 33 views ·
Aug
26th
2019

Bringing it all back home! · 5:55am Aug 26th, 2019

I am going to have to bite the bullet and actually park my arse down tomorrow and do some writing.

Read More

Jul
7th
2019

Almost ready to return to writing. · 11:41pm Jul 7th, 2019

I have an appointment with a neurologist tomorrow. I have everything crossed that they can help me with my thus far treatment resistant depression, or perhaps find a closer diagnosis.

To this end, I want to start writing again. I think I will need to wait until the kids are back in school for me to have the time to.

But we shall see.
.

Report Saintkartano · 22 views ·
Jun
30th
2019

Slowly recovering. · 9:52pm Jun 30th, 2019

Thanks to friends (Hudson I am looking at you!) and with therapy and such ongoing, I am slowly working up my appetite to write once more.

My depression remains unpredictable. I am hoping that if I can bring myself back into the process of writing, that it will aid me in distracting myself from my negativity and anxiety, and help to give me some purpose. This is also why I wash to start working on my model making again.

Read More

Report Saintkartano · 58 views · #HudsonHawk
May
19th
2019

Hiatus on story whilst recovering. · 11:35pm May 19th, 2019

I recently had a very severe nervous breakdown, and whilst I recover from that and my personal issues, I’ll leave my story on hiatus.

Hopefully good to go in a month or two.

I did start an online Discord server to work as my journal whilst healing. If you’re curious, it can be found here:

My Discord journal.

Report Saintkartano · 38 views ·
Apr
17th
2019

Laid off again. · 6:32pm Apr 17th, 2019

I was given a lovely phone call this morning following our development meeting expecting to be given new tickets to work on.

I ended up being summarily laid off.

So as slow as my writing here has been, I suspect it's going to be slower still for a while.

Report Saintkartano · 45 views ·
Mar
13th
2019

Bands I Useta Like · 6:35pm Mar 13th, 2019

I do not often share GoFundMe links for people, but I have known Mattyboy Anderson for a long time and have been in love with this comic strips "Bands I Useta Love" now for years.

He is trying to get together enough money to help get his latest work published by May, so he can earn enough money to at least pay his rent.

You can find some of his work here: http://bandsiusetalike.com/

If you would like like to help out, you can do so here: https://www.gofundme.com/survive-until-may-2019

Jan
24th
2019

Life, writing, coding, medicine and drama. · 8:18pm Jan 24th, 2019

All of these things, and in no particular order.

Read More

Report Saintkartano · 87 views · #Hudson Hawk #Work #EMT
Jan
15th
2019

Got my Patreon sticker fixed! · 9:23pm Jan 15th, 2019

A huge thank you to Knighty for fixing the issue with my Patreon sticker there next to my avatar! I had been wondering why it was missing!

Join our Patreon to remove these adverts!