I loved Alice. It was a privilege looking after her. The moment I saw her in the orphanage I cried, I knew she was the one.
That's why it's heartbreaking to know she has committed suicide, I wish there was more that I could have done. I should have asked her how she was more often.
Upon further investigation of her apartment, she had 24 sleep assist pills, 16 codienes, and about 30 ibuprofen. No wonder.
She called me.

"Hey Alice what's going on"
"Mum I need help"

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I'm Allisons adopted mother, this event is heartbreaking both to me, my husband and I'm sure to all of you as well. This was the last tab open on her phone.
The doctors did what they could, but she died about an hour ago.
Thank you all for being the only people who understanded her. Allison was always in need of a friend, but no one took an interest in her.
I'm happy to now know she found thirty friends online.

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I made a mistake. I'm feeling real faint I can't even get up.

I'm gonna call mother. See if she can come get me.

in the form of Death Note

Am I, uninteresting?
Just a question, it has no correlation to anything, it's just a question.

It's a hell of a lot fucking easier to talk to people behind a computer.

God she makes me feel like complete and utter trash. She did the same thing back when I was in her class.

Nobody believed me.

"Cute little Abigail wouldn't do a thing to you Alice"

"But Abby is a little angel, it can't have been her that broke your nose and made you bleed all over your blouse"

"Perhaps we need to involve your parents in these wild accusations Alice"

She said the meanest shit to me.

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I managed to score an Xbox One X project Scorpio edition. :D

I should've replied, confronted her and not just hid behind you guys. Thanks for defending me, truly.
She found my Twitter handle and has already Direct messaged me a picture that warranted a report and block.
I'm sick of life. Trying unsuccessfully to escape from my past. Constantly hitting brick walls. I'm done.
I can't even look at myself anymore.

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