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Spherical Narcissist


I regret nothing.

Feb
9th
2017

So drunk rn · 11:46pm Feb 9th, 2017

I drank some hooch because I was sad over the car. I'm not sad now and I apologized to mom for being so stupid and angsty. Nothing feels real rn. I just texted my ex and he has nothing to eat??? Hope he has a balanced meal. I hope y'all are ok. I'm in a weird in between stage. I care about my ex but also care a teeny bit about Gio?? His pupils didn't enlarge so I don't think he likes me. It's ok, though. I just need to be single. I really still think about my ex but I think

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Feb
6th
2017

My Weekend · 2:27pm Feb 6th, 2017

It was pretty good. It started out with a three hour play practice, but it was over before I knew it. That night, I went to the homecoming dance. High. Well, I was only high for dinner and I sobered up in time for the dance. I only hit it four times and got baked. I had a blast and danced the entire time. It was really great. The next day was dance and my youth group's Super Bowl party. I started feeling sick around dance, probably because the food at that restaurant sucked.

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Feb
3rd
2017

Today was Interesting · 1:42am Feb 3rd, 2017

First off, I got to wear my Leia costume to school and everyone loved it!

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Jan
31st
2017

My brain has a weird way of coping... · 11:01pm Jan 31st, 2017

At this point, I just don't give a fuck. I don't have it in me to cry anymore. I just have dreams about smashing the rich guy who sits next to me in chorus. Yeah. Pretty weird. Ginger Fuckboy from camp found me a replacement boyfriend, but I'm not gonna take that offer. I applaud him for being thoughtful, but I'd rather not date someone who is a knockoff version of my ex. I want (and need) to be single, but I also want to be held and caressed by arms that smell

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Jan
28th
2017

I FEEL FUCKING GREAT! · 12:43am Jan 28th, 2017

Greater than Frosted Flakes, as a matter of fact. Asside from now having zits on the part my ex loved most, I feel awesome for managing to get through this week without drinking or passing out from exhaustion! My mom and I made more progress on my Leia costume. A few days ago, we bought braiding hair to make the giant buns. While I was at school, she traced the pattern and washed the fabric. (Pro tip: if you're making your own, get a pattern for Jesus costumes and modify

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Jan
24th
2017

In Math Class rn · 6:37pm Jan 24th, 2017

So fucking bored omg. The good news is that I'm no longer angsty. I regret nothing and if I made any mistakes, they were the best mistakes ever. Anyway, my mom and I are going shopping later today. Next week is spirit week, so we're going to make a Princess Leia costume for fictional character day. Hope yall are having a great day today! Love ya!

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Jan
20th
2017

Today's gonna be great! · 3:07pm Jan 20th, 2017

We're gonna finish West Side Story in class today, although that means we'll miss the inauguration. I've got two friends in DC right now so I hope they're safe. Also tonight Imma have a sleepover with one of my close friends and we're gonna see La La Land. We may also binge other romantic movies and talk shit about Italian sausage.

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Jan
18th
2017

Feeling a little better · 4:08pm Jan 18th, 2017

This is just so fucking hard. I'm starting to dance every day for an upcoming audition and that really helps, considering that my parents don't believe in therapy. Also all these friends are stepping in to support me. I just need to handle this better and not be such a bitch about it. It's just funny that I'm putting more effort into my appearance after I get my ass dumped. The good thing is that I can wear whatever I want without "looking desperate".

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Jan
17th
2017

Trying to get better but hurting so much · 8:10pm Jan 17th, 2017

Today was pretty good but this breakup has been lingering in my mind. I told one of my friends from the GSA and we're gonna have a sleepover this weekend. Now that I know how much effort I put into a relationship, I have to put all that effort into other things. At least all the other shit I do will last longer :rainbowlaugh: Fuck relationships. I busted my ass trying to make things work and he just quits. We never even had a fight. Our only problem is that we saw each other once

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Jan
16th
2017

XD why am I still awake · 2:16pm Jan 16th, 2017

Yesterday I was cautious with the drinking and now I regret it. I wanna die so badly rn but am too scared to do it. I shouldn't even be awake right now.

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