I've been part of this fandom for 4 years now, and a lot has changed in that time, I've had ups, and a lot of downs, I essentially failed school, getting D's as my highest grades, fired from my first job after only 9 weeks, spent nearly three years at college which in my opinion I don't know why I did now since i'm coming to the end of my third year of it and I can't stand being in college anymore.