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EmeraldWind


Jan
3rd
2022

I'm really in dire need of physical affection/comfort. · 11:58am Jan 3rd, 2022

I feel like this is the only place where I can get this off my chest, As weird at this might sound, please don't judge me, but recently I've found myself dealing with severe loneliness as well as mild depression these past two years, and as time progresses it's getting to a point where I'm desperately seeking physical comfort and love and I just don't know what to do at this point. I live alone btw.

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Feb
17th
2021

Feeling a bit uneasy about this winter storm. · 2:06am Feb 17th, 2021

Most of you have known already about the big

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Jan
26th
2020

Why should I keep living in such a cruel, and hopeless world? · 8:04pm Jan 26th, 2020

Nothing's EVER going to change, It seems pointless to see there's hope of making this world a better place, because its not ever going to, at least in my lifetime. People are still going to hate, cheat, lie, steal, judge, take advantage, murder, hurt, and the list goes on even further. It seems to me that we're either obligated/black-mailed into staying alive is because we are all afraid to see death or to leave our loved ones. Obviously the negatives outweigh the positives. This world is

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Nov
14th
2019

Stressed out. · 3:40am Nov 14th, 2019

I'm in my mid-twenties already and feel like I haven't accomplished anything in terms of my career, and life goals.

Everytime I get home from work I space out thinking about all the time on which direction in life I should go.

I'm stressed out about almost everything to the point where I can't focus, or enjoy my hobbies anymore. I'm always questioning myself if I'm ever going to be successful in life, Which I feel I haven't done.

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Jul
30th
2019

Social media and smartphones. · 2:07pm Jul 30th, 2019

As technology advances it changes society and how we do things like shopping, communication, gaming etc. I'm not just noticing this but It's been on my mind for a while. I'm just thinking like.... almost nobody really communicates with each other now in person. I feel like my family has became so detached from each other as time went on. There's been moments where we would go to a family member's house, be it my aunt's or grandma's house for example, and they'll all be just awkwardly be swiping

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Jul
24th
2019

I think negativity drives people away. · 6:28am Jul 24th, 2019

I'm kind of afraid to talk to a friend when I feel down, I know I've done it multiple times in the past and most of them pretty much ghosted me(Stopped replying to my msgs, txts, calls). I feel like to keep any type of relationship, I feel I have to bottle it in or try to forget about it. It just feels like the right thing to do if you want to be able to hang out with that certain friend as long as you can. I get that people don't have time to deal with negativity. Why is it that some people

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Nov
5th
2018

I have a horrendous money spending problem... · 8:34am Nov 5th, 2018

Hello, I haven't been on in a while, and I'm feeling really horrible, I don't know who else to go to, But I need help....

I have this issue about being unsure/un-confident all the time, and it affects the way I communicate and think about things. anyways I just feel dumb, and I'm really starting to hate myself a lot for it.

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Dec
4th
2017

I have nothing to look forward to. · 11:00am Dec 4th, 2017

I don't have any intentions to go to college, Nor does studying anything even interest me one bit.

I'm most likely going to retire at the job I have right now, Probably going to make the same income for the next 43 years or so.

I have a job, Food, and Shelter, Yes, I'm thankful for that, But what's the point of life if I'm not going to improve my lifestyle or accomplish any goals?

I feel stuck, Like I'm not getting anywhere in life.

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Nov
27th
2017

I am nothing. · 11:59am Nov 27th, 2017

I am inferior.

You are better than me in every way.

I ain't shit.

You are special, I am not.

You are above me.

I'm just gonna tape my mouth shut, Because what I say is meaningless and unhelpful. No wonder why I hardly talk to anyone anymore.

Just screw me.

It's just takes one asshole to ruin the entire week for me.

And if anybody ever said that I do matter, I'm literally not going to take you seriously one bit.

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Nov
15th
2017

I feel empty, And unfulfilled. · 1:06pm Nov 15th, 2017

I don't know where to go in life, I'm truly stuck...

Everyday Is a train rail.

I don't think there's anything in the world that would make me change my mindset about being here.

I feel like I've already seen enough... So much that it breaks me down even more than I already am.

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