i disappeared ? · 12:17am Nov 24th, 2015
sory i was gone for a few days i had some family stuff i had to do and by the looks of it no one miseed me lol
im vary new and i hope i can find some cool stories n stuff n.n
sory i was gone for a few days i had some family stuff i had to do and by the looks of it no one miseed me lol
iv had horrific dreams now for like the past 8 moths and i figured if i gave it time it would just stop but idk i guess i was wrong. iv gotten accustomed to the idea of it and its not as bad physically as it youst to be. there is a pattern iv found in it all well not a pattern as much as i no what to expect. it normally is just a night of demons chasing me and just ripping me apart or eating. and thats on a good day. it normally involves torture of some kind and idk it would be different if it
i go to sleep to another night of anguish i did not no to night that i would vanquish
i striped of my blood soaked shirt and stared at my cuts caused by the hurt.
am i just sick or is this pain a curse. how many days till i awake in a hearse
is it today or next week i should die right now I'm already a freak this filling is horror
and my future is to bleak. i close my eyes in rest saying my prayers as i draw my last breath....
I'm putting on the finishing touches nowwwwwww :face palm: i wish.. i may or may not have lost my usb drive containing my story. but thats only a minor set back tbh i promised a my first story by this Wednesday and I'm don't like braking promises so I'm still gonna do my best to finish it today. i should have most of it committed to memory right so it will be a pice of cake
iv got a pretty solid plan for my first fic and all i wanted to say is like I'm not trying to push your moral boundaries. because its gonna be pretty dark but not in bad way. ya no like I'm not gonna make anything filthy or at least not for now. and honestly compared to some of the stuff iv read on hear this is pretty week. just thought i would give you a heads up incase your faint hearted. but i stress the fact that its a good kinda sad. i mean sad isn't good but ugh I'm sure you get it. lol
I'm back and i have my first follower so like awesome sauce. iv figured out how most of the site works except for replying to comments and I'm still trying to find out to youse the chat function but what eves ill get there ehh a little about me ... my name is austin i am 18 and looking to kill time I'm expecting to have my first story out by at least this coming up Wednesday and that should be a good start. ehhhh leaning towards a sad/dark romance sort of thing and i fill like it will be
so like just wanted i am new here and i can't weight to start righting fics of my vary own. like i wanna wright some newyork times best seller type stuff. like so far iv only read like 1 non maturer story. cauz like the 10 year old in me is coming out as i read this stuff and giggle uncontrollably. I'm just like yoooooooo flytershy did what and yooooooo he ate her huh. YOOOOOOOOOO. anyways after the new ness wares off I'm gonna try to read some of the more like developed stories and that sort