Not suicidal, on the contrary, I've learned.

Life's a hassle. I'm no hero. I'm no zero. I might erase previous blog posts. Waste of site space.

Learning through the oddest methods...

There was a point were I thought, I did enough. And I slept without caring what happened to my identity.

I only minded to not become like my father, otherwise, my mind degrading wasn't a problem, as long as it wasn't the wrong way.

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3rd of the third month, 2016.

Nice day overall. Haven't felt weird for not feeling in pain lately. Got used to it. I'm really better without an unavoidable stress factor. Guess I'm not really depressed anymore?

I'm usually thinking of too much to say, but I've never liked that people say half-bluffed truths about the worth of things. It encourages non-factual beliefs that can be sloppy. So when they are also not to my taste, not funny, but also a bother, I disdain it further.

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Normally a meat-appreciation isn't so necessary to apprieciate the finer-morale of a children's story. (funny, as children can randomly be less biased by obvious interpretations, depending personal culture.)

Anyhow. S5 final was less charm and more intrigue, mystery and drama suspense, with a bit of bedazzlement. Compared to our usual post-modern fairy tale-ish MLP.

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So, no fancy. I'm just in a night of writing, and thought again of this because of spell power and fiction.
Not going to do complicated research. Just by memory:

First off: Nothing conclusive that Starlight Glimmer is more powerful than Twilight.

Spoilers. Obviously.

Nature of magic.

First off, Celestia can move the sun. Does it make her more or as powerful as the sun? Probably not.

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Not much in a mood to read. Seeing nice little things, but no forcing it.

It's like me eating too much sugary stuff today whilst writing in those motebooks, and thinking of stuff.

I couldn't eat as much real food as I desired cause I wasn't hungry enough. And ain't being any soon.

I won't even try. I may, but if I ain't. I ain't.

Also, those notebooks really are too small, and slightly too chocolate covered at points.

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So, wrote a bit of rants in my first notebook. Gonna transcribe some. (2 blog posts atleast?)

Now now. I don't really care for presentation exactly, but whatev. It's years too early for that. I just spent too much time thinking of things about the prelude era to my personal fanfic verse-thing. Gods. Too much reading and watching and not writing and drawing does that. Cause I need to daydream or day-sketch stuff when my dream time is shortened. Because I enjoy it. And enjoyment is my hobby.

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So. New year. Can't resume random thoughts and dreams of late, but those guys on the floor above my ceiling keep me awake. Eh.

No apocalypse yet, survived again. Not that I believe in one. Still too cynical for that:

The day the pony comes to say: the apocalypse is neigh, the cynical will laugh,
for he has no time to waste on such nonsense.
And on the day the apocalypse comes, the cynical will laugh: for he was right.

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On a small and good roll. But a great one. I guess playing games and not stress while being unconventional at will helps. Really.

Would've slept 6 hours ago, environment premitted, had I not started a roll of ideas. (P.S. sleepy typos, I'll leave them)

I'm using a spreadsheet app to spread out my small snippets yet put them on computer. Also for character reference logging. Story is giant, after all.

And now, I have it all fitting in the global perspective. Nicely.

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In a way, I'm very uninventive. What kind of food do you eat when you don't feel like paying attention to it? Why something not bad, and my other priorities tend to make me, forget to apprieciate what I easily could. So much. And social stuff? Never much experienced the good of that.

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And no, I'm not creating a journal. Nay.

Just uncerative, slightly tired, whatnot.

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