After just reading DragonForce 's blog about her weird as hell dream, I am speechless.
Words really do help.... or was it because I prayed for her?
Sounds like there's a demon messing with her head.....
But now she needs comfort. She avoids me though. D...did I do something wrong? Silent and quiet isn't like her usual bubby hyperactive and optimistic self. I hate seeing her look like some lost child who can't trust anyone.

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Really Kat? I leave for, what? 45 minutes.... and it figures I'd have to stop you from hurting yourself again.
Cutting yourself isn't the answer. I'm glad I took that razor away from you. Oh sure, you still cut yourself. But at least I stopped further damage.
I know you think your life is nothing. But look around at all the people you've touched. All the people you've befriended.... and those who all care about you.

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Listen guys, I have a problem. You see, earlier Kat and my friend went out for a walk. About 2 hours went by as I sat in the house by myself. And then a knock on the door.
They had come back I thought. But when I opened the door.....
My friend had a comotose Kat in his arms with a hopeless expression.
"She's overheated Jake. WAY overheated."
Well yeah, it was 112 degrees outside. I should of seen this coming.

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It's been 4 days Kat has been unconscious. Finally though she's starting to come to.
I was so worried.... maybe coming to a bit slower than usual though.
I'm pretty sure though she'll pretend this didn't happen, like always.

stupid joke, I know.
but I know why Kat hasn't been on for the last 3 days.
You see, her mom went out on a business trip, and wont be back for a few weeks...... leaving her with her older brother and younger brother. Concerned, I actually drove all the way over there.....
And Kat was really surprised at seeing me. I actually almost didn't recognize her on how much she had changed.
Well we proceeded to hang out, like always.....

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I broke up with the best girlfriend I've ever had.
More like... she dumped me.
Can't help but think about the times I used to have with Kat.... and then I realize she has someone already.
This makes me feel a bit.... alone. Like the females just use me and then throw me away.
I guess if anyone would need me I'll be drowning my sorrows away.
Hell it would be worth the hangover.

You see, she had a fight with her brother..... and he smashed her tablet. Things went downhill so fast.... and so she decided her life was simply not worth living.
Kat don't kill yourself. Please!
Last time I heard from her she felt really sick..... now there's no contact with her what so ever. Therefore I hope she replaces that tablet of hers soon.... before she actually DOES kill herself....
.

And today is my birthday!

Kat said her mom wanted to ban her off the internet..... said her younger brother caused some shit that she can't talk her mom out of. Spread a lie so bad.... her mom is convinced that Kat has an account somewhere she can't erase. I heard this was all caused by that younger brother's lie.....
She told me she had to have some alone time. Said she would rather face the razor and cut herself than deal with this garbage. I'm worried and she has gone silent.

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