Please come back

I’m such a turd…
Okay so I know I said it would be a shorter wait and all that jazz but hear me out my fellow bronies. Alright, so I’ll go more into detail on each subject in an organized list later but here is an overview of what has happened… AHEM Seizures, migranes, marriage, honeymoon, money isues, sleep apnea, social security disability application, sleep study, PCOS/PCOD, arthritis, fatigue, and major death of my sister’s fiance.

Seizure- No I’m not going into shaking fits on the floor, walking aimlessly, or screaming nonstop, but I am having focal seizures. They do not cause much disturbance to my daily life but will cause me to ‘blank out’ for a few moments and I don’t remember anything about it… you can imagine how frustrating this gets writing.
Migranes- Usually lasts a few hours during which I go in a room turn all the lights off and become a nocturnal mammal in total silence. This also is infuriating but only happens about four or five times a week.
Marriage- Yes, self-exclamatory. I am now a newlywed!
Honeymoon- Yeah don’t need the dirty details on this one guys lol
Money issues- related to the fact I can’t work no arguments over it or anything just noting that they are there.
Sleep Apnea- Yes apparently I have sleep apnea...confused as to how some people know right away and others don’t but c’est la vie.
SSDA- Applying for disability and we all know that government related organizations are the best things to deal with.
Sleep Study- Had wires attached everywhere and gunk in my hair and a tube up my nose, felt like an alien.
PCOS/PCOD-Basically my ovaries are covered in cysts and I have severe cramps on a daily basis, some worse than others, it also causes my hormones to be off balance so I snap every once and awhile.
Arthritis- I can hear the jokes now, yes I am 21 and I have arthritis..it sucks. Anyway it makes it hard to sit or stand for too long I’ve actually had to have my husband forcibly help me stan because my knee wouldn’t straighten out after sitting so long (I was petting a cat).
Fatigue- Kinda goes with Sleep apnea
He was only 23, and it was at a job he had for four days that he was so excited about getting….

Despite all this I still feel really bad about leaving you all hanging, I never intended to do that. In an attempt to make amends I’m posting the next Chapter now, but it’s not what it was going to be. I’ve postponed certain things… sorry I just got writing and couldn’t really figure out a good way to destroy the white stallion without making the Chapter be veeerrrrry long and I didn’t want to take any longer to write it .

I want love a monster to be finish soon
if that's okay with you

1851574 I hope you've gotten better! *huggles*

New Chapter tomorrow for my first fanfiction Love a Monster!