Thank you sorckylo! · 9:49pm Sep 23rd, 2012
Just...
Just.
I KNOW IT'S ONLY A ROUGH DRAFT BUT I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!
I'M GOING TO GO HAVE MY EMOTIONAL FREAK OUT OVER IN THE CORNER!
I am an aspiring writer, romance enthusiast, and a horrible over emotional mess. If you're here I hope you like homosexual stallions. If you enjoy my work and want to support me I have a Ko-Fi!
Just...
Just.
I KNOW IT'S ONLY A ROUGH DRAFT BUT I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!
I'M GOING TO GO HAVE MY EMOTIONAL FREAK OUT OVER IN THE CORNER!
That long, agonizing wait when waiting for a story to be approved...
AND THEN NOT GOING ONLINE WHATSOEVER FOR AT LEAST EIGHT HOURS AFTER APPROVAL!
4000 words... still no where near the end of this fucking chapter...
FUCK.
Also those damn blog posts are turning me on WHETHER I WANT THEM TO OR NOT!
FUCK.
After fucking around the past three hours, trying SO DAMN HARD to change the background image on my shitty laptop, and only now realizing it is four fucking AM, I give up. I really do. It is locked so damn tightly that I cannot change it, even after clicking around for hours on end... Even after breaking through everything it still won't let me edit or delete the image... WHY CAN YOU NOT CHANGE THE DAMN BACKGROUND ON YOUR OWN LAPTOP? I WILL NEVER KNOW!
Death is something that I can't run away from, no matter how hard I try. When I think about it like I am now, my throat becomes choked up and I feel like crying, knowing my parents who I love more than anything will be gone in the blink of an eye. I know that we have been dead for millions of years, and right now is our shinning moment where we can finally live for a short while, but the thought of everything ending scares me.
I... I am really shocked about the positive feedback from my recent OneShot of SpikeDash, and when I say positive, I mean if I've ever even mentioned the couple before, I get boatloads of hatred for it. However I am faced with a problem... so many people want me to continue it... It was seriously meant to be a One Shot, and I have other stories still needing to be finished along with a sequel to another story coming up... I can't decide if I want to make it into a chapter story or not...