I am okay. I have eaten, I have had water...I still feel terrible from going without for as long as I did. I...do not feel like I survived. More like I just failed to die.

I am sorry for making all one of you worried...

Over 24 hours without food or water, and headaches and wooziness are starting to set in more heavily now.

Mom drilled into me for information, but is leaving me alone now. I do not think she suspects much, but had demanded I not barricade the bedroom door anymore.

I have a lifeline website open on my laptop, have had it there for hours now, but haven't the heart to enter a chat room yet.

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I am sorry

I suppose the first thing to get out of the way is to clear any confusion as to who I am, saying as I've not been active in years, and have snice gone through several personas in my path of self-discovery.

You may have known me in the past, if you all remember at all, under a few different names... Bassline and Melody, Vanilla Breeze, Orchis Bloom, Zhe...but I feel it is time to drop masks. My name, my real name, is Mya.

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Happy Thanksgiving everyone! It's a day to give thanks, visit family, watch football (apparently), and eat yourself sick, groan about being too full, and continue eating anyway. Also, eggnog...love eggnog...

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Title says it all, so I figured I'd hop on here and see what you guys think. That idea of doing sort of...amateur story reviews/reactions or whatever really got me excited. What do you guys think? Seem like something to try out? And if so, any of you guys have a story to recommend? It could be a story you stumbled upon and wanna send me in as a scout to give you a feel for it. Could be a story you really liked and want to see what I think of it as well. It could even be your own story you'd

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So it's 2:43 in the morning... *glances at clock* ...2:44, and big news, it's officially my birthday now! Well, has been for a couple hours now, but that's not the point. As of almost exactly two hours ago, I am now eighteen! What does this mean? What does this change? Very little, besides the fact that some activities I do are now definitely legal, rather than merely technically legal...if that... But regardless, it's an exciting day, and I just finished perhaps the most horrible story

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You ever wonder if anyone you used to know and feel close to even remembers you? Heh, growing up in a military family will force you to have thoughts like that. Like my best friend Sabrina, the first girl I tried to kiss, got slapped for the effort, and we still remained the closest of friends. I still have a package ready to send but with no address to send it to. However, I'm not talking old friends from years past. I'm talking about you guys, my followers, my friends, my patchwork family.

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So many things I was a part of just to screw everyone over by disappearing. Start a CP game, get involved in an RP, probably others I can't even remember right now, and I just fall off the face of the planet. I just want you all to know I'm sorry. I really am, more than you know. Especially to master, Timey, TPOT, Phenoix, and, most of all, Zoey. I don't want your guys' comfort, I don't deserve it, but I would like to ask your forgiveness.

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I was wondering if anyone knows how to tell if someone suffers from types of depression, specifically cyclothymia. In an effort to judge if I suffer from depression, or if I'm just being dumb and seeing problems where none exist, and all the online tests say that I likely suffer from moderate to severe depression, but it's not constant. To know more, I took a few to judge what type of depression I have, and those said I wasn't likely suffering from depression specifically, but

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