Many people on here are miserable and depressed, which (psychological and biochemical factors aside) takes as much if not more effort than being happy and confident, as it requires sustained following of certain specific patterns of belief, thought, and action.

I applaud this dedication to the task of bearing the world’s pains, Christ-like, upon your shoulders, and seek only to assist.

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I really should get on that. Probably re-watch season 8 as a refresher too.

I don't want to be spoiled anyways.

Life's been a bitch, but at the same time things are going okay.

I actually started writing a book...

A self-help book.

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I got a proper MAGA hat, not one of the Chinese fake ones on Amazon. Got it on the Donald Trump web store.

I named it The Red Maga.

~Crystalline Electrostatic~

As the title said, life has been kicking my ass a bit, but I'm still moving forward. I've finally decided to start creating my planned order of practitioners of the esoteric arts, and I've got a lot of interesting stuff planned for my near future. Things should start improving relatively soon as far as my living situation is concerned, and I'm gonna tear life a new asshole if it doesn't stop kicking me.

I'll keep you all posted.

I don't normally watch Anime. I have actively avoided getting into that hole of depression and waifu-worship. But then my friends gave me a list.

Oh gods this is gonna be pretty unexciting...

So then I start with a random one on the list that I happened to see was on Netflix...

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She's awesome, we've been together for a couple months now, and she's awesome. We also watch ponies together sometimes.

Basically, she's a shamaness/mystic who helps people to overcome their own issues and become better versions of themselves. She also teaches the esoteric arts and she is an empath.

BTW, she's super hot too.

Anyways, I just thought I should make a post about how awesome my girlfriend is.

So yeah...

Basically, I was chatting with a guy on a Discord Server and he was somewhat curious as to the esoteric arts. He also is recovering from a broken leg. I decided to do a thing and write up a pleb-tier evocation of Archangel Raphael (He's basically the angelic version of a doctor, can heal injuries and other such things) to basically speed up healing of moderate injuries.

Things you need:

A tealight candle
A picture of yourself from before your injury
An open mind

Ritual:

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Between little time and absent motivation, I haven't really been able to work on any of my fics lately. I have too many (non-online) things that are taking priority. I'm working to get in shape, I'm working on my explorations into the esoteric arts, I work five evenings a week at a shitty job, I'm trying to get out more so I'm not an asocial loser, I also am learning guitar.

Writing to me isn't really as important as the other things I've listed, even if I enjoy it when I do it.

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So yeah, 2018...

My birthday was a few days ago (I'm 24 now)...

I haven't been focusing on my writing at all because of other shit going on...

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