Trying to think of a chapter name, then will post as long as it isn't too late at night. If it's too late, I'll post tomorrow.

-Cv

Thanks to the painkillers I've been able to be productive. I've not been as productive as I wanted, nor in the area I wanted, but productive nonetheless. The side project I've been talking about? Well, it's going to be a new story from yours truly! The first chapter will stand nicely on it's own as a one-shot, but I hope to expand it to a full Rites side-story eventually. However, as it is a side story, it's priority is lower and it may take a while to write all that.

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I don't know why I try to think to myself "I only have this, this, and this scene left". I always wind up needing more. But, writing is progressing.

It really doesn't provide any clues whatsoever (in fact most anything one would logically glean from this would be a red herring), but here's what I'm listening to while I'm writing. Despite the fact that most wouldn't think it was fitting for the scene, I'd disagree, but telling more would be spoilers. ;)

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Music that's violently smooth, it's JET SET RADIO!!

Man this game is tough to play with my fingers all clumsy like this. But, it's still addicting as hell. They're the clumsiest when I type, though, and that's very annoying. Playing a game helps get my mind off the things that are causing me medical anxiety. Still, next doc visits are a ways off and I'm still not entirely certain what I have.

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Well, my health is as rocky as ever. I got one monster headache right now, and on top of that the weird tingling in my hands and arms is still coming and going. A few days back it the pins and needles feeling got harsh enough to be nearly literal - it actually hurt! Docs still aren't sure what it is, but I'm still scared it might be MS, which would prevent me from getting into Canada.

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Things are still rocky. Other symptoms are persisting, and I got some major headaches these past several days, and it's been tracked to tension headaches combined with a nasty case of sinusitis that's taking a long time to clear up. Some of the symptoms are lower now, though, so I've started to write again little bit by little bit.

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My control over typing continues to deteriorate bit by bit, sadly. That's the big thing holding the updates back. It's a very strange feeling to lose control of my hands, especially the left one. If it goes too far I might have to get voice dictation software. The neuro doc says that there's no way this is ALS, which was my largest fear. MS is still a possibility, but he's unsure of that because there is no pathology yet to support such a diagnosis. (Although the MRI I had done on my mind was

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I kinda wish I knew where to start with this, but things are still in flux.

I'm still very weak and it's trickier to type than it should be. It takes a lot of effort and focus and it's a lot more tiring than normal.

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At least, that's what the doc says I've been doing. I tried to up my activity for a while after I felt better from the surgery, and the doc says I likely pushed myself much too hard. As a result, I'm very, very tired lately. Yesterday I slept 16 hours. The doc said to get lots of rest and do walking when I can. I'm honestly so tired that even typing takes more concentration than I have. I make lots of mistakes and work very slowly right now. As a result, the next chapter is probably still some

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Well, my health is slowly but surely getting better. So that's good news. Even my appetite is returning little by little!

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