I really require your honesty - tell me the truth, it's something I really need to hear. I have nothing to lose by asking. · 7:38am May 29th, 2021
I have nothing to lose nor to gain by making this post, so I'm going to get on with it.
Mental instability at its finest and aspiring punk rock musician. PS: Buy a creator a coffee to keep him awake? https://ko-fi.com/firerain
I have nothing to lose nor to gain by making this post, so I'm going to get on with it.
I am pretty frustrated with the fact that I've been on a should-be ten minute job, but due to lack of experience, I've been at it for over an hour.
I bought some guitar parts that weren't exactly cheap. A new pre-wired CTS harness and a new set of vintage style Wilkinson low gauss pickups. I'm trying to rebuild my baby after the electronics crapped out in the old set up, and I'm going for that old school vibe and sound you'd expect from the 50's/60's era.
Well, according to my sessions, somebody - possibly a few somebodies - have managed to get onto my account through devices that aren't any I currently own and also have logged in from both phones and computers that are not in my area.
I think I may disappear for a while.
I need time to myself desperately and I happen to have a talent at not being found when I don't want to be. It's my strong-suit.
I'm going to log off sometime across the next few days, so my account will be idling until I return. I'm trying to plan my next move in life, job hunt, sort some things out, the usual. Clear my mind a little before I snap and scream.
I'll see you all on the other side. 💛
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Peace, love, empathy,
I went in again this afternoon around an hour ago to that gp office.
I assume your bathroom door has a lock on it, yes? Mine does.
You know that people used to try the handle when the toilet is occupied because they didn't know it was occupied, but only knew after they tested the handle and the person inside likely said they were in there. Well, to get around this, you can install bathroom and toilet door locks that have a 'vacant' and 'occupied' display. You'd think this would solve the problem for good?
This story came out this year, I know. Although it was finally finished this year, it was first drafted somewhere between 2016-2017. That makes it one of my longest unfinished stories, next to I'm Still Here. Even that story took far longer than it should have to be finished, mostly because I wasn't sure how to extend it to the finish line I had in mind for it.
You know, I have mentioned it before: even in a general conversation where I'm simply asking a question because I don't understand something, the other person raises their voice at me and then claims I'm the one being angry and/or mean...
I'm pretty depressed now.
I preferred traffic when covid stopped people driving to work; it was peaceful and it was a great time for me to first own a car. Today, however, while trying to find another music shop, made a mistake. It was an easy mistake to make, but it both made me feel like an asshole and also like a moron.