I feel better. I think I can be productive again today. I'm going to take care of some things that have piled up now, then see about getting some writing done. I'll be at a con all weekend, so I have to write a complete chapter of "A Storm on the Horizon of the Arcane World" for Sunday.

Fuck everything. I want to write. But I can't, not right now. This is going on for a week and four days now. I feel weak. I feel nearly constantly exhausted. Nothing else but pure and 100% relaxation can give me at least a tiny shred of happiness. The moment I touch something that can be described as "work" in one way or another, I feel how my brain starts to twist and knot itself. I get ill and feel sick. I have the desire to write, to write for Lemon Crumble and Cozy Glow and Kettle Corn and

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Australia's and Dutch's TV channels are crazy. They force my hooves to write a Pony Service Announcement.

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This episode is a bombshell. I didn't expect what happened and I had to watch it seven times so that my brain could process all of it. Tirek, Chrysalis, Cozy Glow, Grogar, the LAST Summer Sun Celebration..... It's all an enormous mix of emotions; sadness, excitement, trepidation and fear. Fear for the Future.

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Nothing too bad, thankfully. Just the usual. I'm not wasting too much breath or thoughts now that I finally left it behind me but, to answer the questions you will have, it's a horrible thing for your depressed mind when you start feeling good, have a plan, a small catastrophe threatens that plan and throws you right into the next depressed fit that incapacitates you for another week.

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This episode continues in an unexpected way after the end of last week's episode. Last week, I said how it shows that Twilight has really become like Celestia when it's about putting ponies on the right path because she did that with Rainbow Dash and that she is truly ready to rule Equestria. After this episode now, I'm not so sure anymore if she is ready and I'm questioning if Twilight will really be a good ruler for Equestria.

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I kept trucking along at the revision yesterday. I had to stop rather soon, because after a day of intense revising, my mind didn't really manage to stay focused anymore. Since I can't afford that the revision fails, I decided to stop after revising after about one fifth of Chapter 3.

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Progress has been made, a large amount of it. Chapter 2 of "Dreamwalker Dash" is now fully revised. Took me about 8 hours to do it, but it was very much worth it. I could fix so many errors and sentences that were less than optimal.

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I'm feeling better. Whatever it was, it left me. Now I'm only typing this blog entry quickly and then I will sit down on my flank (which doesn't even look half as cute as Lemon Crumble's up there, but what can you do?) and move myself further through the revision of "Dreamwalker Dash".
I want to get as much as possible done today. I finally want to continue this story and not doing so feels like searing pain, so I will only stop once it's finished or when exhaustion forces me to.

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What it says on the packaging. I'm not sure if it's the heat, stress, burnout, a virus or something else, but I'm not feeling much better since Friday. The worst headache is gone, but I still feel weak and ill and even just thinking about writing makes me feel nauseous. The same goes for pretty much anything else that isn't "Leaning back and doing nothing".

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