I wanna be happy so I do things that used to make me happy, but they don't make me happy they make me bored. Yet I keep doing them because if I don't stop then I'll not have anything to do and it's all futile. Doing things are futile because you are only doing them to do them.

"is this the most interesting part of a characters life? If no, then why aren't you writing about that?"
-Yahtzee

I've been over-eating to the point where I am concerned for my own health

seriously. just unfollow. I'm insignificant and meaningless and selfish and flawed. Don't bother wasting time on me/

I'd rather kill myself (or severely cripple myself) then ever be drafted or enlist, regardless the cause or side.

He has a few days to live.
It's cancer in the everything.