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Akumokagetsu


It's not an alcohol problem, it's an ethanol solution.

Jul
16th
2019

Should I Even Continue? · 8:36pm July 16th

Is there anyone that's even still interested in Journals? Should I continue the story, or just leave it be and finish it off in one last chapter? It's been bouncing around my head for a while but I just don't know.

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May
24th
2019

Nobody Expects The Equestrian Inquisition · 10:11pm May 24th

Just a quick question, mostly due to my own inquisitiveness (i.e. nosiness) and I really wanted to ask.
How have you changed, if at all, since your introduction to the fandom? What are your lives like and what is your perspective after all this time?

Have you changed as a person or realized anything personally new?
Feel free to tell your story here!

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Apr
17th
2019

Fear Of Change · 9:33pm April 17th

I don't know where I am in my life.

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Apr
6th
2019

Casket Case · 7:06am April 6th

Please come with me

Because you'll see

There is no complication




What was will be

With you and me

Eroded dedication




Through all my flaws

You know I'll cause

Your living mind dilation




We long for pause

Simply because

We loathe the indication




Take each other

A bit further

Although we know we shouldn't




Dead night's cover

Want another

Crows bestow what we couldn't




The sun may rise

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Feb
26th
2019

Weary · 9:19am February 26th

I'm so tired.
I am so very, very tired.

I've been out of it for too long and I feel like I've lost part of myself, and it's disconcerting that I'm not certain which part. The constant exhaustion isn't going away and the nightmares have gotten so overwhelming that sleep is a distant luxury. It's making my writing really weird.

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Jan
15th
2019

Inbetween · 3:26am January 15th

0-0-0-0-0










Curiously, cautiously I called to the sky

Impertinently insisting answer me why

So show me your face lest you're a coward inside

In that very moment I saw strangeness, I died




Shot like a rocket and I was cast from the land

I was torn from the earth and I bit into sand

Crushed capillaries like caterpillars they crawled

And I'd run out of pens so in red ink I scrawled




A meaningless message, meandering wasted

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Jan
12th
2019

I'm Back · 5:24pm January 12th

I'm writing horsewords again.

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Jul
23rd
2018

Need Help Moving · 7:01pm Jul 23rd, 2018

Hey hey all.

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Jul
10th
2018

Keep Going · 5:39pm Jul 10th, 2018

So, living with homophobic parents can be kinda rough. And not in the fun 'aw yeah deeper pull my hair' kind of way either. I'm doing everything that I can to transition, but they aren't making it easy, and the demands that I look and act straight at all times is... painful. Obviously I'm not adhering to their rules, which pisses them off quite a bit, but I have to keep going. I'm going to fully transition as soon as I can, and I'm working towards that goal with single minded purpose and drive

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Jul
6th
2018

Moon · 3:26pm Jul 6th, 2018

'Neath lurid luminescence of a liquid lupine boon
Doth I whisper with the whippoorwills whilst crickets chirp and croon
Softly seeking slumber, swiftly slip to silence soon
In mellow melancholy mourning under midnight's moon.

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