what the

Life's been shit so I've been getting high a lot.

Was walking up the steps of my hotel when I heard the Windows Ding like it was coming from above and outside a cage.

I stopped there and processed

Then went on moving.

Another day... another dollar!

I recently skipped work to attend my Grandfather's 90th (seeesh!) birthday. I'd been more involved when I was younger, but as work increased and my time waned, I found less and less willpower to travel north to visit my old folks.

I treasure my grandparents dearly, but it feels as though I'm never in the state to be fully immersed with them.

I'm too consumed by the grind.

But it was great to catch up with them and the others of my family.

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I’ve been thinking a lot, lately.

It’s hard to find the time to sit down and think.

It always feels like you should be doing something, doesn’t it?

Getting to work.

Hitting the gym.

Outlining this.

Writing that.

Doing and doing.

Even mediation is an act to accomplish.

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stop writing drunk

from: past B

to: future to now currently reading this B

Anything counts.

https://www.fimfiction.net/blog/1012529/level-dasher-health-update

Land of Lycra! It's some really, really, sappy stuff.

It's micro and macro—so you'll have to deal with that. But the two of them are cute in it beyond the sexy parts. I used to feel bad about the way I write. But... I enjoy it. And that counts. Writing isn't something that gets you fame and fournate—though it allows that possibility.

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what the

i was in high school when i first logged in

the fuck does the inside of a classroom look like again?

Forgive my slow, rusty fingers, which struggle to combine letters into words and somehow combine all those words sensibly. When one is in a constant work state, such things come naturally. Once someone has been out of the game for a while, you're left squinting, silently repeating your writing, and wondering where your head has gone. 

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...starlight and spike is where it's at.