> Maybe is all... > by Fat1thatyoulove > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- > Chapter 1 > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Maybe its not so simple Chapter 1 (Sweet morning) The sweet sound of birds chirping is a nice way to wake up it’s a lot better than ear rape and eye rape, you think this to yourself as you slowly open your eyes. Twilight is sleeping; her head resides on your chest and you watch as her head follows the movement of your breathing, the colors of her mane looks so different in the morning. After a few minutes of watching her sleep she yawns, she slowly opens her eyes and looks at you. “Good morning.” “Good morning.” you reply and rub her mane softly. As you look at her you can’t stop wondering how old she is this question has been eating away at you ever since Spike brought it up. “Hey Twilight how old are you?” Twilight is still sleepy and she yawns as she talks “Pony years or human years?” He responds strikes you as odd “There no difference right?” Twilight is slightly more awake now, she can’t resist proving how smart she is “Well the human world’s time moves very slow compared to ours so in human years I would be very young.” She pause “Well i’m still young here but bigger difference.” Not really the answer you wanted to hear but that's not what you now care about. “What do you mean time moves very slow on my world?” Twilight lays her head back down on your chest and yawns “Well you have been here for just over a month in human time that's most likely a few days maybe five or six.” You're surprised at her comment “It may have only been a few days?” Your mind races with thoughts of your old life, the life you thought you lost. “Twilight are you saying if I go back I may have been only gone for a few days?” Twilight brings her head up as she talks “Sure but why are saying it like that?” Your voice is a bit more rushed as you talk “Twilight this means I can get my old life back I could go back and just make an excuse for being gone.” Twilight looks at you “You want to leave?” her voice is a little shaky You notice her change in voice and you try to curb your enthusiasm “well you know Twilight, it’s not that I don’t like it here it’s just...” you try to think of the right words but your mind is blank. Twilight is now talking fast “But why would you want to leave you you like it here don’t you? And what do you mean you don’t belong here everyone likes you?” She stares at you waiting for a response. Your mind gives up on a word and just starts following the conversation “Twilight i’m not a pony.” Twilight blows at you “SO what!? What does that have to do with anything?” You rub your neck as you think of a reply “It’s just I can’t do the things I could do with another human here and I think I should just show my parents i’m not dead...you know?” Twilight looks at you “What do you mean you can’t do the things you want? The Princess said you could do whatever you want.” “Thats not what I mean Twilight...” Twilight is now on full defence as she talks “OH well what is it hm?” You're getting annoyed at her tone and you feel a surge of anger as you snap back to her. “I don’t maybe I want a family maybe I want a girlfriend that doesn't make me feel like i’m doing something wrong maybe I want to live the way I want to and maybe I want to live a life where talking ponies don’t exist! You know I never asked for a pony to come into my life and change what I thought was real, I never asked for my life to be taken away...” Twilight looks at you for a moment her eyes are a bit red and she looks like she is going to cry “oh...I didn’t know...” she slowly leaves the bed and starts walking towards the door, just before she leaves she slows down and turns back and looks at you. “You know I didn't intend to mess my spell up that day...magic does what it wants” She lowers her voice “And you think you're the only one whose life has changed?” Your anger quickly subsides as you watch her leave the room slowly. As she leaves the room and the sound of her hooves clanging the wood is far away, You smash your hands down and give a low scream, you stare at your hands on the bed, they have a light green glow to them, you would care about it but your head is throbbing. You lay back down and put a pillow over your head, you decided to just try and go back to sleep. note to self...FUCK today! End of chapter 1 > Chapter 2 > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2 You have woke up five times today three where to use the bathroom and the fourth was to sneak down and get something to eat. Now your fifth time walking up you decide to start what's left of your day, you don’t know what time it is but the sun from the window is a little past the middle of the sky. you roll out of your bed and slowly walk to your door, you peer down stairs to see if Twilights in the main room. “You really are trying to avoid her huh?” The voice startles you forward and you almost fall over the edge, as you get your balance you turn to the voice. “Spike you about gave me a heart attack.” Spike stands with his arms crossed “I don’t know what happened but you need to fix it.” You look back down the stairs, “Is she mad?” “No worse she's been tearing up the library looking for something and she has been making me help.” he points his claw to you “Do you know what it’s like to pick up hundreds of books with your bear claws?” You wave your hands in front of him “Nope.” Spike looks at them “HA ha very funny.” “Spike where are you?” you hear Twilight call through the house. Spike focus back on your face he looks at you and shakes his claws anxiously “NO I have been down there all day it’s your turn.” You walk down the stairs and follow Twilight's voice it leads to the main library, she is sitting down with her back to the entrance look through books as she floats them past her face, “Spike could you had me those books over there.” You look to the pile of books to your right, you walk over to the books and hover a few up to you; you're surprised that worked it makes you happy not having to bend down to grab a book. You get a few books and walk over to Twilight, you place them down beside her. As you place the books Twilight notices you hand; she stops floating the books pass her face and she places the books on the ground. You notice she has stopped, you talk in a low voice “Hey Twilight.” You reach to pet her head as your hand meets her mane she jerks her head away. “Listen Twilight I didn't mean what I said before...” Twilight cut you off before you finish, “Don’t try and take back what you said...It’s completely true...how could you be happy in a world you're not made for.” You’re quite for a few moments so you can gather your thoughts before you speak, “Twilight it’s not that I don’t want to be here...it’s just sometime I wonder how my life would be if I never came here.” Twilight again starts hovering the books past her, you feel a little mad that she is not continuing the conversation. “Twilight?” She continues to ignore you and floats more books pass her flipping the pages as they pass her. “Twilight what are you doing?” Twilight finally talks her voice is a little broken and she stutters a bit, “Well... i’m looking for a spell that can send you back.” You're surprised at her determination; you know that what you said may have been a shock but it could not have been then bad for her to spend the whole day looking through books. You look towards the window and notice the sun is actually starting to set...damn pony time...you look back to Twilight “You know Celestia destroyed the only book that had the spell why would you still look?” Twilight's voice is now no longer is a broken voice; it carries a more annoyed tone “Well I figure I could try and find something, seeing as how you're SO unhappy.” “What do you mean? This is the first time I have ever talked about wanting to go back.” Twilight runs books past her a little fast as she talks “Well you must have been think about this for a long time and your right you never should have stayed here.” Never should have stayed here? the words hit you hard, your face gets a little warm and your voice is a little rushed “So what you want me to leave?” Twilight snaps back at you “That seems to be what you want, am I right?” Your face is now heated as you two start to spit words at each other, your mind no longer cares what you say and most of your words just fly out without a second thought “All I said was I wonder if there is a way back!” Twilight's soft feminine voice is dwarfed by your beckoning words as she tries to talk back, so your raging continues. “Is that so much to ask for? Can I not want to get my life back? A life where I can do what I want and actually make something of myself?!” Twilight's voice gets louder as she stands “What do you mean where you can actually make something of yourself! You don’t think you will have a life after the Princess is done with my reports and your reports? Do you think you would be stuck with me your whole life!” Your hands glow green as you shout back to her “I don’t see how it matters where I go everyone is a PONY!” Your head is pounding as you stop your retaliation, you look down to your hands and see the glow you look back to Twilight. She stands there...eyes red and her mouth still trying to come up with something to say “Well....maybe I will find a spell and then you won't have to see me or any pony AGAIN!” She sits back on the ground and begins to weep. You stare at her, seeing her sad has snapped you out of your rage fit and now you only feel heartbroken. Your mouth mumbles a few sounds that are too ill-thought out to make words. You sit down in front of her “Twilight...why are you trying so hard to find a spell?” Twilight lifts her head from the ground “You're right.....” her sobbing makes it a little hard to understand what she is saying “All those things you said before...you can’t have any of them here” You look at not knowing what to say. She continues to talk “And you know what's worse? I can’t be or give you any of those things either.” You stare at her trying to grasp how an animal can care so much “I didn't know you cared that much about what happened to us when this was over...” Twilight sniffles and tries to stop crying. You pet her head, “I’m sorry Twilight.” “It’s not your fault, I know you didn't mean to get so mad.” You reach for Twilight's head and start to pet her, “I don’t know what is happening lately I just haven’t felt like myself. Do you think you can forgive me?” Twilight looks at your face for a few moments and gives a soft smile, she leans in and kisses you. As she breaks the kiss she giggles a bit “I see why you do that to shut somepony up.” She again stares at you and replies in a joking tone “Maybe.” You smile at her and think to yourself, Maybe is all you need. End of chapter 2 > Chapter 3 > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3 (All or nothing) You spend the next few hours putting the books up and trying to mend what you have done. As you finish the last few books you look back to Twilight, she yawns “Looks like there is no magic practice tonight.” She yawns again “It’s fine tho the Princess said she would tell us in advance of her arrival anyways.” Twilight slowly starts to get up from where she has sat for the last few hours while you cleaned the room up. You walk over to Twilight and pick her up. She squeals a little at your motion “What are you doing, you could drop me?” You ignore her comment, this isn't the first time you have picked her up. You walk over to the stairs and start to climb them. Twilight looks up to you as you carry her towards your room, as you enter the room you place Twilight on the bed. As you bend down to put her down she kisses you again. You break the kiss and stare at her. She looks at you and blushes “I forgive you.” You smile at her comment, but you think to yourself good cause your not the lightest thing I have ever carried up stairs. Twilight pulls the bed back with her magic and crawls under the sheets, see watches you as you get in beside her. She waits for you to stop fidgeting when your done she comes closer and lays her head on your chest. You no longer mind having Twilight lay on you, she's warm and her fur is fun to play with. You start your normal rubbing of her ears. You love the feel her ears give your hand as you stroke the outer fur. Twilight gives her normal whimpers as you continue to move your hands down her body. Usually she does not lay on her full side but you're glad she did you work your right hand down her back and move it back and forth slowly. You look down to Twilight's face her eyes are closed and she is biting her lip, you move your left hand and start to mess with her hoof that is draped across your chest. After a few minutes of this you stop and rest your hands where they lay. You hear Twilight talk faintly “Why do you stop?” You look down at her her eyes are open but she is not facing you, you give a laughing blow from your mouth “Twilight my hands can only move for so long.” Twilight replies in a lower voice “It’s because i’m an animal to you right?” The mind battle that you have tried to stay away from today is now brought to the front of your mind, you swallow hard and try to answer “Twilight..it’s not that...I just...I think that...” Thanks a lot brain you're doing a great job at words. Twilight cuts into your feeble attempt at an excuse “I’m not mad I just want to know.” Your mind is at war with your body at this point and you can’t answer. Twilight closes her eyes “I’m sorry I asked...I just wanted to...” You battle has finally been lost, you throw your mouth onto hers and kiss her. After a few minutes you two finally break the passionate and overdue kiss. You bring her face to yours “Are you sure?” Twilight nods You're not sure how to continue from here you don’t really know anything about ponies, after a few seconds of running through every style you know you finally decided on one. You pull Twilight on to you and again kiss her, she rest on your lap as you sit up and fumble trying to take your shirt off, Twilight giggles at your motions and ends up lifting your shirt off with her magic. You try to work your body out of your pants but Twilight’s legs being around your waist make it hard as you finally get your pants off. You change your mind and lay Twilight down on her back, you figure if she sleeps like this she must not have a problem laying like this. Twilight lays on the other side of the bed with her front hooves near her chest and her bottom hooves covering her lower side. You begin to position yourself on top of her. You pull your boxers off and your now erect member flops out form it's cloth prison, it’s at this moment you both realize what you two are about to do. Twilight looks through her hooves towards your body, she looks back to you and buries her head into her hooves, as her sparkling eyes pear at you, “This is my first time it doesn't hurt right?” You kiss her and start rubbing her lower legs, she twitches and tightens her legs as you push your hands down her legs close to her marehood. You break your kiss and look into her eyes “I promise it won't hurt.” She bites her lip and loosens her grip around her legs, you slowly work your hands back towards her marehood. As you hand touches the outer lips she trembles again and lets out a moan, you work the outer lips for a moment before you try to push in with your fingers, You think to yourself how silky and smooth it feels on your fingers as you keep pushing your fingers in and out. You now notice that she is starting to moaning deeply. She whines a little as you continue “Oh Celestia...” Each time you push your fingers in you go deeper and deeper, you are have three fingers in her clit, now. She feels tighter as you insert your third finger. She has her eyes closed and her front hooves that where by her chest now grab at the bed, you continue your assault on her as she moans louder. You move yourself down towards her vagina, you position your mouth over her and start to lick at her lips; Twilight now moans become light, smooth screams of ecstasy, after only a few minutes of doing this your blasted in the face by her juices, she pushes up from the bed and squirts, you move your face laughing a little to yourself as she soaks the bed. As she lays back down she twitches and whimpers, she whimpers something at you, its hard to hear through her broken voice “Fff--.... Filll.. me with--... mmmeee all the wwaay.... with yyoourr....” You silence her with a kiss and then you begin to slowly bring your tip to her lips, you push slowly at her note to self ponies are smaller than humans in many ways. You take a few moments to fully insert yourself, each slow push brings a loud moan to your ears from Twilight. You finally get in, her walls are silky and tighten as you push further in. After a few more minutes of a gentle rock your body’s sexually urges kick in and you start pushing yourself deeper and faster, Twilight cries out in pleasure as you continue you join her in a deep moaning no longer caring about the fact the entrance to your room has no door. Twilight wraps her bottom legs around you as you start quickly thrusting in and out, you can feel she is on the verge of another orgasm. you feel your penis throb as the walls of her insides tighten and release, she is now full orgasm her hooves tighten around your waist even more as she scream out. She being so tight and her loud moans have brought you to your climax very fast you hold your pleasure in trying to pull out, but you're unable to pull out of her and you inevitable release yourself inside her. she gives one more loud scream of pure ecstasy as she bites her hoof to stop screaming. The bed is a mess of tangled soaked sheets when you finally are able to pull out of her, as you pull out your fluids spill out of her, she is still throbbing and shaking. You lay down next to her and hold her until she calms down and you both are able to sleep. End chapter 3 > Chapter 4 > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 4 (oops) The light from the window hits your eyes and you slowly start to open them, the bed sheets are still damp in some parts and sticky in others. You look around the bed but then focus back to Twilight, her head is on your chest and she has not looked like she has moved all night. You kiss her horn as she starts to wake up, she yawns and looks at you “Good morning.” “Good mor...” You're cut off by the sound of Spike yelling “Twilight TWILIGHT! The Princess is coming today!” Spike runs into the room waving a piece of paper around, he stops as he gets closer to the bed he looks at your still naked body and is struck immobile. “Oh Celestia... that wasn't a dream.” You quickly pull the covers over yourself as Twilight jumps from the bed. “Today! BUT but she said she would give a day notice! We are not ready especially not today!” Twilight trots around the room thumping her hoof to her face “How are we going to show off anything, we did nothing all day yesterday!” She looks to you and talks in a panicked voice “It will be fine, you know a few spells right RIGHT?” You nod your head and then motion to Spike. Twilight turns back to the purple dragon and blushes “Um Spike go get things ready for the Princess we need to...clean ourselves up...So that we look ready for the Princess.” Twilight pushes Spike out of the room then turns back to you “Get up!” You quickly jump out of bed and start grabbing your clothes that are scattered around the room. Twilight poofs the sheets and covers out of the room and starts thinking out loud “OK Twilight the Princess is only expecting a few things nothing too big.” She looks to you and stammers “All you need to do is levitate a few things and do a few short range teleportation spells that should make the Princess happy. Now lets eat and then practice a few things” She looks you over and then looks to herself “Um second thought we need to take a bath.” You let out an annoyed huff, you hate the bath it is way too small for humans and the water is almost always cold after Twilight takes a bath. Twilight pushes you with her magic “No time to huff and puff. bath!” She pushes you out of the room and towards the bathroom, she closes the door behind you both and starts drawing the bath. She watches as the water slowly rises “Come on water we don't have time for this.” she lets out a loud huff and then looks to you “Don’t get dressed you need to clean up.” You stop putting your pants on and look at her “But Twilight how can i take a bath if your...” She cuts you off mid sentence “because we don’t know how much time we have we're going to take it together.” You look at the tub as it get half way full and then back to her, you think to yourself great it’s already small now I have to share with another pony.....person....thing. Twilight looks at the tub and then back to you she must be a mind reader “On second thought take a quick bath I need to make sure things are ready anyways.” She blots past you and out the door. You climb into the bath and try to think of things you can actually do to show off to the Princess. You don’t think burning things would be the best way to impress her and if you really are going to try a teleportation spell you don’t want to be the thing on fire. After your bath you get dressed and walk out of the bathroom, “Twilight it’s all yours.” Twilight comes up the stairs and walk past you “I won't be long.” You walk down the stairs and into the main library and sit down to wait. Spike walks up to you holding a book “Um this should help.” You take the book and look it over the title is “How to not burn yourself, magic for Derpys.” You look back at Spike “Thanks dude.” Spike smiles “Don't burn yourself alive ok?” You nod and watch him go up the stairs “You not going to stay here and watch me impress the Sirlesta?” Spike turns around “It’s Celestia and no I think i’ll go watch the back of my eyelids...I didn't get a good sleep last night.” You close your mouth and look back to the book, note to self never talk to Spike again. You read over the book until you hear Twilight coming down the stairs; her coat is still damp and it sparkles in the morning light. She walks over to you and smells you “You used my soap.” You shrug. Twilight looks you over “Never mind, lets eat and then practice.” Twilight walks into the kitchen and after a few minutes returns with plates of foods; theres a few pies and a whole lot of fruits and vegetables. You think to yourself yep thats what sucks no meat... Twilight floats a plate of pancakes in front of you. You look at the plate and think well at least this taste good...needs bacon.... As you finish your breakfast you listen to Twilight as she reads you the book Spike brought, you find it funny how whenever you have a magic book she always wants to read it no matter how many times she has read it. You look at her from across the table, she looks up from the book “What? Do I have something on my snout?” She pats at her mouth with her hoof, you laugh “What did I get it?” You stop laughing “Do you know how cute that was?” She blushes at your comment, your slow moment is abruptly interrupted by the sound of the door being knocked on. Twilight leaves the table, you don’t bother to turn around to see who it is. “Princess you made it early!” You hear the regal white ponies voice from behind you “Of course I did Twilight you letter was so intriguing I just had to see it for myself.” The voice gets closer as it continues to talk “Hello again human how are you this fine day?” You turn around to face her “Good.” Celestia gives a gentle smile to your comment “Last time I saw you me and Luna were saving your unconscious body from Queen Chrysalis.” You give a little chuckle to her comment and think to yourself in a mocking fashion oh hi human how’s it going just thought I would remind you I am the god ruler that saved your life ha ha but how are you. Celestia continues talking “Well how is living her turned out to be?” You look at Twilight as you talk “Not as different as I thought it would be.” “Good, well shall we see what you can do?” You stand up from the table and look to Twilight she is smiling happily. You look towards the book she just so causally left on the table; you look to the book it gets a purple glow around it and it starts to hover. You move it around the room for a bit before placing it back down. You then look to the book and bust it into flames, your mind tells you good job but Twilight nervous laugh tells you otherwise. Twilight cast a bubble around the flaming book until it dies down, “Um he is still working on a few spells.” The Princess is happily amused “Well done I’m glad to see you have started to control your magical abilities. Maybe in the future you can refrain from burning books tho.” You nod your head but think to yourself, wow Celestia you must not know i’m a firebending alien wizard who banged you star pupil...right after saying that in your mind you regret it. Celestia looks to Twilight and smiles “I’m happy to see progress… is there anymore?” Twilight looks to you “ummm.” You cut her off, you feel really good right now and you know it makes Twilight look really good to have taught someone how to use magic. “Ya a short range teleport spell” you say Celestia smiled “Splendid.” Twilight looks back to you “Now be careful this spell, a short rang spell should be fairly easy just clear your mind and picture where you want to go.” You nod your head to her comment and start to clear your mind; which really is hard to do but after a few deep breaths and playing the lion king opening in your mind for good measure you're ready to try the spell. You focus on not bursting into flames as the purple magic starts to flow from your head down. You try harder to picture yourself on the other side of the room but after a few minutes you realize that its not going to happen.You break your concentration with a deep sigh. “Well Princess I think this is it for now.”Twilight talks for you as you caught your breath. You breathe a sigh of relief. “Well nice work Twilight, this is most impressive, teaching a being any form of magic is hard you must really have an understanding of love and toleration.” Celestia looks to you “I find it surprising how well you have adapted; from Twilights report on humans I feared you may never be able to control human magic.” You think about what she said for a moment, until the thoughts of the world you left rush your head and you start feel a little weak and start to sway, the last thing you want to is faint or fall over on a wood floor. Twilight looks as you stumble around “Are you ok?” You look at your hands they are glowing green and there are wisps of green magic flowing from finger tips. You watch as the green magic starts to run up your arms, Twilight notice this “Your casting a spell stop think about it.” You look to Twilight in a panic “Twilight i’m not thinking of a spell i’m only thinking about...” Your sentence is cut short by a flash of green light from your hands you no longer can hear Twilight's voice or see her all around you is green and you hear the sound of wind passing your hear at high speeds, you close your eyes and try to focus on a place to go... end Maybe is all I