> Son of Change
>  by twow443
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> Confronting the Nightmare
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Chapter 1-Comforting the Nightmares


Fluttershy reached over and gently picked a rose from the ground. “Oh, this is a wonderful one.” She said, sighing contentedly. “I wonder if anypony would want this.”

The shy pegasus was calmly wandering around in a rose garden about a mile out from Ponyville, looking for flowers she could use for her and her animals' dinner. The garden wasn't very big, only about one-fourth of a mile in diameter. The garden was full of beautiful flowers ranging from daffodils to roses to daises to sunflowers.

As the shy pegasus finished filling her basket with flowers, she landed on the ground by a path back to the town and started trotting her way back.

“I can't just eat all of these flowers by myself.” she said to herself. “I should go by Rarity's or maybe Pinkie could use these in a recipe or, OOF!”

Something rushed at Fluttershy and slammed into her side. Fluttershy fell over mostly from shock then the actual impact. She almost dropped the basket from her mouth and hit the ground, spilling out a few flowers.

Fluttershy shook her head, slightly dazed. She looked up to see her love, her stallion Shade. “Oh Shade! You must not have seen me in the way.” The stallion nodded, but did not utter a word. “Is something wrong?” 

As his eyes narrowed, the pegasus grew worried. “Shade, you aren't like this. Tell me what's wrong.” She stepped forward to rest her hoof on his face, right as he smacked her.

Fluttershy reeled back in shock and horror as the stallion glared at her with hatred. “The problem is you Fluttershy.” he said, his voice dripping venom.

“W-what?” She whispered. This wasn't him, it could only be a dream. Or at least, that's what she was praying for as he stepped closer to her. “What are you doing?” She said, her voice breaking.

Shade gave her a sadistic smile. “Just teaching you a very valuable lesson.” He raised his hoof....

. . .

SMACK! Fluttershy's eyes shot open as something hit her on the face. She turned to see the changeling laying beside her thrashing around underneath the covers, his back to her. Taking a glance at his neck, she noticed that there was a green mark on his neck, and it was glowing bright. Calmly she took her hoof and softly rubbed in circles around it.

“Shh.” She whispered. “It's okay, Shade. Calm yourself.” As she continued to speak to him and rub his neck, the changeling finally ceased his flailing and relaxed, seeming to slip into a calmer dream.

Fluttershy sighed and moved her hoof to his side, gently caressing it as she kissed him on the cheek, quietly saying, “What am I going to do with you?”

That question held merit for her. After Discord had been defeated in Canterlot, Shade had devoted his time to doing what he could for Ponyville and Canterlot residents. When she could catch him at the right time, he explained that he was trying to act like he was just as normal as the rest. Fluttershy knew that a lot of ponies hadn't trusted him before, and that he was trusted even less after somepony had spread the word that Discord was his father. She simply didn't agree with his thought process though.

“You're running yourself into the ground.” She said to the sleeping changeling. “Why won't you let anypony, not even me help you?”

She knew the answer. He wanted to prove himself. Fluttershy felt so frustrated that she wanted to hit a wall. He had finally gotten in good graces, at least with the ponies in Ponyville until Discord had shown up. Now he was doing everything and anything to show that he wasn't like his father.

Fluttershy rested her other hoof on her necklace, looking at the ruby set in the middle. The chain and outer part was made out of pure gold, but the pegasus usually liked to look at the ruby. Shade had a necklace like hers, signifying that they were in fact, a couple.

“Now I wonder..” She poked at his neck, brushing aside some of his mane. “Yeah. He is still wearing it.” Shade had told her that he had enchanted their necklaces so only they could remove them. She remembered that his necklace had other enchantments, but she didn't remember what the specifics were.

She'd had nightmares before, and Shade had insisted that she wake him up if he didn't on his own. Before he'd feel it and wake up with her, but now. The poor changeling was so tired from the day that Fluttershy was lucky if he'd eat with her. He had essentially hired himself out to help other ponies, and because of his skill set, he was always busy. Fluttershy never asked him what he was doing, but she'd seen him out and about doing different things from carpentry to helping bake at Sugercube Corner.

Fluttershy was going to tell her friends to not ask for his help, but Shade had said that it was okay. Her friends didn't know how tired he was. She'd ask Shade if he absorbed emotions when he was working and he said not unless his necklace ran dry. Call it a sixth sense but Fluttershy knew when his necklace had emotions in it, and a lot of the time it had been empty.

“Why did you have to come into my life?” she asked with a smile. “It was peaceful then, but I wouldn't change this. Not for anything.”

Just then, Shade started trembling again. Fluttershy lifted her hoof off of Shade's side as he rolled onto his back. His body shook harder and harder until his eyes opened and he shot straight up. Fluttershy embraced him in a hug immediately. The last time she hadn't fully woken him up, he had panicked and flew into the Everfree.

“Shh.” she whispered again.

“I wasn't talking.” Shade answered back to her, the hint of a smile in his tone. Fluttershy moved herself back from him and looked up, seeing that he was smirking at her.	She leaned forward and quickly kissed him on the lips.

“Nightmare again?” she asked. When he nodded, she continued. “Wanna talk about it?”

The smirk left his face as he sighed. “It's the same thing, Shy. First I'm trapped under Sugercube Corner and then I have to relive killing...”

Fluttershy put her hoof on the changelings mouth. “I know that part.”

Shade sighed and moved her hoof. “I don't understand. I tried to cut my magic off after he was frozen again, but it just amplified.”

“And the mark hurt?” Fluttershy asked. Shade nodded to her.

“I missed you and Rarity yesterday because Mom wanted to keep me all day to study this stupid thing.” He reached back and started scratching the mark, something that Fluttershy found extremely adorable. “She couldn't figure it out though. We know where it came from, but we don't know what it's purpose is.”

“Maybe we could make Chrysalis..” Fluttershy started but Shade cut her off.

“Nah. I'd have a greater chance of shifting into my mom and raising the sun before I could get her to tell us.” Shade said with a slight chuckle.

Fluttershy was quiet for a  moment. “Why don't you shift into her? Isn't knowing what a pony thinks part of your powers?”

Shade shook his head. “Good idea, but it wouldn't hold water. I don't read minds when I shift, I only think how they would think and use their abilities. Thinking like them is so I can use their abilities to my advantage. Also, I don't remember what she looks like.”

“That's true. It probably wouldn't be good if she just started walking down the streets. Remember two days ago?” Fluttershy said, smiling.

Shade startled chuckling. “You mean me accidentally messing up a shift and walking around scaring the hay out of everypony because I looked like a mini Nightmare Moon? Yes. I remember that.”

Fluttershy burst out laughing, a rare thing for her to do. She had been less shy ever since Shade had become her stallion, but she normally didn't do things like that. Now however, she could have cared less. It was in her own home, with somepony she trusted immensely. As she continued to laugh, Shade ducked forward and dug his hooves into her sides, starting to tickle her.

“Ah...No....Stop...Hahaha!” Fluttershy managed to gasp out between laughs. She was rather sensitive, something that Shade exploited whenever he was tickling her. She didn't really want him to stop, knowing that he wasn't upset anymore. She was happy that he was happy, he'd seemed depressed for a while.

Though her giggles, she managed to reach her hoof around and scratch the side of Shade's neck, directly under his ear. He immediately moved back from his mare, laughing. “Oh that's no fair!” he mock complained. 

Fluttershy only smiled. “I'm not sorry. Try to tickle me again and the same thing will happen.”

She studied his face. He had that half-smile on his face, the one that meant he was calculating the different ways he could get past her and make her roar with laughter. Then to her surprise, he relaxed and smiled normally. “Okay.”

“O-okay?” Fluttershy said, reverting to her old stammer. 

Shade wrapped his hoof around her neck and pulled her close to him, kissing her. “Okay.” The two of them laid back down and were quiet. 

After a while Fluttershy heard Shade speak. “Shy?”

“Yes?” She responded, turning to look him in the eyes. 

“Why did you pick me?” he asked her. “Out of all the ponies-no, all the creatures that live here, why did you fall for the freaky changeling that's the son of the princess?” 

Fluttershy looked him in his green eyes, those beautiful eyes of his and spoke what was in her heart. “Because I love that freaky changeling.” she said. Snuggling closer to him, she whispered, “And I always will.” She had expected to hear him reply, but the changeling was asleep with his foreleg wrapped around her middle.

“Oh Shade.” Fluttershy thought to herself. “I won't lose you. I just couldn't bear the pain.” She quieted her mind as she drifted into slumber, covered by the one that she loved.
> Threats and Promises
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Chapter 2-Threats and Promises

As light started to filter into the room, I slightly stirred and opened my eyes. First thing I saw was the pink mane of the mare I loved right up in my face. They way we had been sleeping was I was on my side, and Fluttershy had curled up, resting her head on my chest. I lightly rubbed her back, thinking about the night. After the two of us had gone back to sleep, I hadn't dreamed at all. 

I was about to get up, but then I remembered that Fluttershy had forced me to take the day off. I had protested, but usually I didn't have an argument when it came to things like that. I had been awful tired for the last few days. I knew that it had been worrying Fluttershy and I mentally kicked myself for that.

I was contemplating the idea of going to Canterlot for a few days to see my mother, when Fluttershy stirred. She uncurled herself, resting her head on the pillow and looking me in the eyes. “Morning.” she yawned.

“Morning.” I replied, lighting kissing her on the forehead. “You sleep well?”

She nodded, but I could sense slight worry from her. “Did YOU sleep well?” she asked, poking me on the chest.

“Of course.” I answered. She was giving me a slight frown, and I still sensed worry. “Trust me, Shy. I'm okay.”

Fluttershy proceeded to look me deep in the eyes for the next few seconds, then she curled back up against me. “If you say so.” She was quiet for a moment, then spoke again. “How did you know that I didn't believe you?”

I poked her forehead. “Did you forget the part where I can sense emotions?” I teased her. She let up a slight exasperated grunt as I laughed.

“Come on, Shy.” I said, trying to move her. “We gotta get ready for the day.”

“Can't we just lay here all day and do nothing?” Fluttershy said quietly, burying her face in my chest. “I don't want to get up.”

“Yeah, but if we don't, Angel's gonna hit me over the head with a spoon again.” I said, rubbing my head. Fluttershy immediately started laughing. “It wasn't that funny.”

“Yes, it was!” Fluttershy rolled away from me, still laughing. I rolled my eyes and hopped out of the bed.

. . .

The two of us started to prepare for the day. Fluttershy and I took a shower, (yes, at the same time. Nothing happened,) brushed our teeth. I quickly shifted into my unicorn form to polish my horn, then shifted back to normal. Fluttershy was in her room grabbing something, so I went downstairs to begin feeding her animals. It was like clockwork now. When I had begun to remain in my changeling form at Fluttershy's house and help her feed the animals, they would normally freak out at the sight of me and hide. I'd have to leave the house entirely so Fluttershy could coax the frightened animals that I wasn't a threat.

I had finished flying around and feeding all the animals inside. As I was about to head outside, I felt a tug at my tail. Angel was pointing at his bowl. It was empty, even though I had just filled it up.

“Hungry today?” I asked. The little bunny nodded. Fluttershy had expressed wanting to keep him on more of a diet, so I hadn't put as much lettuce in the bowl as I usually did. 

I sighed, flying over to the fridge and grabbing the lettuce. Quickly casting out with my senses, I could tell that Fluttershy was still in her room. “Fine, but only this time, got it?” I sternly said. Angel nodded, and I put some more lettuce in the bowl. The little bunny hopped over and attacked it with gusto.

As he did that, Fluttershy came downstairs holding a basket. She set it on the table as I started preparing some cold oats with milk. “Market today?” I asked.

She nodded. “I should be meeting Rarity there. What are you going to do on your day off?” 

I caught the tone in her voice and made a mental note to stay far away from working. “Don't really know yet. I might go ask Twilight if I can use the portal to go visit my mother.” 	

Fluttershy visibly relaxed. “That's good. I'm sure the princess would love to see you.”

“Yeah, until she gets tired of me crashing her court cases.” I said, prompting a slight laugh from my mare. I brought the oats over and we sat down to eat. “Remember when I was trying out a new wing spell on Pinkie? She flapped so hard that she broke one and careened into the court room.” We shared a smile at that, and continued to eat.

. . .

Dancing Mist, or better known as Misty, was hiding out in a tree overlooking Fluttershy's cottage. She knew that the yellow pegasus would leave first today. She had, after all been stalking the two of them for quite a while.

Misty hated the yellow pegasus with a burning passion. She had tried so hard to attract Shade to her, then when that pegasus had come along it had messed things up for her. Shade had fallen hard for her, and Misty hadn't had a chance.

The changeling angrily punched a branch, her fangs slightly bared. “Why Shade? You would pick a pony? A pony?! They don't understand changelings at all.” Misty's eyes flashed red, but she composed herself. “Relax. My plan is already done, and if I don't stray from it then it'll work fine.” She sat back down on the branch, and waited.

. . .

After we finished eating and cleaned up the kitchen, the two of us were ready to begin the day. “Now remember Shade.” Fluttershy said as she was about to leave. “No working.”

I rolled my eyes. “I know, Shy. You don't have to watch over me like a mother hen.”

Fluttershy watched me for a moment, then stepped closer and kissed me. When we pulled away, she said. “But I do.”

I sub-consciously rubbed the back of my neck. “Yeah. Do you need my bits? I'll go grab them if you want.”

Fluttershy shook her head. “I should have enough. Thanks though.” 

I nodded and as she was about to leave, I caught her chin and kissed her again. “Love ya, Shy.”

“I love you too.” She lifted off the ground and flew off towards town.

. . . 

I spent the next hour relaxing at the house, that is if you call hanging out with a ill-tempered bunny relaxing.

“No Angel. I'm not making a fruit salad.” I said. “Besides, we're almost out of fruit.”

The bunny rolled his eyes, then ran over to the counter and held up a brown apple. Pointing at it, he made the motions of peeling it. “It won't be any better on the inside.” I said, exasperated. He hopped over to me and hit me with the apple. I rolled my eyes. “Fine, but if you get sick, not my fault.” The bunny gave me a wicked smile as I heard a knock at the door. “Yeah, I think I'm just gonna go answer that now.” I told Angel.

Leaving the bunny to do as he wished with the apple, I moved over to the door and shifted into my unicorn form. Blue coat, green mane and yellow tail made up my other natural form. I didn't think that most ponies would take to kindly to a changeling opening Fluttershy's door, so I'd do this when she wasn't home.

I opened the door to a black pegasus with green wings and eyes. She flinched as the door opened, but then calmed down and quietly said, “Hello Shade.”

“Misty.” I deadpanned back. I didn't know what emotion to have at the situation.

She shifted on her hooves. “So, how have you been?”

“Oh, fine. That is, if you count the fact that my father returned, tried to kill me, one of my friends tried to kill me, and I'm having nightmares every night. Just fine.” I could feel my fangs extending, side effect whenever I was agitated and wasn't in my changeling form.

“I'm sorry...” Misty started.

“Really now?” I asked. “I don't know. Last time I saw you I was struck in the side with lightning and your mother BIT me.” I pointed to the burn mark on my side and rubbed my neck.

“Shade, I'm sorry for that!” Misty cried. “I really am. Mom doesn't even know I'm here now.”

I was slightly stunned by the fact that she was going against her mother, but I still didn't trust her. “What do you want, Misty?”

She was quiet for a moment, then raised her head. “I wanted to start over. With us.”

“Misty.” I sighed. “We never had anything.” 

“But we could have!” Misty replied. She huffed at me. “Look you're a changeling. She's a pegasus. How are you two going to handle having a relationship?”

“We've been managing fine.” I said.

Misty shook her head at me. “That's because everypony's too afraid to talk behind your back when you're there. I've heard it though.”

I looked away from her. “I know that some ponies don't understand us. But it doesn't matter.”

“I'm not trying to pressure into anything right now.” Misty said to me. She placed her hoof on my cheek. “Just think about it okay? Would you be happier knowing that everypony is judging you, or would you rather not have anypony care?” She stepped back from me, turned around, and launched herself into the air.

As I turned and went back in, I sat on Fluttershy's couch. I'd love to say that I brushed away Misty's words. I'd like to say that I didn't doubt the relationship that Fluttershy and I had. I'd like to say that I knew for a fact that our relationship would stand strong.

I'd be lying if I said any of that.

. . .

Fluttershy was calmly walking though the market, keeping one eye out for Rarity. She had already found a great deal on some apples and was holding them in her basket. Out of nowhere, somepony bumped into her and made her spill the apples. 

“Sorry.” the figure said. Fluttershy nodded and picked up the apples. When she was done, she looked up at the pony. She was a light blue unicorn with a red curly mane and tail. But what unnerved Fluttershy the most was her eyes. Cold, calculating and staring so hard at Fluttershy she felt like they were staring into her soul, something her changeling was very good at doing.

“Um, can I help you?” the pegasus asked, feeling very shy.

“Yes, you can.” She answered, taking a step closer to Fluttershy. “See, you took something, no I meant someone that was very precious to me.” 

Fluttershy was confused. She knew that she hadn't taken anypony from anywhere. “I'm sorry, but I don't understand.”

The strange mare smiled. “You will, at least when I make you pay for it.”

“What?!” Fluttershy was getting agitated and afraid. Very afraid. “What do you want?”

“It's very simple.” The unicorn stepped up and whispered in Fluttershy's ear. “I'm going to make you watch your beloved die, and there's nothing you can do about it.  You won't know where, or when, or how, but it'll happen.” Then just as she appeared, she was gone.

Fluttershy looked around in a panic, trying to find the strange mare and make her explain herself. She had vanished. Fluttershy looked down, seeing that one of the apples had fallen out of her basket. When she picked it up, she jumped in fear.

Scratched onto the apple were the words, “Tell nopony or he dies."
> Mental Debates
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Chapter 3-Mental Debates


Fluttershy stood in shock, right in the middle of the market. She couldn't move besides staring at the apple with the threat. She raised her head nervously and looked around, searching for the unicorn, but she couldn't see her anywhere.

“Fluttershy, darling! How are you?” The combination of the sudden voice and the hoof on her shoulder caused Fluttershy to throw the apple and launch herself straight up in the air. After calming down, Fluttershy and saw that it was only Rarity.

“Honestly dear, you are more nervous then usual.” Rarity called up. “Won't you come down?”

“S-sorry Rarity.” Fluttershy said, mentally kicking herself for stammering. She slowly floated down too land next to the white unicorn.

Rarity pulled her friend in for a hug. “Are you okay, dear?”

Fluttershy pulled away and nodded. “Of course. I just didn't sleep very well.”

“Was it you who didn't sleep well?” Rarity asked. “Or was it Shade?”

Fluttershy sighed. “Can we talk about it at lunch, if that's okay?”

“Of  course we can.” Rarity said. “Come on?” Fluttershy followed her friend into the market.


. . .


As the two friends walked, talked, and shopped together Fluttershy's mind was not at ease. In fact, it was the complete opposite. Rarity continued on, oblivious as Fluttershy debated with her mind.

“You should tell her, you know.”

“I can't do that.” Fluttershy thought to her mind. “Shade will be in danger.”

“And you think that he's not in danger already? Just tell her.”

Fluttershy shook her head angrily as Rarity led her to an outdoor restaurant, the Oat and Hay. The two mares sat down and ordered their food. Rarity decided to order the wedge salad, while Fluttershy was content to get a small fruit salad.

After the food had been served Rarity wasted no time in talking. “Fluttershy dear, you've been awful quiet all afternoon. Is something bothering you?”

Fluttershy let out a small sigh. “Rarity, if you knew that something was threatening your special somepony, what would you do?”

Rarity looked shocked at Fluttershy's question. “Well if you'll excuse my language, I'd find whatever it was and kick it's flank.” She quickly took a bite of her food. “Why do you ask?”

“I'm, I'm just worried that Shade's in danger.” Fluttershy said quickly.

Rarity raised an eyebrow. “Fluttershy, it has been five months and there hasn't been any sign of that dreadful changeling queen. Wouldn't it be better if we assumed that she was gone?”

“No!” Fluttershy barked. Realizing that she had yelled out loud, and to her friend, she tried to hide behind her mane. “I'm sorry..”

“It's fine dear. I know how much he means to you.” Rarity sighed. “But he is a grown up stallion, or changeling and he can take care of himself.”

“That's not it Rarity.” Fluttershy said. “It's that mark.”

“You mean, where he was bitten?” Rarity asked.

Fluttershy nodded. “It hurts him all of the time. He never says anything about it, but I can tell. He'll suddenly drop things, rapidly leave a shift, or grimace as in pain.”

“But how do you know that means it's the mark?” Rarity asked.

Fluttershy touched her necklace. “Because every time, he rubs his neck. Right where the mark is.” Rarity was quiet, thinking. “It's giving him nightmares also Rarity. I'm sorry, I didn't want to talk about that our whole time.”

Rarity shook her head. “It's quite alright, Fluttershy. Shade isn't very, talkative. Not with me at least.”

Fluttershy looked down. “I know that something's wrong, but he won't tell me.”

“But you know what it is! You could tell Rarity!

“It's not just that! Shade's hiding something!” Fluttershy argued.

She jumped as a hoof tapped her. “You zoned off for a moment there.” Rarity softly said. As Fluttershy relaxed, Rarity looked her in the eyes. “Can I give you some advice, dear? Talk to him. I know that you've chatted with him before, but when you get home sit him down and TALK.” 

Fluttershy nodded. “I can do that Rarity. Thank you.”

Rarity smiled at Fluttershy. “Now eat your salad. You haven't taken a single bite.”


. . .


Fluttershy landed at the front of her cottage with the basket of apples. Seeing a note on the door, she moved closer to see it.

“Flutters. I'm going to be in the house putting the baby animals down for their nap. Try to slip into the garden so they don't see you.”

Smiling, the pegasus quickly opened the door and went in. Immediately, she put the basket on a table by the door and ducked down. In front of her was herself, or rather Shade singing to the animals in her form. Fluttershy knew from experience that if her animals saw the two of them at the same time, they would panic. Wishing to avoid that, Fluttershy turned, went back outside and flew over the cottage into her garden.

About two months after Shade returned from Canterlot, he had decided to create a pond for her in the middle of the garden. It could be used for a swimming hole, but was mostly used for her ducks to swim on. Fluttershy sat on a bench next to the pond, softly humming while she waited. 

She heard her back door open and then slam shut. She didn't move as a yellow pegasus sat next to her. “So, not going to talk to me?”

“I'm not upset.” Fluttershy said. “I just don't want to be kissing myself. That's weird.”

Shade gave a mock pout, which Fluttershy found rather amusing in her form. “Aww, I thought it would be a new experience for you. What if you really like mares and you're using me as an excuse?”

Fluttershy reared away from him and then thrust towards him, knocking him off the bench. “You know who I like. Now change back.”

Shade rolled over on the ground, laying on his back and winked at Fluttershy. “Come on Flutters. Can't I just stay like this for a little longer? I haven't been a pony in two days.”

“That's because you needed the time off. Now shift.” Fluttershy really didn't care if he stayed in his pony form, but it unnerved her whenever he chose to look like her. Also, she though his changeling form was rather cute.

Shade jumped up, shook himself off and sat next to Fluttershy again, shifting into his changeling form. “Alright, better?”

Fluttershy smiled and leaned in to kiss him. “Much better.”

The two of them quietly watched the water until Fluttershy broke the silence. “Shade, can we talk?”

“Sure.” Shade said, a slightly confused look on his face. “What about?”

Fluttershy sighed, knowing she was going to touch a sensitive subject. “The mark on your neck. Didn't you say that Chrysalis bit you?”

Just as she thought, he rose his hoof to rub it. Fluttershy reached out, pushing his hoof away and rubbing his neck herself. “Yeah. It was when I was captured underneath Sugarcube Corner. Passed out, and when I woke up, neck and back legs were sore.”

“It hurts you, doesn't it?” Fluttershy asked. Normally she wouldn't be so blunt with her questions, but this was her changeling and she was worried.

“It didn't before.” Shade said, suddenly looking tired. “Before it would just spark at random times. Now, it just hurts a lot. Maybe it's the reason I keep having the same nightmare.”

“Shade.” Fluttershy started. “I'm here for you if you want to say anything.”

Shade bowed his head. “I can't lose you Flutters. That's what was in my last nightmare. I couldn't figure out what the details were, but all I know was that I lost you.” Upset, he pulled Fluttershy into a hug. “I can't.”

“Tell him now! It's the perfect time! Nopony is around!”

“Leave me alone!” Fluttershy thought to herself while trying to enjoy Shade's hug. 

“He's in danger the longer you don't tell him!”

“Fine!” Fluttershy pulled away from Shade and looked him in the eyes. “Shade I need to tell you something.”

“Wait.” Shade held up a hoof. He closed his eyes, and then pointed across the pond. “Who is that pony?”

Fluttershy followed his hoof and saw the pony in question. It was the unicorn she had seen at the market, the light blue unicorn with the red mane and tail.

It was the same unicorn that had threatened Shade.

Shade narrowed his eyes. “Hi there! Who are you?”

“Shade?” Fluttershy started to say as she saw the unicorn's horn spark.

“Look out!” Shade scooted over and pushed Fluttershy off the bench, knocking her to the ground. She looked up just in time to see Shade take a blast of magic to the chest and get sent flying into the back of the cottage.
	
	
> Never in Control
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Chapter 4-Never in Control

The combination of shock and rather strong magic that assaulted me proceeded to slam me into the back of the cottage. Stunned, I slumped to the ground as I heard Fluttershy gasp. “What are you doing?!” she screamed at the unicorn.

The unicorn didn't respond, but started to walk towards her. “Oh, no you don't..” I thought. I waited until the unicorn was about three feet from Fluttershy, before I flash teleported in front of my mare and cast a shield. The force of the shield knocked the unicorn away, causing her to land in a bush.

“You okay?” Fluttershy whispered.

I nodded. “Just a scratch.” I turned away as the unicorn appeared in front of us again. “What do you want?!” I barked at her.

She didn't move for a moment, then smiled. “I guess I just wanted to visit the son of Princess Celestia.”

“If you were expecting that to faze me, you were wrong.” I said, baring my fangs. “Almost all of Equestria knows by now that Celestia has a son.” 

“Really, now?” The unicorn began to walk in circles around our shield, forcing Fluttershy and myself to turn to keep facing her. “Well then, why are you so ashamed of it?”

“I am not!” I yelled. “I'm proud of my mother!”

“Even though she lied to you for your whole life?” The unicorn softly said. “Never told you what you were, or what role you truly played in Equestria's future?”

I glanced at Fluttershy, then back at the unicorn. “Believe me, it was easier when I didn't know.”

The unicorn smiled. “Please.” Her eyes flashed with white and her horn glowed. In a flash, the shield broke around us. Before I had a moment to react, she picked me up and launched me across the yard. 

I landed hard on my side and yelled. “Don't hurt her!”

The unicorn looked at me, still wearing that eerie smile. “Why would I want to do that, when you're a much better candidate?” With that, she launched what seemed to be ice at me. 

I let my reactions take over and I shifted into Rainbow Dash. I reared on my hind legs and launched myself straight up. Sure enough, it had been ice as it froze the ground underneath me. 

“Hey! Don't freeze the flowers!” Using Rainbow's speed I shot forward, turning in time to slam my back legs into the side of the unicorn's head. She was knocked away and slid on her side. As she stood up, I shifted into Applejack, turned and bucked her in the side.

The force launched her into the side of a tree. Panting, I shifted into my unicorn form as the unicorn removed herself from the bark. “The fury of the princess's son. I wonder though, what would you protect the most?” She pointed at Fluttershy. “Your mare?” She then pointed at the sun. “Or your mother?”

“Both.” I glared at her, gritting my teeth.

“It's rather cute how you think that you're in control.” She turned to me with a cold look. I reached out with my senses, and couldn't feel anything. It was like she didn't have any emotions at all. In that instant, I was afraid for us.

“You know, Shade.” She said. “This has been rather fun. I'll tell the princess you fought well.”

“What do you..?” I stopped. The bite mark was hot, almost burning. “Why...so...hot.”

The unicorn gave me an evil grin. “This will be quite the shock, won't it?”

Shock.. Uh-oh.

Before I had a chance to move, or cast a spell, it happened. Straight from the bite mark, I felt a shock. Then electricity surged from it and into my body.

“AHHH!!!” I screamed in agony. Lightning, my worst fear, was attacking me from my own body. I didn't understand how, and I doubted that I was going to live long enough to find out. Burning pain flowed though my entire body, before it stopped. Hazily, I tried to walk towards Fluttershy, before I pitched forward and fell to the ground, darkness surrounding me.

. . .

The only thing that kept Fluttershy from dashing over to Shade was the face that the unicorn had her hoof softly on the unconscious changeling's neck. “Well, that was a fun little workout.”

Fluttershy was furious. “Get away from him!” 

The unicorn rolled her eyes. “Please. I don't want HIM dead, although either way you suffer is fine with me.” 

“Who are you?!” The normally shy pegasus barked at her.

The unicorn's body shimmered and her skin dissolved, revealing a black and green female changeling. “My true name is Dancing Mist, but just call me Misty.” She sat down next to the downed Shade. “Sit down, relax. I have time.”

Fluttershy flapped her wings, but Misty shook her head. “Bad idea, pegasus. I've seen you fly. I'll tear out his throat before you have a chance to reach him.”

“No you won't.” Fluttershy angrily said.

“Care to test it?” Misty replied, her fangs slightly extending.

The two stared at each other before Fluttershy reluctantly sat down.

“Good choice.” Fluttershy flinched as Misty started to stroke Shade's mane. “Look at him, Fluttershy. So adorable, yet so naive. He thinks that he's winning, keeping us away when he's really helping our plans.

Fluttershy slightly shook with anger as she spoke. “Why are you here? I didn't tell him or anypony else.”

“I know.” Misty said. “I just want you to understand something.” She looked at Shade again with an expression that Fluttershy couldn't make out. Was it..love?

“Shade has never been in control.” Misty said. “Sure, my mother lost track of him for a little bit, but we found him again when he was seven. Wouldn't have taken him then, if we had been able to fool Celestia longer. Ahh, that's a story for another time..”

Fluttershy struggled to control herself. “What do you..”

“Hush and I'll tell you.” Misty said, continued to stroke Shade's mane. “The thing is, Fluttershy we needed him. Our plans wouldn't have worked if my mother hadn't been able to bite him.”

“It's hurting him!” Fluttershy snapped. “Why did she do that?!”

Misty smiled. “I can't tell you all our secrets. Let's just say that, well he's always going to be mine, even if he's wearing this stupid necklace.”

Fluttershy turned so that the changeling couldn't see her tears. “Just...leave him alone.”

“Upset?” Misty said, mocking her. “Well, maybe. I COULD just kill him..”

“No!” Fluttershy yelled. “He's done nothing to you!”

Misty turned to look at Fluttershy, anger dancing in her eyes. “Nothing?! He did the worst thing he could have done to me! I did everything for him! I helped him become what he was, I trained him to use his powers! And what does he do?” She leaned closer to Shade's neck, frightening Fluttershy even more. “He decided to ignore me and go for you. A pony.”

Fluttershy scrambled for words. “He wasn't trying to be unkind..”

“But he was!” Misty snapped at Fluttershy. She took a minute to compose herself. “He hurt me. And now...now I'm going to make sure that he feels the same pain I did.”

Fluttershy couldn't do anything as Misty extended her fangs. “Wait! Just..bite me instead!”

“Please.” Misty said. “You wouldn't be able to handle my venom. And besides,” She gave the yellow pegasus an evil grin. “This is gonna be fun.”

Right before Misty sank her fangs into Shade's shoulder, they both heard a voice. “Fluttershy? You here?”

“Rainbow..” Fluttershy thought. Misty's horn flashed, causing Fluttershy to glance at her.

“It's quite beautiful, you know?” she said, as if she was oblivious to the fact that somepony was coming. “The love you have for him, it's quite good. I can see why Shade's so strong around you. Don't worry though, I'll leave now.” She got up and moved away from Shade. “Oh, and by the way, if you tell Shade that it was me or if any other pony tells him, one of you will die. Don't make me have to choose.” With a puff of green smoke, she disappeared.

Fluttershy ran over to Shade as Rainbow flew into the garden. “Hey, Flutters I was won..Whoa! What happened?” She landed next to her two friends.

Fluttershy was crying as she checked Shade's pulse. “He was attacked by a strange unicorn. I couldn't do anything to help..”

Rainbow turned her friend's head so she was looking at her. “Fluttershy, it's not your fault. We both know that Shade wouldn't have let you help him.” She looked down at the unconscious changeling . “Should we take him to the hospital?”

Fluttershy laid down and rested Shade's head on her leg. “His body should be absorbing my love. He should wake up soon...”

At that moment, Shade coughed and opened his eyes. Fluttershy watched him as he slowly oriented himself. “Uh, what happened? Is she gone?”

Everything in Fluttershy's head was screaming at her to tell Shade that the strange unicorn was actually the changeling from his past. But she didn't want to risk having either of them die. Unable to find a middle ground, she decided to tell him what she could. “Yes. She ran away when Rainbow showed up.”

“Uhh, that's a relief.” Shade shifted on Fluttershy's leg and sat up. As Fluttershy put her foreleg around him to help him stay up he smiled. “I need to talk to my mother today. That shouldn't have happened.”

“Are you sure that you can travel?” Fluttershy asked. 

I nodded. “I heal from emotions. You two have given me a lot. By the way, what brought you here Rainbow?” I asked, turning to the cyan mare.

“I passed by Rarity, and she said that Fluttershy wasn't being herself.” She said, running her hoof though her mane. “I didn't know if you were here, so I wanted to check on her.”

“Thank you.” Fluttershy said. “I don't know what would have happened if you hadn't come.”

The two mares noticed that Shade was calmly sitting with his eyes shut. “Dude. What are you doing?”

“Just drawing on your emotions.” he said. He sat there for a few more moments before he opened his eyes and sighed. “Thanks. I feel better now.”

“Are you sure that you should go?” Fluttershy asked, walking over to him as he stood up. “That lightning...”

“I'm fine.” He lightly shoved her. “Trust me. I'll fly in town and head straight for Twilight's.” He looked deep in her eyes and softly kissed her. “Promise.”

Fluttershy put her hoof around his neck and rubbed it. “Come back to me safely.” He nodded and backed up. With a shimmer he turned into a light blue pegasus. He lifted up and flew out of the backyard. Fluttershy watched him go with a sigh.

Rainbow walked over and tapped her on the side. “You alright there?”

Fluttershy looked at her. “I'm fine Rainbow.” She looked up at the sky.  “But no matter what he says, he's not.”
> Talking With The Sun
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Chapter 5- Talking With The Sun 

I was worried, and furious. Who was that strange unicorn, why had she attacked me and why couldn't I beat her? The fact that she used my own body against me frightened me to no end. If a simple unicorn could manipulate my body, what was stopping other unicorns from doing the same. As I flew towards Twilight's, I angrily rubbed the bite mark. Before, I could hide it whenever I shifted, but now it could show though my disguises. I knew that I needed help. I needed to talk to my mother.

I made a soft landing in front of the library and headed inside, shifting into my unicorn form. I was so focused that I didn't notice Cheerilee stepping out the door, so I bumped into her.

“Oh! Hello, Shade!” She cheerfully said as I stepped back.

“Sorry Cheerilee, I'm a little out of it at the moment.” I apologized. “How are you today?”

The teacher waved a hoof in the air. “Here and there today. I received permission from Princess Celestia to bring my class to her castle tomorrow, so I'm trying to prepare.”

“Really?” I asked. I hadn't spoken to my mother in five months. She had been trying to repair the day and the night with Luna, my aunt. I knew from a letter she sent Twilight that she was also trying to smooth things over with other leaders from different parts of Equestria. Apparently, the princess suddenly having a child STILL wouldn't go over well, even though it's been eight months since my mother revealed it.

“Yes.” Cheerilee sighed. “I'm so excited for the children. Most of them have never seen the castle up close.”

I smiled. “I know one has.” I said, thinking of Sweetie Belle.

Cheerilee continued on. “Are you going to see your mo- I mean, the princess?”

I nodded. “It's okay to call me what I am Cheerilee. Yeah, I'm actually going to see her now. Haven't spoken to her in five months.”

“Could I ask a favor of you then?” She asked me. “If it's possible, could you ask the princess if she would be able to talk to my class?”

“Sure.” I said. “About anything specific?”

Cheerilee shook her head. “No, not anything I can think of. Her being able to would be enough of a privilege.”

I smiled again. “I'll ask for you.”

Cheerilee pulled me into a hug. “Thank you Shade! I'll set things up in case that she can.” The schoolteacher trotted off.

I pushed on the door and entered the building. Twilight and Spike were busily putting books away. Fortunately for them, the library wasn't too cluttered. For once.

“Alright Spike, remember that those go in the Adventure section.” The purple unicorn told her assistant. “Sort those ones by alphabet.”

Spike sighed. “I know Twilight. Sheesh, give me a little...” His voice trailed off and a smile lit his face as he saw me. “Hey there, Shade!”

I waved as Twilight noticed me. She ran over and hugged me. “Hey there! Where you been?”

“Resting.” I said, hugging her back. “Fluttershy forced me to take a few days off.”

Twilight giggled and pulled away. “She has become rather protective of you.”

I tilted my head. “Really?”

“Oh yes.” Twilight replied, walking over to the bookshelf. “Always wanting to know where you are, if you're actually feeding yourself. She harassed me until I put a detector spell on you.”

“You put a spell on me?!” I gasped, looking my body over.

Twilight smiled. “It's fine Shade. Only I can see it. It just tells me if your actually absorbing emotions. Fluttershy and I stalked you for a day after I cast it on you.” She giggled again. “I had to hold her back when you almost passed out helping Applejack sell apples for a day straight. Sometimes I wonder who's protecting who...”

I sat down next to her. “She has become a lot more assertive around me.” I shook my head. I loved talking to my friend, but I needed to move on with my plans. “I need to head over to Canterlot. Mind if I use the portal?”

“Course not!” Twilight and I walked over to a large mirror that took up part of a wall. “How come you haven't been by here lately to go see her?”

“She's been busy, and so have I.” I stepped forward and touched my horn to the mirror. The surface shimmered and the image changed from reflecting Twilight's library, to showing an image of my room in Canterlot. “Thanks, Twi.”

“You coming back here later?” Twilight asked.

“Probably not tonight.” I replied. As I stepped into the mirror, I heard Twilight yelling at Spike. Some things never change.

. . .

I stepped out from the portal into my room. I turned around and touched the tip of my horn the the portal surface. It shimmered, and the image of Twilight's home disappeared, replaced by the image of my room. 

“Ahh, It's great to be back home.” I said. I simply stood there for a few seconds, looking at all of the pictures in my room. Before I had beaten Discord but after I knew that I was Celestia's son, I spent a lot of  time in here drawing. I drew pictures of myself, my friends, my parents. I drew anything I wanted. And I magically stuck them all on the walls and ceiling of my room. Sweetie Belle had complimented me on my drawing skills when I returned to Ponyville.

Not wishing to wait any longer, I headed out into the hallway. My mom had posted guards at my room so she would be warned if anypony besides me stepped into or out of my room. We thought that would be best, seeing as that room had the only portal from here to Ponyville. They jumped when I walked out, but they nodded to me when they realized who I was.

Silently, I walked though the castle halls, nodding to the guards that were standing or walking along. I had my senses cast out as far as possible, searching for any members of my family. Unfortunately, I found the most annoying one.

“Well, well, well.” I turned the corner to see my annoying cousin, Blueblood. Or Prince Blueblood, if you weren't royalty. I had a extreme dislike for him, and he had extreme hatred for me. Not only did he hate the fact that I showed up out of nowhere and apparently took up Celestia's attention, but he absolutely loathed the fact that I was a changeling. His hatred for me went so far back, he had sided with my father and attempted to kill me. So, I guess you can understand why we don't like each other.

“Look who finally crawled their way back up here.” Blueblood sneered at me.

I rolled my eyes and kept walking. “Don't you even start with me. I'm not even close to in the mood.”

Apparently I wasn't going to get a break, seeing as how he started to follow me. “So where have you been? You disappeared after you killed your father.”

Because my cousin is a moron, he completely missed the warning signs that I was getting agitated. My eyes flashed green and my fangs slightly extended.  “Blueblood, get away from me. I'm just trying to find my mother.”

“Yes, about that.” Blueblood said. “What makes you think that she's even your mother? I mean, you are a changeling.”

Now Blueblood was treading on dangerous ground. “Your point?”

“She's an alicorn. Not only that, the goddess of the sun itself.” Blueblood paused, as if to build up suspension. “How can alicorn have a child that isn't even a pony?”

I stepped around him and continued on. “It's called magic, Bluey. It exists.”

“Well...” His voice had taken a tight edge, as it always did when I made a comment on his name. “It could be possible that she's been lying to you all this time. Making you try to feel better...”

In an instant, I had the annoying unicorn pinned against the wall, my hoof at his throat. I intensively shifted into my changeling form and snarled at him. “Listen very carefully. Celestia's lied to me before and she swore that she would never do it again. I don't know what you have jammed up your flank to attack me all this time, but I can deal with it. I beat you when Discord gave you his power, so don't even THINK that I won't hesitate to do it again. Now do yourself a favor and never say anything like that about my mother again. Clear?!”

“Y..yes.” Blueblood choked out.

I'll be honest, I really wanted to bite him. I did. But the two of us heard a soft cough and turned to the side. Twilight's brother, Shining Armor and his wife and my cousin, Princess Cadence were standing there. I saw that Cadence had a hoof up to her mouth, and sensed that she was laughing. Shining had a stern look on his face but I knew that he found this amusing.

“Prince Blueblood, Shade.” he said. “Is something wrong?”

I glanced at Blueblood, then proceeded to drop him on the ground. “Nah, everything's cool. Right, cuz?”

Blueblood glared at me, but I bared my fangs at him and he shuddered. “Yes, everything is just fine.”

“Then I believe that Princess Luna wished to see you, Blueblood.” Shining said. My cousin got up and walked away, refusing to look at me.

When Shining and Cadence looked at me, I became very self-conscious. “Oh, sorry...” I mumbled, quickly shifting into my unicorn form.

Cadence walked over to me. “Shade, how have you been? I don't think we've had a moment to talk together since the wedding.”

“That's true, we hav-” Suddenly, I shuddered horribly. I saw, actually saw a pink aura around the alicorn. I knew that it wasn't just love, it was her power.

With a rush, it slammed into me and I winced. I saw Cadence's eyes dilate and she staggered. “Cadence!” Shining yelled and ran over to me. “What are you doing?!”

I had to force my body to stop absorbing Cadence's power, cutting off the stream and dropping me to the ground. I hadn't realized how exhausted I truly was. I felt movement above me and heard voices.

“It's fine Shining. He'll die if he doesn't.

“You'll die if he does!”

“I will not. I don't think that Celestia will appreciate if her son died because you were afraid for me.”

I heard murmurs for a few more seconds, then I felt a horn tap my head. Instantly, I was unable to continue from keeping myself from feeding on Cadence's power. Slowly standing up, I thanked her.

“Don't worry about it.” Cadence said. “In fact, walk with me for a bit? I'd like to talk.”

I nodded. “I don't mind. That is, if Shining's alright with it.”

The white unicorn looked away. “It's fine with me. I need to go check something anyway. Excuse me.” He kissed Cadence quickly and walked off.

Cadence and I started walking. “I'm sorry for his attitude, Shade. He's been on edge lately.”

“That's not all the problem.” I remarked. “I could sense that something else was upsetting him.”

My cousin smiled. “I'll have to warn everypony around that we can't hide anything from you.” A sad look crossed her face.

“What's wrong?” I asked, resting a hoof on her shoulder.

“The truth is, he doesn't trust you.” Cadence said. “After the attack and us finding out that you've been a changeling this whole time, he's been doubting himself.”

“Maybe I could talk to him?” I suggested. “I could convince him that I'm the only changeling around here.”

Cadence sighed. “He might listen...” A rapid change spread over her face as we turned to walk towards the throne room. “But enough about him. SOMEpony here is having some love problems.”

I glanced at her. “That obvious?” 

She giggled. “I'm the goddess of love Shade. How would I not know?” She laughed again as I mentally kicked myself. “So, want to talk about it?”

I decided that it wouldn't hurt to talk to her about it. “It's Fluttershy. I know that she's been worried about me lately.”

“So, what's the problem?” Cadence asked.

“It's just that. I don't have a problem with her trying to protect me, but I'm worried that she'll be in danger because of it.” I stopped walking and looked at my cousin. “I'm in danger all the time Cadence, and I couldn't live with myself if she was hurt because she's with me.”

My cousin was quiet for a moment. “Let me put it this way Shade. Changelings live on love, correct?”

“Yeah.” I replied. “That's why my body is attempting to rob you of all of it.”

Cadence just smirked at that. “Fluttershy knows this and knowing her, she'll do all she can to keep you healthy. And I know that she truly loves you, and you love her.”

“I don't want her to be hurt though.” I said.

“Shade, there isn't anyway to protect her from that, unless you convinced Celestia to keep her in view at all times.” Cadence said. “I know that you can stop Chrysalis, and I know that your marefriend will be with you every step of the way.”

Cadence and I had reached the throne room door, where we heard talking from within. “Court meeting?” I asked.

“Yes, and if it's the same way as they've been going, it's probably about you.” Cadence replied.

“Really? Wow...” I sighed.

“Shade, you're Celestia's son. That's a really big thing.” She replied. “Not only that, to their knowledge, you killed Discord.”

I stared at the door, then grinned. “Wanna crash a meeting?” 

Cadence gasped. “You wouldn't...”

I grinned wider then proceeded to push the doors open, walking inside.

There was a large circular table in the room with about thirteen seats. Important looking ponies sat in each chair except for the largest chair, that belonged to my mother. Everypony in the room turned to look at me, but I focused on the sun princess. 

As I moved to take a step towards her, I felt myself lifted into the air. “Hey!”I yelled.

“Put him down. Now.” My mother's voice rang clear across the hall, calm and serene. The unicorn guards instantly released their hold on me. I shifted into my changeling form, flew over to Celestia's side, and shifted back.

“Everyone, allow me to introduce the topic of our discussion today, my son Shade.” Celestia said.

I slightly ducked my head as everypony looked at me again. “Um, hi there.”

The pony to my mother's right spoke up. “So, this is the one? Your child?” 

Celestia nodded. “Yes.”

“Pardon me for asking, but your memory was tampered with as you've said, then how do you remember this?” A gray unicorn asked.

“I've never forgotten it.” My mother replied. “If you'll excuse me, we are going to take a break for a half-hour. I need to talk to my son.”

The stallions talked amongst themselves, but eventually they all left the throne room. I turned to apologize, but found myself swept up in a big hug.

“It's so good to see you.” Celestia said. “How have you been?”

I squeezed her back. “The truth? Tired mostly.”

Celestia let me go. “So, I heard that you've been working for the ponies in Ponyville.”

I nodded. “Might as well use my powers for some good.”

“That won't help you though if you aren't eating.” She replied with a wink.

It suddenly clicked for me. “Fluttershy got a hold of you, didn't she?”

“Sent a letter though Twilight.” The two of us started walking. “You can't feel bad about absorbing emotions Shade. It's what your body runs on.”

“I know.” I sighed.

My mom nudged me. “Didn't you eat when you were running away from everypony five months ago?”

“That's different though.” I said.

“It is not.” We turned a corner and she gave me a stern look. “Shade, it isn't wrong for you to take emotions. You burn through them faster than a normal changeling.”

“How would you know that?” I asked.

“I've been studying.” My mother continued on. “Come with me to the library. There's some things that you need to know.”

. . .

When we reached the library, we moved into a secluded corner of the room. There was a small table with a notebook, a couple of books and a glass of water. Celestia sat down and took a quick drink, motioning for me to sit.

“So, why are we here?” I asked, idly flipping though a book.

“After we rescued you from Chrysalis and you returned to Ponyville, Luna and I renewed our efforts to learn more about changelings.” She said, sitting by me. “We felt horrible that we knew almost nothing about them.”

I nodded. “Did you find anything?”

“Yes, something very important.” My mother levitated her notebook in front of her. “Shade, that bite mark is more then just a bite. It's some sort of spell.”

“Didn't we know that already?” I asked.

“No, it's a spell itself.” My mother replied. “The bite produced the spell, and the spell sort of latched onto you.”

“What?!” I gasped.

Celestia sighed. “From what we could gather, the reason that Chrysalis and her daughter were able to control your power was because the spell is latched onto your soul. Every time she uses power...”

“It takes it directly from my soul.” I finished. “That explains why I've been tired. She must be using a lot of power for something.”

I looked up and saw tears in her eyes. “What's wrong?”

“We've done all we can and researched everything, but it hasn't helped.” My mother stood up, walked over to me, and pulled me close to her.

“Mom.” I said, my voice starting to break. “What's wrong?”

She was quiet for a moment, hugging me tighter. “That bite is draining your essence Shade. You're dying, and I can't stop it.”
> Weeping at Moonlight
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Chapter 6- Weeping at Moonlight

“You’re dying, and I can't stop it.”

I'd like to say that when it came to death, I wasn't worried. And the only reason for that was because I hadn't had a chance to actually worry about it. I've faced death a few times now. Once when Chrysalis had captured me, the time when Twilight was attacking me and when I fought my father. I knew that in each of those cases, that I would have died in the end, or have wanted to if I had failed. And I knew that I had a chance to stop it, no matter how hard. But now, now I knew that I was going to die, and I couldn't do a thing. All I could do...was wait.

“You're dying...”

It was midnight, and I was tossing and turning in bed. I had meant to ask my mother if she could send a letter to Fluttershy for me, but I had been in a state of shock and forgotten to ask. She knew that I would be here, so I wasn't afraid that she would worry about it. It didn't help calm my nerves though. Any moment, Chrysalis could decide to rob my soul of whatever it had left, and leave me an empty shell. Everything I had done to stop her, it was all pointless now. I was going to die, and I didn't know what was going to happen to my mother when it happened.

“Dying...”

Suddenly in a fit of panic, I leapt out of my bed and started pacing back and forth. 

“I can't die yet! What about my friends, and my family..” A horrible thought struck me like the lighting I feared so much. “And my marefriend...”

It was all too much, just way too much. Unable to control myself, something inside me broke. I did the only thing I could do, something I had refused to do for a while now.

I wept.

I sat down on the floor and cried like a newborn foal. And with my tears, I released everything that I remembered and hated. My anger at being lied to my whole life, my fears of lighting and losing my mare, my guilt of killing Discord and my pain of helplessness. Everything I held, I released in that floor of tears.

I swear it felt like I was going to drown in my sorrow, literally. And you might wonder why nopony came in to check on me. Well, I had told the guards that stood in front of my door to not let anypony in. So as I sat there weeping, nopony came in to see what was wrong.

I continued to cry, not caring what it looked or sounded like. But, out of nowhere, I felt a soft pressure on my shoulder. I turned my head and looked up to see Luna standing to my side, quiet.

I made an effort to control myself, hastily trying to think of an excuse to why I was crying so hard. “Sorry, I just needed...

Luna cut me off. “Come with me to my balcony, Shade.” It wasn't as much an order as it was a request. Slowly, I stood up and followed my aunt out the door.


. . .


Luna and I simply sat on her balcony for a while, staring at the stars. Neither of us spoke, content to be quiet.

Until my aunt broke the silence. “It's beautiful, isn't it?

“Yes, but I think that you're slightly biased.” I said, causing her to smile.

“That may be true, but I love my sister's day as much as my night.” We were quiet for a little longer.

Until I broke the silence this time, wanting to get to the point. “I'm...sorry about my outburst.”

Luna looked away. “Don't be. It's perfectly natural to express yourself.”

“You know, don't you?” I said. “About me going to...”

“Die? Yes.” I looked away as Luna sighed. “Shade, no words can express how sorry I am, how we both are. We are doing all we can to figure out what is causing the spell to linger..”

“It isn't enough!” I snapped at her. “It doesn't matter what you do! You'll figure it out, and just then Chrysalis will drain me dry! It doesn't matter!”

My aunt didn't say anything as I looked down, tears starting to flow. She must has sensed that I was going to apologize because she scooted over and wrapped a wing around me. “Shade. Let us think rationally for a minute. She has control over your soul, which is technically you, correct?” I nodded, not trusting myself to speak yet. “So, let's say that she can kill you whenever she wants. Why hasn't she?”

“She...needs me alive for something?” I guessed, trying to calm myself down.

Luna nodded. “Right. Now, going off that, let's assume that she still needs your power. What do we know about her?”

I sighed. “I don't know. After I scared her away, I haven't seen her or...”

“What is it?” Luna asked me.

“Her daughter.” I said. “I saw Misty just the other day.”

Luna nodded again. “Was she hostile?” When I shook my head, she looked out at the stars again. “It's not entirely possible, but maybe the daughter could convert the mother...”

I didn't speak for a moment. “Luna...how is Mom holding up?”

My aunt shifted. “She isn't doing well Shade. It doesn't help that almost all of Equestria wants her to atone for the day and night shifts when Discord returned.” She made it a point to look right in my eyes. “Which was not  your fault, by the way.” She then pulled me a little closer to her with her wing. “And now this news. She's been awake for three days trying to find a cure or any sort of an enchantment breaker, but she hasn't found anything. She was on her way to come see you tonight, but she collapsed in the hall. I convinced her to go sleep for a while.”

“I shouldn't have been born.” I said. As Luna was about to speak I shook my head. “No, let me talk. I finally understand, I do. I know that I said I did before, but I was lying.” Tears sparkled in my eyes as I glanced out at Canterlot. “I know why you and Celestia aren't supposed to have foals. Why it isn't possible for you to have them with normal ponies. It's a danger.” I looked back at Luna. “You get so emotionally attached, that it'll cloud your judgment. You two have a responsibility and it isn't supposed to be taking care of foals like me.”

“It happened though Shade.” My aunt said. “Do you know how many children that my sister and I have had in the years? You, and only you. And I can not speak for my sister, but I am glad that you exist.” Luna unwrapped her wing from around me and stood up. “Shade, Tia loves you. As do I. And I will tell you this now, I do not want you to feel any guilt about anything. As long as we are alive, we will find a way to keep you alive.” Luna lifted herself into the air. “Go rest Shade. I will watch over your dreams. Trust me.”

“Thank you.” I said.

Luna's face relaxed. “I love you Shade. Go and rest now.” She flew off towards Canterlot.

I considered walking back to my room, but I decided to sit for a little bit longer and look at the stars. I mulled over what my aunt said. I was dying, and I knew that would break my mother when that happened. There wasn't anything I could do about that, but I refused to let that happen without some sort of a fight. “This is all Chrysalis’s fault.” I said with a hint of anger. “You planned this. Well guess what, I'm not dead yet.” I wiped a hoof across my eyes and bared my fangs at the sky. “ Do you understand me Chrysalis?! I swear by the sun that as long as I still breathe, I will hunt you!” I lowered my voice. “And when I find you, I will kill you.” I gave a slight grin, and lit up my horn. In a green flash, I disappeared to my room.


. . .


Telling all of the animals to spend the night outside wasn't an easy task, but for Fluttershy it was a piece of cake. The pegasus wanted to have a special night with Shade and wanted to be as alone as possible with him. It was past midnight now though, and Fluttershy was worried about him. Normally she wouldn't be very afraid for him, but after the threats on his life she had a reason too. 

Fluttershy had been curling up with a book for a while, waiting for her changeling to return. She had a thought that he'd stay at the castle, but he had promised that he would send her a letter if he stayed anywhere. It wasn't that she was trying to control his life. They had both sat down and thought this when his nightmares began. Sadly, he still hadn't sent a letter to her.

“Shade...you better be alright.” Fluttershy softly said, looking at the clock. “Please...”

She hadn't realized how much on edge she was until a knock at the door made her jump in fright. “W-who's there?” She stammered out.

“It's me Flutters! You locked the door!” Fluttershy's face lit up at the sound of her changeling's voice.

Without a second thought, she flew at the door and opened it. She backed up a bit to let Shade enter. As soon as he did, she tackled him, proceeding to lock her mouth around his for a few seconds. When she let him go, she lightly punched his shoulder. “Don't do that! You scared me!”

Shade sheepishly grinned at her. “Sorry. I didn't think I was going to be gone that long. Mom really wanted to talk.”

“I guess.” Fluttershy giggled and trotted over to the living room.

“What did you do today?” Shade asked, sitting on the couch.

Fluttershy hopped on the couch and curled up against Shade. “Pinkie Pie was serving treats to Cheerilee's class today. We were going out today, but I ended up helping her. Then I went to talk with Twilight for a little bit. Oh, and Rainbow showed me a really...interesting trick she wanted to see if you could try.”

“Please.” Shade said. “You know I can't fly that well.”

Fluttershy smiled. “You can shift into her form you know.” She rested her hoof on Shade's chest. “Did you leave your necklace here?” 

“Must have.” Shade said, standing. “I'll go grab it.” He walked into the kitchen.

“Don't forget to shift into your changeling form! You promised!” The pegasus called back.

“I know!” He replied. Fluttershy stood up and passed by the kitchen, stopping at the foot of the stairs. Something was off about Shade. She thought back to the morning. Shade had his necklace on before he had left. She remembered checking for it when he was having his nightmare. How did it leave his neck and end up here?

“Shade?! Didn't you have your necklace on when you left?” Fluttershy asked, getting a cold feeling in her stomach. She started to walk around the room towards the front door. “How did it get back here-Uh!” Fluttershy collapsed to the ground, a large bruise on the back of her head.

Shade stood above her, levitating a frying pan. “Sorry about that, 'sweetheart.' I needed some insurance.” His eyes flashed blue as he grinned.

	
> Child-Like Faith
> --------------------------------------------------------------------------

Chapter 8-Child-like Faith

That night was one of the first nights I had without nightmares ever since Discord's return. Well rested, I laid my plans out for the day. 

“Alright, I'll read up on the library about hexs and tracking devices, practice some of my defensive spells...” I stopped as I heard a knock at the door. “Yes?”

“Shade, remember that the fillies are coming to tour the castle today!” I heard my mother yell. “Try to clean your room a little bit, alright?”

“It is clean!” I yelled, before I heard her chuckle. She was messing with me, so she was in a better mood. Or at least I hoped. 

“They'll be here in about five minutes.” She replied, opening the door to see me lying on the ground, notebook in front of me. “Plans?”

I shrugged. “Just a few. I completely forgot about the tour today though.”

Celestia smiled at me. “Go and welcome them for me, will you? After that, feel free to do what you want.”

I paused. “Wait, are you going to have them see my room?”

My mother winked and walked away. “Why not?”

. . .

Five minutes later, I was at the front of the castle with Cheerilee's class, arguing with the guard. “Please, Armor Spike. They're foals! I don't think that they are a threat to anypony in here.”

Armor was very, very stubborn though. “Even so, I need to check them. You don't know if any of them are concealing weapons.”

I pressed my hoof to my face as Cheerilee spoke up. “Sir, I went though their bags myself. We have no weapons.”

The stallion rubbed his chin. “I don't know...”

“For crying out loud!” I snapped. “All of you, please turn to your left.” The schoolfoals stopped talking and all faced the wall. I concentrated and shot a thin green beam of light into everypony's schoolbag, causing them to disappear and for us to see what was in them.

“See! No weapons!” I said. “Now can you please drop it?” Armor scanned all of the bags, nodded to us and walked off. “Sorry about that.” I said to the teacher as the foals started to chatter. “He's a little paranoid, but he means well.”

As Cheerilee was about to speak, my mother walked into the room. Everypony bowed except me. After Celestia had claimed me as hers, she refused to let me bow to her anymore.

“Princess, thank you for having us.” Cheerilee said.

My mom shook her head. “The pleasure is mine. Shall we begin the tour?” She turned and winked at me before giving me a hug and walking off, the class following.

I was about to head off myself until I was tackled by Apple Bloom and Sweetie Belle, my close friends. Didn't matter that they were only fillies, Sweetie Belle had actually traveled with me when my father had killed my reputation.

“Hey you two!” I happily said, squeezing them. “Where's Scootaloo?”

Sweetie pouted. “She couldn't make it. I don't think Miss Cheerilee even knows though. She forgot to take attendance.”

I glanced up, seeing the class was about to exit the room. “What if she was here anyway?” My friends glanced at each other, then looked at me and smiled.

Now, I had been known for being a little bit of a trouble maker when it came to being with the Cutie Mark Crusaders. Having the ability to perfectly replicate any pony helped with that. Fortunately, this wasn't gonna be as mischievous, unless spying on my mother's tour is a bad thing. My body shimmered, and I shrank down to the size of a schoolcolt. I grew tiny wings, my coat turned orange and my mane turned purple.

“Perfect.” I said in her voice. “Come on!” The three of us dashed off to catch up to the group.

. . .

I never realized how many rooms that Celestia didn't want to show other ponies. Not because they were bad, just...not normal. Either way, we stopped quickly at the library, where my mother let us read for a while. We ate a rather nice meal in the kitchen. I speculated that my mom had asked the cooks to prepare something special. We even went into the armory. Cheerilee didn't let any of us touch anything though.

As we went upstairs to where we all lived, I was thinking hard. Why was I hoping to expect from pretending to be my friend and join the tour? Seeing as how my brain couldn't come up with an answer, I kept walking. 

We passed by Luna's room, which wasn't a surprise seeing as she was asleep and mine, which kinda WAS a surprise. Now I had no idea why I had to clean it up. Ah well.

When we reached my mother's room, it always made me smile. The ceiling had a giant sun painted on the ceiling and the rays from it extended down the walls. Whenever Celestia turned the lights on, the sun and the beams lit up, illuminating the whole room. It was truly beautiful.

“So my little ponies, did you have any questions for me before we move on to the last part?” My mother asked.

Nopony moved, except for Sweetie. “Why is that moon over there?” She pointed to a corner of the room.

My mother smiled. “That is a reminder. Even though I love my day, I always remember that I need to make way for the night.”

I sat deep in thought. Make way for the night... Maybe I needed to push something away, or bring something closer? I knew that she wasn't talking to me, but I couldn't help wondering. Suddenly I was hit by a thought. I was so focused on what I could do for everypony so that I wasn't hurting my reputation. But what was I doing for myself? Maybe I needed to really take time for myself. Not with my family, or my friends, but for myself once in a while. I continued to think about it as we moved on.

. . .

Our final stop was actually my room. Of course. Celestia magically opened the door and we all filed in. My room was sky blue, sort of like my mother's but it was also covered in clouds. I have butterflies on the walls, but you couldn't see them behind all of my drawings.

“This...this is my son's room.” Celestia attempted to compose herself. “This was a guest room, but it became Shade's when I brought him here.”

Diamond Tiara raised her hoof. “So, he lives here then. What's with all of the drawings?”

My mom looked at her. “Shade loves to draw. When he was here after I told him about his family, he spent quite a lot of time in here. He'd come out to eat, but most of the time he was in here, quietly drawing.” 

Apple Bloom spoke up then. “So, what brought him out of his depression?”

When my mother looked at her, it felt like a barrier was shattered in my mind. I remembered what happened now, but I had blocked it out. And now, I was eager to hear it again.

“I did.” Celestia said. “I was afraid. No, I was being a coward. I didn't think about how badly it would hurt Shade to not tell him for so long until he almost died. He was struggling with the past, and it was my fault. So, I finally took the courage I needed to talk to him. I didn't need to though.” She stopped and looked directly into my eyes. “When I walked into his room, I simply held him and cried. We both cried. And I remember exactly what I told him.”

I tentatively raised my hoof. “What did you say, Princess?”

My mother smiled. “I told him that no matter what happened in the past or in the future that he was my son. And he would always be my son. And I'm sure that he'll remember that when he needs to.”

That was it. I couldn't tell what had been holding me back from...whatever it was. But it didn't matter now. My eventual death, my nightmares, anything. I guess that I had been so worried about disappointing my mother, that it was keeping me from trying to fix anything. Hence the nightmares and the fact that I was beaten by that unicorn. But now, now I was truly ready. I was ready to go after Chrysalis. And as I looked up at my mother's eyes, I saw her wink at me. I grinned. She had known the whole time.

. . .

As soon as I was able to hide from the group, I shifted into Soarin and launched myself towards the edge of the Everfree. It took a few minutes and me surprising the ponies in Ponyville when I swooped down to snag some emotions, but I quickly reached Fluttershy's. I wanted to apologize for not sending a letter and explain what my plan was.

When I landed, I trotted up to the door. I was JUST about to call out her name, until I saw that the door was slightly open.  

Fluttershy never left the door open.

I quietly slipped inside, shifting into my unicorn form. I saw that her animals were outside, which meant that she had wanted us to be alone. I swiftly crossed over to open the door, and I fed the animals, thus seeing the worst thing I had ever seen in my entire life.

There was a folded piece of paper on the table with my name on it. I crossed over and picked it up, resting on the couch. I quickly unfolded and read it.

Dear Shade,
This was really hard For me to consider, but I had to come tO this conclusion. It's you, Shade. We can't be together anymore, and I'm not just talking about us being togetheR. We can't see each other evEr again. You're too dangerous and I can't risk my friends or my animalS any longer. I'm sorry, but this is the way iT has to be.
Sincerely,
Fluttershy

Okay, I'll be honest. I lost it. Completely. I freely cried. Fluttershy had promised to love me when she had accepted the necklace. So, why would she do this? And not even to my face? Tears started to freely flow. I put the letter on the coffee table and silently wept for a while. 

At least, until I opened my eyes, and they rested on a frying pan. “In the living room?” I thought. I stood up, walked over and lifted it. It had a small dent in the bottom. “This hit something, but what?”

Then I had a horrible thought. “No, not again.” I ran over and carefully stared at the necklace. Fluttershy had extremely neat handwriting. But, in this letter her handwriting was sloppy. Not only that, she kept putting capitals where they didn't belong. It's possible that she was...

“Sending me a message?” I tore out of the living room and snatched up a pen and another piece of paper. Sitting down next to the letter, I wrote out the capital letters.

F. O. R. E. S. T. 

Forest.

It all clicked together. The animals left outside, the door left open and the pan in the living room. Somepony attacked Fluttershy and took them with her, after trying to fool me.

Everything took on a reddish tinge. I glanced in a mirror and saw that my eyes were blood red.   Wiping the tears from my eyes, I snarled. “Okay Chrysalis. You and I. This ends today, I promise you that.” Without a second thought, I shifted into my changeling form and launched out of the house, heading toward the forest, determined to end this fight.
	
> End of Shadows
> --------------------------------------------------------------------------

Chapter 8-End of Shadows

Fluttershy truly did love her changeling. Even though being with him caused her to be alienated, attacked, used in a plot to drive him out of  town and of course, kidnapping. 

But if she continued to be kidnapped to bring him to her, she was going to have a serious talk with him.

“Let me go!” Fluttershy strained against the metal chain holding her to the tree. She was in the Everfree Forest with Misty, waiting for Shade to arrive.

Misty scoffed. “Please. Why would I do that?”

Fluttershy racked her brains. “Because, he won't ever look for me here! Yeah, so you should just let me go.”

The changeling started laughing. “Oh come on. You think that I didn't notice your little “code” in the letter? Good job trying to pass it off as being nervous.”

Fluttershy fumed in anger. She realized what she had done, lured Shade into a trap. And he'd come, she knew that. But the pegasus was confused. “Shade trusts you right now. Why did you even have to kidnap me?”

Landing in front of Fluttershy, Misty got right in her face. “Here's the thing, pegasus. I don't like you. In fact, I'd go as far as saying that I rather hate you. You stole Shade from me and for a while I didn't know what to do. But now, it's clear to me. My mother said that it was okay for me to kill you, so that's what is gonna happen when he arrives.”

“But, that won't make Shade like you!” Fluttershy gasped. She didn't like Misty, but she knew that Shade would more than likely kill her if she died. “He'll kill you!”

Misty giggled like a schoolfilly. “Here's the thing. Remember that little bite on Shade's neck? Well, it's actually a spell we put on him to control his soul.” As Fluttershy's eyes widened, she continued. “My plan is rather simple. He'll arrive, I'll end your life and weaken him by draining his life force. Eventually, he'll learn to love me, and forget you.”

Fluttershy gritted her teeth. “It'll never work.”

Misty bared her fangs. “Even if it doesn't, you will still die.” Fluttershy tried to keep up a straight face, but she hung her head and let the tears flow.

Both of them were quiet for a while, until Misty spoke up again. “Listen pegasus. I'll admit, I don't truly hate you as much as I used too. It hurt me when Shade brushed me off without a second thought. I thought that, if he didn't have any distractions then he would finally look at me.”

Fluttershy refused to say a word. This was all Misty's decision now, and she didn't want to push her in any direction. 

“My mother told me that I could choose. Your life, or his. I don't understand why she would want Shade dead anyway.” The changeling looked at Fluttershy. “At first, it was a complete no-brainier, I kill you and force Shade to love me.” She slammed her hoof on the ground. “Why am I suddenly second-guessing myself?!”

Both of them glanced upward as Fluttershy's necklace began to glow. “Shade, go away...” she whispered. 

A green circle appeared on the ground. A thin stream of light rose from it and started wrapping around in a circle. It went faster and faster until there was a cylinder of green light. When the light dispersed, a dark blue unicorn with a green mane and yellow tail stood there.

Fluttershy had never been so happy and so upset to see her changeling as the same time.

“Misty!” Shade yelled, flash teleporting in front of the changeling. “What is this?!”

Misty expanded a thin shield, knocking him away. “I thought I knew, but I'm not so sure now. I was going to kill your mare as you watched, but...”

Shade walked up to the shield, wrapping his hoof in a green aura. He slammed his hoof on the shield, shattering it. “But?”

“I can't do it.” Misty looked up at Shade, tears in her eyes. “Just a few minutes ago, I was so confident in my plan. So sure. Nothing was going to get in the way.”

“Then what stopped you?” Shade asked. “What's stopping you right now from killing her and doing whatever you were going to do with me?”

Fluttershy wasn't sure why Shade reminded Misty that she wanted to kill her, but she sensed that Shade had something he was going for. 

Misty pointed at Fluttershy. “Her eyes.” Shade just calmly stood in front of Misty, staring at her until she continued. “Right before she looked down and started crying, I looked at her eyes. And I saw myself in them. When you chose her instead of me, I had her same expression. Hopelessness. And I couldn't go though with  it. I still can't.”

“What are you going to do then?” Shade asked.

Misty looked at Shade, then at Fluttershy. She looked back towards Shade and sighed. Her horn lit up and Fluttershy's chains melted away. “Something different.”

Fluttershy was itching to tackle her changeling, but she stood still as Shade hugged Misty. “What's stopping us from all being friends?” she thought. 

After Misty let him go, Fluttershy saw her whisper something to Shade and blush. Shade laughed, ran over and hugged her.

As Fluttershy relaxed in his arms, he whispered to her. “I didn't know you like kissing females.”

Fluttershy blushed and hit him. “I thought it was you.”

Shade partly broke the hug and pressed his lips to hers. She held it with him for a few precious seconds then parted. “That is me.” He said with a smile.

“Listen.” Misty said, causing the couple to turn. “I'm sorry. I don't think that you'll see me anymore.”

“Where will you go?” Fluttershy asked.

Misty shrugged. Fluttershy stepped towards her, but as she did Shade yelped.

“Shade?” The two females looked back.

Shade's eyes widened. “Run!” Just then, a powerful explosion knocked all three of them to the ground. When Fluttershy recovered enough to stand, she saw Shade floated in a transparent blue ball.

“No!” Misty yelled, dashing towards the ball. She slammed into her mother, who had materialized in front of the ball and bounced backwards.

“Well, that was really touching.” Chrysalis said “But I think it's my turn to have a chat with our friend here.” She tapped the ball, and it disappeared with Shade still inside.

“Wait! Bring him back!” Fluttershy snapped.

Chrysalis widened her eyes. “Well, a little aggressive are we? Protective? Hmm.”

Misty tried to reason with her. “Mom. What are you doing? I thought you said that we weren't going to hurt him!”

“I know that.” Chrysalis said. “I lied.” She narrowed her eyes. “And you were going to help them, I see? Well, we will talk about this a little later. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to have a little talk with royalty.” She laughed and disappeared, lightning flashing across the sky.

“We have to go after her!” Fluttershy yelled. She took off into the air and slammed into a invisible barrier.

Misty tried to cast a spell, but it fizzled out. “Fluttershy, I'm sorry. We're trapped.” She sat down and held her head in her hooves. “Trapped, while Shade's alone.”

Fluttershy landed next to her, dazed. “What can we do?”

Misty's body shook. “Pray. Pray that I didn't doom him by luring him here.”


. . .


The world was spinning as I picked myself off of the ground. I shook my head and groaned. Heaven forbid I actually spend time with Fluttershy before something bad happens, like it always does. I took a look around and saw that I was in a open field. No clouds in sight, and the Everfree Forest was way in the distance.

I barely had a chance to put my thoughts together as Chrysalis appeared in front of me. I bared my fangs at her. 

“Come on, Shade. Can't we have pleasant conversation?” She asked, grinning.

“Not with you.” I hissed. “It's time to end this fight.” 

Chrysalis smiled at me. “Of course. But first, I want you to meet someone.” She raised her head and lightning flashed from it. I was afraid that she was going to strike me, but the lightning flashed down and struck the ground. When the dust cleared, a changeling the size of Sweetie Belle was there. 

Then he turned, looked at me, smiled and said the one word that I never expected to hear. “Daddy!”

“What.” I deadpanned, in shock. The baby changeling trotted over and latched onto my leg. “You're...my son?”

“Aw, he does look like his father.” Chrysalis said.

I couldn't believe what was happening. The blue eyes, the tiny horn, the green mane. He had to be mine, but... “With who?”

Chrysalis tilted her head. “What happened during the last nine months, Shade?”

“Well, I had peace from seeing you.” I snapped.

“True, but what about the last time you saw me?” She said.

I though back, trying to remember. Until, a memory hit me right in the head.

“I'll tell you when you wake up. It looks like it's time for you to take a little nap.” Chrysalis and Misty pointed their horns and me and covered me with a green mist. Immediately I was tired. As I fell asleep again, I thought I saw Chrysalis climbing onto the table on top of me. 

I gasped and shook my head. “No! It was just my imagination! It had to be!” I winced as another memory struck me.

I slowly opened my eyes again, but his time it was much more painful. My body was sore from the waist down, like I had been exercising.

I looked down at the baby changeling and picked him up. “I know...”

“See here's the thing Shade.” Chrysalis said. “You're strong, but you aren't strong enough. So, I needed some of your essence in a physical form, and there he is.”

I knew. I understood how this beautiful changeling existed. 

Chrysalis had raped me so that she could have a child with my powers.

The changeling queen nodded. “Ah, I see you understand.”

“How...could you?” I whispered, setting the baby down. 

“It was all part of our plan Shade.” Chrysalis said. “After your mother and your aunt defeated Discord, we changelings had to hide ourselves. We weren't nearly strong enough to take them on. So, what did we do? We waited, and planned.”

I sat down, letting my son hop on my head.

The changeling queen continued. “We changelings have our own magic, as you well know. Instead of attacking, we developed a way to store our magic. Whenever a queen became pregnant, we transferred our power to that infant.”

“Though the generations, the changeling queen grew stronger.” I said.

Chrysalis nodded. “Years passed, until nine thousand and eighty years after we began, it was my turn. I gave birth to Misty, but the birth went wrong. She rejected all of the magic that we tried to give her.”

I thought for a moment. “Why didn't you have another foal then?”

“No other changeling had the power I needed for a foal that could accept the magic.” She replied. “So, at this point, I am a creature that is almost all magic. Misty would have been the final piece in our plan, but I needed to improvise. So I thought, why not defeat Celestia with her own blood?”

“That's when you charmed her, isn't it?” I asked.

“I knew that Celestia would have to mate with someone that had as much power as she did for my plan to work.” Chrysalis said. “I chose Discord because I had the ability to control him. So, I tricked Celestia to the Everfree, charmed her, and...”

“I know what happened next!” I yelled, not wanting that picture in my head.

Chrysalis just smiled. “When Celestia became pregnant, I cast a spell to turn you into a changeling. That way, it would be easier for me to control you. When she gave birth, I helped her with you for a month, then erased her memory and sent her to Canterlot.”

“Then she hid me.” I said.

“Not exactly.” Chrysalis said. “When you were seven, my mother made the mistake of trying to retake you. It failed, and she was killed because of it. Celestia mind-wiped all of Equestria to make everypony forget that you existed as her son and made you her assistant.”

Chrysalis started to pace around me and the baby. “So time passes, and you finally grow up. You already know about what happened after I finally got my hooves on you.” I winced and looked back at the baby. “By the way, his name is Null.”

“Null...” I said quietly, staring into my son's eyes.

“He's everything you were supposed to be, but I had to take a few extra steps.” Chrysalis said. “He is true magic now, everything I needed. I let Discord out to distract you from finding me, and I let Misty attack you for the same. But now...” She levitated Null from my back into her hooves. “It's finally time to finish what my ancestors started.”

For a strange reason, I started to panic. “What are you doing?!”

Chrysalis simple smiled and spoke to Null. “Say bye to Daddy.”

The baby gurgled happily and waved his legs. “Bye, Daddy!”

Something bad was about to happen. “Chrysalis, please. Don't do what you're about to do.”

“Sorry Shade.” She said with a evil smile. “Blame your mother.” She raised a hoof to Null's neck.

“No! Don't!” I dashed at her.

With a quick flash of her hoof, she sliced my son's neck open.

“NULL!!!” I screamed.

The baby changeling's eyes widened and he started coughing. “Dad..dy.” He managed to say. I almost reached him, but Chrysalis blasted me away. I landed hard on my side.

Chrysalis held the dying changeling up and shut her eyes. I saw a bluish glow flow from my son into her. When it ended, she dropped the corpse of my son, no OUR son.

“What...did you DO?!” My eyes glowed red and my fangs fully extended.

Chrysalis sighed. “He served his purpose. He was only born to serve as a vessel for the last of the magic I needed to take over Equestria. Now his soul is mine, and I am finally ready.” She narrowed her eyes at me. “Just about.”

“Not if I can help it.” I snarled. 

Chrysalis gave me a truly evil grin. “Yeah, you think that this is the part where we have our final battle, huh? Guess what Shade. You already lost.”

Before I could move a muscle, she was right beside me. She swatted me into the air, grabbed me with magic and slammed me into the ground. I stood up only to take a magical laser to the chest, sending me back to the dirt.

I tried to shift, but I couldn't. It was like the shock of seeing my son die was hurting me. But I knew that it was only Chrysalis. I couldn't win at this rate, but I stood up.

Chrysalis turned towards me and raised a hoof. Instantly the bite mark spread lightning over my whole body.

“AHHHHH!!!!!” The burning pain threw me to the ground where I writhed in agony.

“You see, Shade. You were always mine. Isn't it just beautiful?” She taunted me. 

I finally pushed away the pain of the lightning, when it happened. Chrysalis rushed forward and slammed into me, forcing me onto my hind hooves. Then, she rushed forward and stabbed me in the heart with her horn.

I fell to the ground, horrible burning pain flowing though my body. I couldn't even move in agony. I sensed Chrysalis stand in front of me as my vision flickered.

I looked up, the pain eating away at every fiber of my being. I'd never been stabbed like that before. No emotions, empty necklace. I was going to die here, at the hooves of my worse enemy.

And I couldn't stop it. I never could have stopped it.

"By the way." Chrysalis leaned in close to my broken body. "Would you like to know the first thing I'm going to do once you're gone? No, it's not to hurt your mother, the biological bond will take care of that."

Wonderful. My death WAS going to weaken my mother. But she drove the final stake in deeper.

"No, the first thing I will do is take your marefriend." As my face registered horror, she gave me a truly evil grin. "Yes. First she'll be brought here, to see your corpse. Then after I've flung your body to the winds, she'll be my personal slave. I will destroy her, mentally and physically. I'm going to break her Shade, and after I do, she will curse your name." She laid down and whispered in my ear. "She will become mine completely. That is your legacy, Shade. Embrace it, it will be your last thoughts."

It was over for me. I had truly failed, or maybe I never had a chance. I sank down to the ground. I had just enough strength for four, four final words.

"Mom...Fluttershy...I'm sorry..."

Then darkness covered my eyes, and my soul


. . .


Chrysalis looked at the fallen body of her enemy. Smiling, she cast a teleportation spell to finish the last of her revenge. 

Misty and Fluttershy appeared out of nowhere and landed. Immediately Fluttershy noticed Shade and ran over to him.

Misty however, because to snap at her mother. “What did you DO?! That wasn't part of the plan!”

“You won't speak to me like that, Dancing Mist. I control how the plan goes. And, I think it went rather well.” She said as she heard the sound of crying.

“Shade, please! Wake up!” Fluttershy held her hoof to his heart, but it wasn't beating. She checked for a pulse, and did all she could but it was no use. She saw all the blood that had pooled under his body and finally had to accept the truth. He was gone.

“Shade!!!” Fluttershy yelled, then collapsed, brokenly weeping. Misty also had tears in her eyes as she saw Null's body.

“Finally.” Chrysalis said, smiling. “Are you prepared Equestria? Because it's time for the biggest change you've ever seen!” She bared her fangs to the sky, laughing manically. 
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Hey. Hey guys.

There's a alternate ending for this.