> disappear > by KraZeeshade > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- > chpt. 1 > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I cant live without her. shes my best friend.our lives revolved around one anothers.we arent individuals really we are two halves of one pony.I never thought this would happen i wouldnt have expected this in a million years.life here is calm nothing like this happens.WHY!!!WHY DID THIS HAPPEN!!!Bonbon had lived in a state of dream no a state of nightmare for a while,after she lost her best friend Lyra it didnt feel real but unfortunately it was.Lyra was a good innocent pony she didnt deserve this kind of end,yet it happened.She had been sitting on a bench on a cold day while everypony else was inside,under a snug blanket in the cozy safety of their own home.Lyra was well liked among the citizens of ponyville,she got along with everyone.Bonbon saw it happen.as she approached Lyra there was a scream and gust of wind Lyra was gone all that was left was a small puddle of blood on the park bench.Bonbon kept remembering that moment. she relived it in her dreams,she hated it and wanted it to go away... but it wouldnt.I have to get rid of myself then since i c-cant get ri-d of ithe memoris..she stuttered full of panic.this is it.she leaped out of her window kicking off the floor as hard as her thin bones would let her.the homemade noose tightening as she slowly fell towards the dirt everything seemed to take hours.Bonbon saw the trees slightly move,the leaves fall,then her own tears and blood trickle in front of her GAH!! bonbon exclaimed oh no she thought this wasnt supposed to happen!!?!?!!?? how?!her knot hadnt killed her she hung over the ground as blood sweat an tears poured out of her neck and eyes.she tried to scream but couldnt.her throat had been torn apart.no no no no no no NOOOOOOO!!!. now it was only a matter of time before she slowly slipped into oblivion...huh Lyra? bonbon saw a thin green blur.."Bonbon come with me"."Lyra i cant im tied".. wait she cant hear my thoughts.. how will she know what i want to say?"its okay bonbon."said Lyra come with me.Bonbon slipped from the noose and fell to the ground dead she hadnt been able to take the loss of her friend Lyra and so she ended her own life.No pony noticed.They were all asleep.Docile dreams were all they knew.Fluttershy had been bonding with bonbon a lot lately trying to support her after the loss of Lyra.Fluttershy was that kind of pony she was the bearer of the element of kindness and she was always that way. **** Fluttershy awoke in a dark forest was it the everfree forest? yes,yes it was she thought. what are those?,she pondered as she stared into the deep black emptiness. she knew she wasnt really seeing it with her eyes, but it was real she was seeing it.four glowing eyes stared back from the two shadows.They felt like they were peering into her very soul. her small meek soul."who are they?"WHOOSH!!! the two ponies dashed towards her. so fast she couldnt discern who they were she didnt recognize their bulky muscular frame.The first bigger pony was like big macintosh but taller. the other was small and skinny,nothing but muscle and bone.The bigger pony slammed his gigantic hoof into fluttershys face.As she fell back she saw the smaller one getting closer and closer.AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! fluttershy awoke on the floor next to her bed.oh it was a dream she checked the clock 2:34. GAHHH!!! she heard another scream it came from Bonbons house. fluttershy tripped as she dashed towards the door"oh sorry angel i didnt see you there."the small rabbit sat on the floor obviously not pleased.fluttershy ran out the door and then she saw it **************************************************************************************************************************************************************** black wings,black mane,black horn.Black as night.The very shade that could grab ahold of your soul and crush it.Bonbon was laying in the reddish brown dust.Her neck torn and bent at an unnatural angle.Fluttershy couldnt stand the sight.She was a gentle pony she wasnt meant for this kind of stuff,it was horryifying.THOSE BLACK STALLIONS!!!!!!!they were the ponies from her nightmare that very night!!! how?She ran toward them screming GO AWAYYYY!!! it was the loudest she had ever shouted.ever. the stallions pounced at her screeching 50 times loudr it was terryifying.like nails on a chalkboard...Fluttershy fell .her light bones feeling as heavy as bricks,and though making barely a sound,it made a sound to her.Bells ringing in her head.Pounding...Pounding...ringing...ringing.then,the highest frequency she ever heard.she pried her eyes open,seeing the stallions gaping jaws and glowing white eyes.her ears started bleeding profusely. her left eardrum had been ruptured.Fluttershy nailed her hooves on the ground and dragged her body towards Bonbons.. the stallions then grabbed Bonbon and Fluttershy and fled to the sky, beating their wings. The world blurred as she floated toward the sky.She thought that she saw Bonbon smile for a second. she had to escape but Bonbon was dead. Why did they want her? Fluttershy flailed as much as her broken leg pounding headache and blurred vision would let her.Her hoove caught the smaller pony right under the wing, and with another earsplitting scream it released her.She fell.Again.and as if dropping through the night sky wasnt dizzying enough she still had to deal with her inner ear having been ruptured causing her sense of direction to go haywire.everything went black. ugh im tired of blacking out,its really annoying what?hey this is rainbow dash's house in the clouds...but.where is she?BOO!! came a scratchy voice which belonged to rainbow dash.''hahahahahaha gotcha!''but fluttershys mind drifted to more important matters as of now.was this all just another dream.alsmost as if reading her thoughts,dash's smile faded.''you were laying in sweet apple acres...Applejack found you while she was trying to tech Applebloom to buck.Then we brought you over here''so it wasn't a dream'' thought Fluttershy