What? She didn't love me!

by Sleepy_meep_92

First published

A love between a unicorn and a pony grew in the unicorn's heart. The problem, is that the other doesn't share the same feelings.

Lyra was always behind one's shadow, either walking simultaneously or trying to confess her love to her friend, BonBon. She is very persistent.
But when she is hurt knowing that her love is not returned, lyra is heartbroken. But now she makes sure that nobody can love her if she can't. Even if she doesn't get praised.
No one is safe.

Love! I'm impatient!~

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Day one;
Today was eventful! I and the others went to see my princess friend, Twilight Sparkle! She missed all of us, as much as we missed her, and we hung out for half the day. Before she had to return to her royal duties, of course.

Lyra jotted this down in her journal. She loved writing memories. Even when it's about BonBon, her long-wanted crush, she wished that one day the feelings she felt would be seen on her face. But even her, knew that that wasn't coming anytime soon.

After setting up her table with tea and cake, she waited for her special guest to come. Seem to have run late, likely due to her having no fast way of traveling, except for running, finally arrived and knocked weakly on her door, exhausted from the urgency.

"H-hey! I'm here! Lyra?" The beige-coated pony knocked repeatedly on her door. lyra whipped around and trotted lovingly towards the door. When opened, BonBon face planted on her teal carpet. Lyra just laughed and used a wisp of magic to lift her friend off the ground and onto the large sofa. While her and BonBon enjoyed a slice of butterscotch frosting cake, Lyra cleared her throat, as she began to ask her question.

"So,.....I've been meaning to ask....why did you move to Canterlot? Is Ponyville really that bad?"

BonBon realized where this was going, she lightly laughed, and put her hoof over her nervous friend.

"No, it was never that, I just had some family problems, you know that. I would've stayed, but I couldn't, sorry for worrying you." She had replied as she placed down her tea. She stared at her friend, then at the ground nervously chuckling.

Lyra knew what this meant. BonBon was nervous. She was scared of the future and now. She was scared to tell Lyra something that is very important to her.

"Well! I have to go soon....as in...well, right now."
The room filled with an awkward silence as the two stared at each other, or the floor. Nobody spoke for a while. Lyra, out of processing the fact that she still hasn't asked her, and BonBon, mainly out of thinking that one move could create a disturbance in the very household.

"Uh..I guess I'll see you around, then."
"Ok, see you around, Lyra."
"Yeah...see you...."
The unicorn watched as the pony left her doorstep, and headed toward a train.
Lyra threw herself on the couch.
She wasn't tired.
or relieved.
She was angered.
"What does she mean 'because of family problems?!' damn, that's a bunch of hay barrels!" She retorted as she stood up, thrusted a pillow at her window, and plopped back on her couch. I don't get it! How can she be so happy and bright when she left her best friend behind! She thought as she levitated the pillow back on her couch. She laid there, unknowingly not knowing that, she wouldn't be able to visit anymore.


The next day came as a boring dull, since BonBon didn't visit Ponyville, Lyra was stuck alone. Since she was bored, she went into town to hang out, talk to some of her friends, and watch Pinkie Pie as she came out of her bakery urgently. She forgot about a cake in the oven. Her face was all burnt. The kids although thought it was funny, so Pinkie played along, to not get them worried while she rushed to get a fire extinguisher.
Hmm, so I'm not the only one with unexpected happenings going on.
Lyra appeared at Rarity's boutique, and walked over to the counter, rang the porcelain bell at the front, and waited for someone to come over. While waiting, she admired a lovely dress full of elegant jewels and embroidery. Just then, the side of the dress that was hanging off the stand was lifted back up with sky blue magic.

"Hun, if you want the dress, I'll discount it 50% off, darling." Noted a white unicorn with curly dark purple hair. She stared at the unicorn over the counter questionly "Or is it for a special somepony?~"

Lyra's face flustered up at that statement, which made her turn away while covering her face with hair. Rarity seemed to chuckle in a teasing way as she reached for some felt on the counter for a dress. Lyra them slouched into a pancake position, and sighed heavily.
"Either way, I can't confess, she's always somewhere or with somepony, never stopped for a visit until yesterday when she came LATE."

Rarity looked at her like she saw a poor puppy in the hands of timberwolves. "Well, hun, at least she tries. She has a life, Lyra. And if it's really that bad, then that's reasonable that she'd be busy most of the time, give her a bit of a break."

When that was said, Lyra pouted a big pout. She probably believed that this wasn't helping, either, because she was about to leave when Rarity grabbed her hoof.
"Darling, just bare with her, she must be overworked and not realizing it, try to talk to her, and here."
She gave Lyra a box held with a magenta ribbon placed on it, labeled 'BonBon's Wish'.
"wha/-'
"She's been wanting an outfit like this,' She continued. "She thought it was sold out, but I realized I had an extra in the back."

Lyra looked at the box, then back at her, and she lifted it up and walked out, but she heard Rarity shout 'Don't put out your confession so bluntly after the gift is given!'


It has been 4 days since Rarity had given Lyra the box. She already asked BonBon if she could come over, but she replied that it won't be till late at night. So she placed the box on the top of her drawer. What if she won't come? What if she's 'busy' again? What if she moves again?!?!?
Her whole mind was spinning around with thoughts. She didn't know what was going to happen tonight, but if it's bad, she knows she won't be to blame.

Dusk turned to night as Lyra waited for somepony to arrive. It was not early, but she came in with a halt at her doorstep, knocked, and was brought in.

"So," She said, out of breath, "you needed me?"
Lyra nodded as she walked to the box delicately wrapped. And handed it to her friend, silently standing there. BonBon carefully unwrapped the box to reveal a beautiful rose-tinted pink dress with a gemstone collar and a golden earring.
"Oh my! This is what I've been wanting for so long! Oh! Thank you Lyra!" She beamed as she gave a huge bear hug onto the now pale-faced unicorn.
"A-air-" She gasped with a huff.
BonBon quickly released her so she could take a breath, then thanked her again.

Lyra was now serious, looking at BonBon with no funny business. BonBon sees the expression, confused, walks back a little and sits down.
"L-Lyra?..."
Lyra's face turned from serious to flustered then to bashful. She wanted to, but she was scared. She opened her mouth, but nothing came out, only silence spread. But after a good whole 10 minutes, she finally spoke.
.
"I wanted...to tell ......you.....that....uhm..."
"Lyra, are you alright?-"
"I LIKE YOU!"

Lyra immediately covered her mouth when those words came out. While BonBon went from worried to sincere.
"Lyra...I..don't know ...how to say this.."
"I get it..we don't have to be marefriends just yet-"
BonBon looked sad, and it shook the love feeling off of Lyra's face. She held Lyra's hoof and took a big gulp before saying;
"I'm sorry, I don't like you...that much..I hope you understand."
Silence filled the room once again.
Lyra's heart dropped.

Sweetie Drops....you made a big mistake

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Lyra jolted out of bed.

She was red in the eyes and hated it, she tossed and looked around where she was.
There it was.
The box that had the gift.
It wasn't a dream.
She'd forgotten last night.
She stared at the empty box angrily and threw it across the bed.
So, I cried myself to sleep after last night, as well as BonBon might've left on behalf of my reaction to her words because on occasions I'm good for tantrums...
Lyra stood up and walked towards her coffee table, where a note laid on it's back, saying 'For Lyra Heartstrings'.

"I'm sorry, I don't like you...that much. I hope you understand."

The words still rung in her ear like a broken record, waiting for itself and sound to be obliterated. All the while though, her anger at this point was replaced with revenge. She spent all of her life trying to get her to be her future marefriend, all for it to be wasted because she doesn't feel the same. What a awful shame. But now....she has something better in mind for the punishment of behalf of this.
If she can't have her.
No. One. Can.


The sun shone brightly outside, making ponies wear sunglasses and such. Making Unicorns use fans to dry their hair and Pegasus to bring clouds to make it less hot. Lyra walked around the deserted climate, searching for her only-target BonBon. It seemed unlucky at first, but she spotted her in the most unlikely place talking with Rarity.
Busy with family issues and life, huh?
She scoffed as she turned herself invisible, to closely hear of the conversation. She couldn't hear much, but she heard enough.
"So...I wanted to thank you, for keeping the dress, I love it, it's so lovely."
"No problem darling, just remember you can come visit anytime you need to."
"Thank you, Rarity."
The rest she couldn't make up of, because her spell was wearing off. So she scurried to the farthest bush, but close enough to see them, at least.

She turned back to her house and scuffed her hooves on the way there, but when she reached for the door.
She had a thought.
A terrible thought.
The thought made her smirk.
What if she had no other friends? Family? Then she would only have me. Only ME.
She stared back at her love.
Then at her house.
Her eyes drew narrow.
She knows what she must do.


In the middle of the night for Ponyville, you can hear a pin drop. And a few whispers coming from insomniac-tic ponies. She crept toward the front door, and made her escape.
It didn't last for very long, her carrying her friend back to her house, it most likely took 6 hours, Lyra wasn't keeping count.

She lifted up the mare with her horn, and with effort, plunged her onto the couch, making the pony jump up in shock of the situation.
"What?! Lyra what in Equestria are you doi-"
She was shut up with a hoof to her face. BonBon pushed the hoof away and looked at her friend in a very concerned way. Lyra just stared. Then she pushed a sly, psychopathic smile. That is what scared the mare. She took a few slides away from her on the couch, oddly shivering.
"What's the matter, BonBon? It's just me!" She promptly laughed as if she'd won a prize. And stared back at her crush. She leaned for a kiss, but had a pillow shoved in her face.
"What's wrong with you?!" She said, now on the floor as she fumbled off the couch. "You cant just ponynap me and then try to kiss me! Didn't I already tell you?! What does it take to get it through your non-existent-brain!"
Lyra halted to a stop at those words. It didn't hurt her, but what did was the words that meant she didn't love her. She hated those words. So she needed to shut them up. Perhaps stitch.
In a matter of seconds, Lyra angrily lifted the mare and thrusted her against a wall. BonBon, coughing blood and tears up, tried to reach for the doorknob, but at that time, a knife was thrown into her hoof. She almost screamed if it wasn't for the patchwork, Lyra had halfway stitched her mouth shut before she could even utter a small help
"Since I assumed you had the time to try and run, I presumed to get rid of a certain somebody before they could save you."
Sure enough, BonBon had turned to the window, and in the glimpse of it you could see the window of the Boutique, in which had a mare with a dark purple mane. Hanging. Added with a knife through the neck. BonBon looked terrified at the picture she saw. But even so, she still needed to find help.
She punched lyra in the face, giving her enough time to find at least somewhere. Since the door was locked, she tried the windows, but they were locked, too. And she couldn't reach upwards with her acing hoof. as another knife was thrown onto her lower right leg, she began to lose blood. Dried blood where her knife in her hoof was, scared to pull it out, and now a knife on her leg. Not to mention her mouth will surely add to the suffering.
Lyra walked through the room she was in, happily lifting her knife to her horn to scrape the blood onto it. She had found her love, and continued to stab and torture her, her screaming was delightful, and she didn't mind ponies from the outside yelling and shouting at her.
It was fun for her, watching her lover bleed to death. Until her last breath. That was when she decided to peel her skin off. She used a knife for that.


"Is she in there?!"
"The psycho should be."
"They said she was In there."
There was a loud bang, then the door busted open, three police officers started to search the house, the two colt-ponies finding blood traces, and gathering evidence.
The third one, the only unicorn, busted door down that had a shield around it. And he had found the culprit, covered in blood and ripped parts of her victim.
"FREEZE!" He held a tazer to her face.
She stood there, highly confused.
"What? She didn't love me!"

Found out.

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He winced at those words.
The police pony held the tazer now to her neck, shoving it on there to make her move.
She gave him a angered glance before getting up from her spot, blowing kisses in the direction of her crush, which had now carved letters in her chest and right foreleg saying ‘LOVE ME’.
The two other officers came into the room as well, one helping the other while the second one went to get something to cover the body.
“You’re despicable.” Muttered the police officer holding her at tazerpoint.
“It’s not like I had a choice.” She smirked and then laughed, staring at him with a crazed look.
He knocked her at the side of her neck, making her cough.
“Take her to the asylum, she deserves no mercy.”
Lyra stared at him hen those words were spilled, but she just silently turned away.
The other officer stayed silent.
“...”
“..Yes. Sir..”