> My last words, to you > by Weisted Machine > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- > Goodbye > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Rainbow Dash, Well, I never thought this would come true, but it is happening now. I'm sorry to say, but I will be leaving, in this world of dark, where I'm heading there is a light. I'm sorry Rainbow, I know this is wrong but I'm fed up with this. I'm tired of everyone pushing me around, and every night I cry myself to sleep. I'm always the doormat, and here's something I thought I would never admit. I have no self confidence, no pride. I've been hurting for years now, and today it was unbearable. After the party last night remember how you all hung out at Twilights house, and no one waited for me except you? That's when I knew it, your the only pony I can tell before I leave. And Rainbow, I thought I'd never tell you this but.. I love you. I have ALWAYS loved you, the first time I laid my eyes on you. Your rainbow mane flowing in the wind while you did your fancy tricks. Even though I'll be gone, I will still remember the time when you let me stay the night at your house when I had nightmares. You were there to comfort me, and no one else. i trust your the only friend who cares. Maybe Twilight, but I'm not so sure. She's to wrapped up in studies to notice me, same with the others. But anyway, I dunno I love you, and that's it. I don't know if you feel the same about me, but I hope you do. I'm afraid to tell you that I will be one of many of Celestia's stars tonight. The pain will be gone, and I will watch you from above. I wish I could have one more moment with you, I want to hold you in my arms one more time... Good bye Rainbow Dash, my best friend and my love. Rest assured knowing I'm in no more pain. Fluttershy. Dear Fluttershy, WHAT DO YOU MEAN IN THE STARS!? Where are you going!? Are you ok!? You know we all care for you, and I'm sorry the others treated you like crap, but truth is, I love you too! And, I don't believe it... If you told me your feelings, I would have stuck at your side, and helped you through this! I'm sorry for being a stuck up jerk most of the time!!!! Come back, please! Your lover, Rainbow Dash Dear Fluttershy, It's been a week since I sent you that letter, and I'm really starting to worry! Where are you!? Dear Fluttershy, Two weeks, Fluttershy. After the third day of your disappearance, The girls came to me asking where you were. I just told them you went on vacation, and they didn't seem convinced but they left. This won't keep up for long!! And I'm actually thinking I'm going insane without you! I want you, I NEED you, and I miss you. Fluttershy, please come back? missing you dearly, Rainbow Dash Dear Fluttershy, Where are you and why aren't you responding to my letters!? It's been a month since I haven't seen you, and the girls are mad I won't speak. You need to come back! For my sake, please? missing you dearly, Rainbow Dash Dear Fluttershy, I re-read your letter, and I think I got what you were saying. At the same time I finished, the girls showed up at my door and told me if I didn't say what I was hiding about you, they would write to Princess Celestia about Fluttershys disappearance. So, I told them. It was a big stress relief, I didn't like hiding it from them. Twilight was the understand what you meant when i said, 'Fluttershys in the stars' and immediately burst to tears. The other girls reaction was no different. I don't get it! When I asked, they said that they will tell me another time! Jerks. Anyway, their all worried, but I worry more. Come home please! Heartbroken and Missing you, Rainbow Dash Dear Fluttershy, I finally understood what you mean... Apple Jack dropped by earlier explaining and at that moment, I lost it. I cried for hours and Apple Jack stayed with me. When it was at least 12 am, Apple Jack had to leave. It's been 8 hours since I found out what you meant, and I'm still crying.... Your funeral is in two days, and ... I don't know what to say. Why did you do it Fluttershy why? I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU! WHY DID YOU DO IS FLUTTERSHY WHY!? Sad and Broken, Rainbow Dash Dear Fluttershy, Today was your funeral. I swear, there was over 100 ponies and animals there and none of them were a dry eye. Even Princess Celestia was crying so hard, she had to take a break. Everyone had something to say about you, and they were all good. When It was my turn, I nearly collapsed but I went anyway. My voice was to shaky to keep still, but I managed to say I loved you. Fluttershy, even though your gone, I won't be the same. Your disappearance.... Is just to... hard to handle, you know? But I soon realized, we won't be separated for ever. One day, we will come together and we will be together. Together for ever. One day, Fluttershy. I'll just wait, no matter how long it will take, I will wait, even if it takes over 50 years my love, I will wait. Goodbye my lover and my bestest friend, Rainbow Dash Rainbow Dash put her quill down, and broke into tears on her table. Dash took all her strength to get back to her hooves and out a door, leading to a balcony showing the sunset and the stars above it. She looked up and looked at the starry sky, looking for something to show a sign Fluttershy was there. Her eyes fell upon a a twinkling star, it was flashing brightly. Rainbow Dash looked at it and shook her head before turning to head inside when a voice called to her from behind. "Oh Rainbow Dash!" Rainbow Dash whipped around to see a ghostly image of Fluttershy, standing before her. Yellow mist poured under Fluttershys hooves, and Rainbow could see the rail of her balcony through her lover. "FLUTTERSHY!" Rainbow Dash called. Fluttershy stiffled a sad smile. "Rainbow Dash.... " "Oh... Why did you leave?" Rainbow felt her tears fall from her face. "Pain drives you to do crazy stuff" Fluttershy laughed a slight. Rainbow looked up. At the same time, they nuzzled each other affectionally. "I can't believe you love me.." Fluttershy whispered and Rainbow Dash pulled away. "You got my letters?" Rainbow asked. Fluttershy nodded. "All of them" She said. At the same time, a different star began flashing and Fluttershy planted a small kiss onto Rainbows snout. "I must leave, but we will see each other again" Fluttershy said before looking back at her lover once more before taking a leap into the sky, running towards the stars. Then she was gone. Rainbow Dash smiled and more tears fell from her eyes, except these weren't tears of sadness, they were tears of joy. Rainbow Dash looked up back into the sky, where she thought she saw Fluttershy's star blinking at her.