> My Little Metro
>  by redsquirrel456
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> Chapter 1
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My name is Lockbox.

It’s a strange name to be sure. But my father… my adoptive father… always told me it was appropriate. It is my cutie mark, after all, simple and boring though it is. I have always had a good sense of where to hide things to keep them safe and sound. I collect things. Always have, and perhaps always will. Usually I find pictures, or books, or toys. Whatever it is that keeps memory alive. Anything that was probably important to somepony, somewhere, in the time before. Like everything else, memories must be preserved and carefully hidden away so they aren’t corrupted.

I’m not sure why I collect things the way I do, except to satisfy my strange, romantic notions of keeping old dreams alive. I think it’s because I know that somepony would appreciate it. If not the owners of the items that crowd my room and adorn my wall, then somepony who will come later, wondering what it is we have lost. What we can one day hope to regain.

It’s hard, trying to believe that the world will ever go back to the way it was. For many years… twenty for me… the metro tunnels beneath Stalliongrad have been our fortress. Our prison. Our home. Crowded beneath the ruins of a once great city we scrabble to survive. There is no Sun to look up to and hope in, no Moon to put our dreams and wishes on. The sky has been burned black, and clouds mock us with rain so cold it burns.  The very ground of our city is blanketed by radioactive poison from the destructive power of enemies whom nopony can seem to remember or care about anymore. We have many choices in which to die, but few that lead to a real life.

I think the worst is the Rot. The inevitable wasting away of bodies that cannot fight against a hostile environment that never lets up. For no air here is pure. Not really. The poisonous magic released by the bombs seeped into every crevice, and the fumes are always there in some form or other. After years of breathing corrupted air and twisted magic, many of our elders die slow deaths as their lungs are destroyed from the inside out. That is, if they live that long, what with the monsters and bandits having full reign over every stretch of tunnel that isn’t monitored. Sometimes even the civilized ponies of another station cause the trouble.

We work hard here in the Metro. We live fast and die young more often than not. If there is an Equestria, or even a habitable world beyond these closed spaces and the sky that never opens, we do not know of it. Radio signals, if they are still being transmitted from somewhere, do not find us. The land is poisonous tundra of snow and ice and twisted trees as far as the eye can see, and nopony has reached us from beyond the city limits, if they are there to make the trip at all. The blasts that leveled our town have hurtled us back to scavenging and improvising our technology. Nopony can reach us to give us new supplies.

Stalliongrad was an old city, slow to embrace change and reluctant to bend knee to Canterlot, and we have paid dearly for our isolation. There are no Elements of Harmony here. No hope of help coming to us. I like to think there are other ponies out there, stubbornly clinging to life, and certainly there must be some pockets of the world that survived the holocaust.

Still, for all my idle dreams, I had always thought our lot in life was certain. In these metro tunnels, we will live, and in them we will die.

But the day Hunter returned… the day fate came to me… nothing would ever be the same again.





My Little Metro: A Tale of Post-Apocalyptic Ponies

Chapter 1

“Is there a hero somewhere, someone who appears and saves the day? Someone who holds out a hoof and turns back time?”

I started the day as I usually did. I woke up and did my morning chores, moved crates around and talked to the traders who came through. I asked if they had anything new in the way of very particular junk nopony else wanted or needed. They had little, since Exiperia was a fairly self-sufficient station and sold more than they bought. I said hello to Sunny Side, my old friend, and shared a drink with him. Sunny Side was my closest companion, though as a pegasi he had it worse than most of the others. Even I, as a simple earth pony, was better suited for a life underground. The pegasi are born with a need to fly, but how can they do that when the air above will destroy them in seconds? It was always depressing, hearing a pony who was happy for everypony else share with me his constant, grating anxiety, the need to spread his wings in open air when there was none left. I gave him my usual condolences and shoulder to cry on. What else could I do?

Like clockwork we parted again as he went to his weekly target practice with the station militia. I then retired to my tiny room to try and organize what I had acquired during the day. I dropped onto my couch that doubled as the bed, enjoying the way the soft cushions accommodated my usual sprawling position. I had lived in this same room for a good ten years now, and looked forward to greeting that same musty run down couch every day until I died. Though it was cramped, and every available space was taken up by junk or my personal belongings or my own body, I felt that made it more snug. My room was like a good blanket, and at least I did not have to share. Chalk that up to being the adopted son of a pony of influence in the station. Trying to ignore the sounds of somepony shouting and music quietly filtering through the thin doors, I lost myself in my day dreams. It was time to stare at the Wall.

I let my eyes run over the thick jungle of pictures and postcards that completely obscured one wall of my room, still images of a beautiful world frozen in its prime. The gleaming spires of Canterlot rose up over all Equestria, the forests of the Whitetail Wood grew happily, tended by pony caretakers. The wonderful buildings of Manehattan, with its architectural triumphs, stood tall and proud. Ponies lived, worked, and smiled. And all I could do was sit and stare at the moments stuck forever on little pieces of paper. I burned each and every scene into my brain, locking it safely away in the recesses of my mind. In there, these ponies and their happiness would live as long as I carried the memory. For a little while at least, I and the old world would connect across time. Ponies long dead would come back to life and frolic in my mind’s eye.

I could do this for hours, imagining what it must have been like to walk on streets that were paved and clean. To breathe air that was always crisp and filled with the smells of a busy day. I liked the pictures that had ponies in them most, especially when they were at a café or a diner, eating and drinking. I liked the fond jealousy of watching them partake of a bounty they knew with blissful conviction would never end. Ponies had had such wealth before, and I liked to think some day we could have it again.

What did their food smell like in those days, I wondered? What did the grass and the trees and the flowers do to one’s nose? How bright were the colors compared to the faded majesty of my modest collection? How did the Sun feel in the day, how did the Moon comfort them at night? What were the Princesses really like, and would they return to heal our world? Such questions kept me up at night, something my father… my adoptive father… would reprimand me for more than once. He didn’t mind that I enjoyed the thoughts of a better world, just that I would lose sleep over it, or worse, get inspired enough to go and do something dangerous for the sake of it.

I dreamed of flowers. Flowers, I thought, probably smelled a bit like a cooked mushroom, or like the strange gasoline smell the bioluminescent pods in the deeper tunnels had. Just cleaner and less acrid, I was sure. Perhaps the bread would have that crisp warm scent of a good blanket that had just been washed? I knew that our bread couldn’t compare to the golden-brown wonders I saw in my pictures. Just thinking about how crunchy they looked made my mouth water, even though I would never know exactly how they tasted. Anything from the time before had to be better than this, though.

I eventually picked up a guitar and gently strummed it with the corner of my hoof. That guitar was one of my most prized possessions. Something that I could create beauty with, and entertain the young ones. The colts and fillies were my favorites, with their bright and hopeful eyes. I adored the way they scurried through the horrors of our world without much care or thought to how terrible things really were. How they had no knowledge of what they were going to face when they were grown. I envied them, and saw a glimpse of an innocent Equestria in those eyes.

I had played for an audience once or twice around the story fires, when the elders would relate to us the stories told to them by their forefathers of the time before the scorched earth. I or another pony more skilled with instruments would sit in a corner and just strum the night away, listening to the quiet drone of old voices regaling us with stories of things we would never see. There came tales of shimmering wonderlands of snow that didn’t freeze your ears off, and great celebrations that would clear the way for spring. Stories of ponies working in harmony and fellowship. Summer days so hot, you would sweat like a pig and love it, staying cool with iced drinks and air conditioning that didn’t break down all the time. Cool autumn nights spent curled up with a lover under a blanket of stars. The world bowed down to us and gave up its provisions happily, and we cared for it in turn. I am not ashamed to admit I cried at more than one of those meetings. We would sit in silence, letting the images fill our heads, comforting us, taunting us. They stayed with me more, though. My memory could hold it.

It was getting to be evening when my father… my adoptive father… knocked on my door, smiling that knowing, grim smile of his. He always knew when I was getting lost in the Wall.

“Hey, Lockbox,” he said in his gentle, slightly nasal tone. “Come on, get up now. There are some ponies I want you to talk to.”

My father... my adoptive father... was always trying to get me to become more active in helping run the station. I think he hoped I would inherit the position of mayor from him. It was not something I looked forward to. Exiperia Station was plagued with problems, not the least of which were being a frontier station on the fringe of the main circle. It kept us away from conflicts between other, more powerful stations, but it also made us vulnerable to attack from other, darker sources. We had been suffering for a long time from a threat my father tried to keep in the inner circle of leadership to keep me and the others from panicking.

“Is it about the alliance with Draft Station?” I asked.

My father shook his head. “No. Right now I think it best if I show you some things that have been kept quiet until now.”

“The attacks?” I asked. I remembered the talk around Exiperia, kept it locked away in the safe of my mind. My father sighed.

“Perceptive as ever, my son,” he said, and gestured with his hoof outside again. “Come on.”

I got up and put on my saddlebags, followed him into the cramped hall, shaking my flanks to get my saddlebags to sit easier on my back. It was amazing that we could stand these conditions, really. A pony could barely turn around without bumping flanks with someone’s door, or other flank. You got used to it, or you went insane. Some of the poor pegasi who couldn’t handle living here have done that, and went stir crazy from the lack of flying and open spaces. Disregarding everything they fought their way into the poisonous air outside, going as far and as fast as they could before they fell. Dying a quick death as their flesh burned and their lungs dissolved, at least they got to spread their wings one last time. The doctors called it “going feather-brained.” It made me very, very glad I was an earth pony.

I followed the graying mane of my father past Sour Grape’s place, where he stood outside the door and gave me and my father a curt nod.

“Lockbox,” he said gruffly, and I returned the nod. Inside Grape’s room I could hear his poor wife griping again about his behavior. Sour Grapes was not the most affectionate of ponies, and his wife complained quite often about his lack of a work ethic.

I was pretty sure she was having an affair with Balderdash, whose place we passed without a word. The stallion was calmly listening to some old world music inside. He loved hearing music and often organized what few parties we could afford, not that we had much occasion for them.

We passed old Granny Turnip’s room, swung around the kitchens where Nuts was gossiping with Bolts over the cooking pots, and began heading upstairs. I recognized Clockwork and Yuletide, two ponies who worked with the livestock, playing cards in the hall. My father gave them a vague reprimand which they barely acknowledged, as he did almost every time they passed. My father was a dour pony, but he didn’t like to bring an iron hoof down on anypony. The station was happy enough with him and Primare Donna in charge. Between them and the others Exiperia was peaceful enough, until this new threat had come.

And then there was Starry Gaze. The unicorn filly appeared out of nowhere as usual. I wasn’t quite sure what she did around Exiperia, since she was always either daydreaming or doing a different odd job every time I looked.

“H- hey there, Lockbox, mister Cinder Block,” she said, fixing me with her sparkling eyes as she fell into step behind us. There was barely any room to walk alongside, but she pushed to get as close as possible anyway. I felt a little crowded as my haunch kept brushing her shoulder, which she no doubt intended. Many a young colt had lost themselves in Starry Gaze’s eyes, though she was always too shy and timid to really make use of it. She was a little like me, always sending her gaze off somewhere else, lost in her thoughts. I suppose she took that similarity to be a sign of compatibility, as she had been pushing hard to find time alone with me. I gave her the same nod I had Sour Grapes.

“Um… I made this for you!” Her horn glowed and levitated out a little circle of string, decorated with shiny bits and pieces of who knew what. In the center was an old bit from when money was worth something, with Celestia’s face on one side and Luna’s on the other. It was pretty enough.

“Thank you,” I said, and after a moment she realized I wasn’t slowing down to take it. I allowed her to float it into my saddlebag.

“So… where are you two headed?” she asked, and I was acutely aware she was just making small talk while she stared at my flanks.

“The clinic,” my father said. “There is business that needs taking care of. Lockbox is coming along to learn a few things.”

“O-oh,” said Starry Gaze, her bright eyes dimming a little. She knew just as I did he was talking about the attacks, and it was enough to blunt even her optimism. “I… I hope you figure something out, then. I know you will.” She stared at me as she said it.

“Don’t worry,” my father said with a comforting, paternal grin. “The Rangers themselves are coming here. Between them and our station we’ll put an end to this trouble.”

“That’s good, sir,” she said, still waiting for me to say something. I did not.

“I’ll… I’ll see you later,” she murmured, eyes downcast as she turned away.

“Take care,” I said, and with one last hopeful look over her shoulder she was lost to the corridors.

“You shouldn’t be so short with her son,” my father sighed as we came up to the main level. “She is a nice mare, and is only trying to be friendly.”

“I know, father,” I said. I knew I was being something of a foal. Shying away from females seemed to come naturally to me, but where Starry Gaze was concerned I knew it was for the best. She wasn’t my type, and I felt she was pushing for a relationship because I fit the criteria that made me a good choice, not because there was anything between us. That and I knew Sunny Side had had his eye on her for a long time now. The poor pegasus had a crush something awful on the unicorn, and getting caught in a love triangle was the last thing I needed.

Still, just to be nice to her I’d show that I’d kept her homemade trinket next time we met.

/-/-/-/

The main level of Exiperia was always bustling with activity. It was here the docks resided, and where all of our livestock were kept and our farms were grown. It was also where the small collection of shacks and stalls we called a market was housed. As we pushed through the crowd, I saw several militia ponies rushing back and forth. I noticed Sunny Side, but he couldn’t spare a glance as he fluttered over our heads towards the guard posts. They certainly knew something was up, but everypony else was acting like it was business as usual. I narrowed my eyes and looked at my father.

“… It happened just recently. Word is spreading now,” he told me.

“Why didn’t you announce it to the station?”

“And have everypony believe our leadership is going to squawk our panic at the air like crows?” he answered with a glare. “No, we need them to think this is just another mutant attack for now. Though, the way the bodies always end up, that will change very soon…”

It was morbid to admit, but my curiosity was piqued. I said nothing more to my father as we pushed through the market towards the hospital, ducking into a side hall to avoid the worst of the crowd. I saw several worried glances and hushed conversations going on, and as we neared the clinic I felt a sinking feeling develop in my stomach.

“Cinder Block!” the head doctor, Pokey, greeted my father as we came to the door. A worried crowd of ponies waited nearby, held back by the militia. I heard several of them calling out for news of loved ones.

“My poor Blue Jay is in there! My husband! Please, just let me know he’s all right!”

“Damn it, my son was on duty during the last attack! Where is he? Let me see him!”

“Greymane, you know my wife! Is she okay?”

“I’m sorry Timber. Rules are rules. I can’t say anything. Everypony, move back! Make way for the mayor!”

I felt their eyes on me and my father, accusing and hopeful. They wanted answers. My father just trotted up to the head doctor like it was an ordinary day. I knew he was trying to put on a brave face, but it just came off as indifferent to me.

“Pokey,” he said calmly. “What is it now?”

“Another one of those,” the doctor grumbled, shaking his silver mane. “They came out of nowhere, as usual. Every single bloody guard on the post was wiped out! We should speak of this inside. The trader can tell you more, he’s the only one who got out unscathed.”

“Very well. Take us inside.”

I pushed against my father as we crowded inside the door, eager to be away from all those angry ponies outside. Their glares made me blush, and my ears burned at the clamor they made. The sight was no better inside. The clinic was crowded almost to capacity, and many areas were cordoned off with bedsheets. I saw the warm glow of unicorn horns behind them as they worked their best magic to stave off the inevitable… but there was a whole corner stuffed with covered bodies already. My stomach twisted.

“They attacked like they always do, coming out of nowhere and hitting us like lightning!” Pokey snapped, leading us through the bleak scene. I saw a pony lying on a bed through a gap in the sheets, his eyes wide and pupils dilated. He stared straight at the ceiling, hugging his pillow while a couple unicorns tried to coax him into drinking a healing potion. He just lay there, staring and breathing like he was already dead but didn’t know it yet. On his flank was a blue jay. I turned away, feeling sick. Pokey kept talking.

“Just like before, they didn’t kill with any weapon we know of. The best we can figure is it’s some kind of magic, or perhaps a poison we can’t detect! There’s nothing physically wrong with their victims… most of them. They just come in looking like… well, like that.”

He raised a hoof and pointed at one of their most recent cases. A big, strong pony who looked like he could buck a tree in two and a cutie mark of two crossed pistols sat up straight, his head lolling back and forth. On occasion, his hoof would reach up into the air.

“Mmmuh,” he groaned. “G… gotta reach it… get the gun… captain’s orders… gotta fire! Mmmuh! Can’t see…”

Cinder Block stood directly in front of the dizzy stallion, looking him in the eyes.

“Trigger Hoof,” he said calmly. “Trigger. It’s Cinder Block. Can you hear me? You remember me, Trigger?”

He waved a hoof in front of the stallion’s eyes, which were filled to the brim with dilated pupils just like Blue Jay. Trigger glanced at the waving hoof, and for a few hopeful moments it looked like he was becoming lucid again.

“C-captain’s orders,” he muttered. “Open fire. Don’t stop shooting. Gotta reach my gun. Gotta reach.” He lifted his hoof and tapped it against Cinder’s. The gesture was disturbingly child-like.

“Tell me what happened,” my father demanded in a slow, commanding voice.

“Not normal. Not normal,” Trigger whispered, transfixed by my father’s hoof. “Shadows. Out of shadows. The noise. It’s breaking everything. Oh, Goddesses, the noise. In my head. In my eyes. Bursting. Can’t move. Gotta reach but I can’t move. Mmmuh. Wings… horns! Horns! Wings! Reaching! They’re gonna get me! AAAH!”

He backpedaled into the wall, shrieking incoherently. A couple of militia ponies nearby tried to hold him down as he thrashed against an attacker we couldn’t see.

“WINGS! BLACK! DON’T TOUCH ME! GET AWAY!”

“Sedatives, now!” Pokey ordered, and a unicorn nurse rushed forward, using her magic to jab a needle of glowing purple… stuff into Trigger’s neck. The big stallion’s cries were quickly reduced to whimpers and insane mumbling again. None of the other patients seemed affected by the outburst, and the clinic was eerily quiet once more. I could hear the mumbling of another lunatic nearby, behind his curtain.

I stood still through the whole ordeal, frozen to the bone with terror. Mutants were one thing, but afflictions of the mind couldn’t be solved with bullets... most of them, anyway. My father was quick to recover as usual.

“Is there nothing you can do for them?” he asked Pokey, who hung his head. I noticed the doctor’s eyes were bloodshot. He hadn’t slept in a while. How long had these poor ponies been back here, hiding all this horror from the rest of the station?

“All we can really do is make them comfortable,” he murmured. “Eventually, they all… pass. One way or another.” He nickered and tossed his mane towards the covered bodies in the corner. I couldn’t bear to look for more than a moment.

“Sometimes they develop hemorrhages in the brain due to tumors that come from nowhere. This leads to a stroke, and the blood vessels just… fall to pieces. Loss of brain function comes swiftly. Sometimes they just… just shut down, like a lightbulb. It’s like nothing I’ve ever seen. Their brains have suffered some kind of horrible trauma or stress, and they just… can’t handle it. It’s lethal no matter the species, pegasi, earth… unicorns die especially quick, though. Sometimes right there on the scene after an attack.”

“Bastards,” my father hissed. “They don’t even have the decency to kill us like regular mutants. They slay us with fear.”

“That's… one way of putting it,” Pokey assented. “All of the victims have suffered some kind of severe trauma. They all arrive in a state of deep shock that we can’t snap them out of. There is… talk… going around the clinic. That this isn’t just magic… it’s a psychic phenomenon related to magic. Even non-unicorns can feel the presence of powerful magic in the site of an attack, but it’s not the direct cause.”

“You’re saying these freaks are telepathic?” my father rumbled. “That’s just great. Celestia damn it, psychic monsters are just what we need…”

“What about the trader you mentioned?” I asked. “You said he was the only survivor?”

Pokey shook his head. “You can still see him if you want, but he was in bad shape… an errant bullet took him in the leg, and he only caught a glimpse of whatever attacked them… but it still scarred him deeply. He hasn’t showed any signs of degenerating… yet. We think he just took a glancing blow from… whatever it is they were hit with.”

“Take us to him,” my father demanded. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to follow, but I wasn’t going to be weak in the presence of my father. I followed them into the back of the clinic, to a private room.

A dull orange earth pony with an equally dull mane sat on a bed, leg wrapped tightly with healing bandages. The intricate spells required to create those medical wonders were not able to be worked by just any old unicorn. As such they were very rare, only applied in the case of grievous injuries. He had a treasure chest cutie mark, and the rest of him was covered in cuts and bruises, as if he’d been tossed around by a wind storm.

“My name is Sixpence,” he mumbled as we came in. “I saw them. I do not know what I saw. I want to go home. I want to leave.”

“Your injuries are still too severe Sixpence,” Pokey assuaged him. “You’ll be on the very next cart out of here back to Bucklyn when you’re better.”

“Sixpence, my name is Cinder Block,” my father rumbled. “I need you to tell me everything you saw during the attack.”

“My death,” Sixpence groaned in a hoarse voice. “Our death. They didn’t even need to touch your militia. They just… looked at us. Staring… those eyes…” He covered his eyes with his hooves. “I see them in the dark. Glowing red and orange like hellfire! They just looked at them, and… and the noises! Oh, dear Luna, the noises! It was like a hoof scraping on a chalkboard in my head. I thought my brain was going to explode! And then they…they all just started screaming and falling… firing at nothing… I hid. I hid. It was so awful. I couldn’t do anything.”

“Sixpence,” my father asked quietly. “What did they look like?”

I felt a chill in the air.

“Wings,” he said quietly. “Black wings, like a pegasus. And legs. So long. Reaching for us… their horns glowed… with such power… lightning and wind everywhere…”

“Horned, winged creatures with long legs?” I asked. That sinking feeling in my stomach was growing worse.

Sixpence looked up at us with dull, haunted eyes.

“The Princesses. They looked like the Princesses. Celestia help me, they looked just like her…”

/-/-/-/

“We should do something, father,” I said, standing in his office after the visit to the clinic. Cinder Block paced back and forth in front of me. Primare Donna and the leader of the militia, Captain Ironhoof, stood nearby.

“We can do nothing for now,” Cinder Block replied. “These creatures kill us without even touching us. Their magic overwhelmed some of our best unicorn guardponies! We must do our best to hunker down until help arrives.”

The others didn’t see it, but I could tell that he was more than disturbed by what he’d seen. He was just trying not to be concerned too much for my sake.

“Cinder,” Ironhoof said, “we have lost a whole tenth of our guard force to these attacks alone! They’re going to bleed us dry, and then swoop in when we’re defenseless. We have to go out there and destroy them!”

“We don’t even know where or what they are,” Primare Donna said with a flick of her bright aqua mane that made me feel rather weak in the knees. Her beauty was her greatest asset, but she knew not to work her charms on my father or Ironhoof. I, however, was not so acclimatized to the earth mare’s… unique body language.

“What we need to do is call for help. I agree with Cinder. Other ponies who have been to deeper and darker parts of the tunnel system are coming here soon. They will be able to help us.”

“So what are we going to do?!” Ironhoof growled. “Wait until the whole Metro mobilizes? Until Ponyopolis gets off their collective asses and sends an army? We know that will never happen, and the Rangers are sketchy at best!”

I said nothing about the Rangers. I had to admit I admired the brave ponies who wandered the dark tunnels of the Metro, slaying evil-doers and helping wherever they could. They kept the tunnels clear of mutants and fought back the crazier ponies of the Metro, such as the mysterious Great Cult of the Wyrm, and helped contain the insane little wars between the Celestian Monarchy and the New Lunar Republic. Whenever a pony was lost or hurt in the Metro, their only hope was a Ranger that would stop and help. They’d never leave a pony in need. They were the fiercest warriors, unflinching in their dedication to making the Metro safe. But their excursions took them places normal ponies weren’t meant to go, and there were stories of how it affected their minds… quite negatively, in fact. My father didn’t appreciate my love for them, even if he appreciated what they did.

“I know them,” he said quietly. “Especially Hunter. He is coming here personally.” My ears perked. I and my father knew Hunter ourselves. He was friends with Cinder Block, and often taught me how to shoot whenever he came by. He was also one of the bravest and strongest of the Rangers, and an extremely talented unicorn. If he was coming to investigate, then I knew we had at least a chance of finding out what’s going on.

“Whatever we do, it has to be soon!” Ironhoof said, stamping his hoof. “We aren’t going to last much longer. How long until these… these Dark Ones sweep us aside and invade the whole Metro?”

“I know, Ironhoof!” my father barked. “We must do our best to secure our borders. I want the watches doubled… no, tripled. Anything and everything out of place out there must be reported. All northbound tunnels are to be sealed off, every place we do not have a regular rail car route must be watched carefully. Nopony goes anywhere, anywhere outside Exiperia alone. They will all be armed and escorted. Do I make myself clear?”

He stormed past as the other two ponies nodded. I followed him out, ears folded back. I still caught Ironhoof’s ominous prophecy as we left the office.

“I hope you know what you’re doing. The Dark Ones will kill us all, Cinder Block! You hear me? This isn’t a normal war! This is our survival on the line!

“The Dark Ones will leave nopony alive!”

> Chapter 2
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My Little Metro: Chapter 2

“Just the usual tunnel trash…”

What’s strange about Stalliongrad is that most of the tunnels were not built with surviving a war in mind. Equestria knew peace for thousands of years under the benevolent rule of our Princesses. Whatever conflict there was stayed between individual ponies and almost never escalated into violence. War was a cautionary tale, a fable in storybooks that only happened in the lands of the griffons and the dragons. We had never believed it would reach us. So, the Stalliongrad Metro was created mostly to service ponies who elected not to walk the crowded streets above. Only when the war loomed were some of the tunnels haphazardly converted into shelters. By the mercy of Celestia and Luna, wherever they are, many of the tunnels have not collapsed after so many years of wear and tear. When construction began they were built in a sprawling, almost flippant manner. The enthusiasm of ponies unbridled and willing to work I supposed. It worked to nopony’s advantage, since it meant that everything was rather scattered, if roomier than it was normally supposed to be. At least they put work into whatever they built. We simply had to trust that the magic woven into the soil to keep it safe for the tunnels didn’t fade. Magic could be become tainted though, just like everything else. If the power of the bombs could destroy the land, then the residual effects of their magical enhancements would doubtlessly corrupt and twist the original spells laid down by our forefathers.

Did they know the war to end all wars was coming, I wondered? Did they know they were building the future homes of the shattered remnants of their people? That those few metro stations that were built in just such a way would be converted into factories, farms, and armories? Some of the stations were certainly built with preservation of the species in mind… large, fortress-like constructions deeper than most of the regular Metro. These were occupied by the stronger factions, such as Ponyopolis or Hoofsa. I didn’t know how or why those were created; many of the records of the time before were destroyed. The buildings above held few archives worth salvaging, and the stalkers who prowl the ruins come back more with salvaged goods than historical artifacts. No books or great fortresses, however, could prepare us or shelter us from the monsters that crawled out of the wreckage of our civilization.

I didn’t know what the Dark Ones were, why they were here, or where they had come from. It was clear they were a grave threat, if the terrible scene in the hospital had been any indication, but if that was the case… why had my father tried so hard to keep the truth from us? Had he been so preoccupied with the status quo? I couldn’t fathom it. My father was always one for keeping the peace and keeping the labor forces going, but to try to pass off a new and terrible danger to Exiperia as nothing more than simple mutants… it disturbed me greatly, and the conversation we had had about it didn’t bode well for our relationship.

“That was awful, father,” I said as we returned to my room from the meeting in his office. The walk had only served to let my father’s thoughts gather and his temper boil. He wasn’t easy to aggravate, but when he did get angry, he was less like a cinder block and more like a flaming gas leak.

“I know, Lockbox!” he hissed, shaking his head and looking everywhere but at me. “These creatures… these monsters, they are not like anything I have seen before. I have no idea how to deal with this, and it frustrates me.”

“The station should know the truth,” I said quietly. “If they don’t know what is killing their families, they’ll eventually storm your office and demand answers.”

“They already do! If I could do something I would. But I won’t let these creatures destroy our station from the inside out. I will put on a strong face for them. We have nowhere to go if we must evacuate. Give in to Hoofsa’s demands and become one of their satellites? Goddesses forbid it! We must see if there is another option. When Hunter returns, we’ll be in a better position to know what is going on.”

I was still surprised to hear my father put trust in the Rangers, but then, he had only mentioned Hunter. Friends of the family were the only ponies he could stand when it came to real trust.

“There must be somepony who can get out there and do something, though?” I asked. I wasn’t volunteering for anything, but I knew that against creatures who weren’t afraid of guns or fire and could kill with their brains, we couldn't just sit back and wait for them to come to us. If we were all destroyed, then nopony in the future would be able to remember the past. And if that happened, then everything was lost.

“Do what?!” my father snapped, making my ears fold back. “There is nothing that can be done, not tonight at least. And not tomorrow. Especially not for you!”

My eyes widened as he pointed a formidable hoof right at my nose. “Father, I’m not saying that I would do something foalish,” I attempted to mollify him, “but without somepony to go out and find out what’s happening, what the rest of the Metro might think of this threat…”

“I won’t hear another word of it!” he almost yelled and stormed out of my room, clearly convinced that I was ready to get out and get myself killed. It disturbed me to see him so angry, and for a few moments I was so confused I just stared at the air in front of me. I couldn’t figure out why he was getting so upset, or why he seemed to be focused on me in particular. At the time, I chalked it up to stress, but that just made the argument seem silly. The next day, when I was sitting at the open eating area near the loading docks, I even found myself growing indignant. I looked down into my meager meal of mushroom and barley soup like it was at fault.

What right had my father to snap at me so? To try and tell me, a pony who might one day help run this station, that I’d have to sit down and keep quiet while better ponies did their jobs around me? I wasn’t a child anymore. I was a full-grown stallion whether he liked it or not, and no matter how he had found me I was going to have to start taking a more active role in securing our future. He couldn’t just believe that I was going to do something harmful because that was what his overprotective instincts told him. How dare he just tell me that my desire to find help was a foal’s notion and not fit for consideration! I was no stranger to the dangers of the Metro. I had taken an active part in its defense more than once, clearing out tunnels of straggling mutants. I had even once helped to hold off a wave of thumpers that ambushed a guard post I was inspecting with my father. My shooting lessons with Hunter had come in very handy that day. That moment of glory had been unintentional, however, and I’m fairly certain I had wet myself when one of the beasts got too close.

Even so, I had done it, and would do it again. It was very apparent to myself and others that I would do what’s necessary to defend the station, and if that meant doing something about the threat of the Dark Ones, then that was clear too.

Would I, though, if I had the opportunity? This wasn’t just picking up a gun and popping a few mutants in the head, or stepping on some rats. The question ran through my head over and over as I stared at my cooling soup, not even taking a bite. The mushrooms were rubbery and the barley was tasteless, but normally I would devour it as quickly as anypony else. Today, however, I was stuck for answers and full of questions.

The other ponies around me knew I was there, but did their best to ignore me. They were preoccupied with news of another guard post being destroyed by a terrible, unknown force, the news my father should have reported yesterday when it happened. Even if it was just a simple mutant attack as my father had tried to explain, no mutant utterly destroyed squad after squad of combat ponies and didn’t even leave a scratch on their bodies.  I felt their stares as they looked my way, knowing that I knew something, but they weren’t brave enough to ask. I liked to think they respected me enough to not pry into my private business, but at the same time I felt alienated. I was stuck between duty to my father and love for my station.

I wanted to shout what was going on right there in the square, but what good would that do? At least they’d know. I had my Wall, didn’t I? Touting my love of truth, finding the reasons behind every dark deed? Shame began to weigh my head down. I did my best to stay interested in my idle thoughts and my soup, which was growing lukewarm and wasn’t steaming anymore. I didn’t care. I wrestled with too many feelings. I didn’t even notice Sunny Side drop down next to me, and suddenly I found his gasmask stuck in my face.

“Boo!” he barked. I fell backwards with a shout that echoed across the eating area, drawing a few amused glances from passers-by.

“Hi, Lockbox,” said Starry Gaze, looking down at me with a wary smile. Her pretty white fur and bright eyes enveloped my vision. I felt her deep red mane tickle my cheek as it cascaded over her head.

“Hello,” I replied as curt as ever, and rolled away to sit up again. Sunny Side laughed as he removed his mask. He must have just got done with a shift, as his deep yellow coat and orange mane were damp with sweat.

“That was very rude,” I grumbled. Starry Gaze tried to calm me with more smiling.

“We thought you looked lonely,” she said quietly, and reached across the table to touch my hoof with hers. I did my best to look disinterested, since I caught Sunny Side’s quick glance at the affectionate display. “Were you thinking about something?”

“Many things,” I said, taking my hoof away and rubbing it with my other one.

They waited in silence until Sunny Side raised his hooves. “Well? Many things like what?”

“Private things,” I said, angry at them for prying, angry at myself for not appreciating their concern and giving voice to my worries.

“Lockbox, you could pass for a Ranger, the way you never talk clearly,” Sunny Side exclaimed, brushing off my temper. “In any case, the whole station is in a tizzy. The business with the attacks and all, you see.”

“Aren’t you told anything?” Starry Gaze asked him. “You’re in the militia!”

“That’s what gets me,” my friend grumbled, waving a waiter over to get himself a soggyweed sandwich. I don’t know where he got his love of the stuff, since I despised its texture. It reminded me of crunchy worms. “We’re putting our lives on the line out there. These attacks hit us first, and apparently we can’t do anything to stop it… but we aren’t even told what could be coming for our post next? It’s pretty crappy, if you ask me.”

“Um… Lockbox?” Starry Gaze asked, giving me her most winning smile. “Has… has your papa told you anything?”

I finally dug my snout into my soup and slurped it up grumpily, taking time to chew the rubbery mushrooms.

“I think he’s been told more than he wanted to know,” Sunny Side murmured, fixing me with a suspicious stare. “You know what’s going on, am I right?”

“If I could tell you, I would,” I said at length, my snout dripping with white broth. “But even I don’t know the whole story. It’s some new threat that’s terrifying and dangerous. That’s all I know.”

Even if it was the truth, it didn’t satisfy Sunny Side, who huffed and stared straight ahead, tapping his hooves together. When his sandwich came, he ripped into it like he had just been through a famine. A strand of soggyweed dangled comically out of the corner of his mouth. An uncomfortable silence fell over the table and I found myself resenting my father for the gulf his secrecy put between me and the rest of the station. Starry Gaze only looked uncomfortable and put her hoof on mine again. I was too distracted to brush her off, even though I saw Sunny Side glancing at us out of the corner of his eyes.

It wasn’t that I didn’t appreciate my father and what he did. I owed him my life, and I loved him as I would my birth father. But this was going too far. Lives were at stake, and he was trying to put a lid on it like it was just another broken water valve or farm maintenance spell that needed attention. And now my closest friend was in danger of dying a horrible death, and I couldn’t even tell him what was going on.

“I’m sorry, Sunny Side,” I mumbled at length. The pegasus fluffed his wings, making his barding rustle. He rapped the table with his hooves, full of nervous energy, and then burst into a huge smile. I could still see bits of soggyweed stuck between his teeth.

“Ah, don’t worry, Lock,” he said, patting me on the back. “You all have me on the job, remember? If any of those… whatever they are… comes around, they’ll be the ones six feet under when I’m through with them!”

He nibbled his lower lip, starting to grow anxious. Sometimes pegasi just did that. They would get a burst of restlessness and need to start using their wings. If they weren’t able to they would grow depressed and temperamental for the rest of the day. Stations usually had a large room set aside just for pegasi to work off all that energy, a “flight room.” Even if ours could barely be called a “stand up and walk around” room for how cramped it was, it was something. I pitied my friend for his afflictions, because they weren’t his fault and would be completely natural if Equestria wasn’t a poisonous wasteland. When it happened I just let him take care of it without pointing it out, as it was a terrible reminder that one day he too could go feather-brained and make a suicide run for the deadly clouds above. He once made me swear to shoot him if he ever went that crazy, not wanting to be remembered as just another lunatic. Another pall settled over the table.

“Um… I gotta go,” he said apologetically. “I gotta go… use the flight room before my next shift. Exercise, you know. I’ll see you guys around.”

I let him go with a small smile shared between us. Starry Gaze smiled too, which made Sunny Side even sunnier. 

“Be careful out there,” Starry Gaze told him.

Then it was just the two of us. I looked up at her, and our eyes met. Awkward silence reigned. I forced myself not to notice how pretty her eyes were, how they pleaded for me to open up. To trust her with things I kept close to me. Her hoof was still on mine. She must have taken the silence to mean her companionship was wanted, and improving my mood. Even I had to admit it was good to have somepony stand beside you in a time of loneliness like this.

“You’re a good pony, Lockbox,” she said quietly. “I can see it.”

“Thank you,” I murmured, as I didn’t know what else to say. With a final rub of my hoof from hers, she got up and left with a sad smile dominating her expression.

I was alone again for a long time. It wasn’t until my father came to fetch me that I remembered I hadn’t shown Starry Gaze her trinket like I had meant to.

/-/-/-/

“No word yet from the other stations?” I asked my father as we stalked down the hall to the City Gate. It was our largest self-made construction, a bristling array of magical wards and automated turrets manned by our most dedicated guards. The Gate itself was a huge steel door, crafted many years ago to serve as a barricade against the horrors that lurked in the city above. Stalliongrad was home to many dangers, and the largest and most powerful beasts roamed the streets. Magical enchantments hid the already hard to find entrance above, confusing the minds of simpletons and mutant freaks. If they got through that, the enchantments would activate alarms and guardponies would rush to secure the door as more traps stood ready to burn, maim, and destroy anything that wasn’t a pony. If they got to the door, they’d likely never pry it open. If they got past that, a whole army stood ready to wipe them out.

Hunter, of course, knew the secrets to getting past our security measures. Each station had different methods of security, and only a chosen few that were allowed out the main gates knew how to get back in. The surface was just too dangerous to open and close the doors for any old pony. The Rangers were one of those few we trusted not to take advantage of our knowledge.

“No word yet,” my father said quietly as we stood before the gate, surrounded by stiff-necked guards weighed down by flak jackets and full body barding. Many of the beasts that wandered the aboveground could shred that armor like it was paper, but it was better than nothing. And we had not yet met the creature that was invulnerable to bullets and knives and strong hooves.

“The other stations are as in the dark as we are. They haven’t encountered the Dark Ones, but they have received odd reports from the stalkers of new beasts combing the ruins, in much the way that Librarians roam their haunts. But we will receive no help from them. Not even Draft Station is willing to send military aid apart from spare guns and bullets. They don’t want ponies’ lives wasted on what they think are panicky rumors.”

“Troubling,” I said.

“Very ,” my father said. I worried that his taciturn nature rubbed off more on me than I knew.

“We have a pony coming in!” A guard at a terminal reported, watching a small green line oscillate up and down. “Magical readings normal. He’s alone.”

“That will be Hunter, yeah? Open the gates. Unicorns, send the signal to disable the traps until he’s gone past!”

I watched the great Gate, shifting my weight from hoof to hoof. To meet with Hunter again was an exciting prospect. We hadn’t seen each other for several months, and it wasn’t like Rangers just dropped in for routine visits.

“Guard ponies, tack up and lower weapons!” I heard the loud, ominous clicks and clanks of guns being put into their ready positions.

A gun is a hard thing for many ponies to handle. With the shortage of proper battle harnesses and gun platforms, we’ve had to improvise our own methods. There are several tried and true ways for a pony to handle a gun: the least favorite but most common is to simply grab it in your teeth and pull the trigger with your tongue. But that is unwieldy at best, and many ponies can’t properly brace themselves against the recoil or aim properly in a fight. So many folk craftsponies devised a special mechanism called the “war rein” that allowed a gun to be fitted into a cradle on the sides of their heads. It was designed to be interchangeable with most weapons, so that any gun smaller than an assault rifle could simply be slotted in. Most weapons nowadays were built with being slotted into the reins in mind. A small lever acted as the trigger. All a pony had to do was flip the lever down and bite it to fire the gun, and the powerful neck muscles all ponies possessed did the hard work. Many variants existed, allowing a pony to do everything from switch which side of his mouth he fired from to raising the weapon over his head to fire over cover. All of them had the ability to be popped right off in an emergency. All one had to do was be careful to remember which lever did what.

Even so, building the war rein was time consuming and complicated, and it could be unwieldy in close quarters. It was typically issued only to ponies expected to be in consistent, hard combat in relatively open or straight areas. However, larger weapons were simply too big to just slap onto a pony’s head. Specialized hydraulic barding and specially made saddles gave a pony a steady platform from which to fire large weapons. Without one, you just had to trust yourself.

Of course, if you were a powerful unicorn all of that was rendered moot. This made unicorns exceptionally lethal, valuable, and feared combatants… and the most visible and sought after targets on the battlefield. Hunter, however, was far too skilled to be worried about such things.

The Gate gave a loud squeal as the hydraulics hauled the two great interlocked slabs apart. The doors ground back on the tracks built into the floor. They only came apart about a foot or so. Blinding glare from the surface flooded the dim room, and I raised my hoof to cover my eyes. A tall, imposing shadow stood defiantly with the light at his back, showing no fear at all the guns aimed directly at the small opening he occupied. One could never be too careful in Stalliongrad.

“Well,” a voice, deep and commanding said, “this is a fine meeting for a pony who’s gone to hell and back!”

“Welcome back to Exiperia, Hunter!” my father exclaimed. “We’ve been waiting for you. Guards, close the gate!”

The gate squealed shut again, the great locks coming together once more as magical conduits connected and did their work. Hunter’s horn glowed as he levitated his bag of supplies and walked it in. He was dressed in the full body barding of the Rangers, covered in saddlebags and ammo packs, with heavy armor protecting almost every inch of his body. His head was covered by a large helmet with a built-in gas mask and filtration system, customized to provide a metal spike over his horn, allowing it to double as a last-ditch weapon. Through the faceplate stared dark green eyes, regarding every detail of his surroundings with critical scrutiny. He seemed to radiate an aura of authority, knowledge, and command. Every guardpony nearby visibly shrank back as if in deference to his mere passing.

I’d never seen a pony more prepared for the dangers of the outside world, nor did I think I ever would again. He stood tall and powerful, a rock for every danger of Stalliongrad to break upon. Every step he took was measured and confident, like he knew every action he was going to take before he did it.

“Guards! Holster weapons!” There was a chorus of clicks and clanks as the war reins were switched back to their upright, inactive positions. Several of the guards turned away to head back to their other duties now that the excitement was over. The others who stayed watched with rapt attention, eager to hear what wisdom they could gain from the Ranger.

“Come, Hunter. Let’s sit next to the fire,” my father offered. Hunter pulled off his helmet, revealing his dark green fur coat. His short-trimmed silvery grey mane spilled out around his neck.

“It’s good to see you both,” he said, his deep voice reverberating in my chest. He fixed me with that hawkish gaze, riveting me to the spot.

“Lockbox. I found something for the Wall,” he said with the tiniest hint of a smile, and floated out a small piece of paper from his saddlebag. It was an old, faded picture of the royal palace at Canterlot. We had no idea what it looked like nowadays. All we knew was that radio transmissions from that direction had ceased many years ago, and that it had been at the epicenter of a massive bombardment. The best we could figure it was nothing but a giant crater carved into the mountainside.

“Thank you,” I murmured, and took it in my mouth to place it in my saddlebag. I felt a short spike of guilt when I noticed Starry Gaze’s trinket again.

“So, Hunter. I assume you know why you have been summoned here,” my father began.

“Yes… the new threat beyond your borders. I didn’t find anything but the usual tunnel trash on the way here. But I did sense several areas that were… tainted, in some way or another. Large vortices of magical disturbances that I couldn’t pin down, like somepony had unleashed hell on the place and then vanished without a trace.”

“The poor souls who could speak after the attacks did mention horns, and something akin to magical power being thrown around by the creatures,” my father agreed. “Our unicorns are the first to fall.”

“Well, damn! Guess I’m the wrong Ranger for the job,” Hunter said with a Nightmare-may-care grin. “Maybe we should send little Lockbox instead? He’s a dead-eye shot with his pistol, that one.”

I cleared my throat as my father shifted uncomfortably. “I would… rather Lockbox remain out of this conflict,” he said sternly. “He is here to learn, and nothing more.”

“The boy has all the makings of a good pony, it’s true,” Hunter said quietly. “You may need his help in time, Cinder, especially if these creatures are as powerful as I’ve heard.”

“I will say no more.” And he did not. Hunter cast me a pitying, understanding gaze and telekinetically poked the fire, stoking it to life.

“In any case, there is a new development. The Celestian Monarchy is beginning a new push. Hoofsa has decided to allow them into their station. It’s not looking pretty. The New Lunar Republic is stepping up efforts to combat their influence by spreading propaganda and violence. There are rumors they have taken Diamond Dogs to bolster their ranks. One of Hoofsa’s satellite stations was wiped out by them.”

“That gives the Monarchy control of the great armory and most of the central trade routes,” my father said worriedly. “I’m almost glad we’re out here on the periphery.”

“Whatever this other threat is facing you, I will do my best to find out what it is,” Hunter assuaged him. “These Dark Ones will learn what it is to try and kick a pony when he’s down… the Ranger Order is well aware of what’s been going on, even if we cannot yet understand its nature. We will destroy these creatures soon enough.”

It was at that moment there was a burst of yellow feathers, and my friend Sunny Side hurtled into the room.

“The southern guard station!” he shouted, his eyes wide with fear. “It's been attacked! Everypony’s dead!”

/-/-/-/

It was a terrible sight at the southern entrance to Exiperia. Pony bodies were flung about as if they had been rag dolls. Weapons and bullet casings were scattered all over the floor. The rail car stationed at the post as a static defense had been completely upended, and its mounted weapon torn clean off by some terrific force. There wasn’t much blood, but somehow that made the scene even more terrifying. All the barricades that blocked off the unused tunnels had been torn to pieces, as if a tornado had swept right through the wooden and stone blockades and tossed the debris like confetti. I saw that one unfortunate pony had been stabbed through the neck by a flying chunk of wood. I fought to keep down the soup I had eaten earlier in the day. I then noticed something even more terrifying than the lack of blood.

There wasn’t a single Dark One body to be found.

The others rushed forward, trying to find what ponies they could help… though none of them were breathing this time. I was riveted to the spot by shock and awe.

“Damn it, damn it!” my father said, flipping over a body and recoiling from the victim’s look of surprise and terror frozen on his face. “Why weren’t we warned? Where the hell was the alarm?!”

“They never made it,” Hunter murmured, pointing a hoof at an earth pony mare who looked like she had keeled over just before reaching the alarm. “I’m willing to bet the Dark Ones were strong enough to disable the magic wards and enchantments in the outer tunnels, too… these poor souls got no warning and no chance to call for help.”

“Dark Ones?!” the guardponies gasped. “Is that what they’re called?”

I winced. They definitely weren’t going to be encouraged hearing an ominous name like that out loud. My father only pointed his hoof at Sunny Side, who was rubbing his temples with worry. “Explain what happened here!” he barked. The pegasus snapped to attention.

"Me and my patrol were standing just inside the door,” he explained, pointing at the entrance. “And then there was this… this noise! I can’t even explain it. It did something to us. We were all frozen… we couldn’t even move. Then there was the sound of shooting, shouting… it didn’t even last a whole minute. Then it all went quiet again, and… we couldn’t move for at least a couple minutes afterwards.”

“The Dark Ones swept in and wiped them out, paralyzing any chance of reinforcements!” Hunter growled, stamping his hoof. “They’ve already faded into the Metro…” His eyes narrowed, and his expression grew slightly more thoughtful. His horn suddenly glowed a fearsome blue. “I think I can sense them… or whatever traces they left behind. No, they are gone now. Vanished.”

“Celestia knows what’s happening here,” my father snarled. “We need to-!”

“Wait!” Hunter snapped. His horn began to pulse. “I’m feeling life signs… lots of them. They’re definitely not ponies!”

“Oh Luna!” another guard wailed. “The Dark Ones are coming back! Shit, shit! We’re all gonna die!”

“Quiet, coward!” my father snapped. “Hunter, what is it?”

“Not Dark Ones… Mutants,” he hissed. I gulped. Sunny Side checked his mounted guns to ensure they were loaded.

“Battle stations!” my father shouted. “Tack up and lower arms! Lockbox, grab a gun!”

“Everypony form a line!” Hunter barked. “Use the wreckage as cover! Watch each other’s backs, gentleponies! Pegasi, mind the ceilings!”

The unused tunnels were always kept blocked off with copious amounts of mortar and wood, and whatever else we could use to discourage travel through them. If they were available, we sealed them with a large gate. Mutants and bandits had full reign over those tunnels, and now that the Dark Ones had obliterated the barricades…

“They set this up,” I heard Hunter mutter to my father. “Destroyed the guards and blew out the barricades. Set the mutants on us now that we’re alert… wouldn’t be surprised if they strike from another direction while we’re busy with this.”

I swept up a submachine gun cradle attached to a helmet, latching it firmly around my head as I took up position with the others. I felt the creeping, gnawing fear. It chewed at my insides like a hungry deep ant.

Then came the sounds. Many of the mutants of the Metro were thankfully not at all subtle. They were loud, cantankerous beasts and gave away their presence with their shrieks and howls. And oh, how they howled. Loud, wailing screams and short, staccato barks pierced the air.

“Cerberus is coming. Make sure your triggers are faster than their feet, ponies! Open up the moment you see the bastards’ faces!” Hunter said with a grin, levitating two assault rifles to his sides. It seemed he was actually happy to face such beasts. The cerberus was a horribly mutated creature descended from the dogs that used to run and play with ponies in better times. Now they were ugly, horrid monsters that sported anywhere from one to three heads. Rarely were the extra heads useful, mostly being useless deformities, but they left a terrible impression on those who were attacked by them. Worse, they traveled in packs.

I felt my muscles tense. Guards stood their ground, I narrowed my eyes and clutched the trigger between my teeth. Claws scrabbled and raked on stone and metal as the pack drew nearer. It seemed they were charging headlong towards us. Sunny Side took up position directly overhead, covering me. He was singing something, just loud enough to be heard.

“When I was a little filly and the sun was going down…”

His voice was drowned out by the roar of gunfire that tore into the first wave of cerberus to round the corner. Blood and brains and chunks of mutant went flying all over the tunnel. I jumped at the explosion of noise, my mouth clamped on the trigger, a burst of bullets went wide. The dogs leaped and sprang on their unnaturally strong legs, zipping back and forth. It took a steady jaw and steadier nerves to face one down and line up a shot.

Knowing Sunny Side had my back, I remembered the lessons drilled into my head from the day of my birth. Not everypony was militia, but they all had to learn how to defend themselves.

You are an earth pony. Feel the land. Take strength. Stay steady. Aim true. You are as firm as the earth.

I spread my hooves and watched as one of the creatures broke free of the pack and went wide, springing onto a wall, about to use it as leverage to pounce right at another guard pony…

My gun chattered. Crimson geysers burst all along the cerberus’ back as it fell limp to the ground. Turn. Aim. Fire. Don’t hold the trigger too long. Trust the others to pick up your slack. Fire! Another rattle, another deafening report. Another cerberus went down, sporting a brand new set of holes. From there, it was almost automatic. Turn. Shoot. Turn, shoot. I flinched as one of them came close, but Sunny Side’s mounted guns blew two of its three heads into chunks before it could raise a claw. Somehow, all I could think was how disgusting the sight of destroyed innards was. I was out of bullets. I punched the magazine out, grabbed another off the ground, slammed it home.

Turn. Shoot. Stay steady. You are as firm as the earth.

It was over as suddenly as it began. The cerberus crowded the tunnel with their bodies.I stood in the midst of the carnage with the other ponies, panting heavily. The trigger felt warm and foreign in my mouth.

“That’s it!” Hunter called, his horn no longer pulsing. “Holster weapons!”

As one, we pushed the war reins back up. Some of us turned to give each other nervous smiles. See? We could still do this. We could still defend ourselves. The site of the massacre was now the site of a victory.

“Lockbox!” my father and Sunny Side said at the same time. I let the trigger, slimy with my spit, pop out of my mouth, tossed helmet and reins to the ground. I felt queasy, but I could also feel the exhilaration of a battle won in the air. It helped me keep my lunch down.

“Are you all right?” my father asked as Sunny Side landed beside me.

“Of course! He’s a great shot, like I said,” Hunter exclaimed, fitting his helmet back on. He was already trotting towards the tunnel the beasts had come from. “You might want to clean up this mess before another monster is attracted by the blood.”

“You’re leaving?” I asked, and it felt strange to talk. My mouth was still buzzing from the vibrations of the gun.

“This was no accident,” Hunter said, his voice grim and dour through the filter on his helmet. “This was an attack. The Dark Ones annihilated an entire guard post without even touching it and then sicced the monsters of the Metro on you. We won very little here today.”

The realization slammed into us like a ton of bricks. The glory of victory went sour in our mouths. Sunny Side grimaced as my father scowled. The rest of the guards lowered their heads and set to work clearing the bodies.

“Luna knows what’s going on out there. These Dark Ones are clearly seeking destruction and violence… so I will go to my order and tell them to answer in kind. I must finish my investigation and then go straight to Ponyopolis. We will destroy these Dark Ones before they can destroy us.”

He turned to the pile of cerberus corpses. One of the creatures stirred and out a pitiful moan. Hunter stood over it, staring through his helmet. I could feel his scowl from that distance.

“We Rangers have a motto, you see. If it’s hostile…”

He reared up on his hind legs and brought his armored hooves down on the cerberus’ main head. It caved in with a disgusting squelch. Sunny Side grimaced again. I and my father watched it all. We didn’t even flinch as the blood sprouted up and splashed onto Hunter’s barding. The Ranger looked back at us.

“You kill it.”

My father sighed and turned to go back inside, apparently full of violence for today. Sunny Side began to help clean up.

“Lockbox, if I could speak with you,” I heard Hunter say, staring down the tunnel the cerberus had come from. I trotted up to him, eyes widening as respect and admiration bloomed in my chest. This pony had just looked at the scene of a massacre and faced down a horde of mutants, and he was already preparing to hurl himself into danger again.

“Your station will not survive this,” he said.

“I know,” I whispered.

“There is no more time to waste. Action must be taken. Ponyopolis is the only station with the strength and will to help us fight these creatures. They must be warned.”

He levitated a small talisman out of his barding. It was a necklace, and on it was a pony skull crossed by two daggers behind it. He floated it in front of us to hide it from the others.

“I want you to keep this safe,” he said quietly. My eyes bulged.

“Hunter…”

“Do this for me, Lockbox. I trust you. It is vital that this talisman is kept secret. Should I not return by morning-”

“Hunter, we need you—”

“—then take this to my fellows. There is a Ranger base near Bucklyn station. They will carry my message the rest of the way to Ponyopolis. Just show this to them, and they will know what to do. Bucklyn isn’t far. I know you will make it if I fall against these Dark Ones.”

I felt a tightness in my throat. All at once, I was struck by the realization that Hunter was giving me what could be his last words. I was being given a mission. I wasn’t sure what I was feeling. Excitement? Terror? Betrayal? Anger? Or all at once. My mind reeled, and I almost took a step back. But the way Hunter looked at me made me stop. Something in his eyes spoke of a deep trust and understanding that he knew what I was feeling, and was giving me this responsibility because he knew I would see it through. I was touched and intimidated all at once. I didn’t feel worthy or ready of such trust, especially not from a hero like Hunter.

And yet…

Bucklyn wasn’t far, like he said, and this mission could prove vital. I had seen the devastation the Dark Ones could wreak. Hunter was right. Ponyopolis had to be warned. Here at last was my chance to do what I always want: help to save my station. To help the Rangers. To help my friends, my father, all the ponies I cared about. And anyway, this was Hunter standing there! Of course he would come back and simply take the talisman and do what he needed to save Exiperia. Perhaps the responsibility wouldn’t fall on me directly, and if holding onto this little thing was so important, couldn’t I do that much at least to defend my home? Did I really have a choice when my family’s survival was on the line?

Did I really want there to be a way out?

I gave an imperceptible nod without really meaning to. I just felt it was right. I knew I would’ve been ashamed of myself  if I refused to at least hold on to it. The hard, heavy feelings in Hunter’s eyes receded just slightly.

“Thank you, Lockbox. I cannot impress on you how important this is, and how grateful this makes me.” He floated the talisman into my saddlebag. It felt unusually heavy. My body subconsciously sagged to one side as the weight of duty fell upon me. Hunter floated his weapons to him, attached them to his body, and without another look back, stalked into the shadows.

“This is about our survival, Lockbox,” he said, and though he spoke quietly his voice echoed as he left me there, forlorn and frightened at the mouth of the tunnel. His voice rang in my ears long after the sight of him was lost to the Metro. “Never forget that. We are all that remains of ponykind and we are on the brink. We cannot hesitate. We cannot waver. The war has not stopped.

"And we will be the ones to end it."
> Chapter 3
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My Little Metro: Chapter 3

“It’s now or never!”

The next morning found me staring at my Wall again. I waited for news of Hunter’s return, praying to the heavens that he would come back safely. I figured even just hoping against hope would somehow affect the Ranger’s journey positively. I didn’t know if heaven or hell or even the supernatural in general existed anymore. It had become clear very soon after the bombs fell that Celestia and Luna weren’t going to swoop down and fix everything. Nopony knew where they were, or even if they were alive now. The few thousand ponies who huddled in the Metro after the attack had to deal with their entire world being shattered, then having the guts ripped out of their very faith. I wondered how they’d survived. How they hadn’t just torn each other to pieces in a panic. But that was the nature of faith, I supposed. Its incredible resilience in the face of impossible odds ensured its survival. Belief in the Princesses and in the virtues that made us good ponies was still strong in some parts of the Metro. I too had faith that Equestria might someday become green again. It wouldn’t be faith if there was always a clear cut reason to believe, would it?

But today, it seemed my faith was failing. I didn’t believe enough, or Hunter wasn’t strong enough, because he did not return. My father had tried to speak to me after Hunter had given me his talisman, but I would hear none of it. I only caught some vaguely consoling words about the nature of the Metro and how we all needed to trust each other. I just retreated to my room and flumped onto my couch, my thoughts swirling. I stayed there all night, tossing and turning in bed and chewing on my store of snack foods. Sunny Side came to visit once or twice, checking in on me, but I didn’t even look up to see him. I locked myself away in my little box, curled up with all my pretty pictures, and tried to believe that the threat of the Dark Ones was still manageable. Every second that came closer to morning without news of Hunter eroded that belief. I made a special point to glare at Starry Gaze when she came by and shut the door in her face. I shared a few curt words with my father when he came by in the morning to tell me that Hunter hadn’t arrived yet.

I knew I was being temperamental and angry. But in my mind, I had good reason. They couldn’t possibly understand what was going on. Hunter was out there, fighting for his life or already dead. If the strongest of us couldn’t face the Dark Ones, what hope was there? My friend, my mentor was in danger. He’d looked me in the eye and I had seen doubt. Doubt in his own abilities to face this threat, and certainty that Exiperia would be wiped off the map. Hunter had always been the pony that believed in me and what I could do. My father sheltered me, but Hunter gave me focus. He told me about the dangers of the Metro in detail, offered the lessons that saved my life and the lives of other ponies. His lifestyle was clear-cut and without any room for hesitation or dreaming.

If it’s hostile, you kill it. The phrase had a simple, brutal kind of power to it. It was attractive, even through my natural aversion to scenes of blood and gore. It gave me impetus, and I appreciated that much if not the thoughtlessly violent principle behind the words. I wanted to understand, but the Metro gave a pony so little opportunity to delve into its secrets. The dangers of the Metro were too great for understanding. There’s only the space between your tongue and your trigger that determined how quickly you died. And if something like that could overwhelm even Hunter… Did Hunter believe another Apocalypse was coming? Was I going to be the first herald of our ultimate doom? That little talisman in my bag wasn’t a message of hope. It was Hunter’s epitaph.

The weight of such a thought kept me in bed well until lunchtime, when Sunny Side barged in and demanded that I get up and get something to eat. When I refused, he kicked me in the side and dragged me by my tail until I relented. We said little to each other on the way to the eating area. My head drooped low, while Sunny’s was high and mighty. He looked angry. I wondered if it was with me or the situation in general. I admitted to myself that Hunter’s appearance had been less than cursory, and realizing that he wasn’t coming back didn’t help matters at all. We sat down at a table, and there was a small shuffling of hooves as ponies moved away from us. From me. It stung, but I knew they had their reasons. Their families were dying, and I was stuck with orders from my father not to say anything. The name of the Dark Ones had inevitably spread from the militia to the rest of the Metro. It had the effect I’d anticipated. Everypony was afraid of the outside and paranoid of leaving the station. I heard a group of colts and fillies at play discussing how the Dark Ones ate your brains and turned you into one of them. That was probably not far from the truth.

“So…” Sunny Side began, sipping at his mushroom soup. “It looks like we have a heck of a situation on our hooves.”

“Mmnh,” I grunted. I was somewhat distracted by hearing Primare Donna and Ironhoof speaking to a crowd nearby. They talked about the threat facing the station, reminding us to be encouraged by the new alliance with Draft Station.

“It would’ve helped if we knew about it sooner… at least, that’s what the other guards say,” Sunny continued. “Me, I’m willing to admit that there are some things you just can’t do anything about. I mean, if they can just zap us with their minds and not even unicorns can fight? What’s the point? Who cares if they’re called Dark Ones or ‘those mutants’ or whatever. We’ll still be just as dead.”

“Your optimism is a light in these dark tunnels, Sunny,” I grumbled. He smiled and patted me on the back.

“Don’t worry, Lockbox. I’m scared as anypony. But… well, I don’t blame you, all right? There’s no point in that.”

He let up when he saw I wasn’t getting any more cheerful. My mind was still on Hunter. I knew him. If he said he was going to come back by morning, then he was coming back, no exceptions. But he hadn’t come back at all, and I still had his talisman stuck in my saddlebag. I wondered if I should give it an extra day or two. Perhaps Hunter had just been delayed somehow? Maybe he’d been injured and was traveling slow. I refused to entertain the notion that he was dead. It just wasn’t possible that somepony so strong and brave had just ended up like all the others.

Death was no stranger to me. Its specter followed us everywhere. My own parents had been killed when I was just a colt, and there was hardly a pony in the station who hadn’t lost somepony close to them. But there were a select few ponies who I believed would never perish. Hunter was one of them. He had to be alive somewhere. Even so, he’d charged me with the mission of carrying his message to the Bucklyn Rangers. Somehow I had to find my way there. Though it was a line or two over from Exiperia and not much farther than Draft, it wouldn’t be easy finding an excuse to leave. My father wouldn’t let me go outside the gates more often than not, and never alone. He’d be keeping a close eye on me until this business with the Dark Ones was resolved. If I told that a Ranger, even if it was Hunter, had trusted me with a dangerous mission, I’d never hear the end of it. No, it was better to keep quiet and keep my head down until an opportunity presented itself. Until then, the talisman weighed heavily in my bag.

“Uh, Lockbox?”

I blinked and started, looking to Sunny Side who was waving his hoof in my face.

“Metro to Lockbox! You’re zoning out worse than a guardpony gone a whole shift without a drink…”

“I’m thinking,” I said quietly.

“You’re always thinking! Stop thinking and start talking one of these days, Lockbox. Sometimes it’s truly tiring having to talk for the both of us. You know I never really know what’s going on in your head.”

I liked it that way, but I didn’t say it out loud. I appreciated that Sunny Side had stuck with me all these years in spite of my anti-social disposition, though I hadn’t said so much. The understanding was just… there. I quietly ate my food while he talked about how the morning shift had gone. No more attacks by Dark Ones or mutants, but there was always an undercurrent of nervousness.

“We all know something’s going to happen eventually,” he said. “But we just don’t know when. It’s like we’re all strings ready to snap…” He trailed off, and I knew he was thinking about all the other pegasi who had snapped and gone feather-brained. I grimaced, giving him a gentle pat on the shoulder. Even if I didn’t know what to say, I figured that being there for him was the best I could do.

“Well, it’s bad at any rate,” Sunny Side finished and began eating his soup again.

“Maybe… if we just get out of the station for a few days,” I said out of the blue, shrugging. Sunny Side sputtered and shook his head, trying to clear his ears of whatever lunacy he had just heard.

“What, you mean… just go do something else? While all this is going on?”

“If the Dark Ones haven’t swooped in and annihilated us by now, I doubt they will the moment our backs are turned,” I continued. “Besides, we still need to keep our station running. Father can’t just shut down all the railcars.”

I looked up and just happened to see a familiar pony walking by. It was Sixpence, the trader who had survived a Dark One attack with his mind still intact. I noticed that his leg was now wrapped securely in regular bandages, but he seemed to be walking fine on his own. He’d mentioned his home was in or around Bucklyn Station. Perhaps…

“Sir?” I asked, waving him over with my hoof. Sunny Side watched me curiously.

“I know you,” he said. “I saw you with Cinder Block in the infirmary.”

“Yes. Forgive me for prying, but are you healed enough to go back home?”

“That I am,” Sixpence said, and looked extremely relieved. “I’m going back to Bucklyn with the very next caravan due out. I’ve already signed on.”

“I’m with that caravan,” Sunny Side spoke up, grinning. “I was assigned as a guard to it just this morning. Heh, old Ironhoof was never in a blacker mood. He practically threw my orders at my face!”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” I asked.

“I didn’t want to give you any funny ideas!” Sunny Side shrugged haplessly. “We can shoot mutants well enough Lockbox, but your father would have my head if I just let you run around willy-nilly. You remember what happened the last time we went out alone!”

I touched my side warily, remembering the day. We were silly children wandering in an unused tunnel, and I had dared try and go to the surface on a rickety, rusty ladder. I’d fallen of course, and hurt myself so bad I cried. Sunny Side flew me all back to the station. I’d practically owed him my life that day.

“We were children, Sunny Side,” I grunted. “We made a stupid decision, but nothing bad really came of it.”

“Tell that to your father!”

I resisted the urge to scowl, instead turning back to Sixpence.

“Well, I wish you luck, sir. Perhaps I’ll see you on the caravan.”

“Thank you,” he said. “If you don’t mind my saying so, I wouldn’t mind if you were there. I heard you acquitted yourself well in the battle at the southern gate.”

“You… heard about that?”

“It was hard to miss all the shooting! I heard a Ranger also came by?”

He suddenly leaned forward, quite interested in what I had to say. Rangers were everypony’s folk heroes, but I didn’t feel like talking about it, remembering my promise to Hunter. I looked at Sunny Side instead for support.

“Well, he did,” the pegasus answered for me. “But he also left almost immediately after that attack. He’s investigating the Dark Ones you see.”

I elbowed Sunny in the ribs.

“Come on, Lockbox!” he groaned. “It’s not like the station hasn’t figured out what you call them already.”

“And this Ranger... Did he say anything at all about what might be done about this?” Sixpence asked. Chalk it up to a trader to be worried about what could affect commerce through the tunnels.

“If it’s a big enough danger, he’ll find the other Rangers, and they will contact Ponyopolis. And then they will fight the Dark Ones,” I said tersely, just to get him off my back.

This seemed to satisfy him for the moment. He stood back, nodding slowly to himself.

“Oh, good. That’s good. Ponyopolis? I was there, once, you know. On another caravan. Amazing place. Can’t really get through to them much anymore… guess we’d need a Ranger to get any messages to them now, what with the Monarchy and the Republic spreading all over the Metro. Between them and the mutants and bandits, we practically need a tank just to get anywhere.”

I raised an eyebrow. This conversation was supposed to have been over a while ago. “Yes. Well. See you on the caravan, perhaps.”

“Yes. Yes, see you later. Take care. Hope we aren’t late.” He waved and walked away. I noticed a slight wobble in his step, as if he wasn’t quite sure of his footing. Perhaps he wasn’t as fully healed as he’d claimed… a magical bandage could only do so much to knit together flesh. It sped up the process, but it was vulnerable to all the same dangers if some foolish pony started clopping around on an injured limb. Either that or the attack from the Dark Ones had left some mental scars that weren’t immediately apparent.

“Poor guy,” Sunny Side said, seeming to agree with my thoughts. “He must be stressed something awful. Almost getting killed and then getting stuck in a strange station.”

“Yes. Stress,” I murmured, waiting until Sixpence had disappeared into the crowds before going back to my food.

/-/-/-/

“And you wanted to join this caravan why?”

“I think it would be a good experience for me, father. I’m fully grown now, and I’ve never been outside the station. Not on official business at any rate. Since Ironhoof needs most of the militia to remain behind here, he’s understaffed. He’s been asking for a few volunteers.”

My father watched me with his usual stern scrutiny. He tapped his hooves together on his desk, and for a moment I was afraid he would refuse me outright. But then his expression softened just slightly, the lines around his eyes receding back into his pelt.

“Son,” he said quietly. “You know that whatever I do, it’s for the good of the station, right?”

I gave him a single, firm nod. I knew my father well enough to say that he always had the best intentions in mind, whatever he might say or do. Of course, that sometimes led to bad decisions in themselves. I wondered for a moment if my noble intentions were going to get me anything but a quick death.

“I know these attacks have everypony worried. These Dark Ones are beyond anything we have seen before. But I do not want to stifle you. I have been short with you, even unfairly angry the last couple of days. And for that, I apologize. I know that you want to help the station. You have a good heart, Lockbox. This trip to Bucklyn should be a good thing for all of us. The caravan will strengthen ties with Draft Station by providing some goods and services, and then they will move on to Bucklyn for our merchants to collect some of the latest trade goods. Everypony likes to see commerce flowing.”

He continued to tap his hooves together, staring at the table. I was somewhat mollified by his apology, but he still had not given me permission to go with them.

“And I understand your friend Sunny Side will be a part of the caravan?”

I nodded.

“Yes, he’s a good stallion, that one. You two have always worked well together. You always keep an eye on each other, that’s good.”

I understood what my father was doing. He was trying to convince himself that letting me go might actually be safer than keeping me here. If I was traveling all the way to Bucklyn then I wouldn’t be in the way of any more Dark One attacks. It made me want to roll my eyes, but I still felt flattered. My father, overprotective though he may be, only wanted me to stay safe in the end.

“Well, all right,” he said. “The caravan leaves first thing tomorrow morning. Report to Ironhoof once you’ve collected your things… I know you’ll be a valuable asset to them.”

He looked at me with a tired smile, which I returned. But as I turned to go, I was halted at the door by his voice.

“Lockbox.”

I looked over my shoulder, ears perked.

“I know you respect the Rangers. And I know you admire Hunter as well. I’m sorry we’ve received no news from him yet. But, son… the Rangers are not like normal ponies. They’re… dangerous. In more ways than one.”

Did he suspect this had something to do with Hunter? Worse, did he know? I kept my expression placid as he continued.

“Please, just… remember that Exiperia will always be your home, all right? Do what needs to be done, and come back safely.”

I stared at him for a length of time, puzzling over what he had said. There seemed to be only one appropriate response. I turned back and went to his desk, moved around it to his side, and gave him a one-legged hug around the neck. He returned it after some hesitation. The moment stretched on, and over his shoulder I noticed a picture on his desk that was normally on one of his top shelves. It was a small photograph of me as a bright-eyed young colt, standing next to my father who wore a small, barely happy smile. In contrast, I was grinning so wide it looked like my face was about to split apart. It had been one of my first pictures, and in my little colt’s rationale I’d wanted it to look good for posterity’s sake. New pictures were so rare nowadays, requiring the arts of a very focused and talented unicorn. So few resources could be spared to make them, pictures were often prized by those who had them, like me. Knowing he’d been looking at it send a tiny needle of guilt into my heart. I was keeping a secret from him. I didn’t trust him to trust me with the full weight of the truth. But this wasn’t that bad, was it? I’d just knock on the door of the Ranger base, pass on the message, and come back home. I’d be able to do something to help, and Ponyopolis would get Hunter’s message one way or another. Everypony would be happy.

As I pulled away from my father and finally left his office, I felt my stomach twist. How deeply was I going to underestimate my own problems to make them bearable? I wanted to believe that this would be a simple task, and that when it was done our problems could be solved by ponies stronger and wiser than I. Was I being selfish, just wanting to fulfill my own dreams of being useful to the station? I hadn’t even begun my journey, and already my doubts were piling up.

/-/-/-/

I looked Starry Gaze in the eyes, an unwise thing for a stallion to do at the best of times. But she didn’t usually give me a choice if she could help it. I think it’s because she’s a firm believer in eyes being the window to the soul. So in her mind, the longer she stared at me, the better I’d be understood. The only thing I was getting a better understanding of was why I kept trying to brush her off. She kept searching for a part of me that wasn’t there.

“So… Sunny Side told me about the caravan,” she said. I nodded, and plucked the strings on my guitar. My turn to play around the story fire had come. Tonight the elders would share stories again. Some were scary, others wistful, all of them sad. Some of us didn’t even remember exactly how long ago the war had been, or what precisely it had been about. None of us came from families that held positions in the government or prominent places in the military of the old Equestria. Then again, most ponies, even the oldest, didn’t really care why the war had been fought. All we wanted was for things to go back to normal.

“You’re going with them? To Bucklyn?”

“It’s not that far. We’ll be all right,” I said, to remind her and myself. It’s not that far, Lockbox. You’ll be fine. The station will be fine. Hunter is alive, and this is just a little favor. The Dark Ones will be defeated quickly. And everything will go back to normal… or as normal as it got in the Metro. Starry Gaze tapped her hooves together and broke her gaze. I looked back down at the guitar. I always had to look to play properly. Hooves and strings didn’t go well together, but unicorns usually focused their talents on more useful things.

“Still, um… Take care, of course,” she said nervously. “I know you’ll be fine. Especially with Sunny Side with you.”

“He’s a good pony,” I said, a none-too-subtle hint towards his eligibility.

“Yes… yes, he is,” she said, perhaps remembering she had told me the same thing. It probably didn’t help that I had remembered to show that I hadn’t forgotten her trinket at last, and had it looped around the end of my guitar. It had delighted her, of course, but only after I brought it out did I realize it had the exact opposite effect I’d intended. I raised my gaze again, noticing the way she looked at the fire. She seemed lost, even confused. Poor filly. As a unicorn she’d be called on to do a great many things for the station. Encouraging our meager supply of plants to grow, creating healing supplies to counter radiation and injuries, forging the magical enchantments that would ensure our survival. She needed companionship I wasn’t able to give. Eventually, Sunny Side did join us, and with a smile he settled in on Starry Gaze’s opposite side as the story began.

“Canterlot was a fine place,” the storyteller started as I strummed a slow, melancholy tune on the guitar. “But everypony always talks about Canterlot. No, what I’ve heard… is about the Whitetail Wood. We all know it’s not standing anymore. But I know. I know what it used to be like. The smells and sights and sensations. It was once a very peaceful forest. Grown and tended to by our very own Ponyville ponies. The sap was harvested there… ah, tree sap. There’s something I’m sure we all miss. We’ve all seen the trees that grow in the streets, and the tunnels. The twisted, gnarled things that sway and groan? But these trees… oh, these trees! They reached into the sky, they did. Growing straight and tall, waving  bark as brown as… as chocolate. Ah, chocolate. I remember when we still had some chocolate stores… sweet chocolate that melted in your mouth and gave you such a buzz you’d swear lightning danced on your tongue! Dark chocolate bitter as our coffee, but twice as rich and so much tastier. And the leaves on those trees? Ah, they spread out on branches like an umbrella, big and green. So, so green it’d leave you dazzled. Nopony remembers the sound of rustling leaves anymore, not the kind you’d hear in Whitetail… not even I can relate it to you tonight… or the sight of a good old sun raining light down through them…”

We all listened, well into the night. The storyteller, an old blue-grey mare, told what she knew. She spoke of the trees that reached as tall as buildings, healthy and bountiful under the watchful eye of pony caretakers. She told of the sweet sap and juicy fruit that would fall from their branches, and the grass beneath them that was so soft it tickled your hooves to walk on it. We had copies and pictures and words of such things, but no way to truly feel what those memories were like. No way to see, to listen or touch. No way to really know. Such a thought never failed to make me sad, and yet at the same time it filled me with hope that one day we might see a world like that again. Hope for something as beautiful and pure as Equestria before the bombs was something I wouldn’t let go of. Not ever. I poured my feelings into the guitar’s song long after the mare fell silent, closing my eyes and losing myself to the music as my hoof danced back and forth over the strings. I didn’t even notice when the stories, which had been trotted out one by one, stopped. I didn’t notice when ponies began to file away to go to bed or their duties, leaving only those few who talked quietly with each other and listened to my music. I just… played.

It was only when another player tapped my shoulder that I woke up from my reverie. It must have been a good two or three hours later, because the crowds had thinned considerably. It was nearing bedtime. I looked to my right and saw Sunny Side staring into the dying fire. Starry Gaze had fallen asleep against his shoulder, her pretty red mane scattered over his back. Her chest rose and fell with gentle regularity, and the look on her face was one of heart-breaking peace. Apparently Sunny Side’s shoulder was very, very comfortable. Even if it had been coincidence and not choice on Starry Gaze’s part, both I and my friend were pleased with the result. Sunny Side hadn’t budged an inch since he’d sat down, and his smile was at once goofy and content. I reached into my saddlebag as I got up and walked around them, and with a flick of my head tossed Starry Gaze’s trinket onto Sunny Side’s ear. He raised an eyebrow and turned to stare at me as I left. He seemed confused, even as I smiled at him. Starry Gaze would hurt for a while, but this was for the best. For the strangest reason, I knew that it’d be better this way. Something in my gut told me I didn’t want to be close to anypony this night, or many others to come.

/-/-/-/

The next morning was a rush of activity. Sunny Side woke me up quickly, telling me to hurry and collect my equipment.

“Ha! Lockbox! Gonna become a regular old soldier now, are we?” asked Arsenal, our pony in charge of the local armory. His appearance fit his name: he was big, heavy, copper furred unicorn with a bunker cutie mark. He was invaluable to the community, being an expert in the maintenance of firearms. We couldn’t afford to make much more than the most basic weapons, which amounted to the simple, improvised small arms guns. Submachine guns, basic pistols, and single and double shot shotguns were common outside of the Armory, which had the manufacturing capability to produce high quality weapons at exorbitant prices.

“Only for a day or two,” I answered, and I was issued all the standard gear. The Mule, a mish-mash of different parts into a serviceable if stubbornly hard to manage automatic carbine, was standard issue. I also made sure to pick up my trusty standby, a magazine loaded pistol. The last few weapons were a bit more ominous.

“This is your hoof knife.” Arsenal pulled out a long, serrated blade. “It fits onto this holster on the side of your leg like so, see how the flat of the blade goes against your leg? Any sideswipe from this will rip open even the toughest mutant hides! And you can hold it in your mouth, too, if you like to fight that way.”

I didn’t relish the thought of sinking cold steel into anything, even mutants, but I accepted the weapon regardless. Apart from that, I had to be tacked up properly: militia uniforms had to have anything and everything attached to them for use in any situation. Arsenal gave me a quick run-down of what my barding was like. There was little in the way of protective armor since that’d just slow me down, but there were plenty of spare bags, pockets, and slots. The gasmask, by far one of my most essential tools, was hung around my neck so I could just slip it over my face in an emergency. Several spare filters were stuffed into my saddlebags. All filters had magical enchantments to absorb the foul spells that lingered in the air on top of the poisonous air.

“These should last about twenty minutes each. But if more than four hours, get a doctor,” Arsenal said with a wink. I didn’t get it.

“And don’t forget this.” Using his magic he slapped a harness onto my head, fitting it over my helmet. There was a light attached with a wire running down to a small apparatus he fastened to my chest. “That’ll be your charger. It’s designed to work with almost anything electrical, and if you slap a gemstone into this slot here, it’ll give you a magical charge. That gem will do everything from act as a secondary light to let you give a minor enchantment to any item of your choosing.” He tapped his horn. “You got my special talents to thank for that addition.”

Being loaded down with everything apart from the kitchen sink was a new experience; I usually didn’t need to carry anything more than a single saddlebag. Still, I thanked Arsenal and trotted to the main loading docks, where the caravan was being outfitted. Sunny Side greeted me there with a smile.

“Hey hey hey, my little militia pony!” he said, slapping me on the back. “Glad you could join us. You look silly, by the way.”

I felt silly too, covered in barding, gear, bags, and munitions. If anything, all the equipment piled onto me would provide as much protection as body armor. Nothing but a small flak jacket protected my chest and ribs from harm. My helmet was a size too big and tightening the harness made it cover my eyes, but it had to be tight to provide a good platform for my war rein.

“Well, anyway, let’s get going, huh? We’re gonna be late.”

“All caravaneers report to the main loading docks immediately!” Ironhoof bellowed at the end of the platform. “Get your gear together, foals! Tack up and move it out! Cart pullers, to your stations!”

Sunny Side let out a loud whistle as he fluttered into place on the rear cart. All of them could be propelled by pumping the lever that turned the wheels, but since we weren’t expecting to keep a fast pace, we were going to be towed by the guardponies. The pullers got hitched up while I did a final check of my gear.

“Hey fellas!” I looked up at a familiar voice. Sixpence had arrived at last and dropped into the cart next to me. I froze, staring at him, remembering the odd conversation we had had the other day.

“Mind if I join you?” He seemed to be asking me. I didn’t answer. Sunny Side gave him an easy smile as he pulled on his battle harness. The carbines attached to his shoulders and pistol armed war rein made him look inordinately dangerous.

“Not at all,” he said. “Don’t worry; we won’t make you pull on that leg!”

“Ha! I hope not. Don’t want us crashing and burning or anything.”

I gave him a short stare, and then leaned forward to speak to Sunny Side.

“How’s Starry Gaze?” I asked him. He suddenly got a very pensive look and flapped his wings.

“Not too good,” he said, and I must have looked guilty, because he tried to soften the blow. “I mean, I was there to talk to her, you know? But seeing that you’d given me her little gift… that wasn’t a nice thing to do, Lockbox. She had a lot of feelings wrapped up in that trinket.”

“Of course it wasn’t nice,” I said, my mood suddenly going south. “Rejection isn’t nice. But I’ve never been good at… discussing that kind of thing with fillies. We’re not going to be an item, and that’s final. She’ll get over it, I’m sure.”

“Maybe,” Sunny Side said. “In any case, she let me keep it. Just in case you wanted it back.”

“No,” I said firmly. “I have too many other things on my mind.”

Sunny Side gave me a stare, raising an eyebrow. “… You’re not a colt-cuddler, are you?”

I blinked. Sunny Side started to grin and I knew he was messing with me.

“Because, if you are, that’s totally fine with me…”

“What!” I squawked a little too loudly. I glared at my friend and gave him a quick punch in the shoulder. “Of course not. Don’t be silly, Sunny Side. I just… I just…” I grunted and looked away. “Look, I’ll apologize when I get back, all right? Perhaps it wasn’t the best thing to do. But I have other things on my mind.”

Sunny Side gave me a sad, almost pitying stare that I felt angry about for some reason.

“You always have things on your mind, Lockbox. But you never really share them. It worries me, sometimes.”

I shifted uncomfortably in my seat, fiddling with my helmet. The talisman weighed heavy in my bag. It’ll be fine, Lockbox. This secret can afford to be kept. I kept telling myself that as the caravan began to pull away from the docks and into the darkness of the Metro. In there, my thoughts could hide away in the cold, damp spaces.

/-/-/-/

“So, why are you going to Bucklyn?”

I turned around and gave Sixpence a stare. I’d been looking back, covering the rear of the caravan as we started our journey. My headlight kept flickering, but continuously pumping the charger gave me something to do. Sunny Side fluttered overhead, unable to sit still for long.

“Pardon?” I asked.

“Well, it’s just... You aren’t part of the militia, and you aren’t a trader from what I can see. Bucklyn’s a bit of a trip, isn’t it?”

My thoughts went to Hunter’s talisman. “I’m just excited for the chance to get out for a while,” I said, trying to sound natural. “These attacks have made me restless, you see.” Sixpence continued to stare at me with a strange, wobbly smile.

“I see,” he said at length, barely audible over the clacking and squeaking of the cart wheels. “It’s a good thing, I suppose, for young ones to get out and about. Especially since we’re confined to these tunnels.”

“Not that young,” I reminded him. I didn’t look back again, though I felt his eyes on the back of my head.

Later on, we came to a checkpoint. It was a small area where, out of courtesy, other travelers along the line dropped off supplies like bullets and pure water. There was a special load in every regular cart run that was used to resupply checkpoints, and we made a quick stop to rest and change out our pullers and get a little break from the constant rocking of the carts. Even in times like these, we of the northern stations didn’t like to think we had left a stranded caravan without any hope of survival.

I decided to get out and stretch my legs while the others made sure that all the goods were well and truly tied down. My helmet was stifling my vision, so I decided to loosen the strap just a little bit. I found myself staring down a side tunnel, one that led far, far away. Eventually it would pass through some dangerous areas and hit Marestra Station, a far off and strange station that also resided on the edge of pony territory. The tunnel itself was dark and forbidding, much like the path that lay ahead of me. I’d given my word to Hunter that the message would be delivered in person and the talisman would remain a secret. But until then…

Until then I was interrupted by a loud scream and a clatter of hooves. Sixpence came tearing around the corner, his eyes wide with fright. His injured leg slowed him only slightly as he bolted towards us. I was incredulous. How had he gotten so far from the caravan? Why had he…

“MUTANTS!” he screeched at the top of his voice. “Mutants everywhere! They came out of the ceiling! Run! RUN!”

I could hear the loud snuffling and angry growls of whatever it was chasing him, punctuated by loud, thudding stomps. They were as loud as my heart as it hammered against my ribs. My blood ran cold as I hoofed it back to the caravan, the pullers scrambling to get themselves hitched. I recognized that sound, from a time not so long ago when I fought by my father’s side against a wave of monstrosities.

The thumpers had come out to play.

“Get the lead out, ponies!” the caravan commander shouted. “Pegasi keep us covered! Everypony tack up and ready arms!”

I leaped onto the rear cart, Sixpence dropping in beside me as Sunny Side took up station above. The loud thuds and stomps grew louder and louder as ear-rending screeches and whistles echoed through the tunnel. The pullers at last got their hooves under them and began the slow crawl up to speed. We accelerated painfully slowly, and I could see the long ears and gruesome fangs of the first thumper round the corner as we at last started to gain ground.

“Oh, shit!” Sixpence whined. Sunny Side’s guns roared alongside another pegasus in our company. The beast’s head was split open like a melon struck by an axe, bursting apart with a spray of gore. We rounded the corner, and though the rests of the creatures were lost to sight, their horrid sounds still came after us.

“What the hell are they doing here? This tunnel is supposed to be secure!” I heard Sunny Side shout as the mossy walls turned to blurs around us. The pullers were spurred on by terror and adrenaline, but thumpers could keep pace with even the best of earth pony runners. Our advantage lay in our endurance. A thumper could only keep up top speed for so long. But that single burst of speed was often enough to overtake their prey.

“Probably our old friends the Dark Ones!” the puller of our cart shouted over his shoulder. His hooves pounded the track as his burly muscles strained themselves to the limit. It was all on him, now. I looked to the rear and immediately wished I had stayed home.

At least a dozen thumpers were hot on our trail, their long hind legs giving them bursts of power and speed no pony could hope to match. I could see the pink insides of large, pointed ears turned towards us, attracted by the clatter of hooves and the huffs of terrified panting. Our fear must have been music to their senses. It was hard to believe the pony-sized horrors were once sweet and timid little rabbits. The destructive power of the bombs had warped and tainted even the most innocent of Equestria’s creatures.

“Don’t just stand there!” Sunny Side shouted, spinning in mid-air and popping off a double-shot that cracked a thumper’s leg clean in two. “Shoot them, Lockbox! Shoot them!”

I felt a jolt as I slammed my war rein into place, the Mule in the cradle already loaded and ready to fire. I bit down on the trigger. My teeth rattled. My head ached. My ears hurt from the eruption of noise. I kept my jaws clenched regardless, spraying bullets into the oncoming horde. Another guard deftly leaped from the front cart and added his bullets to mine. I had burned almost halfway through my ammunition when I realize I was firing in a blind panic. Noises crowded my senses: the sound of galloping hooves, the screeches of the thumpers, my own wheezing breaths. My nose was full of the caustic stink of burning gunpowder. Adrenaline sharpened my senses to a keen knife’s edge. Everything was too loud, too colorful, too frightening.

Stay steady!

The chase was on as the pullers got to their top speed, and the fittest of thumpers continued to bound after us with wild abandon. Their constantly moving bodies, however large, were hard to get a bead on. My mane, picked up by the wild wind of our flight, flapped against the side of my neck. I took whatever shots I could manage, squinting through my gun’s shockingly bright muzzle flashes. No matter how many monsters we downed, another was ready to take its place.

“Conserve the ammo,” the guard next to me said. His voice was hoarse and muffled around his trigger. Crack crack crack! went his gun, not helping my headache at all. “Conserve the ammo, Lockbox!”

I was about to say something back when the thumpers fell upon us at last. Sunny Side and his companion spun and shot two clean off the walls they had been clambering upon but three more swarmed our cart, pouncing over the bodies of their fallen. Sixpence screamed ineffectually. Then came a flash of mangy fur, an impact on my shoulder, and I toppled onto my back. The helmet, one size too big, came loose and flopped off.

My vision was full of ugly monster snout. Bestial eyes wild with hunger stared me down seconds before a paw the size of my hoof slammed into the side of my head. Everything went dark and blurry. A high pitched whine inside my head rang against my eardrums. My world went dark for a precious few seconds as instinct kicked in. My hooves kicked wildly at the great, shaggy weight on my chest, my hind legs bucked and clawed for purchase. The knife on my leg caught on the thing’s fur, slicing its chest. I gritted my teeth and sawed into the flesh, nauseated by the ugly feeling of metal sliding over bone. The beast wrestled with me on the floor of the cart, punching my chest armor before grabbing my foreleg in its horrid teeth. I felt the limb almost tear clean out of its socket as the creature jerked its head back and forth.

The whine inside my head grew louder. I could see red on the edges of my vision.

“No!” I screamed, and brought my hind legs under the creature’s chest. With all my panicky strength, I bucked as hard as I could. It was like kicking a brick wall, but the creature reared back all the same, wheezing for breath. Its head came apart a moment later, showering me with brains and guts. For a split second, I saw every gory detail of the inside of a thumper’s brain cavity, and then its body slumped to the side of the cart.

“Lockbox!” I heard someone shout, probably Sunny Side. That was another I owed him. I felt something drop onto my chest. My war rein. Put it on! I slid the helmet back into place, squashing my mane uncomfortably as I jerked on the straps to tighten it up. A quick glance over my shoulder showed the other pegasus kicking a dead thumper off the cart. The earth pony was out cold or dead, several long gashes scored on his throat.

“Spinner!” Sunny Side shouted, dropping to his side. “Spinner, are you okay?!”

“Look out!”

Our puller’s warning came almost too late as the cart shook from another impact. I twisted violently, seeing a thumper’s jaws snap shut just in front of my nose. A burst from my Mule took care of that, but it was just one of many. The creatures had gained on us again. The thumpers were all around us now, and every gun that could opened fire. The chaos lasted just a few seconds, but those seconds would remain burned in my memory forever. There was nothing in my world but the deafening roar of guns, the screaming of ponies in pain and terror, and above all the rumbling clatter of the wheels on the tracks.

Sunny Side and the pegasus dodged back and forth above, struggling to stay alive and aloft as much as they were trying to protect their fellows. Claws and teeth were everywhere. My jaw ached something fierce. I’d been biting down so hard on the trigger I felt it or my teeth would crack. My mind was gone. My body was all action. Spin, fire, reload, too slow, get the pistol and jam it in your teeth, fire again. There, punch, kick it right in the face. I felt blood in my mane, on my face, in my eyes. Mine, theirs? Doesn’t matter, shoot again!

A scream to my left! Sixpence struggled with one of the beasts as it attempted to pull him right off the cart. Time seemed to slow as I saw one of his hooves leave the floor of the cart. In another instant he’d be pulled to his doom.

No time to think. Jump! I jumped, not sure of what I was doing, only knowing that I wasn’t about to abandon a pony to a fate as horrible as that. I landed right on the creature’s square head, driving my front hooves into its skull. I pressed my pistol against the back of its neck. With two jerks of my tongue, my final two rounds slammed into its spine and burst out the other side, spraying the back of the cart with blood. I turned back to Sixpence as the creature collapsed to the tracks and rolled with a series of heavy, meaty thumps.

My eyes met the trader’s. He seemed strange, as always. Shocked. Grateful. And then his eyes hardened. Narrowed. At me. Before I could register what was happening, I felt his hooves grab my shoulders. His hind legs push into my stomach.

“I know what you’re trying to do!” he growled. “And it won’t work!”

He kicked. My hooves left the floor of the cart.

I was in open air. Falling. Spinning. The ground zoomed up to meet me. I felt it embrace me with all the subtlety and power of a falling boulder. I felt a terrible jarring impact, realizing that was my body colliding with the mercilessly unyielding tracks. There was an explosion of white behind my eyes. The world spun around me. I tossed and turned, hooves flailing. The whining in my ears returned full force, blotting out my senses. The last thing I heard was a loud thud as my body rolled to a halt, and then the sound of cart wheels and gunfire receding into the distance.
> Chapter 4
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My Little Metro: Chapter 4

“Do you want to see tomorrow? Then you better earn it.”

In the darkness of the Metro, being alone is at once a blessing and a curse. One can find themselves a strange sense of peace in the tunnels where only monsters and ghosts roam. Without having to constantly worry about another, a pony can focus exclusively on their own well-being. If you trust yourself and your abilities, traveling alone can be a potent method of ensuring your survival while removing the burden of other lives dependent on yours. However, chance, fate, and the inscrutable nature of the Metro itself can turn your advantages into terrible twists of luck. A single cut can turn into a horrible infection unless you find a pony skilled in medicine. A single broken bone can leave you easy prey for the mutants and bandits. One little slip-up is all it takes for the Metro to swoop down and prey on your weakness. 

I’d never felt more weak than I did lying in that forsaken tunnel, surrounded by the bodies of mutants and their pungent stink. I had no one small injury. I was bruised, battered, and bloody all over. Thick, crimson fluid dribbled out of my nose, clogging my airways and making every breath a wet and frustrating experience. One of my eyelids was black and blue with blood, swelled to obscene size so I couldn’t see out of it. Even though I’d had my helmet on, my head ached something fierce, and I could feel the warm, disgusting dribble of my own blood down my cheek. The entire lower half of my body felt numb and useless, and for a moment I thought I’d been severed in half somehow. Even stranger, I felt so tired I couldn’t muster up the will to care, even if I was on the verge of death. Several gashes had been scored in my sides, and I only just now realized that the thumper’s teeth had done a terrible number on my foreleg. The uniform was shredded and soaked through with blood, and I keenly felt every rip and tear in my flesh from the thumper’s awful teeth. I felt grateful I couldn’t see the full extent of the damage. My shoulder and elbow throbbed with a continuous, sharp ache that felt like somepony was driving a spike into my joints. Every second that passed allowed me to regain my senses and feel every cut and bruise more sharply. Clang, clang, clang went the hammer that drove the pain in deeper with every beat of my heart, made it ever more acute to my senses. 

I took a deep, ragged breath, sucking in the air through the oozing blood that covered my snout. Pain exploded all along my sides. I probably had a broken rib, or three. Earth ponies were remarkably durable, a blessing from the Princesses that had lasted through the Apocalypse. Unfortunately that meant my body itself had to break the fall and take the hits while keeping me alive. It was a miracle I wasn’t dead or unconscious, and certainly a blessing that I hadn’t been set upon by the thumpers trailing behind the rail cart. I didn’t think much of it, though, as my mind was too full of reeling, blazing agony. 

Just breathe, Lockbox! 

I slowed my breathing, acclimatizing myself to the fresh tide of pain that accompanied every single puff of my lungs. A wave of dizziness swept over me and my vision blacked out for a few moments. I fretted this was the end and I was about to die, but after a few minutes of lying still and battling against the pain I recovered again. I wondered if it would be better if I was unconscious. Anything was an improvement to lying here in devastating pain, debilitated beyond all help. The leg that had been in the mouth of the thumper resisted every attempt to even twitch. My mind conjured grave images of me sitting in a wheelchair for the rest of my life, bandaged and broken while other ponies looked on in pity and horror. I felt a strange mixture of shocked resignation and terrified denial. I knew I was gravely injured, but I wasn’t going to let that stop me. I had to get up, or I would die. Somehow, I needed to get moving and find help. I wouldn’t let my body give in. I wouldn’t let myself be snuffed out like the candle at my bedside. My dreams of seeing a better world couldn’t be so meaningless. My entire life couldn’t just be one giant prelude to this. So many ponies were depending on me to survive. I still owed Sunny Side a lifetime of friendship for his loyalty. My father waited impatiently for my safe return. And Hunter was still out there, willingly giving his life for the Metro.

I tried to remember Hunter’s lessons. Many years ago he’d begun instilling within me a sense of pride in who and what I was. Even if he was a unicorn and I’d never be able to match his raw power and resourcefulness, he never let me compare myself to him. I had to be able to trust my own body and the experiences I went through to guide me. Otherwise, I’d be doomed the moment I set hoof outside.

You’re an earth pony, Lockbox. You and yours are the heart and soul of ponykind. Without you, we’d never have an anchor to keep the pegasi’s heads out of the clouds and the unicorns’ minds in reality and out of their arcane rituals. Your bodies are strong and your minds stubborn. I’ve never seen an earthy pony worth their salt give up on a task he’s decided on. And you will not be the first.

It was true. I had far too important a task to simply lie down and die. My shoulders were strong enough to bear the burden. I was an earth pony, and I could take whatever weight was settled on them. I’d given my word, set my heart on something. I wouldn’t give in. 

I turned my head as much as I could, trying to reach my bags and pockets. Every little twitch sent an explosion of pain ripping through my body, expanding outwards like forks of lightning. Gritting my teeth I craned my neck and strained to my emergency medical supplies. The mysterious potions within would do little more than dull the pain for a short time and provide relief from minor injuries. I was in need of a hospital, casts, and bandages. No one spell could fit everypony and mend their bodies with a flick of the wrist, as everypony’s body was different. Magic was a volatile and extremely precise art, and one small discrepancy in a unicorn’s spell could do more harm than healing. Even the most powerful unicorns could do little more than speed along the healing process. Some injuries were just too grave for anything but a long stay in a hospital bed. But for now, the potions would have to be enough. 

My body cried out in protest as my nose bumped my ribs a little harder than I’d meant it to. In an instant my resolution melted away to a sniveling cowardice. My head flopped back down and I wept like a newborn foal as the pain flared up, stabbing deep into my chest. Blood mixed with snot bubbled around my nostrils. I struggled to keep my sobs in check, fearful of attracting more monsters, and because every hitch of my breath caused more pain.

No matter. Try again. Once it was bearable again, I lifted my head and turned my snout back, and this time managed to get my split lips around the bag’s flap. As gingerly as I could, I rooted around until I got a grip on the small box that contained my salvation. Ignoring the sharp twinge in my neck, I nudged open the small container and found my prize: the shockers. They looked like nothing more than little needles, but they could be a lifesaver. Though small, they contained a mixture of spells and potions. Magic wasn’t confined by space, after all. The needle would inject the cocktail of magical potions, and magical enchantments within would be completed by the push of the plunger, like connecting two circuits together. That provided a shock of energy and pain relief, as well as stimulating the body to speed up the healing process. 

I got a syringe between my teeth and grinned with triumph. I lifted my uninjured hoof and pressed the bottom of the shocker against my arm. I felt the needle slide in, and the plunger cracked apart the arcane wards within the tube. I felt a small jolt of energy pass all through my body, followed quickly by spreading warmth. At once I could feel relief from most of my lesser injuries. The flow of blood from my head and nose began to slow. Those ailments would be taken care of quickly. As for everything else, I had to move with caution or risk making it worse.

I tried to stand. Everything spun. I collapsed again, pain clawing at my mind, forcing me to stay awake and pay attention. My breathing, no longer bubbly and ragged, was labored nonetheless. Every rise and fall of my chest was accompanied by that sharp, stabbing pain. I attempted to test all four limbs. My knife leg was still inoperable, and the throbbing ache remained in spite of the shocker’s best efforts. My ribs still felt broken. My last attempt to move had made me break into a cold sweat. Tears streaked through the dirt and grime on my face, falling in rivulets. 

You’re an earth pony. As strong as the earth. Try again! 

I tried again and was met with failure once more. Something deep within me was broken, or several somethings. Somehow I couldn’t pull it together enough, my body wouldn’t let me push any farther. No. I had to get up again. I had to move!

At last I found it within me to slide forward, dragging myself on my uninjured foreleg. I could feel every tiny pebble that pushed into my clothing, nudging my broken ribs. Each tiny jolt was like a sledgehammer crashing into my chest, making me gasp for breath. My back legs remained numb and dragged behind me. Gritting my teeth, I pushed and pulled and cursed, hauling my dead weight as far as I could.

Darkness came and went in those few, desperate minutes, where I hoped against hope that help would find me, that Hunter would return and all would be well. I felt little but pain, carving my body like a mutant’s claws, knew nothing but the struggle against exhaustion. All I felt besides the pain was my harshly gritted teeth, close to cracking. The despair and agony battered on the walls of my mind, slowly tearing down my defenses bit by bit. Though the magic helped to shore up my defenses, eventually I cracked, and the pain came rushing through, unstoppable, forcing me to a halt. When I collapsed to the ground again, a fresh wave of dizziness, and nausea welled up within me, smashing through the protective cloud cover of my shocker’s healing spells. I dry heaved and blacked out once again from the sheer sensory overload.

“Damn it!” I gasped as I came to, coughing up fresh blood. The cramps, the beating of drums on my head, the piercing pain in my chest… It was too much for me. I rested my head on the ground, breathing, waiting for it all to stop and go away. It didn’t. It seemed only to get worse. I heard the strange whining in my ears again. It grew louder and louder until it was all I could hear. The shrieking pain sprouted from every cut and bruise in my body and blossomed into ugly life. All I could do was close my eyes and whimper, trying to hide in the dark recesses of my mind from the despair that oozed over me like a thick sludge. It weighed me down until I could do nothing but remain on the ground, utterly defeated. I thought of my Wall and my father, the comforts of home. The thoughts only made me grow sadder.

And then, there was a light. It was around the corner, growing closer. It pierced my eyelids, grabbed my attention, and forced me to look up. A short spring of hope welled up inside me. Was it the caravan, come back to fetch me? Why, that light looked so beautiful and warm, it seemed to be a unicorn’s horn glowing. So soft, it was like a blanket of illumination, washing over me.

It wasn’t until the light had completely overtaken me that I realized it was coming from inside my head, and I was beginning to faint.

/-/-/-/

Save… Life…

I was floating. I didn’t have a body. I could still feel the pain, but it was like a distant memory, an echo down a long hallway.

Stop… Death…

I swam forward through the mist of my own mind, tumbling and spinning. There were no walls. There was no floor. Just me.

Dream… See…

The light returned to me. I went towards it, and I saw my Wall suddenly appear before me. Every picture was there, but it was… different. They were all perfectly clear. The colors were sharp and crisp. I stepped closer. Within each tiny memento, I saw movement. I saw life. I saw ponies living, playing, working. I saw Canterlot’s spires reach into the sky, the waterfalls cascading down with water as clear and clean as newly refined glass. I saw the trees of Whitetail Wood swaying gently in a summer breeze. I saw a happy pink mare skate across a frozen lake, completely unperturbed by the cold, because she knew eventually the winter would end.

With tears in my eyes I let myself fall forward, into the dreams and memories. This was Equestria as I dreamed. This was what I wanted for us all. 

I slammed into the hard earth and the pain returned. I was myself again, smashed to pieces on a dirt path of some kind. I looked up with my good eye, and found myself surrounded by trees. Tall, green, healthy trees, short saplings and fat bushes at their bases. The dirt beneath my cheek was no longer bitter and slimy. It was fresh and earthy, such a rich brown shade I could have cried just looking at it. The majestic scenery extended into a horizon of happily rolling hills. Overhead I could feel a terrific, buttery yellow light, accompanied by a gentle heat as soft as a child’s touch. Was that the sun? Was it Celestia’s wings I felt on my cheek? I couldn’t lift my head to see. But this was Equestria as my pictures remembered. As we all wished it to be. It made my head swim with exultant joy. My breath caught in my throat as I struggled to understand this sudden miracle.

Was this some new Equestria I had stumbled across? Was I dead and in the embrace of the Princesses in the next life? Whatever it was, I didn’t want it to end. I was still alone and broken, dying. But at least I would die with this beautiful vision in my eyes…

Another pony appeared, rounding a bend in the road. It was a pegasus, and a mare too. She possessed a long, noble, pink mane that bounced merrily with each prancing step. She looked happy. Not a care in the world. There was a small, satisfied smile on her prim little snout, as if she was absolutely confident that today and all other days after were good ones. Her fur coat glowed like the Sun above, glistening as she bounced along. Everything about her was graceful, peaceful, utterly devoid of threat and malice. She seemed to embody joy and life… and she was the most beautiful pony I’d ever seen.

“La la la la,” she sang in a voice soft as silk, until she came across my limp body. “Oh!” she squeaked, jumping back, wings flaring. Strong cyan eyes that sparkled with liveliness took in my battered state. My mouth felt dry.

“Oh, my,” she whispered delicately, taking a few steps forward. “Oh, you poor thing. You’ve been hurt, haven’t you?”

Apparently, she had a talent for understatement. I pried open my suddenly parched lips, trying to speak, but she shushed me with such tenderness I didn’t feel the need to talk. I felt a sharp ache in my chest as her face drew close to mine, and I felt cool breath on my forehead. She was so pure it hurt to look at her. 

“Don’t worry, it doesn’t look so bad. I’ll bring you back home and patch you right up. Here…”

She bent down and plucked up the small, snow-white rabbit next to my head. Though it squeaked and shivered, she placed it delicately into her saddlebag, where its little head poked out. The pegasus cooed at it gently, and gave it one of the most caring smiles a pony could have on their lips. And then, she turned and began to walk away. Leaving me alone. Leaving me broken, like my world. Turning away from the destruction and loss I represented.

Save… Life…

The light grew brighter. Everything began to stretch, distort, fading into the distance. My perfect world was dissolving before my eyes.

“Wait…” I croaked. “Please… don’t go…”

Remember… Lost…

“Please… don’t leave…”

Lockbox.

“Come back… come back…!”

Lockbox!

/-/-/-/

I opened my eyes and was greeted by the worn, dull surface of the Metro tunnels and the rusting pipes overhead. Welcome home, Lockbox, the dead rock said. Welcome back to your cold, glum reality. My head swam. I felt delirious from pain and blood loss.

Out of my one good eye I saw large eyes staring back at me, yellow, glowing in the dark. My light had been smashed in the fall, and the only illumination came from some bioluminescent mushrooms growing out of cracks in the floor. I was too dazed to even make sense of what I was looking at: a big, hulking shadow, the sound of deep, snorting breaths. This is it, I thought. Any moment now I will feel fangs sinking into my neck, and it will be over. I fervently prayed it was another dream.

“Pony should be more careful,” the shadow said in a deep, rasping voice. Its voice echoed and warped in my ears. My own labored breathing was louder than this strange voice. “Pony shouldn’t lie down in the tunnels. Not safe.”

I was vaguely aware of something lifting me up in big, heavy claws. It was surprisingly gentle. The movement alone made my world spin, and darkness claimed me once more.

/-/-/-/

I was in a different tunnel than before, smaller, with pipes lining almost every inch of the walls. It took a moment to realize that the cracked, dull walls were moving, sliding past my vision. No… I was moving. I was lying on wood instead of dirt. My eye rolled forward, and saw a pony’s flanks swaying, walking. No more great shadow. The pony was hitched to lines that led back to me. And then I realized: I was on another cart. It was a flat, primitive thing with no walls, more like a flatbed wagon than anything else. But it wasn’t the ground. It wasn’t the maw of a thumper.

I took another look at my rescuer, and saw a cutie mark of a sun peeking through some clouds. I recognized it at once.

“Sunny?” I whispered. My voice sounded cracked and foreign.

“Don’t talk,” my friend said. “Rest, Lockbox. I’ve got this.”

His steps were heavy and wooden, and his head hung low. I looked closer and saw one of his wings hanging limp at his side, twisted unnaturally.

“Sunny…” I moaned. “Your wing…”

“I know. Hush now, Lockbox. We’re not safe.”

“Sunny… I saw! I saw… I saw…”

My world went dark.

/-/-/-/

When next I woke, I felt safe at last. I was lying in the warm orange glow of a sprite-light, one of the magically charged lanterns that kept many pony inhabited parts of the Metro lit. There wasn’t a real parasprite in there, thank the Princesses, but for the sake of aesthetics a magically synthesized ball fluttered around in the lantern’s confines. Sunny Side had dropped me off in a small side tunnel, with raised platforms on either side for railcar crews to disembark. It must have been a spare for when traffic was too heavy in the main docks. I saw a large metal door set into the wall above the platform next to me, presumably leading to wherever Sunny had gone. There were no thumpers or other mutants gnawing on me, so I believed I could call myself free of that particular danger.

I did a quick check of my own body. I was still wounded heavily, but most of my injuries had been dressed, cleaned, and stabilized. I could feel the warm, comfortable embrace of healing bandages around my foreleg and rib cage. Somepony had gone through a lot of trouble to get me patched up. My barding had been removed and placed to the side, where the rest of my gear and guns were. It was strange to see just how much I’d actually been wearing. I’d probably looked more like I was going to war than just making a routine run to another Station. 

I attempted to move, and was stopped once again by pain. It was starting to feel like a good acquaintance at this point. Thankfully, I was distracted by the door opening. Sunny Side came through, swathed in bandages like me, along with a stern, grey-maned earth stallion. He wore a doctor’s saddle, laden with healing supplies. Without a word to me, he trotted over and pulled out a small box that looked like my charger, although it had two prongs on top. Using his teeth, he chewed on a small lever on its side as he waved it over my bandages, and I felt a strange tingling sensation. Each pull of the lever was accompanied by the tell-tale shimmering hum of magic. Magical energy jumped and sparked from the prongs to my body, and the bandages gave off a faint glow. The pain began to recede again, and I found I could breathe a little more freely. All too soon, the doctor drew back and replaced his box.

“There. That’s all the charge I can spare,” he said, and turned to Sunny Side. “Are you going to pay up or what?”

Sunny Side shifted uncomfortably on his hooves. “Uh… well, there is a slight, erm, problem, doctor. I seem to have already given you all of my cartridges…”

The doctor’s eyes narrowed. “Are you telling me that I’ve been wasting good medical supplies on a pony from another station, who I don’t even know, and you haven’t even paid half of what’s owed? Do you have any idea how expensive it is to create and maintain these bandages? I can’t just walk up to the Guild of Magic and have them replace all the gemstones I need to power my chargers, craft the healing potions! Even if I was a unicorn, there’s taxes, bills, time wasted to consider!”

“He’s my friend!” Sunny shot back. “He is not a waste of time!”

“If neither of you can pay up, then that’s all you are to me,” the earth stallion hissed. “If my patients found out I was giving free care to foreign ponies, my head would roll!”

“My father,” I broke in, “is a pony of influence in Exiperia. He can hoof the bill when I get back there.”

“He better, assuming you aren’t lying,” the doctor grumbled, rounding on me with a glare that made me blush. “Or the first place you’re both going after your recovery is debtor’s prison!”

He stormed back through the door and kicked it shut with a resounding bang. Sunny Side shook his head and spat on the ground the doctor had stood on.

“Asshole,” he said, and turned back to me. He gave me a wary smile, which I returned.

“I’m starting to think you’re a guardian angel, Sunny,” I said. “You saved my life. Again.”

“It’s what friends are for,” the pegasus answered, waving it off. “That’s what the old stories say, right? Friendship is the magic that gets us through times like these.”

“Indeed they do,” I murmured reflectively. I remembered my fever dream with sharp clarity. “Where are we?”

“Right outside Draft Station. I know it’s not as far as I’d like to be, but it’s as far as I could manage. Isn’t this just like Draft? Guards let me in for being Exiperia militia and won’t lift a hoof to help heal us.” He showed off his bandaged wing, giving it a sad, proud smile. “Thumpers almost tore me open when I went back for you. I dunno how, I was sure you were busted up something awful, but you managed to drag yourself onto a spare wagon down one of the side tunnels. It was hell dragging that thing all the way here…”

“No mutants?” I asked in wonderment. What about what I’d seen?

“No mutants!” Sunny confirmed. “I dunno why, but the tunnel was completely clear all the way to Draft. The thumpers had cleared out. I guess the caravan pulled them out of the woodwork, and they scattered when we turned out not to be easy prey.”

I stared into space. Had the talking shadow just been a fever dream? The eyes in the dark had seemed so real. I hadn’t crawled onto a wagon, or at least I thought not. But Sunny didn’t mention a thing about another pony being in the tunnels. I decided, for now, it wasn’t important as long as I was alive.

“Where’s the rest of the caravan?”

“Gone on to Bucklyn Station. I figured we could wait until they make the return trip for them to pick us up. What’s weird, though, Sixpence? He disappeared before we even got to Draft. Rat bastard stole a gun and some ammo on the way, too.”

My eyes shot open and I rolled onto my stomach, ignoring the pain in my sides. “Sixpence! He was the one who pushed me off!”

Sunny’s ears drooped. “Wait… what? Pushed you?”

“Yes,” I said, anger beginning to boil inside my stomach. “He kicked me off the cart. He was trying to murder me.” Even after I’d saved his life! The indignity of it all made me want to stomp my hooves.

“But… but why? He’s just a trader, he has no idea who you are. It doesn’t make sense!”

I settled down and thought about it. All of the strange events that had led me here so far did have a few things in common: Bucklyn Station and the Rangers there. Sixpence had asked about Hunter and what he was planning to do. I’d brushed it off at the time, but now it seemed to fall into place. He knew I was going to Bucklyn, he’d shown an inordinate interest in why I was going, and he’d been determined to stop me from getting there. Somehow he must have known that I was carrying something important, something to do with the Rangers… and for whatever reason, he’d wanted to interfere.

I know what you’re trying to do. And it won’t work!

My mind came back to the Dark Ones. Sixpence had been touched by them, I remembered that too. Had he gone mad, and believed he had to help the Dark Ones kill us all? It was so little to go on, but it was the only thing that led to a rational explanation of why he’d tried to kill me.

“It may not make sense,” I told Sunny. “But there is a reason behind it…” I looked my friend in the eyes. “I have to keep going, Sunny. I have to get to Bucklyn.”

Sunny’s face contorted, incredulity written all over his expression. “Whoa, hold on, Lockbox. This is getting a bit over my head. You’re not even well yet. You’ve just accused somepony of trying to murder you. And now you’re talking about how we have to go to Bucklyn?”

“I know what I saw, Sunny! I know what he said!” I exclaimed with a ferociousness that shocked me. “He didn’t try to kill anypony else on that caravan but me. I’m willing to bet he even lured the mutants our way. Think, Sunny. Why would he disappear with guns and ammunition so soon after I mysteriously fell off a moving railcar into the waiting jaws of mutants that weren’t supposed to know we were there?”

My friend puzzled over this for just a few seconds more before nodding in agreement. “All right, Lockbox. I trust you. But this just makes things even more dangerous. We have to wait here and tell your father about this, and then go back home where it’s safe.”

“Nowhere is safe anymore, Sunny!” I thundered, slamming my uninjured hoof on the wooden floor of the wagon. It shuddered under the blow. “Have you forgotten what the Dark Ones are doing already? They’re murdering us by the dozen and we can’t even fight back. If we stay here, if we let word get out that I’m alive, Sixpence could come back and finish the job. And even if he doesn’t get me, the Dark Ones will unless we go get help!”

“Then tell me why Bucklyn is so important!” Sunny snapped. “I saved your life, Lockbox. I risked my wings! Don’t shut yourself away about this!”

I glared at him for several long moments until my thoughts caught up with me. My gaze softened. He was right. But Hunter had told me that the talisman was to be kept a secret. If Sunny knew about it, then what if he was put into even greater danger by my willingness to drag him into this?

“Rangers are there,” I decided to tell him, looking away. “Hunter told me to seek them out if he didn’t return. Without their help we will not be able to convince any others to fight the Dark Ones.”

Sunny Side dropped onto his haunches and stared at me in silence. I didn’t like the look on his face, and it cut me deeply. I worried he would try to talk me out of continuing my journey, which was out of the question. Not only did we face the Dark Ones, there was a pony, maybe several, who was trying to stop us from defeating them. My dream was still fresh in my mind. If I was ever going to have a hope of keeping our world safe, and on the path back to reconstruction, then I had to deliver Hunter’s message. I had to get to the Rangers.

“Lockbox,” Sunny said quietly. “If we have to get to Bucklyn… and the Rangers really will help Exiperia… then we have no choice.”

“No,” I answered. “Not really.” 

Sunny hung his head. “Then… we need to get to Bucklyn. Get passage on the next railcar out of here.”

“Assuming that doctor isn’t keeping watch on us,” I added. “That, and I…” I attempted to stand once more. The bandages were doing their work, but I couldn’t push myself too much. I was still wobbly and tired, and when the thought entered my head that I hadn’t eaten or drank much recently I found myself parched and starving. 

“Then we’re stuck here, for the time being,” Sunny said. “And the longer we stay, the more likely it is the doctor will call the guard and clap us in irons until we can pay up. You have no idea how long it took to convince him to even look at you… if I’d known Draft Station was so full of thieves and beggars, I’d never have supported an alliance! He forced me to keep you out here, or lodging and a bed would have been extra.”

“Heh… pony’s got to make a living,” I murmured. “I think, for now, I could do with some food. And I’d like to see what’s on the other side of that door… I don’t fancy sitting around out here all day.”

“Are you sure you can even move?”

“I’ll be fine, Sunny. It’s not like I’m running a marathon.”

I struggled to stand, letting the freshly charged spells work their magic and do most of the heavy lifting. 

“How do we know Sixpence isn’t wandering around waiting for you?” asked Sunny.

“We don’t… but I doubt he’d actually imagine that I came out of that mess alive,” I replied. “If he ran off with guns and ammo, he’s either scared stiff his plan didn’t work, or he’s preparing himself to do something else now that I’m ‘dead.’ Either way, I want some food, and if I’m going to sit anywhere it’s going to be inside a station. Just… nowhere too public.” 

Sunny helped me clamber up onto the platform, assuring me it was safe to leave my things here, as only he and the doctor had come to this part of the station. I knew that I was taking a big risk just by moving when I was in such a state, but I needed to feel a little closer to civilization after my brush with death. There was no way I was getting on my barding or my saddlebags with my ribs still injured, so I let Sunny carry my personal possessions, along with what few cartridges I usually had on me. Just in case, I tossed my jacket over my hindquarters to hide my cutie mark. Ponies could look astonishingly alike sometimes, and cutie marks were our most distinguishing feature.

The bullets were our most valuable possessions and would pay for our meals. It seemed strange to me, and still does, that ponies based their economy around weapons of destruction. However, these bullets were from the time before the bombs, when factories and other workshops worked at peak efficiency. The armories that made them had utilized top-tier machines and spells for the war effort. Unicorns nowadays could still taste the spells that were woven into their casings to make them especially deadly and energy efficient, spells to let them carve through the air and never lose speed, even spells to protect against rust and common wear and tear. The kind of spells we couldn’t hope to duplicate now without proper arcane matrices and magic fonts. This gave old world bullets a sense of permanency and value, something we could clearly look at and think ‘ah ha, this is worth such and such an amount.’ As they had been mass-produced in the millions, they were also easy to find and gather together. Add to all that the fact that they doubled as last-ditch, deadly munitions that could pierce the hide of all but the toughest mutants, and it made a strange kind of sense that they became our main sources of income. Certainly many stations bartered with more common trade goods, exchanging a pot for a chair or a hat for a box of cigarettes, but the bullets were the standard with which we measured real value.

When Sunny pushed open the door we were greeted by a wide hallway with a high ceiling occupied by a few abandoned hovels constructed from now rotting wood. The area was lit by a few lonesome sprite-lights, and I could see empty fuse boxes and generator cases long since ripped open and scavenged for parts. It seemed to me to be an old maintenance tunnel, forgotten and rarely used even in the time before the war. Not far in, we encountered an old stallion who looked up at us with a forlorn, unfocused gaze. He had a healing bandage wrapped around his head that had burned out months ago, and he looked like he hadn’t shaved or bathed in weeks. He wore rags for clothes to protect against the damp chill of the Metro, and on his dark blue flank was a pickaxe cutie mark. Such a pitiful creature I’d never seen in my home of Exiperia, and for a moment I wasn’t sure what to do, or even think.

“Spare a bullet?” he mumbled brokenly.

I felt a strange solidarity with the old stallion, perhaps because of my own collection of injuries. And I also remembered, sharply, the pain of abandonment as the pretty mare of my dreams ignored me entirely, opting for a little bunny rabbit. No, I couldn’t be that heartless to anypony. I motioned for Sunny to give him one of my bullets. It seemed only right.

“Thank you, sirs.”

Not much farther along we came to another tunnel that crossed ours like the top of a T, lined with more shacks and homes made of old wood and rusty metal. They were piled on top of each other, sometimes three high, connected by small planks and platforms of wood, creating their own little jungle gyms. This looked like an old cargo transport tunnel, since there was a large ditch that ran along the bottom where small wagons could pass back and forth. It too had been retrofitted into this ramshackle living area, with sleeping ponies and a couple of young fillies taking most of the available space. I could hear voices and sounds of activity echoing down the hall, and I nudged Sunny Side towards them.

“What’s over there?” I asked, pointing left where most of the noise was coming from.

“The main market and commercial district,” Sunny said. “Draft is a small station like ours, and they don’t have much to work with besides trade. But they do have several smaller tunnels that lead to the surface, so apparently they get a lot of traffic with stalkers.”

Stalkers. The very name sent a chill up a pony’s spine. Nopony knew just how organized they were, but they were the ones who came back with all the stories and all the treasures of the old world apart from the Rangers. Prowling the city above, they braved mutants and radiation to bring back still functioning machinery and little luxuries we couldn’t make for ourselves, all in the name of a quick bullet. They were just as daring and perhaps even more foolhardy as the Rangers, and not nearly as organized. They were treasure hunters and bandits, folk heroes and vicious mercenaries. Most of them proudly wore the old city flag of Stalliongrad to identify themselves. Others just let their hooves or their guns do the talking. I didn’t relish the thought of meeting one, since they were so unpredictable. That and we didn’t have nearly enough cartridges to buy the services of one, no matter how useful they might be.

As we continued limping down the long residential hallway, I met several other ponies in the same state as our first beggar, sitting quietly with themselves or talking with each other. It was not a happy station, and I recalled my father hadn’t spoken highly of Draft Station when he mentioned our alliance. He’d told me Draft Station had strict work quotas and a rather cutthroat economy based on how much business one could bring to the station. Since they were more of a checkpoint between stations than a self-sufficient place, they had little to spare on amenities. Those who could make the cut lived rather comfortably; the rest worked as hard laborers. I suspected that if I was too generous here, my bullets would run dry very quickly… and my stomach turned over with guilt that I could so easily forget generosity in the face of such overwhelming hardship. But what could one pony do? I had my own mission to consider, one that could determine the future of the Metro. 

We passed into the market area, which was even smaller than Exiperia’s. It was crowded with what few ponies who actually had things to sell, hawking their wares among their poorer compatriots. Not even their stalls were pretty: they were improvised constructions made of pieces of shaft elevators, sheet metal, and scrap. Their customers looked like they were a step away from poverty or banditry, dressed in a mish-mash of old clothes. There were many transients here, coming and going, an eclectic mix of personalities who attempted to keep their noses above the commoners around them. In one corner a unicorn technician furiously worked at a large steam generator, his horn glowing brightly as he fiddled with its interior. In another a group of stalkers walked through like they owned the place, completely indifferent to the regular ponies and their troubles. Tinny, slow dance music issued from scratchy loudspeakers on the ceiling, only enhancing the melancholy, bland atmosphere. Newcomers though we were, we were hardly spared a glance. Things in Exiperia weren’t quite as bad as this, but if the Dark One attacks continued, I believed that we would soon be in the same situation.

There was a small eatery near the docks, with a single pegasus mare flitting between tables as she cooked and served the food at the same time. We sat down and I rested my aching ribs and throbbing foreleg. There was nothing on the menu but some kind of stew made of who knew what, and tea fresh from Exiperia’s mushroom farms, but I devoured it hungrily. The only frustrating thing was how slowly I was forced to eat. Every swallow was murder, but I pushed through the pain to get some nutrition. I could see a crowd on the main platform, full of ponies from other stations. They were pressing against a large gate that had been set up in front of the platform, showing passports and other papers before they were let through. I recognized the colors of Appleton and Ponyevska, and a couple others that seemed familiar. A few of them were arguing with the guards over so-called “trade tariffs” that Draft used to supplement its income of selling stalker junk. Add to that the troubles that came from requiring passports to prove one was a valued trade partner with Draft, and it became obvious the small station was abusing its position as a chokepoint on many trade routes between inner and outer stations. It only got worse when a couple of unicorns dressed in olive green uniforms bearing the insignia of the Guild of Magic simply walked through the gates, which drew the ire of a couple Appleton earth ponies.

“Hey!” one of them shouted, standing tall and bright green with a brown mane. He stalked up to the unicorns before being halted by a guard. “Those Guild suck-ups get through without even showing papers? We’ve been standing here for hours!” 

“The Guild does good work for our station,” the guard sneered, putting a hoof on the earth pony’s chest and shoving him back. “You’re just a waste of space, farmer.”

I turned away as the two of them got into a colorful shouting match.

“It sounds like the Guild are the ponies to ask for a free ride,” I said to Sunny, who raised an eyebrow.

“The Guild of Magic?” he asked. “They rip off anypony that isn’t loyal to them.”

“We aren’t going to be loyal to them any longer than it takes to get to Bucklyn,” I murmured.

“That’s dangerous talk, Lockbox. Couldn’t we just wait for our caravan to come back? I’m sure they’ll be happy to take us.”

“The Dark Ones are more dangerous, even if nopony but us is ready to believe in them. And the caravan might linger at Bucklyn. For all they know we’re both dead and figuring out what to tell my father, and it should stay that way for now. We can’t wait around here with that doctor threatening to lock us up and Sixpence probably ready to shoot me on sight if he finds me again.”

I watched the Guild unicorns go over to one of the market stalls and purchase a few things without any trouble. The Guild of Magic was not an organization that my father spoke highly of, and with good reason. They were little more than unicorns who held magic in higher regard than ponies’ lives, and through concentrating their power and resources they were the greatest source of magical equipment in the Metro. Generators, water purifiers, air filters, all of them were only considered top-quality if they came from the Guild. They used that influence to overcharge for all their services, and get to places normal ponies couldn’t, and were allied with many unscrupulous stations in the name of turning a profit. They weren’t nice, but they were invaluable. An extremely dangerous combination. And right now, I was planning to ask them if they could just give us free passage to the next station over.

I found myself questioning the wisdom of my quest, but the threat of the Dark Ones overshadowed everything in my mind. The tunnels from Draft to Bucklyn weren’t exactly safe, especially nowadays, and there wasn’t much to keep me from believing our own caravan would be destroyed along the way by something. We had to leave, and fast. This was our only available option.

“Let’s give it a try,” I said, and slurped down the rest of my food, hobbling over to the Guild unicorns who were laughing with one of the stall merchants. Sunny followed with an apprehensive expression.

“… and he actually tried to pay us in common tools! And food! Imagine,” said one of the unicorns, a tall and handsome fellow with a well-groomed blonde mane. I wondered how many ponies he had impoverished to get the supplies to make himself look that nice.

“Excuse me,” I said, though apparently I wasn’t loud enough, since the trio kept chuckling to themselves. Sunny Side gave me a sidelong look that said he didn’t think highly of this plan, but unless we wanted to bankrupt ourselves and get thrown into a cell until my father bailed us out, this had to be attempted.

I waited until the unicorns deigned to turn our way.

“Oh, hello, what’s this? We’re not in the mood for hoof-outs…”

“We’re looking to make something of a business proposition,” I said, deciding to get straight to the point. I was never one for small talk with other ponies. “We require passports to get out of here and into Bucklyn without any trouble. We’re willing to perform a service to the Guild of Magic in exchange for them.”

The unicorn looked at his companion, then back at me. And both of them burst into laughter. I would be the first to admit that, bandaged and without our barding we didn’t cut very imposing figures, but I still struggled not to roll my eyes. The two of them carried on well past the point of credibility, and it was clear they were trying to literally laugh us off. I didn’t budge, and they became somber when they realized I wasn’t leaving that quickly.

“You actually believe that you and your companion have something to offer the Guild?” the blonde-maned one asked. “You… do know who we are, right?” He turned and showed off his uniform. I saw the symbol of office thrown into sharp relief: the head of an alicorn with wings curved high above its head, embracing a six-pointed star surrounded by five smaller ones. The historians say it was the cutie mark of Twilight Sparkle, the greatest and most powerful wizard who ever lived. I could only imagine what she might think of her symbol being used purely for power and monetary gain.

“We’re well aware of that,” I said. “But we’re still offering. Surely passports are not that valuable to the Guild? We’re asking for a one way trip, in exchange for a small service.”

The blonde unicorn was about to brush us off when his smaller, grey-furred companion raised a hoof.

“Hold on, now,” he said. “We’re in this area on business, right? We could use the help, surely…”

The other stallion glanced at him and the two turned away to confer in low voices before turning back to us.

“Be back here in an hour,” they said. “We will tell you our decision then.”

Sunny Side and I turned to head back to our little hideaway in the side tunnel, avoiding the others. Being seen talking to the Guild could be dangerous for some ponies. I settled back down to rest my weary bones while Sunny pondered our strategy.

“I hate this idea.”

“It’s the best shot we have of getting to Bucklyn quickly.”

“What if we’re sent on some stupid errand way over in Marestra?”

“We told them we want to get to Bucklyn. They’ll send us on a job to or near it.”

“And if they don’t?”

“Then I hope you don’t mind sharing cells in debtor prison. And I’m not sleeping on the floor.”

Sunny sighed and followed me back to the docks when an hour had passed. The old beggar was still there, but he had the dignity not to ask for money a second or third time. That didn’t stop me from guiltily trying to avoid his sad, despondent gaze. My barding still gave me trouble; after several failed attempts to attach it properly I just hanged it loosely around my shoulders. I could do nothing but hope eventually I’d be able to grin and bear the pain of having it constrict my already aching ribs. Though I had no doubt that the doctor’s magic was doing its job, I wished dearly to be back into prime fighting condition for the trip to Bucklyn.

Fortunately, my doubts were somewhat baseless, as the unicorns greeted us cordially with a job that wouldn’t be too troublesome.

“We just need you to deliver payment to a stalker who managed to collect an interesting artifact for us,” the one with the blonde mane explained. “He lives not far from here, but we’ve some business to take care of ourselves in Draft.”

“You’d give us passports simply to give a pony his payment?” I asked. “What’s to stop us from running away with it?”

“We have our ways,” the grey unicorn said with a sly smile. “We aren’t the only remaining ponies with significant magical power in all of Equestria for nothing. Rest assured, if you don’t complete the job, not only will you not get any goods you’d abscond with, but we will know, and by extension, the Guild will know. And that, my young friend, would be a very, very bad thing for you.”

“Doubtless,” I murmured.

“It’s still an awful lot of trust you’re giving us,” Sunny grumped, but the blonde stallion only chuckled.

“Would you rather we said no and left you sitting around here with nothing to show for your injuries? We can clearly see you’re capable of handling yourselves, or at the very least getting out of trouble alive. That barding, the ammunition… you wouldn’t have those things if you couldn’t at least take two steps outside without dying. Here, as a show of good faith, take this.”

He levitated out a large bottle and held it up to us.

“Extra strength healing potion,” he explained. “Concentrated spells guaranteed to interface properly with healing bandages and shockers alike and provide that extra boost any injured pony needs. Take it, free of charge. It’s hardly worth anything to me right now.”

I had to admit I was growing apprehensive. But to turn down something like that in my state would be senseless. I supposed it was too much to ask for them to hoof my medical bills as well, and didn’t ask. They were already providing two expensive services for a relatively inconsequential job. I could see the blonde unicorn’s easy-going smile, and knew that this was how they buttered up future customers, spread good feelings among the masses. If I took the healing potion and agreed that I trusted them and was willing to take from their stockpiles, then that meant I too would owe them. Next thing you knew, you were knee-deep in debt, your station depended on the Guild to survive, and your leaders were thinking of conquering the Metro with all their shiny magical equipment. It was a dangerous game the Guild played, and one they had mastered. It wasn’t any wonder there were rumors they had close ties with the Celestian Monarchy.

In spite of knowing such things, I had to get to Bucklyn. The Dark Ones loomed large in my mind, their shadowy wings covering my doubts with fear. The lives in my home station, the entire Metro, took precedence right now. I nodded and took the potion in my front hooves, guzzling down a large gulp before giving it to Sunny. He too took a long draught and hid the rest under his wing.

“You should both be ready to travel at least, in a couple hours’ time,” the unicorn said with a winning smile. “The Guild helps those who help it. So, then, do we have a deal?”

“We… do,” I said in a voice barely audible above the milling ponies around us. The unicorn gladly floated two passports and the payment package into my saddlebag, along with directions to the stalker base located not far away. It was in a remote section of the Metro, in the blank spaces between Draft and the Eastern Stations. It wasn’t too dangerous to get to, but one could never be too careful in the Metro. And with that our path was laid out. We waited until the healing potion had taken effect, and to my surprise it did indeed work wonders. I could feel my black eye starting to recede; it was an incredibly alien sensation. With the magic at work, I could slip on my barding once more. I had just had a taste of what the Guild gave to those stations that enslaved their interests to the Guild’s. Many of those without Guild services had to make do with hand-me-downs and chemical supplements. The doctor hadn’t come back to harass us again, but I had to kick myself for not thinking he’d literally have an eye on us. 

A guard began following us as we left the market area and went into the eastern section of Draft, which housed a small bar and workshop area. There were many doorways that led to pointless side tunnels and warrens where ponies crowded into whatever private spaces they could find; this was one of the few blessings that the over-enthusiastic construction of the Metro gave us. I noticed the guard easily; he was making no effort to hide himself, hoping to intimidate us by his mere presence. I kept walking. Sunny stayed dutifully beside me. The workers didn’t look up from their benches, the bartender didn’t even give us a glance. I wondered if they thought we were stalkers, tramping through their station laden down with weapons and armor. I felt the guard’s eyes on the back of my neck. We were heading towards the small side gate of Draft on its eastern border, which was a small but reinforced door that led to a catwalk down into a tunnel used by nothing but stalkers and mutants. The guard was getting closer with every step we took towards the door.

Eventually we came to the darker, less-used area of the station where the gate was located. We had taken a couple of turns out of sight of the others into the cramped maze of side rooms and storehouses; the guard could stab us both in the back for trying to escape our debt and nopony would be the wiser.

“Stop!” I heard the guard shout. I broke into a sweat and felt Sunny tense up beside me. The guard was just around a corner behind us, and it was clear he meant to keep us from leaving. Fortunately he wasn’t smart enough to go back and get more help, but that meant we had to lose him. We turned another corner and hurried our pace into a long straight hall, dodging into a store room just as the guard shined his light down the corridor.

“Stop!” he said again, fruitlessly. “You are ordered to come back with me to the main market area!”

Sunny and I took cover behind a large stand of empty crates, waiting for him to pass by. Though it would doubtlessly be easier to simply knock him over the head, I didn’t want to resort to that. I was already cheating a doctor who had saved my life (albeit reluctantly) and leaving my family and friends to think I was dead for the time being; I wasn’t quite ready to add assault to the list if I could help it. Sunny seemed tense and quivered like a leaf. His injured wing must already have been torture for the poor pegasus, and this further excitement just added to his stress. I pressed up against him and gave him a look that helped to silence his shivers for the moment. We could only hope that his wing would be useable again soon. Hiding in that dark corner, it suddenly struck me that he had risked not just his life, but his mental well-being to save me. I had to be more deserving of that kind of trust. I’d get him out of this safely myself if I had to.

“Come out!” the guard demanded. He was just outside our door. “Damn it, you’re just making things worse for yourself! I’ll come back here and bring down the whole militia if I have to!”

His shouting might attract attention, and as the seconds ticked on I felt myself start to grow a little more focused, a little more tense. If he went ahead to alert the gate guards, we’d never get through. I’d fail the mission. The Rangers would never be warned. The Dark Ones would sweep in and destroy my home before any help could even be mustered.

“I’m giving you five seconds to come out!”

Could I do it? Could I hurt a fellow pony now to save more in the future? I didn’t have the guts to kill him, I knew that. But I had to do something.

“Five!”

I needed to be strong, for Sunny, for my father.

“Four!”

His hoof scuffed on the ground as he started to move. I’d lose my chance if I didn’t act now.

“Hell with this… time’s up!”

Don’t think! Act! Now!

I burst out of my hiding place, grabbed the door handle, and flung open the door in blur of movement. As I spun in place, I saw the guard turn in slow-motion, eyes narrowing, jaw dropping as he began to jump, startled. My hind legs shot out, and I felt the sharp impact of my hooves smashing into his helmet. He staggered into the far wall, blinked owlishly. He didn’t react quick enough to stop me from flinging off his helmet, nor to stop me from smashing my front hoof into his temple. He slumped, dazed, eyes rolling in their sockets. My ribs were aching in protest, my heart hammered in my chest. Every breath felt forced, weighty. I could hear blood rushing in my ears. Sunny stood wide-eyed behind me, jaw slack. I found it hard to believe myself. Had I really just done that? 

“Uhh…” the guard groaned. I stared at him, almost in shock. I’d just seriously hurt a pony for the first time in my life.

“Lock…” I heard Sunny gasp, snapping me out of my reverie. “Holy crap, you decked that guy.”

“Um… uh… yes, I… guess I did,” I murmured, licking dry lips with a cardboard tongue. There was definitely no turning back now. The guard was still twitching on the floor, but he’d be up and about again soon.

“Hurry!” I hissed, and we were on our way once again. I hoped the gate guards hadn’t heard the confusion.

That proved to be a baseless worry, as the gate was lightly guarded. The only things standing between Draft and the outside world were the gate itself, a console to control magical traps and alarms, and a single sleeping unicorn guardpony. He was slouched on a bench, but wasn’t sitting like a normal pony. He had perched himself upright, hind legs hanging over the edge, front hooves crossed over his belly, chin resting against his chest. He was snoring up a storm, and his paunch was exaggerated by his odd position. It would’ve been comical if my mind wasn’t still racing over the fact that I’d just viciously bucked a pony in the face. Twice.

Unicorns didn’t normally need to be present to open up an enchanted doorway. Passports made it easy for a pony to simply show up, identify themselves, and then walk on through, protected by said passports. If a pony had one it was usually enough to skip most of the background checks and cargo sweeps that were often made when one station’s ponies entered another. We, of course, were planning to skip the identifying part. Passports were usually crafted to work only once or twice before needing a unicorn’s attention again, and were created to work with specific doorways or station entrances. It should be easy.

Now if I could just figure out how to work it. I tiptoed up to the console and tapped a key to activate it. The magical radar inside beeped quietly, but the slumbering unicorn only grumbled and flopped onto his side. There was a small slot next to the console, which I presumed was for the passports. I pressed mine into it, and the console gave off a loud buzz before I pressed Sunny’s into it as well.

The unicorn began to stir from his sleep, snorting as his hooves pedaled through the air.

“Ah! Who’s… who’s…?” he asked, and found Sunny’s smiling face greeting him. He had his passport in his mouth.

“No need to worry, sir!” he said. “We’ve got passports. From the Guild, see?”

“Uh… huh?” asked the unicorn, and passed over it with his magic. He seemed satisfied, since he gave Sunny a curt nod. “Yeah, that checks out. Fine. Just don’t scare me like that again, by Celestia!”

“Sorry about that,” Sunny apologized as I pushed open the door. “We won’t trouble you any longer.”

The unicorn was distracted by incoherent shouting somewhere farther back. The guard must have finally come to his senses. It kept him busy long enough for me and Sunny to slip through the door and slam it shut again, charging down a stairwell that hugged the wall. The door came out to a wide tunnel that used to be one of Draft’s main cargo tunnels until trade from the east tapered off; it’d been shut to all but vagrants and stalkers for some time now.

We thundered down the rickety stairway, the metal clanging under our hooves as we charged away from Draft station. Though my ribs flared up again and my injured leg complained awfully, I fought through the pain, determined not to be slowed down. I didn’t look back, even as Sunny charged by, eyes wide. I heard the door clang open, and the tunnel reverberated with a gunshot. A breath of air brushed my mane, and the wall next to me burst into shrapnel that bounced off my barding. Before another shot could be taken, we’d turned the corner and disappeared into the shadows of the Metro.


> Chapter 5
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My Little Metro: Chapter 5

“Is it always so… dark?”

The tunnel we’d found ourselves in hadn’t been looked at or maintained in years. We slogged through ankle deep sludge, formed by mud seeping through the floor. The smell of decay clogged our noses. On the walls perched bioluminescent glowplants that opened their leaves as we passed, revealing the highly reactive glowing stems inside that sucked up what little carbon dioxide we gave off and added to the meager light from our headlamps. I’d found a small spare in my saddlebags that all militia were issued. It cast little more than a small circle of light which needed constant replenishment from my charger, much to my chagrin. Ponyopolis’ scientists told us our eyes had adapted better to the dim conditions of the Metro, but one always needed some light to be able to see. And I knew we were still easy prey for a mutant on the hunt no matter how good our eyes got. Sunny Side didn’t adjust quite so easily. I heard the nervousness in his voice as he spoke.

“Well, we’re definitely not going back there. Ever.”

“I know, Sunny Side.”

“I mean I was expecting mutants and other things like that. But now we’re practically fugitives! From other ponies!”

“Sunny Side, take a deep breath.”

“I mean did you see that? They shot at us! They were gonna kill us over a few bullets! First thing I’m telling Cinder when I get back, give those bastards a flick of his mane and tell them to shove off. No alliance is worth this.”

“Sunny, please, we need to be quieter now.”

“… Sorry… I wish I could fly again...”

“I know, Sunny Side. Soon, I hope.” 

As we tramped through the mud and collected dirty water I found myself extremely thankful that our barding included shoes for our hooves. If I touched the tepid water with my injured leg I’d get an infection alarmingly quick, and it took specialized care and magical spells to deal with advanced cases.

As we walked, I noticed the mostly intact bundles of pipes that snaked overhead. They were empty of course, hollow and useless. But they still carried sounds quite easily, as I noticed when a low, metallic groan came echoing down the length of one bundle, before it rose suddenly in pitch to a drawn out squeal. It made my fur stand on end.

“Talking pipes,” Sunny Side whispered. “You get those sometimes… standing on guard in the outer checkpoints… always, always when everything else is quiet, you hear the damn things. Anything can cause it, really… wind, random vibrations… mutants crawling along the walls.”

A loud shriek and a distant splash boomed through the tight spaces. One of the pipes farther down the line must have come loose and fallen. It startled me, but Sunny jumped, vainly flapping his uninjured wing and looking the worse for wear when he couldn’t get into the air. I heard him curse and pick up the pace. The sooner we got this job done, the sooner we could get to Bucklyn and, hopefully, a bit of safety and shelter.

Another loud groan came booming down the tunnel. We paused, thinking it to be a mutant. But nothing came to attack us, and we kept walking.

“There’re ghost stories about-” Sunny began. I silenced him with a sharp look over my shoulder.

“Really not the time for that sort of thing,” I said, and he agreed because he clamped his jaws shut.

“So why do you think the Guild was so willing to help us?” Sunny asked after a few more minutes had passed, purely for the conversation.

“They probably hope we’re stupid,” I replied. “They want to gain our loyalty with gifts and golden promises and then we become their two-bit lackeys. I didn’t like them. But at least we have passports now.”

“Yeah, assuming they don’t turn them off or something when they find out we’re debt dodgers,” Sunny mumbled, and then brightened all of a sudden, prancing to catch up with me. “It’s kind of exciting, actually! I’d been hoping to find a way to stick it to those greedy bastards in Draft. Ugh, to think we have to actually be allies with those ponies…”

“There were many unfortunates living there…” I mumbled thoughtfully. How many ponies still suffered under petty, greedy stations like Draft or the Lunar Republic? How many more would remain in suffering even if we did defeat the Dark Ones? All I’d be doing by killing them was ensuring our survival. I had to believe that was worth it.

“Yeah…” Sunny agreed, his mood dampening again. “How’re your ribs?”

“Not well. But I could be worse,” I said. So far I’d been gritting my teeth against the constant aches and pains my body gave me. But no matter how bad I got, Sunny had me beat. When was the last time he’d really flown? I elected to keep talking to keep his mind off it.

“We’ll hit an old rail system soon,” I said, tugging out my map. It’d been magically enchanted to be waterproof, so I had no qualms with setting it down on a small patch of damp earth. “A main line. Where real trains used to go.”

“I wonder what it was like,” Sunny murmured, looking over my shoulder. “To have those luxuries.”

“I have a few pictures of trains,” I recalled. “Beautiful things they were… shining silver snakes over the land. Big caterpillars in the tunnels. Some of them didn’t even need ponies to be pulled… the engines were enough. Magic propelled most of them.”

“Wow,” Sunny gasped, wondering. “Not like what you see down here, then,” he added in a wry tone. We’d just rounded a corner and come across the utter ruin of an old subway train. By its make it had run by the power of ponies pulling it, helped along with a few spells to lessen the inertia. No sense in making up fancy engines to yank a train a few hundred yards at most. This train still stood upright; it must have been shut down shortly before or after the bombs fell. The ponies inside were forced to march out into the tunnels that would be home for the rest of their lives. The cars remained on the rails, rusting away to nothing. Open doors gaped like maws waiting to receive ponies that would never ride again. Still it sat, dutifully occupying the tunnels it hoped would be used again someday. 

“Sad,” I whispered as we passed it by. “To see such a mechanical wonder in ruins.”

“Mood’s kinda ruined by all the bodies…” Sunny murmured. The corpse of a yellow earth pony hung gruesomely before me. I froze, but soon realized that if mutants were about they’d be upon us already. I approached the body with quickly evaporating caution. This pony had been dead for a while. The blood had dried to a crispy black color, and there was a nauseating stench issuing from the gory wounds on his neck. Peeking through the door I saw another body collapsed over a row of seats. A cerberus, mangled from gunfire and smelling foul.  My stomach clenched.

“Poor things… killed each other and nothing to show for it.” I looked over the pony’s corpse and found nothing; his body had been stripped of everything short of his ragged underclothes. Even his gun had been dismantled for useful parts. Nothing went to waste in the Metro. 

“At least it hasn’t attracted scavengers,” Sunny said as he hopped up into the train car with me. Together we moved down the line, hopping between cars. I hoped to find something useful, even if it was just a few spare parts somepony had left behind in case we needed it. As we walked, I wondered at the empty seats and the manner in which they’d have been used in happier times. Stalliongrad had been a large, crowded city, and even these short, small metro trains were built with comfort and aesthetics in mind. I could still see the faded, decorative paint, the elegant wood embellishments. Magical charms had protected most of the trains from wear and tear even years after they stopped working. Well carved loops and swirls scored the molding, giving the train an air of sophistication and old world charm. Even in the midst of modern technology, ponies enjoyed a rustic feel in their creations. I tried to imagine ponies sitting, talking, reading newspapers on their way to work. Never knowing or thinking that a routine train ride would one day take them into a world of horror and despair. They must have taken so many things for granted… or perhaps we simply thought they did. 

This silent testament to the old world left me in a melancholy and haunted mood. Like the earth pony who died at the claws of the cerberus, the train was a masterwork that took years to build and moments to destroy. That we ponies were even capable of such a feat still surprised me. Alas, there was nothing else inside except another cerberus in the final car, which had been killed in a very peculiar fashion.

“Metal arrows?” I wondered. The body had been struck by what appeared to be sharpened rods of metal, shaped to be aerodynamic and flight worthy. Two of them remained in the diseased, mottled flesh, buried in the sturdy rib cage. There were other marks on the cerberus’ body where three more had struck home and then been removed for later use.

“Fired from a Wonderbolt, I’d bet,” Sunny Side postulated. “Those things are deadly in close quarters, you know.”

“The Wonderbolt… greatest killing weapon of thieves and murderers in Equestria,” I mused, hopping over the cerberus and out the back of the train. I knew little of the real life Wonderbolts, who carried on the tradition of grand aerial acrobatics before their abrupt end in the war. But like Twilight Sparkle, their name was now used to describe a much more ominous item. The Wonderbolt was a made from scratch pneumatic weapon that was a favorite of stalkers and bandits for its silence and relative ease of construction. It had a reputation as a weapon of assassins and skulking, dark-minded ponies because of its primitive design and the cruel looking barbed bolts it used for ammunition. Just to be on the safe side, I tacked up and lowered the rein of my trusty Mule. Signs of other, dangerous ponies couldn’t be ignored. Sunny followed suit, and for a time we could believe that were capable of defending ourselves. I doubted that in our current state we’d be able to fight off anything more than an absent-minded foal. My injured leg was beginning to ache and burn something awful despite how much I avoided putting weight on it. My ribs too complained endlessly, and I found that I had to take several tense stops to catch my breath. Sunny Side’s injuries didn’t debilitate him so much, simply because he didn’t need to use his wings, and because he’d only received a good scratching from thumper claws.

Injuries or no we continued down the tunnel, passing under the metal river of pipes that flowed over our heads. Our headlights stood between us and total darkness, and we battled to keep them charged. Fortunately for a good hour or so we encountered little more than rats, the garbage they chewed on, and strange, unearthly noises from the depths of the Metro. Long, deep grinds and groans accompanied by sharp squeals and metallic shrieks. Those noises haunted me for quite some time, and I imagined them to be everything from giant demon mutants that wanted to eat our souls to horrifying distortions of reality that would gobble up our sanity. For Sunny Side’s sake, I didn’t give voice to those irrational fears. The Metro had a strange mythology that had built around it in the years we’d inhabited it, as if it’d become a world unto itself, apart from Equestria and outside the reach of both magic and scientific study. It was a black place to be sure, but I wasn’t quite ready to begin ascribing ghostly, horrible elements to it. The real world, with its twisted magic anomalies and once caring ponies who now murdered each other over scraps of clothing was horrible enough.

“Are we going the right way?” Sunny asked. I reached for my saddlebag and pulled out the map, noting that since this tunnel had next to no adjoining ones, there was no doubt that we were going the right direction.

“Just one left turn up ahead, at the door with a red light above it on the south wall,” I explained. “Then it’s into some smaller side tunnels that lead to the old E line that used to link Bucklyn and the Appleton plantations. After that a bridge, and… that’s where the stalker usually met Guild reps.”

“Ugh, damn it…” Sunny Side groaned. “Just what I need. More small spaces.”

There was more to it than that. We’d only just reached the door with the light over it when we paused to look over another scene of death. Several mutants, their bodies charred beyond recognition, lay in front of the door. They hadn’t been killed by conventional weaponry, but I could see marks in the walls where magical glyphs had been triggered, unleashing magical energy that destroyed the creatures that apparently had tried to claw open the door. It was cracked open just a smidge, probably opened soon after the beasts had been killed.

“Well that’s strange,” Sunny remarked. “It looks like they weren’t killed too long ago.”

“They turned off the security for us,” I responded, and boldly stepped over the corpses. They were still warm. But we had a job to do, and I intended to see it done. There were no bandits here we’d been warned of. The stalkers used these tunnels more than them, and they had no love of bandits. Of course, stalkers themselves could turn bandit just as easily.

We found ourselves in the tangle of side tunnels between main Metro lines that connected maintenance rooms and other small, out of the way areas. Many rooms and passages in these places were old and useless, serving little to no purpose other than to confuse and disorient a pony. That and hide the skeletons of those who had died and been devoured by scavengers down here. Dying alone in the Metro meant no funerals and no chance of an excursion sent to look for your body. The dangers were simply too great. The mutants would consume it, or the body itself would be lost to the tunnels. The only reason one had to pay attention to a corpse was the potentially useful salvage they could claim off it. 

These tunnels, however, looked like they were rarely if ever tread by ponies or mutants. Radioactive moss grew from the walls, feeding off the cold, moist atmosphere, and the tight passages were choked in some areas by cobwebs (and sometimes still used spider webs). The exposed pipes were rusted and could break open with a swift kick of the hoof, revealing nothing but empty pipe inside. Nothing lived here. Nothing moved here. It was the perfect hiding spot for a lonesome stalker who preferred his own company.

The loud growl that echoed behind us soon disproved that. It was low, rolling sort of growl, the kind a mutant gave in warning to trespassers to stay away… or as a signal to its fellows that it had found prey.

“Damn! Where the hell are they all coming from here?” Sunny whispered. We picked up the pace and darted through the tight halls in as straight a line as we could. Moving quietly was pointless; the dogs could track us by scent. I followed the old, faded signs that pointed the way to the E Line through the twisting tunnels, going past rooms full of empty, rotting crates and rusty barrels. I hadn’t the time or the desire to figure out what they’d been used for in better times now. A skeleton occupied one room, providing nutrition for a colony of glowing lichens that had attached themselves to the bones. The pony’s femur was being gnawed on by a drake, a small, mutated lizard. They were scavengers, and it paid us no heed as we passed by. The grisly sight barely gave me pause. I had no time to ponder the fate of other ponies when our lives were in danger. Our geiger counters clicked constantly in this area, and the growls of mutants were close by. Here and there other mutant bodies, still cerberus corpses, lay dead, but these were fresher than the ones we’d encountered on the train. I could see they’d been killed in much the same way as before: large puncture wounds where metal bolts had been ripped back out of the flesh.

We then came to a long, straight tunnel leading up to a large doorway, and all over the walls were the marks of combat. Bullet holes and magical scoring alongside metal bolts buried in the concrete went all the way up to the doorway like a storybook of destruction. Spent casings littered the floor. The control panel for the door had been blown up by some very determined and angry pony, leaving it permanently open. Thank Celestia for small blessings.

We came out into a scene of quiet devastation. The room was several train cars long, and had once had catwalks stretching across the length of the ceiling. These had crashed to the ground long ago, and the crane that used to lift up rail cars joined them. The great machine was nothing more than twisted wreckage that had rusted away long ago. But what disheartened me most was seeing most of the ceiling had collapsed along with the whole mess, and many tons of rock and earth. The depot had been cut in half by the wreckage. There was no choice but to backtrack to the rear entrance of the pit stop. That offered no clear path either; the destruction extended into the main tunnel. A massive quake or bomb had sent the ceiling crashing down and the earth flooded in. E Line was blocked off.

“Shit,” said Sunny, and I was inclined to agree. We had no time to follow E line back northeast and find an alternate route, and that was even if cerberus weren’t on our tails. There had to be a way…

“There!” I said, pointing at the mountain of earth and concrete. The rear of a train jutted out of the wreckage. It had been shoved into the wall by the landslide. I hobbled forward to investigate, clicking my charger several times to increase the output from my meager headlight. With a little help from Sunny I hopped up on my hind legs to peer through the back door. What luck! The inside of the train was only partially filled with dirt, and I could see it stretch beyond the debris pile to the rest of the E Line. This tiny passage choked with junk would be our way through… we just had to pry open the door, do a little digging, and-

“They’re here!” 

I whirled around and saw a three headed cerberus round the corner out of the pit stop. Pale yellow eyes rolled in their sockets and stopped on us. Its central head dipped low as scabbed lips peeled back to reveal a growl full of misshapen teeth. The other two heads wobbled aimlessly, twitching and spasming. The beast gave out two sharp, short barks before Sunny’s war rein roared in reply, splitting its brain case open. It was too short a distance to effectively use his saddle-mounted long barrels, which I prayed wouldn’t give us trouble in the train car.

“Damn.” I grabbed the door handle as best as I could and pulled. My leg cramped in response, and I could feel the teeth of the thumper tearing into me once again. The door wobbled, but didn’t budge. I braced myself as best I could and shoved one side with my uninjured hoof, feeling it gave way just slightly with a loud squeal of metal on metal. I heard Sunny’s gun chatter again as more dogs spilled out of the pit stop, barking and growling, uncertain of the great gun that pummeled their numbers. They stayed back, unwilling to go forward but strangely unable to retreat. Another shove and another squeak forced the door open just barely. I reared back, shoved again, got another inch.

“Hurry, Lockbox!” Sunny shouted, fumbling as he reloaded. I heard a loud, warbling snarl as all the noise began to attract the attention of something else. Something big. The dogs whimpered. I focused all my attention on the door, and at last was able to squeeze my way in just enough to brace myself against both sides. My back against one and my hind legs on the other, I reached deep down and summoned my considerable earth pony might. The doors creaked like an old pony that refused to wake.

“Lockbox!” Sunny shouted, fearful. “Something’s coming!” I looked back and saw strange lights flashing farther down the tunnel, casting the shadows of some four-legged beast on the walls. The guttural snarl came again. The dogs howled.

“Come on… now, damn it!” I growled at the doors, which gave way at last with a sudden jerk that made me flop to the ground, banging my head on the side of a pole. It was supposed to help ponies keep their balance when they couldn’t find a seat, and now punished me for falling. How oddly appropriate. Sunny scrambled in after me, almost making me break my ribs all over again as he crawled over my limp form. I heard his saddle guns scraping the sides of the train car. It was tilted at an awkward angle, forcing us to constantly re-adjust the way we stood.

“Get up!” he snapped. I felt his teeth latch onto my barding and jerk me to my hooves. Growls and snarls were behind me. I instinctively bucked backwards and felt my hooves connect with something, flesh and bone giving way. There was a whimper and a yelp, and then a loud, piercing growl as the lights got closer. I could hear the hum of electricity. The cerberus were in a panic, barking and baying. We weren’t even halfway through the car. Sunny scrambled over a pile of loose earth that had flooded in through one of the windows, struggling with his heavy guns. I jumped forward, ramming my head into his flanks and shoved him through. He rolled down to the ground with an indignant “oof!”

“Dig! Dig if you have to, damn it, just go!” I shouted, and looked over my shoulder.

The dogs were shying away from one of the strangest beings I’d ever seen in my life. A gaunt, four-legged cat-like creature came around the corner. This thing was responsible for the lights I saw. The light seemed to emanate from the creature’s body, rising and falling in intensity as regular intervals like some strange radio signal. I could see the silhouettes of organs and bones within the thing. It had no eyes that I could see. Instead, its face was covered in thick bushes of whiskers, many of which seemed to be fleshy tendrils that waggled of their own accord as the creature swept its wide, boxy jaws across the ground. Sparks of electrical energy jumped between the fleshy whiskers and the ground, and I could see the cerberus dancing on their paws with each loud spark. From the creature’s thin shoulders sprouted two long tentacles that waved about like grotesque tree trunks, and at their ends were glowing pods that crackled with energy. As I watched, one of the tentacles lashed out and struck a whimpering cerberus dead between the shoulders. There was a ghastly noise like an explosion and a bright flash of light. The cerberus fell dead without so much as a twitch.

That was all I needed to see before I turned tail and followed Sunny through the train car. It was painfully slow going, as we were forced to navigate an obstacle course of turned over seats and discarded furniture. Sunny blazed a trail through the wreck, kicking aside errant boxes and the body of a dead drake. I could see light begin to fill up the enclosed space from behind. There was a tingling feeling on my haunches, like the buzz of electricity. I spun without thinking, taking hold of the Mule’s trigger and letting loose a burst of gunfire into a maelstrom of streaming tentacles and blazing magical energy.

The creature had been looking inside and met the full fury of my bullets. It flared like a new sun and roared, tendrils flailing as it recoiled from my attack. My eyes were almost blinded by the intensity of pure light that assaulted my senses. Dazed, I staggered backwards. I couldn’t see. I couldn’t see. Run. Run run run run! There was another flash, but of pain. One, two, three times I rammed my face into a wall or piece of furniture as I stumbled through the confined space tripping over mounds of dirt, until I felt Sunny’s leg wrap around my neck and pull me forward. The train cars shuddered as the thing’s powerful tentacles flailed inside the small spaces, rending metal asunder and tearing the cars’ innards apart. Showers of dirt fell as windows burst. The hill of debris was about to come crashing down. Sunny and I booked it over the uneven floor, hooves scrabbling for purchase as our insides curdled with fear. Either that or we were being constantly electrocuted by the thing’s arcane abilities.

Somehow we kept out of reach of those horrible appendages. Somehow we stayed just far enough ahead to stay alive. Our ears rang with the monster’s enraged shrieks as we tumbled out of a side door, rolling onto the tunnel platform into the wall with a thud. I cried like a colt as one of Sunny’s guns dug into my sore ribs. I staggered upright and winced at our condition. all of our hooves were burned, and our manes puffed out in every direction, frazzled beyond description. No time to laugh, the creature was clawing its way inside the train cars too, grasping with grotesque talons. 

And then the train cars gave way. There was a huge rush of noise like a flood heard from a distance. The cars toppled over, driven by a moving mountain of dirt, the big windows staring at us like a looming monster eager to crush us. In a moment of clarity I snatched Sunny and rolled towards the train, ignoring his feeble protests. It was drowned out by noise, anyway. We tumbled off the platform and heard a uniform crash as the tops of the train cars tilted and struck the wall, creating a new small tunnel between the platform and the wheels. It was an incredibly tight fit. At last, Sunny detached one of his saddle guns and dragged it alongside him as we crawled and wriggled for our lives. Dirt continued to shift and pile up around us, and I feared we’d be buried alive. Thankfully I could see the end up ahead. More loose earth draped itself over the exit in a grim curtain, mocking that small hope. Flopping towards it like a dying fish I literally punched the developing pile out of the way, forcing a path out. To survive what I had so far only to be killed by a pile of dirt was too unfair to contemplate. I squirmed through the small space and dropped onto my stomach as Sunny pulled himself alongside me. He’d grabbed my tail on the way out and tagged along for the ride. We watched as the train cars filled up with more dirt, sealing the passage for good this time. The creature’s evil lights were nowhere to be found, and I couldn’t tell if the loud groans I heard were the tunnels or the beast mourning a lost meal.

Sunny and I looked at each other. We were caked with dirt and our still healing injuries throbbed with agonizing pain. My eyes were moist with tears, and I only just now thought about how I’d never been so utterly terrified in my life. Several times now I’d almost died, and I wasn’t even halfway done with my task. Soon there was only the sound of our labored breathing as we lay shocked (no pun intended) by our close escape. Neither of us had been in quite such a situation before, and getting out alive was a feat in itself.

I’d heard many stories of ponies who survived such terrible things laughing, or hugging, or crying. Not so for us. We simply lay back, stared at the ceiling and breathed together. Every breath we took reassured us that we’d just faced one of the Metro’s unknown horrors and made it out intact.

When my heart stopped jackhammering my ribs I turned over and stood up, wobbling on unsteady hooves that sizzled with pain. Sunny and I jabbed ourselves with a shocker each and took the last draughts of the healing potion. It wasn’t much, but it soothed our pain enough to stand. I plodded onward, keeping my gaze on the immediate space in front of me. Just one step in front of the other. We still had a job to complete. 

The tunnel soon widened, and we found ourselves in a huge, cavernous area that held a thin bridge choked with overturned train cars and fallen concrete. It stretched precariously over brackish, lambent water that bubbled and steamed, casting an eerie glow over the walls. I could hear my Geiger counter clicking wildly.

“That can’t be healthy to drink,” Sunny remarked. I agreed. We began to make our way across the bridge, moving at a leisurely pace. We didn’t feel like running for our lives until we had to, and our hooves still tingled. I looked across the cavern and saw our bridge ran parallel to another. Thin, rusted catwalks still bridged a gap that only pegasi could fly or unicorns could teleport across. Many of them looked ready to fall just from being looked at, and anyway we had to stay on the E line.

I heard a mournful roar echo through the wide cavern. My shoulders sagged when the sound of slithering reached my ears. Nothing was ever easy, was it? Sunny and I readied our guns and waited in the center of the bridge for the next inevitable attack.

A flash of light caught my attention. For a moment I wondered if the tentacle monstrosity had tracked us down again, when suddenly a unicorn in full barding and levitating three weapons at once stepped out from behind a pile of rubble on the other bridge. Their face was covered by a gas mask, but I could see a strikingly aquamarine mane and tail streaked with blue. Two assault rifles and what I recognized as a volt driver hovered near their head, trained at us.

“Are you friends?” they asked, their voice magically enhanced to boom across the distance. It was definitely a mare’s voice. “I doubt it. Are you from the Guild of Magic?”

Sunny and I looked at each other. Another roar rose from under our bridge.

“Now!” demanded the strange mare.

“… What if we are?” I chanced. 

Before she could answer, the unicorn jumped back as a metal bolt zipped down from somewhere in the ceiling and struck the ground at her hooves.

“Lucyyyy!” a new, male voice crowed. “I’m hooome!”

“Damn it!” the mare shouted back as she dodged into cover. “I want what’s mine! You’re all gonna die here!” Her horn glowed brightly, flashing like an out of control lightbulb. It made my head spin until I raised a hoof to block the strange sight. What power could that be?

Sunny Side looked at me. I looked at Sunny Side. We both ran for it. The roar came back a third time, and up from under the bridge spilled an army of nightmares.

“Dropbears!” Sunny Side shouted, rearing up.

“What? Are you kidding?!” I shouted back. Dropbears used to be a myth in old Equestria. Of course our route would take us right over one of their hideous nests.

The pony sized creatures swarmed up over the edge of the bridge, locking on to us with foul, glowing eyes. Short, powerful limbs clawed their way towards us. There must have been a dozen or more. No time to think or even breathe. We just opened up with our guns and ran, fueled by fear to ignore our various aches and pains. Carving a path through the horde, we dodged through a hole in their numbers that was quickly filled by more. We passed another train car, and I looked up just in time to see a dropbear fall down from the ceiling of the cavernous tunnel, landing heavily on the car’s roof. It dented under the thing’s weight, and I ducked down low to avoid a paw the size of my head that swooped down. Its claws scraped over my helmet. Fortunately, the creatures weren’t particularly fast on their feet. They were ambush predators and could manage only a clumsy lope at top speed. But we were injured and staggered and stumbled more than we ran. The ground behind us erupted as the tunnels rang with the sound of gunfire, and the electric eruptions from the volt driver. It fired metal pellets at incredible speeds using the power of electro-magnets. Hunter had brought home such a weapon several times, and I’d fawned over how “cool” it was as a colt. Now I was wishing fervently whoever invented it got stuck in a hole and died.

“You’re all gonna die!” the mare screamed again. She couldn’t get a good bead on us, as bolts kept raining down around her head from somewhere up above. Some she dodged, others she somehow deflected at the last moment with a telekinetic thrust. “I want what was promised to me!”

A dropbear hot on our heels was downed by a bolt from the ceiling. It dove in just under the shoulder and presumably hit something important because the dropbear dropped like a rock. Whoever was up there was a good shot.

Then somewhere above us the ceiling exploded, and the mare cackled manically. Her horn was wrapped up entirely in a blanket of magical energy. The rain of bolts stopped.

“How do you like that, you selfish bastard?!” she shouted, and resumed shooting at us. We weaved through the gap between two cars and stayed under cover on the other side. It was pelted by bullets and metal pellets the volt driver used as ammunition. Another dropbear tumbled down from the ceiling a few feet ahead of us. It recovered from its fall with terrifying swiftness, rearing up to claw at us before the mare’s guns tore through its body and sent it crashing to the poisonous water below. We barely slowed down.

Until we came to a hole in the bridge, that is. It was far too wide for me to jump.

“Shit, shit, shit!” Sunny Side exclaimed, dancing on his hooves. I turned back and found three dropbears lumbering towards us. I held down the trigger on my Mule and my world was enveloped by noise and fire. I kept shooting until the Mule steamed and clicked, overheated and out of ammo. The three bears sprawled dead as I ripped the Mule from its holster and replaced it with my pistol. The creatures behind us were gone, but I knew they lurked just under the surface of the bridge and on the ceiling above. I could hear their claws scraping and gouging the concrete.

Down below on the other side the catwalks and solid platforms were still intact. They jutted out just far enough to make an escape feasible…

“Sunny! Go!” I tore the bandages free from the pegasus’ wing with a yank of my teeth.

“What?! What about you?”

“No time! Hurry! Use your wings; it’s your only chance!”

I didn’t give him another moment to argue and shoved him forward. He screamed indignantly as he pushed off the ledge, falling far too fast for my liking. He cursed all the way down. His wings fluttered, desperately trying to stabilize his landing at such a short distance. He wasn’t going to make it. I’d killed my best friend. He wasn’t going to…

He collapsed against the sharp edges of the lower platform with an audible gasp. His front hooves grabbed the ground in front of him as he tightened up, still flapping his wings to keep himself from falling backwards. I watched helplessly as he struggled to claw his way onto the ledge. 

A dropbear swung down in front of him and reared up to deliver a killing blow. I could see Sunny Side’s eyes from here. His pupils shrank from utter terror.

I don’t know how I reacted quite as quickly as I did. But it happened. I could see the creature rising up, every twitch and flex of muscle. Saw every flap of Sunny’s wings. Everything registered with me as it happened. I knew exactly what was going on, found all the circumstances as they changed and adjusted accordingly. I was in no rush. Like a machine the barrel of my pistol lowered, found the right target; I straightened and clenched my neck muscles. Three quick squeezes of the trigger later and the dropbear stumbled backwards, twitching in pain on the ground.

Sunny Side, with the assistance of his wings, scrambled onto the platform and turned back to me, his face a mask of fright mixed with determination. His twin saddle guns thundered, and I could tell he was shooting at the dropbears coming at me from below.

In fact, one of them landed right next to me. It grunted as if annoyed I was there and whacked me with its broad shoulder. It only moved a few inches to the side. I went flying. My thin flak jacket did little to protect me from a hard impact with the side of a train car. My head should have been cracked in two, but my sturdy helmet made me feel only a sharp, jarring pain as opposed to a lethal, brain splitting one. Thank Celestia for small blessings.

“Ow.” 

I craned my neck and sent my last three rounds into the dropbear’s chest as it fell upon me. The beast grunted again and flopped onto its stomach, confused by its slow, painful death. And yet more began clawing their way up over the edge.

Another flash next to me, and the unicorn mare was suddenly right in front of me. Her horn flashed wildly and the same wave of nausea and dizziness as before overtook me.

“Give me. My. Money. You greedy Guild bastard!” she screeched in my face. Through the gasmask I saw vivid red eyes glaring at me, full of hate and entirely too much stress. I didn’t answer her; I couldn’t. The flashing light from her horn transfixed me even as I grew more desperate to look away. My mouth went dry. Time seemed to slow down, warping around me into a confused muddle. I felt my senses distorting, wavering, and my thoughts become more pliable. Give her all my money? Sure… sure, that seemed like a good idea. At the edge of my senses I heard Sunny Side shout something. The mare staggered as two bullets impacted with her side.

“-crazy bitch!” I heard Sunny Side finish as the brain-clogging dizziness suddenly passed. I fell back into the present, shivering as my body regained control of itself. I dragged my hooves over the ground as I went back to the edge of the gap, looking desperately for a way out. Sunny Side had regained the high ground and was preparing another shot until I heard a loud whooshing noise behind me. Sunny Side fell over backwards, his guns somehow just… separating from their harnesses. 

Damn unicorns.

“Money now!” the mare yelled.

I reached for my saddlebags.

“Okay, okay!” I shouted back. “Your money’s here!” I struggled to open the latch. Even nosing open the flap was hard work. Her horn was flashing again, and I could see even the dropbears intimidated… or controlled… by the almost seizure-inducing light. They hung back at a safe distance, predatory gazes unfocused and without a target.

I nudged around until I felt the Guild’s package of bullets, and tossed them out, one at a time. Two packs of three full magazines tied together, covered with magical runes which I presumed to be the Guild’s anti-theft system. It was a hefty sum. The mare recognized them too, as her eyes widened beyond their already ridiculous size.

“Finally!” she said, and the magazines were wrapped in the glow of unicorn magic. She floated them just in front of her face, turning them around and around to verify their authenticity. For a moment I wondered how she was still standing after having two rifle bullets lodged in her gut. She either had very good armor or her lunacy went deeper than I thought. Either way it was hard to think with her damned horn still sending me into mini-fits. I couldn’t even blink.

“I knew they’d see reason. You were probably bringing this to me, weren’t you? Not Sid. He doesn’t deserve it. Sorry I shot at you. Lost my temper, that’s all. Just gotta… get these open…”

What happened next, I had no idea. One moment the mare was magically fiddling with the Guild seals on the magazines. The next moment everything was flashing lights and noise and screaming. Lightning bolts of energy erupted from the bullets straight into the unicorn’s horn and lashed the ground near me. The dropbears wailed and ran. I curled up into as tight a ball as I could as thunder rolled and crashed into my ears, still hearing the terrible screaming at the edge of my senses. It was only after a few seconds that I realized the screaming was coming from me and the mare. I was still morbidly hypnotized by the sight before me, unable to close my eyes as much as I wanted to stop looking. The mare reared up on her hind legs, spasms and twitches wracking her body as she continued to scream and scream in unison with me. Magical energy continued to crash straight into her horn. Her entire body was enveloped with a piercing, burning light in what appeared to be some kind of magical overload. Random equipment went flying off her barding in bursts of lightning as her gasmask cracked, then burst open in a shower of plastic shards. I could see blood running out of her ruby-red eyes like tears, down the pale silver fur of her cheek. And she kept on screaming, no, shrieking.

And then with a bright flash of light and a clap of thunder, she was gone. Not exploded. More like vaporized. Just gone. It took me a few seconds to calm down enough to stop screaming at thin air, my voice trailing off into a strangled whimper when nothing insane and violent continued to happen. At last I felt free to blink, wetting my stinging, dry eyes. I blinked several times to make sure I wasn’t seeing things. And I saw… nothing.

The place where the mare had once stood was nothing but a patch of blackened, charred concrete. There were two little circles where her hooves had been, but that was all the evidence she’d ever even existed. The dropbears were scuttling back to their hiding places, terrified by the sudden loss of that hypnotizing light and the freakshow that followed.

“… Is she dead?” I heard Sunny Side shout across the gap.

“One can only hope,” said another voice next to me. “She always did have a habit of coming back like a bad dream.”

“Augh!” I answered, almost collapsing off the edge as I stumbled backwards. I jammed a new magazine into my pistol, but the other male just stood there.

The earth pony that stood at my side was the wildest I’d ever seen. He was a thin-limbed dirty scoundrel, dressed in heavy, faded clothes. A wrinkled and dirty black vest covered in pockets was over his chest, worn over a thick jacket similarly endowed with harnesses and pockets. On his shoulders was emblazoned the old flag of Stalliongrad: he identified himself as a stalker openly. His saddlebags were thick with supplies. Over his back was slung a long barreled sniper rifle, and his war rein was occupied by the very Wonderbolt that’d been raining down silent metal death on the dropbears and cerberus. The stallion’s fur was the color of rust, and his mane was jet black and streaked with grime and dirt. Eyes like the grey skies of the surface looked me over lazily. He idly worked the pump on the Wonderbolt, bringing its air pressure back up to killing power.

“That was a sneaky plan with the exploding bullets and all,” he said. His voice was a dull and quiet buzz in my eyes. It sounded like a voice that was very easy to dismiss and forget.

“… Plan?” I ventured hesitantly. The stallion raised an eyebrow.

“I see,” he whispered. “Come on, then. Let’s get outta here. Dropbears always come back to the same nests.”

“But… the bridge is destroyed.”

The stallion grinned. It didn’t reach his eyes, which were still lazy and disinterested.

“I’m very sneaky, my little pony.”

He turned away and hurried to the edge. Before I could stop him he swung himself over and down. I hurried over to see him shimmying down a thin pipe with all the grace of a spider, landing on a small bundle of pipes that led over the water to the wall, where they joined other pipes that wandered up and down the walls. I watched in amazement as he scampered along the precarious, uneven surfaces like they were solid ground. He looked at me across the distance and gave another not-quite grin.

“Ponies, ponies, ponies. Always thinking you gotta be ponies,” he said in his low buzzing voice. “Why not be a spider or a fly for a little bit? It’ll help you get across here.”

He slid down one of the pipe bundles and deftly leaped off, landing neatly but loudly on the catwalk under Sunny Side’s part of the bridge. The pegasus eyed him with suspicion, but the other stallion just took out a rope from his pack which he tossed over to me.

“Hurry and tie that to the end of that train car. You can tie a knot, right?”

He turned to Sunny Side.

“Naughty knots ought to be top notch,” he said. Sunny Side only blinked. I shrugged it off and tied the rope as instructed (no easy feat with just my earth pony hooves) while the strange stallion secured the other end. After that it was a quick shimmy over the gap, with Sunny Side pulling me up as I reached the other end.

“Coulda done that in ten seconds flat,” the stallion said, and to my amazement he pulled the rope free with nothing but a clean jerk of his head.

“So, ponies, ponies, ponies…” he muttered as he looked us over with an unchanging bored expression, stuffing the rope back into his saddlebags. “You’re in no condition to travel, you got the look of station squatters about you, and you couldn’t even handle Sweet Dreams on your own. And yet you carry whole bushels of money that… explode.”

“We were… we were on our way to make a delivery,” Sunny Side said for me. I was still wrapping my head around what had happened.

“From the Guild?” he asked. “That money was supposed to go to me, I’d bet. Figures. They’ve been trying to get me for weeks now.” Another creepy grin. “Congratulations, fellas. You’re now hired assassins.”

Sunny Side and I shared an anxious expression. The stallion, however, waved it off. “Don’t worry about it. Bombs, berries, bears and bitches will never take down this pony. Way I figure it, I was s’posed to use my old Guild token to try and open up the seals, prompting the magical backlash you saw that got Sweet Dreams back there. The Guild didn’t factor in how much she hated me… and apparently was unaware that we’ve spent the last couple days trying to kill each other.”

I swallowed a lump in my throat. The implications were beginning to sink in. I’d just killed a pony. Not just killed them, I made them explode. I’d just blown up a fellow pony while unknowingly being an agent of execution for the Guild. I’d been manipulated and been an accomplice to murder just so the Guild could get whatever petty revenge they wanted on this stallion. 

I sat down heavily on my haunches as Sunny Side worried his lip, looking pensive. The stallion seemed perfectly unperturbed.

“Ahh… first pony kill, huh? Well, don’t worry about it. Sweet Dreams was one crazy pony… and it’s not like she didn’t have it coming. She’d already taken out Purple Prose and was moving on to me until you came along.”

So I was a murderer of murderers. The Guild had meant to wipe out me, my friend, and this stallion. I’d nearly led us to our deaths, and another pony was accidentally sacrificed so we could live.

I said nothing as I stood back up, beginning to move further along the bridge.

“My name is Sidewinder. You can call me Sid,” the strange stallion said, watching me lead Sunny Side in a meandering, slow path towards the exit.

I heard the click of a gun safety. We whipped around and saw nothing.

“And lucky for you…” We spun around again and found Sidewinder standing at our sides.

“I owe you for taking out a thorn in my side,” he said with another not-quite grin. “So, I’ll take you kiddos where you’re going for half-price.”

“You’d shoot us in the back,” I spat, surprising Sunny Side. My black mood at being suddenly turned into a common killer gave my voice more snap than usual. “If the Guild makes murderers out of common ponies so easily and you stalkers are all nuts, then we shouldn’t trust you. We shouldn’t trust anypony.”

“Nope. But just because you can’t trust me doesn’t mean I’m going to kill you. That’d be wholly unprofessional of me. I wouldn’t get anything off you I couldn’t get off some poor sucker’s corpse.”

“Then why are you still pointing your gun at us?” Sunny asked.

“Why are you pointing yours at me?”

He had a point. I turned to Sunny Side, who seemed worried… but if this ‘Sid’ wanted us dead, wouldn’t he have filled us with bolts before he even showed himself? He’d shot dropbears instead of us. And just because the Guild had tricked us… would this pony be able to help? He was offering, and we needed to get to Bucklyn. An enemy of the Guild that was ready to throw our lives away might just come in handy. I felt I needed to be very reserved around this particular pony, even if he genuinely wanted to help. Nopony except Sunny Side even knew of our mission, and I trusted him enough to keep it that way.

I slowly reached up to my reins. Sunny and Sid followed suit. In unison, we gently raised our guns back to ready position.

“There now. We’re all good ponies here,” Sidewinder said. “So. Where are you headed?”

“Bucklyn,” I said, and that was all. 

Murdered, my mind told me. You just murdered a pony to get there.

She was going to kill me.

Was she? Or were you all just in the wrong place at the right time?

“Is that all?” Sidewinder replied with an easy smile. “Just a hop, skip and a jump from here, really. Right. Here’s the deal. We stalkers love deals. More than ponies. So it’s a good idea to make deals with us. I get you to Bucklyn in one piece, and you don’t report back to the Guild that I’m alive, and we all don’t kill each other… though I don’t know why you’d do that anyway, seeing as they were ready to sacrifice you both, too.”

He turned his back on us and started walking, obviously expecting us to follow. We did, and he led us back into the shadows of the E line. As we left the strange glow of the bridge behind us, he seemed to melt away into the darkness. The only way we could be sure of where he was was with our lights and the sound of his voice.

“If Sweet Dreams hadn’t taken that bomb when she did, the Guild was depending on me being stupid and greedy enough to take the money myself. Or, it had a timer and was going to go off at some point or other. Either way, I don’t think they much cared what would happen to you two.” 

I wasn’t listening much. Sunny Side was busy flexing his now apparently functioning wing, testing the limits of its capability. That he’d managed to take a flying leap like that was proof he was on the mend, which no doubt would improve his mood significantly. I wouldn’t blame him if he spent all day in Bucklyn’s flight room. As for me, I could barely walk in a straight line. The horrible screams from Sweet Dream’s throat still echoed in my head. The sight of another pony riveted with agony and fear… all because I’d accepted a job at face value for the sake of my mission. It could’ve been her, us, or this Sidewinder. Either way the deaths would’ve been on my head. It was one thing to be surrounded by death, and another entirely to be the direct cause of it.

I tried telling myself it was worth it; that my duty to my home and family superseded whatever duty I had to ponies as a whole out here. Sweet Dreams’ greed and mindless folly had inadvertently given me the chance to keep going, to stay alive and save my loved ones. I found myself repeating that many, many times as we prepared ourselves for whatever the Metro would throw at us next.

> Chapter 6
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My Little Metro: Chapter 6

“When we choose a path, fate does not follow. It comes to meet us.”

My leg bothered me soon after continuing along the E line. Even that short sprint from the dropbears had put unnecessary strain upon it. I could feel that the flesh hadn’t quite mended yet; stitches had been applied and the healing potion still worked furiously to keep up with the exertion of survival. Even then I knew it’d be a long while before I could feel like my limb wasn’t coming detached with every step I took. At least now we’d been walking at a sedate pace for the last two hours and I hadn’t put much weight onto it since our mad dash over the bridge. The E line stood mostly abandoned until it swung back around southeast and met up with Section 12, the line that would take us straight into Bucklyn. Until then, who knew what would be in our way? The tunnels of the Metro always had a way of surprising ponies, whether from freak cave-ins, new tunnels dug by mutants, the movement of bandits and creatures. No two trips into the Metro’s depths turned out the same way.

Fortunately, things seemed predictably horrible and lifeless so far. E line didn’t fail to be uncomfortably damp and cool, though that and the pains in my body kept my mind away from darker places. We passed only a few side passages which Sidewinder ignored, and once were disturbed by a lone drake that saw us coming and growled before running. Our meager headlights were the only thing standing between us and total darkness, not that there was much to see on the constant blank walls. The river of pipes above and around us continued unabated. The only other features were us and those less fortunate than us. Many other stalkers used this tunnel, but didn’t clean it of their refuse… or their corpses. I watched Sidewinder brusquely check the torn body of what seemed to be a young mare stalker, the flesh stripped away almost down to the bone around her ribs. Some mutant (or particularly starving pony) had even cracked open her skull case and devoured the fatty richness of her brain. With her body tangled amongst a few stalagmites surrounded by glowplants, I imagined her final moments desperately trying to use the rocks as a meager shelter before falling prey to some horrid beast. 

While the sight turned my stomach and even made Sunny Side sigh with disappointed disgust, Sidewinder just gave the whole scene a once over and moved on when he found nothing to scavenge. It occurred to me with a flash of grim insight that I’d perhaps be expected to do the same if we found ourselves on our own. Living in a station gave us a modicum of shelter and protection, even as the world outside grew darker and more hideous by the day. While daily tribulations and fear surrounded me from the day of my birth, I’d never had to literally poke through a dead pony’s pockets to find essentials. I wondered how it was our society fell so far. Weren’t we once the paragons of friendliness and goodwill in the world? According to our histories, even the Great War barely touched our shores until the end, when the bombs and megaspells rained from the skies. Now, we weren’t even sure if we were the only intelligent beings left in Equestria, perhaps all the world, yet still we slipped further away from our old ideals. In times like this, I felt all the more blessed to have a friend like Sunny Side and a father like Cinder Block. Only bright spots like those kept hope alive that we could reclaim our heritage, even in the face of utter extinction. At the very least, we lived with the hope that no matter how terrible we ourselves became, we’d always value our friends.

Our new friend Sidewinder, however, gave me some doubts. He proved to be rather talkative, though only to himself. He hugged the walls and attempted to stay blended with the shadows as if he didn’t have two inexperienced ponies tromping alongside him, and he muttered almost constantly in that deep, droning buzz of a voice. It sounded like a religious invocation, or a unicorn worrying over a complicated spell. I heard many interesting and disturbing things from him, and was content to just listen to what he had to say. At the very least he seemed more interested in babbling than trying to kill us, which I was fairly sure he’d attempt to do at some point. Sunny Side, however, was unnerved by Sidewinder’s peculiarities and at last blurted out his discomfort.

“You’re just… a crazy pony, aren’t you?”

I almost laughed. There were better things to exclaim after two hours walking in the cold and dark with a clearly unhinged pony. Sidewinder did laugh, though it was more of a disturbing low-pitched chuckle.

“When you live alone in the Metro, being crazy is one of the few ways to entertain yourself,” he said, snickering. He then fixed Sunny Side with a very serious stare, eyes going wide enough to ruffle the pegasus’ feathers.

“I also touch myself sometimes.”

I shared a very confused look with Sunny Side.

“That’s… good?” my friend replied with a nervous smile.

“No, it’s boring!” Sid replied. “I’ve learned all my own tricks by now.”

Sunny Side fell back into uncomfortable silence.

“Oatmeal…” Sidewinder murmured as he scurried back into the dark.

I chuckled, glad for the levity Sidewinder provided even if I still fretted about being shot in the back. So far he’d kept his word, but would his mind soon turn on us like Sunny Side’s might? I made sure to hang back behind the strange stallion, using my little light to make sure he was always ahead of us. I noticed him pick up something once or twice, but I wasn’t sure what. It could’ve been anything from a stray bullet to a piece of lint. At odd intervals he’d stop dead in his tracks, reach into a specific pocket, and toss out a small metal screw on a length of string. I wondered if perhaps he was fishing for invisible creatures, but the operation became monotonous and uneventful after every throw resulted in him simply drawing the line back and continuing on.

While he was engaged in this activity once, a howl from behind echoed through the tunnel. We raise our ears and straining our senses. Nothing came, but we all knew sooner or later something would. 

“Cerberus is hungry,” Sidewinder muttered. “His many heads are always hunting.”

We let the implications sink in. Always, always you walked a fine line between hunter and hunted in the Metro. In a way, I’d released Sweet Dreams from the eternal game of cat and mouse we played with the new monsters that ruled our world. Were the Dark Ones a sign, I wondered, that the gods had truly abandoned us? Were they the next generation of beast that would at last extinguish the vestiges of ponykind and rule this new, frozen world? I wondered about those dark wings and long horns casting shadows over our once great cities, spreading over the seas to the other lands. I saw their terrible, brooding shapes lording over a planet that’d once been the home of dragons and griffons, zebra and deer and so many others for thousands of years. The old stories spoke of so many distant lands, ruled by so many different races apart from ponies. Worlds within worlds. All of them ended in an instant when the world stared into the face of terror and blinked, and the war to end all wars began. All of it burned to ash, replaced by wild uncaring magic and bloodthirsty monsters. An entire world of wonder and life doomed to an existence as an irradiated ice ball, tyrannized by mutants and Dark Ones. Such an ignominious fate was too terrible to contemplate, and only strengthened my resolve and soured my temper the more I thought about it. I imagined Sunny Side noticed the way my brow was furrowed, as he snapped me from my reverie.

“Are you all right, Lockbox?” 

“Hmm? What do you mean?”

“I noticed you getting all thoughtful back there again. It’s about that mare, isn’t it?”

His voice dropped to a whisper, and I followed suit.

“I still can’t believe it,” I admitted, my gaze going to the ground. “To think I almost led us both into a deathtrap just because…” I paused, making sure Sidewinder wasn’t listening. I couldn’t take that chance. “Just because I wanted to get to Bucklyn without delay. I’m the one who had us deal with the Guild and accept their proposal, and now… somepony is dead. It could’ve been any one of us, and it all would come back to me regardless.”

Silence draped between us like a curtain. For a long time there was nothing the clop of our hooves on the ground, the muttering of Sidewinder up ahead, the sound of his scurrying back and forth, checking every nook and cranny. 

“I think what bothers me most is how little it bothers me,” I said at length. “What we are doing… it’s so important. Sweet Dreams didn’t have to die. She just did because she was greedy and we happened to cross paths. I cannot help but wonder how many other ponies will try to stop us. How many we’ll have to go through.”

I shook my head.

“Every pony that dies is one less to make our world the way it used to be. I’m no stranger to the Metro, but that was the first time I’ve really seen what it can make us do to each other. The first time I’ve seen us as enemies, and not just the world around us. Everything’s changed in such a short time. And I still walk forward, trying to do what I must. Shouldn’t I be breaking down, Sunny Side? Shouldn’t I be consumed with guilt? Shouldn’t I be doing what our ancestors would do and find a way to fix it?”

My friend couldn’t answer, except to say, “You’re a good pony, Lockbox. You’re stronger than me in many ways. I think… I think if your father were here, he’d do the same as you. Just… what he has to.”

It would’ve made me feel better, except he stared straight ahead as he said it and seemed disturbed by our talk. Perhaps I wasn’t wise to seem uncertain. I certainly didn’t feel like it. The way Sweet Dreams died would haunt me for a long time, I knew. The way blood streamed from her eyes, the look of sheer animal terror that comes when a pony simply can’t understand why they’re suffering so terribly. And yet I just put one hoof in front of the other, distancing myself from the memory like it wasn’t such a big deal. I felt torn between two minds. One cried out for forgiveness, for a way to bring back the life I’d inadvertently taken, no matter how “deserving” she might have been of death. The other gruffly pushed onward, justifying that it was her own fault; I was alive, she died, nothing more could be said about the affair, and in the end more important lives than hers were at stake. Since I wasn’t a blubbering wreck, I feared the latter stood victorious. Though my journey had barely begun I knew I’d already sacrificed a small part of my dream of a better world to save the last remnants of mine. I was willing to sacrifice other ponies. Worse, it felt strangely normal.

In my mind’s eye, an achingly beautiful pegasus turned away from me and went back to paradise, leaving me alone and cold in the dark.

/-/-/-/

We passed a crossroads where E Line split off, curving east-southeast. The other tunnel had been walled off in some distant year with rusty metal sheets and rebar. It seemed to me more of a cage than a wall, and I noticed a strange decoration at the top: a circle of twisted metal with a single sprite-light in the center. It glowed with an unearthly pale blue light.

“A charm!” I said with a spark of realization, surprising my companions. Sidewinder hissed at me to be quiet.

“Yes, a charm! A charm against the boogey-monsters that don’t’ care about bullets. Shut your trap and keep moving!”

We’d reached a darker, less civilized part of the Metro, where mutants were thick and dangers were high. No more errant sprite-lights lit our way and the tunnel was choked with collapsed sections of wall and veritable fields of glowplants. Strange sounds echoed from the blocked off tunnel, distant as a memory and just as haunting. Chagrined by Sidewinder’s reprimand I forced myself to look away from the strangely beautiful charm and followed my companions.

“We should be quieter here. These tunnels aren’t very nice, and I’ve seen evidence of bandits moving around,” Sidewinder whispered as we passed by another grove of glowplants growing right out of a pony’s skeleton. Just to be safe, I checked my stores of ammo. There were only four clips left for the Mule, not counting the two magazines of military grade bullets that made up most of my life savings. Twenty-two shots for my pistol and a hoofful of shotgun shells rounded off the collection. Sunny Side had considerably more, but I wondered if soon we’d be reduced to scavenging off corpses like Sidewinder.

The tunnel grew ever more claustrophobic as we continued on. The sickly green glow of the plants cast monstrous shadows from broken pipes and fallen debris, and the light echo of drafts through the tunnels lent an eerie atmosphere to them. I almost jumped when a drake scuttled out of a smaller hole dug into the wall by lurkers, once harmless rats mutated into hairless pink abominations that could kill a pony in sufficient numbers.

“Still a bit jumpy, are you? Don’t worry,” Sidewinder said, grinning over his shoulder. “It’s when the drakes aren’t around that you have to be really careful.”

Soon we came to another crossroads, with the fiercest obstacle we’d faced yet: a complete cave-in that choked the entire width and height of the E line. Our lights shone on the wreckage of a train that’d been caught in the disaster, but there was no chance of tunneling through it like Sunny and I had in our escape from the electric cat-beast. It too was clogged full of earth. The only other way was to our right, through a side tunnel that bypassed the main E line and went off south.

“Shit,” Sidewinder grumbled, scuffing the dirt wall with his hoof. “Now we have to go straight through fucking bandit territory… assuming something worse hasn’t eaten them all.”

He turned back and regarded us morosely.

“I don’t suppose you two are very good at staying quiet, are you? Rumor has it this whole stretch of tunnel has some pretty weird stuff going on.”

“Well, you’re supposed to be the expert,” Sunny Side answered, smirking. “Bandits and ghost tunnels getting you down? If you don’t have a plan we can always just go back the way we came.”

“Ha! As if. Don’t worry your little head.” Sidewinder leaped forward, bonking Sunny Side several times between the eyes with his hoof. “Your uncle Sid has it all figured out!”

Sunny Side watched Sidewinder disappear into the shadows of the side tunnel, somehow even darker and more foreboding than the E line itself.

“If he’s my uncle, then a thumper’s my sister,” he grumbled, and followed him inside. I took one look at the darkness within, and only went forward after a judicious recharge of my small headlight.

The side tunnel looked more like a cave than a proper pony construction. Dirt covered most of the concrete platforms. The walls were held back by little more than rotting timber. In one section, the wall had been penetrated by the winding roots of the mutant trees that choked the Stalliongrad. I wondered many times what the surface was like now, less a city and more a bizarre wildlife sanctuary. The stalkers and Rangers often brought back reports of wildly growing flora creating veritable jungles between the rotting skyscrapers, occasionally torn up by blizzards of unpredictable ferocity and magical anomalies. Anomalies came and went with unnerving irregularity, and were unstoppable when they appeared. Worse, some of them roamed the deeper tunnels of the Metro as if they possessed minds of their own. I hoped never to encounter one, though I wondered if my fever dream counted.

My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of trickling water up ahead. Sidewinder held up a hoof and stopped us from going further while he investigated. He didn’t seem to mind our lights as we shined them on his back, trying to look ahead. Either the danger was not reactive to light, or it’d already seen us. Once more he pulled out the screw on the length of string and tossed it forward every so often, testing invisible waters.

I saw Sidewinder pause at the very limit of our lights and flick his tail forward, egging us onward. We went, and as we crawled I felt something very strange in my head. A buzzing noise like there was a bee trapped in my skull began to pester me as I did my best to stay low and quiet. It only got worse the further I went, until it became a phantom vibration running through my skull. The lights didn’t reveal anything I or the rest of us could see, but the closer I came the worse the feeling grew. The sound of trickling water grew louder.

I gently scrubbed my forehead, trying to calm myself. It must’ve been leftover effects of my injuries, perhaps the numerous blows I’d suffered to my head. Celestia above, the last thing I needed was a concussion! The air of the tunnel felt thicker than normal and my breaths started to come in deep, sucking gulps. Sunny Side gave me a worried glance but said nothing.

“Ah ha,” Sidewinder said at last, pointing down another side passage that led to what appeared to be a checkpoint on a sewage line. Water dribbled down from the ceiling into slurry that stood stagnant and foul in a shallow canal. In some distant age it might’ve been used by technicians checking on Stalliongrad’s sewer system. Now it was a dirty little place for thirsty animals to have a drink. “Just a little fracture in the wall. Must be a storm going on up top, water’s leaking in through these pipes in the ceiling... funny, I could’ve sworn something else would be here.”

I wasn’t paying attention to the stallion, instead gripped in the depths of what felt like a premonition. My stomach felt queasy as my vision began to swim. I breathed hard and quick, eyes darting around the passage. There was another door across from the aqueduct, and I began staggering towards it.

“Lockbox?” Sunny Side asked, fluttering to my side.

“Something’s… something’s coming. Something’s close,” I whispered, feeling queasier as time went on. “We need to get out of here. We need to move.”

“Lockbox? What’s going on? I don’t… I don’t understand,” Sunny Side said, leaning against my side as I headed for the door with uneven, ungainly steps. Sidewinder gave me an odd look and turned towards the tunnel, then reached into one of his pockets. I watched him intently, wondering if he felt the same way I did. I saw the little string and screw come out again. The buzzing and nausea reached a fever pitch as he took a few tentative steps forward. I didn’t know where the sense of danger came from, where the ominous, sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach originated. I just knew that simply by being here we made a grave mistake.

“No… No, don’t!” I gasped, but it was too late. Sidewinder tossed out the little screw. It twirled through the air.

It stopped in the air.

Sunny Side and I watched with bated breath as the tunnel just in front of Sidewinder began to glow with an unearthly light.  The screw was yanked out of Sidewinder’s grasp and twirled in midair, then abruptly glowed red hot and melted away. 

The buzz in my head was a terrible noise, drowning out everything else. I saw Sidewinder mouth a curse and felt Sunny Side drag me along into the side tunnel, kicking down the door as he went. Where there should have been a clang of metal there was only that damnable, droning buzz. It shook me to the core, shivering my bones and making my skin crawl. I felt as though I was in front of an incredibly loud music speaker putting out a mindless bass drum beat, yet still I was aware of my hooves propelling me forward into the cramped passage beyond the door. Sunny Side didn’t need to lean against me, and neither of us needed encouragement to run for our lives from the horrible whatever-it-was that came screaming down the tunnel. 

I dared to look back and only saw Sidewinder silhouetted by a terrible bright light beyond the doorway, shouting something incoherently as he ran. The ground shook as if echoing our fright. Some… thing was at the doorway. I almost felt as though we were being watched, and the light was some baleful eye peering inside the cramped passage, amused by our terror. The rumbling buzz filled my ears, vibrating down in the core of my being, consuming all thought except to run. All sound, the world seemed reduced to that small tunnel that offered us such meager protection from the angry force of nature behind us. Somehow it seemed the faster we ran the less ground we covered, and I kicked my fight-or-flight reaction into overdrive, seeking to put as much distance between us and this terrible phenomenon as possible.

Just run, I thought. Run and run and run until there’s nowhere left to go, then turn and shoot the damn thing with all you’ve got.

I looked behind again, over Sidewinder’s broad shoulders, past his face that showed more professional concern than outright terror. The light at the end of the tunnel was softer now. Red, violet… pink, almost. It was in that more mellow, less-like-the-white-hot-rage-of-a-sun light I noticed something very peculiar. Our shadows were leaning towards the light. Like it was drawing us in.

Somehow it was that sight alone that seized me with more terror than anything else, and I put my body to running once again. The passage we charged through seemed interminably long and monotonous. We turned a corner, slammed a door shut, and still the light followed us. Were we actually going anywhere? Were we being sucked back in? 

The light pulsed, sweeping down the corridor and overtaking us. We staggered under a sudden sweep of dizziness. The ground gave way and my hooves felt nothing but air. I fell, gritting my teeth against the ugly feeling of my stomach crowding my throat. I saw bits of wood raining down next to me, Sunny Side flapping ineffectually. For an instant I saw the ground, murky and wet, the face of another dead pony, his skull bared in an eternal grin, rushing up to meet me-

/-/-/-/

I sat quietly at my desk, listening to the radio. There was nothing but blackness outside my door, but I didn’t care. What was playing was more important. It took some finagling, but I’d managed to acquire a recording of the final radio transmission our city ever received from the outside world. It was an infamous message. In earlier times, expeditions to surface outposts tried to answer it every so often, but it appeared the message was fully automated. I remembered this. I’d replayed this broadcast Celestia knows how many times in private. A message of utter despair and hopelessness, looping over and over for three whole months before finally cutting out. The last indication that there’d been anything living beyond the borders of Stalliongrad, and it couldn’t even talk back. One by one the fires of life had winked out on our lonely world, until we stood alone.

This is a high priority distress signal from Her Majesty’s Ship Quickstep, pride of the Equestrian Navy, broadcasting on all frequencies.

I stood as a young colt in the middle of a battlefield under a stormy sky, surrounded by twisted, mangled corpses of every species. Ponies, dragons, griffons, deer and zebra, buffalo and dog, all lay still in death. Cinder Block stood next to me.

“Father,” I asked him with a child’s ignorance, “what caused the War?”

My father looked down at me, his hard eyes narrowing down to slits.

“Greed, my son. Greed and fear took over the world. Greed for power and fear of it, too.”

We are adrift in the Hollow Sea and running low on supplies. We are unable to run aground. We’ve found no land free of the Blight.

I felt a stirring in the dark. She stood next to me, the yellow pegasus of my dreams. I reached up to touch her cheek. My hoof was drenched in blood. Before I could reach her, she spread her wings and flew far, far away, into the stars where Celestia and Luna dwelled, beautiful and free forever.

“Follow me,” she beckoned in a voice infinite in its kindness. Enchanted, I followed.

We’ve received no transmissions at land or sea, magical or otherwise. Unable to locate allied forces at any rendezvous points. No signs of life at any observed coastline. Negative results on all scry orbs and divinations.

“Lockbox!”

I skidded to a halt and looked over my shoulder. I saw Hunter standing behind me, powerful and defiant. He stood before a great light, and I rested in his shadow. Beyond him, the Dark Ones swarmed.

“Here! Get up! Stand with me and fight!”

For a few glorious seconds I stood next to my hero, braving all the horrors of the world at once. Creatures and mutants assailed me, Dark Ones swooped from the sky, but I didn’t care. I stood firm, blanketing the new world with death and bullets and blood. After all, if it’s hostile, you kill it.

Our current coordinates will be sent in burst transmissions at regular intervals. If anypony is out there, please respond. This message is set to repeat. Please…

I felt a feather light touch on my shoulder. I turned and saw a Dark One towering above me, wings stretched out, horn straight and sharp and proud. My mind melted and my bowels loosened with terror.

Stop… Death…

It stepped towards me like a living nightmare. I stumbled backwards.

You… Hear… You… See…

I reached up and slashed at the beast with my hoof knife. It ignored me and vanished, replaced by monsters. Mutants descended on me, and I fought for my life against impossible odds, falling to the ground. Sweet Dreams appeared and grabbed my hooves, pinning them to the cold concrete. She straddled me, holding me down and grinning manically through a broken gasmask. Blood streamed from her eyes. It dribbled down into my nose and mouth, making me sputter and choke. She laughed at my pain.

You… Hear… Must… Listen…

The shadows closed in, choking the life from me, swallowing me up. The last thing I saw was a glimmer of pink and yellow as the fair pegasus flew above the carnage, looking down at me with pity.

Is there anyone out there? Anyone at all? This is a high priority distress signal…

/-/-/-/

I woke up with a bitter taste in my mouth and a sting in my eye. I raised my head and felt incredibly wet. My geiger counter clicked quietly, alerting me of faint levels of background radiation but nothing that’d shave years off my life. First thing, establish where I was and if everything was intact.

It pained me to do so, but I scrambled up on all four hooves, splashing water all around and kicking the skull I’d seen on the way down. Apparently some other poor soul had found his final resting place here. This was starting to become a disturbing trend. My injured leg throbbed, but still held together. My still healing ribs gave me even more trouble. I took a short breath and gasped as pain shot through me, nearly paralyzing me with a cold rush of agony. That was all that was wrong, wasn’t it?  It seemed so.

I looked around and found myself in a large, square room, the purpose of which I couldn’t really determine. It seemed to be nothing more than a place where things were dumped, such as the brackish, foul water that pooled beneath me. Underneath that was a soft, squishy material that seemed to be a mixture of soil and… other foul things. It seemed landing on this mess saved my life. The entire area reeked horribly, and it suddenly dawned on me that I’d landed in this muck. And my mouth had been open. That gunk. Full of dead things. Had been in my mouth.

I retched and spat, not caring how much it made my ribs flare up.

The others. I had to find them. My spare headlight still worked, and with its meager light and that of the glowplants that anchored themselves to the walls I found both Sunny Side and Sidewinder near where I’d fallen. They were both breathing, but seemed to be out cold no matter how much I tried to rouse them. With a bit of effort I dragged them out of the smelly water and deposited them haphazardly in a dry corner on a small raised mound of… well, I didn’t know what it was, but at least it was dry. I pondered how we ended up here. I remembered the strange, surreal chase we’d just endured from the bright, mysterious light, and it dawned on me that that was probably my first encounter with an anomaly. After all, if that wasn’t considered anomalous, what was? I’d have much more appreciated a strange light show or perhaps a weird sound instead of a horrifying apparition. Whatever its nature it hadn’t followed us down here, so I decided not to think about it too much.

I looked up the way we’d come, and saw that we’d fallen through a circular opening presumably covered by a grate at some point in time. Instead it’d been removed and wood planks covered it instead, which broke under our combined weight and sent us down here. I quickly checked myself for splinters; they’d been a bit of a phobia of mine ever since I was a colt. There was no way to get back up, so I searched around the walls of the room until I came across a gate, rusted shut. 

Then I heard the growl.

“Oh, Princesses, no,” I whispered. “Just one moment. Just one moment to get it together…”

But I knew the creatures would give us no respite. I moved fast and ran to the gate, kicking at the rusty lock. The growls grew closer, louder. The gate clanged as I whaled on it, then finally turned and shot it open. My ears rang as the gate fell backwards. No time to worry about blocking it. I grabbed Sunny Side first, dragging him through and depositing him in the next hallway, then turned back for Sidewinder. I bent down and grabbed his vest collar in my mouth, lifted my head. 

I met the eyes of a lurker, standing in the passage opposite mine. The emaciated hairless monster stared at me with hungry apprehension, and I heard the beginnings of a growl starting in its throat.

The creature was half my size but twice as ferocious, and I knew it had friends on the way. With no time to chase it away, I just kept dragging Sidewinder back through the collapsed gate. I made it halfway through before more lurkers appeared around the bend, and then from the hole in the ceiling.

I’d just put Sidewinder down when they pounced. I still only had my pistol in my bridle, and its normally startling bang seemed more like an ineffectual pop as the lurker mob surged towards me. Three shots, three lurkers stumbled to the ground, the others scattering. They bayed at me with their odd, high-pitched squeals and snarls, gathering the courage to make another attack. They had no way to surround me. Still, I couldn’t just stand here and shoot forever. Either they or another monster would find us eventually.

I fired again; the lurkers jumped and shrieked. With the moment of respite I grabbed the fallen gate door in my teeth and heaved it up before me. In that same second the lurkers attacked. A sea of pink, foal-sized horrors swarmed into the passage, a whirling mass of claws and teeth. I pushed back with all my might, using my flimsy barrier as a battering ram. The tide surged up and almost over my little shield. Grasping talons reached through the gaps in the ironwork, scratching and pulling at my clothes and barding. I opened my eyes, found my vision filled with gaping, hungry maws and dumb animalistic gazes. I could see the hunger. They wanted my flesh.

“Fuck you!” I screamed in reply, and sent my last two shots into the horde. I hit something, but that wasn’t enough, and I felt my back hooves slide over the concrete. Below, above, to the gaps in the sides, they all pushed and squirmed, driven by that terrible, basic urge to feed. I kicked one square in the nose as it tried to squeeze past me, felt claws pulling at my mane. In a few short seconds they’d be all over me, pushing me to the ground as they went to feast on my comrades.

As if. I’m an earth pony. We feel the earth around us. We draw strength from it. That is our magic. I needed that now more than ever. I looked the squirming, roiling mass of death right in the face and bared my teeth in defiance. My ribs, my leg, it all was so unimportant when I had two helpless ponies right behind me. Even now, in the midst of the Apocalypse, some truths about ponykind could never be extinguished. I was an earth pony, and the earth was my strength.

I set my hooves against the ground, planting them firm in that faith. And I felt the magic coursing through my limbs.

“I… am… THE EARTH!” I screamed, and pushed.

The lurkers gave ground. A millimeter. An inch. They screeched in worry and confusion. I felt claws scrape on my hooves, ripping open my suit around my legs. Ignore it. Let it all fade away. The earth doesn’t care for the little legs that run to and fro upon it. It just is. It just moves.

And I moved. 

The lurkers weren’t even pushing back now. They were too bunched up to gain leverage, and could only topple over one another as I kept up my slow, steady offensive. One lurker slipped beneath the gate, dazed. I stomped on its head as I passed by without breaking stride. I couldn’t be stopped. Wouldn’t be stopped. I felt invincible. The lurkers were just a bunch of featherweights now, tumbling over each other, squawking and squealing indignantly, back through the gateway and down into the muck. I propped the gate back up against its original moorings, watching the lurkers scamper back and forth in anger and confusion.

But they weren’t running. I could’ve stood there and held the gate all day with my renewed strength and faith in Equestria’s magic, but I didn’t need to. The extra incentive came when Sunny Side stood next to me and lit the room up with a burst from his guns, and the lurker horde went running at last.

The magic slid back out of my veins, replaced with cold, hard reality and the dull agony of old hurts. I collapsed against the gate, broke into a cold sweat from my recent adrenaline rush. My injured leg ached something fierce, my ribs stabbed into my sides, and my head pounded like a drum. But we were alive. I’d done it. I’d saved my friends with a little good old pony magic. I looked up at Sunny Side, and he looked at me. Sidewinder had come to as well. I knew they’d both seen it. They knew what had happened. Gently, Sunny Side knelt down and nudged me to my hooves, offering himself as support. I leaned on him, gratefully, and we all started walking again.

Nothing needed to be said.

/-/-/-/

“So how was your first taste of earth magic?” Sidewinder asked as we poked our heads into the maze of back rooms. We’d found a flight of stairs that we hoped led us back up to a place level with E line, and scoured the small backways and passages to try and get back to the main line.

“Better than sex, am I right?” Sidewinder prodded me again. I rolled my eyes and didn’t answer. I was in too much pain to really think. “It’s how I can stay so steady when I pretend to be a spider, or a bat. The earth listens to us still, you know. I can give you advice on that. Just gotta ask mama Nature and she’ll do things that’ll blow your mind. She won’t get rid of anomalies, though.”

“Whatever that light was,” Sunny Side said with a shiver, “it was strange. And I’m glad Lockbox was able to get up so quickly after it… did whatever it did.”

I didn’t tell them about the strange dream I had, pondering it deep within my own mind. The others hadn’t mentioned visions either, so I figured I was the only one who’d seen such things. I didn’t know how I’d recovered so quickly from the light’s… attack? Touch? But it’d saved our lives.

“I’m more interested in how Lockbox here was able to feel it coming,” Sidewinder said with a sly grin. I still stared ahead, unable and unwilling to figure out how that particular miracle happened. I hadn’t exactly gotten us out in the nick of time, but it was still a talent that I didn’t think was very common.

“I think little Lockbox here has a lot of things locked away,” Sidewinder continued, still grinning as he passed me by to scout out the next set of rooms. “You’re a mystery, my friend… and that’s good. Mysteries are the only things that survive down here.”

“Don’t worry about him,” Sunny Side told me. “I’m just glad we got out of there alive… but I am worried about what that thing was.”

“An anomaly,” Sidewinder replied over his shoulder. “You know, one of those weird things that we can’t explain but are invariably deadly and unstoppable?”

“Ah…” Sunny Side said, his expression falling. We’d all heard stories about anomalies, but to see one up close was an experience unto itself. We’d just looked one of the mysteries of the Metro in its face and we’d been utterly unable to understand it. We’d just run and hoped it didn’t kill us. That was the world we lived in now. Strange, incomprehensible, and dangerous. Laws of nature had been broken during the War, and the world wasn’t working properly anymore. It wasn’t something that I enjoyed thinking about. But I’d felt it, deep down, the sheer wrongness that bled off that thing. Somehow, it’d sparked something deep inside me, letting me know that something terrible was nearby. Whatever it was, it wasn’t supposed to exist. It was a gaping, wandering wound in the spirit of our planet, appearing and disappearing at will. Whether it was a new entity or just a wandering vortex of wild magic, I had no idea. I just knew I didn’t want to see it again.

Was I somehow more sensitive to the destruction of the world than others? I started to wonder. Neither Sunny Side nor Sidewinder felt it the same way I did. It was the anomaly that’d sparked my strange reaction; that went without saying. But why? And how? What was it about the world that affected me so?

What was it about me that felt the changes in the world that much more keenly?

Sidewinder came to an abrupt stop ahead, holding out a lanky limb to keep us from moving forward. We found ourselves at a door with cans hanging from the ceiling.

“Alarm system,” Sidewinder whispered. “Keep quiet now, we’re close to a hideout it seems. If we have to sneak don’t look at the bandits. Look at where you’re going. Just one hoof in front of the other, and keep them in sight in the corners of your eyes. We all know how to stay quiet, so we should be good.”

We slid along the wall to avoid setting off the “alarms.” Sunny Side was hard pressed to keep his guns out of the way in the close quarters, and we resorted to carrying one on my back. We continued creeping through the next small hallway, turning off our lights to keep ourselves hidden. I could hear voices up ahead. Sidewinder said nothing, and we were all smart enough to keep our mouths shut.

We found ourselves in a small, dark room, beyond which was a large auxiliary tunnel that undoubtedly contained both a railcar and the bandits we’d been hearing so much about. The faint glow of a campfire peeked through the crack of the partially open door. I could even hear their voices if I listened hard enough.

“So I told her, ‘Fuck Hoofsa! We can’t survive eating the scraps other stations drop off the table. We need to put them on our lists or we’ll start starving too!’”

“You said ‘fuck’ to Auntie Buttercup?” said another. “You know she’s practically boss of the whole northeast section, right?”

“Well, I didn’t say it... but I was thinking it! We can’t touch the Monarchy, the Republic massacres anyone who goes south, and Hoofsa’s out to get us! If we’re going to survive we gotta show we aren’t gonna be pushed around. Now that Ruby Red’s here, this whole gang is gonna have to shape up.”

“What a bitch that Ruby Red is,” muttered another bandit. “Just cause she’s a unicorn she has Candy Cane by the balls. It fucking keeps me up at night! And what do the rest of us get? Overpriced hookers in Connemara.”

“It’s that Guild, and the Monarchy!” complained the first voice. “Fucking unicorn elitism is spreading everywhere, even among us salt-of-the-earth types.”

I turned away and looked around the room, finding little besides useless boxes and crates and bits of scrap metal. It was the cage that really got my attention though. It rested in the corner, and had a very large, very imposing occupant. We froze as we saw the large, yellow eyes open and turn towards us, finding us easily even in the dark. The pointed ears rose up, the sound of big lungs taking a sharp breath.

We came face to face with a Diamond Dog. He wasn’t big as far as Dogs went, but that still put him at our size, if not bigger. He’d been curled up with his formidable forearms hiding his face, which was scarred and pitted. A severe underbite made him look rather goofy along with that wide-eyed look he gave us. He didn’t say anything. We didn’t say anything back. He slowly crawled up to the rusty bars, peering at us. I’d never met a Diamond Dog before, but by all accounts there were little better than mutants… Hunter had sometimes told me about them, saying they kept to themselves and were extremely paranoid, preferring to hide and run from mutants and ponies alike. The ones that inhabited the Metro didn’t speak to ponies, though that was mostly because the only contact one might have with them was in the slave pits of the New Lunar Republic. Wild Dogs were extremely rare… their mutated cousins, cerberus and other vermin, kept them at bay and our perspective of them slanted.

In effect, I was ready to move on and just leave the creature to his fate. He wasn’t a pony, and likely would have clawed us open given half a chance. But then something extraordinary happened.

“Ponies… help… me?”

We froze. I locked eyes with the creature. Truth be told, I hadn’t given much thought to Diamond Dogs, considering them just another vaguely unsettling creature of the Metro. Their powers of speech didn’t necessarily lend them intelligence, or the worth that ponies had. When all you heard about a creature was that they were either hostile or stupid slaves of an evil government, your opinion of them didn’t exactly flourish. But I’d never had one up close, nor had they asked for help.

“Leave him,” Sidewinder whispered. “There might be magical locks on his cage. If we let him out the whole damn camp will know.”

“Ponies… help… me?” the Dog repeated. I wondered if he was genuinely asking for help or parroting speech he’d learned. I looked at Sunny Side, who seemed torn, unable to come to a decision. 

“We… he’s in a cage,” he murmured. “If we leave him…”

“He’ll go to the Republic and we’re going to get to Bucklyn,” Sidewinder hissed. “If we’re getting out of here we do it now. I’m a Stalker, not a Ranger.”

I hesitated. Could we really just leave a defenseless creature to die? I was struck for a moment by the clear intelligence behind the Dog’s eyes; he clearly knew what was going on and what we were saying. Wouldn’t I want help if I’d been stuck in a cage and left to rot?

Follow me, a butter-yellow pegasus whispered in my ear.

“We have to go now!” Sidewinder hissed. I didn’t move. But I didn’t move to help either. The Dog sensed our indecision. He locked gazes with me, and didn’t like what he saw. His eyes narrowed, and he stood up, grabbing the bars of his cage. He rattled them loudly and began to huff and puff.

“Hey!” shouted one of the bandits. “Shut up in there!”

The Dog continued making a racket. My heart hammered in my chest. The Diamond Dog was spiteful enough to get us all killed just because we weren’t going to jump to his assistance!

“Shit!” Sidewinder said. “I’ll put this Dog down now…”

“Stupid Dog, I’m coming in there!”

Sidewinder paused, and then kicked me and Sunny Side away from the door, motioning for us to hide. We scrambled behind some unused boxes while Sidewinder took a post at the door.

The bandit who came inside looked surprisingly normal. Just a cobalt colored earth pony with a dark green mane, dressed in dirty clothing. I could see any number of the less well-off members in Exiperia in his place, just with much more grime and a nasty scowl. He didn’t look like a murderer or a monster. Just a pony with an attitude problem. He shined a light on the Diamond Dog, who growled and continued to rattle his cage. 

“Shut up!” the bandit snapped, and stepped into the room.

Sidewinder was on him in a moment. The bandit didn’t even gasp as a heavy blow from Sidewinder’s hooves took him down. Sidewinder grabbed the falling body and laid it gently down, and then abruptly jabbed a hoof knife into the back of the bandit’s neck. The body jerked, twitched, went still. My mouth went dry. Sidewinder looked up at the Diamond Dog, who threatened to rattle his cage again. The bandits would know their friend was missing any second now. My stomach twisted as the reality of the situation struck home. Thanks to this Dog, we’d have to fight our way out.

The Diamond Dog pointed at the body.

“Keys!” he hissed.

“Bastard!” Sidewinder spat. “I wish we’d never run into you.”

“Hey, Blue Bird! What’s taking you?” one of the bandit’s friends asked. “You’re not talking to that thing, are ya?”

“Keys now!” the Diamond Dog growled. “I help!”

“I should leave you in there!” Sidewinder started.

No time. We had to make a decision. My head pounded, my ribs ached. Everything felt rushed and slippery, every moment slipping by bringing us closer to disaster. Arguing later, acting now. I leaped forward. “Sidewinder,” I whispered. “Wait.” I turned to the Diamond Dog. “You. You’ll help us?”

“I help!” the Dog said eagerly. “I kill them! I am strong!”

“Blue Bird?” asked one of the bandits. 

“He must be taking a dump,” said another.

“Good,” I said to the Dog, tacking up and showing the Dog my Mule. “If you run, I’ll shoot you myself.”

Saying it sent me into a cold sweat. I didn’t know where that came from, and deep down I didn’t believe I’d be able to do a thing if the Dog abandoned us. But we were all in it deep now, and there wasn’t any other choice. I rifled through the bandit’s pockets as Sunny Side checked his guns without complaint, as if getting into a gunfight was a minor inconvenience. Loyal Sunny Side who, I realized, was following me into battle. Nausea and exhilaration wormed through my stomach.

We’re really doing this, I thought as I snatched up a small iron key. I’d never thought of myself as a warrior, much less a killer. But in the space of a few days, everything about me and my world had changed.

“Ho ho ho,” Sidewinder chuckled, his grin twisted and angry as he went to the door. “No spiders and flies on the wall today. Shall we be a hydra, a manticore?” He reached into one of his many pockets, tugging out a small, cylindrical object with a length of wire sticking out the top.

“Blue Bird, fucking answer me!” shouted one of the bandits. “Shit, I’m going back there…”

Sidewinder cackled as he pulled out a lighter and sparked the wire, which I realized was a fuse.

“Or maybe… a fiery phoenix!” he said, lobbing the grenade out the door and bracing it shut with his own body.

I heard nothing but a chorus of panicked shouts and screams as I jammed the key into the cage’s lock and yanked it open. A resounding BANG struck my ears through the door, jarring my eardrums. My blood froze, startled in my veins. The Diamond Dog leaped over me, following Sidewinder as he charged through the door, whooping and hollering as he tossed another prepared grenade.

“Come on, Lockbox!” Sunny Side shouted, taking flight and zooming through the passage.

Just a moment, I prayed. A moment to get it together.

No moment came. Time marched on, forcing me to act. I sprang to my hooves and stormed through the door.

I am the earth.

Once through, I could see a large half-cylinder shaped tunnel littered with crates and assorted goods, along with the scattered belongings of the bandits who huddled under cover farther back. A railcar sat on a small track that dominated most of the tunnel.

BOOM!

I felt my mane flutter in the shockwave of Sidewinder’s next grenade before I was bowled over by Sunny Side shoving me behind a large pillar. The pegasus took to the air, zipping back and forth in random directions as he kept the bandits pinned down with quick shots from his battle saddle’s rifles.

“Cover me!” Sidewinder shouted as he charged up the side of the chamber. I knew what that meant at least, and leaned out of cover, sending a barrage at the nearest cowering form. My bullets ripped through the thin wood the bandit had been using as cover. I didn’t see a pony die. Just a target drop. 

If it’s hostile, you kill it.

The Diamond Dog bayed loudly as he charged into the midst of the bandits, pouncing on one who’d been stunned by Sidewinder’s grenades. Through the muzzle flash of my Mule I saw the Dog’s large, powerful claws come down on the earth pony’s head, pummeling him to death. Keep shooting. More movement, and I tagged it with a burst of gunfire. The pillar next to me exploded, hisses and snaps snarling right in my ears as bullets whizzed overhead. Shrapnel cut into my face as I ducked into cover, ears throbbing, head pounding. The tunnel was ringing with explosions, every gunshot in the confined space like its own little bomb going off.

Keep moving, I heard Hunter’s voice in my head. Shooting is like hide and seek. Cheat and hide again after they find out where you are.

More of my cover was blown away. Another of Sidewinder’s grenades exploded, and for a moment the gunfire slackened. Go, now! I sprang out of cover and rushed behind the railcar, poked my head out and fired again in tandem with Sunny Side. The pegasus fired off another two shots before he collapsed near the door, his still healing wing unable to take so much strain. Then I got shot.

I felt the impact, but was pretty sure it was stray shotgun pellets that did me in. I felt an explosion of pain over my front and I fell to the ground, gasping for breath. It was like a giant sledgehammer needle had been pounded into my chest. The impact spread through my body as I collapsed onto the hard rails. 

I heard more shooting, more screaming. Then it stopped. The tunnel crawled with the eerie silence and the distant crackle of a campfire.

Then Sidewinder was in my face. “Get up!” he shouted. “Onto the railcar, go, go!”

“I’ve been shot,” I said dully. I’d never been shot before. It was a very strange experience. I thought it’d hurt a little more.

“You’re not bleeding, must’ve hit your jacket. Get up, go! More are gonna investigate!”

I was hauled roughly to my hooves and tossed onto the railcar. The Diamond Dog ran for the gate and pulled a lever, prompting the door to swing outward with a huge noise of screeching metal. Sidewinder locked the only other door that led inside as Sunny Side dropped down next to me.

“Shit,” he breathed.

“Quite,” I agreed, trying not to look at the dead bodies scattered around the room. I couldn’t count how many there’d been, but I knew we’d only survived because we’d held the element of surprise, and Sidewinder had been quite liberal in his application of explosives. Don’t look, Lockbox… they were hostile, and you killed them. I squeezed my eyes shut, wanting to drown myself in justifications, when Sunny Side shoved me up.

“Hurry, let’s get this thing started!”

The moment I grabbed the lever that started the engine, setting it put-putting to life, Sidewinder leaped away from the door as it flew off its hinges. 

A blood red unicorn mare with a burgundy mane stepped through the door, kitted out like a professional and with a scowl to match.

“What the fuck is going on in here?!” she demanded, just in time to dodge away from a barrage from me and Sunny Side’s guns. Sidewinder leaped aboard the cart as it sputtered and wobbled down the tracks. Sunny Side shook the engine cage and shouted “faster, faster!” as if that’d make it actually make it go faster, and the Diamond Dog just sprinted through the large door and vanished down the track. I turned back and fitted my pistol to my war rein, shattering a bottle right near the mare’s head as she tried to get a good look at us. I saw an assault rifle levitate above her cover.

“Down!” I shouted, and we all ducked as she blind-fired at us all the way down the tunnel as we picked up speed. I could hear her shouting as the bandit outpost receded into the distance.

“I don’t know who the fuck you are and I don’t care!” she shouted, magically amplifying her voice. “If I ever find you again, I’m going to kill you! Do you hear me?!”

“Must be that time of month,” Sidewinder said with a grin as the cart picked up speed. The Diamond Dog was seen at the edge of our cart’s lights, but then he vanished into a smaller tunnel dug into the earthen wall, gone into the shadows of the Metro without a word. I almost felt as though I should be angry he hadn’t even thanked us after he risked our lives, but then I realized how utterly tired I felt. The place I’d been shot was still paining me through the adrenaline rush, which was starting to come down.

Until I noticed we were already slowing down.

“Uh oh,” Sunny Side said, looking back at the engine that abruptly started pouring smoke. A little alarm chirped and magical wards in the tunnel walls zapped the engine case, frying the primitive electronics and annihilating the magical circuits. We gave each other glum, incredulous looks as the rail cart slowly but surely chugged to a halt. The shouting behind us quickly increased in volume. In perhaps the quickest railcart dismount I’d ever done, we were already charging down the tunnel. Yet somehow it felt less terrifying and more bracing, a shock to the system to get me going instead of frightening me to a halt. I’d never thought of myself as a warrior before. I’d never believed I could actually do all that I’d done today. And I still hadn’t gotten to the end alive.

“Don’t worry boys!” Sidewinder shouted. “Fate’s on our side! Bucklyn is just down the road from here!”

“All we have to do is get there intact,” Sunny Side said. It was only then I noticed he was bleeding from under his barding.

“Sunny!” I gasped. He gave me a grin in response.

“Don’t worry, it’s a ricochet… found a gap in my armor right at the neck… ah, fuck, makes running hell…”

He began to flap his wings instead, and I remembered my own injuries. I needed rest. Healing potions. Whatever help Bucklyn could give us. Bit by bit the tunnels were wearing us down, reducing our effectiveness with every successive calamity. I was so glad our journey was nearly done, I almost forgot that we were running (or rather limping and hobbling) for our lives.

“I know you can hear me!” shouted a magically amplified voice as we charged back onto the E Line and bolted for the final stretch. “The name is Ruby Red! It’s the last name you’ll ever learn! We’re comin’ for ya!”

“Nice girl,” Sidewinder remarked, tossing his mane like we were having a nice little trot in some light wind and sunshine. “Maybe we should invite her to dinner!”

We skidded to a halt before the great airlock door that sealed off E Line from Bucklyn Station. It was kept firmly shut to keep out refuse like us. That didn’t stop us from bucking it as hard as possible and yelling at the tops of our lungs for the guards beyond the door to hear us. We heard the bandits soon enough, charging down the tunnel with blood on their minds, shouting all the obscene things they planned to do to us. 

“You were saying about fate being on our side?!” Sunny exclaimed, readying his guns. 

“Now now, that doesn’t mean it’s gonna jump in and save the day,” Sidewinder said, his face painted with a shaky grin. “Sometimes fate is more in the role of moral support, you know?”

“How comforting,” I murmured, struggling to believe we’d make it out of this alive while simultaneously preparing for my last stand. I bit down hard on my trigger, feeling its foreign taste and strange texture fill my mouth. I wasn’t going to die here. Not so close to my goal. And it seemed fate agreed, because at that moment the airlock behind us screeched and squealed, great locks churning and hydraulics hissing as it swung inwards. Light spilled into the tunnel as if Celestia herself was standing right behind us. And still, I didn’t look back. 

I could see by the look on Ruby Red’s face as she turned the corner that it was to our benefit. I wasn’t the first to fire, but fire I did, and she only escaped by telekinetically hurling another poor soul in the path of our bullets, and as he fell she was already gone, retreating with the rest of her ilk.

“Ruby Red, you bastards!” she screamed behind her. “You better watch yourselves! I’ll be waiting!”

I felt no peace. Just a strange sense of detachment. Friendly voices welcomed us into Bucklyn Station, but as I turned to our saviors, I felt no real sense of accomplishment. In the space of three days I’d become a killer and a not-so-savior. I’d been an assassination tool and a debt dodger, a fighter willing to leave a poor Diamond Dog to die. I alone had faced down an anomaly and resisted its effects long enough to save lives I felt mattered. I felt battered and broken inside, and as Bucklyn opened its gates to us, I just staggered in, wobbling past the guardponies and their big weaponized railcar. I nodded curtly to their captain, brushed aside any attempt at questioning. I wanted a bed. I wanted a hospital. I wanted the Rangers to be there so I could tell myself that my short, albeit terrifying journey was now done, and I could go back to tending my silly little Wall. I could go to sleep and wake up in the same room every day for the rest of my life.

Then I looked up and noticed every gun in the room was trained on me.

> Chapter 7
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My Little Metro: Chapter 7

“I had given my word.”

The last thing I expected to hear upon entrance to Bucklyn Station was that I’d been placed under arrest. I’d expected a veritable army of friendly ponies who’d shower us with congratulations and praise for surviving such a long and harrowing trip on hoof. I thought we’d be shown to a resting area where we’d be treated for our injuries and I’d be able to show Hunter’s medallion to the Rangers nearby, and that’d be the end of it. They’d know what to do and my station would be safe and sound. It seemed that was too much to ask for the nightmare that my life was turning into.

In retrospect, turning up half-dead, armed to the teeth and with a crowd of bandits right behind us hadn’t been our brightest idea either.

“Weapons down, now!” their captain, a tall tan unicorn with a powerful glow around his horn snapped at us. He was levitating three assault rifles at once. We did as he said and unholstered our guns, dropping them to the floor.

“Mind telling us why we’re suddenly the bad guys?” Sidewinder asked with his laconic grin. “Or do you just enjoy putting ponies in hoofcuffs?”

“Shut up!” the captain barked, though his subordinates did indeed bring forward cuffs and secured them around our limbs. “You!” he said, pointing at me and waggling one of his rifles in my face. “Explain why you turned up here like this. What were the circumstances involving your arrival?”

“We were running for our lives,” I said, and revealed nothing more. I didn’t want anypony to know about Hunter’s mission for me. The captain didn’t look satisfied and snorted, motioning for the guards to take us away.

“It’s true!” Sunny Side protested. I didn’t know how he was talking and struggling with a bullet lodged in his chest. Adrenaline, probably, or the shockers. “We have passports. Just check our bags! That’s why your magical defenses didn’t fry us. It’s why we had to break one of the wards and alert you! We couldn’t have just snuck in past them on our own.”

“I could have,” Sidewinder said, but the captain ignored him.

“You think passports are worth a damn anymore, boy?” the captain sneered at Sunny Side. “I don’t care if you’re Princess Celestia herself. All new arrivals are to be detained and questioned.”

“About what?”

“About the deaths of the Rangers and the sabotage of the eastern plantations.”

A cold chill ran through my veins. ‘Ranger’ and ‘death’ just didn’t go together in the same sentence. Rangers didn’t die, they prevented death. They didn’t just keel over and accept the end for no reason. This wasn’t possible. They were making it up to try and press imaginary charges. My mind raced, trying to imagine all the problems this station might be having that they suddenly arrested new arrivals. Bucklyn was always a tense place, being a large, five-hundred strong station and one of the few places along the Ring that didn’t accept Hoofsa’s strong pressure to join their federation. They were responsible for the defense of several of the eastern plantations ever since rumors of bandits organizing into powerful mobs came up, but they’d always been friendly to the other independent stations of the north. I couldn’t understand this fearsome resistance. 

I railed against strong hooves that grabbed my limbs and attempted to drag me away. “What do you mean? How could we be responsible? We’ve only just arrived!”

“You think those bandits were the only ones out there?” the captain snarled, pushing through the crowd to put his face close to mine. “You motherfuckers, dragging an army along behind you and smashing a protection ward. You’re lucky we didn’t shoot you on sight! You could be spies, bandit deserters, saboteurs! So what if you have passports?”

“From the Guild,” I gasped, hoping against hope that invoking that mysterious name would give us some leverage. For a moment I thought it might work, since the captain’s eyes narrowed thoughtfully and then his horn was magically ripping open my saddlebags. I twisted in fright, hoping Hunter’s pendant wouldn’t be seen… but somehow all that came out was some spare ammo, my meager supply of dried foodstuffs, and the Guild passport. The captain levitated it and looked it over, probing it with his magic. Then I remembered what happened to Sweet Dreams and my mouth went dry. I waited for the captain to explode, but he didn’t, and then he sneered at me again.

“So what?” he snapped, and crushed the passport under his hoof. “You might have stolen this. Either way, we don’t answer the questions. You do. Now off with you and don’t say another word.”

“Wait. My friend, he’s hurt!” I pleaded, but they didn’t listen. Instead I got a blow to my face for my trouble, and Sunny Side only gasped while Sidewinder looked on. 

It didn’t matter how much I struggled, they strung us along anyway, into a side passage away from the main entrance. I could see, beyond the checkpoint crowded with guns and guardponies, the lights of a station, the sounds of life and hardworking ponies… I’d come so close only to be torn away from my goal right at the finish line. The sounds and sights of hope fell away as the door clanged shut behind us and we were forced into a makeshift prison. It was a little hallway with several doorways set into the walls, each secured by doors converted into cell gates. We were all tossed into one, furnished with nothing but a harsh red emergency light above our heads, sans our weapons and armor but with our bags and equipment still attached. I hoped that meant we weren’t expected to be held long… unless they planned on keeping us locked up so long we’d need to provide our own food from our supply.

I didn’t mind the getting locked up part, no, what bothered me was that I could no longer complete my mission due to it. I felt stuck in a cold, nasty chill that prevented me from thinking straight. A huge barrier had erected itself in my mind, made from fear and panic, and my thoughts ached to be voiced, banging on the walls while I sat and pondered and withered with depression. Sidewinder seemed more disappointed and annoyed than anything else, as he curled up into a corner and laid his head against the wall. And poor Sunny Side at last seemed to be cracking under his façade of loyal bravery. The small space was barely enough for all of us to lie down abreast of each other, and spreading his wings was impossible without brushing the tips on the walls or floor. That above all else, I knew, was an unbearable feeling for a pegasus to have.

“Um. Wait. Wait!” he said, rearing up and putting his front hooves on the door as it was slammed in our faces. “Could I just… get a bigger room? Please?”

“Shut up!” the guards outside shouted back.

“Wait, but, it’s getting close to my flying time! I can’t miss it!” he said, a note of desperation entering his voice, but then he slumped back down and pressed a hoof to the injury in his neck. “Damn it… damn it!” he said, sounding like he was about to start sobbing, and I hurried to his side, taking out a shocker that hadn’t been confiscated. I jabbed it into his skin and he shuddered as the magical energy provided a short boost.

“Fuck, it’ll heal up right over the bullet… I’ll have the damn thing stuck in me forever… like a splinter.”

I did my best not to wince. Splinters were just… disgusting to think about. “Don’t worry,” I said, trying to soothe him. “We’re going to get out of here.”

“Doubtful,” Sidewinder muttered from his corner of the cell. “I should’ve seen it coming. Bandits that close to the main doors always means a blockade. And they had a Diamond Dog too, so these guys knew what they were doing. They knew how to capture dangerous animals, set up checkpoints… We probably ran right into a military lockdown here.”

“Weren’t you supposed to know?” Sunny Side gasped sharply, slumping against the door and closing his eyes. “All powerful Sidewinder taken by surprise!”

“I’d heard Bucklyn was having troubles, but I didn’t know they’d gotten this bad. I’d been more focused on not getting murdered by the Guild or by Sweet Dreams,” Sidewinder said, not sounding apologetic in the slightest. I realized that in his mind, the job was done. He’d gotten us to Bucklyn alive and in one piece, and now he hadn’t the slightest amount of loyalty to us anymore. He was just sorry that he’d gotten caught up in this mess like us. I saw his normally frazzled mane even looked more low-key, imitating his laid back slump. He didn’t even care what happened to us, now. We were baggage and now we’d been dropped. “They’ll have us against a wall in a few hours if we can’t prove we’re honest travelers.”

“You have the patch of the Stalkers,” I pointed out. Sidewinder laughed hoarsely.

“Yes, I’m sure the captain noticed it, but that doesn’t mean he’ll let us go. Stalkers can come from anywhere and work for anypony. We have no official allegiances, so unless we arrive at a station that knows us or we’re carting a bunch of supplies, we’re just one more mouth to feed.” 

He looked at me with a pointed, vexing stare that hovered between amusement and incredulousness. I saw that he mocked my inexperience and while this time terrified me, it wasn’t anything more than a minor inconvenience. His sheer indifference to how this affected me and Sunny Side, not to mention my home station, lit a fire of anger under my heart. Still, I chose to keep my mouth shut.

“You’re a kid, Lockbox. A little colt, and your friend there isn’t much better. You’ve fought bandits and monsters, but you don’t really know the kind of darkness that exists out there in the Metro. I have stories, you know, of all kinds of horrible things that happen to distant stations, and you… you have no idea what it’s really like. You’ve only just got a taste, you see? You’ve never even seen the surface, have you? I have. I’ve seen what kinds of horrible things lurk up there. I’ve seen the sun break through the clouds and blind ponies that it used to comfort. The Sun is a monster all its own. I’ve seen the twisted woods and tangled vines overgrowing our fair city… turning it into a forest of death. I’ve seen monsters that I don’t even know how to describe… I’ve followed rules like ‘don’t look at the Victory Spire’ and ‘never go into that north facing house’ without even knowing why, because anypony who broke them disappeared without a trace. What’s worse, I’ve seen what ponies do to each other down here.”

He crawled forward, his chains clinking together, his grin spreading over his face like a mold. I grew distinctly uncomfortable and wished very much to no longer share a cell with him, now that his debt was repaid and he didn’t appear to have any compunction about murdering us. But no, he was strange, but he was too smart for something like that, wasn’t he? I hoped so.

“Have you ever watched a mother trying to sell herself at the dockside? Or sell her children? Have you ever seen the Monarchy bear down on a Republic station, showing no mercy and using commando units to slaughter innocent ponies whose only crime was living under the wrong government? Ever been through tunnels so dark and so wretched you’d rather you were walking on corpses, just so you’d know you weren’t the only pony in the place? I have. I’ve done all that and I can tell you, you’re not cut out for this.” His grin turned into a leer, as if by trying to make myself realize how stupid I’d been to come here meant some kind of victory. If anything it just made me mad.

“So what?” I asked, plucking up unexpected courage. “I didn’t know what I’d be facing out here when I left home. So what? Does anypony? All I know is I’m still alive and I have a job to do, and if I wasn’t going to finish it I’d be dead already. Since I’m not I’m going to keep trying.” The anger at my unfair situation, and the fact that I still hadn’t gotten proper and fair medical treatment to my wounds that aggravated me without end, drove me to greater heights of eloquence. It was strange how easy it was to stare down my problems when I was too frustrated to care about how big they were, and Sidewinder was the only pony around I could easily vent at. “So you’ve seen horrible monsters and been through horrible things. Am I supposed to feel sorry for you? Impressed? I’m supposed to curl up into a ball and cry? I’ve seen some pretty terrible things myself, and I don’t think I need you to remind me how terrible they were!”

Sidewinder didn’t answer. I supposed I’d made my point, since he just snorted at me and fell back into laconic, unfriendly silence. I hadn’t felt very brotherly towards him at all, even after what we’d been through, and this just drove the point home that he was still a very strange and unfamiliar pony who I wanted very little to do with when push came to shove. And when the argument passed, the anger abated with every heartbeat, bleeding out of me like sand between my hooves. Whatever I said, Sidewinder was right, and all I’d been doing through my outburst was try to put on a brave face. I knew exactly how unprepared I was for all the things that could go wrong, and I was still haunted by the face of Sweet Dreams, and the blurred, vague silhouettes of those bandits I’d put down without a second thought. All to meet Rangers who apparently had died before I even got here. 

Merciful Celestia, I’d killed them. Just killed them all. The realization, the reality of what I’d done and its awful permanence dropped onto my back. I sagged under the weight and collapsed onto the ground, staring straight ahead. Killed them. I, Lockbox, had killed at least three ponies in as many days, just by traveling from one station to another. My head bowed under the weight of the shock. I didn’t know why I dwelled on it so much. It was like gum that I refused to swallow, and kept chewing on it. I hadn’t quite accepted the fact yet, and now I tortured myself as memories replayed through my head, over and over. The sight of blood dribbling down from Sweet Dreams’ eyes, the indistinct shadows that collapsed lifelessly as my gun pointed and flashed at them. Like a colt’s game, really. Point, flash, and they fall over. Then they never get back up again.

I felt very grateful I hadn’t seen their faces and that my mind had been clouded by the terror and anxiety of the moment, the blinding flush of combat dulling my conscience until later. I didn’t think I could handle even more faces to add to my nightmares. My mind began to go blank as time stretched on and on, and my thoughts droned in my head. I killed them. I didn’t want to. I had to. I was angry at myself and snarled my old justifications. They were evil, they were obstacles, they were hostile. What would Hunter have done? How had he managed to cope with his first dead ponies, and knowing that his own kind was definitely out to kill him if he got in their way? Was I any better, since I’d mercilessly cut through them and then run, not even affording them the slightest dignity?

No… no, in the end, I supposed I wasn’t any different. I’d held some small dreams of being a hero like my idols Hunter and the rest of the Rangers. But now I knew what that cost. What Rangers and Stalkers and all those other heroic ponies faced when they went into the dark unknown wasn’t just monsters. It was their own souls, being warped and twisted by the terrors they endured. And I’d been infected by the same taint.

If it’s hostile, you kill it. 

This was all too much for me. I wanted these heavy thoughts to stop weighing in on my head, but they wouldn’t go away. I felt rather sick, now that I really had time to dwell on what I’d done. All I heard was the gentle, labored breathing of Sunny Side next to me, and the clinking shuffle of chains along the floor as we shifted our weight.

“Damn it,” Sunny Side whispered, and I knew he was clenching his eyes tightly shut, aching just as I had for a little bit of rest and freedom, trying to imagine he wasn’t in a cold, crowded, cramped cell and he wasn’t bleeding. Just the chance to spread his wings. My heart went out to the poor pegasus, but there was nothing any of us could do. Or at least nothing I could do. I was pretty sure Sidewinder had fallen asleep and didn’t really care.

“It’s… it’s like an itch,” Sunny Side whined. His wings shivered, twitching in random directions. They yearned to move and be free. “I can’t scratch it. It’s worming around under my skin… it won’t stop until I can fly freely… make it stop, Lockbox! I can feel it. I can feel it getting worse. I can feel how… how small the room is. I can’t breathe…!”

“Yes you can,” I said firmly, unable to dredge up the patience to deal with a panic episode. He’d have to keep it together, because getting worse would bring the guards, and the guards would bring batons and hooves… “You can breathe, Sunny Side. Just keep doing it. Deep and slow, now.”

I settled in next to him, but gave him space. He curled up against himself, huffing and puffing. 

“You know,” he said, “I never thought this’d be how our trip turned out. Heh… when will I ever learn to stop listening to your crazy plans, Lockbox?” Abruptly the door swung open and the captain stepped inside, pointing a hoof at Sunny. The pegasus sprang up, looking almost hopeful, if a little vacant and tired, and without a word two guards came to escort him out.

“Sunny Side!” I said, and he gave me a glance over his shoulder. In a single moment we said all that friends needed to say when they were worried for each other. Then they closed the door and their hoofsteps faded away.

So long Sunny Side.

/-/-/-/

One of the things I liked about being in prison was that it gave me a lot of time to think. Thinking helped me pass the time. It was either that or twiddle my hooves and roll around on my back over and over, which was what Sidewinder was doing while muttering to himself inanely. He said something about “fabulosity” but I wasn’t listening. I took some amusement from watching him act like a brain-dead colt until the sight suddenly grew disturbing and awkward as it dragged on and on, and I leaned against the wall to try and get some relief from the cool concrete for my headache. I wondered, dully, if I was starting to come down with something. Getting sick in the Metro was a terrifying experience; lack of valuable antibiotics and proper nourishment meant even simple illnesses could turn deadly. That and no station was going to risk a breakout. Cramped quarters meant sickness spread like wildfire, and had to be quickly and ruthlessly stamped out before it got too bad. If I did get sick, it meant a quick trip to quarantine… and then slowly dying there, or being shot out of mercy and burned in the tunnels. I’d seen it happen to several good ponies… usually the elders, or the children. The children were the worst. One day they were running and laughing, and the next they were struck down, unable to even see their parents too often for fear that they would spread it to the rest of the station. Exiperia, being relatively small, was almost draconic when it came to preventing epidemics. I’d seen the Rot and common colds destroy families before I ever saw my bullets tear apart another creature. Mercifully my father had never forced me to stand quarantine guard during a suspected breakout.

My ribs ached, and my leg throbbed.

Such things didn’t help my already black mood. I turned my thoughts back to home and the mission I’d undertaken to protect it. Somehow I’d ended up just short of my goal, due to Sidewinder not keeping up on current events and me being too stupid to try and collect some news or gossip, either from Sidewinder himself or from Draft station before we’d fled. The Rangers were dead. I didn’t want to accept it. I couldn’t until I got real hard evidence, until I saw the bodies for myself and investigated their little safe house. So that wasn’t up for debate either.

Ah… the Dark Ones. They loomed large in my mind now that I was here, stuck in the surreal red glare of the overhead light. What were they, I wondered? I didn’t know anything about them except that they were violent and unstoppable, which basically put them into the category of ‘every monster ever encountered in the Metro. Sixpence, who I recalled with a twinge of anger and regret, had said they looked like the Princesses, which led my thoughts to them. I’d never seen the Princesses except in old, faded photographs or little charms, and those were generally stylized and without the vigor and detail that only a living creature could possess. The photographs, I knew, did them absolutely no justice. They were the apex of pony perfection, living representations of the ultimate pony form. As mares, they were more than beautiful, they were perfect. So heart-stoppingly wonderful and elegant you wanted to turn away and grovel in the other direction, because they didn’t deserve your meager affection and devotion.

At least, that’s what the stories said. As ponies in general, they were wise beyond comprehension, drawing on thousands of years of wise and benevolent rule to provide a guiding hoof to every crisis. But if they were so perfect, I had to wonder, why had the world gone so awry? I didn’t know much about the history of the War itself, and it often surprised me nopony did. I knew most of the War’s roots lay in the sudden, inexplicable disappearance of Princess Celestia from the public eye. It was her absence during the War that led to many ponies assuming that she was alive and well somewhere, or perhaps watching us still from the afterlife alongside her sister, Luna. Luna had led Equestria alone through the dark days of the War, but without her elder sibling’s experience (or at least that’s what I supposed the reason was), she’d been unable to contain the situation. Bit by bit the world slipped out of her grasp. According to what history we knew, there was nothing but chaos in the final days, with fell magic being hurled at will, dragons scorching the landscape and flying on unprecedented rampages, armies roaming almost at random. Our world had gone mad, as my father said, with greed and lust for power. And now it was dying.

Whatever the reasons, both Princesses were clearly no longer present.

“Sidewinder,” I said out of the blue. 

“Huh?” he replied.

“What do you know about the times before the War?”

“Not much to tell the truth. But it’s a sad tale for those who know it.”

“Tell me. We don’t have much else to do.”

“Celestia died, the world went to war, Luna couldn’t hack it and died when Canterlot went up in flames.”

Ah, but that was the version everypony heard. It was like finding a song sheet from long ago consisting of only a single verse. I wasn’t satisfied. Besides, there were varying accounts of Celestia’s absence during the War, and death was the least popular rumor.

“That’s it? And how do you mean, Celestia died? She’s a-”

“Deity? Heh, unlikely. Nopony really knows why she left. Some say she went to fight a great evil, others say she foresaw the War and abandoned this world to make a new one. Others still say she just up and left because she’s a goddess, and well, what reason does the Sun have to care about a world that scorches itself? But if she was alive, don’t you think she would’ve come back to help us? Or her own sister?”

I couldn’t argue with that.

“So, what exactly caused all the strangeness? I can understand the wasteland, the radiation… but have you ever seen anything like that anomaly that chased us?”

“Eh, I’ve heard about it, seen one passing by… but it was much less impressive. It was a ball of living lightning that attacked anything too noisy. I saw it chase down a pack of thumpers and zap them all, Celestia’s honest truth. I don’t know what causes them, but I’ve heard they’re something like mad magic. The energy of the world lashing out now that order is gone or some shit. Basically, we’ve been naughty children, and this is the world giving us a nice long spanking.”

He paused, staring up at the ceiling.

“I knew a mare who liked spanking, some pony of influence in Felabelskaya. Not being spanked. No, she’d give it to you. She had this paddle-”

“The anomalies, Sidewinder. What about them?”

“Told ya, I don’t know nothin’ about them. But I can tell you some other strange things. Stories are what keep things alive here in the Metro, even if they aren’t accurate. Stories about the old world… stories you can go to bed with. And then… well, there’s the other kind.”

He turned towards me with a strange, almost scary grin.

“Almost all my stories are the other kind.”

“Tell me,” I said. If I was going to try keeping history alive, I might as well delve a little deeper into the mythology our own Metro created.

“I once helped a caravan run a tunnel blockade down south, near Ponyopolis. It’s a strange place, between Felabelskaya and Connemara. Those Monarchist bastards were withholding vital medical supplies, trying to force Connemara to submit to their authority. Hoofsa helped us; this was before they jumped in bed with King Pleiades… Gave us maps to an alternate route… through the secondary line between Felabelskaya and Grazeld, and then we’d swing south again to get to Connemara. We had to escort a pony-drawn cart, couldn’t go too fast since we didn’t know what exactly would be there. We got about halfway through, no problems, when suddenly the lights start fizzling, and our only unicorn with us, he starts going crazy. His horn lights up like the dickens, and the rest of us aren’t doing so well either. I felt something in the air around us. Some kind of static, like from a radio, except it was in your head. It wasn’t a good feeling at all… heavy, almost, but intangible. The unicorn is going nuts, crying about how he can hear it, and how ‘they’ are so sad. It’s really freaking us the hell out, so we just try to book it in the cart, ‘cept by now the lights are almost completely out except for the unicorn’s horn. Our gems and lights were just going out, like they were being drained… or the light was just going somewhere else… The static, it was getting terrible, to the point where I couldn’t hear anything, and I had to shake up the others to keep ‘em moving. And I’m hearing voices, too, except they aren’t coming from the other ponies. Just whispers at the edge of my senses. They said things that I didn’t understand and felt I didn’t want to know about. It was knowledge that tantalized and taunted… but I knew was deadly. Then our cart-puller trips and hurts his leg, nearly sent us all onto the ground, so we have to try and untangle the stupid idiot while things just go straight to hell. Another guard snaps and starts shooting down the tunnel at nothing, then the unicorn flies off the handle. He’s sobbing by now, his hooves are out… reaching for something or kicking it I don’t know…”

I noticed him trail off, lost in the memory, his eyes glazing just a bit. It took a small prod from me before he kept going.

“It was like… like he was trying to keep something from coming near him… or… trying to keep it from going away. Something only he knew… then he jumps off the cart and takes off towards Grazeld, screaming about something. I dunno, the static was too loud to hear. So he leaves, and then our only light’s gone. Me, I’m thinking this is it, we’re dead, a few more seconds and some ghost will come and choke the life out of us. Then there’s this bright flash, and it’s over. Just like that, everypony’s back to normal. We’re scared as hell, but we’re alive, just without our unicorn. We get to Grazeld and everything’s fine. Except, when we asked about the unicorn, the one who jumped off the cart… the guards at Grazeld didn’t see anything. Not even the ones at the five hundred meter mark, furthest out. We were close enough that unicorn should’ve come tearing right down that tunnel minutes after he left us. There are no side passages in that tunnel. No holes. Nowhere he could’ve gone. He just vanished. I never saw him again. Just like the ponies who look at Victory Spire on the surface. Or the ones who go into that north facing house… needless to say, after hearing our tale and how shaken up we were, Grazeld blew the shit out of that tunnel and sealed it up but good."

A pall settled over our small, poorly-lit cell, and I found myself wishing I hadn’t asked about it. Would that anomaly we encountered have swept us up too? Sucked the life from us, obliterated us from existence like that poor unicorn, and who knew how many others who disappeared without a trace in the Metro? It was a long while before I worked up the courage to ask about anything again.

“Victory Spire?” 

“A monument on the surface, built during the War in honor of Princess Celestia. It’s a statue of her on top of some obelisk in the middle of Ponypal Park. Don’t look at it.”

“Why?”’

“I dunno. Anypony who does vanishes.”

“Just like that?”

“Well, you know, they’ll walk towards it, vanish into the forest the park now is, and never come out again. Like they’re in a trance or something. I never saw it happen personally, ‘cause I never looked at it, and when I ran with other Stalkers we always went in groups so we’d snap each other out of it if some damn fool looked up. Best just to avoid the place entirely. If we had the tech, I’d try shooting it down, but of course… can’t look at it.”

“What about the north facing house?”

“You’ll know it when you see it. Don’t go in. No matter what. Something else is already inside it.”

“What? A magical vortex that kills you instantly or the like?”

He leaned forward and fixed me with a strange, faraway gaze.

“Only thing I can tell you that I can be completely honest about, Lockbox? This world is strange. It’s gone crazy, lost control of something deep inside… that’s why being crazy like me is a good thing, you can get instincts and feelings you never thought about before. You can’t fight what never makes sense. It’s not even chaos, because chaos is some kind of order that came unraveled. This? This is brokenness. Something is very wrong with our planet and I can’t even begin to tell you how truly fucked we all are. Mysteries are the only things that survive here… like you.”

“Me?”

“Of course! You come all the way to Bucklyn through monsters and mayhem, you can survive an anomaly screwing with your head… you’re not a trader, and you’re not tough enough to be a wanderer, though you’ve got the makings of one. No, Lockbox, you’ve got something hidden… something you keep deep inside… don’t look worried, I like that in a pony! You hold onto that secret, boy. It’s one of the few things you’ll ever own that you can say is truly yours. It’s not like these other ponies, no, it’s all secrets and lies with them. But you… ho ho, I can tell you’ve got something worth keeping your mouth shut for.”

He smiled thinly. “Secrets are fun. They give a little drama and tension… can’t have all the exposition at once, you know? Gotta have that one thing that drives you…”

“What drives you?” I asked.

Sidewinder didn’t get a chance to answer, and I’m pretty sure he wasn’t going to anyway. The door opened and the guards came again, this time pointing at Sidewinder. The rust-colored stallion stood up on his lanky legs and chuckled.

“My turn to be alone with the boys, huh? You want me to sweet talk you, or do you like to do it in silence?”

They punched him in the face and dragged him out. I was alone.

/-/-/-/

My mind swam with terrifying possibilities of what they’d done with Sunny Side and Sidewinder. I fretted they’d been put up against a wall, and wondered if the same was coming for me. It wasn’t too big of a leap of logic to assume we were nothing more than bandits who’d deserted their posts, or posing as spies and saboteurs. In a moment of bored bleakness I pondered what being shot in the back of the head would feel like. Would I hear the gunshot? Would I feel the heat of the muzzle flash? I wondered what it would be like to simply be dead, moments after living. How quickly did death come when it was so close and so powerfully delivered? Had the ponies I shot and killed died quickly? I hoped so, fervently.

I shut my eyes as the red light from above dribbled down out of Sweet Dreams’ eyes. The tinny echo of my breathing in the small space reminded me of her screams, so I held my breath for a while.

Trapped in the middle of that awful, rotten cell I couldn’t do anything but think and think some more. What Sidewinder said disturbed me. I’d heard tales before like his, of strange happenings wiping out whole stations and leaving no survivors, of terrible haunted tunnels and cannibals that stalked the shadows. Even my home station now had something terrible to deal with, those monsters the Dark Ones that couldn’t be killed and struck us down without laying hoof on us. It wasn’t the first time terror rose up from the Metro’s depths to overwhelm an entire station, but it was the first time I’d had to face the real, credible threat. The stories and night terrors were always plaguing some other faraway station, or at the very least some guard post at the four hundred meter mark. Now I’d stared right into the face of terror and come out alive. I wondered about the anomaly, and about the burst of strength I’d gotten to fight back the lurkers. Was the world really still speaking to me? Did I, as an earth pony, really still have a connection to magic that helped us, instead of striking out in a tantrum like the anomalies? Was my sensitivity and visions something I’d been ignoring up to now, or was I just going crazy? I couldn’t tell, and didn’t know if I wanted the answer either way.

I chewed on the idea that I’d already failed my home and that in a few short hours… or minutes, or days, or however long I’d been in here… I’d die, and then everything I’d accomplished so far would be for nothing. I didn’t want to think about it, but my thoughts had nowhere to go in this small, red-lit space. Over and over I pondered how the Rangers could be dead before I even got here, or if the story was even true. Had it been Sixpence? Some new enemy I hadn’t encountered? They couldn’t have fallen prey to the bandits that plagued this station. And why had the bandits chosen now to start growing more bold? Who was this Auntie Buttercup I heard about back in the tunnels? And just what the hell was I going to do about Hunter’s message? I didn’t know where other Rangers were. The only clear goal left if they were gone was Ponyopolis… and getting there was a suicide mission.

I lay on my back, staring at that damn red light. It helped me focus, but then it began to grate on my nerves. I asked myself the same questions over and over but without solid information I could do nothing except dwell on my own lethargic despondency. That and the ache in my ribs and my leg. I found myself concentrating on that more than anything else. I didn’t dare remove my clothing to look at the bandages, certain that my injuries were aggravated beyond repair at this point. The pain reminded me how fragile and vulnerable I was. How utterly helpless I’d been rendered.

I was in limbo, my mind slowly being stretched out by the endless monotony of timeless waiting, my thoughts spread thin until even thinking about twitching a hoof took an eternity. Flicking my tail was like a revolution of the Moon around the Earth. Having a coherent thought meant wrestling my mind into submission, smacking it around and demanding it start working again for me. I didn’t know how much time passed. The small red light continued to glare at me. The cramped walls hadn’t gone anywhere. I wondered if my home was dead by now.

Then I noticed the small sliver of light coming from under the door. It wasn’t a natural kind of light, but rather it was pure white, like the entire hallway was glowing. It crept over the floor and touched my hooves, and where it lay I felt a warmth spreading through my veins. Something big and wonderful and inviting was on the other side of that door. I lowered my head and tried to peer underneath, but the light was blinding. I put my ear to the door and heard nothing outside except the faint sound of wind.

I put my hoof on the door and pushed. It swung open.

A Dark One stood before me, silhouetted by the light. 

Time… Lost… 

My bowels loosened as I staggered back against the wall of my cell. “No, no!” I shouted at the monster, whose passive red eyes stared at me like charnel omens. “Stay back! Get away! Help!”

Seek… Truth…

It began to reach for me without moving, not so much advancing into my cell as expanding into it. The massive wings opened up, welcoming me, beckoning me. I clawed and raked the concrete with my hooves, shaking my head, in denial of the certain death that advanced on me.

“Get back!” I shouted. “You won’t get me! You won’t!”

If the Dark One heard me, it didn’t heed me. Its blackness swamped the walls of my cell, the massive body filling up the entire space. I felt a great pressure on my head. In my mind. The static from Sidewinder’s ghost story invaded my thoughts, tearing them asunder. I kicked and squirmed, but the Dark One continued to envelop everything around me. My world became its cold, dark flesh, my spirit sliced to ribbons by its powerful magic. I felt myself dragged to the door, towards the light. It snaked over my skin, which crawled with an awful feeling. It caught my fur aflame, and I felt my own flesh sizzle and crack. I struggled to stay away from that gaping, yawning abyss where terrible things waited for me, huge and incomprehensible. The static had reached a fever pitch, gnashing against my ears.

“No! No, NO!” I screamed, struggling against the inexorable pull and the fall that would come afterwards. “Stop! I don’t want to! Please!”

The Dark One abruptly smacked me across the face.

“The fuck is wrong with you, boy? Snap out of it!”

And then the Dark One was the guard captain.

“Get up! We have some questions for you.”

I jumped up and hugged him, and got another punch in the face for it that made my nose bleed. I didn’t care. At least it meant I was alive and well, and still back in my small, safe, dark world.

/-/-/-/

My captors were surprisingly gentle, but perhaps that was because I decided to walk on my own instead of waiting for them to drag me. I was herded back to the main part of Bucklyn Station, where I saw it was much like Exiperia, except that it was larger and more militant. The ponies here looked busy and sociable, if a little grim, and at least I couldn’t see too many beggars. But then, that was likely to be expected at a large, well-organized station like Bucklyn. Transients and traders were numerous here since we were on the Ring, the great circle that stretched all the way around the Metro and connected every major line. Hoofsa, or the Hoofseatic League, or most officially the Hoofseatic League of Ring Stations, was the premier trading power in the station and ruled most of the Ring with an iron hoof, but Bucklyn had not yet bowed to their pressure. The wealth given by being on the Ring and being the so-called “guardian” of the northern stations and the eastern plantations gave them the means to buy electricity in amounts I had previously only dreamed of. Seeing wires and lightbulbs dangling all over amazed me, and I felt more than a little overwhelmed by being in a station that was so big and so self-sufficient.

We soon made a turn down into other hallways, taking us away from the hustle and bustle of the main station. Our destination was a large, open area with several rusty shacks and wooden construction making up most of the “rooms.” These were apparently offices of administration, as I noticed several busy ponies rushing back and forth in and out of them. The only actual rooms of the original Metro were reserved for the high ranking ponies, as was custom. I was led into one, apparently the office of the unicorn captain, which was brightly lit and crowded with papers, reports, and equipment. The captain bade me sit down at a chair in front of his desk, which struck me as odd. I thought I’d be strapped to a table and ruthlessly tortured by now.

“Sit,” he said, and his voice brooked no argument. I dropped onto the chair, grateful that it was large enough for me to drop onto my stomach like a regular pony. The captain seated himself across from me and put his hooves up on his desk.

“Before you ask, your friends are alive and well,” he began. “They told me, with some persuasion, their stories about where you come from and why you are here.”

Had Sunny Side given away my true goal? If he had, then the next question was probably going to be where Hunter’s token was. I resolved never to give it up.

“You obviously aren’t bandits. The pegasus is too soft and Sidewinder… well, fortunately for him a few of our ponies here were able to vouch for him. That just leaves you, Lockbox… apparently, the son of Cinder Block of Exiperia.”

I stiffened in my seat. I always knew my special position in Exiperia’s hierarchy would come back to haunt me in numerous ways, and now half of Bucklyn would know my name and face before the day was out! If Sixpence was still here, I was doomed.

“That much is… true,” I started carefully.

“If it is, then I apologize for shutting you up like that. Obviously your father has sent you on some important business if you came all this way alone…”

“That much is… also… true,” I agreed again. The captain regarded me carefully.

“Okay, how about now we cut the crap?” he snapped, slapping his hooves on the desk.

“My name is Meadow Sage. You call me Captain Sage. Call me Meadow and I’ll rip your damn head off. I’m already pissed as hell that I have a stupid-ass colt and his buddies mucking up an already bad situation. You aren’t here on business for your station. You wouldn’t be traveling with a Stalker otherwise, not if you’re really Cinder Block’s son… and forgive me for saying so, you’re scrawny enough to fit the part.”

I fidgeted self-consciously. I wasn’t that physically imposing, but come on… I was an earth pony. Surely that gave me a bit more bulk than the average pony? Not compared to Meadow Sage, of course, who could probably punch me clean through a wall. Perhaps he was just used to belittling ponies.

“The fact of the matter is, you’re a mystery I don’t need to deal with right now, but at the same time, I can’t just let you go. You’re a suspect, and all of your friends are too. Not very likely suspects, mind. But we have rules. Ever since Aunt Buttercup and her cronies started setting up shop here to avoid the Monarchy and the Republic… well, you encountered them, didn’t you? And somehow got through them alive.”

He steepled his hooves. “But the question still remains… what do I do with you? A strange colt, from a friendly station but on some kind of journey. Sidewinder claims total ignorance and your friend remained tight-lipped. So. What can you tell me?” He shrugged.

I considered my options. Bucklyn wasn’t an unfriendly station, per se. Then again, every station was unfriendly as a matter of course, and just because Bucklyn didn’t take all my supplies and shoot me on sight didn’t mean they were going to help my journey. And keeping my mission, if not my survival, a secret was paramount. Sixpence could come after me again, but at least entire stations wouldn’t be working together to stop me if the conflict stayed between him and I. If I told Sage I was going to see the Rangers, I’d have to explain things, maybe even show them Hunter’s talisman, and that was beyond unthinkable. It’d waste time, as well. If I said nothing, they’d keep us here indefinitely until the situation with the bandits, the plantations, and the mystery of the slain Rangers was resolved. That could take days. Weeks, even. Again, time I didn’t have to waste.

In the end I had to get to Ponyopolis. That was my mission. I’d have to sacrifice a little bit of secrecy, but-

“Well?” the captain asked. He had no patience for my space out moments. Then inspiration struck me.

“Ah… well, I’d been assigned to a goodwill caravan that was supposed to carry helpful goods and supplies to Draft Station, and would then continue on to here to gather supplies for Exiperia.” I felt rather guilty, having not considered the fate of our former comrades since I’d been dumped off the cart by Sixpence.

“Yes, yes… they came through here, reported what happened. Your pegasus friend mentioned them. Your caravan had assumed you were dead. In fact, they left a few hours before you came here. The problem with that is, boy, why did you keep coming here when you could have just waited at Draft for them to return?”

Oh shit. I hadn’t thought about that. Fortunately, I kept my composure, since the unicorn captain didn’t immediately leap on my silence and call it a lie. So lie I did, right through my teeth.

“Another part of our mission was to try and gather news and information from other stations about what’s happening in the rest of the Metro,” I explained. “Also I had been carrying a proposal to the eastern plantations regarding new trade deals… they love our tea, you see. My father wanted me to do it, and obviously the caravan hasn’t… perhaps they wanted to try and report my supposed death as soon as possible.”

Sage regarded me with a level, quiet stare. I did my best to meet it. There was only the gentle murmur of noise from other ponies outside the door. At last the captain spoke.

“Quite a journey just to complete a request.”

“From my father. To help my home. You know how important it is ponies keep their word down here.”

Sage shrugged. “Well, you came at an auspicious time, then. I suppose you’ll want to help us see what happened to the eastern plantations, since you were going there yourself, and… being such a dependable pony.”

Ah, now he wanted to trap me just like the Guild. I knew there were probably representatives from them skulking around the station… and this captain was no different. He was testing me. If I refused to help and complete my “mission,” the veracity of my tale was even more suspect. Then again, it was an excuse to get out of the station, find the Ranger base myself to discover their fate, and then find a way to wiggle out and get into the Metro proper. I had no idea what I’d do after that.

“Of course,” I said, and then I knew I was stuck. I’d just given my word again. My conscience was going to nag me the whole way.

“Well, in that case, you can provide the ponypower we don’t have. I can spare my sergeant and two others to keep an eye on you and help get past the bandits to the plantations, where you will then ascertain the true nature of what’s going on out there.”

“You have a powerful military,” I pointed out. “Those bandits are good, but not great. Even I was able to come through alive.”

“Through sheer luck and grit, and that’s not something a lot of ponies have here in the Metro,” Sage answered gruffly. “The fact is I can’t just throw my guard ponies at this problem as much as I’d like to fix it ourselves. I’d have to try and have them coordinating strikes on tunnels we rarely use and the bandits know well. They could get lost, they could get ambushed. You know what kinds of terrible things are out there. The beauty of this bandit situation is that they aren’t actually attacking us. It’s our caravans. We could just arm up every railcar that goes out there to the teeth, but that’d bleed us on the home front. Hoofsa is always looking for ways to prove that we ‘need’ their protection. Those bastards said they’d wiped out every bandit in the northeast sector, but here we are practically under siege… they’ll use this to their advantage as well.”

“If… I’m here,” I began, “and you’re telling me all this… then you must think I can do something about the bandits too.”

“Well, well. The boy has a brain. I suppose you need one to have made it this far almost on your own. The most important thing is to reestablish contact with our plantations. If we figure out what went wrong there, we might be able to create a plan to deal with our station’s troubles.” He reached behind himself and pointed at a map on the wall, and a long arm of the Metro that stretched northeast . The eastern plantations weren’t too far away, but going through the tunnels could take too much time. Days, even, to check all the stations. “The plantations are these four stations outside the Ring, on the Green Line: Compass, Heron, Perchervoskaya, and Ponyevskaya. They were blessed with being right nearby the aboveground train stations and the agriculture brought in there, stored in underground basins that were mostly protected from the bombs. Good soil and other supplies were scavenged by Stalkers over the years, and there you go. But now we’ve lost contact.”

“Why can’t Otzark Bulvard check it out?” I asked, pointing at the station next to Bucklyn’s on the Ring, the gateway to the plantations. It was under their control, since a little flag with Bucklyn’s symbol had been pegged on it.

“Otzark was always a small station, a transit point,” Sage explained. “It’s been mostly abandoned due to harassment from bandits, and they claimed that access to the plantations has been… cut off.” He shrugged. “The ones who made it here told us a lot of things, from disease to monsters to living shadows.”

My stomach began to twist.

“And now the bandits have made going to check almost impossible. We could just force our way through, but who the hell knows how that would turn out? The western tunnels are still open, but that won’t last very long since the noose is tightening.”

“So all underground access is done with. That just leaves…”

Sage fixed me with a very worrying look.

/-/-/-/

“You’re insane. You both are!” Sidewinder exclaimed, trying to get up. Sunny Side grabbed his shoulder and pushed him back down. We were seated in a private area of the guardpony quarters, with bowls of mushroom soup sitting before us. I’d barely touched mine, though Sunny Side had eaten all of his and ordered another soggyweed sandwich. Sidewinder was too busy being obstinate to eat. “Why do I have to be part of this crazy scheme?”

“Because otherwise they won’t let any of us out,” I said simply, gesturing with my hoof. It felt good to finally be able to move it without pain; as a gesture of goodwill Meadow Sage had all of our injuries treated at the station’s infirmary, and now at last I could move without feeling like I was going to fall apart at the slightest provocation. Of course, that gave Sage considerable leverage over us; we owed him big for getting free medical supplies. “I gave my word I’d try to help, and this is the only way we can even get out of the station without risking another gunfight.”

“But the surface?!” Sidewinder complained. “Just for this? You might as well go back to Ruby Red and ask her to sling a few slugs into your backside, and pretty please finish you off with a few free blunt instrument blows to the head!”

“Sidewinder, I know you have no obligations to us,” I pleaded. “But this situation seems worse than even you anticipated. Bucklyn is being squeezed by a noose, and we need to help them find a way around it.”

Sunny Side seemed sullen and apprehensive, staying quiet. He hadn’t agreed to this new madness, but he hadn’t objected either. Though he’d gotten treated just like me and had more than a few rounds in the flight room, he didn’t look comfortable actually going up to the surface for any reason. But we didn’t have a choice. I needed to know what happened to the Rangers, and this was the only chance I was going to get anywhere near their base, which was in a hidden part of the metro near the plantations. I’d managed to slip that into conversation with Meadow Sage.

I didn’t know what I’d find there, or if I wanted to. I just knew that for some reason, momentous events seemed to be piling up around me, and all having something to with my mission, or preventing me from completing it.

“So what, then? You’re gonna go up there and find the reason for all this, stop it, be the hero?” Sidewinder sneered. “Face it, Lockbox, there are no heroes in the Metro. There’re just ponies with values, and the guns to back them up.”

“I’m not trying to be a hero,” I countered, and it was true. All these other problems were coincidence, and my home took precedence. If it was possible to slip through Bucklyn unnoticed, I might’ve just done that. I hadn’t even meant to go this far. Sixpence and the strange things that kept happening around me were the only reason I’d convinced myself to go the extra step. “I’m trying to figure out how to protect my home.”

“My home is wherever I park my little rump,” Sidewinder replied, crossing his forelegs. “This is a stupid idea, Lockbox. Nothing is this important; to throw away your life for a station that owes you nothing, the very idea!”

“We all have that little something that drives us,” I shot back. “This is mine. If it’ll help me get out of here and figure out what’s going on, then I’m going to do it.”

I looked at Sunny Side, who rubbed his temples.

“I’m not going to say this is the smart thing,” he said. “But we have something very important to do, Sidewinder, and… and it wasn’t supposed to be like this,” he insisted.

“I know,” I said. “I know…” Everything was coming down on my shoulders at once. I and Sunny Side were the only ones outside Exiperia who believed in the Dark Ones, much less seen what they could do. If we didn’t get to Ponyopolis… or the Rangers… with Hunter’s message, then the consequences could be lethal.

“Fuck!” Sidewinder said. “Well, you’re not getting me to agree to this. I can find my own way out of here.”

He left the room, but I didn’t know if he’d truly abandoned us. I was grateful for the breathing space anyway; I needed to talk to Sunny Side.

“So are we going all the way?” he asked, taking a grudging bite of his sandwich.

“To Ponyopolis?” I answered, dropping my chin on my hooves. “I don’t know, Sunny Side. I really don’t. All of this seems over my head. The Rangers were supposed to be here, and now they aren’t, and… we’re the only ones who seem able to do it. Only the Rangers will understand what this token means and what Hunter found out. No other station has the means or even the will to help us out…”

He groaned and shook his head. I began to grow angry that even Sunny Side, my loyal friend, was starting to doubt me. There was no hubris involved here. I was the only one who could do this right now, and that was fact. Sixpence tried to kill me, Hunter had chosen me, and according to Sidewinder I’m the only damn pony in the Metro who can brush off an anomaly! I’m the only one with the token, I’m the only one… I felt angry and stubborn realizing that. I was the only link between Hunter’s call for help and the only ponies in the Metro who might answer the call. Therefore, all the hopes of survival for my home rested on me. That thought’s weight crushed me, but at the same time it drove me to stand up. Perhaps there was a little pride involved. I wanted to prove to myself and all these dark shadows that stood against me that I was equal to the task. But all alone?

“Sunny Side, I need your help,” I admitted quietly, looking at the table. “You’re the only pony in this place I really trust. The only one I can trust. I need you as a friend.”

“Neither of us have ever been to the surface before,” he pointed out.

“Neither of us ever fought through an anomaly before,” I answered. “Or even gone farther than Bucklyn Station our entire lives. Neither of us fought bandits and crazy ponies and hordes of mutants almost single-hoofed before.”

“I wasn’t trying to dissuade you,” Sunny Side said, giving me a sad smile. “You’re right, Lockbox. You’re right. This whole mess has come down on our shoulders, for better or for worse. And damn it if I’m not going to live up to my name and see the good side. At least we’re alive, and well, and we’ve got a path. We do need to figure out what happened, and why the Rangers aren’t here to meet us. We owe these ponies for giving us medical treatment.”

He flexed his wing, which looked better than ever. My ribs still felt sore, but my hoof was much better. Those supplies and the expertise were expensive. I wasn’t about to be known as a debt dodger at two stations.

“Before we even think of going farther, we have to figure out what killed the Rangers,” I decided. “That takes precedence. Then we discover what happened to the plantations… I hope the two aren’t related, or this could be a very big problem.”

I thought about what Sage had said. Shadows, rats, and other terrible things were the only reports they got. Who knew what those fleeing from the plantations had seen? I wondered if perhaps the Dark Ones had stepped up their campaign. Wiping out four whole stations with many ponies living in each didn’t seem beyond them from what I’d seen. I patted Sunny Side on the shoulder, giving him a smile.

“But it’ll be nothing we can’t handle.”

So now we had a new course. Solve a mystery and perhaps help a station, if only tangentially. And then… depending on what we found… I faced a very long, very tough journey ahead. As I lay on a bunk in the same room, staring at the ceiling (I didn’t want to go out in public much, just in case Sixpence was prowling around) I realized that all I’d been through had been put a prologue. The last several days were nothing but a little test. It wasn’t until now that I’d really be plunging into the thick of it. The entirety of the Metro could be at risk if the Rangers and Ponyopolis didn’t get this message now. If going through with this meant finishing my mission more quickly, then that is what I would do.

In my mind’s eye, the yellow pegasus stood before me, beckoning. I stayed where I was.

/-/-/-/

I checked and rechecked my supplies. I’d had to half my cartridges to buy essentials that Bucklyn couldn’t spare freely; namely a medical kit that included five shockers, precious, precious ammunition, and a couple spare filters just to be safe. Gasmasks, of course, made it impossible to use the war reins unless they were militarized and created with special hard points that allowed you to fit a gun trigger inside. Magical charms created an airtight seal and you were good to go, as long as you didn’t mind having a trigger in your mouth the entire time. It was worth the discomfort. Fortunately, since I’d been in the militia for a short while, my gasmask included these features. 

“So this Aunt Buttercup,” I mentioned to Sage as I prepared myself for the journey out into the tunnels. “What’s her story?”

“I’ve only heard the name. Some bandit bigshot, probably connected to one of the crime syndicates down south… or she got kicked out and set up shop here on the northern arc. She supposed to be the one in charge?”

“I heard her mentioned by the bandits we went through, but that’s all.”

“I’ll keep an ear out,” Sage said, and peeled off to finalize preparations. We’d head out by way of a heavily fortified side tunnel called the Orange Line that led to one of the older, ungated entrances: a simple stairway that led down to the old remnants of the Orange Line. We would be joined by three members of Bucklyn’s guard force: Maple Leaf, Ray Drop, and Sergeant Wind Chill, a tough as nails earth pony who, though only as old as Sidewinder, looked like she was ready and willing to shoot anypony and anything in the face if they looked at her funny. I noted her dull grey pelt and icicle cutie mark, and decided if she gave orders, it was probably best to follow them. According to Meadow Sage she’d been up to the surface only twice, and she was the leader of our desperate little expedition. I kept her at arm’s length, knowing that more than anything else she was there to shoot us if we deserted.

I kept my hopes for survival well reserved.

I noted there were no unicorns in our group, which made sense. They were essential to the working of a station and could be its powerful defenders. Ultimately, us “less magical” ponies were more expendable. I also saw that Ray Drop was a pegasus, with a dark green pelt and vivid purple mane. She possessed a cutie mark of a golden heart on well toned hindquarters she loved to show off by the way she walked. That she was a pegasus gave me some concern, as the possibility of going feather-brained was within every flyer, whether they admitted it or not, and actually being on the surface was a temptation for any pegasus to just fly away. She was, however, a much more sociable pony than Maple Leaf, a taciturn, beige earth stallion who said little and mostly just followed us around while Ray Drop tried to make us feel welcome. Mostly, I ignored her, but she latched onto Sunny Side, presumably because they were pegasi and he didn’t look like he was about to go insane.

“So,” she purred at my friend, trying to look cute and failing due to her clunky barding. “How ‘bout you show me a little ray of sunshine?”

“Um,” said Sunny Side.

I was reminded very suddenly of Starry Gaze, alone and friendless back in Exiperia. Soon they’d get word I’d fallen off the cart and died, and Sunny Side disappeared going back for me. She’d take the news terribly, I imagined, as would my father… my father. I clenched my eyes shut as I thought of him, and guilt pricked me once more that I’d lied, and now I wouldn’t even be able to go back and explain to him what was going on.

“Ooo,” a voice said next to me. “We’ve got ourselves a little fellowship here. Trying to navigate the perils of the Ring, no less…”

It was Sidewinder.

“You’re coming?” I asked, honestly surprised. His presence wasn’t welcome or unwelcome to me; we didn’t owe each other special favors. But that he was here would significantly raise our chances of survival, assuming he didn’t ditch us.

“It’s a chance to stretch my legs,” he answered, fitting his gasmask on. “Either that or I sit in a cell for the rest of forever. Besides, I haven’t been up to the surface in a while. It should be fun! Or lethal. We could all die, you know, in new and exciting ways no pony has even imagined before! And I’ll get to blame it on you since you agreed to this. It’ll be interesting either way.”

“Lunatic,” I muttered.

“Don’t take the Princess’ name in vain, kiddo,” he muttered back and went to stand at the heavily fortified gate. We’d travel down the tunnel a ways before coming to a side tunnel that to a simple stairway to the surface. Up there lurked death of all kinds, and the eternal winter that gripped the land around Stalliongrad. Up there was a city full of crumbling buildings and strange ecosystems and horrifying magical anomalies that tortured the landscape. Monsters the size of houses and all kinds of danger.

Up there was our only way forward.

“Let’s get a move on!” shouted Wind Chill as she headed for the gate and waited for the rest of us to gather. We trooped on out through the gate, passing the rows and rows of sandbags and outward facing metal spikes, designed to funnel attacking enemies into an easy to hit cordon. We traversed the magical traps laid down, and I saw the protection wards sparking in their alcoves. The tunnel was long, straight, and forbidding, with no outstanding features save the typical river of pipes that swam over the walls.

“This entrance isn’t bothered much,” Ray Drop explained, fiddling with the guns on her saddle. “We get the occasional wandering mutant, but the entrance is too small and uninteresting for anything big to get in… we keep it open for Stalkers, mostly.”

“Heh. Hehe. You guardponies always did strike me as ‘back door’ kinds of ponies,” Sidewinder snickered. I rolled my eyes.

“Get your gasmasks on, all of you!” Wind Chill ordered, slipping hers on.

Trying to calm the shaking in my limbs, I slid on my gasmask, feeling the harsh metal and plastic rub over my face, enveloping my head. I clamped the hardpoint down over my gun’s trigger, and the outside world was closed off. Magical charms tightened the seals until I could literally feel the difference in air pressure between my skull and the rest of the atmosphere. I took a deep, sucking breath, and I could hear the deep, rough noise of air squeezing in and out of the filter. I was ready. We all checked and rechecked our clothing and barding, since one false step could open up seams for radiation or the bitter, cold air to bite at. I’d been given a spare coat for the journey, and I prayed that it would be enough on the layers I already wore. At least they let me keep my helmet and flak jacket, slightly scuffed and damaged though they were.

“You know this is crazy, right?” rumbled Maple Leaf. “It’s lunacy. I’m a guard pony. I’m not a Stalker. We should just send the Stalker!”

“Yes, send me,” Sidewinder agreed. “Except according to your captain, I’m required to do this for free, or I rot in a cell or get put against the wall for ‘spying.’ Excellent motivator, he is. Bucklyn is fucking desperate to be reduced to this, and the rest of you can’t claim a single supernatural event between the three of you! Even Lockbox here has a better chance of survival than you all. Are you all that soft, one bandit blockade and Hoofsa breathing down your neck, and you resort to throwing away expendable ponies on suicide missions?”

“Shut up, both of you!” Wind Chill snapped. “We won’t be up there any more than an hour or two, we have a straight line to walk on and then we can get back inside. It’s not that far to the next entrance.”

“I wonder if we’ll sight any demons…” Ray Drop murmured.

“Demons?” asked Sunny Side, eyes wide under his mask’s visor.

“You’ll know them when you see them,” Ray Drop said ominously. “A Stalker party brought one back once, claimed they’d killed it. Ugliest son of a bitch I ever laid eyes on.”

“They fly,” Sidewinder said. “Better then pegasi. Some say they are pegasi. Or…were, rather. Watch out they don’t mistake you for a long lost cousin and try to mate with you, ha!”

Soon we came to the platform that led to the surface. It was a cold, desolate place, with ice and snow covering almost everything. Old benches frozen solid still sat near the platform’s edge, forever waiting for a pony to plop down in one. I looked up at the stairwell, through which streamed the pale light of the moon and gusts of snow and ice. They shimmered beautifully, but my geiger counter began to click every so often.

“Yeah, there’s always that,” Ray Drop explained. Her voice sounded like she spoke through a faraway radio through her gasmask. “If we’re lucky to live long enough we might even get cancer.” 

“It’s been too long since there was a good case of cancer,” Sidewinder answered, staring up at the exit. There was a flash of lightning, but I could barely hear the thunder. “That’s a good sign your life is so comfy it breaks from living too long.”

The heaviness of my breathing grew the closer I stepped to that sacred portal, which shone with an unearthly light. Even in the middle of the night, I could see with clarity thanks to the moon. I was struck by a pang of lonely sadness that I’d never be able to truly enjoy my city in the full light of day.

“Here we go,” Sunny Side said, fluffing his feathers. I stared up at the portal, through which our old city still existed. It was a grim, terrible sight. The stairwell was choked with snow and ice that we had to force our way through. Icicles the size of my limbs hung down like the teeth of a great beast vomiting us up into the harsh world above. At last we broke through, squinting as lightning flashed above. Heads bowed against the wind as if forcing us to give homage to the ancient legacy above, shoulders hunched and ears already freezing from the cold, we entered the Dead City.


> Chapter 8
> --------------------------------------------------------------------------


My Little Metro: Chapter 8

“Welcome home.”


I froze in place as we came into the open. The city of Stalliongrad lay bare before us, magnificent and wretched. There was an almost unlimited amount of space here, stretching all around me, and all of it filled by dilapidated, worn out buildings. Around us were apartments and post offices, police departments and office buildings, all of them now worn away to pitted, grey sameness by acidic, poisonous rain. We stepped out into the streets, which were choked not just with debris, but with strange plants that were slowly turning the city into an irradiated forest. The knobby, claw-like branches of alien trees poked through the facades of buildings, and twisted tangles of shrubs threatened to block our progress at every turn. All around us huddled creaking monuments that gaped at the dead world through broken windows and cracked doors. It seemed the entire earth was covered by these ancient skeletons, the broken bones of a once proud city, and from my perspective this was Equestria. An entire country filled by sad, empty coffins. Even older buildings, topped by cupolas and once painted with vivid reds, greens and blues were now cracked and shattered. The symbols of the Princesses, crescent moons and great shining suns, had fallen from the rooftops and littered the streets.

Above all else, I was astonished at the state of the sky. In my pictures the sky was blue and heavenly, falling ever upwards into Luna’s vast night sky. Here too the sky loomed overhead, but instead of gentle blue there rested a low ceiling of brooding black and grey clouds, from which a drizzling sleet of rain and snow fell. Lightning forked every so often, frightening me. I’d never seen real lightning before.

“Nothing like a good stroll around town. Least there’s no tourists this time of year,” Sidewinder muttered, but I barely heard him. Nopony told me to hurry up, and I didn’t move for several long moments, staring at the vast, dead landscape. Even the Metro, with its infinite recesses and miles of twisting tunnels, seemed tiny and unimportant compared to the huge mausoleum of Stalliongrad. Such a tiny bastion of life, threatened on all sides… right in the middle of a vast and desolate wasteland where nothing but monsters thrived. And below their talons we scuttled, eking out our pointless lives…

“Lockbox, come on!” I barely heard through the wind, channeled by the labyrinth of buildings and broken windows into a howling funeral dirge. I hurried after the others down the east facing street, filled with terrible visions of being lost and alone in this place. In minutes the snow and wind would cover our hoofsteps and nopony would ever know we’d even passed by. We tread where no ponies had for years on end. We weren’t standing on our own soil anymore, but trespassing on land that ponies didn’t belong to and weren’t welcome in. I finally began to turn over in my mind the thought that this was the new world, and it was a horrid place to live. Was this really the land I’d once fancied saving, restoring? This broken and sad wasteland wasn’t the Equestria I’d seen in my visions, the one I dreamed about…

We marched down the street in a straight line, with Maple Leaf bringing up the rear and Sidewinder staying in front to guide us with his expertise. I noticed Wind Chill stayed close to him, and her gun barrel was pointed more towards him than the surrounding buildings. Ray Drop ceased her friendly conversation and kept her eyes on the street. Maple Leaf seemed the most disinterested of the group. It was Sunny Side who worried me.

He stared almost continuously at the ominous grey sky, and I saw his eyes darting back and forth through the foggy visor of his gasmask, tracing the lightning. I wondered if he even felt some instinctive urge to use his magic to keep the weather neat and tidy, as pegasi did in days of old. I nudged him to help keep his mind in the present.

“This is it,” he said quietly. His breathing was deep and labored through his gasmask, in awe of the utter devastation. “This is Stalliongrad. I… I had no idea.”

“Nor I,” I answered. “This is… beyond anything I’d imagined.”

“Cut the chatter!” Wind Chill hissed. “Celestia knows what’s lurking up here!”

As if on cue, Sidewinder held up a hoof and we all rushed to the side of the street, sheltering under rusted carriages and the husks of old cars, long since stripped of anything remotely useful. Thankfully, there were no skeletons… my fanciful imagination lent me visions of whole buildings still full of irradiated, mummified corpses. I huddled against a tangle of street sign and crashed sky carriage, finding himself right behind Sidewinder. He pointed up ahead, and at a nearby crossroads I saw my first glimpse of the many monsters that inhabited the surface.

There was a whole pack of them. They reminded me of wolves, which I’d read about in old books, but they had a vaguely reptilian shape to their long, lanky bodies and snake-like snouts. I then realized I hadn’t seen them arrive, they simply seemed to show up out of thin air. I peered closer and noticed that only now, against the dull grey of the buildings, were they visible through the wispy, snow-white fur that covered their bodies. It seemed to me snow was drifting off of them, but on closer inspection I saw that it wasn’t snow at all, but motes of light. These creatures were infused with magic, which confused their silhouettes and gave them the appearance of a wavering mirage. Sidewinder was perfectly still, and I followed his cue and barely even breathed. I didn’t know what kinds of senses these creatures had, and the smallest breath would bring them down on us, all flashing teeth and merciless claws. If I even sucked in air too loudly I felt that would alert them to our presence, even at this distance.

A deep, bellowing howl reached our ears, and the beasts before us lifted their heads, snuffling and nipping at each other. They began to move away, towards the direction of the howl. I had trouble following their movements as magical energy bent and distorted their shapes into vague wavering blobs, a perfectly confusing camouflage.  Soon the crossroads was clear.

“This area isn’t safe,” Sidewinder said, relaxing only after several minutes of silence went by. “We will need to cut through the buildings.”

“We should stay on the path,” Wind Chill retorted. “Straight down this street. It’s the quickest way.”

“You want to be right in the middle of an army of mutants with nowhere to hide, be my guest,” Sidewinder growled. “Me, I give a fuck about my life, so I’ll be going that way.” He gestured towards a building at the crossroads the wolf monsters once occupied. Its entire front face had collapsed, creating a large ramp of debris that led to the third floor. “I remember this area, traveled it a few times. There’s an indoor route that skirts around a creek, then an open gate to-”

“We will stay. On the path,” Wind Chill hissed. “If we don’t then we risk getting lost, and if we’re lost, then we’re lost.”

“At least you understand that much,” Sidewinder grumbled, looking up and down the street.

“Fine!” he snapped at last. “But don’t say I didn’t warn you. Any of you fuck up and it’s open season.”

“You seem to forget who is working for whom,” Wind Chill growled, but Sunny Side nudged her flank to get her attention.

“This isn’t the time,” he said quietly.  Wind Chill growled at him, too, but as we were all anxious to get going, she complied. I felt we should heed the Stalker’s advice, but I also remembered I didn’t trust him and had very little reason to. Cautiously we threaded our way down and through the street, hemmed in on both sides by the ancient, crumbling buildings. Distant howls and hoots permeated the air alongside the ever-present moan of the wind. The snow and rain continued to drum down upon us, making me feel the chill all the way down to my skin. I wondered if it was possible the “demons” Ray Drop mentioned would hunker down to weather the storm. Unless of course they enjoyed hunting in weather like this to better stay undetected…

On both sides the buildings might once have been apartments and office buildings, but I couldn’t tell what true purpose they served from how broken and cracked they were. The paint had long since faded and peeled away. Twisted metal and fallen lamp posts were everywhere, and even the ground itself had suffered upheaval. I saw little hills and raised areas in the street where the asphalt had split into ditches and crevices, and some of the buildings stood askew upon their mountains of rubble. The sheer destructive power of the bombs and magic unleashed on Equestria had ripped the ground asunder. Here and there half-frozen puddles of radioactive sludge steamed and sizzled.

This is Equestria now, I realized, and the thought struck me like the lightning above. This is our land. It’s like this everywhere… nothing but snow and emptiness and sad, slow death. I took a step forward, realizing for the first time just how terrible the War had been. This wasn’t all stories and anecdotes; this was the harsh, dark reality. Stalliongrad wasn’t just beaten, it was dead. All of Equestria was dead. From here it even seemed the entire world was well and truly dead. It was only then in those all-encompassing moments of realization that the finality of the War’s end came down on my mind, pressing in on me, taunting me. The pictures of old Equestria I’d seen were not a contrast to this ultimate destruction, they were another world entirely. How could friendship and harmony rise from this?

“Hold,” Sidewinder said, and we all stopped again. “Look up there.”

I followed his gaze far upwards, to a tall spire visible between two fallen buildings. I feared it was the fabled Victory Spire, but there was no statue of Celestia, just a tall decoration. I didn’t see anything at first. But then a shadow moved near the top, and the spire suddenly sprouted wings. Long, bat-like wings I could see the size of from here, and then they began moving as a sinewy tail trailed out behind them. Another pair suddenly erupted from off the roof of the building at the base of the spire, and a large winged thing shrouded by shadows launched off, circling the spire. It buzzed the creature that had claimed the top as its roost, making it leap away. I watched in amazement as the two winged horrors jockeyed for position in the sky, while more of their foul brethren joined the aerial duel, startled by the commotion. I couldn’t even tell which was which, so frenzied was their activity, and that section of the sky was claimed by a whole flock of the beasts, snapping and screeching at one another. Then finally, for no discernible reason, the crowd of wings and shadows dispersed, and another had taken the place of the first, twining itself around the spire, hugging its contours until it was almost imperceptible from a distance.

“That’s a building you definitely want to avoid,” Sidewinder said grimly.

“Demons?” Sunny Side wondered. Nopony answered. As we started down the street again now that the tumult had passed, I began to understand my city was now a foreign and hostile place. Pegasi didn’t belong in the sky with those creatures.

“They flew so freely, like they owned the air…” Sunny Side muttered. I and Ray Drop gave him a worried glance.

Struggling through the snow that seemed to be following us, I began to wonder if Wind Chill had deliberately chosen this route because she was more used to it and wanted us foreign ponies to suffer, since it was mostly our fault she’d been chosen as our custodian. I knew I’d much prefer being inside the buildings, as ominously silent and empty as they were, if only it’d help us avoid the biting wind and rain. My breathing became more labored, and I could even hear the loud breaths of my fellows as we pushed on gamely, hugging the side of the street that sheltered us more from the wind. The deep, rasping sound of my own breathing gave me almost as much fright as the emptiness outside. I had no idea what was lurking just outside my field of vision. After those two brief glimpses of the mutants, I knew we walked on their turf.

I maintained a watchful gaze, as did we all, but Sidewinder seemed to know which howls were dangerous and which were just the distant keening of monsters marking their territory, so our progress remained thankfully steady. Every so often we’d have to pause and hack our way through shrubs. We stayed on a straight line like Wind Chill said we would, and soon we’d arrived at a street almost completely blocked by the fallen corner of a six story building, and the rest of it was choked with thick, woody vines. I saw the empty floors inside, all once full of furniture and living ponies. Had they been in there, I wondered, when the bombs fell? Was that desk I saw sitting in a corner on the second floor occupied when this city was scorched?

“We should be getting close,” Wind Chill said as we navigated the broken piles of concrete. “Kuvoz Street is coming up…”

“Can’t see a damn thing,” Maple Leaf complained. “My visor keeps fogging up! Blast this snow.”

“Don’t jinx us,” Sunny Side warned, but too late. The wind suddenly began to pick up again, blowing gusts of snow right into our faces. My gasmask protected me from the brunt of the shower of shining particles, but nonetheless I was struck blind if I looked straight ahead.

“Move to the side! Don’t lose sight of each other!” I heard Sidewinder command. We sidestepped to an alcove created by the rubble of a large building, and me, Sunny Side and Ray Drop huddled as far as we could into the meager shelter. Outside I saw the world become nothing more than a blanket of white and brown, the buildings nothing more than vague silhouettes. The howling became unbearable, and I lowered my cold-numbed ears against my skull. The speed with which the storm had blown up shocked me. I almost jokingly asked him to clear up the clouds, but I couldn’t even see his face through the mask.

Outside our meager shelter, I heard what sounded like a gunshot, and then my eyes caught some kind of movement. First it was there, then it was gone, a bulge of solidity in the shifting wind. I didn’t see what it was. Perhaps one of the snow wolves from before? I couldn’t tell.

The wind passed, and we crawled out of the alcove, our leaders appearing from under a destroyed carriage.

“Everypony all right?” Wind Chill called down the line. Sidewinder was with her. I looked behind… nopony else answered. We only had time for a cursory search.

Maple Leaf was gone. Nothing remained except his medical bag. Wind Chill didn’t want it going to waste, so she threw it over her back and we moved on.

/-/-/-/

“I love saying I told you so,” Sidewinder said with a leering look from under his gasmask, “so… ‘I told you so.’”

“Fuck you!” Wind Chill snapped as we squeezed into a doorway partially blocked by a fallen pillar. “Maple should’ve fucking stayed with us. He knew the rules. We all did.”

“If we’d gone with my path, he might still be here. We’d have shelter from this blizzard. I think it was a storm ghost that did him in… they love to hide in this stuff.”

Behind us, the wind raged again. I had no wish to go back out there and face the invisible monsters that’d stolen away Maple Leaf. Poor thing probably hadn’t even known what hit him… or at least, I hoped he hadn’t.

Ray Drop took it stoically, as did we all, but perhaps to alleviate the fear that spiked whenever a pony vanished, she began to speak. It seemed like instinct, to try and distract oneself from fear immediately after a terrifying incident. Her voice echoed in the small entryway, which seemed to be a lobby for a once opulent business. I saw a receptionist office and a hallway that led to the back which we walked into, entering the comforting darkness of the building. The lack of light and the closed space reminded me of the Metro, and with a glimmer of darkly humorous irony, I appreciated that.

“I never thought Maple Leaf would get done in by a little walk,” Ray Drop murmured, sticking close to me and Sunny Side. Wind Chill was predictably too cold to maintain conversation with, as she was too busy fuming over Sidewinder being proven right and losing a pony under her command to talk. It didn’t help that Sidewinder kept wheedling her with whispered comments under his breath. I didn’t understand them through his mask, but I could tell they irritated the mare. What was his point? Did he just enjoy pointing out glaring failures in other ponies, like he’d tried to discourage me in that prison cell?

“He was always a strong pony, Maple,” Ray Drop continued, filling the silence with her voice, which wasn’t unpleasant. I kept my thoughts to myself. Was this wise? Were we all going to die up here? Our only chance was to trust that Sidewinder wouldn’t abandon us and Wind Chill wouldn’t lose sight of our route.

“You all seem like strong ponies,” Sunny Side said. Ray Drop smiled (I think, I wasn’t looking).

“Well, everypony has to be strong in the Metro,” she said softly. “I have a sister, Cherry Pie… she runs one of the ammo shops in Bucklyn. We’re the only ones left of six. The others perished from the plague. Hard times, when we had to grow up supporting each other…”

“My father…” Sunny Side began, and then trailed off. His father had been murdered by a scoundrel who didn’t appreciate do-gooders calling him out on thieving from our stores. My father had all the thief’s legs broken and left him on the surface for the mutants.

“I’m sorry,” Ray Drop said in a whisper I barely heard, but the conversation sparked some of my own memories.

I didn’t know what exactly happened to my real parents. Obviously they’d died in some way, or figured I was too much of a burden and dumped me in the nearest inhabited station. My father said he’d found me as an abandoned child in a station that’d recently been hit by a mutant attack, and none of the survivors bothered to take me in. I didn’t dwell on it much. The truth was out of my grasp.

“It was a while ago,” Sunny Side said. “Like you said, ponies have to be strong… I think that’s why I joined the militia. So I could be strong for my station.”

“A noble aspiration.” Ray Drop’s voice was soft, and not just for the sake of being quiet.

“Oh, look what we have here!” Sidewinder said cheerfully, entering a small side room. It was empty except for an old desk, smashed by the body of an earth pony who’d been driven through the table. His entire front had been ripped open and feasted on, his belongings scattered across the ground. I saw the flag of Stalliongrad on his shoulder marking him as a Stalker. His gasmask’s visor had shattered, giving us a good look at his frozen, blank expression.

“Poor devil,” Sidewinder muttered as he went right to work stripping the body of anything useful. “Where there’s one, there’s more. Check the other rooms, and for Luna’s sake stay in sight of each other.”

“We’re wasting time!” Wind Chill growled. “We have to move, there’s no point rooting around in a building for dead bodies!” I had to admit she had a point, but didn’t voice my opinion. I was too busy fidgeting from the ticklish feeling I got in my side.

“Yeah? Just thinking ahead,” Sidewinder said. “Just one minute, all right? It takes a bit… oh, an extra filter, thank you brother…”

“Piece of shit,” Wind Chill grumbled.

“Ignorant bitch,” Sidewinder shot back. “You walk around, take a stroll through the park, and you think you can order me around…”

“Five minutes!” Wind Chill hissed. “Then we leave.”

The tickling on my side got worse. It felt like something was buzzing inside my saddlebag. I began to move away on the pretense of checking another room.

“Sunny Side,” I said, giving him a nudge, and I headed for the stairs at the end of the hall, with my friend trailing behind me. Something told me to go… up. I didn’t know what it was, but the feeling was there, and it was definite. The buzzing in my saddlebag seemed inaudible and intangible to the others, but for some reason I felt it directing me. It wasn’t controlling my actions or my thoughts, more like… a nagging. A touch at the edge of my senses.

“Whoa, whoa!” Sidewinder exclaimed. “Stay alert. The beasts like to hide in upper floors.”

“I’ll be careful,” I said over my shoulder, but Sunny Side took the lead regardless, as he had more experience with such things. He pointed his Mule up the stairs. Ray Drop stayed behind to poke around the lower floor and watch Wind Chill’s back. I tried not to focus on how empty the Stalker’s eyes had seemed, like he had never been alive at all. Were Celestia and Luna really waiting for us in the afterlife? Was that dead pony now in a better place? I wondered and hoped… but there was no way to know. I followed my friend up the stairs, noting the third floor flight had been destroyed, rusted and rotten away until it collapsed. Floor two was the only one available to us, but as we came up I noted the buzzing radar in my head was satisfied. I looked around, feeling light-headed as Sunny crept forward, shining his light into all the dark corners. There was nothing… save a scrabbling noise on the floor directly above us.

We dropped down and froze on our bellies, staying stock still. For several long moments there was nothing but the sound of our raspy breathing through the mask filters. I noticed I couldn’t even hear Sidewinder’s muffled speech as he rooted around, looting his Stalker brethren. The noise didn’t return, and very slowly we stood up and began to move again. We didn’t dare say a word to each other, Sunny Side because he was being careful, me because I was distracted. Something pointed me somewhere, teasing me at the edge of my perception. As Sunny Side swept his gun and light down the hall, I peered at a small corner where something glowed on the wall. It was an arrow, pointing down the hall. Fascinated, I moved towards it and scratched it with my hoof several times. It must have been a magical marker, because it wasn’t affected by my touch, and its glow was undimmed. I looked towards Sunny Side, who was still creeping down the hall in almost perfect silence, sweeping his gun back and forth. He didn’t need to be bothered.

I felt the buzzing clearly now, and this time it was more of a tingle, dancing over the surface of my mind. It was coming from where I’d placed Hunter’s talisman. Was it guiding me somehow? I didn’t want to entertain the thought that he was communicating with me from beyond the grave, but I couldn’t take the chance that this was a trap or a coincidence. Not if it was from the Rangers. Another arrow on the ceiling, several rooms down, pointed to the back of the building which had mostly fallen out. I peered out the gaping wound and found still another arrow, glowing faintly and pointing at a small room at the end of the hall. I saw no traps, but then again, having to run across a long open hallway that was exposed to the elements and to the mutants outside was a risky proposition. But the arrow pointed there regardless, and I had to get there. Something inside told me to.

Boldly I stepped out into the open, keeping an eye on the skies; it’d be one of the flying creatures that did me in here since there was no easy access to the ground. I passed old cans that littered the floor, torn from their moorings. Something had already been through here, and I slowed my progress, sticking to the wall. I crept forward, driven by the strange tingling from Hunter’s talisman. Perhaps this was how Rangers communicated. Was their base hidden in this dilapidated structure? I couldn’t believe my luck!

It was at that moment I felt another little pulse from the talisman. I stopped, stepped back, and took a closer look. There across the hall where it ended in a T-section was a small length of rope, painted to hide it from the casual observer. But it, too, glowed in my sight like the arrows. A trap set by Rangers to guard their safe havens, no doubt. Perhaps Hunter really was watching out for me.

I might’ve questioned why I was able to see magical markers all of a sudden, but the drive to keep going, to uncover this mystery, prevented me from dwelling on it too much. After all, didn’t every pony have magic of some kind? Mine, as an earth pony, was just less obvious, but that didn’t mean I couldn’t be sensitive as far as I knew. I poked my head into the hall and saw the line led up to a log stuck through with spikes and nails. Crude, but brutally effective on anyone not wearing heavy armor, and the only ones who had that were Rangers and Monarchy stormtroopers. I gingerly stepped over the wire and followed a final arrow into a small room in the back corner of the building, where there rested an impressive assortment of tools and gun pieces amidst a mess of ammo and random equipment. My eyes widened, raking over the treasure trove. Even if I didn’t know the exact value of what was here, some vague subconscious knowledge I’d absorbed living in the Metro told me I was looking at a wonderful find. But what could I use here? I wasn’t a gunsmith or an engineer, and most of it looked too bulky to carry… looking at this wonderful array of valuable craftspony’s tools, I felt more than a little useless that I wasn’t skilled in some kind of profession. I resolved to fix that if I survived the journey home.

And yet the talisman still nibbled at my senses from within the bag. I cast my gaze about the small safe room, looking for another glowing clue. Nothing immediately stood out, so I began opening cupboards and drawers. It was then I chanced upon two things that caught my eye. First, a flashlight to replace my tiny lamp, and a map of the Metro, which was covered in notes and scribbling about different places that I didn’t know about, especially where danger threatened that a regular map didn’t tell me. I pocketed it, feeling somewhat guilty, but the Rangers would surely understand? Perhaps it would help me know why their base had fallen silent. Other piles of papers told me little more than movement plans, but I stumbled upon a strange little note.

Tracer,
Take this package back to Outpost 6. Hunter says it’s important. Key phrase ‘sweet gold terrace.’

Another quick check of the room told me the package was no longer here. Tracer had done his duty and taken it away to this mysterious Outpost 6. I put the little piece of paper in my saddlebag regardless, and took a few hooffuls of ammo and several military grade cartridges. If I was going to all this trouble, might as well make sure I had money… But my actions gave me pause. I had believed Sidewinder was out of line and rather disgusting rooting through dead bodies, and here I was stealing from the Rangers. But to accomplish a mission Hunter had given me. I resolved to somehow pay them back.

I forgot about that once I saw the heavy jowls and boxy head of a mutant poke through the ceiling. I fired automatically and didn’t stop to see if I’d killed it. A bellowing howl erupted from the floor above. Something collapsed on a table in the room as I bolted for the exit, rushing into the hall. My hooves clattered. Something’s claws scrabbled, something hot breathed on my flank.

Into the hall! I tripped on the wire, falling flat on my face as I skidded into the open hall. I heard a snap, a sharp whistle and then a meaty wet thunk. Something screeched and squealed in horrible pain, like the sound of metal being rent asunder. I turned back, saw the beast tangled in the thicket of spikes and rusty metal as it flailed, ripping apart its own insides through its panicked struggles.

Before I even got a good look at the thing, something heavy slammed into me from the side out of a half-broken door. I saw a blur of grey fur and felt claws wrap around me, digging into my thick clothes. The world spun into a vortex of wild shapes as everything blurred together and went red. There was nothing but the sensation of falling through open air and then the loud thud that came with the landing, before we started rolling and skidding. Reach, reach! Fire! I couldn’t do anything, everything was happening so fast, couldn’t do anything except scramble and throw my hooves out for purchase. I heard a clatter of equipment and tangled limbs as we rolled down the long slab of icy debris. Something was growling right in my ear, sharp teeth tore at my barding.

At last we hit something solid and the weight on my back fell away. I snatched a piece of rebar sticking from the snow, too late, and was yanked away as something caught my hind leg, dragging me the rest of the way down. My face smacked into stone and my visor cracked, leaving a scar over the corner of my vision. I didn’t have time to worry about whether I’d start suffocating. We hit the snowy earth hard. I spun and came face to face with the boxy maw of a mutant coming straight at me. Kick! I struck out with my front hooves and it went sprawling. Not nearly as durable as thumpers, at least. My body knew what to do before my mind even registered what was happening, and as the beast stood up to attack, I greeted it with a spray of bullets to the face. I noted the new holes that sprouted over its limber body with satisfaction. Mules weren’t accurate and overheated like hell, I remembered from Arsenal, but praise the Sisters they got the job done if you held the trigger long enough.

Two more, from the left and right, one standing tall, three times the height of a pony, howling… that same bellowing call I’d heard on the street and in the building. Howlers, were they? Calling more of their brothers to come get the fresh meat.

Not me. Not me.

The first took a few more bullets than the last, and the other was almost upon me as its cousin fell, claws reaching out as it pounced. I spun and rose on my hind legs to meet it, letting my knife spring free, one little claw against many. But I had the strength of the earth on my side.

And support from above. Twin shots rang out and the howler promptly collapsed at my hooves. My epic duel was left unfinished, and I dropped back on all fours. Ray Drop and Sunny Side had zoomed out from… somewhere… and lent their support as more howlers entered the small plaza like area I’d dropped into.

“Lockbox, go! Get across the yard! We’ll cover you!” Sunny Side shouted down, and somehow I could hear the happiness in his voice. Up there was where he belonged, doing his job to the best of his ability. My heart swelled upon seeing him flying in tandem with Ray Drop.

“NO!” I heard Sidewinder’s voice, choked and fuzzy through his gasmask. “Get down! GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE SKY!”

I didn’t have time to worry about who was shouting at what. I had a pack of howlers bearing down on me and needed to run. I charged across the open area, noting in a flash I’d entered a… a courtyard, that was the word. A broken fountain in the middle, stony walls marking raised islands where lush little gardens once stood to entertain the pedestrians… all barren, or choked by the twisting, knobby plants of the new world. Across the yard, another row of buildings, what appeared to be a stairway leading down at the rear of one… I had no intention of staying on the surface, and instinctively marked that covered stairway as my goal. Forget that something might be living at the bottom.

I heard more shots echo through the courtyard. Sunny Side swooped overhead, followed closely by Ray Drop. Nothing else stooped down to hunt them. In that moment, pumped with adrenaline, dodging a howler that leaped over a low wall and blasting it with my gun as I leaped to one side, I wondered if Sidewinder’s warning was unfounded. The demonic winged beasts hadn’t come upon us yet, we were far from their territory… I felt almost invincible, and thoughts of murdering ponies and the weight of my mission gave way to sheer emotion. I scrambled over a dirt island, dodged under a branch and heard a howler land heavily atop it before being hurled backwards by strafing fire from my friends.

Friends… Ray Drop was saving my life, without being asked and knowing she wasn’t getting a reward. Sidewinder wasn’t here, and I presumed Wind Chill was elsewhere, probably dead? I didn’t know. I knew Ray Drop was my friend now, and the thought of it being too early to decide never even entered my mind. We fought for each other, supported each other.

That’s what friends are for.

I saw a howler rise up from the stairwell and veered away, noticing a gate at the far end. That was my next goal. The howlers, having suffered casualties, began to peel off from their wild pursuit as I thundered towards the gate, clearing the distance in seconds. I saw a lock on the gate, spun, and with a powerful buck smashed the rusted hinges open. I came to a stop when I saw the next area was a small loading area for trucks that once serviced these buildings. All the roads back to the street were cut off; somepony would have to fly me over. I looked back for Sidewinder and Wind Chill, and saw nothing. Then, Sunny Side scooped me up and flew me over a debris pile, back to the main street we’d been traversing so far. The howlers wailed, but they had given up their pursuit, confused by the staccato bark of our guns.

“So much for indoors being safe!” Sunny Side remarked, and looked flushed and excited under his gasmask. He’d never, ever flown in such wide open spaces before. I couldn’t imagine what effect this was having on his psyche. Somewhere in the back of my mind I was aware I should’ve been worried, but right now we needed to keep moving.

“I’ve never been so… active before!” he said with a wide grin, looking up at the sky. “Maybe I should go higher. I can… I can scout the area and find the next Metro-”

“No!” I barked. “Sunny Side, we should get going. The Metro shouldn’t be too much farther…”

“It isn’t,” Ray Drop said, consulting her map. “Just up the street, really. All this noise is going to have attracted more creatures. We have to get moving now.”

“But…” Sunny Side said, fluttering a few feet away from us. He turned back to the sky, looking up. “But we… it’s right there…”

A chill that wasn’t the wind ran through me. All the good, triumphant feeling of the battle before evaporated. “Sunny Side,” I said sternly. “We have a mission. We have a duty. We can’t turn aside now. I need you back down here!”

Sunny Side struggled, shaking his head quickly as if clearing it of cobwebs. I stood frozen, ready to act, afraid to act, knowing Ray Drop was our only chance of catching him if he made a break for it. My heart thundered in my chest. In an instant he could just flap his wings and my best friend would be gone, gone…

“Sunny Side,” Ray Drop said, flying up next to him and putting a hoof on his shoulder. She said something quiet to him that made him look intently at her. I didn’t see what passed between them, but I had to assume it was a look of understanding, or something else that made the moment pass and reign in my friend’s impending lunacy. Sunny’s wing movements became less erratic and more focused, and he gently began to lower himself to the ground again.

“All right, I… I dunno what came over me. I’m okay, now.”

“It’s okay, Sunny,” Ray Drop said, her hooves not leaving his shoulders. “We all feel it.”

Ray Drop screamed and pushed Sunny Side away before zooming upwards. I turned, realized the scream wasn’t coming from her, but from a huge black shadow that weaved expertly through the alleyway we’d just left. The two pegasi lurched in midair, spiraling, Sunny Side went one way and Ray Drop another… and I ran.

I had no intention of abandoning them, no. I had to get to higher ground, to shelter, fire from a protected position. I heard gunshots in the air behind me as I charged into the first building on my right, turned back just in time to see more shadows darkening the air as they swooped to the kill. I charged at a flight of stairs near the back of the room, and staggered up to the second, then the third floor. I prayed Ray Drop and Sunny Side had the sense to get inside like me. The air was thick and dusty in here, and I had trouble breathing. Then I realized it’d been a while since I’d changed my filters; they were clogged and deteriorating quickly. I looked up at a tall, narrow window as I gulped in a final breath of air and punched out the old filter, slapping a new one in its place. The fresh air I sucked in was like a gulp of cool water. Occasionally the moonlight outside was shadowed by a winged thing that growled and hissed as it passed, searching for me and my friends. I made sure not to linger near that opening. Once I regrouped with my friends we could find a basement or another sheltered alleyway and move on.

Sidewinder and Wind Chill were on their own for now.

I heard more gunshots above and hurried along to the third floor, as the fourth was blocked off. Maybe I could get to the other side of the building, find another stairwell… my mind swirled. How long had it been since I’d just tumbled down into that courtyard? A few minutes? An hour, it felt like. And already our chances of survival had plummeted. This was my fault… my fault. If I hadn’t run off to chase Ranger ghosts, I wouldn’t have gotten separated, the howlers wouldn’t have come, Sunny Side and Ray Drop wouldn’t have had to rescue me and attract the demons. Sweet Celestia, it was all my fault!

I heard another gunshot, and then a feminine scream followed by a loud crash and a creature’s grizzled snarl.

“Ray Drop!” I shouted through the ceiling. I heard more sounds of struggle, more gunshots, more snarling and scratching. I hurried down the hall, turning left and right. Stairs, stairs, where were the stairs!

“I’m coming! Hang on!”

At last I found them, the damn stairs. Thank the sisters. I tripped and bumped my cheek on the way up, flailing clumsily up the last flight.

“Ray Drop! Answer me!”

Silence reigned on the fourth floor. In the dim glow of my flashlight I saw dust curling and spinning in the air, a sure sign that something big had come through here. I ran to the main hallway and looked down its length. Bullet holes and spattered blood was all over.

“Ray Drop!”

I was answered by a plaintive growl. At the far end of the hall, one of the winged demons crawled across my field of vision, staggering as it bled from many bullet holes that lined its body. I dashed forward, pulling down my trigger and holding it for all I was worth. The demon screamed in rage and pain and flinched away from my thunderous assault, disappearing down the next hallway. I followed it a short distance before I saw it stagger to a window and drop out. It didn’t take to the air again.

I spun when another noise came from behind me.

“Ray Drop.”

She lay there in a puddle of blood, beneath another window with an iron screen over it. Deep gashes and claw marks ravaged her body, her barding and clothes turned red from arterial blood that came out in gruesome squirts. The demon had torn her to shreds, but her life lingered still, and by the signs of epic struggle I’d seen, she’d sold it dearly. One of her wings hung limp and ragged at her side. The other flapped uselessly, slowly in the air, like a child attempting their first flight. The sight was so horrible and wretched I struggled not to vomit.

Her eyes, distant and pale from shock, looked right at me from under the visor. I think she said something, but it was hard to tell from the ringing in my ears.

No. Celestia, please, no… not like this…

I took a single, numb step forward. A shadow filled the window.

Another demon slammed into the iron grate and thrust a claw through, grabbing her already mangled body and lifting it clear off the floor. She was saved only by my reflexes and the iron bars that checked her progress. She whimpered and struggled vainly, hooves windmilling in the air as her remaining wing flapped uselessly.

“No! NO!” I shouted, wrapping my hooves around Ray Drop and pulling. My impotent rage was drowned out by the horrid snarl of the beast as it began a gruesome tug-of-war, with Ray Drop’s torn body as the prize. Latching on to the pegasus with all my might I braced my hindlegs against the windowsill and pulled.

I am the earth. I am the earth.

I knew the magic wouldn’t fail me. It couldn’t. Not now. I had to save her. I had to. I didn’t care how beaten and battered she was. I wasn’t letting this dark world take another pony away.

I heard something tear and give. I looked up and my mind went blank with horror. The creature’s toothy maw was full of Ray Drop’s other, working wing. It trailed blood and tendrils of flesh as the limb sheared away from the pegasus while she squealed in pain and kicked mindlessly. Cartilage and bone snapped and crunched, and at last the entire appendage was ripped clean off. My eye twitched. I’d never seen such a macabre thing in my life. Ray Drop’s scream tore into my ears. She shook her head in fierce denial of her awful torment, shaking and shivering, unable to coordinate her movements due to the sheer amount of agony she must have been in. The only thought in mind was to pull, to get her away from the window. If I did that then everything would be all right. I hauled us backwards, and even against the beast’s prodigious strength, I began making progress. The earth felt so far away up here in this cold, dank hallway, but I felt it lend me strength still.

The demon needed to give only one good tug before it lifted us both off the ground again. I slammed against the iron grating, my face full of the demon’s slavering jaws. It roared at me, hot breath washing over my face. I could smell its putrid stench through my filters. I felt its raw, animal rage at having its meal interrupted. I saw Ray Drop’s feathers stuck in its teeth.

“F-fu-FUCK YOU!” I retorted. The beast had lifted me up to where I could get a good sight of him… and where my bullets could reach.

It wasn’t an impressive barrage. I was almost out of ammunition. But three or four bullets right to the face will deter almost anything. I saw every clear detail as my last few cartridges slammed into its open mouth. Its tongue was severed, its cheek opened, a nice clean hole appeared in its neck. The demon wailed and dropped its prey, wheeling away from the window and retreating into the cold night air. I collapsed, Ray Drop fell on me, and I dry heaved into my mask. I’d done it. I’d done it. I saved her. Hadn’t I?

“Ray Drop,” I said, hugging her still form to me. Her blood steamed in the freezing air and felt warm on my exposed ears. “Ray Drop, I got you… don’t worry… I’m gonna find Sunny Side. We’re going to get you out of here.”

“Don’t…” she whispered. I wasn’t quite sure what I was doing. She was damaged beyond repair, but I still jabbed three shockers into her system, making her convulse violently. Blood continued to spill out of her. Death hovered over us, waiting to take her. But I couldn’t just leave her here to freeze like the dead Stalker.

Get out of here, a little voice in my head commanded as I clumsily wrapped her up as best I could, with bandages and the strips of her thick clothes. Just get her up and walk. If I make it to the Metro, then everything will be fine. Everything…

I struggled to get her on my back. She groaned as broken bones rubbed against each other and her remaining wing hung limply at her side. Dead weight, that’s all she was, but I refused to even consider dropping her. It didn’t come into my head. I focused entirely on getting Sunny Side and then getting back below, and then we’d get Ray Drop help, and she’d be fine, and my mission could go on.

She was already dying. I felt her dying. Felt her warm blood dribble onto my barding through the bandages I’d so hastily slapped on. Every wobble brought more, and going down the stairs was torture for us both. I heard her voice getting weaker every time she said something, mostly incomprehensible gibberish born from shock, but what she could say both steeled my resolve and chipped away at my reserves of kindness.

“Don’t… don’t leave me… don’t leave me Lockbox…”

“I won’t. I promise,” I said. I had given my word and now I’d keep it.

“Don’t leave me alone… don’t leave…”

“I’m here. I’ll get you out.”

“Don’t leave me here… don’t leave me Lockbox…”

“…”

/-/-/-/

I made it back outside to the stormy, alien streets. The clouds seemed to roil and fester above, and the poisonous rain was falling harder now, chilling me. I didn’t know where to go, and Ray Drop had lost her map in her struggle with the demon. I just knew I had to find an entrance to the Metro. Sunny Side was nowhere in sight. I didn’t dare call out. Demons circled above like vultures, but they either didn’t care about me or didn’t notice. I stuck to the shadows regardless, moving through alcoves and under old awnings that groaned with the weight of snow and many years.

Ray Drop felt heavier with every step. Her blood continued to dribble out, gushing from her wounds, steaming on the air. I was a walking buffet table for any creatures that picked up the scent. I didn’t care. One hoof in front of the other. I had to get inside. I had to survive.

I didn’t know where anypony else was. I prayed constantly to the Royal Sisters like they were gods, dead or no, because they were the only higher power I’d ever heard of. I prayed for Sunny Side and Ray Drop, myself and Equestria.

I can make it. I can make it. The mantra was repeated with every slow step. Ray Drop died a little more every foot I covered. I’d already failed her, but the thought refused to materialize in my head. I can make it I can make it I can make it I can make it…

“Don’t leave me Lockbox,” Ray Drop said.

“I won’t,” I whispered back. I won’t, I won’t, I won’t. Don’t mind the weight. Don’t mind the blood. Don’t think about it. Keep walking.

“Don’t leave me here.”

I began to suspect she was already dead, and her final thoughts were stuck on that one small line. One last spark in her brain that ran through the same circuits over and over, slowly receding into darkness.

“Don’t leave me. Please don’t leave me. Don’t leave, Lockbox.”

“I won’t.”

Was she even aware anymore? Couldn’t I just… no. Sunny Side hadn’t left me. She hadn’t left me. I wasn’t going to leave her. Without loyalty, without sacrificing of myself for other ponies, what hope was there for any of us? For the Metro? I couldn’t leave her. I couldn’t.

“Damn it. Where’s a fucking hole when you need it?” I gasped in frustration.

“D- don’t… don’t leave me here like this…”

“Stop it!” I said, louder than I intended. Oh, Luna, I could feel her blood seeping through my clothes. I looked back. Her face was pale, her eyes dim and unfocused. She was completely covered in blood. My skin crawled. I looked around to try and distract myself. Another faceless street. Another grove of scrubs, more dead cars… but something was different here.

The street and the ground underneath had been literally ripped open, a giant gash that reached down the street and through an underpass farther down the road. Water and sludge had pooled at the bottom, and my geiger counter went crazy as I peered over the edge. The water was lethally radioactive. It steamed for reasons I couldn’t see. More water dribbled out of the exposed pipes in the ground. What terrible force could have split the earth like this, like a pony ripping open a garment? I saw a street sign hanging precariously over the unnatural river: Kuvoz Street. My eyes widened. That’s the one Wind Chill had told me about! I almost laughed with triumph, but I was interrupted by a howl nearby. The wind began to pick up again. Lightning flashed overhead. The hellish, oppressive landscape was quickly starting to drain my stamina and my earlier confidence was already wavering. At least the storm was keeping the demons at bay. I was so close… I just needed to find one place. A hole, a stairway, anything.

I saw movement. Something skittered through the ruins to my right. Another howl. They were everywhere. Waiting for me to stop. To put down Ray Drop and give in to my fate. I wanted Sunny Side. I wanted Sidewinder. I wanted my father and Hunter… I’d never felt this alone and vulnerable. It was an awful feeling. The wind began to pick up, and Ray Drop groaned.

“It… It hurts… hurts… I can’t… I can’t…” I could barely hear her breathing now.

She’ll be dead soon. Drop her.

No. No. No.

You’ll have a better chance alone. The mutants are tracking you. You can see them.

No no no… please, Celestia, Luna, anyone that’s listening. Don’t make me do this.

The wind continued to gain strength. I found an old bakery and kicked down the door, staggered along rusted aisles that hadn’t held food in ages. I went to the counter and slid Ray Drop off my back, breathing heavily. Not from fatigue. From fear that gripped my heart. Ray Drop was gone, now. She just sat there and mumbled inanely. Deliriously. Loudly.

“Lockbox!” she gasped, perhaps vaguely aware I’d set her down. “Don’t leave me! Please don’t. Don’t leave me like this.”

I put my head against the counter. My helmet clanked. I wondered if a baker might show up and give me some bread. That’d help quite a bit right now, some nice, warm, crunchy bread. I’d thought Ray Drop was too weak to keep carrying on. But she did. And she kept bleeding. She was literally being held together by the magical healing I’d smothered her with. But it wasn’t enough.

Another howl. Close this time.

“Don’t leave me, Lockbox.”

A sob hitched in my throat. I’d given my word. My word. But the Metro was still so far. I had so much left to do. And she was…

She was already dead. I turned to look at her out of the corner of my eye. The sound of my breathing through my mask was louder than any storm. My heart pounded. My head felt light and fuzzy. She’d still be alive when the mutants came for her. There was only one thing I could do.

“Don’t leave me, Lockbox.”

Another howl from outside. I slid off the counter and looked into the storm, wondered if the snow ghosts or demons or whatever in Hell’s name waited for me out there would come first. My breathing seemed louder than thunder, rasping in my ears.

“Don’t leave me here, Lockbox...”

“Hush now.”

“Don’t leave me all alone...”

“Quiet, now.”

My hoof felt like lead as I checked my gun’s safety.

“Don’t leave me here…”

“It’s going to be all right.”

I turned back to her, and looked her in the eye. She deserved that much at least.

/-/-/-/

I still carried Ray Drop. I’d found a picture on her. One of her and who I assumed to be Cherry Pie. An old one, taken when they were young. It rested in my saddlebag alongside Hunter’s talisman. I still carried her.

That’s what friends are for.

I trudged down Kuvoz Street, hurrying away. Away from… everything. My steps felt light and undirected, and I didn’t even lift my head when I heard more howlers wailing in the distance. Something peered at me from an open window. It never ended. It didn’t matter how many monsters I killed. This place was deadly and dangerous. I wanted nothing more than to get back below to the equally dark and deadly Metro, but at least I was familiar with it. Other ponies lived there.

I could breathe without having to forcefully suck air in through a filter; that had to count for something. I had to knock out another one and replace it. I did it in the middle of the street, I didn’t care who or what saw me. The whole incident seemed so far behind me now. Everything did. In this cold blasted landscape my mind could run away, far, free of guilt and conscience. I began to understand the logic behind going feather-brained. Just fly, and never stop, fly far far away, into the Sun that didn’t exist anymore behind the clouds. With the pegasus’ blood now cold and indiscernible from everything else, and her weight off my back, I was surprised how easy it was to forget.  I just felt empty and light, free from burden, from thought… It was all behind me, a different time, forever ago in a distant life. Ray Drop? Who was that, just some vague face from a photo album? Sunny Side? He was friends with that Lockbox character, right? Sidewinder, ha, don’t get me started on him! Sidewinder is a kind of drink, isn’t it? I felt surprised by how little I puzzled and mourned over losing all my friends in the space of a few hours. I didn’t feel as terrible as I thought about Ray Drop, and if their ghosts visited me I felt I’d just walk away… I didn’t want to think about the mission that’d been thrust upon me or the lives it’d taken just to get this far. I imagined by the time I got to Ponyopolis there’d be a long line of corpses, trailing all the way back to Exiperia. And there at the head was me, the bearer of a dead soldiers’ epitaph and harbinger of the Dark Ones, of death.

I felt so alone.

I came to a large park area, and it was full of trees. Sunlight, warm and bright, filtered down through leaves so green and succulent I thought I could suck on them like candy. I smiled and touched a little bunny on the head that came up to sniff me. I bent my head down and snipped some grass with my teeth, chewing on it. I had no idea what it was supposed to taste like, but I imagined it was sweet and juicy, with a rough sort of texture.

I came to a small grove in the middle of the park, and there sat the yellow pegasus with the pink mane. She looked at me with such a gaze of sadness that all my previous feelings came rushing back. My knees grew weak under the weight of my crushing guilt and I dropped down onto my belly at the edge of the grove. My breath shook, and I realized that I still had my mask on. I didn’t know what I was seeing but I didn’t care to know if it was fake or real.

“You can’t stay here,” I heard Hunter say in my ear, whispering furtively. “You have to keep going.”

“I’m sorry,” I said to the yellow pegasus. “I’m so, so sorry. I had to. I had to.”

She didn’t say anything, just looked at me still longer with those eyes that held nothing but infinite kindness. What did she want from me? A fever dream, I snapped at myself. Nothing but a crazy vision! You’re dying and you’re just seeing something you long for. I crawled forward, desperate, wanting to know I’d been forgiven. I had been able to push my thoughts away so far, but there she sat, that symbol of the old world, and how much further I was getting away from it. I couldn’t stop. Didn’t she understand? I couldn’t stop, my home meant everything to me, not even something like this could keep me from accomplishing my mission.

“I’m sorry,” I said again. “If I could take it back I would. I’m sorry.” But I knew it wasn’t her I should apologize to, and the way she looked at me it was as if there was nothing to forgive. Like she understood everything and I was just babbling like a child trying to explain why he’d raided the cookie jar. I clung to a desperate hope that Ray Drop was somewhere nice now, where this yellow pegasus and all her animal friends were.

“There’s danger, you have to go,” Hunter said. I had almost reached the pegasus. She smiled sadly at me as I reached out.

“I didn’t want… I’m so confused, I…”

My hoof touched hard stone. I blinked, and there was nothing in front of me but a statue. A broken statue of a regular old pony, cracked and pitted. My hoof dropped. A dream. Nothing but a desperate dream from the pit of my soul. Well, that’s it. I decided I was going insane.

“Lockbox?”

I spun. Sunny Side stood before me, wide-eyed and shaking.

“Oh, thank the Sun!” he gasped, and rushed forward to embrace me. “I got separated by the demons. It felt safe here so I waited. I was so worried! I can’t find the others…”

He stood back and noticed my lack of response. For some reason I didn’t feel happy to see his darting eyes, his twitching ears and stumbling hooves. Something was dreadfully wrong.

“Where’s Ray Drop?” he asked quickly.

I stared at him. He began to pace nervously.

“Um… I found the entrance at last!” he said, and his voice quivered as he pointed over his shoulder at a metal awning that hung over a deep, black hole that was the entrance to the Metro. Helpfully, giant letters that spelled the words “Stalliongrad Metro” hung over the doorway, but they were covered in ice and several had fallen off, so it looked more like “Stalingrad Met.” I nodded dumbly. It was just across the street, but something about it seemed a little too dark and ominous. The giant icicles reminded me of the demon’s teeth.

“We should go inside,” I said simply. “We have to go back, Sunny Side. There’s nothing but nightmares up here.”

“Um. Yes. But don’t you think we should wait a little longer? Out here? There are no mutants here…”

I raised my eyebrow when I heard a far-off howl.

“Well, none close right now. I just think we should wait outside.”

“We need to go in, Sunny,” I said, very slowly and clearly. “Back home to the Metro.”

“What about Sidewinder?” he babbled, turning away from me.

“He can take care of himself. Let’s go, Sunny Side.”

“No no no, see… I think… those clouds aren’t far off, right?”

I took a step forward, noticing the way his hooves trampled the snow and his wings shivered on his back, ready to shoot open.

“I can feel the sky,” he said in a hoarse, far-off voice. “I can feel it calling, Lockbox. I’d never noticed until now. It’s so close, like I can touch it… like a blanket that needs drawing back…”

“Sunny Side.” Another step closer. Fervent prayers ran in circles through my head. Not him too. Not him too, not after all this.

“It’s still there, Lockbox! The Sun… through the clouds… and the Moon. They’re there. Calling for us. It’s just these clouds in the way. I can get rid of them! I just need to…”

“You need to come back!” I snapped at him. What had Ray Drop said that calmed him so last time? I began to breathe faster, took another step. He didn’t seem to notice. Just another foot or so and I’d get him.

“No, no… the Sun, she needs to shine again. If we, if all the pegasi, could clear the clouds… we’d melt the white snow… the Sun’s warmth and beauty would shine on us again.”

“You’ll go blind, remember?” I growled, trying to imitate Hunter’s deep, commanding voice. “The Sun is too bright for us now. If you go up there you’ll fry your eyes… and the storm and the radiation will get you.”

Sunny Side’s wings began to spread, achingly slow. “I just need to…”

I bolted. Sunny Side saw me coming and jumped, his wings snapping open, but not quick enough, not with a flap that would’ve sent him launching into the air. Just a hop that I managed to match, catching his back legs in a snarl of limbs. I clung fast and dug my hind legs into the earth. I am the earth. Sunny Side can’t lift the whole thing!

His progress was miraculously checked. I didn’t know how, but somehow I kept him weighted, some invisible tether had wrapped around me and kept me anchored to the ground. Sunny Side could only flail helplessly, reaching for the sky with his front hooves like a child reaching for his favorite toy.

“Let go!” he screamed. “Let go of me!”

“No!” I snapped like a petulant colt, dragging him back with all my might.

“Lockbox! It’ll work! It’s right there! I can do this!” He was shouting, sobbing, hysterical. The louder he cried, the more I clung fast, keeping him from his death wish. He screamed at me and I screamed right back, dragging him inch by inch to the earth no matter how hard his wings flapped. I didn’t care how pained he sounded, it was just the sound of madness and grief, some deep instinctual well of sorrow that all our kind shared in our subconscious for our lost world. It screamed at him to set things right, like the way the yellow pegasus looked at me, but there was no way, just tears and grief and madness, longing for a home that would never come back. I wasn’t losing another friend to this aimless, screaming hysteria. Not again. Not again.

“That’s not going to work.”

“Sidewinder!” I shouted into the empty air. I’d almost gotten Sunny Side to the ground again… I lunged upwards and wrapped my hooves around his middle, bearing him to the ground while he wailed and struggled. We wrestled on the ground for the upper hoof.

“Sidewinder!  Help me!” I shouted. His voice came from far off.

“It’s his choice, Lockbox.”

“Get away! All of you! Stop bothering me! Help me!”

“Sidewinder, I swear if you don’t get your ass over here-!”

“You’ll what? You’re crazy, Lockbox. That’s blood, isn’t it? You tried to carry somepony… Ray Drop?”

“Fuck you, all right? Fuck you!”

“Let go! LET GO!”

“Sunny Side… forgive me.”

I clobbered my friend in the side of the head with my hoof. I feared I’d struck him too hard, but it was through his helmet and it simply dazed him. I took out some rope and began to bind his legs. I could barely see Sidewinder through the swirling snow that cascaded around us. He looked like another statue.

“Let him go, Lockbox.”

“NO!” I shouted into the wind, louder than I’d shouted anything before. “I don’t know what drives you, Sidewinder! Survival? That’s it? You survive to survive some more? You don’t know what I had to do back there! You don’t know what it was like!”

“I do. I’ve done the same thing…”

“You what? Carried them? Or just gave up on them?” I finished tying Sunny Side’s wings down as best I could. “Where’s Wind Chill?”

Sidewinder looked away, to the Metro entrance.

“Where’s Wind Chill?”

I heard something like a chatter of gunfire from far off. It faded on a howl of wind. The snow was coming back again in force, thickening in the air around us like fog.

“She fell behind.”

I gulped.

“You know, Lockbox, you used to be a mystery, but I think I’ve figured you out…” Sidewinder was moving away as I heaved Sunny Side onto my back. “You’re a fool. You have so many ideas locked up in your head you’re confused which one to go with. You want to do so many things… the Metro is too small for your big head, Lockbox. And I’ve fulfilled my obligations to you twice over now.”

“Sidewinder, we have a mission! The plantations… you have to help us reach them!”

“Oh, no I don’t. You see, this entrance? It’s been blocked off.”

My heart sank. “No…”

“Yes. I scouted it out while your friend was walking around like a loony out here. Somepony blew the place and destroyed it. Got a nice little nest of snow ghosts in there now too…”

“Then… then help us find another entrance! There must be another close by.”

“Yeah.” Sidewinder was moving south. I hurried to keep up but the snow was closing in fast, and he was still moving, too fast and nimble for me to follow.

“Sidewinder?” I asked, at first sounding questioning, then sad, then angry. “Sidewinder. Sidewinder!”

The snow began to close up over us, shrouding him as he leaped up onto a pile of rubble, blending in…

No. No no no!

“Sidewinder. You can’t do this! I can’t leave him! Come back here!”

The snow swallowed everything. He was gone. I heard something move on my right, turned and fired, made sure that Sunny Side was still on my back. I backed up and found the little statue where I’d seen the yellow pegasus, hoping she was still with me. I huddled against it, wondering how I was getting out of this. I had to wait until the snow passed… assuming I lived through that… and then find another entrance to the Metro, get my bearings, and move on. I had to find the Ranger hideout first and foremost. I filled my head with plans while the wind filled my bones with cold.

And I listened to the howling.

“Come on. Come on, you bastards…” I whispered into my mask, making sure I stood directly over Sunny Side. I tugged the ropes around his hooves free. He seemed to have fallen asleep, perhaps overcome by the intense nature of his madness. I hoped it would pass when he woke up.

I heard steps on the left, saw something amorphous and shiny. I didn’t shoot at it. They were circling me like… like sharks? I’d read about sharks, distant and monstrous predators of the sea. Once apex hunters in their environment that enjoyed circling, testing and teasing their prey to find out if it was worth eating. I’d just have to make myself too unpalatable to devour. I wondered if in our poisoned seas there existed something worse than sharks now.

“Come on. Come on. I’m waiting. I want you to come at me. Come on.”

Another blur in the blizzard. A snow ghost or just my imagination? I continued to wait, shivering. I had to be as patient as these beasts. I touched my saddlebag, where the last memories of two friends now rested. I wasn’t going to add a third.

I am the earth. It is with me. I am strong.

The first one came straight at me. An excited juvenile, maybe. I saw it coming because it left its mouth hanging open as it sprang out of the snow, panting. A burst from my rifle put it down. Magical energy flashed before my eyes as its cloak of camouflage fell away, smoking and curling up in wisps around its sleek, snow white body. I extended my knife and held my hoof up, waiting to strike. I knew the next one would be much more careful.

I was right. Another creature streaked in from the left and then darted away again, leaving me open for an attack from the right as one slammed into my side. Sharp teeth dug into my barding, heavy paws pushed down on me… and I slid to one side, but didn’t collapse. I reared up and twisted, coming down hard with my front hooves, pulverizing its hind leg and burying my knife into its flank. The creature wailed and kicked me, giving me a retaliatory swipe over my face, cutting me open at the neck, but not too deeply. I felt something crack in my gasmask. The crack in my visor grew.

Another from behind while I struggled with the first latched onto my face. Buck, stomp, snort! I missed with my back kick, scaring off my other attacker for a moment, but the one under my front hooves struggled still, ripping open the front of my jacket. I lifted my head to keep my vulnerable neck clear of its snapping jaws, and continued to stomp all over the beast’s chest until something cracked. The snow ghost wailed and curled up under me as I stepped over it, slashing my knife wildly as the third one snapped at my hindquarters, tearing open my trousers and scoring deep gashes in my skin. I bucked again and felt a satisfying crunch, and the savaging teeth left me, disappearing into the wind. If these things wanted to eat me, they’d have to earn their meal.

I was already bleeding, and the snow was picking up. This was going to be my last stand. Protecting my friend from certain death. I supposed there was some honor in it, and anyway I didn’t think about it much. I was tired and angry. I was sad and stubborn. I just wanted to keep stomping and kicking and shooting and venting.

The wind closed in on me, driving me against the statue again as I waited over Sunny Side, who began to groan and stir. I didn’t plan on stopping him from flying away this time. Adrenaline pumped through my veins like liquid ice, making me jolt and twitch at the slightest provocation. They waited for me in the snow. I heard their growls.

“Lockbox?” Sunny Side questioned. He sat up and saw the still twitching snow ghost I’d trampled. “What the… what the hell’s going on? Where are we?!”

“Get up, Sunny Side!” I shouted over the roaring wind. I saw enemies everywhere. “You’ve got to… got to…”

I heard a sharp, loud crack and then an explosion of noise. The blizzard nearly drowned it out.

“Got to go!”

“The hell I am! What’s happening, is this… are we still outside?!”

“Sunny Side don’t question me, just-!”

I felt something touch my shoulder and lashed out… but I didn’t see the maw of a snow ghost. I saw a very pony-like face covered by a gasmask and a darkened visor. They were covered in dark, thick clothing, but bore no weapons that I could see. I stopped midway through my swing. My eye twitched. I didn’t feel done or satisfied with violence just yet. And yet I was pleasantly shocked to find I wasn’t going to die just yet.

“Come with me!” the new arrival shouted. “It’s not safe here. I scared them off for the moment.”

“The entrance is blocked,” I answered.

“No, my friend. Come! I know another route. We should hurry; dawn will be here in a few short hours.”

Sunny Side was quicker to trust than me. He rushed forward and bumped his head against my backside, prompting me to move. I wondered if he was no longer mad because the sky was covered by the snow overhead. The other pony nodded and led us back towards the Metro entrance, where I saw a little furrow dug through the snow clogging the doorway. Had this new pony just come out of there? Right when I was in danger and needed an escape? I almost refused to believe it, and thought it was another insane vision of mine. Our new friend slipped back into the calm dark of the Metro, and we followed them gladly.

“How’d you come here? How’d you find us?” I asked. All around us was a blasted, dessicated corpse of a Metro lobby, with ticket booths and benches and turnstiles all over. Sheets of metal and marble had fallen and collapsed, lying amidst mutant guano that covered whole swathes of the floor.

“It was easy,” answered the stranger. I couldn’t tell their gender, as their clothes were too thick to discern the shape of their body, and their voice was strangely distorted through the mask. I didn’t see a horn on their head, so they were no unicorn using a magic spell to change their voice.

“I followed the white rabbit.”

I stopped, and Sunny Side did too, but he seemed more disoriented and confused than baffled by what our new friend said. White rabbit. I’d seen rabbits before, around the…

But then our new friend laughed. “I’m kidding! It was a miracle, really, or whatever you like to call such things.”

Somehow I didn’t believe them. Something was ahoof here. Had the yellow pegasus really been waiting there for me? Guided this stranger here too? I kept vacillating between believing in my visions and thinking they were the product of a feverish, inexperienced mind… but our friend seemed certain of where he or she was going. They led us to a rickety series of escalators at the back of the large lobby, which were defunct and creaky. The path plunged down into darkness so deep my Ranger flashlight barely penetrated it, but that comforted me. The darkness was easier on my eyes and wrapped around us like a warm blanket, and soon we were even able to slip our gasmasks off again. The trigger slid out of my mouth and I worked my jaws; they were sore from clenching in fright so long. Sunny Side gave one last wistful look over his shoulder at the outside, and then we shouldered our burdens and continued on, away from the nightmares we’d endured above.

Back into the claustrophobic dark of the Metro. Back home.
> Chapter 9
> --------------------------------------------------------------------------


My Little Metro: Chapter 9

Because I could not stop for Death –

He kindly stopped for me –

The Carriage held but just Ourselves –

And Immortality.



“Starry Gaze?” I asked.

“Yes?” she answered, wrapping her forelegs around me and cuddling her head up under my chin.

Her horn bumped my jaw, but I didn’t mind. We lay together on a hill overlooking the ruins of Stalliongrad. Though we were without our gas masks, each breath I took was full and cool, without any of the awful, lung-tearing pain that usually came from the poisoned air. Overhead boiled an angry, storming sky. Demons swooped back and forth between the lightning bolts, performing feats of aerial acrobatics I’d never seen before.

“When do you think the Sun will come back?”

“Silly,” Starry Gaze said, tracing a circle on my chest with her hoof. “The Sun’s gone forever. She abandoned us long ago. And the Moon died with Canterlot.”

I took a deep breath of her scent, nuzzling her mane with my snout.

“Starry Gaze?” I asked, gently rubbing her back.

“Yes?” she answered, tracing my jaw with gentle, loving kisses.

“If the Sun left us, do you think she’ll ever come back?”

“Never,” she said. “You’re going to die in darkness and shadows. The prophets have no words left, because this is the end of everything.”

I pondered this for a while, letting her lavish her attentions upon me, kissing my cheek and letting her lips brush over the contours of my face. Her breath was wet and warm over my fur. For some reason, I felt her warmth more than I felt the cold of the wind and the snow around us, like it was all in the background.

“Starry Gaze?” I asked. My voice had become slurred, the words heavy and clumsy as she rubbed her body against mine.

“Yes?” she asked, and I noticed she really did have stars in her eyes, and her mane was a lot pinker than I remembered. Her buttery yellow wings swept out and folded us both up in an embrace as cold as death. I put my mouth to her neck, nibbling gently, making her squeak.

“How much farther do I have to go?”

“As far as it takes,” the yellow pegasus said with breathless abandon. I pulled back, brushing her lips with mine, eyes half-lidded. She held my face with her hooves, gazing at me with her infinite compassion. Then she let me drop. I fell away, seeing her recede into the shadows, watching me with a far-off, indifferent gaze.

/-/-/-/

I opened my eyes. All four of my legs were wrapped around a duffel bag in a manner far more intimate than one should be with their supplies. I noticed my mouth was full of one of the straps, and I’d been gnawing on it in my sleep. I spat it out and rolled my tongue around in my mouth, trying to get rid of the dry, velvety taste. In front of me crackled a small fire, over which bubbled a kettle of tea that I didn’t remember either me or Sunny Side preparing.

“Well, well,” Sunny Side said as he appeared directly over me, looking down with a tired grin, “looks like somepony was having a hell of a dream.”

I shoved his face away with my hoof and pushed the duffel bag to the side. I didn’t remember where it came from, nor did I want to know how I’d ended up cuddling it in my sleep. Sunny Side went back to the fire and stoked it gently, scattering ashes about. I didn’t say anything, nor did I want to. The memory of the surface and what had happened there was still terrifyingly fresh. I hadn’t told my friend what really happened to Ray Drop, and he didn’t ask. Just like I didn’t bring up his episode of madness on the surface, and he didn’t turn to me about it. That seemed to be all we needed to say on the subject. It wasn’t as though I bottled it up for the sake of remaining stoic. I simply knew that nothing was going to change what happened. Nothing would reverse the awful finality of that final bite on the trigger, the jolt of a discharging gun that felt stronger and louder than any I’d fired before. It was for the mission, which depended on my survival. But inside, I still felt the sharp prick of guilt, about what I’d done and how I chose to lock it away in my mind like the many memories I pinned to my Wall. I made it a post-it note I’d feel bad about later. And yet they’d been living ponies. Three more lives gone for the sake of my mission. They hadn’t known I didn’t really plan on getting rid of the bandits or breaking any blockades, but they’d died getting us this far regardless.

We were in a large hallway that led towards the platform of the Green Line. The walls were coated in tiles. Some enterprising artist had once tried to make something as droll and drab as a walk in a hall entertaining with pictures of frolicking ponies and magical Princesses, but the overlooked masterpiece was in pieces. Many sections were cracked and fallen, the gaudy mosaic of colors now faded into muted greyness. Far away, wind churned and spun through doors and cracks, swirling down till it echoed through our hall, an empty, hollow noise. And yet in the middle of it I thought I could imagine the buzz of pony conversation, the soft clip-clop of hooves. It wasn’t a big tunnel, just enough to accommodate a large flow of passengers, but it was enough for us to stretch out in. I watched smoke pool under the ceiling and waft gently back towards the surface, still clutching the duffel bag and chewing thoughtfully on the strap. I tried not to think about what I’d been dreaming; the physical pleasure was overshadowed by the confusing words and prophecies.

I sighed and reached out for the tea, taking it off the fire and pouring myself a cup. I still couldn’t recall how it’d gotten there, but I decided it best not to question it. It smelled wonderful, reminding me of home, and it was smooth and gentle going down my throat,  washing away my concerns… yes, this was Exiperia level tea.

Tea was such an innocuous thing, and yet it reminded me so much of home I had to take another sip to push down the lump in my throat. The tea would never change at Exiperia, of that I was sure, no matter how many Dark Ones assailed our gates. I’d always have that to look forward to. And yet, in light of recent events even the steaming hot drink couldn’t stave off the chill that settled into my spirit. Good tea was a pleasant, but momentary experience like so many other “small things” in life. Who could bother appreciating the “small things” when I was in a rush to save the life of everypony in my home? The tea didn’t chase off the Dark Ones or the threat they posed, it didn’t stop me from fretting about our route. I took another look around, noticing the shadows the fire cast, noting how deep and dark they were. I could’ve sworn one of them even moved when I looked at it, but I passed it off as my hoof nudging the duffel bag and the excited dancing of the flames. Tea didn’t chase away night terrors like that moving shadow. My gaze kept going until it landed on Sunny Side, who stared towards the Green Line.

“Any idea where to go next?” I asked him.

“I’m not sure,” he admitted with a sigh. “I thought you were the one with the big mission in mind. And… without Sidewinder…”

“No more about Sidewinder,” I said, sharper than I’d intended. The lanky rust-colored pony had proven all my nasty suspicions and then some, and I didn’t want to waste time thinking about him. I tested my legs, finding my hindquarters had been bandaged and tended to with expert care, though my clothing and flak jacket were even more torn up than ever. I remembered keenly the feel of ghostly teeth ripping into the fabric, pulling, tugging… Sidewinder was the least of my worries now that he’d abandoned us to the mutants and monsters of the Metro.

Instead I felt around in my saddle bags. Hunter’s talisman was still there, but it no longer glowed and buzzed like it did on the surface. I surmised it was some kind of enchantment that reacted when it approached anything made by the Rangers, but it had a remarkably short range. I could wander the tunnels for weeks and never enter that small circle the talisman needed to detect the Ranger base. Then I remembered the strange map that I’d found in Tracer’s hideout and unfolded it, looking it over by the light of the fire while I sipped the tea.

Most maps of the Metro only outlined very dangerous, well known places, such as the radioactive tunnels near Marestra or the locations and movements of the Lunar Republic and their Celestian Monarchy rivals. This map seemed to go into much finer detail. I noticed only now that it’d been drawn, not printed, and to a degree of accuracy that shocked me. In between the stations and the many criss-crossing lines of still usable tunnels, arcane symbols had been scribbled in very small, fine print. Arrows and lines pointed to tunnels and locations I’d never seen or heard about before, added in what I guessed to be Tracer’s blunt, well-organized hoofwriting. The symbols glistened in the firelight, and if I looked close enough, I perceived some of them actually appearing to move around on the paper. My attention was tugged between them, and they seemed to leap off the page in anticipation of my gaze… like they were trying to show me something. Deliberately grab my attention...

Hunter’s talisman buzzed quietly in my saddlebag. I peered closer, losing my sense of time as I pored over the map, trying to glean some kind of clue about where the Ranger base was. I focused my attention on the intersection between Green Line and the Ring, seeing that it’d become crowded with letters and symbols intended for use by the Rangers alone. Something was there, just barely escaping my notice, and it kept slipping in and out of my perception. My mind tightened its grip and the sandy idea crumbled away, but I knew it was still-

“That looks like a Guide.”

I looked up at the same time as Sunny Side, and saw the strange shadow from before move again. That wasn’t the duffel bag’s shadow, but a pony! A pony who’d been sitting right there without either of us noticing? I couldn’t believe it. Sunny Side was just as incredulous and sputtered, pointing a hoof at the stranger.

“You… you’re the one who led us down here!” he exclaimed.

“We were led?” I asked, and flicked my ears. I didn’t remember being led necessarily, more just… following a feeling… I suddenly began wracking my brain for memory of this pony. It started on the surface, in the snow, just a scant couple hours before. I remembered the horrible, desperate fight on the surface over the body of my friend… that was going to be burned into my memory for a long, long time. I’d keep it with me for years. But suddenly everything was more fragmented. I remembered the strange, dark-clothed pony that came to us and told us to follow them, going down into comfortable darkness, vaguely hearing Sunny Side or somepony suggest we stop and rest. The memory slipped through the cracks in my mind like a dream. But it was certainly this pony.

“You saved our lives,” I said breathlessly.

“No, I was walking along and saw two ponies in need of help. If I really saved you, then you’d have no more problems,” the stranger answered. “Not many things bring me to the forefront, but I perceived you were a special pair. You’re very… noticeable. Like a picture in three dimensions, jumping off the page.”

They tilted their head. It was still covered by the dark-tinted gasmask, so they exaggerated the movement to show their curiosity.

“You know, most ponies aren’t even surprised when they see me again. They just keep talking as if I’d been there all the while…” They fixed their gaze upon me. “You noticed how incongruous I was. You can see more than just the immediate. I think that’s why you’re able to look at the Guide so long… you’re no unicorn, but you’ve definitely got a touch more magic about you than most. You should use that.”

I stared, unable to decide whether this pony was a threat or an ally. Unlike Sidewinder, they’d found us and helped us without any action on our part. They’d offered to help us find a way past the supposedly destroyed Green Line and into the plantations… on the other hoof they were very queer and I wondered if they had some kind of special powers. They might’ve been a unicorn who’d shaved their horn… and I felt my eyelids grow heavy the longer I looked at them. Something was trying to keep me from focusing my mind on their presence. I shivered the more I thought about it. I wondered in a fit of supposition they might’ve been some kind of mass hallucination both me and Sunny Side were experiencing. Honestly, who ran around in almost pure black clothes, hid their face when there was no need, and spoke like they knew things we didn’t?

I noticed quite suddenly how surreal this whole situation was. After escaping a life or death struggle I suddenly found myself here, with good tea, a fire, a duffel bag bursting with… I opened it with my hooves… bursting with food and other supplies! And me without even a memory of when this pony appeared! Who were they and why had they come to us?

“What, are you going to be our new guide? Just like that?” Sunny Side asked. The stranger shrugged.

“You’ve already got a Guide; your friend here just needs to figure out how to read it. Strong magic protects it from unworthy eyes seeing what it really is… it’s a perfectly functional map on its own, but without a key, you won’t see past the enchantments on it, and it’ll never lead you where you really want to go. Of course, with your desirable sight…”

“Who are you?” I asked. My surprise was fading fast, being replaced by annoyance that this pony who’d saved our lives couldn’t even give us the courtesy of an identity.

“Call me nopony, because that’s what I am, though that duffel bag is mine, and I don’t think it appreciated you cuddling it so,” Nopony answered, with a small hint of amusement. I sighed heavily, looking away. Nopony! Great. Nopony followed us, Nopony spoke to us, Nopony had a bag full of food and blankets… this was all far too convenient. The aftertaste of the tea was made bitter by my suspicion, which I knew wasn’t too off base because of Sidewinder’s abandonment.

“Look, we thank you for your help… and we’d be dead right now if not for you,” I said, trying to sound truly grateful. But I’d had enough of mysteries and strange night terrors. I didn’t want a ghost pony following us around on top of everything else. I collected my things and made a great show of getting ready to leave. Where, I didn’t know and didn’t even care at the moment. I just wanted to get away from here, away from the nasty memories of the wrecked surface that clawed at the inside of my mind. Away from this strange pony who’d probably stab us in the back like Sidewinder! “But there’s a lot we have to get done. The eastern plantations are in need of assistance, and, and… and creatures, and the Green Line is destroyed, and we need to go!” I rambled, but I didn’t care. Memories and feelings struggled to be given voice. Ray Drop’s memory pleaded for grieving and regret, my father and Starry Gaze demanded my guilt, Sidewinder pricked me with anger, and the Dark Ones filled me with an awestruck fear. I shoved the lid back down on them all and locked them up tight. I’d deal with them in good time. I needed movement and action to distract me.

“I told you on the surface I know another way,” Nopony responded, gesturing with his hoof.  I supposed it was a he, anyway, for the sake of convenience and my sanity. Nopony was a he! And that was final. “If you’d stop pacing and worrying your friend, I could show you.”

I stopped, realizing poor Sunny Side was looking between us both, lost and somewhat confused. I knew the events from a few hours ago must’ve been weighing heavily on his mind, but I didn’t stop to really think about it until now. Sunny Side had nearly gone feather-brained up there. He didn’t need me going crazy too over ghost ponies and directions. And I needed something to keep me going in the face of my fear and my doubt. We both needed a decision.

“Then we will follow you,” I decided. This Guide, which I was sure would show me the Ranger base if I could only break the enchantments (impossible without this “key” Nopony mentioned, or a very strong unicorn), was useless at the present time. I felt jittery and alert, but too much. High strung was a good way of putting it. I checked the locks on my memories and waited for Nopony to get up. He seemed quite content to move at his own slow, leisurely pace, which frustrated me to no end as he slowly picked up the duffel bag and slung it over his shoulders, letting it hang where a saddlebag normally went. The strange pony started down the tunnel and we followed like lost pups. My mind was ever on the mysterious “Guide” and why Nopony had been able to identify it so quickly. Was he a Ranger? I couldn’t see any of the markings that normally indicated he was one. He wasn’t even carrying weapons that I could see, save the tools and knives one might need.

“Remember,” he said, and his voice seemed to be coming from far away even though he was directly ahead, “to stay behind me at all times. If we don’t stay in sight, then you forget I was there, and I can’t guarantee I’d find you again… there are only certain paths in life I am bound to take, and those alone can I walk.”

I did my best to suppress a shudder. I could just pass off this pony as insane, but he’d been able to hide in plain sight by methods I couldn’t explain. Something was very off about this overly helpful pony. Sunny Side, though he still looked worried and unnerved, seemed willing to follow me as long as I followed Nopony. I kept trying to wrap my mind around that; was I really following Nopony? But Sunny Side saw him (her?) too. I decided for now that questioning things wasn’t wise. I didn’t want to look a gift pony in the mouth.

The Green Line was blocked off not far down the tunnel by a huge collapse of debris and dirt, as Sidewinder had said. Perhaps mutants had begun to use it as an entry point and the plantations had had enough. Instead we were led down into a side passage through a rusty old door, into the maze of small hallways and rooms between main lines and stations. We clattered over a catwalk that led over an open sewage pipe, through which still flowed dirty, muddy water. My geiger counter clicked.

Nopony led us to a grate and pulled it back. We clambered down a ladder into darkness. “There is a railcar station not far from here; it was used by the defenders of Heron before they were forced to abandon the entire station.”

“All of Heron?”

“Yes. They were pressed hard by mutants on their northern border and the station has been abandoned… we will bypass Heron and move on to Ponyevskaya. This passage leads to a secondary tunnel we will use to avoid the infested tunnels, and get to the railcar.”

“How do you know Heron has fallen?” I asked, feeling my heart gripped by fear. An entire farm station destroyed didn’t bode well for the food situation in the north. “And why didn’t they send word out? Otzark Bulvard connects to the Hoofsa stations; surely Hoofsa would send help if the plantations were under attack!”

“Not so much,” Nopony answered. “Hoofsa has been determined to be the sole ruler of the Ring since its inception. They desire complete control of trade around the Metro. If other stations must be sacrificed to prove that they are the only ones who can provide for the rest of us, then so be it. You are from a station that has been able to keep out of the wars and politics of the Metro, so you don’t know the lengths ponies go to control one another out here. Hoofsa would sooner let every plantation burn to the ground than help them without a guarantee of subservience afterward.”

I almost gagged at the thought. Hoofsa claimed to be a protector of trade and free flow of goods. I’d heard stories of their power, how they’d fought a war with the New Lunar Republic long ago and won, and managed to push the bandits out of every station from Macinskaya to Elusive. But to hear it so plainly said they’d let the main source of food in the north and most of the Metro be destroyed simply because they couldn’t turn a profit from it?

“You are surprised, don’t be,” Nopony told me. “I have studied ponies all my life. I think it is natural they desire control and security. Though that desire has been blown up to exaggerated proportions here… You have crafted a semblance of civilization and order down here, but deep down, I think you can all feel it. The brokenness. The wrongness. The knowledge that the world is very much out of your control… ponies hate that. They hate it because they fear it, and they fear it because it is unknowable. There is a legend that speaks of a place far to the south, known as the Everfree Forest. It existed in the time of the old world, outside of a small town called Ponyville. Do you know why it was called Everfree? Because like the surface now, it was totally out of pony hooves then. Monsters lurked there. The trees and clouds moved and grew and died all on their own. It was never touched by ponies, save for the brave and the foolish, and was one of the most well known landmarks of old Equestria.”

“I remember,” I said, thinking back to my Wall. “I have pictures. It… looked… better… than what we have now.”

“Any good green forest is better than radioactive ice and snow, I agree,” said Nopony. “But the point is ponies were afraid of it. They wouldn’t touch it and they wouldn’t go near it if they had a choice, because they saw such anarchy and danger as unnatural. But what did they care? They had all of Equestria to roam and live in peace. But now Equestria is gone. And now the world is Everfree. And so we are afraid, and we do desperate, terrible, awful things when we are afraid. Hoofsa, the Monarchy, the Republic, Bucklyn… you two. You’ve done strange and terrible things to get here. And you are driven by fear. Wherever you are going, your fear is pushing you on.”

Sunny Side hung his head and sighed. I looked at him with pity. My hoof touched my light charger and pumped it. Just to make sure. The area we traveled in was pitch black, and I knew if we took our eyes off Nopony for just a moment, he’d vanish into thin air like Sidewinder. I began to seriously ponder the merits of what our one-time ally had said about earth magic and how it helped him to scurry about and blend in. Had this strange pony unlocked the secrets too, and used them to stay hidden?

“If we weren’t afraid, we’d be foolish,” I said quietly. “We’d just stand there and let the danger destroy us.”

“I’m not talking about being afraid of mutants. That simple drive to preserve oneself is always going to be there, and it’s saved my life more than once. I mean real, soul-crushing fear. The primal kind that reaches into a part of your mind you barely even touch. The fear of the Everfree Forest, and all that it implies… that is the fear that is destroying us.”

“How do you know so much about this?” Sunny Side asked. “You some kind of seer?”

I turned to look at him. Seers were usually just tricksters and hustlers looking to make a quick bullet. He shrugged.

“I heard stories, you know. Usually they were unicorns, of course… ponies that could look into the future and use their magic to divine secrets from our hearts!”

“Ah, ha. Have you ever met one of these vaunted seers?” Nopony asked.

“Well, no. But every station claims to have one that I know of… they never show them off. Just say they have them.”

“That is because the real ones know to stay hidden and never let their talents be known. A pony who truly has such power comes to one of two conclusions: that they must take responsibility and only allow themselves to use those powers for something greater than themselves, or they become greedy and selfish, manipulating those around them.”

“So they’re real?” Sunny Side asked, hopping forward like a colt at story time.

“Many things are real that I hoped were not, and many things do not exist that I wish did,” Nopony answered. Sunny Side fell back a few steps, looking sullen and dissatisfied. This Nopony seemed intent on making everything they said seem grand and mysterious, but I still had my lingering doubts.

And then we came to a certain door in a certain part of the back tunnels. There wasn’t anything special about the door. It was just a simple metal door in a simple concrete wall. The room we were in was just a simple, empty square. An abandoned drake’s nest was in one corner. But something made my ears perk up and twitch and my mane bristle. Perhaps the charm that had been set on the wall near the door was what did it. The charm itself also appeared simple and innocuous. Nothing more than a little circle of twisted metal and rebar, with a small sprite-light set in the middle. I felt a tingle as I approached it.

“Who put that there, if nopony has used these tunnels?”

“Please keep the lights on while we are here,” Nopony said, passing over my question. “This particular tunnel has not been used in a long time, and I doubt the plantations have sent guardponies this far north to scout out their extra tunnels.”

“But you said this tunnel will help us avoid the mutants,” Sunny Side pointed out.

“Yes. It will help us avoid the mutants,” Nopony answered, and I felt a chill swim down my spine. He pushed open the door and peered up and down the tunnel.

“Please keep your lights on at all times,” he repeated quietly, though I didn’t know who he thought would overhear us. “It seems to have grown worse than the last time I passed through it.” He turned to me, and I could very vaguely discern the shape and brightness of his eyes beneath his gasmask. “Do consult your Guide. It will help us here, I think.”

I quickly pulled it out, feeling strangely determined to heed his advice. How did he know whether this tunnel had gotten ‘worse’ without even looking inside? The Guide didn’t give me much to go on while I pored over it in the dark, though I did get that strange swimming feeling from before. The symbols remained mostly unknown to me, but I could clearly see that this particular tunnel had… nothing wrong with it.

“It says this place is clear,” I said quietly.

“Hmm?” Nopony shook his head as he looked down at the Guide. “No, my friend! Can’t you see? This here?” He pointed at the line we occupied, the secondary tunnel that stretched out from behind Heron and curled back towards the Ponyevskaya-Compass line. “It’s marked clearly as dangerous!”

I looked at the Guide. The small tunnel we were in had no markings, and nothing on it that I could see that made it particularly imposing. We just had this pony’s word and the strange chill in my spine to go on. I showed it to Sunny Side.

“Makes about as much sense as an explosion in a tile factory,” he said after a cursory glance, being even more lost than I was.

Nopony looked agitated, stomping a hoof. “Are you willing to see or not? Bah, never mind! It might show itself in due time. Just stay close to me, at my back, and keep the lights on at all times.”

He led us into the tunnel. It was a dark and lonely place, clearly having never seen use, or even felt the steps of ponies, for many years. Cobwebs hung in thick clumps from the ceiling, and radioactive mushrooms sprouted from various damp patches on the ground. The wires were withered and exposed, the pipes rusted and failing.

We wandered through the deserted corridor, saying nothing to each other. I and Sunny Side stayed at Nopony’s back like he instructed, and I kept my light on him at all times, though my eyes followed the faint spot of Sunny Side’s headlamp tracing the long, dilapidated snakes of wire and pipeline. The walls had been punctured by the roots of alien trees from the city above in some places, and dirt had piled up and over the tracks where they had. The twisting, gnarled roots appeared to me to be the appendages of some long lost creature forgotten by time, sending its tendrils through the Metro in a slow, eternal search for something only it could sense down deep in the earth. Our hoofsteps echoed through the silent hall yet nothing and nopony called out an alarm, no mutant growled that we’d intruded on their turf. There were no bodies here, no spent bullet casings or any sign that any life came through here at all. The floor was empty; the walls were bare, save for the undulating trunks of twisted trees.

Sunny Side and I kept giving each other sidelong glances, as if to reassure one another that we were still there. The darkness here, apart from our headlights, was total. Everywhere those thin white beams didn’t reach there could have been anything, or nothing. I remembered Sidewinder’s story about the unicorn who vanished into nothingness, and stories of hapless Stalkers who’d dared to break the rules and also slipped out of all reality. And the darkness seemed to creep into my mind, darkening my already bleak thoughts, crushing the weak hope that’d been dying ever since we’d been abandoned on the surface. It seemed the darkness was a presence in itself, surrounding us, yet there was never anything there. Nothing but the dank, horrible silence that filled my senses and roared against my eardrums. I knew it was nothing but night terrors, the instinctual imagination of ponies who need to know what’s there, but I could barely stop the fear gnawing at my insides and the darkness was overpowering. Something was wrong with the way it seemed to cloud around us as a thick body instead of just a lack of light. It teased us, dodging away from our thin little lights and returning the moment we glanced away, hovering over our shoulders and poking our backsides, looming overhead at the front. The chill grew worse until I began shivering in my boots, and Nopony turned to look at me. I could’ve sworn that somehow that dark, blank gaze was self-satisfied.

“Ah, you don’t see it, but you can still feel it!” he whispered. “That’s good. You have a rare talent my friend, and I think I should like to see you live to use it.”

“Why’s Lockbox get all the special ghost-sensing powers?” Sunny Side mumbled as we continued on into the darkness of the tunnel. “First the anomaly and now this with the haunted tunnel…”

“I don’t have any powers, all right?” I blurted out, frustrated. Couldn’t they feel how wrong this place was?! Why were talking in such level tones when the dark itself was coming to get us? “I don’t know how I felt the anomaly coming, I just did! Fuck it, we aren’t even supposed to be here! I’m not supposed to be here! We’re just three crazy ponies in this sick fucking tunnel with no idea where they’re going or what’s ahead!”

Both of them didn’t breathe a word for a time after that. Oppressive silence fell on us again. The silence was so pervasive my mind began to exaggerate whatever sounds I heard, and I found myself very thankful that I wasn’t alone. Even if the sound was a mutant howling our death, I began to grow desperate to hear something, anything. Every hoofstep, every puff of our breath was a salve on my burning ears. I had to hear, I had to see, otherwise my companions might disappear and the darkness would swallow me up. I watched Sunny Side and Nopony closely, the former seeming as terrified as I was, his eyes darting here and there, his breathing deep and even in a desperate attempt to stay calm. Nopony took this suffocating darkness the best of us, taking calm, measured steps. Were it not for the tell-tale sucking sound of air going in and out through a filter, I’d never even know he was breathing.

Did ghosts breathe?

I froze. Something… something just tickled the very edge of my consciousness. A vague thought, a notion, a tremor that sent the whole of my high-strung senses quivering with anticipation, like a spider senses a twitch in its web. Except even though I was the spider, I was blind and deaf too, and I knew it wasn’t a harmless fly that pricked my web. I stood still, coiled, ready… only then did I notice Nopony stopped moving exactly when I did.

“Did anypony else hear that?” I asked in a hoarse whisper.

“Hear what?” Sunny Side asked.

“That!” I said. I barely even knew how to describe to myself what it was, how could I tell the others!

“That, that… that!”

“Hush,” Nopony soothed, and kept walking. Sunny Side took it as a dismissal of my alarm and shook his head.

“Lockbox, come on, stop imagining things, we’re under enough stress as it is,” he said, louder than he should have. I wanted to slap him. I knew what I felt… didn’t I?

I began to match Nopony’s steps as I continued on, wondering if the way he walked let him hear the dangers of the Metro. Had he been right about the Guide? Was I just a blind, deaf and dumb spider at the center of his tangled web, feeling only nudges and ripples of the truth? Or was I just letting my imagination run away with me? Celestia, where is your light when we need it… where is Luna, who rules the darkness and keeps ponies safe as they travel through the shadows that belong to her? Dead, dead and gone! Nothing but creeping things and mutants rule the night now, and the daylight hides itself from us… curse this darkness.

And there it was again. I’d been watching Nopony closely, and this time I was certain that he stopped the moment that strange feeling swept over us again.

“You heard it!” I blurted out, desperate for some support this time, some affirmation I wasn’t just going insane. “You heard it didn’t you?!”

“Just keep shining your light if you give a fuck about your life!” Nopony hissed back at me. Sunny Side gulped and huddled closer to me, throwing his light this way and that.

“Hallucinations,” he said quietly. “Lockbox, you don’t feel the way you did when the anomaly came-”

“Fuck you, all right? What are you, deaf?” I snapped without meaning to. The darkness clouded my thoughts, pressing in on all sides. Something rumbled in the deep shadows, traveling down the pipes. I heard one of them shake in its moorings.

“Okay… that I noticed,” Sunny Side said, his wings sprouting from his sides. I put out a hoof to keep him steady. I wasn’t going to lose him to that particular insanity again.

“Keep moving!” Nopony warned us, and I heard his voice as it came from far, far away… he seemed to be much further along the tunnel than us. Or was he? It took me only five steps to catch up again. Or was it ten? The distance seemed to stretch out before my eyes. The spot of light on the wall of the tunnel from my headlamp seemed to be further away than before.

“Lockbox, what… what the hell is…” Sunny Side swayed on his hooves and staggered, but I was there to catch him. I pointed my Mule backwards, into the dark, waiting for something to come at us. But nothing did.

“Do not listen to the pipes,” Nopony exclaimed, beside me suddenly. “They sing only sad songs.” He propped his head against Sunny Side’s shoulder and helped pull him along. I watched the darkness closing in around us. Wait a minute. It was actually closing in! The darkness… the shadows… I could see them creeping around us, moving like they had some kind of awful intelligence all their own. Wherever I shined my light they retreated, but… somehow even when the light wasn’t there, I could see it. Feel it. I felt tiny claws pricking my hide through my barding, felt fingers rasping through my mane. I shook them off and struggled to keep moving.

I told myself that the earth was with me. But when I tried to summon the magic, something felt wrong. It was far away. Everything felt so far away. I even felt myself begin to slip away from my own body, as if my mind was slowly crawling out of my skin. I felt nothing but cold slush beneath my hooves. Earth magic couldn’t help me against this.

“What the fuck is going on!” I cried, but no answer came. I began to stagger as I went, beginning to hyperventilate. My body shivered and I felt queasy.

“Something’s happening,” I mumbled, feeling like I was walking through a thick sludge. I looked down and saw that I was indeed walking through thick sludge. How… disgusting. Where’d it come from, anyway? Was that an eyeball floating in there?

“What’s happening is you’re not concentrating on your survival!” Nopony’s shout dragged me back to reality. The dark pony had somehow come right up next to us, and in the grip of near hysteria I must not have noticed. In an instant the sludge felt less like blood and body parts and more like normal sewage. The darkness was ordinary lack of light, and I no longer felt the terror of something dark and scary pursuing us. “If you can’t keep a level head on your shoulders then I swear I will leave you here! Quit panicking.”

I turned and looked at his blank, black visor. So dark and empty like the darkness around us. But it didn’t crawl over his face and leap out to get me… in fact, nothing did. I shined my light behind us, certain to find some horrible creature loping along to devour us. My light pierced the infinite gloom and showed me darkness there, and nothing more. I looked ahead again, my heart still racing. Nothing was there. Absolutely nothing. I didn’t know if I’d truly been hallucinating or something awful had just nearly taken our lives. All I was certain of was Sunny Side slowly coming to, having definitely been under some kind of ill effect to make him almost pass out. Yet he’d still walked with us, as though in a daze…

“Ugh!” he said, shaking his head. “I feel like I just had a nightmare!”

“You did,” I answered. “Or… we did. We are. Let’s just keep walking.”

“Good idea.”

I wasn’t sure how much longer we ‘just kept walking.’ The tunnel’s bleakness stretched on and on, and I wondered if we weren’t caught in some of vicious anomaly that looped our paths over and over again. I couldn’t tell if any of what I saw was something I’d passed before. The same looking bundles of wires and pipes stretched interminably, while the sludge beneath our hooves remained still and cold and stagnant. All I knew was that the strange feeling that’d nearly overwhelmed me before was gone, for now, but something still didn’t feel right. My stomach still felt nauseous, exactly like when we’d faced the anomaly, and the darkness was still extremely unnvering.

“Was that real?” I asked at length. Nopony shook his head.

“It is what it is,” he said. “These tunnels are full of death… ponies who crowded them in the final days of the War, desperately seeking shelter from the bombs. Trains that crashed when the city fell, and the countless others who died in the tunnels in the years after. Each and every tunnel now has had at least one pony die in them, not even counting the Diamond Dogs that scrabble at the edge of our society. I have been studying the phenomena that inhabit these tunnels. What you just experienced could’ve been anything, but I would say it was the voices of the dead.”

“Pshaw!” Sunny Side gasped, and I could tell he was frightened. “Anomalies and psychic mutants I can take, but ghosts?”

“They are all around us, even when we don’t feel them,” Nopony answered quietly. His low, distorted voice echoed eerily through the tunnel, seeming to rebound and come back to us, and we heard the echo instead of his actual voice. “The poor souls trapped here have nowhere to go. This plane is still finite… one day our world will end, you see… but they are still souls that cannot be destroyed, nor can they move on. Their torment will last forever, so long as this world remains dead and broken. It would seem their supplications do not reach the afterlife, if the afterlife does still exist. Their voices instead echo through the pipes and the tunnels, you see… I have heard them more than once.”

“Why do you believe the War happened?” I asked, believing the question to be very important for some reason.

Nopony was quiet for a while, until he looked over his shoulder at me.

“Ignorance,” he said. “Ignorance of the world’s true nature, of the true nature of ourselves… we’d forgotten who and what we were. The Princesses were ignorant of what their real duty was, or they’d chosen to forget.”

“What do you think happened to them?” I wondered. The questions came unbidden, and they at least helped keep my mind off the creeping darkness all around us.

“… I do not like to think of such things,” Nopony answered. “But I think the answer we can all settle on is that they are no longer here to help us. I would say it is very likely they are both dead, or at the least their influence no longer ripples through the world as it once did.”

“Do you think we’re all that’s left on the earth?” Sunny Side asked. “That we really are the last city?”

“Who can say?” Nopony answered. “It certainly isn’t something I think about. The Metro is all we have. All we know. And even that is now under threat.”

I tilted my head and sniffed. Did Nopony know about the Dark Ones? Or was he just talking in generalities about the mutants and the other factions? I felt as though my thoughts were like this tunnel: endless, dark, and without any answers.

“Are we almost there?”

“Nearly,” Nopony said, and then pointed straight ahead with his hoof.

There was a light.


We all trotted towards it, eager to be out of this strange deathtrap. It was a tiny, almost pitiful parasprite-light that hung over another of those circular charms, which decorated a rusty old door. One of the many bundles of pipelines that threaded their way through this horrid tunnel came to a stop at the door, curving into the wall and disappearing on its strange, unseen journey. I noticed that one of the pipes had burst open at one of the valves, and gaped obscenely at us through a jagged maw.

Nopony approached it and put an ear to the opening, and then nodded with satisfaction.

“Yes,” he said, and pushed open the door. “It’s as I feared. We should go, now. There is nothing we can do for them.”

“Them?” I asked. “The dead? But there was nothing in this tunnel. Just… fear. We saw no ghosts.”

“Precisely,” Nopony answered, holding the door for Sunny Side as he all but leaped through, eyes wide and eager to be away from this surreal place. “There is nothing in this tunnel.”

I looked further down, past the doorway where we’d stopped. I pumped my light up to maximum brightness, and saw the faint beam disappear down into the tunnel’s depths. If this was just a secondary tunnel, I realized it was an extraordinarily long one.

“It should’ve ended by now, shouldn’t it?” I asked.

“Yes,” Nopony answered. “In normal construction, this tunnel would have joined its brothers by now.”

“How far does it go?” I asked, my voice quiet and hushed.

Nopony looked towards the darkness that seemed to stretch on forever.

“I have no idea,” he said at last. “I have never gathered the courage to go further than this doorway.”

I felt a chill as Nopony stepped away, leaving me alone. I stared at the opening in the pipeline, wondering what he’d heard. I was still monumentally confused about whether this tunnel was truly dangerous or not… and I resolved to find out for myself. If Nopony said I could hear and see things that nopony else could, then why not?

Without giving fear time to halt my legs, I stepped up to the opening and boldly thrust my ear towards it.

Nothing.

I waited.

Nothing at all.

I felt almost cheated, even regretful as I stepped away again, my ears still tingling, waiting, desperate to hear something, anything… anything to confirm mine and Nopony’s suspicions. I almost wanted there to be a horrible thing, just so it would remove this awful tension, this... emptiness.

“Hello?” I said at the pipe. “Are you there?”

It didn’t answer me. Its hole continued to gape, dull and dark as it would be for all time, with nopony around to even hear the quiet. I took one last look up and down the empty tunnel filled with nothingness and silence. I wasn’t afraid anymore… just lonely, and very, very sad. What Nopony said was true.

There was nothing in this tunnel.

/-/-/-/

“Ah, shit!” Sunny Side yelped, jumping at a drake that leaped from behind a crate, sending an empty can falling as it went. I wanted to laugh, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I wanted to grab every moment of normalcy ever since the journey in that strange tunnel,  but I knew that poor Sunny Side was still very high strung. I wondered how he was handling this journey, and his moment of insanity on the surface. Still, he hadn’t come to me about it, so I wondered if it needed discussing at all.

We were nearing the railcart station that would take us all the way into Ponyesvkaya. Nopony had said nothing ever since we left the haunted tunnel, and I didn’t press him for more information. He seemed distracted, perhaps focused on finding the way out. We traveled in pitch blackness once again, winding through tiny side corridors and passing by small, forgotten rooms inhabited only by radioactive mushrooms, and the occasional skeleton or two. We found only one dead pony, a unicorn, their body long since rotted away and their bones scattered by scavengers. Judging by the hole in his skull, he’d done himself in. I found the pistol not far away, with still six bullets left in the magazine.

With only a slight twinge of guilt, I took all six.

Nopony asked to look at my Guide only once more, and seemed satisfied with what he saw.

“Look, you see?” he asked, pointing at it again. “There is our mode of transportation... it is marked clearly enough that even you can see it.”

Ever since the tunnel had proven to be empty and devoid of the danger the Guide had promised Nopony, I was skeptical of the Guide’s powers. But this time, the signal seemed to reach me much quicker than before. Hunter’s talisman buzzed, and I saw a small mark on the map, written as a tiny magical rune. I was shocked and overjoyed when I found out what it meant:

Transportation.

Nopony only nodded and turned away.

“Stay here, you two. I will scout the rest of the way and make sure the railcar is even still there...”

That left me to pore over the map to see if more of its secrets would reveal themselves to me. deduced that somehow, the talisman Hunter gave me was altering my perception in some way, using magic to help me decipher the secrets of the Rangers. But why me? Why now? Was it supposed to do that, or was I just caught in some incredibly lucky malfunction? And why hadn’t Sunny Side noticed any of it, whenever the talisman flared up to guide me? I thought back on what Nopony said about the voices of the dead, and the spiritual side of me almost wanted to believe that Hunter was speaking to me from beyond the grave with his talisman. But that was rubbish, because I didn’t even know if he was dead. Perhaps it was some kind of Ranger secret they would divulge when I finally found them...

I was distracted by the sound of weeping nearby. Fretful it was a ghost I raised both my light and my gun. It was Sunny Side, his face buried in his forelegs. I was frozen, uncertain what to do.

“I’m sorry, Lockbox,” he blurted out. I tilted my head, and my heart softened just a bit.

“Sorry? What for?” I asked. “You’ve been nothing but a good friend and constant companion.”

“No, no...” he moaned. “No. The surface. I almost left you. I almost... I almost....”

I gave him a moment to catch his breath as he dropped into inconsolable, gasping coughs and sobs.

“I almost destroyed myself,” he whispered. “I didn’t even know what came over me. I barely even remember it. I just remember the sky... it was so close... I felt I could smell it, Lockbox! Smell the sun and the fresh air beyond the clouds!”

“You know there is no fresh air left up there. Even beyond the clouds,” I whispered. He nodded brokenly.

“I know. I know... but the point is I wasn’t a strong pony. Like I’d told Ray Drop. I joined the militia because I thought I could actually do something for my station. Make my parents proud. Be somepony that Starry Gaze would...”

He trailed off. I gave him an encouraging nod, hoping my silence was understanding instead of guilt-inducing. He needed to say these things.

“Gosh, I miss her,” he whispered. “She had kind words for almost everypony, you know? Not just you. She just wants to be happy, like the rest of us. I joined the militia to help ponies, you know? But I almost died... I almost killed myself because...”

He trailed off again, hiding his face. “I wanted to do it, Lockbox! I wanted to just... fly away. Leave it all behind. My head was full of all these crazy, crazy thoughts, and I knew they were crazy but I wanted to do them anyway!”

“Well, that’s why they call it feather-brained,” I said with a shrug. I stood up and went to sit next to him. “Sunny Side, I am not very good with words. But I can tell you this. I don’t blame you for what happened. You shouldn’t blame yourself either. This world is hard on all of us. Stronger ponies than us die every day. Moments of weakness... they just happen. You know I’ve had many on this trip. But the point is you are my friend, and I am yours. As long as that never changes, then I think we will be all right.”

I touched his shoulder with my hoof. “We’ve taken care of each other so far. I don’t plan on changing that.”

Sunny Side nodded quietly. I don’t think I helped as much as I wanted to, but his grief seemed to pass.

“Thank you, Lockbox,” he murmured. “You... you are a good pony. And I am glad we’re friends... sometimes I think that’s all we ponies have left.”

I almost told him the truth about Ray Drop right then. Almost. But it remained locked away, like so many other things.

Nopony came to fetch us a few minutes later, and we piled onto the railcart he showed us to. It was a cobbled together vehicle, crafted by Metro ponies and rickety to the point of being unsafe. The engine sputtered as Nopony literally kicked it to life, and a single sprite-light hung at the front. No fancy electrical headlights for this car. I noticed the driver seat was an old wooden chair with a dumpy cushion wrapped in tacky flower pattern cloth. It was faded and ugly, and creaked as Nopony sat on it. As the cart trundled forward, bouncing and jerking, I gulped and grasped the railcar’s thin, scrap metal sideplates tight, as it to keep them from wobbling off.

Naturally, Sunny Side elected to fly overhead, until he almost bonked into a low-hanging pipe. He dropped down next to me after that. We traveled in complete silence, listening to the clack of the wheels on the rails, and the worrisome coughs of the engine. It reminded me of home, and all our improvised, scratch-made comforts, and so I didn’t disturbed the silence. I just looked forward and enjoyed the ride. It was a small, well-deserved time of peace and quiet.

I was surprised when Nopony spoke up. I’d all but forgotten he was there in the last few minutes. His own brand of magic at work, I supposed.

“I haven’t been to Ponyevskaya in some time, so I am uncertain what the current situation is,” he said. “But I can tell you the plantations have always been an unfriendly lot. They know how important they are, and being important means they are almost always under threat. They are reclusive and only communicate through their supply caravans... they jealously guard their unicorns from Hoofsa, and the Guild of Magic hates them because they are good at magic, yet won’t share their trade secrets. Very family oriented lot, the farmers are.”

He fell silent again for a moment.

“I’ve also been thinking about you boys’ journey. You don’t work for Bucklyn, do you?”

We froze and went silent, perhaps the exact wrong thing to do if you want to hide something.

“I thought so,” said Nopony. “The plantations aren’t your final destination. You’ve got something much bigger in mind.”

I hung my head, the impossibility of our mission weighing down on me again.

“Tell me. Wherever it is you are going... is it where you truly hope to end up? Or is it the only path you think is available?”

Neither of us answered. Soon, there was nothing but the noise of the railcart.

/-/-/-/

The entrance to Ponyevskaya was a forbidding place. We stopped at the old north section of the station, which had been mostly abandoned. We’d deliberately tripped several magical alarms coming in, which was unavoidable and we didn’t want to give the defenders a surprise anyway. We’d be greeted with guns, but it was worth it for not being shot up on sight by surprised guards. The railcart was left behind at the hundred meter mark, though I took the sprite-light and held it in front of me, praying that it’d be enough to identify us as ponies and not mutants. Many magical traps were indiscriminate, and I didn’t know how thoroughly they’d enchanted their northern borders since Heron had been destroyed. We also traveled without passports, and would likely have to bluff our way inside. It was times like this I sorely missed the presence of a unicorn... my mind went back to Starry Gaze. She’d certainly be able to read the glyphs and let them know we weren’t a threat.

The tracks split into two around a large central island. Swooping arches and pillars gave the area a semblance of dignity and importance, but as trains no longer ran through here, it had been converted into a fortress. We stopped just in front of a formidable network of metal spikes rammed into the ground along with other obstacles, and called out.

“We are ponies! Ponies!” Sunny Side shouted.

I saw a light flare up farther down on the island. Both tracks had been almost completely walled off by barricades and makeshift gates, with the raised island in the middle acting as the base of a squat guard tower. A spotlight swung its light towards us, and a loud, gruff voice answered us.

“Step forward slowly! We will deactivate the forward defense charms!”

We came forward and hopped up onto the island until we looked directly up into the guard tower. From beneath the gunner’s nest a thin rope bridge swung down, and several ponies pointed or floated guns directly towards us. I was the first up the little bridge and was immediately blocked by a big, tough earth pony with a welder’s mask acting as a helmet. He was a lean, muscular fellow with a mean squint in his eyes.

“Tell us your business,” he growled.

“We want to go through,” I said. “We’re here to scout out the situation on Bucklyn’s authority.”

“Fuck them,” the earth pony growled. “You came from the north, that used to be Heron.”

“We used an alternate entrance on the surface because of the bandits in the tunnels east of here,” I explained. “There was no other way.”

“Though you didn’t make it easier blowing up the Green Line like you did,” Sunny Side interjected.

“Well we don’t believe you, and we don’t give two shits if you were boss enough for the surface! You’ve got no papers you’re from Bucklyn, and to hell with Bucklyn anyway. They weren’t there for us when the bandits and mutants came! So you’re only two travelers wanting to get into our station. That’s five cartridges for the two of you and another three each for bringing in weapons.”

“Half a magazine to get into the gate!” Sunny Side objected behind me. “On whose authority?”

“Ours, you featherbrained pissant,” the earth pony grumbled, and jabbed his weapon towards us. All of his fellows seemed equally surly and unfriendly. “Pegasi aren’t too common in these parts. You better keep your head down.”

I felt a sudden urge to shoot this puffed up guardpony, leeching off travelers while stations all around us suffered. A sudden indignant rage welled up inside me, that familiar anger at being called useless or being forced to accept what others side. My mission was noble and just, and this pony only cared about lining his pockets.

“And just to make sure you aren’t bandits we should confiscate your things as well. Ain’t that right?” the guard said, and turned his head just to the side to speak to his fellows.

I seized my chance, driven by anger. Leaping forward I shoved myself into arm’s reach of the other earth pony, imagining myself to be a great hill that was tumbling down. My chest collided with his with a meaty thump, and his eyes widened along with my own as I felt myself dig into the ground, push upwards... and lift. We were both on our hind legs with my head jammed up under his chin, chest to chest, and I quickly slapped my Mule down to the ready position so the barrel pushed painfully into his neck.

I heard the clamor of ponies yelling and Sunny Side barking something angrily, but I didn’t care. I’d been through too much for one ugly bastard of a guard to extort me. My family was in danger, my whole station was in danger, and I couldn’t be delayed by something like this. I didn’t give a bit about this pony or his family, which my anger extended to. They must have all been mean and ugly like him to produce such an unfriendly creature. I was sick of things not going my way, and apparently my earth magic had agreed with me, giving me the strength to lift this jerk almost clean off the ground.

“So, then,” I whispered heatedly into the fur of his neck, working the trigger into my mouth. “You don’t think we’re boss enough? Well I have a whole magazine here for your toll, and I think it’s going right into your brains...”

The earth pony seemed rather unmoved, or tried to be. He sniffed disdainfully. “So what, kid? You gonna shoot me? Forfeit your life? What’ve you got that’s so damn important?”

“Lockbox, they’re just bullets! For Luna’s sake!” Sunny Side gasped behind me.

I wanted to scream. I wanted to yell at them and point them down the tunnel I’d just come, at the dark secrets that threatened to swallow us all up. Of course they were just bullets, that was the point! There were so many more important things to know about! The Dark Ones were coming, and I found I didn’t care if they wiped this entire station off the map purely because of this one grouchy guard pony. Just the thought of his smug little squint being victorious over me was almost too much to handle. Didn’t they know? Didn’t they see how terrible they were being to us and each other? I’d been manipulated and left for dead, led three ponies to their deaths, been abandoned and had my life threatened more times than I could count in the space of a few days, and I had to bow down to this stupid, insignificant-

But wasn’t I the one who thought all ponies were significant? I blinked rapidly as I suddenly seemed to realize what I was doing. I shoot this pony, threaten his life and then what? I get...

I get nothing. I let out an audible sigh as I remembered a beautiful smile framed in yellow and pink, strong cyan eyes staring me down in disappointment.

Regardless, I still held the gun to the other pony’s chin, if only because he refused to be intimidated and I refused to back down after threatening him. I wasn’t about to be the weak one in this confrontation.

“I don’t think all this violence is necessary,” said a familiar voice. Everypony turned to look at Nopony, showing no reaction on their faces to him suddenly appearing next to me and my hostage. As if he’d been there the whole time. As if he was a trusted member of the station... then I realized I didn’t remember him coming with us into the station at all. Had he even been driving the railcart? Just what strange magic did this pony exert on us all?

“Surely we can work out a compromise,” he said, and fixed me with a stare through his gasmask. I grunted with anger and pushed the barrel of my gun up under the other pony’s chin a little more, satisfied to at last see his eyes widen a bit in fear. That’s what I wanted to see. I’d gotten what I wanted. I’d gladly pay a toll now.

“Three bullets each,” I growled. “And no stupid weapons charge.”

“... Four,” the earth pony growled. I nudged him with my Mule’s barrel again and he gasped. “Fine, fine, fucking three!”

I gently lowered my weapon and stepped back. The guard looked like he wanted to knock my block off, and I felt glad to oblige him to a fight, but then Nopony stepped forward again. I felt a noticeable change in the air. A shift in momentum towards the dark-clothed pony, like an invisible change in some sort of tide. The guard pony actually lowered his eyes and mumbled something noncommittal as I fished out nine cartridges for their ridiculous toll, jamming it into one of his saddlebags. Nopony dropped off a tin of canned food.

“For emotional injuries,” he explained, and all three of us passed the miserable little group of guards, who’d only gotten half of what they’d wanted. I didn’t care. I managed to exert a little authority, which was saying something in the Metro. I tried to feel satisfied and proud I’d at last showed some spine for myself. Instead I felt nothing except a little queasy from the adrenaline rush.

The back of the guard tower led back down onto the twin tracks which disappeared into Ponyevskaya, which had the fortune of being quite spacious due to extra construction of tunnels and side passages. The plantations were sprawling places, with several layers to them. Most of this space, I presumed, was taken up by the plantations, where they tended specialized magical crops and the few livestock animals that were still with us. The entire operation hung continuously on a knife’s edge, as the slightest disturbance could ruin whole harvests due to bad soil, radiation leaks, lack of water, too little care, too much care, the wrong or right treatments and magical spells being delivered at the wrong or right times. Say what I would about the friendliness of their guards, the farmers took their work seriously and had managed to deliver for many years, and their important place in the northern tunnels was appreciated. Most of what they grew was mushrooms and the strange new plants that could flourish underground. Milk was at a premium everywhere all the time, because in these four (well, now three) stations the only known population of cows remained.

We came into the main body of the station. The tracks we followed went under huge iron doors, then split further until the island between them became a sort of station unto itself, a large open area crowded by ramshackle living spaces constructed over market stalls. Two train cars had been laid on top of each other on one set of tracks and glowed with activity. Ponies bustled back and forth, all of them looking dour and harassed. To the left and right of the great hall, which extended across both tracks and the island, were wide staircases that led into other areas of Ponyevskaya where it seemed the farms must be. The entire area was lit by magic, with only a smattering of electric lamps and lightbulbs. I also smelt the faint scent of kerosene.

I saw a cow being led gently by a harness through the crowd, a unicorn holding it with her magic. The cow looked dull and dumb, and looked neither left nor right.

“The destruction laid down by the War affected minds as well as bodies,” Nopony said quietly, though I didn’t see where he was speaking from. “Cows once could talk and think like us. But the ones on the surface were changed by the radiation and war spells before they could be brought down... they are no longer sentient creatures like they once were.”

“How sad,” Sunny Side whispered. I turned away and noticed all the dark glares we were getting. Outsiders weren’t welcome here. Family oriented ponies. Selfish, I thought. I wanted to find out what was going on and get out of here as soon as possible.

“We should keep heading south, to Compass and Percherovskaya, and then Otzark Bulvard,” I said. “Perhaps there we can get a message to Bucklyn.” If I still felt like delivering it. I sighed heavily. We kept going back and forth, all around... never closer to Ponyopolis. I resolved not to be distracted again. I had to keep moving... if all these stations were going to keep asking for help and snubbing me when I risked my life, then I’d just have to stop thinking of helping them until my mission was over.

“Guards are following us,” I heard Nopony’s voice in my ear. “Or, well, you. They will probably be wanting to interview you or take you to the mayor.”

“They should come to us,” I said with sniff. “We’re the ones who risked our necks getting here.”

I took another look and saw that most of the ponies seemed high strung, or bored. They were under siege from mutants and bandits and probably had nothing to look forward to but the next daily grind, performing their everyday duties until the next assault came. I knew if mutants had been tenacious enough to force Heron to be abandoned, they’d be coming for Ponyevskaya next. I heard the soft mumble of conversation from above; the ramshackle construction continued overhead, covering the roof here, meaning ponies lived right on top of each other. It reminded me in some ways of Exiperia, just more open. The same tightly drawn, anxious faces were here, the same concerns. Yet we thought so differently from one another, and just a few minutes before I’d wished this whole station would die just so my mission could be a little easier.

“It’s not going to be easy getting through the other stations,” Sunny Side warned. “Not if they aren’t expecting or wanting visitors from Bucklyn. Or if they even believe that we’re from there.”

“We will have to proceed with caution,” Nopony warned. “Clearly these ponies are very worried, though I would be too if an entire station nearby has been annihilated.”

“I know what to do!” Sunny Side said, rearing up. I looked at him in surprise... then saw where he was looking. An earth pony was cooking soup and mushrooms nearby in large metal drums, stirring them with a bored expression. Sunny Side was regarding the steaming food with naked desire. I punched his shoulder.

“What?” he asked after he noticed the stare I gave him. “We haven’t eaten since we were on the surface, and tea doesn’t really fill you up...”

“As long as you are here, you might as well have real food,” Nopony suggested. “My supplies are only palatable in emergencies.”

“I suppose you have a point,” I muttered, and headed to the food vendor with him.

The earth pony noticed us approaching and quickly backed away from his stall. He looked back and forth as if trying to signal some kind of intervention, but he stayed still when all the other ponies kept ignoring us, carting crops and dirt and manure between the two large stairwells.

“Are you not wanting to make a sale today?” I asked snippishly.

“Just a couple bowls of soup, that’s all,” Sunny Side asked. “We’ll pay. And, um... some soggyweed if you have it.”

“How do you even stomach that stuff?” I asked.

“It’s for Ponyevskaya ponies only,” the cook grumbled. “I don’t deal with foreigners.”

I wasn’t willing to give up more cartridges to these selfish cheapskates, but I pulled out my store regardless. The sight of a full magazine made the cook’s eyes widen.

“Three each,” I said, noting the sign put the price at two bullets for a bowl. I was going to be bankrupt before I even got back to the Ring, but I had to admit I might be in a better mood after a full stomach. The cook regarded me nastily even then.

“One extra for your winged friend. He might cause trouble. You know how they are.”

“I know you’re about to give me that food for free, just because I said so, if you don’t agree to my price,” I whispered quietly. “Now food, and don’t insult my friend again.”

The cook looked positively murderous, though for the sake of getting whatever cartridges he could he quickly spooned out two bowls for us both, but did not get Sunny Side’s coveted soggyweed.

“Don’t even tell ponies I did that,” he whispered, glancing about furtively. “Now go away!”

Sunny Side began slurping at the goopy, lumpy mess before he even took a step away, clutching his bowl in both hooves. I grabbed the handle on the bowl with my teeth, went to the nearest abandoned corner in between two buildings and sat down. We ate in uncomfortable silence, noting the way all the other ponies, mostly earth and unicorn ponies, ignored us pointedly. Such large stations, yet so insular... it was a wonder the plantations weren’t a faction unto themselves, with how much they seemed to be willing only to deal with “local” ponies.

One snatch of conversation from two passing ponies, hauling bags of feed and underground seeds, caught my attention as we ate.

“Did you hear? Two guardponies... vanished in the western auxiliary tunnels! Just like that poor farmer.”

“I’m telling you, it’s the mutants! They found a way past the blockade and there’s probably some dropbears or something set up where our patrols can’t find them!”

“But it’s always in the places you least expect. And there’s no sign of them anywhere! Just some blood and bullet holes. Somepony is-”

“Shut up! We’re not supposed to talk about that.”

I looked their way, and the two conversing earth ponies saw me looking and walked away with a glare.

“Something is going on here besides bandits and mutants,” I delcared. “There’s no reason for them to be so unfriendly.”

“Is there?” Nopony asked. “There’s a lot to be unfriendly about, the fact that you are foreigners notwithstanding. These ponies are frightened and feel abandoned by those who claimed to be their protectors. The plantations have always been reclusive. And for whatever reason, pegasi are generally unwelcome here... they believe if one doesn’t ”

“Exiperia is facing far worse,” I grumbled. “And we don’t extort ponies and threaten them.”

“Maybe so. But this isn’t Exiperia,” Nopony advised me.

It was only then I noticed that cook hadn’t even reacted to our dark-clothed friend’s presence. He hadn’t even looked his way or offered him a bowl to. Another chill ran through me, like when I finally realized what the true nature of the haunted tunnel was. Who actually saw this pony? Why us? What strange influence did he exert over other ponies? And was he somehow influencing me and Sunny Side?

“Why do you wear your mask all the time? The air here is perfectly good,” Sunny Side asked him out of the blue. Why hadn’t I thought of that? I leaned forward, eager to hear the explanation for his bizarre behaviors. Nopony, if he was taken off guard, didn’t show it. He just waved it off in a gesture I was certain showed amusement.

“Oh, young colt, it’s simple! My lungs aren’t what they used to be, and I find it far easier to breathe filtered air rather than have to force air we all know is contaminated down my throat all the time. Smoke and other toxic materials are in the air all around us... your lungs are still young and strong, but one of these days you will feel it. Perhaps in a less acute way than I; I am very sensitive you see. And, please, I know what your next question will be. I am very used to running on little food, but I do take off my mask to eat.”

Sunny Side and I exchanged glances. It was a valid reason, but still struck me as strange. I decided to drop the issue as did Sunny Side.

“So how are we going to get information if these ponies are so unfriendly?” I wondered aloud.

“I thought you’d know that one,” Sunny Side said with a strange smile. “You’re the one who’s been all for pushing on. Ponyevksaya is far north, and the bandits are to the south. There’s nothing we can do about the mutants, so we head south for Otzark Bulvard... get closer to the problem and maybe we’ll find a solution.”

“Or a way to push on through,” I mumbled, and turned to Nopony. “Is there any way you can get us past the other stations entirely? I don’t want to face these roadblocks and glorified toll booths more than once.”

Nopony regarded me with an inscrutable look, and Sunny Side actually looked a little nauseous. I glanced between them and tossed a hoof. “I promised Bucklyn I’d get information back to them about what’s going on. I didn’t promise we’d actually solve any of their problems.”

“Indeed. Perhaps a wise attitude to take if you’re in such a hurry,” Nopony murmured, rubbing his chin. “More and more you tell me you are on a mission you consider supremely important. Somewhere deeper into the Metro... there are only a few places there worth going.”

I felt my mane bristle aggressively. “I don’t remember saying I’d tell you anything.”

“I never asked about it. You’re the one who assumed I was prying,” Nopony said, pointing a hoof, which somehow only made me more annoyed. “But as you say, you’re in a hurry, and I think the only way to bypass the other stations is to crawl through the secondary tunnels... there just so happens to be one that goes from Compass around to the Ring, coming out near Otzark Bulvard. But it is a dangerous tunnel and has perhaps been sealed off to prevent the bandits from invading here. Look at your Guide, but make sure nopony sees it!”

I turned to the wall and took out the Guide. Sunny Side looked over my shoulder. Sure enough there was a thin line that connected Compass and Otzark Bulvard, which I presumed had been taken over by bandits by now. There was a little symbol that glowed to the west of Compass, a little south of Ponyevskaya. It hovered near the secondary tunnel, so I pointed it out to Nopony.

“What does that mean?” I asked. “Is that the danger symbol?”

Nopony stared long and quiet at the symbol I pointed to, and then turned to me. My ears twitched, wondering if I’d said something wrong. I’d read the Guide and got it wrong and now Nopony was going to tell me how stupid I was.

“... No,” he said, and his voice was soft and not at all condescending. “No, that is not a symbol for danger at all. My friend, it is the old Equestrian symbol for safety.”

My mind reeled. Something about that word... ‘safe’... sparked a rush of memories, and I noticed with a gasp that Hunter’s talisman was buzzing again. Bucklyn reporting the loss of Rangers... finding a Ranger hiding spot on the surface... my mission... rumors of a Ranger base near the farms... western auxiliary passages... something sparked within me. I knew what that symbol really meant. At last I had a clue where to really look!

I rolled up the Guide.

“All right, forget the secondary tunnel. I know where we’re going next.”

But before I could stand up, a group of guards descended on us, led by a stocky, bright, snowy blue earth mare with a caramel brown mane run through with white highlights, dressed in tough soldier’s barding. Combined with her fierce, aquamarine eyes, she looked like she’d fit in well on the frontline of a Monarchy assault squad, and her little posse of guards looked equally dangerous. But instead of an obscuring helmet, she wore a wide brimmed, high crowned hat. Her voluminous, and I had to admit, attractively well kept mane flowed out from under it. I found myself intrigued because of that hat, having a single picture of old Appleloosa that showed ponies that wore such hats before the War. It must’ve been some family heirloom.

The mare looked far less impressed with us.

“So’m Ah gonna have ta’ choke ya’ll with my lasso o’ truth, or are ya gonna admit ta’ bein’ spies straight up?”

“You don’t wanna get choked by the lasso o’ truth,” growled the guard next to her. It was such an absurd thing to say I wondered if they were joking to put us at ease, but the glares did not abate.

“You know... this is the second station that’s accused us of being spies right off the bat,” Sunny Side grumbled, flattening his ears. “Are they just that big a problem in the Metro?”

I wanted to look to Nopony for advice, but he didn’t seem all that talkative. And anyway, I figured telling the truth in this particular situation was for the best. I didn’t want my lies piling up as high as my doubts.

“We’re from Bucklyn,” I said. “Not that your guards at the gate believed us. We’re here to figure out how to deal with the bandit situation to the south.”

“Oh?” the mare scoffed. “Listen up little ‘shroom. Since Ah’m a polite pony, Ah’ll introduce myself. The name’s Snowglobe. Proud daughter a’ Ponyevskaya, captain of the Ponies of the Underground, premier guard team in the Metro, an’ half the reason you get food in your belly. Ah got mutants runnin’ down our throats from the north an’ bandits bumpin’ flanks with us to the south. Ah got politics, a serial killer an’ who knows what else goin’ on in mah station. Everypony from here to Perch’ is scared stiff an’ not in any condition to do anything ‘cept huddle down an’ defend their own! Ah don’t need two little salt licks like yerselves runnin’ around causin’ trouble if you’re all the help Bucklyn kin be arsed to send!”

I stood up and matched her glare, feeling satisfied that I was in fact a little taller than her. “They have problems of their own,” I said. “If there’s so much trouble involved in keeping us here then show us a quick way south and we’ll be out of your manes.”

“Ho, no! Ah ain’t takin’ no chances with, uh... what ch’all call it, Abacus?”

“Uncertain variables,” the guard to her right patiently explained. The mare nodded once.

“Right! What he said. You two might as well be spies given all that’s been goin’ down! Why, Ah should buck ya’ll right back where you came from! But seein’ as we’re such hospitable ponies,” she hissed, “Ah’ve been given the go ahead to send ya’ll back to Perch, an’ you can make your own way from there. Right now!”

“Under guard and at gunpoint?” I muttered. “Not the most hospitable way to treat ponies sent at risk of their own lives to help you. We were forced to travel across the surface and lost good ponies getting here!”

“An’ we’re losin’ good ponies who just wander off down a dark hall on their own!” Snowglobe shot back, shoving her face into mine until our noses scrunched together. Was this her idea of coercion? Just shout as loud as she could to cow us into submission? I was getting more put off by the second.

“Now ya’ll gimme any more lip an’ Ah’ll see to it you spend the rest o’ yer days cozied up in our jail cells till all this is sorted out! We don’t take kindly to strangers pokin’ their noses into our stations. Bucklyn’s so high an’ mighty, but it never lifted a hoof to help us until it was too late! An’ now they can’t even keep up communications so they send two little errand boys who rough up my guardponies, bribe my cooks, and insult my dead ponies by tellin’ me my methods are too rough! We got this all sorted out without outside interference. So ya’ll scoot your little behinds on outta here.”

“And what are we supposed to do when we get to Otzark?” Sunny Side asked. “Ask the bandits to pretty please let us through your deadly blockade?”

“Never hurts to try,” Snowglobe sniffed, finally getting out of my face. “Now come on. Ah can’t waste good guard ponies guardin’ you two forever. Sooner you’re outta our manes-”

“I don’t want to go that way,” I said. Snowglobe tilted her head.

“Kindly repeat that bit o’ horsefeathers?”

“We aren’t going that way. I want to know what this business is in the western passages.”

Snowglobe raised a severe eyebrow. Clearly, I had gone straight from ‘slightly more than pond scum’ to ‘actively loathed and despised’ on her list.

“Why?” she asked.

“Because I am here to do a job. I want to see it done. Bucklyn must know what’s going on.”

Snowglobe regarded me frostily. I could almost see gears turning in her head.

“Ah think it best if you just clear on outta here, stranger,” she murmured. “This is a volatile situation. We need only ourselves, an’ ponies that can handle danger.”

“Try me,” I muttered, matching her steely gaze. “I just want to take a look. That’s all.”

“There’s an unhinged killer runnin’ loose in those tunnels,” Snowglobe explained. “Ya’ll sure you can handle a stone-cold murderer?”

I remembered the horrors I’d faced so far. The creatures I’d killed and the ponies too. The Ranger base was somewhere in those passages, hidden away, and I needed to find it. This time, it was me that stepped up close to Snowglobe, looking down her snout and straight into her eyes, close enough that our forelocks brushed.  She didn’t blink or pull back, but she didn’t snap at me either.

“This is the Metro. Stone-cold murderers are a dime a dozen,” I said quietly. “And I’ve killed far worse than that.”

Snowglobe stared at me a little longer.

And then she burst out laughing. There was an awkward moment where I thought she was going to shoot us both, but she calmed down quickly enough.

“All right... all right, don’t get all saddlesore. Ah c’n tell you got balls, pal. So we’ll let you have yer little look-see. But straight after it’s mah show again, an’ you’re leavin’.”

She turned about and whapped me in the face with her tail.

“Come on, might as well get this over with... not that we’ll find anythin’. Bastard never strikes ponies in groups. Abacus! Rawhide! Get your rears in gear an’ give this little colt an’ his featherbrain friend a crash course in ‘shuttin’ up an’ doin’ as we say.’”

Sunny Side stepped up close to me as she stalked off to do whatever she needed to do.

“We’re never going to lose them,” he murmured. “And something doesn’t feel right. She agreed too easily.”

“I agree,” I replied. “But she’s letting us get closer to where we need to go. For now we will play along. But we get what we need to know... and go.”

“What if things get complicated?”

I shrugged. “They always are.”
> Chapter 10
> --------------------------------------------------------------------------

My Little Metro: Chapter 10

“Lord, what a splendid world we’ve ruined…”

I didn’t understand why we got as big a guard as we did. The trip to the western warrens (calling them tunnels would’ve been a compliment) wasn’t long, but Snowglobe didn’t take any chances. I wondered if she thought we were going to bolt as soon as we were out of sight and suddenly commit to a guerilla war against her station. I held that thought with vindictive relish, finding a greater and greater annoyance with the Ponies of the Underground with every step I took. They seemed to believe they were a step above the regular guardpony, holding themselves with pride for accomplishments I didn’t know and didn’t care about. I walked behind the one called Abacus. He looked thin, but in a slender, agile way, like Sidewinder. Nopony and Sunny Side trailed behind me, flanked by Snowglobe and the rest. There were five of them in total but Snowglobe assured me that they were a strong and numerous unit, spread through the three remaining plantations. The thin side hall we traveled down, clean though not well lit to preserve energy, was filled with Snowglobe’s rambling.

“We’ve pretty much got the monopoly on bein’ badass here in the north. Hoofsa actually contracts us to keep an eye on the trade routes between here an’ Bucklyn, all the way down to New Trottingham. But even still we know where our loyalties lie… Ponies of the Underground will always be loyal ta’ the farms, an’ so ta’ me. Not that you Arm Stations would understand about that.”

Arm Stations were any stations that weren’t directly connected to the inner Metro, and were stretched out along the long outer tracks outside the Ring. It wasn’t necessarily derogative, but I still didn’t appreciate the subtle jab at my ignorance and inexperience in inner Metro politics. I was happy to be from an Arm Station, because it kept me further away from troubles and wars that plagued the stronger, bigger stations. I was about to point out that the plantations were on an arm themselves, but thought better of it and let Snowglobe talk. It was clear she was very proud about her station… or she wasn’t very confident and all, and made up for that with her bluster.

“Heron’s destruction was awful for all of us. But we’ve rebuilt. We gave the ponies of Heron new homes. We adjusted our plots an’ now we’re working more efficiently than ever. Shame ya won’t stick around an’ take a peek at our operations. Maybe you’d learn a thing or two about ponies what actually stick together an’ watch each other’s backs.”

I stared at the ground, trying to drone out her incessant blathering. If this was the commander of the Ponies of the Underground, this arrogant and confrontational child, my opinion of them was lowering further every second. I resisted the impulse to ask her why they’d lost Heron in the first place if they were so tough… but the question nagged me anyway and I modified it to be less rancorous.

“So how was Heron lost, anyway?” I ventured, expecting to hear some grand tale of defiance and danger in the face of impossible odds.

“Treason,” Snowglobe spat. I was surprised by her honesty. “We didn’t stand a chance, really. Somethin’ or somepony opened up a key blockade we’d set in one of the auxiliary tunnels… an’ then the damn rats just spilled in.”

“Rats?” Sunny Side asked. “You were beaten by rats?”

“Yeah. Big rats the size of foals that came in the dozens and didn’t stop till everypony was dead or gone,” one of the other ponies hissed at my friend, who wilted under the vicious stare. “We managed to cut our losses and seal up the other tunnels in Heron’s direction. And we hold the line and make sure the rats don’t find another way in. They’re attracted by the smell of the livestock and the plants we grow, we figure. Every so often one or two slip through. Once Hoofsa clears up this business with the bandits, they’ve promised to send us heavy guns and ponypower to help clear the little turds out. Gonna be a hell of a day of reckoning when it finally comes… everypony in Heron was family in one way or another.”

The thought of a giant blob of mutant rats pressing against the walls of the station, multiplying until they burst through with the pressure of their own collective weight terrified me. I wondered about the farmers’ situation, how they had to constantly fight for their lives against monsters from the surface and the underground, and realized it wasn’t so different from the state of Exiperia. I didn’t dare open my mouth and try to build bridges with talk of the Dark Ones, but I knew that at least we weren’t alone in our terror. It made me wonder how many other stations were like ours, all around the Metro, stuck between the frightful monsters outside, and the selfishness of the stations behind them. I realized that they weren’t just fighting to keep the Metro safe; they fought for their own turf and their own survival. Give up a little ground and the noose we called the Ring is tightened a little more, until there are too many ponies and too little space, and everyone chokes on each other’s bullets when they find there’s not enough generosity to go around.

But if everypony faced the same doom, what was the point of my mission? If we stopped the Dark Ones who knew what would come to another station, wipe them out and push us all in a little closer together… no, no. I couldn’t think about that. I couldn’t stop, and I couldn’t wonder. That was a pathway to a dead end. There only lay purposelessness and defeat, and that was something I’d never consider. Not after all I’d gone through already, and how many ponies had died. Ray Drop and all the others deserved better. Hunter and my father deserved better. I’d given my word. I wouldn’t give up, and I wouldn’t die until my mission was complete.

“We’re not going to find anything just taking a look around, I hope you know that,” Abacus said over his shoulder.  I didn’t answer him. He didn’t know the Guide I had, or the little talisman that would guide me where I needed to go. I just needed a way to lose them once we were in the tunnels… perhaps I could convince them I was too much trouble to keep looking after and they’d abandon me?

“We just make a clean sweep,” Snowglobe answered for me. “An’ when we don’t find nothin’, we just head on back. This killer ain’t gonna jus’ pop out of the woodwork when we swing in.”

“Why is he doing this?” I asked.

“He’s a loonybin, why else?” Snowglobe snapped. “Ah don’t reason with murderers an’ killers. Far as I’m concerned they’re all just targets in mah scope. If we do run across him, an’ you better hope we don’t, cause he’s a mite more dangerous than the average lunatic, first thing Ah’m doin’ is puttin’ a bullet in ‘is brain. The killing all happens in these tunnels, but there ain’t any evidence beyond bullet holes. An’ any gun in the station could be usin’ the calibers we find.”

We came to a doorway that had a magical rune etched into its surface. A teal unicorn in the group came forward and disarmed it.

“We’ve got most of these tunnels sealed off,” Snowglobe explained as the door swung open into pitch blackness. She bravely led the way. “Because we don’t use ‘em for much more than storage. Just a bunch of back rooms an’ whatnot nopony knows the point of. We’ve made a few sweeps of ‘em an’ found nothin’. But ponies kept dyin’ in ‘em, so we just keep them closed off until we can get a good fix on the perpetrator.”

“What of magical charms? Scrying? They can spot and find ponies easily,” Sunny Side said.

“In case ya didn’t notice,” Snowglobe drawled, tossing her mane as the door was shut and re-sealed with the runes behind us, “we aren’t exactly swimmin’ in magic. The unicorns we got don’t have talents turned towards that business, an’ we’ve lost two already in scoutin’ groups. Bastard picked ‘em off in the same damn rooms, even…”

I gulped. A pony that could kill others in the same room as other ponies… and yet escape undetected? Was it a pony committing these murders, or had a relative of the Dark Ones found their way to the plantations? Either way I didn’t want to stick around and actually meet this character. I was here for something infinitely more important than a single station’s troubles… a single station that held foreigners at gunpoint and insisted on kicking them out at the earliest convenience at that.  

“We should be wary the further back we go,” Abacus warned us. “There are cracks in the ceiling where some of the radiation and poisonous air has leaked in from above.”

The air grew cold and stale as we traveled further into the warrens, which were dusty and crowded with the refuse and useless things the station didn’t need and couldn’t find space for. The only lights came from that of our lamps, and I felt rather claustrophobic in these spaces. The tunnels of the Metro winded and twisted on into the darkness, at least giving you a chance to see that you were going forward or back. But these tight corridors ended after a few hoofsteps, twisted back on each other and were struck through with many small rooms I couldn’t tell the purpose of. One place had a series of dusty old consoles long without power, another held massive generators that Snowglobe explained were damaged beyond repair, and needed expert runemakers and magic users with knowledge we didn’t possess anymore.

“We’d be able ta’ power the whole northern section of the Metro,” she said sadly. “Wouldn’t need half the unicorns we have ta’ keep our plantations going. But we just don’t ‘ave the means, the time… the knowledge.”

I shook my head. Somehow, knowing that we’d literally forgotten how to maintain certain parts of our city, and we didn’t have the time or the resources to recover that knowledge, struck me as one of the most tragic things I’d ever heard. So much was being lost at a prodigious rate, and I couldn’t keep up. I recalled my Wall, my pathetic contribution to the preservation of the species… I thought of Hunter’s talisman and Ray Drop’s picture in my bag. Was it silly to try and help our species survive by keeping those trinkets? I never thought so until now, when I had a massive treasure sitting right in front of me and couldn’t even summon up the will to try and figure out how it worked.

But like the ponies here, I had more pressing concerns on my mind. How could I sit in this little room and uncover the secrets of a bygone era when my family’s lives were on the line? Knowledge was a luxury, survival was a necessity.

We wandered those back rooms for an hour or more, growing bored and restless when we couldn’t even catch a glimpse, and Hunter’s talisman didn’t glow or buzz even once. I wasn’t willing to give up. I knew that somewhere in these tunnels was the answer, and I couldn’t leave. But I couldn’t shake off all these guards, and I couldn’t find a good spot to find an excuse to really start searching without them herding us everywhere. When we found nothing but a pile of rubble from a cave-in at the end of a long hall, with graffiti on the walls across from it. The symbols were nothing but incomprehensible gibberish, left by some silly adolescent years ago. I stopped moving entirely, sighing.

I closed my eyes, wondering if we were starting to waste our time. Snowglobe was sticking to us like glue, and I was stuck on an adequate way to get us out. Were we going to have to waste time doubling back once we were kicked out? I’m sure Nopony had some kind of idea or map, or the Guide could lead us back…

Nopony looked up suddenly. “In what manner were these ambushes conducted?”

“If you’re asking whether magic was used, then of course,” Abacus answered. “It’s the only way he could stay hidden so long.”

Nopony moved to the front, touching my shoulder. He pointed me towards a spot in the wreckage of the cave-in that seemed unremarkable at first glance. It was just a place where somepony had left more graffiti on the wall… But as I stood and stared, I noticed a change in the pile of rubble, much like the symbols of the Guide, changing and warping before my eyes. It was still an incredibly alien and unsettling experience, but at least this time I knew what was happening. My eyes were riveted to the spot, though I kept my expression neutral, not wanting to draw attention. The mess of graffiti suddenly made sense. The talisman triggered something, or changed my perception, or my own mind changed something in it… but I could see the word in the  middle of the morass: safe.

Next to it was an arrow, pointing down the hall. Blindly, I began to follow.

“Is he feelin’ all right?” I heard Snowglobe snark at the edge of my senses. Sunny Side was quick to cover for me.

“He, ah, gets like that,” he said. “Shoulda seen him back in Bucklyn… poor guy got hit on the head, you see, few years back. But he got healing from a local seer, says it helps him see things now. Sometimes he spots something interesting and just can’t let go of it!”

It was a ridiculous story, one you’d have to be extremely dense to even think it was credible. But I didn’t hear the others answering or even rebuking my friend… I heard them following. I didn’t know what I must have looked like, taking slow, measured steps down the hall. I didn’t even really feel anything in those few minutes except a certainty of where I was going and what I was doing. The talisman began to buzz and hum as I dragged the entire entourage behind me. I felt purposeful and confident for the strangest reasons, and that confidence must have bled off me and into the group that followed behind. I didn’t see them as barriers to be overcome, but fellow travelers. And so we went, into the dark, far away from Ponyevskaya. The tunnels twisted in on themselves, and we went under half-open gates, past a room full of lockers rusted and plundered, and once through a sewage canal. It made no sense to some small part of my mind that watched my sudden change in behavior, though somehow I felt I was following a very particular path that needed no explanation… only a pony’s hooves following it. Time passed until I thought for sure the guards would think I was trying to get them lost. Sunny Side, bless him, kept his faith in me and never once complained, knowing that I had a plan and this was probably part of it. It didn’t even occur to me that I might be under a spell until my wandering came to an abrupt end. We were in a small room with three doors, lit by our lights and the faint glow of radioactive moss in one corner. I noticed the walls were pocked with bullet holes.

“This was where Pickaxe bought it,” she spat, and the other guards seemed uncomfortable too. But I knew this was my best chance, for some reason I knew that the path ended here, and here  I needed to search for the next route. I and Sunny Side made a great show of examining the room closely, while the guards, already bored and indifferent to our fate, leaned against walls and spoke quietly to each other, keeping an eye on their surroundings instead of us. Nopony stood in the middle of the room, quiet and unnoticed by anypony except me, it seemed. I hadn’t even seen him come into the room with us. I pondered asking him if he could slip away, but I was loath to approach him lest it break whatever spell he kept cast on ponies around him that kept them under his influence. Snowglobe, however, stuck close to us and didn’t let us out of her sight.

My saddlebag tingled, and Hunter’s talisman hummed. I almost couldn’t contain my excitement, and began searching the room in greater earnest while Snowglobe regarded me oddly.

“You look like a drake what just caught scent of a dead body,” she observed.

“I think I did,” I replied, which gave her enough pause for me to lift up a rock. Underneath was another arrow, pointing at one of the other doors. My eyes glowed, though I pretended to have more interest in the rock than the floor.

Snowglobe growled and turned away. “Useless!” she snapped, fed up at last with our aimless wandering. Now that I’d reached this room the strange charisma and influence I’d exerted before… perhaps with Nopony’s help… had vanished. Snowglobe took aside one of her lieutenants and they spoke in hushed tones as I looked at Sunny Side, who joined me in inspecting the floor.

“This is it,” I whispered to him, and nodded towards the door the arrow pointed us towards. Of course he couldn’t see the arrow, but he trusted me. I got up and pushed it open, the loud squeal of the hinges drawing Snowglobe’s attention.

“Hey!” she barked.

“There was a door there?” Sunny Side asked.

I ignored them both, entranced by what I saw beyond. There was another hallway behind this one, gutted by fire judging by the scorch marks on the walls. At the end was another door, dented inward and hanging loosely on its hinges. Sunny Side gaped, and others erupted into panicked whispers.

“He found it! Holy shit, he found it!” I heard one of the guardponies say, and Snowglobe kicking him in the shin. Nopony ushered Sunny Side into the hallway with me as the Ponies of the Underground went into another whispered conference.

“Tides are changing,” he murmured. “Hurry! Find what you need!”

“Lockbox?” Sunny Side asked. “How… how did you… was it the-”

“Shh,” I said, and walked slowly towards the busted door, feeling strangely detached, like I was floating. Sunny Side almost cowered behind me, clearly unable to comprehend what was going on. What was so strange about a door with a hallway behind it, I wondered? Couldn’t they see it? I reached the door and pushed it the rest of the way open, with Hunter’s talisman now releasing a high pitched, crystalline tingle. The door had been very sturdy once; it looked like somepony had taken a battering ram to it to force it open.

Inside was some kind of armory combined with a base of operations by the look of it, big enough for four or five ponies to stand comfortably in the middle of the weapon racks and small consoles. All of the consoles had been smashed and their innards scattered over the floor, many of them shot to pieces. The room had been looted as well as destroyed, with scrap metal scattered all over the floor.

The high pitch whine from Hunter’s talisman still sounded in my ears, and I gently drew it out of my saddlebag. The Ranger symbol was glowing a gentle dark blue, holding my eyes. Sunny Side looked over my shoulder.

“Is this is it? Did we find it?”

“Unfortunately.”

I spun about, still holding the talisman dumbly in one hoof. Snowglobe stood there, her gun prepped and pointed at us. Nopony was nowhere to be seen, which somehow didn’t surprise me.

“You know, I’d really wanted ta’ trust you,” Snowglobe began. “Doin’ this is harder than it looks. Weighs on the conscience heavy-like. But we gotta.”

It took a few seconds to register what she was talking about. Suddenly everything came flying back into focus, my body began to shake and my eyes narrowed. Clarity was restored to my thinking. I gently replaced the talisman to its place in my bag.

“You’re going to kill us. You knew this was here,” I said quietly. Sunny Side opened his wings, ready to fight.

“That’s the idea,” Snowglobe said. “Don’t bother fightin’. I didn’t think you’d actually stumble on this place. Celestia’s honest. Hell, I don’t even know why I let you get this far… I guess I thought you’d actually be able ta’ help. Even after you found the door, I kept thinkin’… jus’ maybe we can work this out. Dumb luck on your part, or magic or somethin’. I hadn’t made a decision until just now. But that there talisman…”

She pointed at my bag. “You’re one a’ them. You ain’t goin’ back ta’ Bucklyn.”

“Are you saying you did this?!” Sunny Side gasped, horrified. “You… you destroyed this place? You…”

“Killed the Rangers,” Snowglobe finished. “Eeyup. An’ now we gotta do you.”

I saw her mouth tighten on the trigger. I wondered if I’d be faster, if my hoof flying to my head could prepare my gun in time… maybe if I’d actually gotten it ready before we got here… kept it tacked… Sunny Side’s wings blurred as he hurtled forward…

And then everything went black. It took a moment for me to realize that I hadn’t fainted; everything had literally gone dark, as if the light was suddenly sucked out of the room. Snowglobe cursed. Sunny Side yelped as he crashed into something, perhaps one of the empty weapon racks. A weapon fired in the dark, deafening in the enclosed space, and I saw a flash of Snowglobe standing angrily in place, eyes closed, and Sunny Side flailing on the ground.

More gunshots from outside, and shouting. I couldn’t hear it well; my ears rang with a high pitched whine. I fumbled about in the dark, not daring to fire lest I strike my friend, trying to find something, anything that might give me light. I hit my light, saw its beam pierce the gloom, but somehow it seemed less strong than before. The light seemed to be at half-strength, everything was shrouded in blurry shadow…

“What in tarnation! Damn it! Stupid scum-suckin’ piece of-” Snowglobe spewed.

“Aw, crap, I bit my tongue,” moaned Sunny Side.

I lunged towards the sound of Snowglobe’s voice and caught a flash of her face scrunched up in an angry grimace in the dull beam of my headlight. I swung with my hoof and connected with her jaw, knocking the trigger out of her mouth and snatched at her gun when she staggered, ripping it back up into the harmless ready position. She recovered with startling quickness and I felt a strong, hard hoof slam into my stomach, knocking the wind out of me. Gritting my teeth against the pain I sprang on Snowglobe and pushed against her, trying to pin her against a wall or the floor so I could land a good hit, flailing my hooves and landing hard but ineffective blows on her armored back. This time, the strength of the earth came unbidden to my legs.

I shoved, chest to chest with the struggling mare… and then she shoved back.

The next thing I knew I was lying in a pile of broken machinery, nursing a sore back. My headlight sputtered, showing me the grey ceiling.

“You aren’t the only one who knows a few tricks!” Snowglobe spat. “Stay still an’ this’ll be easier!”

“Captain!” I heard Abacus shout. “It’s him! It’s hi-!”

He was cut off by a loud, angry yell. There were more gunshots, but they sounded further away. Snowglobe cursed in the dark. “Boys! Talk ta’ me!”

It was then I heard a loud crash, and a yell from Sunny Side. Two more gunshots exploded in my ears. They were harsh, high-powered booms. They must have been from Sunny’s rifles.

“Stop shooting!” I yelled. Nopony answered and the sounds of a struggle ensued. I stood and leaped forward, tripping when somepony’s hoof swept mine from under me.

Sunny Side yelled in pain.

“Gonna rip yer damn hides open-!”

I swiped blindly with my hoof knife. I felt the serrated blade catch on something, tug, pull, and tear through.

Snowglobe shouted in pain. Knowing I’d landed a hit I pressed on, but her hooves were in the air, catching mine. I swung with my other hoof and felt it smack something soft. Snowglobe went down, or at least I thought she did from the heavy crash I heard. The earth’s magic had served me well, giving my punch a little extra power… though I’d gotten very lucky to land it, I knew; the dark and the distraction of the fight outside had cost Snowglobe her attention.

“Sunny!” I gasped, groping around to find my friend before Snowglobe got up again.

“She cut me…” Sunny groaned, and then something touched my shoulder.

That time, I really did faint.

/-/-/-/

Something was eating my insides.

I was strapped to a table, eyes wide open, staring at a blank stone ceiling. I felt my intestines squirm as they were shifted about inside my gut, and I slowly looked down. A shadowy, pony-shaped figure was gleefully rummaging through my guts. I saw my kidneys laid out next to my liver.

The shadowy figure lifted my ropy intestines, scrutinizing them closely.

Then it put them in its mouth and began to eat them.

My eye twitched.

“… F… Forgot… Path…” I mumbled without knowing why.

The figure leaned forward. It was Sweet Dreams.

Her eyes were missing. They were nothing but bloody sockets.

“This is the way you’re going to die,” she said, squeezing my blood between her teeth, sloppily licking her lips. “This world is going to eat you alive.”

/-/-/-/

When I awoke, I found myself in an unfurnished, concrete room, perhaps still in the western tunnels of Ponyevskaya. A little fire simmered in front of me, nearly burnt out. I was reminded immediately of our first encounter with Nopony, but there was no tea brewing this time.

“Thank goodness.” Sunny Side sat across from me on the other side of the fire. There was a bandage wrapped around his neck. Ah, he’d woken up before me last time too… I must have been a heavier sleeper than I thought.

“He’s awake?” a quiet, gruff voice said on my right. I turned and came face to face with a gruff, angry looking unicorn the color of ash, with a light grey mane spilling over his features. He was fully dressed in a combat uniform only worn by soldiers, with plates of armor and assault webbing covering his chest and limbs. Ammo and equipment covered his body, ready to be taken out at a moment’s notice, all packaged and organized in neat little rows as befitting a pony who knew what he was doing. He was big, too. Not as big as Hunter. But he had muscles, giving him girth that could challenge any big earth pony in Ponyevskaya.

“I’m going to ask you this once,” he snorted in my face, and Hunter’s talisman floated in front of my face, wrapped in magic. “Where did you get this?”

“… Why should I tell you?” I said, feeling unafraid.

“Lockbox, he saved our lives,” Sunny Side whispered. I shot a glance his way, and then looked back at the unicorn, who had added a pistol to the talisman, pointed at my head. I stared it down, my expression remaining neutral even as I felt the familiar twist of fear squeeze my stomach.

“Because your life depends on it,” he answered me.

“I think you already know where it came from,” another voice interrupted, and suddenly Nopony was standing next to the unicorn, staring him down. “He wouldn’t have it otherwise, would he?”

The unicorn, to his credit, didn’t flinch at the sudden intrusion. “My brothers can’t take chances in these dark times.”

“So don’t take the chance that this might be the wrong pony to shoot,” Nopony said with a simple shrug. The unicorn did flinch this time, away from Nopony, away from the strange echo of power in those simple words. The strange old stallion was working his magic again.

Sunny Side’s eyes flicked between the two, his muscles tense, clearly ready to take a shot at the slightest provocation, while I stared at the barrel of the gun in my face. I wondered why I wasn’t dead yet, with all the near death experiences I was having in rapid succession. Perhaps there really was something to that business about fate and destiny. In any case, I didn’t find myself nearly as afraid as I might have been not long ago. A matter of days had hardened me, begun to make me think that guns in my face was a natural and expected occurrence. I didn’t even think much about Snowglobe and why she’d suddenly turned on us. I just knew that I hadn’t trusted them since the moment I set foot in their station, and that lack of trust had been completely vindicated.

“You know what the talisman is,” I said quietly. “You know what it’s for… otherwise you wouldn’t be doing this.” My eyes widened. “You’re a Ranger,” I whispered in awe.

The unicorn blinked, and the pistol floated back into its holster. Nopony stepped back to be unnoticed once more.

“That I am,” he said quietly. “You’re not one of us. The only way you could have this…”

“Hunter’s,” I said. The name made him twitch, his eyes widening with recognition.

“You know Hunter,” he said. “Are you the kid he talked about?”

“Lockbox.”

“Cinder Block’s son.”

I was starting to get tired of being identified that way. First bluffing my way into Draft, then this Ranger jumping straight to that… I wondered if perhaps my father had a more storied past than he usually hinted at, and resolved to find out when I got back.

“Who are you?”

“My name is Tracer.” The unicorn stood back, letting me stand. “My apologies about the welcome. Any friend of Hunter’s is a friend of mine. I’m short on trust these days. After what those damn farmers did… they murdered my brothers in cold blood. The bastards!” he spat, pacing back and forth, and I saw him shake with sudden anger. It gave me pause. This was a Ranger… one of the heroes of the Metro. I hadn’t had the best introduction to him, but even this seemed out of character. Something terrible had happened, I deduced, but to make him like this…

“Why have they done this?” I asked quietly. “What were they hoping to gain killing Rangers?”

Tracer growled. An actual deep, guttural growl. I saw his eyes, wide and vaguely unfocused with anger. His strong limbs trembled, unable to contain his fury. Sunny Side wisely remained quiet, staring at the fire. The sight of this pony who had dismantled an entire squad of supposedly “elite” ponies angry beyond belief made even me recoil. The way he spoke was even more unnerving. His voice never went above a husky, quiet tone, never quite matching the anger I saw in his eyes.

“They’re all traitors. They’re working with Hoofsa and they’ve turned on Bucklyn. I and my brothers found out they were planning to let Hoofsa right past their gates, cut off Bucklyn, put Hoofsa in a position of power… they want their guns and ponypower to fight the mutants from above, even knowing we would help without hesitation. And when they knew we would warn Bucklyn as a matter of course, they turned on us too.”

He sat down heavily and stared at the wall. I wondered at his emotional intensity, remembering Hunter and the other Rangers who visited with him were always stoic and reserved ponies, save for when they were in combat.

“We should’ve seen it coming. I should’ve. But we didn’t. We thought we could perhaps contact Ponyopolis. Everypony would respect them as mediators… but the farmers acted quicker than us. We were only four. A force to be reckoned with, but the farmers had dozens… and they knew these tunnels almost as well as us. Surface access was cut off before we even knew they were coming.”

“Farmers managed to overwhelm Rangers?” Sunny Side asked, amazed. Tracer laughed bitterly.

“They have to protect themselves from everyone and everything. Just because they farm doesn’t mean they aren’t dangerous. They came in force. Their unicorns blasted right through our runic defenses and enchantments, and they used fire to funnel us into tighter spaces. I managed to kill at least six of them before I was forced to run. Fortune smiled on me. Or perhaps it frowned… I was cut off from my fellows, who were driven back to the safehouse and, I suppose, all died near there. I’ve been hiding in these tunnels ever since. It’s been about five days. They know I’m back here… but a single pony skilled in magic who is very careful can hide where four in a known base cannot.”

I looked around the room, suddenly getting a cold chill in my stomach and a slight headache. If Tracer had gotten us out of there, and he was victim to the farmers’ attacks, and he’d been the only one back here with motive for vengeance…

“Are you behind the murders?” I asked in a hoarse voice.

“Murders?” he asked in a suddenly hostile tone, swinging around to face me. “No, not murder. Justice. By attacking us directly, the farmers showed they were no better than the Monarchy or the Republic… just another arm of Hoofsa.”

“But you can’t just declare war on all of them,” Sunny Side protested. “They provide food for almost all the northern stations. You’ve been killing ponies that keep us alive!”

“They’ve already declared war on us,” the Ranger answered, his tone even and neutral once more. “The fact of the matter is, there’s nothing in this Metro that isn’t leaning towards war already… space is getting less as more and more powers consolidate. Things are very… tense.” He waved a hoof. “I was starting to wonder if I’d run out of ammunition and have to go out in a blaze of glory or the like. But with you all here I think we have a chance. After all…”

He pointed straight at me.

“With what you are carrying, it has now become my duty to escort you to Ponyopolis to the best of my abilities.”

I wasn’t sure how to think about that. Certainly I knew my mission was important, and I knew without a doubt I’d risk death, and see other ponies die in front of me without slowing down. But to have it confirmed like that so suddenly was a new experience. I hadn’t even adjusted to this new pony’s presence, and he was talking about things like war and death and politics, and how I was suddenly the valuable cargo instead of the talisman. I’d just been starting to get used to the idea that I’d be going on to Ponyopolis alone, and now all this was coming up. That, and I’d found out that one of my childhood heroes was a cold-blooded murderer with almost no regrets that he’d slain who knew how many ponies in an act of petty revenge. But then, hadn’t I been about ready to murder the guards at Ponyevskaya’s gates? Wasn’t I shrugging off their problems, about to leave Bucklyn and the farmers and all these others to their respective dooms without batting an eyelid? Was I any better considering the ponies I’d killed so far, and led to their deaths?

I wondered. And it scared and surprised me how little it mattered that Tracer was a killer of ponies… I remembered my father’s words then and there, pondering the strange unicorn’s appearance. Could I trust this Ranger? Yes, I could, that I knew beyond a doubt. I could at least be sure he’d do his best to ensure I reached Ponyopolis. Any friend of Hunter’s was a friend of mine. They were dedicated to protecting the Metro, eliminating threats that would overtake us all… even if those threats were other ponies. I knew this. I didn’t like it. But I understood it. And I knew that I couldn’t let it stop me.

“The Rangers are not like normal ponies. They’re… dangerous. In more ways than one.”

“Why do I have to be there?” I asked, my inquisitive and more cautious side demanding an answer. “You have Hunter’s talisman already. I thought… I wondered if I’d just be able to pass on the message.”

“That doesn’t mean I know what he wanted to say,” Tracer said, and I swore I thought I could hear something else behind the words, something dark and unspoken. “If he gave it to you, he meant for you to deliver the message yourself. Besides, it is far too dangerous to see you back off on your own. You need a way to get out of the plantations alive… they will surely kill you on sight now that you’ve wiped out an entire squad of theirs. And don’t tell me you think you can make the journey all the way back to Exiperia relying purely on your wits and skill at arms.”

I looked at Sunny Side, and he looked at me. It was true. Nopony had made no promise of everlasting friendship, saying only that he would travel with us as long as we went in the same direction. Tracer was right; chances were slim we’d get back alive.

“Hold on,” I said, and I sprang to my hooves, feeling a shiver run down my spine. “So… Snowglobe and the others…”

“I didn’t check to make sure they were all dead,” Tracer said with his chilling monotony. “But of those who might still be alive, I don’t think they will have many nice things to say about you when they get back home… and either way, you and your friends were the ones last seen going off with them. I’m sorry to say, boy, but by the end of the week every farmer in these stations will know you as a murderer.”

/-/-/-/

And so it went that we began to devise a plan for getting out of Ponyevskaya as quickly as possible, penetrating the Ring, and getting into the inner Metro so I could begin the trek to Ponyopolis in earnest. I still had many, many questions for Tracer, but they could wait until we had gotten to safety. They had to.

We vacated Tracer’s small rest area and did something I believed to be rather counter-intuitive: we went straight back towards Ponyevskaya. The going was slow, as the farmers had put up numerous traps and runes in the areas they didn’t patrol constantly, on the lookout for Tracer and now us. I wondered about how I seemed to be making enemies wherever I went, and only the ponies that traveled with me now were the ones that I could trust. The only ones besides those back in Exiperia that I felt a reasonable attachment to. I certainly didn’t have the time, the resources, or even the willpower to stay behind and help the farmers fight off an army of mutants from the surface… at the same time, I chose not to think about how close their situation was to Exiperia’s. I didn’t think about it, that was all. I had my own mission. If I didn’t see it through, how could I go back to my father empty-hoofed, look everypony else in the eye and say I gave up halfway just because an alternative presented itself? I didn’t want everything I’d been through so far to be for nothing, for it all to just be some “experience” I would relate to my grandchildren.

And that was all supposing that I actually lived to tell the tale if I gave up and went back on my own now.

Nopony had gone on ahead without anypony’s consent, saying only that he’d make sure to meet up with us again. Before he left, he bade me take out the Guide and look it over, marking two certain spots on the arcane map. One was near the exit of Ponyevksaya, where there was a railcart tunnel that made for quick and easy transport between the remaining plantations. It sat directly parallel to the line the plantations sat on, and would be our one and only chance of escaping this place within the day. The next was a place right on the rim of the Ring: the place Nopony assured us he would meet with us again, prepared to help us on into the inner Metro.

“Can’t we just follow you?” Sunny Side asked. “If you are going to be sneaking through the entire route yourself then surely-”

“The places I go, you do not want to follow,” Nopony said simply. “Only trust me, as you trusted me to deliver you safely here. There is something that must be done by you, and I am one of those lucky enough to help you along the path. But for now that path does not go the same way… I will make sure the door is open when you get there.”

I noticed he’d been looking straight at me when he said that.

The actual plan was simple enough, one that almost made me indignant at how ridiculously uncomplicated it was. Get back to Ponyevskaya, sneak aboard the railcart that delivered supplies between stations, and ride it all the way out. Then jump off, find Nopony, and move on. All we had to do was get there.

Tracer led us on a winding, dark path that seemed to me to go in a huge semi-circle. He avoided whatever runes he detected, using his horn to find and uncover whatever traps the farmers may have left. The speed and efficiency at which he moved amazed me; the way he almost effortlessly disabled any runes and enchantments we came across made me wonder why he hadn’t tried to make an escape attempt before. To turn off an alarm was one thing; to be able to turn it back on again after passing so those who set it didn’t even have a clue that something was wrong? To even be able to predict when and where such traps might have been set? That took skill beyond what I knew in normal unicorns. It also made me extremely happy that Tracer, of all the other Rangers that had been with him, was a unicorn himself… what use was a pegasus or an earth pony under these conditions? If Sidewinder were here, I’d have been very interested to see how he handled it. Horn envy wasn’t something that struck me often, but in those confined spaces, it did.

We snuck through tunnels that had been stacked high with old supplies and preserved foodstuffs, guided by Tracer’s silent, comfortingly strong presence. He gave us only a few whispered instructions here and there, telling us when and where to go. Occasionally we would be told to wait and hide even when there was seemingly nothing there. Only twice did we run across guards thanks to Tracer’s expert pathfinding, and twice we avoided them. There was little tension, as we watched Tracer at work, moving as expertly as Sidewinder, but with much more control, much less… randomness. Tracer knew just what he was doing, and knew it before he even did it. Every movement was controlled and measured, precise and confident. He never said a word, and I couldn’t even hear him breathe.

The fact that he was a killer was lost on me. In some ways I even agreed with his logic, though it still appalled me that this had happened at all. The Rangers were the ones who protected us. The farmers were in a bad spot, but they had chosen their side, and committed a grave error in attacking those who would have helped them. Hoofsa was a powerful ally, but I knew from rumor they likely couldn’t be trusted, especially since I remembered they seemed to be getting close to the Monarchy, which everypony who was not one of them knew they were the most dangerous threat to the Metro’s freedom. What worth was my private morals in the face of all that? When even the strongest ponies proved to be at a glance as full of vengeance and disgust with their fellow ponies as all the rest? Tracer was capable, strong, tough, and he’d endured things I doubtlessly could only dream of. But a hero? A real, live hero who did everything in his power to save the Metro and the world, consequences be damned?

No. I didn’t see that about him. Not the way he looked at me, or the way he glared viciously at the farmers, the only thing stopping him from killing them with his bare hooves his iron self-discipline and training. What worth were morals when all they were was words on a page, thoughts in the brain? When trying to put them into action was as useless as trying to drain an ocean with a thimble?

What was the point of believing in them if I knew they could never truly affect my world? By Celestia. This journey had already plundered the idealism I’d held onto so surely at the start.

In the end, I knew where my loyalties lay. With Exiperia and those who helped its survival… and as dangerous as Tracer was, I knew I could trust him to help me much more than Sidewinder. That and we really didn’t have a choice. I felt more and more like I was an observer, grabbing every chance I could to keep moving forward. Was it fate or chance that led me to those who kept helping me, even inadvertently, on the path to Ponyopolis? As long as I was moving toward my goal, I felt I was doing all right for myself...

We came out of a small tunnel that we’d been crawling through with great difficulty, as it used to be part of the ventilation system for the Metro which had broken down many, many years ago. All around us were boxes. Giant, wooden boxes with strange labels on them I didn’t understand. Off in the distance, I could hear ponies working and talking, and the sound of a crane.

“We’re in the loading zone of Ponyevskaya’s docks,” Tracer explained in a whisper. “It’s here we’re going to fetch our ride.”

I wondered how exactly we were going to do that. Sunny Side’s guns were still rather loud and cumbersome to carry around, but there was no way he was going to abandon them. Tracer explained his plan quickly as we scurried furtively around the big crates, listening to the shouts beyond. I was surprised there wasn’t tighter security if they knew that Snowglobe’s group had been taken out. I didn’t feel much pity for Snowglobe, since she was a part of all this nasty business and had doubtlessly taken part in the ruthless killing of the Rangers. Was Hoofsa that all powerful, that fearful, that the plantations would risk making enemies of the Rangers? The only reputable military group in the whole Metro? I wondered at the ability of ponies these days to forget friendship and harmony when they were faced with the chance of quickly and easily improving their station.

“It should be a simple matter to sneak aboard one of their carts,” Tracer explained. “Cattle shipments move regularly between stations… helps keep down the filth and doesn’t attract as many mutants. It’s something they do quite often, so they will likely be lax about security. It is lucky you came when you did... a day later and this shipment would have moved on, and we would have to try something drastic.”

“Hiding among cow carts from ponies who want us dead isn’t drastic?” Sunny Side asked incredulously. Sure enough there was a deep lowing from one of the unfortunate creatures as they were led down to a large railcar for transport. Tracer led us closer, until we could see the ponies busily finishing preparations to leave.

“No. The cows are too closely checked. There’s only one chance, so listen closely.”

/-/-/-/

I’d never ridden in a war wagon before.

War wagon was a catch-all term for the Metro’s improvised armored vehicles, cobbled together from spare parts and metal plates slapped onto the bodies of railcarts. Any and all manner of weaponry and equipment was placed on a war wagon. Our model was a two-seater that came with a standard heavy machine gun turret in the back, which I had no idea how to shoot apart from aiming and holding down the trigger. I’d wondered where the farmers got such heavy-duty equipment, and Tracer explained it was probably a goodwill present from Hoofsa, proving that they could provide better armament and protection than Bucklyn could ever hope to. Which was true, and why they were well on the way to controlling the entirety of the Ring Stations.

Luckily for us, the war wagon hadn’t been loaded onto the main tracks just yet. Tracer had led us around to the side docks, where railcarts were prepped for transportation. The war wagon was being prepared by the two ponies who were supposed to ride it: a stallion and a mare who diligently loaded the ammo box next to the heavy gun, cleaned the barrel and greased the wheels.

In a couple of minutes, they would both be unconscious. Or at least I hoped so. I’d asked Tracer not to leave a trail of bodies right at our exit, and he’d fortunately agreed to the wisdom of that. I would kill to keep going, that much was clear. But the thought of being a killer still turned my stomach. I didn’t want ponies to die. But of course, that didn’t stop them from dying anyway, or stabbing me in the back, or me from killing them if they got in the way...

Tracer hid behind a nearby workbench, waiting for the clamor of heavy machinery and box loading to become loud enough to make his move.

“Did you hear about the latest catastrophe in the western tunnels?” the stallion asked as he fed bullets into the machine gun’s ammo belt. “They found Snowglobe and what’s left of her squad.”

“What! Th’ commander? That tunnel rat got her too? Naw! Is she all right? Concord must be in a right tizzy!”

“Yeah, she was messed up pretty good, and three of her own squad were dead at the scene. She and the rest are in the hospital.”

“Damn, poor kid. She’s barely gotten a chance to prove herself, an’ now this.”

“It’s a sorry state we’ve got ourselves. But once this business with Bucklyn is over, Hoofsa’s promised us an elite squad of unicorns ta’ help flush out that murderin’ bastard. Meantime security’s gonna be tighter’n ever... higher ups are still convinced it’s a group a’ ponies with secret access ta’ the surface.”

“Hogwash. It’s one a’ them Rangers. I still say it was a right horrible thing we did to ‘em...”

“You sayin’ we deserve ta’ get picked off like flies?”

“I ain’t sayin’ nothin’! Just thinkin’... I dunno, we was rash or somethin’...”

There was a loud whine and a buzz of hydraulics and turbines as the crane strained to lift a particularly heavy load.

Tracer made his move as quick and smooth as a snow ghost. He rushed straight up to the mare while she moved closer to the stallion to speak over the noise, both of them facing away as they checked the cleanliness of the gun barrel. He tapped the mare on the shoulder, and... that was it. She dropped, out cold. The stallion went down moments after. Tracer gently lifted their bodies and lifted them behind cover.

The entire operation from start to finish took about six seconds. Sunny Side and I took our places as we’d been ordered, having wrapped our scarfs around our snouts and popped our collars to help hide our faces, and placing the jackets of those Tracer had incapacitated over our regular clothes. Sunny Side, who had handed his battle saddle over to Tracer for now, would have the cover of the armored plating of the driver seat, and I was snug inside the turret. Chances of being spotted were slim, especially since we were at the head of the four car column. Unfortunately, our plan stopped there. Getting past both Percherovskaya and Compass was going to be another problem entirely.

I had been told our plan amounted to “go as fast as possible and hope they don’t catch us.” They’d know we were fakes the moment we stopped moving, and so we had to be going as fast as we could for the inevitable moment they found out we weren’t on their side. In essence, I was about to engage in subterfuge with ponies who had indirectly been giving me and my station life for the last twenty years. I was going to gun them down, flee from them, and betray them... just like they’d tried to do to me. My mind was full of conflicting feelings... none of which helped the nausea that came up as soon as Sunny Side started the engine and we began trundling towards the main tracks.

Tracer had promised he’d be nearby, sneaking aboard the personnel cart near the end of the column. I didn’t see him do it. He had vanished the second I got into the turret. It was a miracle we hadn’t been spotted yet at all.

The war wagon rumbled forward. I felt numb. Detached. Queasy and uncomfortable in the cramped space of the turret. Only  a thin opening allowed me to see the world outside. Sunny Side was keeping his eyes firmly forward. We were both keenly aware that, as we came onto the tracks and passed through the eyes of the guards, we were surrounded by ponies who wanted us dead, and they weren’t even “bad ponies” by any stretch of the imagination. They impeded our mission. Sought to end our lives. Wanted to protect their own families from the wrath of both Hoofsa and Bucklyn at any cost, just like me.

For this, some of them would not live to see tomorrow. Or I wouldn’t. This wasn’t going to end well. I knew it. No sunshine and rainbows for me.

This world is going to eat you alive.

I placed my back hooves in the stirrups of the turret, locking them tight into place. With a push of my left or right leg I could turn the turret in the corresponding direction. I pressed my front hooves into the sheathes of the trigger mechanism, up against the pedals within. I just needed to press down on both those little levers and I’d be spewing hot lead death. Best not think about that. It made the cramp in my stomach worse.

Somehow, we made it to the front of the column. Sunny Side had switched on the headlights, making himself that much harder to see. His bulky saddle mounted guns were being carried by Tracer... somewhere.

A guard came right up to Sunny Side, and my heart stopped beating.

“Hey Good luck out there,” he said, knocking on the armored plate of the driver compartment. This is it. He was good friends with the correct driver and he’d see right through our disguises and I’d have a few seconds to take as many of them with me as I could. It was over. We were going to die.

Sunny Side gave a timid wave.

It was enough. The guard turned away, and my blood resumed normal flow. This seemed almost too easy. I stopped that thought process... whenever a pony started thinking like that, things turned against them. I somehow knew my so far charmed life would collapse if I gave too much though to how and why I’d survived, why tiny things like that little interaction still worked out all right. If Sunny’s eyes had been showing better from under his driver’s goggles, if he waved the wrong way, if I sneezed, if the two unconscious ponies woke up too soon, if, if, if...

Something had kept me going so far, and I decided to stop questioning it.

“All right, ponies! Let’s do this nice and smooth!” called out the caravan commander, seated in the personnel cart just behind ours. Behind his was the livestock and the second supply car. “To Compass and back before tea time!”

I gulped as Sunny Side waved at the gate guards to show he was ready. I could hardly believe it... we were actually going to make it. We were going to make it out of the the gate! As the war wagon rumbled over the tracks and into the darkness of the Metro, I almost believed that things would go smoothly.

/-/-/-/

We’d made it to Percherovskaya. It was a long, tense trip, but we moved fast and made no stops. The tunnels between the plantations were well guarded, with regular foot patrols back and forth and numerous rune traps. But it wasn’t mutants we were concerned about, it was the very net of safety that kept them out.

As I sat in the turret, never daring to raise my voice and speak to Sunny Side, I almost let my guard down. It was relaxing, being driven like this, snug and safe inside a protected, armored compartment. The straightness of the path helped me to believe things were actually going well, and the carts full of a dozen ponies who’d kill me without a second thought weren’t really all that dangerous. All that bothered me was the cramp in my legs.

Even the guards and dock workers that swarmed the caravan to take off and load on more supplies didn’t bother me all that much. I just kept the turret pointed straight ahead. I didn’t look to the left or the right. I didn’t breathe too loudly. I made a show of adjusting my weight and getting comfortable inside the turret. We needn’t be bothered. We were just two bored guards waiting to get going again. I felt as long as I stayed still and never spoke to anypony, I’d become invisible like Nopony and they’d never even remember I was there. I focused all my willpower on that one little thought.

Stay invisible, stay quiet. You are not there. You are not important. Everypony who looks at you doesn’t need a second glance.

Somepony knocked on my turret. “Hey, Pewter Smith!”

Damn it.

“You want somethin’ ta’ drink? You look cold in there.”

I peeked through the long, vertical slit that my gun poked out of and shook my head. I hoped that would be enough, and he hadn’t seen me too closely through my goggles. Pony eyes were large and notoriously expressive.

“Right, whatever,” the guard said, taking a swig of his flask. “You know, Pewter, I wanted to apologize for what I said. You know, about you and, ah...” He nodded towards Sunny Side. “I know you two are a thing. She’s... she’s good ponies.”

I gulped, turning away a bit. The cloak of invincibility was falling away, piece by piece! If I said a single word it’d all be ruined!

“Well, come on, Pewter, say something!” the guard asked, looking hurt. I shook my head and turned away.

“Can you believe this guy?” the guard asked Sunny Side. When he didn’t get an answer from him, either, I knew we were doomed.

“... Cabbage Patch?” he asked. Sunny Side looked straight at him, hearing the uncertainty in his voice like I did. Time was up.

My friend punched him in the face, sending him sprawling onto the tracks.

“Go go go!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. Sunny Side gunned the engine as I slid my hooves into the trigger guards, feeling my stomach clench. I didn’t want to kill them. But I would, and I’d do it without hesitation. Sweet Luna, what was I turning into?

“Ponies of the Underground! Enemies in our midst! Stop that war wagon!”

The turret rattled and shook, my ears rang with the cacophony of bullets striking my armored plates. I ducked my head and didn’t managed to get a single shot off; I didn’t even manage to fire the gun until Sunny Side had started us rolling down the tracks. I didn’t have the courage to swing the gun around and open even that tiny gap in my armor to the guns of the enemy. I just hunkered down and shut my eyes as tightly as I could, completely at the mercy of the opening barrage. When it finally slackened and I felt our speed picking up, I raised my head. The turret was no long shaking from bullet impacts. I saw three smoking holes in the walls, just above my head. Damn.

“Lockbox! Bring the turret around! They’ll be coming after us!” Sunny Side barked. I realized that we were back in his element; the place of firefights and violence and guns. He was a militia pony at heart.

The turret swung with agonizing slowness, squeaking on its little track, hydraulics groaned and wheezed. The quickly receding lights of the station were swarming with shadows, ponies scrambling to prepare their carts for pursuit.


“You’re not going to stop me,” I whispered, watching the lights of other cars and war wagons shine towards us, like the eyes of predators.

“What about Tracer?!” Sunny shouted over his shoulder. He accelerated the wagon to top speed; I felt every little vibration as the wheels struck bumps and imperfections in the tracks.

“Tracer can make it on his own!” I replied, looking down the barrel of the machine gun. I’d fire as soon as they started getting closer. I had faith in Tracer, the Ranger. He would do his best to stick to his duty, unlike that bastard Sidewinder... if he could survive days being hunted in a confined space, he could catch up to us. Right now I was focused on saving our skins.

“Shit! Checkpoint on the left!”

I swung the gun around and watched several shocked Percherovskaya ponies fly by, their faces blurred. I caught movement towards another war wagon, which rumbled to life in seconds and started down the track after us.

“Shoot them! Shoot them Lockbox! I’ll keep an eye on the tunnel ahead!”

My stomach clenched again. I was strangely terrified of the blindingly bright headlights of the wagon as it hurtled down the tracks, rumbling towards us. It reminded me of my visions. They probably wanted to take our wagon intact, and would do their best to disable us. I’d be shooting to kill. I didn’t want to. But I did.

They were about fifty meters back, and the silhouette of their wagon was lost in the muzzle flash of my gun. It thundered in the small tunnel, each deafening report rattling my very bones. It felt like a sledgehammer was cracking into my ears. My front legs already felt sore from the vibrations, but I kept firing, blind and deaf and senseless from adrenaline.

Fireworks must have sounded like this, I thought. I could see the bright sparks of my heavy caliber bullets smashing into the armored compartments of the wagon behind us. They returned fire, aiming beneath me, at the engine compartment. The wagon shook and jolted with each blow, like a demon was trying to punch its way through. The turret wall in front of me dented inwards from a ricochet, making me blink and jerk my head back. I squeezed my eyes shut and pushed down hard on the triggers, not even knowing where I was aiming.

Stay steady. You are the earth, I heard a voice in my head say.

I forced my eyes open, and aimed for the flashing of the other wagon’s muzzle. I could do this. Don’t think. Shoot.

Pok! Pok! Pok!

The gun bellowed and roared, spitting lead fury. Still I did not let up, past the point of sensibleness, past the point of reason. I didn’t just shoot at the other turret, I buried it in bullets until the barrel of my gun smoked and steamed, hissing from the exertion. I kept shooting until it couldn’t shoot anymore, triggering a safety mechanism that kept it from overheating.

The other wagon was slowly pulling away, battered and torn, its steel skeleton cracked and shattered. The other turret was nothing but a smoking mess. My head swam with victory.

“Ah, shit! Front! Front!”

I swung the turret about just in time for our wagon to crash into the rear of another with a horrible clang and an eerie screech. The impact was so jarring I was actually able to go sprawling inside the turret, my face smashing into the cold steel wall, my chest crushing hard into the back of the machine gun. Where the hell had this wagon come from? A side tunnel perhaps-

“Shoot him! Shoot- fuck it!”

I peeled my cheek away from the turret just in time to see Sunny Side stand up in the driver’s seat and aim his war rein at the other turret, spraying it with a loud blizzard of submachine gun bullets. The turret sparked and screamed with the rending noise of metal being torn apart, and I saw a shadowed figure within flail and burst open with hot red explosions of blood. The poor pony within had been ripped to chunks.

My own turret burst into light and noise again; the impact with the other wagon had caused us to slow down just long enough for a large sentry station to take notice of us and open fire. Bullets whizzed around us in a deadly crossfire. The station was made of three tracks arranged parallel to one another, where other trains in early days stopped and exchanged passengers. Now it was deathtrap for us.

“Oh, Celestia! Hang on, Lockbox!” Sunny Side shouted, gunning the engine and crashing our front plates full on against the weight of the other wagon. The other driver must have been confused. He accelerated, giving us space to speed up and smash into him again. We slugged our way through the barrage, though we were accelerating slowly enough that the others could keep pace with us.

I stuck my pistol, which had been the weapon mounted on my war rein to save space, through the gap and fired all six shots at the nearest enemies. I thought I saw one go down, but I couldn’t have been sure, as at that moment a pony’s face leered at me through the gap.

Without thinking, I thrust my hoof knife towards his face, cutting open his cheek. The wagon continued to crawl forward as the other pony tried to crawl into my turret from above, punching and hacking with his knife while I screamed obscenities and did my best to stay alive.

I wasn’t sure how the other wagon in front of us managed to limp out of our way; I was just suddenly aware we were going faster again and my opponent still hadn’t let go. I felt his teeth bite into my clothing, his knife edge dangerously close to cutting into my side. Our screams and cursing and our hot heavy breaths sounded tinny in such a small space. His hoof thumped onto the back of my neck as I punched his armored chest. I squirmed violently, getting my legs under me before I shoved upwards, sending the other pony off balance. He flailed, and my knife found a gap in his armor, cutting deep into his armpit. He wailed pitifully and fell backwards, dropping away with some help from me.

I heard him crunch as he fell on something hard, and thanked Celestia I hadn’t seen it happen.

“Is that it?!” I shouted.

Sunny Side gestured wildly. “We haven’t even reached Compass yet! Fuck if I know how we’ll get through there!”

I had no choice but to huddle up in the turret again and wait, watching the tunnel fly by. Those few minutes felt like hours, the high pitched whine of moving air and the rumble of the uninterrupted by other patrols.

“All right, all right! When we get there, you just keep shooting and don’t stop!” Sunny Side commanded. “We’re fucked if we slow down, so just pray there’s nothing on the tracks to stop us this time!”


I gulped, watching and waiting for the lights of Compass to appear... I saw them soon enough, little pinpricks slowly building brighter and brighter. I could only hope and pray we were moving faster than any messages they might have sent on ahead. Our plan was horrible. I knew Sunny Side just had the idea to smash right through the docks and hope we’d get all the way through intact; but then, that was our only chance.

I felt a strange sense of peace as I settled into the turret once again, the trigger guards feeling more familiar this time. I’d gotten this far, hadn’t I? We still weren’t dead, even after that frantic chase. This wasn’t going to stop me either. My home was still in danger, and my word and my mission were still on the line. No, as long as I had this, with my goal in front of me, my responsibility driving me forward, I would not die.

I tried not to think of the ponies I’d shot as being not quite as evil as the bandits.

When we hit Compass, my turret was ready to fire again. I saw a few of the guards raising their hooves, telling us to slow down, and running for their lives when we didn’t. We burst into their main docks in a fury. The dock workers were taken completely by surprise, scrambling out of the way, dropping boxes of valuables. We careened to the right, the tracks having been diverted while a supply car took up the main rail. I felt the wagon lean dangerously and my weight shift as we took the corners hard, heard the indignant shouts of ponies, thinking we were insane or pulling some kind of prank.

At first, I thought we might just be able to breeze through the whole station without problems. We’d be able to just push on through and make our way to Otzark Bulvard, where yes, there were bandits, but there was also the gateway to the inner Metro, the powerful and dangerous world beyond the Ring.

Instead, we crashed headlong into a railcar full of supplies, and at last our battered wagon could take no more, hurtling off the tracks. It happened so quickly I barely even registered the impact.

Suddenly my world was a blur, everything I heard turned into a dull roar of noise. I felt the strangest sensation of floating, and then I hit the side of the turret wall harder than I’d hit anything before. I was jolted as the entire wagon bounced off the ground a short distance and smashed down again, spilling me unceremoniously onto the ground. I rolled and rolled and rolled, wondering if I looked like some silly pillbug that planned on rolling his way out of danger, and then hit a wall in a daze.

I couldn’t hear. I couldn’t see. All colors and sounds melted together, becoming an amorphous mess in my head. I thought I was standing up, or perhaps the world was just spinning around me, and then I fell down again. The wall in front of me burst, pieces of concrete bouncing off my helmet. It took me a moment to realize that I was being shot at.

I rolled away, towards the wreckage of the war wagon. It was on its side, just a useless hunk of metal on the tracks. I couldn’t get the gun out of the turret if I tried. The jungle gym of twisted metal plates gave me a semblance of protection as bullets kicked up the ground, hissing and snapping their deadly intent. I looked left and saw a knot of guardponies firing into the wreck; they must have seen me crawling. I looked to the right and found Sunny Side in the driver’s compartment, wagging his legs aimlessly.

“S… Sunny.”

“Huh.”

I ducked my head as bullets ran a trail across the wrecked wagon, just above my helmet.

They are remarkably bad shots, I thought.

“We gotta get out of here.”

“Y… yeah.”

I reached out and grabbed him, pulling him free of the twisted compartment. I fell backwards and my vision kept going, my eyes rolling into the back of my head as another wave of dizziness overtook me. As I lay on my back I peered down the tunnel, seeing a large junction where several tracks came together, with a high ceiling dominated by broken pipes, and pillars on top of concrete islands between tracks. Beyond three different tunnels split off at different junctions. In the center was the one that led to Otzark Bulvard, the gateway to our freedom.

It was blocked by another war wagon, and ponies were spilling into the tunnel alongside it. They were not wearing the colors of Compass, but had ragged, dark clothing and a mish-mash of weapons. They fired straight down the tunnel, over our heads and at Compass' ponies. Ah… so we weren’t dead because they weren’t aiming at us. Just our luck we crashed right into the middle of a war.

I looked at Sunny. He looked at me.

“Now what?” he asked. Being caught in a deadly crossfire wasn’t my idea of a great way to end my life. We had to cross the tracks and reach the side tunnel… the one on the left, I thought, pointing southeast.

“We run,” I said. “And we pray.”

But unfortunately there was no way to run now. If we were spotted, who knew what the combatants would make of us? We were trapped and we both knew it, huddled under a wreck that was turning into a grave.

Fate again made its decision for us; with an errant glance back towards Compass, I saw a unicorn clad in Ranger armor swoop down on a group of guardponies behind cover. They didn’t even stand a chance. The Ranger laid them out flat with swift, lethal kicks of his hooves and clean swipes of his knife. There was no beauty or elegance about the way he dispatched them. Each strike was designed to inflict maximum pain and damage as quickly as possible, every stab of the knife slid between ribs and chinks in armor. An assault rifle hovered next to his head, swiveling in midair, making deadly sweeps over any ponies who hadn’t taken cover. He moved like an engine of death, brutally cutting down one opponent after the other and moving on with machine-like efficiency. His movements made me feel sluggish and stupid, remembering my awkward struggle with the guard in the turret as we fled. The Ranger would have killed him in the time it took to blink.

I knew it was Tracer; he was the only Ranger that it could have been. He jumped onto the track and charged, firing nonstop, reloading his weapon without even looking at it. The attacking ponies focused their war wagon’s gun on him, but he was too fast, leaping between pillars, seemingly appearing and disappearing at will. Several small cylinders floated out of his saddlebag and zoomed straight towards the wagon like missiles, jamming into the turret and the engine compartment.

The wagon blossomed into flame, and the shockwave sent me sprawling with a frightened yelp.

Tracer appeared next to me.

“Get up!” he shouted, grabbing my clothes and pulling me up. Sunny Side staggered next to us as Tracer bodily hauled us up onto one of the islands, telling us to crawl and keep our heads down. Bullets whizzed overhead, chipping away our cover as we went on our bellies to the far side of the tracks.

“Who the hell’s attacking?” Sunny Side shouted as we huddled against one of the pillars, listening to the deafening report of a heavy machine gun ripping the air apart.

“Bandits, probably the same ones besieging Bucklyn. They’re getting bold. Or desperate,” Tracer answered, and then shoved us onto the final set of tracks. An explosion battered my ears as out of one of the side tunnels appeared the boxy shape of an armored railcar, bearing a massive gun on top. That was no mere machine gun, it was a cannon! The rolling siege engine chugged slowly onto the main track to Otzark Bulvard, in front of where the bandits were attacking from. The gun on top swiveled with menacing leisure. It knew it was going to kill something.

It fired. Another gigantic boom rocked the entire station. My mane fluttered from the sheer force of the monster’s roar.

“They’re going to collapse the tunnel at this rate!” Sunny complained.

“That’s a Hoofsa tank,” Tracer explained, peeking over the edge of the island we sheltered behind. “They don’t care… they have the resources to rebuild. Okay, okay. Only one tunnel left, that’s the auxiliary one on the left. See that? I’ll cover you… go for it on my signal!”

He raised his assault rifle over the ledge and fired towards the bandits. Sweet Celestia, but my ears hurt.

“Now!”

We ran. We didn’t look back. My legs were springs, coiling and bursting over and over. I felt like a thumper, hopping over wreckage and a couple dead bodies, towards the darkness and safety of the Metro. I imagined myself as a little scurrying drake, no need to be shot at. Just a little creature hurrying to the shadows, moving between the legs of giants, scampering between the paths of ricocheting bullets.

Jump, run, scurry, leap, don’t stop, don’t even think about stopping.

At last I gained the portal, and into that small tunnel we fled. Like the monsters that had claimed our world, I felt safer now in the shadows. Yet still I didn’t stop moving, and neither did Sunny Side. Running was all that mattered, getting away from this pitstop of a station, and all the blood on their hooves.

Behind us was a scene of dominion and devastation. Hoofsa was on the rise, ready to claim its new subjects. The plantations would gladly end their independence for the sake of survival, and soon Bucklyn would also be forced to bend to their will, by bit or bridle. The bandits had made a bold decision, but they’d soon all be massacred underneath the hammer of Hoofsa. In the end, all that would really change was that a lot of ponies were going to die very soon because there wasn’t room in paradise for them all, and I couldn’t do a damn thing about it. My home was still in danger, and all these ponies could think about was killing one another for the sake of one more station under their banner.

What was wrong with us? Why were so perverted in nature that we were reduced to this? Why was our magic now so tainted and deadly? Was I ever going to find out?

Did I really want to?

I knew this: I was moving south at last. I wasn’t being shot at. A Ranger traveled alongside me. My friend was still alive. I had a goal, and a path to it. Ponies were dying all around me, but as long as I had those things, I could ignore it all with a clear conscience.

The thought brought tears to my eyes.

> Chapter 11
> --------------------------------------------------------------------------

My Little Metro: Chapter 11

“He noted with satisfaction the black line of dots on the green of the camouflage.”

The run from Compass was not something I recalled with clarity. I clearly remembered skidding to a halt far down that dark, dank tunnel we retreated into, but before that I recalled blurry, half-formed images of Sunny Side panting next to me, with Tracer plowing on ahead. I remembered a blurring network of pipes that we followed like a river downstream, and the sharp smell of mildew mixed with the tang of my own sweat. The fear of being chased and hunted triggered some deep, instinctive reaction, and like a panicking herd of the old days we charged, blind and deaf to anything but the path ahead of us. We ran like a demon chased us until we stopped abruptly, like a spell was broken and we found ourselves again.

Where we stopped was a completely unremarkable stretch of tunnel. Sunny Side and me dropped on our haunches and breathed, our mouths gaping like fish as we greedily gulped the cold, bitter air. I could taste the faint, nausea inducing taint of poison, but I didn’t care. My lungs clawed at my throat to get at the stale air, and I felt myself shaking. Not from exhaustion, but the exhilarating fear of the battle behind us. The gunshots had long since faded into the distance, but I still felt the lingering excitement, the need to stand up and run and do things. Was I supposed to be this excited? I felt ashamed of myself as I came down from the high, slowly drooping down until I rested on my stomach. Sunny Side was in similar straits, still gasping and staring straight ahead. I could only wonder what he was feeling. We’d never been involved in such a huge battle with other ponies before, and the Hoofsa tank was the first time I’d seen such a monstrous armored vehicle. No wonder they claimed to be the best bandit hunters in the Metro.

I remembered the tense chase and subsequent fall that had begun this journey, and how terrifying that had been. But now, for whatever reason, it seemed less a life-threatening experience and more a simple event, an obstacle I’d had to traverse. I was more tired than afraid, more battle-fatigued than emotionally exhausted.

On a whim I pulled out the Guide and looked it over, trying to make heads or tails of the esoteric symbols and Old Equestrian writing. Nopony had mentioned a rail cart that would take us where we needed to go that should be somewhere along here. I felt Tracer’s eyes on me as I went over the strange document, marking the location of the rail cart. Once again, before my very eyes the language became clearer and clearer with each viewing, like it wasn’t a puzzle but an optical illusion my eyes needed to acclimate to…

“I didn’t think it was true,” Tracer murmured. “But I suppose the Metro has shown me stranger things before.”

“What do you mean?” I asked. I immediately felt guilty under the weight of Tracer’s stare, certain that I’d just done something wrong. Or perhaps his eyes were just that accusatory in general. I felt he’d done a great deal of judging, given his past with the farmers and the other degenerates of the Metro.

“I mean you’re doing something normal ponies shouldn’t be able to do,” he said outright. “But I don’t know what it means. A Guide can only be read by the ones it’s supposed to be read by, or those who have the key. Powerful enchantments guard them. And here you are just breezing through it.”

My stomach flipped over. I got the feeling now that I’d done something very, very wrong, and I crammed the Guide back into my saddlebag, feeling chagrined.

“What about it?” I asked. “It’s not harming us. Anyway, we’re not far. Since we’ve run so much I’d say the rail cart is right around the corner.”

“You’re treading a very dangerous path, Lockbox,” he said. I felt like he was trying to look inside of me, like how Hunter often looked at ponies except with much more hostility. I stood up and walked south, determined to move on.

“I already knew that,” I shot back. Sunny Side let out a gasping, weary sigh, but stood to follow me as well. I felt sorry for him, knowing he had nowhere else to go. Our friendship had dragged him into this, and he was good and trapped just like me. I could only take solace in that we were in this together. Facing this journey alone would’ve broken me.

“There are other dangers in the Metro besides what you’ve faced, Lockbox,” Tracer said, glowering as he took up the rear. “Do you think you are the only one who has been shot at, or killed other ponies? Do you think the monsters you’ve seen are the extent of what the Metro can throw at you?”

“Why does everypony I meet insist on reminding me of how impossible my mission is?” I snapped without meaning to. I rounded on Tracer, angry at the world. “I have enough weighing on my mind and I would appreciate it if just one of you cut me the slightest bit of slack! There is nothing I am not willing to face, and nothing I am unwilling to do if it means saving my home from destruction! In less than two weeks I’ve been shot at more times than I’d care to count, had my life threatened on several occasions, and murdered ponies in cold blood! I don’t give a damn what you’ve seen, or what Sidewinder’s seen, or whatever the hell kind of lesson Nopony is trying to teach me! Shall I sit down and share all my miseries with you? I am too tired and too selfish to think of anything right now except putting one hoof in front of the other! So if you please?”

Tracer remained infuriatingly silent through my rant, which only when it echoed back to me from the depths of the tunnel did I realize how loud I’d been. My cheeks burned with shame and I slapped a hoof to my mouth.

We waited. My ears strained to hear the call of some horrible monster on the hunt, drawn by my shouting. I’d let my emotions get the better of me and now I’d doomed us all…

The Metro remained silent as death. The shadows were still and the pipes did not ring with the cries of the dead. It appeared safe.

We all breathed a sigh of relief.

“My… apologies,” Tracer said quietly. “I am a Ranger. My worries are my own. I had no right to project them onto you. You two have shown extraordinary bravery coming this far. I shouldn’t be so doubtful.”

“At least you’re brave enough to admit it,” I grumbled without remorse. Sunny Side punched my shoulder and stepped between us, allowing Tracer to finally return his battle saddle. He shrugged his shoulders and let its weight fall onto its familiar place on his back. He seemed comforted that he had it back, and I thought he did look more capable when he wore it.

“I heard one of you say we’re close to the exit?” he asked.

“Should be,” I mumbled, and got up to walk again. “It said so on the Guide.”

“Once we get past the Ring, our route will take us near Fort Guarsky,” Tracer said with a grim sigh. “I pray that the Yellow Line tunnels are still open and we can bypass it. Going in there will be akin to deliberately stepping on a howler’s tail. It’s controlled entirely by bandits. The Fort itself is a big sewage treatment plant built mostly underground… two other stations along Blue Line there are owned by the bandits too. Of course, it’s not all bad. They call it a fort, but different crime factions squabble constantly with each other inside it. Nopony really owns it, but they keep their borders secure enough nopony bothers them.”

“And then further south is the Republic?” I asked.

“Yes. The poor suckers caught between Guarsky and the Republic are unenviable… one side is anarchists and criminals, the other is a loony dictatorship. Don’t let the name fool you. The Republic is ruled by a single president who’s been in office for fifteen years and keeps winning every election by a landslide. Her name’s Lucky Clover, and she explains her endless success by describing her special talent as ‘luck.’ Puh, she’s quite the arrogant bitch, but she can juggle the hatreds and needs of ponies beneath her well enough. That’s all you really need to do, you know… identify what a pony’s scared of and assure them you’ll take care of it. That’s how Hoofsa has been able to get smaller stations to flock to their banner. How they got the farmers to be so scared of us Rangers ruining their well-laid plans. There is an old saying: you can take everything from a pony except what he owns.”

“What sense does that make?” Sunny Side asked.

“It means as long as certain boundaries aren’t crossed, a pony is willing to do anything. All you need to do is keep pushing the lines further back, further back… soon they’re putty in your hooves, but as long as what they think is ‘theirs’ hasn’t been touched, they still believe they’re in control. Just keep making them believe it’s worth it, or they’re better off with you… ” Tracer went quiet for a while, mumbling to himself. “Poor, misbegotten bastards,” was all I could make out, and then Sunny Side broke the awkward silence again.

“So there are no other friendly stations to go to?” he asked. “I mean, I’ve heard about the Confederation and Five Towns…”

“Those are still friendly enough,” Tracer admitted, picking up where he’d left off as though he’d never stopped talking. “But they are too far off our path, and plague has strangled travel through the stations between them. No, our route is dangerous, but better. Between the Republic and Guarsky is a mess of independent stations and mutant-ridden plague holes. We might have to head up to the surface every once in a while, but that’s the best way to go undetected. Hopefully we can cross over to the Orange Line and go a little further west, closer to Ponyopolis. I just hope the Monarchy’s tendrils don’t reach too far north and we get cut off.”

The darkness of the Metro was becoming more and more familiar to me. I stood apart from my comrades, who rested at a very small fire that Tracer had put together, looking down the tunnel we traveled. It was old, and ill-kept; mutants or worse were likely to be here. Dirt and cobwebs were here aplenty, and the ceiling was held up by worryingly rotted beams of timber. Rusted pipes ran along the ceiling and sides of the tunnel, an ever-present pathway to nowhere. We’d been running from the three-way battle at Compass for over an hour, and it soon became obvious that our route wasn’t going to take us directly to Otzark Bulvard; if Hoofsa was already beginning its advance on Bucklyn, Otzark would be nowhere near safe. We’d have to take another detour. I didn’t mind, though, if it meant staying away from the destruction that was coming along the Ring.

One thing nagged at my mind, however... Bucklyn would have to stand alone, without any warning from me. They had no idea that their once closest friends had abandoned them for the sake of safety and security. When Hoofsa finally came, they’d be completely unable to stand their pressure combined with the bandits and a potential embargo of food from the plantations. I’d failed in my task to help them prepare. The thought gnawed and gnashed on my mind, playing itself over and over before me. I had given my word to a station that, while very unfriendly, had at least had the decency to give me a purpose and friendly ponies when they sent me off. Ponies who’d died for my mission. I’d told them that I’d do what I could to help, and here I was running away from them and my responsibilities.

Frankly, it made me feel quite worthless. I hadn’t quite been hit by the reality of what I was doing and what it was going to cost me until those few, reflective minutes in the tunnel, the weight of it threatening to buckle my legs. I was a wretched thing, wasn’t I? Desperate for something to distract me from my troubles, I turned to the Ranger. Remembering Ray Drop made me remember the mistake that had cost her life.

“Tracer. What was the package you were supposed to deliver to Outpost 6?”

The question came unbidden. I knew it had to be asked once I thought of it. It took the Ranger by surprise, and he stopped, turning to face me.

“Where did you learn about that?”

“Hunter’s talisman led me to a Ranger outpost on the surface,” I explained. “It said you were supposed to deliver some kind of package to Outpost 6.”

Tracer stared at me for a long, tense moment.

“It doesn’t matter,” he said. “It won’t help us now.”

He turned away, leaving me again with more questions than answers. I decided to let the matter drop for now, and soon we found ourselves at a tunnel junction wherein Nopony had promised a railcart would be waiting. At last, we would be able to penetrate the Ring and find our way into the central Metro.

“Here we go,” Sunny Side said, shining his light on a railcart that sat purposeless on the tracks. “Hmm. Looks to be in good shape,” he murmured as he hopped onto it and lit a lantern hanging above it. “And plush leather seating too!”

He grinned and pointed at a ratty, moldy chair that the driver sat in. Tracer dropped down onto it, motioning for the rest of us to take our seats as he magically started the engine and settled in for the ride. The tunnel was dark and large, and the tiny put-put noise of the engine as it struggled to turn the engines died before it even reached the walls. I looked forward as the cart began to roll, struggling not to fall asleep. I didn’t want to see any more horrible visions. I didn’t want more thoughts and doubts piling up on me. I didn’t want to see Sweet Dreams in my nightmares, leering as she gobbled my insides and taunted my continual failure to be a good pony. Most of all, I didn’t want to see her. I blinked, and saw her anyway, hiding behind my eyelids, waiting, pleading silently with a question I couldn’t hear and didn’t know how to answer.

What did she want from me, that strange yellow pony? What was she trying to tell me? I wondered if there was even an answer to those questions. The Metro was good at tantalizing, giving me clues and questions, leading me down these dark roads and never giving an answer. After all, was the Metro not all one self-contained system, a looping maze of tunnels that led on forever and never actually got to a destination? There were so many things left unsaid, left without an answer. I still hadn’t found a trace of Sixpence or evidence of why he’d tried to kill me, nor did I think I ever would at this point. The Guild of Magic would probably see me as an enemy if I ever met them again. I had no idea what Hunter was supposed to even have been doing up above, why he disappeared, or why Tracer had a mysterious package from Hunter he either had or had not delivered. I didn’t know what the Dark Ones were or how to stop them.

I knew nothing. I only wanted to know my home would be safe. The tunnel continued interminably, without ending it seemed. Time dragged on and my tired body felt the sincere need for more sleep. That little nap provided by Tracer back in the plantations had barely been enough to keep me going. But I struggled to stay awake regardless, fighting my nightmares, and so the tunnel stretched on, and on, and on...

A flash of wings. A sad sigh. I raced down the long tunnel, racing to catch... something. I didn’t even know. I saw the long darkness of the tunnel stretching before me, following it without hesitation. Something was far ahead of me, a blur of pink and yellow, and I felt a desperate need to chase it. Soon, the sound of gently fluttering wings was the only clue it was still ahead of me. I didn’t feel the impact of my hooves on the rails. Instead I floated along, never hovering more than three feet off the ground. The tunnel curved and swerved wildly, taking completely random and senseless directions. I followed its winding pathway to a tee, never slowing down, but never seeming to move forward either. I didn’t know if I was making progress, or even if I needed to anymore, since I couldn’t see what I was pursuing.

And then a voice came to me.

Find peace. Find life. Stop running. Conclude your journey.

And so I stopped. The sound of wings faded, and I thought I heard somepony mournfully cry my name. But behind me came something new. Something different and monstrous. I wanted to run away again, to keep charging headlong down the tunnel, but I found myself rooted to the spot. The tunnel began to glow red around me, and I heard the sound of squealing machinery, creaking hinges... some kind of doorway was opening far behind me. I felt my head begin to ache, becoming light and fuzzy. Something was inside me... something... This was wrong... I wanted to see that flash of pink hair again, the buttery yellow beckoning so far, yet so close... was I really supposed to have stopped?

I felt a tap on the shoulder, and turned around. Sweet Dreams leered at me, bloody eye sockets dribbling. She grinned, and blood seeped out between her lips

“Caught you,” she whispered, and pushed her mouth over mine, clutching me in a horrifying kiss. I felt her teeth sink into my lips, and tear.

/-/-/-/

“Lockbox, wake up! Wake up NOW!”

I jolted upright and found myself shoved down again by Sunny Side, who threw his body over me. Bullets zipped overhead, ripping apart the lantern and the body of the cart, which had come to a halt.

“What now?” I asked. Sunny grabbed me after the volley was done and hauled me off the cart.

“Bandits or something! I don’t know who!”

“Over here!” Tracer shouted from behind a makeshift barricade of fallen rock and wood. We’d made our stop at a junction, where our line came to an end and another one stretched parallel to ours. Bandits were flooding up from behind us and in front. To our right, going south, was the Yellow Line Tracer had mentioned before. To our front was a blocked off tunnel, and a doorway. Bandits were all around us.

“Oh Luna... shit!” Sunny Side gasped as he dodged and weaved towards Tracer, with me close behind. Still waking up, it took me a few moments to realize we were once again in mortal danger, not because of monsters, but ponies who acted like monsters. This was getting tiresome. But the force of adrenaline and that familiar, boiling indignation helped push away the fear as I slid around next to Tracer, who’s levitated guns roared in two directions at once, barking and snapping at the intruders.

“The tunnels are too open. Make for that doorway!” he shouted, nodding back at the door behind us. No idea where it went. No idea if it’d save us. But it was our only option.

Bullets cracked against the ground, throwing chips of shrapnel against my helmet and flak jacket. I didn’t even feel the impact of the door as I slammed into it with my shoulder, shoving it open.

“Just what I needed. More tight spaces!” Sunny Side said with a nervous laugh. Tracer soon took up the rear, closing the door and ducking below the line of bullet holes that tore into the metal just above his head.

Then they started coming from the other direction too. We pressed ourselves against the walls, behind a few crates. Hiding behind wooden boxes in a firefight was about as useful as trying to put out a fire by shouting at it, but instinct drove us down anyway, huddling into the corners. At the far end of the hall was a small room occupied by bandits. Celestia damn it, couldn’t I get some rest? I couldn’t remember the last time I had restful sleep that wasn’t full of nightmares, or a moment of my life that wasn’t full of danger. I felt the anger rising. The frustration. I huddled against my little box, feeling more exasperated than anything else. After the mad dash from Compass, this seemed so... rote. So ordinary. Such violence becoming so everyday.

Everything went dark. I felt a rush of air as Tracer charged forward, bellowing. His horn shimmered in the darkness he created.

“Go go go!” he shouted to us as he dashed by, guns thundering. I heard screaming as bullets struck home. I stood up, bracing myself, finding the bullets to be no trouble. These... these bastards. They refused to stop making life miserable for other ponies. All of them. Hoofsa, Bucklyn, these bandits... they were all the same. They were all in my way. I was trying to save my home, to do something worthwhile and all they could think about was their greed!

Damn them. Damn all of them. I didn’t feel like a hero. I didn’t want to be a hero. I wanted all of these ponies dead, and out of my way.

Sunny Side took up the rear as I charged into the melee with Tracer, who had already killed two of the three bandits with his brutal, result-oriented attacks. The last one crouched behind a stockade, desperately trying to reload. I saw his face in the grim twilight cast by Tracer’s horn, the fear and anger etched into his face as he slammed a magazine home.

No thought of who he was. What he wanted out of life. He was hostile. He had to die.

I leaped over the barricade and slammed my hoof into his face, taking him by surprise. He fell, and I pushed my Mule up against his neck and fired. The spray of blood, dull and grey, from the gory wound made me feel a tiny sense of satisfaction. So you thought you could get in my way? All these ponies who want me dead think they can stop me? To hell with you.

“Behind, Lockbox!” Sunny shouted as he rounded the corner ahead of the crowd of bandits from the tunnels, who’d apparently thought their friends at this barricade would take care of us. They stumbled into the darkness and were met by my gunfire.

I didn’t even wait, I just pulled the trigger and held it down. The gun snapped and hissed far too early, halfway through my magazine; a quick look told me I’d jammed. Two bandits were dead, the rest fell back, staggering backwards through the doorway as Sunny Side’s rifles roared after them. I folded my ears back as I yanked on the release, trying to eject the jammed bullet. Damn it, did guns have to be so loud in close quarters?

“Stupid... fucking... damn it!” I tore the Mule off my war rein and slammed my pistol in place, but I didn’t get a chance to keep firing as Tracer snatched me by the collar.

“If we stop moving we’re dead! Go go go!” he shouted in my ear as he threw me into the next hall. I tripped and fell into the wall, my helmet scraping as I righted myself, helped along by another shove from Tracer. Who was next?

Many, many ponies.

We came out in a large area that had been converted into something like a fortress. I saw a blurred menagerie of makeshift guard towers and cobbled together gun emplacements, looking up and down the service tunnels that entered the large room. Tents and sheet metal shelters covered a long series of islands and barely held together catwalks. This appeared to be some kind of train depot or service station. Also, it was still occupied by the aforementioned many ponies.

All of whom leaped for their guns as we burst through the doorway.

“Run!” Tracer shouted, and we dodged to the side as bullets ripped into the air behind us, tearing up the doorway. We didn’t have anywhere to run but behind a rusted out train car, keeping our heads low as at least a dozen guns chewed away at our cover. I chanced a look over my shoulder and saw a few of the ponies behind us charge the doorway directly into the line of fire of those in the depot. They didn’t seem pained or fearful as they fell; in fact, I’d wondered how they didn’t notice they were rushing straight into a hail of bullets from their own comrades.

The fact that they had white masks over their faces was also very confusing. But never mind that. Ponies to kill. Things to do. Anger still in my heart.

I stood up while those in the encampment were distracted and fired two quick shots through a window on the train, cracking a pony’s skull open with my pistol and sending another ducking for cover. Tracer yanked me back down as the return fire tore apart the train’s walls. Killing didn’t feel guilt-inducing anymore. In fact, it felt rather therapeutic. I embraced the adrenaline, the rush and need to survive, and let it take me where it would. I saw a group of ponies moving to flank us, and one of them was a unicorn. I doubted they had the power to take on Tracer, who was firing blindly over the quickly decaying walls of the train with his assault rifle, but I knew they could become a serious problem. And in that moment I knew what I had to do. The gunfire pointed our way slackened, and I saw muzzle flashes coming from one of the service tunnels. Another group of ponies, apparently also hostile to the ones in the camp, was taking part in the battle, and offered the perfect distraction.

“Cover me!” I shouted, and armed with a jammed submachine gun, a half-full pistol, and a hoof knife, I charged.

I didn’t even really know what I was doing. I was lost in the anger and heat of the moment, the killing passion that overwhelmed my senses. I wanted everything that was shooting at me and my friends dead, so we could get some peace and quiet, using the battle as an excuse to rail against the unfairness of my own situation.

The other ponies had been busy trying to set up a fixed machine gun to help in the defense against the other attackers. The unicorn, busily levitating the gun onto the tripod, was shot dead by a hit between the eyes.

Thank you, Sunny Side.

Two remained: a pegasus and an earth pony, both fixing the gun in place. The pegasus took aim for me, but I shot first with three quick pulls of the trigger. The smoke from my gun and the jostling of my own sprinting body prevented me from seeing exactly what I’d hit, but hit him I did as he fell next to his companion, who was desperately feeding ammo into the gun, apparently too panicked to think about using his own Mule.

All I could think about was running, powering through the blizzard of bullets streaming my way, focused entirely on this one pony who I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt was going to kill me, and so I had to kill him. If it’s hostile...

I vaulted over the small barricade of crates just as he turned the gun barrel towards me. Instead of repeating earlier success and laying him out flat with a punch, he managed to duck in time. I stumbled and tripped over the massive machine gun, falling clumsily on the earth pony and driving my knife into his gut. He screamed in my ear. I barely even heard it as we rolled on the ground, him mostly just trying to get away. Our guns scraped on the concrete, strangely loud in my ears. We collapsed onto our sides; Nopony’s bag of food and other tools pressed painfully into my ribs. I saw the other pony turn towards me, mouth gripping the trigger of his Mule.

We pulled at the same time. He missed. I didn’t.

I saw more than heard the result; the report from both our guns firing so close to my head was deafening. I felt the heat of the muzzle blast, the brush of air as the bullet went flying past my ear. But that was nothing compared to what I did to him. My final bullet pierced his nose, smashing all the way through his skull and out the back of his neck. His head snapped back with a horrible, convulsing twitch he went limp and quiet, all the tension simply dropping out of his body. His eye twitched the wrong way, staring up at the ceiling while the other was pointed straight at me. I was staring right in the face of a pony I’d just killed, saw in gruesome detail the result of my work. My ears rang loudly, and for a few seconds the outside world faded away until there was just the high pitched ringing and the dead pony right in front of me.

I didn’t feel anything except strangely empty. And for the barest of moments, that nameless pony’s face was Sweet Dreams, open mouth grinning, sightless eyes staring with grim approval. At that moment an explosion stole my attention. I rolled over to look at the encampment to see it becoming engulfed with flames. Though it had been made with defending against ponies in mind, whoever planned it hadn’t been very careful when it came to fire management. Tents and clothing caught fire easily, and the tightly constricted clumps of flammable shelters meant the entire depot would soon be filled with smoke.

I saw ponies rushing back and forth in the glow of the quickly spreading fires, and for a moment I wondered if they were more bandits. But these were different. They wore white masks like the ones at the door, completely obscuring their faces, and they showed no fear or care of the fire raging all around them. Surely in the middle of that growing inferno of heat and smoke they’d feel some discomfort? But they didn’t appear to. They charged through the depot, threading their way through the trains still on the tracks, lobbing grenades to shield their advance as they overran the bandits with machine-like determination. Their movements were much like Tracer’s, precise and methodical, fighting with proficiency that only came with years of experience. There were unicorns among them, powerful ones who radiated shields of bright purple light and tossed debris overhead in a confusing maelstrom. Bandits who tried to shoot them found their guns suddenly exploding in their faces, instantly disassembling, or magically misfiring. Their cover was lifted away by strong telekinesis, leaving them easy prey.

The lowly bandits put up a stiff resistance, but didn’t stand a chance in the end, and they were soon pushed completely out of the depot, the ragged survivors running for their lives. And then I realized: we’d dropped out of one war and straight into another. The Metro didn’t stop killing itself just because I’d run away down a different tunnel.

I was suddenly enveloped in bright yellow wings, and for a moment I thought the pink-haired pony of my dreams had come to visit me in real life. But it was Sunny Side instead, screaming at me. His voice echoed like a bell. I felt dizzy. My head had some kind of high-pitched whine invading it, confusing me, making me feel dull and listless. Something felt... different. I couldn’t tell what it was; the anger I’d felt before... something about the light of the fires... the completely calm way the masked ponies pressed their attack...

“Lockbox! Get up! Get up!”

Sunny yanked me to my hooves. Tracer was beside us, firing indiscriminately into the crowd of ponies running amidst the flames, and then we were running again, down the service tunnel, already out of breath and harried by our experiences.

But it wasn’t until we’d actually gained the tunnel entrance, and started rushing south again, that I realized no return fire followed us. I chanced a look over my shoulder, and what I saw chilled me to the bone. The masked ponies weren’t pursuing us... in fact, they stood in absolute quiet, as if the battle they’d just won meant nothing. Some of them watched us run, through the small circles cut into their otherwise featureless white faces, as though we were but a curiosity or something they might scrape off their hooves. The others, in complete and perfect unison, looked up at the ceiling, searching, or praising something beyond my senses.

Other than the crackle of the fires they didn’t heed in the slightest, everything about them was perfectly still, and silent. They didn’t chase us, didn’t shoot at us. Only stared in that haunting calm way, until we rounded a turn and they were gone.

/-/-/-/

“Okay. Now what the hell was that?”

Tracer turned to Sunny Side and shook his head. “That... that was something I didn’t think I’d ever see this far north.”

“Those masked ponies weren’t supposed to be there, were they?” I asked, my voice quiet and hushed. I was still feeling out of sorts. I didn’t feel quite as angry as before. Just... cold. Cold and dreadful. I was curious about the masked ponies, but I didn’t need to know. Something inside me said I already knew what was so strange about them... or I didn’t want to find out. That brief brush with them made my head itch and ache. I tried to pass it off as post-battle jitters... but I felt almost like I did when I’d run from the anomaly. Something about those masked ponies was wrong. Horribly, awfully wrong.

“No. No they were not,” Tracer said, looking almost regretful. Even despairing.

“Who were they?” Sunny Side demanded. I wondered at his anger now. He was Sunny Side, always willing to crack a joke or smile. Why was he so angry? Had the masked ponies affected him too?

“Servants of the Wyrm,” Tracer answered in a low, quiet voice. The words somehow echoed in the tunnels, reverberating with some unseen power. Tracer chuckled grimly as he watched me and Sunny Side recoil.

“You feel it, don’t you? The dread. The fear of their name and who they are even though you’ve never heard about them. We believe it to be some kind of magical influence those ponies wield. Ancient magic that gives words and language itself real power... something we have yet to unlock. The ponies that first attacked us in the tunnel were also servants of the Wyrm, and they followed us right into that depot with the bandits. We were fighting a three way battle the whole time. But you are right, Lockbox. They shouldn’t be here. Especially not in the open like that.”

We began to walk south in silence, listening to Tracer explain.

“They are cultists. Ponies who’ve given up believing in Celestia and Luna, even themselves. The Cult of the Great Wyrm, they call it. It all started about... oh, ten years ago, we think. That’s when the reports started surfacing to the Ranger Order in numbers and consistency too great to ignore. But they are so many and so powerful, it’s possible they go back even further than that... some superstitious fools think they were always down here. They know the tunnels well enough. But nopony really knows who they are. They show up every now and then, do something strange and violent and mysterious... then leave again, without a trace. We’ve tangled with them before. They’re hostile to anypony who isn’t them, and slaughter mutants and Diamond Dogs as well if they find them. We know nothing about them, and they never speak to us except through their guns.”

“Why the masks? All they had to see and breathe were those little holes,” Sunny Side asked, shivering as he pulled his wings tight against his body. I felt almost as frightened, remembering the anomaly, the weird tentacled creature before we met Sidewinder, the horrible mutants we saw on the surface...  all of them defying natural laws and rational thought. What other mysteries did the Metro have to throw at us?

“Why not?” Tracer answered. “They’re a cult. Perhaps they do it to frighten other ponies. The few we managed to take alive never answered us. I remember a time several years ago, when I’d only been in the Order a few years and the Cult was just starting to gain prominence. After a hairy fight we managed to capture one of the bastards alive. He was a fairly normal looking pony at first glance. A little pale and skinny maybe. But something was off about him. Like he wasn’t all there. His eyes were... were almost hollow. He said nothing. Spoke not a word. Did as we asked and removed his clothing and weapons.”

He gave a sudden, angry snort. “The freak had burned off his own cutie mark. Both flanks. Nothing but seared flesh. We asked why and he just stared at us, like we were the stupid ones. As if we should’ve known why already. Puh! Then he just sat down and looked at the wall. We goaded him, yelled at him, even eventually cut him with a knife. Not a sound. Not a twitch. We left him in a small room and set a guard on the door.  and a few others decided to resume the interrogation a couple hours later. The guard didn’t report any problems, just some noise of him moving around. But when we got inside...”

He trailed off, shaking his head as though disappointed about something. After a look from me, he continued.

“He’d smashed his own head against the wall. Cracked his skull right open, brains were all over the place... the guard swore up and down he’d heard nothing, no cries of pain. Whoever that pony was, he’d chosen death and didn’t even hesitate. That idiot. All the others were exactly the same. No explanations! It’s like they exist to be freaks.”

He fixed me with a stern look, and I saw the same anger as when we’d escaped the plantations. “Let that be a lesson to you, Lockbox, and you, Sunny. There’s a lot of monsters down here that look like ponies, talk like them, act like them. But they’re not ponies. And given what they’re capable of, we cannot take the chance that they’ll come back if we let them go. Remember the Codex, boys.

“If it’s hostile, you kill it.”

/-/-/-/

“Lockbox, I’m worried about you.”

We were sitting in front of a small fire, cooking our first real meal in quite some time while Tracer scouted ahead, making sure there were no more ugly surprises waiting for us. Nopony’s bag, which he’d left with me, was full of edible, if not delectable, foodstuffs. Apparently, the old world had even made their food to last; we were currently snacking on some kind of oatmeal that’d lasted since the Great War. All it needed was some of our brackish, ugly water to make it chewable. The little tin cans promised that it gave us all the required vitamins and minerals, but I still wondered how much value was even in this tasteless gunk. Still, it was better than an empty stomach.

“Worried?” I asked, setting down my now empty can after licking it clean, going to work on fixing my Mule. I’d expected it to break sooner or later, but I’d also expected it to be much worse than a simple jam. I began fiddling with the ejection mechanism, sticking a small pin between my teeth to try and pry the trapped bullet loose.

“You fought like a madpony against those bandits. When you didn’t really need to.”

“I wanted them out of the way.”

“Well... yes. Yes, we all wanted them out of the way. But the way you charged a gun
emplacement? Lockbox, you almost gave me a heart attack! Do you know how lucky you are that shot nailed the unicorn?”

I shrugged, still not really seeing the problem. Sunny Side let out an exasperated groan and flopped onto his side, wings sagging.

“Lockbox, you’re not acting like the pony I remember from Exiperia.”

I wasn’t quite sure how to answer that. Was it a problem I’d tried to eliminate bandits who wanted to kill us? Clack, clack, went the latch of my gun, struggling to eject the bullet within. Would the damn thing never come free? “Maybe I never was that pony,” I said. “Maybe I’m just finally ready to do what I need to, instead of sitting on my couch and dreaming all day.”

“I haven’t seen you collect anything in a while.”

“There’s not much out here worth keeping. Everything’s either being used, or it’s such junk I couldn’t lug it around all the way to Ponyopolis.”

“Yes, I know...”

“What’s your point, Sunny Side?”

“You, Lockbox!” Sunny Side sat up and stared at me with sudden fervor. “I thought I knew you before, but these last few weeks have been blowing things out of the water! Sure you received basic training, we all did. But don’t you see what’s going on? What’s happening to you? You’re doing things nopony like you should be able to do!”

He shook his head, and I found myself annoyed by the sadness in that small motion. I worked the ejector with renewed ferocity while Sunny Side spoke. “You’re... you’re changing, Lockbox. You may not feel like it, but you are. We’ve both done things we never thought we would before... but you just don’t seem affected by it. It’s like it’s coming so naturally to you!”

“If it’s any consolation,” I said, not concealing my snarky tone, “I almost shit my pants when we were riding that war wagon.”

The jam finally came loose with a snap, and the useless bullet fell to the ground with a small plink. I put it in my saddlebag anyway, out of compulsion.

“That’s not what I mean,” Sunny sighed, and I rolled my eyes. “Lockbox, this whole journey is just... strange. We’ve all gone through tough shit. That’s the way of the Metro. But why is this all happening to us? How did we get through the surface when everypony else died? Why did you manage to wake up quicker than the rest of us after that anomaly? Why did Hunter choose you to go to Ponyopolis and not anypony else?”

I shifted uncomfortably. These were questions I plagued myself with often enough. I didn’t want to have Sunny Side reminding me too. Just remember the cold, hard anger like what Tracer carried. That righteous indignation. If it’s hostile, you kill it. No need to dwell, or remember. It wouldn’t help anypony.

“... Do you really think I have an answer?”

My voice was small and fragile, barely reaching over the fire. Sunny Side’s ears twitched.

“No, I... I suppose not.”

The silence stretched on. I looked away, feeling sheepish and indignant, like a colt caught teasing his little sister. What right did Sunny Side have to bring this up now? He was acting like it was all my problem! He’d killed ponies too. It wasn’t like I had to be the one to hold all the guilty conscience and worry here.

“I’m just... concerned, Lockbox, that you-”

“Sunny Side, we’re friends,” I snapped, “but I don’t understand what you’re trying to say.”

“You keep things bottled up, Lockbox, don’t think I don’t notice. You’re thinking about all this as much as I am-”

“And what of it?”

“I’m just trying to say-”

“If it’s about Ray Drop I don’t want to hear it!”

“I didn’t mention Ray Drop.”

“Or the anomaly! I’m trying to not think about it, don’t you see? If I stop to think... if I try to dwell on all the things I have filed away up here, I’ll go crazy. I’m already going crazy! So many ponies out here... Tracer was right. They’re monsters. They deserve to die! It’s the only way I can deal with it.”

“Lockbox, I just don’t see why you can’t talk about-”

“Because I killed her!”

The shout echoed horribly. Reverberated in my ears.The Metro tunnels seemed to amplify my cry, cutting my voice into a chorus of accusing ghosts, chanting what I’d done in my ears. All of it seemed to come back in that one crushing moment, the stress I’d so far managed to keep chained under lock and key boiled and hissed, leaking out in a slow, burning stream. I’d known of it for a while. But now I was so much more aware of it. Shaking, I buried my face in my hooves.

Sunny Side was quiet. So was I. The fire crackled, a hollow, empty noise. I kept my face hidden as I took deep, shuddering breaths.

“... Did... what...?”

“She was dying. I tried to save her. I really did. But I couldn’t leave her like that. Not for them. She was already gone. I thought everything was gone. It’s my fault. For bringing us out here. I shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have thought I was so ready for this. Nopony really is.”

The fire popped and hissed. Sunny Side’s gaze felt hotter than the flames. I heard him stand, then come over to sit next to me. He dropped down like a load of bricks, sounding as tired as I felt. One of his wings settled over my back.

“... I’m sorry, Lockbox.”

“Me, too.”

I closed my eyes, and Sweet Dreams crooned into my ear.

Eat you alive.

/-/-/-/

The first inhabited station we came across on that lonely, dilapidated stretch of track was the small town of Trotsky Freehaven. It was named after some great Equestrian war leader, from the days when war was fought by ponies, for ponies, before the days of the Princesses, and now only his name survived. Though, the ponies here were not the warriors their station’s namesake was. They didn’t have the magi-tech to construct much more than simple alarm charms, which we tripped deliberately, and kept our lights bright so they’d know we were ponies. Trotsky wasn’t a station well known to me, except for the fact that it was labeled on my Guide.

Tracer thought they’d be, at the least, non-hostile. And they were, for the most part, meaning they didn’t shoot us on sight.

“Hey! Hey! Who are you? Speak up, I’m talking to you!”

The voice that hailed us was gruff and scratchy, from an older pony’s throat. To my surprise, he was a pegasus; usually they didn’t last as long as this grouchy old specimen. He was thin and his coat patchy, mane and tail rather ratty and unkempt. The others with him weren’t much more impressive; all of them looked shy and anxious, casting nervous glances everywhere. Tracer continued walking, and so me and Sunny Side followed. I’d thought I’d been a badass when I forced my way into Ponyevskaya, but Tracer didn’t even need to say anything for the guards to pause and rethink who they were shouting at.

Tracer fearlessly pulled out his Ranger insignia and showed it to the guards. He didn’t need to say anything.

“A... a Ranger? I... What’s your business here?”

“My own. You’ve got cultists in the north, they wiped out the fort at the old depot. Now let us through. We’re just passing by. No need to raise any alarms, right?”

The old pony looked at his guards, who stared back with fear and respect in their eyes. They reminded me of myself whenever Hunter came by to visit. Somehow, seeing for myself the effect Rangers had on other ponies, I swelled a bit with pride that I knew one personally, and now had one guarding my life. Nopony who had half a brain willingly got in their way... those poor fools in the plantations had given up more than they imagined when they turned on the Rangers.

“No,” the old pegasus said, and bowed his his head slightly. Such supplications seemed inbred to us ponies. Even though we had no princesses to bow to, we still found reasons to. “No, no need. Go on in, and your friends too.”

But as Tracer stepped forward the old pegasus moved to intercept us, lowering his voice.

“Those bastards at Guarsky are going crazy, you’d better be careful. That depot was supposed to be a strongpoint for Auntie Buttercup. I don’t know about cultists or anything, but this whole stretch of the Metro is in deep shit. We’re not supposed to welcome Rangers, but if you can do anything, we’d sure as hell appreciate it!”

Tracer gave him a curt nod, and I knew then that it was possible we’d have to sacrifice another chance to help a station if it meant getting this message to Ponyopolis.

“If I can do something, I will,” Tracer replied, and we followed him into the sorry station beyond. The place was lit by very few lights, magical or otherwise, and there was just the constant red glare from the emergency lights set up in years past, maintained studiously by the unicorns. Sprite-lights were in abundance among what few lights there were. The ponies here looked harried, tense, as if they were waiting for something. I could usually see that any old day back in Exiperia, but these ponies were moving like they were on a schedule.

“It’s almost nine o’clock,” Tracer noted as we passed under a clock hung over the entrance. I looked up at it in wonder; I’d almost never seen a functioning clock, and they were something of a luxury. The best way to judge the passage of time was when the lights came on and when the lights were dimmed at “sleep time.” We had two back in Exiperia, and it suddenly struck me that I’d never seen a clock outside of Exiperia until just now. Trotsky was a dark and forbidding place, with low ceilings that had no decorative arches or pillars. They were living in the bare minimum of living space, crowded right up next to the halls along the tracks, in small shacks and huts. The side halls and rooms were, as always, occupied by the important members of the station, though I saw very few offices with lights on. A very few of the ponies outside were cooks and merchants who hawked old, dilapidated wares. These ponies weren’t doing well for themselves; I saw a great many of them dressed in little more than rags, and others shivered because they had few if any clothes at all. There were only a few unicorns, who seemed to be standing a constant guard at one end of the station, at walled off stairways that led to the upper levels. All of them were similarly pale and shy like the guards, and many of them had patches missing from their pelts and manes. They gave us wary, almost fearful glances as we passed by. The only ones who weren’t so skittish seemed to be travelers, resting here until the next leg of their journey. These ponies kept to themselves. I saw one big earth pony bearing the Stalliongrad patch on his jacket, though this Stalker was not the Sidewinder I knew. He flirtatiously chatted up a waif of a filly sorting through some of the junk he’d brought to sell. Other than that I saw very little actual business being carried on.

“What’s so important about nine o’clock?” Sunny Side asked, unable to bear not knowing.

“It’s when Trotsky Freehaven goes dark,” said Nopony.

He stood in the middle of our group. All three of us turned to face him. I was struck with the very real possibility that he’d been there the whole time, and his strange abilities had made it so we didn’t notice until now.

“... Yes,” Tracer said, doing his best not to whip out his gun. I’d seen his horn begin to glow when Nopony spoke. Was he alert enough that he could “notice” the strangeness surrounding our faceless companion as well? I looked around and saw that nopony else was surprised by his sudden appearance, just as he’d said they wouldn’t be...

“So... what’s ‘go dark’ mean?” Sunny Side pressed.

“You’ll see,” Nopony said, and Tracer didn’t add to that. My stomach felt queasy, and Sunny Side was uneasy, but we kept walking with them deeper into the station.

“Guarsky is a hive of activity,” Nopony said quietly. “It may be best for you to avoid it when you move on.”

“There’s only one passage out of here that doesn’t go through Guarsky, and I don’t want to take it,” Tracer answered. “Nopony gets through those tunnels and lives. It’s a deathtrap.”

But not for those ponies with a Guide,” Nopony pressed. “And we have one of those right here.”

“I don’t want to put my trust in-!” Tracer began, and then stopped to look back at me. I glared at him; he’d been about to say he didn’t trust a pony like me. A pony who could do those weird things that nopony else was able to do. Read a Guide without learning about it, fight anomalies without training or warning. Perfect. My own protector didn’t know whether to trust me, and I wasn’t sure if I could trust myself.

He seemed mollified by my expression, and he let out a small sigh.

“I’m sorry Lockbox. I didn’t mean to insinuate-”

“I know what you meant,” I said in a low voice. “Do you think I’m one of those freaks too, Tracer?”

“No,” the Ranger said quietly. “No, I don’t. I just don’t think that that tunnel is safe enough for us to take the risk of walking through, that’s all. It’d be better if we went to the surface. Trotsky here has plenty of access...”

“No!” Sunny Side said, loud enough to make me jump. “No, I... don’t think the surface is a good idea either... I’m not going back up there.”

Tracer took one look at my friend’s wings and nodded. Sunny hung his head in shame.

“Right. So we have the choice of dying one way or another,” I piped up. “That guard said they aren’t supposed to welcome Rangers.”

Tracer shook his head and led us towards the other end of the station, passing by ponies who spoke in low voices and ignored us. “I doubt Trotsky will do anything towards us. They live alongside the bandits. They don’t work for them. And the bandits know the Trotsky ponies are useful enough that harassing them is useless.”

“How so?” I asked.

“In about ten minutes, you’ll see,” Nopony said. “Come, we should find a place to stand with the others-”

I heard a rattle of gunfire, up a large flight of stairs that I realized led up to-

“The surface?” Sunny asked, gasping. Nopony else seemed worried or even noticed the sound of combat not far away. “This station is exposed to the surface?”

Tracer nodded. “The hermetic seals that should’ve closed up the passages above suffered a near direct hit during the War. Blew the whole station above wide open. There’s a lot of side tunnels around these stations, yet these ponies are pushed right up against the tracks in the lowest levels... The upper rooms are toxic due to radiation and the poison outside. So with that and their doors open to whatever the hell wanders in... they stand constant guard right here. An important existence, but a sad one too. Nopony bothers them, nopony bothers to help them.”

“That explains why so many ponies here are sickly,” I observed quietly, scuffing my hoof. These poor ponies were in a constant struggle for survival, even worse than my Exiperia... no doors, no seals, no nothing between them and the horrors above! They were all slowly being eaten alive by the poison that wafted in from above, and nopony could be bothered to help them close off the gap. The thought of being so vulnerable made me shiver. It was almost like the plantations, but worse... pressed constantly by mutants and the radiation that leaked into their home. It was then I noticed something I hadn’t before: there were almost no children here. Poor things couldn’t even find the resources to start families...

“Who lives here?” I wondered.

“Transients, castaways, ponies with nowhere else to go,” Tracer answered. “They find camaraderie here they can’t get elsewhere, and even if the rest of the Metro tries not to notice them, they do something vital. If it weren’t for these ponies, this whole station, this whole stretch of the Metro, would be overrun in days. One of the main tunnels leading in from the Ring would be cut off. Everypony knows it, but they don’t acknowledge it because, hell, who has the time to help out some poor bastards who can’t shut their own gates? The Guild of Magic and Hoofsa occasionally send shipments of supplies so the guard here is kept up, but the only lives on the line are Trotsky ponies. The advantage of this place is, we can just walk up and out to the surface from here, and avoid the deathtrap near Guarsky-”

“Please...” Sunny moaned, suddenly looking pale himself. “I’d rather face bandits than go up there again.”

“We won’t go up there again,” I decided firmly, supporting my friend with a hoof on his shoulder. “The surface is as much a deathtrap as Guarsky... we’ll try to sneak past them. I don’t even want to know what’s down this other tunnel you keep talking about...”

“Nopony does,” Nopony answered. “I’ve studied it for years. It’s what I call a dead-end tunnel. Every so often, ponies go in... and they never come out the other end.”

/-/-/-/

And so we decided to rest here for what it was worth, until we figured out what our next move would be. Tracer, being a Ranger, was all but obligated to stand a shift with the guards while the station “went dark.”

Sunny Side and I volunteered.

The process was like a well-oiled machine. At nine o’clock sharp, the lights were dimmed to avoid attracting attention from more mutants. Ponies that weren’t doing anything huddled even closer together, shops were closed, weak points were quickly boarded up by the unicorns, and guards came out of the woodwork. I heard the squealing of gates farther up the tunnels being hauled shut. Almost everypony armed themselves as the non-combatants gathered near the tracks... and Tracer led us up the main stairway, through the small gate in the barricade the Trotsky ponies had thrown up haphazardly at the top.

I could already taste the faint, acrid stench of tainted air as we wormed our way through the tunnels that once funneled ponies underground to the trains below. Many of them were almost completely blocked off by welded sheet metal and twisted rebar made into imposing spikes that pointed outward, and I saw a few guardponies manning these sorry posts. A miserable looking colt equipped only with a gasmask, a Mule submachine gun, and the clothes on his back looked up with eyes that were far too old for his age. He couldn’t have been more than eighteen. He coughed and retched painfully as we passed, his already thin voice a lifeless echo through the filters of his mask. Living in this station with this air meant he’d die an early death from disease. But what could we do? It wasn’t like there was a cure for all of this. I tried not to let the guilt get to me, the knowledge that my home station was paramount, yet here ponies fought and died every day simply by dint of where they lived... at least in Exiperia we could comfort ourselves that creatures had to attack us directly, and we were a little more secure behind our great gates and barricades.

“Gasmasks,” Tracer said, and we slipped ours on as we came to the most forbidding part of Trotsky Freehaven. We came into a large, rectangular space that might once have been a stairway or the like for escalators, but now was just the end point of a giant hole in the ground. Before us was a massive tangle of metal and rock and dirt illuminated by a dozen sprite-lights and two big spotlights, which flickered and buzzed with intermittent power. The debris, I saw, was the result of a huge cave-in that went up a long slope to a great big hole at the surface about eight meters up. The very top was shrouded in pitch blackness, and I felt a great shiver of fear as I looked at that gaping abyss above, from which anything and everything could pour in. I imagined a horrible tide of rats and Dark Ones, choking even this large tunnel as they swept into the Metro, nothing to stop them... except a large contingent of guardponies at the base of debris slope, with two gun emplacements in ramshackle fortifications. Guns, ammo, and sandbags were in abundance.

“Back at the beginning, the debris was enough to deter most monsters,” Tracer said quietly as he led us to the solemn, thin line of guards, the frighteningly permeable barrier between the station and death. “But eventually some dug through. Unicorns keep repairing the traps and the blockades, but the mutants are never restful. Eventually the blockades are dug through, the traps wear out or get used up. And when some get through-”

“Others always follow,” Sunny Side murmured.

“Ah, more meat for the grinder!” announced the stocky leader of the rag-tag group of ponies, a surprisingly well-fed looking earth pony. His vivid, bright orange mane and dark caramel pelt was a stark contrast to the other ponies around him. “Just in time for the show to start. We’re already taking bets on how big the bastards will be tonight.”

“This is awful,” Sunny Side murmured, looking up at the gaping wound in the Metro, a place where the infections could seep in. Monsters and radiation alike... “Why can’t you just blow the whole thing up?”

“You don’t think we’ve tried?” the lead guard answered. “They’ll find a way in. They always do. And an explosion big enough to cave the whole area in will permanently damage this part of the tracks, and there’s few enough safe passages around here already. There are other punctures up and down this stretch of tunnel, which is why we have to close the side gates too. We get visitors every night, you see, and it’s best if they mostly come here, where we can see them.”

“What’s the situation so far?” Tracer asked. The guard looked impressed.

“Oh, a Ranger! We might not lose anypony tonight. Come here, sit down. Name’s Red Delicious. You can call me either one, cause they’re both true. We’ve got Celestia knows how many bastards clogging the waterworks tonight... but a couple of our unicorns have spotted one or two sneaky little tunnels the mutants have been digging.”

He looked up as the spotlights swam over the slope that led outside. There was a sharp whistle, and it made me look up in alarm, but there was nothing there. False contact.

“We’ll be standing guard here tonight,” Tracer announced. “But I am on a mission, and must be moving on at dawn.”

“Understandable. Nopony but Trotsky ponies stay in Trotsky!” Red Delicious said with a deep, bellowing laugh. As he turned away, we began to take up positions, ready for a long, deadly night. We stared and sat and waited at the base of that huge, silent, awful slope, with only a few spare words exchanged between us. I didn’t get to know the ponies around me very well, and they didn’t seem interested in talking too much. But even in the lack of conversation, there were no complaints. No pointless worrying. In fact, after the first hour and no contacts, it became rather relaxing. I felt like I did back at Exiperia, standing guard in one of the tunnels at the three hundred meter mark, near the gates that kept us safe, speaking in low tones with others at the barricades about nothing in particular.

But those nights had been soured by fear, as they were now. The tense, horrible expectation of looking into the dark and being uncertain what could appear. These ponies didn’t look tense or fearful like the ones at Exiperia. No, these ponies knew for a fact that something was coming. The fear and the worry had been chiseled away, bit by bit, until they were just tired and despondent. And they did this every day at nine o’clock sharp, waiting quietly as the radiation from above slowly chiseled away at their insides. I wondered, vaguely, how much my chances for mutation or hair loss was being increased by standing here. My geiger counter was clicking, spiking every so often, and eventually one of the other guards told me to go put it somewhere quiet; they all knew there was radiation and toxins here, no need to be reminded every click.

I took up post next to a bored looking earth pony sitting with some others. Sunny Side was exercising, flapping around in slow circles under the low circle. I could tell he was tense; being this close to the surface and that great open sky must have been a temptation he worked hard to ignore. But I saw Tracer keeping an eye on him, and felt somewhat reassured. The group I joined welcomed me in that way that everypony welcomes a stranger they have no strong feelings about: I just sat down in the midst of them, and gradually they grew used to my presence enough to speak.

“Hello. My name is Green Bow,” said my temporary companion. He didn’t have a mane; it had all fallen out, and his teeth were a sickly yellow. His cutie mark was a faded gramophone, for what that was worth.

“Lockbox.” I nodded.

“Right. Over there is Red Bow and Blue Bow, and that one’s Skip. We don’t really bother with fancy names here.”

“Of course.”

“Do you remember the trader from Glimmer Station?” Green Bow asked the others.

“No,” said Red Bow. “I’m more concerned about that news of the cultists just outside our own fucking gates.” He wasn’t red, and his cutie mark wasn’t a bow but a pair of scissors, but I supposed in a station like this, where you just sat and waited for death, you learned to stop caring what a cutie mark really meant. I felt sick.

“I heard it was something called the Cult of the World!” Skip piped up. He was a unicorn with a peculiar, smaller than average horn, and still had most of his hair, but he was just as skinny as the rest.

“That’s Wyrm, you idiot,” muttered Blue Bow, and the dour earth pony looked at me from under his gasmask. “What about you? You fought them, right? What were they like? Think they’ll come here? Aunt Buttercup’s probably having a fit about it, that depot had most of her northern fighting power.”

“Good, screw that bitch,” said Green Bow. “They still know they can’t occupy our station. We’ll fight for it, and then they’ll have to deal with the radiation just like us.”

“There’s no way to leave?” I wondered. “Seal the tunnels and go elsewhere?”

“Why?” Green Bow asked. “Everypony that lives here knows the risk. It’s a death sentence, what damn place in the Metro isn’t? We have nowhere else to go. We came here bcause it’s the only place... and, at least here, we can say we’re doing something with our lives.”

“Freehaven gives everypony a chance,” Blue Bow muttered. “It’s not like any of us have reason to be nasty to each other here... we all know how it’s gonna end.”

A whistle shrieked. As one we sprang to our hooves, watching the searchlights swinging slowly back and forth over the slope.

“At those pipes! A little to the left!” one of the guards shouted. I watched as the lights swung downwards, our eyes straining. My mind’s eye conjured a horrible menagerie of shapes and creatures out of the twisted metal... but then one of the piles moved, and a horrible, bony shape twitched as the light glossed over it.

“There!”

The small space erupted with noise that echoed through the chamber, a dozen guns opening fire at once. The debris before us erupted with slithering, snake-like movement, and more gangly monstrosities from my nightmares crawled out, seeing the element of surprise was gone. I couldn’t see them clearly at this distance; they were all gangly limbs and long, coiling tails, with sickeningly huge, unblinking eyes adapted to the gloom of the city. We cut them down as they came, leaping and hooting and hollering like deformed apes, cracking their knobby limbs and bursting their fish-like, unblinking eyes. I couldn’t even fathom what creatures they might have been once descended from.

They were sickening to look at. I was happy to destroy them.

“Cease fire!” Tracer roared over the cacophony. The guns ceased.

We waited for the dust and smoke to clear. One of the creatures’ bodies slowly pitched forward and collapsed at the foot of the barricade with a squeaking groan, like air escaping from a small leak. Its toothy, boxy jaws dribbled with blood and oozed some kind of luminescent saliva.

“Goddess, would you look at that,” Green Bow muttered. “We saw these creeps about a week ago. Think they’re related to the howlers.”

“No special powers that we could see,” Tracer said. “Must just have been curious little bastards.”

“Alarm! Alarm!” a new voice cried from back within the station. A pegasus appeared at the door. “The southeast tunnels are under attack! Big wave this time! They dug around the last barricades!”

“Lockbox, Sunny!” Tracer shouted, and we both ran to his side. Red Delicious and two others followed. I couldn’t see Nopony. He’d come when he was needed, I supposed. We charged back through the cramped tunnel spaces as we threaded our way through abandoned kiosks and waiting areas to the southern end of the station, past another guard post where a small reserve waited with bated breath. Down the hall, gunfire was barking and cracking.

“What are you waiting for?!” Tracer shouted at those who lingered. “It’s not like you’re going to die any slower back here!”

Shamed into action, the remaining ponies followed us to the defensive line, which was a wall of sheet metal reinforced with timber and sandbags, with small openings at the top for gunners who stood on a platform above. We raced around the side to a fortified gate and looked out into the tunnel beyond.

I saw a vision of Tartarus.

Dead mutants were scattered all around a small knot of guards standing bravely just outside the gate. Spent bullets were mixed with blood and gore splashed on the ground. Four ponies had already fallen to the claws and teeth of the horrors and I saw by their pig-like snouts and bat-like claws they were one of the central Metro’s feared enemies: nosalises. Nopony really knew what they were or where they came from. Some postulated they were like shrews or rats, gathering in hordes and swarming through the Metro. But they were everywhere in the deep tunnels, and I could see them boiling up from side tunnels beyond, coming out of the dark like monsters birthed by the shadows.

Steeling myself I took up position next to the others and fired into the tide while Sunny Side took to the air, his rifles banging out a constant rhythm of death. Without pause, without shame, without care for their own lives, the nosalises came on. It was just like the attack on Exiperia when we held off the cerberus: fire, reload, fire again. Never mind the smoke and the noise. Just point forward and shoot. Within minutes the tunnel began to clog with bodies of the pig-snouted monsters.

We couldn’t hold them off forever, and ponies eventually ran out of bullets. A group of the beasts, hungering for our flesh and relief from whatever it was that chased them here, leaped to the attack while I fumbled to reload. Sunny Side pounced from above, silencing a squealing horror with a knife straight into its neck. Tracer fearlessly stepped forward, flinging two of them away with telekinesis, and then simply punched one of them right in the face. Its nose snapped and the pink, hairless body dropped. At the same time, Tracer levitated his knife and viciously stabbed one in the eye, before stomping on the one whose nose he’d crunched. His assault rifle was reloaded and firing again before I could blink.

Still more came at us.

“Bastards! Where are they coming from?” thundered Tracer.

“They must have dug through further down!” Red Delicious shouted back over the constant gunfire. The ravening horde continued to spill over the bodies of their fellows. “There’s a barricade up ahead... or there was... they must have dug through!”

“Then what’s next?”

I didn’t hear the last part, as I was too busy with a nosalis leaping at my face. I spun and bucked it in the head, hard. I felt the satisfying snap and ensuing crunch, and the creature crumpled dead at my hooves. No time to gloat. Keep firing.

“—but that’s suicide!” Red Delicious finished.

“Then I’ll do it,” answered Tracer.

“Cherry Bomb! Get the explosives!”

I watched another guard turn and run back into the station.

In those two minutes between his leaving and his return, the situation grew dire. We had one lull. Just one. It lasted a few seconds until another wave, smaller than the last but no less ferocious, came straight at us. I couldn’t count how many creatures we’d slaughtered by now, but it felt like an entire nest was emptying out at us. Shotguns were tossed down from above, fed into war reins, and put to use.

“Running low on ammo!” shouted the guard manning the top of the barricade.

“I’m out!” Sunny Side wailed, and dropped onto the ground, going back to his own Mule.

Keep firing. Don’t stop killing. Stand firm with the Earth, and let her give you strength. Don’t think about the fear. Let the magic flow and keep your hooves planted, just like Hunter instructed. Celestia, my jaws ached. I had a headache. When was the last time I’d taken this helmet off? My gasmask felt so thick and heavy. Another monster on the right. A short burst will do, don’t worry about more. My vision blurred. In between every last nosalis, every tiny pause between bullets exiting my gun, my body desperately tried to regain control. Those blessed moments of calm, where there was only my heavy, sucking breaths through my filter, and the click of my gun as I fed my final magazine into the chamber. Somehow I found myself off to the right of the melee, seeing one of the guards gored as a bleeding and dying creature leaped on his neck. The pony cried out as bullets ripped into his attacker, and another earth pony tried to drag him to safety.

“I’m back! Here! Here!”

I only then noticed the pony that had left, Cherry Bomb, was in fact a unicorn. He’d brought a fresh contingent of guards with ammo, who quickly joined their firepower to ours... and a long, strange weapon attached to a large gas tank. I recognized it almost immediately as he set up a tripod with a few flicks of his horn.

“Burn these fuckers!” Red Delicious yelled. “Freehaven won’t fall today!”

“Let’s kick some snout butt!” Cherry Bomb agreed as he magically pulled the trigger.

An enormous gout of flame burst into the tunnel, turning the already hellish environment into a living vision of the Abyss. The heat seared my eyeballs even beneath the cloying, thick cover of my gasmask. The flamethrower did its work, making the nosalis horde draw back with a ghastly wail of dismay. The old ways held true: wild animals would always be afraid of fire. The combined din of our guns and the torrent of sticky, greedy flames forced back the once unstoppable mob.

The ensuing moment of silence pounded on my eardrums. My ears rang and my body shook. The entire tunnel was full of smoke and dead bodies, and I found myself thankful for my choking mask. Oh, Luna, these poor ponies dealt with this on a daily basis?

“We’re not done!” Tracer bellowed, levitating a small pack Cherry Bomb had brought. “Stay here. I will demolish the tunnels these creatures come from.”

“You need help!” I blurted out, without thinking. “I’ll go with you.”

“Then I’m going!” Sunny Side spoke up without hesitation.

“Fine,” said Tracer. “The rest of you, prepare yourselves. If we fail another team will have to go.”

“Celestia guide you, Ranger!” Red Delicious answered, tossing us all a fresh magazine. “If it gets too hot, fall back and we’ll give them another taste of our guns.”

I saw Nopony alongside us as we ran down the tunnel, through the broken, scorched bodies of the nosalises, and a few ponies they’d managed to overwhelm. He turned towards me, staring with that sightless gaze from under his gasmask.

“I’m proud of you, Lockbox,” he said. How had he gotten here? I hadn’t even seen him during the battle... but the blood on his clothes said he’d pulled his own weight.

My mind was quickly distracted as I realized my hasty decision to follow Tracer. And yet, I didn’t feel foolish for volunteering. These ponies gave their lives every day, thankless and stoic, knowing they were there to die because nopony else would accept them. I couldn’t ask them to do more for me than they’d already had without my knowing... perhaps, in some small ways, the Metro was not as hopeless as I’d thought. Perhaps if we could understand each other, we could even begin to help each other.

We vanished into the shadows of a side tunnel about ten metres away from the barricade. All around me was the rotten, decayed evidence of other guard posts that’d been set up in days gone by, and overwhelmed one by one until Trotsky’s ponies were pushed up to their final redoubt. I realized, as I ran through that madness, I was seeing a vision of my home in the future. Exiperia, standing alone on the northern frontier, slowly but surely ground to a bloody pulp under an unstoppable mass of mutants. We came to a collapsed section of tunnel, where the ground was covered in dirt and loose stone. The creatures had burrowed all the way through the last tunnel collapse from another cave system above the tunnel, clearing away the entire mess and opening the whole tunnel to use again with almost pony-like intelligence.

“They cleared up the entire blockage,” Tracer said, growling. “It’s like these freaks know what they’re doing, opening up the whole stretch for invasion...”

The entire ceiling above had been clawed open, their point of entry, and I heard the growls and snuffling snorts of more nosalis as they regrouped virtually above our heads. Beyond I saw only the dark tunnel leading south. If we didn’t seal this hole, this whole line would be at risk from the horde.

“Cover me,” said Tracer as he began tossing up the explosives and magically fastening the wires, tossing a few of the bombs up into the hole in the ceiling for good measure. “This is important, now, there’s-”

“Behind!” Sunny Side shouted. The ceiling broke open behind us as well, sending rock and concrete crashing down. From the dust spilled the nosalises, met by our paltry resistance of bullets.

Nopony himself took up a pistol and fired. Tracer was busy with the explosives, furiously setting wires.

I was the only one that noticed the big one coming from behind.

From the shadows a monster dropped almost directly in front of me, black and covered in shaggy fur, its mouth a hideous, serrated beak. The others, they weren’t... no notice... no time. Act. Regain control of this senseless journey.

I leaped to the attack, put myself directly in the creature’s path and fired. It didn’t slow down as it lumbered towards me, even as my bullets ripped away chunks from its pelt, scattering its blood over the floor. But it chose to face a pony that knew the whole earth anchored him to the ground. This is what I wanted. This is what I knew I was supposed to do: fight to protect the ponies I cared about. These ponies wouldn’t die like Ray Drop. They had their dignity, and these monsters wouldn’t take it from them while I lived.

It leaped. I reared up on my hind legs, punching forward with my hooves. As if in slow motion I saw my knife sink into its neck, just behind the jaw.

Too bad I’m almost out of bullets. Should’ve listened to Sidewinder and done more scavenging.

I cried aloud as the creature’s weight almost bore me down, but I held firm. I was a pony. I was better than this mindless beast. With a mighty heave I threw the squealing monster to the floor. It snapped its beak-like jaws at me, making ugly clacking noises as the bony plates came together.

By Celestia, this thing is ugly.

I felt another weight on my back. More of the creatures spilled from the ceiling almost right on top of our position. I tried to stand, but I felt claws grab my leg, tug my clothes, jaws snap shut on my back and bear me forward off the pile of dirt. I felt their warm, fetid breath washing over me. Feral, panicking instinct took control and I threw my limbs about with was much strength as I could muster, firing blindly at a blur of swarming, stinking bodies.

So this is it? I’m going to die with my guts strewn all over the place? Not how I thought I’d go after all this.

I tumbled and rolled onto solid track, the nosalises biting me, biting each other, confused and lawless. I saw Sweet Dreams before I stopped spinning, waiting for me in the black tunnel beyond. Waiting for me to succumb, to die in screaming horror so she could get her revenge, to take me into her bloody grasp and rip open my soul’s throat...

Eat you alive...

“Lockbox!” Sunny Side screamed, and I’d never heard him sound more fearful. But I didn’t see him coming towards me. I saw only more nosalises, confused for the moment by my gunfire. They milled about, as if unsure what direction to take, but sooner or later they’d notice a kicking, screaming pony in their midst. I didn’t even hear myself screaming, I was so numbed by adrenaline and mind-bending terror of pain and death.

“Lockbox! Let go! Damn it! LOCKBOX!” Sunny Side sounded much further away this time. The nosalises must have been driving him back too.

“I’m here!” I managed to squeeze out as the nosalises closed in. I kicked one in the face and managed to strike another across the brow with my knife. My gun was dry. Nothing but the strength of the earth.

I have a mission. I will not die until its completion!

But then, miraculously, I tore free, and ran for my life, away from my fellows. Or rather, I staggered and gasped and flopped, as I felt the creatures leap onto my back again.

No, no, no! I won’t go like this! I won’t!

But if this is where I was fated to die, I’d do it actually accomplishing something. My final cry tore from my lips.

“BURN THEM! DO IT! DO IT NOW!”

My world exploded.

/-/-/-/




…



…



…



  Walk on.



A light. So beautiful. So pure. Too weak. Something carried me to it. It felt like hope.



  Walk on.



  We have seen you. We will protect you.



Green. I saw green. Everywhere. Under my hooves. In the air. Such smells as I’d never known before. I looked up and saw nothing but pure, endless blue beyond.



   You must see us. You must understand us. As we wish to understand you. To help you...



I stood on a lonely path in the woods. A far green country beyond, fearless and expansive. Something else behind me. Something that pulled on my clothes. Tugged at my mane. Tried to draw me back. I took a step forward. Into the light. Into that beaming orb above. The backwards pull grew more insistent.



 To feel the Sun... and see the Sky... walk on...



I walked on. Towards paradise. The tugging from behind fell away. Not important. Or was it? I felt something sorrowful as it stopped pulling on me. I wanted to turn my head and look. Something stopped me.



Let us guide you... and protect you... protect all of you... Walk on...



I stopped. I heard a flutter of wings behind me.



Walk on...



I turned. She stood there, still shockingly beautiful, pure as spring water, butter-yellow pelt shining in the sunlight, pink mane gently framing her soft, rounded features. She stood at the path in the woods. Her eyes were crystal clear from here, shining with some inner light, something she knew and wished to tell me... looking directly at me...



Something prevented me from going back. I was stuck between purity and paradise.



Walk on...



She waited for me.

/-/-/-/

My eyes opened. I saw another fire in front of me.

Too bright. I closed my eyes again.

When I opened them, I saw darkness, interspersed by smooth lines over my vision.

My mane was singed. All of my possessions were gone. It felt so strange to not have that familiar weight on my back.

Parched. I was parched. Starving for water.

“Water,” I croaked, and reached out. I felt bruised and burned all over. Strange... I thought I’d be vaporized when the explosion went off. But these wounds were fresh, and I felt so hungry...

My hoof was stopped by cold, metal ribs. Straight, smooth lines.

A cage.

Not another cage... not another stop... I didn’t want to rest like this.

“Mmn... somepony...” I whispered.

“Lockbox.”

I knew that voice. Through the shadows and despair already clouding my mind, that burning anger I’d felt before cut through. It pierced my grogginess, dragging me to the world of the waking. I turned my head, propping my body up against the cold bars.

“Sidewinder,” I hissed. “Where are you, traitor?”

“About two doors down.”

I glanced left. I couldn’t see anything, though it seemed we were in a long, rectangular room. I saw the shadows of catwalks spanning overhead. More cages surrounded me, some with pony-shaped lumps in them. Somepony was crying somewhere. Two cages down, I spotted one very familiar pair of cloudy, unscrupulous grey eyes.

“I knew there was something about you,” Sidewinder said. “I just knew it.”

“You... you left me... left me to die!” I rasped. Oh, for some water, just to make my throat smooth again.

Sidewinder grinned toothily, pressing his lips against his cage. “I never said you couldn’t follow me. You’re the one who stayed behind. So in a way, it’s kind of your fault.”

“If I weren’t in this cage...”

“Oh, don’t worry. They’ll take us out of here soon enough. Probably sell us as slaves to Hoofsa or the Monarchy. Probably shoot us for sport. If we’re lucky, they’ll let us shovel shit for the rest of our lives.”

“Where are we?”

“My friend, we’re in the belly of the beast. Fort Guarsky. Seems a patrol went to investigate some huge explosion along the Blue Line. And they brought you back.”

I groaned aloud. If this was the Metro’s way of spitting on me, it was doing a good job. My friends were gone... my things... my meager collection. Ray Drop’s picture... The Guide! Hunter’s talisman!

“I have to get out of here!” I said with unexpected loudness that tore my scratchy throat. I devolved into a fit of coughing, which made me cough more, which made me cough more. Just a drop of water, please...

“Look at it this way,” Sidewinder said, though I’m not sure if he was consoling or mocking me. “You’re living a charmed life! Only somepony who’s really special would live through what you have only to have life kick you in the balls.”

“How’d you end up here?” I wondered. The question seemed incredibly important for some reason.

“I thought it’d be a nice getaway after all that’s happened... then I played some cards. Really, is it my fault if a few end up my sleeve now and then? I was drunk, he was drunk, you never know where your cards will end up! Long story short, I pissed one of them off and he had the leverage to toss me in here. But look at us now! Peas in a pod. Or more appropriately, ponies in peril. Really, what are the odds we’d run across each other here? I told you you were special, Lockbox, I told you!”

“Sidewinder.”

“I promise, if they do make us shovel the latrines, you can use my lucky spade. I get to ride the wheelbarrow after we empty it though.”

“Sidewinder...”

“I mean the smell can’t be that bad. I guess eventually you get used to it. At least it’ll be pony poo, not the mean green stuff mutants usually spit out... speaking of which, I once saw a mutant that spits out its poo instead of shitting it normally!”

  “Sidew-eeeHAGCK!”

“That’s a nasty cough you got there, Lockbox. You should get that looked at.”

I quieted down, hoping he’d shut up so I could ponder my fate and how to get out of here.

I didn’t get long. A door opened, spilling light over us. I shaded my eyes and watched shadowy ponies descend a set of stairs, onto the catwalks. The other prisoners kept their heads down. Even Sidewinder had gone quiet. Only I dared to stare up at my captors. I’d killed bandits by the dozen by now... should I really be afraid of them now?

They stopped directly over my cage. The one in the middle, a unicorn that had the shape of a mare, lit their horn with a harsh purple glare. My eyes widened as I beheld the striking, blood red pelt, the short burgundy mane framing bright red eyes that stared at me like a pony would their garbage. The mare, who on closer inspection looked only a few years older than myself, glared down with a scowl that could make a thumper cringe. I knew her, too, remembered shouted threats and bloodthirsty anger outside the tunnels of Bucklyn...

Suddenly, I felt very afraid.

“Welcome to the Fort,” she snarled. “My name is Ruby Red. You can forget where you came from and where you were going. All you need to know is that like everypony else here, you are now officially my bitch.”

> Chapter 12
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My Little Metro: Chapter 12

“Plans were made to go wrong.”

I felt the hope I’d gathered in my short time with the inspiring ponies of Freehaven slipping through my hooves. Without my clothes and barding, and only the thin steel of my cage sheltering me from Ruby Red’s baleful gaze, I felt naked and vulnerable, which was no doubt her intent. The light from above framed her body in such a way that she seemed larger and more powerful than she really was, and the fact that she was a unicorn wasn’t lost on me. I felt too shocked to look away, and the gravity of my situation hadn’t sunk in. I must not have looked frightened enough, because after only a few seconds of my staring, her eyes narrowed and she pointed a hoof right at me.

“What the fuck are you looking at, trash?” she barked, and her horn glowed brighter. I heard the tell-tale shimmer of magic as the top of my cage was pulled aside, and then something tugged at my hooves. A purple glow had enshrouded them, spreading quickly over my whole body. Without warning I was yanked into the air, in spite of my sudden struggles. Ruby Red levitated me up to the catwalk, letting me get a good look at her face. In fact, she wasn’t ugly in the traditional sense at all. It was the way she looked at me that was hideous.

Thwack.

Her hoof met my face at bone-breaking speed, sending me spinning end over end in mid-air. The entire left side of my face erupted in throbbing pain, feeling like every nerve ending had been squeezed until they popped. Before I could recover a brutal buck to my chest sent me flying across the room, driving the wind from my lungs. If I wasn’t awake before, I was now. Ruby Red didn’t give a moment to recover, yanking me back forward until my stomach collided with her outstretched hoof. That single punch seemed to shatter my insides. My eyes bulged and I felt what little contents I had in my stomach shoved up into my throat and out my mouth, splattering over the bottom of my cage. Even then Ruby Red wasn’t done with me; she slammed me onto the catwalk and gestured to her two lackeys, who came forward and commenced a brutal beatdown. I could do nothing except curl up and protect my head as I squeaked and whimpered, unable to draw a breath. I was still so thirsty; the world spun around me and I could only just register Ruby Red screaming in my ear.

“You do not look anypony in the eyes! EVER! Understand?! You do not speak! You do not think! You do nothing until you are told!”

I didn’t know if she wanted me to agree or not. I couldn’t, not through the flurry of hooves that drove spikes of pain up and down my body, stomping my legs, crushing my back, thumping my ribs. On and on it seemed to go, until even the pain seemed to drift away and I was left curled on the floor, waiting in dull silence for it to end. Just water. Water was all I wanted. Just a drop... I didn’t care how long I was beaten if I could just get my thirst quenched.

Then, abruptly, they let up. Ruby Red leaned down close enough that I felt her breath on my brow. It made my skin crawl.

My eyes rose up to look into hers.

“Wrong,” she said, and planted her hoof on the back of my head, driving my face into the catwalk with a loud bang, hard enough to make my vision spin. I blinked rapidly, trying to focus. What did she want me to do? I’d do it. Just get me some water...

She pushed my head up again. I felt something warm dribbling from my nose. I didn’t even mean to do it this time. I was looking around, all over, unfocused, and my gaze brushed hers. I was dizzy from-

“WRONG!”

My face met metal again, and this time I clenched my eyes shut and kept them that way. My ears were still ringing from her barking shout, which I was sure she magically enhanced like in the tunnels around Bucklyn. She lifted my head once more, and I still kept my eyes shut. My lip had been split open, and I dared to try and lick the blood off. I wasn’t punished for that at least. I was just so thirsty I found it hard to care about anything else...

“You’re a slow learner,” I heard Ruby’s husky, malicious voice whisper in my ear. “I like slow learners. We spend so much more time together.”

Just for spite she slammed my face into the catwalk again.

“You pathetic wad of scum. I don’t know who you think you are, but you better lose this attitude of yours. I don’t like the way you look at me. Staring is rude. Got it?”

Whack. Into the catwalk again. My nose felt dull and brittle. One more good hit like that and I was sure it’d snap.

“I got your name!” Her hoof thumped into my already aching ribs. I whimpered and curled into a ball. I’d broken a lot of bones already, and all at once. I didn’t want to repeat the experience so soon.

“I got your number! You can cry all you want but I will not have mercy on you! You don’t deserve anything except my hoof in your face! You best unfuck yourself right quick, you little shit, or I’ll personally rip out your eyeballs and shove them down your throat! You think I won’t? You think I won’t?!”

She lifted me with magic once again and threw me over the edge of the catwalk. My thigh I collided hard with the edge of the cage as I flopped in like so much dead weight, landing on the small puddle of my own greasy vomit. Somehow that last crash into the metal floor hurt even more than the beating I’d received earlier, like my body decided just then to wake up and notice it was in pain. The cage slammed shut above me with a deafening, ominous clang, trapping me once more with my own thoughts. Ruby Red’s voice bellowed out over the expanse of the room, echoing, ringing in my ears, its constant noise reminding us that we were trapped. No escape.

“If any of you pieces of crap even think of acting up, you will get the same treatment and worse! Because of this little act of insubordination, you all will receive no rations for the next three days! If I find anything more than water going in your mouths, I’ll rip out your bellies and get it back myself!”

They began to walk out. I heard Ruby Red’s voice filter back to me before they left. The empty silence (even the crying pony from before had stopped) made it easier to hear.

“I don’t like the way that one looks at me. Keep him close. If he acts up I’ll deal with him myself.”

The door slammed shut, and murky darkness returned. I listened for Sidewinder, but he’d gone quiet.

The crying pony sniffled again.

Water...

/-/-/-/

Everything ached. Ruby Red’s beating had done a number on me.

How many hours had passed already? I didn’t know. There were no clocks. No dimming of the already feeble lights. Just the smell of my dry vomit, the blood in my nose, and the quiet sniffling of somepony a few cages to my right. I think that lack of knowing how much time had gone by was the worst part.

“Lockbox,” Sidewinder said, breaking through my haze of self-pity. “You alive over there?”

“As much as I can be,” I croaked through a parched throat, shifting to sit on my belly. The vomit in my hair crackled and flaked. I knew I wasn’t going to get a bath anytime soon. Might as well enjoy the irony of being as disgusting on the outside as I felt on the inside. I knew I felt guilty, somewhere back there. But it was buried under layers of frigid anger. Everywhere I turned, ponies, the ponies I wanted to save, hurt each other. Hurt me.

At least Sunny Side was still alive. I wondered if, due to that blind loyalty friends have, he’d try to rescue me. I hoped he wouldn’t. He’d die in the attempt, unless Tracer and Nopony helped. And since Tracer was probably the one who’d almost blown me up, and Nopony was inscrutable, I didn’t count on them much. Instead I hoped Sunny would go home. Find Starry Gaze, and admit his feelings. Live the life I should’ve lived, instead of charging out like a madpony and careening through haunted tunnels.

“Stop thinking so much Lockbox, this wasn’t your fault,” Sidewinder said, rattling his cage to get my attention. I got the uncomfortable feeling he’d actually just read my mind. “Eventually your brain will get full of thoughts and collapse under its own weight. Nothing’s worse than a bloated brain. Except if you fry it with mushrooms. Just sear it on the outside, try to ignore the squishy texture...”

“Sidewinder,” I said quietly to the dark, “if I could get to you now, I’d be wringing your throat.” What was one more kill on my growing list?

“Mmm. You’d have to catch me first. I guess I can’t blame you, but I’d still have to kill you.”

“Will you two shut up?!” a new voice barked from my left. A stallion’s voice. “You!” he said, shouting towards me. “Haven’t you caused enough trouble? It’s your fault we’ll be starving for the next three days!”

“Hey, don’t blame the new guy,” Sidewinder spoke up. “Ruby Red’s a bitch. If all little Lockbox did was curl up on the floor and cry, she’d still take our rations. She’ll find a reason to be cruel, don’t you worry.”

“I wasn’t talking to you, stalker!” the other colt snapped.

I didn’t feel like intervening and stayed quiet, listening to the two of them go back and forth. I crawled away from my stinking puddle, leaning against the cold bars. The cold pushed right through my furry coat, chilling me but keeping me awake and my mind off the pain. Dry blood had caked over several parts of my face, and my nose made a disturbing whistle every time I breathed through it. The cuts and bruises were all keenly felt, as if they were each their own major injury. They clamored for attention as I closed my eyes, trying to find some escape. Where was the yellow haired, pink maned pony of my dreams? The thoughts of home that were supposed to comfort me? I latched onto a memory of the gentle lights of Exiperia, hopeful and sputtering in the shadows. I clutched it to my breast and let it seep inside. Since I lived, I couldn’t wallow. I had to put my thoughts to escape.

I felt sick and disoriented, and surprised to be alive, but I hadn’t forgotten what I was here to do. I’d been put on this path for a reason, and to do it I couldn’t give in to despair. But getting worked up wouldn’t get me anywhere right now. I just had to wait for an opportunity and get out then. Perhaps Sidewinder would... no, that damn fool would sell me out for a hoofful of bullets. I couldn’t depend on anypony but myself in here.

“Hello,” a voice rasped to my right. I turned and saw an older earth stallion in the cage next to me, greyed and stooped, strangely slumped for how thin he was. The wispy remains of his mane looked like cobwebs glued to his skull. He seemed to have had a lifetime’s worth of secrets ripped out of him, leaving nothing but this bony husk. Perhaps I’d look the same if all the secrets I’d locked away were torn from me.

“Hello,” I answered, since I had nothing better to do.

“My name is Overdrive. But the ponies here call me Bad Omen,” he said, and when he grinned I saw he was missing several teeth. “So, what are you in for? Tell me and I’ll tell you.”

“Why associate with a bad omen?” I asked. I didn’t need or want to get too attached to ponies here; I’d be leaving soon anyway.

“Misery loves company,” the old pony wheezed. “And besides, it looks like you’ve had your share of bad luck already. It’d be a feat for me to add to it.”

“Maybe,” I said quietly. “Maybe you just don’t know what I’ve been through.”

“Well, you can tell old Overdrive. Not like the bandits here really care. They won’t be coming to me for information. I’m on the way out, as it is... been in this cage for... oh... I don’t remember. Must be over two weeks. Right? Right...” He sucked on his gums, scuffing the floor with his hoof. “They’re probably just gonna let me die here. Figure sooner or later they’ll stop feedin’ me. I’m too old an’ decrepit to do much work.”

“I’m sorry,” I said in a whisper, not knowing what else to say. This was the Metro. Blind cruelty was around every corner. Damn these bandits. I felt the anger well up again. I wasn’t angry that bad things were happening. The anger came from the fact that it was ponies that were responsible. Ponies like the ones back home in Exiperia. How did ponies separated by only a matter of kilometers turn out so different? Were these the ones I wanted to save, to preserve? No! What kind of Equestria could be made from ponies that did this to their brothers? I knew what Hunter would do if he was here, in this cage. He’d find the quickest way out and escape, and kill as many of these bastards on the way as he could.

“You don’t look like a normal wanderer,” Omen whispered. “Got too many of your teeth. And the brightness in your eyes. You’re still young.”

“Old enough. Nothing stays pure long in the Metro.”

“Mmm, what I’d give to believe otherwise,” the old pony grunted. “Listen, I’ve been here a while. In the ‘service business’ you could say. Started out after I sold myself to Hoofsa to earn my keep. Changed hooves a few times. ”

“Willingly?” I gasped. “But how could you do that to yourself?” My mind flew back to the dark tunnels of Trotsky Freehaven, more ponies I’d left behind in my mad quest. They’d get no help from me or any other pony, yet they chose to live on the verge of death because they had nothing else to hope for. The injustice made me wish I had my gun. My face fell as pragmatism replaced indignation.

Omen saw the change in my expression, and smiled sadly. “Yep, that’s the long an’ short of it. Nowhere to go. Nopony to take me in. Bad luck, or fate, or what have you, saw fit to land me here. Where I’ll end the rest of my days.”

“Who... were you before?” I asked.

“Nopony special, like most,” he answered. “My mother sold herself to get by and got stuck with me. Heh, all but dumped me soon as I could put my own food in my mouth. Didn’t have the self-esteem to hold my own in one of the gangs. No real useful skills to offer free stations. Too much pride to be cannon fodder for the Republic or the Monarchy. So here I am.”

I almost gagged, wishing the old coot would stop talking. My thoughts were bleak enough without the horror of the Metro making itself personal like this. A pony who was born worthless, treated the same way, and was going to die alone. Why fight for a world like this? “I hate to think what a cutie mark you acquired...” I said without thinking.

“Heh, that’s the damndest thing. It’s a screw! See?” The old pony turned his flank to me. Sure enough, a single screw was emblazoned on the shaggy fur. “I got it one day when I was fixin’ something up for a master of mine back in my Hoofsa days. Don’t even remember what. Funny, never did do much with screws after that day.”

“It means you’re screwed. Like the rest of us,” Sidewinder said with a disturbing chuckle.

I closed my eyes tight, folding my ears back. I didn’t want to hear what this pony had to say about a wasted life. But I knew I had to listen. It was my special talent to keep things safe and secret. Including stories.

“Let me give you some advice,” Omen said. “They’re probably gonna assign you and that other earth pony over there to a work detail sooner or later. Either that or keep you in the rec room for passing out drinks. One thing I’ve learned from all these years of servitude is keep your Celestia-damned head down. Literally an’ figuratively.”

“I’m getting out of here sooner or later,” I said with all my confidence. “My friends will be here soon to rescue me. I’m being protected, apparently.” Though the voice in my dreams had yet to show me it was competent in that area.

“That’s what they all say... some of them make it, some don’t,” Omen replied, which I supposed was generous of him. “But while you’re here, keep yourself to yourself. Don’t go lookin’ ponies in the eye like you did with Ruby Red. You may think you’re worth somethin’, but they sure as hell don’t. So act like you agree.”

“You’re helping me quite a bit for somepony who’s going to die soon.”

“Nothin’ to lose, huh?” he said with a half-toothless grin. I was astounded. Even in this dank pit, a pony could show what kindness he could. But the good ponies rotted in the filth while evil ones seemed to reign supreme. Ray Drop was eaten alive while Sixpence roamed free. Hoofsa and the Monarchy had tanks, while Exiperia faced extinction. Damn it all. What made this worth it beyond my home’s survival, if we were going to die or be absorbed by a stronger station someday? I squeezed my eyes shut. This pony didn’t deserve this. None of them did. Or did they? Who was to say other horrible monsters hiding in pony skin weren’t stuck here with us by fate and circumstance?

“Give... give me something,” I whispered. “Anything. A keepsake. Do you have one?”

Omen sucked his gums again, fixing me with a strange stare. “Whaddaya want one of those for?”

“Because you’re going to die soon, and I don’t think you want all that’s left of you to just rot on the floor of that cage.”

Omen muttered to himself, looking to one side as though another pony sat next to him, arguing points and counterpoints. He’s making fun of me! No, no, it’s a good idea, why not take a chance? No reason to trust him, he’s in the same boat... and yet...

I watched the old coot have his insane little argument, and then he turned back to me.

“Well. It ain’t gonna help either of us. I’ve already given you my words. S’all a lot of ponies have in the Metro.”

“There must be something.”

The old pony raised his belly, which I saw hadn’t even been stretched to fullness in a long, long time. My own stomach turned, and I wondered if I was looking at a vision of myself in the future. I pushed that thought far, far from my mind.

Omen plucked up a small metal screw and tossed it my way. “Thought about shoving that in a guard’s eye, once upon a time. But never worked up the courage. Guess it’s my fate to fade instead of burn out.”

I plucked it up and hid it in my mane. It was far too small to be used as anything but what it was meant to be: a reminder. Something for my box.

“I’ll keep it as long as I can,” I promised. Omen laughed at me, and even that seemed to tire him out.

“There’s millions of screws in the world, boy. I’m sure any one will do. Just mind you don’t forget the reasons behind it.”

Tears began to stream from his eyes with abandon. Removing that screw seemed to have unplugged some barrier he’d been using to hold back such emotion, and I found black humor in that so much moisture was held up inside such a dried up pony.

“Just mind you don’t forget,” he muttered.

I nodded and turned away.

I liked to think, as I closed my eyes, if the yellow pegasus were here she’d be smiling at me.

/-/-/-/

“Up.”

My eyes opened.

Ruby Red stood over my cage, glaring down at me. The same two bruisers from before flanked her, eyeing me with just as much contempt as she. Before I could even move, the top of the cage was yanked away and her magic enveloped me again, and pulled up onto the catwalk. I closed my eyes, but one of the bruisers still punched me in the face before I landed. I kept my eyes firmly closed. At least this way, I didn’t have to lower my head like I actually respected these mongrels.

“Up.”

I stood up and felt something clamp down around my neck, and then yank forward. I gagged and my eyes shot open. One of the bruisers had me on a leash and jerked on it to make me move. Ruby Red took up position behind me on my left flank.

“Count yourself lucky. You’re not being put to work yet,” Ruby Red snarled.

“Can I come?” Sidewinder asked.

“Shut up!” Ruby Red barked, and kept walking. Apparently she was in a hurry and had no time to waste on frivolous cruelty. We went up some stairs and into a long, cold hallway lit with red emergency lights.

“We’ve got questions for you, trash,” Ruby Red said in a growl.

I’m going to kill you. Somehow.

“I normally wouldn’t even care. But Auntie Buttercup herself wants to ask you a few questions.”

This is twice now I’ve met you. Twice you’ve made my life hell. That’s more than anypony else out here. I’m going to kill you.

“Eyes down, trash!”

She walloped me on the back of the head, with such force I sprawled onto the floor. Her magic yanked me up and kept me moving. We passed through a series of unused offices, though out of one of the empty rooms another pony poked his head, rubbing his eyes. Probably just finished a nap. He was dirty and tough, like a vision of Sidewinder if he didn’t even care to crack a joke, but he gave Ruby Red a respectful and demure bow as she passed by. I could hear the sound of raucous music and talking coming from nearby, and another door was pushed open. I squinted against the sudden, bright lights that invaded my vision, and beyond I perceived a wide-open space filled with many ponies. I wasn’t given time to contemplate; Ruby Red yanked me along. The room was split into three levels slanting down to the floor, and we skirted around the top tier of catwalks. Stretching from the first to second were huge, semi-circular machines... giant turbines, perhaps once used to power this facility. Now just places for bandits to perch on while they went about their debauched business. A few pegasi took advantage of the open space and circled high above the revelry. Sunny Side would love to have a room this huge. Another instance of the Metro being unfair; it figured the ponies who didn’t deserve it got one of the best living spaces for pegasi.

The ponies scattered all over the floor mocked the very idea of organization. The only thing that seemed to unite them was that they all hadn’t yet devolved to the point of shooting each other. This building had once been used to treat water and sewage for the city of Stalliongrad. Now it was just a playpen, with scattered tents illuminated by drooping strings of sprite lights dotting the floor. Clumps of badly dressed, almost uniformly scowling ponies wandered back and forth, arguing, chatting, brawling. There was barely a spark of electricity to be found here, which was ironic given this whole room once provided power we could barely dream of now. I heard the tell-tale whirr of a generator from somewhere below, coming from a large tent set in between two turbines on the second floor that seemed to act as a bar of sorts. Drunken and rowdy bandits wandered in and out. In the middle of the large bottom floor, I spotted a rickety circle of scrap metal, brightly lit, and two big ponies were viciously beating one another inside. Their comrades cheered and booed with the ebb and flow of the fight, waving hoofuls of what looked like old world money. I supposed if there was nothing else to place bets with, you used whatever came to mind.

Apart from that, the bandits who weren’t watching found other methods of entertainment. I couldn’t remember seeing two mares kissing one another with such drunken fervor before, but I saw it here. One pair of ponies hadn’t even bothered to find a room.

“Quit gawking! Is that all you’re good for?! Staring when you’re not supposed to?”

The backs of my legs erupted with pain so sharp it felt as if they’d been ripped open. I collapsed onto my hindquarters and shouted, which earned me another good clout on the back of the head. Ruby Red hovered over me, levitating a baton next to her head. I realized I’d made the mistake of looking up again.

“I should rip out those eyes of yours,” she grated. “You don’t need ‘em anyway.” Her baton pushed against my forehead. “Something about you is familiar, you know? But I can’t put my hoof on it. I... I hate that. I really, really do.”

She slammed the baton down square between my eyes. “And you’re still fucking staring.”

This time she took the leash, jerking it with her magic until it choked me. I was led around to another door at the end of the large room, up some stairs and past several more rooms filled with decrepit, dilapidated machinery with no discernible use anymore. Some of them had been deliberately smashed open, presumably to be scavenged for parts in simpler, more practical machines. Really, I was using all these distractions to keep my mind off the fact I was in severe pain with no chance of relief any time soon, and blood was coming down my face into my eyes again. But my eyes stayed down as Omen advised me, and every time I saw Ruby Red’s hooves moving at the edge of my vision, I entertained vicious fantasies of breaking all her legs and leaving her for a demon on the surface.

Soon, we came to a simple wooden door that was surprisingly clean and polished, featuring a small bar with the word “Manager” engraved on it.

Ruby Red waggled the baton in front of my face. “Be on your best behavior. As in keep your head down and don’t say a fucking word unless you’re told to, or I’ll shove this up your ass.”

Don’t say a word. Don’t look up. Keep a low profile. I wondered if it would be possible to blow up the turbines somehow and take out all these ponies in one fell swoop. The door was pushed open and one of Ruby’s bruisers kicked me inside. I fell onto a dirty carpet, faded and red like drying blood. I’d never actually felt a carpet before, so I took my time getting up, letting my bloodied and pained cheek rest against the soft surface, rubbing it with my hoof as I stood, making sure my eyes were on the floor.

“Auntie?” Ruby Red called, and her voice had lost some of its hard edge. “The pony you wanted is right here.”

“Thank you dearie,” a lilting, high pitched voice replied. It sounded much more gentle than many other voices I’d heard in the Metro. “Would you and the boys be willing to stick around? You never know when these new arrivals need some motivation.”

“Sure.” Ruby Red stepped away and her thugs stood with her by the door. Another pony trotted towards me. The sound of their hooves making a soft ‘thump’ instead of a normal, hard clop made my ears twitch.

“Stand,” the voice commanded. I stood. “Look at me.” I looked.

Before me stood a middle aged unicorn mare. I was struck by how healthy she looked, as if she’d never breathed a drop of tainted air in her life. A soft caramel coat helped contrast the creamy mane that had been styled to spill over one of her sea green eyes. She had a bit of pudge on her, testament to how well fed she was, and I noticed her cutie mark was that of actual buttercup flowers when she began to walk a tight circle around me. Not exactly the spitting image of a cruel, callous leader of blackguards.When she left my sight, I glanced quickly around the room. It was large, paneled with rotting wood and decaying, flowery wallpaper. A large desk covered in maps and notes dominated the back part of the room, along with bookcases and smaller tables likewise littered with everything from spare weapons to oddly sentimental pictures of Buttercup herself with other ponies. On one wall I saw a map of Stalliongrad, and another held a single painting. It looked like Whitetail Wood, before it’d been burned to a cinder. It was all a little on the gaudy side, treading a fine line between practicality and showponyship.

“You really need to get some food in you. You must come from outside the Ring, being practically skin and bones,” she gently chided. “Ruby, get the poor dear something to eat from my table.”

Ruby’s perpetual scowl didn’t fade as she quickly crossed the room and levitated a tray of fried mushrooms to me. Before my very eyes, Auntie Buttercup used her own magic to heat up the food. I was still horribly thirsty, but even as I realized that, a cup of water hovered in front of my face. It didn’t have a film over it, neither did it smell strange. She must have it imported from Hoofsa or the Monarchy; there was no way parts of this treatment plant still worked... was there?

“Drink,” Buttercup cooed.

Monstrously thirsty though I was, I didn’t drink.

“Please?” Buttercup asked with a little pout. “We’re just here to talk, dear. No need to spurn hospitality.”

I grudgingly took the water and sipped it, and then my body’s needs took over and I chugged it down as fast as I could before Ruby Red could snatch it away and beat me with the cup or whatever she might be planning. I held the cup in my hooves and looked down into it.

“Well. Now that that’s out of the way... feel free to ask for more, by the way... I’ve got a few questions for you, ah... I’m sorry, what was your name?”

I’m going to kill you. I’m going to kill every last one of you.

Ruby Red levitated her baton in front of me again. “Answer her, you little prick.”

Especially you.

“... Turnstile,” I muttered.

I was rewarded with a baton to the face, though I wasn’t sure why.

“Ruby!” Buttercup scolded her minion. “Did I say you could abuse my guests?”

“Sorry, Auntie,” Ruby demurred, lowering her baton. I felt Buttercup’s hoof gently touch my cheek, lifting my head again until I looked into that disarmingly kind gaze.

“Don’t mind her,” she whispered. Poor choice of words, since I couldn’t even feel half my face anymore. “But you see, she’s got a very good ear for lies. And so do I. I noticed the hesitation. I see your cutie mark. Your name isn’t Turnstile.”

“What’s it matter?” I rasped. “You’re probably going to kill me anyway.”

“Why, I just like to know how to properly address my guests!” Buttercup said, raising her eyebrows as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “I know what you’re thinking, little pony. You see me and you think, what is this mare thinking? Who does she think she is? She leads these ruffians and I don’t have to answer her anything, because she’s a bandit and won’t be nice no matter what I do.” I noticed her voice was low, with that soothing bass undertone every experienced comforter had. Starry Gaze often used that tone for Sunny Side when he needed cheering up, or when I felt especially melancholy. How I wished to go back to the days when all I had to look forward to was being slightly aggravated by her overbearing concern. Now I was standing in a room full of killers and any wrong moves would get my bones broken.

“Well, let me tell you,” Buttercup whispered, levitating a cloth and wiping some of the blood from my face as she rested my chin on her hooves. “We don’t operate like that in my Fort. If you help me, I can help you. You’re young, and strong... I can see that. You don’t deserve to be stuck in a cage until you’re old and useless. You don’t understand that this room is the safest one in the Fort. When you’re with me, you can talk, my little pony. Not just blurt out what I want to hear. We can... open avenues of communication. But we can’t do that unless we know who we are, can we? And I need a name. A real name.”

Fancy words that meant she wanted as much leverage and information as possible. But somehow, her velvety voice gave me something approaching comfort. Those low, rumbling tones made me shiver in her grasp. And really, fake names, real names, what did it matter... it felt so hard to be defiant and enthusiastic when I was in pain and weary from the abuse that’d been heaped on me since this journey started. I rolled my eyes, and noticed Ruby Red twitch at my insubordination.

“Lockbox,” I said lamely.

“Lockbox,” Buttercup whispered, testing my name as she continued to gently dab at my wounds with the rag, slowly clearing the blood caked around my eyes. She used her magic, leaving her hooves free to hold my face, and keep my gaze on hers. “That’s a good name. Well, Lockbox, you’re not exactly like all the other ponies my boys and girls drag in here. Do you know where we found you?”

“Outside Trotsky Freehaven,” I muttered, sitting stone still as she cleaned me ever so gently. I willed myself not to be lulled into false security. “Probably in the middle of a bunch of dead nosalises.”

“Precisely. Somehow, you weren’t hurt too badly. A little singed. Some bite marks. Nothing we couldn’t clear up.”

Ah. So that was how I hadn’t bled to death before I got here. Didn’t seem to serve much purpose, except some lame attempt to force some gratitude from me. Saving my life and then beating me to within an inch of it didn’t seem like the best way to endear a pony to your cause, if this Auntie Buttercup had one.

“And in your bag, you had... Ruby Red, be a dear and fetch his bag?”

If you even touched Ray Drop’s picture, I’ll rip your damn heads off.

But my saddlebags were surprisingly intact. It was what came out of them when Ruby Red overturned them that shocked me: everything I’d gathered up until this point, completely untouched. Buttercup watched closely as the items spilled onto the floor, sans my cartridges. Instead of poor, now I was impoverished. Ruby Red levitated what didn’t fit it in with the regular supplies: the picture of Ray Drop and Cherry Pie came out first, making me twitch.

“Friend of yours?” Buttercup said with a teasing smile. “Little young in this picture, isn’t she?”

Next came the Guide. I tried to keep my expression still.

“Now this is a real treasure,” said Buttercup. “We couldn’t make heads or tails of it, but it’s obviously a map of some kind. There’s magic in this paper, Lockbox. Magic normal earth ponies don’t just carry around.”

And then came Hunter’s talisman. It took all my willpower not to jump up and grab it.

“And this. This is the symbol of the Rangers,” Buttercup lectured, tapping the floating talisman. She took it from Ruby’s magical grip and floated it in front of my face. The pony skull flanked by lightning bolts stared sightlessly back at me.

“You’re not a Ranger, Lockbox. Are you? Because Rangers aren’t very friendly to us here. They shoot us when they can. And we shoot back.”

“I’m not a Ranger,” I said, not because I was afraid of dying, but because it was the truth.

“No,” Buttercup agreed quietly. “But that just makes it even more strange. What is this, Lockbox? What’s that map? Mementos? Are you friends with a Ranger? But nopony who’s not a Ranger is known to carry one of these. Rangers are proud of themselves, and don’t just let anypony in. Did you, perhaps, steal this?”

I gave her a sharp look and she relented.

“All right, all right. You didn’t steal it. But the question remains where you got it. I want to know. Rangers aren’t exactly on speaking terms with us here. I need to know what they’re planning, what they’re doing. You need to not get your kneecaps busted.”

I said nothing, and stared straight ahead once again. My breathing began to quicken. Buttercup didn’t appreciate my defiance. But no matter how nicely I was treated, I’d given my word. I’d failed so many ponies before. I wasn’t going to fail Hunter. Not this time. I wasn’t going to break all my promises... this was the only one I could keep with certainty. No matter what, I wouldn’t divulge the secrets of the Rangers to a bunch of bandits. I needed time. Time to think. Had to keep them guessing.

“Lockbox,” Buttercup purred. “Come now. You’re not a Ranger. You won’t be betraying anypony. I can make life easy for you here.” She moved the rag to begin cleaning off the vomit that had caked into my fur. “Or I can make it very hard. I control this place. And everypony in it. If you want an easy life during your stay here, all you need to do is cooperate. We’re ponies! We love cooperation.”

“So what? I join you and become a bandit or something?” I huffed. Buttercup smiled and pushed a strand of my mane out of my eyes. It had gotten longer since my journey started, I realized. I probably looked like a proper stallion now.

“Something like that. I’m not averse to getting new blood. We need it now more than ever. Especially your kind. The kind with... potential. I don’t want it going to Hoofsa, where you’ll be a servant for your whole life. Or the Lunar Republic, who are all silly foals playing with guns. Or to that crazy fool King Pleiades. As an earth pony, the best you’d get is a spot on their suicide squads. No, you need something that’ll give you a little more... freedom of movement.”

“I have a home already,” I said, almost growling, still staring straight ahead. “I’m not as much a drifter as you think.”

“Then tell me your story, Lockbox,” Buttercup cooed, sitting down next to me. “There’s a reason I’m called Auntie here. Unlike everypony else I take care of ponies who take care of me. You saw all my boys and girls having fun out there, didn’t you?”

Getting ready to rape and murder no doubt. Psyching themselves up for a day of pillaging with mindless sex and booze. Buttercup would throw me to the wolves if my next words displeased her.  I saw the slight tightness in her expression, the way her eyes were ever so gently narrowed. She wanted me to spill my guts, or she’d spill them for me. Fortunately, I had enough anger and willpower in my heart to see through her lies. Hunter would never tell me to give in. My home still needed a savior. Buttercup thought she’d picked up a stray with a few secrets. But I wasn’t so simple.

“I don’t betray ponies who I’ve given my word to.”

“Then give your word to me.”

I took a deep, bracing breath, preparing to welcome my old friend pain once again.

“No.”

I waited for the bone-cracking blows to come. For them to stomp on my head until my skull broke and my nose was crushed. I waited for my teeth to be knocked loose and my tongue to be ripped out, hooks stuck into my skin, or whatever delightful tortures they’d thought up. I blinked when it didn’t come.

“All right!” Buttercup said cheerfully. I felt my insides curdle. Somehow I felt even more wrong and sick than if they’d started beating me all over again. This wasn’t the way it was supposed to go, was it? It was one thing to be expecting pain and then have it finally come, but for that anxiety to never be fruitful... my body had a hard time relaxing from all the terrors I’d been dreaming up in those few, short seconds. I looked at Ruby Red, who was dutifully stoic. I turned my ears and listened for the bruisers at the door to stomp up and commence their bone-crushing. Or even for Buttercup to gore me with her horn. Nothing! Maddeningly, confusingly, nothing! I didn’t look forward to getting hurt, or going back to my dingy cage, but this strangeness I felt was somehow even worse. What drove a pony more mad, the expectation of pain, or the pain itself?

“Uh... all right?” I asked, sounding like a simpleton. “Then... what now?”

“Nothing!” Buttercup said, as if offended I’d suggest otherwise. “Nothing at all. I’m not going to do anything. What happens next is up to you, Lockbox. I don’t know anything about you. And you’re not willing to tell me. In my experience, a pony will say anything to get out of being hurt. It works with the ones you can drive into a corner. The ones who have no other recourse. But if I want reliable information from ponies like you... ponies who stick to their guns... there has to be a little bit of trust too, don’t you think?”

I continued to watch her warily as she levitated my things back to me, slapping my saddlebags onto my back.

“I’m going to try and get you to trust me Lockbox. There’s a lot ponies like us can do together. Now, I can’t exactly let you leave, but you have my word... such as it is... that you won’t be harmed. My ponies will do nothing as long as you don’t step on too many hooves. Ruby Red will be here to answer any questions you have.”

“I will?” the blood red pony asked, looking like she’d rather jam rusty nails into her eyes.

“Yes,” Buttercup answered in a strained tone, casting a meaningful glance her way. “You will. You know, show him the ropes, make sure he doesn’t do anything... untoward.”

Like try to escape. So I had some freedom of movement, but I’d have eyes on me at all times. I’d have to try and take a chance.

“And what am I supposed to do?” I asked. Buttercup sidled up next to me, curling her tail around my hind legs and throwing a friendly hoof over my shoulders.

“I don’t know! That’s your job, Lockbox. Get a drink. Take some time to think. Grab a mare... or a stallion, if that’s your style. The girls here don’t sell themselves cheap, but I’m sure a strapping young thing like you can find a good time... you know, once you stop bleeding. It’s on me for tonight!”

She began pushing me to the door. “Ruby~!” she sang. “Make sure our guest has some fun. And doesn’t leave.”

“Or I break his kneecaps?”

“Or you break his kneecaps.”

My throat felt too tight to gulp.

/-/-/-/

“Make any sudden moves and you’re dead. If you stick next to me, nopony’ll bother you. If you bother me, I’ll ram my baton down your throat. You’re no longer trash. You’re dead weight, and I gotta drag you around.”

Ruby Red continued to threaten me with the baton as we stood over the raucous floor of what she called the “Rec Room.” It still amazed me a place where ponies once did honest work and tended to those massive turbines was now home to all this debauchery. I wasn’t sure if there was some kind of twenty-four seven party being held here or there were just that many bored bandits in the Metro, because the crowd didn’t seem to have abated. I worried about my chances of getting out of here unscathed; one wrong move and I’d end up back in my cell, and I doubted Buttercup would be merciful twice over.

At least I wasn’t bleeding anymore. Ruby Red had me visit the infirmary first, not because she cared about my well-being, but because a bleeding pony could probably be a horrible vector for disease. Given the way these ponies behaved, I was amazed they hadn’t all caught something horrible and died already. They didn’t have much in the way of magical healing at all, and I probably looked like a frail little colt swathed as I was in regular, non-magical bandages. Shocker injections had taken away the aches and pains, though.

“Are you listening?!” Ruby Red said, prodding me on the cheek where she’d decked me in Buttercup’s room. “I should be out there getting work done, but instead I have to babysit your skinny ass. Don’t screw up for both our sakes. Mostly yours. Just follow me, think about what Buttercup said, and keep your fucking mouth shut. I will not be held responsible for any incidents!”

She continued berating me, spitting angry curses as we descended to the second level, where one of the small bars was located. She dragged me up to the bar and slammed a hoof down, demanding some kind of strong drink, presumably to try and forget that she was supposed to look after me. Every other pony gave us a wide berth; it seemed they had at least some form of hierarchy if they recognized Ruby Red’s authority. Either that, or she was just that cruel and everypony had learned not to get on her bad side. I felt no guilt about ruining her evening; in fact, I hoped she got some kind food poisoning and died. I looked around at the bandits, who were slightly less raucous than on the main floor. They looked uniformly dirty, drunken, and disorganized. They proudly displayed their weapons and scars, with not a single pony failing to try and bluff his neighbors. The only meek ponies I noticed were servants, running  drinks and messages back and forth. In our tent I saw mares forced to work as waitresses, relentlessly groped and shoved and insulted by the clientele. They might once have been comely, which is why I supposed they were chosen, but now they kept their eyes forward and endured the abuse with blank indifference. I forced myself to look away as one was pulled onto a drunken stallion’s lap, forced to put up with his clumsy attempts at fondling and his greasy tongue in her ear.

Most of the bandits were smoking heavily, causing a pall of grey filth to fill the top of the small tent. Other scents assaulted my nose: thick, heady alcohol, sweat (and lots of it) and curiously, the sharp aroma of ponies having sex somewhere nearby. The sounds, too, made my ears blush red hot. Curses and shouts echoed throughout the building, and even one or two gunshots failed to draw any attention. I felt dirty just being here, which was saying something in the Metro. These bandits were living off the fat of our higher society; I saw a Hoofsa banner hung proudly from the ceiling, with profane graffiti sprayed onto it. A picture of King Pleiades, leader of the Celestian Monarchy, sat as a very well used dart board in another corner, his impeccable mustache the target of much abuse. Other banners lay strewn about, from stations I didn’t know... though my eyes did linger on the wheat stalk of the plantations. All factions they simultaneously preyed upon and dealt with, depending on their mood. I noticed no signs of hostility towards the Lunar Republic. Perhaps, since the Republic (along with Hoofsa) was responsible for most of the slave trade, the bandits were more business partners than adversaries with them.

In minutes, I found myself wishing I was back in my cage. At least it was quiet there.

“Are you gonna get a fucking drink, or what?” Ruby Red demanded. “Buttercup said have fun. Or whatever the fuck. You realize ponies are staring at you, right?”

I looked over my shoulder. Sure enough, my wide-eyed gawking at the trophies and debauchery earned me several onlookers myself. They were probably wondering where the bandages came from, and why I was with Ruby Red. She made no attempts to stop them; I suspected only actual assaults on my person would rouse her.

“So you’re in charge here?” I asked.

“Am I that fuckin’ obvious?” she growled in return. “Now order a drink. Stop looking like a virgin at an orgy. Loosen up. Or I’ll do it for you. With my stick in your ass.”

I didn’t doubt she’d do it, and hurriedly placed an order for “something alcoholic” to the bartender, who guffawed and slammed down a bottle of watery, ugly brown fluid. I suspected it was poison, and my suspicions were confirmed after drinking it. The bandits nearby found a great deal of amusement in my sputtering and coughing. I’d never had anything stronger than some celebratory mushroom vodka. In fact, I hadn’t been aware anything stronger could possibly exist.

Ruby Red ignored me, but one of the nearby ponies raised his glass to me. He was a scruffy, tough and lean green earth pony with eyes to match and an aquamarine mane, and wore thick black barding that was scarred and pitted over a leather jacket. The barding looked old enough to have been in service during the War... dirt scavenger. But weren’t we all?

“Hey, this shit kicks everyone’s ass, eh? Who’s the new guy, Ruby? He looks like he got in bed with you an’ lost.”

“Piss off, Squeaky!” Ruby Red shot back. “Buttercup’s orders. Don’t fucking touch him. He’s here to get a little slice of life.”

“Oooh, a new recruit, eh?” Squeaky wondered, sidling closer, raising an eyebrow and eyeing me with his bright eyes. He might have been handsome, if he wasn’t covered in tunnel grit and obviously a conceited murderer. “So, kiddo, what’s your poison? We got a choice selection of mares for ya. That’s usually the first choice of most new arrivals.”

I took one look at a passing servant, with her skinny legs and downcast eyes, and immediately felt like retching. I might as well hold one down and punch her in the face; at least then it would be honest abuse. Squeaky caught my glance and laughed, thumping me on the back.

“No, not those!” he said. “Celestia only knows what you’d catch. No, kid, if you’ve got Buttercup’s eye you deserve some’in’ better than what the rank-and-file gets. Some of our gals come straight from Connemara... they know ‘ow ta’ break a pony in and love doing it!”

“Quit fucking touching ‘im, Squeaky,” Ruby Red said, glowering over her magically levitated mug. “He’s a runty little tightass. Not worth your time. Where the fuck’s Candy Cane, anyway? I wanna get laid.”

“He’s on patrol, remember?” Squeaky waved a hoof in the air. “With the other, uh... undesirables movin’ in Auntie stepped up security while you were away.” He grinned, quite viciously. “Ah heard that little stunt at Bucklyn didn’t go so well? Some little squad of, what was it? Rangers? Broke right through your blockade. An’ Bucklyn an’ Hoofsa kicked your ass ta’ Canterlot an’ back.”

Ruby Red slowly lowered her glass until it rested on the bartop. She stared at Squeaky with such disdain and cold hostility I felt unsafe being between them, and slowly huddled up over the bar, praying fervently Ruby didn’t remember that I was one of those “Rangers” who’d penetrated her checkpoint. She must have played up the story to mitigate her failure to keep Bucklyn in a noose.

“You’d better watch your tongue, Squeaky,” she said, in a voice almost low enough to be inaudible. “It’ll get you in trouble.”

“It got me to be Group Captain of our ‘ole western guard. You know. The successful ones,” Squeaky answered with quiet confidence. Ruby Red’s horn began to glow, and Squeaky put his hoof over his knife.

“Go. Away. Now,” Ruby Red said in a voice as smooth as velvet laced with shards of glass. I huddled down as far as I could. Even a few of the other ponies nearby began to catch wind of what was happening, and scooted their chairs away as much as they could. I waited to hear the inevitable crash behind me. Instead, I heard Ruby Red sit back down. I looked at her, and she was smiling. Squeaky, too. The green earth pony shrugged and resumed his lounging.

“Not today,” he said.

“Not today,” Ruby Red agreed.

Squeaky looked away, though he sent glances towards me out of the corner of his eyes.

“Who’s that?” I wondered.

“Squeaky Clean. Keeps thinking that just because he’s in charge of a few gangs he’s tough shit. He may be on Buttercup’s good side, but I’m the real deal here. One of these days I’m gonna show him. He’ll be a stain on the floor.”

I quieted down and so did Ruby Red, who kept an eye on me to make sure I was still drinking and not making a fool of myself in front of her comrades. I wondered if Squeaky would be able to keep from challenging Ruby again. He wouldn’t.

“So you’re just keepin’ the little guy cooped up ‘ere ‘til you’re both shit-faced?” he spoke up  again, sidling over once more.

“Go away,” Ruby Red commanded. Squeaky threw a hoof around my shoulders.

“Oh sure, sure. Can I take the kid with me?”

“I am not a kid,” I said. He ignored me.

“So you can do what?” Ruby Red snapped.

“Show ‘im a good time! Unlike what you’re doing. There’s more ta’ life than knowin’ ‘ow ta’ stab ponies in the face, Red. This guy needs time to think, right? He can’t do that until he knows what we ‘ave ta’ offer him! Come on. What’d you say your name was?”

“Lockbox,” I said dully. I was in for a long night, I knew it.

“You’re not going anywhere out of my sight,” Ruby Red said, seething as she levitated a bottle off the bar and trotted after us. “I don’t care about the dead weight. You’re the one I’m keeping an eye on.”

“Oh? As long as you keep your eyes where they’re supposed ta’ be, Red,” Squeaky snickered, waggling his flanks. Ruby Red barely contained herself from bringing her bottle down on his head. We passed a pair of brawling ponies, and a hard looking mare who scowled at me as I went by. We trotted down the stairs to the lower level, and I noticed several other smaller rooms along the walls, serving as card game areas, or private places for bandits who still had a sense of modesty when it came to rutting. We were surrounded by a sea of ponies who found their fun in inflicting pain and then feeding their own desires.

I had to escape. But how?

“C’mere, Lock,” Squeaky said, dragging me to the circular arena in the center of the room. A match had started up between two ponies, one pegasus mare and one earth stallion. Both of them were solid and muscular. I noticed that the pegasus wasn’t using her wings to gain an unfair advantage, and the earth pony apparently hadn’t figured out how to use the strength of the earth to hit harder than an average earth pony. They both stayed firmly on the ground, though all other bets seemed off; I saw them punching and kicking and bucking each other with unreserved ferocity while a small crowd cheered or booed depending on who they were betting on, and bloody scratches covered their bodies. Short of kicking each other between the legs, or clawing out each other’s eyes, they seemed perfectly willing to cause as much damage as was needed to win.

Squeaky pointed out the mare. “Check it out. Dazzle’s in good form.”

“No wings?” I asked.

“No wings, no magic. Just hooves. Keeps things simple,” Squeaky said. “Unicorns here don’t like it. Heh, unicorns hate anything that might not have as much magic as they like... but they’re welcome to join the Monarchy if they don’t like it here.”

The fight continued. Dazzle backed off and snorted, spitting blood. Her opponent had a long cut on one side of his face, and he slumped against the wall of the ring, panting. Dazzle pawed the ground and shouted something I couldn’t hear over the roar of the crowd. Ruby Red watched with almost complete indifference, choosing instead to sit on her flanks and down more of her drink.

“What are they fighting for?” I asked.

“Braggin’ rights. An’ slaves,” Squeaky replied, nudging my shoulder and pointing to a particularly miserable unicorn mare on a nearby podium, chained to a post. She was a pale orange color with a bright blond mane, all of it smudged by filth, streaked by tears on her cheeks. She hadn’t been brushed or looked after in some time, and had clearly been beaten at least once. Yet through it all she seemed to have an undeniable charm and elegant beauty, a draw that kept my eyes on her longer than they should have been. Her cutie mark was a lit, three-pronged candlestick.

“That there’s one of the Monarchy’s ‘recruiters,’” Squeaky said with a scoff. “Goin’ around the Metro offerin’ false promises, snatchin’ up good unicorns to be part a’ Pleiades’ magical army of salvation. Fuckin’ elitists is all they are. Unicorns get all the good stuff while everypony else gets ta’ be cannon fodder or a slave. Ah’m sorry, ‘indentured servants.’ Be glad we’re too far north for ‘em ta’ bother us much... but that bitch was caught with ‘er pants down. Literally, so I’m told. Lazy ass guards couldn’t even defend her when she was takin’ a shit. Shows you ‘ow pansy the mighty Monarchy is... there’s a reason they don’t ‘ave as much territory as the Republic.”

“They don’t have the balls,” Ruby Red agreed, taking another long swig. “That bitch is getting what she deserves. I’m a unicorn, but fuck anypony who tries telling me what to do. ‘Cept for Auntie,” she added as a hasty afterthought.

“Good ol’ Ruby. You’d never betray good ol’ pony unity,” Squeaky said, rolling his eyes and turning back to the fight. Dazzle, during our conversation, had finished off her opponent. The earth stallion lay dazed and battered on the ground, twitching. The crowd roared with approval, and Dazzle flapped her wings and soaked in the adulation. She turned to the Monarchy mare with a look of predatory intent and swooped down to grab her chain, wrap it around her hoof, and yank her off the podium. Dazzle kicked the mare’s hooves out from under her and placed her hoof on the unicorn’s head. The nameless slave took it without complaint. The crowd seemed to find special amusement in the debasement of a Monarchy pony and several chanted Dazzle’s name.

My throat felt dry and tight. There was an ugly, heavy feeling in my gut like there was a weight hooked to my stomach, which only got worse as the victor led her prize into the crowd. “What’s going to happen to her?” I couldn’t help but ask, sounding frail and raspy.

“The slave? Whatever the fuck Dazzle wants, it’s her win,” Ruby Red said with callous indifference. Another swig from that damn bottle.

I closed my eyes, feeling my blood pounding through my veins. This whole place was an affront to the very nature of ponydom. All of these ponies... no. They were like what Tracer described. Monsters masquerading as ponies, using our bodies and feelings for their own amusement. They were all hostile. They all deserved to die. If it was the last thing I did, I’d-

“What else do you have here?” I asked through gritted teeth, struggling to keep my emotions from showing. I had to get out of here. I had to get out.

“Card rooms!” Squeaky announced, swinging me around to face one of the smaller rooms. My mind raced. Cards... Sidewinder had gotten in trouble on account of cards. I tapped my chin as I approached one of the side doors, peeking inside. Tables, lined with gruff ponies playing cards and getting drunk. Not much different from outside except it was a little less rowdy, and the smoke had gathered in force here. Traditional tobacco was at a premium, so these bandits were smoking just about anything they could get their hooves on. The acrid stench made me gag and my eyes water as I reared back from the door, Squeaky laughing and thumping my back.

“You got a long way ta’ go, kid!” he bellowed.

“So... so... anypony,” I gasped, trying to breathe “fresh” air and talk at the same time. “Anypony. Can win a slave if they fight in the arena?”

“Well, you can win damn near anything assuming the fight’s good enough and both sides agree on the prize. Why? You got something in mind?”

Maybe... maybe.

“Just trying to think ahead. Damn near anything?”

“That’s wot Ah said! Ha! Sure you don’t want ta’ start thinkin’ with your other head? You seem like the kind a’ guy who needs to loosen up. Lemme tell yeh, one taste of the good mares from Connemara an’ you will never go back, my friend!”

I’d like a gun so I can shoot that smarmy grin off your face.

“I am not watching him if he says yes,” Ruby Red grumbled, finishing off her drink and tossing the bottle. It some unfortunate soul in the head, but when the affected pony saw who threw it, they wisely refrained from making an issue of it.

“I think I’d rather just have some more drinks-” I said, but Squeaky was well ahead of me. His unbearable grin was shoved into my face.

“Drinks! Well, hell, lemme introduce you ta’ some friends a’ mine. Got a party to attend tonight. Most of our shit comes from the Republic, or stolen straight from Hoofsa, an’ they’ve got plenty ta’ spare.”

“I’m not really-”

“Good on ya, knew you’d be up for it! Come on then. Eat, drink, an’ be merry, for tomorrow we will die!”

A long night. A long and painful night.

/-/-/-/

The ‘party’ was actually just part of the revel that was happening right outside. Except, it was in one of the smaller rooms on the second level, affording some privacy from the brawling and more physical activities the others were partaking in. Several long and round tables crowded the long, rectangular room, set up around a sort of stage like area where I presumed shows of some kind were put on. It was dimly lit by a bare minimum of sprite lights, making unsavory conversations and actions all the easier to partake in. Somepony had rolled in a cart full of drinks, which were being thoroughly enjoyed. It seemed the chief import of this place was beer, vodka, and anything else that could get you inebriated...

“Oh yeah! Sometimes the Republic will actually pay us in booze if we do extra special work for ‘em. Sweet deal if you ask me,” Squeaky explained, introduced me to several members of his squad, half of whom shook my hoof and brought me into their circles of friends, the other half glowered at me and looked like they’d rather break me in half than smile. It was a blur of ponies and names I didn’t care to remember. In fact, most of the opening hours of this so-called ‘party’ mostly involved what I’d seen down on the lower level. Did these bandits do anything besides drink and go crazy?

Ruby Red wasn’t around to ask; she had installed herself as far from me as possible while still being able to keep an eye on me. She sat with a group of silent ponies, mostly mares, earth, pegasi, and unicorns alike, all wearing heavy armor and looking every bit as tough and angry as she did. They were her personal soldiers, or so I was told, and messing with them was tantamount to messing with Ruby Red, and by extension, Auntie Buttercup.

Everypony gave them a wide berth, but I still felt her gaze boring into me every second. It made my mane itch, and I worried about that. Itchy manes were a sign of paranoia and other psychological problems, or so I’d read.

“Do we work? All the time,” Squeaky told me when I posed the question of idleness to him. “But this is a place of safety an’ relaxation... what you don’t notice are the soldiers rotatin’ in an’ out as they head out of the Fort ta’ our other branches. They need this if we want to keep morale up in these hard times.”

“I’ve got a patrol coming up in eight hours,” a huge earth pony with a buzz-cut mane and a shotgun that looked like it could double as a club. He reminded me of a troll. I’d read about trolls in books, and they were always described as creatures that talked and moved slowly. This pony was a troll. “I swear, if I don’t get piss drunk soon, I won’t be able to for a week! I just hope we aren’t sent up north.”

“You won’t be,” Squeaky assured him, and the empathy in his voice shocked me. Apparently even here ponies still valued friendship. “Those freaks won’t come any closer.”

“But they wiped out the whole depot! Twenty ponies strong, and we didn’t even find one of their dead,” another pony said in a hushed voice. I knew what they were talking about. Faceless white masks flashed in front of my vision. But I dared not give out any more information than I needed to. I just sat there, nursing my drink and make sure nopony got into my saddlebags, listening to the world around me. Taking in stories.

“I know. Buttercup’s pissed as all get out,” Squeaky agreed. “But they’re already gone. Dead bodies and all. We’ll just have to make sure we’re better prepared next time. And there will be a next time. Apparently, the Republic’s sent word that the cultists are spreading out, further into the Metro. One of their patrols was destroyed, they say. You boys best keep your eyes peeled.”

A mare leaned forward. “Just the one? I heard there weren’t even any bodies when the cultists were done with ‘em. They steal the ones that are still alive, they say. And they’ve started stealing ponies from stations that don’t defend themselves. That they’re the ones responsible for the disappearances around the Crypt!”

“The Crypt?” I asked, and the mare leaned towards me, eager to be the center of attention.

“It’s a place far to the south, on the edge of the Monarchy’s territory. A couple Hoofsa stations are near it, since it sits just outside the Ring, but they don’t explore it. Don’t even try to blockade it... cause they think it’ll make whatever’s there mad. It’s this big train depot, see, almost as big as Ponyopolis they say... officially it’s been overrun by mutants... but the stations near it have been suffering disappearances. They say Glowtown is evacuating, since they live nearest, and they’re getting picked off the worst.”

“Ha, are you sure it isn’t the Sandpony?” the big stallion who looked like a troll said with a chuckle. The mare hissed at him.

“Shut up, Watt! If you talk about him that’s when he shows up!”

“There’s no Sandpony here. And if he is, he’s probably too busy getting drunk to do anything nasty!” Squeaky said, standing up and shouting over the room. “Get some entertainment going!”

The talking was suddenly interrupted by somepony putting on music and trying to sing. He was shut up after some bottles were thrown, and then a brawl broke out, and the momentum started to peter out. I wandered away from the table after Squeaky and his friends got a little too drunk and started bawling and punching each other at regular intervals.. I took my cup of... whatever it was they drank... and went to a quiet corner of the room, nursing my drink and a tray of what I think was supposed to be food. It was shriveled and ugly, probably leftovers, but I ate it anyway, since I needed my strength. I had no interest in taking part in their version of fun, which was little more than a microcosm of what I saw on the main floor. I noticed a sudden shift in the music, and some of the sprite lights had been doused to accentuate the already dark atmosphere. A few strippers had been brought out, and they immediately went to “work.” I eyed them, greedily, for a little while, trying not to let my mind wander too much. They were hard to be attracted to; half of them were already broken down slaves, two were stallions (I think), and the rest were honest workers there for the bullets, but they were trying too hard.

I hated this place.

While I sat with my drink, trying to stay inconspicuous despite the fact that I was a strange new stallion with bandages and a scowl on his face sitting alone in a dark corner, I tried to plan my escape. I’d never get out on my own, I didn’t know this area. I couldn’t wait for Sunny Side or Tracer to come to my rescue; they probably thought I was dead anyway. And Nopony? I still wasn’t sure if he was truly a ghost or some other apparition. No, I had to get out with some kind of help. And there was only one pony here who might actually be able to help me, except he was sitting alone in a dark cell, talking the ears off the other prisoners and would-be slaves. I needed a little more information before I could make a move.

I felt Ruby Red’s eyes on me at almost all times. She wasn’t drunk, despite the copious amounts of alcohol she’d guzzled down, and she only had eyes for me, not the strippers or the brawlers or the ponies who came right up and talked to her. I’d have been flattered if her glaring didn’t make me want to curl into a ball under a table. If she ever put it together that I was the one who’d embarrassed her by breaking through her blockade fairly simply, she’d have my head on a platter. Probably after she defiled it in some way.

So. I needed information, and I needed privacy...

“Hey there.”

And I could scratch number two off my list.

I turned to see an earth pony mare standing before me, striking in her appearance not because of great beauty, but because of the way she looked. She was several years my senior, but didn’t look worse the wear; she had the signs of great endurance in her lean legs and half-lidded, blase expression. This was a mare who had seen and done much. She was a chalky, greyish-purple, with a long mane of deep, dark blue. It was like what glimpses of the night sky I’d seen in pictures; indeed, her cutie mark was that of a crescent moon. Her teal eyes blinked once, and her lips rose up in an amused smile, and then I realized she found it funny I was staring instead of answering her.

“Ruby Red cut your tongue out already?” she asked, her smooth, feminine voice sliding through the noise of the party, sidling into my ears as coy as could be.

“No,” I said, my eyes drifting to one of my bandages. “But she did quite a number on me.”

“She does that to everypony. Consider it a badge of honor.” Without being asked, she pulled up a chair and propped it next to mine, dropping into it so our flanks touched. I was instantly aware of the heat of her body, even in the general mugginess of the room.

“I’m willing to bet you didn’t come over here because I looked like I needed company,” I said quietly. I looked over at Ruby Red. Sure enough, she stared right back, and I knew this mare’s appearance wasn’t a coincidence.

She tsked and flicked her mane, summoning a waif over to get her a drink. She immediately downed a quarter of it without flinching. Talk about signs of endurance. “Well. You do look like you need company. But even if I was sent over here on purpose, why’s that got to be a bad thing? It’s not like I’m going to steal anything from you. If Auntie or Red or any other big fish here wanted what’s in your bags, they’d get it. And if they wanted information... I mean really wanted it... you wouldn’t be sitting here.”

“What then, you’re here to seduce me?”

The mare laughed, a quick, barking sound. “Giving yourself a little too much credit, aren’t you new guy? There’s nothing I need from  you at all.”

“Then leave,” I said as bluntly as I could. “I’ve been through a lot of shit lately.”

“You don’t wanna talk about it?”

“Why should I?”

“Hell if I know. That’s something you gotta ask yourself. But it’s either that or sit here and mope, knowing that...” She pointed at Ruby Red. “Is looking at you all night.”

I had to admit she had a point. But this could be a ploy of some kind... something to cajole information out of me the easy way. But did Buttercup do the easy way?

“I don’t trust you,” I stated plainly. “Everypony here would kill me if they got a chance.”

“So?” The mare flicked her mane. “They’d kill each other too if it came to that.”

I felt a spike of irritation. She wasn’t getting me any closer to out of this place, and I couldn’t concentrate if she was just sitting there making argumentative comments. “Look, why are you here?” I demanded, looking directly at her. She didn’t say a word. She just stared right back at me. There was something riveting about her gaze.

“You know what I think?” she whispered, leaning forward so I could hear. “I think... you’ve got a hell of a lot to worry about right now. And it’s not doing you a lick of good just sitting here thinking and thinking about it.” She smiled. It wasn’t the smile of a seductress or a killer. It was a plain, amicable smile. One that disarmed you without meaning to. The smile of a would-be friend, or a shoulder to cry on. “You ever been drunk before, kiddo?”

“... Once or twice,” I muttered, mollified yet shocked at her change in demeanor.

“Ah, good. So you know what to expect.” She tipped her bottle and filled my cup to the brim. I watched it like I would a poisoner, but that only made her smile more. “Geez, buddy, lighten up will you? We don’t have to be enemies here. It’s not like the universe is out to get you or something. ”

A flash of dark, shadowy wings. Bleeding eye sockets leering at me. Horrifying lights chasing me down endless tunnels.

“Sometimes I wonder.”

The mare made a soft, contented noise. “You’d be surprised how many ponies say that.”

“It seems true, more often than not. The world is ending. Or has ended. Just about everything that can kill us is trying to.” I gave the rest of the bandits a sour look. “Even each other.”

“I try not to think about it.”

“Don’t you?” I asked, finally taking a sip of my drink. I’d slowly become acclimatized to the stuff, and it wasn’t as stomach-twisting as before. “I can’t really avoid it.”

“That’s too bad. There’s gotta be some place you go that’s all your own?”

“Not anymore.” Sip. Gag.

“I got me a nice set-up. Small room. But everything’s a small room in the Metro. You know? You look like the type who likes to go hide away in places like that.”

“Used to be.”

“You don’t talk much, do you?”

“No.”

The mare sighed, and I felt a little vindictive satisfaction I’d managed to irritate her. I wasn’t some toy, some wind-up doll Buttercup could twist in just the right way and I’d crack. I was sure this was a plot from her, making a move against my decency and self-control.

“Look. Let’s start over.”

I stared at the table.

“Please? It’s not like I got anywhere else to be.”

“You have a room full of stallions who might be wanting your services. Mares too, probably.”

“Yeah. But the thing is, I’m good enough that I can say no and get away with it. And tonight I don’t want any old thick-headed lug who couldn’t charm his way out of a sewage pipe. It gets boring, sometimes, you know? Just doing the same damn thing. So tonight I thought I’d get to know a pony.”

“Your double entendres need a little work.”

“My what?”

Figured. She probably hadn’t read many books. “Never mind. So why do you want to know me?”

“You’re interesting. You just show up out of nowhere, covered in bandages... Buttercup only lets non-slaves roam free if they’ve got business or she wants them to join up. Ruby Red’s stalking you like a howler. You sit in dark corners, not paying a lick of attention to the entertainment, and brood like there’s no tomorrow?” She grinned and punched my shoulder. “If you’re trying not to get attention, you suck at it.”

I took another drink. The buzz was starting to get to me. But I didn’t dare open up. She could be a spy. A trickster.

“You want to talk? Let’s talk about you,” I suggested, looking into her eyes. They didn’t have the same kind of girlish charm as Starry Gaze’s. Eyes that’d seen so much, that held secrets just like I did. I didn’t know why, but I believed that with eyes like that, there must be something different about her. Something that made my mane stand on end and my tail shiver. I wondered if, perhaps, she could talk like a normal pony, and not a bandit.

“Me?” the mare asked, looking surprised. Pleasantly so. A little bemused. “What about me?”

“My name is Lockbox. What’s yours?”

That got a grin out of her as she swigged her drink. “A sentimental type, huh? I can dig that. Name’s Pitter Patter.”

“Where were you born?”

“Outta tunnel moss and lightning.”

I stared. Pitter Patter just grinned.

“Nah, I’m kidding. I was born in Five Towns. Found my way to Connemara. I learned things from the ponies there... how to shoot, fight, scavenge. Sucked at all three. And through fate and circumstance I ended up here. Life sucks that way.”

“You’re not happy here?”

“What pony’s happy in the Metro? You think I wanted to spend the rest of my days banging drugged up stallions who think two plus two equals twenty-two? It’s a living. And at least here nopony cares who you were before. I can be put to good use besides how wide my legs can go. I used to be good at planting, you know? And fixing things. But I gotta pay my own bills. Keep the bosses happy.”

We both took a long drink. Stared for a while longer. And talked for longer than that.

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One hour turned to two. And three. The bandits hadn’t even begun to wind down; card games had broken out and a few ponies had taken the strippers to another room for... further entertainment. I was wasting time. I knew that. But I couldn’t just up and start asking. I had to be careful. I’d tried to monitor how much I was drinking. But even I was starting to feel light-headed and flushed in the cheeks.

Pitter Patter, by contrast, was all but drunk at this point, and had all but talked my ears off, her movements growing lazy and erratic, her voice slurring. She was only thirty three, which surprised me, but ponies aged quickly in the Metro. I felt much older than my twenty years already. She’d been the unwanted only child of another pony who’d sold herself, and Pitter Patter had actually been bought at Connemara. Though I’d almost gagged on the thought, she’d taken it all in stride, as she’d learned to do with many things. She’d been purchased for a mere thirty bullets. Thirty tools with which to kill, used to buy a young life. I wondered how much I’d go for... how much a pony would be willing to kill to buy my skin, or the equipment in my bag. Reflecting on how many ponies had died at my hooves, I’d purchased many lives myself for far cheaper.

I listened as the drink loosened her lips. She related the story of how she’d managed to befriend a Stalker, who took her under her wing after her master, a flippant and callous pony, died under “mysterious circumstances.” I listened as she talked about how she’d run with Stalkers for several years, never permitted to go to the surface, but learning how to sweet talk ponies at market and helping out on expeditions through the Metro. She never told me the name of her Stalker savior, but that nameless mare was clearly dear to Pitter Patter’s heart, and it was also from her that Pitter Patter learned how to address more... physical needs. Why the Stalker was no more was a subject too sensitive for the mare. Gently I steered talk back to the Fort itself. She’d been here for six odd years, by her reckoning, and knew a lot of their leaders and the mannerisms of its ponies. That was what I wanted to know.

“I noticed some of the ponies down in the cages-”

“We don’t call them ponies,” Pitter Patter drawled, shaking her head with more force than necessary, “we call them cargo.”

“... I noticed some of the cargo down below aren’t ponies that had been there for a while. It’s a punishment too?”

“If you can call it that...” She suddenly narrowed her eyes and leaned in uncomfortably close, her somewhat disheveled mane falling over her eyes. “Heeeeey. Hey! What’re you askin’ me about that stuff for, anyway? Who cares what the cargo thinks?”

“Just wondering what one has to do around here to end up with a fate like that,” I said with an innocent shrug. “Like, there was this one earth pony I saw... Ruby Red showed me the place so I’d know what happens to troublemakers... he claimed there was a pony he lost cards with-”

“You gotta be a bad pony to go down there,” Pitter Patter grumbled. “I’m not a bad pony! Are you a bad pony, Lockbox?” She suddenly got a very odd grin on her face and leaned even closer, until our sides pressed together. I surprised myself by not moving away. Or I would’ve been surprised, if the slight buzz in my own brain didn’t encourage me to stay close to those deep, powerful eyes. I didn’t know if it was the alcohol, but her body heat was very, very hot against me.

“Well... are you?” she whispered, fluttering her eyelashes. I gulped, audibly.

“I try not to be too... troublesome.”

“Oh. Too bad... I was thinking about what we could do that’d be... troublesome. You’ve been talking and talking, and we’re really just dancing around the issue here.”

“I’m just asking for some information-”

“Lockbox.” Pitter Patter put her hooves on my shoulders. “Do you know. What I am offering? Right now?”

I coughed. All of a sudden the talk was turning into something much more serious. It’d be the perfect excuse to get away from Ruby Red, but I’d been hoping it’d be more gradual. “Ahh... perhaps? It’s... er.”

“Come with me,” she whispered, and nudged my cheek with her snout. Hold on. Was this really happening? I couldn’t remember what I was trying to do! I hurriedly pried her hooves from me, scooting back in my chair.

“Wait,” I said. “This… um. Where are we going?”

“You know,” she said, tossing her mane so it fell over her eyes just so. Her vivid eyes peered at me from under that coy cover, making my heart begin to pound. “Somewhere private.”

“Just like that?”

Pitter Patter scoffed, reaching out and putting her hoof on my chest. It felt like fire… liquid, pleasurable fire, spreading over my chest. “Lockbox. I sat down with you so I could ask. Now… now come on! We’ve been talkin’ long enough, huh?”

My mind whirled, struggling between rationality and my sudden, youthful desire to give in to the heady, amorous feelings she was igniting. I had to get somewhere private, try to convince Ruby Red I was beginning to give in to the charm of a bandit’s lifestyle… this was a chance to get into a closed space with a pony who could give me information, nothing else. I couldn’t waste time. Or could I, a small, devious pony in the back of my mind said, stroking his chin. Couldn’t I spend at least few hours? I’d never been with a mare before. All of a sudden my mind dragged out the fact of my virginity and laid it bare before me, saying here was a chance! Who knew when you’d get another? A nice, pretty, older mare to show you the ropes… Celestia help me, it was enticing.

I hurled back the standard arguments. I could catch something, she could be leading me into a trap, here on orders from Ruby Red or Buttercup themselves… most importantly, if I gave in a little here… if I gave myself to this random bandit’s service pony, would I stop? Would I start to be dragged into this strange, violent world like she was? I didn’t have any delusions I was more or less corruptible than any other pony; my experiences so far showed I was already sullied. That, and I was halfway drunk, so the dutiful part of my mind staggered and made half-hearted punches against my baser instincts, which hopped and teased and cajoled me.

Pitter Patter didn’t have patience for my introspection. Wordlessly, she smiled and began to pull me off my chair, making sure she stayed ahead of me as she began to walk, swaying her hips and flicking her tail back at me. And damn my eyes, I followed like a cow on a leash, more because of her beckoning than because I was putting any kind of plan into action, my eyes following every movement of the full, smooth curves on her body. Everything suddenly felt much more immediate, every gentle bounce of her mane and tail, every smooth muscle contraction jumping out at me. Her sleepy, somewhat inebriated over-the-shoulder smile, amused by my school-colt enchantment with the female form, held so many affectionate unspoken promises. It made my stomach feel like a boiling ocean, my head pound with alcohol laced blood, and my heart flutter with anxiety and excitement. My mind filled with half-formed images of pony-shaped silhouettes undulating in unison. I was no stranger to sex; it was hard to avoid even in a station like Exiperia that tried to keep things civil. That, and new children were always closely monitored; population booms were something to be afraid of in the already crowded Metro. Thin walls and cracked doors meant a glance every now and then was inevitable. But to be there, to experience it first hoof… to be the one making those strange, hypnotizing noises, to know you were the cause of them in another pony?

Without even checking that Ruby Red was watching, I found myself walking out and up, out of the turbine room, into the deeper parts of the Fort. She led me past old rooms full of destroyed, graffiti choked terminals and consoles, past rooms of broken gauges and rusted pipes and large, seemingly pointless spaces overtaken by bandits looking for a place to sleep, the miscellany of living scattered over the floor and walls. Bandits already occupying these spaces glared or winked at us as we passed by. She led me up a flight of stairs I didn’t remember getting to the top of, so distracted was I by my inner turmoil, and the only action that seemed available was to follow meekly after her. At last we came to a hallway with several doors, and I, tormented still by half-remembered sights and sounds of lovemaking, trotted into her room behind her.

She closed the door.

“So how do you like it?” she asked in a slur I somehow found adorable.

“I’ve… never really… done it,” I murmured.

“Hehe… I meant my room, silly boy.” I glanced around the room. It was surprisingly lacking in either gore-soaked barbarism or girlish accessories. It was, instead, a small rectangular space with a small sprite light that flickered in one corner, a few books I recognized, papers with scribbles on them… poetry, it looked like at first glance. Radio parts and various pieces of mechanical junk, leading me to believe she tinkered in her spare time. And a bed that was meticulously well kept.

“Cozy, isn’t it?” Pitter Patter asked, brushing her snout along my flank and scooting her way up my side, nosing off my saddlebags. I felt her gently nibbling, nuzzling, reaching the base of my neck. My eye twitched and I stood statue still, closing my eyes, which only served to exacerbate the feelings racing through me. A very strange scent filled my nose, ten times as intoxicating as the alcohol I’d been consuming.

“Very,” I said in a tight voice. “Patter, it’s, uh, flattering that you want to do this-”

“Does this feel good?” she asked, brushing her nose along my jawline.

“… Very,” I all but squeaked, my eyes clenched almost painfully tight now.

“That’s nothing.” Her hooves were on my body, touching so tenderly I felt fragile enough to break, and I shivered uncontrollably. She paused, letting me acclimatize… it felt very good…

“H… how far are we going?” I asked, gulping. Pitter Patter breathed against my neck, her teeth at my ear, embracing me tenderly. Luna forgive me, she was so warm.

“As far as it takes to-”

Something struck a nerve. A flash of light. A flap of wings. The feeling of rushing towards something…



Time… lost…

My eyes snapped open. Exiperia. The Dark Ones. My friends… how could I do this knowing they were still out there? My home was still in danger! One night could make all the difference! One night… a night I’d almost just wasted. The terror of the Dark Ones gripped my heart, strangling all thoughts of romance and rest. It wasn’t a gentle feeling. Nor did I feel good for realizing it. I stepped away from Pitter Patter, who looked at me in confusion. I shook my head, clearing it of the cobwebs that’d been gathering, trying to surface from the ocean of lust I’d just been drowning in.

“I shouldn’t. I can’t,” I panted. “No, I won’t. I’m not here for this. I’m sorry.”

Pitter Patter stared incredulously, seeming unable to process what I was saying. Her hoof was still in the air where she’d been stroking my back. “W… what? What are you talking about?”

I turned and looked her square in the eyes. “You were sent to me, weren’t you? Some kind of offering.”

Even through the haze of alcohol my words cut deep. She scooted back until she was seated on her bed, collapsing on it. Every muscle in that poor mare seemed to collapse, and her head dropped forward, nodding.

“Does it really matter?” she asked, her voice now husky and regretful. I looked away, squashing my pity. No matter how sweet her words or relatable her story, this whole charade couldn’t waste any more of my time. “Just… just trying to show you a good time, that’s all.”

“You can still tell them you did the deed,” I muttered, feeling angry all of a sudden. At myself, I realized, for spurning an open offer and having to do so for a mission that gave me no rest. This was the reason Pitter Patter was here, and I’d just rejected one of the few ways she could make her bosses happy. Refusing her on principle meant making her life harder. But I couldn’t stop, not for a moment.

“What the hell, Lockbox?” Pitter Patter demanded, turning on me suddenly. “What’s the matter with you? Why’d you let me drag you up here if you weren’t-”

“I need information. That’s all.”

Pitter Patter blushed for reasons I couldn’t discern, and then her eyes went to the ground again. “Oh. I get it. Just that, huh?”

“Just that. I thought you’d be relieved.”

“Does it look like I’m relieved?” she hissed. I backed up a step.

“I didn’t mean to insult you.”

“I’m sure. Just because the first pony that walks into this place that honestly likes to talk more than fuck and it’s not like I have an ego either or anything and he’s just here for information,” she rambled, falling back onto her bed and covering her face with her hooves. “Celestia, I’m so… I…”

“You’re drunk. That’s all,” I said, scuffing my hoof as I looked at anywhere but her. I felt almost physically ill, having never had my body wound so tight like a spring, and then be forced to uncoil, all that energy, all that potential bleeding out like a wound. This wasn’t turning out how I thought it would at all… but then my eyes fell on the guitar.

It sat against a corner of the room, behind the door, explaining why I hadn’t noticed it at first. It was a Fetlock manufactured Stratocolt, not a model I was intimately familiar with, but I’d played similar ones and owned a Fetlock myself. My mind flew back to those days by the fire, gently strumming while Starry Gaze rested against my shoulder, the long nights devouring the same sheet music over and over. Things fell into place with alarming ease. Galvanized, I turned back to the pouting Pitter Patter, licking my lips.

“I’m sorry. I truly can’t spend this time with you. But… there is something else I can do?”

“What.” She didn’t sound interested. It was a shot in the dark. But why else would she have it…

“I can play for you. A song for a question.”

Pitter Patter snorted at first, but then her gaze followed mine to the guitar. She stared at it like she hadn’t put it there; a shadow like an unnatural specter of something only she knew passed over her eyes.

“That was… that was hers,” she rasped, speaking through a tight throat.

“Your Stalker?” I ventured, and she nodded dumbly in return. It took me prodding her with my hoof to make her remember where she was. When she looked at me, her gaze was clearer than before. Younger in some ways. Tormented in others. I almost felt bad, knowing I was, in some way, manipulating her feelings for her long lost dear friend. But with my goal now so close, with her so pliable…

“I never learned how to play it. Never had the time… no, that’s not true. I just never wanted to play it. It was hers, and… and I just thought… I’d never be able to do what she did with that old thing. Just been keeping it around for old time’s sake… remembering how… wonderful it used to sound. When we’d just sit around the fire and listen to her play.”

Her expression grew more wistful as I continued to listen. “She’d always get this… this weird smile on her face when she played. Like she wasn’t all there. And when she looked at me with that smile… I felt like… like I was there with her, wherever she was. The music just… just sort of-”

“Took you away,” I finished with a knowing nod. “I know. I play. One of the few things in the Metro I can call beautiful.”

There was silence for a time, until she gestured for me to sit on the bed, then walked over and picked it up in her mouth, setting it down before me. “What do you want to know?” she whispered, still eyeing the guitar.

I snatched up the guitar and immediately began tuning it. The instrument was as familiar to me as my guns, or my body. It felt good having something I was so knowledgeable in. “I want to know who put the pony called Sidewinder in the cages during a card game. Where I can find him. And if my plan to get Sidewinder out will actually work.”

Pitter Patter was silent. She hopped up on the bed and scooted behind me, gently resting against my back. We leaned against each other, and this time the contact wasn’t at all uncomfortable.

“Make me believe,” she whispered. “Make me feel like she did. And I’ll tell you.”

And so I played. I played like I did in Exiperia around the storied fireplaces. I played like I did when the elders talked about a world long gone, one that would have been strange even to our father’s fathers. I played for the memory of a place so full of beauty and safety and innocence it was almost as alien as the world above was now. A place now found only in storybooks. I played for Equestria as it once was, with all the melancholy and wistful, noble recollection the old ones had when they spoke of it. And I closed my eyes, and felt the warmth of the fire on my face, and felt her small, gentle frame resting against mine. For a time, I was home, and played for my station, and listened to Pitter Patter’s gentle whispers telling me what I needed to know.

When I was done, she’d fallen asleep. I gently laid her on the bed, watching her rest. She seemed, if not happy, then at least content. My eyes lingered on her face as her warmth lingered on my back. When it grew cold again, I slipped on my saddlebags and left.

/-/-/-/

His name was Steel Crescent. He was a unicorn stallion’s stallion, as big as they came, with a cutie mark of a solid steel hammer. Apparently, that was to signify his proficiency at both fixing things and smashing them to pieces. He was one of the toughest sons of bitches in the Fort, and judging by the size of his muscles and his imposing, spiked metal armor, they weren’t lying. He even had a lit cigar jammed into his mouth to complete the tough colt image. Pitter Patter told me he wasn’t gutsy or smart enough to be a commander, but many ponies followed him out of respect for his ability anyway. His legendary temper was only matched by his unwillingness to lose... and a drunken Sidewinder had been the unlucky one to be caught cheating.

I knew most of this because I was standing in the door of a place in the Fort Steel Crescent was known to frequent: a crowded and dingy dive known as the Gut. Located in the bowels of the Fort, it’d once been part of the distillation facilities, but like many other places it’d been slowly gutted and converted into a makeshift brewery, with tanks and pipes jutting from the walls. The stench of alcohol filled the dimly lit room, and a jukebox blared old time Equestrian swing music from one corner. It was also a popular place to play cards, since you got the drinks right from the source. The discipline here was slightly better than in the Rec Room, but the relative quiet, being a loud murmur of many conversations at once instead of a roar of wild partying, made me even more frightened. Here was where the hardened killers and anti-social misfits took refuge. I’d walked right into a wolf’s den.

I already had a black eye, having run into a nasty pegasus pony halfway to going feather-brained who didn’t appreciate me passing him in the hall and thus “crowding” him. I could only hope it’d make me look less like a fool and more intimidating. Of course, my own idea of how to piss off a hulking monster like Steel Crescent wasn’t what I’d call intelligent. I watched him sulking over a round of beers, angrily watching his fellow bandits play their cards. It seemed he was having a good night, but it wasn’t improving his temper any. At least I didn’t have to worry about riling him up.

I began to walk forward, setting my jaw in determination. My plan was stupid. Ridiculous even. But there was no other way to feasibly get Sidewinder out without making the entire Fort hostile.

I am the earth. I am the earth.

I felt the soil around me, tainted though it was. I felt the earth speaking to my soul, like all earth ponies felt, and was less afraid. Steel Crescent might have had larger muscles, but I had more power. A unicorn could never match an earth pony determined to win. And I was determined.

“The FUCK!” Steel Crescent roared, scattering cards as he rounded on another player. I stopped when I saw that it was Ruby Red, who showed no fear while Steel Crescent raved at her.

“You call that a hoof worth playing? Do you think I’m stupid? I call bullshit on that!”

“If you can’t stand losing, then get the fuck out of the Gut and out of my face,” Ruby Red hissed. “You’re talking to Buttercup’s right hoof, in case you forgot. Go sleep off whatever the fuck is making you stupider than usual.”

I continued walking as Steel Crescent sullenly took his seat again and resumed playing, grumbling to himself. The other players kept wisely silent through the outburst, but one or two of them noticed me as I came closer. That made Ruby Red perk up and notice. She didn’t look happy at all to see me.

“The fuck are you doing out here?” she demanded. “You’re supposed to be back upstairs!”

“Steel Crescent,” I said, ignoring her, which she didn’t like one bit. She jumped off her chair and moved to grab me as the big unicorn turned to face me.

“Yeah, what?” he rumbled. I tried not to notice how much larger he looked up close. Or how spiky his armor was. It looked extremely painful.

“You put a friend of mine in prison, and I- hurk!” Ruby Red snatched me around the throat with her magic and dragged me back, thrusting her snout into my face.

“The hell are you doing, dead weight?!” she barked. “You’re interrupting my free time!”

“I’m talking to Steel Crescent,” I returned, looking her right in the eyes. As Buttercup’s guest I wasn’t bound by that rule anymore. “I have an issue I need to redress.”

“Well redress it with Buttercup!” she snapped, sending spittle into my face. “Whatever the fuck it is you don’t need to go causing trouble-”

“I want a prisoner from the cargo room.”

Ruby Red, and most of the conversations nearby, went silent. Apparently they already knew what I was going to propose. The rules of the Fort, I learned from Pitter Patter, were simple. If you cause problems, you either die, be banished, or get sent to the cages, depending on the severity of the crime and who exactly you made angry. Steel Crescent’s leverage and influence was such that anypony sent to the cages by him couldn’t be released easily, and I already knew Buttercup wasn’t going to just let Sidewinder out if I asked politely and make one of her best soldiers angry. Which meant I had to take a road of greater resistance.

“Steel Crescent put the pony called Sidewinder into the cages. Only he has the right to release him or sell him off. I hereby challenge him for a pit match for the release rights of Sidewinder.”

Silence. I felt, for a moment, proud, even confident. Obviously they were so shocked by my boldness it might have even impressed them. I’d gotten this far, and even Auntie Buttercup had taken a strange sort of liking to me. It was an exhilarating feeling.

I think it was when they all started laughing that I began to get a little angry.

“Let me get this straight,” Ruby Red said through derisive snorts and chuckles. “You... you’re going to fight him? For some stupid cargo? What the fuck, Lockbox? It might be ballsy if it wasn’t so stupid!”

Steel Crescent looked like he’d been about to have an apoplexy. But then he too saw the apparent humor in the situation, and began to chuckle, and then laugh out loud, until he was banging the table. The others were shaking their heads and joking amongst themselves, mocking me openly.

“Who are you, pony? Who are you, pony?” they taunted. “New guy wants to take on the vet! Fight of the century!”

I felt an angry blush rise to my cheeks. I’d been through things they couldn’t imagine. Half of these ponies had probably never even braved the surface. But I’d been a Stalker, a Ranger, a killer, a traveler. I was a pony with my own merits. And I had a mission. These fools... these violent, silly fools! How could they understand why I did what I did? They couldn’t. And here they made fun of me because they couldn’t understand a pony who was trying to do his best to save his people!

“I mean it,” I said, but they teased me all the more. I gritted my teeth until I thought they’d crack, feeling that old anger from before rise up again. Bastards. They didn’t realize if I had a gun and enough bullets I’d shoot them all, gladly! I’d show them! I’d show all of them! I stalked straight up to Steel Crescent while he pointed at me and guffawed like a fool.

“Little pony wants to fight? Got a black eye there, soldier, don’t let it go to your head! Ha ha ha-”

My hoof struck him square on the jaw. I felt it. I heard it. It was a literal explosion of energy granted to me by my earth pony magic, the strength of mother earth giving me what I needed to shut the bastard up quick. He spun in his chair, eyes comically wide, limbs flailing as he twirled right out of his seat and collapsed on the ground, his armor clanging as he smashed into the concrete floor.

Everypony was silent. I stood over Steel Crescent and glared right into his eyes as he flipped over to face me, which were wide as a pony’s eyes could go.

“You and me. In the ring. Sidewinder’s freedom is the prize. I am not fucking around. This is an official challenge for ownership!” I shouted to the rest of the Gut. “You’re all my witnesses! If Steel Crescent comes at me before the match, everypony knows him as a cowardly bitch! Buttercup’s rules. Not mine.”

I looked back down at Steel Crescent, who’d regained enough of his senses to start looking angry. I matched him stare for stare.

“Now give me my fight.”

“... You got it, tough guy,” Steel Crescent hissed, licking up the blood from his lip and working a loose tooth with his tongue. I stepped away with a satisfied nod.

“Three hours from now, sharp. Be there.”

I turned to leave, catching Ruby Red’s gaze on the way out. She looked livid. Confused. Utterly incredulous. She didn’t have a single word to say.
> Chapter 13
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My Little Metro: Chapter 13

“They are jackals, but I am a wolf.”

“So you’re really going to do it?”

I turned away from the mirror I’d been staring into and met Ruby Red’s gaze steadily.

“I am.”

“Hot damn,” the murderess whistled. “Now that I think about it, and I mean I’ve really thought about it... I gotta say one thing.” She punched my shoulder and cackled. “You don’t stand a fucking chance!”

I turned back to the mirror. I’d been standing here in the Fort’s infirmary, waiting. Waiting for the appointed time to come. It’d been one hour already. I knew word was spreading through the Fort like magically charged fire: new kid on the block decks Steel Crescent! Fights for a slave! Match of the year! Come watch an insolent young pony get his head stepped on by the local bruiser! Entertainment for one and all. My feelings didn’t match the enthusiasm the rest of the bandits had for the match; a quick peek into the Rec Room showed them already milling about the fighting pit. I had a very tangible pit in my stomach that seemed to be slowly swallowing up my insides the longer I mulled over my rash actions back in the Gut. I wasn’t afraid. But I was nervous. I had time to think, which more and more became a liability. Three hours until the match was an arbitrary number I’d thrown out on a whim, and at first I thought it would give me time to prepare. But I could hardly get ready for a brutal cage match in three hours when I’d never received anything beyond basic self-defense training. I knew how to shoot guns and punch ponies in vulnerable areas. I didn’t know much about actual “fighting.”

Up until now I’d been depending on adrenaline, luck, and quick thinking to build on lessons I’d already learned. I’d been fighting against opponents in the thick heat of battle, with no rules and no need to do anything except point and shoot and not get shot in return. But here I’d be stuck, with no chance of escape or help from my friends. It was like my time in the cages, except the bars were on my imagination. I couldn’t see a way out of this, because there wasn’t. I was heading on a straight line to a confrontation I’d set up for myself. All I could do was wait as every tick of the clock pushed me closer to the precipice.

Ruby Red poked me in the side again, intent on disrupting my concentration. “Hey. Why do you want to get Sidewinder out, anyway? He’s a prick and annoying to boot.”

I stared into the mirror, watching Ruby Red’s reflection while I talked. “He has information I want.”

“So ask him while he’s in the cages.”

“He won’t give it up while imprisoned. I... know him from before. He’s not the kind of pony who’ll talk easily without something in return.”

Ruby Red’s reflection cocked a suspicious eyebrow. I knew I trod on eggshells, dancing my way around a potentially dangerous conversation. “You could just beat it out of him.”

“He’d just tell me what I wanted to hear. Or he’d find some way to enjoy it. I need him to feel like he owes me something. That’s how stalkers work. They’re mercenaries.”

“You sound like you know him pretty well.”

I rolled my eyes. What business was it of hers, and why was she suddenly interested in talking more than beating me up? I stepped away from the mirror and began to pace the small room, delicately stepping over old bloodstains that’d never been cleaned up. “Yes, I do,” I said curtly, hoping that would be the end of it. Unfortunately, Ruby was taking great delight in my growing discomfort. Suddenly following me around wasn’t boring anymore. Her predatory side was aglow with the scent of a fight in the air. It made her curious and upbeat. I couldn’t tell if that made her more or less off-putting than the dour, bloodthirsty creature I’d seen in her before. She leaned against the dirty, graffiti stained wall and watched my pacing with a razor-sharp smile.

She enjoyed this.

“So? You do know him? Well give, Lockbox, give! Don’t leave me hanging.”

I hopped onto an examination table and regretted it immediately; it felt like it hadn’t been washed since the War. I scuffed a hoof along the rotten cushion. “I didn’t know we were suddenly friends.”

“That was before you stopped being a pussy. I mean, Celestia knows I’ve wanted to clock Steel Crescent a good one since the day I met him, but I couldn’t. Not as often as I’d like, anyway. Auntie thinks it’s better for discipline or some shit. But the way you just walked up and nailed that guy! Whew!” She grinned, showing her surprisingly white teeth.

A snow ghost leaped at me out of the blizzard, jaws open, teeth bared.

“I didn’t know you had it in you, kiddo. Of course it’ll take more than that to put Steel down for good. He’ll keep coming. You don’t stand a chance. Not a fucking chance. But you better put on a good show before he kicks your head in, especially after that stunt in the Gut.”

“You don’t have any advice?”

“What can I say? Do whatever the fuck it takes. It’s what I’d do.”

“Does Buttercup know what’s happening?”

“I’d say the whole damn Fort knows by now. And don’t worry about Buttercup. She’ll be keeping an eye on the match I’m sure, but she won’t do anything to stop it... it was an honest challenge. A chance for you to prove yourself... that’s what she wanted for you,” she added, in an ominous, low voice. I perked my ears, wondering what she meant. Was it possible that in doing this I was giving Buttercup reason to believe I was on her side? Willing to try out the lifestyle she offered to me? I didn’t know if I should be comforted or worried by that. My only plan so far was to get Sidewinder out of jail and use his freedom as leverage to make him help me get out. I didn’t know if he’d be willing to reciprocate my kindness, but it was my only chance. I didn’t know what the consequences of my actions would be beyond getting him out. I’d just have to push onward, as I’d been doing all along on this insane journey.

I sighed and closed my eyes. Two hours left... rather, one hour and however many minutes. I wondered what Steel Crescent was doing, and posed the question to Ruby.

“Probably pacing the floor snorting about what a little pissant you are and fantasizing about all the horrible things he’s going to do to you. Hey, you still haven’t told me about how you know Sidewinder!”

“I don’t want to, obviously.” I stood up and began to hop from hoof to hoof, trying to get my blood flowing so my body would match the anxiety my mind felt. I wondered idly if I should get a stiff drink before the match; it’d certainly distract me from the pain I knew was coming. Though no stranger to it by now, the fact that I couldn’t avoid it and knew I’d be a bloody mess on the floor through my own choice somehow made everything worse.

“You’re such a freak, Lockbox. Come on. Tell me.”

She came up next to me and poked me in the side.

“Tell me.”

“No.”

She shoved me.

“Tell me!” she said, making her voice sound especially whiny. “It’s not like you’re going to do anything except hang around in this room.”

I rolled my eyes and turned away again, noticing the unbalanced grin on her face as I went for the door. She was a predator, all right. Enjoying the chase, the petty thrill of getting a rise out of somepony. She bothered me and she knew it, and she liked that. She was getting off on taunting me and preying on my insecurity and stubborn nature. Better than watching me sit and mope in a corner, I supposed.

She followed me across the room, poking and prodding with horn and hoof. “Tell me, tell me, tell me!”

“I need to concentrate. Leave me alone.”

I was flung to the ground by a powerful shove. My face skidded along a grime coated floor with a gut-wrenching squelch. In the back of my mind I noted that I’d need to change my now dirty bandages. Ruby Red’s voice, now a dangerous hiss, slithered into my ears.

“Get up, wuss.”

My eyes jerked wide open. She no longer sounded mirthful or teasing; she was deadly serious like when we’d met in the cage room. I scrambled to my hooves and turned, wondering what kind of silly offense I’d done to her this time. Brushed my tail against her leg? Breathed the wrong way? Looked a little too long in the mane? But no explanations were forthcoming except for a swift right hoof to the face. I went down like a tree, but Ruby Red caught me with her magic and propped me up again.

“Come on, I’ve seen grandmas take better hits! The fuck’s wrong with you?!”

“The fuck’s wrong with you!” I spat. “I didn’t do anything!”

“That’s the problem, Lockbox!” Ruby snapped back. In spite of her tone she had a strange smile on her face, suddenly full of nervous energy as she paced back and forth before me. “You’re not telling me what I want to hear, so now I get to test your boxing. Now fight me. You got an F so far. F for fucking failure.”

My chest rose and fell like bellows, seeing red. I didn’t want to fight her. I wanted to kill her. I wanted to fight Steel Crescent and then get Sidewinder and out of this hellish place. I wasn’t her plaything to be shoved around and provide entertainment whenever she wanted. In spite of the throbbing pain in my cheek I took a step back, watching her expression go from eager to angry to confused, then back to terror-inducing rage. I gulped, but held firm. I didn’t like her. I didn’t like any of these ponies. But I wasn’t going to be intimidated so easily, not after all I’d survived. No, this mare was just latest in a long list of killers I’d managed to kill.

“No,” I said. “I’m saving my energy for the real fight.”

Ruby snorted, stamping her hoof on the ground. I thought for a moment she’d charge, but then she took a long, shuddering breath and stood up straight, somehow looking down at me even though I stood just a tad higher. Her mane fell over one eye, and she grinned in a manner that was far too calm given her previous outburst.

“The... real... fight?” she asked, sauntering towards me, step by step. “Lockbox. Since when is any fight not... real? Are you saying that some fights just... don’t count?” She waggled a hoof. “I know you’ve killed ponies, Lockbox. Nopony gets as far as you do without it. I can see it. In your eyes. Smell it. In your hair.” She began to crowd my space, and I scooted back a few steps, bracing myself for another attack. Ruby just matched me pace for pace until I was backed into a corner, eyes darting for an escape. Still she came on, her rose red eyes boring holes into my head. I saw Sweet Dreams in that hateful, disturbing gaze that turned my stomach. I dared not look away, lest she think she’d won, or take it as an opportunity to attack me.

“You’re tougher than you look. But that doesn’t mean you won’t get the shit beat out of you.” Ruby shook her mane until it fell over one of her eyes, setting her nose directly in front of mine. “You need to wise up, Lockbox. There’s nothing standing between you and me but your hooves. But you don’t think... this is real?”

She grinned, and her horn glowed. The heat of the magic bleeding off of it washed over my face, making me turn my cheek. That only made her wave her horn closer, nudging the tip towards my eye.

“I can do... whatever... I want.”

Something touched my heart. It wasn’t a feeling; I felt as though something had literally grabbed hold of my heart! She was holding my heart! I gasped and my hooves flew to my chest as a cold sweat burst out all over my body. I fell to the ground and huddled against the wall, gasping for air. Still the magical grip on my vitals persisted, and as my eyes darted in their sockets, looking around the room for escape, I caught a glimpse of Ruby’s smile. I couldn’t move for fear of provoking her. So I did nothing.

Regardless, she squeezed.

I screamed.

The icy claws had clutched my delicate heart for only a moment, but I’d never felt closer to instant death than I had in that one, horrible second where she literally held my life in her hooves. I spasmed and stayed on the ground, panting, while she loomed overhead, breathing hard. I could only imagine what kind of extreme concentration it took to perform a feat like that. It might even be impressive if I didn’t know she wasn’t a psychotic killer. I glared up at her with as much loathing as I could muster, though fearful of more pain I stayed on the ground in a pathetic little ball as she began to speak.

“I used to be called Heart Throb,” she said in a nostalgic, almost gentle voice. “That was the name my... the name I got at first. I might’ve been a doctor... a surgeon... If I wasn’t born in a shit world like this. Found out my magic is a little... darker... than normal. More powerful. Check it.”

She slid back part of her thick, plated barding so I could look at her flank. Her cutie mark, finally on display, was that of a heart with a blue ribbon, or perhaps a bandage, wrapped around it.

“I can do magic that a lot of ponies just wish they could do. But I do it to break hearts instead of heal them. Ironic, isn’t it?” she mused. “Cutie fucking marks. What’s so cute about the shit we put each other through down here? You wanna know real, Lockbox? Real is the vise I just put around your fucking heart. Real is the hooves that’ll come flying at your face and breaking your bones. What fucking right do you have to just waltz in here and be the tough colt in town... like it’s some kind of game? Like you deserve a chance to win and... and shake things up?”

She reached out. I would’ve recoiled, but her movements were slow, hesitant. I didn’t know what point she was trying to make, but I was ready for anything at this point. I was surprised when she began to stroke my mane, having the gall to even make the soft touch feel genuine. I shivered with revulsion under her touch.

“You’re different,” she whispered. “I can see it. Buttercup can see it. Steel Crescent’ll see it when you walk into that ring against every rational thought you have and try to beat the shit out of a pony twice your size.”

She smacked my cheek, hard, then pointed at me with her hoof.

“But you’re still a weakling. You’re no big shot wanderer. You’re a kid. A stupid little kid who’s got some crazy idea in his head that he’s different just cause he thinks his balls are bigger. What, your daddy give you one too many beatings and now you got something to prove-”

I thrust her hoof away and lunged. She was ready for me, grabbing me around the neck and using her considerable strength (for a unicorn) to spin us around and use my momentum to try and throw me down. I planted my rear hooves against the ground, and earth pony magic surged through my muscles, bracing me and preventing a fall. My hoof slammed into Ruby Red’s stomach, and though my hoof almost cracked against her barding, I knew she felt it from the way her body was jolted upwards, and she tried to push me away. I let her go and dropped onto my front hooves, spinning around to try and buck her smug, grinning face. She dodged it easily and then jumped up into my stomach until her shoulders and neck were pushing against my ribs. She lifted up and flung me aside with frightening ease. I dropped to the floor like a bag of bricks, listening to her pounding hooves carrying her towards me before I was done landing. I saw her rear up to strike out of the corner of my eyes, and instead of rolling away I jumped up to meet her, and through luck or fate my timing was just right. My hoof flew up and collided with her chin in the split second between her coming up and slamming her front hooves down.

She spun away and grimaced, and was met by another savage right hook across the face. She staggered. Fueled by rage, wanting her to feel the pain she’d put me through so far, I crossed the distance in one leap to continue the attack.

I was stopped in midair by a deep purple glow around my body jerking me to a halt. I went flying back and slammed into the table, flopping over the edge until my face met the ground again. Not to be deterred I sprang back up and rushed around the table, ready to kill... but Ruby Red was holding up a hoof to say the fight was over, smiling through a bloody lip and a swelling eye. I stopped in a ready position, one hoof up and my tail swishing.

“Okay. Okay. You got some spunk,” she said, shaking her head. Her horn shimmered and the door was flung open. I stayed tense and ready as she began to walk out. Her tail flicked me in the face as she went by.

“But you still don’t stand a chance, Lockbox. Not a fucking chance.” The door shut behind her.

I huffed and bucked the wall as hard as I could. It left a satisfyingly large crack and two hoofprints.

“We’ll see,” I whispered, though it was more to myself.

As far as it takes, a yellow pony whispered in my ear.

/-/-/-/

I breathed. Breathing was all I could do. All I could focus on. It helped keep me from panicking. Just outside the door I could hear the roar of the crowd. My surprise challenge had drawn quite a turn-out, so Squeaky Clean told me. Almost two hundred ponies. A veritable army all come to watch me get turned into a red smear on the ground. Steel Crescent was a popular pony... popular in that everypony knew who he was and did their best to stay out of his way, or so I gathered. That I’d challenged him of everypony in the Fort was one reason it was such an exciting idea.

“So here’s the low-down on this ‘ere scrap,” Squeaky Clean said, standing next to me. He’d taken it on himself to be my “motivator” before and during the match. “Steel Crescent’s gonna come at you hard an’ fast. He’s nopony to fuck around with, so hit ‘im like your life depends on it, cause it does.”

“Why are you giving me advice again?” I asked him. He gave me a slithering smile.

“Cause I like makin’ friends ‘stead of enemies, kiddo. There’s somethin’ about you that says you can get shit done, an’ I like that in a pony. ‘Sides, if you’re gonna be one of us, might as well put on a good show, eh?” He patted my shoulder. “Come on then. You’re an earth pony. You know that we don’t go for all the fancy shit that unicorns go on about. You get in there an’ do what we do best: buck the hell out of anythin’ that gets in our way. You ready?”

“If I’m not, then we’ll find out soon enough.”

“Ha ha! That’s the spirit! Come on, let’s go meet your soon ta’ be adorin’ fans.”

He pushed the door open, and I stepped outside.

Immediately I was met with a harsh glaring light that made me squint, and the roaring of the crowd was all I could hear. It was a mix of honest cheers, cruel jeering, and wild encouragement. Most of it was bloodthirsty.

“Rip his fuckin’ head off!” I heard one bandit shout, though I didn’t know who he was talking to. Eventually the glare lessened and I could see a straight path leading from the door to the ring. Steel Crescent was already there, stomping and snorting and encouraging the bandits to cheer for him, throwing his mane around. I stepped out into the avenue, surrounded by bandits that grinned and leered and angrily shouted for no particular reason, the noise thudding and pounding in my ears. A spotlight followed my movements. A quick scan of the crowd let me see Sidewinder chained securely on top of the podium where the Monarchy mare had been before. For reasons I couldn’t discern, he had a huge grin on his face.

“Lockbox! You’re my hero!” he shouted over the din, waving at me. I shook my head and entered the ring. The gate shut behind me with an angry clang. Pony faces sneered at me from every conceivable angle, shouting obscenities, waving hoofs, practically crawling over each other for a good look. Floodlights stared down like wide-eyed foals around the perimeter of the ring; I felt their heat even from here. And across from me stood Steel Crescent.

He paced the opposite side of the ring like a demon set loose after being starved, eyeing me with malicious intent. Ponies were chanting his name, eager to see him exercise his great power. Outside of his armor I saw every bulging muscle, every stretching tendon with every step he took. A shaggy, lime green mane fell over bronze eyes that glared with very real hate for me, the usurper that dared to challenge him. He was a real monster of a unicorn, and I couldn’t help but imagine him goring me to death with his horn just because that seemed an appropriate thing for such a terrifying pony to do. Squeaky Clean reached over the ring’s chest high barrier and tapped my shoulder.

“Remember what I said!” he shouted. “Get in close an’ finish the bastard quick!”

I didn’t know if that was wise, getting a closer look... but I couldn’t let that stop me. I was in the ring. There was no going back.

I am the earth.

I planted my hooves firmly and took a deep breath, ignoring the aches and pains in my body, ignoring that most of me was still swathed in bandages. I ignored the fact that I was comparatively small and didn’t know the first thing about actual fighting. I ignored everything except my goal. After all I’d been through, Steel Crescent would not deny me.

I walked to the center of the ring in time with my opponent. A zap of purple magic burst on the ground between us, coalescing into a purple flame. I turned and saw Ruby Red holding up a hoof for attention.

“Remember the rules! No magic! No going for the dangly bits! Other than that, there’s no rules! Now get it on!”

I turned and stared Steel Crescent in the eyes. For just a moment, it was only me and him, standing over the tiny flame that separated us, both ready for blood.

The flame flickered and died.

The first punch sent me reeling. I realized it came from the left when the left side of my face erupted with pain. I staggered against the fence surrounding the arena, only just dodging another strike from Steel Crescent that dented the metal barrier behind me. I leaped and rolled when I hit the ground, hearing Steel’s powerful hooves striking the earth moments after I got away.

He’s fast. Faster than I thought. I had to see if I could-

WHAM!

I spun and collided with the concrete floor, hearing the boos and taunts from the crowd. It was official: my entire face was now numb, and the match had barely started. My eyes rolled in their sockets and beheld Steel Crescent pacing the ring, working the crowd into a frenzy with his posturing while I flailed ineffectually on the ground.

“Stop wasting time!” Ruby Red shouted in a magically amplified voice. “Finish him already!”

“I’m gonna stomp your fuckin’ head in!” Steel Crescent bellowed. I stood up and narrowly avoided becoming paste on the floor, watching Crescent’s hooves leave imprints in the concrete. Though I didn’t actively tap into the strength of the earth, my legs were steady and I wondered, did earth pony magic count as actual magic? Would they notice? Would they enjoy the fight more if I cheated?

Steel Crescent came at me again. He kicked out with his front hooves, but I managed to stay just out of range, and when his body came down, I was ready. My heart thudded in my chest, a keen reflection of the way my hoof thudded into Crescent’s nose. He jerked his head back and I pressed the attack, feeling the blood rush through my veins and pound in my ears. Two more solid blows to the head forced Crescent back a single step, and I pushed in closer, rearing up to crash my front hooves into his skull.

Crescent’s shoulder bashed into my rib cage. I felt more than heard the impact, the air forced from my lungs in a painful rush. My world spun as I fell backwards and barely managed to on four hooves by twisting awkwardly. On Crescent came, spitting curses. I hopped back and threw my hooves up against his, and we scratched and clawed on two legs for a few brutal seconds before we crashed back to the ground. Crescent turned to one side and lashed out with his back hoof, forcing me backwards into the iron wall of the ring. Crescent saw his chance and loomed over me. I saw one of his hooves come forward and raised my own to block.

Crunch went something in the side of my face as his other hoof collided with my skull. I fell to the side and slammed against the barrier, almost thrown bodily over it. Ponies crowded around me, taunting me to stay down, urging me to get up. It all blended together into one dizzy cacophony of noise. I felt blood trickle down my nose as I planted my hooves on the top of the wall and breathed, sucking air through the fluid that dribbled out of my mouth. My lip had been split open. Steel Crescent was behind me. I could feel the heat of his body as he prepared to deliver the final blow, reared up on two legs.

Something deep inside me up until this point had been twisting, bending, curving into shapes it wasn’t meant to be. The stress had come relentlessly with no way to vent. No way to relax. And in that moment, feeling the final indignity of all my efforts coming to naught because of a boxing match, that something snapped.

“No more... fuggin’ around...” I rasped, and came to life.

I heard a gasp of surprise from the crowd as I spun around, catching Crescent’s hoof before it came down, trapping it over my shoulder. My other hoof crashed into his belly, driving him back as I shoved with all my strength. Once, twice, three times I smashed his stomach into his spine, pushing him back into the center of the ring.

Crescent grabbed me into a bear hug and crushed me against his chest, spinning about to hurl me to the ground. I landed on four hooves and came at him again, wrapping my hooves around his neck and slamming any exposed bit of Crescent I could reach, hammering his back and neck. The massive unicorn bucked wildly as I clung to him as fiercely as I could, kicking my back leg up into his ribs as we hopped awkwardly around the ring, with me gamely hanging on. The unicorn bellowed with rage and jumped up and fell down, crushing me under his weight. I felt the collision with solid concrete, my back riven with pain as Crescent rolled off me. When I stood I found his legs bucking into me, throwing me clear across the ring and into the wall. Before I could stand he was on me again, his hoof crashing into my ribs, my neck, my face and my head. Blows rained down on me like a lead blizzard as I raised my hooves to protect my skull. When he went for my stomach I jumped up and gave a great heave, pushing him away. When he leaped at me again I ducked under his hoof and gave him a good cracking punch to the chest, feeling vicious satisfaction when I heard him gasp.

He hopped away, more wary of me now. Old wounds had reopened and my bandages were a mess. Blood was starting to leak down from a large cut on my head. Pain was everywhere, but it galvanized me to fight. Yes, bring it! More! Give me more! He wanted a fucking fight, I’d give him one!

“Come on!” I shouted as we circled one another, blood spraying from my lips. I saw a cut on the unicorn’s cheek, and he was starting to sweat. I knew I was. The crowd roared its approval at my renewed vigor.

“That’s it, Lockbox!” I heard Sidewinder shout from his platform. “Give it to him! Hit him! Hit him! Come from the right!”

Crescent lost his patience and flew at me. We came together in a flurry of kicking hooves.
I bit him on the mane and pulled viciously, feeling several strikes land on my sides. Celestia, it hurt. But I didn’t cave in. I punched his shoulder, his knee, his lips, anything I could reach, until he shoved me away. As I landed I spun around, aiming to send a right hook into his head, but he caught me first. I spun around again and met the cold iron of the wall, sliding down until I was on the floor. I grabbed the rim of the wall and heaved myself up, seeing Sidewinder on the platform, prancing on his hooves with excitement.

“I meant your other right, Lockbox! Lockbox! You just got punched! Hey Lockbox! I think you’re losing!”

“I KNOW!” I screamed raggedly and turned just in time to see Crescent charging me like  a bull. I leaped away and heard the heavy crash as Crescent smashed into the wall face first, driving his horn into the metal and almost goring the ponies behind. I hoped it hurt the bastard. I slid along the wall and staggered to a stop again. Everything was aching. I couldn’t feel my face. Half of it felt dented inwards. My front hooves were numb from striking solid muscle like rock over and over. Blood was starting to leak into my eyes.

I came face to face with Ruby Red. We locked eyes. Though she was surrounded by screaming, angry ponies, she had a look of almost serene, contemptuous calm on her face. She enjoyed seeing me suffer like this. I saw the amusement dancing in her eyes.

“Not a chance,” I saw her mouth, and she reached out and placed her hoof on my head, nudging me back into the ring.

I was met by Crescent’s angry glare. Blood streamed from his nose and his eyes were red, with blood or hate I didn’t know. He shook off the dizziness from his collision with the wall, still eager to hurt me.

“Come on you fucker!” I roared, though it came out more as “Commagh aghaabl!”

He came. Cautiously at first, winding his way across the ring, until he tried to feint under my hooves and spin into a buck. I ducked underneath and sprang up again, driving my hooves into his stomach to push him right off his hooves, though when I pushed he seemed to suddenly lose some of his weight, making me the unbalanced one. I staggered forward and he slammed a hoof into the back of my head as I went by, driving me face first into the floor. Stars exploded in front of my eyes, beautiful colors swirled in my vision. Crescent tried lifting me off the floor again and I tried to push him up and away once more, using my disproportionate strength as an earth pony. Again I was deflected and heard the unicorn chuckle as he lifted me off the ground with a blow to the stomach and threw me down again. I ended up on my back, staring at the ceiling.

“Stay down!” Crescent roared. The crowd was a tidal wave of noise. I couldn’t tell if they were supporting me or Crescent or just enjoying the bloodlust. A few excited pegasi had taken wing and hovered above, pumping their hooves as they chanted something I couldn’t hear. But before any referee could put an end to the fight I stood up again. I’d felt a strange tingle that time, and not just numbness from the pain. I’d seen a faint glow.

Crescent had used magic to keep himself on his hooves and throw my weight elsewhere.

Fucking unicorns. There wasn’t any recourse for me; I had to end the fight or get beaten to a pulp. They wouldn’t stop just because of a little cheating here and there. But seeing that blatant act had ignited my fire again; I wouldn’t hold back anything this time. I was an earth pony. We didn’t have magic spells. We couldn’t fly. But we could kick some serious flank when we needed to.

“I am the earth.”

I stood up and came for him again, feeling magic course through my legs. My punch met his outstretched hoof, and I felt his taut muscles bend back under my assault. He cried out and hunched over, leaving him open for a brutal buck right to the ribs that sent the massive unicorn flying.

The crowd went wild.

I stood up straight and basked in the approval. They either didn’t know I was cheating now too, or didn’t care. Maybe everypony cheated. But the sight of Crescent lying on the ground and clutching his side was more than worth it. I turned and saw Squeaky Clean banging the walls in excitement, shouting for me to finish him off. Ruby Red hung over the wall, watching me intently, neither smiling nor frowning. I saw the pink tip of her tongue lick slowly across her lips, as if she could taste the blood in the air.

Crescent stood up again and charged. There were no more pretenses. His horn glowed and my muscles flowed with power. I fought his attempt to magically lift me off my hooves, keeping my own planted on the ground. The earth embraced me, anchored me, protected me. It didn’t do the same for Crescent, who threw his hoof at me again, the limb wrapped in magic to make it faster and more powerful. I leaped up and punched it away easily, sending another blow right into his shocked face. Blood jumped from his mouth and splattered on the ground.

The fight devolved from there into a straight up, knock down melee. I didn’t see or hear or notice anything except the driving desire to finish off the unicorn. I stayed anchored to the ground and his superior weight seemed like nothing. I wondered if the adrenaline of the fight was helping to increase my powers, or just flexing my magical muscle had given me greater ability than before. Either way, I I felt my hooves smash into him again and again, blowing away his defenses as he attempted to push through mine. In spite of this my body couldn’t take endless abuse. Without the power of the earth I’d have been a goner already, and I could feel myself growing tired. We hammered each other again and again, not even paying attention to form anymore, testing the limits of each other’s endurance.

Crescent’s horn flared brightly as we reared up to face each other, taking me by surprise. His hooves knocked away mine with surprising ease, and I saw a magical glow even behind his bloodied, rage-filled eyes. It seemed the angrier he got, the more magic he was able to channel. I realized this right before his magically charged hoof smashed into the side of my head, sending me straight to the ground. Everything went dark. The crowd faded to muted background noise. I didn’t even feel the concrete as I smacked into it. It was wet. Oh, dear. Was that my blood or his?

Fucking unicorns.

But as I struggled to stand up again and Crescent licked his wounds, wary of a trap that I didn’t have in the works, I saw something on the ground next to me. Shining against the blood and the concrete.

A tiny screw. I plucked it up in hoof and knew in a moment what I had to do.

“Bad omen,” I said, laughing as I spat out blood through teeth that ran red with it. I’d need an entire week in the infirmary after this. Maybe a good massage from a pretty mare. Lots and lots of sleep.

Crescent came at me again, and this time I was ready. I spun about and met his charge, letting him drive his shoulder into my chest. I wanted to be above him. I felt his hot breath snorting into my chest as he slammed me into the wall, driving the breath from my lungs. I almost threw up all over his back. But I held my hoof high, and kept the point of the screw pointed down.

I drove my hoof down onto his head, straight at the point where horn met skull.

Crescent screamed like I’d never heard a pony scream before. The screw stayed lodged in his flesh as he pulled away. I didn’t know how far I’d need to drive it to make it hurt, but apparently it was enough to hurt like hell. Crescent clutched his horn and shook his head wildly, like he was shaking his skull right off his neck. I dropped onto all fours and waited, breathing hard, trying to take these precious few moments to rest. No surprise, everything hurt and I was bleeding from several gashes on my face and sides, and I think Crescent had managed to rip out a good chunk of my mane. I felt dizzy and unsteady.

Crescent looked up at me, at once shocked, confused, a little indignant, and murderously furious. I gulped. He didn’t look just angry anymore. He looked absolutely, positively livid beyond all rational thought. And he still hadn’t given up. I wondered if pain was some kind of psychological fuel for the big bastard.

Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea after all.

The crowd just cheered as he flew at me, bellowing, utterly mad with rage. He couldn’t use magic, not directly at least, the pain would have been too much even for him to bear with part of his horn punctured. But he could still fight, and he could still smash my skull into the floor. I remembered something about magically charged nerve endings in unicorns, acting like circuitry, as he plowed right into me and very nearly hurtled me backwards. But my own magic held firm. That didn’t stop him from smashing me with hammer blows from his hooves. I felt my concentration slip, and my magic slipped away from me.

I fell to the ground, but Crescent picked me up again and sent me reeling with a vicious headbutt, followed up by a one-two strike to the gut and head. Ah, hello again ground. How are you?

I fell into the back of my mind, away from my own eyes until my vision tunneled. I saw Crescent shouting in my face from far away, no doubt telling me how worthless I was and how I was as good as dead. The crowd’s noise was drowned out. Even Crescent sounded distant. All around me was a comforting, warm blackness. The black of sleep. I dropped into it and very nearly gave in completely.

And then above me, she appeared. Her gentle blue eyes gazed down at my beaten and battered form with endless compassion. She shook her head almost fondly, as if I was merely a little colt who’d gotten dirty playing in the mud. Gentle flaps of her radiant, almost solar wings brought her closer and she held out her hoof, the end of her pink mane tickling my nose, brushing my cheek. I saw her lips move, and she whispered something I couldn’t hear over the roar of the crowd. I reached up and took her hoof in mine.

She pulled, and I came up with her, and then past her, rushing back into consciousness. My outstretched hoof was no longer holding hers, but flying out towards Crescent’s face. I felt strength rush back into my limbs, propelling me upwards. My hoof positively burst with energy. I felt as if the entire world beneath me was pushing me up. All of that energy exploded right into Crescent’s chin as my hoof made contact in an uppercut worthy of songs and poets. His head snapped back, and his body followed suit, convulsing as it left the ground. I, too, was lifted clear off my hooves by the incredible burst of energy, and for a moment I hung in the air, my hoof reaching up and Crescent bent over backwards.

The faces in the crowd were priceless.

I came back down with a clatter of hooves and a loud thud as Crescent crashed to the ground. Blood and dust swirled in the air around me in a whirlwind dance.

And the crowd cheered.

Some of the voices were angry; clearly I’d upset a few ponies who’d taken heavy bets against me. One or two brawls broke out. My head swam and my body dribbled blood. My limbs shook uncontrollably and my chest worked like a set of bellows as I sucked air through bloody nostrils. Fatigue and the cold sweat of post-adrenaline lows rushed over me. But I didn’t care. In fact, I’d never felt happier. Crescent groaned and twitched on the ground. The giant was slain. The challenge was done. I threw my hooves in the air and several ponies cheered with me. Squeaky Clean was at my side, thumping my back and chanting my name as a pegasus draped what I supposed was some kind of cloak of honor around my shoulders. The little newcomer had beaten the toughest son of a gun in the whole Fort. My eyes caught Ruby Red’s. She didn’t look happy. But then, she didn’t look dissatisfied with the outcome at the same time. I made a rude gesture with my hoof and turned away, pointing up at Sidewinder, who was grinning expectantly.

“Down. Get him down,” I said, and Squeaky Clean motioned for a nearby pony to release him.

The Stalker danced in place and hopped down from the platform, winding and weaving his way towards me through the crowd until he could put his hooves on my shoulders.

“Lockbox! You crazy, beautiful son of a bitch, I can’t believe it! Ha! I knew there was something special about you!”

I didn’t feel special. The high was already starting to leave me, and instead of feeling alive I felt half-dead and looked it too. “Nothin’,” I mumbled through bruised, swollen lips. “S’nothin’.”

“You look like shit, my friend! I’ve never seen a more beautiful sight! I could kiss you! But that’d be weird, wouldn’t it? Ah, what the hell, I’ll do it anyway!”

Without any warning, he yanked me forward and planted his lips on mine, smearing both our faces with the blood and saliva that dribbled down my chin.

My eye twitched.

And then everypony was laughing as Sidewinder picked himself off the floor, chuckling and snorting like he’d heard the best joke in the world while he held his cheek where I’d decked him. Squeaky Clean joined other ponies in chanting my name. Even though I knew this would all likely just lead to more trouble, I felt myself buoyed up by the noise, the cheers, the rush of victory.

For just a few, precious moments, I felt like things were going my way.

/-/-/-/

“You really stirred up the hornet’s nest, you know.”

I lay on a bed in the infirmary. In the Fort I’d become the hero of the hour, with no small amount of ponies coming to congratulate me and proclaim what a badass I was. A few came just to get a good look at me and sneer. Ruby Red hadn’t come at all.

Auntie Buttercup had come to talk. She looked far too pleased with herself, as if this had been her plan all along. I doubted it.

“I know. That wasn’t really the idea. But I guess I can use the fame,” I said, wondering how this was all going to pan out from here. I didn’t want bandits on my side, didn’t want them loyal to me, didn’t want to get caught up in their petty politics. I planned to use this as a leverage to get out before they were any wiser. Maybe I could volunteer for a mission and slip away before they found us.

“Hmm. Just remember, the more popular you get, the more enemies you’ll have. I knew that letting you stay was a good idea... you proved you got guts, going up against Steel Crescent like that. He’ll be nursing a grudge for months, though. I hope you can take care of yourself.”

“You aren’t going to help me if he makes a move?”

“I try to keep an open hoof about this kind of thing. If I took sides in too many personal disputes, it’d just piss off some of my best ponies. Crescent isn’t stupid enough to try anything too blatant, but I won’t hide the fact that sometimes my boys and girls can get a little... rowdy, when I’m not paying enough attention. I can’t give you personal protection, but  I will warn you that he’s not exactly a pony to forget when he’s slighted.”

“Grand,” I said. “So, what’s next?”

“Well. Now that you’ve earned the respect of my soldiers, and gotten a friend out of the cages... perhaps it’s time to see what you can do in the field.”

She stepped closer, putting her face uncomfortably close to mine.

“You’ve earned your place, Lockbox. And now it’s time to earn my trust. Learn how things work around here when you work for me.”

I don’t work for you. In fact, first chance I get, I’m putting a bullet in your brain. I’m here because of you. I’m doing these things because ponies like you refuse to make things better with all your power.

“What do you need?”

“Try not to look too eager to please. It gets a pony thinking about your motivations. Anyway. Once you’re well enough, you’ll be going with Ruby Red to one of our outposts to the south. I’ve gotten a message that the Lunar Republic wants to cut a new deal involving our smuggling activities. And I need to talk to them about the... hrm... the troubles we’ve been having.”

“Rangers and cultists?”

Buttercup raised her eyebrow.

“I heard rumors.”

“No doubt. Cultists are moving in our turf, and I’ve got Rangers apparently carving their way through my blockades and checkpoints. Can’t have that. I need clear tunnels to transport my goods, and if I start losing ponies left and right they’ll lose faith that I can keep them alive. Bandits you see are very simple creatures at heart... they want to live. They want to do what they like while they’re living. And they want their booze. Oh, do they want their booze...” She looked to the side, tossing her mane, smiling in a manner almost wistful. “Point is. I’m sending you to see what the Republic is really like. So you can be useful. Maybe you can even intimidate old Lucky Clover’s generals. They’re going to need our help when shit goes down between them and the Monarchy... it already is, but once it gets worse, they’ll come crawling to us like they should. We’re the only ones who can get them a good deal on weapons and supplies apart from Hoofsa, and they’ve thrown their lot in with the Monarchists. Frankly everything is ready to fall apart, Lockbox. I need good ponies on my side so my boys can get through this in one piece.”

“Where do you get good deals for weapons?” I asked Buttercup looked at me as if I’d grown a third eye.

“We cut deals! We put ponies against the wall. We bribe them! Give us what we want and you won’t find your caravan guards’ throats slit. Come on Lockbox, don’t make me regret taking you in. It’s not that hard to figure out. We do what we have to do to survive.”

Yes. Survive until you die. That’s what you all do. It’s all anypony seems to do. I rolled onto my side when Buttercup left and faced the wall, wondering what opportunities my chance to get outside the Fort would give me. Sidewinder would be invaluable with his knowledge of the tunnels, assuming he didn’t backstab me again, and from what I’d gathered he had no love of the Fort, and the bandits didn’t like him much either. We both needed this chance to escape, which was why I’d decided to send Buttercup the message that I’d accepted her offer. Surprisingly, Buttercup had ordered a colt to stand around specifically for that purpose. I was definitely getting the red carpet treatment by bandit standards.

Sidewinder came to visit soon after Buttercup did. I knew because even though I’d been looking at the door, he suddenly jumped up in front of my face.

“My hero!”

“AHHH!”

/-/-/-/

“Sorry again, Lockbox.”

“If I didn’t know better,” I said, gingerly touching a cloth to my lip, which had been cut in my fall from the bed, “I’d say that was some strange kind of assassination attempt.”

“Ha! Better get used to it! Famous ponies have enemies, Lockbox. The more famous you are the more enemies you have. Fortunately, I’ve got your back.” He tried to put a hoof around my shoulders. I shrugged him off.

“Why? So you can throw another howler onto it?”

Sidewinder flinched, and though the smile didn’t leave his face, it grew thin and unconvincing.

“I got you out of those cages so you could help me, Sidewinder. I figure after that, you might be a little closer to being square with me for trying to end my life. Don’t pretend that we’re friends.”

Sidewinder chuckled, and it wasn’t the kind that made my spirits perk up. It was deep, throaty, almost frightening. Suddenly he was all smiles again, draping his hoof around my shoulders again and utterly ignoring my attempts to buck him off.

“All right, Lockbox, all right. But for the record, I wasn’t trying to kill you. I just left you to your own devices. Clearly, it’ll take more than that to put you down. Besides! What’s a little nastiness between friends? I’ve backstabbed my share of ponies. That they couldn’t see me coming is their own fault! Hey, just to make it up to you, the next time you get a free shot, I’ll let you take it, and I won’t even haunt you after I’m dead!”

“I’ll hold you to that.”

“Good! Oh, by the way. Ruby Red’s in a mood. So when we head out on the mission, she might take a free shot too.”

“They’re just going to let you out? I haven’t even asked anypony yet.”

“I’m a free pony now thanks to you! I mean, they could technically still murder me in my sleep. But technically, I can also do whatever I want now! And I have you to thank! Isn’t that funny, us being best friends even though we wanna kill each other? Or you just want to kill me. You’re far too entertaining for me to think of offing. Speaking of getting off-”

“Be quiet. Please.”

He laughed. The grating, forced sound made my ears fold down on my head. This pony was for real? Sometimes he seemed even less believable than Nopony.

“How can you laugh about all this?”

He winked. “Easy! I know all about laughter. I just so happen to be a direct descendant of the one and only Pinkie Pie! Element of Laughter? Premier party pony... pink as a pearl sweet as sugar I-wish-I-wasn’t-related-so-I-could-fantasize Pinkie Pie?”

I blinked. I knew the name, if not the pony... the Elements of Harmony were legend, after all, especially in times like these. If that was in any way true, it was... rather impressive, actually. Not that I actually believed him. “How... do you figure that?”

“Easy!” He ducked down and put his face uncomfortably close to mine to whisper, squishing our cheeks together. “I read the notes.”
> Chapter 14
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My Little Metro: Chapter 14

“He’s a very decent youth; I can guarantee it personally.”

My stay in the infirmary was a memory I didn’t bother dwelling on. It was a full day and night’s stay and though I tried to sleep soundly, my mind was full of strange dreams that I couldn’t for the life of me remember, save they were extremely disturbing. My time awake comprised of long stretches of boredom punctuated by me having to chase off my new fans, those bandits who had not yet found somepony to ally with. One colt in particular had to be shooed off five times, insisting he had “connections” that guaranteed I would have an army in less than a week. I didn’t want a personal army of thugs. I wanted to get out of here! But I knew that my body had been put through hell the last few weeks, and it needed at least a little rest. I’d been given a waif of a mare to bring me food and other amenities, though by the lecherous wink the stallion who dropped her off gave me I was clearly expected to do more. I did not, but this wasn’t a comfort to her as she obediently brought me whatever I asked and never spoke to me apart from a muttered ‘yes sir’ or ‘no sir.’ When I asked about her personally, she either didn’t answer or claimed she didn’t know depending on how forcefully I asked, and since I didn’t beat her she didn’t tell me more. It broke my heart to see a pony in such condition. But what could I do for her? She wouldn’t last five minutes in the Metro.

I supposed I should’ve been surprised at how callous I was being. But I had only so much room in my heart for compassion alongside my mission, and that had already been squeezed out by the mare I’d serenaded days ago.

On the morning of the third day, I knew I couldn’t delay any longer. Fortunately, that was also the time when the day of our mission to meet with the Lunar Republic would begin. Ruby Red came to the same conclusion as me and barged into the room, throwing my covers off and dragging me to my hooves.

“Get your shit together, we’re leaving in an hour. Come to the front of the Fort and don’t be late,” she snapped, and then stomped off again to vent her unending anger on some other poor pony. I was surprised; after all the attention she’d been giving me being brushed off like so much rubbish made me feel almost indignant. At least I didn’t have to look forward to her brand of ‘special treatment.’ I stood on shaky limbs that still remembered the fight with Steel Crescent. Though I’d won everything in that moment, I knew I still had so far to go. The fact that I’d beaten him didn’t matter in the end, and the fight had only been necessary at all because of the explosion in the Blue Line leading to my capture.

Amazing how just a few days of recuperation suddenly ruined my good mood. Everything that troubled me before seeped back into my mind as I threw on my bags, which had been returned per my request and Buttercup’s orders. I checked through the contents, surprised to see not a single thing had been removed. Just to try and butter me up, Buttercup seemed to have included a few magazines worth of bullets. Not scratch made ammunition, but real, pre-War bullets that were worth money. At least I didn’t have to worry about dying poor again.

The screw that let me defeat Steel Crescent was gone. The stallion would have plucked from his head and threw it down a toilet or the like. Like the screw, I knew that Bad Omen was also gone, and there was nothing I could do for him anymore. He’d resigned himself to die in the cages, and there he certainly would die. I couldn’t take him out into the tunnels, couldn’t point him anywhere safe. Just like Pitter Patter, who I was thankful not to receive a visit from.  Hopefully she did the smart thing and stayed out of my sight. All we could do was move on. I couldn’t bear to look that poor mare in the eyes and tell her I’d never see her again. So many ponies to be left behind. So many who would die in misery and solitude whether or not I won, and I didn’t even have something to remember them by...

No. I wouldn’t let my thoughts wander. I had to walk on. I had to go as far as I needed. If I couldn’t at least save Exiperia, then all of this would have been for nothing. That was a thought I couldn’t bear.

I threw on my clothes, which had been cleaned and stitched. The patchiness of my garments flattered me; I think I just appreciated clothes that looked as traveled as I felt. I spent a moment admiring how far I’d come, and how clearly the marks of my travels showed on my clothes and body. Here a lurker tore open my sleeve, here the scar of nosalis teeth bit into my neck. My poor flak jacket was useless, bearing the scars of several battles in many places. It too had a story, and I’d have liked to have kept it if I hadn’t so far to go. I discarded it and dismissed my temporary servant before I headed out, eyeing my surroundings. The Fort was just as nasty and dirty as it was before, packed with ponies who looked at me with odd expectation in their eyes or glared at me as I passed by. One mare who looked several years older than me tossed a wink and a come-hither look my way.


“Hey Lockbox!” Squeaky Clean called out as I passed by. “Good job kicking Steel Crescent’s ass! I’m glad you’re here with us!”

“Steel Crescent gives his regards,” the very next stallion I met said as he crowded me into a corner and spat on my clothes.

The new attention made me uncomfortable, but I couldn’t say I hadn’t expected it. I was a threat now, and a potential leader. Having taken down Steel Crescent my new fans and enemies watched to see what I’d do next. I kept my head high as I wandered the grimy halls, remembering that my next trick would be a vanishing act.

Sidewinder popped up in front of me. Somehow he’d managed to stay out of sight in a completely straight hall with no side doors until he appeared right in front of my face. He seemed more serious than usual and wore all of his old gear, the Stalker flag of Stalliongrad showing proudly on his shoulder. His Wonderbolt was slung over his neck, ready to be propped up in his war reins at a moment’s notice.

“Lockbox!”

“What is it now, Sidewinder?”

“I came to collect you. What are you waiting for? Everypony else is ready!”

“Ready? I didn’t know bandits were capable of being punctual.”

“When Ruby Red is threatening to ruin your ass with her nightstick, you are. Come on, we’re meeting in the Main Hall.”

The Main Hall turned out to be the underground entrance lobby of the sewage plant converted into a barricaded strong point. Located on the eastern side of the plant it faced all the dangers the Metro had to offer and was one of the Fort’s few weak points. The lobby was a long room with an arched, ribbed ceiling. At one time it might have held a sense of stateliness — old Equestria made even their sewage plants with dignity — but now it was full of guns and barbed wire, and I saw that it had been excavated to create a larger killing zone for any enemies that got this far. At the back of the Hall where I stood with Sidewinder bandits milled about preparing for their forays into the Metro. I saw Ruby Red with a few of her personal guard, their armored bodies taking up some serious space that other ponies gave willingly. I didn’t approach them, instead letting Ruby spot me from afar. She and her retinue were outfitted with metal plates and bulletproof barding. Menacing spikes jutted from  Ruby’s shoulder plates, and she wore an assault rifle, shotgun and three pistols in her holsters. Her famous baton lay in wait over her shoulder, ready to ruin a pony’s day. When our eyes met she gave me a disdainful sniff and turned away, continuing to make plans with her little gang.


“Well she seems in a particularly fine mood,” said Sidewinder. “She didn’t even try to smash your head in!”

“Good to know things are looking up,” I muttered, glancing at the other bandits. They looked furtively away when they saw me turn towards them. Deferring or ignoring me, I wondered?

“Didn’t I used to be talk of the town? I couldn’t get away in the infirmary.”

“You made your first hoofprint in the sand, it’s true,” Sidewinder said, throwing a hoof around my shoulders. “But you gotta keep up the momentum, lil’ Lockbox! Out in the tunnels is your chance to shine! Meeting with the Republic is a big deal around here. Buttercup wants us to play friendly, since they have the power in East Metro. Come on, let’s get you geared up. If you can call the shit they have here gear.”

He led me to a ratty looking unicorn with a tattered mane standing in the far corner of the Main Hall, surrounded by weapons and makeshift armor. Even though he was several years older than me he wasn’t any larger, and his beady eyes snapped nervously left and right. All of his stock was second-hoof, rusted to the point of antiquity, and most of the armor was unwashed. I tried not to wrinkle my nose. I was a bandit for today, and bandits took what they could get.

“You need weapons? These are what will keep you alive, kiddo!” the ratty unicorn rasped at me.

They looked more liable to blow up in my face. Still, I needed armor, and told him such.

“Something that looks the part,” Sidewinder interjected. “Something that says ‘I’m here to kill you, and I’m okay with that.’ Oh, like that one! With the spikes!” He pointed at some barding that, to my amazement, did indeed have spikes on it, and what looked like a piece of a tire strapped to the shoulder in place of real armor. It would barely cover my chest and the overly-long spikes were utterly useless in cramped tunnels full of detritus that could catch and slow me down. What kind of self-respecting bandit wore something with a tire on it anyway?

“Want to add some streamers while we’re at it?” I asked. “It might make me too dazzling to shoot.”

“See, learning already!” Sidewinder laughed and punched my shoulder. I went with a typical flak jacket as I’d had before. There was nothing back there that could adequately protect me from a mutant’s claws — depending on the mutant nothing would — and I didn’t have the money to waste on metal.

“Why do ponies have to buy these?” I wondered. “I don’t get a special discount for being Buttercup’s favorite or beating Steel Crescent?”

“Buttercup doesn’t have favorites,” the ratty unicorn hissed. “She has useful ponies. And somepony’s gotta pay for all the shit we buy. You want something for free? Should’ve asked for it as a reward.”

I slipped the armor on. It was a size too big and hung down around my belly like a paunch until I tugged the straps as tight as they could go. Better this than nothing. If it came to a fight at least I knew I had plenty of meat shields.

“Everypony in my group to the fore!” Ruby Red belted out, pointing at me in particular. “You! New meat! Up front with me!”

Sidewinder chuckled as he walked beside me. “Mmm, front row seats. If she’s trying to intimidate the Republic with you, it won’t work.”

“Do I really look that bad?”

“Worse. If I told anypony who wasn’t there the day you beat Steel Crescent that you did, well, they’d be have to be crazier than me to believe it. And nopony is crazier than me. If they were I’d have to kill them.”

“I don’t doubt it.”

We gathered at the front of the small group, numbering no more than a dozen ponies, five of whom were Ruby Red and her guards, the rest being Sidewinder, me, and the remaining bandits assigned to the mission. I noted with no small amount of distress that Steel Crescent stood nearby with his own group, nursing battered pride and glaring daggers straight at me through a black eye. Ruby Red noticed and stepped between us, levelling a fearless glare at the larger unicorn.

“Back the fuck off, Crescent. You can dick around all you want when we get back. My mission’s too important to let you screw around with it out there.”

Crescent sniffed and turned away.

“No surprise he volunteered for a patrol the same time we were going out,” one of Ruby’s guards muttered under his breath. He was an orange pegasus no older than me whose wings were tied down. I reflected that very few pegasi found an advantage in flying in the cramped tunnels, and this was probably also a safeguard against going feather-brained. I wondered how close he must be if he was taking such extreme precautions. Not that I cared enough to strike up a conversation and ask.

“Crescent, your group will leave first,” Ruby Red commanded. “If I see you in those tunnels, I’ll rip off your horn and castrate you with it!”

“Just keep your new pet on a tight leash,” Crescent snarled back, looking at me instead of Ruby. “If he ends up alone in the tunnels it’s open season.”

“Celestia alive, Crescent, you pick the stupidest fights,” Ruby Red shot back as she motioned for the main gate, a heavy sliding door on rails that reminded me of a portcullis, to be lifted. Beyond I saw a mess of barbed wire, jagged metal and lengths of rebar jutting out of concrete towards the small service depot that brought crews to their workplace in years before. The long rectangular room held a single track going north and south. The depot was inhabited, much to my surprise, by a few outlying sentries who saluted lackadaisically as we passed by. Steel Crescent and his small band, eyed cautiously by ours, peeled away and went compliantly south without making any trouble.

I kept watching even as Crescent’s group rounded a turn, not feeling safe to turn around again until the beams of their headlamps vanished into the gloom. Even out of sight I knew I wasn’t out of Steel Crescent’s mind. Self-consciously, I fixed my war reins to my head and slid my Mule into the gun slot, grateful that I’d even been given back my weapons. Buttercup wanted to show her trust of me and her disturbing willingness to make me one of her own. I had no problems betraying the trust of a bandit. Only after a full hour passed did Ruby Red feel it prudent to lead us on.

The road south was dismal and quiet just like every other tunnel in the Metro, but the bandits had the foresight to post border guards and a few sprite-lights until the four hundred meter mark, whereupon we were lost in the gloom. The weak lights we carried illuminated the tunnel walls and the bones of mutants killed outside the station and left to rot. I saw a pony skull in the midst of the carnage. We passed several tunnels that split off from ours, but Ruby Red kept us straight south and me uncomfortably close to her. She kept her eyes forward and didn’t speak to me though, which I was very grateful for, but then I didn’t dare try to fall behind and walk alongside Sidewinder either for fear of drawing her ire.

On my other side marched the pegasus with bound wings, also professional and quiet. The other bandits kept their steps measured and soft; clearly they’d done this several times before. I’d gathered Ruby ran a tight ship, but seeing first-hoof how disciplined her group was made me reconsider how easy it would be to turn on them. I’d have to wait for an opportunity. We walked in silence save for a few quips from Sidewinder about the state of the tunnels. They were cluttered with filth the bandits had carried out and tossed away.

“There’s negligent and then there’s this,” he said, tutting. “The irony is killing me. You all live in a garbage disposal but your trash is all over the ground! I might as well wear a gasmask.”

“Shut your mouth unless you want to get shot,” the wing-bound pegasus next to me snarled. “There’s enough questions going around about why you were let out.”

“I haven’t shot you yet, have I?” Sidewinder said with one of his disturbingly toothy grins. “Among you bandits that practically makes me your brother.”

Soon enough we came to a sturdy closed door that shut off the tunnel entirely. A huge pony skull had been spray-painted on the rusting metal. The message was clear: there was no going further without welcoming certain death. Ruby Red turned east and headed into the small side passages. I didn’t look forward to heading into that maze again, preferring to stick to main tunnels.

“Where does this lead?” I asked. Nopony answered except for Sidewinder.

“Towards the once great station of Felberskaya. It’s just a checkpoint of the Guild of Magic nowadays, but when the waterworks were still going at full efficiency they were the envy of the Eastern Metro. Their tunnels run past a long series of water pipes and gas mains,” the lanky pony muttered. “It’s a mess up there with lots of flooding but it’s one of the few safe ways east from here. Heh, safe. I should say it’s actually one of the few ways east from here in general. Republic territory crosses over with Hoofsa at a few points, and since Hoofsa’s in bed with King Pleiades things are tense between them. Hoofsa’s probably trying to play both sides... silly ponies, nopony wins when you do that!” He grinned manically and sniggered to himself, staring straight ahead with a wide eyed unfocused gaze.

“It’s all gonna go to Tartarus.”

“Will you shut your traps?” Ruby snapped as she pushed led us into a series of cramped passageways that forced us to walk single file. Ruby of course went in front, making me walk directly behind her. “We’re not the only things down here! I don’t want a single fucking word from anypony until we get to Felberskaya!”

The side tunnels echoed with her voice. Our small lights kept pitifully small circles of illumination, warding off the encroaching shadows and silence. The walls were ever-changing, one moment a mess of pipes and wires lit by emergency lighting that made Ruby Red seem more like a demon than a pony, another just long stretches of blank concrete. Cobwebs and dust were in abundance to the point where I longed to slip on my gasmask.

True to Ruby Red’s commands everypony was quiet. We went up several sets of ladders, following what appeared to be an old water maintenance network, built vertically. There were no offices, but instead several checkpoints where workers could stop and open up the pipes at particular junctures. Each checkpoint was a mess of levers and caps and pipes, full of gauges that I couldn’t read or no longer recorded the proper water pressure. Most of the independent stations here couldn’t afford the resources to reroute water from elsewhere, and so depended on these decaying systems from the old world to keep running until their expiration.

In spite of our upward direction we never breached the surface. I perceived we must be close though, from the fact that several of the rooms around us were irradiated and avoided studiously. Once, I believed I saw something scuttling around just out of sight down a long hallway, moving on spindly insectoid legs and peering at us with glowing eyes. But it left as soon as my gaze fell properly on it. Ruby Red ignored the crawling atmosphere and alien beasts, following some kind of esoteric signaling system made up of symbols painted on the walls by bandit scouts. I didn’t dare pull out my Guide to check and see where we were; I felt no tugs from Hunter’s token and didn’t feel like attracting attention.

At last the path began to even out. We stopped ascending, and I heard the sound of water rushing through the pipes we passed. The constant, unwelcome background noise of deep thunder under the earth grated on my ears. The pipes were in sorry shape, taunting me with memories of the ghost tunnel I had braved with Nopony. A few of them had burst open and brackish filth oozed out of them, pooling on the tunnel floors. A strange, rotten stench pervaded the area, one that was terrifyingly organic, and not and might’ve been the death of a pony with a wilder imagination. One set of stairs later, we came to another main Metro tunnel running east and west.

“We’re near Felberskaya,” Ruby Red muttered as she poked her head out into the tunnel. After the crushing quiet of those side passages her voice was a welcome relief, not for the fact that she was easy on the ears, but just the fact that a pony was making the noise. I felt a palpable sense of freedom coming out of the strange, alien tunnels behind me. These bigger lanes were more my speed. Ruby Red flicked her ears left and right, and then started following the tracks. “Past that is the waterworks. We’ll go south and head around it though, place is flooded as shit. But then we hit Republic territory.” She turned back and grinned at me. “We’ll see if you can handle that, my little badass.”

So now I was part of her gang? Her trophy to cart around? As if.

The road to Felberskaya was much like any other Metro tunnel, save for the fact that it was very wet and fungus grew in abundance. Mushrooms sprouted from the walls and algae coated the floor, soaking in the brackish water that pooled in every crevice and flowed in a thin trickle down the rail line. From the ceiling a long white tendril grew, following the pipes. I knew it was alive in that undefinable way that all living things were, but I almost refused to accept that snaking, slithering “root” was actually something I’d need to live with in the new world. More mushrooms grew from its surface. Though the bandits ignored it, I couldn’t help but sneak a glance at it now and then. Sweet Celestia, I thought it even moved once or twice. Just another oddity of the Metro.

“Let me guess,” I muttered as we passed a working sprite-light that marked the outer limits of Felberskaya’s territory, “the chief export here is mushrooms and soggyweed?”

“Damn straight,” the pegasus with the bound wings said. He had an oddly focused look about him much like Ruby Red, compared to his fellows who ranged from anxious to bored. “They make some of the finest shroom beer in the Metro too. Odd types. But always willing to do business.”

“You think the Guild is still there?” asked another bandit, emboldened by the lack of reprimand from Ruby. “I hope not. Never know whose side those bastards are on.” Mention of the Guild made my heart skip a beat. I couldn’t avoid them forever, but I sure wanted to try.

“Why is the Guild here?” I wondered.

“Why are they anywhere? To make money and rub their wealth in our faces,” said the wing-bound pegasus. “They use this spot to test their water purifiers and ‘help’ this part of the Metro by keeping the waterworks here running. They’re closely tied with Hoofsa but they don’t turn us in cuz we can go places they don’t want to. Don’t want their precious artifacts getting smudged with dirt...”

I glanced over my shoulder at Sidewinder, who looked straight ahead and didn’t pay me attention. If knowing the Guild was about made him uncomfortable, he didn’t show it.

Felberskaya’s guards were well-equipped with machine guns and heavy barding, no doubt supplied by the Guild of Magic. They glared at us from a squat guard tower across a moat that bisected the tunnel floor. I surmised they’d dug up a water main and split it open allowing the hole to fill up.

“Aw, shit,” one of them crowed, his face hidden by a welder’s faceplate. “It’s Ruby Red. You looking for passage too?”

Ruby stopped short. “Too? Who the fuck else is there, Ricochet?”

“Some weird hobos,” the earth pony answered. “The Guild boys said they’re legit though, told us not to ask questions.”

“Were they heading for Republic territory?”

“Fuck should I know? Didn’t I just say we didn’t ask questions?”

“Whatever. Let us in. We’re heading for the Marevskaya bypass tunnel.”

Ricochet laughed as one of his subordinates lowered a drawbridge over the moat. “You’re kidding right? That shit’s blocked off. Guild’s orders.”

Ruby’s eye twitched. “Blocked? Blocked? That fucking tunnel is the only way from here to East Metro!”

“Not the only way, if you don’t mind a couple days of crawling through squatter stations, nosalis nests and cerberus packs. Scouts say some weird shit has taken up residence in the waterworks and southern tunnels too, so those are out. Only safe way east now is back north through Solar Station. We’re all waiting for the Republic or Hoofsa to get off their asses and do something about it, but Hoofsa loves the Ring too much and the Republic ain’t very friendly...”

“Fuck it,” Ruby spat as she crossed the bridge, us in tow. “I’ll find out what’s going on myself.”

We crossed into Felberskaya. The station was built in an odd way: it was built in three tiers and mostly flooded, but ponies still lived and worked here. Lower corridors that housed the old sewage pipes and service stations for Metro trains were submerged, but the upper two floors, including the main line we’d traveled on, were either dry or only had a shallow creek running through them.

Ponies who had to live near or above the water built their housing lengthwise on stilts, or inhabited train cars piled on top of each other. Non-Guild ponies skittered and skulked through the station’s shadows, moving with nimble quickness over their thin catwalks and never once disturbing the water as they rushed over it. Walkways and low ceilings were in abundance and there was no electricity, only sprite-lights.  Our motley crew got a few second looks, but I paid them no heed as long as anypony wasn’t shooting at us. Were bandits and thugs really so common a sight here? Perhaps they felt safe... I know I would. At every other corner there stood a unicorn guard of the Guild of Magic, stoic and unapproachable in his full body armor. This station was firmly under their control, which was somewhat unusual as they generally tried not to get involved in turf wars. We passed a stairway that led up to the highest section of the station where I saw a unicorn mare walk by under a string of functioning lightbulbs that illuminated her Guild seal. The sight of Twilight Sparkle’s cutie mark made my stomach turn; suppose the Guild ponies here somehow knew about my failure to kill Sidewinder, or worse, recognized Sidewinder and tried to start trouble? Ruby Red just marched right up those same stairs, though, and we were forced to follow.

We came into a long hallway filled with ponies. The highest tier of the station was its nerve center, and the inhabitants crowded every available space. The air was thick and hot from the press of so many bodies. I smelled food and the pungent stench of sweat and alcohol. At both ends I could see the hallway curve and split into other corridors that must run around the ceiling of the entire station, and lights and the sounds of ponies came from every one. They were pressed right up agains the walls, snatching every available space and filling it with warm bodies and the sound of their fun. Cooks prepared their meals right next to lines of ponies playing cards. I saw a few foals running about, darting between their elders’ legs. All of them tiny pinpricks of defiance against the wall of darkness just outside.

Two in particular caught my eye: an earth mare and stallion without clothes huddled against the wall, surrounded by baggage and equipment, looking at the floor. Their colors were almost faded to grey, and they sat so still they seemed statuesque. Both were draped in heavy shawls that covered their bodies. Everypony else passed them by without a second look. They didn’t look despondent while they stared at the floor. Just patient, as if they had a very important thing to do by sitting there staring at the floor and wouldn’t leave until it was done. Somehow they seemed more purposeful than the others here, who lived their lives because that was what they did. Somehow I immediately knew that these two were here for a true reason. But as we passed them, I felt something, a memory, chase me down the dark corridors of my mind.

A bright, blinding light coming to consume me. I danced on my hooves in full view of everypony, reduced to a quivering, hysterical ball in the space of an instant. I only got a few stares.

No, no! That was a memory now. No anomalies here. And those ponies... they still hadn’t moved, in spite of my little panic attack. Perhaps they were some of the ‘weird hobos’ Ricochet mentioned. The feelings they’d inspired caused me to scamper away before one of them raised their cold, determined eyes to me. I opted to follow Ruby Red towards a side tunnel. At the tunnel’s end was the entry to a larger room beyond, covered in sheets. Light poured out through the thin cloth, as well as the murmur of voices, all clipped and august in their direct, businesslik tones. In front of the doorway stood two burly unicorns dressed in full body armor, armed with ferocious looking spiked clubs and machine guns.

“I think... I’ll disappear for a few minutes,” Sidewinder whispered, and was lost in the crowd before I could even turn to look at him.

Twilight Sparkle’s cutie mark menaced us from the wall above the entrance, like a great eye daring us to turn back. My gaze was riveted to it, but Ruby Red marched on to confront the door guards, both of them mares.

“Lemme through,” she demanded. “I need to speak to your Guild Representative.”

“And who are you?” asked the guard in a tone that suggested she didn’t care who Ruby was at all.

“Ruby Red! Second in command of Auntie Buttercup.”

I balked at her so brazenly declaring her allegiance to bandits, but the guards only gave each other a short glance before one lifted the sheet with her magic and nodded inside.

“Right this way,” she said simply. “Your... crew will wait here.”

“Fine.” Ruby Red followed the guard into the Guild office with her head held high. “You all stay in this hall! Don’t go wandering off!”

And so we waited. A few of the bandits split off and went back to the front of the hall, talking in quiet tones about how they wished they were back in Connemara with all its delicious booze and prostitutes. The rest of us hovered awkwardly around the doorway, under the firm gaze of the remaining unicorn guard.

“I didn’t know bandits were so cozy with the Guild,” I remarked The pegasus with the bound wings answered me.

“We aren’t. Buttercup is. She may look like it, but she’s not in charge of every bandit in the Metro. Just gives us a place to sleep and rest in between missions.”

Missions. What a quaint, bland way of saying pillaging and raiding.

The pegasus shrugged. “Like I said, we do them favors and leave their caravans alone, they don’t shoot us on sight. Not a bad deal all things considered. Buttercup and her captains handle all the minor details.” He smirked. “And if any other gangs near us get too far outta line, we get to go stomp them. Buttercup’s corner of the world is a nice place to be.”

“Must be fun,” I mused, “staying a step above other bandits while still having the freedom of one.”

I let his glare bounce off my cheek. “That’s a mighty uppity attitude to have. You know, that must be why Ruby doesn’t like you, if you talk like that all the time.”

“That’s why I don’t like to talk much.”

“Or maybe you just don’t know the lingo! I mean, you’re not a bandit, and that’s fine, not everypony can be one. But you shouldn’t talk down to ponies you don’t know.”

“I know enough.”

“Yeah? And who are you?”

“Lockbox.”

“That’s it? You need to be more than that, my friend. I’m Thaumaturge, but my friends call me Theo.”

“What kind of a name is that?”

“My mom said it was something to do with magic. Well, I am really lucky. Or somepony’s watching out for me. Things always seem to work out for me.Whatever I do, I’m pretty successful at it. Maybe that’s my magic!”

He waggled his torso, showing off his bound wings. I noticed his cutie mark too: a set of golden scales in perfect balance. “I haven’t gone feather-brained yet, so that’s a plus.”

I studied him carefully. A pegasus who didn’t fly went berserk. A pegasus who didn’t even let himself move his wings? I could hardly believe he wasn’t a gibbering mess. Then again, he was very young, so I could believe he wasn’t affected by it just yet.“How did a pony like you end up a bandit?”

Theo grinned wolfishly. “Well, that’s a funny story you see. I was born in Dale Station...”

He trailed off as Ruby Red came marching back through the curtains, tailed by a handsome yellow unicorn stallion with a bright blue mane. He wore a deep violet uniform that I supposed marked him as a Guild officer. We all went silent.

“I’m sorry Ruby, but there’s nothing I can do. There’s really no way forward from here.”

“You and your fucking rules!” Ruby spat. “Just let us in if you’re so scared! What the hell is going on in the waterworks anyway? Somepony rip a really smelly one?”

“I said it before and I’ll say it again. No. Access. To anypony. That includes Auntie Buttercup and her little lackeys.”

Ruby Red growled and lowered her head. Theo and the other bandits jumped to their hooves and tacked up, lowering guns and whipping out knives. Before I could breathe three more Guild ponies leapt through the curtain in full battle dress, levitating weapons ready to kill. The Guild officer’s brow crawled up.

“You really want to have this fight?” he asked. “You’ll all be dead before you can reach the end of this hallway.”

Ruby stamped her hoof on the ground. “You forget that we’re the ones who open up the tunnels you smuggle your fancy shit through! I’m not going to go back a failure because of your Guild’s smart-ass schemes!”

The officer rolled his eyes. “This discussion is over, bandit. If you really want to make an appeal, talk to Two Step.”

Ruby Red didn’t say anything else. She raised her head until their eyes were level, breath steady and low. I backed off, scooting away from the space between the two groups.

“Fine,” Ruby Red muttered. “I’ll talk to Two Step. Where is he?”

“The Branch Officer is currently away on business, but he will be back in approximately eight to ten hours.”

Ruby scoffed. “What! We can’t afford to wait that long! We have business with the Republic! Send us a message to them.”

“If you want to make use of our transmission crystals you will need to pay for claim on a mana stream. It’s a veritable king’s ransom these days, unfortunately.”

Ruby Red huffed and snorted. She stomped her hooves and flicked her tail. I thought she’d very nearly lose control right there in front of her posse, but she reined in her feelings at the last moment, filling her lungs with a breath of cold, humid air. When her eyes opened again, she was more composed.

“We… will wait,” she announced. The Guild officer nodded and turned back to the curtain.

“To honor your previous services to the Guild you may have access to some of our private bedrooms in the station’s southeast corner. If you have any questions ask for Evening Shimmer. That’s me,” he said before disappearing. The guards and their weapons continued to deny us passage.

Ruby Red swung around to head back the way we came. Sidewinder rejoined us at the edge of the hall and smirked, opening his mouth to say something.

“One word, and your ass is mine,” Ruby snapped, and Sidewinder’s jaw snapped shut. The mood was defeatist and sullen as we left the Guild office; eight to ten hours of nothing but waiting in this poor station? Who knew what the conditions would be when we finally got going? Nopony spoke for fear of drawing Ruby’s wrath, and I confess I felt just as spurned. My progress depended on the bandits for now, and without them moving forward my mission was also stifled. I didn’t have much chance of sneaking my way through a Guild blockade.

As if to add insult to injury, our ‘private bedrooms’ were little more than a few cramped shacks that nopony lived in anymore, tucked away in what appeared to be a former storage room at the end of a hall.  Ruby saw to it that we all took one for ourselves. I chose the smallest one at the end of the row, and thankfully Sidewinder didn’t follow. He unfurled a bedroll on the open floor near me, and the bandits resignedly followed suit. I found myself thankful in some way I traveled with Ruby Red; even if the worst bandit was a bored bandit, at least she had no interest in causing trouble and would keep her minions in line.

The shacks were lined up against one another like lockers, and there was barely enough room to lie down, let alone get comfortable. It reminded me of the housing near Exiperia’s docks; like there, one simply lied down and didn’t move until they woke up. I didn’t have a bedroll, but fortunately this particular shack had a grubby little mattress crammed into it. I dropped onto it with all my gear still attached.

“Don’t wander,” said Ruby. “Bunk down here and don’t cause trouble, these Guild fucks won’t look for an excuse. We’re just here until we can move on!”

I listened to the other bandits break out some cards and beer. Sidewinder plopped down against the wall in a position I found extremely odd: he sat down on his rump with his back to the wall and his rear legs splayed out in front of him, front hooves on his stomach. I shrugged; only Sidewinder would find such a strange posture comfortable.

At least I had a modicum of privacy. As long as I did nothing and spoke to nopony I’d stay out of trouble. Theo joined his card playing brothers, and I took the opportunity to ponder his name as I stared up at the low roof of my shack after shutting the door. I’d lied; thaumaturgy wasn’t technically magic. It was the performance of wonders that not even magic could do: the revival of the dead, the instantaneous winning of a war or the like. Fables of old spoke of wonderful things happening without the aid of magic, or at least being more the cause of strong hearts and goodwill instead of a wizard’s powerful spell or a general’s expert strategy. Whatever miracle was working in my life that had kept me alive so far, I prayed it didn’t grow dull.

Eventually, I grew listless with the pressing fatigue that had dogged me for several days now. Nopony could just keep going forever, as much as I was trying to. My body was under constant stress, and this one small opportunity for rest grabbed me like a dropbear, but I couldn’t go to sleep no matter how much I tried. Instead my mind whirled with thoughts of miracles and Dark Ones and murderers.

A couple hours passed by my reckoning when the door to my shack slid open. I kept my eyes closed, snatching every second of rest that I could while waiting for Ruby’s hoof to thud into my ribs. Instead I felt a softer touch press into my side. It remained there, tender and unassuming.

“Nmmm?” I murmured.

“Shh,” said a gentle voice. “It’s all right; we don’t have to get up yet. How are you?”

“Uh,” I said, trying to turn and see them. It was too dark, though; I must have drifted in my half-sleep past the station’s light’s out period. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing,” they said. Their hoof wandered up to my neck, and their touch was so soft and gentle I didn’t feel threatened. It wandered over my pelt with the calm familiarity of a mother doting on their child. “I just wanted to see you. I missed you.”

“Who…”

“Don’t you remember?”

That voice…

“Pitter Patter?” I guessed. My heart skipped a beat. She wasn’t supposed to be here! What was she thinking?! I worried I’d accidentally attracted another lunatic like Sidewinder. “Wha… what are you doing here? How did you follow me?”

“I’ve had more experience sneaking around than you, silly pony,” she said with a throaty chuckle. “I’ve been around long enough to know all the good hiding places… I bet I surprised you good. Don’t worry, I’m not sticking around.”

“Then what-”

She clambered into my shack before I could stop her, laying herself out over me. I squirmed and tried to peer over her shoulder. Any moment now one of the other bandits would peek inside and we’d be done for, but she didn’t seem worried.

“You and me,” she whispered, nudging her snout against my cheek and taking a deep breath of my scent, “have unfinished business.”

My eyelid twitched. I froze beneath her, willing every inch of me (every inch) to remain still. “Pitter Patter, what… this… isn’t really a good time…”

She snickered. “You little pervert! I’m not talking about that. I’m here to help you. But, uh, maybe if you stay alive long enough…” She pecked my cheek with the barest brush of her lips. “I can say thank you. Properly. For… for doing what you did.”

I made a noise between a cough and a squeak. “That… that wasn’t anything. I was just being nice.”

I felt her snout caress my ear, her warm breath covering it like a blanket. “No, you weren’t. You did something no other pony had done to me before, Lockbox.”

She pressed her head against mine. I felt something wet and sticky and warm. And the hard, bony length of a unicorn’s horn.

“Let me show you.”

The horn’s tip ignited with light, and I saw Sweet Dreams’ gaping, blood-soaked eye sockets staring down at me.

I tried to throw up my hooves and hurl the specter away, but her horn’s magic already had me firmly pinned down. My mind raced as a dreadful rock was plopped into my stomach.

She’s dead, I told myself. Dead, dead, dead. This is a nightmare. Wake up!

But wakefulness didn’t rescue me. Nopony heard my whimpering gasps as she put her hoof on my throat and pressed. Fear’s claws drilled into my brain as I squirmed beneath her, my mighty struggles reduced to a pathetic sort of shiver in the iron grip of her telekinesis. The dead mare grinned, and blood squeezed out between her teeth, dripping onto her chin. Her aquamarine mane was matted and filthy, and I saw her fur contained more dirty grey than silver.

“Hi there, Lockbox,” she crooned. “We haven’t talked in a while.”

I tried to speak, squeezing the words past her constricting hoof. “You’re… not here! Dead! I killed you! Stop haunting me!”

She jerked her head back, eyebrows raised. The movement made her blood trickle onto my face. “Haunting you? I thought I was dead. I thought you killed me. What am I doing here?” she said in a haughty, mocking tone.

Her other hoof went to my face, caressing my quivering cheek. Her touch was repulsively cold and clammy. “Poor boy. You don’t even know what your own mind is doing. Am I a ghost? A memory? A feeling? I don’t know. I’m just… so glad… that we get to spend this time together.”

I squeezed my eyes shut. It didn’t matter anymore if this was a dream or not: I felt everything. Every inch she traced over my fur with her ice-cold hooves, the weight of her body pushing down against mine, the warmth of her magical grip. I felt my chest spasm with every as I hyperventilated, felt the tears burning on the corners of my eyes. Why was it so much more real this time?

“Simple. You’re going crazy.” Sweet Dreams’ hips pressed lewdly against mine, and her head nuzzled under my chin. I shuddered. “But we’re wasting time. I have something to tell you, my lovely. Open your eyes.”

A knife hovered tip-down over my left pupil.

“You throw yourself into the shadows and pretend you’re a beacon of hope,” Sweet Dreams intoned in a deeper, less playful tone. “But you don’t see the truth. You’re a relic; an echo of a bygone era bouncing and rolling into the darkness, weaker and weaker with every iteration. You’re stumbling in the dark because you don’t know how to see. Everything… everything you do now is worthless. What afterlife will accept a wretched creature like you? What trumpets will sound if you do find victory? You’ve killed so many... and for what? To survive and survive some more? What world is this to live in? The Sun is dead, little pony. And the only way to see—”

The knife dropped. She let me scream and wail as she pushed it slowly, lovingly into my skull, twisting the blade so it tangled with my flesh and scraped over my bones.

“—is to give up the light.”

I opened my eyes.

Sweet Dreams was gone. The roof of my shack was all there was.  I shot upright, gasping like a pony who just escaped drowning, my fur damp with sweat. Hot. I was very hot—feverishly so. My heart thundered against my ribs and my limbs shivered relentlessly.

I sat up and vigorously rubbed my eyes (thank Celestia they were still there!), trying to blot out the awful feeling of cold metal sinking into my head. I fumbled for the door, shoving it open with a metallic squeak that sent chills down my spine. Staggering into the hallway I wrestled with my heavy equipment, dropping it piece by piece. I gave up halfway through peeling my jacket off and lay panting on the floor, letting the cool concrete leech away the heat.

“Water,” I told myself, and reached back for a canteen. Somepony gave me one, and as I craned my neck back to drink, I saw it was Sidewinder.

He watched me without compassion or interest, still sitting in that odd upright way against the wall. The other bandits were asleep. I took my fill of his canteen, using the rest to drench my mane. Oh Luna, the water felt so good as it ran down my neck, drawing out that terrible heat.

We sat a while watching one another.

“Sidewinder,” I managed to say through my irregular breathing, “who was Sweet Dreams? Really?”

The Stalker tilted his head to one side and regarded me with a strange look, a look that spoke of things I’d never know.

“Honestly? I haven’t the slightest idea,” he said with a shrug. “She showed up one day, good at what she did. Never got a straight answer out of her. Crazier than me, though. Always going on about the state of the mind…”

He grinned like a fiend. “You can see where that got her. She was hot in a weird way, had that whole dangerously capable mare thing going on, but I honestly didn’t know much about her. After she murdered Purple Prose I figured the time for bonding was long gone.”

“Purple Prose?”

“Another Stalker friend of mine.” He sighed. “One of the few mares I wondered about going steady with. Figures she was the one to get shivved instead of Papyrus. Fucking Pap... always the most cowardly of us.”

The stallion shrugged. “So yeah, thanks for killing Sweet Dreams. Good riddance to that crazy bitch.” He spat on the ground.

I staggered to my hooves and wandered down the hall, back into the station. I walked aimlessly, jacket hanging from my shoulders. Other ponies avoided or ignored me as I went by, finding myself in another part of the station without meaning to. It was dark and empty, and I found myself standing on a ledge over a pool of water that filled the lower part of the station. I sat down and stared at it, looking at my dark, pale reflection.

Good riddance... would Sidewinder believe me if I told him about my visions? How could I trust they were anything useful? I’d seen and done so many things I was starting to wonder if I was truly special, and something about this world was trying to shine through me. Something involving these nightmares, and that yellow mare, and Sweet Dreams, and the Dark Ones. The thought frightened me, and for the first time I found myself thinking that going crazy was better than actually being swept up in some mission of destiny. It was why I’d cried and railed at Sunny Side, trying not to think about things too much. What answer could I give myself, except the fact that I was going insane? What other comfort was there to a pony who honestly didn’t want to do anything but save his home and go back without any fanfare?

Very suddenly I wished Sunny Side was still with me. But all that did was make his absence all the keener. Thinking about Pitter Patter didn’t help. It just filled me with a sense of cold longing, isolation and now vague dread after that nightmare in my shack. Thinking about father or Starry Gaze or home or my Wall only gave me guilt, depression, and painful nostalgia. Tracer or Hunter? The Rangers had started me on this journey and one was willing to die to see me finish it. There was just no way around it: everything I did and everypony I met seemed inevitably fated to push my journey forward in some way, shape, or form. And those I’d almost truly connected to were forced away by circumstance. It made my heart ache for some reason, thinking about how I must be different from the average pony to get here. I only wanted to save my home. Why must I be the one to do it? What wasn’t I figuring out? Why did I read Guides, survive anomalies, slog and shoot and smash my way to freedom time and again? I’d even defeated Steel Crescent one-on-one, to everpony’s astonishment including my own.

The pony who stared back at me from the water didn’t provide any answers. He looked just as tired and harried as I felt. I didn’t want to be this pony.

He... I... was alive and moving forward again, where any other pony would have died or given up by now. I tried to justify it, saying it was my sheer grit and determination that kept me going, but I wasn’t all that brave or noble and I didn’t like what I’d done to get here. What kept me going? Love for home could only carry me so far; better ponies than me would’ve, and did, fail far sooner in greater endeavors. Celestia and Luna, once bearers of the Elements, couldn’t save Equestria. The Elements of Harmony couldn’t save it either, nor could the efforts of thousands of other good ponies who were surely more blessed and righteous than I. And though my goal wasn’t so ambitious that it covered most of the world, the stakes were just as high. And the mere fact that I was actually doing it frightened me to death. Why me when so many others died was a question philosophers would ponder years from now. Was it fate or simply something within me, something that was intimately connected to my... abilities, for lack of a better word? Something that made me just that determined, that I could shrug off these horrors I’d endured? Whatever it was, I didn’t like that I’d been chosen to be its vessel.

In fact, I hated it. And the more my thoughts dwelled on it, the more that hate grew, until I scowled at my own reflection and I longed for Sweet Dreams to be real just so I could kill her again and make her stop haunting my dreams. How much longer was my guilt going to taunt me? Torture me as I shored up my defenses with endless trenches packed with flimsy justifications?

I dipped my hoof in the water, half expecting blood to wash off. How many ponies were dead now because of me? A dozen at least. Maybe more. I saw most of them clearly in my mind. Bandits falling to the ground as they were shot full of holes. Cultists falling with nothing more than a gentle sigh. A Ponyevskaya guardpony crushed under a war wagon. Maple and Chill Wind...

… Ray Drop...

I didn’t feel much, not at first. The memory of that day already felt so far away, one more post-it note nailed beside a dozen other horrors I’d witnessed. Ray Drop’s memory was a ray of sun, piercing the gloom of my mind with brightness that knifed into my conscience. She hadn’t deserved that. Pitter Patter didn’t deserve it. Sunny Side didn’t deserve living with the knowledge that someday he’d go insane like the rest of his winged brothers, dying with nothing but a dream of the sky on his lips. This was my world. The one I wanted to save. The one trying to kill me. If Sweet Dreams was any indication, I was even trying to stop myself. But if this world really was so wretched and terrible, then Ray Drop had died within merciless, hungry jaws that sought death for the sake of it, and I’d thrown her into it to keep my selfish vision of a lesser, smaller world, my world, alive.

Without warning I started to cry. I cried without reservation, without caring who might come up behind me or what anypony else might think. I squeezed my eyes shut and buried my head in my hooves, blubbering into the concrete, uttering apologies and hateful invectives. I curled up on the ground and wanted to hide from it all, but hiding from myself was a feat even the most powerful magic couldn’t help with. But in the end, I grasped at the flimsy straws that made up what was left of my sanity and tried to justify my breakdown one last time. I was still a normal pony... wasn’t I? I was allowed to be fragile given my circumstances, right? It was all right to feel overwhelmed.

It had to be, not just in the sense that my body couldn’t take it. It had to be right. My sadness and grief had to be something that proved that I was still a pony. A thinking, breathing pony who didn’t just feel sad because he didn’t like something, but one who knew, truly knew the value of every lost pony. I couldn’t just be a weakling that cowered before adversity. If I was, I was just as wretched as the tiny world I lived in, confined by Metro tunnels and ruled by fear.

I had to cry for them. Not for me. Never for me, the bloodied and sullied creature still crawling along where more honorable ponies would stride. I couldn’t insult their memories like that. No. I didn’t matter. All that mattered was the mission. The corpse of a world that couldn’t be resurrected, but at least given a proper burial.

/=/

I stayed there for at least an hour, maybe two. I couldn’t tell. But when it was over my eyes were puffy and red, and I’d dunked my head in the water to relieve the burning sensation of too many tears being forced from my eyes. The guilty portion of my mind was satiated for the moment and I pushed myself up, suffering a headache and dizziness that I presumed was from hunger and leftover sadness.

Forward. Always forward. When this was done then I could rest.

As I went back into the station my vision began to blur and I tottered on my hooves. The dizziness passed like a rolling wave and I forced myself onward. I realized the tunnels around me didn’t seem so familiar anymore: I was confronted by three branches that went left, right, and straight ahead. This wasn’t something I’d passed coming here. Had I somehow gone down another tunnel?  I looked over my shoulder at the pool, and that was the only landmark I remembered. Had I gone straight? Up? Down? Another wave of dizziness crashed into my head. I groaned loudly and hobbled down the center tunnel, feeling somewhat panicky. I had no idea whether I’d made the right choice: no matter how far I peered ahead into the shadows, there didn’t seem to be an end to it. But I could’ve sworn these tunnels didn’t extend more than a hundred yards in any direction.

I stumbled on in a straight line, growing more confused every moment. The darkness was such that I couldn’t see more than a foot ahead or behind. The tunnel slid out of the dark ahead of me and disappeared again as I left it behind. It felt as though the tunnel were looping in on itself with every step I took, never taking me anywhere. Without context, without something ahead or behind to mark my way, how did I know whether I was going anywhere? How did I know I even existed?

I had no idea where this sickness came from, and it just got worse as I tried to find my way. Every step seemed to bring with it fresh confusion. Was I going forward? Back? Which direction was I really walking? Was that tunnel I’d taken left or straight? I hadn’t taken a single turn, but I was so sure I was going in the wrong direction...

I stopped in some dark, featureless part of the tunnel, scratching my head as drool pooled in my mouth and threatened to dribble down my chin. I couldn’t be bothered to remember swallowing, I needed to get out of here!

That damn buzzing was back too. My skull felt like a tuning fork that’d just been smacked against a wall, vibrating at an alarming rate.

All right. Calm down. One hoof at a time...

I tripped as a spike in the pain drove me into a wall and I flopped to the ground, watching the tunnel spin all around me. I fought the rising panic that bubbled in my stomach and clawed my way to another intersection, trying to remember which way I’d come. Oh, Princesses have mercy, I felt so faint and weary.

And hot. I was so hot. No, cold! I was cold, but I was sweating profusely.

“Hello?” I called, shamelessly frightened at this point. “Hello! Help! I...”

Down the tunnel to my right came a muffled voice, and then again on the left. But that noise came from a solid wall! Something was... close. I stood up, legs creaking as I stumbled left. It was a totally random decision born of desperation. I didn’t know what the hell was happening, but I needed to keep moving or I’d never find my way out.

“Is that you?” I asked.

“Who?” another voice asked. I couldn’t tell if it was truly another pony, or just me talking to myself. My own words were muffled and faint to my ears.

“Me!”

“Where?”

“Are you there?”

“I’m nowhere... yes, I’m lost.”

“How do you know?”

“I can’t find my way!”

“What way is that?”

“The way I came...”

“That way is gone.”

“Who are you?”

“When?”

“I don’t understand!”

I slammed my hoof against the ground and threw myself into a gallop. The interminable tunnel stretched ever onward. I began to fear I’d been swallowed up by the Metro, like that tunnel Nopony had led me and Sunny Side through. Had I wandered into one of those dark tunnels that ate ponies and made them disappear? Was this their fate? No! No! I couldn’t be beaten so easily! All my efforts couldn’t just have been erased like that! I ran on and tripped again, skidding to a halt.

I was at another intersection.

“Stop giving me choices!” I yelled at the top of my lungs, and the effort made me retch as my head spun. A vice choked my head, my thoughts, my breath. I was so hot, but I didn’t dare take off my jacket and be left totally naked in the dark.

I saw a flash of white down the right tunnel. A flicker of ghostly strands... no, that was a pony’s tail!

“Hey!” I shouted, wielding my anger like a bludgeon against my complaining limbs and aching head. “Come back here!”

I charged after the unknown pony, and suddenly the maze became much more convoluted. Twists and turns and other intersections were thrown at me at every corner, and I perceived that somehow they were trying to keep me from the fleeing pony. I managed to stay just behind them, straining to catch the flicker of white fur at the edge of my sight.

“Stop! Stop!” I called, my voice echoing off endless walls and bouncing back to me in a faint, mocking echo. “Stop, stop!” I called to myself, and the desperate calls became sneering insults. I couldn’t see a thing.

I was still trying to see by the light... but there was no light here. Was what Sweet Dreams said true? Was I being willfully blind?

I may not have seen the path, but I certainly saw the knife coming out of the dark straight for my neck, held in the mouth of a wild-eyed pale stallion. I yelled and spun, feeling cold metal bite into my flesh as I collided head-on with the stranger.

We fell. The burning metal slid free from my neck and I watched blood, little bits of me, come out with it. I landed atop him and pushed my foreleg under his chin, halting his wild thrusting with the knife. He lashed out with his front hooves, thumping my chest as I reared up and brought my free hoof down on the side of his head. Three times I mercilessly punched him above the eye, then the cheek. I got a good look of the face I was trying to ruin, and realized I’d seen him before... he was one of the ‘weird hobos’ I’d seen coming into the station. As for why he was trying to kill me, I needed to figure that out after I stopped his murder attempt.

“Drop it! Drop it!” I screamed at him as he tried to grab my hooves in his and roll. I didn’t give him the chance, instead wrapping my hooves around his neck in a chokehold and dropping to the side, letting him squirm as I rolled beneath him. His hooves flailed in midair, reached over his shoulders to claw at my face.

I squeezed.

“Drop it!” I screamed again directly into his ear, but he still struggled on. I felt one of his rear legs hook around me as he grabbed my choking leg with both hooves, and then with a mighty heave he rolled beneath me again. I then fully comprehended that he was an earth stallion, larger than me, and much more muscular.

Whatever he planned was going to hurt.

I rained down punches on the side of his head as he slowly but surely pushed himself up with me still on his back, ignoring my blows. I might as well have been giving him love taps. He didn’t even flinch as I broke skin and blood welled up to smear on my hoof. He didn’t hesitate when he rose up on his rear hooves and fell backwards, driving me into the wall. I made a sharp hiccuping sound as the air leapt from my lungs.

My grip slackened for just a moment, a moment he’d been waiting for, and then he spun out of my grip as I slid to the ground, falling backwards as he lunged at me again with the knife in his mouth. I reached down deep and felt the earth surge up into me as I fell back onto it, lying on my back. He came on, heedless of the danger.

“Fuck off!” I shouted as I curled my rear legs and bucked. I hit him square between the front legs, right in his chest. He lifted clear off his hooves and flipped backwards, landing heavily on the concrete behind him. I stood up as quick as I could, but somehow he recovered first and scored a deep slice over the top of my head. I felt the knife scrape over my skull as it whipped through my mane, drawing blood.

“Bucking bastard!”

Spinning about I bucked again. He saw it coming and ducked, then leaped up again before I could pull my legs back.

The knife slid with sickening ease into my left thigh. I felt every vile inch, so cold it burned as it parted skin and muscle before terminating far too deep inside.

Oh Celestia I could feel it sawing through my flesh as he twisted his head oh Luna no no NO!

I kicked again with my uninjured leg, right into his neck.

He made a strange choking noise, but his grip on the knife remained.

I kicked again. And again. And again. Something crunched and that only encouraged me to hit him once more.

He grabbed my kicking leg with his hooves and pushed.

The knife tore away from me and I wailed as fresh pain crashed through my mind. Searing, agonizing pain like when I’d been thrown from the cart outside of Draft. I was vaguely aware of falling flat on my face, but I couldn’t concentrate as my mind spun around trying to land on the right decision to make. I was under attack in a ghost tunnel by a seemingly unstoppable murderer and I had a hole in my leg. The earth gave me strength, but I wasn’t invincible, and now I was wide open as I  reached back, holding my injured leg and curling up in a vain attempt to stifle the pain. I expected to feel him stabbing into my spine at any moment, but no blow came even as I struggled to my hooves, hobbling away before turning to face my attacker.

He was in bad shape. Even though he seemed to feel no pain, my final savage blows had hurt something important. He wheezed, grabbing eagerly for air that was never quite enough. One of his eyes was a solid red where blood had seeped into the whites, and the lacerations of my blows to his head were ugly and ragged on his brow.

“Who are you?” I growled.

“Un... unworthy,” he rasped. “I... am done.”

He looked straight at me. Something about his eyes, dead and unfocused yet blazing with  rage and fury chilled me. My ears went back as he squeezed and gasped his words through a collapsed airway.

“My Family will finish you. He feels you. He feels us all! You’re a monster, a shadow walker and I... I won’t let you hurt Him!”

He tried to scream, but it came out as a bloodcurdling gargle while he charged me one last time. I felt confident I could take him; he was already fading fast and I was ready for him while I prepared myself for the final blows.

But he fell before he reached me, and it took a moment to realize his rear leg was no longer attached to his body. I heard a thundering report echo through the empty halls.

I watched in amazement as his head came apart right in front of me, scattering brains and flecks of skull all over my front hooves.

And then I stood in a very normal tunnel, lit by a little sprite-light hanging from the ceiling. Ruby Red, Sidewinder, and several guards stood before me, looking down at the corpse of the strange pony.

Ruby Red lowered her gun with a shimmer of magic and sneered at me.

“I knew you weren’t gonna stay outta trouble.”

In the glare of their headlights I stared down at the corpse.

In place of a cutie mark, he had two horrific burns far too clean to be anything but self-inflicted.

/=/

“I’m telling you. He was one of the unregistered ponies that came in earlier... just find his partner!”

“We’ve swept the station and nopony of that description matches what you’ve told us. As far as we can tell, this stallion acted on his own.”

“No!”

I slammed my hoof down on the examination table, startling the earth pony doctor tending to me and drawing the attention of every pony in the room. That amounted to Ruby Red and a few Guild ponies including the morbidly indifferent Evening Shimmer, whose stonewalling of my demands for a proper investigation grated on my nerves. Two Step had also arrived some time after I’d been dragged into the infirmary, drifting in and out of lucidity while I rambled about darkness and prophecies. The tall earth pony dressed in a fancy purple uniform emblazoned with Twilight’s cutie mark stood in the doorway, regarding me like a prisoner of war. He let Evening Shimmer do the talking while Ruby Red lounged nearby, leaning on the wall and pretending what we said didn’t matter.

“I saw her! I felt them both... his partner must still be around. They had so much equipment to carry they couldn’t have gone far!”

Evening Shimmer shrugged, eyes drifting to the door. “And I’m telling you if she was around, she’s long gone now. And since you can’t tell us anything about why he wanted to kill you, neither we nor Felberskaya’s guards don’t really have a case. Just be glad you’re still alive.”

“You don’t even care you might have another murderer running loose in the station?!” I barked. I had a headache and wasn’t in the mood to entertain more indifference. “You’re pathetic! No wonder everypony hates you!”

Two Step came to life and violently slammed his hoof on the floor. I felt the blow in my chest from where I lay.

“We look out for Guild interests, boy. We don’t police this station any more than we have to, and we sure as hell don’t care if you have an argument in some back alley. The only confirmed attacker is dead, and we haven’t received any other strange reports that need investigating.” Evening Shimmer sighed and didn’t bother to hide it, looking up at the ceiling. “Frankly, I’ve wasted enough time on you bandits and your little quarrels. If this happens again, then we might have a problem. For now, I can only thank you for distracting your attacker long enough for us to put him down.”

He looked at Ruby, who continued to stare off into space.

“As far as permission to use our passages through the waterworks goes, it’s denied as of now. Too many unknowns around here already; I don’t need more crawling around. If Buttercup doesn’t like it, tell her to talk to us herself.”

And with that he left with the rest of his guards. I was left with Ruby Red. Her head swiveled with surprising gentleness until her gaze landed on me. I shivered with a mixture of excitement and rage, wondering if she’d attack me. I boldly held her intense glare in check with mine. For several minutes neither of us spoke.

“I didn’t-”

“Who was-”

We stopped. Ruby Red sighed and lifted her hoof, giving me permission to speak.

“I don’t know who that was,” I insisted. “But he’d burned off his own cutie mark. That’s unnatural for a pony to-”

“I know how weird he was. I saw it. I’m asking who it was. Lots of crazy ponies here, but I didn’t think you were the kind to attract the random murderers. And what were you doing wandering the back halls anyway? I told you not to go wandering. And you did.” She sighed and gave me a rough shove with her magic. “Now your leg is fucked up and we have to pay for a healing potion if we want it fixed up in a jiffy. Or, no, scratch that. You’re paying for one. And I’m sure as hell not lugging your ass all the way to the Republic!”

She seemed to forget about trying to figure out who the strange stallion was, instead advancing on me angrily. “I knew you were trouble, Lockbox. From the second I saw you look me in the eyes back in the cages, I knew something bad was going to come of traveling with you. And now it’s happening. I should leave you here to crawl back to Buttercup’s lap on your own.”

“She wouldn’t like that,” I countered. “Apparently she has big plans for me.”

“Yeah, I can tell.” She stepped closer to me, close enough that I could feel her breath on my face. Like when we’d first met, my gaze didn’t waver.

We both stared, unblinking, until I began to wonder what she was looking for. Her violet eyes seemed brighter than normal, attentive and alert to something that she saw in me but I couldn’t sense. Like she knew something about me that I didn’t. I felt very vulnerable under that gaze.

“Stars alive, you are one weird motherfucker,” she whispered.

She pulled away with a disgusted sigh, looking at the wall as if it could replace my image. The sheer intensity of her gaze had been burned into the back of my eyes. I wondered if she felt the same.

“Celestia damn it. Right. Here’s the deal, Lockbox. I don’t like you. In fact, I pretty much hate you because you exist and you’ve been a pain in the ass for the last week. Causing trouble, getting Buttercup’s attention without even trying, and now drawing in psychopaths who want to assassinate you and getting my mission stopped dead in its tracks. I’d have put you against a wall myself and shot you, but Buttercup is my meal ticket and I don’t need to piss her off. But I don’t like dragging you around either. So you figure out how to make yourself useful and just maybe I’ll forgive some of the crazy shit following you.”

I froze. Something about her voice gave me pause in a way nothing else about her had before. She wasn’t speaking out of anger or sheer malice, no, she’d have beaten me or worse if she was truly furious. This was something that made me almost as nervous as her wrath. It sounded as if she was honestly asking me for help. At least she seemed to know attacking me wouldn’t help.

“Why me?” I had to ask. “You shouldn’t be asking me.”

“I KNOW!”

Her voice cracked like a whip, making me recoil as it cracked against the walls and rebounded on me tenfold. There was the Ruby I was familiar with. She rounded on me, eyes blazing.

“I know you’re the one who screwed this up! Somehow I know you’re responsible! But I can’t prove it with the bastard who attacked you dead and you being... whatever you are!”

She sallied back and forth across the room, coming towards me until she was close, close enough for me to smell her, and then withdrawing again. Her tail lashed and her horn glowed ominously. My terror rose and fell with each lap back and forth she took. I felt sure that at any moment she’d toss me across the room and beat me, but that moment never came.

“Who are you?!” she barked, rushing up to look at face-to-face. “What is it about you? What the hell am I looking at?”

“I don’t know!” I shouted back. “You think I enjoy this? You think I know what’s going on? Why are cultists trying to kill me? Why does your leader trust me so much? Why can’t you kill me? Damned if I know! But I don’t care about that. I’m trying to move forward, same as you. And I have the way to do it.”

I reached back into my saddlebags and produced the Guide. I hadn’t looked at it since before Trotsky, but that was when I had Tracer and Nopony to lead me. Now I’d have to trust my own skills, meager as they were. I didn’t trust Ruby Red in the slightest, but I needed her to trust me, because I sure as hell knew Sidewinder wasn’t the most stable of companions. Right now these bandits were my only guaranteed shot of getting through the tunnels to East Metro with something resembling strength. If I tried crawling through these places totally alone with Sidewinder at my back, I’d be dead in a day. I hadn’t had to risk my neck without at least some help yet, and I didn’t want to start.

Ruby Red gave the enchanted map one look. She seemed to be seeing a two-headed monster instead of a piece of paper. Yes, it had odd little stains on it and she probably couldn’t see its true worth, but it was all I had that would help.

“That’s your secret weapon?” she deadpanned, staring at me with eyes that couldn’t hold humor if they suddenly grew hands. “A sticky little map?”

“Yes. But it’s a magic map.”

She punched me in the face.

About ten minutes later I’d managed to stop seeing stars and keep her from shouting herself hoarse at me.

“Explain this!” she said. “You actually expect me to believe this’ll help, so explain it!”

“It’s a Guide,” I sputtered through a cracked lip. Blood spilled out, hopefully adding a bit of credibility for my willingness to speak through it. “A Guide! It shows me the places that normal ponies can’t go. Or won’t go... in any case, it’ll show us a way through that only this map knows, and nopony else.”

“Yeah, right,” Ruby spat. “And I suppose one of these ways will lead us straight to our deaths!”

I didn’t see a point in lying. Tell the truth enough times and eventually somepony will believe you. “Maybe. But that’s the Metro, isn’t it? In any case, it’s the only way you might get through to East Metro on time.”

Ruby Red scoffed, but some subtle clue made me feel as though she knew what I said was true and simply wasn’t admitting it aloud. I saw it in the way she didn’t quite brush me off, how she looked at the wall more to buy time than to dismiss me. When she couldn’t come up with an alternate route, I pressed home the advantage.

“You know I’m right. There are no other routes you can take except to go days south or north, and those will take us into territory hostile to your ponies. Right now this is all you have.”

“And that’s why I’ll believe you?” Ruby glared at me over her shoulder, eyes glowing with power.

“No. You won’t believe me. But you will take a leap of faith.” I almost smirked. Almost. “Buttercup and her opinion mean that much to you?”

“FUCK YOU!”

Her baton hovered underneath my chin, lifting my head up to expose my throat.

“Don’t you get all psychological with me, kid! You’re nothing, and your words are nothing, but if that Guide gets us somewhere then I’ll reconsider smashing your face in!”

“You already did that,” I muttered, rolling my eyes. Ruby raised her baton, reconsidered at the last moment, and instead used it to scratch behind her ears. Her weary sigh rolled out like a heavy fog.

“Let me look at it.”

I showed it to her, waiting for the inevitable incredulity. Her eyes roamed over the paper, faster and faster to dizzying speed until they jerked to a halt, centered on my face again. She must have thought I was playing her for a fool. I watched her muscles coil and tense like snakes in waiting. There was something almost symphonic about her subtle yet controlled movements, all precisely tuned to completely wreck a pony as painfully as possible.

“I don’t see anything. Just some scribbles over a regular old map.”

“You’re not supposed to,” I said, bracing myself. “I’m the only one here who can read it.”

“Oh, fuck this!” Ruby said, throwing her head back as she turned away. She shoved me right off the bed with a jerk of her magic. My leg felt twisted in on itself with the sheer volume of pain that rushed from the site of my injury. I didn’t even bother wincing; pain was becoming a close friend around this mare. “You expect me to believe all this? To put faith in you?!”

“The pony who beat Steel Crescent in a ring, one-on-one, after punching him in the jaw in full view of the Gut.” I seated all four hooves under me and pushed up, standing proud as I could. “The pony who managed to look you in the eye and get on Buttercup’s good side just by being there. The one who traveled through dirt and death and destruction, the one who you think should be dead ten times over. And the only one giving you an option now besides turning back and going home in shame because the Guild snubbed you.”

I took a step forward, pressing in on her personal bubble. “I’m not a pony who is strong or fast or all that good with a gun. In fact I don’t really know what has been keeping me going. Hope? Determination? Sheer luck? All of those things together couldn’t have picked me to be the one to survive, to be here, at this very moment, offering you a way forward that could actually turn out for the best. You say that something about me bothers you. Something keeps you from shooting me in the head and risking Buttercup’s displeasure in spite of everything your instincts tell you. If you’re going to turn your back on that, then do it now. But the fact of the matter is, I don’t know if I can do it alone. I need somepony. Something. An extra gun, even. Now you can see this as an opportunity to help, or you can be the angry little mare you always are and end it here. But I’m going on either way.”

I didn’t know I’d been walking forward until I ended up mere inches from Ruby’s face, staring down her snout with fire in my eyes. She countered with a withering glare that made my ears curl. I remembered how I’d felt when I intimidated the guards outside of Ponyevskaya, Nopony’s weighty charisma, and did my best to level it at Ruby. Every moment that passed hung heavy between us, wavering between my victory and defeat.

I felt Ruby’s magic slither around my face, engulfing me like a blanket that pricked and pulled as it went, smothering my entire head and painting the whole world with a sheen of pale burgundy. It yanked me down until I was nose to nose with the murderess.

“One thing goes wrong? One little thing screws up? One of my boys gets killed because you make a wrong decision?”

I felt icy talons grip my heart. I knew from an ugly memory that wasn’t fear touching me. It was her.

“I will squeeze your heart until it pops inside your ribs.”

She thrust me away with a cruel magical yank on my mane. As I looked away, desperately trying not to hyperventilate from the bowel-loosening terror I’d been experiencing in those last few seconds, I saw Sidewinder at the door. I saw him grin and the terror returned.

“So are you two going to angrily make out now, or later?” he asked, and just barely avoided getting flattened by the table Ruby flung at him.

/-/-/-/

What was it that made a pony trust another? None of my books were good manuals for a budding psychologist, and I hadn’t even worked out who was trustworthy and who wasn’t yet, apart from Sunny Side. Could it have been dependability like his that built trust? I had known him all my life after all, and he’d never once abandoned me or belittled me. He’d saved my life several times on this adventure. Those acts over the course of many years made him a pony I knew I could give my life and not worry. But then there were others: Nopony and Tracer, who had given mostly just their words. They hadn’t been with me more than two weeks, and I’d thrown myself at their mercy.

It made me wonder what drove ponies together as well as apart. What made us instinctively want to huddle together against the darkness, instead of striking out alone? Why did some of us warrant the honor of company more than others? I’d been careful with my trust, or liked to think I’d been. Sunny Side was the only pony I’d trust not to stab me in the back when it suited them. Ruby Red was a means to an end; I needed her firepower to help me through the dangers of the Metro until I got to the next leg of my journey. But what made her trust me? The quickest and easiest thing to do in her position was shoot me in the head and damn what Buttercup thought. But somehow she’d found enough of her old ponyness to take that one small step that began friendships: trust. Trust was an act of faith that required a bit more fortitude than an average Metro resident had. You didn’t truly know whether a pony was safe to travel with in the Metro. You couldn’t reach inside their head and pull out the file that said “this pony is not on my list of things to kill.” Ruby Red was trotting into the unknown, as was Sidewinder, though he seemed ready and eager to bail out if things got too tough.

Perhaps there was more to the bandit than I thought. Everypony had a story after all. As much as I wanted to demonize and de-ponify the bandits and cultists and anypony else who tried to stop me, I knew that for every one who found their death at my hooves a long story came to a close. The bark of my gun was an exclamation point, my bullets punching periods into the final chapter of their lives. The very memories I’d set out in hopes of preserving were being murdered by me. The one pony who’d never forget. What could I call myself if I chose to let those small shreds go? Every shadowy figure that fell in a spray of blood was a sentence fragment, a tiny proof positive that somepony had been there, alive, and I was the recordkeeper of their very existence.

Perhaps if I collected enough of the lives that petered out before mine, I’d be able to make up for all this. For Ray Drop and her remaining sister. For the ponies of the plantations, and the ones in my home. Even for the ponies who’d tried to kill me. I owed it to myself and my sanity, and to ponydom in general.

And me...

Could I trust myself? Could I put faith in a mind that I felt cracking a little more day by day, every stress and every death weighing me down more and more? Before this journey I’d have never thought that I was made for something like this. But here I was, in defiance of all the odds and all the horror the Metro had to throw at me.

I stood at the threshold of the southern entrance to Felberskaya, looking down at my Guide. Guardponies and Guild ponies alike stood apart from me, taking me for nothing more than a drifter staring listlessly at a map. The Guild of Magic didn’t care what we did as long as we didn’t interfere with their plans. I planned to take advantage of that apathy. Nopony insisted that I could see what the Guide kept hidden, and so I concentrated on the tunnels leading south and north along the Red Line. The guards were only posted at the three hundred meter mark at both ends, as the Guild claimed that any further the tunnels were overrun with mutants and only heavily armed caravans could make it through. I planned to find a way east past their final checkpoint to the south, then double back up to the waterworks. The surface was out of the question. It still held an unbearable shroud of terror over me; and going up there was suicide with a bunch of inexperienced bandits who preferred the claustrophobia of their tunnels. I wasn’t giving Sidewinder another easy opportunity to slip away, even if he said he planned to stay with me this time. Trusting him was a leap of faith I didn’t quite have the courage to make.

I’d given him a simple task nonetheless: head south to an unmarked entrance I’d spotted using the Guide’s supernatural powers and see if it was guarded or choking with drakes and cerberus dogs. It’d been an hour and would be a little longer before he got back.

Theo came up next to me, nervously swaying backward and forward on the tips of his hooves.

“Sooo... this Sidewinder guy. I’ve only heard of him. What’s he like?”

“He’s a selfish bastard, like most Metro ponies,” I said, relishing the glumness of my voice.

“And he’s supposed to help lead us through the waterworks... you and your magic map that nopony can see except you?”

“Yes. If you don’t like it feel free to turn back any time. I’m going forward.”

“Huh. Well, I may be miraculous, but I am pretty simple... why’re you so determined to get this done with such a flimsy method?”

“It’s the best idea I have.”

Theo nodded. “I like it. That’s usually what I go with, you know. Just what I have.”

“Mmm.”

“So what do you see?”

“On what? Oh, the Guide. Uh... Everything. Nothing. It’s rather confusing, actually. I have to concentrate. But there’s a path that cuts through the waterworks here. Don’t try to look, I know you won’t see it.”

Theo looked down over my shoulder anyway, peering at the Guide. He furrowed his brow and stared long and hard at the paper. I noticed he didn’t immediately pull away with an incredulous expression like Ruby. His response was much more measured. He simply leaned back and nodded.

“Yup. Can’t see a thing.”

I would’ve found his quiet acceptance of this odd if it wasn’t so fortuitous. I just had to hope nopony thought I was bluffing.

“Trust me, sometimes I’m not even sure how this all works.”

“Heh. Not very reassuring. But I like your attitude! A real go getter you are.”

“I hate go-getters.” Ruby appeared with the rest of our group, who regarded me with equal parts suspicion and outright distrust. Obviously they didn’t think much of my plan, but they were Ruby’s ponies more than they were bandits. If she followed my lead, they’d follow hers, and that was all I needed.

Sidewinder eventually returned with a smug grin on his face.

“I like these Felberskaya ponies. They never ask questions of a pony with the Stalker’s emblem on their shoulder.” He patted Stalliongrad’s symbol. “Anyway, your little map was right, Lockbox. There’s a locked door that was easily coaxed open by yours truly. Behind that a staircase, and beyond that a tunnel system going east. Judging by all the pipes, I’m willing to bet it runs straight through the underground of the waterworks. We can nip back up to the established pathways once we hit it.”

“Then what’re we waiting for?” Ruby said. She led us past the gate, which the guards opened willingly enough. Even as we passed the checkpoint at the three hundred meter mark, hardly anypony even bothered to note our passage. As far as they knew it was our funeral going out there, and I planned to keep it that way. We didn’t care what the Guild was hiding. Just that we got through their silly blockade to reach our destination.

The door was left ajar by Sidewinder, and we closed it again as we went through. I made sure to lock it, not wanting ponies who traveled down this way to suffer for any monsters that went through doors we left open. Then came the stairs, and then the tunnel. It had a low ceiling and was ringed all around with a mess of pipelines, all of which seemed corroded and rusty, yet still moist with running water. I wondered if any of them would need maintenance soon, and which poor Guild ponies would have to brave the darkness to repair them. Always plugging away at the crumbling vestiges of an old way of life, we ponies. What a pathetic thing our Metro was. A failing organism kept alive by these ruptured arteries and split-end veins, with us running about inside as the slowly dying cells.

Before me stood the screeching darkness that waited to gobble us up. Behind me stood a gaggle of ponies I didn’t trust and didn’t trust me. But even so, our lives were in each other’s hooves... or our own, if we selfishly stole away to huddle around the tiny light of our own life. All around us was death, held back only by that thin membrane of faith we’d stretched over each other.

With our headlamps blazing bold paths into the shadows, we journeyed into the unknown.

/-/-/-/

“By Celestia, this shit stinks!”

“No more than you do after a tumble in the hay, Jitter. Think of this as make-up for all the baths you never take.”

“It’s not my fault I sweat as much as I do...”

“Shut up back there! This is hard enough with your whining.”

I shut out the appalling noise of my companions’ griping. It made my ears twitch even over the loud breathing of my gasmask filters. It wasn’t that they didn’t have good reasons to complain. We were slogging through knee-deep sludge that was mildly radioactive, the geiger counters wouldn’t stop telling us it was radioactive, and it stank about as bad as one might expect decades-old trash to stink. Fortunately, Sidewinder and Ruby had the foresight to warn the others of the danger of infection, and we’d wrapped our hooves up as best as we could and donned gasmasks to avoid the worst of the fumes. Everypony was going to die from the Rot sooner or later anyway, but being caught with something contagious made one an instant pariah, no matter what their social standing. Not even bandits—the ones who had half a brain left anyway—could stand that kind of isolation and ostracism.

We were somewhere in the very bowels of the waterworks, finding our way there after several twists and turns down shifty little side passages that would have trapped us forever without the Guide. Ruby couldn’t stop whispering in my ear how suspicious she was of my ability to lead, and I had to admit once or twice I’d given up and walked by instinct, following the gentle tug of intuition. The Guide didn’t have an in-depth map of every building in the Metro, but somehow it seemed to push my hooves in the right direction no matter how invisible or small the tunnel we walked. More of its magic, giving the bearer some kind of magical compass in their head? Sheer dumb luck? Fate, pulling me along on marionette strings and laughing at me the whole way? Whatever it was, I felt it clear as day. Much like I’d “felt” the presence of the anomaly, the Cultists, the Ranger safehouse, and the “ghosts” in Nopony’s weird tunnel.

I couldn’t say what magic was at work in that piece of paper with all the scribbles and lines. All I knew was that somehow we’d made it through the underground and come to the edge of the waterworks, and now we were here in these blasted, stinking tunnels. The Guide was much more clear about this particular section: I saw a small note scribbled next to the outline of a maze of tunnels. Did Rangers really use this place for secretive missions that skirted the Guild and Felberskaya? Did Stalkers smuggle through it? And how did the Guide know to lead me through tunnels that weren’t even marked on it?

If I ever saw Tracer or Nopony again, I had to ask them how this thing worked. Something told me more was at work than a simple enchantment.The sludge wasn’t moving, which worried and intrigued me at the same time. It could mean that somehow the pipes we traveled were isolated from the rest of the waterworks, or that the system had broken down somewhere and water wasn’t moving. Perhaps that was why the Guild shut down access to these tunnels... but then, why was it taking so long to fix? And for that matter, why did they need everypony to stay out to perform what I assumed was routine maintenance?

All questions I didn’t think I’d get the answers to.

“Are we almost there?” Ruby hissed, shoving my side. “What’s your stupid Guide say now? We need to get out of this shit and onto some solid ground! We’re exposed as fuck and I haven’t seen a single path marker since we came here!”

“We’re almost out,” I promised, and it was true. I’d just looked at the Guide; a little note in the corner promised that these pipelines were in some way connected to the waterworks and we’d be able to find a way up sooner or later. They ran all around underneath. We just needed to find a ladder.

The only one we did find was rusty and squeaked as we put our weight on it, but it did bring us out of the muck and into the guts of the waterworks by way of a tightly closed porthole.

Here, there was something I didn’t expect: noise. The sound of rushing water, dripping water, bubbling water flowed and dipped and roared from every angle. And beneath it all was the strange buzz that I figured had become my personal alarm system. We were in a concrete hallway lined with more pipelines of every color, and it led to the left and right. I took out the Guide once again, and pointed down the hallway to the right.

“Ahh... all right. I think we go this way.”

Sidewinder stepped in front of me.

“Ahem. I’ll take it from here,” he said with a grin, and pulled out a familiar old tool: a metal screw attached to a length of string. “Lockbox, I told you that we earth ponies have magic, and you used it well against Steel Crescent... but it’s not just how you affect the world. It’s you sensing how you are affected by the world. Plant your hooves in the ground.”

“We don’t have time for mentoring bullshit!” Ruby snapped, but we both ignored her. The other bandits, especially the earth ponies, watched curiously. Sidewinder took a few steps into the hall I’d just been about to enter, tapping the floor with his hoof.

“She speaks to us still,” he murmured. “The flow of magic is like blood through veins, water through pipes... and I can sense magic here, infused in her skin.”

He took the string in his mouth and tossed the screw out into the hall.

An arc of lightning exploded from the wall and struck the screw, obliterating it.

Sidewinder hummed to himself as he pulled out another screw, tying it to the still smoking end of the string. “The Guild wasn’t kidding about not letting anypony through,” he said with a grim smile. “I love getting in places I’m not supposed to. Got me in a heap of trouble with the mayor of Dale’s daughter, let me tell you...”

He tossed it out again, teasing it along the floor. Magical sparks of energy leaped through cracks in the concrete, inundating the ground in a ten foot radius. Several of the bandits yelped and jumped back.

“Two stages... one to tag the first who wanders through, the other to finish off the group when they think the trap is done.” Sidewinder then tossed out a third screw, and when nothing happened, he boldly trotted forward. The rest of us meekly followed, except for Ruby, who stewed behind the Stalker.

I didn’t notice anything pass between them until Ruby tossed her mane and growled, drawing a smile from Sidewinder.

“All right, fine. Why didn’t I sense it?”

“You could have just fine,” he answered. “You just need to know how to look. I’m familiar with the Guild’s little tricks. Stick with me. My brother Stalkers have been through here. I can feel it.”

“How does that help us?” Theo asked.

“It probably doesn’t. But at least we might find some supplies if we need it.”

He took us through a winding maze of passages, up through cramped staircases with skeletons resting on the steps. I felt the buzzing in my head as we passed by them, but it didn’t abate as we traveled through the low concrete ceilings, past traps and alarms set down by the Guild to destroy intruders. The Guide couldn’t help me avoid those, and at least Sidewinder was making himself useful. Judging by the size of the facility on the map and Sidewinder’s expert knowledge, it shouldn’t take more than an hour to get through.

The buzzing persisted, like a grater slowly dragging back and forth over my subconscious mind. It made my teeth itch and set my mane on end. Something here was dangerous... not just the traps. Seven more such runes were sprung by Sidewinder’s wily tricks, including cutting himself and coating his screw in blood to spring one in particular, stating that some traps were designed ‘purely for ponies.’ Perhaps just not to be shown up, Ruby detonated several herself that she was able to scan for. Useless and humbled by their expertise, I hung back with the bandits, following the lead of the Stalker and the murderess.

The buzzing wouldn’t stop bothering me. It grew and faded like a tidal wave, lapping at the edges of my mind, until at last I couldn’t stand it anymore. I stopped walking and shook my head, silently cursing my inability to control this strange feeling.

“You all right?” Theo asked. I shook my head again, finding it hard to talk. Something seemed to be blocking my ability to speak.

“N... igh... I c-can’t...”

“Hey, steady on! We’re not out of this yet!” Sidewinder called from up ahead, shining his light on a sign that read “Ground Water Filtering.”

“What’s wrong, newbie?” another bandit asked me. “You use up all your mojo fighting Crescent?”

“No, I... ggh..” I stumbled over my own words. My lips felt clumsy, as if I’d forgotten how to use them. They flapped over my gums as I struggled to speak. The buzzing reached a fever pitch, developing into an unbearable whine that seemed to set my very skull vibrating in time with the ghostly noise.

Sidewinder’s face split into a horrible expression. It was stuck somewhere between a grin and a terrifyingly calm sort of fear. He seemed frozen on the precipice of dawning comprehension, watching some terrible thing claw its way up out of the dark abyss at the back of his mind.

“Uh oh. I remember this part. Auntie Pinkie preserve me...”

Above the whine I heard a screech of rending metal. The bandits jumped and looked around at the tight corridor, their lights now pitiful and desperate as they carved tiny circles of safety in the shadows. The darkness around us solidified, mocking our lights’ attempts to breach it.

“Tack up!” Ruby barked. “Everypony tack up! Weapons out! Back up against the wall, cover both ends of the hallway!”

She leaped into the midst of us and her horn erupted with light, bathing us all in a pale purple glow.

“Guns...” I whispered, horrified at how hopeless my own voice sounded, “guns won’t help us now.”

There was another terrible scream of metal being torn asunder. Everything was silenced save for the whining in my head as we looked down the hallway we’d come, watching, waiting for the evil things that lived in the dark to slither out at us.

Instead, the ceiling exploded and our lights didn’t matter anymore. A massive thing I could only vaguely perceive as globe-shaped burst out of the hole it’d created, jittering and bouncing and flailing as it cast tendrils of pure energy out in random directions. It glowed with a terrible light, neither warm nor cold, overpowering all other colors until we’d all been reduced to bright white silhouettes. Its tendrils scored the walls and rent the pipes asunder, picking them up and hurling them in completely aimless ways. The anomaly seemed to be bouncing not just in place, but within the space of its own existence. First it seemed three, then two, then one dimensional, the next it expanded until it filled not just my vision but my mind.

The whining in my head broke out into full-fledged screaming. A banshee-wail that excavated my brain and replaced it with nothing but sheer, outright terror. I was an earth pony. A steward of the green earth. I knew what was supposed to go in the ground and come out of it. This thing didn’t belong anywhere on our planet, and it murdered every notion I’d had of a world that still had a semblance of order. I watched it carefully dissect and then brutally rip and tear at the very laws of our universe, simply by being there.

But there it was, petulantly, angrily existing... and quickly advancing on us.

I heard guns firing, somewhere. Bullets flew into the vortex of impossibility and simply winked out of existence, burned to ash, or passed right through. Still more were simply flung about, redirected and shot into the walls.

Like a child throwing a temper tantrum, the debris of the thing’s passing was caught up in its whorl of tentacles and hurled our way.

I watched a piece of concrete that must have weighed half a pony smack right into the face of one of Ruby’s lieutenants. With a sickening crunch he fell over dead, laid out flat on the ground, a gruesome halo of blood and brains scattered around what had been his head. Ruby caught a pipe spearing through the air and sent it flying back, only to watch as it bounced harmlessly off some invisible shield.

“Run,” I whispered. Then I spoke. Then I screamed. “Run. Run. Run! Run run run run!”

I clawed at the grounds, digging my hooves in as if to throw the earth back at the thing behind me, offering the space I cleared as a sacrifice to soothe the slavering monster. At last I got to all fours and ran like a pegasus out of Tartarus, and my infectious panic spread to the others. In an instant I was back in the same tunnel where I’d first encountered an anomaly, the same terror gripping my heart, the same denial of what that thing behind us bouncing around in my head.

I saw the others next to me suffering from similar symptoms, their eyes wide and pupils shrunk to pinpricks. Theo frothed at the mouth. Sidewinder had that manic grin on his face.

Only Ruby Red looked anywhere near composed, and to say any of us were near “composed” was to say that a fly that just escaped a spider’s web looked “relieved.”

Another concrete block flew by my head, followed closely by a spar of metal that embedded itself into the wall. The light flew after us like a thing possessed, not just tearing up the hallway, but devouring it, swallowing random bits of the scenery into itself where it was thrown around in that interdimensional blender and spat back out as molten slag or constituent atoms.

And it was gaining on us.

“Through here!”

Sidewinder led us to a doorway in the side of the hall, and we very nearly doomed ourselves as we crowded inside, driven by the herd instinct. We crashed into a stairwell and the front rank went tumbling down the rusted metal steps until they hit the next flight. The rest of us piled on over them in a confused jumble until Ruby used her magic to throw me and Theo down the next flight, thinning our numbers just enough to keep running.

I didn’t even feel myself hit the metal grate on the next flight, only barely noticed Sidewinder snatch me by the mane and pull me up. Through the screeching warning in my head I vaguely heard the thunderous roar of an angry god as the anomaly smashed through the wall and the door we’d shut on it, angrily smashing apart the walls of the stairwell with its hungry tentacles. I swear I felt some great and evil eye turn towards us before the anomaly began a slow, deliberate descent right through the stairs as we ran and staggered and gasped and whimpered. It ate the metal construction as it went, gobbling up space and time and everything else that got in its way, down to the smallest dust mote.

We must have gone down two floors before, as the head of the pack, I smashed through a door into another corridor crowded with pipelines and gauges.

The anomaly still chased us, eating up the way we had come, and in our panic I don’t think anypony even seemed to notice where we were going. Our lights flashed and spun wildly with our heads, and I wasn’t sure but some of the bandits must have gone one way while the rest of us went another. Theo wasn’t among us, but Ruby didn’t spare them anything but a simple backwards glance before we were cut off by the anomaly crashing through the wall once more.

It spun in place and whirled around... I’m not sure what it used to face us, but that was the side it presented us with... and bulldozed down the hall I’d taken, boiling and bouncing erratically. Everything it touched was instantly vaporized, leaving a mess of scorched, burning metal in its wake.

“It’s catching up. Oh Celestia. Oh please. I don’t wanna die!” I heard somepony gasp. I couldn’t tell who. Probably me.

“Watch out!”

I leaped to the side instinctively, dodging into another random hallway just before a massive crash sounded behind me. I didn’t bother to look back at what it was.

All that was left was me and Sidewinder, running for all we were worth, and that lasted about five more seconds before there was another huge crash, the sound seeming to roll towards us like some kind of wave, and then we were struck and my hooves left the ground as the wall ahead came flying towards us-

/-/-/-/

I sucked in air through my nostrils. Blood came down with it, making me cough.

The hallway was soaked in blood. No, was it blood or just emergency lighting? Hard to tell when I couldn’t see straight. My eyes felt loose, jarred from their sockets. They rolled haplessly around in my head as I struggled to make sense of things. I was up against something  hard and cold; it dug into my back as I struggled to stand.

A pipe. Many pipes. I was still in the hallway.

A body nearby, curled and limp. The flag of Stalliongrad was on his shoulder.

“Sidewinder. Sidewinder!” I screamed through the haze in my head, more to try and convince myself I was still alive than to actually get his attention.

“Get up!”

The only way to see...

“Get up, damn you!”

  … is to give up the light.

I felt something hot and dry on my back. A wave of cascading energy.

The emergency lighting was subsumed by the all-encompassing glow of the anomaly.

I reached out towards Sidewinder, snatching the ground with my hoof and digging in hard. Earth give me strength, I had to reach him! I had to get out of here! Why couldn’t I move my back legs? Something felt wrong with them... weighing them down. I felt like the knife of the cultist tearing me apart again, its cold teeth chewing and gnashing my muscles. I didn’t dare look back as the light grew.

“You selfish bastard! I’m the one who has the Guide! I’m the one with a reason to live here! And I’m helping you?”

 As far as it takes...

My hooves inched along and Sidewinder was miles away. I felt the heat and saw the light grow, expecting at any moment to feel my flanks disintegrate as the anomaly gobbled me up. I felt so weak. But I couldn’t stop moving.

What drives you?

I clenched my eyes shut and reached. My hooves grasped the material of Sidewinder’s coat.

You’re a good pony, Lockbox.

“Sidewinder!” I shrieked. “You fucking bastard! WAKE UP!”

I can see it.

I gripped his jacket in my teeth and pulled, my powerful neck muscles doing most of the work as I sprawled my hooves out and pushed myself up. Intangible feelers of my own reached deep into the ground and sucked up all the power from it I could. I had a mission. I had a home. Ponies I loved were in danger, and I would be damned if I let a giant ball of light eat me.

And then I felt it. I felt the anomaly through my hooves, right up into my veins as my magic reached out and tried to give me strength. I felt the gaping emptiness, the sheer, horrifying void in reality the anomaly represented. I felt whirling, eddying chaos and nothingness that seemed dredged from the nightmares of creation. The anomaly was from the refuse pile of the universe, tossed back into reality kicking and screaming and tearing at anything that wasn’t already empty. I felt my magic being drained right back out of my body as I planted my hooves in the ground and threw myself forward, felt my life itself being vacuumed up like so much garbage.

And then I seized hold of it and yanked it back into myself. It took everything I had to keep my life within me and keep moving with Sidewinder limp between my teeth, carted like a foal. Every step was a mountain to be scaled, every breath snatched from the jaws of death. The macabre tug-of-war intensified with every inch I covered.

The light was nearly upon me. I picked up speed, fighting my own inertia and the burning sensation in my legs. I didn’t know where I was going; my headlamp had burst and the hallway seemed to go on forever. But I moved. I couldn’t be sure of how fast; the space ahead of me distorted and warped and wobbled as I went, first feeling like I was moving at a brisk trot, then at a gallop. I just moved. All I knew was that the anomaly was right behind me. I saw reality being torn asunder at the corners of my eyes, and that was all the motivation I needed.

Somehow, I stayed ahead of it. Somehow, I got to the end of the hallway without being sucked into the void.

That just left the door... a large, metal door that looked like it could take a direct hit from a tank round and still stand. I collapsed in front of it, mind whirling as I searched for a switch, a lever, something that’d get it open.

But it opened of its own accord, sliding upwards with a screech to rival that of the one in my head.

I saw hooves under the half-open door. Pale, discolored hooves. Many of them. They reached out and grabbed me and Sidewinder, pulling us under the door. My head flopped around, giving me a single glance back at the anomaly, a mere three or four feet behind. And then the door shut once again, the awful light refracted and squeezed as it tried to claw through the vanishing space.

A rifle butt knocked against my head, and shadows claimed me instead.

/-/-/-/

“Is he still alive?”

Pain. I couldn’t see. Was I alive? Yes. Given how much pain I was in, I didn’t know if being dead would be better. Why couldn’t I see?

“Take the blindfold off.”

Something rough and cloth-like was drawn back over my head. Light invaded my eyes, blindingly bright. Though my head had been silent before, the light made my headache and the buzzing alarms come back full force. My first thought was that the anomaly was back. I tried to fling my hooves about, finding all of them bound together. I flopped like a fish, which just made me panic even more. I started hyperventilating, struggling against nothing in particular out of sheer fight or flight instinct. I had to run. I had to get away!

“Where’s... where’s the...”

“The anomaly? It doesn’t chase if it can’t sense a life form. Its range has a reach that doesn’t go through solid doors. You would know if you’d bother to study them.”

What? Who was that? Who was talking? I didn’t try to find out. I continued to flail ineffectually, thrashing against cold hard concrete as I shut my eyes against the light, trying to keep it away, keep it out. Sweet Dreams was right, I had to give up the light. I wanted to. Just don’t let it get me again. I’d spent so much of myself escaping...

“He... help! Help! Sid! Ruby... Celestia... anypony...”

I felt a warm glow encase my body, stilling my struggles with gentle resistance. A gentle tingle invaded my insides, calming the burning in my legs and the throbbing headache that threatened to burst out of my skull.

I heard another voice, distinct and female.

“Blessed Wyrm, He Who begins and ends the world, bring this one under the shadow of Your love, as he is now my brother, and I his sister...”

“Who is that?” I asked, keeping my eyes shut.

“One of our Preachers,” the first voice answered. It was male, deep and imposing. I couldn’t make out the details. It sounded as though they were speaking through a gasmask, or a radio... “She is blessing our new initiates.”

I continued to listen, confused as all get out.

“Make us one in the midst of Your coils, Your holy form that encircles the world...”

I licked my lips, finding them chapped and dry. How long had I lay here? “Who...?”

“Many of those who came with you were wise enough to see the light. The true light. Not the evil lights of your dead city, or that of the anomaly you faced.”

“Join us together as You are joined to Yourself, through the circle that binds all of time and in which we are safe...”

“Your name is Lockbox.”

“How did you-?”

“You said it in your sleep.”

I tried to open my eyes again. This time the light was a little more bearable. I saw something pony-shaped, huge and bulky. Pipes and other strange bits spread out around its silhouette. It was very close and stood right over me, glaring down at me through wide, unblinking eyes.

“The Children tell me you were very talkative. You spoke of dark and evil things. You spoke of Dark Ones and bandits and cried the names of many ponies. Your name is Lockbox and you feel guilty. There are ponies you failed. Ponies you have yet to fail.”

“Who are you?”

“The truth.”

My eyes adjusted to the sight of a unicorn even bigger than Steel Crescent. I could only tell he was such by the grey horn jutting from his forehead.. no, not grey. Wrapped in some kind of armor, sharpened to a nasty point that seemed to cut the air even when still. The rest of him was encased in a massive suit of armor, wrapped all around his body, even his tail, which dangled behind him in a pouch of presumably bulletproof material. Surrounding the metal plating on his limbs were hydraulic supports and rubber pipes, zig-zagging over his body, hissing and squeaking with every move he made. At his sides rested a pair of cannons with no discernible source of ammunition, but they looked large enough to punch holes in a dragon’s hide. He looked more like the infrastructure to a building than a pony in armor. His face and neck were completely covered by an armored gasmask, similarly infused with pipes and sheets of solid metal. This wasn’t a regular suit. This was a military exoskeleton, scavenged from the battlefields of the War and the armories of Stalliongrad, brought back and repurposed in the Metro to continue service in our meager little conflicts.

I didn’t need my books to recognize the dreaded sight of an exoskeleton... Monarchy assault squads often wore them into battle to maximize the shock and awe they employed to achieve victory. Often augmented by magic and worn by only the most skilled combatants, the only reason you might see one in action was because you were a target the wearer very, very much wanted dead. Hunter had told me a story of how he fought one, and saw the pony inside punch clean through a metal door in one blow.

“Are you going to kill me?” I asked, as that was the only reason I could think of why I’d been brought before this mighty pony.

“No. But you will wish we had before this journey is done,” he answered.

“Blessed Wyrm, He who begins and ends the world, bring this one under the shadow of Your love, as she is now my sister, and I hers...”

“Fucking traitors,” I heard Ruby Red snarl. My head jerked up, but though I nearly bumped the exo-pony he didn’t move a muscle.

The room we were in was large and round. It looked like a vat of some kind, with pipes of all kinds leading in from all around the walls. Several were large enough to fit ponies. The floor was filled with ponies, all of them pale and silent. They were equipped for long Metro excursions, sporting sealed bodysuits with armor sewn into the fabric, and gasmasks hung at the sides of every one. Guns and ponies of every shape and size were in abundance: machine guns and pegasi, unicorns and shotguns, earth ponies and long rifles. Mare and stallion both. Many of them wore face-masks with only three small holes at the eyes and mouth...

“Cultists,” I whispered.

“No shit,” Ruby answered from one side of the room. She and Sidewinder huddled together with several other of the bandits. Theo wasn’t with them. All had been stripped of their weapons and most of their clothing, and they looked dismal and withdrawn... save for Sidewinder, who stared at the cultists with narrowed eyes and a sickly smile. At the other side of the room sat the rest of Ruby’s crew... it seemed over half were in this group... but they weren’t nearly as depressed.

In fact, they all smiled.

A unicorn mare, horn glowing bright, trotted back and forth between them. She dressed just like the other cultists but for the tattoo on her cheeks: twin serpents with their jaws open to attack that coiled around her cheekbones, their tails wrapping down around her jaw to her chin. Though her fur was a sickly pale blue and her eyes a dull grey, there was something compelling about her. Something that made me want to look at her and listen to her words, dull and monotone as they were. When she put her hoof on the head of one of the bandits, her face seemed to light up with joy.

“May you now know the love of our Family, the true Family, in which all ponies belong and all ponies will know. May you be joined with us forever in the coils of the Great Wyrm, Who devours and creates the world. From now on, you are no longer little flames flickering in the dark. You are part of the mighty Torch which will bring light back to the shadows, which will spark the Sun and make the Moon shine again. You are now part of the future that will bring Equestria back to us in all its glory.”

“Rise, brothers and sisters,” the exo-pony intoned. “Rise up and join with the Great Cause. Preacher, take them home, where the marks that divide and chain them may be removed.”

“You bastard!” Ruby shouted for all of us. “You sick fucking bastard! You’re talking about their cutie marks! You’re sick! You’re all fucking sick!”

“True wisdom is a heavy burden to bear,” replied the armored pony. “I do not fault you for having too small a mind to comprehend it.”

“Step out of your big badass suit and say that again!” Ruby screamed, spittle flying from her mouth. The exo-pony sighed.

“She is most... vociferous, this one. She screams and rails and fills her mind with hate, so that the Voice cannot get through. I pity her.”

“I pity the beatdown me and my boys’d put on you if you weren’t-”

Ruby was silenced by a good knock on the skull by an earth pony behind her. He wordlessly returned to his post, utterly calm. He wasn’t just quiet, none of them were. They looked blank.

I shivered.

“You are afraid,” the exo-pony whispered. “Don’t be. Today is a happy day. You are a Shadow Walker. One who can move between the dark spaces. One who can See. Your affliction has caused much suffering in your soul. But today you have been found by the right ponies.”

He lifted his head, pointing his horn at the ceiling and the bright lights that buzzed above.

“You call us a cult. But we are not. We are the truth. We are the wave that is slowly building to sweep away the refuse of old Equestria. The Princesses failed, but in their place, the Great Wyrm came to guide us. He speaks to us all, and it was His Voice that drew us to you, and you to us.”

“You... you sent that assassin after me? In Felberskaya?”

“Yes. We wanted to be sure. You couldn’t find your way out of the Dream, but you saw our agent and defeated him. It takes a great deal of effort to create a Dream, and only a will as strong as yours could have seen one of us in the midst of one. You proved you are a Shadow Walker. In you rests threat and salvation.”

He reached out with his magic, caressing my cheek.

“Lockbox,” he said tenderly, in stark contrast to his emotionless subordinates. “If only you knew how important ponies like you really were. The Wyrm wishes to touch your mind, to see the world through your eyes. He has seen you, and felt you moving through Him, and He knows of your struggle to end the threat of the Dark Ones.”

I lifted my head and peered at the armored pony.

“There are many ways to See in this world,” he said. “Many have Sight, but few know how to utilize it. That one—” he pointed at Sidewinder, “—might once have been able to See, but he has rejected his gift in favor of madness.”

“You guys just don’t know a proper smile when you see it,” Sidewinder replied, baring his teeth. “I see more than you’ll ever know, smarty-pants. More than you’ll ever understand.”

“You will all suffer for your heresy in time,” the armored pony exclaimed, then turned back to me. “But you... Lockbox... you must be tested.”

He waved a mighty hoof and his soldiers backed off, clambering out of the pit by way of ladders lowered down into it, and disappearing over the edge, pulling the ladders back up as they finished.

“My name is Nexus,” the armored pony bellowed, his voice ringing in the large space. “I am first and foremost among the Children of the Wyrm! And you, Shadow Walker, will be judged worthy or unworthy of His touch!”

With a glow of his horn the bindings on all of us were untied. Several of the bandits attempted to flee, only be stopped by barriers erected by other Cultist unicorns. Nexus went over to the last ladder and climbed out of the vat, then turned and cleaved the ladder in half with a burst of magic. The lower part clanged uselessly to the floor, melted down to where it was unusable.

“So... what’s this test?” I asked, standing up and trying to brace myself against the ground, casting out for strength from the faltering earth.

“Simple,” Nexus said. “You proved you are a Shadow Walker, one who can See and Dream and know the minds of those who also walk in shadow. Now you prove that you are worthy of the title.”

He turned to a pipe that jutted from the wall and raised a crowbar with his magic, bringing it down on the metal surface. Three times he slammed metal on metal, the hollow clangs reverberating all around us and through the pipes that led to our enclosure. The echoes faded. Nothing happened.

Nexus struck three more times, and now all of us in the vat were standing up, ears perked and eyes darting along the walls, trying to discern the nature of this test.

Still nothing.

When Nexus brought the crowbar down again, he only had to strike twice before he got an answer.

On the left side of the vat from one of the pony-sized pipe openings, a bone-chilling moan floated out. It was the voice of our death, serenading us with its monstrous swan-song.

“There are beasts that have invaded the Metro,” Nexus began to explain as he clanged on the pipe once again, “that without proper preparations, nopony can really hope to defeat. The Guild of Magic sealed off the waterworks for a good reason... a reason they can’t or won’t deal with. They can’t admit their failure until they have a way to destroy the beast.”

When the clanging died down again, a deep booming noise responded. I couldn’t tell if the fear slowly worming into my mind was playing tricks, but I could’ve sworn it sounded closer. We all began to take steps back to the opposite end of the vat. There were three pipelines that could fit ponies. Any one of them could lead out, or to our deaths... but I realized I still had my saddlebags with me. Had they left me the Guide? I tore open my pack and found the blessed sheet of paper, holding it reverently in my hooves as my eyes devoured every tiny inch its makers had squeezed full of information.

“We call it the Hydra,” Nexus continued in a blase tone. Thrice more he struck the pipe, and another rolling moan answered him. One of the bandits at Ruby’s side began shaking; the blood-red unicorn herself just watched the opening, waiting for the creature to pierce the gloom and fall on us. Nexus just kept talking.

“But this is a whole different animal than the one our Equestrian ancestors knew. So far, it’s the only one we know of. Not even we are sure how it invaded the Metro. Perhaps it was a dormant egg that somehow arrived here when the Metro was built? Either way, all you need to know is that it has gotten large and hungry over the years. It’s trapped here now, because of its size. And it needs meat.”

Symbols and words and thoughts began to dance in my mind. There wasn’t any way all of this information could be written down on this one sheet; there just wasn’t enough space. Somehow the Guide was actually telling me things, things that not even a pony with my gift who looked at the surface could see. Somepony had endowed this Guide with information that I was tapping into. Was it desperation or a miracle that fueled my newfound understanding?

There was one spot at the edge of the waterworks with a small hieroglyph next to it. Before my very eyes I watched it change from an archaic Old Equestrian symbol to something I could recognize.

“Outpost Nine Seven. Exit.”

Hunter’s talisman let out a quiet, gentle chime as I looked down the central pipe. The Ranger hadn’t given up on guiding me yet.

“THIS WAY!”

I charged down the middle pipe, the others following close behind, too desperate to try any other path. Nexus’ voice chased us down the cramped interior.

“Run, Shadow Walker. Run and live. Should you survive this test and prove worthy of your mantle, we will meet again. And then I shall guide you to your final fate.”


> Chapter 15
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My Little Metro: Chapter 15





“He put the red dot on the head of the largest of the beasts, and pulled the trigger.”




        We ran. We ran until our hearts cracked and our lungs burst, until our chests were heaving bellows, and even then we didn’t stop. We’d crossed several intersections, but we didn’t dare try to make any turns. The pipeline seemed to continue onward, ever in a straight direction, but how far exactly nopony could say. Still we ran, driven by that wild, primal fear of being hunted, except it was even worse given that nopony had their guns or armor. All I had was my saddlebag full of trinkets and Hunter’s talisman, which gave off a continuous high-pitched hum. I took that as a good sign, and grasped that single thread of hope with all my strength and prayed it didn’t fray.

We didn’t stop until a large grate barred our way, where we found a ladder led up to another section of the waterworks. Scrambling up that found ourselves in yet another confusing section of the massive building. Yawning tunnels led left and right who knew where else. Everything from the pipes to the floor was constructed from an oppressive, rusting metal or blank concrete. Stuck for another way to go we were forced to a halt.

“What the hell!” exclaimed one of the bandits, a heavy-set earth pony who panted heavily from the long run. “How big is this place?! I’ve never seen this before!”

“Neither have I,” Ruby Red answered. “But this building served the entire city of Stalliongrad. It’s bound to be huge, and without our weapons we’re fucked if we go back into the Metro.”

“But we can’t stay here either,” another bandit said. “If we do that thing the cultists called out will eat us.”

“Fuck that! I’m not going to die here!” another snapped, a panicky-eyed unicorn mare. “I’m not! It’s not getting me! I’m not gonna get fucking eaten and become something’s fucking dinner! I’m better than that!”

“All of you shut up!” Ruby barked, her horn flaring brightly. “We need a plan! You!”

She pointed at me.

“Do you actually know where to go?”

I hesitated a moment, sucking air into burning lungs; instead of relief it seemed to only fan the flames. 

Ruby frowned. “I’m talking to you!”

“Y-yes!” I blurted out. “Yes, I... I do. I know how to get out of here. But with that thing chasing us-”

“It’s close,” Sidewinder added, tapping the floor with his hooves. “Can’t you feel it? Reach out, Lockbox.”

“We can all feel it!” Ruby raged. “We need to figure out how to avoid it!”

“We can’t,” Sidewinder replied. “You think they’d sic that thing on us without blocking the exits? And that monster probably has them covered anyway.”

“This way,” I said, ending the discussion. I started down another corridor, following my instincts and the ever present hum of the talisman. I didn’t question its fortuitous guidance. I didn’t have time to think about why it was working as a pathfinder instead of a radar like it had on the surface. I just ran with it on faith and a little bit of blind panic, clinging to whatever hope I could get. I did my best to ignore Ruby Red’s grumbling behind me.

The pathway I thought led to freedom came to an end at another intersection with three other tunnels leading left, right, and forward. Hunter’s talisman didn’t seem to favor any route over another, it simply hummed in my saddlebag. 

In fact, if I concentrated hard enough, I almost felt some kind of tug backwards. On the edge of my hearing there was a strange rushing sound, as if a great amount of air were being forced through a narrow space, laid over the queerest rustling of something brushing over the concrete...

“Back! Get BACK!”

        My shout came almost too late. Acting on instinct I leapt back the way I’d come. I saw a blur of mottled greyish-yellow, felt a whoosh of air as something huge lunged at me, heard the unmistakable snap of jaws shutting inches from my snout. I hit the ground rolling and tumbled into the wall with a loud thud, landed upside-down and looked out through spinning, unfocused eyes. A monstrous tentacle thrashed about in the tunnel as ponies panicked and ran all over, tripping over each other in their haste. Their confusion had the massive appendage stumped as well: it swayed back and forth, trying to pick a target. Then I saw the bulbous end split open into a horrid mottled mouth the color of rotting flesh, saw eyelids peel back over cold, reptilian orbs, and realized this was the monster’s head. It had already found us.

        If it was a snake, it was the largest I’d ever seen. Its body nearly filled the tunnel and was covered in a smooth sheen of ugly, peeling, dark blue scales. The long body curved gracefully and brought its triangular head up until it brushed the ceiling, looming over the rest of us. Its mouth was deformed with a fearsome underbite, opening to reveal a slavering cave of a maw lined with jagged, craggy growths that I realized were its teeth. Pale green eyes flicked in their sockets between the other ponies, who squealed and screamed and ran in random directions. Those eyes were filled with the directed, focused hunger of a creature that teetered on the edge of madness, consumed by the all-powerful need to sate a primal compulsion.

The need to eat.

I fell onto my side, unable to concentrate and get my legs moving. Panic and fear and even morbid fascination clouded my mind. 

Move. Get up! Go! 

But my limbs wouldn’t obey. They felt sluggish and weighed down. I was a sitting duck and all I could do was hope it didn’t pick me as its first kill. But my stillness saved me; I watched it pick among the crowd of other ponies instead, saw its eyes narrowing with killer instinct at the sight of so many squirming, warm bodies. The monster’s festering jaws peeled apart and snapped down at one of the bandits, who was saved only by the timely intervention of Ruby Red as she sent a jolt of energy from her horn directly into the monster’s eye. I watched through a haze of dull curiosity as that same eye burst like a balloon, splattering vitreous humor all over its cheek. The monster let loose a debilitating shriek that stabbed my eardrums as it recoiled into the pipeline, leaving cracks in the walls and sizzling venom on the ground in its wake while it thrashed. The bandits aside from Ruby Red and Sidewinder panicked, pressing themselves against the walls and yelling incoherently. Feeling strangely calm I uncurled myself from the wall and rolled back onto my hooves, shaking the dizzy feeling from my head. Something sticky and warm was all over the side of my face, dribbling down.

The creature’s head had already retreated back into the pipeline, but we still heard its angry squealing. Before I could blink I was dragged to my hooves by Sidewinder and we were moving again; I quickly pushed the Stalker away and ran on my own four hooves. I wasn’t about to be weak in front of the others when we had a monster like that to deal with. We didn’t stop moving until we got far enough from that intersection and ended up in some kind of side room full of old pipes and gauges, panting and wheezing and in the case of one terrified pony, vomiting.

“What the fuck! What the fuck was that?!” he shouted after he was done.

“That was the Hydra,” Sidewinder replied, pushing himself into my side. It was only then I realized that I was too dizzy to stand on my own and leaned back into him. “If it wasn’t, I’ll eat my jacket.”

The other ponies were still dealing with their brush with death. I watched them slowly congregate again through the floaty, disconnected feeling that possessed me since I’d struck the wall. My head spun as I tried to deal with everything at once, from the ringing in my ears to burning questions about what Nexus had called me and why Hunter’s talisman seemed to be failing and hadn’t given me an escape route.

“How the hell are we supposed to fight that without guns?!”

“We can’t kill something that big!”

“Isn’t it supposed to have more heads?”

“Did you all see that?! I almost got eaten! Hello? Almost eaten pony here!”

“SHUT UP!” Ruby roared, silencing the panic with a stomp of her hoof. “In case you didn’t notice, that bastard is still alive and we really pissed off! And as far as I’m concerned I’m still in charge here! Brick-a-Brack, Hot Pocket! Are you still two of the toughest motherfuckers in the Metro, or is some big-ass snake gonna make you piss your pants?”

A burly unicorn and earth stallion shuffled uncomfortably under her pointing hoof and looked to each other, clearly hoping to follow the other one’s lead.

“Well,” said the unicorn, “it is pretty fucking huge.”

“With many heads,” Sidewinder pointed out.

“I didn’t ask you,” Ruby snarled, eyeing him with the intent to kill.

“We have to kill it,” I blurted out without really knowing why. I just knew that we needed a plan of action instead of more bickering, and the Hydra was the biggest obstacle out of this place.

Ruby snorted. “Oh,” she sneered, turning back to me, “big pony has a big idea! Tell me, Lockbox, what exactly is your plan for killing this thing?”

“I don’t know,” I muttered, still feeling the buzz of Hunter’s talisman. “But it’s somewhere in this facility. We’d have been led out already if it wasn’t...”

Sidewinder spoke immediately. “I’m sticking with Lockbox. I like the kid’s gumption. By the way, you’re bleeding a lot.”

I finally touched my hoof to the side of my head. It came away sticky and red.

“Huh. So I am.”

Ruby scoffed at both of us.

“That’s just perfect. You’re gonna kill it, but you don’t know how! You just are. Well, you can stay here and die for all I care. I’m going to lead what’s left of my team out of here!”

“You can’t,” I said, shaking my head. “You won’t.”

Ruby menaced me with her horn. “And who’s going to stop me?”

“The Hydra. And you don’t even know the way.”

I still felt dizzy and lackadaisical, perhaps from my head injury. It started throbbing and aching the longer I dwelt on it, instead trying to focus on a plan of action. I closed my eyes and heard Ruby Red stomp up to me, her breath hot on my face.

“And you’re saying you do?”

“Only the next step forward.”

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?!”

“I don’t know. But somewhere in this facility is the key to killing the Hydra.”

I gently pulled out the Guide. Ruby scoffed.

"What, is that your master plan? You gonna save us with your shitty map?"

"You trusted it before," I muttered sourly.

"That was before you led us into a trap and got my ponies killed!"

“If you have a better idea,” I hissed through gritted teeth, “I am all ears.”

She said nothing, but eyed the Guide greedily. “This is your fault anyway,” she growled, and her horn magic reached out to try and snatch the Guide from my hooves. “Give me that thing!”

 The next thing anypony saw was my hoof launch into her face. Ruby Red staggered back, clutching her now bloody nose with her hoof and babbling angrily, spouting curses like a fountain. The other bandits went silent and stared with varying degrees of shock and awe. I unfolded the Guide and looked it over while Ruby regained her composure.

Sidewinder grinned like a fool.

“You... you just hit me!” Ruby wheezed, as if I’d done something unspeakable. I didn’t even look at her; my head injury had put me in a foul mood on top of everything else that was happening, and the one unicorn who was supposed to be in command was trying to goad me into a fight. I wasn’t going to let that happen. Hunter would be better than that. He’d be trying to find a way out of here, like I was. Unfortunately the Guide didn’t have an in-depth map of the building, making it almost useless to find this “Outpost Nine Seven.”

“Hunter,” I muttered to myself, “it’s up to you now. You showed me where your hiding spot was on the surface. Guide me again.”

I reached down deep, and the talisman responded immediately. I felt a jolt of energy and something like a film came over my eyes, bathing the world in a lavender glow. I had a Ranger’s sight again. I stood up and stuffed the Guide back into my saddlebag, casting my gaze about the room and the hall outside. Ruby Red still held her nose and stared at me like I’d grown two heads, while all the other bandits shuffled nervously, wondering who they were supposed to follow now.

The hum of the talisman grew stronger as I left the room, carefully checking for signs of the Hydra. Just down the hall, I spotted it: a small white arrow just above the floor, pointing right down another corridor. I touched it with my hoof, feeling the magic in that little symbol of hope. 

“Ruby,” I said, turning to the murderess and staring her down. “These are your ponies. I need you on my side if we’re going to get through this. You said you’d trust me before. Please, trust me now.”

There was a deathly silence.

“At the very least, it’s all you have left.”

More silence. Ruby lowered her hoof from her nose and glared at me. Her expression was searching, calculating. I felt nervous and naked under her stare, but I braved it anyway. Trust and faith was the only real advantage we had, and I had to trust she was smart enough to do the right thing.

She seemed to ponder something very carefully, looking away from me as the gears turned in her head. At first she seemed dazed, even lost, and then she coughed out a wheezing laugh, shaking her head. At last, she turned back to me and nodded.

“Fine,” she said. “We’ll follow you, my little badass. All of us will,” she said with a pointed glance at her fellows.

Sidewinder clapped his hooves. “All right!” he said, tossing his scraggly mane. “Let’s go kill us a Hydra! I get dibs on its teeth. I always wanted a monster tooth necklace.”

I gave him a look, which he returned with a shit eating grin.

“Those are awesome.”

“Let’s go,” I said, and hurried down the closest corridor, ignoring the incredulous looks and muttering behind my back. The other bandits, six in all, would have to put aside their mistrust or suffer at the claws of the hydra. We didn’t have time to stand on ceremony and wonder who was in command. Hunter’s talisman still called to me, its call now faithful and true, leading me down a maze of halls full of decades-old machines I couldn’t even guess the purpose of, through side passages and small maintenance tunnels. Every so often I saw the marks: arrows and esoteric symbols floating in my mind’s eye. No other creatures or ponies accosted us, probably scared or killed off by Nexus’ minions, and the halls we wound through were far too small for the Hydra’s heads to fit inside. We moved quickly and quietly with no talking. Every so often we heard the bellowing of the Hydra, shaking the walls and echoing through the pipes. It knew prey was in its territory, and it was desperate to find us and slake its bloodlust. As long as we kept moving, we were able to ignore it.

I recalled little of Hydras from my books. Apparently, they were an amphibious bunch of pests that lived in and around bogs and swamps and plagued the borders of Equestria. Clearly, more than one had survived the Apocalypse and one of their descendants had creeped into our city. But this Hydra was something worse; how could it be navigating a huge maze of pipes within this facility if it was many heads attached to one body? Eventually we’d run into one of its necks blocking a passage and easily chop it away or injure it. If there was one thing I’d learned so far, it’s that things were rarely that easy.

Then we heard the voice.

“Do you know the ways of the Great Wyrm?” it asked, echoing all around us. Though we heard it clearly, it didn’t seem to have a point of origin. It came out of thin air all around us, neither close nor far. “Do you understand how His mysteries coil in on each other like His endless form? Why do you continue to fight us?”


“Don’t listen to ‘em,” Ruby spat. “Those fuckers aren’t gonna help us now.”


The voice continued unabated. “He is merciful to those who accept His ways. His will is all that is left in the world. Time curls in on itself again. One day Equestria will be reborn. You have but to join us.”


We came to an empty canal, spanned by a short catwalk bridge. Beyond it was another hallway, too small for the Hydra to attack us in, but another Ranger symbol led off the bridge... down into the pipe.

“We have to go this way,” I said, but the moment I hopped into the canal and headed for the pipe’s opening, another voice held me back. It was the earth pony Hot Pocket. He stood at the edge of the canal, shaking his head.

“No, no way! We’re not going back into those pipes, are we? The Hydra can fit in those! We’ll get attacked again!”

Ruby, to my surprise, looked at me. I shrugged.

“It’s the only way.”

        Ruby looked back up at Hot Pocket. 

        “You heard him. We go this way.”

        “Yeah, right! Straight back into the Hydra’s mouth! There’s another hall too small for it right there!”

        “He’s got a point, boss,” the only other mare in our group agreed. Ruby Red growled at them both.

        “Are you idiots deaf? I said we’re following Lockbox, so we’re following Lockbox! If you want to run off on your own, then fine, got it? But we got a Hydra to put in a body bag, and if this kid can lead us to that, then I’m with him.”

        She and the others began to follow me into the pipe, leaving the earth stallion behind. Hot Pocket danced on his hooves, looking back and forth as he weighed his options. Behind me, I heard Ruby mutter.

        “Five, four, three, two, one...”

        “Hey, don’t leave me here, guys! Wait up! Shit... I can’t believe this... don’t leave me back here!” I heard the big stallion jump down into the pipe and clatter after us on his ungainly large hooves. 

“Big bastard always was afraid of getting left behind,” Ruby said with a roll of her eyes. I suppressed a smile. At least we were sticking together.

"Quietly now,” said Sidewinder. "She's hungry and we're in the open-"

A loud moan echoed down the pipe behind us.

"Jinx!" Sidewinder shouted merrily, and the chase was on.

Fifty meters down the tunnel I heard the familiar rustle of scales on metal along with the loud roar of an angry serpent. A hundred meters down and still no change in the pipe, I heard the first sound of alarm.

"Shit! It's right behind us!"

        No waiting, no slowing down. I charged on ahead, reaching down into the earth like I’d learned before. I felt the cold metal of the pipe. The vibrations of our passing rumbled up through my legs like thunder. And the Hydra felt so very, very close.

        Fortunately, the extra sensory perception also let me feel the drop-off before I went careening right over the edge. I skidded to a halt at the end of the pipe and took a quick look around. We were halfway up the wall of what appeared to be a basin like what we started in. A mess of pips snaked every which way, leading up to a platform a mere ten hooves up, and beyond that, a catwalk! A bridge spanning the basin and leading to salvation! I saw the faint glow of a Ranger symbol on the far doorway. That was our way out.

"It’s right there!" a stallion yelled at the top of his lungs.

"Climb! Climb for your lives! Ruby, levitate them up if you can!" I shouted, pointing out the mess of smaller pipes that led to the platform. Those ten hooves might as well have been a mountain for the hurry we were in. I turned back to the tunnel to let the bandits go first, watching them scramble. 

The seconds dragged by like hours as the bandits clambered over each other. The Hydra bore down on us with a bone-shaking roar. I tried not to let the I couldn’t see it too well, as down here the darkness was nearly absolute. But I felt it. I felt it in my legs, and smelled it in my nose. I knew it was coming. My magic let me gauge the distance. Sixty meters. Fifty. Forty. Damn, it was fast.

“Now! Right the fuck now!” Ruby screamed as she swung out onto the pipes. I felt the metal begin to vibrate under my hooves and turned to climb, when my hoof was grabbed by Sidewinder’s.

“Remember,” he whispered. “You’re not an earth pony. You’re a spider. A little spider with lots of little legs that grab. Now get out there and climb.”

I had no idea what he was talking about, but I didn’t have time to argue. I swung out onto the nearest pipeline I could grab, taking precious seconds to assert my next hoofhold. Right behind me was Sidewinder. And then he was next to me. In front of me. Above and halfway up before I could blink, his hooves seeming to catch surfaces I couldn’t even see. It took him seven seconds to do what had taken at least a minute for the others, including Ruby’s levitation. He really did have exceptional skills. The other bandits, with some prodding from Ruby, were already on the next platform up, booking it to the bridge above. Ruby turned back and saw me lagging behind, her horn started to glow and I felt myself suddenly grow weightless...

And then the Hydra’s head poked out of the pipe next to me.

I hardly felt fear, there was no time for that. I just watched as its massive bulk twisted and turned in midair, holding itself up with the sheer power of its own muscles as I rose next to its head. There was something almost admirable in the command it had over its own body...

And then one of its putrid green eyes turned towards me, and I saw the animal instinct inside. Then I started feeling afraid.

“Shit! Pull him up faster!” 

“Grab him! Grab him!”

Ten hooves. Such a short distance. It took seconds to get me up. But the Hydra was quicker. I watched its head turn towards me, and its jaws opened wide, reaching towards me. Some say that in a moment like that your life flashes before your eyes, but all I saw was the gaping hole about to become my grave.

“Hey, suka!”

An orange pony-shaped blur streaked down from on high. It crashed right into the Hydra’s head with all four hooves, driving it straight down as its jaws clacked together inches from my hide. While the Hydra groaned and shook itself out of its daze the new pony went into a straight climb as he rebounded off the Hydra’s head, snatching me in his hooves and depositing me safely on the catwalk above. My heart leapt, stinging with hope: I thought it was Sunny Side, but that poor pegasus was a world away from me.

“Theo!” I gasped instead.

He shook his earthy brown mane and smiled.

“Hey, Lockbox! I told you I’m lucky!”

Wonder worker, I thought, and I was dazed by the realization, or maybe just the blood loss. Once again, fate had thrown a pony into harm’s way to keep me going. Before I could ponder it further the rest of the bandits had arrived, and we all hoofed it across the rickety bridge and into the next hallway. Just as I passed the threshold I looked back.

Three more heads had joined the first. All of them looked hungry.

/-/-/-/

        “So you’re sure this is the spot?”

        “Yes,” I replied tersely, tapping the walls. My Ranger sight had led us at last to the entrance of Outpost Nine Seven. We’d all managed to catch our breath after our second close call with the Hydra, but now they were impatient with me to find the treasure trove of guns and material the Rangers were sure to have left behind. My head wound had stopped bleeding for the most part, but it still hurt like hell. I scuffed my hooves on the wall the Rangers had led me to. It was mostly featureless, and the only thing keeping me from crying out in frustration was the symbol inscribed on the wall, my gifted sight translated it as the Old Equestrian word for “safety.” There was no doorway, no secret latch. Nothing that indicated it was anything but a solid wall.

        “So... how do we get in?” asked Hot Pocket.

        “With a key,” I replied, and in a burst of inspiration pulled out Hunter’s talisman. I was struck by how long it had been since I’d actually looked at it. The Ranger symbol glared at me, the unknown power humming in my hooves. But it didn’t feel quite as alien as before. If I was going to open this door, the Rangers would have to guide me. The talisman glowed as if in assent, and I felt it grow warm and welcoming in my grip. It felt sacrilegious, but I pressed it to my chest and focused, turning my thoughts to all that made a Ranger a Ranger, as I’d done with the Guide when Nopony taught me how to really focus upon the words. I thought of Hunter and how brave he was, how much I’d wished to be one of them as a child. Deep within me was something that Hunter had seen, something that told Tracer I was a friend and had given me the ability to endure where others hadn’t. I could only hope that blessing now extended to providing secrets from within the Ranger artifacts. Whatever secrets the talisman still held, it would only give them up to a trusted friend.

Will you help me? I wondered. 

I waited. Something seemed to brush my mind from afar, as if a breath of air from heaven came down into the earth, depleted to its final gasp and kissing my mane.

Yes, came the unspoken answer.

“Domoi.”

        The wall slid up into the ceiling without even a whisper. Behind me I heard the bandits gasp and point, and I suddenly felt very self-conscious as they all piled into the room beyond, their curiosity at a pique.

        “That was awesome, Lockbox,” Theo said as he went by.

        “How did you know?” Ruby asked.

        “Know what?” I wondered.

        “The word, you idiot! The password!”

        I blinked. “I...” I couldn’t remember how I knew. I just did. I’d reached into the talisman, like I reached into the earth, and I’d seen a word appear in my head. I couldn’t even remember speaking.

        Ruby smacked me. “Snap out of it.”

        “Um... I’m not sure... it must have been magic?” I said with a weak chuckle, unable and unwilling to ponder what I’d just done. All I knew was that it worked. I suddenly very much wished Tracer was here; he’d be able to explain it at least. 

        “Holy Celestia! Look at all these guns!”

        I poked my head into the Ranger outpost and stopped dead. It was a fifteen by fifteen hoof space, with two desks covered in maps and diagrams and toolboxes. The walls were covered in guns. Many, many guns. This wasn’t just an outpost, it was an armory! And the weapons stored here weren’t just old scratch-made weaponry either; these were clean, shiny, and ready to kill. I didn’t recognize half of them, but the fact that those were made with actual gun parts and not cobbled together scrap metal meant they were old world weapons. Legacies of our forefathers’ Great War, still in service to help continue our petty conflicts.

        “Oh, this is what I’m looking for,” Sidewinder said with a feral grin as he shoved his way past me and snatched up a Wonderbolt. It was in pristine condition, apparently a weapon favored by whatever Ranger had used this place. The Stalker cuddled it to his chest like a mare and fondled its pneumatic lever.

        “Oh, sweetheart. Where have you  been all my life? You’re much more attractive than my old one...”

        “Looks like you hit the jackpot, Lockbox,” Ruby said with a satisfied nod. “Everypony pick up whatever you can carry and nothing more. This shit can make us rich, I know, but we can’t carry it all and we’re dead if we try.”

        She levitated a shotgun off the wall and peered down the barrel, cocking it.

"Now let's bag us a monster."

The bandits grinned to each other and started picking favorites from the wall. But what drew my eye was the blueprint. It covered one of the tables and I noticed it was pinned open unlike the other papers. Upon closer inspection I saw it was an outline of the entire facility. Next to it rested a pair of walkie-talkies. Such good fortune couldn't be ignored. I felt almost dizzy with happiness—or blood loss—and fell upon the table with a happy sigh. The Rangers hadn’t let me down yet!

"You got a plan?" Ruby asked over my shoulder.

Hydra dies. Lockbox wins. That was it so far.

“Look at this,” I said, and gathered the others around me while I pointed at parts of the map that were already labeled by the Rangers for their importance. My brain worked faster than my hooves could point, so I simply slapped my hoof down on whatever related to my ideas first. That happened to be the absolute mess of pipelines worming their way through the facility and out to the Metro.

“The Hydra’s in the pipes. We need to get it out.”

“Yeah? So?”

I brought both forehooves together on the table.

“A Hydra is a single creature with many heads. It has a central body. A weak point.”

I spread my hooves out again.

        “Its heads are spread through the pipes, apparently far enough that it can catch us without having to move its body.”

        “But that doesn’t make sense,” Theo pointed out, his wings shaking. He’d tied them back up the first chance he got and now they quivered in their bonds with excitement. I couldn’t look at them without thinking of Sunny Side and forced my eyes back to the map. “There’s no way its necks could be that long! Just look at all that stuff! There must be miles of pipelines in here!”

        “I know,” I replied. “Regardless, we need to get those heads out of the pipes. Force it into a tight space. It can only go one direction: back to its body. There has to be a central location where something that huge can fit.”

        “So... what? We comb the whole damn facility until we find it?” Ruby sneered.

        “No. A Hydra is amphibious.”

        “What the hell does that mean?”

        “It likes water. That’s why it’s here. So it stands to reason it’ll go where there’s still lots of water in this building. Okay, okay... this isn’t just a place where water is moved from one spot to another. It used to be a treatment plant, right?”

        Sidewinder nodded. “Serviced the whole city.”

        “Right. So there’s basins, like what we were in, places where water was and is again, where the Guild of Magic moved it to. We need to get this place up and running enough to do the one thing that will move the Hydra out of the pipes and into the open.”

 I turned back to look them in the eyes, making sure my next point got across. “We need to flood the pipes. This thing likes the water, but it can’t breathe it. To do this, we need to get to main pump control. Which should be somewhere...”

        It took an awkward minute of shuffling and scanning to find the room amidst the mess of diagrams. “Here. A little bit over from the main turbines. The Guild of Magic is sure to have kept at least some of it in working condition. Since we haven't run into too many irradiated rooms yet, we can assume they've been doing their jobs. Somepony needs to get in there and be ready to redirect the flow."

        “I’ll handle that,” Sidewinder volunteered, raising his hoof. “I know more about these old machines than anypony here. I doubt most of you even know how to operate a generator correctly.”

        “I do!” Theo piped up. 

        “Good! Then you’re with me.” Sidewinder pointed at Hot Pocket next. “And you too, big boy. You look like you can handle heavy loads. Or be a nice meat shield. We’ll probably need that in there.”

        Hot Pocket glanced at Ruby Red, who looked at me. I gave a brief nod that she returned. Whether I trusted Sidewinder to do as he said was irrelevant. Our chances of survival were slim enough that I was willing to trust a Dark One at this point.

"We're going to find that big bastard," I said. "And when we do we're going to kill it. We have enough heavy weaponry to make it count if we get pushed into a corner. The rest we'll have to make up as we go along. We funnel the Hydra and all its heads into wherever it’s hiding, and take it down from there.”

“Yeah, but how do we do that?” the other unicorn asked again. “These things are just gonna be popguns to something that huge.”

“Worst comes to worst, we can figure out how to trap it,” I replied. “Look, it’s not the best. But if we don’t do this, all we can do is wait for Nexus or the Hydra to eventually come and kill us. We need to get at least one of them out of the way for a shot out of here.”

Sidewinder raised his hoof. “So basically, we’re going to try and turn on a facility that’s been out of commission for Celestia knows how long, hope that it works, flood pipelines that haven’t been maintained, hope that that flushes a giant-ass monster towards its home base, and then we’re going to find it and kill it inside its own lair?”

“That’s the idea,” I said with a firm nod.

Sidewinder grinned and picked up one of the walkie-talkies. “Lockbox, I love the way you think.”

I looked at the faces that surrounded me. Though before I’d been more than willing to lump them all into the category of “bandit” and leave them to their fate, now our lives were depending on each other. Even Ruby Red was falling in line. Sidewinder, who I’d once believed I’d gladly shoot in the back, was now going to be a key ally of mine in the upcoming battle. All of them were ponies. Whatever they’d done earlier in life, I couldn’t deny that they were all equines like me. They were all my...

Not friends. But after today, they’d be something closer to it.

“I need your names,” I stated simply, meeting their gazes one after the other. “All of you. We’re in this together now. And I can’t promise we’re all going to be coming out. I need... I want your names. I want to know who you all are. So we can do this right. I want to know you all as ponies. Not just... comrades-in-arms. I know this seems strange. But I’ll be damned if I ask another pony to risk their life for me without even knowing who they are.” It was something to remember them by. Perhaps I’d be able to add something or two to my Wall when this was through.

Hot Pocket was the first to step forward, proudly puffing out his chest.

“Well, I’m Hot Pocket. You guys all know who I am. I’m, uh, I guess I’m ready as I’ll ever be. Do or die, right? Like the time we shot those Monarchists to hell, outside Connemara.”

“I’m Juniper,” the dark green unicorn mare said, scratching her teal mane and casting her yellow eyes downward, looking anything but excited about the coming storm. “I’m... I’m just Juniper...”

“Brick-a-brack,” said the dour unicorn stallion to her. He was almost as big as Hot Pocket, and his cutie mark was... well, brick-a-brack. “And I am the toughest motherfucker Ruby’s ever known, and I am ready for this.”

The scrawnier earth stallion next to Brick-a-Brack had cyan eyes and a ragged black mane to complement the pale grey of his pelt. He huddled in on himself when everypony’s eyes turned his way.

“Uhh... my name’s Loose Nut. Just call me Nut.” He shrugged and looked at the wall, clearly not feeling the same camaraderie I’d tried to instill in the rest.

“Green Bay,” the solid, lime-green earth stallion next to him said. “Nothin’ special. I like knives.”

I raised an eyebrow at him. His cutie mark was indeed a knife... a long, sharp butcher knife.

“I’d have mine on me, but the cultists took ‘em. I’d like ta’ get ‘em back if we can.”

“Right,” I said, without any conviction, but he just shrugged and nodded regardless.

So that was it. A whole team of murderers and thieves, up against a horrifying monster and a gang of cultists with power armor. This was looking even more insane every time I thought about it.

Somehow, that thought comforted me.

“Collect every bit of ammo and weapons you can carry. Are those medical supplies in the corner? And collect those helmets.” I said. “It’s time we took to the fight to these bastards.”

/-/-/-/

“Testing. One two three? Testing.”

“I can hear you, Sidewinder.”

“I told you, it’s Sid. Or Uncle Sid. We’re pals again now, remember?”

“I’d have to leave you to die before we’re even again, Uncle Sid.”

“Ha ha! The times we have, Lockbox. Anyway, sounds like these things work. Surprised it would in this metal mess.”

“Of course they do. Rangers don’t mess around.”

We were halfway towards the turbine room, having split off from Sidewinder’s group a ways back. There, a control center waited, ready for us to restore power to the main pumps. If that didn’t work, we’d just have to try and force our way out through some of the pipes that led out of the facility. We didn’t have the firepower to punch through any blockade Nexus might have laid down for us, but at least a few of us should be able to shoot our way past the Hydra. It felt good having a weapon again at last. Not an unreliable Mule, but a semi-automatic carbine rested in my war reins now. I’d forgone the helmet it came with, letting Juniper have it.

The turbine room was large and expansive, just like the one back at the Fort. The turbines themselves sat like giant legless turtles along the northern wall, facing the two floors to the right of us, gathering dust and rust and generally being useless. Catwalks ran over our heads that used to give workers a vantage point to peer into the turbines.

“They’re in bad shape,” Ruby said as we came into the room, her voice echoing so loud she winced and lowered her voice to a whisper. “How do we know these will even work?”

“We don’t,” I replied, and stepped boldly inside. “We just need to trust that our forefathers  built them to last.”

“Well,” Green Bay muttered, “whatever gets us out of here quicker. The control room’s probably on the top floor. Check that staircase.” One led up from the turbine floor up to the second level in the middle of the room. “We’ll need to-”

The rest of his words were drowned out by a sharp, resounding boom that rang through the whole room. Green Bay’s leg burst in a spray of blood, and the stallion staggered and fell to the side, clutching a hoof over the hole in his leg as Juniper cried out and dragged him into cover behind a turbine.

“Sniper!” Ruby screamed, rushing around the side of the turbine alongside Loose Nut. “Get to cover! Keep your heads down!” 

I didn’t have time to blink as Brick-a-brack snatched me up in a levitation field and pulled me to Ruby’s position We were squeezed between the turbine and the north wall, scanning the ceiling for vantage points.

“The Great Wyrm moves through the earth, devouring whomever will stand in His way!” a voice boomed all around us.

        “Bucking mother of fucking buck shit!” Ruby groused next to me, checking her assault rifle. “That bastard has us cornered! He’ll plug whoever makes a run for the stairs. Juniper!” she called around the corner. “How’s Green Bay?”

        “There’s too much blood! I... I gave him two full shockers and wrapped it in a bandage, but... shit! I think he’s in shock!”

        “Keep still! Wrap something tight above the wound! Don’t let him move!” Ruby turned back to us. “So who wants to play bait?”

        I gaped at her. “Bait?”

        “Yeah, bait! I didn’t see where the first shot came from, so this asshole’s either invisible or dug in good. We have to try and get him to fire again so we know where he is!”

        Loose Nut shook his head. “We can’t just charge out there! He’ll blow our brains out!”

        Brick-a-Brack turned to the turbine, planting his forehooves on the metal covering.

“I have an idea.” A glowing light appeared at the tip of his horn and he plunged it into the turbine’s wall, then dragged his horn across the surface. He carved out a large square of metal and let it clang to the floor, then raised it up with pride.

        “I made a shield!” he declared proudly.

        I did my best not to look condescending. “That’s hardly bulletproof.”

        “Then I’ll just make it thicker!” The large unicorn, using his scalpel-like enchantment, sliced and diced an entire section of the turbine’s metal covering into a makeshift plate of armor, slapping several layers together into a slab half an inch thick and holding it all together in a powerful telekinetic field.

        “Brick, you genius! What’d I tell you, Slice and Dice always turns out useful!” Ruby said, and went to work with her own horn. I thought it was a ridiculous name for a spell, but it worked. In less than a minute we had two large plates of metal that were supposed to defend us against a sniper’s bullets. It wasn’t the best plan, but it was all we had. Ruby picked both slabs up 

        “All right, stay here! I’m gonna float one out and keep behind the other. You guys hit that fucker the moment he shows his head. Bag ‘em and tag ‘em!”

        Ruby leaped out into the open, holding one of the slabs over her head while keeping the other out in front of her to keep the sniper’s aim off. Another boom echoed through the large room, and the plate in front of Ruby spun and flipped in mid-air.

        “I saw a flash! That room on the second floor!” Brick shouted, and we three stallions opened fire. I squeezed the trigger five times, and then waited for half a heartbeat.

        “Is he dead?!”

        “I saw something move! He’s relocating! Go, go, go!”

        We burst out of cover and rushed the stairway. An badly aimed shot from the moving sniper snapped into the ground ahead of me as we ran, sending marble and concrete into my face. I heard Ruby’s gun roar behind us as we stumbled up the stairwell to the first floor, ducking under the floor of the second level.

        Only to run right into a squad of cultists who poured out of a door to greet us. Five of them, three of us, we checked right and ran into the mess of pipes that ran up from the turbine floor and snaked their way towards the far wall. Gunfire erupted as Brick shouted insults and pinned them down with his assault rifle as Loose Nut and I scrambled under the pipes, trying to get around to their side.

        “C’mon, Lockbox, keep up! We gotta flank them!”

        Flank. Hunter told me about flanking. Something about demoralizing and confusing the enemy by hitting their side. That made sense. I leaped behind what appeared to be a generator just behind three bullets that blew through my meager cover right above my head. I looked back out into the turbine room. Ruby had gained the catwalks and fired into the air, screaming angrily as another loud crack sent a bullet into her shields, shearing off one of the corners.

        “I’m fuckin’ sick of you!” she shouted back, magically amplifying her voice until the very air trembled.

        “Lockbox, shoot! Shoot!” Loose Nut screamed in my ear, and I turned the corner and opened fire, wincing as the gunsmoke burned my eyes. I saw a pony jerk and spasm in the darkness, illuminated by the flash of their gun as they fired wildly all the way to the ground. One more murder on my list.

        Loose Nut slapped my shoulder and I followed him towards the door the cultists had spilled out of, firing our weapons the whole time. My gun clicked halfway to the next winding pipe, and I ducked my head and rolled the rest of the way. I hit the pipe upside down, my buttocks against the cold metal. Loose Nut glared at me.

        “The hell are you doing? Get up and keep shoot- watch it!”

        Another hail of bullets tore through the air, spat out by a submachine gun very close by. I watched Loose Nut’s mane get a shave from a near miss, and he huddled shivering on the ground as I curled up as tight as I could, my butt in the air and my head on the floor. Brick’s gun roared in the tight quarters, dueling with two other staccato barks, and over the din I heard a clip fall to the floor. I rolled onto four hooves and leaped over the pipe, shouting for Loose Nut to cover me. I spotted a fallen magazine near another generator block and sprinted for it, listening to bullets kiss the air near my head as I was caught in Brick’s line of fire.

        I ducked around the corner and came face to face with a pegasus mare struggling with a new magazine. She glanced up and immediately threw himself at me with a shout, but her attack was clumsy. I lashed out with my hoof and jabbed her in the throat as the barrel of her gun smacked my cheek, forcing her back as she coughed and choked. She looked up just in time to see my back hooves connect with her forehead. Her entire neck scrunched inward gruesomely, and I heard the loud, thick snap of breaking bone. The cultist was down for the count.

        I heard another painful grunt, and then a loud cry as another cultist came flying at me out of the shadows... then passed right by me to crack into the far wall hard enough to smash open his skull, the levitation field around him dissipating. Brick stepped out of the smoke and tossed his mane.

        “Move! Up to the second level, we gotta get that bucking sniper!”

        We charged into the door and raced up another stairwell to the second level, finding ourselves in a wide open room with a walled-off section in the middle that reached to the ledge overlooking the turbines. That must have been the control room. Directly ahead of us, looking over the railing down into the turbine room, we saw the sniper lining up another shot. I saw by the shape of her flanks it was a mare, an earth pony by the look of it.

        “Hey, bitch!” Brick shouted, lifting her up in a levitation field. She gasped, and turned to look at us. In the light of Brick’s magic I saw her eyes, bright and purple. Then a sheet of metal came whirling up from below and chopped into her neck, almost decapitating her, followed by Ruby’s bloodthirsty shout of triumph. I rushed for the door of the control room as she flopped to the ground.

        Kicking the door open I found myself in the middle of a large room with terminals absolutely covered in... buttons. Buttons everywhere. Switches and dials and Celestia knew what else. I and the other stallions skidded to a halt and looked at the mess.
        
        Suddenly my idea didn’t seem so smart.

        “Spread out and find some technical manuals. They had to have kept some around for reference!”

        Brick tore open a locker with his magic. “Great. First useful thing we do and we’re screwed because of some engineer’s wet dream...”

        A minute or two of frantic searching later, Ruby came through the door to find us rifling through any drawer we could find, old papers scattered all over the floor. Juniper came behind her, holding a very pale looking Green Bay.

        “What the hell are you doing?” Ruby snapped. We looked up in unison.

        “Trying to figure out how to start it,” I replied. Ruby snarled and shoved me aside as she looked over the console, then rolled her eyes. 

        “Well maybe we should push the big red Celestia-damned button that says ‘initiate!’” she snapped, and slammed her hoof down on the console. Almost immediately the screens around us began to whine and buzz as magical energy sparkled back to life, struggling to find its way through old arcane circuit matrices and corroded mana pathways. Lights began to flicker back on, making us squint even as they struggled to stay bright. I coughed and looked away, feeling sheepish.

        And then the lights died and went red once again, and there was a magical chime that sounded like glass breaking as the energy flow gave out.

        “Does anypony know what the hell these mean?!” Ruby shouted as she looked over terminal after terminal, staring at the red lights and spinning alarms.

        “This one is saying something about voltage?!” Loose Nut exclaimed, dragging a hoof through his mane. “Uh... looks like there’s some generators below the turbines... think those’ll do something?”

        I continued rifling through the drawers until I had the prize in my hooves: a manual for the workers who once watched over this place. The pages were yellow and brittle, but I managed to turn them well enough without them crackling into dust.

        “Somepony cover the doors while I look through this!” I shouted. 

        “Guy’s, Green Bay’s still bleeding!” Juniper cried, holding onto the lime-green stallion like a life preserver. Green Bay’s eyes wandered in their sockets, dazedly looking around the room.

        “Give him another shocker,” I said over my shoulder. “It’s the best we can do right now. Change the bandages and tighten the strap above the wound. Here! Bucking finally!”

        I pointed out a diagram that illustrated a complicated mess of pipes and arcane machines underneath the turbines. “These were abandoned, and probably haven’t been stripped for parts yet. Looks like there’s some kind of... generators or circuit breakers down there that need to be started up if we’re going to get this done. I’m going down there to start the backup generators; no reason the gems have been removed by the Guild or anypony else. You all stay up here and keep the control room safe, and hit the button when I give the signal.”

        “I’m coming with you,” Ruby Red snapped, and we charged back out down the stairs, stumbling into the nearest trapdoor that led underneath the turbines. I reached inside, and my hooves met nothing but air. With a shout I landed on my face on metal grating, and staggered upright as a little flare from Ruby’s horn lit the way.

        “Stop kissing dirt and get a move on!” she shouted, her voice echoing painfully in my ears. I looked about and realized the space under the turbines wasn’t really under them at all: the parts I’d seen was only the top of a massive column-shaped pillar that reached a good twenty feet in height. I motioned for Ruby to send out more flares, and I saw every turbine was that humongous. There was enough power in here to supply the whole Metro, if we could only get it working. But my mission and the divisive nature of the Metro itself would always prevent that.

        I started casting around for another set of stairs that led down to the lowest level where the backup generators were. We rushed down to the foot of the turbines, not knowing or caring how they all worked; just that we had to turn them on. I heard the echo of gunfire from above.

        “Shit! Must be more cultists. Lockbox, hurry!”

        I leaped onto a panel labeled “Ancillary Generator One” and pried it open with my bare hooves. Thank earth pony strength for that. Inside was a strange little assembly with a slot for a gem next to a crank, and a large red button. Seemed simple enough, but there was no gem.

        “Shit,” I sighed, and move to the next one over. This one had a barely glowing purple stone in the slot, but the crank was heavily rusted. No matter, I had to try. Since the crank was the only visible option I began twirling it about, watching the gem come to life as arcane energy was drawn from it and forced through magical circuitry. The gem flickered and pulsated. I knew enough to know these things never really degraded; they were crystals after all. It took a lot to destroy their ability to store and channel magic, I just had to hope there was enough left to-

        The machine made a popping noise and died out. I slammed a hoof down in frustration. This was our only chance! If we couldn’t even get one moving...

        “Ruby!” I shouted over my shoulder. “Do you think you can give this thing some power? I’m going to try and start up the others!”

        “That’s asking a lot, Lockbox,” Ruby snapped as she stepped up next to me, her horn glowing as she focused magical power into the crystal itself. “Luna spit me with her horn, this feels complicated...”

        “Feels?” I wondered, but she shoved me away with a hoof.

        “I got it! Just try to get another one going!”

        Ignoring the gunfire outside, I rushed to the last generator in line and tore open the panel. Another gem. Another crank. Another puddle of slime?

I put two and two together just in time to leap away from the Hydra’s snapping jaws. Its head dangled above the generator from the long, sinewy neck coiled around the turbine.

I fired a wild shot that struck the ceiling. The Hydra’s head recoiled before it lunged and I fell backwards, watching its jaws clamp onto the railing behind me and rip it asunder. Before I could blink its head reared up again and crashed into my chest as it turned. That glancing blow knocked me senseless as I went flying back along the catwalk. I heard Ruby’s gun chatter, and over the din I screamed through my aching chest—thank Celestia my earth pony durability kept it from shattering—and pleaded for her to stop before she hit one of the turbines. She didn’t listen. The Hydra’s flesh became pockmarked with bullet holes. It raged and screamed and lashed its head to and fro, withdrawing behind the turbine as it fell to the floor. I watched it slither away-

Wait. Slither?

The Hydra had a tail.

No Hydra had a tail except on its body. This Hydra had no body. It was a snake. A snake! The Hydra was just a snake? Or many?

“Don’t just stand there, shoot it!” Ruby yelled. My mind whirled as I watched the Hydra’s undulating coils slither around another turbine, trailing blood. This Hydra was missing the main body. Were all of its heads disconnected? How was it hunting us? And this head even looked smaller than the last... that was how it had fit in here from... there. A collapsed wall I saw lit up by Ruby’s flares she sent after the Hydra to keep track of it, leading to a tunnel. Probably dug out by thumpers or nosalises.

No time to think. Leaving Ruby to go Hydra hunting, I turned back to the generator and leaped on the crank. I began twisting with all my might, listening to the machines do their work, and then the gem flared brilliantly as if it had become white-hot, but I felt only the tingle of magic as the entire machine sparked and shook. A small monitor lit up next to the crank assembly.

Circuit interrupted. Turbine 1: 24% capacity. Turbine 2: 3% capacity.

“Circuit... Ruby!” I shouted. “Ruby, you have to complete the circuit!”

“And that means fucking what?!” she yelled over her shoulder as her gun roared.

I leaped at her and pushed her head up. Ruby sputtered and shoved my hoof away with her magic. “Stop shooting! You’re gonna destroy what we came here for!” 

“I’m trying to keep us alive, you twit! Get outta the way!”

The Hydra’s head reared up behind her, and something inside me snapped like a rubber band, pushing me to act. There was only a split second before it attacked, I couldn’t shoot, would never kill it in time, its head would only keep coming and squash us, only one thing left to do-

“No you fucking don’t!” I roared, and jumped at Ruby, who gasped and ducked just in time. I rolled over her, landed just short of the railing, and pivoted on my hooves so my flanks faced the Hydra.

I braced.

It struck.

I kicked.

The Hydra could not push the earth as its nose smacked into it. The earth pushed back.

The Hydra’s head snapped backwards when my rear hooves struck, as if all its momentum were suddenly reversed, and crashed into the far wall. It writhed and moaned as it tried to get its bearing, but was cut short by the deafening chatter of Ruby’s gun. It made short work of the creature’s unprotected head, ripping open flesh and bone. She spent a full magazine on it before something gave and it stopped twitching.

My hooves stung from the force of my own blow. Disbelief and shock warred with excitement and wonder. I’d actually just kicked a giant monster in the face, and sent it flying with one blow. I shook out my hooves, wondering what other kinds of powers lay within me.

Ruby was flush with rage and adrenaline, fully aware she’d come close to dying and only a split-second decision between us had saved her. Instead of thanking me, she blew a bit of her mane out of her eyes. I couldn’t help but notice how fearsome she looked in the half-light of her floating flares.

“So. What’s this about a circuit?”

“The gems act as batteries and conductors. I’m guessing that provides the kick to start whatever the turbines run on. You don’t have the energy to start the turbine yourself, so you’ll need to use your horn to complete the circuit and let the magic flow from one to the other. They’ll feed off each other once they start spinning, right?”

“I don’t fucking know!”

“Then get to it and let’s hope it works.”

Ruby, still flushed and panting, hurried back to the generator and jammed her horn between the prongs where the gem normally went.

“Ahh... that’s what it was!” she whispered to herself. “Okay, okay... just gotta feel this out-”

Krzap.

I gaped as Ruby went flying backwards, slamming into my chest. This time, the earth wasn’t ready for the hit, and I went flying with her. We crashed into the railing and very nearly took a ten foot drop. She caught herself at the last moment, and I snatched her around the waist and hauled her back up onto the catwalk. At first I thought she was injured by the way her eyes rolled in their sockets, but she had a very strange grin on her face.

“Sweet Celestia, that was one hell of a jolt!” she exclaimed, and before I could react she wrapped a hoof around my neck and pulled me in for an open-mouthed kiss. 

As first kisses went, it was hardly what I’d been looking forward to. She was rough and completely unconcerned with anything but doing the deed, and I was too surprised to do anything but feel my mind go blank as she clamped her jaws over mine. I grunted and sputtered as I felt her tongue writhing into my mouth, brushing over my gums, and then the moment was over as soon as it began. Her furious sucking caused a loud smack as our lips parted, and she chuckled at my dumbfounded expression. My eyelid twitched as I tried to adjust to the feeling of another pony’s saliva dripping from the roof of my mouth.

Then the world spun and came to rest on its side. I realized I was on the ground, and that Ruby had punched me in the face. “Don’t make me do that again,” she exclaimed, and rushed back up the stairs, levitating all of her weapons at once. I stood up and brushed off my tongue as the turbines slowly, slowly began to spin inside their great containers. I heard the quiet drone of power moving, work being done where before there had only been rust and decay and stillness.

Sweet stars above, it was a beautiful sight... and I had to leave it behind. Leave it for the greedy Guild. Did they even realize what kind of power they wielded? That if we pooled our resources, we might be able to get this whole building running, water would become free and clean for the whole Metro, and-

...And it would take less than a week for us to tear each other apart trying to figure out who owned it.

I ran back upstairs and gasped as a bullet casing dropped down next to my head. There was gunfire on the upper levels.

“Brick! Nut! Juniper!” Ruby’s voice bellowed from above. I rushed the stairs again, checking to make sure my carbine was fully loaded, and saw Ruby Red tussling with a cultist at the top. The cultist was a unicorn, though their face was concealed by a gasmask, and the two had their magic fields wrapped around one another, struggling to gain the upper hoof as they rolled around on the floor. I leaped on the back of the cultist and grabbed a knife off their belt in my mouth, but before I could swing it down into their neck a blast of magic from their horn took me off my hooves. I stumbled backwards into a pipe running along the floor, but my distraction had done its work: Ruby sprang up and gored the cultist in the neck with her horn. The unicorn gave a very mare-like gurgle as she crumpled to the ground.

We hurried towards the control room and watched Green Bay tumble out the door, furiously stabbing an earth stallion with a hoof knife on his uninjured leg. Green Bay was covered in blood, but he had the queerest smirk on his face as he stabbed down again and again, ripping into the cultist’s face even as his hooves flailed and pushed against Green Bay’s chest. Green Bay shoved the knife into the cultist’s eye socket, and with a final heaving twitch he fell still. Green Bay looked up at us with a bloodthirsty grin, his sweaty dark-green mane falling over his eyes.

“I got a knife,” he huffed.

“Yes, I can see that,” I muttered.

“We clear?” Ruby called over his shoulder.

“They got Nut,” Juniper moaned from inside. The room was a mess. A close-quarters gun battle had erupted here and only Brick-a-Brack still stood amid the carnage, eyes on the doors. Scars on the walls from bullets and magic were in abundance, and three dead cultists lay in the center of the room. They looked more bored than dead. Juniper huddled against a bank of terminals, levitating her gun and fumbling to reload. I noticed a bandaged wound in her shoulder. Loose Nut lay against a wall; half his head was all over it. Needles of guilt pricked my heart as I turned away and lifted my radio.

“Sidewinder? The power should be back on. What do you see?”

The Stalker’s voice crackled through the speaker. “We’re in the main pump room. I see a map! Another bunch of notes... oh, look at that. We have some buttons to push. That’s old world tech for you, Lockbox! Always fun to work with. I love buttons.”

“Yeah, that’s great. Listen, we have a problem. The Hydra’s heads aren’t connected to its body!”

“What! That’s cheating.”

“I know! I don’t know how many we’ll be able to flush out of the tunnels, or even if it will work at all. Just tell me you can get it working.”

“Well, it looks like Theo here made good on his promise. The kid’s cracking open panels and rewiring some things... it’s making the buttons light up, but hell if I know which to push! I’ll just take a guess.”

“Sidewinder!”

“Okay, okay. Look. If it makes you feel better, I won’t push any of the red ones. Looks like we got something involving valves and pumps... Ah, here we go. This looks like the right one.”

“What does it say?”

“Uh, I’m not sure! ‘Section A valve release.’ Releasing is good, right?”

“I don’t know!”

“Well neither do I, but I’m pushing it!”

I heard a loud grinding, followed by a deep, rumbling thud and then a low, constant rush all around us.

Juniper gulped. “Is that it? Did that do it?”

And then above the sounds came the Hydra’s roar: a deep, moaning bellow like when Nexus had first called it up. Its cry shook the ground beneath us.

“Whatever we did,” I exclaimed, “we really pissed it off.”

Sidewinder laughed. “Good! I’m ready to take the fight to this bitch. What’s next?”

I reached into my saddlebags and pulled out the map I’d taken from the Ranger outpost, quickly pointing out a large, circular area.

“The main flood basin, here. According to the plans, it was used as some kind of massive purification device for the water. There are several waste pipes that lead back out into the Metro from there. So it’s our best chance of escape, and since that’s where most of the water will go, it’s also the most likely place to find the Hydra. Or at least I thought it would be. If it’s actually some kind of- of hive creature with no real main body, or just a bunch of individual animals-”

“Then we’re boned either way,” Brick muttered, checking his gun for grime. “So let’s hunt it down and finish it off. I got some payback to deliver.”

“Sidewinder, did you get all that?”

“I have no idea,” the Stalker blurted out. At least he was being honest. “But! If you say that’s where we go, then that’s where we go! I’d much rather confront the ancient menace lurking in the shadows rather than, say, play it safe and crawl through a tunnel full of shit for a few hours. Your plan is much more fun.”

“Well if we meet any tunnels of shit that lead to a quick exit, I promise you can go first,” I shot back. “Meet us at the entrance to the flood basin, and be quick about it.”

/-/-/-/

We met up with Sidewinder’s group outside the doors leading to the flood basin. They had been torn open by brute force, and beyond that was nothing but a long, dark hallway. We hadn’t seen any dead bodies or mutants, but the air carried a thick stench that reminded me of burned mushrooms and rotting vegetables.

“It’s down there, isn’t it?” Juniper whimpered.

“What, you scared?” Brick-a-Brack grumbled.

“Tartarus yes! Is this really the only way out of here?”

I grunted and pulled out the diagrams of the facility. “The cultists want us to fight the creature. They won’t let us leave alive until I’ve killed it or otherwise proven something to them.”

“Well then I say you go in and kill it,” Green Bay rasped. “If you’re the one they want.”

“The only reason any of you are still alive is because you’re with me,” I retorted sharply. “If it was just you they caught, they’d have shot the lot of you. I don’t know why they spared you and expect me to do this, but what should be obvious is that working together is the only way we’re getting out alive, whatever we feel about each other.”

“That’s what I love about this guy,” Sidewinder exclaimed, throwing a hoof around my shoulder. “He’s always trying to be friends! Are you sure you’re not an Element of Harmony, Lock?”

“They’re all dead,” I grumped, shrugging him off. “And I’m hardly a candidate. Now come on, let’s move.”

I took a step into the tunnel, and a loud roar rushed out to meet me, rumbling through the ground and up my legs. Everypony save Ruby and Sidewinder quailed; the latter smiled grimly.

"It waits for us," he murmured. "Let's not waste time. We are not ponies today, my friends. We are the monsters monsters are afraid of.”

“Yeah, sure,” Green Bay grumbled, moving slowly on his wounded leg. “Just lemme get that thing’s face under my knife. I’m gonna give it an eye exam it’ll never forget.”

We all stuck close to each other as we moved down the tunnel. The claustrophobic darkness pressed in on us even more in these tight spaces, and I felt the palpable tension of worry that our little flashlights would suddenly land upon a horrid monster looming out of the dark. Even though we passed several side rooms full of rats and rotting boxes and irradiated fungus, only one had a pitiful little skeleton inside. It had been gnawed on by scavengers and the pony’s tattered armor was useless to us. Whoever had killed him had stripped the body of all other useful salvage.

We left it alone and moved on down the long hall, following the sound of rushing water and overworked pumps until I heard another groan from the Hydra. It was a metallic noise, almost like the groan of a mighty door straining to support its own weight, and several of the ponies shuddered upon hearing it.

“Damn, it sounds angry,” Theo whistled, and I agreed. The Hydra squealed and wailed at some unseen disturbance, and the noise was like a giant metal sheet being ripped in two. Then something struck the ground hard enough for us to feel the rumbling of the collision, followed by yet another wailing roar. It sounded much bigger than I’d thought.

“Can we go back?” Juniper whispered, lifting her hoof to turn away. I noticed she still sported a slight limp from her shoulder wound.“Please? Let’s just go back, there’s bound to be another way, we don’t have to go right into its lair, please, I don’t want to go in there!”

“You’re free to run if you want,” Ruby Red muttered, chewing a lock of her mane that dangled over her mouth, “but you won’t get help from us if you get lost.”

Juniper turned to Green Bay, as if looking for some kind of support from the pony she’d helped. He only showed her his knife, which he hadn’t bothered to wipe clean since he’d stabbed the cultist with it. “Long as I have this, I’m good.”

The mare shuddered, sighed, and turned to follow us again. The herd instinct overwhelmed her cowardice for now.

“When we kill it, we’re free,” I spoke up, knowing it was on me to bolster their morale. It was partly my fault they were in this mess, if only because I’d been attracting so much attention. Why that was I couldn’t comprehend, but it was still happening. “When we kill it, you can go home. But this is the only way forward, right here. The one thing I’ve learned in my travels so far is that when there is a path, it must be followed. Staying still or going back will only make all you’ve done worthless. So now the path is right in front of us, and at the end of it we’re probably going to die. But we deal with death every day. You all are dealers in it. But would you rather die alone and frightened without a clue of what to do, or do it with allies who will stand by you and help you reach your goal? I know I’d rather it be the latter.”

 That seemed to mollify at least a few of them. Theo and Sidewinder were firmly on my side, I could tell that much. The others were in varying degrees of indifference and barely hidden anger or fear, but as long as they kept walking with me and didn’t turn hostile, I felt I could turn my back on them.

“Does anypony else smell that?” Hot Pocket asked, wrinkling his nose.

“I do,” I answered. “It’s been there since we came in.”

We came to a stairway, old and rickety. Our lights illuminated the rust and decay pitting the walls and rails, making it appear as though blood had been smeared across the metal surface. The smell grew more powerful the further down we went, raking the insides of our nostrils, and it mingled with the bloody vision on the stairs until it seemed we were descending into a tomb.

“Sweet moon above, what is that?” Brick wondered, holding his nose. I tried to power on through the stench, until my throat suddenly locked up, forcing me back up the stairs choking and heaving. There was much more than a terrible smell down here.

“Masks! Now!” I barked, not daring another step until I’d taken several deep breaths through the filter. I spared a moment to thank the Princesses for Rangers and their foresight, then staggered down the rest of the way, my head still spinning from the rotting smell lingering in my nose.

“There must have been a breach to the surface to let the poison down here!” Theo said through his mask, a tone of wonder in his voice. Shamefully, the first thing I thought of when he mentioned the surface were his bound wings, and I remembered my desperate struggle with Sunny Side up above. I kept walking before he noticed me staring.

At the bottom of the stairwell, we came out into another hall, blank and square save for a few pipings running along the ceiling and the faint glow of bioluminescent mushrooms. To our right was a large doorway, ripped apart just like the last one. The metal gates were at least an inch thick,and still they’d been torn apart by something far more powerful than I could imagine. Even the greatest unicorns would have a hard time ripping it loose from its moorings, but I had a sinking feeling I knew what was responsible. The whoosh of overworked pumps was louder than ever here.

I walked past the ruined doors and into the darkness beyond, spearing the shadows with my small headlamp.

“Must have been a flood gate of some kind,” Sidewinder surmised as he studied the door. “Put up to keep overflow contained.”

“Won’t help with that now,” Ruby snickered.

As we entered the room, a foul feeling took hold of me. Common sense said it wasn’t the air, since my filter was still fully functional, but it didn’t come from my nose. It was a vague, weightless feeling in the back of my mind and the pit of my stomach, like stepping into a hospital where a loved one lay, and they had yet to die and all I could do was watch. The feeling of perversion and tragedy, of sheer wrongness crushed in on me from all angles. It reminded me far too much of the feeling the anomalies inflicted on me to be coincidental. Some small part of the earth was dying here, corrupted by an infestation like a parasite eating its host from the inside out. Experimentally, I reached out through my hooves, and the intensity of the feeling grew tenfold until I was being actively repulsed. A healthy pony who loved the earth wasn’t welcome here.

“By whatever gods are left in heaven,” Sidewinder muttered beside me. “I don’t feel good about this place.”

I kept walking forward. There was some kind of thick, viscous fluid covering the floor, cold and sticky. I pushed my hooves out, taking small steps until I lost my footing and slipped forward until I bumped into a rusted railing that sagged under my weight. I backpedaled and glanced around; by the look of it I’d reached the edge of the flood basin. Inside was nothing but a gaping void that my light couldn’t penetrate. The very bottom was dotted with sickly red emergency lights, exposing a maze of fenced in pipes and small corridors on the bottom level. I saw a shimmering, reflective surface all over the bottom, and realized I was looking water. Brackish, thick, dirty water, but water nonetheless.

“We’re here,” I announced. I heard my echo and winced. Nothing came at us, but that only put me more on edge. When there was nothing there, I knew that was when I had to be the most afraid.

“Where is it?” Juniper whispered. We cast our lights over the walls. Here and there sputtered stubborn little emergency lights, their red glow interrupted by the shadows of tubes and pipes that snaked over the walls. The bottom of the pit rippled and shimmered, and I realized it wasn’t just water; something was moving down there.

We stumbled back to the doorway, watching as the walls came to life. The thick pipes and tubing I’d thought I’d seen began to undulate and writhe, and the thick, glooping fluid began to drip from the ceiling in pony-sized globs. I stepped away from a large blob that splashed onto the ground right next to me, showering me with wet, cold nastiness. A low rumbling growl rose up from the abyss in front of us, and then from behind. The large hallway we’d come from echoed with it. I knew then all avenues of escape were cut off before we had even thought to run.

The ominous sense of inevitability closed in, stifling our thoughts. In a daze, I looked back to the pit. One of the coils unraveled from below and exposed a barely functioning floodlight, and pale yellow light burst over the floor of the pit. It took me a moment to realize the immensity of what I saw. The shimmering water at the bottom was actually a living surface covered in glistening wet scales, bulbous, ulcerous protuberances, and ugly pustules. It covered a heaving, pulsating mass of flesh, moist and stomach-churning in its gastric propensity. There were no eyes or ears or anything else that I could see, but strange claw-like growths groped blindly at the air. The mass covered most of the floor of the pit, quivering and writhing with a mind of its own. I almost threw up in my mask, and was grateful I couldn’t smell whatever horrid stench the abomination was sure to be emanating. Tendrils covered in strange red filaments radiated out from the central mass, anchoring it to the walls. Arranged randomly around the mound of flesh were a series of holes, six in all, gaping pink wounds in the thing’s surface.

And peeking out of three of those holes were the Hydra’s heads. They slithered out of the fleshy ducts and rose up, peering at us with deadly intent, swaying back and forth as they picked their targets. Where the others were I didn’t know, but I took a stab in the dark and guessed a fourth was coming from behind, and another covering the floor directly above where we’d come from. We were trapped in here with this horrifying perversion of nature.

“Tartarus take us,” Hot Pocket whispered. I wondered if Tartarus was exactly where this creature had come from.

The heads regarded us evilly, jaws gaping open as they prepared to strike. From behind us came the snarl of a fourth head, rushing down the tunnel to herd us to its brethren.

“Um. Hide,” Sidewinder said, bolting for a nearby ladder.

“Split up! Get down to the lowest level and take cover!” I shouted, impulsively going left while everypony else went right, guns blazing wildly. Perhaps if I distracted just one Hydra, my ponies could get away more easily. The Hydra heads recoiled and doze into the shelter of the pipes jutting from the walls, twisting around them as they showed their thick side scales to us to protect their vulnerable faces. I watched them slither across the sheer surface of the walls in their dash to relocate, seemingly using the thick slime as some kind of adhesive.

“Lockbox! Where-?”

“Leave him! Concentrate your fire on the heads!”

The floor rumbled as a fourth head exploded out of the corridor we’d just come from, and some sixth sense guided it straight in my direction, its thick coils kicking up waves of sludge. I felt my stomach clench as the sensation of pure wrongness redoubled, assaulting my mind. Something about this creature wasn’t just dangerous. It was a monster born and bred of the new, tainted world, as much an anomaly as the wild magic that haunted the deep tunnels. I knew in that moment that it had to die.

My hooves skidded over the slime covered floor, wildly grabbing for every bit of traction. A deep hiss behind me sent new life into my limbs as I made a flying leap for a ladder that loomed out of the darkness, scampering up with devilish speed. The Hydra’s head collided with the rungs just under my hooves, ripping the rusty screws at the top out of their moorings. The world swung around me as I gripped the rungs for dear life, dangling from a swinging ladder right above an angry Hydra.

What had Sidewinder said? Don’t be a pony, be a little spider… Earth preserve me, I was actually taking the fool’s advice. Fighting through the fear clenching my mind I threw one hoof up and then the other, somehow staying steady enough on the swaying ladder to gain the last couple of feet before the Hydra’s head pulled back and snapped upwards. I felt another section of catwalk tear off just behind my skittering hooves with an ear-splitting screech as the enraged lizard wrenched it away.
 
I hurtled over the catwalk running along the perimeter of the basin, firing shots sporadically over my shoulder to discourage pursuit. The Hydra regarded me warily from their hiding spots, letting their brother do the dirty work as it squirmed along the main platform under me. Another set of stairs just ahead promised another few feet between me and the monster, and I threw myself up them without looking where I was going. I tripped at the top and fell flat on my back; out of the corner of my eye I noticed a doorway to my right and cast my hooves out, dragging myself towards it, flopping like a dying fish the whole way.
 
The rumble of the Hydra followed me as I collapsed into the door, latching onto the turn wheel. It squealed in protest as I struggled against decades of rust, eventually resorting to punching the spokes to force them to turn. My earth pony strength prevailed just as I heard a growling hiss behind me; I shoved the door open and fell forward into darkness. Hot breath washed over my hooves as something big clamped shut just outside the doorway. Without even looking back to see how close I’d come to death, I pushed myself up and ran down a long metal corridor in front of me, took the first turn, and collapsed against a wall to catch my breath, squeezing my eyes shut. The hall was far too small for the Hydra to give chase, but I still heard sucking, heaving breaths nearby.
 
Then I realized that was my breathing, and I was slowly dying of suffocation from a clogged filter. My hooves shook as I fumbled with my mask, letting the old filter clatter on the ground. I handled the new filter like it was a precious egg, reverently sliding it into place. The fresh air that followed was a wonderful perfume, a sweet nectar that I drank deep. I sat there a minute and took one full breath after the other, just enjoying the feeling of still being alive after that mad dash. 
 
What a wonder it was just to be able to breathe in a world like this. When such small victories meant the difference between life and death, even something like a fresh air filter felt as good as slaying a Hydra.
 
I dared to look back outside. The Hydra’s head had left the doorway. I crept closer, listening to the rough shuffling of heavy coils further down the basin. My thin little light didn’t do anything for my vision, but I saw the pulsating mass below easily enough in the sick glow of the emergency lighting. The Hydra’s heads slithered agitatedly in long circles, constantly on the lookout. I couldn’t see my friends, and I didn’t know if that was good or bad. 

        Then the fleshy mass began to move.

        The claw-like growths stretched and grasped at nothing, and the tendrils swaying on its back quivered and writhed at some unseen stimulus. I saw something begin to squirm and crawl inside one of the gaping holes in the mass. It mewled and squealed hoarsely, shuddering as it pushed out of the mass and into the dim light. Inch by inch, a long tentacle began to sprout outwards from the biomass like a tumor, surrounded by a thin, moist membrane. Suddenly it thrashed and bucked, ripping its way out, and then I saw the mouth, the teeth, the patchy frill behind its ears, and the muscular column of scales trailing behind.

        It was a new head.

        The mass wasn’t the Hydra’s home. It was its body. We didn’t kill anything by slaying the  head; we just cut off a limb, destroyed nothing more than a remote-controlled hunting machine!

        I backed away from the door, feeling sick.

“Lockbox?”
 
I jumped and flailed, thinking first that Sweet Dreams had come to haunt me again. But the voice that called my name was tinny and full of static. It was the radio on my belt.
 
“Lockbox, are you there? It’s Sidewinder.”
 
A moment of fumbling to find the receiver.
 
“Yes! Yes, I’m still alive. I escaped. I’m on another floor. What about you? Is everypony alive?”
 
“Brick almost got his head taken off, but we’re still kicking. The Hydra’s waiting just above us. Did you see it grow that new head? Gross, right? We’re stuck in the shit down below, trapped under some pipes and fencing. This stuff is almost waist deep and getting deeper, I can feel it. It’s irradiated too; it burns through my jacket!”
 
“It must be the water we diverted into the pipes. Can you see any way out?”

“There’s lots of little passages back here... we can see a door not far off. Any ideas?”

“Try to get out of the bottom floor. There has to be something in here that’ll help us kill this thing.”

“You’re the boss, boss! We’ll get back to you.”

I’m the boss. I almost stomped on the radio for that. I didn’t want to be the commander. I didn’t want to be the Shadow Walker, the one the cultists wanted and feared, the one who had to cut through bandits and ghosts. I didn’t want to be anything but Lockbox, the pony who could protect the ones he loved. Why couldn’t my mysterious powers just lead me straight to the button labeled ‘push to the destroy the Dark Ones?’ What could all these twisting, turning pathways in my journey mean? Could it be the world had something to hide, and it was trying to tell me where to find it? I just wanted some answers. I slumped against the wall, gathering my thoughts, but the squeal of the radio interrupted me again. Sidewinder’s voiced cackled through the speaker, over the sound of squealing feedback and garbled gunshots.

“Lockbox! Lockbox! We’re through the door! We hit a whole nest of them! Ho ho, this is nasty! I’ll get back to you!”

I paled with fright and shouted frantically into the speaker for an answer, met only with silence. If they died out there I had no idea what to do on my own, and the thought terrified me. Had I just led more ponies to their deaths? 

I glared at the darkness around me.

“What do you want from me?” I hissed, the mask making my own voice sound muffled and alien. “What more do I have to give? Why are other ponies in danger while I made it up here?! I was trying to help them get to safety!”

Silence as I’d expected. I was angry at nothing. Nothing to vent my feelings on or rail at. Nothing but more shadows and more questions. Cursing loudly, I went deeper into the gloom, hoof-pumping my lamp’s meager power supply for all the light it could give. The Ranger base had been amply supplied in weapons, but I didn’t know how long the little gem that powered my only source of light was going to stick with me. A few glimmering emergency lights and glowing algae was all I had to fall back on.

The deep hiss of the Hydra gradually fell into total silence as I wandered aimlessly, looking for anything that might help. I was in a long, dark, metal hallway, and beyond that I had no idea where I was going. I came to an intersection and stopped in the middle, remembering the strange dream world where the cultists had tried to assassinate me. But I didn’t feel the strange sensation of being lost or alone here. I was only in danger of becoming ‘actually’ lost, though that was a small comfort. With no idea where to go or what to do, I closed my eyes and reached out to the earth, finding some small comfort in the total silence despite everything I’d been taught about danger and quiet spaces. Ever since I’d discovered my unique abilities, I’d never been able to be truly alone with them. They’d always been used under great duress or when other ponies were with me. All of it was distractions. But here I could have a moment to myself. My friends needed me now, and that gave me impetus on top of privacy. Both of them would let me see how deep my reach really went.

This time, I learned it reached further than I could have imagined.

My mind exploded with sensations both wonderful and sickening as a kaleidoscope of color erupted before my eyes. I gasped and stumbled backwards, trying to escape the vast, intangible landscape that stretched out before me, but as long as I touched the ground the vision continued. I felt every groan, every creak of the settling foundations, noticed every dust mote that hovered and tumbled. The gentle breeze of the tainted air was like a roaring hurricane in my ears. The grip of the poison on the blighted soil was an ice-cold claw that squeezed my heart between its talons. Every creature that scurried through the darkness around me seemed to rampage through my vision, too quick and too vibrant for me to see what they were. Most of all I felt a horrible sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, emanating from a gaping wound in the fabric of the earth around me. It wasn’t just the smothering blanket of radiation and twisted magic that covered Equestria; this was much closer, much bigger. I plunged heedlessly into the maelstrom of noise and color, as if I was the earth itself, diving into my own endless proportions, and something twisted and heaved in response. 

It’s alive.


I saw a gaping maw ringed with teeth, and felt the hungry emptiness inside that mouth, the biting, gnawing need to fill a deep void. A moving mass of decay and mindless anger scarred the earth wherever it went. I saw undulating tendrils lash over my vision, leaking pus and blood, watched them detach from the main mass and slither through corrupted soil, devouring anything that stood in its way. It was then I realized I saw the Hydra as it truly was in the world: nothing but a mindless devourer born of decay and filth. Being so near the corruption, so attuned to it, made me burn inside like I’d swallowed hot coals.

And around it I felt the tiny glimmers of hope: impossibly small fragments of cleanliness in the mire. Those must have been the filtration systems, still struggling to do their job. They would clean the water. And clean water was the antithesis of something so debased and foul... if I could just give the system a jolt again, like I’d done in the turbine room, perhaps...

Yes, it made sense now. The Hydra had to die, but without our weapons the only thing left to wield was the arcane technology of our forefathers. The Hydra was a taint that could be removed; the cleansing process would surely destroy it too. But how to get the control room?

We will show you

       
 Another presence speared into my mind, reaching up from deep within the earth.

        You can See

        You can Hear

        Hear us

        I was paralyzed, dumbstruck by the monumental power I felt invading my mind, strangling tendrils crushing any hope of resistance. My limbs wouldn’t work. My mind was locked in a vise grip and my eyes were pried open, staring straight ahead as a shadow blacker than black exploded from the swirl of colors. A pit of fear opened in my stomach, leaving me empty and alone with my terror. I’d gone too far. The Dark Ones had found me again. Their voice was a whisper that nearly blew out my eardrums, rumbling through my mind.

        You feel the earth

        You feel us

        Drink deep

        Grow strong

        Cleanse this place, and we will guide you

        I felt myself rushing along an invisible pathway, vaguely aware of my hooves being propelled forward against their will. The grating, sibilant whispers scraped over the walls of my sanity.

        Others seek to claim your mind

        Only we can free you

        We will bring you to us

        “No!” I shouted into the maelstrom. The words were so final, spoken with the inevitability of the death rattle of a dying convict. I felt their cold, alien probes spearing into my mind, ripping it apart from the inside out with their sheer overwhelming presence. I was a prisoner in my own head. And they had killed my friends... killed ponies that could’ve helped work for a better world! I couldn’t believe they were here to help me. I wouldn’t.

        “Get out... get out!” I shouted. “I don’t want anything to do with you!”

        The whispers returned, fainter and more desperate every passing moment. A multitude of voices crowded my head, each one seeking to be heard above the rest.


Even children unloved by their parents seek to understand them 


Come to us


Find us 


Understand us


“You killed my friends! Hunter died stopping you! You killed good ponies! I’ll never trust you!”


Tragedy blinds truth child of darkness born in darkness cannot understand the only one only one left not worthy not worthy come to us your only hope do not trust the Wyrm must see the truth must see see see SEE


 I opened my eyes.

The first thing I saw was blood. Fresh blood. On the ground, all over the walls, all over me. I recoiled, frightened and confused whimpers catching in my throat. I stumbled over something large and fleshy, and realized it was a body. Bodies everywhere. All around me, twisted and broken and freshly killed, were the corpses of cerberus dogs. An entire pack, even shaggy, ferocious alphas, had been slaughtered by... something. I stood up again and looked over the scene of the massacre. The dogs were all dead beyond a doubt, but what had killed them? No bullet holes marked their bodies or the walls, but fresh bruises covered them, and broken bones jutted gruesomely from their limbs at strange angles. They’d been pummeled to death, as if somepony had taken a lead pipe to their heads... or used their hooves...


Did I do this? 

I looked down at my blood covered fur and squirmed, frantically trying to wipe myself off, which of course got me nowhere. The pit in my stomach grew larger until I felt empty. Somehow all I could think of was how I was going to smell terrible once this all dried. 

I hopped and skipped gingerly over the bodies, keeping my eyes forward to block out the terrible sight and the awful conclusion that I’d just torn apart an entire pack of monsters without even seeing them. The Dark Ones and their infernal magic must have been involved. I couldn’t do something like this. I wasn’t that special. I didn’t want to be...

I fell against another doorway, tearing off my gasmask without even caring if I was still in a dangerous area. I took a deep breath of the cold, empty air and felt my lungs spasm. At least the stabbing pain of oxygen deprivation got my mind off the terrible hallway behind me. I pushed my mask back on and curled into a heaving, wretched ball, closing my eyes and my mind to everything around me. I just wanted to be left alone to fulfill my mission. Was that so much to ask?

It was many minutes before I remembered why I was here, that Sidewinder and the others still needed my guidance. I couldn’t just shut myself away if ponies were still in danger. 

Get up. Don’t do it for the Dark Ones, or yourself. For them. For Sunny and Father and Hunter and everypony else you care about.

I uncurled my sore limbs and stood up, knocking my head on the door in front of me. To my surprise it swung right open. A label above it read ‘Decontamination.’ I didn’t remember getting here, but I did remember the strange, rushing feeling of being pulled along against my will when the Dark Ones invaded my mind. Whatever they’d done, it seemed they wanted me to succeed against the cultists so they could bring me closer to them. Was I the only force here that honestly just wanted to help ponies?

Not that the ponies I wanted to help were any more deserving...

No. Just focus on the mission. I shook my head and stepped inside. 

My light shone over a series of terminals, each of them labeled. Over them rested two large windows, both of them covered in a thick layer of grime and dust. I brushed my hoof over it and opened up a patch to see through. It was dark outside... no, there was light from below. I craned my neck and pushed my masked head against the glass. Down below rested the agitated mass of the Hydra. Three of its heads patrolled around the bottom of the pit; the others must have been trying to hunt my companions. I went straight to the one marked “Cleansing Turbine A” and saw a little light on the panel was blinking green. Without hesitation I pushed one of the buttons... nothing. I reached for my radio.

“Sidewinder?”

“Lockbox?!” Sidewinder’s voice barked back at me. “You’re still alive? You told me you’d call back in less than an hour!

“Pardon me?”

“It’s been almost two hours! We’ve been trying to contact you but we stopped when more of them came by.”

I shuddered involuntarily. “Sidewinder, I...” I stopped, unwilling or unable to go on. I didn’t want to spook them. I hadn’t called them once during my ordeal with the vision... perhaps that was the work of the Dark Ones. I felt sick and stupid, realizing they’d made me their puppet while I was fiddling with my earth pony magic.

“More of what?” I asked instead.

“Lurkers. The ratty bastards must be feeding off the Hydra’s leftovers. We stumbled into a whole nest... Green Bay’s in bad shape and Hot Pocket got chewed up. We used up most of our medical supplies just getting them back in fighting shape.”

I winced. At least none of them were dead. Yet. I pulled out the building schematics and laid them over the console. “Sidewinder, listen. I have a plan. I’m in some kind of control room for the whole basin! It seems ready to activate some kind of purification process that could kill the Hydra before it even finds us again. We don’t have to waste a single bullet on this thing.”

“Oh. Well, that would explain the large amounts of turbines and generators we’re surrounded by.”

I blinked. “What?”

“Well, that’s where your directions led us, wasn’t it? You said you had a map and you’d lead us to where we needed to go! It would’ve been nice if you told us exactly why- hey!”

I heard the sound of fumbling and a struggle before Ruby’s voice assaulted my ears.

“Lockbox, you stupid, stupid stallion! I have no idea what the hell you’re planning, but we just waded through a fucking carpet of lurkers and radioactive shit to get here! Tell us what’s going on now!”

My head spun as I tried to rein in my emotions. Anger and indignation that I’d been the Dark Ones’ marionette, impatience at Ruby, anxiety over everything I’d been through so far. I pushed a hoof against my temple and spoke as clearly as I could through the mask.

“Is there any way to turn on the generators from where you are?”

“Hell no! We’re gonna have to do it manually. What’s your plan?”

“Turn on the water purifier. The magic inside will kill the Hydra! That thing is practically bleeding poison and corruption. Purifying it will destroy it like any common puddle of grime.”

“This better fucking work. I’ll get back to you.”

I sat down against the console, listening to the distant hissing of the Hydra as I tried to control my fearful shivering. Tapping into the earth’s flow of magic was now more dangerous than ever. If it opened my mind to the Dark Ones, who knew what else lay in wait to wear me like a suit of flesh? And those dogs outside... what if they made me do that to other ponies?

“Damn you,” I whispered. “Damn all of you monsters. I’m not safe even using the magic I was born with...”

I lay in a confused huddle on the floor, hearing the Hydra occasionally wail or roar in frustration. I watched the door as the seconds dragged on into minutes, waiting for something to break in and frighten me anew. Paranoia and fear slithered around the edges of my consciousness, waiting for an opportunity to grab hold. If I could be so easily taken, I was a danger to everypony around me. I thought of Sunny Side, and how it was good that he was no longer with me if the Dark Ones turned me into a personal assassin again.

“I’ll find you all right,” I whispered to the shadowy doorway. “And when I do I’m going to destroy all of you.”

“Lockbox,” Ruby said, sounding subdued. “Lockbox, there’s a problem.”

“What now?”

“One of the arcane circuits is down. One of us is going to have to do it ourselves.”

“What’s the problem? Didn’t you do it?”

“I opened a circuit. I didn’t make myself one. I’m looking at the power this thing says it needs. It’s way more than I thought a unicorn can do, or even any other pony.”

My stomach plummeted.

“One of us probably isn’t getting out of here.”

I sat back against the console, staring off into space. The Dark Ones had used my mouth—my mouth—to lead my compatriots to that place. So they could choose a sacrifice for my grand plan. So that another pony would lie down on the altar instead of me. They’d led them down there to maximize the chances of my plan succeeding, of me going forward.

My voice sounded dull and lifeless. “There has to be another way.”

“There isn’t, short of spontaneously gaining the ability to repair arcane circuits and a working knowledge of high-magic gemcraft.”

The room spun as I stared at the far wall, feeling empty and distant from my own body. It was done. My efforts were in vain. Loose Nut was dead, most of Ruby’s other companions were, why not another? Why not another…

Because they were a pony. Because they deserved better. Every last one of us did. But it was the only way. The only way we’d ever been given a chance to take. The only way we were being given.
 
“Who… who is it going to be?” I whispered without even pushing the transmit button. I figured they were going to be deciding that for themselves. I wondered, for a brief moment, if I could trust them to do that. If I could trust one to decide to make the sacrifice for the many. Would they abandon me? Would my silly, sacrificial ideals be too much? They had to know the stakes. They had to know what we must do to get out of here. Listen to me, trying to rationalize and justify the deaths of ponies I claimed to want to save! Some savior I was. I’d already killed so many I might as well be a pony angel of death than some wannabe hero. I wasn’t even close to Ponyopolis yet. Hunter would figure a way out of this. But I was nothing and nopony. More and more I felt like a silly boy who’d lucked upon mysterious powers he couldn’t even control and a mission he was bound to die doing. All I could do was sit and wait while they talked it out.
 
“Lockbox.”
 
Brick-a-brack’s voice. I raised the radio and spoke dully.
 
“Yes?”
 
“I’m going in.”
 
I didn’t know what to say. I had no apology, no explanation that would explain why he had to die so I could keep going.
 
I remembered Ray Drop and began to cry.
 
“I…”
 
There was an eternal moment of silence.
 
“Thank you.”
 
“…Yeah.”
 
Then came nothing but total, utter silence that roared in my ears and mingled with the roar of the Hydra below.
 
It seemed hours had gone by before Sidewinder called again.
 
“Lockbox,” he said, “it’s done.”
 
I stood up and looked out the window, tears in my eyes as I stared down the Hydra one more time. It was a monster made of corruption that deserved, even needed death. A creature of a dying world that I was putting out of its misery from a slow death of starvation and radiation.
 
I felt my filter grow thick and clogged, and punched in a new once as I spoke to the monster.
 
“Who knows how many ponies you’ve killed?” I wondered. “You’re just a creature. An animal… made horrible by the waste of our war.”
 
I watched the buttons on the console light up and the distant whir of old machines echo through the walls. The Hydra’s heads perked up and began to circle the floor of the basin once again. They sensed some kind of danger, but had no way of knowing it was right above them.
 
“Everything about this world was made horrible by our bad choices,” I said, my hoof hovering over the button that would initiate the process and send the beast to its doom. “But why does that mean we’re the ones who still have to suffer? We didn’t drop the bombs. We didn’t start the War. We’re all living in the ashes of our forebears. Maybe one day, the Elements of Harmony will come back to us. But not while we’re being threatened by creatures like you.”
 
I hesitated a moment longer.
 
“I suppose I should say I’m sorry for lumping all the ponies I’ve shot in with you. The line is blurred now and I don’t really know who I’m protecting and who I’m gunning down. A bad pony just made a good decision, sacrificing himself to make this place safe and clear the way for his friends. If a murderer and a thief can make that kind of decision, should I have killed anypony at all? Should I be killing you? There’s never anything that will let me take back all the bad I’ve done, is there? No matter if I kill the Dark Ones, you and all the rest I’ve done away with will always be dead.”
 
The Hydra answered with a loud hiss of undirected rage.
 
“All I know is you’re in my way, and I have to get rid of you because my instincts and strong ponies told me to.”
 
My hoof pressed the button.
 
“I guess we’ll see when this is over who was the bigger monster here.”
 
I watched the ancient propellers begin to spin below the dirty water, draining it out with a loud whoosh. The Hydra went crazy, pieces of it being sucked down into the huge blades, chopped to pieces. The heads thrashed and wailed in unison. Along the walls, in pipes that drained water in the basin, old etchings of runes and magic spells lit up, arcane symbols painting the walls all around the vat. Gemstones I hadn’t noticed before flared to life and glowed with all the colors of the rainbows I’d read about in books.
 
The Hydra screeched as the water began to glow a pale pinkish color, growing and growing in brightness until I had to shield my eyes. I could only listen as the Hydra screamed and hissed, loud enough to almost crack the glass and force me back a few steps. The glow spread from the water up into the necks of the Hydra’s heads and they thrashed against the walls, tearing up the room. Veins of pulsating light spread over the fleshy mass of its body and cracked it open. Glowing embers of dead skin flaked off the heaving, twitching ulcer like snowflakes.
 
My hooves tingled with the feeling of powerful magic radiating through the floor. Clean magic. I closed my eyes and savored the taste of a world that, for one tiny moment in a small hole in the ground, was wiped free of taint. This machine that had once provided clean water to most of the city, now the Metro, was being used as my executioner’s axe. The Hydra didn’t necessarily deserve to die. It was just in my way, like so many others had been. I almost felt sorry for it.
 
Almost.
 
The noise and light went on for a few minutes at least, and the Hydra eventually stopped twitching. The heads were almost completely dissolved now, nothing left but snaking trails of crumbling vertebrae and a few sizzling teeth. The pulsing body was a giant hunk of melting rainbow goop. Even though most of it had melted away into the pipes below, it was still a colossal pile of garbage. And that was that. It once had been a living creature, and now it was just a puddle of waste.
 
Another light came on, highlighting the words “Detox complete-Begin drainage.”
 
I watched the gemstones suddenly sputter and die, and the clean pink glow faded abruptly. The sounds of machinery halted.
 
I raised the radio.
 
“Sidewinder? It’s done.”
 
“Yeah? It’s safe to go?”
 
“Yeah. It’s safe. The Hydra’s dead. We should be able to-”
 
“The monster is slain. You have survived and the test is passed. You may exit through any door, Shadow Walker. The Wyrm will be watching you with great interest from here on out.”
 
The announcement faded through the old PA system. I waited until the echo stopped before speaking again.
 
“We should be able to leave now.”
 
“Looks like it. We’ll meet you back where we came in.”
 
When we met, nopony commented on the dry blood that now crusted onto my clothing and sent up a reeking smell all around me. We all smelled like shit and felt like it too, anyway. Ruby Red didn’t have anything to say to me. She didn’t even look at me, only at the space around me. When I tried to approach, she threw something in my face: a small gemstone that wasn’t cut like the ones used for power or energy storage. It was opaque and blue, and smoothed down to a polished sheen.
 
“Lucky charm of his,” Ruby muttered. “Sidewinder said you’d ask for something like that.”
 
I pocketed it and turned back to Sidewinder, who leaned on a nearby wall, watching me with an inscrutable smile. I sniffed and turned away, following the others up more stairs. At the top we felt our breathing became easier and pulled off our masks. We sat in silence, though I couldn’t call it companionable. Nopony looked at me, and I knew they blamed me for everything that had happened so far. I wasn’t angry at them for thinking so. If it weren’t for all this, for me running out into the dark, it might be that they’d have died more on their own terms than in a strange place far from home on a mission they didn’t want to be on. Only Theo seemed halfway friendly, and he just put a hoof on my shoulder and let it stay there, offering a somewhat consoling stare.
 
And so we just sat, saying nothing until Green Bay stood up again and Juniper with him. The rest of us followed. I went to the front of the group again, and nopony complained.
 
We followed a path I outlined, tromped up stairs and came to a small side tunnel deeper into the dark, which led to a long tunnel with a small door at the end.
 
All around it were clustered the Cultists of the Wyrm.
 
We stared at one another for several tense moments. I heard Ruby’s gun click, ready to fire. The cultists did nothing. I took a step forward, and they all took a step back, parting away from me. Their blank eyes and tattooed faces watched us in serene, eerie silence as we all started trotting down the hallway. Some bowed their heads or averted their gaze. Many others stood as still and silent as the grave, with gasmasks covering their faces and heavy armor adorning their bodies. I had to admire the craftponyship that went into their weapons; none of them looked worse than what we had, with our Ranger-made gear.  We walked the gauntlet in wary silence, pointing our guns in their faces. They didn’t even blink, only watched, heads slowly turning as we passed.
 
“You See,” said a mare in a raspy whisper whom I deduced was a so-called Prophet by the snake tattoos on her cheeks. “And he sees you. They all do.”
 
I ignored her and pushed open the doorway. We filed out in complete silence, and I took one last look at the crowd behind us. They all looked at me, empty eyes chilling the blood in my veins.
 
“They See you, Lockbox,” whispered one last voice before I shut the door.
 
/-/-/-/
 
The Metro tunnels greeted us again as we climbed a small ladder out of what appeared to be a maintenance tunnel. The familiar cold and all-encompassing dark of a two-way passage was a sight for sore eyes. All we had to do was claw our way through a nest of thumpers, which scattered at the sound of our guns.
 
“Shit,” muttered Hot Pocket when we finally came out to what the Guide declared was the Orange Line. It looked like a tunnel of death and decay and smelled like it too, and I’d never been happier to see it. “I never thought I’d be glad to see the fucking Metro again. How long were we in there?”
 
“Does it matter?” Ruby snapped. “We’re out. We can finally keep moving. Buck me sideways and drop the Sun, Lockbox, what the fuck was all that?!”
 
Her familiar temper was back on the flip of a coin. I was too tired and too guilty to do anything but stare back at her in complete silence until she finally scoffed and turned away.
 
“Got my ponies killed,” she grumbled. “Almost my whole team wiped out… delayed by Celestia knows how long… it’s your fucking fault, Lockbox. All your fucking fault!”
 
My ears twitched as the echoes of her voice faded down the line. I shrugged.
 
“Maybe. But we’re alive, aren’t we? We need to keep moving.”
 
Her punch was clumsy and easily dodged. I surprised even myself with how fast I moved; perhaps my reflexes were beginning to be honed. Ruby tried again and missed, then turned to her magic. I hurtled into a wall and stayed there, pinned five feet above the ground and upside down. Ruby’s snarl filled my vision.
 
“This isn’t over, Lockbox! I should’ve shot you the moment I saw you! I should’ve let Steel Crescent beat the shit out of you!”
 
She whipped out her shotgun and leveled it at me.
 
“Hell, I should fucking shoot you right now!”
 
I closed my eyes, feeling strangely at peace.
 
“But you won’t,” I whispered. “Because you know that won’t help.”
 
“Why? I can always lie to Buttercup.”
 
“It’s not about that.”
 
I opened my eyes and looked right into hers, wide and alive with confusion and inconsolable rage.
 
“It’s because you still believe in me. That’s why you didn’t before. It’s why you didn’t kill me after Brick jumped into the generator and why you gave me something of his. Deep down you must still think I’m right somewhere.”
 
Instead of buckshot, the butt of her gun cracked against my cheek. The others stood and watched, too shocked to do anything to help either way.
 
“You bitch!” she screamed at me. “You think you intimidate me?!”
 
“Maybe not,” I said, tasting the blood in my mouth. Remarkable how that was starting to become almost routine. “But you sure as hell don’t intimidate me.”
 
Ruby almost shot me then. She aimed for the ceiling instead, then dropped her magic field and let me tumble to the ground, ears ringing from her gun’s discharge. I stood back up, dusted my mane off and started walking, leaving Ruby to fume and stare at the wall.
 
Theo caught up with me.
 
“How did… how did you know she wouldn’t kill you?” he asked.
 
“I didn’t,” I replied. “I took a chance like everything else. But I must have said something right.”
 
I heard Sidewinder laugh.
 
Our next stop was the station of Zevyarsk, which had been struck hard by plague several years ago and never recovered. It was a small place, the closest to the water treatment plant in this section of the Metro and firmly under the control of the Guild of Magic. It’s only claim to fame was that it lay on the Ring, and therefore also had connections to Hoofsa. The plague had shut down trade, but it had reopened a while ago.
 
The mood was somber and stayed that way. Everypony was fully aware that they had left most of their friends, ponies they’d known and fought with for years, in the facility behind us. Either by the persuasive tongue of Nexus, or the jaws of the Metro itself, they were gone for good. I wondered if their ghosts would haunt Nopony’s ghost tunnel for eternity now.
 
Nopony… strange that I still remembered him, the one who said he was living in the background. I wondered whatever had become of him.
 
At the furthest checkpoint from Zevyarsk, Guild guards greeted us.
 
“So who in Tartarus exactly would come from that direction and still be in their right minds?” asked a thin unicorn mare in heavy plate armor that hung off her slender limbs. Her well-kept orange fur contrasted with her cool blue mane. She commanded eleven other stallions, all earth ponies save one other unicorn.
 
“Ruby Red,” our angry leader snarled. “And don’t fuck with me! I’m on a tight schedule to get into Republic territory further south.”
 
“Huh. Did you come through the treatment plant?”
 
“Yes, we did. Now piss off and let me through. Everypony in this section of the Metro knows my name and I don’t need some prissy-ass skank like you wasting more of my time!”
 
The other mare chewed on a lock of her cool blue mane.
 
“Uh huh,” she said airily. “Yeah. Okay, I think I know what to do. Lemme get my boss.”
 
Ruby Red growled and kicked the air, but in the face of a dozen Guild guards, even she was relatively powerless. I looked over the fortifications; they’d clearly expected some kind of cultist incursion given the small bunker they’d set up out of sheet metal. I found it curious how they were so ready to defend yet refused to go back in and take what was theirs. Perhaps the cultists and the Hydra was too much even for the might of the Guild? Half their guards had to have been nothing but paid thugs if they were that ineffective…
 
“Hey,” the mare said as she returned with another large unicorn dressed almost entirely in thick clothes and heavy armor. A smug, smiling face under a shockingly purple mane told me at once that something was wrong. That and the new squad of heavily armed and armored unicorns that had come with him. I heard the others take a step back as they tromped up to us.
 
“This is my boss, Captain Feather Plume.”
 
“So, you kiddos are the ones who made it through the reclamation center, eh?” he asked. I stepped forward before Ruby Red could shoot him in the face, which she seemed more than ready to do.
 
“Yes, we are. We have some vital information for the Guild as well. The Hydra infesting the facility is dead.”
 
The Captain raised an eyebrow, his smile still on his face as he turned to me.
 
“Oh. A Hydra, you say? What a strange thing! We’ve been trying to kill that little bugger for weeks now! And you say it’s dead?”
 
“It is.”
 
“And you found it in the main decontamination basin.”
 
“… Yes.”
 
“So what you’re telling me is that its dead body is now fouling up the pipes and probably overwhelmed the detox enchantments with the sheer volume of poisons now seeping into the water.”
 
I remembered the gems going dark, the drainage process never completing. My eye twitched.
 
“Yes,” I said through gritted teeth. “But it’s dead. You can fix it now.”
 
“Not for several months, if ever, during which time the entire eastern Metro will be suffering a severe shortage of clean water.” His smile grew thin and strained. “You and your little friends just admitted to what is essentially an act of anarchy that we will need an explanation for. Sure, the Hydra’s dead. But we always knew that killing it would cause as many problems as it would solve.”
 
I felt a horrible pit open up in my stomach. I managed to croak out an answer.
 
“You were never going to kill it yourselves. You just needed an excuse to-”
 
“-make ourselves look clean when the extent of the problem became clear. Yes indeed, my little friend.”
 
He pointed a hoof. “Immobilize them.”
 
Ruby and Hot Pocket’s horns flared, but they were overtaken almost immediately by seven powerful unicorns all doing their best to overpower them. I felt magic tugging at my hooves and lift me off the ground. I fired wildly into the crowd, clipping a guard on the shoulder before the telekinetic field swung me hard into a wall. My helmet took the worst of the blow, but I was still too dazed to bother fighting back as another field snatched my gun away. I heard more guns firing and ponies shouting, Juniper screaming.

I summoned my connection to the earth and pushed myself up and through the magical field surrounding me. I felt something like fibers tearing all around me as I ripped the unicorn’s magic away from me, overpowering it with earth pony grit. Locking onto the nearest guard I charged right at him, screaming obscenities. I felt apart from myself, like I was watching my own actions from somewhere in the back of my mind, peering out through the constricted viewports at the front of my head.

I saw the guard calmly level a gun in my direction. I saw a flash of light, felt searing heat as something crashed into my front left leg.

I dropped like a bag of cinder blocks, eyes so wide my lids hurt. I turned back to my fellows. Ruby Red was on the ground, bleeding from a head wound. Juniper had finally cracked and cried quietly near the body of Green Bay, who had died with bullets in his chest and a knife in his mouth. He’d managed to kill one of the guards, draped over the still twitching body. Hot Pocket stood over Ruby Red, glowering as he levitated a gun with no magazine.

Sidewinder had given up, hooves in the air. Theo was nowhere to be seen.

“Ruby Red, you and your compatriots may return to your little hideout,” Captain Feather Plume said with a little toss of his head. “We needed a body to go with the story.” He waved a hoof at Green Bay. “This one’ll do nicely. ‘Anarchists foul water plant, attempt suicide attack on Guild outpost.’ That sounds good, don’t you think?”

The shock was starting to dissipate. The pain replaced it. I hissed and drew my legs in, looking sorrowfully at the hole left by the guard’s bullet. Oh, mind-numbing agony! How I’d missed you so.

“We’ll kill you  for this!” Ruby spat. “You lying scum-sucking motherbucking traitors! After what we did for you!”

“What you don’t do is attack our caravans,” Feather Plume said with a sigh. “And in exchange we stay neutral in Buttercup’s wars with Hoofsa and whoever else she irks. Killing all of you would just strain our relationship... we know how much she favors you, Ruby... so we won’t. She won’t go after us for this.”

“You killed Green Bay!”

“There are many lunatics in the Metro. He’ll be easily replaced and hardly missed. Like most of you bandits.”

I lay on the ground, curling around my wound and watching the blood seep out, pumping out of my veins in time with my racing heart. Like I was a little bottle of sauce broken on the floor. I found that thought strangely hilarious and began to chuckle. Feather Plume turned to me.

“This one is a little different.”

“Of course! Of course I am!” I sputtered in between giggles, holding my bleeding hoof and laughing at the blood that refused to stop streaming out. “I’m different! I’m special! Take me away to the special place!”

“You and Sidewinder. Somepony has a grudge against you two. Apparently you pissed somepony off in the Fort. They want you to suffer. Cut a deal with us. His terms were that you were given the most painful punishment we could imagine. And for destroying our water purifier, I think a few lifetimes in the slave pits of the Lunar Republic will do you a world of good.”

I felt an anvil drop into my stomach, but it didn’t stop my sputtering giggles. I was so different. I was so special. I suffered so much because this was how it was always going to be, wasn’t it? Lockbox, Shadow Walker, the pony who tried to be a hero and now was going to be a slave in the worst pony-made hell in the Metro.

Sidewinder, oddly, wasn’t laughing. In fact, for the first time since I’d met him, he looked like a lost, forlorn little colt like those I saw orphaned after mutant attacks or bandit raids. I found that hilarious too. It all made so much sense. My life was a giant black hole of misery and I could make even the descendant of Laughter itself stop laughing. It was all just too funny.

I laughed as they picked me up and dragged me away and led Sidewinder off at gunpoint. Ruby Red didn’t stop them. She just stared at me with the weirdest look on her face, like she wanted to say something but couldn’t. So my misery had left the greatest shouter in the world speechless. I found that funny too.

I laughed when they pulled me, still bleeding, through the docks of the sad little station. I laughed when they dragged me past a sign that read “Hoofsa Transport” and threw me into a rail car with Sidewinder, both of us stripped of all our belongings. I felt serene and happy. The world all around me was inundated with a fuzzy, warm haze. Nothing seemed important anymore. I remembered stories of the Republic slave pits with an odd, detached feeling. Ponies went there to work until they died. They were eaten by feral Diamond Dog slaves. They festered in squalor and plague. What a wonderful fate for a hero.

I chuckled and snorted as I lay back, clutching my still bleeding hoof that was bound to be useless if I didn’t get attention soon. Maybe they’d cut it off. A working earth pony with only three legs. Ha ha. 

I laughed at the squeal of the rail car’s wheels, at how the gaping mouth of a tunnel seemed to be yet another monster ready to swallow me, at the funny little hole in my leg that the black-red sauce just wouldn’t stop pouring out and got all over everything, at how nothing seemed important anymore. All the lights seemed brighter, and I thought of the Dark Ones and my father, and Hunter and my promise how pointless it all seemed if I was just going to go from one torment to the next. I laughed and laughed and laughed, all the way down to hell.

Then I turned over and saw a pony I had given up hope of seeing a long, long time ago. A floppy, ratty brown mane covered dull, listless eyes. A dirty orange coat contrasted with the cold, rusty metal of the rail car. I looked at him. He looked at me. He turned away to lie on his stomach and I saw the treasure chest cutie mark on his flank.

I settled back with a happy sigh and laughed my life away.

Everything was perfect now.

> Chapter 16
> --------------------------------------------------------------------------


My Little Metro: Chapter 16



“Surely they would have found us after all these years, if they were looking for something? No, I don’t think so.”


        Cold.

        I was so very, very cold. I’d been bleeding badly from the hole in my leg for who knew how long and I hadn’t found anything to wrap it with. I was almost completely numb now. I felt the pain, felt the gaping horror of there being a hole in my own body, but it was all very distant. It felt as if there was a glass wall between my mind and the world around me, and I sat behind it just watching everything happen with vague ambivalence, wondering when I was going to die. Every thought came to me in slow motion, and I couldn’t work up the energy to do anything except blink whenever my eyes got a little itchy. Every rock of the carriage we were in brought more bleeding. It seemed to ooze more than dribble, which I found amusing in a morbid kind of way. It covered the ground beneath me and slithered through cracks in the floor, mingling with the dry patches of other prisoners who had been tossed in without medical attention. My life essence was slowly escaping into the Metro.

        My eyes rolled in their sockets and turned to Sixpence, who sat in a corner and didn’t look at anything but the floor. He hadn’t said or done anything since the ride started, and I wondered if he was already dead. Sidewinder was unusually reticent, and his jaw waggled back and forth as though he were constantly trying to say something but the words never came.

        The rail car we rode in rumbled and clanked as it carried us to our doom. I looked back to Sixpence and uttered the one question that had been with me since he’d kicked me off that cart and started this lunacy.

        “Why?”

        My voice was raspy and thin. I thought he hadn’t heard the wispy sound over the noise of the car, but his ear turned towards me. He shook his head and curled in on himself.

        I took a deep breath and spoke again, laboring at every word, hauling them out of the bottom of my chest.

        “You said... you knew what I was doing. And you wouldn’t let me.”

        Sixpence shuddered.

        “The Dark Ones,” I growled.

        “Don’t,” the miserable orange pony whimpered. “Please. Don’t.”

        “You... know about them. You saw them,” I pressed on.

        “Stop it.”

        “You wanted to keep me from finding them. Why?”

        He didn’t say a word.

        “Tell me!” I wheezed, slurring my words as the effort made my vision go dim. Sixpence shook his head.

        “With an injury like that and where we’re going, it won’t matter at all soon.”

        I tried to raise my head.

        “Y... you...”

        Darkness.

        /-/-/-/

        Somepony screamed.

        I jerked awake and noticed two things: I was surrounded by other strange ponies, and my leg was wrapped in cloth. A monstrous red stain covered most of it like a virulent growth, and I felt no comforting warmth of magic. This was made out of somepony’s shirt. I looked up and saw a tear in a nearby stallion’s garment, and suddenly felt ill and out of place.

        “Hold him still!” a voice commanded. The screaming somepony kept screaming: a shrill, grating noise that scraped against my eardrums.

        “I said hold him still!”

        “I’m trying! Shit, there’s so much blood—!”

        “What the hell’s going on up there?!”

        I lifted my head and looked around. Two stallions were holding down a third, who thrashed and yelled obscenities as the others attempted to wrap a bandage around his torso. A gaping wound in the pony’s side gushed thick blood onto the ground. More ponies milled around, about twenty in all, holding each other, talking, crying, or staying totally silent. We were crowded together by a thin hallway studded with windows. It hit me an instant later that this was a train.

        I was in a working, honest-to-Celestia train.

        I felt a rumble through the floor and the lights in the train car’s ceiling flickered.

        “Why won’t it stop? Why won’t it stop?” whimpered one young pegasus stallion while an older mare held him close and shushed him gently, whispering in his ear.

        “We’re lucky we made it down here,” another mare spoke up. “When those bastards just started shooting—I thought they were supposed to protect us!”

        “There’s nothing to protect!” an earth stallion barked at her. “Didn’t you see what’s happening up there?”

        “Help me,” I gasped, totally lost. Why was I here? Who were these ponies? Why were they all wearing clothes, clean clothes that had no gas masks or respirators attached? They wore button-down vests and comely skirts, fancy gilded shoes and jackets. None of them had guns. None of them looked sickly or dirty, but they all looked frightened out of their wits.

        They ignored my plea, and the wounded stallion kept screaming—a constant, maddening background noise.

        “Can’t you make him shut up?!” a frentic voice screeched over the din as another rumble shook the whole train. Another river of fear swept through the train car and once silent ponies began to break down and cry.

        “I don’t understand why this is happening!” the frightened young pegasus babbled, ignoring the older mare’s empty assurances. “My parents are still up there! I didn’t see them come down!”

        “What’s happening is the end of the fucking world!” the irate earth stallion barked, trying to drown out the wounded pony’s gasping screams. “Somepony fucked up big time and now it’s all over!”

        A portly unicorn with glasses stepped up. “Look, we- we don’t know exactly what’s happening right now, I’m sure if- if we all just wait here for a while, the Guard will get their act together—”

        “Help me?” I asked, but I was again drowned out by a fresh bout of wailing from the wounded pony. One of the ponies helping him was a unicorn who hastily cast a spell, and at last the screams fell silent as the wounded pony collapsed into a stupor.

        The earth stallion scoffed. “The Guard? The Guard almost killed everypony up there! They shot at us! They were closing the doors. There’s no getting in or out now! Look, there’s miles of tunnels down here. We need to find one of the bunkers they set up and keep our heads down!”

        “Who put you in charge?” another earth stallion shouted as he bulled his way through the crowd, his eyes red and puffy from crying. “We don’t know anything, like this colt said! This- this could be just a test, or some kind of illusion!”

        “Will you listen to yourself, you little hay-brained moron? The only illusion here is you all thinking everything is gonna be fine and dandy. Everypony left up there is dead.”

        Glasses Unicorn cleared his throat. “Uh, now, hold on, we don’t know that—”

        “I can’t believe I’m hearing this! If you’re all too stupid to listen to reason, I’m going alone!”

        “THE SKY WAS ON FIRE!”

        The train car fell silent as we all turned to stare at the frightened pegasus who curled up on himself, eyes staring straight ahead even as another mighty rumble shook the earth.

        “I saw it. The sky was burning... there wasn’t any blue or clouds anymore. Just fire, reaching over everything... Why is this happening?!”

        The sounds of the others began to fade away, and the butter-yellow mare holding the young pegasus turned to me. She shook her head, and her bouncy pink mane fell over her achingly beautiful blue eyes.

        “We were never made for this,” she whispered, her voice so gentle and kind my heart cracked to hear it. The entire scene around us faded into bleak tones of grey, gradually disappearing from sight into darkness. Every angry, frightened, and miserable face winked out of existence, gone without a trace. Each one left a gaping pony-shaped wound in the world, and I was saddened to see them go.

        “We were never made to do this,” the yellow pegasus whispered, stroking the mane of the colt she held until he too was whisked away into shadow, and we were left alone in the confines of the train car. Outside was a dark, wailing void. “We were never meant to feel this kind of pain, this kind of anger. Why did they make us fight? Didn’t they know what would come of it?”

        She sighed as she stood, and all the life in the world seemed to leave with that sigh. “I just wish I could have done more.”

        “Who are you?” I asked. She looked directly at me again, with eyes full of keen, piercing sorrow and impossible, heart-bursting joy, and I felt so small and alone in the face of those eyes that my tail curled over my flank and my shoulders hunched.

        “Regret,” she answered, and turned away from me, opening the door to the next car over.

        I lifted my hoof. “Wait.”

        She stepped through.

        “Wait! Please! I’m so confused! Why are you following me?”

        She turned back to me one last time.

        “I’m not. You are following me.”

        She closed the door and just watched through the little window as Sweet Dreams descended on me from behind in a flurry of gnashing teeth and bloody hooves.

        /-/-/-/

        I woke up again to the tempo of somepony kicking me in the gut, over and over again.

        “Get up! Get up!” he barked in my ear. I waggled my hooves and found I could move without much pain, and a makeshift bandage had been wrapped around my leg. Had they really gone to the effort to heal me?

        “I said up!” 

        Thwack.

        I see. They wanted me well enough to move so they could have leeway to beat me down again. How sinister. I got up as the unknown pony wanted, peering into a bright light suddenly thrust into my face.

        “Name?”

        “Lockbox.”

        “Get up.”

        “I am up.”

        He kicked me again and got me moving, forcing me out of the train car and into a crowd of other ponies who were a mix of dirty, frightened, sullen, or all three. I couldn’t see Sidewinder or Sixpence as I joined the huddle. We were on a large platform lit by a harsh spotlight, and after my eyes adjusted to the glare I saw it was a dock station with a small crane hanging from the ceiling. At the end of the tunnel, a flag hung from the wall. Upon it was the cutie mark of Princess Luna herself. Six stars bridged the inverted curve of her crescent moon, and pegasus wings flared out from the tips. Underneath were the words “Harmony for All, All for Harmony.”

We had arrived at the borders of the New Lunar Republic. My heart sank in my chest. No story I had ever heard about the Republic comforted me in the slightest. Like the Celestial Monarchy I knew them only by name and reputation, and both were ugly, ugly things.

“Move it, all of you!”

We were shoved through a large doorway into another long corridor with a tall arched ceiling and broken tiles on the walls. Guards hustled us along, giving us no time to think or rest, shouting at random ponies and harassing us with their batons equipped with a shocking spell at the end. One landed square on my wounded leg and I screamed, falling to the ground as every muscle in my body seized up at the same time while the brutal current stabbed deeply into me. Panic at the thought of being trampled almost paralyzed me until somepony grabbed my mane and yanked me back up. It was Sidewinder. He pulled me into the middle of the crowd where only a couple of pegasi guards could harry us.

“Stay close to me,” he muttered. “We get separated down here and we’re lost forever.”

We were rushed to a large waiting area ringed by barbed wire.  One wall was decorated with an open balcony, upon which a tall pegasus pony that looked about twice my age stood, dressed in the cool midnight blue uniform of the Lunar Republic. Luna’s crescent moon shone proudly over his head, emblazoned on the concrete above him. His shockingly bright green mane hung proud from beneath a dapper officer’s cap, contrasted by the slate grey of his pelt. Two Republic soldiers flanked him, dressed in full body armor that obscured their faces. The guards told us to shut up. The wounded ones were given no mercy either; they were forced to stand or sit and pay attention through their grievous injuries. One unicorn looked like he had the plague: his skin was mottled and his fur patchy, and he seemed to be bleeding from his ears. I wondered if he’d die where he stood, and whether the guards would care. Then I found myself jealous that he would escape so quickly from the hell that was coming to envelope us.

We were separated into two groups that took up one half of the room each, and I noticed the guards were actually careful, for the most part, about who went to what side. I and Sidewinder ended up on the left, and I noticed our group was significantly smaller, and for some reason that worried me greatly.
 
One of the guards next to the tall pegasus stepped forward. “There will be silence when the Warden speaks!”
 
I flinched as the barking command snapped at my ears. Somepony who continued to cry was struck on the head and lay still. An arguing prisoner was punched in the gut and a guard stepped on his head when he hit the ground. The tall Pegasus waited a few more seconds before speaking. His voice shocked me with its clarity and authority; usually pegasi his age were well on their way to going feather-brained.
 
“Duty. Duty and loyalty. These are the things that ponies of Equestria held dear to their hearts. Duty is not a soldier’s word! It is everypony’s word! Pegasus, unicorn, and earth, we all have a duty. When the world was still green and peace reigned nopony flinched from duty—duty to family, to their cutie mark, to destiny, and above all to the peace and safety of the Equestrian nation. Even you, you creatures of the dark, know duty even if you do not know the word. All of us individuals working towards a greater good, acting as part of a greater whole: that is what made Equestria great. Our President, Lucky Clover, understands this. She knows the importance of unity and harmony, of how when many act as one, great deeds are accomplished. Twilight Sparkle did not become a hero by herself. None of her friends claimed all the glory for themselves. It was only when she and her friends lent their talents to each other that greatness was achieved. They knew their duty and were loyal to it!
 
“Today you are given a new duty: to serve the dream of the New Lunar Republic for a free and equal Metro for all ponies! Here, beneath the earth, we dig for riches, for space, and for arable land. Though the world above is dark and cruel, here we strive to preserve the ideals of Harmony that our great leaders Celestia and Luna used to make ponies great! Through the labor of our hooves Equestria will rise again! The Celestial Monarchy would have us believe that magic lies only with the unicorns and that gives them the right to rule. The bandits take what they want and burn the rest. The Hoofsa League seeks only profit. The independent stations bicker and squabble and die in the dark. Here you will find purpose. Here you will lay the foundations of a free and green Equestria. Work hard and you will be appreciated. Refuse and you will be cast out.”
 
He pointed a hoof at the group opposite me.
 
“You have been deemed salvageable. You will be our soldiers, our laborers, and in time, our citizens. Do not fail us, and you too will become part of true Harmony.”
 
He pointed to my group now.
 
“You have been judged unworthy. For this you will work the hardest and serve as an example to the good ponies of the Republic what happens when ponies slip from the ideals that will save us all. In time you might be considered worth saving, but for now, you will do your penance digging out new space for good ponies to live in.”
 
Sidewinder rolled his eyes. “Ugh, not even the Monarchy recruiters are as brainwashed as this bastard.”
 
“Shut your mouth, scum!” a unicorn guard hissed and threw Sidewinder down with a burst of magic. The Warden continued to talk even as my friend was beaten savagely right in front of everypony.
 
“You will work alongside the Diamond Dogs. You will sweat and you will break and you will cry. You will wish for a better life. Through your pain, you will be made worthy, perhaps, of standing with the Republic and making our President’s dream a reality! If not... you will die and clear the way for better ponies.”
 
He turned to address everypony in general.
 
“Harmony for All, and All for Harmony! Go now to your new duties, ponies. You will be watched. May Luna find you worthy.”
 
At last they stopped beating Sidewinder long enough to drag him to his hooves and push us down another corridor. The last view I got of the others was one mare giving us a pitiful look as we were led away, and then the door shut behind us and I had no idea where we went after that.
 
A side tunnel led us to what appeared to be an unfinished Metro tunnel. I saw markings identifying it as part of the Green Line; perhaps before the War it was in the process of being expanded and never finished. There were about twenty of us, but we had no chance of making a prison break. Many of those with us looked surly and withdrawn, and the rest were disease-ridden; I made sure not to step too close to them.

Sixpence lingered near the back of our group, his head hanging low. Every so often the guard behind him would shove him forward because he kept falling back. Eventually Sixpence got the hint and kept pace. As we moved on the tunnel became clearly more and more unfinished. Long thin wires hung from the ceiling, and spritelights replaced the regular electric ones. The walls became dirty and cracked, held up by support beams and tenuous looking metal grills. We were split into two groups again at a junction that suddenly sloped downward, and we left the Metro tunnels and went into solid earth. Sidewinder and Sixpence were still with me, but I could barely see as the only available light came from sporadic sprite lights and the headlamps on the guards. We passed other groups of ponies who worked to shore up the walls or expand the existing tunnel, keeping their eyes down as we went by. All of them were dressed in threadbare rags or nothing at all, wheezy and coughing as they hacked away at the walls with pickaxes or their bare hooves, which were cracked and bleeding and caked in dirt. I saw the telltale signs of disease and radiation on most of them: lesions and bloody sores and missing patches of fur. A miserable unicorn hobbling on three legs pushed a cart past us with his magic. A glimpse inside showed me a meager helping of gemstones. 

“Fuck me,” whispered Sidewinder, “better to just shoot us now.”

“Don’t give them ideas,” I muttered.

We were led into a cavern that went at least twenty feet up and down. Ponies worked in teams along the walls on rickety catwalks, inspecting every hoofful of dirt they collected, and I saw more ponies coming out of tunnels dug into the walls. Down at the very bottom of the pit, a team of Diamond Dogs hacked and slashed away at the soil, sniffing the dirt as they went. They were separated from the ponies and shackled together by long iron chains that sparked loudly whenever they were pulled too hard, shocking every Dog on the line. I presumed they were mining for gems, but given what I knew of mineralogy finding anything valuable here was a shot in the dark at best. They were most likely just busywork for ponies they wanted to punish. 

Guards were everywhere.

“Grab a pickaxe and get to work,” the armored pony leading us barked, throwing a cart of rusty axes down in front of us. “You’re with team two in the third tunnel section. Lucky you, you’re at the front of the excavation line.”

Not all of us got tools, and Sidewinder rudely grabbed the last one before I could get to it. We were pushed down a ramp that led halfway down the cavern and into a side tunnel that seemed natural but had been widened out by excavation. More shoving led to the end of the tunnel, which grew narrow and cramped and lit only by sprite lights. At the end was a blank wall.

“Get to work,” the guards said. Sidewinder raised an eyebrow.

“What, do we get a direction to dig? Some kind of motivational speech? Might want to tell us how we’re contributing to the greatness of the Republic, I can’t really get working if I don’t know just where my little cog is in the grand machine!”

They punched him in the face, repeatedly. “Work,” they said, and pointed at the wall. Without any hesitation, our group attacked the packed earth and gritty stone. They had us digging straight through solid rock, and my poor hooves could hardly contribute; instead of digging through the wall I burrowed through the dirt and gravel that littered the ground, taking it back to a cart that was wheeled in to take the debris.

And so it went. I picked up dirt and rock, put it into the cart, and went back to repeat the process ad infinitum. The tunnel slowly expanded and I was soon relegated to propping up the ceiling with support struts, making sure it didn’t come crashing down on us. The work was harsh, dirty, and as far as I could see quite useless. We were nowhere near the Metro system and there was nothing to find belowground that I could tell. Perhaps they just meant to work us to death or hoped that the tunnels would collapse and kill us all. The guards left us to our own devices, and only posted two at the front of the tunnel, but none of the prisoners with us were in the mood to talk.

After what felt like hours, I sidled up to Sixpence as I delivered another hoofful of shattered rock to the cart, where a pony with downcast eyes and mangy fur waited to cart it off.

“Are you going to talk to me?” I asked.

Sixpence didn’t answer.

“It would go better for all of us if you did,” I said.

Still nothing.

“Look, damn it,” I huffed, “we’re stuck here together. We’re probably never going to see the light of our home stations again. The least you can do is tell me what the hell was so important that it made you kick me off that cart!”

He refused to even glance at me. Rage swelled up in my chest, and at last I could hold back no more. I grabbed him, whirled him around so he couldn’t do anything but look at me, and was enraged by the apathy I saw in his eyes. My vision went red as I drew back my hoof and punched him as hard as I could across the face.

“I lost everything to this damn trip!” I screamed at the top of my lungs, shocking my workmates into silence. I heard nothing but the blood pounding in my ears and an inexplicable whine that quickly grew to a buzzing headache. I leaped on Sixpence as he fell to the ground and pummeled him mercilessly as he held up feeble hooves to protect his head. Nothing in my mind mattered more than turning this little creature into paste for what he’d done, for all the things I’d endured as a direct result of his treachery.

“I saved your fucking life!” I shrieked. I couldn’t shout loud enough to convey how horribly angry I was, and the volume of my own voice tore at my throat, spittle flying from my lips. “I was going to help everypony! I didn’t deserve this! Do you hear me? You little fucking shit motherfucking—”

I felt strong hooves snatch me around the waist and pull me back. I bucked something hard and unyielding, launching off it to attack Sixpence again as I screamed incoherent obscenities, kicking and punching wildly at anything that got close. I saw nothing but a blur of red, shifting shapes and felt blows rain down on me, but I couldn’t care less. I wanted nothing but to kill or be killed, to lose myself in the endless rage so I could vent my fury. Damn the trip. Damn the mission. Damn everypony and everything. I wanted them all dead.

“Leave me alone!” I cried out, and my screams turned to inconsolable wails. Hot tears sprang to my cheek as I struggled with the guardponies who pulled me to the ground and punched and kicked and beat me with sticks that shocked and horns that zapped with magic, but that just made me cry out all the more, pushing out everything inside of me. The pain in my mind became the pain in my skin. The despair and rage in my chest became the dirge that tore from my lips. I kept flailing, aimlessly now.

“Leave me alone!” I said again, beating against visions of the Dark Ones as they pressed in around me, demanding my attention. “I want to go home! Get away from me! I want it all gone, do you hear me?! I want it all gone! I don’t want to See anymore!”

And then, very suddenly, a heavy blow thumped me on the head, and everything was gone.

I woke up on a cold stone floor in all kinds of pain. The craggy and rough surface told me it was the bottom of a cave. I jolted upright, thinking at first I’d been thrown down a pit to be dashed on the rocks, but though I was bloodied and battered the pain wasn’t any more intense than what I’d been through before. Dry blood crusted over a large part of my mane and stuck it to my face, but I ignored the discomfort as I glanced around. I was in the middle of a thin crowd of sleeping or dejected ponies, some of whom muttered amongst themselves. A small fire had been set up and most of the ponies were crowded around it. We must have been in one of the dormitories for the slaves... such as they were. I saw moss hanging from the ceiling, and there was a pool of foul-smelling standing water in one corner that I could see.

        Sidewinder was one of them. He turned to me and grinned. “Ah ha, you’re awake. Get over here by the fire. Don’t sit out in the cold!”

        “What happened?” I asked, dragging myself over. The sputtering flames were barely enough to heat the tips of my hooves, but the illusion of warmth was better than nothing, and at least we weren’t groping blind in the dark.

        “You don’t remember?” Sidewinder cackled. “You started beating on that poor pony for no reason, then the guards came over and knocked you senseless! Don’t you know they’re the only ponies with a license to kill around here, Lockbox? Oh, also, you won’t get food for the rest of the day for causing such a commotion. Anyway, we’re in one of the side caverns they give us low-life types to sleep in. Hope you don’t mind rocks for a pillow.”

        My stomach growled. “I didn’t attack him for no reason. That was Sixpence. He’s the reason I’m here, the reason you found me out in the metro tunnels. He kicked me off a supply cart and left me to die in a tunnel full of mutants. If it wasn’t for him... I don’t know. Things would have gone differently.”

        Sidewinder chuckled. “Lockbox, do you even know why you started your journey?”

        I gingerly touched a scab forming on the side of my head. I couldn’t remember if I’d ever told Sidewinder, or any other pony for that matter. It didn’t seem important now, here in the bowels of hell. Nopony ever escaped the slave pits of the Republic without either becoming one of their drones and dying in one of their wars, or meeting some unfortunate fate while digging. If I was here, there was no getting out. Nothing but toil and dirt for the rest of my short life expectancy.

        But had Sidewinder earned the right to know my sacred mission, the one thing that kept me going through all the trials I’d endured? The shining light of Ponyopolis seemed so distant now. I wasn’t sure how much time passed before I answered, but the fire seemed considerably lower than before. “My home,” I whispered through parchment dry lips. “I left to save my home.”

        “Yeah? What from?”

        “I don’t know,” I whispered, putting my head between my knees. “I don’t know anymore. I’ve been through so much shit, you know? And I haven’t even gotten close. Now I’m stuck here, and we’re going to die, beaten to death by the guards or maybe killed by a cave-in. The Dark Ones...”

        “The what?”

        “The Dark Ones,” I whispered, shivering at their cursed name more than the cold. “They attacked my home. Everypony there is probably dead.”

Silence fell. I wondered if anypony even knew or cared what a Dark One was. We’d been careful not to let news of them get outside the station.

“So what the fuck’s a Dark One?” asked Sidewinder.

I couldn’t help but smirk. “Hell if I know. They’re... they came from the north. Invincible. Unstoppable. They... I don’t know, Sidewinder. Even the Rangers didn’t know what they were.” Something clenched tight inside my chest. “Damn it. I should’ve at least told Tracer. Maybe he’d... he’d be able to carry on to Ponyopolis and—”

“The Rangers?” Sidewinder asked, eyes going wide. “You said you met a Ranger?”

More ponies looked up from the fire and turned my way.

“You knew a Ranger?”

“Who was it?”

“Are you a Ranger?”

I recoiled from the doey-eyed stares, all lacking hope in anything but the thought of a Ranger breaking in and granting them freedom. Mares and stallions alike, many of them diseased or suffering from open sores and wounds, scooted a little closer to hear even a single more word.

“I—I did know a couple,” I muttered, curling up tighter to hide from them. “Not... three weeks? I think it’s been three weeks since I left. I can’t be sure.”

“But a Ranger! You knew a Ranger! Did they say anything about coming here?” an older stallion pressured, poking me with a cracked hoof. My heart wilted in my chest.

“I don’t know,” I admitted, and it pained me to see the hope suddenly die in their eyes. “They go on their missions, and I don’t...”

“You were on a Ranger’s mission,” Sidewinder said, peering at me closely. “Weren’t you?”

I jolted and leaned away from him, my anxiety only increasing from all the attention. “What? I—no, I wasn’t!”

Sidewinder shook his head. “But you said Ponyopolis! That’s the base of all the Rangers in the Metro. Why are you going there? Do you think they’ll help against the Dark Ones?” 

I couldn’t answer; the words simply didn’t come. I worried about what I could or should say, and figured in the end it was useless. I didn’t know any more than I did at the start of my journey that seemed so close to ending. My home was in danger, the Dark Ones wanted me, and the Rangers knew something about them that scared them enough to send Hunter to us.

“Maybe,” I whispered. “I don’t know, Sidewinder. I don’t know anything. I just have...”

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“Hope. I... I have hope.”

Sidewinder nodded slowly and turned back to the fire. “Well, if anypony’s going to get us out of here, it’s a Ranger,” he said. “But they don’t give a shit about anypony who doesn’t give a shit about them, so don’t get your hopes up too high.”

I felt a tug on my tail and turned around. A miserable looking pegasus stallion who couldn’t have been any older than I stared up from the floor. “You work with the Rangers?” he asked, and he was so wretched looking I couldn’t do anything but nod. He smiled, and tears dripped from his eyes, mixing with the mucous and pus from a gash on his cheek that hadn’t healed properly.

“Then... then you’ll help us. Won’t you?”

I gulped down the knot in my throat. “I can try, I suppose,” I offered.

“I want to see the Sun again,” the pegasus whispered. “I want to see her and feel her. I did, once. Above. I saw the Sun. You’ll take me there, won’t you Ranger?”

“Please,” I said, “stop it. Get some rest or something.”

“I want to fly. It’s so dark down here. Help me fly...”

He drifted into a feverish sleep, still pawing at my tail.

I stared at the glowing embers of the fire, listening to the soft breathing and occasional sobs of the other ponies around me. For some reason I felt guilt clench my heart, as if uttering even a mention of the Dark Ones was enough to bring divine retribution down on my father and the rest of Exiperia. How long had it been since I heard news of my home? Nopony cared about a tiny mushroom harvesting station outside the Ring. The Dark Ones could have annihilated everypony and news wouldn’t even spread until they moved on to attack Draft Station or a Hoofsa outpost.

I felt burning at the corners of my eyes and wiped them with the back of my hoof. They came away wet. Wet. I was crying. Oh, Celestia help me, I was crying. Suddenly more came and then I couldn’t stop. I buried my face in my hooves and curled up, sniffling into my fur, my gentle whimpers drowned out by the oppressive silence in our little cave, joining the sad chorus of other lost and hopeless ponies. I cried for my father, for all the ponies I’d seen dead, and everything and anything else I could think of. The weight of everything I’d carried without complaint so far just came crashing down and wouldn’t let me stop. My whole body felt like a geyser suddenly bursting open.

Sidewinder said and did nothing, and I was grateful for it.

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You are lost.

We will find you.

Do not be afraid.

I feel so alone.

You are alone. 

You are the First.

/=/

We woke up the next morning, or whatever the guards approximated morning as, and were chased out of our resting cave with much verbal and physical abuse from the guards. Before we were split into our teams a guard captain came forward and dropped a toolbox in front of us. It was full of rusty pickaxes and little spades and shovels.

“First come first serve!” he said with a sniggering laugh.

I was near the front of the crowd. I exchanged uncomfortable looks with a few of the other newcomers, but we we were quickly bowled over by the more experienced and muscular prisoners, who charged forward and snatched up the finest quality equipment for themselves. The unicorns in our group tried to levitate tools over the heads of the others, but they were set upon by their fellows and beaten to pulps and had their tools taken anyway. As I shoved to the front of the line, determined not to be left without a tool that day, I felt my hoof close down on a wooden shaft. Another hoof smacked my own and tried to push me away. Still in pain and angry from my earlier beating and the uncooperative nature of these ponies, I shoved back and without any shame, leaped onto the toolbox, spilling everything onto the floor.

“There’s your Ranger!” a pony crowed. “There’s your Ranger! What a fool, huh?”

I got up glaring daggers, seeing every tool had been taken by the time I got back up. The pony who’d jeered at me, a thickly muscled unicorn with a broken horn, snickered as he hefted a pickaxe and he spat at my hooves.

“That one’s for you, Ranger! Ha ha ha!”

The guards did nothing but laugh along with him, amused by our barbaric spectacle. And instead of getting myself a handy piece of equipment I’d shamefully been party to it.

I was shoved onto my hooves and told to report to work at gunpoint.

“That was Triton,” I heard a voice whisper. I turned to see pegasus from the night before walking alongside me. “He’s a prison boss.”

I rolled my eyes. “Nopony’s a boss down here.”

“He is,” the pegasus whimpered, his wings shivering and shaking. His eyes darted nervously back and forth, never standing still, and the running pus on his cheek wobbled with his jerky movements. “Watch out for him! He has a gang. A gang that reports to the guards.”

“Why did he call me Ranger?”

“He must have heard our talk last night, Ranger.”

“Hey, feather-brain!” a guard snapped. “You’re with the third tunnel you idiot! Get moving, or is that shit all over your face getting into your brain?”

“No sir!” the pegasus whimpered, scuttling away and holding his wings as tightly against himself as possible. “No sir, I have a clear head! I’m not feather-brained yet! Please, watch, I’ll work, I’ll work!”

I tutted quietly, trying not to think of poor Sunny Side. What was that colt getting up to? Hopefully he was continuing on to Ponyopolis himself with Tracer to finish the mission

One of the prisoners died on his hooves walking to the dig site, and the guards left him to rot where he lay. The Diamond Dogs came out near us and were led to the bottom, surrounded by guards, and I lingered a moment to watch them get to work. None of them dug too far or too fast or the magical chain that linked them all would shock them. But none of them complained or even glared at the one responsible when it did happen. Their unity astonished me, and I found myself tucking a little note away about that for later within my mind. That day we were worked almost to the bone and fed a thin, almost tasteless gruel with the consistency of saliva that did little more than fill my belly for a couple hours. My hooves ached. Dust caked into my mane and agitated the cuts I’d gotten. I didn’t see more than a glimpse of Sixpence through my entire shift; the guards kept me well away from him. It was nothing but slow, grinding work all day, with no visible progress made by the end of it. Whenever we tried to talk to each other, a guard would come into our tunnel and strike us on the backs of our legs in turn with a heavy baton, even if only one of us had spoken. If we slowed our steady monotonous pace they were even more harsh, delivering electric shocks that left us curled up on the floor. It was all nothing but pointless cruelty to no visible end, meant to hold us and break us until we begged and simpered for real work.

I felt no anger, though, just a hollow sense of pity. The depravities of the Metro were all around me and I’d become inundated with them, saturated to the point where all the evil and wickedness seeped into my bones and I didn’t feel its sting any longer.

Dinner was a pitiful affair. We were all crowded around thin tables and were practically sitting in each other’s laps, stewing in our own stink and misery. The plague-ridden ponies—though all of us were sick and miserable—were quarantined by the other prisoners: they were shoved into another little alcove of their own, and nopony would approach them even if they weren’t as well off themselves.

Sidewinder dropped down next to me, as well as the feather-brained pegasus.

“Hello, Ranger,” the pegasus said, smiling timidly.

“Don’t call me that,” I grumped, in no mood to entertain more insanity. I was astonished at how quickly I’d gotten used to the idea of back-breaking labor. Perhaps my hope was finally running out.

“Why not?” Sidewinder asked, and there was an edge to his voice that hadn’t been there before. He took a large gulp of his gruel, downing it before any other prisoner got funny ideas, and peered at me. “You were on a Ranger’s mission, Lockbox. No Ranger ever trusts anypony except another Ranger to do Ranger things, not ever. They don’t travel with other ponies, they don’t speak to other ponies unless they have to. Hell, they never even tell ponies how they choose new recruits; they just do. And you show up in the tunnels on the way to Ponyopolis, home of the Rangers and you say you traveled with one? That practically makes you a Ranger in all but name.”

I shook my head. “I wouldn’t know about that.”

“Of course you wouldn’t, you’re a wimp from Exiperia. But I’ve been around, Lockbox. I know Rangers when I see one, even when they try to hide it. They’re not like other ponies.”

I felt my mane itch as Sidewinder leaned closer and whispered,“You aren’t like other ponies.”

I swatted him away and turned to see the pegasus still staring at me, his eternally open wound gaping horribly on his face.

I saw Sunny Side beneath the pus and rot, behind the tangled mane and greasy fur. It frightened me. I wasn’t supposed to care whether I saw Sunny Side anymore, not in this pit where I’d surely die.

“Why are you staring at me?” I snapped.

“My name’s Rocket,” the pegasus answered, and his wings fluttered. He looked back and forth and leaned closer to me too, but I didn’t strike him like Sidewinder for fear of catching whatever he might be infected with. “I used to be a racer on the Hoofsa circuit... dangerous, tight corners! I lost a bet and ended up here. I knew a Ranger too, once. She was beautiful and dangerous, like the Sun.” His gaze drooped to his bowl of gruel, which was untouched. “I want to see the Sun. Just one more time before I die. I saw it once, when it broke through the clouds like a hammer.”

I turned away and kept eating as Rocket droned on and on about the Sun, mumbling nonsense. Then came the guards, crowding through the entrance to our little slice of hell.

“All hooves on deck! Line up, you scum! The Warden is here to see you!”

Rocket’s ears perked. “Time for this again. He always does it when they bring in a new group.”

I turned to ask why but the other prisoners, Sidewinder included, were already jostling to obey. Even the infirm ponies crowded out of their hiding hole to pay their grudging respect. I took my place in the lines that formed up and stared straight ahead like the rest. I met eyes with Rocket, who looked past me and at the far wall, his eyes full of inexplicable fear.

I heard the Warden’s heavy hoofsteps, slow and measured. He tromped down the line, glaring at each of us in turn, and I was struck by the way he seemed so sure and confident and handsome in his clean uniform. We were truly the scum of the earth, juxtaposed with this stern image of a real pony who strode among us like a bear among jackals, his whole body a mirror that showed us what we should be instead of what we were. And damn my eyes, in my wretched condition it was working.

He stopped directly in front of me. I met his gaze, remembering Ruby Red’s intimidation tactics. They had come to naught, too.

“You,” he said, with so much contempt I felt compelled to curl into a ball, “you started a fight on your first day here,” he said quietly. “That’s not behavior fitting a soldier of Harmony.”

My eyes flickered back and forth. Was I supposed to answer? Was he going to shoot me for disobeying some unwritten rule? “I... don’t—”

The guard standing next to the Warden lashed out and jabbed me in the stomach with his stun baton. My muscles seized up and pain erupted out of every nerve. I went down and vomited my lunch on the floor while the Warden looked impassively on.

“You’re a threat to Harmony. You and all the rest of you degenerates!” He raised a hoof to include everypony in the room. “Look at you! Diseased! Malformed! Incapable of amounting to anything more than a brick laid on more bricks to build a new world.” He shook his head, as if disappointed. “I don’t know why you attacked a fellow prisoner, and I don’t care. It sullies the honor of everypony here. You’re no better than the beasts outside.”

I hung my head and nodded dumbly. His words had some kind of powerful effect on us all, shaming us, shaming me. I felt lower than dirt and only agreed with him about everything he said. Dirt. Shameful. Disgusting.

The Warden shrugged and move on down the line. “And yet... I can see salvation for a select few of you. Most of you here are new. And now I have an object lesson for all of you: there is nothing worse than the disharmony and chaos that wracks our Metro. We are the last bastion of life in this world, and without unity we are nothing! This creature here”—he gestured to me—“is a perfect example of that. Attacking a fellow prisoner for no reason!”

Yes, no reason. No, wait. There was a reason. He abandoned me. Tried to kill me! But was that a reason? What was it about this pegasus that made my head spin?

“He is no better than the Dog savages we have chained up here. They do nothing but squabble amongst themselves for the smallest scraps of food, just like you degenerates. But there is salvation waiting...”

That wasn’t true. I’d seen them work together without fear or anger. I...

I stood up. He was lying.

The guard beat me down again.

The Warden’s words turned into a blur of noise and fuzzy whines that echoed in my ears as the world collapsed around me again. It took me a full minute to recover as I seized up and shivered on the ground, and by that time the Warden was finishing his ridiculous speech. Whether it was the attack from the guard or not I did not know, but I no longer felt the compulsion to listen to his babbling.

“And in this Metro, which we are building with our own hooves, you will all have a place! Remember that! Remember it all! Remember that we are the only chance for a peaceful, green world again, and by the power of our kinship, our strength of will, the Elements of Harmony will find us worthy and bring us a land of plenty!”

I noticed a strange look on the faces of the other prisoners.  They were all cowed, submissive, even ashamed of themselves. Some were weeping openly into their hooves. But why? Had the Warden’s words warped their minds as well? I looked over at Rocket, who bawled like a child.

“Help him,” I whispered through gritted teeth and a throat that refused to open. “Help them! You can’t... they’re sick! We’re sick!”

The Warden seemed not to notice me, and turned to leave again. His guard gave me another good kick on the head and turned away as I sputtered nonsense.

“Don’t listen! What the hell is wrong with you all? Harmony? Damn them! There’s no Harmony in keeping sick ponies here!”

“Shut up, Lockbox,” Sidewinder muttered, his eyes on the Warden as he stalked away. “For once in your life, shut up!”

        I stood and lunged at Rocket once the guards left us again, shaking him by the shoulders. “Listen to me!” I snarled. “Are you already feather-brained? Are any of you really going to believe that?”

        I felt another hoof thud into my chest. I couldn’t take it anymore and bucked as hard as I could, but hit only a hard wall. Suddenly Triton was standing over me, shoving a hoof into my face.

        “You listen up, Ranger!” he growled. “When the Warden talks, you listen, got it?”

        “I don’t have to—”

        Triton stuck his dirty, grimy face into mine. His broken horn glowed green as he glared down at me. “When he talks,” he repeated in a wheedling, nasally kind of voice, “you listen. Am I clear?”

        It felt like cotton balls were stuck in my mouth. My tongue wouldn’t work right. My lips formed words of their own accord.

        “Yes, you are clear,” I said without meaning to. Triton threw me down again and smirked. “Good little Ranger. We haven’t been formally introduced, huh? Triton’s the name. I’m here to keep you little new shits in line. Nopony escapes from the Republic pits. Nopony. Right?”

        I nodded. “Right. Nopony. Got it.”

        “So you all need to learn the rules. You don’t interrupt the Warden. You don’t interrupt me. And you don’t screw with the guards.”

        He didn’t have Ruby Red’s unique character, that was for sure. But that strange magic he and the Warden possessed...

        “I got it,” I whispered. Triton stood up and smirked, satisfied that he’d beaten me as he turned and kicked me in the face before walking away. The little prick had no idea what I’d been through, and these mind tricks were supposed to intimidate me after all I’d seen? No. This was different. This was pony magic.

        I’d beaten pony magic before.

        I looked around at the ponies that still sat on the floor or in their chairs, thinking over what the Warden had said like scolded children. I felt anger again. But not at them. I felt the same kind of anger I did when my mind was invaded by the Dark Ones. Something was manipulating these ponies beyond the fear of a guard’s baton, something that kept them down. I stared long at Rocket’s weeping visage, at how broken and ashamed he looked.

        I looked up and saw Sixpence at the end of the tunnel, staring at me blankly. Apart from Sidewinder and I, he seemed the only one unaffected by the Warden’s speech. He turned and left me.

        As were sent back to work, I attacked the wall with renewed fury, having wrested a pickaxe from another slave. Whatever was happening here was almost insulting. It was beneath me. I couldn’t believe I’d let myself fall into such an obvious trap! These ponies weren’t just enslaved, they were ensorcelled by... something. Something I wouldn’t let beat me. I felt invigorated once more, thinking that if nothing else I wouldn’t become like the mewling, whimpering things around me. These ponies were weak. But I’d been through too much, seen too much to let myself fall so easily. 

        These ponies had very nearly taken everything from me. I might not be able to complete my mission, but I was not going to let them steal my mind. I thought back to their nickname for me: Ranger. So dull and lacking in hope they used the name of good ponies to mock me. No more. If they wanted a war for my mind, for the minds of these ponies... I would give them war.

        It’s what Hunter would want.

> Chapter 17
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My Little Metro: Chapter 17



There are some secrets that must remain secrets, because they have no answers.


Get up. Get to work. What are you doing down there, sleeping? Don’t you know sleeping is for fools and weaklings? Don’t talk. Strike the wall. Curse the earth with every breath, drive another tiny scar into its fraying nerves. Pray it doesn’t lose patience and collapse on you. Stop slacking! And remember not to look up. Whatever you do, don’t look up. If you cause too much trouble, you’d go work near the Diamond Dogs. Do not cross Triton, or he will rat you out to the guards, and then you’re in deep shit.

That was the extent of my days for the last several days or so. Time blurred together into a violent ocean of swinging batons and morose ponies. I couldn’t even be sure if our sleep schedules were the same as the rest of the Metro. I’d lost so much precious time I didn’t bother thinking about how much of Exiperia had already been leveled by the Dark Ones. Any news I’d get in these pits would be old and inaccurate. I spent most of my evenings huddled up against Sidewinder for protection against the cold, watching and waiting for a chance to do... something. Anything except this grinding monotony. Sixpence kept his distance, doing what he was bidden and quickly establishing himself as a meek little cog in the Republic’s greater machine. The so-called ‘boss’ Triton patrolled our sleeping hovels with his gang, extorting, threatening, and spying. Before the week was out, three ponies had died not from violence but expiring from the sheer amount of stress and sickness we were forced to suffer. It wasn’t until the seventh time I was kicked into wakefulness after a long sleep that I found news about the outside world.

The Warden visited us again. We lined up and stood still as he trotted down the line, giving us the same claptrap he had the first day we met. Again I felt the stirring of some strange power, but now it was like a food I had grown tired of: unpalatable and ineffective. But it was magic for sure, magic that had no power over me. I withstood his onslaught in stoic silence, and he did not come around to single me out again as he spoke.

“The Celestian Monarchy is beginning another push!” he told us. “They think with their rusting power armor and failing magic that they will come all the way here to destroy us. Well, they are wrong. They have not broken through our lines yet, and they never will! Because we are ponies united! That being said, a few vacancies in our ranks have opened up. Know that we will be watching closely for those who display extra strength of spirit and resourcefulness in the coming days. Work hard and you will be among the lucky few who are chosen to bring the Republic’s wisdom to our enemies. The wisdom of guns, lightning, and steel! Earn a place in our great army, ponies, the army that will beat back the elitism of the Monarchy, and strike at the heart of darkness itself! Those chosen will be given food, shelter, an equal standing in all our stations, and honor and respect from our citizens! Volunteers are also accepted on a probationary basis! Will you not join us in uniting the Metro for the good of all ponies?”

So it was either conscription by being found ‘worthy’ or voluntarily throwing yourself at their mercy. What a choice. I surreptitiously rolled my eyes at his claptrap, but the ponies around me were equal parts dismal and enamored. The thought of freedom from these pits was enough magic for most, but the magic that flowed from the Warden turned the idea of trading one servitude for another into a heady tonic. Some just didn’t want to dig anymore. I knew the stories, though. The ponies who joined the Monarchy were destined for a lifetime of slavery. Those who joined the Republic were doomed to die in their routine mass attacks on Monarchist outposts. I had no wish to meet a Monarchist exoskeleton assault squad in battle, and stayed quiet.

A commotion erupted at the end of the line. An earth pony, his body yet unmarred by disease or starvation, threw himself at the Warden’s hooves and cowered before him.

“Me! Take me, please! I’ll fight for you, I swear! I’ll die for you! I promise, I’ll uphold everything the Republic stands for! I’ll kill every Monarchist I meet!”

The Warden waved away the guards that were about to lay into him, and brought the pony up with his hoof, looking him in the eye. There was a sharp edge to the Warden’s gaze.

“What’s your name, boy?”

“String Bean, sir. I’ll do anything, I promise!”

The Warden looked him over and then gave a broad and generous smile, stood at the new recruit’s side and threw a wing around his shoulders.

“Do you all see how easy it is? We ask so little of you! A willing heart and a strong back are the only things you need to lift yourselves up from squalor in the Republic. Yet so many of you stay silent. Will no more come forward? Will not others embrace the destiny of the Metro, and lift themselves and all of ponydom up another step towards the light?”

I didn’t move an inch, but several other ponies crawled forward, slinking like they were caught red-hoofed in a crime. It was a good lure; at least in the army they might die on their own terms. In reality their life expectancy would be measured by how long it took for a Monarchist’s bullet to travel from its barrel to their head. The rest of us, too scared or stubborn to speak up, were dismissed. The work day would be upon us soon.

As for me, I needed to get out. I felt my body starting to waste under the cruel treatment of the guards. In just a week here my weight had dropped considerably, and every day it felt harder to pick up my hooves and get to work as I was asked. I wasn’t going to be wasted in these pits. I would force them to kill me before making it my destiny to rot away, like the older ponies of Exiperia did when radiation and poisoned air caught up to their lungs. Even after all I’d seen, this struck me as one of the most cruel ways to kill a pony. Put a gun in their hooves. Let them fight. Let them live. At least the bandits could claim freedom, even if they wasted it. But this pointless, routine terror? I couldn’t let it stand. I felt nothing but deep, growing anger that seeped into my bones the longer I was forced to stay here, knowing the mission I’d sworn to complete was never going to be finished. Most of all, I was tired of not being able to make a dent in the terror and death I saw in the Metro. This would be where I made my stand, where I bloodied the nose of tyranny. If I was going to get out of here, it would be with a curse on the Republic’s name.

I came back to our rest area after the backbreaking labor was done with sore hooves and a buzzing mind. The Republic needed ponies for the war effort. I could have slipped out with the other volunteers, but that would leave Sidewinder and Sixpence back here. I had no love for Sidewinder, but he’d proven helpful, and Sixpence was the one with answers. I needed both of them, and while all three of us could have gone to the front, the chances of three successful desertions at once were frighteningly low. If I was getting out of here, it would be through the one place nopony escaped from: the prison itself.

I found Rocket in the middle of the crowd, wandering aimlessly as he stared at the ceiling. “Where are the Diamond Dogs?”

Rocket’s wings twitched, almost springing open. He kept staring upwards, as if he could see the Sun through the rock. “Below,” he whispered. “Below. They don’t like the Sun. Even more than we do.” His head drooped as he slipped back into melancholy. “I want to see the Sun. It will kill my eyes, but I want it to be the last thing I see.”

I sighed. “Yes, I know. But where can I find the Diamond Dogs? Do you know? Does anypony know where they are kept after the shift is over.”

“Below,” he whispered. “Special cages to keep them from getting out. Never seen them. Nopony does. Kept under heavy guard! Only way to talk to them is to be assigned to their work line. But nopony is ever assigned to the Dog line. The Dogs don’t like it.”

“Is there any way to be positioned closer to them? To get a message to them?”

“Sorry Ranger. I don’t know. But bad ponies get the lower levels. It’s where all the water is, and where the monsters live.” He shuddered. “Sometimes you crack into a cave. Once there was a cave break when I first came here. Monsters poured out and killed half the ponies on my line before they blew the cavern. I still heard screaming after the rocks fell.”

I sighed again and turned away, wondering if my plans were already falling apart, when Rocket suddenly grabbed my tail. I turned back and stared into his yellow eyes.

“You hear tapping,” he whispered.

“Tapping?”

“Sometimes. It’s in the rocks. You have to listen deep. I’ve been down here so long I can hear it. The tapping from below. That’s how the Dogs talk to each other, I think, because they are muzzled and cannot speak.”

I nodded in satisfaction. “How do you find it?”

“It only comes to those who listen. Those who See.” He grinned unnervingly wide and went down on his belly, looking up at me like a worshipping acolyte. “You can See. My Ranger did, too. You can find it in their eyes, how they never focus on what’s in front of them. They can look further than that.”

My heart dropped into my stomach. I took a nervous step back, suddenly wanting nothing to do with the strange pegasus. “How do you know about that?” I asked in a hoarse voice.

“The Sight? It’s obvious, Ranger. It’s the new magic, the new life. I can’t See, but I can find those who can. Unicorns don’t do magic anymore, not the way they used to. Magic is different now. It’s more... primal, you see?”

I turned away, not wanting to dwell on it. Being able to See hadn’t brought me anything but trouble, and something about Rocket knowing anything about the Sight disturbed me greatly. If being able to See only brought me the company of the insane and the violent, I wanted nothing to do with it.

I left Rocket to his mutterings, going to find Sidewinder next. He sat in the midst of several ponies, entertaining them with stories around what passed for a campfire—a miserable pile of burning trash that stank to high heaven, but then again, we all stank, and the fire was warm. I sat down to listen to him talk for a while. Sidewinder was going on about a story of ponies who died horrible deaths in the Metro, oblivious to the apathetic, bored expressions on the other ponies. Apparently, they had heard this story before, but there was nothing else to do, and Sidewinder’s erratic motions made the story a little more interesting than usual.

“—and none of his limbs were ever found again!”

I watched with mild amusement as his audience all gave each other bored looks and shuffled away from Sidewinder, leaving him to curse the backs of their heads and their lack of appreciation for good storytelling.

“Sidewinder,” I said as I dropped down next to him.

“Yeah?” he said, looking as tired and worn as I felt.

“I’m getting out of here.”

Sidewinder peered at me for a good long moment, and then his face split into one of his disturbing grins. “No you’re not.”

“Yes, I am. Come with me, we need to find some place private to talk.”

Sidewinder rolled his eyes and stood up to follow me. We pushed through a crowd of lazing, sickly ponies and trotted into a cramped room lined by rotting wood. A sprite-light flickered on the table, and I jolted it back to life with a quick shake, illuminating my grave face and Sidewinder’s cocky smirk.

“So,” he said in a whisper, “planning a breakout, are you?” He glanced around at our less than stellar hideout, which amounted to little more than a place that was out of earshot of most ponies. “You know this isn’t going to work, right?”

I glanced outside at the ponies who slumbered fitfully, or stared straight ahead in dull, defeated silence. “I’m not going to die here, Sidewinder. I’m going to die out there, on my own terms.”

Sidewinder just smiled. “Still crazy as ever, eh? Count me in.”

“Just like that?”

“Come on, Lockbox. I’m as crazy as you. There’s no way I’m going to pass up a chance to say ‘fuck you’ to the supposedly unassailable fortress that is the Republic slave pits.”

I tilted my head. “There has to be at least a few ponies who’ve escaped before.”

“Mmm, there’s stories... but then, there’s always stories.” Sidewinder grinned, twirling an imaginary moustache. “I’d know. I made up most of them. Perhaps, when we put our plan into action, I’ll make up a story about us too. Perhaps about how we died heroically.”

“Wonderful.” I rolled my eyes and looked back and forth, making sure nopony was in hearing range. Those that were looked like they were were asleep. “You heard the Warden going on about the troubles they’ve been having with the Monarchy, right? How they need recruits?”

“Mmm, yes. Delicious, isn’t it, hearing about how they’re kicking each other in the ass? Of course, everypony prays that nopony actually wins or they’ll be able to go and kick everypony else’s ass. No offense to any actual assess that might have survived the War, of course.”

I took a deep breath and sighed, finding it easier to just talk through the weird pony’s eccentricities. “Right. Sidewinder, I have a mission for you.”

“Whatever you need that gets us out of here, Ranger.”

“I need you to get on the Republic’s good side. Volunteer for the front lines, then sneak your way back here and find the armory for the guards.”

He stared at me for the longest time. And then he started to laugh. When my dour expression didn’t change, he just doubled up even more and guffawed, drawing several unwanted stares. I settled onto my stomach, waiting until he was done. By that time he’d laughed himself out of breath and the other prisoners seemed convinced he’d just cracked and gone insane, I gave him a good cuff around the ears.

“I’m serious,” I told him in a low voice. “I need you to do this. You’re the only here who can. And the only one I can—”

“Trust?” Sidewinder finished with a huge grin. “You could just do it yourself.”

I shook my head, resisting the urge to slug him across the jaw. “I can’t guarantee they won’t just shove a gun in my hooves and ship me to the front the moment I sign up. And I know I won’t be able to sneak my way out and back here as well. It’s too much risk. I can’t sneak around and find hidden passages like you can, Sidewinder. Besides,” I added with a flick of my tail, “I’m not going to escape for just myself.”

Sidewinder tilted his head. I shrugged.

“I want to show the world that ponies can’t be caged and trammeled like this without consequences. I want to show the Metro that tyranny does not always win, that fear does not always break down a pony and keep them from doing great things. Ever since I left my home station I’ve seen nothing but death and destruction rule the day. I’ve seen ponies control the lives of others purely because they had a stronger hoof, or because they just so happened to be in a position of authority. Ponies who trap, kill, and enslave others. Ponies who don’t deserve to be called ponies. And I’m tired of it, Sidewinder. I’m so very tired of it. I’m not scared of being here. I’m angry.” I stood up, pacing as much as I could in the tiny room. “I’m not going just escape, Sidewinder. I’m going to take this place down. I’m going to show the Republic and the Metro that bad things don’t last forever.” I sat down again, leaning against the wall. “Because I’m here to destroy them.”

Sidewinder’s smile grew even more. “You’re insane, Lockbox. Insane like me. Insane like a Ranger. How does their motto go again?”

“Just tell me if you’ll get it done.”

“You know that you’re making a lot ride on my success.”

“My success means the survival of my home. Probably of the whole Metro.”

“And you’re saying you’re going to trust a pony who abandoned you with your life?”

“You haven’t left me again so far. And you owe me for getting you out of Ruby Red’s cages. That’s how Stalkers work, if you’re any true Stalker. They pay what they owe.”

Sidewinder barked another harsh laugh, shaking his head. “True, true. Perhaps I do. You’re a strange pony, Lockbox. You saved me and now you’re going to save all these ponies?”

“There’s no way to save them,” I snapped back. “There’s no way to save anypony here. I’ve lost a couple of good friends on this journey already. Growing up here in the Metro has taught me one thing, Sidewinder.” I held up a hoof for emphasis. “One thing: that it’s impossible to save ponies. Perhaps even yourself. But what we can do is give others a chance to live, and maybe make the better choice with that life.” I dropped my hoof again. “I didn’t realize it until now, but Sunny Side has been teaching me that all this time. Him and Ray Drop, and even Nopony. I can’t save the world, Sidewinder—I never set out to do that. The Metro is all I know, and few are the ponies in it who I care about. I’m sick and tired of just moving through it. It’s time I started making a difference.”

Sidewinder rubbed his chin, staring at me intently.

“You know if I fail or never come back, your plan falls apart?” he asked with unusual solemnity. “That your grand speech will come to nothing?”

“I’ll figure something out,” I replied. “And anyway, you’ll die horribly whether I catch you or not. This is the Metro, after all.”

Sidewinder nodded firmly. “All right! You’ve convinced me. This is a stupid, foolish, crazy idea. And that’s why it just might work. If only my great-great-great-great-ish grandma Pinkie were here to see us now...”

I scoffed. “So you actually do believe you’re related to an Element of Harmony?”

Sidewinder waved me off. “A colt can dream can’t he? I’ll have to tell you about them, some time. I know all their stories, you know.”

I pondered a moment how little I—or anypony else in the Metro—knew about the Elements of Harmony. Those who cared to brush up on what history we scraped together knew the basics: a group of ponies who wielded fantastical powers and saved the world more than once, but had either died before the War or, if they were around at the time the War happened, were somehow powerless to stop it. Clearly, anything as powerful as the Elements would have done something to keep the world from collapsing. But unfortunately, news on them was about as sparse as it was on anything else. They weren’t on my radar right now...

Yellow wings whispered my name as they brushed my face. When I turned to face them they were gone, and Sidewinder was looking at me strangely.

“You look like you saw a ghost,” he whispered. “I’ve known plenty of ponies who do.”

I rubbed my cheeks with my hoof, pensive. Then, I stood up and left. “Story time comes later. Let’s just get out of here.”

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Sidewinder left just before the next morning muster, informing the guards he wanted to sign up for the front line just like I’d asked. I didn’t know if they’d take him out and shoot him, or if my plan would work at all. It was in the hooves of fate now. I suffered through the Warden’s spiel once more, and for some reason Triton gave me an odd look when he didn’t see Sidewinder standing next to me. That was good. He and the rest of his ilk were integral to the next part of my plan.

“What a load of bullshit,” I said once the Warden and his retinue had left, muttering it under my breath. The ones who did hear me immediately scuttled away, frightened of the consequences of just being nearby such treacherous talk. I sniffed at them and did my best to look wild and angry, the picture of a prisoner who had reached his limit and couldn’t stand another minute of his torment. The perfect target to be made an example of.

“You don’t agree with me?” I snapped at them, lunging at a nearby pony who turned and ran. The guards eyed me ominously, preparing their batons as they closed in. I just started shouting. “You don’t think everything he’s said is a bunch of crap? Harmony? What Harmony is there here?”

Triton quickly scurried off, just as I wanted him to. He came back in moments, leading a trio of guards and pointing straight at me.

“You! Shut up!” a guard snapped at me, angling a baton at my face. I raised a hoof but not fast enough, and it cracked over my cheek. I fell to the ground spitting blood, jerking and twitching from the electric shock it delivered. The guards weren’t done and kept up their beating as I sputtered and coughed and shouted at them, and then it suddenly stopped. I was pulled up by the mane and had a collar slapped down over my neck.

“You need some discipline,” one of the guards growled. “You’re going to work with the Diamond Dogs today, my friend! I wonder if you’ll come back with all your limbs intact.”

I tried to hide my smirk as they dragged me towards the digging pits. That smirk quickly fell when they pulled me to the edge of the pit and didn’t stop. A flash of panic overtook me. Were they just going to dump me into the lowest levels and leave me to die when I dashed on the rocks? My plan was stupid, but I didn’t think I’d die quite like that. When the guards got to the edge of the pit, I started to struggle, looking down at the bottom. The Diamond Dogs were already working at the bottom, but their hulking bodies suddenly looked so small from way up here. In the moment before they kicked me over the edge, I apologized to my father for being such a fool.

“Wait!” one of the guards said. One of the others had a hoof on my flank, prepared to shove me to my doom, and stopped right at the same moment my heart did.

“We shouldn’t just drop him from this high up. He’ll be crushed on the rocks.”

“Yeah, so?” sneered the guard about to push me over.

“So the Warden will have our asses if we kill prisoners without his leave! You know how he is about that.”

“You mean we have to walk this piece of shit all the way down there?”

“You’re the one who said he’s going to work with the Dogs! It’s all right if they kill him, but I’m not going to get in trouble for you!”

“Ugh! Fine. You walk him down there, I’ll tell the Warden if they rip him to shreds.”

I almost vomited out of sheer relief, and then had a chuckle at how absurd something like that would be. One more brush with death out of the way. The guards picked me up and dragged me down the side of the pit, past workers hauling up their finds of gems and other minerals. The other prisoners didn’t even look up as I went past. I noticed Sixpence among the throng, but he was busy pushing a cart, staring dejectedly at the ground. I didn’t bother to get his attention, but he was one of the ponies apart from Sidewinder I had on my list of fellow escapees. That pony knew something about the Dark Ones, and I needed him alive.

We passed a clear line of demarcation between the ponies and the Dogs: one floor above the Dogs’ workspace there were no workponies, just guards stationed at regular intervals. Their guns were trained at all times on the hulking figures that swarmed around the bottom of the pit, hacking away at the walls with their formidable claws. I was struck with a sudden flash of curiosity: what were the Dogs being told to dig for down here? I knew they were used as slave labor when they were caught, being more capable than any pony at digging out new living space or clearing out debris from collapsed tunnels. I had heard rumors that Hoofsa often made use of them to clear out the Ring whenever a section of the tunnel collapsed. But why were these Dogs digging here?

The guards dragged me to the bottom of the pit, and here I could see up close the bulk of my new working partners. These were nothing like the Dog I’d saved so far back at Ruby Red’s bandit checkpoint the chain line the Dogs were all attached to. A new length was added to it, and at the very end, I was attached by the metal collar around my neck. It already chafed. The Dogs gave no indication that they noticed or cared about the newest addition to their group, and instead kept digging. A pickaxe was thrust into my hooves and I was told to start digging. They didn’t tell me which wall or what direction, just to dig. The Dogs, of course, dug much faster than I: I suspected that in a matter of hours a single Dog could do triple the amount of a pony in the same time.

It wasn’t until the guards left for the safety of the upper levels that I found why working near the Diamond Dogs was a real punishment. It started with a simple glance my way—a big bruiser of a Dog turned and snorted at me. I turned and made eye contact, peering into his deep orange eyes. The Dog grunted again and then headed right for me, raising a huge paw to swing down at my head. Before it came close I danced away to the very limit of the chain that bound us until it snapped taut and I fell. The Dog’s heavy claws came dangerously close to tearing the skin from my bones, and the Dog withdrew, grunting, back to its fellows. I gulped and went back to striking the stone, keeping a close eye on the Dogs all the while. They didn’t molest me for a time, but they couldn’t keep digging on their side of the room forever. Eventually they came around to my side of the pit, and I noticed they were digging in layers: starting at one side of the pit, they dug across the bottom and peeled away another layer before going back around.

I had no way to get around them—there were about twenty of them and I would have to squeeze between the workspace of two. I didn’t know what to do, just hacked away at the hard stone beneath my hooves as the Dogs crept closer. They were less than a leg’s length away before another peered up at me, this time with pale yellow eyes that gleamed with shocked curiosity before shifting to animal rage.

It lumbered forward but I was already gone, leaping for the space between them, feeling its claws rake the air behind me, dragging through the hairs of my tail. The Dog on my other side also barked and snapped at me, almost getting its jaws around my tail before I was a safe distance away, clutching my pickaxe in my hooves. The guards did nothing to make sure the Dogs didn’t go too far; in fact, some of them were even lazing around chatting. I was in here for the Dogs’ amusement, nopony else’s. Were they even sane or intelligent? But I knew Dogs could speak, at least, and one was smart enough to ask me to free it and let it help me against the bandits so many days ago. These Dogs had a chip on their shoulders; understandable since they had been enslaved and beaten on a regular basis like me. I hadn’t thought very far ahead, but it was too late to go back. I just had to suffer this latest indignation and try to end the day alive.

Now that the Dogs were facing away from me I was able to see what they were doing more properly, without the threat of their great paws striking me. I watched their hooves as I hacked at the solid stone, noting the way they dug, the way they kept equidistant from each other, and how every once in awhile the Dog on my end of the chain looked back and gave my chain a gentle tug to keep me from trailing behind. This, I knew, was not out of compassion or concern for me, but to keep the entire line from getting shocked whenever the chain was tugged too hard.

Hours dragged by. I suffered numerous scrapes and large gashes on my hide as the Dogs took swipes at me whenever they could, even once chasing me around the perimeter of the pit as they barked and snarled under their hideous muzzles, careful to keep me away from them without pulling the chain too far. It seemed they wanted me at a distance rather than kill me outright, but my bloody cuts argued against that. I kept close and watched them, listening for... what did Rocket call it?

A tapping.

Beneath the rough scrape of their paws on the rock, beneath the huffs and growls and guttural noises they made, I gradually picked it out under the toes of my hooves. At first thinking it was some cave creature gnawing on my hoof, I stopped and raised a leg, examining it. Immediately the feeling of tiny vibrations left me. I gingerly set my hoof back down, and there it was again, almost without pause. Daring the wrath of the guards I stopped my work for just a few seconds and watched the Dogs more carefully, staring at their paws and pickaxes as I felt the unseen speech...

And then I saw it in the way their paws occasionally reached out and extended a claw to strike the chain that bound them, or the rock before them. I felt it in my hooves, through the earth itself when the Dogs rapped out a rhythm on the rock, disguising it as a nervous tick. My earth pony magic must resonate in some way with it, or I’d never have picked it up. It was just a quick series of clicks and raps, almost too fast to follow. It took me this long to see it, but now that I had it I knew what to look for, and desperately watched for signs of more. As the hours wore by and my teeth became sore and my eyes started to hurt from straining at the corners of my eyelids for so long, I discerned only one simple pattern that was repeated up and down the line. It came only when the Dogs were ready to make a simultaneous about-face to begin the next layer of digging: one tap followed by three quick ones, and two more slow taps.

After being scored in the side once again by their claws on the next pass, I took a chance. One tap, three quick, two slow. The Dogs were halfway through the next cycle of digging, and a few of them stopped and looked up at me. I stared back and repeated the tap signal with the tip of my pickaxe.

The Dogs growled, low and ominous.

I backed up a step and looked at the guards, who were spectacularly uninterested in what was about to transpire. The Dogs leapt at me. A cold rush of terror filled my limbs with ice water. I leaped for the far side of the pit, didn’t move fast enough, and cried out as one of the Dogs caught me by the leg. His paw covered most of my limb and jerked me out of the air with just a twitch of his oversized arm. I crashed to the stone chin-first, painfully clicked my teeth, and looked up to see the Dogs closing in around me. I lifted my pickaxe and swung it in desperation, but one of the Dogs caught it and yanked it out of my mouth, nearly taking my teeth with it. And then he reared back, raising the pickaxe to drive it down into my skull.

I rolled and yanked the chain around my neck as far as it would go. It snapped taut and my world exploded with pain.

It was not the pain of the Dog’s pickaxe cracking my brain case open, but a sudden explosion across every nerve ending, like a million small red hot pokers jabbing me all at once. The electric shock traveled down the whole line, seizing the Dogs and making them convulse and drop to their knees. The Dog with my pickaxe raised the weapon again, and through a hazy cloud of agony I yanked the chain once more, even harder this time.

More pain. A rod of agony shooting straight up my spine. The noise of the Dogs was almost drowned out by my own screaming. Almost. I just pulled all the tighter, daring the pain to get worse. And it did.

It stopped when the guards charged in, bearing long poles with shock spells on the ends. They attacked us mercilessly until we were all shivering, whimpering balls on the floor, and announced that today’s workload was done. They descended on me and I prayed that I would be detached from their line and put back with the other ponies, but no such luck. The Dogs were herded back up the slope and dragged me behind them. The collar around my neck didn’t shock so much as choke now. I slid and bumped over the rocky ground, whimpering as it tore at my already scratched and bleeding hide, and soon I just closed my eyes and waited for it to stop. The floor I was being dragged over eventually changed from rock to metal, and there were more lights than there were in the caves. I opened my eyes, but I’d become so accustomed to the lack of light in the slave pits the new ones nearly blinded me.

“Stupid fucking Dogs,” one of the guards herding us muttered.

“I know. Can’t go five minutes without causing trouble. If they got into another feeding frenzy it would be hours before we can put ‘em back to work.”

“You mean the stories are true?”

“Damn right they are. Those claws aren’t good for just digging. They rip the flesh right off your bones. The bastards will even eat what they don’t tear to shreds. It’s why we got the muzzles on them. Ever since we tried domesticating them they just got worse.”

“Damn... and this guy’s got to work with them?”

“One thing about the Dogs: they’re stupid as the rock they mine, but the messes they make are an excellent motivator...”

My trip ended with me on the cold, hard floor of a cage. My body was covered in burning lacerations and dirty open wounds, but I forced my eyes open anyway and looked around as the door to the cage slammed shut right in front of me. We had been deposited in a dark place with only a single sprite-light on the ceiling. It looked like the spare room of a train depot, with no real purpose than storage. Perhaps the Dogs were kept here so they could not dig through the floor? The chain on my neck snaked through the door and led to another cage at my side, preventing me from going more than a foot in any direction for how much slack was left over. At the end of the chain was a Diamond Dog, large and burly and yellow-eyed, glaring at me through the eye-holes of his muzzle.

I sat down against the bars and sighed.

The Dog’s paw shot out between the bars of his cage, reaching for my eyes. I jerked back again, sending another painful shock running through the entire line. I listened to the chorus of painful howls and whimpers, and the Dog who’d tried to rip my face off continued to glare at me with the wide-eyed, wild look of somepony who desperately wanted me dead. But he couldn’t reach me, and I couldn’t talk to him. I just had to hope that I could break through whatever mad hate the Dogs had for ponykind.

My mind flew back to the first Diamond Dog I’d ever met, in a cage just like this one next to a bandit outpost. I’d helped him escape, and he’d run off into the tunnels to never be seen again. Did he have a home to go back to? Did these Dogs have a place of their own, like mine? A place they wanted to see again and the only thing keeping them from it was ponies? I wondered, too, if the Dog I freed would actually thank me for giving him a chance, or if he knew the ones trapped here. No such luck. I closed my eyes and a yellow mare shared my sad sigh. How I had come to hate the Metro.

The Dogs were quiet for a time, and I noticed, as my eyes adjusted to the darkness, that this room had no guards. Apparently nopony had the patience or desire to stand around watching creatures too stupid to understand anything . And then I heard it. A quiet, gentle tapping that echoed through the room. And then again, another series of rapid taps from all along the line of cages. My ears perked as I listened to the quiet symphony, trying to catch on to whatever beats seemed to be repeated the most. At first, the noise was too quiet and too fast. I sat against the bars of my cage, waiting and listening, trying to quiet my breathing, determined to make sense of the gibberish.  I just needed to catch a few strains—even one would do—and I could try again to open lines of communication. I reached out with my earth magic, letting the vibrations sort themselves out when they reached my hooves.

I chose the first rhythm I heard and tapped it out with my hoof.

The other taps stopped.

I opened my eyes, trying to see the Dogs through the gloom, but all I could discern was the big one in the cage right next to mine. It glowered at me through its muzzle. In the darkness, I heard a few more series of slow, uncertain taps.

My staring contest with the Dog opposite me went on. And then...

Tap. Tap tap tap. Tap tap.

The Dog watched me intently.

Tap. Tap tap tap. Tap tap.

The Dog reached up to the bars and held them tight, staring at me expectantly. It tilted its head and blinked, and in its curious eyes I saw what I’d seen in many ponies: a spark of real intelligence. What do you want? it seemed to be asking me. Why are you here?

I pressed my face against the bars.

“I want to help you,” I whispered. “I want to get us all out.”

The Dog started tapping.

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Three more days. Three days of work and toil and stoic patience as the fruit of my labor eluded me. I didn’t see Sidewinder, nor had I found a way to contact him. I presumed that he was just delayed, refusing to think that he had abandoned me all over again. I hadn’t suffered the indignity of dying an ignominious death yet, so perhaps my luck would hold steady as long as I faced it with the same certainty as before. My eye was bruised and swollen, my entire body hurt all the time, and I was always hungry. A pony subsisted on a very precarious diet in the Metro, and the nutrients I so desperately needed weren’t to be found in the gruel they served us. Sooner I’d be nothing but skin and bones like the rest of the slaves.

But my time wasn’t completely wasted. I spent my days in the Diamond Dog pit, and the guards wondered at my ability to stay alive with such “mindless beasts” as my caretakers. They had to keep up appearances and I went to sleep every night with angry red scratches on my skin, but it was a small price to pay for a better understanding of my cellmates. Through hours of instruction and little sleep, both hooves and arms flailing wildly as we tried to draw concepts in the air, I learned. My earth magic helped me, growing more familiar with the gentle vibrations and what they meant than my brain alone ever could. I figured my lockbox cutie mark had something to do with my keen memory which served me so well.

I picked up the basics of their makeshift language quickly, learning how to say no, yes, and other small things. By the third day I was even able to talk to them while on duty, making short taps with my pickaxe before striking the rock as if I was searching for the right spot to hit. The big Dog whose cage was next to mine spoke to me most often, as my hooves had become the most familiar with his tappings’ idiosyncrasies. He had even taught me that he was a ‘he,’ and at least three other Dogs were female. I had no idea how to tell the difference, though. I also had no idea what his name was. The only response I got was ‘none’ and ‘don’t.’ Friendship wasn’t built in a day, I supposed.

Friends outside, he told me on one workshift, speaking in fits and starts in between clawing at the rock. Come help. 

Me too, I answered. Wait long.

Me too. Far. Why help why speak?

Few friends. Want more. Want out. Help Dog.

Dog no friend Pony. Help out.

Will help?

Will help.

It would have to do.

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I was kicked into wakefulness on the morning of the fourth day. The guards hauled me from the cages and made me take my usual place at the end of the line of Dogs, and we started our walk to another day of backbreaking labor. More bad smells. More sad pony faces. More wondering if my plan had already failed miserably or not.

Perhaps I felt ballsy. Perhaps I felt fatalistic. Perhaps I just didn’t care. But as we reached the pit, I spoke out again.

“This place really hasn’t improved since we moved in. Maybe we need some floral curtains?”

I got the expected baton to the back of the leg, and collapsed without a care in the world. The Dogs stopped so I didn’t yank the chain, and a guard stepped forward to haul me to my hooves. As I stood, I got a look at his face.

Sidewinder grinned back at me from under his helmet.

Then his face melted back into a scowl. “Get moving you piece of shit! Two levels up the ponies in east block are working much harder than you are and they don’t even have a way out!”

My eyes widened, and I said nothing as he pushed me forward—notably with his hoof in my mane. I dared not look around or back as he vanished over my shoulder, waiting until we were back in the pit to find out what he had thrown into my mane. Masking the gesture as just scratching an itch, I reached back and found something solid. Without even waiting I pulled it out, dropping it on the stone floor. My heart skipped a beat.

It was a key.

I couldn’t suppress a smile. The revolution was going to happen now. But what about Sidewinder? He’d said... two levels up, in the eastern block. That must be where he’d been stockpiling the weapons! Celestia, was this really happening? Luna, could you see me from the afterlife and blessed my journey for me to have such good fortune?

There would be no waiting. No wasting time. This happened now before the opportunity slipped away. I looked back at the Dogs, tap tapping out a signal to my big friend.

Key. Take.

The Dog didn’t even flinch. On the next pass as we danced our little dance of pretend hostility, I put the key in his path.

Day end, I heard the reply. Kill guards.

Countless strikes of the pick later, our shift ended. I heard the clink of chains, and then felt the weight of my collar loosen. The guards came down to herd us back to the cages. I felt excitement boiling in me as we tramped back up to the edge of the pit. It felt as though a sheet was lifting off my face and I saw everything for the first time; even in the dim light colors were vibrant and sounds were clear and beautiful to my ears. The endless hammering of picks and hammers was like a drumbeat counting down to action.

The moment I stepped onto the platform one level above the pit, the Dogs struck.

I had never understood why we had a lighter guard than the section with the ponies. Perhaps it was because of the idea that Dogs were stupider and needed less attention. They weren’t intelligent enough to escape, only to strike out at ponies when they got too close. Perhaps it was an oversight. Perhaps it was just a strange circumstance that worked in my favor. But on that day, I saw that whether or not the Dogs were stupid, they were more than capable of killing ponies.

We were crowded together like always, the guards bored and confident with their guns and shock sticks. They had always stood just out of clawing range, knowing the Dogs were deterred by the shocking chain around their necks. But today the collars, unlocked during our work day in the pit with my key, just slipped off as the Dogs lunged. As one, they struck. I saw the guards’ eyes widen, their teeth tighten around the triggers of their war reins. Then the Dogs enveloped the faces of their chosen targets with their massive paws, and in dreadfully macabre silence, tore their throats out, broke their necks, or ripped their heads cleanly off with a twist and jerk of their bulging arms. Twenty-two Dogs. Twenty guards. No chance.

None of the guards were even able to get a shot off. The levels above us weren’t alerted, and the Dogs suddenly turned to me. Their eyes were no longer dull and angry. Their claws had tasted the blood of their oppressors: ponies. They wanted more.

I saw my big friend reach up and tear the muzzle from his mouth, and all his friends followed suit, spending a moment to stretch their jaws. His mouth opened, revealing jagged, yellowing teeth. He sucked in air, billowing his chest, and spoke.

“Poooo-nyyyy.”

I stared.

“Lock-booooox.”

I gulped down a lump of sheer terror building up in the back of my throat.

“Friend.”

I almost dropped onto my stomach with relief.

The collar was slipped off my neck, and the Dogs turned to leave. I stopped them with a hoof on one of their shoulders.

“Wait!” I said, struggling to pull on a flak vest and a war rein of my own. A Mule submachine gun was better than nothing. “The second level, the eastern section! That’s where Sidewinder said he’d meet me. He has more weapons and a way out!”

I had already explained the plan via our tapping lines, and the Dogs only needed to give each other a glance before they agreed. I had just enough time to wonder how we were going to get past the other guards when the Dogs threw their paws into the wall and started digging straight into the bedrock. I gaped in amazement as the rock seemed to wash away before them, and had just enough time to register a guard calling out in alarm before my big friend picked me up and carried me into the newly-made tunnel as bullets skipped on the stone behind us.

I didn’t have time to react as I was enveloped by darkness and the sound of cracking stone. Falling dust clogged my nostrils and I sneezed uproariously, prompting a chuckle from the Dog carrying me. In seconds we were dumped out into another tunnel, surrounded by ponies who were jumping up and screaming and shouting.

The Dogs were already fanning out around me, and through the tangle of ponies scrambling out of their way I saw them jump on the nearest guards and bury their claws in their throats, tearing their heads from their shoulders with victorious shouts. The ponies screamed, unable to comprehend what was happening, and how could they? They didn’t know I sought their freedom. All they saw were monsters erupting from the ground and ripping into other ponies. Fortunately, they didn’t attack the Dogs themselves, just crawled over each other to get away from them and flooding into the tunnels where they clogged up the guards rushing to investigate. The Dogs calmly congregated at another wall to dig through once again.

Over the melee I heard a voice calling my name, recognizing it as Sidewinder’s.

“Over here! Over here!” I shouted back, and the Stalker pushed through the crowd to reach me, tearing his helmet off before the Dogs took his head.

“Lockbox! Tell them to dig up one more level! From there we can reach an abandoned Metro tunnel and escape!”

“I have to find Sixpence.”

“Who?”

“Sixpence! The pony who is responsible for all of this! He was on our digging team, do you know where they put him?”

“There’s no time!” Sidewinder replied, pushing me into the tunnel the Dogs had made. I babbled a quick explanation that Sidewinder was my friend before they ripped him to shreds and we were off, again before the guards could regain their senses and attack. Damn it, damn it, damn it. I was going to leave my one source of answers behind! But I couldn’t have trusted him with the plan, nor could I have expected him to be right where I wanted. The Metro, it seemed, wanted me to wait for answers.

We dug up another level as Sidewinder instructed, spilled into the next tunnel above.

We stood and faced a Republic firing squad, crowding the width of the tunnel on both sides. A wall of guns pointed directly at us, closing off any escape.

We froze, knowing any movement meant our deaths. The sounds of far-off confusion echoed, ghost-like, through the tunnel.

The Warden stepped out from the crowd, fluttering his wings. He tried to mask it as a sign of bored contempt, but I knew it was the same agitation that all aging pegasi suffered from. At least I knew I’d ruffled his feathers before I died.

“This is it?” he asked, staring at our motley crew. “This is the revolution I was told to expect? Just a bunch of Dogs trying to dig their way out through our lines?” He shook his head as though disappointed. “Sad, really. This won’t do for my report, no.”

“Report?” I asked, feeling stupid for asking but unable to think of anything else to say. How had they known what we would do before we even did it? It made no sense!

The Warden shook his head again, as if to chide me for my ignorance. “Look around you, pony. Look at what you’ve done. You wanted to escape, but your plan was so half-baked it failed before things even got interesting. Give up now and I’ll only shoot a few of you. The Dogs are good workers so we’ll spare most of them, but you have to go.”

“Wait, wait, wait,” Sidewinder said, “this doesn’t make any sense. How are you here?”

The Warden sighed sadly and looked around at the guards. “You see these ponies? They are loyal. I know this not only because of what I see, in how they watch over their fellow ponies and risk life and limb in these caverns, but because of what I feel.” He turned to me and tilted his head. “We learned the secrets of the heart, you see. That’s how Lucky Clover always knows what’s best. That’s how we learned that you were disloyal, right from the very beginning. It’s not about what you do or don’t do, it’s about what’s in here.” The Warden pointed to his own heart. “In old Equestria there was magic that allowed a pony to see into the heart of other creatures and discern how they really felt about others. Lucky Clover was lucky enough to come into the possession of a tome that studied that exact field.”

“What then?” I asked him. “You spy on ponies’ hearts? You tap into their feelings and control them?”

“Not control them. Guide them. Lucky Clover is our leader because she unlocked ponydom’s greatest secret: that we all do what we do from the corruption or goodness of our hearts. It all comes from there, you see. And that is why we must keep such a tight rein on them.” He closed his eyes for just a moment. When he opened them again, they glowed a sickly neon green. “There is nothing more dangerous than a pony with his heart in the wrong place, and you, my friends... have always had your hearts in the wrong place.”

He gestured with his wing, and from the crowd of guards Triton stepped forward. His cracked horn glowed with the same color as the Warden’s eyes. The Warden stared straight at me, and all at once I felt a terrible pull from inside my eye sockets, as though a hook had been stabbed into my skull and yanked my attention towards him. The Warden stepped forward, and even the Dogs took a collective step back.

“There were monsters that plagued ponykind even in the days of Equestria’s apex. They fed upon ponies and the love they shared for each other, using subterfuge and mind control to achieve their vicious ends. Though they are gone, their magic survives. It has been repurposed like so many other things for the betterment of the Republic, and thus, the Metro. And with it, the one you called Sidewinder could not hide his intentions from us. All is given to the service of Harmony... even the minds of our enemies.” His strange gaze continued to bore into me, and I felt something like tendrils worming their way into my mind. I set my hooves in the ground and dared him to reach further.

“You, Sidewinder, were easy to spot. As were you, Lockbox. Neither of you loved the Republic. Neither of you lost the love you had for everything else like a pony must do to become loyal to true Harmony.I had you pegged the moment you arrived. And... you, Lockbox...”

His stare did not abate. I leaned forward, pushing against the strange mind magic with the power of the earth, planting myself in the confidence I had in my mission and the friends I had with me. Incidental friends, but friends nonetheless. The Warden kept coming, and the pressure on my eyes increased and a whining grew in my ears, pressing in on my skull from all sides. It told me to break, to bow, to grovel and beg for forgiveness. The Warden seemed to glow, a vision of beauty that demanded subservience. But I did not move. The Earth does not move. It remains.

The Warden was just a foot away now, in striking distance. The whining was now a long, sustained screech that scraped at my skull. My head felt like it was going to explode. I felt blood trickle out of my nose, I shivered on my hooves, and my vision tunneled. But I did not move. At last the Warden stopped, looking confused. He shook his head as if to clear it of dizziness, and I knew I’d won. The moment he stepped away the pressure lessened, and the screeching abruptly stopped.

“Triton, come forward.”

Triton stepped up next to the Warden, looking proud of himself.

“It was he,” the Warden said, “who discovered your true nature in the days following your capture. Something is very, very wrong with you, Lockbox. Something that will be of great interest to the Republic; perhaps even Lucky Clover herself. You have no love for us. Your love is... what is that I felt? Something bigger. Broader. You love ponies. You love home, and the past, and big ideas. Ideas like that have no place in the Republic. But there is more than that, something that prevents your mind from being confined to the tunnels of the Metro. You are very dangerous, Lockbox, and good Triton found you out. As such, he and his cohorts will be rewarded for their loyal service and become full-fledged citizens and soldiers for our great nation, to replenish the numbers taken when the Dogs broke loose. You, however, will be given over to Special Intelligence.”

I felt vibrations through my hooves. It was not a tapping. It was a long, sustained crrrrack that worked its way through the ground and over my head. I stayed quiet as the Warden kept talking about how loyal citizens could still be found even in these dark times. I wanted to rip his tongue out. The entire Republic was a gulag and recruiting center, existing only to beat ponies down to build them back up as fanatical zealots for their cause, and the strange, monstrous magic the Warden mentioned was the key to keeping them all in line. No wonder they got so many ponies to die for them in their suicide charges.

“Now, it has been amply demonstrated that you never had a chance of success. We let you have your moment of freedom to show the rest of the prisoners that trying to escape means failure. You are surrounded with no way out. Surrender at once.”

A vicious rumbling came from the Dog behind me as he bared his teeth. The crackling I felt through my hooves was very close now.

“Pooo-nyyy,” he snarled, “pooo-nyyy dieee!”

“I thought you’d say that. Gun crews, prepare to—”

The ceiling collapsed atop him. From the newly-opened fissure poured a river of Diamond Dogs. Their bulky bodies swarmed over the disoriented guards and immediately set about eviscerating whatever they could catch. Before I blinked, the Dogs behind me turned on the guards behind us and leaped on them. The entire tunnel became a melee of wailing ponies and the Dogs that preyed on them. Gore flew in every direction as what few ponies that could opened fire, cutting down whatever got close—but it was too little too late. The Dogs were too numerous and too strong. I saw one take a shotgun blast to the gut and continue on to drive its claws into its attacker’s eye sockets before tearing the pony’s head from her shoulders with a clean twist and jerk.

I stood in the middle of the riot, looking back and forth for a way out. Something smacked into my face and flopped to the ground. It was Triton’s head. I looked up and saw the Warden had gathered two or three ponies to him and used them as meat shields as they ran from the battle, down another tunnel.

I knew, then, what I had to do.

I charged after them, watching the Warden’s guards die one by one as I slipped under the flailing paws of the Dogs, who seemed to take some sick satisfaction from the slaughter as they ripped open earth pony and unicorn alike with their bare hands. The crackle of spells and gunfire dropped off sharply until it was all drowned out by the braying of the Dogs.

“Lockbox!” I heard Sidewinder call behind me, but I didn’t heed him. All that mattered was the Warden and all he represented. I saw his tail disappear around a corner and I charged after him. Though he took wing I kept pace as he was constantly forced to slow down and make hairpin turns. I opened fire with my Mule, but the constant jostling from my sustained gallop kept me from scoring a clean hit. I saw the Warden glance back only once, his eyes full of hate, and then he pushed on. If he tried to turn and shoot me, he knew I’d have him.

We burst through a door into a tunnel lined with concrete and wires—a tunnel of the Metro. The Warden spun and juked as he raced down the straightaway, angling towards the bright lights of some room further ahead. My bullets chased him, and just before he landed I saw a dark spurt of blood erupt from his shoulder as he crashed into the door, shouting something unintelligible.

I ran in after him, heedless of danger. Bloodlust drove me now. An overwhelming need to find the Warden and crush him, as if he was the symbol of the Republic itself and killing him would end the entire institution. Bursting through the door I leveled my Mule at his back while he hunched over a console covered in buttons and lights, shouting into what looked like an intercom.

I stopped short when I saw the other two guards in the room. There was a blinding flash. I heard the ear-splitting boom of a gun going off in a small space. I felt the slight sting and harsh thud of something small yet powerful impacting with my chest, drilling through my body armor made more for quelling riots than stopping bullets.

Stars exploded in my eyes, and then all I saw was red.

When my vision cleared, I saw the barrel of a gun filling my vision, getting closer as the guard wielding it pushed it up against my skull. My helmet and war reins were gone, tossed away. Everything hurt, but I felt the worst in my chest, which I was sure had a hole in it. My front leg wouldn’t move. Lifting my head to meet the gun aiming between my eyes nearly made me faint with dizziness.

I realized I was in shock, and because of my foolishness I was about to be executed, right here on the floor.

There was a muffled shout and the gun lifted from my head. A pegasus barreled into the room, skinny and green and not the Warden or Sunny Side. One of the guards opened his mouth just in time to receive the sharp end of the pickaxe that went into his throat and out the back of his neck. I watched, dazed and almost enchanted, as the guard fell in slow motion and the pegasus leapt on the other guard, bearing him to the ground with unnatural strength, pounding on his face like an animal.

I heard words, muffled and indistinct like cotton was in my ears. They were coming from the pegasus as he tore the guard’s helmet and war reins off, grabbed him by the cheeks, and viciously hammered his skull against the ground. “Show me the Sun!” he screamed, even as the guard’s eyes went dark. “Show me the Sun! Where is she?!”

There were three more deafening booms. The pegasus’ body jerked and three holes appeared in his chest and belly. It was only then, when his face contorted in pain and fear, that my brain caught up with reality and realized it was my acquaintance Rocket. The Warden stood behind him, a smoking pistol in his war rein.

I had to move. I pushed one leg underneath me. Rocket twisted around and leapt at the Warden, who fired the rest of his bullets into the other pegasus. Rocket didn’t seem to notice or care, begging to see the Sun one last time.

He collapsed against the Warden and slumped into a chair just as I got back on my  hooves. The Warden gave Rocket a contemptuous sniff and turned back to the intercom, speaking into it. I reached down, down into the earth, feeling my magic work into the dirt like roots, sucking up strength to overcome the pain and confusion that wracked my mind. The same overwhelming awareness of the world that overtook me in my battle against the Hydra made me keenly aware of the gaping wounds in my body that should have destroyed me. A normal pony would have blacked out already. But I had accepted that I was not a normal pony, and a normal pony did not have the whole Earth pushing them up.

Wordlessly, I grabbed the pickaxe from the nearby guard’s corpse and plucked it out as easily as a dart from a board. The Warden was still talking, and only the scrape of the pickaxe and my shuffling hooves drew his attention. He hadn’t even finished his sentence by the time he turned to face me, eyes widening in shock and surprise. Ever since I heard him start talking, I wanted to shut him up.

And then, with a single swing of my working leg, I did.

I imagined more than heard the wet, meaty sound of the axe point driving into his head, disappearing into his brain like the intervening flesh and bone weren’t even there. It was so much easier than striking rocks. Funny, that. I noted with satisfaction the two black little dots his eyes became at the point of death, unable to believe I had actually done it.

His body twitched like a bug’s when I shoved it out of the way, looking down at the console. The room overlooked a large section of the pit, and by extension the entire mine prison. The intercom, I suspected, would carry my voice through most of the facility.

I felt Rocket’s hoof on mine. I hobbled around to face him, ignoring the pain.

“Take me home,” he said. “Take me to the sky. Won’t you? Please?”

I reached out with my injured leg and put a bloody hoof around the back of his head, gently stroking his mane. A whisper passed my lips. I couldn’t even be sure if he heard it.

“I will, Rocket. I promise.”

Then Rocket died, his eyes full of confusion and wonder.

On a whim I reached down and plucked a feather from Rocket’s wing, sticking it in my mane. I then released him and turned back to the intercom, putting my hoof on the transmit button. It slipped a few times, being so slick with my own blood. Goodness, it was everywhere.

“Ponies of the Metro,” I said, my words slurring together like a drunkard. “the Warden and many of his guards are dead. Diamond Dogs have penetrated the prison. The magic the Warden used to control you is gone. If you wish to be free, now is your time. Now is your time to say to the Republic that if they want to kill you, they will kill ponies. Not workers or slaves or whatever they want to confine your small life into. We don’t have much of a life here in the Metro. But they are our lives. And damn anypony who will take that from us. Forget the speeches of Harmony and peace. The Republic lies about these things. Take back what will truly bring our world back. Yourselves. This is our one chance at freedom, and however we die after this day, it will be because we made the choices that led us there, nopony else. Take back your lives. Be free.”

I staggered away from the console, and already heard the angry shouts and gunshots of a world gone mad. So it was true. Everything I’d theorized was correct. Without the Warden’s presence, whatever magic he wielded was disrupted just long enough for the ponies in the mines to unleash the anger and indignation he had suppressed. A full scale rebellion was breaking out, just like I wanted.

It was only then I realized what I’d done.

I was surrounded by dead ponies all over again. How many would die as a direct result of this? How many would spend their few moments of freedom clawing their way out, dying at the hooves of the guards, or at the claws of whatever monsters awaited those who made it to the Metro itself? What real difference did any of this make, apart from the number of bodies it took to get from one point to another?

I turned away, shaking my head as a gentle yellow pony reached out to help me, her eyes full of tears. I’m sorry, so sorry. I can’t be as pure as you. I can’t be as kind. This world is not yours. It is mine, and it is full of death. My world spun and twisted, and I collapsed to the ground. Instead of my dream mare coming to my rescue again, I saw the square jaw of a Diamond Dog, moving as it grumbled out words.

“Pooo-nyyy friend. Dyyyyyinnng.”

I coughed up blood, adding to the formidable collection on my clothes.

“So... so many ponies... dying,” I rasped. "Can't it be over?"

The Dog shook its head, and I couldn’t tell if it pitied or mocked me.

“The War is never over, pony," it rumbled, "not for us." It picked me up in its paws like a foal.

I gave myself to darkness.


> Chapter 18
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My Little Metro: Chapter 18



“There's only one thing that can save a pony from madness, and that's uncertainty.”


I remembered a time when I was younger, seventeen or so, that I was assigned to help with the watch at the western entrance to our station. It was a quiet post with nothing but riff-raff and the occasional wandering lurker or nosalis to worry about—nothing like the southern tunnel where we got all the traffic from Draft and the Ring. I trudged down the tunnel towards the five hundred meter mark, eyes on the small fire that sputtered and coughed in the middle of the blackness. Usually the guard here just sat around playing cards and drinking, but I’d been stuck with the job of courier, carrying messages back and forth between guard posts to make sure the outer checkpoints hadn’t been overrun.

I drew closer to the fire and saw the shadows hunched over it. They rose up along the curve of the tunnel wall, twice as tall as the ponies that cast them, wavering and undulating like macabre dancers over the guttering flame. I heard voices, muddled and quiet, as the guards discussed what recipes they should use in the next mushroom stew or which filly would finally start paying attention to them.

        “Ho, five hundred meter mark!” I called when I was several yards distant. The sound echoed up and down the tunnel, and I realized how hoarse and quiet I was. It wasn’t that I was scared of attracting mutants; they always came towards the fires, towards the scent of living ponies. I just didn’t like making a lot of noise. My voice was familiar to the guards by now, and only a few faces turned up to look at me; gaunt, bored, and relieved they had new company. There were seven ponies all told, and they shuffled out of the way as I entered their circle.

        “Lockbox, welcome,” said a big bearded earth pony with a cigar in his mouth, named Lightskipper. He’d won the cigar as a prize from some other poor sucker from Draft who was foolish enough to bet with it after buying it from Hoofsa. He didn’t light it, just chewed on it so he could savor the triumph. “Sit down and have a drink. We have a little ‘shroom vodka left.”

        “Any news from the station? Is our shift done?” asked a skinny unicorn named Stopgap. He sat closest to the fire, shivering under his thick jacket.

        “Still a few hours to go,” I lamented, sitting down next to another earth pony I didn’t recognize. He scooted over to make room at the fire and then spoke up, continuing some line of thought my arrival had interrupted.

        “So, in any case, I don’t think anypony knows what really happened at Eriskay station.”

        “You’re fooling yourself, Undercarriage,” said Lightskipper. “We sit on the ass-end of nowhere up here. All the news we get is nothing but stories and tales of drunkards.”

        “Why?” I asked. “What did happen?”

        Undercarriage brightened up and words started tumbling from his mouth; apparently he was excited to retell the story since Lightskipper had brushed him off. “Well, Eriskay Station, that’s further to the west, right? About as far north as us. And you know it’s a maze from here to there, with a whole tunnel line in the way before you get onto Eriskay’s tracks. But apparently they’ve been getting problems with some new creature that attacked them from the surface. At least that’s what Kerrybog Station said.”

        “And why is Kerrybog saying all of this?” I wondered.

        “Because Eriskay’s been totally wiped out!” Undercarriage said, leaning forward, his eyes wide like some superstitious madpony.
        
        “There’s over three hundred ponies living in Eriskay,” Stopgap said with another shiver either from cold or fear, “there’s no way the entire station could be massacred like that. I think somepony from Kerrybog is lying.”

        “Oh sure, because nopony from Eriskay can be bothered to give us some information,” countered Undercarriage.

        “So what happened?” I asked, growing impatient.

        Lightskipper rolled his eyes. Undercarriage smiled. “Well, Eriskay is near the end of their line, right? And one day, they started noticing some strange things going on. Rats and lurkers were leaving the area. Some of them just charged right into the station, blind with fear or courage. And they’re all coming from the north, like something was driving them. So Eriskay decides there’s going to be something coming down the tunnel, and strengthens the guard to see to the problem. But then, just a day or two later, the guards at the furthest checkpoint just vanish. I don’t mean they abandoned camp, I mean everything is just gone! No sandbags, no machine guns, no evidence that there was ever anything but a big, dark tunnel. So they figure maybe all the ponies just deserted? And they set up another checkpoint, closer to the station this time. Two days later, the same damn thing: no guns, no ponies, no fires. They just vanish into thin air when nopony’s looking. So this Stalker is hired to go and investigate, because those crazy devils will do anything for a few bullets. And he comes back, but he doesn’t say anything. The poor bastard’s been traumatized, and he just wanders on back through Eriskay, pale as a ghost and just as silent. They hold him for questioning but he won’t answer, so they let him go.”

        “Oh, here it comes,” groaned Lightskipper. Undercarriage grinned and scooted a bit closer to me, like a colt sharing a childhood secret.

        “They sent a message to Kerrybog, saying that they were fortifying the entrance to their station and to expect a distress call. And a few ponies abandon Eriskay, the lucky bastards. But then nopony else ever comes. No alarm, no messages. Kerrybog sent fifty armed ponies to investigate, and the entire station is just like the guard posts! No tents, no houses, no toys, no ponies. All just a dark, empty station now. It’s like they all just got up and left, and were kind enough to clean up after themselves! So now Kerrybog is freaking out. They can’t blow the tunnel, since it would cause structural integrity problems we’d all have to deal with. So they seal the hydraulic doors they got to the northern entrance of their station, pack the whole doorway with sandbags, machine guns, ponies guarding it twenty-four seven... and they wait. For what? Nopony knows. All they know is they’re too scared shitless to even think of opening that door again.”

        “Don’t listen to him, Lockbox,” muttered a mare to my right. “Undercarriage likes to scare himself with ghost stories. What’s really happening is there’s some trouble at Eriskay and everypony’s just freaking out about it like usual.”

        “Don’t be so sure, Jonagold,” Undercarriage replied with a cagey grin. “Maybe it’s the Sandpony come to get everypony!”

        “Stupid, he only comes in your sleep,” Stopgap muttered. “And you’re not supposed to say his name! That’s when he gets you. I mean, I’m not superstitious, but what if it is true? There’s some pretty weird shit going on these days.”

        “All of you shut up,” Lightskipper said, his booming voice carrying through the tunnel. “We’re here to be on watch, not to try and make each other piss our barrels.”

        The conversation died down after that. We drank the last of our vodka to steel our nerves, listening to the distant groans and creaks of the Metro, the comforting whispers of noise that reached us from guardposts further back. For a while, there was just that, enjoying each other’s company, murmuring about this, that, or some other thing. I liked being on guard duty this far out. Out here nopony treated me differently because of my status as the son of Cinder Block. I didn’t feel any more important than these ponies because of my birth.

        Then came a noise none of us knew: a scuttling sound, and then the noise of our alarm glyphs being tripped. A loud bang and a flash at the six-hundredth meter! Stopgap stood up straight, his horn glowing, trying to read the magical message contained in the explosion. We followed suit, slapping on our war reins, placing the rough triggers in our mouths and pointing flashlights and machine guns down the tunnel. My heart raced as I imagined all kinds of horrors rushing at us from the darkness.

        “What the hell was it, Stopgap?” Lightskipper whispered.

        “Big enough to trip three glyphs at once,” Stopgap hissed back. “Shit, either one big thing or a bunch of little things, I can’t be sure. They aren’t coming closer though, or they’d have tripped the other alarms.”

        “Lockbox,” Lightskipper grunted over his gun’s trigger, “get back to the two-hundred-fifty meter and tell them the alarms went off. We need reinforcements if it’s the fucking nosalises again.”

        I didn’t need a second bidding. I turned tail and bolted down the tunnel, probably causing as much noise as the monsters we feared. When I saw the lights of the next checkpoint, this one bristling with a spotlight and a machine gun already pointed my way, I shouted.

        “Ho! Two-fiftieth! The alarm glyphs were tripped! We need help!” I was ashamed of how scared I sounded, but I’d barely seen two real engagements. I still hadn’t gotten over the fear of combat.

        But something happened the way I didn’t remember it. When I reached the two-hundred-fifty meter checkpoint, I saw the spotlight didn’t turn to match my movements. I didn’t see any shadows of hunched guardponies ready to kill. I didn’t see anypony at all. I dashed up onto the trolley holding the spotlight and shouted for somepony to answer. There was nothing. Not a single guard waited at their post, nor was there even evidence of their coming and going. Just an empty trolley and a machine gun, waiting for nopony. An irrational fear tore through me; the terror of Eriskay had come to Exiperia!

        I shook my head, trying to get over the strange feelings. This wasn’t happening the way I remembered. It was all wrong. This never happened to my station... my shift had ended without any incident that day...

        I heard a keening wail float down the tunnel from the direction of the five-hundred meter mark, sorrowful and loud like a funeral dirge. I jumped on the machine gun, peering into the bright circle provided by the spotlight.

        “Hello?!” I shouted at the top of my lungs, peering through the iron sights. “Who’s there? Password! Show yourself! I—I have a gun! I’ll shoot you!”

        The wailing just grew louder, and I discerned it was not just one noise, but a thousand of them. A whole mob of throats singing that thin, disconcerting shriek, the noise of the damned howling as they sunk into Tartarus. My grip on the machine gun trigger tightened. The wailing just got louder, a million voices tearing into my skull from all angles, louder and louder until I heard nothing but the wailing; it was my world, my purpose. Then I saw flashes of light in front of my eyes and realized the gun was shooting and I couldn’t take my hoof off the trigger, and then monsters flew at me from the shadows. I didn’t even see what they were, didn’t care, my imagination ran away from me and all I saw was a boiling mass of shrieking, gibbering madness and death. I fired into the mob and my throat felt raw, and that was when I realized I was screaming right along with the other voices of the damned until we were one horrible chorus.

        Monsters fell in clumps, but there were too many, even as I fired until the machine gun barrel grew red-hot. Then something jumped on me and shoved me back, and I kept screaming, screaming, don’t stop screaming, don’t stop shooting, stab stab stab until the job is done I grabbed something solid and screamed as I shoved its head to the dirt and screamed while it screamed I drew my hoof knife and screamed as I shoved the blade into its screaming skull looked for the soft bits and stabbed them stabbed until the blood was all over me and stab it again make sure it stops moving and...

        And I saw Stopgap, looking up at me with an expression of horror, one eye skewed out of alignment from the knife plunged into the side of his head.

        No more screaming.

        No more noise at all.

        I pulled my hoof away, letting the body drop. I looked up and saw the rest of my comrades seated around the fire, dead, dead, riddled with bullets and gushing knife wounds. I looked down and blood was on my hooves, all over Stopgap’s face, all over my jacket and oh Celestia it was in my eyes, get it out, get it out—

        I fell to my haunches, blanked out from the horror. I felt a wave of nausea and realized there were more bodies, all of them gruesomely dead. I saw Hunter, his head just barely attached to his body, I saw my father with his hooves crossed peacefully over his chest, there was poor, poor Starry Gaze scattered in pieces all over the ground, I’m sorry I didn’t like you back, I’ll come home and make it better, I promise—

        I saw Sunny Side, just sitting there with a blank stare and a vacant smile, looking up. I followed his gaze.

Ray Drop stared back at me as she dangled from the ceiling, torn to shreds, dripping blood from that one little hole in her head—

        “No,” I whispered, squeezing my head between my hooves. “No, no, please! I’m sorry! I’m so sorry! I had to, I had to, I had to!”
        
        The blood dribbled down into a pool, covering my hooves, and then flowed up, forming long legs that stretched up and up over me, a bulky torso with wings that stretched out and out, and over all a long, graceful neck. Then came the horn that graced its head, sharp and beautiful like an executioner’s axe. Charnel eyes, swirling with red and orange and white, staring down from an impassive face.

        “Please,” I whispered. “Please.”

        This one does not understand

        He sees only death

A horrible, eyeless face, a mushroom cloud, screaming, fire, running, bleeding, stabbing and ripping and tearing—

        They cannot be saved

        Cannot be stopped

           Flashes of great engines of war, dragons scorching the sky, armies marching and dissolving before each other—

        He must See

        He must understand

        But he cannot

        Will not

        Stop him

        Save him

        Help him

        Destroy him

        Find him find us find

        Truth

        Must

        Save

        Life

        I reached up for the towering figure, beautiful and abhorrent, my savior, my murderer, my Princess and Dark One. It reached out with a hoof and touched it to mine. It vanished, and I was alone.

        “Lockbox,” Sweet Dreams crooned sing-song in my ear right before she bit into it, ripping it from my skull. She turned me to face her and I beheld her empty eye sockets, swallowing me like a Metro tunnel as she grinned, gnashing my ear between her teeth. “Lockbox,” she said, and enveloped my muzzle with a gruesome kiss, forcing her tongue into my mouth along with my own blood and gristle.

        “Lockbox,” she whispered. “Lockbox.”

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        Pain was the first thing I noticed.

        At least it meant I wasn’t dead.

I felt wrong, as if there was something I needed to do but hadn’t done yet. I stirred in the grip of something warm and soft, and when I tried to lift my legs I found them weak and unresponsive. I felt as if the entire world was made of jelly, from the air around me to the brain between my ears. My thoughts were sluggish and imbalanced, reeling back and forth between extreme apathy and the throbbing, pulsing need to get up and do something. A war raged in my mind between my need to rest and my need to get up and continue my mission.

        I felt as if I needed a winch and pulley to draw my eyes open, and when they did, I saw only a faint glimmer from a dying sprite-light not far off. My eyes rolled in their sockets, taking in the stone ceiling, the mattress beneath me, and the heavy blanket on top of me. My leg and chest simmered with old aches and pains. My ribs were in need of attention, calling back to the time I’d broken them when I fell out of the moving cart outside Draft station. My leg was swollen and slow to respond. Every breath hurt.

        I tried to speak but my throat was too parched. Why did everything feel so wrong?

        “Hello?” I asked, listening to my dry voice crackle through the empty room. “Is somepony there?”

        No answer. I tried to roll over, turning myself towards the sprite-light, and was wracked with a raging headache, but I’d suffered worse than that by now. I pushed my hooves under myself and stood up. Immediately my strength faltered and I dropped onto my stomach. My breath squeaked as it was forced from my lungs.

        “Water,” I croaked just before my vision fell on a nearby pitcher. I crawled over to it and dunked the end of my muzzle in the lukewarm liquid within, lapping it up greedily as I waited for the dizziness and pain to subside.

        “Not so fast,” said a familiar voice, though it was tinny and muffled, “you don’t want to make yourself sick and throw it all up again.”

        I pulled my mouth from the pitcher, dribbling spit and water on the stone floor. I looked to a darkened corner of the room, and saw a hooded pony wearing heavy clothes step forward. Their face was shrouded—no, covered by a gasmask. The reflection of the sprite-light on the visor of their mask created a strange, illuminating effect, where it seemed their face was glowing.

        “Nopony,” I muttered, feeling like my tongue was two sizes too big for my mouth. Somehow, I didn’t feel surprised at all. I supposed I was just becoming inured to the strangeness of the Metro. “I was wondering when I’d see you again. Have you been watching me all this time and I just didn’t know you were there?”

        “Maybe,” he answered, and I thought he must be smirking under that mask of his. “Maybe I’m just a hallucination caused by the stress of living in the Metro. Maybe all of this is in your head, and you’re wasting away on a cot in Exiperia, dreaming of a journey to save your world from the Dark Ones.”

        He slinked forward, extending a hoof to me. On it rested a can of preserved food. “Or maybe,” he whispered, “you just got incredibly lucky and you’re actually being hidden away in a cave outside a Republic station, waiting for your body to heal so you can get moving again.”

“Which is it?” I grumbled, taking the can and peeling back the top. Inside was a yellow mealy lump that tasted grainy and salty when I bit into it. But it was better than nothing, and certainly better than the spit-thin gruel I’d gotten in the slave pits.

“All that matters is that it’s happening to you, real or not,” Nopony answered. “Now I suppose you’re wondering how it is you’re still alive.”

“Among other things,” I said through a mouthful of “food.” Is this what old Equestrians thought of as preserved goods? We must have been worse off than I thought.

“You are here because a confluence of events conspired to make your escape from the Republic slave pits possible. You engineered your little revolution just at the same time a force of Diamond Dogs was digging through the tunnels to free their fellows. That tapping you noticed did the trick. Diamond Dogs feel the earth just as well, if not better, than an earth pony. They are able to send long-distance messages through that sensitivity. When you came, the imprisoned Dogs realized they might have somepony smart enough to help them, and sent the signal to their brethren that the time to strike had come. You helped them get revenge for a great many grievances, Lockbox.”

“And got a lot of ponies killed doing it,” I added. “I didn’t want to kill anypony, Republic or Dog or whoever. I just ended up having to, or I’d be dead myself. I am a killer now, I can see that. It’s what the Metro has reduced us to. I’ll never be able to make up for all the death I’ve caused. Even the first one… even that was too much. Even if I stop the Dark Ones they’ll all still be dead.” 

“It is a very wise thing,” Nopony replied, “to see that no amount of right will take a wrong away, and no amount of wrongs will justify another.”

“Did you come to lecture me then? And how do you know everything that happened, anyway? How did you know all of this, or even where to find me? Are you one of those monsters I’m supposed to See? Are you here because I’m a Shadow Walker or whatever those cultists called me?”

Nopony leaned back and put a hoof to his chest, comically affronted. “Nonsense! Perhaps all you’ve been through is making you delusional. I’m not some creepy creature of the dark come to steal your soul.”

“Then how do you know everything?” I snapped.

Nopony pointed off to the side. “Because he told me all about it.”

I turned around and saw a Diamond Dog hunched in the entrance to the small cave.

“Pony,” it rasped in that strange, high-pitched warble. “Friend. Lockbox.”

I blinked. “I’m sorry,” I muttered, suddenly sheepish. “I don’t really know you.”

“I am Clef,” the Dog said with a little bow. “I remember you. Set me free from the cage, many days ago. Let me rejoin my pack.”

“Pfft,” I said, and the memories, such as they were, came rushing back. A Dog in a cage, me making the hasty decision to set him free, and then Ruby Red coming down a hallway to kill us all. Strange that I’d meet the very same wretched creature from back then here and now. “So you’re the first Dog I ever met in the Metro?”

“We killed maaany bandits together, pony friend,” the Dog said with an eager, toothy grin. “Saved maaany poniiieees.”

I scoffed. “I haven’t saved anypony yet.”

“Saved me. Saved my pack,” Clef pressed, stepping forward. “You are a friend of Diamond Dogs, like the masked pony!”

“I’m a friend of nothing!” I snapped, anger rising up out of nowhere, striking out like a snake. “Do you understand? You and your Dogs ran in there and slaughtered everypony like… like pigs! And I led you there! I made it happen! Everything that’s happened so far… I’m at the center of it! And I’m sick of it. I’m sick to death of it.”

Clef was silent as I glared up at him, focusing the anger and guilt that swirled inside me into my voice. “I helped you because it was convenient. I helped your pack get loose because I was angry. I don’t know why I’m alive. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I’m sick of all this, do you hear me? Don’t say anything about me being your friend, because we aren’t friends and I’m not a hero.”

Clef retreated a step as I dropped onto my stomach. My outburst had drained what little strength I’d recovered and I felt a chill wash over me. “I’m not,” I grunted, whacking the stone with my hoof. “I’m not.”

It was silent for a time.

I looked up at Nopony, who stared back at me in silence. I turned back to Clef, who watched me with his beady yellow eyes.

“Still,” he said, “thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” I muttered. “So what now?”

“I have told the Diamond Dogs of your journey,” said Nopony, “and they are willing to help. Don’t despair yet, Lockbox. There’s still a mission to complete, and you may not believe it but your revolution in the Republic slave pits actually helped you get back on track.”

He stepped forward, pulling out a familiar sheet of paper.

“Remember this?”

I looked down at it. A map of the Metro, covered in scribbles and notes, stared back. My blood went cold. Symbols and pictures swirled in front of me, whispers of codes and safehouses and ancient secrets and everything was too much to look at but I snatched it out of Nopony’s hooves and looked closer, closer, drinking deep of the knowledge it wanted to give me.

“A Guide,” I whispered reverently.

“Your Guide,” Nopony whispered back. I looked up at him in awe.

“How did you get this?”

“The same way I got all of your things,” the strange pony replied. “With a little luck, and a little help.” He nodded at Clef, who dropped a duffel bag at my hooves. Out of it spilled a little mess of equipment.

Along with a little green stone, a screw, and the clear, young, happy face of Ray Drop.

I picked those up and held them tightly to my chest. I remembered the way Brick’s voice sounded before he threw himself in the generator. I remembered Ray Drop’s face, not the bloody mess it ended as but the smiling one I saw in the picture.

Then I remembered Sunny Side, and Starry Gaze, and my father.

My father…

It all came rushing back to me. The idealistic hope I’d felt at the start of all this. My hero-worship of Hunter and the Rangers. I thought of my little room, and the Wall, and all the pictures that dotted its face. I thought of a yellow pegasus beckoning me on, and a vision of a green Equestria with ponies who danced on ice and weren’t afraid to see the Sun or the Moon.

I thought of the anger ripping me apart inside and the pain of so much death weighing on my conscience, stripping away everything until there remained only the stubborn will to go on, if only to not give death the satisfaction of having me.

Everything I used to be was gone. All I was now was wrapped up in those little trinkets and pictures, and the memories they represented. I touched my cutie mark, and realized that even if I didn’t honor the lives of those who had passed, their memory remained. Safe in these pictures and baubles I collected, there lay proof of who they were and what they’d done. That was why I kept going. I was the last repository for those sacred thoughts. Even if I turned away from my path, I had to keep the memory safe. I had to keep them alive. I had to save the Metro from utter destruction, even if it was only to pass on those memories to another.

I shook my head, waiting for the hot tears pricking the corners of my eyes to spill out. They didn’t, and I wasn’t sure if I was glad for that.

“I’m so tired,” I whispered.

“And yet you have a strange destiny ahead to fulfill,” Nopony answered. “You aren’t going to give up, Lockbox. For good or ill, you know you must press on. It’s not in ponies like you to give up.”

“Maybe I should,” I answered. “Maybe if I knew when to stop I’d actually save a pony.”

Nopony didn’t answer.

“We will help,” Clef said, thumping his chest with his oversized paw. “After we are born, we all go towards death. But with friends the road is made easier.”

“All right,” I said, wiping my eyes and putting my equipment back on. “All right. Where’s Sidewinder?”

“Right where we left him,” replied Nopony. “Come! I’ll take you to him.”

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I’d been dragged into the side passages just outside Narym Station, on the northwest border of the Republic. Though officially held by the Republic, the populace owed its existence to the Guild of Magic. Narym Station was famously the last station of an alliance of three others, which had all perished in the early years of the Metro due to cave-ins, plague, and mutants. The Guild of Magic came and secured it with their knowledge of the Old World’s secrets, installing a permanent base inside the station. Narym hailed them as saviors and gave them free reign. This gave Narym an unspoken guarantee of independence, never to be fully put under another station’s boot so long as the Guild of Magic influenced its comings and goings. It was in the Guild’s interest to stay independent, so many smaller stations welcomed them with open hooves to help in that endeavor. 

Twilight Sparkle’s cutie mark glared down at me from every corner, reminding me that her followers in the Guild were always watching. This was one reason I could walk without fear in the sight of Republic troops who lined the halls and crowded the tavern. The other reason was that I knew all the Republic ponies who saw my face in the mine were dead.

“How many made it out? From the slave pits, I mean?” I asked Nopony as we threaded our way through the crowded station, dodging soldiers and officers. Narym was near the frontline of the Republic’s war with the Monarchy, and they used it as a staging area for many of their troops.

“Oh, at least a couple hundred, I’m sure,” Nopony replied blithely. “But the better question is: how many actually found a way to survive once they got out? That number will never be known.” He gave me a nudge with his shoulder. “Anyway, what you did in there will be carved into the annals of Metro history. It’s on everypony’s lips.”

“It can’t be,” I muttered back. “What are they saying?”

Nopony merely nodded to a nearby Republic checkpoint, and the soldiers crowded around a radio. I approached as close as I dared.

“—and we say again: This act of violence and sedition will not go unpunished!” a deep female voice boomed from the speakers. “Our work camps provide labor, purpose, and safety as well as education for convicts reintegrating into our great society. They provide food and freedom to those with the skill to work. This wanton terrorism, this strike against the foundation of civilization, threatens the safety of all that we have fought to build these last fifteen years! Thanks to these anarchists, these traitors to Harmony, serial killers, rapists and mutants are free to roam our once safe tunnels. But do not fear, good citizens of the Republic. Though Diamond Dogs claw at our doors, and spies and saboteurs gnaw at our fetlocks, we will stand strong! All our enemies will be crushed soon enough!”

Another voice replaced the first, male this time. “That was the voice of our great president Lucky Clover, speaking on the unprovoked attack earlier this week. Though dozens of our own lie dead, they will be avenged tenfold! As said before: it is believed this terrorist act was committed by either a Celestian Monarchy spy or a saboteur working for the Ponyopolis Rangers. Report all suspicious behavior to the nearest guard station!”

I sighed and put a hoof over my face. The Rangers were getting blamed for my actions? And they wanted to use the attack as an excuse to hate the Monarchy even more than they already did. It seemed no matter where I went I was a catalyst for conflict.

Nopony drew me away. “You need to leave the Republic,” he said, “and Sidewinder and the Diamond Dogs are your only chance. They know the tunnels like no other, and are much more accustomed to the mutants than we are.”

“Strange,” I murmured. “I’m on a mission to save my home, but I’m tearing it apart everywhere I go.”

“There is no change that comes without upheaval and casualties,” Nopony said. His voice, though low and soothing, was warped and eerie through the mask. “Remember that, Lockbox. This world is imperfect and so are you. There will never be a day that goes by that you do not struggle with something. Change may bring bad things. War, pain, and death among them. But that does not make the change itself a bad thing.”

“So I do my best and hope to keep the casualties down?” I grumbled. “That’s what I’ve been doing all this time.”

“Nopony can ask anymore than that,” he answered.” And you cannot ask the change to be more or less than what it is. That is the nature of the world: it simply is, while we try to alter it. But when both sides need to be in balance, it only takes a little for one side to go too far.”

We entered the bar on a sour note, with my mood shot from hearing that damn announcement. The Republic was going to turn my attempt to free ponies into an excuse for war, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I couldn’t kill Lucky Clover. I couldn’t fight the Republic. Who would help me? And that would solve nothing about the Dark Ones. All I could do was move on and hope the Metro took care of itself. The sight of ponies cheerfully drinking and playing cards just made it even worse. The bar reeked of sweat and alcohol, and a few ponies were dazedly sucking on a hookah pipe in one corner. Many of them wore uniforms of the Republic. How dare they, I thought. How dare they drink and be merry when the Metro is plummeting into the darkness around them. If half of them worked half as hard as I have, this world would be back to normal.

I spotted Sidewinder easily, sitting among a crowd of mixed station dwellers and Republic soldiers, regaling them with tales of his adventures, heavily embellished. He didn’t even look at me as I approached the table, focusing on his enchanted audience.

“So then my friend just, just leaps on the fuckin’ thing and he stabs it in the eye with his hoof knife! It reared back like this, claws flailing as it died! But then it comes back down, crash! And he hops right off it like it’s no problem! Killed the bastard dead.”

Only then he looked up at me, pointing me out to the entertained, yet still skeptical audience.

“Oh, here’s the hero of the hour! Lockbox, I was just telling these nice ponies about the time you killed an alpha nosalis by yourself!”

“That can’t be true!” one of the Republic soldiers called out. “Alphas are three times the size of a pony! Even Monarchy assault squads have trouble with them! How’d you manage it, huh?”

I looked around the table, buzzing with anticipation, questions, and inebriation. Half of them looked like they believed it entirely; I supposed all my bandages and bruises helped paint  a picture of a pony able to take on anything. Sidewinder looked up at me, grinning all the while as he rubbed his hooves together.

“You can’t kill an alpha with just a knife,” I said with a shrug, “Sidewinder has it wrong.”

They leaned closer, expecting me to tear the curtains down on Sidewinder’s illusion. Instead, I smirked. “I actually used a grenade.”

The table erupted with either boos or laughter as ponies debated the truth of it. I didn’t care either way, as long as they didn’t bother me when I grabbed Sidewinder and hauled him away, much to the chagrin of his audience.

“You shoulda seen their faces!” the Stalker chuckled. “Lockbox, these Republic ponies don’t know anything about the outside! Ha, by this time tomorrow you’ll be their folk hero, I know it!”

“The Republic is blaming Rangers and the Monarchy for our little stunt back at the prison,” I hissed. 

Sidewinder shrugged. “I know! I’m running a PR job here, Lockbox. You gotta fight the bad gossip with the good. If anypony ever does figure out it was you, this way they won’t know what to think and will chalk it up to another one of ‘those stories’ about you. I’m hiding you with a cloak of embellishment, you see.”

I gaped. “Have you been telling lies about me the entire time we’ve been here?” 

Sidewinder scrunched his face as he thought. “Oh, only the last couple of days or so. Why?”

I groaned and shoved him away, wincing as my injuries twinged. “Nevermind, we need to find a way out of here and Nopony said the Diamond Dogs would help.”

“Who?” he asked.

“Nopony,” I said, only realizing how crazy I sounded when he looked at me like I’d grown a second head. “Look, never mind. You know the Dogs have been taking care of me, right?”

“I sure do,” he replied. “Showed them the cave myself. I hope the accomodations were to your liking? You know, those bandages make you look like a creep, kind of pathetic really. Fortunately I just met a mare who loves to kiss things and make it better—”

“We need to leave. Look around you Sidewinder. The Republic is gearing up for war.”

“Of course they are! That’s what the Republic does. I hear they execute a pony for every day they aren’t fighting the Monarchy.”

“Because of what I did!” I hissed. “Of what we did!”

Sidewinder rolled his eyes. “You think that anything you do makes a difference to them, Lockbox? If not this, it would’ve been some other excuse, or they’d just go to war for the hell of it! The Metro’s always been at war with itself, it’s how things are.”

I felt a headache coming on and decided not to argue; my other strange conversation with Nopony was still too fresh in my mind. “Look, we’re practically inside the central Metro now. That’s not too far from Ponyopolis. All we need to do is—”

“Find a way through the Red Line.”

“Well, yes, but—”

“The Line that’s called the Red Line because it bisects the Metro and is owned by nopony, and has been the site of every major engagement between the Republic and the Monarchy since the Metro got started. Red from all the blood spilled on it.”

“Yes, now if you’ll stop interrupting—”

“The Line that is infamous for being a place constantly warred over, has the highest mortality rate in the whole Metro, and is also unstable and overrun by mutants in many places. The Line that Ponyopolis Rangers don’t use unless they have to. That Line.”

I rubbed my temples. My headache was getting worse. “Are you done?”

Sidewinder tapped his chin, scratched his mane, and took a sip of vodka. “Also the Line I first got backstabbed traveling. Figures we need to cross it.”

I glared at him. He stared back, and then he grinned that crazy Stalker grin.

“Now I’m done. When do we start?”

“As soon as we can.”

Sidewinder snickered. “No rest for the weary, of course. Fine, then. I’ll find a way out of here lickety-split. I know a pony by that name, Lickety-Split. You know he once outran a demon on the wing? Luckiest bastard I ever knew!”

I dragged him out of the bar, going back to the cave to collect my things. Clef was still there, and gave me a grunt of greeting that I returned. Sidewinder poked his head inside and stared at the Diamond Dog unblinking for a while. Clef just stared right back, his nose twitching as he sniffed the air.

“So you’re going to help us through the Red Line?” I asked, slipping my jacket on and reattaching the bits and baubles. Headlamp, charger, hoof knife…

“Will heeeelp pony friiieeend,” Clef rumbled. “We know the seeecret ways, close to the surface. We can hiiiide you from the bullets and the killing.”

“That’s all well and good,” I said, “but can you take us all the way to Ponyopolis?”

Sidewinder looked away from Clef and back to me. “That requires going through Monarchy territory… or if not that, the surface. Or both, if our luck really goes down the shitter.”

“Doesn’t matter,” I said, picking up the gun Nopony had provided me with. It was a twelve-round magazine fed pistol with an extended barrel and a larger stock modified with extra grips, allowing a pony to fire it with their hooves if they had to. A fine weapon, but only five magazines to spare. I’d lost all my bullet currency long ago, but where we were going money wouldn’t do us much good. “I’ll travel any path I need to.”

“Our tunnels are no saaafer than yours, pooonyyy,” Clef rumbled. “But weee will see you throoough.”

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        There were many exits from Narym Station, but only a few were worth taking. The front lines were close, which meant we had to take one of those not so worthy tunnels to avoid unwanted complications. The northern warrens were clogged with troops flowing in and out of the war, and even as we trekked through the crowded corridors of the station I couldn’t help but take a peek—I’d only heard rumors about this great war my entire life until now. Slipping away from Sidewinder for just a moment I assumed the role of a weary traveler, walking aimlessly and avoiding eye contact so nopony would bother me until I reached the northern exit to Narym. What I saw gave me pause, and I leaned up against a wall to take it all in.

It had been utterly taken over by the Republic in their mad dash to secure the Red Line, doubtlessly still reeling from my insurrection behind the lines and now desperate to save face. Ponies of every kind crowded around rickety wagons that were still covered in dry blood, shouting and pushing as they joined a constant flow in and out of the station. Guns and ammunition abounded in such quantities that it seemed us ponies could destroy every monster in the Metro if they really wanted, and yet they used them on each other. Gunsmiths and munitions experts calibrated and cleaned every gun brought back from the front without its owner; the grim price of a society that couldn’t afford to make many new weapons. Republic banners fluttered in breezes made by wheezing air vents and loudspeakers kept up a constant stream of slogans:

Harmony for all, all for Harmony!
As one, we stand! Separate we fall!
The Monarchist believes we are inferior! Will you prove him wrong?

I glanced up at the walls and saw propaganda plastered over every available surface. Pictures of brave Republic ponies stepping over the corpses of mutants and Monarchy soldiers, guided by the lights of the Elements of Harmony. Demonic depictions of King Pleiades overseeing a harem of slave mares, leering at the viewer and mocking them with smug contempt. Utopian visions of pegasus, unicorn, and earth pony uniting in the comforting embrace of an alicorn’s wings. All of it senseless, pointless drivel designed to make ponies hate one another.

“So this is the panoply of war,” I muttered, remembering the phrase from one of my old books.

“What’s a panoply?” Sidewinder asked. He must have snuck out with me while I wasn’t watching.

“All of this,” I replied. “A giant, well-oiled machine made to kill ponies. Nothing more.”

“You’re surprised?” Sidewinder asked with a cocky grin.

“No. And that surprises me even more,” I replied, and stepped away from the wall. “Where exactly are we meeting the Diamond Dogs?”

Sidewinder fell in beside me, guiding me back through the crowds. They were so busy in their eagerness to get their daily bullet rations and fill of Monarchy blood we weren’t even noticed. “Outside of the western entrance, near the abandoned tunnels. I heard bad things about that place, but the Dogs told me it was all right.”

“They’re not worried about being discovered this close to the station?” I wondered, sidestepping a hulking pony in massive body armor, complete with a modified welder’s helmet.

Sidewinder rolled his eyes. “You think the Republic gives two shits about Diamond Dogs anymore? Everypony knows Dogs skulk around the edges of our stations, but with the war getting back into full swing they have bigger bales to stack. Full steam ahead to the end of all life!”

I noticed an earth pony in a commissar's hat give him a wary look, but we were lost to the crowd so quickly he couldn’t make a fuss if he wanted to.

“I wonder how many of those ponies we’ll run into again at the Line,” I muttered as we went back into the civilian parts of Narym, and the guards wore Guild of Magic patches instead of Republic ones. Twilight Sparkle’s cutie mark was displayed proudly on their shoulders, but that didn’t make them harmonious ponies. Just another brand of killer.

“Can’t tell you exactly,” said Sidewinder, shrugging. “We’ll definitely be seeing pieces of them.”

        We turned another corner into a deeper, darker part of the station until the tunnels had no lights to speak of, guided only by the path illuminated by our headlamps. Twists and turns and ups and downs led to hidden warrens infested by rusting machinery and giant cobwebs, with the skeletons of either drug addicts or murder victims in the corners. Just when I was wondering whether we’d get to where we were going, I found myself in a room with nothing but four blank walls and an open vent shaft.

        “Right here,” Sidewinder said, pointing his headlamp at a bundle of rags and fur in the corner.

        A Diamond Dog uncurled from the hunched posture he’d been hiding in, his long, burly limbs reaching out like a spider. He wasn’t Clef, but a much shorter, stockier version with dirty tan fur.

        “Pooonyyy friiiends,” it rasped with a smile too big for his narrow snout. “I am Slate. I am heeere to lead you! Come come!”

        “Where are the others?” I asked him, but the Dog only yipped and bounced on his paws.

        “Others! Dogs! This way! Hnnn. This way!” he said in a voice that alternated between high pitched giggles and low growls. As my light shined on him I saw a long pink scar running nearly the whole length of his skull.

        He pointed with a blunt claw that could easily bore through my eye socket towards the vent shaft, then hopped up to grab the rim. With his large paws it was easy to haul himself inside, his comically short legs scrambling to get a foothold. I shrugged at Sidewinder and he hoisted me up next, and I was swallowed up by claustrophobic darkness. It smelled of stale air and very faintly of rotten meat.

“Not smart, trying to connect tunnels to pony ones,” Sidewinder muttered over the hollow banging of the vent walls bending under his weight. “Pony magic is sure to find them.”

“The Guild of Magic owns this station,” I replied, turning my nose up at what appeared to be an old, dried out egg sac. “It’s no surprise its well guarded.”

“Not this one! Daaanger!” Slate yipped. “Daanger in this tunnel. Blood and gloom. A strong tunnel! Only the strong live in it. Dogs strong, and we live! Yes.”

The vent exited into another tunnel right next to a hydraulic door, firmly shut. At its base was gathered a small group of six Diamond Dogs and Nopony, who conversed quietly with Clef in some kind of rough, growling language that sounded like rocks grinding together. They stopped as soon as they saw me looking at them.

“Lockbox, glad you’re here,” said Nopony. “It’s time for us to take the next step in our journey. We’re at the western end of Narym Station, and everypony is so focused on the upcoming war that they have no idea we’re here. Now is the perfect time to leave.”

I took out my Guide. “Show me where we’re going.”

Nopony walked over and traced a hoof from Narym northwestward towards the Red Line. “Dog tunnels will not show up even on a Guide; they were carved when we ponies weren’t looking. But rest assured they’re there. We’ll sneak by both armies at the Line and hopefully avoid the shooting. It’ll shave hours, if not a day or two off your course to Ponyopolis. After everything you’ve already been through, this will be a walk in the park.”

“I’ve had one of those, thanks,” I muttered, putting the Guide back in my saddlebag. “I’d rather not take another.”

“This tunnel is daaangerous,” Clef murmured, gesturing for his Dogs to take the lead. “The poonies are wise to put a door heerrre. Monsters live beyooond. They are maaany, and they are hungryyy.”

“I’ve faced many monsters,” I declared. “What could be coming that I would have to be worried about?”

“Just stick close, Lockbox,” Nopony said to me, herding me and Sidewinder together. “And whatever you do, while we are in this tunnel, do not let your light go out.”

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Shadows and decay, stains on the walls, the rusted skeletons of old wires and pipes. These were things I lived with; things that I knew and even gave me comfort. The tunnel itself held no especial menace. I was no stranger to the dark. What I feared was what else could be lurking there with me. What a strange existence we led, all trying to compete with nosalises, howlers, demons and ghosts to be the most frightening monster in the darkness. All of us were so frail, yet we struck at our enemies so fiercely. Even at the end of the world, our survival instincts held strong.

Another instinct that still clung to us was the herd, or in the case of the Dogs, the pack. We all stuck close together as we traveled further into the abandoned tunnel, calmed by the way our shoulders brushed together or our equipment clanked. The Dogs wore very little compared to us ponies: it must have been a nightmare finding clothes to fit them. They had rags and plates of metal strapped to their bodies, with leather belts fashioned into makeshift holders for rusty pickaxes and long knives. Satchels adorned their bodies, stuffed to the brim with gemstones—more gemstones than most ponies saw in their entire lives—and trash. I found some amusement in their pack rat mentality. It reminded me of myself.

We said nothing as we passed through a broken barricade, surrounded by the skeletons of dead nosalises and smaller lurkers, with the odd pony skull here and there. I surmised some great battle fought for the survival of Narym Station had taken place here, and the Guild of Magic abandoned this stretch of tunnel when it was over.

I stepped on something sticky. I looked down and my light shone upon a patch of thick, gossamer webbing that stretched over the floor, covering the body of a cerberus. I pulled away and the rotten, dry skin of the carcass came away with it, along with a gross profusion of black, swarming shapes with many legs.

“Ugh,” I grunted as the skittering arachnids scattered from my light. I followed their path up the wall, watching them disappear into cracks in the walls. My light fell upon a warning sign.

“Bugs,” I couldn’t help but read. “Bugs?”

“Oh, that’s right,” Sidewinder said with a sigh, “you haven’t seen too much of the Metro yet. Are you scared of spiders, Lockbox?”

“Yes,” I replied. “But there’s much worse to be afraid of.”

“Ain't that the truth. Spiderbugs like to scavenge the dead around the Red Line, so there’s gonna be a shitton of those creeps. Basically huge spiders with skin that shrug off anything but a bullet right to the face.”

“They won’t be a problem,” said Nopony, “as long as you keep your light on. They are creatures wholly accustomed to the shadows. Light burns them.”

“They are eaaasily agitated,” Clef rumbled. “We must go through quickly and quieeetly. Dogs! Prepaaare your lights.”

The Diamond Dogs brought out the gemstones in their pockets, and I realized they were tied together by metal wires into a kind of bandolier they slung around their shoulders. When one gem was rubbed, all of them lit up in unison. The walls were thrown into relief, and I saw webs stretched across every inch.

The webs grew thicker with every foot until they covered the walls and stretched across the floor. I struggled to keep my footing, but most of them were old and brittle, easily torn by our heavy hooves, though it stuck to every available surface until my whole body felt sticky and strange. I heard scraping and skittering in the walls and along the pipes as we came to an intersection.

We were forced to head right. The way forward was blocked by webs.

“They watch us now,” said Nopony. “As long as the lights stay on, they won’t get too bold.”

My headlamp caught a glimpse of a head covered in many eyes retreat into a hole large enough to fit my head. Some kind of squealing chitter accompanied it.

“Why haven’t we encountered these creatures before?” I asked.

Nopony answered. “They do not go where ponies gather in great numbers. Ponies are drawn to light and warmth, like moths to a flame. These creatures prefer the dark and the cold and the wet, and also places where there is meat. The death that surrounds the Red Line provides them with easy scavenging. They are animals of the new world if I’ve ever seen one.”

Creatures of the new world. I thought about that for a while as we walked. We ponies were not creatures of the new world, not by far. When confronted with darkness and death we did not retreat to the cold and the shadows like the spiders, or cloak ourselves in blizzards like the snow ghosts to await fresh meat. We broke or went mad. We huddled around lights and fires and guttering lanterns and pretended they were little suns, and those little circles of light became tiny worlds we were the masters of. We closed our eyes when the shadows closed in because the darkness inside us was more familiar. My mind whirled with thoughts of old worlds and new ones, of cinder and ash and long-legged beasties crawling over bleached bones, right up until my face smacked into a cold wall. My cheeks were covered in carpets of spiderweb, and I realized Sidewinder was laughing at me.

“I tried to warn you,” he said through wheezing lips that squeezed air out like a leaky pipe, “but it was too funny to watch you just walk into it!”

I shoved a hoofful of webs into Sidewinder’s face for his trouble. Slate giggled and smacked his paw on the ground, earning him a cuff on the ear from an older Dog.

“The way is shut,” Clef explained, pointing up to the wall I’d just walked face first into. There was a gate before us, covered in thick strands of the awful webs. Within the tangled mess I could see dried bones and the carcass of a nosalis, alongside tumorous fleshy sacs that pulsed and writhed as though something within were ready to claw its way out. When I shined my light directly on one, it squirmed and split open with an ugly wet noise like some horrific blossom. A torrent of spiders no larger than my hoof skittered out from the hole, turning the web into a seething mass of writhing legs and displeased clicks and clacks. The spiderlings took shelter from my burning headlamp within crevices and beneath bones, and then all was still.

“Eww,” I said.

“The wires to the door aren’t cut,” mused Sidewinder, peering at the ceiling. “If we could find a generator—”

“No,” said Nopony. “Look, the hinges have been welded shut. Somepony really wanted this door to stay closed.”

A Dog went forward to sniff at the blackened lumps of metal that secured the gate, preventing it from ever opening again.

“Is reeecent,” he declared. “I smell the stench of buuurning here.”

“A vain attempt by the Republic to keep the monsters out,” grunted Nopony.

“Or the Monarchy,” replied Sidewinder, picking at a door set into the side of the tunnel. “This is the only way now.”

“Do not worry, poniiieees,” rumbled Clef. “Where your doors clooose, our ways ooopen.”

We entered the side tunnel and walked through featureless, bland hallways covered in webs and infested with crawling, skittering things that shrieked at our passing and shied away from our lights. I never got more than a glimpse—the blur of moving legs and steady, unblinking eyes in the corners of my vision. The Dogs walked with calm self-confidence, knowing the spiderbugs wouldn’t consider them easy prey. The constant twists and turns made my head spin, and I realized that without our Diamond Dog friends we’d be lost down here in the dark, with no hope of ever reaching civilization before falling prey to something. On instinct I touched the Guide in my saddlebag, and somehow that made me feel better.

In an empty room in a featureless corner of the Metro, Clef brought us to a halt. There in the wall was an open hole gouged out of the concrete and stone, leading to a gaping dirt tunnel. It went so far my light didn’t reach more than a few ponylengths in. Webs covered the floor.

“Nooow,” rasped Clef, “we take the low road.”

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Time had no meaning in the Dog tunnels. In the Metro, we marked our hours by dimming lights and kicking out fires, letting the darkness sweep us away into the shelter of dreams or the tempest of nightmares. Here, with the earth all around me, there was nothing but darkness. Were it not for the glowing gems the Dogs wore, I would’ve sworn they simply lived without the need for light. Nowhere did I see torches or any other things to help a living creature see. There was only the hard, packed dirt closing in all around us. The Dogs, big as they were, seemed unaffected save for the webs we constantly had to push through.

“This is a transit tunnel,” Clef explained to me after I asked whether Dogs lived in these warrens. “Our living places are as biiig as yours. But like all tunnels, sooome are not attended tooo. This one is crawling with the buuugs.”

“That figures,” I answered. “You can see the webs all over the place.” 

The Dog shook his head. “Nooo, Lockbox. I mean we feel them. They dig their tunnels as we dooo. You must sense it. Most ponies of earth caaan.”

“I didn’t like the last few times I used my earth magic,” I grunted. “It only showed me how broken the world really is. I used it to help slay a giant monster, and even that just hurt the Metro and got ponies killed. Even using our magic is nothing but suffering now. If I don’t use my magic, maybe I’ll help more than I have.”

“Evvverything in this world is suffering, Lockbox,” Clef answered. “We cannot avoid it. Onnnly gird ourselves for when it cooomes.”

        He looked down at me with a glare that I found bracing and repulsive all at once. He had the eyes of a predator in him, one that looked at me with pity and condescension.

        “Why do ponies chooose their magic? Why do they insist on controlling it and piiiicking and pluuuucking only what they think was valuable?” he rasped. “Why do they not simply let it flooow? If they lived as before, maaaybe we would not be stuck in this ruuuin.”

        I didn’t have an answer for him.

I trotted to catch up with Sidewinder, and he gave me a bump with his shoulder.

“Stop it,” he said.

“Stop what?”

“Being a Metro pony. Clef’s right. I don’t dig into my earth magic, Lockbox. It just is. I thought after all this time you’d have gotten a little more used to it. When was the last time you even tried to touch the earth with your hooves and feel it?”

“If it means drawing more attention to myself, then—”

“Shut up and listen, Lockbox. I see the way you covet those little trinkets. I know you value what ponies used to be. You want to see that come back. You want to preserve and protect. Well here’s something: preserve yourself first.”

Something about that sentence made me look shamefully to the ground. “You’re the one who said magic is changing,” I said lamely.

“But have we ponies changed? I mean, really?” Sidewinder asked. “We’re violent and oppressive and we kill for scraps of food. But does that make us worse than what we were? If we’re doing it now, couldn’t we have done it then? Just think, Lockbox. ”

“Why are you suddenly so philosophical?”

“Why not? I’ve seen more strange things in my life than anypony you can name. And now I meet you. You refuse to die, Lockbox, but it isn’t just that. Something is pulling you along. Something pulled you and me back together. I can feel it.”

“Don’t be stupid,” I grumbled, but thoughts of Sweet Dreams and the Dark Ones and the name “Shadow Walker” pushed to the front of my mind.

“You can feel it too, Lockbox,” whispered Sidewinder, in perhaps the calmest voice I’d ever heard him use. “If you only try. This magic is the only thing left that connects us to the ponies of old. It’s the only memory nopony and nothing will ever be able to take away. You have to open yourself to it before it’s too late!”

“Too late for what?”

“Hooold, pooonies.”

We stopped in the middle of the dark hallway, and listened. All the Dogs had their paws to the ground and their heads up, ears straining and twitching. Some of them even had their eyes closed.

“What is—” I began, but then Nopony was suddenly at my side. He touched me on the flank, and then pointed to the ground. Confused, I watched him for a moment until he snorted and stamped his hoof several times. I scowled. Didn’t we just get through talking about our magic? But Sidewinder insisted, and I knew I was too curious not to try.

I planted my hooves in the ground and dug them into the dirt. 

“Don’t hear, Lockbox.” said Nopony. “Listen.”

“How am I supposed to do that?” I grumbled, digging a divot with my hoof.

Sidewinder shrugged. “You don’t do magic. It happens.”

I grunted and dug my hoof in a little deeper, feeling the gentle scrape of fine pebbles and other detritus. Against my better judgment, I let my magic drift and flow where it would, letting it gorge on the presence of the earth around me. I didn’t need to concentrate this time; the magic did as it wanted.

It started as a tingling sensation all over my hooves. I felt little pinpricks and tremors walk all over the bottoms of my feet, and I almost pulled away for fear they were spiderbugs. But I remained and the feelings intensified, and I began to feel slight differences between them. Changes in rhythm, volume, pitch. Dull thuds, loud groans, and distant echoes.

        Then it hit me: I could hear everything.

        My eyes flew open and saw nothing but the tunnel ahead, but the noise was inside me, running up my legs and thundering in my chest, racing through my veins and seeping into the crevices in my brain.

        I heard an endless scuttling and the vibrations of high-pitched squeals; no doubt those were the spiderbugs all around us. Above that was the deep, slow breathing of the Dogs, and Sidewinder’s heart racing next to me. I heard the dirt beneath his hooves crackle as he shifted his weight, heard every tiny creak and groan of his used, worn-out body. I cast my magic net once more and caught him in it, feeling the life within him like I had the Hydra. 

I closed my eyes.

        Before me stood a wretched thing, dismal and dark and full of flickering ember lights that burst brilliantly before fading again. It was like seeing a dying bonfire made into a pony. Underneath the soot and ashes I saw a glow, steady and strong. But it was so very small.

        Next I turned to Nopony.

        In front of me stood a shadow made solid. It was dark and powerful here in the tunnel, but fleeting and ephemeral anywhere else. It would flee the moment a light shined on it, I knew. The moment anypony would try to reach into that muddled blotch of ink the world, it would vanish as if it had never been. If even the earth itself didn’t know what or who Nopony was behind that mask, how could I be sure if he was on my side?

        I turned my gaze to the Diamond Dogs, who stood as crystal monoliths, steady and unchanging in the face of danger. Their bodies looked as hard as granite and just as coarse. They knew their place in this world. But was that such a good thing when the world was as horrible as this?

        And then under my hooves I heard it. A constant bass rumbling, interspersed by hundreds of desperate little bangs and thunderous booming. It was the sound of battle, unceasing and merciless. Either the little coughs of noise beneath the explosions were bullets, or bodies hitting the ground. The Red Line was near, and I realized I could follow any echo through any tunnel I wanted.

        So this is what it was like to See.

        I let out a gentle sigh, wondering if this is what the Cult of the Wyrm and the Dark Ones really wanted from me. I wondered if it was what I wanted from myself.

        But what a pony wants doesn’t really matter in the end. Nopony really wants to die, yet we all die. Nopony wants to starve, yet many of us go hungry. Nopony wants to be left alone, but families leave us, friends betray us, and shadows close in from all sides. And little earth pony orphans never know their parents, are forced into the uncaring world by making promises they can’t keep, and are left with nothing but mysteries and blood on their hooves. Regardless of what I wanted from myself, this was what lay dormant within me. This was my magic. My heritage. It was me, no matter how much I railed against it.

        I stomped my hoof and scattered the visions.

        Sidewinder blinked as if we’d all just come out of a long sleep and looked straight at me. I looked back and wasn’t sure what my own expression was at that moment. 

        “Do it again,” Sidewinder whispered.

        “No.”

        “You weren’t in there long enough! You have to—”

        “Fuck what I have to do,” I muttered, feeling angry all of a sudden. “Don’t tell me I have to do a fucking thing, Sidewinder. I’ve had enough of that.”

        “You don’t have to,” Nopony offered in a conciliatory tone. “But you want to.”

        I shuddered. “Yes.”

        Sidewinder and Nopony stood back. I had a sense the Dogs were watching me too, though out of curiosity or boredom I couldn’t say. I put my hooves in the earth. I closed my eyes.  The visions came again, Sidewinder all full of fireflies and the tunnels around us packed to the brim with spiderbugs that watched us hungrily. I didn’t know what Sidewinder wanted me to see next, but what did catch my eye kept me from seeing anything else.

Far away, a bright orange flame trudged along in a dismal corridor near the Line. My magic rushed forward to meet it, and when I collided with the stranger he looked up at me. Eyes that weren’t quite eyes met through hundreds of yards of earth and stone.

Sixpence.

“I see you,” I growled, possessed of a sudden and unstoppable anger. I took a step forward, and then a spring snapped loose and I barreled down the tunnel. I heard Sidewinder and Nopony shouting behind me, deafeningly loud with my new senses, telling me to stop and come back, but I didn’t care. I had to get him. I had to catch that rat bastard, the one who left me for dead and was the cause of so much suffering. He was connected with the Dark Ones and I needed answers, I needed revenge, I needed to get my hooves around his throat and squeeze—

Except my hooves weren’t even on the ground anymore. They kicked out and grasped nothing. I fell. 

I hit something hard and leathery, bouncing off it and into a stone wall with so much force my legs splayed out against it and something in my equipment vest cracked. Gravity peeled me off and threw me down again into a pool of stagnant water that made me retch the moment it touched my lips, and as I pulled my head up I felt sticky, ropey strands tug at my mane. The entire room stank of organic decay. I saw flashes of ugly, bulbous growths around the walls and shadows of scurrying shapes that screamed at my intrusion. I realized I wasn’t seeing by the light of my own lamp, but another far above.

“Lockbox!” Sidewinder called, poking his head out of a large crack in a concrete wall I must have flung myself out of.

        “Lockbox, tell me you’re not dead! Or crazy! Or both!”

        “I’m fine, I think,” I called back. “It looks like a sewage line…”

        I turned my head more slowly, taking in the details as Sidewinder’s light dodged over the walls. Fleshy pods burst open and recoiled at the touch of the light, sticky strands were everywhere, and a clawed tail vanished into a hole in the wall just as I laid eyes on it.

        It was a nest. A nest full of spiderbugs. I touched the side of my head and realized it was my lamp that had been broken.

        “Sidewinder,” I said, my voice hoarse, “I think I am about to die.”

        “Stay right there!” the Stalker called back. “We’re coming down!”

        “We’re whaaaat?” I heard a Diamond Dog mutter before Sidewinder took a running jump, rebounding off one of the leathery egg sacs and taking a much more graceful tumble than I did into the scummy water. At the dancing light’s touch, more skittering creatures screeched and raised their claws at us in the dark.

        “Okay, okay,” he said, shaking himself like a dog and making me gag at the stench of water fouled for years suddenly being disturbed. “We’re good. This is good! This is fine, just fine. Sid, you soft-hearted idiot, we’re all gonna die!”

        “Calm down,” I said, though I didn’t feel calm at all. “Just keep your light on. Hey, Dogs!” I shouted up. “Can you find another way down?”

        “This was nooot our intended paaath, pony!” Clef barked at me. “You leaped into this pit of your own accooord! But for youuuur sake, we will coooome. Look out!”

        Sidewinder wheeled around as a six-legged creature charged him from the shadows, rearing up and clawing at thin air as his light fell on it. Its pale yellow carapace sizzled and popped under the harsh glare, turning to blackened embers. From a gaping maw surrounded by gnashing mandibles and fangs I heard a horrifying screech like a pig being spitted alive as the spiderbug scurried back into the dark, its still burning exoskeleton creaking and wheezing all the way. All around us the hive was waking up, stirred into a chittering, scuttling frenzy. My ears were full of clacking and scraping and squealing. There were far too many to chase away with our meager lamp.

        “Dogs!” shouted Clef. “Dig! Dig now! We must give them an exit!”

        “No! It’s too dangerous!” I shouted back. “We’re dead if we stay here! Try to meet us further in!”

        “We will find you by your hoofsteps, ponyyy!” Clef answered. “As fast as we caaaan! Try not to diiiiie.”

        Sidewinder grabbed my jacket and hauled me through the fetid water towards a hatch covered in webs. I heard clawed feet scuttling over the walls as we tore at the webs with our bare hooves, smothering ourselves before the bugs even got to us. With sticky hooves we grasped the turning wheel and pulled. It groaned and squealed in protest but our earth pony strength got the better of it, nearly tearing it right off its hinges.

        The scuttling was right above our heads.

        “One more!” screamed Sidewinder. One good yank ripped the door free of its rust, sending us all sprawling. As we collapsed on our backs Sidewinder looked up into the macabre grimace of a spiderbug bearing its teeth. It screamed as the light shone right into its delicate mouthparts, and legs that should have been gripping the wall flew up to cover its face, making the beast topple right onto the Stalker.

        I lunged for the open hatch, putting one hoof on the other side while the other wrapped around Sidewinder’s flailing tail. The pony attached to it was screeching like the spiderbug rolling around on top of him. Fortunately, Sidewinder’s convulsions made the rest of the horde hesitate as his headlamp jerked around in random directions, burning whatever it touched.

With one breath, I pulled Sidewinder right out from under the spiderbug and threw him into the next room. With another I fell backwards and leaned back into the nest, grabbing the hatch. With one more breath I pulled the door shut, but not fast enough. Spiny legs reached into the gap, trying to prize the door open again, and eyes uncountable pressed up against the crack to leer hungrily at me.

        “Light!” I screamed over my shoulder. “Light! Gun! Shoot them! Shoot them, Sidewinder, my gun’s not primed!”

        The Stalker was at my side in an instant, pumping the charger on his lamp to maximum brightness and shining it right into the ugly faces on the other side. My ears rang as he accompanied it with staccato barks of his machine gun, jamming the barrel right through the sliver of space those horrible legs were jutting out from and biting down on the trigger.

        “Here’s something to chew on, bitches!”

        I turned my head away as flecks of concrete and exploded exoskeleton rained down on me. The pressure from the other side let up just enough that my earth pony strength did the rest, slamming the hatch shut and crushing whatever spiderbug limbs still dangled onto my side. I turned the wheel and fell backwards, not even caring as I landed on a cerberus skeleton. Scratching and chittering on the other side of the hatch told us the bug horde was anything but calmed.

        “You all right?” asked Sidewinder.

        “I can hear bells ringing,” I grunted.

        “You’ll get over it. Come on. With only one light between us we’re gonna have to stick to each other like these webs.”

        The tunnel was infested with spiderbug nests and associated offal. The ugly, tumorous bulbs wriggled and writhed as we passed by as if they were aware of us. Some burst open to reveal more baby spiderbugs, which scampered away from our light.

        “Fucking webs,” Sidewinder snapped, pushing through a sticky barrier stretching from wall to wall. “Lockbox, you got a light?”

        “I should.” I reached into my saddlebag, ignoring the feel of tiny legs crawling around in my mane, and snatched a lighter out. “Nopony was kind enough to include this when he brought me my old gear.”

        I knew where Sidewinder was going and bit down on the trigger, holding the tiny flame up to the webs. In spite of the moist environment their silky threads caught aflame and shriveled instantly, sending whole packs of the foul spawn therein scurrying to shelter. In moments the way was clear.

        “Sidewinder,” I said, taking point, “before we get eaten alive down here, I want to ask why you came down after me.”

        Sidewinder said nothing.

“Sidewinder?”

Silence. I turned back.

        Sidewinder stood very still, watching me. He seemed distracted. Thoughtful. He was mulling over what to say. Then he grinned, and it made my skin crawl.

        “You didn’t look at yourself when you saw the world with your magic, did you?” he asked. His voice echoed strangely in the tunnel, somehow sounding further away.

        “No,” I answered, taking a step back.

        “You should some time.” His ear flicked back. “By the way, we’re about to have company.”

        He pointed his headlamp into a grate directly overhead. The pipe above was packed with spiderbugs. They screeched in horrible chorus as the light exposed the hunger in their eyes, and one fell straight down, smashing through the grate, landed right in front of me impaled on a piece of rebar. I ran before it stopped twitching.

        “We’re gonna die,” Sidewinder remarked as he caught up with me. I looked over my shoulder and saw the tunnel behind us filled with yellow eyes blank with animal ferocity.

        “I know,” I said. “Any ideas?”

“None. Unless we find a way to maybe stop the endless surge of death critters behind us and get a nice, easy source of light to keep them away.”

He reached into his saddlebag as he ran and nosed out a grenade.

“Like, say, one of these!”

He flipped it around and caught it with his teeth, leaning towards me. I caught his meaning and held up my lighter.

        We paused for three seconds to light the fuse before we ran. The next time my legs kicked off the ground they bucked a spiderbug right in the face. Sidewinder held the burning fuse in his mouth, a crazy grin almost splitting his head in two. Just as I thought he might let us burn instead to be spared the fate of teeth and claws, he dropped it.

        A heartbeat later something almost popped my eardrums and a searing heat washed over my flanks, spurring me to run faster. The walls of the tunnel came alive with dancing shadows over an orange light, and I looked over my shoulder to behold most of it in flames behind us. The spiderbugs that weren’t on fire milled about in confusion. The ones that were flailed and screamed and scattered their brethren as they burned alive. At the very least, it would keep them busy.

        “Incendiaries!” Sidewinder whooped. “Never leave home without ‘em!”

        We left the conflagration behind, but when we hit the inevitable dead end I still saw its glow in the tunnel behind us.

        “What the hell, where’d this come from? We were making good time!”

        I punched the solid wooden wall that blocked the entire tunnel as Sidewinder groused. “They must know about the bugs in here.”

        “Well, that’s great,” said Sidewinder. “Fire and spiders behind and a wall right in front. I don’t think this is how anypony intends to die, but we’re sure as hell gonna get it if we don’t find a way out.”

        “We passed some gates on the way back. Locked ones. We shoot them open and start walking.”

"Deeper into the spiderbug nests? No thank you, Lockbox.” Sidewinder sighed and put his head against the wall. “We’re gonna die without even knowing what was on the other side.”

I grunted, feeling the grain of the wood and how strong the beams were under my hoof. “Maybe I can find out. Stand back.”

I planted my hooves in the earth just like before… rather, the algae covered, rancid water. I closed my eyes. It came so easily now, my magic, it was like dropping into a river and letting it carry me. I followed the flow beyond the wall, listening for the slightest noise that might give me a clue of where we are or what might be there. Perhaps I could get a hint of how to escape.

But then I saw the backside of a tank barreling towards us.

“Lockbox?” Sidewinder asked. “What’s that noise?”

I opened my eyes and gulped. 

Sidewinder slumped. “Shit.”

The wall burst.