Chapter One: Welcome to Little Valley

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“Ooohhh...” I watched as we continued to fly over the clouds. Being a unicorn, I would easily fall through them unlike pegasi or alicorns would. Granted, Princess Twilight taught me a cloud-walking spell under her tutelage, but the moment we went up into the sky, I drew a complete blank about it. “H-how much further?” I asked the Pegasus Transport Unit as they flew the carriage I was on.

“We got about two more hours until we reach it. Don't worry, we'll be there before you know it,” one of them, Nova, as I recall, explained.

“Yeah, Doctor, relax a bit. You're supposed to be on vacation!” the other, Blue Skies, joked. I was in no laughing mood.

“Need I remind you I'm the daughter of General Heart Shield, your Superior?! I doubt he'd want to hear about how his daughter became a pancake from falling to the ground!” The two immediately quieted themselves. Normally, I wouldn't flaunt that kind of fact about me in such a way, as it made me feel like a privileged spoiled brat, and I hated feeling like that. Plus, in the Grand Scheme of things, it didn't matter whose daughter I was; it didn't mean a thing since I didn't have my father's training, making me just another civilian to them. I was just really afraid to think rationally then. “I... I'm sorry, that was rude.”

“Listen, Doc, you need to relax. We're not going to let you fall, and we'd never let it happen to anypony. Just try to enjoy the view,” Nova explained.

“I would if I weren't soiling myself out of fear,” I whispered to myself. I wouldn't say I'm acrophobic, as I'm far more fearful of spiders, but fear of falling from great heights, irrational or not, is still a reasonable fear to have. I was just happy to have spare diapers at the ready should I ever needed them. Which, at the time, felt like I would need one any minute. I then felt a few little insect-like legs on my horn. Looking up, I saw my little companion shaking a bit. “It's okay, Robu, I'm scared, too.”

Ah, Robu, my Robotic Butterfly. I, with my brother's help, built him when I was a filly. He was designed to be a pet, but he could do so much more, such as act as my camera, which was why I brought him. My brother supplied the parts, and I supplied the 'programming', if you will. Despite being a robot, Robu was as expressive and alive as any other creature, and right now, he was expressing fear like I was.

Trying to keep my mind off of it, I started to converse with the two pegasi. “So... How familiar are you and Blue Skies with the Block Kingdom? Princess Luna personally recommended the two of you, so I imagine this isn't your first trip there.”

“It's not a bad place, though you may be surprised by your first visit,” Nova stated.

“Yeah, but after the initial shock, once you begin relaxing, it's like living at home away from home. You'll feel very welcomed in a place like this in due time,” Blue added.

“I see,” I remarked.

We eventually landed at a rest stop for pegasi for a brief period, allowing my drivers to get a coffee or something. I took that time to inspect my bags and luggage, since I couldn't step out of the carriage and on the cloud. Good thing, too, as I did in fact need a change and was lucky the carriage was large enough and private enough to give me the chance. Robu just relaxed, happy to have stopped.

After I took care of that mess, I searched my bags for a good book to read, hopefully to keep my mind off of the ever-looming possibility of falling to my doom. I stumbled upon my research books on mind magic and psychology, as I wanted to experiment more with different therapy methods and skills. As I pulled one out, another book fell out, though this book was anything but a research book. “Oops, how did this get in here?” I asked as I picked it up.

'Cuddle Bear and the Honey Tree'. A classic foal book that, to this day, was actually one of my favorites. What can I say; I like Cuddle Bear. “Hmm... Maybe I could read it to some of the foals there? I'm sure the Princess won't mind, right?” Robu simply flapped his wings and gave a happy expression. He didn't talk much, but I could always understand him. I carefully put it back in my bag, put my reading glasses on, and began reading my other book.

After a half hour had passed and I came back from my meditation, my drivers returned and we continued our way to the kingdom uninterrupted.

~*~

We approached the Block Kingdom from the sky as I looked out to it. I was curious about how the buildings were constructed out of actual building blocks, the kind that little foals play with and stacked together. They had locking joints with each block so that they didn't fall over from light pushing or anything. Strange but fitting. It was the 'Block' Kingdom, after all.

As we landed, I noticed that there were more children than I had thought there would be. About a ten-to-one ratio of child to adult. “Wow! I'd imagine being a foalsitter here would be hectic.”

“Well, they do enjoy foals around here. It would make sense there would be more foals than adults,” Blue stated. “You planned on meeting Her Majesty, right?”

“Yes, I did.”

“Well, talk to the guards over there. I'm sure they'll take you to her,” Nova instructed as he helped me remove my luggage. I looked to where he pointed, only to see two little pegasi colts, both looked about three or four years old in makeshift guard armor.

“Uh... Guards?” I found it a bit difficult to see the two as guards, as they both appeared to be in training pants. Then again, I did remember that even adult guards wore diapers during long watches where bathroom breaks were near-impossible. Called them 'Watchpony Urinals', a name that makes me chuckle just thinking about, given my own experiences with my padded flank.

“You'll see soon enough.”

After unloading my luggage, which Robu decided to relax in, and watching the two fly off back to Canterlot, I approached the pair in 'armor'. “Excuse me, you two...” They both looked to me with raised eyebrows. “I'm Dr. Mindset Shield. I was requested to come here by your Princess, and was told you would take me to her personally. May you please be so kind as to show me the way?”

They both nodded as one spoke up. “Sure, we'll take you to her.”

“Yeah, she's been expecting you!” They gestured me to follow. “Boy, this one is polite, much more than that one grown up that came from Equestria,” I heard one whisper to the other.

“Yeah, and look at what she's wearing. I've never seen a grown up wear a diaper before.” I blushed at that remark and instinctively tugged at the skirt of my purple dress, hoping to hide my diaper. Unfortunately, many other guards, both foals and adults, passed by us while I did so, with many getting a good look at my attire. The adults smirked while the foals giggled to themselves.

“Ahem, I have a medical condition. I kind of need to wear them, whether I want to or not,” I explained to them, where they both giggled to themselves.

“Sorry, we didn't mean to be rude. We just never see something like that very often.”

“Yeah, usually they wear after they've turned int-Oof!” He was interrupted by the other with an elbow to the gut. “Er, I mean, it's something we never expected, that's all.”

I raised a brow but then stated, “I suppose, but then again, I could say the same about you two. After all, where I'm from, most little colts and fillies are out of training pants at your age. I'm guessing you both are still growing?”

They immediately turned pink in the face. “Um, well, we, uh...” stuttered one.

“It's, uh, not that we can't make it, it's just we... I mean with all the long shifts and standing watch all day...” explained the other.

I gave a lighthearted laugh as I watched them fumble with their words. “Hey, relax, you two; I understand. I have a father who is a guard for my Princesses, so I understand what their jobs can be like. Besides, you both got further than I ever did.”

“Really?” I watched them relax a bit.

“I think I like this grown up. She's nice.” I beamed with confidence from this compliment. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad adjusting here. I made two new friends already, young as they were. “My name's Cirrus.”

“And I'm Nimbus.”

I chuckled. “It's nice to meet you both. I'm glad I could make a good first impression for you.”

As we walked through the castle I made note of the interior design, which was interesting. Again, the castle walls were built with colorful building blocks, lined with hoofpaintings, crayon scribbles, a few... choice statues. I think one was of a pacifier. Fitting, given the foalish theme they were going for, but still rather odd. “So, if I may ask, why is the art so...” I couldn't find the words again.

“Baby-like?” Cirrus asked.

“Made by foals?” Nimbus added.

“I suppose...”

“Well, why not? All art should be inspiring! True, it's not 'fancy' like other pieces, but you have to start somewhere. This castle is a tribute that art can take form and be inspirational anywhere, even from the littlest of ponies!” Nimbus explained.

“He's just saying that because one of his pieces is up here.” Cirrus remarked.

“But it's true! Everything I said is true!”

I was surprised. “Really, Nimbus? Which one is yours?”

“That one, right there!” He pointed to a painting that was a little crude, but actually wasn't half-bad. It depicted what looked like a mother holding a foal, both with smiles on their faces, though many parts of their bodies were a tad disproportional. The foal especially, as its body was a little too big compared to the head, which I honestly didn't blame him since baby bodies are weirdly proportioned in general; their heads are bigger than their bodies where as adult bodies are bigger than their heads. Nature can be weird.

“Wow! This isn't bad. You did this, Nimbus?”

“Yep! All by my self!” He beamed with confidence and skipped in place for a bit. “It's supposed to be the Fountain!”

“Fountain?” I tilted my head in curiosity.

“Yeah, over there!” Cirrus then pointed to it. The Fountain looked the most professional of all the artwork in the castle. Again, the depiction was of a mother holding a foal, only the proportions were far more lifelike. I couldn't help but stare at it for some time. Something about it... I couldn't put my hoof on it, but something about it seemed enticing. “Ms. Mindset...”

“Huh?” I was brought back from my thoughts.

“Um, are you okay?” Nimbus asked as they both looked at me curiously.

“Oh, uh... Yes, I'm fine.” I blushed. “Sorry, my brain must have been on autopilot for a moment.”

The pair giggled, no doubt at the thought of that imagery. “It's okay, lots of ponies get distracted with this. It's a very important fountain, after all!”

“Really? How so?”

Before he could answer, though, a Pegasus mare, light blue with a dark blue mane, approached. “Nimbus, Cirrus, there you are!”

“Oh, hi Mom!” Cirrus shouted.

“Hi, Mom!” Nimbus followed.

“You two boys wouldn't happen to be bothering this poor mare, would you?” Her voice was gentle and sweet, almost calming.

“Oh no, miss, not at all. In fact, they were quite the gentlecolts. They were just showing me around the castle, that's all,” I answered.

“Is that so? Well, then, I suppose you both deserve a special treat later for your good behavior.” Immediately, they lit up with joy.

“Really?!” Nimbus asked.

“Yay! A treat, a treat!” Cirrus said as he jumped around. The sight made me giggle at how adorable it was.

“So, I assume you're the doctor that we're expecting?” the mare asked.

“Oh, yes. I'm Dr. Mindset Shield, a pleasure to meet you,” I answered while offering a hoof.

“Likewise. I'm Frost Wind, one of the Counsel members for the Princess,” she explained as she took my hoof and we shook. “I want to thank you for coming all this way from Equestria. Her Majesty has been besides herself with worry. I fear it may affect her work as a leader and a princess.” The four of us walked passed the Fountain and continued towards the throne room.

“Well, that's why I'm here. I'm not sure what to fully expect, but I'll do what I can. After all, her letter did seem to indicate distress on her mind. Could you, at least, give me a quick summery of what she might be feeling and why?” I put on my reading glasses and pulled out a pen and notebook.

“Well, not too long ago, a couple of ponies came to our kingdom and claimed they had been here to sell us a special device that could help with diaper changes.”

“Diaper changes?”

“Yes, we have many little ones here who have yet to reach that age of maturity. My boys here just recently outgrew their diapers.” I noticed the two blush and scrunch up their faces. “Anyways, it was a device they called an 'Auto-Changer' and it was designed to change diapers in a safe and effective way.”

“Sounds kind of similar to my brother's own 'Auto-Changer'. Let me guess, though, it didn't work like it was supposed to?” I wrote down some notes.

“Oh, no, it worked... For the most part. However, it turns out they were working behind the scenes, trying to divert our water.”

“Ah, yes, Princess Luna mentioned your water. While I can understand the importance of having water in the city, it's kind of confusing as to how it's your biggest attraction. I'd imagine food would draw more people before I'd consider the water.”

“Oh, this water is very special. It's the cleanest and purest of water there is, and it has a sweet taste to it,” she explained.

“Eh, I'm not entirely certain that would draw crowds. Regardless, I'm not here to judge. Continue.” I scribbled some more notes in my paper regarding the water's attributes.

“Well, while we didn't know it at the time, the duo were using their spot in the marketplace to dig into the stream and collect the water in jars and bottles. They planned on taking the water and selling it to other cities and kingdoms, claiming it as 'Miracle Water.'”

“Miracle Water? 'Miracle' how?”

“Oh, just that it could mend wounds, reverse time, etc. Fraudulent claims.”

“Wow, sounds too good to be true...” I gave a sarcastic eye-roll.

“Well, of course, dear. These were con ponies, after all.”

“So, they planned on taking the water out of your city and sell it to others, no doubt expanding the price of it far more than it truly was worth. Anything else?”

“Absolutely. They were planning on reselling it to us when all of our water was drained, claiming it had come from another fountain. Only, they wanted more than just money. They wanted property!”

“That's horrible! I can't imagine how cruel they must have been!”

“Indeed. Thankfully, though, Her Majesty, with the aid of your Princess Luna, found them out and stopped their devious plot. The water was restored, and life returned to normal. The two con-ponies were then dealt with thanks to our legal system.”

“What exactly was their rehabilitation like?” I was curious.

“Oh, you know how it goes. They throw tantrums and refuse taking their naps. The usual behavior. However, they slowly change and become quite the little angels.”

“Uh... Interesting way of describing it. So, then what happened?”

“Well, things seemed to be fine, but then Her Majesty started having second thoughts. It seems the incident has plagued her with fears of 'what if's' and hasn't truly been herself. From business meetings, court hearing, even her diaper changes; it's all she ever thinks about lately.”

“I see.” I then noticed something, pausing my writing. “Wait, diaper changes?!”

“Ah, here we are.” We had approached a large set of doors, a pastel pink that would look good in a nursery, and apparently this castle, as well. Props for consistency, I guess. As she opened the door, I immediately saw what she had meant, and was in shock. So much so, I lost concentration on my magic, and my pen and notebook dropped to the floor.

In the large open room was a young alicorn filly, no older than two or three. She was sitting in a jewel-encrusted highchair that, to be honest, made me envious. Her coat was a bubble gum pink, with hair that made me a bit hungry for blue raspberry cotton candy. Baby pink and blue colors. Starting to see a pattern here. I thought to myself. She wore an opal tiara that glistened in the light, and indeed, she wore a diaper that looked rather thick, soft, and very comfortable; sort of made me want to try them.

“Oh, you're here, great! I'm Princess Glitter Star!” She said with a lisp that made her words a tad difficult to understand.

“Oh my, this little one just looks so adorable!” A unicorn mare with a yellow coat and hair of red gradient stood next to her, eyeing me with a look that made me think she wanted to cradle me in her hooves.

I gave a look to Frost Wind next to me, which she returned with a nod, confirming my thoughts. “I... I'm Dr. Mindset Shield. It's a pleasure to meet you, Your Majesty.” I bowed to her as is the norm for royalty.

“You look nervous, Doctor! You okay?” Her Majesty asked.

“Y-yes, I'm just... Surprised, is all. I wasn't expecting Her Majesty to be so...”

“'Young looking?'” She gave me a smug look.

“Actually, I was gonna say 'adorable,' but that works too.” I joked.

She giggled at that. “She's funny, I like her.” I smiled at that, and began to relax a little from the shock. “Welcome to Little Valley! I hope your trip here was enjoyable.”

“It was okay. I'm not used to being in the sky, so I was a little nervous.”

“Well, you don't have to worry about that here. We'll take good care of you,” stated another mare, a pegasus with a brown coat and even darker brown hair who had a similar expression as her unicorn friend.

“That's good to know.”

“Mom, I, um...” I looked behind me to see that Cirrus and Nimbus were still with us, and both fidgeting in their play-armor. “I have to go potty,” Cirrus stated.

“Yeah, me too,” added Nimbus.

“Ah, yes. Your Majesty, if I may, I'd like to request my leave for now and take care of these two, before they both have accidents.” Frost asked.

“Yes, you may go. Thank you for your help!” Glitter responded.

“Okay, you two, let's hurry before those pants need changing.” She began shepherding the two to the nearest bathroom.

“Thank you, Ms. Frost Wind. Goodbye, Cirrus and Nimbus. It was nice meeting you!” I waved good bye to them.

“Thanks, you too!” I heard them both say as they did the 'Potty Dance' down the hall.

I turned to the Princess and saw she was being lifted out of her highchair by the pegasus. “Now, before we begin, let's get you settled.” She pointed to my luggage, which I forgot I was still carrying.

“Oh, right, I would like that, since I'm here for a few weeks,” I stated as I followed them.

“Ooh, would you like a tour of the castle?” she asked with her foalish lisp, complete with 'wike' and 'tha'.

I smiled. “Yes, actually. It would probably help me get my bearings.”

“I'm sure it would. I'm Cocoa Puff, by the way. 'Cocoa,' for short,” the pegasus said.

“Nice to meet you. I'm sorry for asking but... Well, is she really the one running this kingdom?”

“You don't believe me?” She gave me a heart-broken look.

“Nono, it's just... Well, you seem so young and inexperienced looking, it just... I'm sorry, that was offensive to ask, wasn't it?” I stuttered with guilt from that face.

“Oh, don't mind her. She's only teasing,” Cocoa assured, which Glitter responded with a cheeky expression. “Yes, Her Majesty is the one ruling this kingdom. She might be young, but she's wise, and incorruptible.”

“Incorruptible? I'm guessing that's been an issue for this kingdom at one point?”

“Oh yes, several points. This kingdom had suffered from all kinds terrible rulers that abused their power and, in turn, abused their citizens. However, a foal looks at the world with fresh, innocent eyes. They see the world filled with curiosity, and bliss. They don't care about money or power; they only wish to enjoy life, and be happy sharing it with others. That's why this entire kingdom is run by foals.”

“The entire kingdom?!” I was shocked, yet again.

“Yes. From the shops, the constructions, to even the Counsel, foals play a major part of it all. You saw those two guards, correct?”

“Cirrus and Nimbus? Sure, but I thought they were just in training.”

“More like they're in training pants,” Glitter joked, which got a small chuckle out of me. “I prefer them in diapers, to be honest, but that's just me.”

“Well, I'm sure they miss wearing them, too, but they have to grow up eventually, right? Can't be in diapers forever,” I remarked.

“That's not stopping you from wearing them.”

I stopped dead in my tracks in a heavy blush. “Oh, uh... Well, yes, I'm kind of an exception.”

“Oh my, I hadn't noticed. Dear, are you...?” Cocoa asked.

“Ugh, yes, I'm in diapers.” I felt like repeating that fact was becoming tedious. “I was born with Permanent Incontinence. I can't help being in diapers, it's just something I'm required to wear. Otherwise I'd be leaving stains on this colorful carpet.” It just occurred to me that the carpets were foalish in design, as well. This one had baby bunnies sleeping on clouds.

“So you've had to wear diapers your whole life?” Cocoa asked curiously.

“Yep. Luck of the draw, right?” I half-joked.

“Oh dear. Well, rest assured, you'll feel very welcomed here. Diapers or not, we treat all our guests with the same kindness and respect.” Cocoa gave me a reassuring smile that actually made me feel comfortable with my diapers being commonly known. Almost like it was okay to just wear nothing but.

“T-thank you. That does make me feel a bit better about it.”

We continued to a door that had a baby pink color with some lettering on it. “And here is your... Oh!” As she opened the door, I noticed a crib and a changing table. It was a nursery! “Oops, my mistake. I keep doing that.”

“Uh, no worries, I get lost sometimes, too,” I stated.

“You must understand that I'm used to caring for little ones, so it's a bit hard to remember when I'm talking to an adult.” We continued to another door, this one a little more mature-looking. “There we go, this is your room.”

I entered to find a beautifully crafted canopy bed in the center of a well-painted room. The walls were colored with a deep violet color that resonated with me greatly. I'm a sucker for the purple color; it compliments my coat. I looked in the bathroom to find it just as beautiful, with a marble and gold color to it. Even the toilet, which was thankfully spared this time. Wouldn't want to ruin its beauty.

I got myself situated as Cocoa and Princess Glitter watched, setting down my bags, save my 'saddle bag' filled with my changing supplies. Princess Glitter aww'd at Robu as I set his little flower-shaped energy charger on the bedside table with him still on it.

“You have a cute butterfly!”

“Thank you. His name is Robu, and he's been my little friend for a long time. He knows a lot of cool tricks, too.”

“Ooooh, can I see, can I see?!” She bounced with excitement, each time making a loud crinkle from her diaper as she landed.

“Maybe later. Right now, he's sleeping. He had a long ride, too.”

“Aw, okay...” She looked so disappointed, I felt my heart break.

“So, if you're finished, how about we go to the dinning hall. It's almost dinner time.” Cocoa suggested.

“Sure, I am a bit hungry from the trip.” I was starving. I was too nervous to eat anything on the way there, and it was a six hour trip, at least.

~*~

We had a delicious dinner where I had an apple slice salad, while the Princess had a fruit mash with a bottle of milk. The apple slices tasted sweet, and had a fresh taste to it. “That was good.”

“I can tell... Oh!” Cocoa strangely came up to me with a napkin and started wiping my face. “There we go, there was bit of apple on your cheek.”

“Uh... Thanks...” I could literally feel the awkward that permeated the room.

“Oh! Oh my, I'm sorry, I just made this uncomfortable, didn't I?”

“Yeah, just a little...” I responded. The Princess simply giggled for some reason.

“Sorry, I'm usually-”

“Yes, I know, looking after foals. I kind of got the theme of this place by now.” I interrupted. “If you don't mind me asking, though...”

“Yes, dear?”

“If the foals are in charge of this place, where does that put adults? What do they do?”

“Oh, we play our parts, as well. Mostly we just care for them when they need us, but we do have some influence on how they run the kingdom.”

“Like what?”

“Well, for example, we have our guards; while many of them are little ones, there are plenty of adults to help deal with the more rowdy ponies.”

“I see.” It was a strange system, but given the state the kingdom was in, it seemed to be working. “I'll have to look up more of this place later. Do you have a library?”

“Of course.”

“Egghead, egghead!” The Princess taunted.

“Oh, shush. There's nothing wrong with a bit of reading.” Cocoa playfully scolded. “You're more than welcome to our library. Would you like me to show you the way?”

“Yes, please, that would be great,” I answered.

After cleaning up Her Majesty, we made our way to the library. However, along the way, Cocoa stopped for a moment. “Hold on, dear, I'm afraid the Princess needs a change.”

“Oh, so that diaper isn't just for show?” I teased.

The Princess retorted with a tongue and pointed to me. “At least I'm not the only one.”

I was confused until I checked my own diaper. “Oh... I didn't realize I was wet.” Actually, I was soaked. If the Princess hadn't pointed it out, I could have leaked eventually.

“Oh, well then, I guess we should get you changed, as well. Come with me, I'll take care of you,” Cocoa said as she grabbed my hoof.

Major red flag!! “Whoa whoa whoa, I appreciate your kindness, but I prefer to change myself, thank you!” I pulled my hoof away from her.

“Oh... I did it again, didn't I? I'm sorry...” She gave me a very apologetic stare.

“No... I'm sorry, I should've said something earlier. I'm not really comfortable with others changing me. There are a few exceptions, but neither are here now.” I was blushing ever so furiously as I calmed down from my outburst.

“Oh, can you please change with me? It'll give us time to know each other better.” The Princess proceeded to give me a begging expression that could melt the cold heart of Tirek.

“I don't know...” I was conflicted. I did need to know more about her, since she technically was my client, but I didn't want to sacrifice my privacy and personal space. One long look at her, however, and she made me feel a little bit safer with her. “I... Okay, but only this once, and only if Ms. Cocoa is okay with it. Adults usually make bigger messes than foals. I don't want to scar her for life.”

“Oh, pish-posh, I have no objections to it. I'm been caring for foals for a long time. I've seen worse messes, believe me.” With that, the three of us entered the bathroom. It had a small changing table that the Princess was put on. She immediately laid on her back and awaited her change.

“So, what did you want to discuss about, Princess?”

“Oh, no need to be so formal. Just call me Glitter!” she said as she giggled a bit, Cocoa opening up her diaper in the meantime. “Actually, I wanted to know more about you. What's it like being a doctor?”

“Huh? Hmm... I suppose it's nice. Could have better hours, though.” I hadn't really thought about it ever since I was a filly, but then again, I was distracted with other things on my mind at the time. “It was rough getting through it all. Not many ponies in Canterlot take ponies like me seriously.”

“Ponies like you?” She tilted her head as Cocoa began wiping her bottom.

“Yeah, you know... Diaper-bound...” I felt like my head was getting dizzy from all the blood flow to my face.

“Oh, you mean it was hard for you to be liked because of your diapers?”

“Yeah, pretty much. It didn't matter, though. I proved them wrong when I became the Princesses' Royal Therapist and a Professional Psychologist. I proved that being diapered shouldn't stop one from succeeding.” I beamed in pride as I spoke. It did feel like a true accomplishment, after all.

She giggled and said, “Yep, I know what you mean! Look at me, I'm a princess and I wear diapers! Why do grown-ups think being in them makes you dumb or something?”

That was a good question, one that I didn't immediately have an answer for. “Well, I think it's because when growing up, they grow up with this mindset that diapers are only for babies, thanks to parents potty training them, and continue believing that until a certain age. Otherwise, it's just strange to see a grown pony in a diaper, regardless of whether they medically need them or not. Kind of silly when really thinking about it, but what can you do?”

“If I had been in charge, I would tell them the truth. That grown-ups do wear diapers and that it should be the foal's choice to potty train or not,” she exclaimed as Cocoa oiled and powdered her, eventually finishing with a fresh diaper wrapping around her waist.

“There we go, sweetie, all done!” Cocoa exclaimed.

“Yay!” She got up and was put on the floor.

I chuckled as I pulled a changing mat out of my bag and laid it flat on the floor, leaving my supply bag next to it. The mat was big enough to fit me and I immediately laid upon it. “I see your point, Glitter, but it's not that simple. Most foals usually crave positive reinforcement from parents, which they get when the parents praise them for making it to the potty.” I suddenly felt nervous as Cocoa approached me.

“Okay, sweetie, I need you to open up your legs.” That sentence didn't help.

“Sorry, I'm a little nervous.” I slowly spread my legs and she began tearing off the tapes.

“It's okay, I won't hurt you.” Her calming voice made me relax, but I winced as she started wiping.

“I bet if those grown-ups lived here, they'd be singing a different tune.” Glitter responded.

“What does that mean?” I asked with suspicion.

“Uh, nothing!” She scrunched her face, almost as if she was hiding something.

“Oh, the Princess is just being silly. She means that parents would be more accepting of their little ones still being in diapers if they lived here, since foals are the ones in charge.” Cocoa explained as she started oiling and powdering me.

“Okay, so now that you've asked me a question, time for me to ask you something.” I decided to change the subject.

“What?” Glitter tilted her head.

“How do you feel being Princess for a kingdom?”

“Oh, it's lots of fun! I get to play and do all kinds of fun things!” She gave a great big smile.

“True, but I know it's also a lot of hard work, too. You have to make some very important decisions and sometimes those decisions can be hard.” I noticed Cocoa wrapping a fresh diaper on me.

“Well, sure, it can be...” She seemed to be saddened by this.

“Okay, all done!” Cocoa said in a sing-song voice.

“Thank you. That wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.” As I went to stand, I suddenly felt dizzy. “Whoa!” I nearly fell over, but was caught by Cocoa.

“Oh dear, are you alright?” She asked with concern.

“Yeah. That was weird, like I had a bad case of vertigo or something.” I reoriented myself not long after.

“Hmm, perhaps you're tired from your trip. How about we skip the library for tonight and call it a day. It is getting late, and I know a certain little foal who needs to sleep soon.”

“Aww, but I wanna play some more.” Glitter protested.

“Now, now, Princess, you can play some more tomorrow. Will you be okay waiting for tomorrow for that visit to the library?”

“Oh. I suppose, sure.” I rolled up my changing mat. “Well, I guess I'll head to my bedroom then. Good night!” I opened the door and walked out of the bathroom.

“Good night, dear. See you in the morning.”

~*~

After changing my clothes to my nightshirt and going through my daily routine, I got under the covers and turned off the light. I noticed Robu still on his flower charger and closed my eyes. “Well, my vacation officially starts now...” I soon drifted off into sleep.

My dreamscape was of an open field of grass. The sky bright blue with clouds taking shapes in the calm wind. I had hoped to contact Princess Luna to speak to her more on the Block Kingdom, but was disappointed when she didn't show. “Perhaps she's busy? She's probably helping another pony with a dream problem or something.”

I was about to simply drift into my subconscious, when I noticed something odd. Lying on the ground was a small pool of water. “Huh? I don't recall it raining... In my dreamscape...” I walked towards it and looked into it. The reflection I saw was not of an adult mare, but of a foal, no older than one or two months. On closer inspection, I realized that foal was me! “Huh? But I'm not a foal!” I dipped my hoof in the pool to confirm it was just an illusion, only to have it get stuck. “I can't get it out!” I struggled as I felt myself being sucked in.

My body began changing; shrinking from my usual size until I was exactly like the foal in the reflection. I tried to speak, but only babbled my words, making sounds instead. I felt a warmth that I knew all too well, as my diaper started growing a yellow tinge. I tried to cross my legs, hoping to stop my bladder, but instead only felt my diaper getting thicker; much thicker. My bladder continued to empty full force as my already thick pampers became swollen. Was I wetting, or flooding? I couldn't tell anymore but it felt endless. Finally, it stopped, but my diaper had swollen beyond my control. I lost balance and fell to my back. Help! I'm stuck! I can't get up!

“Oh my, looks like the baby needs her diapee changed.” I looked to the sky and saw Ms. Cocoa, only she was five feet taller than me, towering over me. She got closer and pulled out changing supplies.

W-wait! Stop! It was no use, she couldn't hear me, and I couldn't speak. I watched as she opened my diaper and started to clean me. I felt myself relax and smile for some reason.

“Oh, you are such a cutie.” I began to giggle; I wasn't sure why. She grabbed a new diaper and proceeded to put me in it, wrapping it around my waist and taping it shut. “All done!” She lifted me up and proceeded to rock me gently in her hooves. My eyes felt heavy as she did so, and I eventually fell to sleep.

So... sleepy...

~*~

I awoke feeling well rested and energized. I hadn't felt this good in a long while. I yawned and said, “Morning, Robu.” Robu looked at me for a brief moment, only to do a double-take and become panicked. “Whoa, Robu, what's with you?” Robu immediately started flapping his wings towards me as they began to change color, showing an image of what he was seeing through his eyes at that moment. What I saw surprised me. “W-wha...?!” I ran to the bathroom mirror and looked into my reflection. The pony I saw was in her early twenties, and looked young and vibrant; ready for the world.

I was supposed to be thirty-three.

Chapter Two: Regression

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“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!” I believe the entire castle could hear me.

Before I could regain my composure, Cocoa came running in. “Mindset, is everything alright?!”

“I... I...” I looked to her in shock.

“What is it, dear? What's wrong?”

“D-do you not see it?”

“See what? I don't see anything.”

I was about to answer when a thought occurred to me. How could she not see it? It's so... Unless...

“Sweetie, I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong.”

“I... I saw a spider!”

“A spider?”

“Yes, it crawled down and scared me. I'm highly arachnophobic.” I didn't know why I was lying, but something in me told me not to trust her.

“Oh my. Well, I'm sure it was just as scared of you. Don't worry, I'll have our maids take a look around the bathroom and find it for you.” She gave me a comforting smile.

“Thank you. I appreciate your help.” I felt calm, even if I knew I lied about the spiders.

“Now then, how about we go to the dining hall for some breakfast?”

“Huh? Oh, yes, of course! Just give me a moment to change.” I was about to pull out the mat, when I noticed she did it for me and had a motherly look on her face. “Oh, you thought... No, thank you, but no. Once was enough.” My face was a tomato, or at least that's how I felt.

“Oh! I'm sorry. I'll just give you a moment to yourself.” She looked a bit disappointed, but she understood and left.

After I changed, I walked up to Robu. “I'm not going mad, am I? You see it, too?” Robu confirmed with a nod and a flutter of his wings. “Something's not right, here. The two of us should keep an eye out.” Robu gave a quick salute and flew to the top of my head, getting comfortable as I walked out.

“You ready, dear?”

“Yes, lead the way.” I followed her, thinking to myself, She must have noticed my appearance. She couldn't possibly be that oblivious.

We entered the Dining Hall, where the first thing I heard was a “D'aww” from Glitter, starry-eyed by Robu. “He's so cute!”

Robu looked at me in surprise as I smiled. “Yes, he is.” I sat down next to her as she sat on a highchair. It was bubblegum pink with a white tray table. “So, Your Majes-I mean Glitter, what are we doing today?”

She thought for a moment before answering, “Well, I have to plan for the festival coming up.” Her lisp, once again, made it difficult to understand.

“Festival?”

“Oh, yes. The Maternal Mare Festival,” Cocoa explained. “Every year, we celebrate with a festival to honor the mothers of the kingdom.”

“We also hold a competition for the mommies and their children. Most come close, but I'm currently the champion with Cocoa by my side!” Glitter smiled with pride at that fact.

“Now Glitter, no need to gloat. It's not very polite.”

“Sorry, Cocoa.” She had a face of guilt before it quickly faded when Robu fluttered to her. “Heehee! You're silly, Robu! Can you do tricks?” Robu simply started making whistling sounds.

“Wait, if Cocoa is your mother, why do you call her by her first name?” I asked curiously.

“Oh, we aren't actually related. I just look out for her like a mother would. So, we simply go off that. Technically, all of the grown-ups in this castle are her mommies and daddies in a sense.” Cocoa looked to her as she giggled at Robu's singing.

“Huh... Never considered that.” I thought about it for a moment. Does this mean the other foals in this kingdom...? Nah, I'm thinking too much into this. My thoughts were cut short when a plate of strawberry pancakes was placed in front of me, with a good dose of syrup covering it. It was sweet, of course, as I began eating. However, something about it seemed familiar. I couldn't quite remember where, but I felt like I had tasted it very recently, but it was hard to tell due to the tartness of the strawberries.

“So, my dear, what did you plan on doing?” Cocoa asked as she began wiping up Glitter's face, having finished before I did.

“Well, I was thinking of looking at your library for a while, and then maybe have a therapy session with Glitter.”

“Oh, yes, I recall we planned on visiting yesterday. That is, until you felt tired.”

I suddenly remembered feeling that way. That's right, we were on our way there when I had to change, and after that, I felt dizzy. Why did I feel dizzy? That thought stuck with me until I looked into my fork's reflection and saw my current predicament. Could that have been when I regressed? No, Robu would have noticed. Wait, he was asleep; he didn't see me at that time. So then, that might be when it happened. But how did it start? Where did I... I stopped mid-bite as I recalled eating dinner first before the change. I looked to my plate with suspicion.

“Is something wrong, dear?”

“Huh? Oh, uh... Yeah, just full right now. If you'll excuse me for a moment, I need to wash my face off from the syrup.” I pushed my plate to the side and got up. Robu followed as I left the hall and went to a bathroom nearby. I checked myself in the mirror. “Hmm... I don't seem to have gotten any younger. Do you see anything, Robu?” He looked all around me and inspected. Other than what we already knew, he landed on the sink and denied. “Okay, good. Still, though, I should watch what I eat. It's possible what's causing this is in the food.”

I washed my face and went back to the hall. “All done?” Cocoa gave me a caring smile.

“Yes, sorry to keep you waiting.”

“Oh, it's no trouble. Glitter, dear, will you be alright without me? I'm sure Circus Rose can look after you while I take the doctor here to the library.”

“It's no trouble.” She gave a reassuring smile as the unicorn from yesterday came from the kitchen and lifted her off the highchair. “Can Robu stay, please?”

“I suppose it couldn't hurt. Be careful with him, though, he's very delicate.” I watched as Robu flew to her and started to fly circles around her.

“Ooh, I think I smell a diapee that needs a change,” the mare, who I assumed was Circus Rose, said. Glitter blushed but giggled.

“Heh, looks like we won't be sidetracked this time,” I said as Cocoa and I walked.

“True... That is, unless you need a change?” She gave me a sly look.

“What?! No, I'm clean, honest.” Now I was blushing.

“I'm sure you are, but just in case...” I squeaked as she pulled the back of my diaper and checked. “Good, you are clean.”

“Was that necessary?” I asked in anger.

“Well, I just wanted to be sure. You never know, after all.” I wanted to scream at her, but I couldn't. One look at her, and I felt an aura of motherly... something. I couldn't quite describe it, but it made me calm down.

We continued, passing the fountain once again, which still mesmerized me for a moment, before we finally reached the library. The library was a sight to behold! So many shelves filled with books, it made me salivate a bit. “Whoa... This is amazing!!”

“Yes, it is quite a collection. The princess loves reading these books.”

“Huh? She reads all these?!” I couldn't believe it.

“Well, of course, they aren't hard to read, after all.”

...And it was then that I could believe it. “Wait, what?” I looked at a shelf and saw that it was filled with easy to read children books. “Wait, these are... And these, too! These are all foal books?!”

“Well, of course! You're in a kingdom of foals, what'd you expect?”

I felt foolish for not seeing it sooner. “Oh... Right...” I was no longer impressed... Well, not in the way I was expecting. It was still an impressive collection.

“If you want books that are more to your liking, the section down there has some.” She pointed to a section that had a sign above it that said 'Grown-up Library'.

“Well, I guess it's better than nothing.” Searching the shelves, I found little on psychology, but I did happen across some interesting historical books about the kingdom. I wasn't a huge history expert, but given my current state and the kingdom's theme itself, I was curious. I pulled a few books out and decided that was enough for now. “Okay, I think I'm good. Now then, let's get to Glitter's session.”

“Very well.” Cocoa led me back to the dining hall.

~*~

Due to the nature of foals and how they have short attention spans, I decided to take the session to Glitter. She was currently playing in her personal nursery, which was enormous, and made me want to play in it. I suddenly realized that feeling, and was slightly worried about it. Robu was currently flying around, exploring the place. I think he was having fun, too.

“Glitter, time for your session,” I called out to her.

“Session?” She gave me a confused look.

“Yes, a therapy session. The reason I'm here.”

“I thought you were here on vacation.”

“Well, yes, I am. But don't you remember the letter you sent to Princess Luna?” I raised a brow.

“Oh, right! Um, couldn't we just do it another day? I want to play for a bit.”

“Now, Princess, we should get this done as soon as possible. The longer we delay this, the worse things are going to... To...” And she was gone. “H-hey!” I looked for her and found her giggling at the top of a slide. “Princess, we need to do this! Please, come down!”

“No, you come up! The view is great up here!”

I was getting annoyed, but I followed. It felt cramped, considering whom it was designed for, but I managed to get through. “Princess, please, now's not the time to be playing. If we don't resolve these issues you're dealing with, sooner or later, things are going to get out of hoof.” Before I could reach her, she slid down the slide. I looked to Robu. “Can I get some help here, please?” He simply shrugged and followed her.

“If you want to catch me, you have to chase me!” she taunted.

While I was mad at her, she was right about the view. I looked out and saw how high I was and the room itself felt like I was in a playground. I was feeling like a little filly again. My head felt dizzy, though, and I panicked. Whoa! Better not fall here. It was then I remembered. Wait, did I...? I pulled a compact mirror out of my bag and looked. Lo, and behold, I had changed, confirming my suspicions. The change wasn't as drastic this time; looked like I had regressed a few years. After putting away my compact, I carefully followed, going down the slide. “Okay, no more games! Now, we...” Once again, she was gone.

“Dr. Mindset?” I turned to see Cocoa approaching. “I'm sorry. She's not really used to doing things like this, especially sitting still. She is a little filly, after all.”

“And they're just sooo full of energy.” I groaned and sat down, noting the soft carpeting complimented my own padded tush. “Why would she send a letter to Princess Luna about her issues if she's just going to ignore those feelings anyways? It's quite clear she's not troubled by them, otherwise she wouldn't be so playful and happy.”

“You think so, do you?” Cocoa looked to me with a serious face.

“You telling me she's not happy?”

“I know 'My Little Princess' well. She may seem playful, but something is eating her up inside. She's distraught, but she doesn't want to show it.”

“Why?”

“Because she doesn't wish to worry the others. Foals have a good sense to tell when somepony is upset. It's why they cry when their parents or guardians are not happy or comfortable. So, to put the other foals in this kingdom at ease, she puts on a brave face; she continues to be playful and happy for them.”

“That makes sense, I guess, but that doesn't explain why she's acting this way towards me. I'm not a foal, and I want to help her overcome her worries.”

“Well, that's just because she finds staying in one place boring, let alone talking about boring things such as work. To put it simply, she's a baby.”

“And yet, she's willing to talk about the festival coming up?” I was skeptical.

“Well, that may be boring to talk about, but she knows it's for something fun, so she puts up with it.”

“So, let me get this straight. In order for me to talk to her about her problems, I have to make it fun for her?”

“Well, yes. You remember being a filly, don't you? Didn't you find talking about this kind of stuff boring without something fun to help pass the time?”

I had thought about it for a moment, but frowned. “Not really. I mean, sure, I understand the idea, but I never really did that kind of thing. Especially when I started school and everypony found out about my diapers. I wasn't exactly popular back in those days, so I became a sort of recluse to them. At least, until 'That Day' happened.”

“Hmm?”

“Oh, it's nothing, just a minor incident I had back then. It changed a lot for me, though, and even helped me find my calling in life. But, by the time I found out, most of my peers were old enough to talk about these things without distractions... Well, mostly. Some required a bit more help, but that was few and far between. Anyways, that was a long time ago, and most clients of mine nowadays are usually adults.”

“Sounds to me you forgot how to handle little tykes like her.” She gave a comforting smile.

“Heh... Guess so.”

“Tell you what, how about you play with her for a little while before you start your therapy with her. She'll likely open up more if you do, and she'll know you more as a friend than as a boring grown up.”

“Hey, I'm not that boring!” The two of us laughed for a while before we eventually calmed ourselves. “So, just play with her for a bit?”

“Yes. Not only will it help her, but also help you, too.” Something about that seemed ominous, but I shrugged it off.

“Well, I don't have much of a choice, anyways. Okay, I'll do it.”

“That's the spirit. Oh!” She pointed towards the closet as Robu hovered near it. “I'm guessing she's in there.”

I got up and followed the fluttering metallic arthropod. “Selling her out, are we?” Robu simply gave a chuckle sound as I opened the door. “Gotcha!”

“Eep!” She jumped and rushed out. “You scared me and almost made me pee-pee!”

I laughed. “Guess it's good you're prepared for accidents, huh?” I gave a playful look. “Now then, how about we play a game?”

“A game?” she asked as she gave me a curious look.

“Yep. If I can catch you before your nap time, you have to tell me what you're worried about.”

“Ooh, ooh! And if you can't catch me, you get to be my baby for a game of 'house', and you have to do everything I say, deal?”

“Huh?” I was startled by that, but confident. “Okay, deal!” Not like I can lose.

“Nap time is in an hour, so you two don't forget,” Cocoa explained.

The chase began and I followed carefully. “I'm not losing this one...”

~*~

I don't even think I need to explain what happened next. The clear winner was her. She laid on the floor with a pillow and blanket, sawing logs. I, too, was exhausted, but stayed up for a bit. “I lost to a two-year-old. How embarrassing,” I whispered. Robu fluttered and danced in communication. “Yes, Robu, I am going to hold my end of the deal. I did promise her that much, even if it means playing as the baby for her game.”

He continued with a worried look.

“I know, I know, I have regressed a little bit, but I still seem to be in control. I think my dizziness and headaches might be connected to it somehow. Luckily, I only had that one up on her play castle over there.”

“...”

“I don't know what I'm going to do. I still don't know what's making me regress in the first place. The sooner we learn that, the sooner we can reverse it... Hopefully.”

He acted regal and made his antennae flowing to the side.

“Princess Luna? What would she have to do with any of this?”

His body language changed to that of suspicion.

“Hmm, true. She did send us here, and she has been here before; surely she would have noticed things around here. Still, I don't think she wants us to be like this.”

He believed differently and acted like a devious version of her.

"Robu! That's slanderous. You know better than that. I mean really, Nightmare Moon? Luna hasn't transformed into that form in years, and we have no proof that she's involved."

He looked guilty.

“It's okay, apology accepted.” I gave him a kiss on his metallic head. Robu gave a pleased look. “Okay, so we need to do some research. Maybe some of those books I found will help us find clues.” Pulling out the books from my bag nearby, I began reading. An hour or so passed, yet I found nothing that would remotely be considered a clue. “This is no good. All I'm finding is that these books need some serious restructuring. It's asking me to look in the other books to find more information.” I put the books away as I felt some stirring from the Princess.

“Mmm, is nap time over yet?” I didn't want to admit it aloud, but she was adorable when she was waking up.

“I don't know. How long do you normally nap?”

“Um... I think until Cocoa tells me.”

“Well, I haven't seen her yet, so I don't think it's time. Go back to sleep, okay?” She gave a yawn and closed her eyes. Before she did, I heard a light hissing sound.

At first, I thought it was my own diaper getting wet, (which it was wet,) but it turned out she was having an accident right there. I gave a muffled giggle and decided to pull some changing supplies out of the nearby changing table. Carefully, and without waking her, I started to change her diaper. “Kind of reminds me all those times I changed Geneva's diapers,” I whispered to myself, remembering my childhood friend.

The task was simple and she only stirred for a moment, but I felt happy looking at her as she smiled. I figured she was having a nice dream. After that, I felt tired enough to join her.

~*~

I was later awakened by the sound of ripping. I opened my eyes to see Cocoa over me, holding a diaper that looked used. I then realized my own diaper wasn't wet anymore. “What the...?!” I jumped up in fright. She had changed me in my sleep! “Hey, I thought I said only once!”

“I'm sorry, dear, but you had an accident and I couldn't let you sleep in your messy diaper. You could've gotten a rash.” She disposed of my old diaper and washed her hooves.

“Uh... Well, even so, I still would've liked to give permission before-hoof.” Again, I wanted to yell, but her caring face made it hard to do so.

“I'm sorry. I figured since you changed Glitter's diaper for me, I'd do the same for you as thanks.”

“How did you know about that?”

“I figured it was you when I went to take care of her, only to see she was clean. Not to mention she recalled seeing you changing her.”

“Well, I... Uh...” I was speechless. I simply muttered a “thank you” as I got up and looked at my diaper, which was a little more colorful than before. “These aren't my usual diapers.”

“I figured since you were playing the baby for Glitter, you'd prefer dressing up for the part.”

“Oh, that's right. I forgot about that.” I noticed they were a little smaller than my usual ones, something I dreaded as it meant I shrunk. Looking in my compact, though, nothing seemed to change from before, so I simply chalked it up to my imagination.

“Is everything okay?”

“Oh, yes, I'm just... Checking my hair,” I lied.

“Is she awake, is she awake?!” I saw Glitter bouncing around in glee. She dressed up in a foal-sized business suit with a fake mustache on her face. Her diaper was still showing, though.

“I believe she is.” Cocoa smiled.

“Yay! Now, to get the baby clothes!” She pulled out clothing suited for a mare like me.

“I have to wear all that?” I looked as there were far too many outfits for one pony.

“Not all of them. I'm letting you choose which one to wear to start with.”

“Really?”

She nodded. “Mhmm! But, once we start, you have to do everything I say, and no talking back. You promised.”

“Yep, a deal's a deal.” I decided to choose a simple purple outfit.

“Ooh, a onesie. A good choice to start with!”

Without argument, I took my usual dress off and put the onesie on. I had a bit of trouble getting the button snaps on, which Cocoa helped me with. “Oh, what a cute pendant you have!”

“Huh?” I looked at my pendant, one I've had for a long time. “Oh... Yes, it was my mother's.”

“A gift to you?”

“Well... Yes, in a way.” I hadn't really thought about her in a while. I started having memories of her, but I soon dismissed them. Now wasn't the time to reminisce. Looking at my reflection in my compact, I did feel like a little foal. “Okay, I'm ready.”

“Great! Time to play!” Her lisp continued despite being the 'grown-up' in the game.

“Goo-goo,” I said, pretending and trying to fit the role.

“Heehee, baby is cute!” She led me to a play kitchen filled with plastic toys and a fake oven. “Time to feed the baby!”

I sat down on a chair that looked like a highchair, only it was much lower to the ground and actually fit a pony my size. “I'm guessing I'm not the only one who's pretended to be the baby.” I whispered to myself.

Next thing I know, a bottle full of formula was shoved into my mouth. “Here's your bottle!”

I was surprised that the bottle had real baby formula in it, which had a slight chalky taste to it that made me cringe. Eww, this stuff is what we feed them?! It's no wonder why bottle-fed foals grow up being slightly irritable. I thought about that until I realized in that moment, Oh, wait, I was bottle-fed.

“Drink up, little one.” She was enjoying this a little too much, I could tell. Tears of disgust went down my cheeks as the 'milk' touched my tongue and slid down my throat. I drank as much as I could before I started to gag. “Oh, looks like baby is done.”

I gave a light burp as my face turned green. “I think I'm going to be sick... Please don't feed me that stuff again.”

“But it's good for you!”

“Maybe when I was an actual foal and my taste buds weren't fully developed, but now it tastes like... I don't even know what.”

I think she saw how disgusted I was and felt sorry. “Okay, in that case...” I was mercifully pulled out of the chair and led to a large playpen. It was filled with baby toys of all kinds, (not surprising,) and could fit a pony my size. “There we go. Now you can play!”

“Well, at least this one will be easier than the last task.” I started looking at the toys, finding one of those bead and wire toys you often find at doctor offices. Actually, I think my office had one too, come to think of it. Sometimes, my clients bring their children due to babysitter issues and need something to help entertain them during sessions.

“Now to go and do grown-up things.” She started to do her idea of what grown-ups did... Which pretty much amounted to her going to a desk and pretend to work. What that work was, that was for her to decide.

I simply continued playing with the toys, though I was bored with them rather quickly. “Hmm... I thought this whole 'being a baby' thing would've been easier, but I can't figure out what I'm supposed to do.” I noticed Robu flying nearby watching. “Getting a good show?” He simply whistled.

“Okay! All done! Time to play with the baby!”

She approached me and started tickling me. “Ah, stop! That... HAHAHAHAHA!” I couldn't control myself. I laughed as she continued, not stopping for a few minutes. When she did stop, I noticed my 'pamper' was a little damp. Little squirt made me pee.

She chuckled and grabbed the clothes. “Time to dress up the baby in new clothes.” She grabbed some of the most foalish attire I had ever seen, only they were for me.

Oh, I am SO going to regret this...

~*~

I sat there, suckling on a pacifier while my hair was in pigtails. I had a bib and a bonnet on, the dress I wore was far too short to hide my diapered rear, and I had socks and baby booties on my legs. Needless to say, I was not happy. Didn't help that my stomach was gurgling from that chalky formula earlier making its way back up.

“D'awww, look at the cute baby!” Glitter said as she looked upon me. She looked at my horn and frowned, however. “Oh, I should take that ring off, it's kind of clashing.”

Before she could take it off, however, I pushed her away and screamed, “NO!”

“Ow!” She hurt herself on the floor and looked like she was about to cry.

“Ohmygosh, I am so, so sorry!” I went to help her up and comfort her.

“Why... Why did you push me?”

“I really am sorry, Princess, it's just... This ring isn't for decoration. It's really important to keep it on.”

“Why?”

“Because... Well, bad things will happen if it gets taken off. I don't want to hurt anypony, and if you take off my ring, that could happen to you. Just trust me, okay?”

She wiped away her tears and nodded. “Okay, I'll leave it on you if it's really important.”

“It is. Plus, it's something my brother made for me. It's special in that regard, too.” I started having memories of my goofy brother; how he'd be covered in soot whenever his new inventions exploded because of a mishap or mistake he made.

“I didn't know you have a brother.” She looked at me curiously.

“Oh, yes. I have an older brother. Did I not mention that?” I put a hoof to my lips in contemplation.

“Nope.” She sat closer and looked up, wide-eyed. “What's he like?”

I chuckled. “He's a total goofball. Smart, but very clumsy. He's an inventor, too. He likes to build inventions and all sorts of crazy gadgets to help benefit other ponies. He's also very caring... So much so, that he often changed my diapers without hesitation, whether I wanted him to or not.”

“He sounds really nice.”

“He is. He cared for me for a long time, and sometimes I would care for him. He always knows when I'm in trouble, and would go to any lengths to help me. This ring is but a symbol of his devotion.”

“What about your parents? Weren't they in your life?”

“Well, yes, they were... Only, not as much as one would want.” I panicked and spouted, “D-don't get the wrong idea! They loved us, it's just... Well, my father is the General of Canterlot's Royal Guard. He was often busy when I was growing up.”

“Didn't he come home to see you two?” she asked in confusion.

“We didn't live in Canterlot when I was a filly. We actually lived in Vanhoover, which is in the Northwest corner of Equestria. Canterlot was in the center of the country and very far away from us. Because of that, we usually didn't see him all that much, except on special occasions. I admit, it did get very lonely at times. But, as rare as it was, it always brought a smile to his face whenever he did come home and saw us. He loved us very much.”

“What about your mommy?”

My face changed to that of dismay. “She... Wasn't really around at all. We'd see her, sure, but... It was often bittersweet.”

“Oh. I'm sorry. I'm sure she loved you, in some way.”

“Oh, I don't doubt that. I know she loved us, she just had a hard time saying it.”

“I hope I'm not interrupting anything?” Cocoa had approached us and looked like she was about to take my picture... In my current attire.

“Uh, no, you're not interrupting anything. What's up?”

“Well, it's lunchtime, so I figured you two would be hungry.” She picked up Glitter and put her on her back. “Care to join us, Mindset?”

I was about to accept, until my stomach reminded me of that 'milk'. “Ooh... Uh, yeah, I think I'll skip this one.” I winced in pain.

“Oh, well, I figured I'd ask.”

“It's okay. I was actually hoping to look around the kingdom anyways. Explore outside the castle and all.” I got up and changed out of that foalish attire and back into my usual dress.

“I understand. Have fun!” The two walked off to the dining hall.

It's probably a good idea not to eat any food around here anyways. I don't want to regress any further, and something tells me the food is connected to that. Robu landed on my horn as I grabbed my things and left the castle.

~*~

The town square was very eventful. Everypony was preparing for Maternal Mare Day as some banners were being made and hung between the market stalls. I looked as the mothers and fathers of all the foals were helping their little ones as they ran the shops. “Cocoa was right, the foals are the ones in charge. Even their stock is meant for foals.” I looked at the different shops as they each had foal supplies. Diapers, powder, toys, food, baby gates. Just about everything was meant for the foals in mind. There were a few meant for adults, sure, but for the majority, it was all about the babies of this kingdom. I soon came across a park, the children playing in the playground.

“Hello, Dr. Mindset.”

I turned to see a familiar face. “Oh, Ms. Frost Wind! Hello, I wasn't expecting to see you here.”

“But of course. I'm on break for the moment, playing with my two boys.”

“That's great. How are Cirrus and Nimbus, anyways?”

“Just fine. The two are very happy right now. They're playing with the other foals.”

“That's good to hear. I'm just exploring the kingdom at the moment. ”

“May I join you?”

“Sure.” The two of us walked for a bit, not going too far. “It's really strange. To think, this kingdom is run by foals. I guess it's just difficult for me to consider, especially since most foals aren't given such power where I'm from.”

“It can be a strange concept for some. But just looking around, you can see how happy everypony is. With a ruler as young as Glitter is, this place is given true care for the people that live here, without any ulterior motive whatsoever. Innocence in youth, after all.”

“I suppose, but I think the name of the kingdom needs work. No offense.”

“Oh?” She gave me a glare.

“Well, 'The Block Kingdom' is not the greatest name in the world. Then again, we have 'The Crystal Kingdom' back home, so I probably shouldn't be complaining.”

She laughed. “I suppose it is a little lackluster. Actually, this kingdom had another name.”

“Really? I didn't hear about that... Or read it anywhere.” I tried to recall if I saw a name before in the book.

“Oh yes, most aren't aware of this, but the kingdom was originally named 'Fountonia'.”

“'Fountonia', huh? A strange name, but I'm not one to judge. Still, though, why is it that others haven't heard of it?”

“Well, it was a name that was lost some time ago. It is archived in the library, but most ponies usually just called it 'Block Kingdom' ever since the buildings were built with them. We just gradually forgot the name soon after.”

“That's kind of sad. Well, regardless, it is your kingdom, so you can call it whatever you want.” We eventually walked back to the beginning of where we started. “Well, it was a nice walk. Thank you for joining me.”

“It was no trouble. I needed a break from the boys anyways.”

“They get a little rowdy, huh? I can understand, they are growing up after all. I guess it's a good thing the two are royal guards; I'm sure their training is keeping them well-behaved with the little ones. They probably even look up to them.”

“Whatever do you mean?” She looked to me in confusion.

“Well, the two are royal guards after all. The babies can look to them for protection. Not to mention they're both old enough to use the potty, so-”

“Use the potty? I'm afraid they are much too young to start potty training.”

I paused in disbelief. “Huh? But... Weren't they...”

Before I could continue, the two ponies in question walked up to us. She was right; the two looked far too young to even start potty training, both being around the age of one. “Ah, here they are.” She lifted them both and cradled them. “My little cuties here do act like they could be royal guards someday, but that won't be for a while.”

I was in stunned silence. Before I could process any of this, the two blushed and sighed as their diapers started filling. Even more so, they giggled and babbled incoherently as if they were proud of what they had just done. “I... Wha...”

“Oh, looks like they both need to be changed, speaking of. If you'll excuse me, I need to take care of this. It was nice speaking to you, Doctor.” She walked off with the ex-royal guards in tow.

I stood there, flabbergasted at what I had just witnessed. Robu tried his best to snap me out of it, but it was pointless. I was out of my element. “Robu... I think I'm gonna faint.”

Black. Black was all I could see as my head hit the dirt.

Chapter Three: Research

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I awoke in a black void, nothingness surrounding me. “Where am I? What's going on?” Before I could look, I felt a burning pain inside me. I folded into myself as the intense feeling hit me. I looked around calling for help, but nopony showed. I looked behind me and to my surprise, a mirror stood. Looking into the reflection, I saw myself shrinking with each passing second. I was regressing faster than before. No longer did the pony in the reflection look like a young mare, but instead was a filly, at the age of eleven.

Soon, she turned back to ten.

Nine.

Eight.

I screamed out, begging for help. A clock appeared as the hands moved backwards.

Seven.

Six.

I was in a panic. Confused as to what was happening. “No! How could this happen?! Please, won't somepony help me?!”

Five.

Four.

I thought of stopping the clock with my magic, but at this age, my magic was no longer strong enough to do much of anything. I tried to reach out with my hooves. I was too small.

Three.

Two.

My teeth began to disappear one by one, sinking back into my gums as my body began reverting into a foal. I could no longer speak words. My diaper fell off me, no longer fitting my new size.

One.

I had regressed to a newborn. I thought my punishment would end there.

A strange wall surrounded me and encased me as some strange fluid filled it. As I held my breath, a strange, fleshy thing attached itself onto my stomach. I realized what was happening. I was still regressing past my own birth! I was trapped in an embryo!

I had to get out!!

I struggled to break the wall, hoping that it would stop this madness before it got worse. I charged it, ramming it in an attempt to burst it. It was no good. I tried to kick it, but as I swung, my legs began to disappear. I was being reduced by the cellular level. My body was on fire as my cells started to vanish. I thought I saw Princess Luna.

I tried to scream to her, but my vocal cords were gone.

I tried to see her, but my eyes ceased to exist.

I tried to listen to her, but my ears evaporated.

My body curled as it turned into an unidentifiable mass of flesh.

I could only witness in agony as my body reverted back to a single cell floating in an ova. And just like that...

I was gone. Nothing. The empty ova sat, as the pony that used to be died.

~*~

I woke up screaming, startling everypony that was around me. “Doctor Mindset, please, relax!”

“What?! Where am I?! What happened?!” My eyes regained focus as I looked around. I was back in my bedroom in the castle. There were ponies maintaining my room.

“You had passed out in the park. We had to bring you back to your bedroom,” Cocoa had explained. “Turned out the formula Glitter fed you had, err, expired.” She said that last word with nervousness.

“Expired? You mean that foul-tasting stuff was due to it going bad?” I couldn't believe it. I was still alive.

“Yes, and we have since instructed our cooks and staff to inspect all food for expiration dates daily and before serving.”

My stomach still ached, but at least I didn't feel like I would spew at any moment. “How long was I out?”

“About a day or so. We had to have your stomach pumped, or else things could have been a lot worse.” I looked and saw a small diapered filly filled with guilt at what she had done. “I believe Her Majesty has something she'd like to say.”

Glitter approached me and scraped her hooves onto the floor, tears in her eyes. “I-I'm sorry. It's my fault you got sick. I was just trying to make it seem more real for fun sake, but I-I messed it up. Could you ever forgive me?” She gave me puppy-dog eyes that was hard to say 'no' to.

I smiled. “Of course I forgive you. It was an accident. Just try to be more careful next time, okay?” I ruffled her hair gently. Slowly, her guilt was relieved and a smile formed on her face.

Cocoa stepped in and lifted her. “Well, now that we've brought her back, let's give her some space. I'm sure she'd like to sleep without any of us bothering her.” The group of ponies began filing out of my room. “You may need to eat some food to regain your strength. We've left you some next to your bed. Don't worry, we made sure it was fresh.” Cocoa and Glitter were the last to leave as they closed the door. Robu was on the nightstand, looking at me with worry.

“It's okay, Robu, I'll live. I think.” I leaned up and immediately regretted it. My head span like a merry-go-round. “Oh, wait. Robu, did I-” Before I could even finish, Robu displayed what he saw with his wings. The pony he showed me was in her teens, roughly sixteen to seventeen. “So I did regress.” I laid my head back on my pillow. I felt weak, but that could have been due to my empty stomach. I looked to the food they left me and immediately took a bite. The sweet taste of the apple was so good, I couldn't care less if it was making me regress.

After eating the food they left me, a felt a little stronger. I thought about sleeping, but something in me was too scared to try it again; not after that nightmare I had. I had to do something, though, as I couldn't stand doing nothing for very long. I checked my diaper, only to see that it was clean. “Cocoa or the other ponies must have been changing me.” I'd have been embarrassed by that fact if I hadn't been unconscious.

I got up and decided to walk around the corridors. I watched the many ponies pass by me; adults, foals, and every age in between.

I know what I saw can't just be some sort of elaborate prank. I know Princess Twilight did something similar to another pony, but that was just so she could get her to let go of some amulet. This is different. Looking out a window, I saw Cirrus and Nimbus, still foals like before, playing in some sandbox outside.

Are they not aware of what's happened to them, or do they just not care? If it's the former, than how am I still capable of remembering my life? I continued until I reached the fountain.

I don't understand. How can everypony just regress? Is it the food? It can't be, unless all food tastes like what I tasted. If that's the case, then what's the secret ingredient? What makes them so sweet? I tried to think as I looked into my reflection. After a second or two, it dawned on me. Memories of previous conversations began flooding in my head.

“They have very clean, fresh tasting water that, no doubt, many con-artists would take and use for their own purposes, and the water there is practically the kingdom's biggest attraction.”

“Oh, this water is very special. It's the cleanest and purest of water there is, and it has a sweet taste to it.”

Staring into the water, it was then I had a revelation. The water! Of course, it's the water! Why else would it be so important to them?! Knowing this, I went back to the library.

~*~

Using a spell that Princess Twilight taught me, I looked for books that contained the following as I spoke them: “Water, fountain, Fountonia, regression, foal.” Immediately, the books containing these words started to light up. The more the books matched the search, the brighter they got. Many were sadly dull, meaning I wouldn't find my answers there. “Come on, there has to be something here that can help me.” It took a while, but I managed to find something. Thing was, it was hidden behind a bookcase that required me to pull some of the books off just to see inside. “Huh? How do I get to it?” Pulling more books off the shelf, one didn't budge. “Oh, is this-”

Click!

“Yes!” The book was a switch as the bookcase moved, opening a path to the glowing book. Stepping in, I felt like I was Daring Do entering a tomb that had been sealed away for generations, and that I wasn't meant to be in here. Still, I needed my answers to this mystery. I needed to know if I, if anypony, would die from this regression. Inspecting for traps, I was relieved to see that it was clear. I pulled the book off the table it was placed on and looked at the cover. It was without a title and looked like a journal of sorts. Opening it up, I read the name of its owner. “Doctor Atavism Reversion.” I recognized the name almost instantly. “Wait, could it be that Doctor Reversion?” Taking the book, I left and returned to my room without being seen.

Robu looked at me curiously, asking me what was up.

“I found this book in the library hidden in a secret chamber. It was written by Doctor Atavism Reversion, a well-known scientist who came up with Regression Therapy. He was famous for his techniques on the subject. He disappeared sometime after, saying he wanted to find other methods for his research.” Robu looked to me with worry. “I know, it seems like a coincidence to find one of his journals here, and makes me worry about his fate. I think they were trying to hide it, meaning it must be important.” Sitting down at the desk, I pulled out my reading glasses to put them on, only to go cross-eyed. “Whoa, what the-!” After some inspection, I realized that my eyes had been corrected. Sort of. More like they reversed to a point where I didn't need glasses to read. “Whoa, that's weird. Cool, but weird.” Putting my now useless glasses away, I began to read.

March 12^th

My journey has led me to the Kingdom of Fountonia, an uncan place, considering the inhabitants. Many are not aware of this kingdom, but looking at it now, I see that it has potential for my research. I'll try to find out more about this place and interview Her Majesty.

March 13^th

My questions have sadly been left unanswered by the current sovereign as she seems too young to know anything. However, I believe she might be hiding something. In fact, I believe she might be older than she appears to be, though I cannot be certain. The way she speaks is an odd mix of foalish lisping, yet she speaks words most foals would have trouble speaking, let alone use properly in sentences. I have asked the maids and other members of court, yet they do not provide any answers. I must find out about this kingdom's secret. Princess Glitter Star has invited me for dinner, but I did not wish to impose. I wasn't hungry anyways, being more invested in my research.

“Princess Glitter Star?! But Doctor Reversion was in his prime nearly two-hundred years ago! That means Glitter is really almost two-hundred years old. Maybe even older! Yet, she still looks like she's two. She must be using the water to keep herself young.”

Robu responded by fluttering in place and looked confused.

“I don't know why she'd want to be a foal. I mean, it would make more sense to just be a young mare, but to regress to the point of needing diapers again? I don't see the benefit.” I continued to read.

March 14^th

I have determined the cause to be in the water. I witnessed a pony drink a small gulp from the fountain and near instantly they started to shrink. However, as I asked them about it, they seemed to have not noticed. They don't even seem to recall being their previous age, claiming they were only thirsty and needed a drink. I'm curious to see more of what this water has to offer.

I don't know how they found me, but the mail courier has once again plagued me with letters from those 'leeches' back home. They keep harassing me about my next big breakthrough. I must remember to send them a special gift of-

“Whoa! Not reading that part.” I blushed at the profanity of his words. “I didn't think the good doctor had such 'colorful' vocabulary.” Before I could continue, a knock on my door startled me to close the journal. After hiding it in my saddlebag, I answered, “It's open.”

Cocoa walked through the door. “Good to see you're up and moving. I just came to check up on you.” She looked at the tray that once held my food. “I'll just take this to the kitchen. You're finished, yes?” I simply nodded as she took the tray. “I've been meaning to ask when your next session with Glitter will be?”

“Oh, err, it'll be soon. I just want to take a few days to recover.”

“I see.” She seemed disappointed. “I was hoping to have this matter resolved before the festival.”

“Huh? Oh right, 'That Day'.” I muttered under my breath. “That's still about a week away, isn't it? I'll try to schedule some sessions, but she'll need to take it seriously.”

“You know she won't hold still.” She raised her eyebrow.

“I'll still play with her, but I won't be as active, and don't expect me to play the 'baby' again after what happened. Accident or not, I'd rather not be reminded of that experience.” I winced at the thought.

“I see. I'll let her know. Would you like some dessert?”

“No, thank you.” Every inch of my mind screamed in agony at skipping dessert, but I didn't want to risk it.

“Very well.” She smiled and left.

“Yeah, I'll just avoid food for now. Don't want to get any younger,” I muttered under my breath, my words dripping with suspicion. If I find out you regressed Doctor Reversion to oblivion, I'm so out of here. I pulled the journal out once again and read from where I left off.

March 15^th

I managed to catch a few rats that had been roaming the castle. Still alive and scared, I nurtured them to trust me enough to not be afraid, though they still do not know what awaits them. I plan to use them to test the water and see the results.

The princess surprised me with a question I didn't expect. Her Majesty graced me with her presence as I was conducting my research. She pestered me with questions that, for the most part, I answered simply. However, one question was one I never had been asked before by my colleagues or members of the scientific community: 'Did I like being a scientist?' I was about to answer her with a 'Yes,' but the more I thought about it, the more I questioned that train of thought. Before I could answer, however, one of her attendants had taken her, claiming she had some 'personal business' to take care of.

I shall begin my research tomorrow. It may be some time before I write in this journal again.

The next page just had some diagrams and scribbles, no doubt from his experiments.

March 24^th

I have given a healthy dose of water to the rats. I've left one with ordinary water, so that it will remain my controlled subject. The others are my variable subjects. Any changes to them will be recorded and compared to the controlled subject.

Already, I have seen changes as the rats appear to be younger. Seems that drinking certain amounts will change one down to a certain age. The greater the volume, the younger one becomes. I'm uncertain as to how much would be needed for a full-grown pony, but the principal should still be the same. Yet, as I look at the citizens of this kingdom, something seems off with that theory. I've noticed so little few have drank from the water, yet as the days went by, the ponies continue to regress. Is there another fountain I'm unaware of, or is this water freely available for all? I must keep a closer eye on them.

I've barely slept. Her Majesty's question continues to plague my mind. I have not yet found an answer to this. I have tried to push it aside, yet the more I push, the stronger it returns. Perhaps I should evaluate my life in the near future.

“That's odd. I don't recall hearing or reading of the doctor's history before his discovery. I only know about him during and after. No book ever mentions what his foalhood was like.” Robu looked intrigued at this fact.

“Dr. Mindset?”

I quickly placed a bookmark in the journal and closed it, hiding it once again. “Yes, come in.”

“Um, I was wondering if you'd like to play right now?” Glitter asked, looking like she wanted some attention.

“Right now?” I looked at the time, and noted that it was evening. “Well, I guess I could play a little bit. But, I'm not drinking anymore formula, okay? I know you didn't mean it, but I'd rather not risk it again.”

She giggled and said, “Yes, I know. Besides, I was thinking of something else we could do.” She had a bag with a foalish-looking medical cross on it, no doubt filled with toy versions of medical tools. “Wanna play 'Doctor'?”

I chuckled. “Well, I'm not an M.D., but I am still a doctor. I guess I can temporarily change my career, though.”

“Oh, I didn't mean you being the doctor.”

“Oh.” I felt a little sad, but knew this was all pretend, anyways, so I just shrugged it off.

“I kinda wanted to play when I saw our doctor take care of you when you were... Uh, never mind. I just felt like playing it today.”

Nice recovery, poof pants. I wanted to avoid being reminded of that, but I figured, “Why not?” At least I'd get to bond with my client.

I went through a series of tests by the 'doctor' and acted like a sick patient for her. She went through the whole process in a manner that, to my surprise, was fairly accurate to a real doctor. Granted, the toys were not giving real results, but she handled herself professionally. “Okay, looks like you have a bad case of the Grumps.”

“The Grumps?”

“Yep, it's a condition one gets when being a grown-up.” Okay, mostly professional.

“Hey, I'm not that old!” I scolded. However, she simply laughed like it was a joke, and I did join her.

“Luckily, we have a special cure.” She pulled out a sippy cup that had a clear liquid in it. “One small sip of this should help make you feel better.” I looked at it with trepidation. She immediately added in a whisper, “Don't worry, it's just water this time.”

That didn't really change anything for me. Now knowing that the water was the cause, I feared taking anymore of the liquid. I was about to refuse, but her face... Ugh, I can't beat cute. “I only need a sip?”

“Yep, just a sip.” She watched anxiously.

I was the same. My mind didn't want to be involved in this, but my heart was telling me to just do it. Even Robu was unsure of whether I'd do it or not. Finally, I gave in and put the little sippy cup's opening in my mouth. The water began to flood inside as my tongue was submerged. I only had it in there for a second before I pulled out the cup and set it down next to her. The water was cool and had that slight sweet taste I was starting to be familiar with. After taking a breath, I swallowed the fluid.

“Yay! You should be better in no time.” She looked so cheerful.

“Great, thank you, doctor,” I said with slight sarcasm.

However, after a brief moment, she seemed confused about something. “Huh? That's strange.”

“What is?”

“Oh, uh, nothing!” She seemed to panic for a bit. I took a moment to look in the mirror when she wasn't looking, but nothing seemed different. I think I knew what was wrong. What she expected didn't happen. “Oh, look at the time, I got to get ready for bed.” She scrambled to gather her toys and put them in the bag.

“Wait, hold on, princess.” She paused for a moment. “I just wanted to say, it was fun playing with you. You actually did really well as a doctor.”

She was surprised by this. “Oh, thank you. I was just... You know, playing.”

“Perhaps, but you seemed more professional than one would expect. A passion of yours?” I was genuinely curious.

“Huh? Oh, well, maybe. I mean, if I wasn't a princess already, I'd try to be a doctor.”

“Oh, and who's to say you can't be both? A princess can still be a doctor, if they know how.”

“They can?” She tilted her head.

“Of course. True, a princess would still have princess duties, and would probably be more busy than most doctors, but learning how to care for other ponies in such ways isn't limited to only them. You can still use the skills and abilities that one gets from training, so long as you're licensed for it.”

“I didn't know that. Huh.” She seemed really interested in that idea. However, she soon returned to gathering her things. “I really do need to go. Thank you for playing with me, and thank you for that idea.” If it weren't for her age and lisp, I'd have mistaken her for an adult, the way she was behaving. Then again, if what Doctor Reversion wrote was true, that may still be a possibility. As the door was about to close, she whispered, “See you tomorrow.”

“Yep. I'll see you next session.” I considered this our therapy session for the day. When she was out of earshot, I quickly looked in the mirror again. “I don't get it. Why didn't I change?” The fact that it surprised Glitter as well shows that this wasn't supposed to happen. “His journal said it's volume-based. The more you drink, the more you regress.” Thinking on it more, I did notice something odd about everything that's happened so far. I regressed far more quickly and lost more years on the first night, yet as the days went by, it started slowing down to a crawl. Why was it different now than it was on the first night?

I returned to my desk and started where I left off on the journal. “It seems I might need to do my own testing compared to his notes.”

~*~

I was once again in that same dream. However, there was one difference: Cocoa and Glitter were watching.

They were laughing maliciously.

I woke up in the morning soaked in sweat, (among other things that my diaper thankfully caught.) Entering the bathroom, I saw myself in the mirror. I sighed, noting I was a year younger than before. After taking a bath, I returned to see Cocoa had entered my room. I screamed in surprise.

“Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you. I was just coming in to check up on you. You look well.”

“Oh, thank you.” I felt like I hadn't slept at all.

“I wanted to thank you for spending some time with Glitter. She told me how you played with her last night.”

“Oh, it was no trouble. She actually did a very decent job as a doctor. Perhaps she could take up a second career as a professional.”

Cocoa laughed pleasantly. “Maybe she could. But, she still has a long way to go before then.”

“Right. First things first, she needs to begin training.”

“Potty training?”

“Uh, well, maybe, but I meant training to be a doctor. She's good, but she still needs to pass the exams first. It's illegal to practice medicine without a license,” I corrected her.

“Oh, of course. How silly of me.” She blushed for thinking such a thing. “So, any plans for today?”

“Oh, I just plan on doing a little shopping.”

~*~

I spent a day finding some testing supplies, though the best I could find was a Junior Scientist's First Chemistry set. A little bare-bones, but with some additions, it could still do the job.

“Little one wanting to play Chemist?” the shopkeeper asked. To my surprise, it was the red and yellow unicorn I saw in the castle.

“Huh? Oh, yes, she does. Figured I'd play with her and teach her something in the process. 'Circus Rose', right?” She nodded in agreement. “What are you doing here? I thought you were one of Glitter's attendants.” I was nervous, and it didn't help that I peed right at that moment.

“Oh, I am, but I'm off the clock right now, which means I can help my little one with his shop.”

Oh, that's right, the foals run the shops here. “So, your little one runs this shop? That's cool. I'm just here to buy some chemistry supplies.”

“Yes, my little biochemist here loves it, but when we're not maintaining the shop, we go to the forest to study the plants. He's such a curious one.” I looked at her foal, who was a brown colt with a leaf-green mane.

“Aw, what a cutie. What's his name?”

“It's Quick Beam.”

“Nice to meet you, Quick Beam.” The little colt smiled and wiggled his hoof. I didn't know why, but something about him seemed familiar, but I couldn't figure out what. “So, how much for it?”

“That will be 3 fountains.”

“Uh, huh?” I was confused.

“Oh, that's right, you're from another country. Just give me 6 bits. That should be the equivalent.” I was still confused, but I did pay her the amount and went on my way.

I had a small lab at the ready for my experiments. Following the same formulas and diagrams I read in the journal, I carefully placed a sample of water I had taken from the fountain when nopony was looking into a petri dish. Placing it under a makeshift microscope, I examined the water. “Well, it correlates with his diagrams, but I don't understand how I'm the odd one out.”

Taking the dish out, I started to test other aspects of it. Poorly, I might add. Sadly, Chemistry was not my strong suit, and the lack of better supplies wasn't helping. In the end, my research was inconclusive. That, and I looked like Tinker after one of his machinery test runs, covered in soot. “Ugh, this isn't working. The only way to truly figure this out is if I actually drink this stuff, and just monitor it, and that's too risky, as is.” I groaned and lifted the journal. “Maybe I just need more clues.”

March 26^th

Things appear to be the same with my research. Nothing else to remark for now.

After much thought, I think I have an answer for her. I remember my youth, at first, was full of curiosity and enjoyment. I would visit the forest often and explore the nature, seeing the wildlife, and taking in the crisp air. This sadly came to an end around my 6^th birthday, when my parents decided to enroll me to school. Do not be mistaken, I enjoyed being in school, socializing and interacting with my fellow peers. However, as time passed, expectations and talk of career options came along. Now, being the young colt that I was, I was simply naive about my career path, as one would expect. My flank bearing no mark, I was open to learn about myself and my skills. Or, so I thought. My parents had other ideas.

“That sounds ominous. And the entry ends there.” I didn't think 'cliffhangers' were a thing back then.

March 29^th

I made a fascinating discovery! While my original theory is sound, it turns out there's another, unforeseen factor I learned by watching a mother and her foal. As I walked around the park, the mother simply had her young colt, about the age of four, being put in a nappy after he had a slight accident.

“Nappy? Oh, that's right, Doctor Reversion was a Shetland. They call diapers 'nappies' over there,” I explained before continuing.

Now, one would suspect the colt to nicker and reject such a thing, yet he seemed a tad dazed and complied to his mother. Before I knew it, the lad shrunk before my eyes as her mother wrapped the thick garment around his waist, pinning it to his new age of one or two. Then, the lad began to act like the baby he was, without any regard for what happened. At first, I suspected the water and continued to observe, but the lad regressed once again a few hours later, without consuming the water. His mother had noticed he had soiled himself and immediately changed him. In doing so, the foal regressed between newborn to six months.

This explains my inconsistencies! The regression is not only about the water, but the behavior as well. If one were to be treated more and more like a foal, the more they'll regress. I still believe the water, at the very least, begins the process, but once ingested, (likely a small dose,) all one needs is to be motivated to regress and possibly even accept the regression. Physical and mental triggers. How did I not see it before?

“Physical and mental triggers?” I suddenly understood why they wanted me to do those foalish activities. They knew it would trigger a reaction... Or so they thought. I was still confused as to why I hadn't been regressing as quickly as the others, but I just assumed I got lucky. Still, this didn't help ease my current fear, and after a day spent on experiments, I was getting too tired to continue. “Mmm, maybe I should just sleep for now.”

“Doctor Mindset?”

My sleep was interrupted by a familiar voice. I hid the journal and said, “It's open.”

In comes Glitter, looking a little concerned. “Um, do you have time? I kinda need to talk about something.”

I hadn't seen Glitter that serious before. “Sure. Please, sit down.” I offered her a couch cushion to sit on. “So, what's on your mind?”

She seemed hesitant before she simply said, “Well, um, do you have a secret?”

“S-secret?!” I could have sworn my bladder wasn't that easily excitable.

“Yeah, you know, just like a little secret about a person, or an object. Just in general.”

I sighed. “Well, of course. Everypony has one secret or another.”

“Well, I-er, I mean a friend of mine has this one secret, that they've kept from everypony, and she's scared of what would happen if it got out.”

“I see. So, because of this, she's too scared to do anything else?” She nodded. “Well, I guess one thing she could do is tell one pony and see how they'd react.” She flinched at the idea. “Another idea would be to find a way to not let it distract her from her work. I don't know how old she is, but I'm guessing she still wears diapers.” I teased, knowing full well who she was talking about.

“Who doesn't around here?” She smiled back.

“Good point. So, there's that. Lastly, there's telling everypony the truth, but maybe, doing so gently.” She didn't seem to like that idea. “Well, I can't think of any other way to break such news.” She groaned. “Hey, I get it, secrets can stink. They can be weighing, and sometimes not even worth it.”

“If she does tell somepony, and they hate her, what should she do?”

“Well, that's hard to say. I don't know how severe the secret is.” I had an inkling of what it was, but I didn't want her to suspect I knew. “I suppose she could try to convince them to forgive her, but otherwise, she should just learn from her mistake and move on. After all, dwelling on it will only be poison to her psyche.”

“M-move on?”

“Yeah. I don't know how or what that would entail, but regardless of what she does, she mustn't let the guilt of it turn her into a cold pony.” She seemed confused. “To put it more simply, if she doesn't let go, she'll only hurt herself and push away anypony that would come close to her. And that, Princess, would be a fate worse than anything you could imagine.”

“A... Fate worse than any...” She seemed a bit scared.

“But don't worry. I'm sure she'll be fine. Right, Glitter?” I smiled to her.

She paused, but agreed. “It's getting late. I probably should go.”

“Okay. Tell your friend I wish them the best.” As she left, my smile slowly turned into a frown. “I see. So Cocoa was right, she is carrying a lot weight on her back.” Robu looked to me with curiosity. “She's so afraid of her secret getting out that she's practically in tears. I can feel it in her mind and heart.” I laid back on my bed, staring at the ceiling. “She's in pain.” I closed my eyes and went to bed.

~*~

I had that same recurring dream, only this time, it was different yet again. I was regressing, but I smiled as I looked to Glitter, who smiled back. Amazingly, I didn't regress past birth, but stayed a foal. The two of us then played together as Cocoa looked after us with a smile.

Dreams can be weird. My mother would know about that. She could interpret dreams and helped ponies figure them out. Well, before Princess Luna came along, that is. She wasn't as powerful as the Princess, and couldn't actually enter dreams, being an earth pony, but she could make accurate explanations unlike any other. I'd imagine she'd have no problem interpreting mine.

Well, that was in the past. What mattered now was the present, and I woke to see Cocoa in my room. “Huh? Hey, what are you doing in here?”

“Oh, you're awake. I just came in to check up on you. You also needed a change, so I figured I'd do it for you while you slept.” As embarrassed as I was about that, I was also impressed she managed to do it without waking me. “Well, anyways, Glitter and I wondered if maybe you'd like to join us to a visit to the park after breakfast?”

“Actually, I have some work I need to do.” I didn't want her knowing about the journal, and I still needed to finish reading it.

“Oh, I see. I'll let her know.” She frowned, almost out of disappointment.

Guilt. I know I couldn't trust them, but something about how they made me feel guilty just screams agony into my head. “Wait, wait, wait.” She stopped before she closed the door. “I suppose I should relax a little. I technically am on vacation. I'll be there.”

“Great! I'll inform her, then.” She smiled and closed the door.

Robu listened to our conversation and asked how I'd pull this off.

“Look, I don't entirely know how, but based on what I learned from the good doctor, so long as I don't think about it or be reminded of being a foal, I should be fine.”

Robu was still unsure.

“Look, if you're worried, then come with us.”

He agreed and we both headed out to the dining hall.

“Yay! You're coming, you're coming!” Glitter bounced as we approached them. “I thought that maybe you were mad at me or something.”

“I just, um, had a lot on my mind. As I'm sure you're aware, I'm a bit of a workaholic.”

She giggled. “Yeah, we noticed. Is Robu coming with us?”

“I figured he could use some fresh air. Right, Robu?” Robu looked a bit confused until I winked at him. He then proceeded to nod.

“Well, looks like today's going to be an interesting one,” Cocoa commented.

~*~

The park today was busier than last time. The foals screamed in joy as they played in the playground. “Cocoa, hurry up, please? I wanna play!” Glitter wiggled in her stroller as she watched them run around.

“My, my, somepony is being impatient,” she teased as I giggled. She lifted her out and patted her diapered flank. “Okay, go play.”

“Yay!” She quickly took off and went for the slide.

“Well, I suppose I should just find someplace comfy and open up a good book.” I looked into my saddlebag, shifting through my spare diapers and supplies, finding my books. “Ah, here we are.”

“Actually, I need to use the little filly's room. Could you please keep an eye on Glitter for me?”

“Huh? Oh, of course. I can do that.” As she walked away, I pulled out the journal to read another entry.

April 2^nd

I remember more now. My age seems to be catching up with me, as it took a while to remember my distant past. My parents had high expectations for me. Both were well known in the scientific community, and they wished for me to continue that trend. However, I didn't-

“What'cha reading?”

I gave a startled scream as I looked over the journal to find a curious Glitter looking at me. “Oh, it's, um, nothing. Just a silly old book of mine.” I quickly hid it back into my saddlebag before she would get a good look at it. Can't let her find out.

“Ooh, what's this?”

“Huh? Hey!” She stuck her head into my bag shifting my supplies and books around until she pulled out a colorful book.

“Cuddle Bear!” she proclaimed.

I gave a sigh of relief. “You like Cuddle Bear, huh?”

“Like him? I love him! He's my favorite!” She was oozing with glee as her eyes grew wide and shiny. “I love reading his stories.”

This was not surprising to me, but I felt strange. I didn't consider the possibility of me having some common ground with a pony who was trying to reverse me into the youthful age of rattles and pacifiers. “Yeah, he's actually my favorite, too.”

She gasped. “You too?!”

I smiled. “Yes. I grew up with Cuddle Bear. Many may think he's only for foals, but reading his books many times myself, I can easily say he's for all ages. His carefree and whimsical personality is a breath of fresh air in a dreary world like ours.”

“Ugh, I hate when ponies say he's only for babies! He's got more personality and charm than most characters nowadays have! He's so much more dynamic than ponies give him credit for!”

“My, by the way you're acting, it's as if you've known him longer than I have.” I gave a devilish smile and raised a brow.

“Huh? Oh, uh, I mean, that's just what I think, anyways.” She stumbled with her words, trying to hide her true age. Granted, I already knew she was older than she looked, but seeing her panic trying to continue the charade was humorous.

I chuckled and said, “Relax, I get it. I agree, he's definitely for all ages. I even remember wearing Cuddle Bear clothes growing up. Shirts, pants, socks, even diapers.”

“Really? They had Cuddle Bear diapers?!” She was actually shocked by this.

“Had? They still have it. My brother made the designs. Well, technically, they already had the designs, but he suggested making them for older ponies who wanted more than just bland white diapers that looked like they were made for senior citizens. I remember wearing them almost every day to school.”

“Oh my goodness, that's so cute! Now, I want to wear them!” She bounced haphazardly as her short tail wagged furiously with joy. “What brand are they?”

“Silly Filly. My brother works there as one of the executives. He worked from the bottom to get there; building their inventions and machines, even creating different designs for many ponies with different tastes. Best part is, he did it all mostly for me. He got a discount for their diapers, which helped me out, since we didn't have to pay so much for them, especially when I got older and needed bigger diapers.”

“Your brother must be the coolest! Also, are diapers really that expensive in Equestria?”

“Oh, unbelievably so. A pack of twelve diapers costs about thirty to forty Bits each. It's ridiculous.”

“What?! For only one package?! That's too much! Diapers here only cost five Fountains per pack!”

“Fountains?” I tilted my head in confusion. I heard of that earlier, but wasn't sure what they meant.

“That's the name of our coins. I think they cost about the same as Bits... Or was it double? It was something like that.”

“Ah. Well, it's also about location. Here, they'd cost less because, well, look around. All these foals can't be running around without them, including yourself. They'd easily make bank off of that, so lowering the price wouldn't be too much of a hassle.”

“I still think that's too much. Maybe I should ask your princess to lower them for you.” She was truly considering that.

“Thank you, but you don't have to do that. It's not like you live in Equestria.”

“Nuh uh, I'm doing it for all the foals in your country. They need those diapers. Plus, Cuddle Bear is just too cute to say 'no' to.” And we once again came back full circle. I didn't think talking about economics and politics with a baby would be something I'd be doing during vacation, but I guess this isn't your typical vacation. “So, uh, could you maybe read it to me?”

“Huh? Oh, the book, right.” I forgot where we began for a moment and opened it to the first page, as I began to read.

Some time passed as Cocoa returned from her 'trip'. “Sorry for keeping you. Apparently, there was a long line for the restrooms. A lot of little ones that needed to go, or needed a diaper change. Some of them even needing to go only to end up needing a change instead a moment later.” She stopped as she noticed Glitter was entranced by the story as I continued to read. She giggled as Cuddle Bear used a balloon he got from his friend Agnus, an overly cautious baby lamb who often went on all sorts of silly and pleasant adventures with Cuddle Bear.

“Cuddle Bear, the balloon tied to his belly, floated gently up the honey tree, all dressed like a buzzing bee. Agnus watched with awe as he saw his friend get closer and closer to the holes in the tree, the bees simply working hard as usual.

Cuddle Bear started to make buzzing noises as to fool them, but some of them were not so sure about him as they watched carefully.”

“I hope I'm not interrupting anything.”

I paused and said, “Oh, Ms. Cocoa. Sorry, Glitter wanted me to read to her. It's a very good book.”

“Oh, I know. I've read it to her countless times.” She examined the book. “Strange, I don't see any stickers on it from the library.”

“Oh, that's because this is mine. I brought it with me from Equestria.”

“Oh? I didn't know ponies your age still read Cuddle Bear.”

“Sadly, most don't. I'm just a pony who grew up on it and enjoyed it enough to have my own copies of the whole Cuddle Bear series.”

“Cocoa, Cocoa, did you know they make Cuddle Bear diapers! I didn't!” Glitter interrupted.

“Oh, really?” She looked to me curiously.

“It's true. I've worn them myself.”

“Can we go to Equestria to get some, please? Or better yet, can we have them start selling here? Please, please, please!!!” She was begging to her.

“I don't know if we could. We're probably out of their jurisdiction, if they haven't sold any here already. Besides, I don't know if they accept Fountains.”

“But, but, but-”

“I can help with that.” I chimed in. “I know some ponies who could probably convince the big wigs at Silly Filly to open their doors and export them here.”

“You'd do that for us?!”

“Sure. After all, it's been made pretty clear you need them.” She was practically tearing the threads off of Cocoa's shirt sleeve. “I'll see what I can do for you.”

“Thank you, thank you, thank you!!” She hugged me tightly.

Again, it felt weird, knowing I was helping the ponies that were doing this to me, but they just seemed so innocent about it. It made me wonder if being a baby again would've been such a bad thing. I already wear diapers 24/7, so that wouldn't have been an issue, and other than playing with baby toys that may have bored me, interacting with other foals and playing with them probably wouldn't have been all that bad, if my session with 'Doctor Glitter' was anything to go by. Maybe... Maybe I should embrace this.

I suddenly felt a tug on my hair as Robu returned me from my thoughts. He looked at me with worry, no doubt because of why.

“What's wrong with Robu?” Cocoa asked.

“I, uh, think he's tired. I should probably get him back to his flower charger before his battery runs out.” Robu landed on my horn as I lied.

“Battery?” Cocoa and Glitter looked puzzled.

“Yeah. He's a machine, a robotic butterfly. Did I not mention that?”

“No, you didn't, sweetie.” Cocoa was amazed by this fact.

“So, he's not a real butterfly?” Glitter said with disappointment.

“Hey, now, who said he wasn't a real butterfly? He may be made of metal, but he's about as real as it gets! He still interacts with his own-Ow!” Another tug from Robu. “Okay, okay, I'm going. I'll see you back at the castle, and sorry about this.”

The two looked to each other and seemed confused.

~*~

“Thanks, Robu. I was submitting to it.” I looked to the mirror and saw that I had lost another two years. My diaper started to slip off as I was too small for it, forcing me to hold it up. “Great, I can't go without one, and if I keep shrinking, I'm going to be wearing baby diapers.” Then of course, that ever constant fear of dying from being unborn lingered. “I need to find out if it's possible. Otherwise, I'm going to be in constant fear of being erased from existence.”

Robu comforted me as I readjusted my diaper to be more fitting as best as I could. I walked to my desk before reading where I left off.

April 2^nd

I wished to be a ranger. I loved nature and the many beautiful sounds. To this day, they still bring me joy and tranquility. I tried to explain this to them, but they refused to listen. Of course, things became more complicated when I tried to compromise and combine the two in some fashion. To my surprise, it earned me my cutie mark, but my parents saw it as proof I was a scientist like them. Since then, I've always hated this thing. The fact it adorns my flanks is an insult to me, its true meaning forever stained with horrible memories.

They have begun to ask again. Wondering when my next contribution will be. Yet another reminder of my horrid past. Perhaps this is why I did not remember? I wanted to forget.

“I had no idea he was that miserable.” I lamented for the poor pony, but continued.

April 3^rd

Something unexpected happened. I awoke to find that my rats had drank more than I expected and had regressed to newborns. However, the amount should have regressed them further than that. I gave another that had yet to regress the amount the others drank and found that the regression had only gone to that of a newborn as well. It's seems that one can drink as much of the water as they want and only regress to the point of birth. One cannot regress beyond it.

Reading that, I gave a sigh of relief. “Good... I can sleep peacefully once more.” The fear dissipated from my dreams and I could rest easy, knowing that no matter what, I would still be alive. The next few lines surprise me even more.

I have begun to experiment with the water's makeup. Perhaps one could cure the regressive tendencies of it and instead grow a pony back to their original age. I will write the formula should I find it.

“A cure?! You mean a way to grow back?!” I eagerly read the next entry.

April 20^th

I've done it! I've found the cure and have written the formula. It's-

“Huh?” The entry ended there. “Hey, what gives?” Looking closer, I noticed a page missing. “What? Of course it would be missing.” I cursed my luck but could breathe easily. “Okay, so, there's not only no way of me dying, but there's also a way to change me back. I'll take it, even if it's not written here.” Looking at the journal, I found I was at the last page. The rest were left blank. “This is his last entry.”

April 23^rd

I have found my escape. My escape from my current life. The Princess had given me a choice. To leave and not take this journal with me, or stay and join them. She was surprised by my answer. Perhaps it was the constant, pestering mail from those fools, or the memory of my foalhood returning to me, but either way, I accepted to join. To regress. She was not expecting such an enthusiastic response from me, but was more than happy for my decision.

As I write, they have begun preparing my new life; my new home. I requested my new nursery to have a nature theme, hoping to revive my interest of it, as well as a foster mother who would encourage my interest, not bar me from it. I had never married, nor had any children of my own, so there was nothing important to leave behind, and the less I say about those jackals, the better. I have no reason to return, and while I may be missed by others, I will not miss them. From this point, this will be the last any have ever heard from Doctor Atavism Reversion.

I write this last message to any who find it. Please do not mourn for me, for I have been given a second chance. Do not search for me, nor bring me back. I will finally be at peace. I now have an answer to her question.

“He... He regressed himself. Willingly.” I was shocked by all this, but respected it after hearing about his life. “I guess he wanted to disappear. To think, all this time, he hated his life, and then he meets Glitter and finds a way to escape it.” It made me feel sympathy and admiration for them. It also made me think of how I just ditched them because I was too scared of what would happen to me.

Robu looked to me with worry.

“Robu? I think we should just let this happen. I don't know why they did this to me, but if the doctor was right, then I'm not in any danger.”

Robu looked at me as if I had gone insane.

“Look, I know it sounds crazy, but I don't think they wish to harm me. I think they truly just want me to be happy. Besides, the fact that I still remember who I am means that I'm not regressing the same way as the others. I don't know how I still remember who I am, but I do know I'm me. All my experiences, my job, my life. I still remember it. That alone appears to be something special. So, for now, let's just enjoy ourselves.”

Robu still looked unsure, but seemed to understand.

“Besides, if things do happen to me, I can trust you to bail me out, right?”

Robu saluted in response.

~*~

I returned to the park to find the two on a bench as Cocoa was in the middle of changing Glitter. “Hey, I'm back. Sorry about that, Robu can be quite convincing.”

“It's quite alright, dear. I'm just about to finish up here.” She taped up a clean diaper on Glitter and set her down on the ground. “There, all done.”

“Ah, much better! Thank you, Cocoa!” Glitter giggled as she wiggled in her fresh pair of pants.

“Oh dear, Mindset. Your diaper...”

“Huh?” I looked and noticed it was still my adult diaper, barely holding on and oddly fastened. “Oh, uh, I tried to make it fit, but it's too big.”

“Perhaps you should wear a more fitting diaper, dear.” Cocoa giggled. “Not sure why you'd wear a diaper that didn't fit you.”

Oh, right, they still think I'm regressing mentally, too. I quickly came up with a lie. “I just, you know, wanted to see how they felt. I am going to be wearing them someday, after all.”

She giggled and said, “Well, that may be true, but perhaps you should wait until you're actually old enough to wear them. Don't want them falling off, after all.”

“Yeah, wouldn't want to have an accident and not have your diaper catch it,” Glitter added.

“Well, I don't mind doing a bit of shopping, but I don't really have any Fountains. All I have is Bits,” I explained.

“Well, we'll just have to fix that. I'll take you to go find some diapers.” She put Glitter in her stroller and the three of us searched the marketplace. Luckily, finding diapers for a young teenager wasn't difficult, and while they weren't Silly Filly brand, they did look absorbent enough and had good designs of flowers on them. “Okay, all set. Now, I imagine you'd want to get into them, so I'll let you go and-”

“Actually, Ms. Cocoa, I was kind of wondering if you could, um, help me?” I wasn't used to asking for help. Usually, I was pretty mature and capable of changing myself, even at a relatively young age.

“Oh, why of course. Here, let's find a restroom.” We quickly came to one and I laid down my mat on the floor. “Okay, dear, whenever you're ready.”

With a little hesitation, I laid my back onto the soft padding, my legs spread apart and ready. After that, it was pretty much the usual routine one would expect; wipes, powder and oil, and lastly the clean diaper. If anything was notable, it was that the diaper felt incredibly thick. I could easily tell I would have some difficulty walking, or rather waddling, when moving around. I blushed, but didn't feel too embarrassed by it.

“So, now that you have a fitting diaper on, wanna finish reading our book together?” Glitter held my Cuddle Bear book, eyes wide with anticipation.

I smiled and answered, “I would love to.”

Chapter Four: The Mystery of the Water

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Glitter snored as she slept in the stroller, a bit of drool slipping through her mouth. The visit to the park was exciting for her, but when nap time came along, she was quick to drift to sleep. Her hooves kicked as we took her to her nursery; the walls a typical baby pink color, with some foalish designs.

“I think she really enjoyed today. Thank you for playing with her, Mindset.” Cocoa smiled as she took her from the stroller and put her into her crib.

“It was no trouble. I'm just happy she had a good day,” I said, smiling back.

“Yes, though I think you yourself had a little too much fun. You seem a bit tired yourself.”

I yawned. “I do admit, a nap does sound good right now.” That was an understatement. The past few days were difficult to sleep through, and it was starting to catch up. “Mmm, I think I'll just go back to my room and sleep for a bit.”

“Of course. Need some help changing?”

I blushed as I checked my diaper. It did end up getting a fair bit of use through the day, much to my dismay. “Sure, if it's no trouble.”

The two of us quietly exited the nursery and entered my bedroom, where I laid down and let Cocoa clean me up. It still felt strange having a stranger change my diapers, but if I was going to regress, I'd have to get used to it. Cocoa was pretty professional about it, and I did feel safe around her. Strange, considering earlier, I wasn't sure about her or Glitter. “There, all done.” Cocoa smiled and disposed of my used diaper.

“Thanks. I feel much better now that I have a clean pair on.”

“I'm sure you do.” She went to the bathroom to wash her hooves.

I felt the diaper and relished how it fit perfectly and snugly. “I'm guessing you have a lot of experience with this sort of thing.”

“Well, I do a lot of changing around here. I've learned how to be gentle and patient with all the foals.”

“Especially when they go 'Number Two'?”

“Oh, heavens, yes. It wasn't easy at first, but you do get used to it.” She turned the faucet off and dried her hooves off with a towel.

“Yeah, my brother was the same way.” I laid down on my bed.

“Yes, your brother...” I looked to her curiously after that pause. “Tell me, dear, has your brother always taken care of you?”

“Yes, ever since I was a baby. My father did look after us from time to time, but when Tinker was old enough to watch over me without any assistance, our father had to leave for royal guard duties.”

“Your mother, however, could not be there.” She seemed sad.

“It wasn't her choice. Something happened, and she had to leave, whether she wanted to or not.” Now I was sad.

“I see. You are a brave filly to go through all of that, on top of your other condition.”

“Huh? Oh, right, my incontinence. Yeah, it was difficult to get by when I still needed these crinkly things. Still is, actually, but I do get by.”

“Well, regardless, I do hope your life changes for the better.”

“Thanks... I guess.” Upon closing the door, I looked to Robu, who once again showed me my age. “Huh? What's going on?” Nothing had changed from last time! I was still the young teen that I was earlier. “Okay, none of this is making any sense! I should practically be a toddler by now.”

I paused until I realized, “Wait a minute, what am I saying?! Why do I even want to be a baby?” I thought about it more. “I have a life back home. I have friends and family waiting for me. I have clients who need my help. Not to mention Glitter here still needs my help. How can I do that if I'm too busy playing with baby toys and drinking from baby bottles?” I kicked the air in frustration. “I don't understand. I know this isn't right. I know I'm not a baby and that I'm an adult. So, why is it that I want this?” My confusion continued to nag at me.

Robu looked to me worried.

I started to think of other options. “I don't know where the formula for the cure is. They probably have it stored somewhere, and likely guarded. so I wouldn't be able to find it.” I looked to the train station. “Maybe I could purchase a ticket for the train, since I can't wait for the pegasus chariot to arrive. I'll be in onesies by then.” The idea sounded good, but then I remembered, “No, wait, with the water still somehow inside me, all it would take for me to regress would be memories of my youth. Any sort of reminder, and I'll shrink. Not only that, but the currency here is Fountains, something I don't have, and I'm not sure if the ticket salespony would accept Bits. I mean, it was nice of Circus Rose to do it for me, but that doesn't mean everypony is like her.” Regardless, I was too drained to think anymore. Laying back on my bed, I closed my eyes, and for the first time in a few days, I had a peaceful sleep.

~*~

I woke up feeling younger and more energized. Sure enough, upon Robu's vision, I had regressed two more years. Unfortunately, my dress was no longer fitting me. “Oh, great, now I have to shop for clothes, and I still don't have any money to pay for any of them.” At least my inhibitor ring was capable of changing its shape and size. Curious thing, Stygian Iron is.

Knock knock!

“Oh, it's open.”

To my surprise, it wasn't Cocoa that entered, but instead was Circus Rose. “Hello, Doctor. I actually wanted to see if you were available today.”

“Available? For what?”

She giggled and said, “A trip to the forest near the kingdom. Her Majesty felt like doing a little field trip into nature for the Foal Scouts.”

“The, um, Foal Scouts?” I was intrigued by this.

“Yes, a group of foals dedicated to the cause of learning about the world, and discovering new species of animals, trees, and the like.”

“Oh, so they're the foal versions of the Filly Guides.”

“Filly Guides? Oh, yes, I remember. Yes, they're exactly like them, only instead, anypony, young or old, are allowed.”

I remembered I once tried to be a member of the Filly Guides, and I had passed most of their requirements, all except one. I couldn't go camping due to my unfortunate condition. Not many ponies want to be around a bedwetter. “I see.”

“We had an unfortunate cancellation, due to one of the Scout Mothers falling ill with a cold. I was kinda hoping you'd like to join us.”

“Huh?! M-me? But I'm not a scout, and I wear diapers.”

“Well, yes, that is true, but this would be a great opportunity for you. You've yet to explore outside our kingdom, haven't you?”

“Um, well, no, I haven't.”

“And as for diapers, most of our scouts are diapered anyways. You'll fit right in.”

“Oh, right. Foal Scouts. Makes sense that it'd be full of little ones.” I smiled and thought about it. “Well, since you're offering, I guess I could join you.”

“Oh, wonderful! I know my little Quick Beam will be happy about this. I'll inform him and Her Majesty.” She left, closing the door.

“Well, what do you say, Robu? Want to explore the forest?” Robu simply fluttered happily. “Besides, if I'm right, this will give me a chance to get some fitting clothes.”

~*~

I scowled in annoyance. “I'm sorry, dear, but this is the standard uniform for the Foal Scouts,” Circus explained.

“If it's standard, then why aren't you wearing them?”

“Well, because I'm the Scout Mother. We get different uniforms. Besides, these were the only things that would fit you.”

Apparently, I didn't consider the fact that their uniforms would be the most foalish uniforms I've ever seen for a scout group. The attire was a daffodil colored skirt shortall that hardly covered my diaper. If anything, it made it more noticeable and even made it easier to tell when I had accidents. It also came with a cotton candy pink undershirt that I wore to keep the shortall straps from rubbing me uncomfortably. Even a pacifier on a strap dangled off of it. I was lucky the bonnets were too small and didn't fit me, unlike the others, who didn't seem to mind them. The little colts had more fortune, but only barely, as they wore celeste colored shortalls that did cover their diapers, and a dark pastel green undershirt. They wore caps that had a visor to block the Sun's rays, and also had pacifiers dangling from their shortalls.

“Tell me again why this has a binky hanging off of it?”

“Well, if you ever need to suckle on something, or you're feeling nervous, it's there if you need it.”

I rolled my eyes. Regardless, nopony was laughing at us, so I cherished the moment of peace. We entered the forest and began to explore. Robu landed on the branch of a tree, which caught my interest. “Ooh, whats this?”

“Gah ba ta ba spa!”

“Huh?” I turned to see Quick Beam teaching the other foals about the trees and wildlife as they awed and admired them. “Wait, he's the guide?!”

“Well, you didn't think I was the one guiding them, did you? He said-”

“He said it was a Spruce, specifically a Sitka Spruce.” She was surprised by this. “I can hear and understand foals thanks to my mind magic.”

“Oh my, and here I thought I would need to interpret for you.”

I smiled but remembered something. “Wait, if he's the guide, then what about you? Why are you here?”

“Well, I can't leave these little ones unattended. Who will change their diapers or help them up over obstacles.”

I was about to comment, but was interrupted by one of the foals giggling as they looked at a beetle crawling up the tree. I noticed Robu trying to interact with it, but soon flapped away in a daze for some reason. “Oh, what's this, Beam?” He babbled as he explained. “Huh, a Hermit Flower Beetle. Wait, this thing has a-a...?” I just realized why it started to smell. “Ew, and here I thought one of them had an accident.”

“Actually, one of them did, but it wasn't from them. Nothing to worry about, though. They may stink, but they're harmless.” Circus lifted one of the foals, a filly, and checked her diaper. “Hmm, a small bulge, but I think it'll be fine for now.” She set her down and put her pacifier into her mouth, to which the little one happily suckled.

Quick Beam, however, continued the tour of the forest. I had to admit, for a foal, he was really knowledgeable about the environment, and in such a professional manner. “I'm impressed. He acts like he's a real scout.”

“He is a real scout.” Circus frowned.

“Huh? Oh, no, I meant...” I lowered my head. “Sorry, I meant no offense. I'm still not used to foals being in charge.”

Her frown disappeared and she smiled. “Well, I suppose you are new around here. I'll give you a break.”

I smiled back and looked at the foals, who playfully chased Robu around some trees. However, something seemed strange. “Hey, where's Glitter? I thought she would be coming along.”

“Oh, I thought so, too, but it seems she was more busy with the festival coming up. She wanted to come, but her work got in the way. She told me to go on without her.”

“Oh, I see. I'm sorry to hear that; I know how tough it can be to be a princess.”

“Lately, she hasn't really been with us. Every week, the Foal Scouts meet up for different activities, and she'd be more than willing to join and have fun, seeing how she was one of the founders.”

That surprised me. “Really, her?”

“Yes, along with a few others, she founded the Foal Scouts, hoping to learn more about her kingdom and the ponies that follow her. In fact, the Scouts adored her for joining us on our ventures and experiences.”

“Did she enjoy it?”

“Like you wouldn't believe. The many stories I could tell about her. She was quite the prankster, but it was all in good fun, and they were harmless. She even climbed a few trees to get a better view of the forest floor, or to search for certain insects.”

“Really? Like what?”

“Well, she liked to see the fireflies that inhabited the forest. She once called them the stars of the forest.”

“Aww, cute.”

“Yep. She even enjoyed telling ghost stories to the other little ones. To be fair, though, I kind of wish she didn't scare them so well. The amount of diapers I had to change whenever she told a scary story.”

I snickered, but soon curled my smile into a frown. “Hmm, and let me guess: that all stopped after that incident.”

“Incident? Oh yes, the twins that tried to steal our water. I believe that's when it all stopped.”

I frowned further. I knew why she avoided them, but I couldn't imagine she'd miss out on something that she loved to do. “I'm trying my best to help her.”

“I know. I have faith in your abilities.”

~*~

We took a brief pause for lunch, which was daisy sandwiches with some celery sticks and juice boxes. Well, for the older scouts, anyways. For the foals, they had jarred baby food with those juice boxes. We conversed and laughed, telling stories about ourselves and even looked at some of the more interesting flora.

“So, Doctor, did you join the Filly Guides yourself?”

“Huh? Oh, no, I didn't. Due to my unfortunate condition, I wasn't allowed.”

“Oh, that's right. You wear diapers yourself.”

“Yep, always had and always will, whether I want to or not.”

“I'm sorry to hear about that. I know it can be tough being stuck in them.”

“Oh, really, you've worn them yourself?” I joked.

“That's not what I meant, silly. I just mean that it's not always fun.”

“Well, you are right, it wasn't easy for me. I got a lot of insults and teasing because of it. You say that adults can be evil and corrupt, which they can be, but young children are just cruel.”

She seemed shocked to hear that. “Certainly you aren't insinuating that these children, let alone my own-”

“Oh, no no, absolutely not. These children are innocent. I was referring to children more around the age of five to ten years. Foals, such as our little scouts here, are not cruel.”

“Oh, I see.”

“I've had to put up with bullies for a long period of time, and no matter how much I've tried to explain it to them, they always treated me poorly.”

“Well, you won't have that kind of trouble here, I promise.”

“You sure? Because I could have sworn I was getting that from the older guards.”

“Oh, really? I'll have to talk to Frost Wind about their behavior.”

I smiled devilishly and joked again. “Maybe put them in diapers, too. See how it feels.”

“Hmm, not a bad idea,” she said as she genuinely thought about that. “In fact, we could make it an official part of their uniform.” I don't know why, but I was feeling kind of fiendish, because I thought that was a great idea. “Well, in any case, we'd be happy to make you an official Foal Scout.”

“Thank you, I appreciate that. Although, I would like a uniform that didn't have a pacifier dangling from it.”

She giggled and said, “We'll see what we can do, although I think it looks good on you.” Before I knew it, she put it in my mouth with her magic. I instinctively suckled on it a few times before pulling it out.

“Hey!” I wanted to yell, but instead found myself laughing with her. I guess I knew she was joking as well. “Well, okay, maybe we can keep it, but that doesn't mean I'm using it.”

“Deal.”

I felt a tug on my ear as Robu tried to get my attention. “What's up, Robu?” He pointed to the little ones, and I noticed one of them missing. “Huh? Hey, where's Quick Beam?”

“Oh? You're right, he's not here.” She got up and began searching. “Mindset, please be a dear and look over there for me?”

“Of course.” It didn't take long for me to hear some foalish giggling from behind some trees. “I think I found him. Give me a moment, I'll bring him back.” I followed the sound and noticed he was going somewhere. “Hey, Beam, wait! Come back!” I followed until he stopped in front of a river. “There you are. You can't waddle away from me. I'm the Queen of Waddling.” I paused before I realized, “Wait, that came out wrong.”

Quick Beam giggled as he sat on his diapered rump and looked to the river. “Wabafa!”

“Huh? Waterfall?” I looked up and was stricken with awe. He led me to a beautiful waterfall; the mist created a rainbow in the light. “Wh-what's this?”

“The Foal Falls.” I turned to notice Circus and Robu behind me. “This is the river that flows into the city. It's our source of water.”

“Really? You don't say...” Now, I was intrigued. Then, could this be the source of the regressive water?

“It's beautiful, isn't it?” I simply nod. “Well, I'll just let you enjoy it. This one, however...” I watched her lift Beam. “Needs a diaper change. I could smell my way to you. Come see me when you're done, okay?”

“Huh? Oh, sure.” I was a little too distracted to ask why she wanted to see me, but I did wave to her as she left to take him to the other foals. I wanted to inspect the falls. “So, what makes you so special?” I carefully inspected the waterfall, making sure I didn't touch the water. After a few minutes, I was about to write it off as nothing of any significance, when it occurred to me. “Wait, these rocks. They don't show any sign of erosion.” I noticed Robu give me a puzzled look. “Well, most waterfalls would erode over time. It would take some years, but they would eventually change. These rocks, however, don't show any of that. How is that possible?” I backed away carefully from the rock wall and saw one of the rocks had a strange marking. “A.R.” I said to myself as I stared at the chiseled lettering. I gasped as it dawned on me. “Atavism Reversion! Was he here?!” I was surprised by all this, and didn't know what any of it meant, but just knowing that this place might be a clue filled me with some hope.

“Mindset?” Before I could continue to search, Circus called out to me.

“Oh, uh, coming!” I looked at the falls and sighed. “Guess I'll have to come back later.”

I walked back with Robu to the others, only to squeak when I felt a hoof checking my diaper. “Yep, you're soaked and messy. Time for a change for you, Little Missy.”

I felt myself be lifted onto my back on a changing mat by Circus's magic. “Wh-wait! I can change myself. You don't need to do it for me.” I blushed.

“Relax, dear, you don't need to be so embarrassed. It's nothing I haven't seen before. Besides, I'm sure it'd be easier if I just did it instead.” I wanted to fight, but her magic kept me in place. All I could do was watch helplessly as she opened my diaper and began cleaning me. I blushed further as the foals giggled at my predicament, though it didn't feel like it was out of cruelty or a mocking tone. They just laughed because I was making a bit of a scene, and they thought it was funny. Truth be told, as embarrassed as I was, I sort of didn't mind the help after a while; yet another reason to be confused by my emotional state. Once the final tape was in place on my fresh diaper, she released her magic. “There, all done. That wasn't so bad, was it?” She gave a playful pat to my flank.

“Yeah, sure...” I felt dizzy from all the blood in my face, and no doubt I regressed a bit. Robu only confirmed it when he showed me my current state. Another year gone. My infantile fate loomed closer and closer, and I was enjoying it for some reason I couldn't explain. After I regained my composure, we continued our hiking trip, which was interesting, but nothing of real importance. Quick Beam certainly enjoyed it though.

~*~

I was in the dining hall as I ate dinner that night. Cocoa and Glitter were there as well, though Glitter looked exhausted. “You okay, Glitter? You haven't eaten much of your food.”

She gave a yawn that was rather adorable before answering, “Just tired, is all. I had to make a few more preparations for the festival.”

“Oh, right, that's in two days. You must be excited.” I felt a tad envious.

“Yeah, I just wish it wasn't so exhausting.” She almost dozed off and planted her face into her mushed bananas.

“I guess Her Majesty is more interested in being in bed. We'll have to end dinner early for tonight,” Cocoa said as she lifted her out of her highchair. “Mindset, could you be a dear and clean up here when you are done?”

“Sure.” I finished my plate of spaghetti and took the dishes to the sink in the kitchen.

“Why hasn't she become a baby yet, Cocoa?” I was surprised to hear Glitter's voice, recognizing that lisp.

“I'm not sure, dear. It is possible that something is slowing the process.” Cocoa's voice was audible, as well. I looked around and found a vent on the ceiling. I listened closely.

“Like what?”

“Well, I'm not sure if this is the case, but I have seen ponies regress more slowly due to mental stress. Things like regrets or moments of their life that they wish they could change. I guess Princess Luna was right, she was in need of some relaxation.”

Princess Luna? Before, I was in denial. Now, I had no other excuse. Princess Luna... Wants me to regress?

“All we need to do is figure out what's causing it.”

I can think of a few things. I walked away from the vent after that. I didn't need to hear any more of it. Walking back to my room, I was despondent. Robu fluttered to me and comforted me. “You were right, Robu. Princess Luna is doing this to me.” He tilted his head in worry. “I can't believe it. Why me? Why regress me? Why would she send me here?” I couldn't wrap my head around it. I've been in Her Majesty's head, (figuratively speaking,) and this sort of devious behavior was unheard of. This means even if I confronted her about it, she'd probably regress me, as well, so going back home wasn't an option to begin with. It made no sense to me, until a memory came to me.

“Well, it may take time to help Her Majesty, and besides, 'That Day' is coming up...”

“Maternal Mare Day...” I hadn't fully realized till then why she brought that up. Why would she? If it were any vacation, she wouldn't need to. Saying I was irritable would've been enough to convince me. Even more so, why send me on a vacation now instead of on some other, more vacation-y holiday. Maternal Mare Day didn't fit the expectations one would normally associate vacations with. “She's regressing me because of that?” The memories of my mother flooded my mind again, and like before, I shooed them away. “I don't need to celebrate that day. I've survived without needing to.”

I was running out of options and time. I looked to Reversion's journal and had the thought. If I'm going to solve any of this before I lose my independence forever, it has to be now. I need to inspect those falls.

~*~

Robu and I returned to the Foal Falls the next day and decided to inspect the water from the top. Like before, signs of erosion was non-existent. This should be impossible, yet here it is. How? My answers were left unanswered as I searched the area. However, I did notice yet another carving in a rock. “A.R. So, maybe he's trying to lead me to the source.” I followed up the river and saw more of his marks. “Sheesh, with this many marks, I'm surprised they haven't noticed them. They'd clearly fit for some museum exhibit or something. They would be old enough for that.” Robu nodded in agreement.

The river continued up an ice cap. Not surprising, since the water had to come from somewhere. “Well, this is no good. I can't climb a mountain. I'm not equipped for it. Besides, it would look suspicious if I was gone for too long.” I was about to turn back when I noticed something strange from the mountain. “Huh, the river's leading into a cave.” Looking to my right, I saw another 'A.R.' carved into a tree with an arrow pointing towards the cave. “I guess I have no choice but to look here.” Robu looked worried and clung to me.

The cave was dark for a brief period, but a short walk led to the back, which gave off an oddly lit cavern. “Wha... Whoa!” I looked in awe at the sight before me. The cavern refracted and reflected all over; the light coming from a rather large hole in the ceiling. The walls were covered with colorful crystals of pink. “What is this place?” Even Robu spun in excitement.

I looked to the river, which was getting the water from the hole, but noticed berries and leaves floating in them. I picked one berry up and took a look. “Raspberries. So, this is where the water's flavor comes in. But where are they coming from?” Looking up, I notice a few bushes that occasionally got hit with the water, dropping some of the berries and leaves. “Weird. So the water falls into this cavern and then mixes with the berries and leaves. It's like making a natural tea for the water. But tea itself doesn't inherently make one regress; certainly not Raspberry Tea.”

As if on cue, the crystals around me began to glow brightly, to the point of being blinding. “Ah!” I shouted as I covered my eyes. Robu covered his, as well, so as not to damage his lenses. After a brief moment, and some strange splashing sounds, the light faded and we looked again. To our surprise, all the berries and leaves were gone. “What the...?” I took a small taste of the water and noticed it still tasted sweet. “Okay, so what just happened?” I inspected the crystals with my magic and felt energy emanating from them. “I see. So this is the source.” I noticed Robu scanning them and returned to me with his results. Having a computerized robotic butterfly had its benefits. “Beryl? Wait, the pinkish color. These aren't just any beryl, they're Morganite Beryl. It's said that they instill everlasting youth.”

Robu gave me a questioning look.

“I read it in that book I had earlier.” I pulled out the book I used for meditation when I first arrived in the kingdom. I looked into the book and searched the pages under 'Crystals and their effects'. “Ah, here we are:

'Morganite, or Pink Beryl, activates and cleanses the Heart Chakra. It calms a stressful life and benefits the nervous system. Morganite helps you to recognize the escape routes that you need. It removes closed minds and egotism which can block spiritual growth. It assists in helping you become aware of your ignored needs of the soul.

Morganite also helps you to recognize unfulfilled emotional needs and unexpected feelings with which you can't cope. Morganite helps dissolve both conscious and unconscious resistance to healing, and helps clear the victim mentality and opens the heart to receive unconditional love and healing.

It holds the emotional body stable while emotional changes enter your life. Morganite helps with stress and all stress related illnesses. It oxygenates the cells and repairs them. It has been known to treat tuberculosis, asthma, emphysema, heart problems, vertigo, impotence and lung blockages.

While it's said that any Beryl can represent everlasting youth and happiness, Morganite is the most commonly used for eternal youth scrolls, as they're believed to be the most powerful in that regard and is often rare.'

So, these morganite crystals must be reacting to the water, causing it to give the regressive power we've been seeing. But why raspberries?” I pondered over it until I saw another 'A.R.' on the floor. Following it, I saw a formula etched on the wall. “What is this?!” The formula was a tad complex, but it had mentioned the water and the contents. “Raspberries... Zinc... Selenium... Wait, those are nutrients for the skin. Zinc strengthens the elasticity of skin and even helps repair it, while selenium makes it soft. They're both ingredients for beauty products.”

Robu was skeptical of my knowledge.

“What? I frequent the spas every now and then. Then again, you never join me there, so how would you know?”

Robu, being of the male gender, (or as male as a robot can get,) was not interested in spa treatments, and simply scoffed at that.

“Regardless, it's now making sense. The crystals, infused with magic, react and combine with the raspberries and their leaves. What we've got here is a naturally-occurring magical brew of youth flowing into the kingdom. It might also explain why the rocks aren't eroding. The magic is keeping them protected from the wear and tear of time.”

I had to admit, such a sight was crazy to think. This kingdom was an enchanted one, to be sure, but to think the source was of a natural one was mind-boggling. “Wait, then could this formula be...?” I looked at it with wide eyes. “The cure?!” It had to be. Why else would the doctor write it here? “Robu, take pictures of it. Leave nothing out!” Robu immediately began photographing the writing as I looked to the crystals again. 'Ignored needs of the soul.' Could it be that's why I'm feeling this way? Why I'm so unsure of myself about all of this? Am I actually... Longing for her?

~*~

I wanted to know more about that cave, so I decided to do another library run. “River, Foal Falls, raspberries, water, morganite.” I used my search spell again, though sadly nothing came of it. Only partial light from the books. “Darn. I knew it was too easy.” I thought about it more and decided to do some research on the history of the kingdom. Fountonia has to of had something before. I pulled out the history books from my saddlebag and began reading. Unfortunately, the books were written in a way that made them confusing and requiring the other volumes to make any sense of it. “This is crazy. I can't just read through all this.”

Out of options, I simply placed the books back on their respective shelves. “I don't understand how any of this is going to help me.” I lightly kicked a shelf, only to have one of the children books fall out. To my surprise, the book opened up to a story that mentioned Fountonia, left there by a bookmark. “Wait, is this...?” I began reading.

Long ago, two kingdoms existed side by side and lived together: the Kingdom of Blitzkrieg, and the Kingdom of Donnybrook. One day, a war broke out between the two kingdoms when the two kings discussed the expansion of land ownership. Both believed the other was too greedy and held too much. For years, the kingdoms feud and fought one another, with many unfortunate sacrifices made against each other.

King Avarice of Donnybrook had launched an attack on Blitzkrieg, and was on the verge of victory. King Edacious, Blitzkrieg's king, had watched his kingdom falter and felt great despair for his people, who suffered the most. In the hopes of restoring peace or face more loss, Edacious had arranged a place of meeting with Avarice in a nearby cave, so as to prevent the people from overhearing them and fearing the worst. However, as they ventured into the cave, they discovered a mysterious spring of water surrounded by crystal. It seemed so fresh, so delightful to them, that they drank from it. In a matter of time, they both had shrunk down to foals. Neither had any idea of how they were before, but instead just played and laughed together.

By the time anypony had realized their transformation, many other citizens from both kingdoms had drank from the same spring and experienced identical results. It seemed that the more they were treated like foals, the faster the regression happened. Simply suggesting a foalish idea would cause it to stick. When the two kingdoms had found out what happened, they called off the attack, and came to good terms with each other; their kings now powerless to rule, let alone show greed and wrath to each other. Instead, they merged the kingdoms into one, and became friends. After all, if the two ponies who were arguing over wares yesterday were such giggly best friends the next day, why couldn’t they do so, as well?

Thus, Fountonia was founded. The people of this new kingdom elected for a new ruler, one that would remain innocent from such sins as greed and envy. To that, they decided to make the next ruler a foal, though not one of the two kings, for they had far since forgotten themselves. Instead, King Edacious's daughter, who had been born during the conflict and opposed the war, stepped in to rule, knowing full well of what it meant. However, rather than turn her into a complete foal, the citizens had partially regressed her; playful and happy as a foal, but still retaining enough maturity to rule.

Her Majesty had first decreed that The Fountain of Youth, as it was to be called, would be protected by the Royal Families and their counsel. With her permission, the people were allowed to drink from the water, should they wish, but must be given a guardian to care for them.

Her second decree was that the Fountain would be kept secret, for she feared other kingdoms would take advantage of such magic. A decree proven right when others had attempted to take over the kingdom, believing it to have been weak; their motives selfish and cruel. Fortunately, they had underestimated the power of the water, and the ponies that protected it.

The third was to change criminal sentencing, taking any criminals to the Fountain of Youth to be regressed back into newborns, their memories a clean slate. This would allow them to start over, and be given another chance that they may not of had before.

With these decrees, Fountonia grew and became a kingdom of peace. The foals that lived in the kingdom were happy, and they would remain so thanks to their guardians. Her Majesty smiled and played with her father, both enjoying their youth once more, and the kingdom has ever since been filled with the giggling and playfulness of its foal-sized people.

“The Fountain of Youth? You mean, the Fabled Fountain of Youth?!” I was in such shock, I forgot I was in a library and almost had been heard. “I can't believe it. This kingdom was built on the Fountain of Youth that many had sought out before. Why did I not see it sooner?” It was hard to believe, but I couldn't deny the story's many coincidences. It fit too well to have just been a silly fairy tale. “Now I see why Glitter regressed to a baby. Two kingdoms constantly at war must have been traumatic enough as it was. I would've been happy to forget such things. Perhaps she even missed out on having a real foalhood during it.” The morganite would've helped influence her on it, as well. Much like how it was influencing me. “I see clearly now why she's afraid. She fears being responsible for restarting a long forgotten war, and wishes to keep the secret hidden to that end. I would agree that this secret should be kept quiet, if it weren't for what they're doing to me.” My interests were now even further conflicted.

~*~

Back in my room, I laid on my bed and stared at my pendant, pondering about my discovery. So, I know the formula that makes the water, and what the cure for it might be. I also know the kingdom's history and what Glitter fears most. Now what? I didn't know what to think. I didn't want to regress to foalhood, yet I wanted to stay and see where this all went. I wanted to tell the people about the water being fed to them, but feared the consequences of doing so. I felt the Morganite's effects continue to influence me and I felt like giving in, yet I believed I was fine and didn't need to embrace my longing. “Arrgh! This is stupid! I shouldn't be staying here. I should be getting my diapered flank out of here before I'm stuck as a permanent resident.” Robu comforted me, but it sadly didn't make me feel any better.

Knock knock!

As if on cue, a knock on my door. “Gee, wonder who that could be?”

As I opened it with my magic, I saw Glitter looking at me with hopeful eyes. “Hello, Mindset. Are you awake?”

“Oh, hello, Glitter. What can I do for you?”

“Well, tomorrow is the big day. I was wondering if you had any plans.” Her curiosity was transparent. I knew what she wanted.

“Oh, yes, the festival. Listen, Glitter, I know you want me to join in the celebration, but I'm not really interested in it. Besides, I can't really celebrate it without my mother.”

“Well, true you can't celebrate it with her, but you can still have fun with it. In fact, Cocoa's willing to let you join us as her filly. What do you say?”

That idea had crossed my mind, but I still doubted it. “That's sweet, but I can't just accept her as my 'mother'. It just wouldn't feel right.”

She frowned. “Oh.”

“I thank you, though. I didn't really have much to do anyways.”

“Okay.” I watched as she walked out, but was surprised when she stopped and turned to me. “You know what, no, it isn't okay.” She quickly approached me with determined eyes. “I know you think you don't need to celebrate it, but that couldn't be further from the truth. I'm sorry your mommy left you, but it's not fair that you can't have fun because of it. You should stop punishing yourself for what she did and move on!”

“Glitter, I appreciate the advice, but you have no idea what you're-”

“You're right, I don't know what exactly happened, but I do know you can't keep going on in life without having something to fill that hole in your heart. I may be a foal, but I can see right through you. You're in pain because of her, and it's not right to just go on without having that emotional connection. So, I'm not leaving until you agree to it. To leave you here to brood would only be more harmful to you than you'd realize, and I'm not about to let a friend suffer from it.”

I never thought I'd be lectured by a two-year-old, but her face displayed a sort of regal maturity that I never expected from her. I honestly was too shocked to disagree. “I... Okay. I'll come tomorrow.”

She simply walked to the door, not saying a word until she did so. “I know it's hard to move on, but resenting your mother isn't going to make the hole smaller. It's just going to keep eating at you.” And with that, she closed the door.

“It's not resentment I'm feeling. It's loneliness.” I had to admit, it was the first time I ever admitted to a stranger that I missed my mother, even if Glitter didn't hear it. If only she knew the full story. Those returning memories came flooding in, but I didn't brush them off this time. I just took them in, letting them comfort me. I know they aren't real, but I need something happy right now.

I laid there, letting my mind fill with bliss with the memories that have been with me for the longest time.

I just only wished that they actually happened.

Chapter Five: “That Day...”

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I awoke with more energy than before. I didn't even need Robu to tell me I was younger. When he showed me my age, I had to admit that this was a weird coincidence, as if fate had determined this age to be a special moment for me. “I'm nine. I'm at the age when I lost control of my magic.” My thoughts were interrupted by cheers and talking.

“Let the Maternal Mare Day Festival begin!” I heard outside my window. Looking out, I saw the streets filled with ponies of all ages, (mostly foals,) as they celebrated the day.

I, however, wasn't ready for this. I knew she was coming eventually, and she would take me outside to be her little filly for the day.

Knock knock!

And there it was. “Come in...” I really wasn't ready for this.

Cocoa entered with changing supplies and a diaper that better fit me. The diaper was colorful and foalish looking, with baby animals on them. I wanted to argue about it, but I doubt I'd have any say on the matter. Besides, I needed my diaper changed. “Ready for the big day?”

“Um, about today, I know you're just doing it to make me feel comfortable and join the festival, but you don't need to-” Before I could finish, a hoof shushed me.

“Now now, Mindset, it's no trouble at all. Just relax and let go of your worries. Besides, Glitter loves your company.” She laid me down on a changing mat and began to change me. I didn't even fuss with it. I was so used to it by now that I didn't even blush. “Now, I heard you wanted more suitable clothes, so I got you this. Purple is your favorite color, yes?”

Looking at the dress, I saw that it was eerily similar to my purple dress from when I was a filly. It had a few differences though, just so it didn't freak me out. For one, the dress had a Cuddle Bear design on it, which did make me smile a bit. It also didn't cover my diaper as much as my old dress. Guess it wouldn't really matter here, since most of the kingdom's population was diaper-clad anyways. Without hesitation, I dressed myself in the outfit and looked in the mirror. I had to admit, I actually looked really cute in it. “Huh, this is actually really nice.”

“I knew you'd like it. Now, come along, we still need to get Glitter ready.” She directed me out of the room and had me follow her, Robu closely behind. There was no point in fighting. Today, I was her foal for the day. The two of us entered Glitter's nursery.

Glitter was wide awake from the cheering outside. “Cocoa, it's time, it's time!” She was bouncing in her crib, her diaper sagging and swinging to her movements.

“Yes, it is time, but we're not going until we get you into a clean diaper and clothes.” She lifted her and took her to the changing table, where I watched Cocoa go through the process. The attire for Glitter was far more infantile than mine: a dress with a cartoon baby pony looking at bunnies. Her diaper was similar to mine, only smaller. Lastly, a pacifier was placed in her mouth. “There, all set and ready for the day.”

“Yay!” She was so excited, I swear she was going to wet herself again. “You ready, Mindset?”

“Uh, well, I'm still not sure about all this,” I answered.

“Nonsense, today will be a great day! Just give it a chance!” She gave her pacifier a few suckles afterwards.

I had to admit, her ability of persuasion was strong. Then again, it could be I'm just too weak to her infantile charms. Darn it, why'd she have to be so cute?! I gave a sigh and answered, “Okay, I'll give it a shot. Just don't expect me to be experienced to all this.”

“Well, I think we've stalled long enough. Come on, let's get to the festival.” Cocoa led us outside. Along the way, I noticed the guards were shifting in place as a telltale crinkle was heard.

Oh, shoot, did she actually take me seriously?! Sorry, you guys. I didn't expect Circus and Frost to actually make diapers a part of the guards' uniforms, though I did feel more comfortable knowing I wasn't alone. I just hoped they weren't upset by it.

~*~

The town square was packed with stalls for games, food, and toys for everypony. I had to admit, a foal she may be, Glitter certainly knew how to throw a party. “This is actually really cool.” Robu was also enjoying the sights, as well, though he did keep himself in the sky to avoid the hustle and bustle of the town.

“Glad you like it. Many ponies do.” Glitter smiled.

“So, what's our itinerary for the day?” Glitter looked confused. I guess being partially regressed means not understanding some words.

“We need to first sign up for the competition that's going to happen later,” Cocoa explained. “The booth for sign-ups is over here.” We followed to the very booth where we waited for Cocoa to sign us up.

“You feeling okay?” I looked to Glitter, who had a worried look.

“Um, I've never really done these things before. This is all kinda new to me.”

“Well, don't worry. Cocoa is great with foals. Just look at me, after all. And don't be afraid to have an accident. She's got plenty of spare diapees for the both of us, and has no problem changing them.”

“Uh, thanks. I'll keep that in mind.” To say I was out of my comfort zone was an understatement.

“She's the best mommy anypony could ask for. I'm sure she'll be a great mommy for you, too.”

That caught my attention. “Say what now?”

“And done. We're all signed up,” Cocoa interrupted, inadvertently changing the subject.

“Great, now let's play!” Glitter was really excited.

“We've still got some time before it begins. Why don't we have some breakfast first.”

“I wouldn't mind some breakfast.” My stomach gurgled for food. The three of us walked to the food court where we had some waffles. Glitter had syrup all over her face and hooves. “Ever the messy eater.”

She stuck her tongue out and said, “What are you talking about? This is the best way to eat.”

“Yes, well, let's get you cleaned before you ruin your dress.” Cocoa took some wet wipes from the diaperbag and began to clean her up. “So, Mindset, once I get our little princess all clean, what would you like to do first?”

I took my last bite of the waffle and thought about it. “I don't know. What's available?”

“Well, there are some games that we can play to kill some time. The competition doesn't begin until Noon.”

“Well, I guess that can work.” The three of us walked to the game stalls and played for a bit. “Hey, Cocoa, what exactly am I to expect from the competition?”

“Oh, it's nothing so different from what you'd expect. Simple group games like an obstacle race, food eating contests, etc. We'll just see which games are chosen, but if you don't feel up to it, you let me know.”

“But you should try them. They're really fun!” Glitter added.

“Whoa, wait, 'chosen'?” I was confused.

“You'll see soon enough. Just relax and enjoy the day.”

I guess they were going to remain cryptic about it. “Do we get anything if we win?” I was curious.

“Oh, just simple medals. Nothing really much,” Cocoa responded. We came up to one of the booths and found Frost Wind with Cirrus and Nimbus in tow. I was about to respond when I noticed the three had some fierce competitive faces. Looking to Cocoa and Glitter, they both showed the same. “Frost Wind...”

“Cocoa Puff...” Frost returned.

“Planning on entering the competition?”

“Yep, and my boys and I are ready to get the gold this time.”

“The only thing your boys are ready for are diapee changes,” Glitter remarked, causing the two guard foals to blush and cover their wet diapers.

“Laugh while you can, little princess, we aren't holding back.”

“And neither will we, right Mindset?”

I panicked for a moment. “Huh? Me?!”

“Well, duh! Why do you think we have you with us? You're on our team!”

“Oh, no, I'm not really all that great. I don't even know what games are in the competition. I'd probably just be a liability to you.” I wasn't expecting this kind of reaction when I joined them. Even when I was younger, I wasn't very competitive, and I didn't feel any different now.

“Don't be so modest. You kept up with Glitter for a while not too long ago. You should do just fine,” Cocoa told me, trying to make me feel better. It didn't really work.

“Well, I guess we'll just have to step up our game. And...” Frost got close to Cocoa. “We have our usual wager?”

“Wager?” I looked to Cocoa.

“If we win, Frost has to eat nothing but baby food for a week, and the same if Cocoa loses,” Glitter answered with a giggle. “And we've never lost.”

Wow, didn't know they were this serious. I had to admit, it was starting to get frightening. “Um, Cocoa, Glitter, can we discuss this privately?”

“Uh-oh, somepony is scared,” I heard Cirrus, though his words were little more than baby babble.

“Yeah, maybe she needs a new diapee!” Nimbus added, again in baby babble form.

“Says the two who are soaked right now.” I think they didn't expect me to understand them, because they both jumped in surprise and wincing upon touching the wet padding they're wearing. Glitter giggled to herself as she watched them panic.

“Is everything alright, Mindset?” Cocoa asked as we turned away from them.

“When I agreed to be your foal for the day, I didn't expect it was to help you win a bet. I can't really condone any of this. Plus, I'm not really the athletic type.”

“I understand if you feel uncomfortable with the bet, but I didn't have you come with us for that. I honestly wanted you to join us for your sake. Try not to think about the bet. What matters today is you having fun. Nothing else.”

“Honest?”

“Honest.” She smiled and nodded. I thought I saw a flicker of something off of her, but I shook it off as nothing.

I gave it a little more thought and answered, “Well, okay. How hard could these games be, anyways? If babies can do it, I can, too.”

“That's the spirit!” She turned back to Frost. “So, is that all you needed to say?”

“Yes, well, don't want to hold you up any longer. See you at the games.” And with that, the three walked away, probably to change diapers.

“Don't feel too bad when you lose! Some baby food tastes really good!” Glitter added.

~*~

Time passed as we enjoyed the festival, playing some games and eating some snacks. However, I was more focused on the upcoming tournament and preparing for it. “You don't need to be so nervous, Mindset, the games haven't started yet.”

“I'm sorry. Like I said, I don't really know what's going to happen. I don't even know how many there are.”

Cocoa sighed. “Okay, I'll teach you the basics. There are three games during the tournament, but what they are will be randomized. You have many games, from the egg toss, the bottle drinking contest, the obstacle race, and so on. They're all chosen by wheel from the judges at the very beginning. This allows for it to have some variety and not always be the same thing over and over. We all participate, myself included, in whatever challenge they land on. Each placement, whether it's first, last or anywhere in between, earns points, though they scale depending on the team's placement in the challenge. At the end, the team with the most points wins. In the event of a tie, the teams that tied do one last challenge. Whoever wins that, wins overall. How's that?”

“I see, so you don't really know what challenges you're going to have until they choose them. That's why you weren't specific earlier.” I thought carefully about this. If it's randomized, then there's no telling how things will go down.

Glitter fidgeted as she ate her stringed carrots. “The worst one has to be the treasure hunt. You have to find certain objects in a huge sandbox and the sand likes to get in 'uncomfortable places'.” I noticed a blush on her.

I shivered at the thought, as well. “Ooh, yeah, I know what you mean. 'The Desert in the Diaper' feeling. I hope we don't need to do that one.”

“We'll just have to wait and see.”

“Hey!” We turned to see Circus Rose approaching us. “Good luck, you three. I hope you do just as well as when I was on your team.”

“Huh? Wait, you used to be on their team?” I looked to the others.

“Well, yes. All teams must have three members. It used to be Glitter, Circus, and myself,” Cocoa confirmed.

“But I resigned last year. I wanted to spend more time with my little Beam and help him run the shop.” She nuzzled Quick Beam, who giggled and cooed.

“I see. Well, I'll try my best.”

“They're about to announce the start of it any minute now. We should hurry to see it.” The five of us, Circus and Beam included, walked to the center of the town square, where many other ponies had gathered. Robu continued to fly above and landed on the roof of a kiosk in the area, getting a better view.

“Greetings, everypony, to the Maternal Mare Festival Tournament!” Cheers and applause were heard as the announcer, an ice-blue earth pony who looked to be in preschool, began the event. “Today is a great day for this tournament. The sun is shining, and not a cloud in the sky. Good thing, because I hate being in cold, soggy diapers, and I know all of you do, too! I'm your host, Snow Crystal, and I will be announcing the games today!” The ponies, most notably the foals, cheered in agreement. “Oh-Kay, now let's go over the rules! There are ten games to choose from. We'll spin the wheel thingy until it lands on three different games. Those three games will be the challenges we do for the tournament.”

“Aww, she's so adorable.” My weakness for cute things strikes again. To be fair, though, anypony would find her cute. Her purple shirt with a pink horseshoe on it with a pink skirt, which did little to cover her thick diaper, complimented with a large bow tie in her hair.

I was so enraptured by her cuteness I wasn't listening to the rest of the rules. It didn't matter, I already heard it from Cocoa. “Oh-Kay, time to choose our three games!” She went up to the wheel and tried to spin it as hard as she could, though her small size made it a bit difficult. “And... The wheel has stopped and landed on 'Red Light, Green Light' as our first challenge!”

“'Red Light, Green Light'?” I was a bit perplexed.

“What, you've never heard of it?” Glitter asked.

“No, I haven't.”

“Don't worry, they'll explain the rules for the games,” Cocoa explained.

“Exactly, now shush!” Glitter was eager to hear the next challenge.

“And challenge number two is...” The audience held its breath. “Tug o' War!”

“Okay, I'm familiar with that one,” I assured.

After another spin, the little pony called out the final game. “And challenge number three is the Block Stack!”

“Block Stack?”

“Again, they'll explain them.” Glitter was really impatient.

“Oh-Kay, those are our three games. Now to announce our teams! Our first team is Team Citrus with Orange Crush and her two fillies, Lemon Wedge and Limeade!” The three posed as the crowd cheered. “Next up, Team Sky with Frost Wind and her two colts, Cirrus and Nimbus!” The trio looked to us and smirked. “Our next team is Team Blossom with Blue Tulip with her baby sister, Lilac Breeze, and her daughter, Clover! Next, we have Team Smooth with Jazz Beat along with her partner, Cinnamon Bun, and their son, Bass Clef!”

I was surprised that Snow Crystal knew what they meant by 'partner', as the two mares nuzzled each others' noses for a brief moment, (and kind of remind me of my own partner.) It was actually really progressive. In any case, she turned to us and pointed.

“And last but not least, we have our reigning champions, Team Royal with Cocoa Puff and our very own Princess Glitter Star!” The crowd cheered until the announcer looked to me. “But what's this?! Looks like Team Royal has a new team member in their ranks. Joining our two champions and replacing Circus Rose is the newcomer, Mindset Shield!” I blushed as the crowd gazed at me. “Not much is known about this pony, other than she's a native from our neighboring country of Equestria. Although, looking at her, she certainly looks like a resident of our little kingdom, what with the clothes and diaper.” I turned pink and instinctively hid behind Cocoa. “Aww, she's shy. Let's give her a round of applause to cheer her up!” The crowd made no hesitation to try and cheer for me, but I still felt nervous.

“Aww, Mindset, you look so cute when you're shy.” Glitter giggled to herself.

“And those are our contestants! Let's get this tournament underway!”

“Best of luck, Cocoa,” Frost said confidently.

“To you, as well, Frost,” she returned.

~*~

“Oh-Kay, let's begin the first challenge! We have the track all set up and ready to go. Good thing, cause the teams are just itching to get started, and I know it's not from diaper rash!”

“I think that last announcement was T.M.I.” She was right, though. All the teams were getting ready for the game.

“Well, that's little foals for you. They tend to speak before they think,” Cocoa commented.

“So, do you really think I'll be of any help?”

“Don't be so quick to doubt yourself. I'm certain you'll do just fine.”

“I hope so.”

“Let's go over the rules! All teams begin at the starting point and race to the end. However, there is a stoplight at the end, a part played by one of our judges, and when he says 'stop', all teams must freeze in place. Not even your tails must be moving, otherwise you and your team will be sent back to the start. If any of your teammates reach the end, they are safe to move freely, but if you or any other teammate that hasn't made it to the end moves when in the 'stop' position, the whole team, again, gets sent back to the start.”

“So, if any are at the finish line, but one of your teammates get caught, they too have to start over? Jeez, talk about pressure.” I felt nauseous.

“Now, Mindset, remember: above all else, this is just a game. Just have fun, and don't worry about winning,” Cocoa reminded me. I had to admit, despite being new to this, it was comforting to have a pony like her believe in me and make me feel safe.

“The teams will score points when all teammates reach the end, their scores determined by their position in the race.”

“So we don't win until all of us reach the end. Got it!” I felt confident for once.

“Alright, we're ready to begin! All teams, head for the starting point and get ready!” We, and many others, walked to the starting position as the judge playing as the 'stoplight' got into position. “Oh-Kay, all teams at the ready?!”

We all held our breath as we waited for the signal.

“And go!”

The three of us began our sprint to the end.

“Stop!” I nearly fell on my face but held still. Cocoa and Glitter also stayed in place. “I see you! Back to the beginning!” The team that was caught was sent back.

“Ooh, Team Citrus begins with a poor start as Limeade was caught moving, due to her tripping on her face!”

“Sorry.” I heard the poor filly say as she sounded like she was crying, probably from hurting herself.

“Go!” And back to the run, we went. It didn't take long for the pony to shout, “Stop!” I paused, and I heard another pony sneeze. “Back to the beginning!”

“Ooh, tough break, Team Blossom is sent back due to Clover sneezing! Meanwhile, Team Sky has a small lead on Team Royal, as Mindset is slightly behind Cirrus!”

What?! She was right, I was behind Cocoa and Glitter, as well as Team Sky. No, don't be discouraged. Just relax, and focus. I prepped myself to go as fast as I could.

“Go!” I threw everything I had to catch up, almost tripping at some points. “Stop!” I froze in place.

“Wow, Mindset has closed the gap on Team Sky! Her and Cirrus are neck-and-neck!” I felt excited to have caught up. “Meanwhile, Team Sky's first teammate to reach the end is Frost Wind, with Cocoa Puff from Team Royal close to reaching the goal!”

“Go!” Another burst of speed had me push past Cirrus.

“And Cocoa Puff reaches the end while our princess finishes shortly behind Nimbus, followed by the two wedded mares of Team Smooth, Jazz Beat and Cinnamon Bun! Meanwhile, Mindset takes the lead over Cirrus and is about to cross the goal!”

“Stop!” I froze immediately.

“You can do it, Mindset! You're so close!” I heard Glitter and Cocoa cheering for me.

“Team Royal may just win this! Meanwhile, Teams Blossom and Citrus are neck-and-neck, and Team Smooth's Bass Clef is right behind Cirrus of Team Sky!”

Yes, I'm gonna win it for us! I don't know if it was fate or poor timing, because I felt my body gurgle, and I knew it wasn't from hunger. Oh no... Not now... I tried to hold it in, keeping my tail from moving, as doing so would send us back. I felt it quiver and tense up, wanting to lift for the inevitable. Come on, hold it... HOLD IT! It was no use. Being incontinent, I couldn't control it.

“Go!”

I never felt so relieved to hear that word, (in more ways than one.) Time seemed to slow as I let 'Nature' take its course. Oh Sweet Celestia, that was too close.

My silly filly. Did you have an accident? It's okay, Mommy's here to change you. Just let it all out. I'll clean you up and put you in a fresh diaper.

What?

“Mindset, what are you doing?!” I heard Glitter shouting.

“Huh?”

“And Cirrus crosses the finish line, earning Team Sky first place, followed by Team Smooth for second!”

“Oh no!” Snapping out of my relief and confusion, I forgot I was supposed to finish the race. I quickly ran for the goal.

“Mindset has finally crossed the finish line, earning Team Royal third! I wonder what happened? Perhaps she hadn't heard the judge's call?”

“Mindset, what happened? You were right there!” Glitter looked upset with me.

“I-I'm sorry! I got distracted with... Something...” Hot blood filled my face as I felt the 'contents' squishing in my diaper.

Glitter realized what I meant when a familiar smell entered her nose. “Eww! You did 'it' there?”

“I couldn't help it! All that food from the stalls all just pushed their way out of me. If the judge hadn't called out 'go' right then, we'd all be sent back. I panicked!”

“That's enough, you two.” Cocoa stepped in to dissolve the argument. “Glitter, you're no different. Remember last year?” Glitter did noticeably blush. “Mindset, you did great, given the circumstance. Nopony is blaming you for what happened.”

I frowned for a moment and asked, “Really?”

“Absolutely! Besides, even if we didn't win this challenge, we still have two more, and third place isn't a bad starting point. We can catch up from there.”

“Well... Okay.”

“Yeah, she's right. I'm sorry, Mindset.” Glitter pouted out of guilt.

“And there you have it, folks! Team Blossom finished for forth, meaning Team Citrus is last. The scores for now are:

Team Sky with six points!

Team Smooth with four!

Team Royal with three!

Team Blossom with two!

And lastly, Team Citrus with one!

Oh-Kay, the next challenge will commence in fifteen minutes!”

“Ah, perfect time for us,” Cocoa mentioned as she looked to me.

“Huh?”

“Well, you don't expect to compete with a soiled diaper, now do you?”

“Oh, uh...” I forgot for a moment that I still had a mess to clean up. “Y-Yes, I would like that.” Cocoa led me to a restroom, where she privately changed me, along with Glitter who needed her own diaper changed. Oddly enough, I took a double take when she looked like... Perhaps it was just my imagination.

~*~

“Oh-Kay! The next challenge, Tug O' War, is ready. This challenge requires physical strength. No magic! No wings! Two teams pull on one rope, pulling the other team to the center. A flag on the rope starts on the center line and points to who's winning as it moves closer to either of the two outer lines. Once the flag reaches either line, the corresponding team wins the match. This will be a 'Bracket-Based Challenge', meaning that teams who win their matches will move on to the next one. However, with five teams, one team will need to wait until two others have completed their match to determine who they will face. All teams will choose a number between one and five to see who goes where.”

I watched as Cocoa chose our number, along with the other teams. “So, do you think we stand a chance?”

“Uh, duh! Those two babies don't know what they're in for! We'll beat them,” I heard Glitter remark.

“And we have our brackets! The first match will be Team Blossom versus Team Smooth! This will determine who will face Team Royal in the Semi-Finals!”

“N-no way, we got seeded?!”

“Hee hee, 'Royal Advantage'.” I noticed Glitter sticking her tongue out in gloat.

“Meanwhile, Team Citrus will face off against Team Sky! Then, before we begin the Finals, we'll do a Bronze Match to determine whose team will be given third.”

“So we can relax and simply watch the competition.” Cocoa said as she sat down on a seat.

The match between the two teams were entertaining, as Team Blossom tugged to victory, putting Team Smooth in last for the challenge. “And with that, Team Blossom moves forward! They face off against Team Royal after our next match. Up next is Team Citrus versus Team Sky!”

“Well, this will be interesting.” Glitter simply sat down on her rump and ate some popcorn as the two teams stepped up.

“Are the two teams ready?!” They both nodded and prepared themselves. “Go!”

It ended just as it began. Just about everypony, save for Team Sky, dropped their jaws in shock. “W-what just happened?!” I asked.

“I knew they were practicing, but... That was just ridiculous!” Glitter had a face like she needed another change, though her diaper was clearly clean. She even dropped her popcorn.

“Wow! I don't know how it happened, but Team Sky just pulled Team Citrus like they were nothing! The judges are currently searching Team Sky for any signs of cheating or false start, as that seemed a little too easy for them.”

“You don't think they'd do that, do you?” I asked Cocoa.

“If they did, it'd be a surprise to us. Frost may be our rival, but she would know better than to stoop so low.” Cocoa shared Glitter's fear.

“Hold it!” Frost shouted. “I believe Team Citrus was not prepared. We will go again for their sake.” The crowd cheered.

“What sportsponeship! Team Sky is ready to try again, and it looks like Team Citrus has another chance!” Everypony sighed in relief as the two teams tried again. “Ready? Go!” The two teams pulled with all their might. Thankfully, this time was much more reasonable, but it still seemed to easily favor Team Sky. “There's no doubt this time. Team Sky is the winner!” The crowd cheered again as the team posed for victory.

“Well, that was interesting.” I watched the three walk off to take their seats. Cocoa and Glitter still had looks of concern. “You two don't look too giddy for this.”

“They've improved.” Cocoa looked to them. “There's a chance this may put us at a disadvantage.”

“I know. They both had two foals, which should've equaled them out. Instead, they pulled as if they had no opposition.” Glitter bit her lip. “I think this might be it for us.”

“Huh? And where is all that confidence from earlier?” The two looked to me in confusion. “You two cheered me up when I wasn't confident about my abilities. Maybe you should've saved some for yourselves.” They looked to me curiously. “Look, it makes sense that they're strong. The two foals are guardponies, after all.” Cocoa seemed confused by my remark. “Or, er, they have the qualities of guardponies.” I panicked. I forgot that I'm supposed to believe they're actual foals. Don't blow your cover!

“Well, that is true...” Cocoa agreed after giving me a quick suspicious look.

“Besides, we haven't shown what we can do. Let's not hold back and get through this together!” Even I was feeling inspired by my words.

“You're right! Let's do this!” Glitter bounced in excitement.

“The next match of Team Royal versus Team Blossom is about to begin! Both teams, to your positions!” The three of us stepped up and grabbed the rope with our teeth, or whatever Glitter had in her mouth. We watched Team Blossom approach us on the opposite end. “Oh-Kay! Both teams ready?”

I prepared to pull on the signal.

“Go!”

We tugged with all our might and gained ground. It felt like pulling a large weight, (which in hindsight, makes sense,) but we gave the opposing team a challenge. It took us some time, but we pulled the flag to our end.

“And it's over! Team Royal wins the match and heads for the finals! Meanwhile, Teams Citrus and Blossom are not done yet! It's time for the two to compete to see who will take third. It's time for the Bronze Match!”

The three of us walked to get some water. “Congratulations, you three, for making the finals!”

“Thank you, Circus. We appreciate it.” I took a few gulps from a water bottle.

“Yes, congrats. You three seemed to pull it off.” Despite the somewhat condescending tone, Frost seemed real eager to face us in the next match.

“To you and your two boys, as well,” Cocoa responded. “Though, I must ask, how did you and your boys improve so well?”

“Well, we simply trained harder than we normally do, and a partial regre-umph!” She was immediately stopped by one of Cocoa's wings, which immediately got my attention.

“Not here...” She looked around and directed her to another location.

“Um, Circus, could you look after Glitter for a moment? I need to blow my nose.” I made up an excuse.

“Oh, uh, sure.”

I carefully followed them, trying to not be spotted. They went to a secluded area and began talking. “I apologize, but Mindset is still regressing.”

“Truly? I thought she would've been done by now.”

“It seems she might be worse than we thought. We're trying to help her relax with this festival, but something doesn't seem right. She's behaving like...”

“Like what?”

Cocoa seemed to have been really contemplating her thoughts. “Well, I'm not certain, but have you noticed anything strange from your interactions with her?”

“Hmm, well, the last time we talked, she had passed out from that formula Glitter fed her.” I really wish she hadn't brought that up again. I already felt nauseous just by being reminded of it. “Although, she did seem rather surprised by... Oh.” A look of realization formed on her face.

“What?”

“When Cirrus and Nimbus came to us. We had talked about how the two boys were, and she brought up how they were both capable of protecting the other foals, as if she remembered them as when they first met.”

“Are you sure? She had already begun the regression by then, she should have not remembered what they looked like.”

“I know, but I'm certain that's what she meant. What does this mean?”

“I don't know, but for now, just play along and don't try to do anything suspicious.”

Too late for that. I already know your secret. I heard enough and returned to Circus and Glitter. Still, though, I need to do the same. I can't let them know about what I know. Secrets, secrets, secrets. Seemed like nowadays, that's all I would think about.

“Took you a while. Team Citrus won third,” Glitter informed me. “Where's Cocoa?”

“She's having a chat with Frost. I saw them along the way.”

“Oh? Somepony call for me?” Cocoa approached us.

“Just wondering where you were. It's time for the Final Match!” Glitter delightfully skipped in place.

“Well, we shouldn't keep them waiting.”

The three of us walked to the ring, the foalish crowd cheering in anticipation. “And Team Royal enters the ring, along with Team Sky!” Those three got on the other side. “Oh-Kay, let's get this started!”

“Mindset... Glitter... Whatever you do, don't let up.” The feeling was intense.

“Ready...” We grabbed the rope. “Go!”

Things seemed to go quick, but we felt the tug nearly pull us completely. However, by some miracle, we stopped the pull just before going over the line. Glitter grunted and squirmed as she pulled. I honestly didn't think she would last as long as we did, but she pulled her weight with the rest of us. Looking at the opposing team, they seemed to show a bit of smugness, seeing how they were so close to victory.

Cocoa, however, was determined, and was probably why we hadn't lost yet. The amount of adrenaline that flowed in her was staggering. Through gritted teeth, she directed us. “Mindset, Glitter, pull. Pull as hard as you can!”

Slowly, we gained ground with each step. I could tell Team Sky was panicking a bit. “Incredible! Just when Team Sky was about to take the win, Team Royal pulls out all the stops and recovers just in the nick of time!”

Sweat poured down my face, and I thought I felt my bladder release, but I ignored it as I continued to pull. The flag on the rope inched further and further from the line. Eventually, we managed to get back to the center. I was exhausted and losing energy fast, and the others were not faring any better. Fortunately, so too was Team Sky. Frost's facial features contorted and twisted in discomfort as we continued to pull. Her two sons were the same.

“We're back to where we began! These two teams are just incredible! They're both giving it everything they've got!”

It felt like we would win. Of course, in these stories, you know something had to go wrong. I had moved just right for Celestia's sun to blind me for just a moment, but the moment passed. Staring out, however, I was caught off-guard by one thing. Looking at Cocoa, the image I saw was too weird and... Well, it surprised me. Enough to make me lose my grip. “Huh? Mindset!”

“What?!” Glitter's call snapped me out of it, and I grabbed the rope again. Sadly, we had lost our ground and slowly losing more. “Oh no, oh no, oh no!”

“And it's over! Team Sky is victorious!” As crowds cheered, I was dumbfounded.

“Mindset, that's twice now! What's going on with you?!” Glitter looked like she was about to throw a tantrum.

“I-I'm sorry, I just... I mean...”

“That's enough, Glitter.” Cocoa stepped in. “We knew it wouldn't have been easy when we saw them earlier. We're lucky to have gotten this far.” She lifted her up. “Besides, we still have a chance. It's not over.”

“Oh-Kay! Things are looking interesting this year, folks! The scores have been added and are as follows:

Team Sky earns six points with a total of twelve!

Team Royal gains four points, totaling to seven!

Team Smooth earns one point, putting them with five!

And lastly, Team Blossom earns two points and Citrus earn three, both tied with four!

This is getting exciting! Will Team Sky dethrone Team Royal as the new champions?! I can't wait! In the meantime, we'll take another fifteen minute break!” A brief pause before we heard, “Good thing, because my diaper is wet and messy. Mama, can you please change me... Huh? What do you mean 'the mic is still on'?” A bit of panic and blush before she turned off the microphone.

“Eh heh heh, not the most professional of commentators, is she?” A nervous smile formed on my face.

“Like I said, speaking without thinking.” Cocoa laughed to herself.

“I don't see how you're so happy. We're about to lose and you're laughing it off like the bet means nothing.” Glitter was really irate.

“The bet doesn't mean anything.”

“Huh?”

“Glitter, the whole point of today is to have fun. Nothing else matters, not even that bet. If we lose, we lose. Nothing else to it.”

“But...”

“So I'll eat baby food for a week. Big deal. This day is for Mindset's enjoyment. This is all for her.”

Glitter was speechless for a moment before she responded with, “Okay.”

I didn't know what to feel about this. I didn't want to have us lose because of my actions, but I felt safe with Cocoa's words. Not to mention 'she' kept appearing.

~*~

“Is the mic on? Oh-Kay! The next and final game is about to begin! The last challenge is the Block Stack. The rules are simple: each team builds a tower of blocks and try to stack them as high as they can in ten minutes, without letting the tower topple over. Don't worry too much if they do, as you can still continue stacking, just remember that the clock won't reset if your tower falls. The team with the tallest tower by the end of those ten minutes wins the game!

The restrictions are that you can't purposely knock another team's tower down. Doing so will be immediate disqualification, and will likely put you in time-out. You also can't use blocks from other teams, which are color-coded to prevent cheating and confusion. Use of magic and wings, however, are allowed, but no spells to permanently hold the blocks in place or defy gravity.”

Not that I could do such spells. I may be a unicorn, but even I had a limited skill set. Things like anti-gravity spells and the like were not my cup of tea, even if Princess Twilight were to teach me. No, I had stuck to more psychology-focused spells during my training with her, and some minor spells just for the sake of experimenting. Levitation, however, was natural for me, (and every other unicorn,) as it was one of the most basic of spells, but I knew to limit it in this challenge.

“Oh-Kay, all teams choose a table!” We chose the purple table and got ourselves ready. “All teams ready?” We saw the others with Frost and her foals on the sky blue table. “Go!”

Glitter immediately started stacking the blocks while Cocoa and I stabilized the tower. A few blocks fell from the top, but Glitter was quick to re-stack them. The other teams seemed to be more reckless as they just kept stacking, their towers at great risk of toppling. All except Team Sky, of course. “They seem to be handling themselves well.”

“Don't worry about them. Just focus on our tower,” Cocoa instructed me.

“Uh-oh, Team Citrus's tower has just toppled. They'll need to pull out all the stops to catch up. Meanwhile, Teams Sky and Royal are neck-and-neck!” The crowd cheered as we continued to stack. Another tower then fell down from Team Smooth. Our tower wobbled back and forth as more and more blocks were added.

“Glitter, slow down! If we don't stabilize the tower, it's all gonna fall,” I shouted.

“You two can slow down. I'm not gonna let them win this one.” Glitter was determined to not let Frost and her sons get a clean sweep.

“Well, we won't win if our tower falls over!” She wasn't listening to me as she continued to stack, forcing us to speed up. I panicked as the tower continued to shake.

“Team Royal's tower is looking unstable. Can they keep it from falling? Team Sky is looking proud as they continue to stack.” The timer had passed the five minute mark as we managed to stabilize the tower slightly.

I still didn't feel calm, but Cocoa looked like she was having the time of her life. “This is getting exciting. I can't remember when Glitter had this much determination in this game.”

“What do you mean?” I gave her a look of confusion.

“Usually we win these things so easily, it got quite boring. With you around, things are getting really fun. Aren't you feeling that thrill? That adrenaline pumping through your veins?”

I hadn't considered it at first, but I couldn't deny, it felt nice. Great, even. “Huh, I do feel a rush.”

“That's great. Now, will you two rush down there?! We need to beat them!” Glitter was quick to remind us of our current predicament.

“Oh, yes, right. Mindset, if you would?” Cocoa lifted a block from her wing, which I took with my magic to pass to Glitter, who was fluttering in the sky with her wings, being careful not to let the gust knock over the tower.

Our stacking and building continued, but try as we might, we were still just behind Team Sky. “One minute, everypony! It's make-it-or-break-it time!”

“Come on! We need to keep going! Give me more blocks!” Glitter looked to us, but Cocoa looked concerned.

“We... We're out of blocks, dear.”

“WHAT?!” I thought Glitter was about to throw a tantrum right then and there. “How could we be out? Our tower isn't even the same size as theirs!”

“Because we didn't build ours like theirs! We used most of our blocks to keep the tower supported,” I informed the diaper-clad princess.

“No...” She looked so depressed at that response.

“Thirty seconds!”

“I'm sorry, Glitter. It's my fault.” I just wanted to hide in shame.

Glitter was about to respond in anger, but saw my face and changed. “I... No, I shouldn't have rushed. It's my fault we're about to lose.”

Things seemed dire for us, but then some pollen drifted into Cirrus's nose. “Ah... Ahh... ACHOO!”

Crash!

The sudden sneeze caused their tower to topple over. The look on his face took on an 'uh-oh' expression. “Oh no! Team Sky's tower has just fallen over!” The buzzer sounded as time ran out. “And time is up! Looking at the towers, it's clear that Team Royal wins!”

“We did it!” I felt my spirit lift.

Glitter cheered in joy as she danced, to which I soon joined her. Cocoa smiled as we both danced.

“The scores have been tallied!

Team Royal earns six points, putting them up to thirteen points!

Team Smooth earns four points, putting them up to nine!

Team Citrus earns three points, putting them at seven!

Team Blossom earns two points, totaling to six!

And lastly, Team Sky earns one point, putting them at... thirteen points! We have a tie!”

The crowd cheered in joy as the scores were announced. “Wait, so both teams won?” I looked to Glitter and Cocoa.

“Not quite. Remember the rules?” Cocoa asked.

“Oh, right, in the event of a tie...”

“It's time for a tie-breaker! Will the two teams come up to the wheel?” Snow Crystal directed us to go up to the wheel that was used to choose the challenges. “Oh-Kay! Now, as a tie-breaker, a member from both teams will step up and spin the wheel together.”

Cocoa and Glitter looked to me and decided I would be the one to spin it. “You two sure?”

“You got this, Mindset,” Glitter cheered.

Nervous as I was, I walked up to the wheel and saw Nimbus approach. “Now, the two of you will spin the wheel.” Nimbus and I picked a peg we could both reach and pulled as hard as we could. The wheel spun until it slowed down and landed on an image of two foals running on some obstacle track with batons in their mouths. “The Obstacle Course Race has been chosen! Oh-Kay, we'll take one last fifteen minute break to set up the obstacle course! Enough time to drink a bottle of milk and maybe eat a cookie!”

“I can't believe we still have a chance to win this. I thought we would never make it to a sudden tie-breaker match with them.” I felt pride in that fact.

“Well, it may not be over yet, but never underestimate the power of Luck. If Cirrus hadn't sneezed, we'd have lost for sure.” Glitter was still engaged in winning this. “Okay, so the race is real simple. I doubt you will have any trouble with this, Mindset.”

“Why do I get the feeling you like making me nervous?” Something about Glitter just made me wary of failure.

“Well, given your current track record...”

“Glitter...” Cocoa warned.

“Okay, look, all you need to do is get through the course. There's no real skill required. Just get to the end.”

“That sounds simple enough,” I agreed.

“Oh, and don't drop the baton.”

“Thewhatnow?” I spoke all at once in one word.

“Nothing to worry too much about. Just a baton you need to carry through the race and give to the next pony until the finish line,” Cocoa explained. “I'm sure our little announcer will explain it more in detail.”

“Okay, so now what?”

“Well, I'm kinda hungry. Can we get some cookies, please? Snow made me hungry for some.” Glitter was giving a pleading face to Cocoa.

“I don't see why not.” The three of us walked to get a quick snack, which I was always ready for.

~*~

“Oh-Kay! This is it, everypony! The final FINAL challenge! The only two teams on this is Team Sky and current champions Team Royal!” The foal-filled crowd roared in cheer. “Now, the rules of the game are simple. It's a relay race through an obstacle course. Both teams will have a baton to carry with their mouths through the race, which one pony carries until they lap the course, giving the baton to the next teammate. The first team to get all of their teammates through the course wins! Again, no magic or flying.”

I looked at the course with awe. The track wasn't long but had a lot to work with. Balance beams, swinging pillows, tubes to crawl through, etc. It was a little daunting. “We need to go through all that?”

“Don't worry, Glitter and I will go first. We'll show you how it's done.” Cocoa gave me a confident smile.

“Will the two teams approach the starting line?” We walked up and got ourselves ready. “Will the first to race please come and take their batons?” Glitter and Cirrus both walked up to grab the batons and returned. “Oh-Kay! Are you all ready?!” The crowd cheered as we positioned ourselves. “And... Go!”

Glitter and Cirrus both took off in a flash. As I waited and watched, I noticed that I would be racing against Nimbus and Cocoa would be going with Frost, no doubt to keep it fair. Looking back at Glitter, I noticed she was quite agile, even with a thick, (and currently sagging,) diaper. After a lap around it all, Glitter quickly reached the line and gave the baton to Cocoa, who immediately continued the race seconds before Cirrus gave their baton to Frost. The two mares flew, (figuratively speaking,) around the track at a quick speed. I had to admit, I was greatly impressed, especially when the two crawled through the relatively tight tubes with a similar speed. However, every so often, a flash of her would appear. Shaking my head seemed to work in dispelling her.

“You ready, Mindset?” Glitter looked to me with concern.

“Huh? Oh, yes, I am.” I poised myself to grab the baton. Cocoa came to us just ahead of Frost. Without hesitation, I grabbed the stick and took off through the course. The balance beam was first, which was a bit of a challenge, or would have been had they been smaller. Since adults were playing, it made sense that they'd be just big enough for them to cross, and for foals, it was like a wide road. I looked back and saw Nimbus not far behind as I finished and got to the swinging pillows. Being careful to avoid them, I got through easily enough. The tubes, given my current age and size, were also a breeze. Jeez, it's almost like this course was catered for foals, even the bigger ones. It felt a little too easy, but the thought of actual foals getting hurt from this was likely on the minds of all the grown-ups. Regardless, Nimbus was closing the gap on me. Uh-oh, need to hurry!

“Mindset has just reached the hurdles!” They were low enough for the foals to jump over. I was surprised that Nimbus had been keeping pace with me, but then I remembered a foal's energy. We both came to the final stretch, a trail of pylons, that we had to crisscross around. Looking at the finish line, Glitter and Cocoa cheered me on. Even Robu was whistling and fluttering for me.

You can do it, Mindset! My eyes shrank to pinpricks as her voice echoed into my mind. The world seemed to fade as a spirit appeared before me. You can do it! Come to Mommy!

My mind felt like it was in a haze, but rather than fight it, I slowly embraced it. Mama...

The crowd echoed in my mind as I came forward until I felt something thin and tape-like touch my face. I grabbed the tape off and snapped out of it as I saw myself in front of my team. “Whoa... Did I win?”

“Are you kidding?! Yes!” Glitter pranced in place.

I felt myself lifted into the air by Cocoa as I was lightly thrown and caught in the air. “Wow, I didn't know I had it in me.” I saw Frost comfort Nimbus, who felt rather bummed, but impressed.

“You were wonderful, Mindset.” I feared seeing my haunting spirit again, but was relieved to find Cocoa still herself.

“Thank you, Cocoa.”

~*~

Three teams stood at the winner circle as our team stood on the First Place platform. “This year was amazing! For the first time in a gazillion years, we had FOUR challenges!” I assumed she didn't really know how long it had been with that imaginary number. “In Third Place, with nine points, we have Team Smooth!” The two mares lifted their little colt in celebration as they received their medals. “In Second Place, with a tie-breaker match, we have Team Sky!” Frost simply smiled as her two foals gave salutes similar to the royal guards, and wore their medals proudly. “And in First Place, with what was such a hoof-biting tournament, our reigning champions, Team Royal!” Cocoa and Glitter both gave a triumphant bow while I blushed and smiled.

Glitter walked up to Snow Crystal and asked for the microphone. “This year's Maternal Mare Festival has been amazing! You all did such a great job!” The crowd's cheering intensified. “Yes, wonderfully done. However, we can't forget that none of this would have been possible without our fellow ponies from Equestria. A special thanks to Princess Luna, who helped restore our fountain and brought peace back.” I smiled at the thought and wondered if I should tell that to her, seeing how Her Majesty wasn't here to welcome them. “And, I'd like to give a special thanks to Mindset...” I felt myself get pulled to the front. “...Who has been helping me overcome some fears I had been feeling.” The crowd seemed confused for a moment, but continued.

I, however, had a bad case of “pink face” and a dampening diaper. Embarrassed by the attention, I didn't notice my legs being tangled by the microphone cord and tripped, smacking my horn on the pedestal behind me. The crowd, as well as Glitter and Cocoa, gasped as I fell. However, I paid them no mind.

My focus was on the spinning piece of metal that had dislodged from my horn.

“Oh-no...” was all I could say as the ring keeping my power in check flew off and rolled into the crowd. “My inhibitor ring!” I shouted to Glitter and Cocoa, but it was too late. Already, I had begun losing control. A pillar of light radiated from my horn, reaching into the sky as the crowd gazed in confusion and awe. Robu, however, understood what happened and panicked as his anti-psychic barrier activated. My body levitated off the ground as my horn surged and sparked. My eyes began glowing a bright, almost blinding blue light as I screamed in horror.

“Because... Well, bad things will happen if it gets taken off. I don't want to hurt anypony, and if you take off my ring, that could happen to you. Just trust me, okay?” That memory resurfaced in Glitter's mind. I know, because I heard it. I heard everypony's thoughts. All at once. Glitter's face twisted in fear as sudden surges blasted into the crowd. None were hurt physically, but the foals contorted as they grabbed their heads, memories flooding into them. Memories long since forgotten.

Another surge sent a wave of “Truth”, if you will, to another group.

“What's going on?!” Glitter tried to use her magic to shield herself from another blast that aimed in her direction, but being psychology magic, not physical, the shield had no effect. She blanched as memories of her previous life flooded her brain.

“But Father, you mustn't! The people of Donnybrook are just as scared as we are! They don't want to fight!”

“I will hear no more of this. Our crops have become scarce, and that tyrant of a king, Avarice, is starving us to death! We cannot sit on our laurels any longer! If that fool will not listen to reason, then war is the only answer.”

“They are just as desperate! We have ownership of the mountains and forests. That's wood and water that they are denied of! If we could just-”

“Wood and water is NOT what he wants! He's only after our sacred mountains because he believes there are precious stones and metals within them. His kingdom is built out of greed!”

“And ours is no different! The crops we grow are eaten before they can be sold, let alone replanted and regrown. We are starving because you refuse to ration them!”

“There is no choice to make here, Radiance! Need I remind you that it was he who took your mother?!”

“...” That last remark struck a cord with me.

Meanwhile, Robu quickly searched the crowd, trying to find my ring and return it to its proper place.

Another burst released as foals were flooded with their lost memories. Some even growing angry towards their caretakers.

“Help... Help me...” I begged to those that would hear me, tears dripping from my face. Cocoa was struggling with her own memories flooding in, though it seems hers and many other adults weren't as severely affected by them as their charges. She, like Robu, searched for the ring. Chaos ensued as more and more thoughts flooded my mind, the pain of so much information entering all at once being far too taxing to bare. My screams echoed through the foal kingdom.

Another surge, another group of foals remembering.

Sounds of war cries fill a battlefield.“Princess Radiance, you must get out of here!”

“No, I refuse! This bloodshed must stop! Tell your troops to retreat, and evacuate the people!”

“We cannot. His Highness ordered-”

“This war is about two old stallions acting like foals! The way to win is diplomacy!”

“But, Milady, we must-LOOK OUT!”

BOOOOOOOM!!

“...Ooh... Captain Cirrus, are-AH!”

“Uurg! P-Princess... I...”

“CAPTAIN CIRRUS!” The next thing I hear are sobs from the mare.

I feel my body weaken. My eyes get heavy. No... I'm falling... becoming comatose... My pendant floats into view from the magical energy. M-Mama...

Another surge.

“The damage is too severe. He will not survive.”

“I mustn't let him die; he saved my life!”

“Your Majesty, no amount of medicine can cure his wounds.”

“Too many have already lost their lives this day, Frost Wind. I will not allow another!”

“Unless you can reverse time, there is no hope for him.”

Sounds of horseshoes appear. “Milady, your father, His Majesty, has gone missing! He and King Avarice have not returned from the peace meeting!”

“What?! I... I must go. Captain Nimbus, please, watch over your brother for me. I must find my father.”

“Milady, please, allow me to escort you. It might be a-”

“Nimbus... please...”

“...As you wish, Milady.”

Cocoa saw a shimmer on the ground. “Robu!” She called out to the robot near it and directed him. Robu quickly went to grab it.

Another group of foals know the truth.

“F-Father?!”

The sound of foals giggling fill a cavern.

“Father, what has happened to you?! You are a foal!” Baby babble was the only answer given. “It's as if... Time was... That's it!”

The world darkened around me. I... Can't move...

Robu grabbed the ring in the chaos and flew to us as one last burst affected the remaining foals.

“Princess, what have you done?!”

“I... This wasn't how I...”

“More than half the kingdom has been turned to foals. How could you do this?”

“I thought if I could reverse time to all that have been injured or gravely ill, it would save them.”

“By turning them into foals?!”

“I didn't know it would go this far, and with such a small dose!”

“Princess, the two kingdoms are in an uproar. The war may be over, but now they want answers and the one responsible for this!”

“I... Then I will punish myself by joining them! I'm not ashamed of what I've done and will rule as a foal myself if I have to!”

“Radiance, wait!”

“I'm no longer to be known as such, Cocoa. I am and forevermore to be addressed as-”

“Stop! You will forget who you are if you-”

Crash!

“Cocoa, what have you... Wait, I... I still...”

“Milady... You have regressed, but...”

Silence. Silence was all I heard soon after as Robu locked the ring in place. The world began to brighten as my magic began to subside, as if I had finally breathed after surfacing from water. However, the real damage had already been done. The whole kingdom had remembered everything, and foals began fighting among themselves. As I fell, my pendant fell off and unlatched on the ground. Looking into the picture, I was again reminded of her. Of my mother.

“Mindset!” I turned to see Cocoa, but with my mind still foggy from this event, she appeared as...

“Mama...”

“Mindset, sweetie, are you alright?”

“Mama, I... There's so much I...”

“Mindset, what are you talking about?” The illusion began to fade; Cocoa returning to her normal self. That's when I realized that my issue wasn't seeing my mother herself. It was seeing her through Cocoa. As if I were replacing her.

Tears continued, only with a renewed sadness. “I... You...” And that was all I said as I took off into the forest, leaving everything else behind. The only thing that kept pace was Robu as he chased after me.

“Mindset, wait!” Cocoa, though hesitating for a moment, followed soon after, taking the pendant with her.

Glitter, (or Radiance, if you prefer,) was dealing with her own problems. As her senses restored themselves, she looked out to her kingdom and was horrified by her people fighting among themselves much like the war in the past, only, (and thankfully,) with far less blood being spilled. The Fountain was a blessing in that regard.

Sadly, not all the foals were fighting each other. Many others, likely regressed after Fountonia was established, looked to her with anger, babbling how she was the one responsible for their current state. Glitter began panicking and started backing away. “Ponies of Fountonia! Lend us your ears!” Glitter looked to the microphone still in operation and being used by two, twin-like ponies. Their words seemed to draw everypony's attention. “It's not each other you should be fighting...”

“...But rather, Her Majesty, who should be punished. She is the reason you're all foals.”

“It was her and The Fountain of Youth that changed you all and it should be her who should be thrown out!” The two turned to her with smug arrogance as all the foals in the kingdom turned to her.

“WHY YOU SLIMY LITTLE-!!” Glitter shouted in rage towards the two.

“You should have taken our offer sooner,” one piped.

“You and Princess Luna are going to regret what you've done,” the other added.

With that in mind, the only place of safety she knew of was in her castle. However, before she could reach the doors, she was ambushed by a group of foals. “No, wait!”

“BACK OFF!!”

Glitter opened her eyes as she saw a couple of foals acting as her guards. “C-Cirrus?! Nimbus?!”

“Milady, you must seek shelter!” Cirrus responded.

“Leave them to us and the others!” Nimbus added.

“O-others?” Glitter looked to see her royal guard, both adult and foal, protecting her and the rest of the civilians from the irate foals. “You mean you aren't mad?”

“Oh, a little, but we did swore an oath to protect you, no matter what,” Nimbus responded.

“We may be foals, but that oath will forever stay true so long as we shall live. Besides, all the guards kind of known about it for a while. Now hurry!” Before Glitter could get up a stair, Cirrus added, “Oh, and Milady...” Cirrus looked to Glitter. “Thank you for saving my life.”

“Y-You're welcome. I was returning the favor.”

“Princess, we must go now!” Frost Wind flew over them and carried Glitter into the safety of her castle.

Elsewhere, Circus Rose was in a panic as foals charged past her. She looked to Quick Beam with worry. “You aren't angry, are you?”

Quick Beam, however, shook his head and babbled, “I chose to regress, remember? I love being a foal.”

These words calmed her as she lifted him onto her back. “In that case, we need to help Her Majesty.”

“Agreed. The poor lass must be scared out of her wits.” With that, the two took off to the castle and used a secret entrance most didn't know about.

~*~

“Mindset... Mindset!” Cocoa shouted into the Foal Forest. “She has to be here, I saw her go in.” Her ears perked as she heard me crying. “Mindset?” Her search led to the Foal Falls, where I had been staring at my reflection in the water. She sighed in relief as she approached. “Mindset, I was so worried. I thought you might have-oh!” Robu, anger in his eyes, blocked her from getting closer. “Robu, please?” She tried to get around him, but being quick and nimble, he blocked her with every move. “I just want to-”

ZAP!

“Ow!” She was shocked by his defense system; something Tinker and I installed on him for protection from predators that often mistake him for a real butterfly. Electric sparks emanated from his wire-like legs, and while the charge wasn't lethal, it was painful. “R-Robu...”

“Robu.” The mechanical bug turned to me with worry. “It's okay. Let her pass.” As instructed, he allowed her to come closer as he fluttered towards me and landed on a small rock on the river shore. “So, you want to talk, do you.”

“Mindset, I don't know what's going on, but I want to help you. As a little filly, I'm sure you-”

“Stop calling me that!” This caught her off-guard. “I am not a filly. I'm a mare. A thirty-three year old mare who has a Ph.D. and royal training from Princess Twilight herself.”

“Oh, are we playing a game of pre-”

“And I know about the Fountain!”

“...Tend.” She was silent afterwards.

“Yes, I know what you've been doing to me. How you've been trying to regress me into a foal.”

“I... I see. I did feel my memories returning back there; it makes sense that you would-”

“I've known since the beginning.”

“What?” She stumbled for a bit.

“Though I don't know why, for some reason, the water can't affect my memories. Ever since my second morning here, I've known about you regressing me. That spider I mentioned was a lie. Sorry.”

“Oh. Well, that explains a few things. Though, it also raises some new questions.”

“After I saw my reflection, I went and did some research. I found Doctor Reversion's diary.”

“Hmm, I was wondering where that went.”

“I also found the Fountain itself, and no, I don't mean the one in the foyer of the castle, I mean the True Fountain. The one surrounded with Morganite crystals.”

“Oh my! That's... I never thought anypony would find that.”

“I even found out the real reason why this kingdom is run by foals. Not only because the two warring kings regressed, but because Glitter, or rather Radiance, made a mistake and regressed half the kingdom.” I turned to her. “Am I wrong?”

She was speechless for a moment. “I-I'm surprised. You've discovered more than anypony has before you. I'm impressed.”

“Thank you.”

“But, please, you must understand that we didn't do this because we felt like it.” She was in a panic. “We only do it to help others. Others who might be emotionally hurting.”

“Emotionally hurting?”

This calmed her down. “That's right. Those with deep seeded wounds. Wounds left behind by Life and its cruelty and need a restart on their lives. We never do this to those who aren't in need of it. It's one of our rules.” She searched her memories. “I even remember when our first visitor from Equestria came. What was his name? He was a prince. Prince... Ah, Prince Dusk Shadow.”

“Dusk Shadow? Is this what happened to him?” I gave it a bit of thought. “Now it makes sense. He did have a rough foalhood, ever since his cruel father had claimed power in his kingdom. To make matters worse, he had to train himself to actually fight and dethrone him, missing out on an important part of his life. Even afterwards, he continued his busy life, never really having fun.” Cocoa looked to me in confusion. “I have his psyche profile. I actually tried to consult him about it, but he usually avoided answering me, preferring to keep to himself about it. I was surprised to hear about his regression, but found he was much happier. I should thank you for helping him, but how did he learn about... Luna.”

“Seems your princess wanted to give you a similar treatment.” She got closer and sat next to me. “It wasn't supposed to be this way, you know. Gli-I mean Radiance, she just wanted to end the war. She tried her best to stop her father, but...”

“I know. I could feel it in her heart... Well, technically, in her mind, but I'm sure her heart was feeling it, too. When she saw Cirrus injured, I could feel how guilty and sad she felt. He almost died saving her life.”

“Yes, I heard about that. Of course, once an idea to save him popped into her head...”

“Yeah, kind of hard to not choose it.”

She sighed. “All that little filly wanted was to help the kingdoms. I guess she considered her inability to prevent the war as a weakness. And now, she's too scared to tell everypony the truth. That she's the reason we're all foals. That we all regress.”

“We?” I looked to her puzzled.

“Oh yes, even we adults regress from time to time. How do you think we've stayed alive for so long?” She did have a point. “Every so often, one of us might suddenly regress due to a thought or simply just wanting to join the fun. It takes a lot of willpower to keep ourselves from ending up like the others.”

“I can't imagine what it must be like.”

“Well, I suppose it isn't entirely bad. Being a foal for a while can be fun. I can't say the same for the diapers, but I suppose that just requires getting used to.” I rolled my eyes. “Then there's the cure, as I'm sure you discovered, which helps keep us in check.”

“So there is a cure?”

“Yes. It ages and restores the memories of those who drink it. But technically, just growing up will give a similar result. I can't guarantee your old memories will return, but at least you won't suddenly shrink. Still, to stay alive for as long as we have, that would mean we would have to drink the water ourselves and on a regular basis, just to ensure that the foals in the kingdom can be looked after.”

“So why not just let them grow up?”

“Because some of them can't.” I was confused. “There are two types of youth water: the youth water at the cavern is the purest form. Those that drink enough from it or expose themselves for a long period of time will regress...” She sighed. “And sadly, remain regressed. They can only age to a certain point. After that, it's as if time stands still. The princess is an example of that.”

“Really? You mean she...”

“She's really stuck like that. Even if she remembers much of her life, she is in a permanent state of youth. And she will likely remain that way for a very long time.”

“Wow, I had no idea.”

“The reasons, we believe, that she still retains some memories is due to a few factors.

One, she's an alicorn, though even they can be greatly affected. Her father and King Avarice are examples of that.

Two, she didn't drink enough to reach the same level as the others. I had stopped her before she finished out of fear she'd be lost to us, as well.

And three, her mental and emotional state were in turmoil over her mistakes. Not just regressing the kingdoms, but the fact that Cirrus's injuries were her own doing.”

“How did she get into Donnybrook?”

“Well, with the war deemed over with the two kings making a treaty, the people of Donnybrook allowed her in as an ambassador, and as a doctor. She did have medical skills to treat the wounded. That's how she gave them the water.”

“I see.” I took a moment to think. So, that's why her affinity for medical practice was so good. “A shame she's stuck like that, but then again, 'The World's First Foal Doctor' would be quite an interesting title for her.”

She just laughed at the idea. “I suppose it would make things quite interesting!” She took a moment to regain her composure. “Back to the water, diluting it does, however, make the effects temporary. This is what we did on you, and most of the kingdom's current residents. The streams that connect to this river help dilute it so that those that drink it regress, but not permanently. Even the Falls here help that process by churning it. Then it all goes to the fountain in the castle. Anypony that drinks it will grow up eventually. So, don't worry, the cure will work on you.”

“That's good to know. I don't want to stay as a foal forever. I have a life back home.”

“I know. Your princess was pretty clear about you coming back with all your memories.” There was a bit of a pause. “Mindset, I know you didn't come out here just to talk about the Fountain, or Glitter's plight.”

I knew this was coming. I played 'dumb' to try to avoid it. “What makes you say that?” She showed me my mother's pendant. “Oh.” Playing 'dumb' didn't really work.

“She's really pretty, and she looks very happy.”

“She is.”

A frown formed on her face. “I know Glitter is a little too naive to understand, but your mother... She didn't just leave, did she?”

“I don't want to talk about this.” I confessed.

“Well, I do. Mindset, you've spent much of your time here learning about us, but you've not told us nearly as much about you. I know it must be hard, but you can't keep hiding it in. After all, wasn't it you who said, 'dwelling on the past will only be poison to one's psyche.'”

Hearing that from her, I wasn't expecting to put my own hoof in my mouth. “I...”

“She didn't just leave, did she, Mindset?” she repeated.

“Well... Depends on what you mean by 'leave'. I mean, in a way, one could consider death as a way of leaving. Leaving behind everything and everypony. From one plain of existence to the next.” I took a breath. “She died when I was born. Placental Abruption, according to my brother and father. Literally gave her life for me, and is also the same reason I wear these things.” I gave my diaper a few pats.

Cocoa's face was in shock from this. “Oh-no. Sweetie, you mustn't blame yourself for what happened.”

“I know that! And I don't blame myself, or at least, not anymore. See, my father and brother didn't tell me she died at foalbirth until I was about fifteen years old. They thought I would blame myself for her death, just like you. They weren't wrong, but that didn't stop it from hurting.”

“I'm sure it's still hurting even now.”

I gave a sad laugh. “Oh, like you wouldn't believe! But it's not about how she died that hurts. It's how I realized that my memories of her were all lies.”

“Lies?”

“You see, for the longest time, I thought... I felt like I knew her. That I had memories of her. These memories were what kept me from going insane from depression. I didn't realize it at the time, but they were just figments my mind created when I was a foal. To protect my mind from the truth. They were happy memories of us bonding and playing together; things that any daughter would expect. Course, they were rather vague, which made it even more believable, since they were all memories of me as a baby. Of course I wouldn't remember all the details. I was so... Enraptured by the lie, I couldn't see the truth in front of me. How sad my brother and father felt when I had a birthday. They'd try their best to hide it for my sake, but even they were hurting.”

“Oh, Mindset...”

“So, imagine my surprise when I find out none of it was real. How the walls of my life just suddenly crumbled upon finding the lies within the support beams. My world took on a different view, one that felt more bleak. Everyday, I would pass this park, filled with families. Seeing all the happy foals be with their mothers, just smiling and playing. Even back then, I envied them. Envied how they could just be there, in their company, when I couldn't have that luxury. That's why I've never really liked this day, this 'Maternal Mare Day'. Because I could never celebrate it, save for maybe visiting her grave.” I could see some tears falling from her. Then again, I was blinded by my own. “You know, even if other ponies may have had mothers who died, at least they still had real memories of them. Memories that could make them smile, and remember all the good times they had. But me? No, I didn't even have that! I mean, how could I? We only met once, and she was about to die, and I was too young to even remember any of it.” A sob escaped me. “I miss her... and I don't even know her.”

“Mindset...”

“And to make matters worse, because of how she died, and because of my 'special' condition, I was the butt of everypony's joke. 'Oh, here comes Mindset the Baby! Let's all laugh as she involuntarily soils herself!' I was bullied, mocked, embarrassed, shamed... It didn't matter what I had to say or how many times I explained it, they still treated me like a foal.” Robu was dripping wiper fluid from his eyes, no doubt to imitate sadness. “Then, of course, 'This Day' comes along, at the same age I currently am now, and the meanest bully I had goes and takes that pendant and smashes it, thinking it as nothing but a simple piece of jewelry. We then get to my 'favorite part', the moment I lose my magic control out of rage and spite. That day, I fell into a coma while my classmates and teacher undergo psychology-based magic from my overload. Sure, it worked out in the end, but it was still a week of my life taken from me! Even then, while not as often, the bullying continued until I graduated from Celestia's School for Gifted Unicorns, got my Ph.D., and became the Royal Therapist.”

“Mindset, sweetie...”

“Finally... I come here. And you two just begin taking away everything I worked for, and start filling me with these thoughts and making those false memories resurface! I try to block them out, try to ignore the pain, but you all just keep opening the old wound! You especially, Cocoa... I keep seeing her through you, seeing her ghost haunt me even now, and I don't know what to do. Do I continue to fight for the truth and suffer, or give in and let the lies fill me with bliss once more? Do I just replace her with you and pretend she doesn't exist? Do I just let it all disappear and forget everything about my old life?! I don't know, but I... I...” I was spent. All I could do was cry at that point.

Then I felt her embrace.

“C-Cocoa...”

“Mindset, know that I will never replace your mother. That was never my intention. All I was trying to do was help you experience what you had missed out. I may not be perfect, nor will I be the same as her, but I will do my best to fill those missing pieces of your life.” She stroked my hair and continued to hug me. “And if what I do is too much, just tell me, and I promise I'll stop. All I want is for you to be happy.” There was no holding back now. My eyes flooded as sobs escaped me. I remembered that I had not told anypony how I felt. How much it really hurt. Sure, my father and brother knew, but I never told them personally. I always tried to keep a positive face around them. This was the first true time my shell had broken, and it felt so relieving to just open up. “It's okay. Just let it all out.”

I felt the spirit of my mother watch in sadness as I let go of my pain. As I emptied thirty-three years of sorrow in one single moment.

Just me, Robu, Cocoa, and Sweet Dream.

Chapter Six: Rebirth

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Time felt distorted as I opened my eyes. Or, well, my subconscious eyes. The realm of my mind was currently an open room with the walls a swirling, changing spectrum of color. Looking at myself, I saw I was my normal age. “Huh? Why am I in my mind?” I stepped forward and looked around. As I walked to the center, I saw my mother approach from the opposite end. “Mam-I mean, Mother?” She simply smiled as I contemplated what was going on. “Are you really her, or are you just a figment of my imagination?”

She shrugged. “Maybe I'm a little of both. They say when one dies, they leave pieces of themselves in the ones they love, and while our first and only meeting was brief, there's no doubt I loved you dearly. But this is your subconscious, so it's very possible that I'm just your interpretation of her based on what you know and have been told.”

“The most creative 'I don't know' I've ever heard.” She laughed in response. “Truthfully, that's actually really insightful. How would you know this?”

“Well, you don't think you got it from your father, now did you?” she joked, which got a chuckle out of me. “Don't get me wrong, your father is intelligent in other fields, but psychology and spiritual thinking aren't his strong suits.”

After a laugh, I took a moment to think. “Then, you probably know why I'm here.”

She frowned. “Yes, I do.”

“I... There's so much I wish we could've had. So many experiences we could have shared. But-”

“Why are you still questioning this?”

“Huh?” Looking to her, I saw her give a smile.

“You know the answer to this, Mindset. You don't need me to answer for you.”

“But... But I-”

She got closer and gave me a hug. “You will always be my little filly, even if I'm not there to enjoy it, and even if another takes care of you. That will never change.”

“I... I understand.” Tears formed in my eyes.

“I know you miss me. I do too. But I'm willing to let another do my job for me until we do finally meet. All I want is to see you happy, and I know that may sound cliché, but it is true.” I remained silent as I savored this embrace, which lasted for a few more seconds before she let go and turned away. “Go, now. Cocoa is waiting for you. They all are.”

“They?”

“You'll know soon enough. You aren't the only one who needs a talk.” She began to walk away and fade from my view.

“Wait, who are 'they'? What do I-” I awoke before I could finish as Cocoa called out to me.

“Mindset! Mindset, are you okay?!”

“Huh? What?”

“You sort of conked out. I didn't know what happened; I thought that you might have got hurt.”

“Oh, no, I just needed to have a talk with my...” I paused as I considered how crazy it would have sounded. “With my mind.”

Cocoa gave a sigh of relief. “Okay. I hope you had a good talk.”

“Y-yeah, it was nice. Short, but nice.”

Cocoa smiled and hugged me. “I'm sure she enjoyed it, too.” I was surprised, but smiled. “So, you still remember everything?”

“Yeah. Do you have any idea how that's possible?”

“No. I mean Glitter only remembered some things because of the situation she was in. Not to mention she was born in the middle of the war between the two kingdoms, so of course she wouldn't forget about that. But to remember everything, for one to still have all their memories after drinking the water without the cure, it's unheard of.”

“Oh. I thought maybe you would know.”

“Sorry. Consider it a gift; you're the only pony that can regress and still remember yourself.” I had to admit, it did make me feel special. “Now, let's get back to the castle. I'm sure Her Majesty is worried about us, as well, especially after that magical burst of yours.”

“Right.” I got up only to realize my mother's words. “Wait, that magical... You said you remembered your past, right?”

“Huh? Oh, yes, I remember everything, thanks to your-Ah!” The realization caused her to panic. “Mindset, you don't think...?”

“If it happened to you, chances are it did the same to them.”

“Then we need to get to the castle, quickly!” She lowered herself and put me on her back as she opened her wings. “Hold on, I'll fly us there.”

I grabbed hold and called out to Robu to do the same, which he responded by flying to my horn and latching on. In a flash, we took to the sky and flew to Fountonia.

~*~

Chaos ensued as the foals, having their memories restored and really angry about their foalish state, tried to siege the castle. Stones were thrown at the windows, (which had no effect since they were made of clear yet thick building blocks and therefore plastic,) foals fought the guards with as much strength they could muster, both sides thankfully not using much, and many of the grown adults panicked behind the castle doors, having retreated once the fight began and afraid of being caught in the crossfire. The foals weren't as physically strong as they once were, but they did have numbers, which in a kingdom of ten-to-one ratio of child to adult, they would be easily overwhelmed.

“This is bad. It's only a matter of time before ponies start getting hurt.” Frost looked out the window, only to be startled when a rock fruitlessly struck the plastic. “We're just lucky this stuff is quite durable... For now, anyway.” She turned to the others. “We need to brace the windows and doors. All of you, find things we can use to barricade ourselves!”

“B-But Frost, what about everypony who weren't able to get in?” one maid asked.

“I know this may sound harsh, but there's nothing we can do for them. Besides, I doubt they're in any real danger. The only ones targeted is Her Majesty and her guards. So long as the others don't get involved in this conflict, they should still be fine. We, however, are not safe so long as we remain here unprotected, so hurry and brace all openings!” There was no argument afterwards. Frost turned her attention to Glitter, who was currently quivering behind her foalish throne. “Your Majesty, we need you to take action. We cannot remain here forever. Please, snap out of it!” Glitter was in too much of a panic to respond. “Glitter, ponies are fighting amongst themselves. If you don't do something, I fear this kingdom will fall!”

“And why shouldn't it!” This caught Frost off-guard. “Don't you see, I... No, we built this kingdom with lies. We forced ponies into a second foalhood, many not even capable of returning to adults. We lied and tricked them, and even lied to ourselves for thinking it was to help them. This kingdom is no different from the kingdoms of the past. It was just built with a different sin. Mindset was right, I should have just been honest from the start.”

“Princess-”

Creeeeeeak!

All ponies present panicked as a door in the floor opened, a secret tunnel hidden away under a rug. Frost grabbed a spear and aimed it at the door. “Identify yourself!”

“Frost? It's me, Circus!”

“C-Circus Rose?!” The rug was pulled away and revealed the red and yellow unicorn, to which Frost sighed in relief. “Oh, thank goodness. I thought we had been breached.”

“It's okay, we weren't followed, and we closed the path behind us. No pony else knows about this path.” Circus pulled Quick Beam out of the passage, to which many feared he was one of the disgruntled foals.

“Wait, I'm not the enemy! I chose this life and I'm happy with it!” This caused them to relax once more, though Frost was skeptical.

“Can he be trusted?” she asked Circus.

“I believe so. He's behaved quite well, despite regaining his memories.” she returned.

“Aye, don't get your trousers in a bunch, I'm not gonna hurt anypony. I'm a doctor, not a soldier.” Beam added.

“Speaking of doctors, do either of you know where Doctor Mindset is? I've looked everywhere in the crowds, but can't seem to find her.” Frost looked irritable. “We saw those twins at the front, so we know where they are.”

“We saw her and Cocoa head out into the forest. The filly looked upset.”

“Upset? She hasn't experienced 'upset' until I get my hooves on her for what she did to Her Majesty! We can't get her to do anything; she's too terrified by these events.” Steam emanated from her in rage.

“Hold on, I don't believe Mindset intended for this to happen. From what I saw, it looked like this was all an accident, and she herself appeared to be in pain.” Circus defended.

Frost was about to disagree, but was stopped by the sounds of the doors banging. “We will discuss this later. Right now, we need help keeping the people from revolting.” She opened the door slightly to peek out and saw the halls were just as much in disarray. “This is not good. Hopefully, they won't destroy the fountain, but I doubt we'll be that fortunate.”

“Then what do you suggest, Frost?”

“Well, it would be best if Glitter spoke to them and talked to them, to dispel the chaos. That is, if she weren't in the state she's in.” Glitter simply responded with a shiver. “Another option would be to evacuate and allow things to cool down. Unfortunately, this would likely result in the destruction of our home and kingdom, and I don't think I need to remind you all of the fountain.”

“Any other options?”

“...Yeah, but it's not one we'll like. A third option would be to have our guards not hold back any further.”

“What?! But they're just foals! Young ponies! To use full strength would be overkill!”

“I SAID IT WOULDN'T BE ONE WE LIKED!” This threw Circus back. “But like it or not, these 'foals' are just adults we regressed. They may be younger and smaller than they used to be, but with their memories restored, they now know what they're choosing to do. They understand the concept of war and are willing to go to such destructive lengths. I don't like it much either, having grown attached to my two boys, but if we don't do something, this kingdom and everything we've worked for will be destroyed.”

“Easy for you to say! Your two boys are on our side, not theirs! It's different for them!”

“Well, what else can we do?! If we do nothing, this kingdom will surely fall!”

Beam, meanwhile, walked to Glitter and began to comfort her. “Princess, I know things look scary, but you need to be brave. A lot of ponies are scared, and it's okay to feel that way, but you need to overcome them. You need to be strong.” Glitter stopped shaking but still didn't have the courage to move. Beam tried to continue encouraging her, but he was at a disadvantage.

Meanwhile, the three of us finally returned to see the place in disarray, though most of the commotion was at the castle. The town itself was nearly desolate, save for some adults who hid in fear. “This is bad. The whole kingdom isn't going to survive for much longer. It's going to destroy itself in time.”

“And it's all my fault.” I gave a look of despair at what I caused.

“Mindset, you couldn't have known this would happen. It's not like you deliberately took your ring off.”

“But I'm still the one responsible. Accident or not, this is my mess, and I should be the one who needs to clean it.” I got off Cocoa and ran for the castle, Cocoa following closely.

“So, what do you intend to do?”

“Talk to them. Let them know the truth of their situation.”

“If that's what will work, then I'm with you completely. You're the doctor, here.”

We reached as far as we could without getting caught in the crossfire. “This might be a problem. I don't know if they will be able to hear me with all this fighting.”

“Hmm...” Cocoa looked around and noticed a certain filly with a microphone hiding in a booth. “Snow Crystal?”

“Gah! Don't hurt me! I'm just an announcer, not a fighter!” She curled up and hid, her padding sticking up.

“Sweetie, calm down, we don't wish to hurt you.” She gently petted her head.

“Y-You don't?” She sighed in relief.

“No, but we need that microphone. It's still connected to the speakers, yes?”

“Huh? Oh, uh, yeah, it still works, but why?”

“We need to talk to the foals before they do something that will put them in a permanent time-out.” She smiled as she took the mic from her and gave it to me. “Alright, you know what to do.”

I nodded and walked to the stage platform that was still set up. After a cough to clear my throat, I spoke. “Everypony? Excuse me, everypony?” However, I was ignored. “Hey! Can you hear me?!” Still nothing.

“They can't hear you. They're too focused on the princess.” Snow stated.

“Hmm...” I looked at the mic and the speakers when an idea popped in my head. “Cover your ears, this is gonna be loud!” The two did just that, knowing what I was about to do. “Think you can do it, Robu?” He gave a salute and took the mic, muting his internal mic to avoid damaging himself. After I closed my ears, Robu brought the microphone close to the speakers. What followed was a deafening feedback loop that garnered everypony's attention, albeit in a slightly painful manner.

The sound reverberated into the castle, causing the two arguing mares to stop, and even snapped Glitter out of her fetal position. “Ah, what's going on?!” Frost shouted.

“Sounds like the PA system!” Circus yelled.

I signaled Robu to stop, which he did so almost immediately as he was vibrating from the sound waves hitting him. He returned the mic to me and I began to speak. “I apologize for that, but you all were ignoring me.” I noticed some ponies coming out of the castle. “Okay, can we have everypony come out, please? I don't want to make that loud noise again, but I need everypony's attention up here.”

“What is that filly up to?” Frost asked as she looked out the window. The ponies there did not want to leave the safety of that room, but noticed that all the ponies in the halls were leaving the castle. “I don't know what's going on, but we can evacuate now.”

“Hold it, I think we ought to hear what Mindset has to say,” Circus responded.

“Uh, no. Given the situation, we're not going out with the princess in tow.”

“Okay, so we try to evacuate and then what? Leave this kingdom in the hooves of foals? Get a blast from the PA system again? I'm sure Mindset would wait on us, as well.” This did cause Frost to stop. “She said we had to give her our attention. She never said from where.” Frost raised a brow.

“Um...” Glitter surprised them both. “What about the balcony?”

“Princess, you can't seriously-”

“Frost Wind, please. This needs to be heard.” I think Glitter knew what I was going to talk about.

“I... As you wish, Your Majesty.”

I waited for a moment until Cocoa directed me to the balcony above as Glitter and the others looked towards me. “Okay, if everypony is here, allow me to introduce myself. If you don't know who I am, I'm Dr. Mindset Shield, Ph.D. in psychology and Royal Therapist of Equestria.”

“So what?” I heard one foal call out, with many others getting restless and babbling with lisps and the like.

“Hold it, please! I understand that may not seem all that important, but keep in mind that I'm the reason you all have your memories back.” This got them to listen.

“I knew it, she's gone rogue!” I heard Frost shout, only to be shushed by Circus.

“Now, to be perfectly clear, doing that was completely accidental. I didn't mean to do it. However, I do not regret what I've done. You all deserve to know the truth.”

Foals cheered in agreement. “They tricked us and turned us into foals!”

“You're right, they did, and they had no right to do so without your permission. I, myself, had been tricked by them, as you can see.” I turned to see Cocoa with a guilty look. “But this also begs the question: 'why did they regress us?'”

“To make us... Um...” They tried to think of a reason, which was my chance to answer.

“I'll tell you why. Because we needed it.” They looked confused. “Allow me to explain. To those of you who are native to this kingdom, tell me, what was it like when this kingdom was originally two?” I noticed many, adults included, grimacing at the memory of it, while other foals gave a confused look. “Let me tell you all a passage from a story I read:

'Long ago, two kingdoms existed side by side and lived together: the Kingdom of Blitzkrieg, and the Kingdom of Donnybrook. One day, a war broke out between the two kingdoms when the two kings discussed the expansion of land ownership. Both believed the other was too greedy and held too much. For years, the kingdoms feud and fought one another, with many unfortunate sacrifices made against each other.'

I can't imagine it myself, but I don't see such harsh times as being happy.” The look on many of the foals changed as memories began to resurface. “Tell me, why is it you all fight now? What is it that you fight for? Is it to return to a life you once had, because if that's the case, then are you all willing to go back to that kind of life; to destroy each other?”

Almost immediately, they objected to my questions, denying or refusing such a life. “Of course we don't want that! We just got angry for them tricking us! We just want to be grown up again!”

“Is that so? Tell me, does that involve harming or overthrowing the very princess who, like all of you, wanted the bloodshed to stop?! Who was born in that war, and, to this day, still has nightmares and fears of those days? Who, as I can see even now, is still trembling out of fear of another war breaking out from all of you?”

They silenced themselves from this as they looked to her on the balcony. Her expression was a mixture of guilt, sorrow, and fear.

“Glitter, or rather Radiance, went about it wrong, sure. By regressing all of you without your consent, she broke your trust. However, as an act of punishment, she herself regressed. She removed her memories, as well as her name, and even wanted to go further than that; attempting to become a foal completely, like the two kings, and even all of you. The only reason she didn't was due to a number of unforeseeable factors preventing her from losing everything. Even more so, I'm certain many of you were ill or severely wounded when last you were adults. Tell me, how many of you did she save by doing this; you, who would not have a future or would not live for much longer at that time?!”

I noticed a very large number of hooves go up; some more reluctant than others. Many were even from her guards.

“Look at what this kingdom has become since then. The two kingdoms have combined as one and have blossomed into this beautiful and magical place. Peace is, or was, at an all-time high. Natural smiles were etched on everypony's faces. I saw the beauty that flourished in this kingdom, as strange as it was. So tell me, how does dethroning her justify all the sacrifice and hard work she put into creating this kingdom for you; the ponies who had never been happier since?”

“But we... We can't do all the things we did as grown ups!”

“Oh, and what would that be?”

They started listing off all their ideas: 'growing and selling crops, becoming an artist, being a member of the High Counsel,' to name a few.

“I see, and tell me, what's stopping you from doing it now?” They didn't exactly know what to say for that. “Sure, in some situations, you had an adult help you with certain tasks, but for all the days I spent in this place, all of you still did what you wanted. All of you still had your power, or have your old memories overshadowed all the new memories you all made?”

“It's true.” I jumped in surprise as Cocoa stepped up and answered. “You all may have been turned to foals, but you all were still in control. These shops, save for a few, were all owned by you, the foals of this kingdom. Not once did any adult that cared for you take that away from you. Those in the High Counsel, you all still held political power, though still given some guidance from adults from time to time to help keep focus. The construction and architecture, the various art throughout, the businesses and shops, the politics. This kingdom, Fountonia... All of this was built not just from Her Majesty, but from all of you, as well. This kingdom is, and forever will be, your kingdom. True, it may not be what you originally wanted, but can any of you really deny the hard work and dedication you all put into this place.”

Most of the foals began to show signs of consideration, some even showing pride at what they had accomplished. “I'm sorry it all began with a trick and slight betrayal, but when you really think about it, did you really get tricked? When the original kingdoms were as horrifying and war-ridden as they were because of two selfish kings, is it really Her Majesty's fault to begin with?” The air was filled with agreement. “In light of everything, was this not what the kingdom needed? Much like a phoenix, did this kingdom not deserve a rebirth such as this; to grow out of the ashes of the old and wearied?”

Spirits began to lift in Glitter as she watched the crowd begin to erupt in cheer and agreement. “I can't believe this is happening,” she whispered to herself with a smile.

“HOLD IT!”

The cheers paused as the two trouble-making colts stepped up. “You all can't honestly think this is okay? Don't you know you're all stuck like this?”

This got the crowd's attention. “Yeah, we're all stuck as foals. We can't grow up ever again,” the other twin babbled.

Wha- Where did they come from?! The crowd was restless again with confusion and anger. I was hoping to avoid bringing this fact up. I prepared for the oncoming rage. “I don't know all the facts, but what they say is true for many of you. Those who drank the water from the source might be stuck as you are.”

“Ah, so you knew this fact, did you, Doc?”

“I only just found out, but yes. However, I think that only applies to the nativ-”

“So you admit that there's no going back?!”

“What?! No, if you let me finish, there is a-”

“You heard her, folks. She's only covering for our captors. After all, many of you don't even come from this kingdom! Like us, you were taken from your lives and regressed by their trickery!” The crowd was in an uproar. I didn't know how to calm them.

“SILENCE, ALL OF YOU!!!”

I was surprised to find myself behind Frost Wind, who had steadily began to trust me once more when she saw Glitter begin to smile. “F-Frost Wind?!”

“You all are being foalish! Don't you see you're being conned by these two?!” She pointed to the 'trouble twins'. “They only wish to stir up the manure so they can take this kingdom from all of us, and even sell the water to people all over the world for their own profit! They tried to do it before, and they're trying to do it now! They don't care about anypony but themselves!”

“Oh, such hurtful slander!”

“Yes, how could one say such things when we only wish to help these poor foals you tricked. We, The Flim Flam Brothers, are appalled by just how far you'd go to get out of trouble.”

“Especially since we only came here to supply you all with our Auto-Changers.” They pulled out one of their “patented” Auto-Changers.

“Wait... The Flim Flam Brothers?!” Looking at their device, I immediately knew it from a distance. “Wait a minute, that looks like...” Getting closer, my suspicions became real. “It is! This is my brother's design! You two stole my brother's idea!”

The two unicorn colts looked confused. “Your brother's...”

“That's not all. I know for a fact that you two are cons. I've seen your work in Equestria, and was even told stories from Princess Twilight about your antics!” I turned to the crowd. “Everypony, these two are nothing to admire or trust. They have done their fair share of criminal activity. Frost Wind is right, these two are only in it for themselves!”

The crowd looked perplexed as they didn't know who to believe.

“Not sure of yourselves? It's okay to question what you've been told. However, in the face of truth, I have evidence to back it.” I picked up their device and inspected it. “My brother's device had one critical flaw that had kept it from commercial use. If I can make that very same flaw appear...” I flipped some of the switches, specifically the ones involving the size adjustments. As expected, it began to short out and spark. “As I thought. You two not only took my brother's work, you didn't even fix the flaw! When used on actual foals, it has very little issue, but for older ponies, like myself, it'll do what you see now!”

The two tried to sneak away as the crowd focused on the machine, but had bumped into Frost Wind. “Going somewhere, you two?” I thought I saw the two actually soil themselves out of fear from Frost's enraged glare.

“You see, even when called out, these two only care about themselves, rather than take responsibility for their actions and 'their' devices. So, do you still want to believe their lies?” I was furious with them for their theft.

Just like that, the crowd knew who to believe, though many were still unsure of themselves. One foal approached from the crowd and asked, “Well, we understand why they're foals, but what about me? I didn't do anything wrong. Why turn me into a foal?” The crowd quieted as they listened for an answer.

I took a breath to calm myself. “I don't know the specifics of all of you, but I do know one thing: those who aren't native, (or have a criminal record,) are like me.” The crowd wasn't sure what I meant. “To those of you out there, tell me. Was there ever a regret in your life, one so strong and powerful that you wish you could restart and try again?” Many of them stopped to think it over. “Perhaps it was a life you weren't happy with. Maybe it was the choices that you made that you wish you chose differently. Maybe... It was living a life without certain loved ones.”

Cocoa gave my head a gentle pet. “It's okay. Just let it out.”

I gave a nod. “How about an example. I, myself, have a regret. I lived my life without a mother, having died when I was born. Talk about luck, right? Never having the chance to talk to her, let alone even remember her.” Glitter perked up from this. “Having a loving but busy father. Having a caring, but clumsy brother. These things I cherish most. But never had I really cared about my mother all that much. Well, not as much as I'd like. Don't get me wrong, I do love her, but because we never interacted, I didn't feel the same kind of love I had for the rest of my family. I thought that maybe I just had to move on and let it go.”

Glitter's face changed to sadness as she remembered her own mother.

“But I now know it isn't that easy. You can't just ignore these feelings and pretend they aren't there. My heart had a wound that kept growing the more I tried to ignore it and it began to affect me negatively. So, Princess Luna, one of the Princesses of Equestria, sent me here. I admit, it was a surprise to find myself regressing. I even feared regressing out of existence. But as each day passed and I went further and further, the more those feelings resurfaced. What's more, new feelings began to fill and mend the wound. I began to accept the fate I now had. A rebirth with a life I wished I had; one that had a caring mother to look after me.” I looked to Cocoa, who simply smiled. “It may not be perfect, and it may have come unexpectedly, but in truth, after everything that's happened, I'm now ready to embrace my second foalhood. Besides, I'm already used to being in diapers, so what's the harm of being a baby again?” I noticed many foals chuckle.

“She's not the only pony who needed a restart on life.” I turned to see Quick Beam appear from the crowd. “I admit, being in nappies takes some getting used to, but the pressure of my previous life was so intolerable, I had no choice but to begin anew.”

“Nappies?” I whispered. Things began to click in my mind as I noticed his accent, though masked by the baby babble, was rather unique. Almost as if he came from a certain place.

“But the good doctor here is right. My parents didn't care for me whatsoever. They only wanted me to be their successor and continue their lineage of scientists, which wouldn't have been so bad if it was on studies I was actually interested in. Sadly, that was not the case. I spent my life wishing to get away from it all. So, when I came here two-hundred years ago and Her Majesty gave me the choice, of course I accepted this life.”

No... It can't be... My face was one of amazement.

“So now, to all those who came from afar, you now have a choice. There is a way to return you all back to adults, of that, I'm sure. My question is, 'is it truly what you want? Are you sure you want to go back?'” As the question lingered on their minds, I noticed a certain alicorn filly flutter down to us.

“Is... Is it true, Mindset? About your mommy?”

I nodded. “Yes, it's true.” She responded by giving me a hug.

“I lost my mommy, too.”

“I know.”

As she released me, she turned to the audience. “I, Princess Radiance 'Glitter' Star, had lied to you all and made you all young again. For this, I'm sorry. It was wrong of me to make a kingdom from lies. To those who are native, I cannot return you all to normal. I can't even return myself to normal. So, instead, I ask that you all please join me in maintaining this kingdom, not as foals, but as equals. This kingdom was built by you, and should be kept that way. If not, I will understand. And to those who only drank the diluted water, we will create the aging water to return you all to normal. Consider this my token of apology, and my hope that my actions and the actions of others have not persuaded you from cutting ties with us.” Her words were sincere. Even when her memories of adulthood resurfaced, she still had an air of innocent but regal youth.

There was much consideration from the people, but ultimately, most made their choice. “Your Majesty... If it's not too much trouble, could we maybe stay in your kingdom?”

Glitter happily nodded. “Of course. But now that the truth is out, there will be some changes. The water will no longer be kept secret. We will be direct and open to any and all that come here. This does mean it'll need to be monitored more closely, especially at the original source, but to those that wish to drink from it, it will be their choice. We won't trick others anymore.”

“That would be nice,” I commented.

“As for those who do wish to age back, the water will need some time to prepare. I will hold court tomorrow for those ponies.”

Things seemed to liven up as the once restless crowd was now joy-filled once more. Even Glitter seemed to radiate a bright light from her smile. Now that she no longer needs to hide the truth, the weight on her has been lifted.

“Oh my, I don't think I've ever seen you this happy, Glitter,” Cocoa commented.

“Oh, thanks for reminding me.” She turned to the crowd. “Another change is that while my true name is Radiance, I'd very much prefer to be called Glitter instead. I gave up that name long ago as a sign of this kingdom's rebirth.” The crowd agreed to the change.

Meanwhile, I watched as Flim and Flam were taken by Frost Wind and the guards. “Please take these two to the time-out pen. They both need to be punished for their attempt to usurp the throne.”

“Wait, can't we talk about this?!”

“Yes, my brother and I were only doing business!”

“Yes, well, you two will be doing a new kind of business later.” Frost came to me with a face of guilt. “Mindset, I... I acted harshly towards you, and I was wrong to do so. You really didn't mean to cause this whole thing, did you?”

“No, I didn't. It really was an accident, but I forgive you for being mad. You're just trying to help keep the peace around here.”

“I may not be a guard, but I know how to be a parent. I've been doing it for centuries.”

“Which, speaking of, are Cirrus and Nimbus really your sons?”

She gave a smile. “Does it matter? Are you and Cocoa related?”

Caught off-guard, I looked towards Cocoa and answered, “No, it doesn't matter. Even if they aren't biological, they're still your foals.”

“Heh, a wise answer, Doc. Cirrus and Nimbus are brothers, that much is true, but no matter what, they are my little foals. Even back then, I worried about their safety. I'm sure it's the same for you and Cocoa.”

“So now that the truth is out, what will happen to them?”

“Well, the two, surprisingly, didn't regress to actual foals from the Perma-Youth Water.”

“'Perma-Youth Water?'”

“Eh, just something I came up with on the spot. Anyways, they'll both likely grow up to about four or five. Around the age you saw them as.”

“I see, so that's their limit.”

“Yep. Don't know how they didn't regress completely, but I doubt they care at this point. Whether they're babies or kindergartners, they'll still do what they do best.” She looked to the trouble-making twins as they both tried to fight. “Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a couple of foals who need a spanking.” And with that, she left, leaving me with the shivering thought of a sore bottom. However, my attention found itself in Quick Beam. “Beam?”

“Hello there, Mindset! You wish to speak to me?”

“I want to thank you for helping me earlier. The Flim Flam Brothers certainly knew how to start a riot.”

“Aye, you can lippen naethin o da grice but da groint.”

“'Don't expect anything but uncouth behavior from an uncouth person.'” I translated.

“Aye, those two are anything but trustworthy. The first time I saw them, my gut told me they'd be trouble.” It took him a moment to realize I understood his language. “Ah... You are... Familiar with...”

“Shetlandic? Yeah, I read up on different languages. Can't really help others efficiently if you can't get past the language barrier.”

“I... I see.” I noticed his face got nervous. “How did you know I was Shetland?”

“Oh, it's the accent. I've heard it before from one of the royal guards back home.”

“O-oh?”

“In fact, he got me interested with this one doctor from two-hundred years ago who disappeared suddenly from existence.” His face turned to a slight panic. “Say, wasn't that around the time you came here? You wouldn't happen to be familiar with this doctor, would you?”

“Uh, nope, never heard of Doctor Atavism Reversion. Sorry.”

“...I never said the doctor's name.”

“...!” I think he began soiling his 'nappy'.

I got close to his ear and whispered, “You canna draa a strae afore my nose an tell me it was a dokken, Doctor Reversion.” (Which essentially translates to “You can't fool me, Doctor Reversion.”)

Without hesitation, he fainted.

“Uh-oh. I might have come off a little too strong there,” I worded as I gently shook him. “Doctor, please wake up, I mean you no harm.”

As he got up, I heard him mumble some obscenities that I'd much prefer not to translate. “Ah, my nappy is sirpin!” (“Soaking wet.”)

“Sorry, didn't mean to surprise you that much.”

“Could've fooled me. So what, you want an autograph or something?”

“Oh, no, I don't want that. I just wanted to give you this.” I gave him a gentle hug, which caught him off guard. “I found your journal. I had no idea how much you hated your original life.”

He paused, then replied, “You mean you aren't going to tell anypony I'm here?”

“Every shooer o snaa is no da first o an onlay.” (“Do not always expect the worst to happen.”) We continued the embrace for a few more seconds before we released.

“So, since you've been so kind, tell me, why have you revealed me?”

“Well, I actually have a question, from one doctor to another. I was wondering if you knew why I didn't lose my memories from drinking the water. It's the one mystery I have yet to solve.”

“Didn't lose your memories? My, that is quite something.” He thought it over for a moment before responding, “Du's gotten dy maa's egg.”

“Huh? 'I've got something extra and unexpected'? What do you mean by that?”

“Well, you're a psychologist, no? Perhaps the reason you could not lose your memories is due to your mind.” I didn't quite understand. “Think of it like this. You've studied and practiced so much on how the mind works, you naturally grew an immunity to mental regression. Your mind is essentially a steel trap; never letting go of your memories or any semblance of who you are.”

“So, no matter what, my memories will never be erased?”

“Not erased, suppressed. If our memories were erased from the water, do you think we'd be having this discussion?”

“But, when you drank from the water...”

“Yes, we did forget who we were and what our lives were like before. But truthfully, we still had them deep within and hidden in our subconscious. No matter how much water we drink, our memories will still be there, in the back of our minds. I'd imagine that we'd recall them naturally in due time with a few key phrases or moments to remind us of them, though we'd not be certain if they were real or not, believing it to be deja vu or something. How else would our princess here still remember such dark times in her life, despite being a foal?”

“I see. That actually would explain a few things.”

“It's likely your magical outburst earlier didn't rewrite our memories, but rather just brought them back to the surface for us to recall.”

“Ahem!” I glanced to Snow Crystal, who interrupted our conversion. “Forgive me, but you still have my microphone.”

“Oh, sorry.” I returned the mic to her.

“Well, I hoped this answered your question. As for me, I need to change.”

“Wait, before you go, why 'Quick Beam'?”

“Hmm? Oh, my name. It's another name for Sorbus aucuparia, or Rowan tree. Figured most ponies around here wouldn't have known about that, since they aren't native around here.”

“Oh, I see. That's actually quite clever.”

“Thank you. Well, it was a pleasure to talk to you, Doctor Mindset. I look forward to our next camping trip, if you're up to it.”

“You bet. I'll be there.” With that, he walked off to find Circus.

“You know, I came from Equestria myself,” Snow commented.

“Oh?”

“I was a reporter for the Trottingham Times, specifically for the travel section. I was writing an article on interesting places outside of Equestria, and after a few other places, found myself lost in the forest here. Didn't know where I was and had diminished my water supply, wandering until I found a river.”

“Oh no...”

“Yeah, as one would expect, I drank from it. Next thing I know, I'm in a crib, crying out for mommy with no recollection of my past life. I found out later that one of the adults here found me a few days after, nearly starved and not looking too good. They saved my life and nursed me back to health. Even contacted my folks back home to inform me of where I was. Course, they had to explain the water to them, and when the idea of eternal youth came up, the two decided to move here.”

“So, when you were calling out to your mama earlier...” I gave a coy grin.

Her face scrunched with a blush. “Oh, right, I forgot. That was embarrassing. But yeah, I was actually calling for my biological mother.” She sighed. “I came here hoping to get a scoop, and instead found myself as a permanent resident. That was four years ago.”

“Oh, so that was fairly recent, compared to others around here.”

“Yep. Still, I lost my job, but I didn't care much for it anyways. They didn't pay me well enough, and they mocked me for my diapers.”

“Huh, wait, so you're incontinent like me?”

She smiled and said, “You didn't think I wore this thing as a fashion statement, did you? I admit, the diapers here are a bit too colorful, but given my current age, I think they do look cute on me.”

“Heh, I'll say. When I saw you on stage, I nearly lost my composure from wanting to cuddle you. You really are adorable-looking.”

“Thanks. You're not bad yourself.” I blushed and smiled. “Anyways, I think I'll stay and continue being a commentator. I might even do a newspaper site here, since this place doesn't have one. Mind if I do this story for the first issue?”

“I think I can fill you in on some of the details. Not all, due to doctor-patient confidentiality, but I'll give you what I can.”

“Great! Now to just come up with a name for the paper...”

The two of of us thought for a moment before I chimed in. “How about 'The Fountonian Foal'?”

“The Fountonian Foal? Hmm... The first ever foal-made newspaper.”

“It would get a lot of attention.”

Her smile was stretching out of her face. “It's perfect! I'm going to be so famous!”

“Snow, sweetie,” a nearby pony called out.

“Coming, mama! Well, gotta go. Thanks for the idea and expect to see me again for that scoop.” With that, she left.

Looking out to the crowd, things were calming down as ponies began to clean up the mess from the riot. Cocoa trotted up and smiled. “Guess things are going back to normal, huh?” I asked.

“Well, more or less, though not quite normal as most would expect.”

“Heh, true.”

“So, now that this has been resolved, what will you do, Mindset?”

I gave it little thought as I joked. “Oh, I dunno, maybe see the sights, eat some exotic food, or perhaps relive my early foalhood years.”

“Oh, that last one sounds interesting...”

“I thought it might. See, my problem with that one is finding the right mother figure to take care of me. Once I'm in foal mode, I won't be able to take care of myself.”

“My, that is a problem. But who could possibly do that?”

“Well, I've been thinking, and I was hoping maybe you could fill that part?”

She laughed. “I thought you'd never ask.” After a brief hug, she then asked, “So, how far back did you want to go?”

“Well, I don't think there's any other starting point than the very beginning.”

“Really? That far back?” She raised a brow.

“Yes. I think that has to be where we begin. I don't see myself healing unless I get that point of my life mended.”

“Well, if you're sure.” She gave a coy smirk. “You do realize you won't be able to stomach foal formula at that age, right? You'll have to get your milk straight from the source.”

I blushed at that realization. “Uh... W-Well, yes, I assumed as much.”

“Guess this means I'll have to ask Circus if she could do that spell for me...” I heard her mumble before a certain princess popped up.

“What spell?”

“It seems our doctor here has decided to regress back to the very start of her life.”

“What, really?!” I could've sworn I saw her eyes sparkle with joy.

“W-Well, not forever. Just until my vacation is over,” I added.

That didn't stop the myriad of squealing coming from her. “Yesyesyesyesyesyesyes!” She almost imitated my teacher perfectly as she bounced around. “Oh, this is gonna be so great! I'll take good care of you, share my good toys, even help with your diaper changes. I'm so excited, I might just... Just...” In that instant, her padded tush got a little more soggy. “Oops.”

“Whoa, easy there! I'm going back to the very beginning, meaning I'm going to be very fragile. Glitter, I know you're only a foal, but this is a huge responsibility. You have to be careful being the big sister, understand?”

“Of course I do. I'm only one and a half millennia old. I know how to be careful.” I gave a chuckle as we looked out to the kingdom and watched as the celebrations continued with a new vigor.

Unfortunately, I knew it wouldn't last long.

~*~

The next day, Glitter was pacing around near her highchair throne. Cocoa and I stood by the sides of it as we watched her descent into madness.

“Glitter, are you okay? You look upset.” I asked.

“Upset? Upset?! Why would I be upset?! It's not like a line of ponies are waiting to be aged back to normal and leave this kingdom forever, possibly even scream, yell, and file a lawsuit! Hahaha HAHAHAHAHA!” She had a look of insanity.

I noticed Cirrus give a gesture to Nimbus about her insanity, only for Nimbus to nudge him to stop. I walked to her and patted her head “Whoa, easy! Breathe.” I motioned to her to breathe, something my royal mentor did for me when I got nervous. Glitter followed me exactly as she calmed down.

“Sorry. Look, I get it. After everything I've done, I don't deserve any sympathy from them. I just... I don't think I can handle what I'm about to witness.”

“Yeah, it's pretty tense around here. Especially for them.” I motioned towards the families of those who were leaving; the 'mares and sires' of these foals who were getting ready for their own tongue-lashings from them. “Which is why you need to be strong. They're the ones who'll be hurting the most out of all this, because of the bond they formed with them. Your people are going to be looking to you for strength, and if you can't muster even that, then how do they expect to overcome this.” She hid her face out of guilt. “I know it'll be hard for all of you, but you know it's the right thing to do. You've already kept them from their families and lives long enough as is.”

“I know. I just wish this wasn't so hard to do.”

“Ahem...” We were interrupted by Beam as he stood by a crystalline cauldron filled with water. “The mixture is ready. You can let them in.”

With a sigh, Glitter ordered the guards to open the doors. The throne room filled with foals ready to return to their old lives, many of which were distrusting of Glitter and the adults. “Alright, please line up in an orderly fashion, and we'll give you a glass.”

“How do we know this isn't going to regress us further?!” One foal shouted. Many others started agreeing with the question.

“I can guarantee the validity of this concoction. You will return to your original ages.” I answered, hoping that my words would be enough. They still felt unsure, until one foal was daring enough to try it. In a burst of light, the foal transformed into a full-grown stallion. “Believe it, now?”

The stallion smiled and removed the diaper he still wore, though it no longer fit him properly and had torn in places. His smile vanished, however, when he looked to the ponies that cared for him. He didn't speak, but simply walked away. Glitter grimaced as the two parents walked away in sadness soon after. “Okay, next.”

The next two hours were some the most grueling experiences for us. Each foal had a different reaction; some showed no sympathy and walked off, others actually confronted their caretakers and verbally chewed them out, and some even got a bit violent. Luckily, the adult guards were there just in case.

It wasn't all bad, though. Some of the foals actually surprised us by acting maturely and even showed respect for their foster parents, and some even decided to stay, but not regress again. These moments were few and far between, of course, but it gave a sliver of hope for a better future.

Finally, we had given the last foal in line the cure, and they politely excused themselves as they prepared for their return home. “That was painful.” Glitter was filled with grief over the whole ordeal.

“I know. I was hurting, too. But now that this has finally been resolved, the kingdom can heal properly, and become a better place.” I gave Glitter a smile of hope, though she didn't seem happy.

Glitter was lifted out of her highchair by Cocoa, who inspected her diaper. “Cocoa, I'm tired. I just want to sleep for now.”

Cocoa nodded and took her to change and lay down for a nap. I, however, left for my bedroom. I got to the door when I remembered the nursery next to it; the baby pink-painted door almost camouflaged with the walls. After some thought, I opened the nursery door and stepped inside. The room had the necessities a nursery would need: changing table, crib, a coloring table, a mountain of plush toys, etc. “So, this is going to be my new room?” I inspected the changing table and noticed the diapers being very infantile in design. “Makes sense, given the circumstance...” I looked into the closet and saw the foal-sized outfits; from onesies to dresses, they all screamed 'baby' to me. I even saw one of the Foal Scouts uniforms, only in normal foal size and with bonnet.

“Getting used to your new room?”

“Eep!” I jumped, noting a slight dampness in my diaper now. I looked to the door to find Cocoa there. “Oh, Cocoa. Sorry, I didn't mean to pry, I just-”

“No no, it's quite alright. You were just curious, as foals should be.” She entered and comforted me. “I hope this room is to your liking. If not, we can always put you in another room.”

“Oh, no, that won't be necessary. I am just trying to take it all in. Being in this room, knowing it's all meant for me... I kind of feel small, already.”

“Well, that is the point, after all.” She patted my head gently and went to eye level. “If you wish to back out, don't be afraid to say so. I don't want you thinking that you have to do this because of me or anypony else. This is your choice.”

I smiled. “Thank you, but I am okay with this. I know this is going to be helping me in the long run. Help fill the piece of me that I've yearned for.”

“Well, if you're sure...” She pulled out a foal bottle that was filled with the regressive water. “Okay, once you drink this, there's no going back. You'll be my little foal for the rest of your vacation. Ready?” I gave a nod. “Okay, open your mouth.”

I was about to drink it, but a knock on the door stopped us. “Excuse me, but Miss Snow Crystal has requested for Doctor Mindset for an interview,” Nimbus interrupted.

“Oh, I almost forgot about that. I'm sorry, but I did promise her to an interview,” I apologized.

Cocoa simply smiled. “It's okay. We can do this later. Besides, I think Glitter wanted to be involved with this.”

“You sure?”

“Yes, I'm sure. Now, go do that interview.” With that, I followed Nimbus to a room that Snow Crystal had rented for the day. It had a bit of soundproofing to help keep the interview private. “I'm sorry, I nearly forgot about this.”

“It's alright. Let me get the tape recorder set...” She fiddled with it until it started.

“So, where do you want to begin?”

“Let's start at the beginning. What brought you to this kingdom?”

“Well, that was Princess Luna. She had received a letter from Princess Glitter asking for some guidance. She was obviously feeling guilt for this whole thing.”

“Interesting... Care to elaborate on it?”

“Hmm...” I gave a pause for thought. “It all started with a therapy session with a client...”

~*~

“...And that's my story. I'd continue from there, but I'd be repeating myself by this point,” I stated, telling my story while keeping some details confidential.

“Wow, that was quite a story.” She wrote into her notepad.

“Thanks.”

“I liked how Robu is your exposition partner in all of this. He really adds to you as a character and pony.”

“Thank you. I'm sure Robu would like that.”

“I do think the diaper usage was a little too much. I don't think my audience needs to know about every instance you or other foals soiled themselves.”

I felt cheeky. “You sure it's not because you were one of them.”

“Har har. In any case, that story just about answered every question on this subject that I could possibly think of. The only question now is 'do you plan on confronting Princess Luna about this?'”

“What do you mean?”

“Well, it's clear she tricked you, so do you plan on confronting her about it?”

I was surprised by that. I'm sure I would, but what would I say? Would I even be angry? I was about to answer, but was interrupted by Nimbus again.

“Sorry, but Her Majesty has just woken up from her nap and requested to see Doctor Mindset.”

“Has it really been that long?!” I jumped out of my seat.

“It was a long story. It's okay, we can just ignore that last question. I got everything I really need.” Snow closed her notepad and packed her things. “It was a joy to interview you. I hope we can see each other again soon.” With that, she left.

“Doctor, if you'll follow me, please?”

Sighing, I followed. Guess it's time, now.

We entered Glitter's nursery as Nimbus gave the door a few knocks before it opened with Cocoa. “Ah, there you are. Thank you, Nimbus, you may return to your other duties.”

Nimbus gave a slight chuckle and mumbled “Doo-dees...”

Huh, guess even with his mind restored, he still has a bit of foalishness in him. I saw Glitter flying off the changing table with a clean diaper on. “Had a nice nap?”

“It was alright, but not entirely peaceful,” she answered.

I can imagine after everything you've been through today. I noticed that Glitter had a familiar bottle in her possession. “Is that...?”

“Glitter asked if she could do it,” Cocoa responded.

“Please, Mindset? I know Cocoa's good at being a mommy, but this is a rare opportunity for me. I won't be able to have babies of my own, since... Well, I'm a baby myself. I'd like to know what it's like.”

Wow, she's really serious about this. Giving it some thought, I agreed. “Okay, but afterwards, you're the big sister, understand?”

“Yep, I understand!” She jumped in glee.

“Well, since she'll be feeding you the water, I'll be the one to put you in a more fitting diaper, since I know your clothes won't fit you afterwards.” Cocoa pulled out some diapers, and began to prep the table. As she did, Glitter laid down on the floor and motioned me to lay down next to her, which I did soon after.

“Okay. I'm ready.”

“Okay, here comes the pegasus...” she made the bottle fly like one in a way a mother fed their foal.

I was hesitant at first, but I opened my mouth and felt the rubber nipple touch my tongue. This is it. I'm really doing this.

With a few suckles, I began to change. It was slow, at first, but as I continued to regress, my suckles became more quick and natural, even grabbing the bottle out of instinct and stabilization. After a few minutes, I drained the bottle and shrunk to a newborn. I felt weak and wobbly, and couldn't even roll onto my legs. The motions of drinking that bottle must have taken a lot out of me, because the world started getting dark as I closed my eyes. “Looks like she's really in need of that vacation now. Let's get her ready for a nap, shall we?” I heard Cocoa say as I felt my body lifted off the ground and onto what I assumed was the changing table.

“Let's put three diapees on her. She might need them with all the water she drank.”

“Good idea.” I wanted to argue that idea, but I was too tired, and had already promised to behave and not argue with her from this point onward. I felt the diapers as they were taped on me; the softness of the padding was oddly enjoyable. “Now, let's put her in her crib.” Being lifted again, I was soon placed onto a pillow and started hearing music, the mobile most likely being the source. “Okay, Glitter, time to let her sleep. She's had a long, rough life and needs a break,” I heard her whisper.

“Okay. Sleep tight, baby sister,” Glitter returned.

As the door quietly shut, all I could focus on was the gentle music as it lulled me to sleep. This is it. My vacation truly starts now...

Chapter Seven: Relaxation

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My dreamscape had returned to the grassy field that I knew and loved. I breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that the nightmares were over. Soon after, though, I saw that same puddle from before, but rather than cautiously approach it, I cantered there with a smile on my face. Looking in, I saw my foalish reflection and greeted it like an old friend. The foal on the other side giggled and motioned for me to enter. Not hesitating any longer, I dove in and entered the nursery within. “It's been a long while, hasn't it?”

The young filly didn't say a word, but nodded 'yes'.

“I'm sorry I tried to run from you; I wasn't ready yet. But now I am, and we can be whole once more.” I extended my hoof to her.

My foal self smiled and got closer. Our two hooves touched and soon, we fused together. Opening my eyes after the flash of light, I saw I had become the foal I had been running from. My mind filled with infantile thoughts as I embraced this new side of me, yet I still had retained my memories from before. It all felt weird, yet comforting as I began to play in this new dreamscape.

~*~

Time had passed as I slowly woke from my sleep. Rubbing my eyes, I took notice of my surroundings. The bars of the crib I slept in kept me safe and secure, filling me with confidence that I wouldn't be attacked by the shadow monsters of the night. Shadow monsters? I really am embracing the foal life! Then again, given what my teacher and princess had fought against, I couldn't really say it was foalish thinking. The one thing I did note, however was how squishy my diapered seat had become. One look, and I saw that Glitter's call was spot on. I soaked all three diapers, just enough to need a change without leaking. Without really thinking, I called out to 'Mama', but only babbled incoherent words. It didn't matter though, as soon enough, Cocoa came to check on me.

“Ah, so my little filly is finally awake!” Lifting me up, she noticed my soggy bottom. “Oh my! Guess triple diapering you was a good idea. Let's get you out of those wet things and into a nice clean one.” I wiggled in glee as she took me to my changing table and began to clean me. I felt curious and looked around my room. Did I ever notice how colorful it was in here? I didn't know, but something seemed more intriguing about it, and filled me with a curious sense of wonder. I hadn't even noticed I was sucking my own hoof, nor that Mama Cocoa had just finished putting a new diaper on me. “All done. Now, let's get you into a new dress. You like that?” she cooed, having me giggle in glee for some reason. I wasn't sure why.

As she looked into my closet and searched the selection, I stared at my diaper and saw the pretty pictures on it. A smiling bear adorned it, giving me a strange sense of nostalgia. What was this thing again? Searching my memories, I soon remembered the character. Oh, Cuddle Bear! I love Cuddle Bear! He's my favorite! I curiously poked my padding and felt at ease knowing it was nice and secure. Mama knows how to put a diapee on me real good! A part of me felt like I had been slowly devolving more into my new foalish mindset, (no pun intended,) and hadn't remembered why I was so embarrassed about diapers before. Didn't all ponies wear them? If not, then how did they not have accidents? They should be more careful! They don't want to make their mamas mad!

Before delving on it more, Mama Cocoa returned with some kind of dress. It was colorful and had some pink bows on it. “Okay, let's put on your new dress!” She carefully put the dress on me and tied the bows so that it secured it in place. I also felt a bow get tied to my head, my hair barely tufts at this point. “There we are, all nice and adorable.”

Showing me a mirror, I saw my reflection and curiously pawed at it. Is that baby trapped on the other side? Shouldn't we help her? It took me a while to remember that wasn't another foal, but me. I was, indeed, losing my adult persona and became more foalish. Why was that a bad thing, again? It seemed so silly now to have been so afraid of it. Being a baby is too much fun to be afraid of.

“I'll take that as a 'yes'.” Lifting me up and onto her back, she carried me to a big room with a table and chairs. What was it called again? Right, a dinning room.

What was a dinning room again?

“Mindset! Yay, you're awake!” I heard another filly, who I remembered was Glitter. “She looks so cute! I bet she's hungry!”

“I think so too,” Cocoa responded.

That's right! The dinning room was for eating food! My mind felt so blank that it was hard to remember this stuff, but it didn't seem important all that much to really care. What did matter was that my belly was making weird noises. Cocoa set me on the floor as she laid down and opened her legs. I instinctively walked to her and began to drink my milk. I think some ponies were talking, but I was too fixated on her milk to care. For some reason, I felt the urge to comment on how strange this all felt, but not the bad kind of strange. Something about this feeling like I was unlocking my Seventh Chakra and reaching Nirvana. At the time, I didn't know what any of that meant, but I seemed happy with it.

Feeling full, I stopped drinking and gave a burp. Cocoa and Glitter giggled, which caused me to giggle, too. “She looks so happy. I can't wait to play with her.”

Play? Are we gonna play?! I love playing! I clapped my hooves and ran around the table as I waited for Glitter to finish her food so we could play. She was just as eager as she ate as fast as she could. After some clean up, Mama Cocoa took her out of her highchair and took us both to a fun-looking room that I think I've been to before. I don't remember playing so much on it, though, and couldn't remember why. It's just too fun to not play on. Glitter and I went to the tall structure and we began playing on it. I got scared when she took me to the top and I thought I was gonna fall. My diaper felt a little warmer, too, but I paid it no mind. I was too scared to care. I remember crying for Mama Cocoa to help me down and get me safe on the ground, but Glitter was such a good big sister, she helped me overcome my fear and we soon slid down a long tube slide where they were both waiting to catch me.

I didn't know what time it was, but it felt like it had been a long time that we played before I was lifted into the air. “Okay, time for diaper changes! Let's get our new addition changed first before we change yours, Glitter.”

“Okay!” Glitter followed us to the changing table and waited as I got into a new diaper. I hadn't noticed that it felt squishier and wetter than I remembered, but it didn't matter.

Mama Cocoa will make it all go away again and put a new diapee on me. The process was typical, and soon enough, my rump was clean and dry. Still just as nice and comfy as I remember! Being in my diapees is great. Why didn't I like it before? Glitter needs them, and she's happy. I just didn't see why I hated them. After Glitter got changed, we both went back to playing, but I was feeling a little tired.

Glitter looked tired, too, and didn't play as much as before. “Looks like it's bedtime for our little fillies,” Mama Cocoa said as she watched us.

“No, baby sister and I wanna play some more...” Glitter argued.

Yeah, I wanna play some more! Playing is fun! I thought, wanting to say it but being too small to talk yet. Still, a yawn escaped us both as we tried to prove we were not tired.

“Now, now, you two, I know when it's time for babies to go to bed. Let's get you both ready.” She lifted us both and took us to Glitter's room, where she put her into a sleeper that had cute butterflies on it. Speaking of, one came flying in and looking at me. It was pretty, and I wanted to play with it. It must have known that, too, because it landed on my nose and nuzzled my face, being smooth to the touch.

“Oh, Robu, there you are! We were wondering what happened to you,” Glitter commented.

Robu! Of course, how could I forget my dear friend that I've had for... A long time! Longer than I could remember. I smiled and giggled as he tickled my nose with his legs. Before I could continue playing, though, Mama Cocoa put Glitter in her crib and we began to leave. Wait, where are we going?! I wanna stay with Glitter! I cried to Mama Cocoa to stay with her.

“Hmm... Glitter, do you mind if Mindset slept with you? It seems she's too little to be on her own just yet.”

“Not at all! In fact, I was gonna ask you if she could.” I smiled at my big sister and felt safe as I was put on the changing table and got dressed in a sleeper that Mama Cocoa picked out for me. It was purple and had frills on it. Soon after, I was placed in the same crib as Glitter and the two of us hugged. Then, Mama Cocoa put a binky in our mouths. I loved my binky and started sucking on it. Glitter did with hers, too.

“Okay, you two, time to sleep.” Mama Cocoa tucked us both in and turned on the nightlight. The dark is scary after all. “Good night, you two. See you in the morning.”

Glitter and I both tried to stay up, but the pretty music was making us very sleepy. I watched Robu land on the mobile and began to sleep, too. Our binkies made us sleep more easily and we both cuddled together in peace and quiet. I don't remember what my dreams were like, but they were probably filled with us playing together and having our own adventures.

~*~

It was still kinda dark when I woke up. My tummy was making those noises again, so I called out to Mama Cocoa. It took a while but she came in and lifted me out of the crib. “Hungry again, are we? Well, let's get you fed...” She paused as she sniffed the air. “Ooh, and maybe a change afterwards.” I hadn't noticed my diaper being full. I was just so hungry. Setting me on the floor, Mama Cocoa opened up and I drank from her again.

The sweet taste of her milk flowed into my mouth and down into my belly. I think it needed to make room, because my diaper started getting warm again. Good thing she didn't change me yet. After getting my fill, I burped and smiled as my tummy was happy again. Getting back on her hooves, Mama Cocoa took me to the changing table and proceeded to change me. Looking around, I saw Glitter was still sleeping, her binky had fallen out of her mouth and she was drooling a bit. Wait, what happened to my binky?! Looking at the crib, I couldn't see it and got a little worried.

“Oh, getting a little fussy, are we?” Mama Cocoa looked unhappy but I was too worried about my binky. Before I knew it, though, I felt a rubber nipple enter my mouth. “I think this was what you wanted?” The sucking motion began to relax me as I looked at what it was.

My binky! Mama Cocoa had it! I felt relieved to not have lost it, and this made her happy.

She finished putting a fresh diaper on me and re-snapped my sleeper shut. After that, I was put back into the crib with Glitter. “Good night, dear. See you in the morning.” Mama Cocoa kissed my head and left. I smiled as Robu was still where I saw him, the mobile still spinning and making me even more sleepy. I went back to dreaming with Glitter as we went on our adventures again.

~*~

I woke up on the changing table once again as Mama Cocoa started dressing me in another cute dress, this time it was yellow with a flower design on it. The skirt was barely long enough to hide my diaper, but I didn't know why I'd want to hide it. Isn't having my diapee visible all the time a good thing?

I didn't think it mattered as I was soon greeted by Glitter as she proceeded to grab some toys to play with. “Ooh, this looks like something she'd play with!” She had a cute dress too that was pink and blue.

“Glitter, dear, only a few toys at a time. We don't want them getting lost in the park.”

Park? We're going to the park? Before I could think more on it, Mama Cocoa lifted us both and took us to that dinning place before. Instead, though, Glitter and I both got put in highchairs and had some food put in front of us. It looked kinda mushy and I didn't think it would taste good at first, but then a spoonful entered my mouth from Mama Cocoa feeding some to me. The taste was very good and I soon found myself eating more jars of the stuff. Glitter looked happy with hers, too. Not long after, we both finished our food and had full bellies.

“Can we go to the park now?” Glitter asked eagerly.

“Let's clean your faces first, then we can go.” She took out a few wet wipes and cleaned the sticky food off us. “Okay, now we can go.”

“YAY!” Glitter flew out of her highchair as Mama Cocoa lifted me out.

Mama Cocoa then put the two of us on a foal carrier and and we strolled out the castle. “Extra! Extra! Read all about it! First ever issue of the Fountonian Foal! Read the true story of how this kingdom came to exist, and how one pony restored our memories!” Snow shouted out to ponies, young and old, for issues for her newspaper.

I babbled out to Snow and reached out to her. “Aww, I guess she wants to see her.” Mama Cocoa walked to her. “Hello, Snow. I think we'll take an issue.”

“Yes, another issue sold!” Snow happily gave a newspaper to Mama Cocoa.

“How many have you sold today?” Glitter asked.

“Several! I've had to make a few extra copies!” She bounced around, her diaper showing signs of... Use. (Okay, I know, too much on details.)

“That's great. I think you have a successful business going here.”

“Yep. Oooooh, is that Doctor Mindset? She's soooooo cute!” I giggled and cuddled her. “Aww, are you having fun?” I answered with a laugh and coo.

“She's only getting started, but she's definitely having fun.”

“Yeah, we're going to the park!” Glitter added.

“Awesome, I hope you two have fun. As for me, I need to get back to selling more papers. See you around!” With that, she went back to calling out to advertise her newspaper.

~*~

Coming to the park, we saw that it wasn't as populated as it was before, most likely because it was undergoing some changes for more activities for the foals. There were still the swings and other foalish toys for those who were actual foals or simply embracing the foal lifestyle, as well as sports-themed areas for the more active foals or adults.

“Hmm, seems construction is going well.” Mama Cocoa took us both out of the carrier and let us wander around. “Let's go to the little jungle gym there.”

Going to said jungle gym, Glitter and I both played on it together for a few hours until I tripped and hurt myself. I knew it wasn't that bad, but I still began to cry from it. “Mindset?” Glitter looked at my scrape and knew what to do as she went to get Mama Cocoa.

“Oh, it's nothing to worry about. Didn't even break the skin. Here, a kiss to help it feel better.” She then gave it a kiss, which made me calmer. Ah, 'the Placebo Effect of Mommy Kisses'; a technique she knew well.

Having calmed down, I noticed a certain group of individuals approaching. “Hello, Cocoa. Mind if my boys join their fun?” Frost Wind asked as Cirrus and Nimbus waved to us.

“Not at all, right, Glitter?” Glitter simply nodded. The two mares talked to one another while the four of us played. Although, Glitter spent more time with Cirrus than the two of us. Something told me that their relationship was more personal than we first thought. Still, Nimbus and I didn't mind.

We also saw two certain troublemakers as they were in orange suits and picking up trash around the park, though they were bickering with each other more. “Hey, you two, I don't want to hear any complaining! If you're gonna act like criminals, you'll be treated like ones.” Frost returned to gossiping with Mama Cocoa.

An hour or so passed before the four of us returned to our caretakers for diaper changes and returning home. “Well, did you two have fun with Cirrus and Nimbus?”

“It was great! Cirrus and I made these sand castles and had a sand battle. Then, Mindset and Nimbus joined in, and we had a sand war! And then we...” She went on and on about it until we arrived at her nursery. Glitter's tummy grumbled as she looked to her. “Um... Cocoa, could I...”

Mama Cocoa must have known what she wanted, because she let her go under her and drink. I joined in too, and filled my belly. After some time passed, the two of us finished and felt sleepy soon after. “Okay, time for naps.” Lifting us both, she put us in Glitter's crib to sleep after burping us. I began dreaming of Glitter and I sailing the seas and searching for treasure.

~*~

Time seemed to go by so fast, but I still remembered every moment. There was that one time where we went on a camping trip, where I was with the Foal Scouts, in full uniform. The bonnet was perfect for protecting my head from the sun, and the binky made me happy too. I didn't know why I hated it before; it was perfect. Glitter came with us, too, and she was just as happy. Quick Beam was there and he was still just as good being our guide, and Circus was there to care for us when we needed it.

We traveled to the True Fountain, now fenced up to keep ponies from falling in accidentally, with signs warning ponies not to drink it. I couldn't read it though; I was too little. I only knew because that's what Mama Cocoa said it was. There were other signs down the stream, too, but the fence only went to the pretty waterfall before they stopped. The signs after that cautioned ponies to drink at their own risk, for they'd turn into babies like Glitter and I. I didn't see why that would be bad, but the grown ups knew best.

Later, we all had a campfire, where Glitter told ghost stories, which were really effective at scaring us. Many of the scout troop needed new diapers afterwards, myself included. Guess Circus was right about her.

A lot changed during the course of that week, as newcomers flocked to the city, since the ponies that left had spread the word about it. Many came to see these “bad ponies”, expecting to punish or sue them, but were thoroughly surprised by, for the most part, how civil and understanding everypony was, including the foals. Others, however, came to tour and even be a part of the kingdom, setting up their shops to help build revenue and publicity. After all, the Legendary Fountain of Youth was a tale many thought as myth, so of course it would become a hot spot for tourism. More importantly, the foals of the kingdom were free to travel outside and discover what they had missed during their years under foalish thoughts.

As for me, my vacation was already ending. I had one last dinner before Mama Cocoa gave me a bottle with the aging water in it. “Aww, does she really have to go? We were having so much fun!” Glitter whined.

“I know, dear, but she's still got a family back home. We don't want to repeat our past mistakes.” Mama Cocoa looked sad, but she knew this was important.

“Do you think she will come back and do this again?”

“I don't think she would ever miss a chance to come back.” Mama Cocoa proceeded to clean up Glitter on the changing table. “Besides, she still needs her Mama, right Mindset?”

I clapped my hooves and giggled as I waited for my diaper change, drooling a little. “Okay.” Glitter cooed as a clean diaper was put on her and she was dressed for bedtime. She came and nuzzled me afterwards. “It was fun playing with you, 'Baby Sister'. I hope we can do it again.”

“Maybe this time, she'll use her entire vacation to relax and be young, instead of spending it on solving mysteries.” Mama Cocoa lifted me onto the table and started changing me.

“Or solve mysteries as a baby!” Glitter chimed.

I thought I'd be put in a clean diaper at first, but Mama Cocoa left me naked as she fed me the bottle. “I know you need your diaper, but it won't be foal-size, this time.” Drinking the contents made me feel funny as everything started getting dark. I saw myself getting bigger, as big as Mama Cocoa, but I fell asleep, being too tired to stay awake.

~*~

I was in that nursery again; the one in my dreams. Suddenly, a big pony came that looked like me. She even had a diaper on. “Sorry, little me, I know you were having fun, but it's time to go to sleep.”

I gave a pout. I was having too much fun. I didn't want to go back.

“I know, and I wish I could let you play more, but I need to get back. Don't worry, I promise you'll wake up again, and have more fun next time.” She hugged me, making me feel safe.

A yawn escaped me, and I felt my eyes get heavy. A bright light shined just before I fell asleep, and it got quiet. I relaxed, and waited to wake up again.

~*~

I woke up, feeling hazy. My memories were flooding my mind, almost overwhelmingly so. I felt a need to blush at some parts, such as nursing on Mama Cocoa's milk, but didn't object to any of it. I had fun.

Looking around, I saw I was back in the bedroom I used for the first half of my stay here, with the canopy bed still gorgeous as ever. Robu was sleeping on his flower charger, and I had been dressed into a fitting diaper and nightshirt. “Morning, already?” I whispered as I saw the beams of light enter through the window. Getting up, I felt the wet squish of my diaper. “Huh? I'm soaked? Didn't Mama Cocoa change me while I was asleep? Oh wait...” I frowned as I remembered that I wasn't a foal anymore. Getting up and changing my diaper, I noticed that an adult-sized pacifier was in my mouth, which I instinctively gave a few suckles. Heh, guess they wanted me to sleep peacefully. I must admit, it did help. I simply left in my mouth as I cleaned up.

Finishing my change and looking out the window, the town had been changing as I remembered. Foals were still owners of their shops and even taken much more seriously than before, some even speaking words again, instead of the baby babble they were using. Others, though, were embracing their foalish side and letting themselves remain being infantile and innocent. “This place seems to be changing more and more, and I doubt that's going to stop anytime soon.”

“No, it isn't.” I jumped and turned in surprise towards the door as I saw Mam-... I mean, Cocoa, standing there. “Good morning, Mindset. I hope I didn't startle you too much.”

“Oh, no, I'm fine. Better than fine, actually.”

“I can see...” She pointed to my pacifier, still in my mouth. A blush formed on my cheeks as I tried to spit out the thing and sheepishly smile, though she just pushed back in. “Relax, I'm not judging.”

I smiled and gave a few suckles, hugging her as I did. “I never knew how much fun it was to just embrace my foalish side.”

“Well, I've come to learn that we forget these things as we grow up. Responsibilities, expectations, the desire to be taken seriously, et cetera...” She sat down on my bed. “Everypony is always in a rush to grow up. We get so caught up on this that we forget that it's okay, and sometimes even natural, to just embrace the more foalish aspects of life. A grown adult crying, for example, can be seen as healthy under normal circumstances, even though the action itself is one that's often more looked upon as infantile or weak. A person having fun and even doing activities that they did when they were younger is often seen as normal, and can even inspire them to make it a part of their future careers.”

“I suppose that is a good point.”

“And, in your case, you just needed to have a second chance to enjoy the things you missed the first time.”

“Like having a mother care for you...”

“Exactly.” She came and nuzzled me. “You don't have to be strong all the time. It's okay to admit that you miss her, and it's okay to admit that you crave that attention you missed out on. Nopony will mock you for wanting that.”

“I know. I'm starting to see that now.” After that, I got dressed and followed her to Glitter's nursery, the filly eager to get out and play. “Good morning, Glitter.”

“Good morning, Mindset! Nice binky!” I felt another blush, but smiled regardless, giving a few more suckles on it. Cocoa lifted her out for the routine diaper change and dressing for the day. “So, what do you want to do today?”

“Glitter, sweetie, remember what I told you last night,” Cocoa explained.

“Oh, right...” I know she's a foal at heart, but it was still hard to imagine that this little filly was an adult once. You'd think that with her memories fully returned, she'd go back to being more mature-like and serious, but she was still the same diaper-clad, fun-loving filly as ever. Guess some things will never change, no matter what. “Still, I wish we could play more, Mindset. There were some toys I wanted to show you and play with.”

“Well, perhaps next year I'll play them.”

She was ecstatic to hear that. “So then you're-”

“Coming back, yes. I don't think I've yet reached the necessary amount of motherly love to move on with my life, and might need to set up another appointment with 'Doctor Cocoa' here,” I gestured to said pony as she finished dressing Glitter up. “Who knows? I might come back sooner than that.”

“Well, we'd be happy to set up an appointment, or 'play date', if you prefer,” Cocoa played along with the metaphor.

“Woohooooo!!” Glitter looked ready to launch off into the sky out of excitement. “I can't wait! We'll leave the rooms ready for you when you get back!”

“Actually, I think just my nursery is fine. I don't think I'll need that adult bedroom anymore. Not that it was bad or anything.”

“We were hoping you'd say that...” Both Cocoa and Glitter smiled as Cocoa pulled out a door sign that read 'Mindset's Nursery/Therapy Office'. “We'll hang this on the room so it can be your place of residence from now on.”

“We also decided we're going to make the nursery more accustomed to your hobbies and preferences. One side for your profession, and the other for your likes and interests. Since you like Cuddle Bear and reading, we're gonna add your own personal bookshelf. I also suggested lots and lots of toys to play with.”

“It should be ready when you come back for another visit. Though, if you have any suggestions for it, don't hesitate to ask.”

I was blushing red. “Wow, thank you! You didn't have to do that for me.”

“Well, we thought you'd like it, since there are still more ponies here that might need your wisdom and guidance. Glitter here, included.”

“I do have a lot on my mind. Hundreds of years with no therapy can have a bad effect, after all.”

I giggled. “Too true.”

~*~

After packing my things, (pacifier included,) and carrying my bags out of the castle, I watched as the two pegasi that brought me here returned with the carriage. “So, Doctor, how was your vacation?” Blue Skies asked.

“It was actually life-changing. I think I'll be coming back here later for another visit, if you two don't mind carrying me here.”

“Heh, and here we thought you'd want to get as far away from here as possible, not wanting to be a baby again,” Nova remarked as he started packing my bags.

“Well, I admit, I didn't want to, at first...” I turned to Cocoa and Glitter as they watched. “...But it kind of grew on me.”

“You'll have to tell us the story along the way. We heard this place has been put on the map, now.”

“I'll be sure to include details.” Well, most of the details... Still remembering Snow's words.

I felt a tug on my tail and turned to see Glitter. “I'll miss you. You really did change things for the better here.”

I patted her head. “Don't worry, we'll see each other again, real soon. We still need to get an audience with the Silly Filly executives; see if they can export some of their products here for this kingdom.”

“Oh, that's right!”

“Plus, if you ever need to, you can always come and visit us in Equestria. I'm sure the other princesses would just LOVE to meet you and hear your stories, including your scary stories.”

She giggled and suggested, “Just be sure they're wearing diapees for those. They might need them.”

I chuckled and rolled my eyes. “I'll let them know.” I looked up and noticed the crowd got bigger, with Circus and Quick Beam, Frost Wind and her two colts, and many others that wished me a safe journey. “And I'm sure they'd like to meet all of you, as well.” Many of them blushed or shyly smiled.

“Wow, seems you made quite the impact here,” Blue remarked as he and Nova finished packing and waited for me to get on.

“Yeah, in more ways than one,” I hinted. “Ready to go, Robu?” My faithful companion smiled and nodded, though he seemed nervous getting back on the carriage, reminded by the trip here and how shaky and high it was. Before we could go, though, an idea came to me. “Hold on, Robu, I want to do something first.” Robu paused and realized what I wanted as I got together with the group. “One last photo for the road?”

Though surprised, everypony grouped together as Robu prepped his camera setting. “Okay, everypony, say 'Cheese!'” I instructed.

“CHEEEEEEEESE!”

Click!

Robu took the shot and captured the moment. “I'll print and send copies once I get back.”

“Thank you. I'm sure we'll love it,” Cocoa said as she gave me one last kiss goodbye on the cheek.

Getting on the carriage, I closed the door and looked out the window. “Goodbye! See you all again real soon!” I waved and watched my new friends return the gesture as the carriage took off and headed towards Equestria once more. The idea that I was returning caused my brain to flood in recollection of all my memories there. A part of me felt the sadness of having to leave, but I reminded myself that I would return one day. Plus, I had a few things to remember them by. However, one thought popped into my head by sheer surprise.

“Hmm, now how to go about confronting Luna about all of this...”

Mindset's Foalish Vacation

by LeyenEnyo

Prologue: Overworked

Chapter One: Welcome to Little Valley

Chapter Two: Regression

Chapter Three: Research

Chapter Four: The Mystery of the Water

Chapter Five: “That Day...”

Chapter Six: Rebirth

Chapter Seven: Relaxation

Epilogue: Promise of Return