Thoughts
Now I know this my sound a bit cliché but this is a true story of how I met my angel.
This week has been just terrible, first I break up with my boyfriend (with a bit of encouragement from my friend), who has been my best friend since fillyhood and then my parents start acting strange around me. They keep having a go at me about things that just aren't relevant to what we're talking about! It's almost like they don't love me anymore and just want to pick on me, it's just not fair and trust me I'm starting to get annoyed with it. I've been stressing about it all week and shed more then just a few angry and sad tears.
That's why I am trying to stay out as long as I can so I don't have to see them, which resulted with me coming into a bar and since I'm under the legal drinking age I have to drown my sorrows in as much soda as I can afford, which isn't much. I have more then once thought of just running away or something like that but I just don't have it in my heart to.
I came out of my thoughts when I noticed a pony sitting next to me, she was a yellow pegasus pony with a pink mane. Now I'm not one to speak to random ponies especially since I'm shy, but she looked harmless so I decided to come out of my shell a bit and try to strike up a conversation, "Umm hello" Like I said I'm not one to start conversations so just bare with me.
I think I startled her by speaking because the only sound that came out of her muzzle was a small 'squeak' ,"Oh I'm sorry, did I startle you?" she looked my way while hiding behind her mane, I can't help but emit that she looks kinda cute like that. I didn't think she was going to say anything until I heard a small whisper, now I could just hear it because I was use to hearing not so loud sounds as I was nearly as quiet when near new ponies but not as much as this pony that was sitting besides me. I couldn't really understand what she said so to make sure I heard right I asked, "I'm sorry what was that?"
what I got in reply was a small, "w-well, j-just a bit" I felt a bit bad about startling her, I'm still not so used to starting conversations so I tried not to make it awkward.
"Im sorry, I'm just not used to making up conversations, is there anything I can get you?" I was asking just to be nice, even though I don't have many bits I wanted to make it up to this pony for startling her. She looked up at me in what I could guess was a bit of shock,
"You don't even know me yet your offering to buy me something, that makes me feel bad..." She looked down at the counter as she trailed off, I didn't understand how that made her feel bad until she spoke up, "I mean I came over because you looked a bit... sad and I thought you would like somepony to talk to and here you are offering to buy me something, It makes me feel bad." She got quieter and quieter as she went on, "and you might not even be sad and Im just here saying you do and you might be offended by me saying that an-" I put my hoof to her muzzle and smiled at her,
"I appreciate your concern and you would be right, I am feeling a bit down in the dumps..." my smile slowly fell from my face as I recalled what brought me in the first place, "I've had a bit of a terrible week..." A look of worry came upon her face which caused me to become angry at myself, I shouldn't worry this mare with my problems she seems so nice, I mean she came over to a random pony who she doesn't even know worrying for them. That's when something came to mind and I started to blush with embarrassment , "Im sorry where are my manners, my name is Musicnote" That must of seemed to make her break the spell of worry, because instead of that look of worry she started blushing as well,
"O-oh, my n-name is F-Fluttershy" Fluttershy, what a nice name.
"well, nice to meet you Fluttershy"
"Umm, you too Musicnote" There was an awkward silence that soon followed and I could tell it was making Fluttershy uncomfortable, that's when she surprised me when she spoke up, "So umm, do you want to talk about it Musicnote?" I wasn't so sure what she was on about when I suddenly remembered, Im surprised she remembered. She must of took my silence as a 'no' because the next thing i know she starts worrying again, "Oh I'm sorry You don't have to, I was just thinking that it would be good to talk about it... but umm you don't have to if you don't want to" And once again I had to put my hoof to her muzzle for the second time that night, I smiled at her again and said,
"It's fine, and it might do me some good to tell somepony about it" So for the next half an hour, I told her about my break up and the problem I've been having about my parents. By the end it felt like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders, it felt good to tell somepony. Though Fluttershy looked the exact opposite and looked like she just took on the weight of the whole of Equestria, I could also she a few tears building in her cyan eyes. I felt absolutely terrible, I might feel lighter but now this mare who was kind enough to listen to my sob story had to bare with knowing it.
Before I knew It though I was wrapped in a tight embrace by the kind mare, I was so shocked by the surprise embrace it took me a while to process what was happening but when I regained my sense I returned the embrace. I don't know how long we stayed like that but I don't really care for all my thoughts were focused on this one mare who continues to surprise me. When we both let go my hoof when up to my eye and I noticed moisture, I didn't realise I started crying but there was the proof right on my cheeks. I looked up and saw Fluttershy wiping her own eyes, but long gone was that mare I first met this mare was different she looked more like an angel that came down from the heavens to grace me with her presence. She smiled at me and it caused me to blush but I ended up smiling back.
She then looked at the clock and gasped, "Oh my! Its getting late, I should get going" she smiled at me again,"It was nice meeting you Musicnote" My smile brightened,
"You too Fluttershy, and please call me Music" She nodded and turned to leave, I called out to her, "Hey Fluttershy wait!" she stopped and turned back around to face me, she tilted her head to the side in a questioning manner, "Do you think we can meet again?" She smiled at me,
"Of course we can Music, goodbye for now" With that said she turned around and left, I looked at where she was just standing and smiled to myself,
"Goodbye, my angel"