> RED
>  by Sir Hat
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> Leggings
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	I sat down next to the red maned mare. "So, buy you a drink?" She wore a tight pink turtleneck, a skirt, and a pair of semitransparent pantyhose capped in a pair of four boots that just covered up to her fetlocks. She was the last mare left, and the mare I'd take to bed.

The mare flipped her mane and looked up at me. "If you want." She looked around at the emptied out Manehattan bar. The tables and booths now empty and occupied only by the staff trying to clean up. "I don't really think you have to."

I nodded and looked the mare over. "So, you're here to--"

"Pick up, maybe more. Pretty much." Her tail popped up and flashed her pantyhose covered flank at me. "You gonna take me home?" She showed off an extremely warm smile. "Little fun?"

I felt my heart jump as she flashed her tongue out across her lips. "Well, no one else is going to." I tapped my hands on the counter. "lucky me, best for last."

The mare flared her wings and adjusted her turtleneck. "Oh please, I'm surprised you even stayed this long."

"Staying at a bar for a cute mare is nothing." I stood by the door and watched as the mare walked over.

She kept her head low. "Oh stop, I'm going to blush." She walked up to me and brushed my thigh with her head. "Make a filly do something drastic if you're not careful." She squeezed between me and the wall, tracing her tail around my side and against my groin. "I live down the street, if it's all the same to you."

"Whatever's good for you--"

"What's good for me is good for you...the quicker the better right." Her voice was low. It tickled my ear with each word. "Just don't promise a night you're not going to stay for."

"I'd never." I waited until she walked around to my front and grabbed her. I slung her over my shoulder and headed out the door into the rainy Manehattan street. Only a few carts still dragged on in the stormy urban street.

The mare settled in, letting her hooves hang over my forearms. "That way baby." She pointed across the street at a small apartment tower. "Get to the elevator, I'll take care of the rest. Just hurry, it's so cold."

"Give you something hot." I stepped out into the street. "Just give me a second." The rain was heavy, soaking my hair in just a moment. It was absolutely freezing, but the whimpers of the mare in my arms was enough to keep me walking. I'd waited long enough, and downed enough drinks to take whatever would present itself. I just happened to be lucky today.

"So...little shower, you going to stay the night?" The mare laid the back of her head across my wrist and let her mane spill out towards the ground. "I'd appreciate it."

"With pickups from a bar?" I laughed softly and stepped back off the main road and onto the sidewalk.

The mare huffed. "I don't get many colts to play with, most are too scared." She pouted, her lips full and bright red as we passed under a streetlamp. "I'll keep you company as long as you stick around, who knows...maybe you'll actually be enough of a stallion to take me home for good."

"At a bar?" I kept laughing as I reached the apartment entry. The inside was cheap, covered with rough industrial carpet and tattered wallpaper. "You're looking for an actual--"

"Where else would I look?" She opened her bright blue eyes and stared at me. "It's the best place I can think of."

I laughed and walked towards the set of elevators that dotted the far wall. "Well, you could try dating--"

"This is me dating." She sighed and curled up towards me. "What, you're just here for a booty call?"

I stepped into the elevator and held the mare towards the buttons. "Yeah, I mean, mostly. Just a night or--"

"Well do you want more?" The mare jammed a button with her hoof and looked up at me. "You think you could put up with little old me for a while?"

I laughed and rubbed the mare's head with my forearm. "Well, I already like you, got a good...well, good enough attitude. Maybe not the best sense in the world, but you know how that goes."

"Dumb mares...right? Heh...funny." She wiggled around. "You gonna hold me all night?"

"If you ask me to."

"Oh you've gotta stay...just a little while." She laughed loudly, the high pitched giggle still pleasing despite the shrillness. "They just set up a phone in my apartment, I'll give you the number."

I laughed and set her down. "We'll see how this goes--"

"You know how it's gonna go." The mare dug her back hooves in and flipped her shoes off. "Sick of these things anyways." She picked them up with her teeth and flung them at the elevator door. "Not worth looking cute when it feels like your fetlocks are going to snap in half."

I felt a dull sympathy pain in my ankles. "Then why wear them--"

"To look cute." She shook her head. "I think I've looked about as cute as I can." She turned to me with a smile. "You're here, right?"

"I guess it worked."

The mare huffed angrily and walked to collect her shoes. "Not enough." She gathered them together and started to dip her head towards them. "I just--"

"I got em." I walked up to the strange pony boots and picked them up. The insides were still warm, if a bit damp.

The mare pushed me down by my shoulder. "Oh?" She leaned up towards my ear. "Giving me something better to do with my mouth? Good boy."

I grabbed the mare by the back of the neck and pinned her against me. "I'm gonna fucking use you like a cocksleeve if you don't shut up."

"Mmm, call me a whore while you do it." She licked my jaw. "I haven't had a nice hard cock in so long...I get you in my mouth you're going to lose your mind."

I fell a bit inward on myself. The rush of warmth in my skin and the widening of my FOV from the rush of energy made me a bit dizzy. "I'm gonna cum in your mouth." I breathed into her ear, making it twitch.

The mare let out a sharp shiver. "I'm going to let you." She blew past my ear. "I want you to fuck my throat. I want you to feed me. I wanna show you that hot load as it sits on my tongue." She bit my neck and sucked in hard. "I'm gonna go start a shower. You get in there rock hard, okay?"

I took a deep breath and watched the doors of the elevator open. "Won't be difficult."

The mare swung around and flipped her mane back. "Well then get ready. You get up again after, we're gonna go for a little bit of fun."

I stood up, nearly tearing through my jeans. "Jesus." I watched the mare walk away with her tail popped up right. Her pantyhose were pulled tight around her. I couldn't help but stare and limp along behind her, my right leg sporting a horridly rigid extra bit. "Uh...might be a bit late."

The mare walked down to the end of the hall. She shoved a door open and held her tail out of the next room. "Follow the tail."

I limped along. "I always do." I never did, but I had to pretend like I got laid more than never. One drunken night with a fat chick in Tennessee was enough for me to claim, but that was about it. I hobbled along, following the mare's dangling tail. She hurried away leaving me to walk down the overly long hall.

"Close the door baby, and I hope you don't mind...but lights off." I hurried around the corner of her door and stepped in. The apartment was tiny, cluttered with abandoned work uniforms and smelling slightly of alcohol.

I closed the door and looked down towards the main room. It was a small kitchen and a living room, with a desk added in to try and make in an office. And that was it. This was the apartment save the bathroom and what I assumed would be a tiny bedroom. The mare wiggled her tail out of the bathroom, the dim light in her entry hall shined on her skirt. "Come on, I'm waiting."

I coughed into my wrist and followed after her. I was still sporting a heavy limp, but something felt off. "Hey, so, you seem like you'd be a lot better off...if you don't mind me saying."

The mare's tail stopped wiggling. She peeked her head out of the door, nearly bumping her nose into my gut. "Oh, yeah.... Long story. Gonna be even longer now, but it doesn't matter." She cocked her head and smiled. "Just a little setback recently, that's all."

I rubbed the back of my neck. "I can't believe I'm getting invested in this.... I'm not drunk enough...or maybe I'm too drunk." I stepped into the bathroom and looked up at a window, taped up with a plastic bag instead of glass. "Oh Jesus...what the hell?"

The mare cocked her head and licked her lips. "You live in a shitty part of town to save money, and sometimes a griffon is gonna break in and steal all the bits you save up." She ran a hoof through her mane and pointed to the light. "It happens."

I flexed my fingers and rested my finger on the button for the lights. "Uh, did you call someone?"

"Oh, no, it's a bird that's been doing it for a while. They know who it is, they just can't find him yet." She shrugged and pointed to the lights again. "Now come on, killing the mood here."

I pressed the button and went blind. The room was closed off, and the dark night overhead made things pitch black. "You're not gonna cut me up and sell me...are you?"

The room went quiet aside from a few hoofsteps. "Wow...really? Am I that sketchy?"

"A little." I scratched my neck. "No...actually I guess you wouldn't bring a murder victim to an apartment, it would be a hotel." I sighed and grabbed my shirt. "Just kinda weird is all."

The mare cooed softly and pressed her cheek against my groin. "Come on...little shower, you'll forget all about it." She pushed off me and a loud click came from her direction. A soft leak turned into a torrent of water as she went back and lifted my groin with her muzzle. "Oh dear Celestia, I can't wait till I have this all to myself." She made a lip smacking sound and wrapped my hand in her tail. "Let little Red get those clothes off."

"Red?"

The mare fiddled with my belt a bit before managing to get it undone. "Did I never tell you my name?"

"I guess not. Jamie by the way."

The mare slowly pulled my pants down, rearing up then falling back down with my pants in tow. "That's a nice name." I pulled my shirt and shoes off while she nuzzled and swiped herself across my groin. "Water's warm...."

I stripped bare and stood blindly in the rush of cold air forced out of the shower by the steam. "Yep."

Red swept herself under my hand. "You smell nice." She pulled me forward, leading me to the edge of a small lip in the ground. "Careful." I stepped carefully over the lip and let the rush of hot water drip over my skin. I stood pressed against a wall of the tiny box shower. "...Ready?"

I took a deep breath as Red kissed my stomach. I ran my hands through the dampening mare's mane and against her ears. I held her head as she rested against me. "As ready as I'm going to be."

"Then go ahead, hold me down if you want." Red licked from my stomach to my groin and sniffed the base of my cock. She sighed and kissed my shaft. "Feels so good, so hot and twitchy." I rubbed Red's ears as she slid her lips across my shaft and up to the tip. She stuck her tongue through her lips and swept it quickly along the underside of my lip. "Tastes good too...."

I could hear my breath quickening its pace as Red teased me. I leaned against the wall of the shower and let my fingers play with the damp mare's soft ears. She stepped back and lined up with me. She didn't say a thing. I jumped as I felt my cock bury itself in the mare's tight maw. The slight wiggle she put into her head as she worked her way down my cock caused me to squirm slightly.

Red let out a soft grunt as she took me in as far as I would go. Ponies always had longer mouths, but she wasn't about to stop. I tightened up and held her down. I poked the back of her throat and got a gentle gag for my efforts. I tightened my grip on the back of her head and pushed my hips forward. I held Red's head in place as I gently jabbed her throat.

Each draw back grew less and less as I started to simply dig in against her throat. The sticky feeling of her mouth was enough to keep me going while I buried my tip in tighter and tighter places. Red's voice spasmed as I filled her throat. On one good dig she pressed her hoof against my thigh and patted.

I let her back, but kept my cock in her mouth. She let out a long sigh through her nose and suckled. Her tongue swept across my shaft as she leaned forward and forced my cock into her cheek. I was forced out of her mouth with a loud pop, even audible over the water. "Oh fuck baby, I need you right now."

I felt myself twitch as the mare swung around and her hooves tapped loudly against the shower wall. "Go slow...its all yours, just be careful." Her voice was breathy, but I could hear the rasp in her voice growing heavier from the cock in her mouth. "Little asshole, just waiting for something warm. Looking for a little cream dripping out." She moaned slowly and brushed my lap with her tail. "Use me, make me your mare, just don't stop until it drips out."

I stepped forward and reached out at pony ass height. I found her in an instant and squeezed her ass hard. Her soft ass deformed around my fingers as I dug in and pressed myself against her. She let out a soft grunt as I slid my dick across her ass and against the base of her upturned tail. I snorted and slid my hands back across her flank. I dug my thumbs into her squishy ass and moved my right thumb square onto her asshole.

I pressed my thumb into her and moved my free hand up her body and against her back. I pushed her against the tile wall and sunk my thumb into her tight ass. Red let out a sharp groan as she slid her hooves up the tile into the moonlight coming through her taped up window. "Oh shit...."

I pulled my thumb out and lined myself up. "Bite down."

"Don't hav--" Red went quiet as I pressed my tip against her spread asshole. "Wait...." I felt one of Red's hooves reach out and grab my hand on her ass. "Slow--"

"Shh." I pressed forward, slowly puncturing her as her hoof dug into the the back of my hand. I kept her ass spread as I jammed myself into her warm tight asshole. "Oh god you feel so good."

Red's back hooves clattered against the shower floor as I shoved myself into her, pushing slowly into her and rooting my cock deep into her ass. Each movement and twitch made me throb and Red tighten up. I took a deep breath and bottomed out. I pressed my nose against the back of her head and snorted. "Hows it feel--"

Red spread her legs and dug her hoof against the back of my hand. "Full!" Her voice was shrill and barely under a yelp. "Oh dear Celestia its so full."

I held her in place and pulled back. Her voice wavered as I drew back. I held her down and slammed myself forward. She let out a sharp gasp as I slammed my hips against her flank and buried myself deep in her ass. I took hold of her ass and spread her open before I started to take her.

I pumped myself in and out of her, slamming her hot asshole full then pulling back to let her have some rest. I squeezed her again and forced her against the wall of the shower. I breathed heavily and slammed into her with each of her breaths. I felt the pressure start to win out, and I hurried my pace.

Red's voice went quiet as I forced myself deep as I could go. She let out a few raspy grunts as I throbbed and she put her legs together, squeezing me hard as she could with each and every muscle surrounding me. I squeezed her flank again and lifted her up off the tile floor. The tips of her hooves clattered loudly against the ground as I slammed her against the wall and kept her suspended with my hands. All her weight was resting on my cock and the damp pressure was enough to kick it off.

I let out a heavy grunt as I shot myself across her insides. I moved my hand from her back and held her against me. I let my hand dig into her coat and huffed across her ear as I eased away and pumped her ass. 

Red's ears went flat and she let out a long coo. "Warm and gooey...oh my gosh...." She sighed heavily and stopped her hooves from shaking. "I think I came...it's so hard to tell right now." She laughed nervously as I finished up and slowly pulled away.

I pulled myself free and pressed my cock against her soft ass. "Jesus...." I took a deep breath and let her down.

Red's back legs tightened up under my hand but eventually she relaxed and got back onto all fours. I took advantage of the water washing over us and cleaned myself off. "Ooooh dear Celestia. I can feel it dripping out." She let out a painfully greasy moan and started to chuckle. "Feels so warm."

I leaned back against the shower wall. The water kept on in my hazy half cut world. Eventually it petered away along with my afterglow and I was stood alone with the mare in the shower. Red sighed and sat down. "Sorry, I don't think I really wanna stand right now." She laughed softly. "...Carry me?"

I reached out of the shower and hit the button. The lights came on and I went dead still. "Oh my god...." I felt the color drain away from my face. "Oooooh Jesus Christ--"

Red's face twisted up as she looked at me. "...You didn't know?"

"Oh holy shit!" I grabbed my head. "Oh my god!" I went completely flaccid. "What--"

Red turned away. "...I've been trying to change--"

"A dick! You have a penis!" I dug my fingers into my scalp. "Holy shit no!"

Red's eyes started to tear up. "Please don't do this.... You have no idea how hard I've been working to change."

I caught my breath. "What!?" I stayed plastered against the wall as sh--he sat before me. "What the fuck!?"

Red sighed heavily. "Why do you think I've been staying here? I've been trying to save up money for so long. I have three jobs, I live here, I do everything I can to save up for the potion treatment, and some asshole griffon comes in and steals it all...." She started to cry. "I thought you knew!" She pressed a hoof against her eye. "Dear Celestia...I'm so sorry...."

I rubbed my chest. "You're...you're trans.... You're--"

Red sobbed softly into her fetlock. "I'm a mare.... I just.... I need a little more time to make it through this...." She took a deep breath. She failed to steady herself and ended up huffing. "I'm so sorry...I thought you knew--"

I looked up at the taped up window. "...But-- But--" I stopped myself. Things fell into place pretty quick. "You-- I--" I clutched the showercurtain. "I'm not gay...why wouldn't you--"

"Because I'm a mare!" Red stomped her hoof. "I'm a mare! I've already spent so much making it this far...and I just...I just want it to be over, and I want to be normal!"

I felt numb. Completely, utterly, numb. "I don't--"

Red cried into her hoof. "Just go...I'm sorry, it's my fault." She sobbed gently and pulled her mane over his face. "Please...just go."
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	I stepped out of the shower with a yelp. "Fucking no!" I clutched my head as I scrambled for my clothes. "Son of a bitch!" I pulled my pants on and grabbed the rest of my stuff in a bundle. I could hear Red crying as I moaned. "I can't-- No!" I turned to face the beige curtain between us. "You can't do that! You can't-- Ah!" I stormed out of the bathroom and straight out into the dingy hall of the apartment building. "Fuck!"

I stood out in the hall for a bit, left tied to the ground as the whimpering grew louder. "You can't just-- You can't pretend to be something you're not!" I tried to step away, but my feet refused to leave the ground. "You can't!" I yelled back into the apartment. The lights flashed on and Red walked slowly to the door.

He looked up at me with a completely broken stare. "I never lied.... I'm a mare...." She plopped down, her sheath was showing just barely and her balls were nearly sucked up into his stomach. "I'm sorry...." He hung her head low. "Please...I really thought you knew."

I stared at the half-mare my stomach growled at me rather loudly. "You're not sorry. You would have--"

Red locked eyes with me, teary and blue she punctured my heart with her gaze. "I thought you knew...."

I bit my lip and huffed. "I don't-- I-- You--Aaaugh fuck!" I stormed up to her and slammed my hand against her door. "You-- You just-- You fucking-- I hate you!" I shoved her door open, leaving the mare tightened up with a hoof to defend her face. "Fucking stop it!" I ducked down and grabbed my head. "How-- How was I going to know?"

Red slowly opened her eyes. "...Hit me--"

"No." I rubbed my face and felt my own eyes start to burn. "I don't want to."

Red rubbed her eyes dry with her foreleg. "You'll feel better."

I shook my head. "How was I supposed to know?" I held my hands out to her, begging for an answer. "I don't know what you mean. How was I supposed to know?" I placed my hands on my knees. "I don't understand...."

Red lowered her head. "Prettiest filly left at the bar. Ponies ask me all night, but...most can tell." She held her hoof up. "I smell like a stallion still...."

I rubbed my nose. "You smell like perfume--"

Red shook her head. "Ponies can tell--"

"Well I'm not a pony!" I pointed to myself. "I'm not! I don't know how you thought--"

"I'm sorry!" Red stomped her hooves. "I thought you knew, and I was wrong!" His eyes grew watery again. "I didn't think--"

"No!" I stood up took a deep breath. "You didn't think...."

Red and I stood off with each other, staring, waiting. "...Can I come in?" I asked calmly.

Red looked up at me with her ears back. "Why?"

I sighed heavily. "Because I'd like some answers."

Red's eyes dropped down to the floor. She stood up and stepped away from the door. "It's open."

I shifted around and grabbed my shirt. "We need to sit down and talk." I stepped inside and started to pull my shirt on. "We need to sit and fucking figure this shit out." I pulled my shirt back on. "It's late...I just, I need to figure this out right now." What I didn't tell her was that seeing her cry was digging into my skin, and if I didn't settle this now, I never would, and I'd end up living with this pain for a long long time.

I walked in and looked around the now bright room. The shoddy cream paint and the smell of mildew hung around like the tattered curtains tossed up over the small windows. I spotted cheap linoleum and hurried over. The waxy floor made a horrid noise as I walked over to a small wooden table and sat down.

Red walked in after me, bare and beige, she looked like any other mare. She walked around the table and sat down across from me. She settled in and stared at me, her head turned down slightly. "Explain. Now."

Red looked up at me and nodded. "Four months of potion therapy...then I get robbed before I can pay for the final round of treatments." She held his hoof up. "I was so close. I'm a mare, I feel like a mare, I look like a mare, I am a mare...I just...I just don't--"

"You've got a dick." I set my socks, underwear, and jacket onto the ground. "You said you smell like a stallion. I don't smell it, but it sounds like a pony thing."

Red laid his head against the table. "You can change in a day, but permanent changes take time. It's a transition, not a snap. The snaps are never permanent."

"Trans, we have them back home." I scratched my neck. "But you don't even have any masculine features for a mare. You're just, tiny, and soft, and--"

Red nodded. "I'll settle out after I'm done. But you have to overshoot and come back to something level." She looked down at her groin. "But some things take time...and money."

I stood up and looked back to the hall. "Setbacks?"

Red took a deep breath and looked up to me. "They took the money I'd been saving for the treatment. Probably used it for drugs or alcohol or something stupid." She rubbed her table. "Living in this crap sack, saving money for so long, working so hard!" She slammed his hoof into the table. "Lost! For some Celestia damned griffon to get high!" She shook her head hard. "I hate it here! I'm so sick of working just to get fucked!"

I leaned against the wall and rubbed my face. "Fucking-- Coffee, water, something." I rubbed my nose. "I need to dry out."

Red slid off her chair and turned to the cheap icebox. "Don't drink from the tap, you'll get sick."

I walked to the icebox and looked in. Several glasses of water sat open and waiting. "Jesus." I grabbed one and hammered it back. "The shit I get myself into when I drink." The cold shot down my throat and took away the heat from my chest. "I go out to get laid, I get stupid, now this." I rubbed my face. "Now I'm fucking standing here with a god damn tranny!" I hit the wall and leaned my forehead against it. "And I can't fucking leave!"

Red looked up at me with a nervous look. "What are you going to do then?"

I stared down at her. "How much do you need?"

"Six-thousand. Three more rounds and they said they'd cover the rest if I needed it." She sat down before me. "Jamie, I can call you that right?"

I rubbed my face. "After that, mare in all? Nothing left down there?"

Red looked down at herself. "Shouldn't be--"

"And what's gonna happen if I leave right now? Realistically."

Red scratched the ground with her hoof. "I shower...I go to bed, I go to work in the morning. I go back to life normally and try to scrape by."

I licked my lips. "And if I stay?"

Red's eyes grew watery. "I don't know. To be honest...I'm a little scared. You're big, you're angry, you could do a lot to me, steal, rape, I don't even know."

I stared down at the thin red mare. "I'd never do that. I'd sooner be a thief and a killer than a rapist."

Red dropped her head. "Then I really don't know what you're going to do. I'm surprised you even stayed this long."

I dropped onto one knee. "This, this shit in here isn't okay." I pointed around the crumbling apartment. "Because of a medical problem, that's not okay." I patted my chest. "I'm a desk clerk for the guard...the things I deal with, accounting and non-emergencies." I pointed back to the door. "I'd be back here in a week having to take reports from you getting robbed again." I stood up and shifted my feet. "And you-- When you cried, I just don't like it. I don't like it enough to--" I felt my skin creep at the realization of what my dick had been in. "Enough to keep from losing my shit."

Red shook her head. "Why though?"

I stared down at the red mare. "I don't know." I ducked down and put my arms around her. I hoisted her up and into my arms. "I'm tired, I don't really know what the hell is going to happen in the morning, but we'll figure it out then."

"You're going to stay?" Red sniffled softly. "After all this? You're going to stay with a mare like me you met in a bar?"

I sighed heavily and walked out into the hall of the apartment. "Until the rain stops." I carried her down the hall and through a solid wood door. A dingy twin bed was sitting beyond a dresser. "...So stupid." I walked over and set the mare down in the bed. "I just-- I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of doing this bar hopping bullshit."

"With a mare from a bar?" She asked so quietly, so softly, that I could barely hear her. "You could do better...and we both know it, we both--"

"I can leave if you want." I rubbed my arm. "It's not the best start, it's really actually pretty fucking terrible, but this-" I pointed to the hall, the uniforms strewn across it, the crappy paint chipping off at the tops. "-this doesn't sit well with me. And neither does someone like you dealing with it all alone."

Red closed her eyes and turned away. "You were looking for sex in a bar.... You were-- how...why?" She opened her tear stained eyes and locked onto me. "And now you're standing there, taking me to bed."

I felt my own eyes burn slightly. "I've been in places like this before. Clean upscale apartments, nicely dressed, nice parts of town, mares just looking to get laid." I rubbed my face. "But they're shallow. They know what they want, they make it clear, but that's it." I pointed to Red. "This, this is fucked up. This is really, really fucked up for a lot of reasons." I shook my head. "But you're-- you-- the uniforms, the broken window, this gender correct shit." I ducked down next to her. "There's more fight in you, one little mare at last call, than half the girls I'd taken home."

Red shook her head. "I'm not--"

"Can I stay?" I stood up before her. "Can I help you?"

Red looked away. "Dear Celestia...." She covered her eyes. "Don't you care? I have boy parts, and you're still just sitting there--"

I patted my chest. "I'm standing here. Asking to make one of the roughest decisions of my life."

Red stared at me. "All those things I said to you, the flirting, the teasing.... Even if I am a mare--"

"I don't know why I'm still here." I felt a deep knot dig into my leg. "But I still am. I'm stuck here...waiting for an answer."

Red laid down on her side. "What happens next?"

I sat down on the edge of her bed. "Nothing sexual...." I rubbed my forehead. "You should have told me."

Red sat upright next to me. "I'm sorry...I really thought you knew."

"Yeah, well I didn't." I dug my nails into my pants. "And I don't really know." I turned to look at her. "One step at a time I guess." I hooked my arm around her neck and pulled her against me. I put my other hand on her head and cupped her ear. She was warm against my chest. "One step at a time."

Red sighed deeply. "Jamie...." She crawled up and sat on my lap. "Thank you." She pressed her head up under my chin as hard as she could. "...I went there thinking I'd find somepony to have a night with--"

"So did I." I held her against me and laid back into the bed. "Guess it's gonna end that way anyways." I made sure I had a good grip on her and pulled her close. "I was getting bored anyways.... A little excitement is good."

Red sighed. "...Jamie...." I felt something kiss my chin. "Thank you."

I felt a deep itch try to dig into my skin, but it was stomped out by the feeling of a mare's voice hitting my ear so softly it could have stopped an army mid march. "Sure." I held the mare close. "We'll figure this out. I promise." Helen of Troy. My mind shot off in an odd direction.

She was beautiful, she was a mare in almost every aspect, but everything I thought about her came with a huge asterisk. But one that could be thrown away with one last push. One last fight, and I'd have something worth fighting for, not some tea-tray mare to stick for another night. The uniforms in the hall told me it, the happy smiles in the face of robbery told me it, the way she apologized so sincerely for a shared wrong told me everything. I clutched her tighter and pulled her cheek against my chest. "We'll fix this, give me some time."
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	I sat at my desk, with my coworkers snickering behind me as I stared at my computer screen. "So...what did you do?" A pony in a pink collared shirt asked quietly.

I took a deep breath and looked into my collection jar. "I took her to bed and held her until the rain stopped." I ran my fingers through my hair. "She didn't stop crying until she passed out."

"Wow man." A unicorn in a black shirt laughed. "That's like...really, really gay." He started to snicker again. "I'm sorry, but you slept with a stallion dude."

The pink shirted stallion nodded. "You should have left. Should have left and put your cock in some bleach."

I looked at the jar again, then to the pile of papers sitting on my desk. "I know." I rubbed my face. "God damn it.... I don't know why I though I could help."

A heavy voice caught my attention. "Gentlemen, don't you have work to be doing?" A human in a dark suit walked over. He straightened out his tie and looked down at the jar. "Jamie, what's this?"

I scratched my head. "I don't know. Some mare I knew is having--"

The pony in the black shirt leaned into my cubicle. "Jamie slept with a tranny, and now he's trying to pay to ungay himself."

I rubbed my face and leaned against my desk. "HR is going go have a god damn fit you keep that--"

"Who cares...." The black shirted stallion shrugged. "Not like it matters. You'll get like fifteen bits and spend it on beer or something."

The pink shirted pony laughed quietly. "I'm really sorry, but at least you tried, right?"

Our boss looked down at my jar then turned it to himself. "Hmm. Well, Hearthwarming and Christmas are coming up." He pulled out a checkbook from his jacket and flipped it open. "Consider this your bonus Jamie."

I looked up at him. "You serious? Thanks Mark--"

"Monica works too." He ripped off the check and dropped it into my empty glass jar. "Oh...and Bolt, Saucer...your bonus are in that jar too." He smiled evilly. "How nice of you two to donate to a good cause. Makes me overlook all the nasty things I heard."

I looked at the check in the bottom of the jar. I flung myself back into my chair and looked towards my boss. "Oh no fucking way."

Our boss turned around at the bend of the hall. "Oh believe me, I know how expensive those treatments are." He patted the wall. "Oh...and Bolt...you call someone a faggot in my office I'll send you down to the guard barracks in a skirt, see how long you last." He nodded slowly and walked off.

I turned around to face the ponies who were laughing at me. The one in the pink shirt shrugged and scratched the back of his neck. "...Jamie...can you at least tell her I helped?"

I nodded at him. "Yeah man. Sure."

Bolt just stared off into space. I watched as a bit of blood ran from his nose. "Fucking balls man." He rubbed his sleeve against his nose. "Just, balls." He slipped off the corner of my cubicle and threw himself against the floor.

I looked back to the jar. "Jesus." I scratched my head. "God, I gotta buy him a fucking drink some time." I scratched my cheek and laughed. I stood up and looked around the cubicles. "Canterlot--"

A few ponies popped up from the sea of cubicles. "Royal-Guard! Hoo-ha!" A set of stomped echoed through the room.

"Awesome." I pulled the jar off my desk and went back to processing pay stubs for the guard. It seemed like Celestia was looking out for all her guards, even the ones behind the desks. I rubbed my face and tried to get rid of my grin.
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	I held Red in my arm as we waited for a doctor. "...You feeling okay?"

Red swallowed hard as she hid in her hoodie. "They just fell off...." Her voice was high and quivering. "I wasn't ready for that." She stared straight ahead and leaned against my shoulder. "...Just...woke up and they were gone. Just on the bedspread."

I rubbed her foreleg and leaned my cheek against her crown. "It's okay." I hugged her against me and sighed. "Probably supposed to happen.... Probably."

Red nuzzled against me and put her hoof against my knee. "I-- I really just don't know what to think right now...." She didn't sound too anxious, but the confusion and fear was in each wiggle and adjustment. "...I guess that means it's working, right?"

I took a deep breath. "I have no idea." I looked down at her. She looked up at me, her face framed by her stock standard grey hoodie. "Is your dick going to just fall off too?"

Red's eyes went wide. She snapped forward and dug her hoof into my leg. "Why did you put that thought into my head?" She put her hoof against her head and leaned against my chest. "Oh dear Celestia I hope not."

I rubbed her side and looked around the dull wooden lobby. The sound of tapping came from beyond a small wooden door. "Red, Heiner?"

Red took a deep breath and stood upright. "Hey...so--"

"Insurance." I crossed my arms. "Don't worry."

Red nodded slowly, but her frown flashed to a smile for a moment. "Alright." She turned around and faced the doctor. She limped through the door and left me waiting quietly in the lobby. I leaned back into my chair and closed my eyes.

"Mr. Heiner?" A soft voice pulled me back from the brink. "Mr. Heiner?"

I opened my eyes and looked to a pony in a white coat. "Huh?"

The pony smiled at me. "I suspect you haven't been told what's going on yet, have you? You're relatively new onto the scene, yes?"

I rubbed my neck. "Yeah, I guess."

The doctor nodded a few times and took the seat next to me. "You look tired, so I'll give you the quick version." He took a deep breath and nodded. "Red started coming in when she was seventeen, permanent changes can take anywhere from three months to a year, Red's case has been rather strenuous but it seems like we've hit a good point."

"...Her balls fell off."

The doctor smiled and nodded. "Testes falling off is by far one of the last steps."

I scratched my neck. "Cool?"

The doctor nodded. "At any rate, it looks like she's going to go through and be completely fine. But, some things you should know, she'll have to come in before the penis actually comes off, and after that.... Well, she'll just be any other mare. Fertile, healthy-- well...as healthy as any other pony, right?" He poked his gut. "Bucky's really did a number on-- On uh.... You don't care, okay."

I rubbed my eyes. "Sorry, I'm really tired. Was in bed then suddenly boop Red freaks out and I have to run over here."

The doctor nodded slowly. "Sorry. I thought Corker would have told her about that little side effect. Maybe she did, there was a large gap between her last dose and the one recently."

I rubbed my shoulder and scratched my pit. "Yeah.... So, what's up?"

The doctor rolled his eyes. "Super short version?"

I nodded and stayed quiet.

The doctor laughed to himself. "Red is going to be fine, she'll be a complete mare soon, and you should probably pick up condoms."

I scratched my head. "I have some.... It's called pulling out." I laughed softly. "...That's a joke."

The doctor nodded. "Did you have a condom when you met Red?"

I bit my lip. "I'll buy anoth--"

"Yeah, you buy a pack." The doctor laughed and stood up. He rubbed his eyes and yawned. "Have you seen those little hybrids?"

I shrugged. "Probably. I don't see a lot of kids. I'm mostly around adults...work, sports and stuff--"

"You don't do sports." The doctor's voice was flat and joyless.

I frowned and looked down at myself. "Hey man...fuck you--"

"Don't lie to me Jamie. I am a doctor, and you're similar enough to a pony for me to know." The doctor shook his head.

I put my hands up. "Man...whatever. I just--"

Red burst through the door with one of her back legs thrust out at a ninety degree angle. She hobble over to me slowly. Each step was labored and she forced herself to stare down at the floor. "Jamie...I wanna go home."

I sat upright. "Red...what's going on?"

Red hobble up to my leg and pressed her chin against my knee. "Jamie just take me home."

"Ha!" The doctor slammed his hoof into the ground. "Well that's just great!"

Red's face said it all. Her muzzle was scrunched up, her eyes were crossed, and her ears were flattened back. "Jamie--"

"Alright." I stood up and picked her up. I put her over my shoulder and turned to the door. Something was missing against my upper arm. "...Its gone isn't it--

"This is so weird! It feels so weird!" Red clutched against my arm. "Oooooh dear Celestia...it's weird and sweaty! It's sweaty!" She dug her hooves into my shoulder. "Jamie, I need to go shower!"

The doctor laughed softly and opened the door for us. "Might be artificial heat, it'll go away soon." He laughed and fixed his mane. "Body-chemistry chooses the best times, doesn't it?" I stepped out of the lobby and back onto the cold fall street. "Be safe."

I rubbed Red's back and walked towards home. "Red...you--"

"Today has been really, really, really bad! Just-- a whole lot went on just now and I'm not sure how to take it!" She tried to lift her tail. "Aaaahahah-- I need air."

"Not while I'm carrying you." I walked along the batpony filled streets. I took a deep breath and focused on walking. "Just hold on--"

"I'm a virgin." Red stopped wiggling. "I have a virgin pussy." Red went quiet. "I'm extremely unsure how I feel about this...."

I bounced her in my arms. "Get some rest, we'll figure it out soon." I hugged her tight and watched as a few bat stallions turned their heads. I turned to look at a pair that stopped. "Persistence pays off...fucker...." I laughed tiredly and turned back to home.
> Friends
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	I set down her last box. "So you're sure--"

Red nodded, dressed up in a set of pantyhose and a short blue dress that showed off her ass. "Would I rather move here, or stay in the griffon pit where I got breakins every other week." She put her hoof to her chin. "Tough choice."

I sighed. "You going to be a sarcastic ass all day or what?"

Red giggled and covered her mouth. "It's so fun getting away with it. Normally ponies don't put up with it, but now--"

"Now you smell, look, are a mare...." I rubbed my face. "Great, take advantage!"

Red laughed and turned to the door. "I might have already."

My laughing stopped abruptly. "Uh, what?"

Red turned to me with a smile. "I might have invited friends over."

I shrugged. "That's fine.... They're like you?"

Red blushed slightly. "A few. One is a guy, dating a mare halfway through her change...so...you won't be totally alone."

I scratched my nose. "This is a party, isn't it?"

Red laughed. "No...no. Only like six ponies."

I frowned hard. "You have a bad habit of waiting until its too late to tell me things." I scratched my neck. "You're not worried about your friends trying to go after me?"

Red laughed loudly. I watched as her wing flung out and she sidestepped towards me. "What? No...no, they'll be good." She touched me with her wing and kept it there. "No, they'd better behave." Her smile flashed away as she grumbled to herself. "They will...." She pressed her wing harder into my arm. "They will...."

I frowned and looked down at her white wing jammed against my shoulder. "You don't seem convinced."

Red huffed and walked closer to me. Her wing never left my shoulder. "You're crazy, my friends wouldn't try anything." She followed me around with her wing pressed against my side. I walked around the livingroom a bit before a knock caught my attention.

I looked down at her and sighed. "You gonna get that?"

Red hummed and started to walk around me. She kept her wing pinned to my side as long as she could, and when it would force her to leave, she stopped dead. "...Jamie...?"

I looked down at the wing on my arm. "Seriously? You think they'll try something?"

"Eeeeeeeh, two of them." She sidestepped away and leaned towards me. She refused to let go of me with her wing. "They'll be good. They're just a little--"

"Flamboyant?"

Red laughed softly. "Yeah...Flamboyant." She coughed into her hoof. "One is a gay stallion, not changing, the other is a stallion to mare, not changed yet." She flapped her wing then let it rest against me. "They're schmoozes... flirty little shits, but they're good ponies...."

I looked down at her and slowly walked towards the door and let her keep tabs on me. "They all ponies?"

Red reached out and opened the door. "Well, mostly."

The door creaked open slowly and an absolute nightmare walked inside. A griffon with an absolutly horrid set of gaudy feathers dangling from his head gave him away instantly. "Oooooh, Red! Girl, you look good!" The griffon pranced in and wrapped his talons around her neck. I watched his white talons dig into her, but the tips were turned blunt and filed down to soft nubs. "Red, oh my gosh it really is so good to see you out of the drips!"

I stepped back. "Oh wow, uh, hi." I waved at the obviously blowhappy griffon.

Red backed up and slapped her wing against my groin. "Harp, this is Jamie. We're...dating--"

The griffon smiled up at me. "Oh I get it. Little worried?" He flipped his talon at me and let it go limp. "Don't worry honey, I got a big boy back home--"

I held my hands up. "Oh no, not me." I looked down at Red as she jammed her wing under my belt.

Harp smiled at me and nodded. "Oh baby girl, you know you can trust me!" He reached out and picked a bit of fuzz off Red's dress. "Besides, humans aren't really my thing. Too bland and fleshy." The griffon puffed his chest out and a plume of feathers fluffed out around his head. "Like a little fuzz or feather to the birdy on my back."

I scoffed loudly. "So...wow, you're like--"

"Super gay, yeah." He laughed softly. "It's fun! Really up and funny!" He hopped in place. "It really doesn't seem to bother you though! Good guy, aren't ya?"

I kept quiet as Red pulled her wing out of my pants. "Hmm, the others coming?"

Harp shrugged. "I know Vine is, and Dinks is, but I think Peachy and Marlow are too busy ramming their little fuck toy."

My mind shot to a tiny gay gimp taking it from two ponies. "...Uhh...question--"

"Question that you probably don't want answered, honey." Harp laughed and walked past me. "I won't ask you how little Red moans, I won't tell you about them."

I scratched my chin. "We actually-- We haven't had a lot of sex." I rubbed my face as Red walked to block Harp from me.

Red flapped her wing once. "Been too busy taking care of things at home and down below." She looked up at me and grew a wide, cute little smile. "Been moving, been snuggling more than anything else."

The griffon walked around my box filled livingroom. "Oh you are just a catch, aren't you Jamie? Real bear, big strong guy holding poor little Red through a thunderstorm."

I scratched my neck. "That's...more true than I like to admit."

Harp started to get a bit red. "Oh--really? You did that?" He laughed to himself. "That's adorable honey."

I shifted against my other leg as Red sat down, her wing still taped to me. "We met during the thunderstorm a while back."

Harp nodded. "We all know the one. I think a lot of foals were conceived that night. Bunch of young lovers locked up for a day or two, pent up--"

"Alright." I waved my hand. "A little much."

Harp smiled and nodded. "Alright sweetie, if you get all bent out of shape over a little fun I can pull it back." He looked around and spotted my couch. "So, I'm the only one here. Tell me a story." He walked over and hopped up onto my couch. "Little Red in the bar, you decide to pick her out of the crowd. Why?"

I walked over, scooting Red along as she stood on my toes. "Last call, there was a pretty face waiting at the bar. And...I mean, I wasn't going to turn down some strange."

Red coughed loudly. "Well...I mean, it wasn't--"

"It was pickup night Red." I reached down and picked her up. Her wings spread out against my chest as I crossed my arms over her and carried her towards the sitting area. "Its fine, I got...I mean, I was looking to get laid, but shit didn't feel right." I tossed Red over my shoulder and turned to face the flaming griffon. "Pretty mare, left alone at the bar, then the apartment.... I knew something was up, just couldn't get a grasp on it--"

"Until you got a grasp on it." Harp raised his smallest talon. "Just a little one right?"

Red whipped her tail against me. "Thanks Harp--"

"Bitch, you were packing a nine-incher before you went mare!" Harp laid his back down against the couch and laid flat. "Can you believe that? This filly was a jock in school, and I know she dipped her fun wand in some fillies."

Red huffed. "Harp, really--"

Harp shrugged and looked up at me. "She came out to me, we ended up having a little fu--"

"Harp!" Red slid down from my shoulder, her Dress rode up before falling back down along with the rest of her. "Really?"

Harp rolled his eyes. "Oh it was the worst honey. A beaky blowjob and a few limp pokes before she realized she took it." He flicked something off the tip of his talon. "Ended up bending her over a locker bench and teasing her with these nubby things."

I couldn't help but snicker. "Huh...." I looked down to Red, she was living up to her name pretty well. "Would'a had me fooled."

Harp laughed softly. "Oh no, this little filly was massive. Then little by little she toned it down, got more mare-like, and moved out to a crappy part of town for the last bits of treatment." He scratched his beak. "...Sorry about your parents Red, honey."

Red shook her head. "They're just old ponies...didn't want it, but they did what they could anyways." She scratched my carpet with her hoof. "More than I could have asked, anyways."

Harp nodded slowly. "Little potion therapy really got better after you humans showed up. Some good pone named Joel, right?"

I nodded. "Ice-man Joel Hicks. Got a file on him in Canterlot Archives." I looked towards the windows. "Mixes some chems from earth into Equestrian Alchemy and bam"- I slapped my hands together -"potency doubled."

Harp laughed. "See, you're squishy, you're too tall, and you're kinda whiny, but humans see something they want done, and they do it." He laughed and pointed to me. "You saw a little filly you wanted, you took her home, stuck yourself up her ass, and made her yours!" He laughed loudly and laid back. "Someday that straightforward approach is gonna bite you in the ass, but I'd be lying if I said it wasn't funny."

I shrugged. "You cross an inter-dimensional border, you get the crazier folks on either side." I rubbed my arm. "You go back to earth, we're not all as hyped up as you think."

"Oh take the compliment." Harp stretched his feline toes and looked me over. "Now come on, I never got to hear what happened after you found Red's little gun, come on! Don't spare any details...."
> Final
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	The door snapped shut as Harp was tossed out. I followed after Red as she steamed. "Uh...you alright?"

"Fine." She stomped past and turned her head up. "I didn't really want to wait around listening to him talk about his boyfriend anyways. The others weren't going to show up."

A loud knock came from the front door. I jogged over and peeked my head out. A colorful herd of horses and a man in such a tight tee shirt it threatened to rip off like the hulk, were waiting at the door. I waved at them. "Hi.... She's...not feeling well." I stuck my hand out. "Jamie...nice to meet you al--"

"Close the door!" Red shrieked, with a stomp of her hoof.

I frowned as apologetically as I could at the herd of gay and ducked back into the apartment. "Red? Red where'd you go?"

"Bedroom!" She shouted with such a quiet rage I couldn't help but flinch. "Just.... I'm gonna freaking pee on you."

"What?" I walked through the living room and towards the hallway into the bedroom. "Why would you do that?" I laughed softly and opened the door into the bedroom. Red's wings were flung out as she tried to strip bare. "What's going on?"

Red shook her head. "Mark you...or something. Keep those--" She sighed heavily. "Looking back at Harp...I don't really trust my friends around people I care about...romantically."

"You think they'll make a pass? Still?" I walked in and closed the door. She shifted left and right on her hooves, the tapping grew a bit obnoxious. "Red, what's up?"

She looked up at me with a rather solid frown. "You haven't touched me since I changed...."

I stared at her. "I only touched you--"

"You kissed me before."

I bit my lower lip. "I did. That wasn't-- It was weird, but yeah." I scratched my head. "But I still kiss you...." I stared at her as she turned away. "Do you think I'm gay?!"

Red snapped back around with an annoyed look about her posture. "Really? I think you're gay...because you picked up a mare in a bar."

I put my hand up and held it there as I tried to think of a rebuttal. "I mean, no... no." I scratched my head. "Then what's wrong?"

Red flapped her wings a few times. "You haven't touched me...you haven't even tried."

I shrugged. "I thought I'd give you space. Going from one gender to the other has to be at least somewhat jarring, I wanted to give you some time to adjust."

Red folded her wings away. "So if I asked you to put me in bed right now, would you?"

I held my arms out. "I've got nothing to lose. I'll fuck you in front of your friends if you want!"

Red's wings flung out hard enough to cause her to stumble. "Whoa there--"

"Holy shit." I covered my face and snickered. "Popped up like a fucking jack in the box." I leaned down and covered my eyes. "Oh shit...easy--easy...." I sighed and shook my head. "I'm okay." I rubbed my eye and breathed. "Like a jack in the box."

Red turned away as she started to blush. "I just-- Go call them back."

I leaned back. "Uh, I might have--"

"I want them to hear it." She lowered her head and walked past. "They can stay in the living room." She hurried out and galloped through my home. I stood there in the bedroom, left to contemplate how easily she called my bluff.

I picked up her sweater and ran the soft material across my hand. "God damn it." I tossed it against the bedpost and sat down. The bed creaked loudly under my weight. "Is it like...a dominance thing!?" I rubbed my forehead. It could be dominance, but over who wasn't as clear. Over me, maybe. Over her friends, probably.

I stood up and walked out. I peeked around the corner and watched as Red ran over. "So you're showing off, aren't y--"

"Shh--shh-shh." She headbutted my groin and pushed me back into the bedroom. "I'll be back, like five minutes."

I held my hands up. "Really? This is like some weird I'm better than you thing!"

Red laughed loudly and walked away. "I know...it's great." She leaned her head back and laughed into the air. "I win, I have the colt, I have the change, I win." She laughed and whipped her head around. "Fuck you Snow, fuck you Diamond!"

"Did they like...steal your date--"

"So many times!" She hurried out of the hall. "Now shut up!" She zipped away into my main room, leaving me standing as some weird trophy. I let out a soft sigh. "Worth it?" I walked around to one of the boxes Red had brought with her. I dug into it and pulled out a pair of striped red and white panties and socks. "...Yeah, worth it." I tossed them over the bed and stood like an idiot.

I could hear yelling and cheers from the other room. I stood there, waiting. I started unpacking some of her things into a dresser drawer. "Oh no, he's just getting ready to fuck me? What? No way! While we're here? Yeah, I want you to hear it, I want you to know your place you filthy pleb." I mocked and jeered as I packed cloth away. I sighed softly. Deep in the back of my mind, I equated her competitiveness to her change from a stallion, and it dug into my gut.

I swallowed it back and tried to focus on more feminine things. I scratched my head as I pondered the logistics of equine vaginal virginity. "... What went wrong in my life that this is a problem I have to think about?" I looked around my apartment, the rustic styled furniture old and wooden, carved by some pony a long time past. "Fucking, dicks." I lifted Red's box into the open dresser drawer. My arm tightened up as I remembered the feeling of Red's balls falling off in bed.

I sighed heavily as Red pushed the door open with her flank. She was laughing and smiling. She swung around and her smile shifted into an agitated grimace. "Horse feather--ass." She snorted. "Diamond thinks she's funny, oh you're afraid he'll like an actually pretty mare, eheheheheh. Ugh." She kicked the door closed and groaned. "I hate that bitch so much...."

"Then why are you her friend?" I stepped away from the dresser and turned to her. "That's a girl thing, hanging out with people you hate."

Red groaned. "No I know.... One thing I kinda liked about being a stallion, if somepony pissed you off you could just walk away and kick dirt in their face. But mares don't do that!" She sighed. "Maybe it's a Canterlot thing."

"Maybe." I walked up to her and shrugged. "So what happens now?"

Red lowered her head and glared at me from under her eyebrows. "Sex." She walked past me and grabbed the cloth I'd tossed against the bed. "You want these on?"

I shrugged. "Sure...why not." I undid my pants and tossed them away. I couldn't help but feel a bit icky screwing with guests in the house, but breaking a mare in the for first squeaky and squirmy time to a crowd had a certain appeal to it.

Red pulled her socks on slowly and balanced with her wings. "What's wrong with you?"

I walked to my bed and pressed my hand into it. The springs groaned and cried as it was depressed.

Red stayed stoic for a few moments before turning to a wide cheeky smile. "That's great." She finished with her socks, looking a bit like a candystriper as she moved. She hopped up onto the bed and laid flat on her back. She sank in with a groan from the wooden frame. "So they'll hear every move, right?"

I sighed and finished getting undressed. "You're so happy with yourself--"

Red smiled and nodded. "I really am--mam-am-ama...." She stuttered as I climbed up onto the bed and crawled over her. She smiled nervously as I put my hands on either side of her and slid my hips up towards hers. "That was freaky.... This position is freaky...." She laughed again and wiggled in place. "I mean...having you over me is fine, but this is like...super over--" Her voice caught as I lined myself up and pressed my tip against her. Her back legs tightened around my sides as she reached her forelegs up and braced herself on the headboard. "Whoa there! Slow down."

She wiggled around and tried to flex her wings. "Jamie...my wings are wedged."

I moved one hand to her side and rubbed her warm belly with my thumb. "Calm down...."

Red groaned softly and tried not to let her head fall back as I pushed against her warm wet slit as she dribble down over my head. "I am calm...but my wing is stuck."

I lifted her up and held her back far enough to let her wing escape. She kept it pressed up against her back. "...I thought you said your wing was stuck...." I set her back down and prodded her again.

Red groaned loudly and stared up at me. "Wait...wait, kiss...kiss first."

I kept myself pressed against her and raised her head up. We shared a soft little kiss on the lips for a few seconds before I set her back down into the creaky bed. I rubbed her stomach and grabbed the inside of her thigh. "Okay...relax--"

"Wait!" Red pulled her socked hooves back to cover her mouth. "...Just...just wait."

I held her leg up while her other sat pulled against my hip. "Okay...." I felt myself twitch as her clit flashed out and rubbed against my cock, only to wink again in a self-fueling, grunt inducing, spazm.

Red let out a long groan and laid her head back. "It's just weird having you over me like this."

I let her leg down and crawled face to face with her. She blushed a bright blood red as I smiled at her. "Better?"

Red looked away and scrunched up her muzzle. "No--" Red's hooves pushed out and jammed aganist my chest as I poked her hole, the warm little marebody begging to be filled. "Wait!"

"For?"

"For me to be ready!" She barked in my face. "Just wait!"

I sighed and dug my hands into the sheets. Red's face tightened up as pressed forward. "Wait! Wait! ...Wait!" She started to stop pressing against my chest and slid her hooves around towards my neck. "Jamie wait...wait! Wait I said wai--" Her voice snapped into an extremely sharp gasp as I slipped just inside her soft little mare hole. She was warm and creamy, and when she tightened up and squeezed my head I couldn't help but groan. "I said wait...." Her voice was low, caught saying something she didn't mean. Her ears went back as I pressed forward. She kept me wrapped tight as could be as I slid further and further into her squishy little body.

She closed her eyes and pursed her lips into a neat pout as her voice melted into a drooling moan. "Wait...wait...." She slipped a few more complaints in as I sunk deeper and deeper into her. Her hooves slid softly around my neck and met around my spine. She hung lightly on my neck as I filled her.

I gave a quick thrust and slammed my hip against hers. Her head shot up and mouth flung open as she cried out. I could see saliva trail from her teeth as she tried not to scream. She pulled herself up and against my neck as she stuffed her mouth against me to muffle her cries. "Celly--Celly--Celly--fuck." She licked my neck and kissed my skin as I rooted myself in her warm little hole, growing creamier and tighter as she moved.

I shuddered as I pulled myself out and slid noisily out of her I held my breath and paused before giving her a quick prod. She licked my neck and hugged me tight as I slid my now slimy cock back into her soft little pussy. I carefully reached down and pressed my thumb against her clit as I pulled out. But, my head caught and Red tightened up, refusing to let me go. "Wait...wait...."

I pulled back with a lewd plop and Red caved. She pressed her chin against my shoulder and her cheek against my jaw. She huffed and whined over my ear as she failed to draw breath, her voice growing higher, breathing heavier, and body shakier as she twitched. "Put it in, put it in, put it in!" She tightened her legs around me and with a loud high pitched moan her entire body shook and twitched. I felt something warm shoot across my cock and groin, coating me with warm liquid as she dug her hooves into my bare skin.

Her moaning slowly dropped down to a greasy uncontrolled groan. "Oh my--fuck." She rubbed my neck with her hooves and kissed my jaw. "I'm sorry babe...you didn't get to cum. The first time...I'd never even felt somet--"

I lined myself up and slid back against her, easily burying myself in her warm hole. She leaned against my head and clamped down as I slowly slid back in. "Wait...wait!" She wiggled her hips as I slowly massaged her pussy, dripping and twitching as I glided back and forth. I could feel her ear slip back and lay flat as I put my hand to hold her hip. I kept my motions calm and smooth, riding her gently as I could.

She let out a constant low moan over the sound of the bed rocking. I moved my hand to her back and rubbed under her wing as I slipped past her soft organic little slit. I laid her back and let her hooves fall back down against her chest. She stared up at me, eyes bright blue and narrow as I moved. She blushed like mad as I looked at her, even going as far as dragging her hooves to cover her mouth. "Don't look." She stared up at my eyes, locked with me. "Jamie don't look at me...it's weird." Her voice was low, only just hanging on as she smiled a nervous, self conscious smile.

I kept myself going even and easy, filling her warm depth, then sliding out with her sticky fluids dripping off me. I couldn't help but feel a bit proud, she looked glazed, like I was keeping her orgasm going with each soft movement, never really reaching a peak but filling her entire body with a soft easy going pleasure from hoof to head. The dumb smile was a dead giveaway.

Red sighed heavily and leaned back into the bed. "Do I feel good?"

I let out a long held breath. "Yeah--"

"Yeah?" She shot back immediately in such a soft pleased tone I nearly lost my composure. She batted her eyelashes at me as I hit her hips again. "You feel good too baby."

I stopped holding my breath and let my breathing ease out into a constant low pant. She stared into my eyes as I took her. I leaned down and met her pouting lips with a kiss. She pushed back and we stayed locked gentle and chaste as the lower half did the talking. Two sets of lips jammed up together, two sets of eyes locked staring as one rode an endless trip through lala land, and I tried to hold back the pent up ache waiting to drip into her.

I buried myself deep and let go. I got a soft moan from Red as she closed her eyes. The first shot was violent, like popping the cork of a champagne bottle, but then as the rest came it turned smooth and soft, overflowing with liquid I kept myself still and let her toy with my back, as I'd done for her. I could see black streaks running down her eyes as she stared at me.

I gave myself a second to catch my breath as I went lightheaded. I propped myself up with both hands and pulled myself out. Red laughed dumbly. "Feels so warm...." She pushed a hood down to her stomach. "Ahh." Her voice was so high yet so contained and sweet that any idea of her being a stallion shattered in place of a sweet little mare with a voice like honey over toast.

I kissed her one last time and hung over her. "Red...you alright? You're crying."

Red sighed heavily. "Nopony ever held me like that." She rubbed her eyes, smearing her makeup over her hooves. "Nopony was ever that gentle." She reached up and kissed me. "...So that's what love is supposed to feel like."

I laughed softly. "That's so corny."

Red laughed back. "I know." She kissed me again. "I love you."

"I love you too." I held her against me and rolled onto my side, she snuggled up against my chest as I pulled her against me.

A high pitched scream came from the door. "Oh my gosh I love it!" Harp's voice ripped through the doors. "Aaaaah! That was--yay!"

I groaned loudly. "Harp...get everyone the fuck out of here!"

"Okay! Okay yeah!" Harp pranced away, his talons smacking loudly against the floor. I could hear yelling in the other room, and before long everything went quiet.

I held my mare against my chest and settled in for a sweaty nap.
> Finger
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	Red laid down on the bed, facing the footboard as she buried her face into a pillow. I sat crosslegged behind her with her legs spread out on either side of me. She let out a long sigh as I pulled my finger out of her. She kept her face buried in the sheets as I put my hand down against her ass. "...You okay?"

Red groaned into the sheets and looked up. "This is the best...." She sighed and laid back into the sheets as I squeezed her ass. "It's so easy...just sitting here...letting you play with me." She nestled in with the tip of her muzzle just over the sheets, her eyes closed softly as she squeezed her hooves around me. "...More."

"More what?" I asked calmly as I squeezed her flank. "Ask me nicely."

Red sighed again. Each one felt so peaceful and content. Her wings twitched and adjusted against her as I squeezed her with my thumb and fingers. "Finger me--"

"Where?" I moved my hand to the inside of her plot and slid my fingers across the side of her slit. Her clit winked and flashed her warm pink insides to the air.

"Everywhere." She nestled in and moaned as I tickled her labia. Her ears fell back as she settled in.

I rubbed her slit with my thumb. "Anywhere?"

Red nodded, her mouth still covered by the sheet. "Anywhere."

I took a deep breath and leaned back. "Turn around."

Red flapped her wings and slowly pulled her hooves under herself. The sheets rustled as she trotted in place and laid down on my lap. She smiled up at me and snuggled in with her hooves on my groin. "Gonna feed me?" She giggled softly.

I swallowed hand and flexed my hand. "Really...really just kinda kinky aren't ya?"

Red sighed and kissed my boxers. "Twenty something years as a pent up mare without release, I'm gonna take full advantage of everything I'm owed. And if that means I get to get mean, dirty, if I have to let you hold me down and fuck me until I cry your name, then that's just gotta be how it is." She looked up at me with a bright timid smile. "And you're my daddy...I have to keep daddy happy."

I sighed heavily and picked up her head. I held my pussy slicked finger out for her. She tissed the tip and pressed her tongue against the base. My arm tingled as she licked up the length of my finger and took me into her mouth. I felt her suck at the thin sticky cum on my finger. She ended with her lips on my fingertip, a sweet little smile across her face. "All clean."

I pulled at her lower lip. "Open."

Red pursed her lips and closed her eyes. She opened her mouth and stuck her tongue out. I held her cheek in my free hand and dragged two fingers down across the fat of her tongue. She moaned softly as I dug my fingers in, letting her drool coat them. She dripped a bit from her lips as I rubbed her tongue. Her brow furrowed as she let out a soft grunt. "Turn around." I ordered softly.

Red smiled and slurped her thick sticky tongue right through her tightly pursed lips. She smiled warmly and licked at the drool on her lips. "Gonna buy some lipstick...cover you up if you're not careful."

I sat there, slowly ruining my sleep shorts. "You really like being a mare...don't ya?"

Red reached over and kissed my neck. "You could say that. Sex is good, emotions feel more vivid, and its so nice having a big strong daddy to come and hold me, to lay me down and please me so softly while I just lay there and let it happen." She smiled at me yet again, this time with her tongue pressed against her upper lip. "You have no idea how nice it is to just lay down and have someone who loves you just pleasure you so softly, without any effort on your part. Just lay down and let the pleasure rip through you."

I coughed as my shorts grew a bit sticky. "Uh, it's called a blowjob for men."

Red scoffed. "Yeah, but even then you might put your hand on my head, or grunt, or thrust. This is just lay down and relax, and its so nice." She laughed softly. "Actually...I guess yeah, a blowjob might count, but you never really relax when I do it."

I cleared my throat again. "Yoou--" My voice cracked rather hard. "Fuck. You make it hard to relax."

Red looked down at my groin, the damp spots of pre showing up clear as day. She licked her lips. "Oh I know.... But you'll have to just relax and let me work one day." She trotted in place and settled back down with her ass facing me. She buried her face in the covers and presented herself to me. "It feels so good being taken care of...it feels so good just being me."

My heart melted slightly as she spoke. I felt myself lose that feeling in an instant as Red's tail laid against my ankle. "Sure...." I grabbed her ass again. She mumbled into the sheets as I dug my fingers in as I squeezed her soft pillowy ass. Everything about her was soft, save her voice and her attitude. But none of it felt particularly gruff or manly, more the rasp of a pent up girl with a scratchy voice with a golden undertone that only came out with the passing moans.

I set my finger down on her slit and split her open. She was warm and soft as ever. And the noises she let out into the sheets as I rubbed her down and filled her with two wiggling fingers said it all. Contentment. I'd found a mare I wanted, I found the mare I fought for, out of the bars and the drunken stupor of that rainy night, I'd found something beautiful just waiting to take her new shape.

I let a soft sigh drift away. Deep in the back of my head, I was still a little pissed I'd fucked a stallion's ass. But I couldn't be mad at Red, I couldn't then, I couldn't now. The tears were as genuine that night as they were the night she said she loved me. And the mumbles were as kind and heated then as right in this moment.

She was a dirty mare at time, but she was my mare now. And even with my fingers stroking her insides, her voice dripping with obscenities, she was sweet.

She was the color Red, violent but beautiful.
> Clothes
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	“Jamie? I need some help.” Red called from the bedroom.

“Yeah? What’cha need help with?” I called back from my comfy chair, the springs groaned loudly as I leaned back to peek towards the hall.

“Just getting rid of some things, I need your opinion.” I heard clothes hitting the floor in heaps. “Besides, you see it more than me..”

“Why are you throwing out clothes?” I stood from the chair and walked down the hall towards the bedroom. New pictures were being hung and it was rather nicely decorated since Red moved in.  “I thought clothes were your thing, right?.”

Red scoffed loudly. “No, besides a lot of my stuff is kinda baggy in...well, I need to get better fitting stuff either way.” Red said, now in the back of the closet. “I just want to get rid of some of these old things. Be fresh, you get it right?” Red had a slight waver in her voice.

I peeked into the room and spotted piles of frilly clothes and stockings. “Uh huh. Red, you ok?” I walked into the bedroom, and stood at the closet doors.

“Jamie, I jus--” Red cut herself off with a whimper, her head popped out past the threshold to the closet. Her muzzle was scrunched up and her eyes were slightly glassy. “I don’t want to throw out anything you might like.” 

I ducked down and gently pulled her close. “Red, what’s wrong?” I ran my fingers through her mane and scratched along the bottom of her ear.

“I used to cover my--well--”

“Your dick….” I cleared my throat

Red scrunched her muzzle up and leaned her head back out of my hands. She put a hoof on my chest and stepped back into the closet, hiding herself behind the doors. “You didn’t have to say it like that. But yeah. And now...well, there’s not as much to hide, so I figured I’d try something new.”

Like where do you go from this? That’s it, mystery solved.  Have to play with it.

I slid my hands into my pockets and stood up. “Are you okay though?”

Red grimaced and hid her mouth behind the closet doors. “I mean it’s not like--” She hopped out of the closet on two hooves and held her forelegs in the air. “Tada!” She dropped down and smushed her face against my stomach. “It’s a lot of stuff to do, things changed...I kinda just want different things.
“We can get some different clothes then.”  I knelt down again, slipping my hands under Red’s barrel, lifting her up and towards the bed. “Have you thought about what kind of clothes you wanted to get?”

I reached the bed with Red tightly held to my chest. “Have you thought about just not wearing clothes?” I layed Red and myself on the bed. “Might be easier to just skip the clothes all together.”

“Well, I guess.” Red shifted herself to lay on her back, pressed against my side. “After wearing them to hide my… extra bits, I guess I just got used to wearing clothes all the time.”

“It’s ok to like wearing clothes. I didn’t honestly think that you’d stop wearing clothes.” I turned myself to face read, running my hand across her stomach in a slow petting motion. “would you like it, if we went and bought some new clothes together then?”

Red turned to me, a smile on her face. “I’d like that Jamie. Can we go tomorrow? Its getting late and I’d rather stay in for the night.”

“That’s fine by me Red.” I moved closer to Red kissing her lightly on the lips. “We can stay in and we’ll have a nice dinner and watch a movie or something after.”

Red face lit up. “Oh, can we watch that one movie about the soldiers who were looking for the other soldier? Randy or Ryan, something like that?” Red finished with a pout.

“Saving Private Ryan, and yes, we can watch it.” I slid of the side and stood from the bed. “Really good movie, I just wish that Upham wasn’t such a little bitch in the movie.”

Red followed suit and stood from the bed as I walked into the hallway. “Oh, but Upham was such a sweetheart in the movie, and that bad-ass bit at the end where he shot the one guy was awesome!” Red said adding a hoof pump at the end 

“Doesn’t make up for his mistake in letting that bastard kill his friend.” I stepped into the kitchen and began pulling ingredients for a pizza.

Red trotted up behind me, wrapping her hooves around my waist and pressing her head into the small of my back. “Thanks for listening Jamie.”

“It’s no problem red.” I turned to face Red and lifted her up into a full hug. “You can always talk to me.”

> Parents
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	Red opened the door to the apartment “Hah, your parents were a riot Jamie!” Trotting in, Red slid her bag from her shoulder onto the end table near the door.

“You think so?” I stepped in just behind Red and closed the door. “I’ve always thought they were kinda goobers.”

“No way Jamie, Your dads jokes were great.” Red turned to me with a half cocked grin “Hey Jamie, My Throat's a little sore, I might be a litt-”

“No. Don’t start telling jokes like my dad. Dad jokes are bad and he should have felt bad for that joke.” I took my coat off and hung it from one of the hooks on the wall.

“Aww, but dad jokes are great, and your dad knew a lot of them!” Red hoof bag chimed. “Oh, I got new messages.”

“Is it your friend Harp?” I grabbed my phone from my pocket. “He called earlier during our visit, didn’t leave a message so it's probably not important.” I slid my phone back into my pocket and walked over to the living room to take a seat.

“Nope, it’s a Facespace message, you mom just friended me.” Red stared at the large, brightly lit screen. “Your mom says she wants to visit again soon and bring along some cooking recipes for us.”

“That sounds nice, let her know I’ll call sometime this week and setup something with her.” I rotated myself in my chair so that my legs were over one of the arms of the chair.

“Gettin’ comfy over there?” Red looked up from her phone and began to walk towards me.

“Yep, you wanna hop up?” I pat my stomach “Saved the best seat in the house for you.”

Red crouched her hind legs down and sprung up from the floor onto my exposed stomach. “I think I’ll take you up on that offer Jamie.” Red aligned herself with me and laid her head near mine.

“So you had fun today with my parents?” I asked as I lifted my hand to gently rub Reds back

“Yeah, they were really fun to meet today. Thanks for introducing me to them” Red sighed “They were really nice.”

“Good, I was worried that they’d have an issue with me dating you, or something.” I continued to rub Red’s back as she turned her head to me.

“You don’t think they’d have started anything over me being trans do you?” Concerned flashed across her face.

“Nah, I told my mom that I was dating a pony and she started laughing.” I looked down to Red with a grin. “She probably thought I was joking, but she really liked you.”

“Hah, yeah. I really like your dad though. He had the best jokes.” Red laid her head back down, smiling as she did.

“Yeah, he’s got some good ones doesn’t he.” I closed my eyes and began to let my mind wander, when a question came to the forefront of my mind. 

“So when do I get to meet your parents?”

Red shifted her weight, stiffening up against me. “Well, we could, but it won’t be like tonight was with your parents.”


“You don’t think they’ll like me?” a cocky grin spread across my face. “Is it because I’m a mole person?

Red scoffed. “No you silly man. No, they were wonderful ponies that loved everything in this world. They loved life, they loved the world, and they loved their family.” Red looked morosely off towards the blank screen of the T.V.

“I’m sorry Red, I didn’t know.” Pulled her into a tight hug. “Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?”

“No, it’s fine. It’s been years since they past, but I haven’t been out to visit them in a while.” Red looked up with water in her eyes threatening to spill over.

“You wanna go visit sometime soon?” I looked into her eyes, concerned that she me start crying.
Red buried her head into my chest. “Mmhmm. Can we get some flowers too?”

“We can get a whole bouquet of any kind of flower you wanna bring for them.” I slide my legs from the arm of the chair. Holding tightly onto Red, I walked both of us to the bedroom.