> Fallout Equestria: A Zebra's stories > by ShootingStar213 > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- > Ch.1 Life as a raider > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fallout Equestria: Zebra's story Chapter 1: Life as a Raider War, war never changes....It's a saying I have heard ever sense I was little, and to me it means one thing, all ponies will fight others for some stupid reason, like all species in this land of Equestria. Everyone fights over something, land, money, food, just to fight, it's all the same. Everyone sees their views differently, for example, the group I am in, in this dessert wasteland of Equestria. We are called the Stripe Legends, and our view on this world, do whatever it takes to keep the group whole, and if we find you a threat, well, that is self explanatory, eliminate without hesitation. I don't have enough stripes on my body to count the amount of people I have killed who "Threaten" Our group. Damn, I know we are no better than any group in the wasteland, what's even worse, I am a zebra in a group of racist ponies, and my name is Alra. How come they haven't killed me or worse? Well, I don't look zebra to them. My coat is black, and my stripes are red, to their eyes, I look like any pony. That is partly due to my parents, my mother was a zebra, and my father was a pony, I never knew him seeing as he was never around, even when I was born. Mom never talked about him to me. Every time I brought the subject up, she would hit me and tell me "Don't even think about that Colt! He is no more than shit in this world." I thought it was harsh to call any pony that, but when I found out about him, I soon understood. He was no father, he was just a raping killer pony like the many I have killed, and to be honest.....I don't even care about the pony's who's lives I have ended. When he killed my mother, everything was clear to me. The world, ponies and even life, they were all meaningless to me, I did what I had to, to survive. I remember how that pony made me the way I am today, a merciless killer, I even vividly remember my first kill. The blade in my teeth, the lifeless corpse under my hoof, the.....question I asked before jamming the knife in his lifeless body. "Why did you kill mom......" He never gave me his answer, I mean how could he, he was dead, and I was left alone until they found me. Now I am a proud member o the worse group I could ever be in, the Striped Legends. The sun started to rise, or at least I thought it was. The clouds always block out the sky, so it was hard to tell if the sun or moon is out. Seeing as things looked a bit brighter I guess the sun was out. I got up from my sleeping bag and walked out of my tent, I found a knife in a sheet of paper attached to the front of my tent. It normally indicated what I was to do today, kill this pony, find this pony, rape this pony; it became routine to me. If it was on my tent door, then it must have been early morning. I took the paper and scanned it over, I was to find and kill some poor explorer, by the description, and I would guess he is a stable dweller. They were always a pain to kill, those annoying pit bucks were something, and I wish I could use one, but they only worked with pony's never zebras. Don't get me wrong, I tried to take a few, but everyone I put on, short circuit and fell off, as if they knew I was a zebra, lucky for me, my allies are all but idiots. None of them ever realized that, all I had to say was, it's a piece of junk, and it can't even handle my awesomeness. I continued to look at the paper, it seems this Stable dweller was something else, female, great with firearms, killed 12 of our men, last seen around Filismith. That was a good 2 hour trot from here, doubt she is still there, but it was the best place to start looking. I gripped the paper in my teeth and went to the storage tent. When I got in, I saw two mares getting dressed. "So do you think the captain will promote us?" "I doubt it, I fucked the buck plenty of times to get one and he has yet too." "I know you like to suck on his long thing." They were talking about something I could really care less about. I opened my storage box and grabbed my armor, saddle packs, and my trusty hand cannon, Breaker. After I got dressed I pulled out a small notepad and placed the paper in it under the label, new missions. I looked to the right of it and saw the stack of papers under completed missions. Each had a picture of some pony that was crossed out when the job was done. I would soon add this mare to this list, thinking about it made me smile a bit. I closed the book and put it in my saddle pack. "Now that I have everything, I better go see Equip owner for my ammo and bottle caps." In the wasteland, they set up a new trade system with the use of bottle caps. I swear if I were to ever meet the genius who came up with that, I would pop him full of led. The bottle caps were so annoying to lug around. I walked to the edge of camp and came to a fence; I looked to my left and saw him, Equip owner. That's not his true name, but then again no one cared, not even him. "I will need my usual." "Yeah, yeah, 50 bottle caps, and three clips right?" I nodded as he put all the items in a small case. He pressed a button and the cage closed up and opened on my side, as I collected my items Equip owner started to talk to me. "I heard about your hunt, apparently, that Stable bitch killed my friend Paul hoof. So think you can rape her for me before you kill her? I can throw in a few extra caps if you do" I agreed to whatever he was saying without thinking. Not like he would know what I did out there. "I will be able to see it through the survey bots flying around." Great, I knew once he said that, I couldn't just say I did it. I really didn't feel like raping some Pony, but caps are caps, and I needed the money. "Fine, I will do it, not like I haven't been pent up for weeks now, seeing as I can't go to the mating grounds for awhile." "After what you did to the Captains wife, I think you were let off easy." What I did? I didn't do anything really, she asked me to fuck her, so I did, I can't say no to her for a couple reasons, A, she was the captains wife, and B, out of all the mares here, she was kind of hot, I would have to be gay to say no. Now she doesn't even feel the captain inside her, and she desperately craves my member. That made the captain hate me, then again, he fucks every mare here behind her back, and yet I am the villain. The gate door opened up and I walked outside, I saw the two guards at the gate entrance just standing there, that was the most boring job there for me. Just stand there and do nothing? That wasn't for me; I started my slow walk to the Stable bitch's last location. All I had to do was find her, kill her, after I rape her for the extra caps, get back, and fuck the captain's wife behind his back again. He can't lose me; I always complete my missions, unlike half of the ponies in our camp. After a good 2 hours I arrived at the stable bitch's last location. I looked around to see nothing but dead trees. Filismith must have been a forest area or something, seeing as there were more trees then houses. I knew there were a few reasons they wanted me to do this quest, one, I was one of their better soldiers, and two; I had special, unique abilities. I touched one of the dead trees with my hoof, my irises filled my whole eyes, and they were blacker then the clouds in the sky. I could see how the area was before it got hit by those magic bombs. I was right, it was more forest then town, the trees looked more beautiful than any I have ever seen. I shot forward to only a few hours ago; I could see what had accrued to our men. I saw a girl, white coat, black main, that stable jumpsuit they all wore, and a pit buck on her for hoof. Damn, she looked smoking hot I actually couldn't wait to rape her; those extra caps will be a bonus for sure. I saw her walk toward a squad of raiders, I knew all of them, assholes the lot of them, but they were good men. Maybe they gave chase, I mean; I didn't see their bodies anywhere. "What do we have here? A little fili who lost her way?" One of the raiders said. "Damn, look at that bitch; we should fuck her before we kill her." They moved closer only to get a shotgun jammed in one of the raider's mouth. That girl killed them all faster than I could blink, but if she did, then where were......I snapped back to reality and looked around. I stepped on something that made my skin crawl, as I looked down, I soon learned why I couldn't find there remains. The bitch burned them; I couldn't even take their gear, now she was going to die. One of those dicks owed me some caps, now I will never get them. I looked around, and saw some tracks along with some blood stains. Guess one of the guys got a lucky shot on her, I had no time to lose, I galloped toward the closet town, if I was not mistaken, and it was Ruther Cult. I hated that town, because it was at the boarder of Ally controlled area. They would attack me without hesitation, but I had a job to do. I ended up walking toward a gate were two guards, unicorns, held a M4 toward me with their magic. "Halt, Raider!" Strange, they would have attacked and tried to kill me by now, but they were a bit more civil then most others. "We are not letting you in, but you can drop all your gear and leave." That was even weirder, Ally soldiers would never ask for my gear. I looked them both up and noticed a look in their eyes, these weren't Ally Soldiers, they were raiders, now I felt a little bad that I was going to kill them, but maybe I could get some info first. "Look I am on a quest for Captain Big Boss from the Stripe Legends, I am looking for a mare that may have come through here, if you let me pass, and you might keep your lives." One of the guards just laughed. "Big Boss? That old fuck? Wow, he must be some messenger pony; I mean there is no way......" Before he could finish that sentence, my blade entered his throat, his magic lost hold of his gun so I grabbed it and shot the other in the knee. "AH!!! SON OF A BITCH!!!!!" "Quit your crying. Now tell me, did you see a mare come through here? White coat, black main, red eyes, looked like a good fuck toy." The guard was crying worse than a new born, so I shot him in the other leg. "Your down to two now, I suggest talking, because the next shot will go thru your skull." "Alright, alright, fuck, you're a crazy dick! Yes, she came through here a few hours ago, said something about a Memory orb. So we sent her to Caramare." "Thanks." I said before shooting him in the head, what I could say; I was trained to trust no one. I took their ammo and both the M4's, they were both in crappy condition, but that was to be expected, most raiders gave two shits about their weapons, so long as they worked. It was easy enough for me to break them both down and make a better one with the best parts from both. A M4 could come in handy for killing that bitch, now it was off to Caramare. A whore town were many of the best Fili's and Mare's were ready to be raped, and I will be honest, I had a hard on for that murdering Stable bitch. I walked to Caramare before from Ruther Cult; it wouldn't take that long, I might even catch up with her. To my surprise, I did, she was just standing on the highway as if she was waiting for me. "So, you found me, let me guess, your here to kill me, or are you here to try and rape me?" A bit of both sweet cheeks, I wanted to say that but I stood quite and pulled out the M4. "No hard feelings, it's just a job." I shot the gun at her, only to miss. She disappeared? No, she just jumped above me; I pulled out my blade and blocked her attack. "Not bad, you seem to be a quick little bitch." Before I could shoot her, she vanished again; she was right in front of me as my gun shot into the air. How was she doing that? She kicked me in the chest and knocked me back. "How do you expect to kill me moving slower then turtle?" Her emotionless voice really made me hard as I gave her a small grin. "I will enjoy raping you before I kill you." I said as I charged her, she vanished again, this time my eyes adjusted, as I swung my blade to my left. The shocked look in her eyes really put a smile on my face. She was an earth pony, so her movements were quick and powerful, but I was....well a zebra, but an earth pony to anyone who looked at me. "You move like me, like a zebra." Wait what? As I thought that, I let my guard down, she pulled out a gun and shot me, I managed to dodge the shot a bit, but it still grazed my skull. I kicked her away, and quickly mounted her. I used my teeth to take her gun and tossed it to the side. "Bad move bitch. Bad fucking move!" I placed my hoofs on her shoulders pinning her down, as I ripped her clothes off her crouch area, I dropped my pants and placed my member on her pussy. "I will enjoy this, you probably not as much." I was about to jam it in, when I looked at her. She still had an emotionless face on, it was hard to rape someone when they, well looked as if they didn't care, it wasn't rape then, just sex. "Aren't you going to scream" I asked as I put the tip in. She still was silent, no emotion, no fighting back no nothing. "If you're going to fuck me, then just do it, I won't fight it." That was unacceptable, I wanted to rape her, to prove to her I was in control, but if she didn't even scream, then I felt like I was just her play thing. I grinded my teeth and turned her over, I started to rub my member on her asshole. "How about I use this hole, it should be allot tighter than your pussy." She said nothing; she only spread her legs, and used her two front hooves to spread her ass cheeks. "Just do it then, I won't fight it." My hard on grew soft as I backed away. "What's wrong? Many stallions wouldn't pass up a free ticket to my asshole." This made no sense, I wanted to rape her and yet, she just wanted me to fuck her. I would have no power if she wouldn't fight back. "What the fuck is wrong with you! You're not scared? I will kill you after I finish you know." I was beginning to get pissed, this normally never happened, only with the mares at the camp would want to just fuck, never any of my targets. "Well if you don't want to fuck me then fine." I let my guard down again, as she shot me in the chest a few times. They went through my armor like it wasn't even there, I dropped to my back, as the pain started to spread throughout my body, damn, and this is what happens when I let my guard down. She walked over to me with the gun in her mouth. "I grant you escape." She said with a mouth full of metal, she shot me in the head, and.....well everything went dark. Was this how it felt to die? I mean to truly die? I had so many regrets, like I wish I actually fucked her. It actually hit me; I died with a boner, ha-ha that is funny to me. Not many Colts can say they died with a fully erected penis. I guess I was just going to sleep, there was nothing more I could do after all, I was dead, right? "Get away." I started to hear a strange voice, it sounded as if it was warning me. "Get away." It was warning me, but why? I was dead. "GET AWAY!!!!!!" I quickly opened my eyes and saw I was in a pile of dead bodies. I looked down, and saw fire starting; I got scared and started to move the bodies away moving to, where I thought up was. I popped my head out of the mountain of bodies and jumped off as it became engulfed in flames. What in Calestia's name? How was I still alive? I touched my hoof to my forehead; I didn't feel the bullet wound anywhere. "What the hell is going on?" "I see you're awake, and you managed to get out of that mountain of bodies I put you in." I recognized that emotionless tone. I turned to see that mare right behind me. I jumped back grabbing my....wait, where were my weapons? "Are you looking for these?" She said turning to away from me. I saw all my weapons on her saddle. "You bitch! What are you......What did you do to me?" She closed her eyes and let out a short sigh. "I did nothing to you; your parent did all this to you." What did my parent have to do with anything? "Do you know what you are? You're a Zeb-corn, a Zebra and Unicorn hybrid, and do you know what that means? Well given your shock look I would say no. It means you have two types of magic swirling inside of you. It will regenerate your body, no matter what happens, even if you were to die, you will just revive." Wait what!!!! I was so confused, was she saying I was immortal? "Are you saying...." "That you're immortal? Yes, to normal standers, there is only one way to kill one, burn their bodies to nothingness. It will stop the two magic's from regenerating you." I looked to the burnt mountain of bodies. That's why she burned it. "Creatures like us are considered monsters in this world." Wait, did she just say, US? "You just said, US, does that mean your one, a Zebra what cha call it?" "A Zeb-corn, and yes, I am one. One who knows a bit more about her gift's then you." That would explain a bit, if she was immortal, she wouldn't fear rape, or death for that matter. "Why are you telling me all of this? We are enemies after all, and sense you told me your, our weakness, I can still kill you." I dropped into a battle stance, all I needed to do was grab my blade, stab her in the head, then burn her body. "If you do that, your species will die, then again I truly doubt you care, seeing as all ponies and Zebra's hate each other, your mother must have been raped." I charged her and tackled her to the ground. I started to beat her face in with my hoof. "DON'T YOU DARE SAY ANTHING ABOUT MY MOTHER!!!!!" I could hear the crunch of her skull under my hoof, her blood splattered across my face like drips of rain. I started to lose count on how many time I smashed her face in. I stopped after a few minutes and stepped back, out of breath and tired, I then recalled on what I had to do to truly kill her, I grabbed a piece of wood and let the fire from the mountain of bodies cover the tip. As I walked over to her, I could see her muscle tissue starting to heal up. "Do you really want to kill the only partner in this wasteland who could actually be with you?" I flinched for a second as she spoke. Her skin started to heal up in clumps quickly. "Surly you are aware that someone immortal can never have a family with anyone other than another immortal." I don't know why but that thought did scare me a bit. "I can tell your not a bad pony, you just learned how to be to survive." "Shut up, you know nothing about me." I threw the stick away and let her heal up. She started to get up as I took my saddle bags from her. "I knew you wouldn't kill me, Mr. Merciless Killer." I turned my back to her and started to walk away. "It would be annoying to kill you, I still need to rape you, which is also impossible seeing as you will just accept it, and then it's no different from fucking you." "Would you kindly do me a favor then?" I don't know why but I stopped to hear her out. "Can you take me with you, I need to find a mare." "You know odds of finding any specific mare out are less than 10%?" I asked trying to move, but strangely I couldn't. "I know, but when I find her, and kill her, then you can rape me." "Ha, rape you! Like I can do that, you won't fight back, then I am just in YOUR hands." I stated wishing I could truly rape her for those caps. "You can do whatever you want to my body, rape me, fuck me, cut my hoofs off and fuck me with them, skull fuck me, fuck my eyes out, anything. I just need to you help me find that mare. So would you kindly think about it?" I sighed and then turned to her. "Fine, not like I can return to my clan until I kill you." I thought about it, I could kill her in her sleep and then be done with. But I needed to rape her, those fly bot things were everywhere, and Equipment owner would be watch......oh shit!" I turned to see a fly bot just hovering around watching up. I took out my hand cannon and shot it down. "Shit! Shit! Shit!" I said as I started to pace back and forth. They were watching, odds are, they know that I am a zebra now. I knew what they did to Zebras, chain them up, ripped their skin off, pump them full of stuff to keep them alive, whip there exposed muscles, do everything to their body then killed them. Now that they knew I was a zebra I really couldn't go back. Relax, relax, odds are they saw me die and now put a hit on this mare. I soon snapped back to reality as I saw her wave her hoof in my face. "What!" "I was asking for your name." She said plainly. Why did she even care? "Alra.." "That is a nice name, I am Paulina." She walked passed me, west I think and I just fallowed. Why I didn't know. "This will be one interesting journey." She said under her breath, I truly didn't care, but I needed to fallow her, and yet I still didn't know why. > A Zebra become a true traitor > -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fallout Equestria: A Zebra's story Chapter 2: A Zebra becomes a true traitor I found myself walking with this mare and I didn't truly know why. Why was I walking with her and not killing her? Why did I feel like she held answers? And more importantly why did I care? All my life, I lived with murderous, raping, non hygienic, and strait up asshole raiders, so why now, why did I care for her story? I mean, was I truly immortal? Of course I was she shot me the head? But did she really? Well I did feel the scar on my head, but that didn't mean she shot me with a bullet. Arguing with myself seemed to be the best way to pass the time as I fallowed her fine flank. I still had a strong urge to just rape her and yet because she wouldn't fight back. It would be regular fucking and quite honestly I was tired of fucking whores thanks to Big Bosses wife, lover, girl, who ever person. Wait, was she his wife? Great now I doubt that. I really wanted to know we're all this doubt was coming from. It wasn't like me, not at all and yet I doubted my existence. And it all happened when I met this stable bitch, wait, she had a pit buck, how? If her story was true, and she was a Zoni creature like me, then how was she able to use one? "Hey, Stable bitch..." "Please don't call me that Alra, also why is your name Alra?" Her emotionless voice started to irritate me as I trotted in front of her stopping her. "That is none of your business, what my mother called me is her......was her business. I wanted to know, that Pit buck on your arm, how can you work it?" She looked at her pit buck and then back to me. "You mean my Pip buck?" "Yeah, that's what I said." She really put infuses on Pip buck, like I was saying it wrong. "Not like a raider to call it by what it is. Anyways, they normally couldn't work for me because they are designed to work on Ponies only really. Mine is.....well its special." She didn't say much after that and continued to walk pass me. "I am not leaving this spot until you tell me how you got it to work." I pulled one of those Pip bucks out of my bag and showed her, she glanced back only to ignore it and continue. "Would you kindly drop it and fallow me." I sighed and put it back in my bag and continued behind her, wait, there it was again. Why did I do what she said? We ended up walking out of Caramare and ended up back in Filismith, worse, we ended up back at my camp. "Wait why are we here?" She pulled me behind a destroyed building; we could clearly see the camp entrance. The two guards, False and Lockup, they were terrible guards, I remember when they would guard Big Bosses room when he was out, I would easily sneak in, have my fun with his wife, then sneak out before he got back. "Ok, my target is in there." Wait her what? She pulled me by her hoof around the corner only to be boomeranged back around. We are not going in there to kill anyone." "Why do you care? They are useless raiders that only deserve death. All raiders do." Oh, nice to see your priorities are in line. " "And what am I to you? Am I not one of these 'Useless Raiders' I mean I am a raider after all." I started to get upset when she thought all raiders were.....Ok half of them were, but they were still my family, or at least the closest thing to a family in this messed up world. "I am not about to let you kill a single member of my clan." "And I am not about to take orders from an abandon one." What did she mean by that? I mean yeah I lost my parents, but I wasn't abandon, my father just killed my mother, and I jammed my blade deep into his throat until he stopped breathing. "I was hoping not to do this but you leave me no choice." I jumped back and got into a battle stance as I aimed my mounted M4 gun at her head. She calmly took her back off the wall and brushed the dust off herself. Strange I thought a little dirt would be the lease of her problems. "Alra, would you kindly go into that camp and kill every last raider there? Also leave the boss lady alive." Why would I do that, I would never attack my family. "Nice try bitch." I said shooting my M4 into her skull, or at least I thought it was her skull, my vision got blurry for some reason. When I snapped back to reality, I saw I shot Equip owner in the face. Wait, what? "Alra is attacking us! He has become a traitor to us! Kill him! No mercy!" What? I heard the announcement but couldn't understand it, I was a traitor? I was attacking them? I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say a word, I wanted to stop, but I couldn't control my body. What was going on? Guard after guard ran in front of me, and I shot them in the head one by one, I aimed for the most venerable spot on all the guards and ponies there. Why? Why was I doing this? A guard jumped on my back holding a knife to my throat, but he was quickly thrown over my side as my hoof crushed his head into the dirt, then without looking one of my M4's shot him in the back of the head. The sound of gun fire echoed into my head. I couldn't stop myself, please stop, I don't want to kill my family. But it was no use, every friend that passed me had a shot in the head, every family member that crossed me had a knife jammed into them somewhere, I couldn't tell where, it was too much for me. I walked slowly up the stairs and made it to the Big Bosses room, as I kicked the door down, the Bosses wife shot me a few times in the chest. I dropped to my knees and fell to the ground. I could see her walking over to me holding a small gun in her magic over my head. "And to think we trusted you, I hope you find a nice home in hell you traitor!" I heard only a shot; everything went black, was I dead? I mean I had a hard time believing that stable bitch's tall tale about being immortal. Well this put my thoughts to rest, I slowly opened my eye, and I could hear the boss's wife screaming. I slowly looked up to see Paulina holding a gun in her mouth; she was standing over the boss's wife who had bullet wounds in her knees. "How did you find me?" She asked scared. I never once seen the boss's wife scared ever, this was a strange sight for me. "Honestly, I wouldn't have if Alra didn't try to kill me, he shot me a few times, and to be honest, it felt good, each shot pierced my flesh like the blade you used to use miss Dizzy." That was even more strange, that prison Bitch's voice sounded different, she sounded happy, dementedly happy. I haven't known her for long, but this was definitely strange. "I can't wait to feel him kill me again and again." "What are you talking about? He is dead! Don't you see him over......?" She looked at me and looked even more scared. "N-no......no, no, no, NO!!!!! I killed you! I KILLED YOU!!!!!" I started to regain conciseness and saw her. "M-miss......" I couldn't speak, I couldn't say anything, suddenly Paulina shot me in the stomach....1.....2....3....4....5......Five times. She knew I couldn't die like that, and yet she shot me in the stomach. "When he gets angry he really tries to kill me, oh I get so turned on when he does. The first time he crushed my head like a rock.....It was the most ecstasy I felt sense you used to kill me Ms. Dizzy. This will make him do it again, and again, and again! We will just kill each other over and over." She was sick, and this was coming from me. She actually got wet when I killed her? She even started to sound like a psychopath. I wanted to stop her, the bosses wife, well Ms. Dizzy, was still alive. Funny After all the time I fucked her, I never once got her name. It was so bad I thought her name was Bosses Wife. Wait why am I joking at a time like this. "I tried to move my hoofs, but I soon found out they were in chains. I could only watch, as Paulina shot Ms. Dizzy. She only shot her in the arms and legs, it was.....terrible. Yeah I did worse and I thought this was terrible. She enjoyed this way more than I EVER would. "Please......stop.......just end it......" She said, coughing up blood. "But if I did that, then the fun would end here." She put her gun back into her saddle and pulled out a knife. "I want to at least do the one thing you did to me, time and time again." She said happily, it was really getting creepy to me, I wanted to leave but I still couldn't. She took the knife in her teeth and jammed it into Ms. Dizzy's side. Her screeches of pain really got to me, I wanted to stop her, and yet I was still stuck. I saw her, ripping off a large part of Ms. Dizzy's flank, it had her cutie mark on it, and it still had a large chunk of meat left on the back of it. "There, now we are even." She said placing the piece of flank in her bag. She pulled out her gun and shot Ms. Dizzy in the gut. The sound of her gun clicking didn't make me feel as better for some reason. "Aw out of bullets? Oh well, bleeding out is much more slower, especially sense I missed many of your major organs, but you can still live, that wouldn't be fun. She took out a few extra blades. I don't know what she did, as I began to pass, for once I was actually glad for it. To see that....It could really break a pony, even someone like me. I wanted to just die but soon I heard that voice again. "Get away." I knew what that was, sort of. "Get away." I slowly opened my eyes, and then they shot completely open as the building was on fire. I began to panic, I really hated fire, and I struggled with my chains harder than I did before. I really wanted to get away from those flames. I ended up ripping the skin from my hands off as I got free. The pain wasn't as bad as the fear I felt at that moment. I limped quickly to the door, only to stop, I looked up and saw Ms. Dizzy, she was pinned to the door, I couldn't get around her, the windows were covered in flames, and the room was truly burning up. I wanted to jump out the windows but the flames were too great to get through, I saw the skin on the chains burn up instantly as the flames touched them. Worse only half returned to my hands, it started to burn to the point that I had to wrap them up with some of my shirt. It was a pain to see she was correct about the fire, I felt that more so than ripping my hands off to get free. If I touched those flames, I would die. I looked around and saw an ax next to Ms. Dizzy. I grabbed it and then tried to break a hole in the wall, but it wouldn't even scratch! Of course it was Big Bosses room; he made the walls pretty much indestructible. There was only one way out, and I didn't like it. I raised the axe over Ms. Dizzy's head but hesitated, I couldn't kill her, and she was like a mother to me, well older sister/lover. But if I didn't do this, I would die in those flames, and that felt worse for some reason. I quickly took the ax and swung it at her head. When it made contact, I saw her eyes wide open. She wasn't dead yet? Oh man, that made this so much worse; I was the one who killed her. I wanted to drop the ax and die, but I couldn't. I.....I hacked my way through Ms. Dizzy, When I cut her in half, I ran out of the room and soon the building. I made it out as the building collapsed on itself, I looked back to see my family.....my home.....go up in flames. This feeling, I remember feeling it before. Mother.......I gathered myself and got up. All I could do was walk away from the fire, but when I got to the exit of the camp, I saw her again, Paulina, she had that emotionless face once more. "Seeing as you're still alive-" I didn't wait, I pushed her to the ground and used my hoof to smash her face in. "You FUCKING BITCH!!!!!! Die! Die! Die! Die!!! DIE!!!!!" My hoof got bloody, but even still, I kept smashing her head into the ground. When she healed up, I smashed it some more. I couldn't stop killing her, and I knew she wouldn't die like this, but for some reason I couldn't stop. I just kept smashing her skull with my hoof. "You sick bitch! Why did you make me....?" I had tears in my eyes, I never cried ever sense mom died, yet there I was, watering my eyes as if I were a fountain. I stopped from smashing her skull in after, what felt like an hour, and grabbed a piece of wood; I burned it and flipped her over to her back. I pulled her pants down and looked at her bare flank with the burning wood in my teeth, I was about to jam the stick up her ass and burn her from the inside out, yet I couldn't do it, I don't know why. "Would you kindly do me a favor and not burn me, ever!" She said, when she did, I dropped the wood. Why did I do that? Why couldn't I just kill her! She slowly got up and the skin to her face slowly started to reattach itself. "Why....." That was all I could say, it was like she could control me. "You obviously know nothing about me." She stated pulling her pant's back up. "That pony did things to me that make everything you ever did seem like a child's mistake." She turned her back to me, it was the perfect chance and yet, I couldn't move. "Stabbed me, cut me into small pieces. She even cut me open while I was still awake. Have you ever felt that kind of pain before?" Her voice, it, it started to change again. "To be sliced open, to have your enter insides melted, down, to die over and over again, well of course not, you just found out that your immortal." I slowly started to regain my mind as I moved my for hoof forward. "Immortality is nothing but a weapon to those ponies. Especially the ones in those stables, all they want is to forget about the world, and live there boring lives down there, with someone's hoof on them, that's no way to live." I started to slowly move toward her, just a little more, and my hooves would be around your throat. "And then....I met you, someone like me, someone who had similar problems." She turned to me and I just froze there. "Someone who could truly understand me. But then, turns out you are content with killing me just because I wanted to be free." My eyes became fixed on her as I pounced on her. "Content? Content! You killed my family! You killed the only people in this world who cared for me! They were the only people who took me in, and treated me like...." "A weapon?" I felt shocked as I just stood there. "I could see it in your eyes when I first met you. You were caged into doing something over and over again, forced to kill for a group you truly didn't care for." I couldn't believe my ears, she was......right. I stepped off her and watched her as she got up again. "Do you agree with me?" Everything she said was true, I was forced into the group, I killed for no true reason, and I was there weapon. Even still, they were my family, and she forced me to continue what I did; only this time, my target WAS my family. I shot her in the knee and walked over to her as she went down again. "So I am weapon? Me? Surly you jest. I was a weapon ever sense I was born! This group was the only group that wanted me for my....gifts, and if it means killing anyone I dislike, then I don't mind being a weapon!" I shot her in the head until my gun ran empty; afterwards I grabbed that wooden stick, and finally jammed it into her lifeless body. I watched her burn, her whole body. As she did, so did my thoughts of ever having a family, not like I would want one. "My, what a strange twist of fate, don't you agree?" My ears perked as I started to look around. "Who's there?" I got into a battle stance and quickly reloaded my M4 on my battle saddle. I wanted to aim my gun at the fucker but the way his voice echoed, it was hard to tell where he was. "You won't find me looking with those eyes of yours; then again, I can see you with mine." I felt a sudden weight on my back heavy enough to push me to the ground. "My, my, my, and here I thought all Zoni's became extinct when all the Chaos bringers came and, mind my French, raped every Zoni from all over Equestria from existence." I looked up and saw some kind of.....wait, what was that? "Get off me!" I bucked the thing off, when I looked at it, I saw some sort of chimera like creature. The being got up on its dragon leg and goat leg, he had a head of what looked like a goat, and he was a strange looking creature to say the least. "Who are you?" I asked pointing my guns at the strange hybrid monster. "Oh I am sorry, where are my manners, I completely forgot, seeing as you weren't part of the main story, I am.....hmm, I don't think it would be well if I truly told you who I am." His cocky attitude wasn't to be desired. "Let's just say I am a Watcher of sorts." His eye turned into a clock as his head appeared larger than his body. It was hard to even process what he was doing. "But that is enough about me." He said sitting on a rock chair that manifested out of nothing and grabbed a cloud from the sky. He started to turn it into a cup of chocolate milk and he drank the cup throwing the drink away. "I am here to discuss you Mr. Alra." "Answer my question!" I said shooting him in the shoulder. "Oh, ow ow, it hurts so much." He said in a sarcastic tone, worse the wound on his shoulder healed up faster than a regenerators own wound. "Look if you don't want my help in finding and hunting down all other Zoni's who might try to get you to kill for no real reason, just say so, I will be on my way." He said grabbing a bag of what I thought were fries, I only saw the bag but what he pulled out seemed like bones rather than fries. "Ever sense Fluttershy 'mysteriously disappeared' I have had a hard time keeping sane, Ponies tried to find her secrets. The Steel Rangers want all of Applejacks and Twilights new technology. The Ally Unicorns want nothing but the Dam around New Mare-topia. And The Ranger Mares, well there a strange bunch, I am even creped out by them. All those experiments on those little fili's, you have to admire their work." "I don't even care. Why should I listen to you?" I glared at the chimera; he just smiled shaking the bag of bones into his mouth before throwing the bag itself into it. "You don't have to. Walking around this wasteland is a nice way to spend your eternity, unless you would like to kill the remaining Zoni's in Equestria, might I suggest heading north?" "Why should I trust some, Chimera creature?" I said getting into my battle stance. "Just call me Chimera; it will make this story not intertwine with the regular story." I gave him my best, what, face, he didn't seem to make sense to me. "What do you mean by that?" He waved his finger smirking a bit. "Now that would be telling, and I am unsure if the true author would be a bit mad if I did." His one sharp fang looked as if it were leaking as he soon wrapped around himself and disappeared. I turned back to see nothing but a large burn spot were Paulina was, but nothing else. "Servers you right, bitch." There was nowhere for me to go, and what was worse, I was alone, not because I didn't have a choice, but because if I let Paulina survive, she might try to mess with my mind again. It was too bad to; she did have a nice flank. I looked North, it was the direction Chimera said I should start going, but why? The wasteland was a strange place, especially seeing as every pony wanted to kill me. I let out a big sigh as I started to walk toward North, I stopped and looked back. Her pipbuck was still there, a device like that could come in handy for me. I took it and placed it on my left for hoof, it didn't blow up, it was a better sign then any I had so far. She must have managed to make it work for her somehow, if I were to have an easier time in the wasteland, I would need to learn it quickly.