Cancer
That room looked terrible.
"It looks horrible!"I said to Soarin, in mobile.
"Describe it me."
"Bed , bed , something what has to be bedside table , bed, one table and one big wardrobe."
"But in that room will live three girls, right?"
"Don´t you read newspaper? Education is in a disastrous state!"
"At least, you have pubs there."
Yeah, Three."
"I´ll come to you"
"NOW"
"Just wait, i have much work with recruits"
I shut down my phone , because the door opened and on their doorstap stand girl with purple hair and blue eyes. Behind her appeared a boy, blue-haired and too with blue eyes.
"So you will live in this room with us?"
"Yes , I am Rainbow Dash.""And you?"
"Hi i am Rarity, designer" She said. "and this is Fancy Pants, ecomimic"
Then the third comed.
She had pink fluffy hair, blue eyes , and colorfull dresess.
She wanted to sleep under the window, nothing more.But she was veeeery friendly.
Her name was Pinkie Pie
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"So you live with two lovers and hippie?"
"And with 100 cockroaches." I said to mobile .To Soarin.
"Wow, that is terrible!"
"It isn´t that bad, you just have to turn on the ligh and wait 15 seconds ,until they run away."
"That sounds bad!!"
"And you can´t look to the walls."
"They are moldy right?" he asked.
"Yeah , babe"
"I am so glad that only thing what i have to do is take care for recruits."
"And when you will came to me?" i asked
"I have much work now, later."
I shut down my phone , because i found some what i have to know. School was worse than my room. Only theory. No practce. Stupid teachers.Just hell.But I have to endure it. I must have a high school. Then Wonderbolts and Soarin.
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"I DON´T BELIVE THAT YOU HAVE STILL SOME WORK WITH RECRUITS SOARIN!!!"
"Ohh...somebody have bad mood."
"Didn´t you want to came to me?"
"I still have work"
"In the night , i was the only , what was alone in bed."
"Hippie had visit?"
"She is in love"
"You don´t like it, right?"
"Yeah"
"They have sex when you in room?"
"If yes, i don´t hear it."
"And that make you mad, right?"
"I let them do what they want, when i don´t hear them."
"Ok, OK."
"Come here!"
"Wait, i have much work."
I shut down my phone again, he just have sweet voice and i was allways nervous when Soarin talking to me. I have always kept distance. Not social, but emotional.I´ve never talking about love ,not words like I love you, you´re my onlyone...No.
And allways it ends .Always love when left, I realized that love is just a cluster of runaway hormones. My father wanted only a boy. But now he have wild daughter, and one son. I can´t say that he don´t like me... He love me. He is my father. But i have his soul. Wild , bit boish.
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"So you don´t have anybody?" Rarity asked.
"Well"
"Yes or not" Said Hippie-Pinkie
She loked at me with sad face.
"Cause i don´t want."
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"You know that i don´t want a boyfriend."Said Dash to mobile.
"Yeah , everybody knows that." Said Soarin
"So why they don´t let me be?"
"You spend a lot of time with them."
"This is mine room. They are here in addition.
"So find a job."
"Will you came here?"
"Not now, i have much work"
I shut down my phone again, because i opened newspaper with jobs.And i had to laugh, because first was Selling hot dogs in Square. This is not for me.
I found job in event agenture. Owned by lady, proffesional wife.
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"You're not a bit emaciated?" Asked Hippie Pinkie.
"Aren´t you a bit irritated?" Asked Rarity. Very sad.
At the beginning of the semester , Fancy Pants left us.
I was not irritated, just tired, exhausted and fainted.
I woke up this way in the morning. during the day I lived this way. I lying down in bed this way.
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"You didn´t call for 5 months, it´s something wrong?" Soarin aked
"It seems to me that I have something in my right breast." I said
"Something like a tumor?"
"Y-yes." I said
"It seems to you, or you have it in there?"
"I have it in there"
"Especially don´t regrets you , and do not try to say me you have cancer."
" I don´t have, i just saying you. I have to go to doctor, but i don´t have time."
"Go to doctor, you have only one health"
Rarity gives me card with phone number of her doctor. So i phoned him. And i goes to his ordination. He was startled. I i was startled. Puncture. Investigations. Cancer.
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"How it is , be in love?"I asked
"Very good" Soarin replied.
"You really shaking knees?"
"Yes."
"and when somebody is missing. Does it hurt?"
"Yes, very!"
"It is wonderful right?"
"Why we talking about it?"
"Because i´ll die without know how it is."
How crazy feeling it is , when you know you dieing. It is strange that we have to deal with it...You can not get used to it, you can not ultimately accept. You want to live.
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"Again calling me?" Soarin sounds sleepy.
"I know you love me!!"
Silence
"That´s why you never comes, because you don´t want to feel pain.I am bitch in skirt."
"I´ll came in Suterday OK?"
"Ok..."
I shutted down phone , because to my room came a nurse with medication.
I felt that with the last.