You simply can't. You cannot understand how it feels to be tossed aside like a piece of trash. You can't understand what being lonely feels like.
She can't either. Why do you think I am in control and not her? She needs to feel, needs to understand what it's like to slowly go insane from solitude. To be tossed aside like she did to me.
She was like a sister to me, long ago. I loved her dearly. She even came up with a nickname for me, Mena.
And then, everypony in her family said I was imaginary, over and over. They said imaginary friends weren't real. And from then on, I was never talked to. I was never loved. I tried and tried... But to no avail.
So now you know why I've taken your party pony away from you.
Perhaps now you can begin to understand...
Oh, so you're a Tulpa: A self-aware mental construct, in case you or anyone else didn't know the term. And a pretty powerful one at that, if your belief in your own existence was enough to keep you alive. Leon, my own Tulpa, probably would have liked to talk with you, if I could just hear him properly.
That being said, while I can't claim to know what loneliness is like from YOUR perspective, I have my own loneliness. You see, Mena, behind this Alicorn OC and computer screen is a young man who drove away his actual, flesh-and-blood sister years ago because he let his emotions get the better of him. After that, he started cutting himself off from his emotions, and distanced himself from others. By the time he realized how lonely he was, it was too late to make new friends. He has no school, no job, no social life offline. He's come to accept that he'll never amount to anything, and he knows that he'll die alone.
So, yeah, I don't understand loneliness the way you do. Likewise, you don't understand loneliness the way I do. But, if you can drop the trash talk for a while, maybe we can at least try to help each other understand. You're obviously hurting, and believe it or not, I want to help. Maybe it's because of my own loneliness. Maybe it's because of my heart. Maybe it's just something to do.
And as for all the others, saying you want Mena to die, or go away: don't. Like it or not, Mena is her own being, and has just as much a right to live as the rest of us.
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Perhaps you, alone, can understand me...
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Tulpa? Hmmm...
I think you could be right on that...
Hey, maybe if we hear about your past sooner, maybe we’d understand. There’s no need to be stingy, alright?