Huh, okay I think this is a one way ticket to the happy hotel for her. Wonder what will happen next now?

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I really don't know what will happen next, if Spits will have pity or mercy, or what the others will do. At this point it just depends on what they tell me. Right now I'm thinking Spits may hold some degree of mercy, but I don't know what exactly she'll do. And then there's what the princesses will do should they come into this (I don't know if that will happen yet but it's possible). Who knows? It's all a mystery right now.

By the way, that video is creepy as hell.

So that's her excuse? At the least if she had told Thunderlane after the show what she had done and gotten his permission to keep doing it, that would be okay.

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Like I said before, it's what she thought she had to do. She doesn't consider herself the sharpest tack, but she is methodical. Also with her history of rejection, it's understandable why she didn't. She'd do anything to avoid that kind of rejection again. And I figure if she had been rejected again, she may have snapped completely, and then who knows what might have happened.

9392834 If she fed that sob story to Thunderlane he would've agreed in a heartbeat, so long as it didn't interfere with his responsibilities. But instead she denied him a say in the matter because of what she wanted. The ends don't justify the means.

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That's what I titled my blog post about this story

However true that may be, talking about this kind of thing... It's not easy to do. Especially to someone who's a stranger at the time. Spilling something of that magnitude... It... It just is crazy hard to do. It took me a long time to be able to do that, even with a therapist. I think she wanted to talk about it for a very long time, but it isn't easily done. She wasn't able to make herself do it. It required a kind of bravery and courage that she just didn't have yet.