How could you?

by Easy breezey

Her secret ...revealed

"I-I-I'm pregnant." Spitfire said to me.

"What? I'm sorry Spitz cuz I think you just said you're pregnant." I said 'Please say I just heard it wrong... I pray to Celestia that it's-"

"Soarin I know you heard it the first time I said it you just don't wanna accept it."Spitfire said sadly.
There it goes I did her he say she's pregnant...but who's the father? I thought to myself.
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"So who's the father?" I asked......Then she slapped me."WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHO'S THE FATHER?!"Spitfire yelled out.

"FOR GODDAMN SAKE IT'S YOU!!!!" She continued to yell "Did-did-did you forget already?"Spitfire asked sadly tears in her eyes.
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I shook my head sadly "No..I still remember..and I think that why she left."I said with a sigh "She left because I've been unfaithful to her..I MADE HER KILLED HERSELF!!!!!"I yelled tears streaming down my face.

"NO it's not entirely your fault!"Spitfire said to me, bringing me in for a hug. I growled at her at pushed her,sending her backwards slightly

"Not entirely my fault? NOT ENTIRELY MY FAULT!!!" I yelled standing up. I looked down on her, her face filled with fear, that's right fear. I never knew I scared her that bad but anger blinded me and I didn't see the hurt and scared look on her face.
"S-S-Soarin c-calm down" She said slowly getting up.
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Rage,hurt,depression,anger is all that filled me right now I wasn't in the right state of mind so I wasn't thinking straight all I know is I'm the reason why Dash killed herself I knew what she went thru when she was younger. And she thought I was the thing she needed to get her life on the right track. It turns out I was the thing she needed...I was just too dumb to realize it.
"My wife died and I'm the reason why and you're telling me to calm down."I said
"Y-Yes Soarin you're not the reason why Dash left us." Spitfire said with a sad smile. Then I gave chuckle...that turned into a snicker...that turned into a fit of laughter...I was laughing like a madman
"Not my fault my captain said NOT MY FAULT!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!" I laughed then I looked at her a very creepy gin on my face. She looked at me with horror and concern in the eyes.
"Do you know why it's my fault?" I asked her
"Because I knew that she was healing from her past but noooo I thought I should go ahead and completely destroy her by cheating on her...WITH HER OWN IDOL!!!!! OH HOW FOOLISH OF ME TO THINK THAT ALL WOULD BE FINE AND DANDY!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" I laughed "Soarin stop now!" She said to me shaking me, trying her best to let me come back
"I don't know why, when I stand next to you I feel alive,feel like I can take on the world WITH YOU!!!" I sang laughing at the end. I was crazy and I know that I know that I need help but with her gone what's the point of living if I can't be with her?
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"Yeah what's the point of living if I can't be with Dash? Maybe I can see her right now!!" I said gleefully
"Umm..Soarin who are you talking to?" Spitfire asked but I just ignored her and ran up to my...umm excuse me our room and opened the door with Spitfire not too behind.
"What are you looking for Soarin?" She asked but I did not answer her instead I opened a drawer with all our stationary things are in and dug in it while mumbling 'Where is it where is it I know it's just here!' I dug thru it more then I found what I was looking for a blade
"YES!" I cried out in joy then I looked at the blade and my smile grew it was bloody.
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It was that blade.........
"Perfect this took Dash's life now it'll take mine."I whispered to myself with a smile.
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But then somebody took it from my hands
"Hey give it back!" I yelled at Spitfire the bloody blade in her hands.
"No Soarin,I won't let you do what Dash did, not when you have so much to live for." She said with tears "I--I need you Soarin I-I love you." She in a soft voice.
"GIVE IT BACK SPITFIRE!!!" I yelled desperate to get it back.
"NO!" Spitfire yelled back "Do you think this is what Dash wants to happen to you?" She asked still trying to fight me off but I did not stop. I really want to end this right now and nobody is going to stop me! NOT EVEN MY OWN CAPTAIN!!
I growled at her and yelled
"I DON'T CARE WHAT DASH WANTS!!! IT hurts...to..much..I JUST WANT IT TO STOP!!" I added with sobbed
"I know I know it hurt Soarin... but it will past I promise." Spitfire said dropping the blade and hugging me tightly. I just sobbed. And sobbed.
Sweet Celestia I'm so pathetic. Here the great Soarin Skies sobbing and bawling like a baby.
"Great, Just great" I mumbled wiping away my tears.
"Are you ok now Soarin?" She asked stroking my hair
"Yeah thanks Spitz I'm so sorry about my actions just now" I apologized
She smiled "I understand Soar, I know it's hard." Then she leaned it and kissed me on the cheek.
My face lit up as I blushed.
"Ummm....I better go" She said blushing walking away. I hear the door shut and faintly the door downstairs too.
I just stare at the picture of me and Dash and the locket I gave her on our 1st year anniversary and the letter beside it and a small box which I never bothered to touch.
"Ummm..Bye" I said to the wind.
Out at the door Spitfire was walking out sobbing "What did I just do?!" She yelled out in the wind, people was giving her weird looks but they never got the chance to ask what's wrong for she ran to the sanctuary of her home.

Author's Note:

Hello evreypony! I found some free time to do this like OMG!!! well I hope you enjoyed it and don't forget to like if you like it dislike it if you must but give a damn good reason about it. pls I need your help to grow I'm like a plant I know I'm a pretty bad writer admit it don't lie to me! but I hope in the future I can be a better writer and I will try to update every Sat.(East) and the song that Soarin sang was made by me called "This new feeling"
welp with that I must depart

BREEZER OUT
~EBD

Comments

[Lagoona Blue]

It's not Soarindash. Soarin really misses Rainbow Dash a lot. That's a sad point of view. But it was great!

[Easy breezey]

7980189 it is in a way and thank you